Me - I haven't even finished the first chapter of the Dedf1sh fic, I shouldn't be drawing ship art!
Also me - *draws art of Milka and Dedf1sh in a non romantic way and calls it ship art*
Comic transcripts under the cut
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Milka (caption - Having a panic attack and freaking out) - HHHHHhhhhhh
Dedf1sh, clearly annoyed - .... Again?
Dedf1sh, grabbing Milka's hands - Will you stop?
Dedf1sh - You're fine! Nothing here is going to hurt you! (caption - You're harassing the vibes!
Milka, thought bubble - Holding.....Hands....(caption - Now freaking out for other reasons)
Dedf1sh - ..... seriously? (caption - Oblivious)
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Dedf1sh, grabbing Milka's shoulder from behind with a *touch* caption - Hey, Milka, you gotta see this meme, it's so stupid! (caption - Ha Ha Ha)
Milka, grabbing Dedf1sh's hand with a *whirl* caption - Let's NOT grab my shoulder from behind, 'k?
Dedf1sh - uuuh, o-kay... You still wanna see the meme or....
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not the topic of that essay i just reblogged by Jennifer Coates (here's the link if you just don't want to scroll or i reblog this again later) but the closet is succh a. strange space to be in or out of for me.
readmore bc my thoughts got long lol
I'm out with some people, including my parents, who will never understand the gravity of who I am. I'm not trying to explain it all either because that seems like a nightmare and neither of them have understood gender 101 enough to even get what nonbinary means and i doubt they even remember the word or how I explained it to them. Same things with the friends I am out to. They think that remembering a set of pronouns is all they need to look supportive and most of them can't even manage that because to them I'm stil a woman that I never wanted to be.
To them I'm stil just a girl- a little too far from femininity for them but still just a strange girl. My wild sideburns and bushy brows and the hair on my chin and upper lip and arms and the leg hair I haven't shaved forever means nothing- and while they don't diminish femininity in women that have these qualities they are signs of my own androgyny to me. My interest in plushies and thinking the color pink is cute and liking dresses and skirts (though not on myself unless its a costume) mean to them that I never really was who I say I am. To them I'm just confused.
I'm in this strange space between the closet and being out. Liminality was the word used int Croates' essay- space between the before and after in a ritual. Being stuck in the in between and being not truly 0 or 1. When observed I'm wrong in all directions. Those who know me in the flesh will never see me as who I am and will shoehorn me into their conversations about femininity as though my closet moment never happened.
Those conversations are somehow for and not for me though and its strange. While I never felt like I fit in a girl's space (not to say that I had dysphoria growing up, my body felt fine but my categorization never did) I knew how to navigate them. I often knew the same issues that plagued them because to an outsider I am them. I wish I wasn't but most of the time it wouldn't be worth it to have that conversation either for my safety (mentally or physically) or because that energy is something that I dont need to waste. And those on the outside will never know me for long I keep a low enough profile that people barely remember my name or the fact that I'm even there if I don't speak loud enough but thats another issue.
Anyways back to conversations on femininity I don't want to be stuck in that box but I've felt some of the same things and dealt wit them. The issues i've faced were womens issues because that's all the world knows me as. I hate it but I can't change it because even if I were to change and transition later in life i still had a girlhood.
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You knooooowwww... >.>
The only difference, technically, between a school in the Zone? And on Earth? Is the American government won't recognize your Zone diploma...
Not accredited. But like..... I'm JUST SAYING? If you didn't try to pass your school off as some Big Ivy League type? Pulled the "oh yeah, you'd never have heard of it, it's local." And the COMPUTERS say it's legit?
How many people will dig deeper?
If you legitimately have the knowledge, you legitimately have the knowledge. Not YOUR fault you left out the whole "extra-dimensional" part. It makes folk nervous! And nervous folks get stabby.
So like? If you were ALREADY planning to "Move" as you euphemistically put it? Talked it over with your VERY concerned folks and friends? Who do NOT like the look of the steady but concerning rise of Anti-Ghost Powers That Be? Who finally put their foot down and reminded you that you are a TEENAGER and it's NOT your responsibility to fix the world?
Well...
Fuck those guys, I guess. You'll miss the old house, but Team "Taking our ball and going literally anywhere else" makes some good points. Why ARE you putting up with this?
And honestly, you've never SEEN your dad have so much fun. Him and the Reality Realtor just sorta... Vibe. Himbo to Himbo communications. Smatters of advanced physics. Fudge. It's great.
They move the portal. Collapse the old one in a way that makes it impossible to recover or recreate. You... kinda don't want to ask. They had that "mad scientist glint" in their eyes.
And while everyone's checking out brochures to different realities? You? Head off to the nearest College. It's the Zone, so technically you could go to any of endless billions. But you'd like your education some time this century.
Cue! Danny Fenton! Entering?
Academia's wet dream. A sprawling CITY of a college. Where the classes are on EVERYTHING and the price is FREE. People have Obsessions okay?? They NEED to teach. Debate and discuss! Study! Right papers and read them! It's been going on a while! And what happens when you find a subject that's NOT covered?
YOU COVER IT!
It's like if New York was a College. Good fucking luck find the dorms. Sleep on the floor like the rest of us, you casual.
Danny was Not Prepared ™.
He loves it though.
Classes on aeronautics next making the perfect sandwich, shoved next to historical basketry, stacked above alien slam poetry. But only on Tuesdays! Ever shifting. Breaking his Fenton Born Adhd in to a fine PASTE to be smeared upon bread. Happy mental stimulation chemicals go Brrrrrrrr
If it wasn't wildly inappropriate, he would LICK IT to claim it as his then wrap around it and gaurd like a territorial cat. He thought he HATED school! Turns out he just hated high-school. College though? College, or at least ZONE College, is fuckin AWESOME.
He's sit in SO MANY random classes just cause.
Picked up and dropped them at a whim. When they no longer sparked joy. He's been a flighty bitch and for once? No one CARES. No one says "you HAVE to commit and stick with this FOREVER once you choose this" and? It just? It's so FREEING! He's learned so MUCH!
He's probably gonna come back!
Which? Is how a deeply, DEEPLY weird aerospace engineer from supposedly bumfuck NOWHERE, end up working at Wayne Industries. He's.... a lil crazy behind the eyes. Ha ha... CONCERNING ™!
Dude sleeps on the lab floor. Has weirdly spotty knowledge. Can be an unprecedented genius one second and not know who the current president is the next. Doesn't know what DAY it is. Forgets to eat. Tried to make a fusion reactor out of the break room toaster before Sandra from accounting distracted him with pictures of her cat.
It's like he wanders through life blissfully unaware that he is both terrifying and about three seconds from killing them all. Then FUCKING TRIPS because he forgot to tie his shoelaces again.
Who hired this man?
WHY!?
I mean, we KNOW why. Probably to put him on a watch list. But? He's like a terrifying murder puppy! Built like a tank! That's stoned out of its mind half the time. And have you HEARD his college stories? That CAN'T be legal. Was this guy raised in a cult!? Aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!????
@hdgnj @legitimatesatanspawn @babbling-babull @dcxdpdabbles @hypewinter
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