#and dredged up a bunch of “drama” from our relationship and like... girl this is neither the time nor the place for this | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

finalcreacher · 1 year ago

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every so often i'm just hit with like. the sort of "funny" parts of my assault. just out of nowhere.

like trying to spare my assaulters feelings when i first tried telling him what he did, like, wasn't okay? But I profusely admitted to it being "my fault" and playing into the narrative he gave me. which is just . . . so mind-blowing to me.

I didn't even think it was "my fault" at first, I was just saying it so I didn't hurt his feelings. Which like. Wow. Yikes!

#or thinking about that one time i texted his bf that he assaulted me and then he proceeded to call me a liar and basically trauma dump on me #and dredged up a bunch of “drama” from our relationship and like... girl this is neither the time nor the place for this #and also i dont care #💀💀💀#like all of this is almost funny to me #in like a sick sort of fucky way #like funny if this wasnt actually happening. to me. or like anyone.... at all #and its also like horrendously not funny because all of these experiences have pained me so much actually #but its like... coping. i think.#i think this is coping???#i dont know #vent #vent post #personal vent #tw sa #tw sa vent #sa vent

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