#and both leon and des hide their eyes..... as if to forget and hide who they are

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@courtofparrots @kingflups I decided to combine both of your results (23- a kiss while drunk and 42- a kiss out of spite) into one big stupid fic that I absolutely ADORE for no good reason so I hope you enjoy!!!!! :DDD

Fic under cut!!

“I-“

Leon stumbled into the side of the door, nearly dropping the empty glass he clutched in his hand onto the nice new mahogany floor he’d insisted on buying.

“Am not drunk”

“Suuuuuuuure,”

Luis had to hold back his giggles like his life depended on it as he gently took the glass out of Leon’s hand, placing it on the kitchen bench nearby. It was almost adorable, he had to admit- the way Leon was so stubborn in insisting that he wasn���t drunk. Which he so, so obviously was. He probably wouldn’t have even been so insistent if it weren’t for Luis relentlessly teasing him about his taste in alcohol- but he couldn’t help it, alright! American’s just had bad taste!!

“And I’m the reincarnation of Miguel De Cervantes in the flesh.”

“Nah,”

Leon shook his head and tumbled his way to the kitchen counter, sluggishly pulling up a chair opposite to Luis. Who, in return, leaned over the marble with his chin rested in the palm of his hand; a patient, languid expression and small smile on his face.

“C-Cervantes was ugly. You’re waaaaaaay hotter than that guy”

“O-Oh??”

Luis’ smile broadened and his eyes crinkled with curiosity. That familiar, gut-deep warmth that always came in tandem with Leon’s compliments cursed his chest once again- even while knowing he was piss-drink, Luis still wasn’t immune to his praise.

“How so, if I may ask, my dear Sancho?”

“Well for one thing,”

Leon dramatically put one hand up in the air,

“He was ooooooold. Like, hundreds of years old”

“Maybe he is now…”

“And two,” Leon raised his other hand,

“He, like, sat in his room and wrote books all day. Like, who does that?! Who writes books all day?? Eugh!!”

Luis had to bite his lip to keep himself from devolving into uncontrollable laughter, tears already pricking the corners of his eyes as he watched Leon fake-gag.

“O-Okay!! He’s old and had hobbies! Understood! I’ll avoid all those things, I guess…”

“AND number threeeeeee!!!”

Leon slammed his hands down on the counter, leaning into Luis’ space a little bit.

“You kiss booooooyyyyssss…”

Luis made the most atrocious noise from his throat known to mankind while trying not to laugh.

The cadence Leon had said that could best be compared to a schoolgirl telling her best friend about her secret crush- not a grown man kicking his feet and giggling on the kitchen counter.

“Is that so??”

Luis squeaked out, using every muscle in his body to not laugh. Or cry. Leon nodded profusely,

“Yeeeeaaaahhh… you’re a boy kisser… I bet you wanna kiss me sooooooo bad…”

“Oh, I’m afraid not, cariño,”

He gave his lover a gentle smile and a pat on the shoulder, trying to let him down as easy as he could- but his big, wet, sad blue puppydog eyes already had his composure crumbling.

“You’re just a little drunk. It’d be immoral of me to kiss you in his state, mí príncipe”

Luis hoped the showering of nicknames would help soften the blow, but it really did quite the opposite.

Leon looked beyond devastated. You could’ve kicked a puppy and it wouldn’t look as forlorn and heartbroken as the sad little blonde in front of him did. But Luis was about to lose his composure! Not yet, at least!!

“W-What?? You- you don’t wanna kiss me…?”

“Lo siento-“

“F-Fine!!” Leon, in the blink of an eye, went from sad-pouting to angry-pouting. “I-I didn’t even wanna kiss you, anyway!! I bet you’re a terrible kisser!!”

Poor Luis had to cover his mouth to hide his smile lest he be exposed for his unseriousness in this totally serious scenario.

“Awwwww, nooo, my dearest Sancho, don’t say that…”

“Y’know, you’re really missing out! I’m a great kisser!!! Just ask, um…”

Leon looked down to count on his hands,

“Ada… and… Chris… if kissing for a dare counts… and… my ex-girlfirend… whose name I’m forgetting… and… um… and-“

Luis swiftly cut Leon off by grabbing the sides of his face and pressing him in for a messy, unceremonious kiss. His lover tasted like cheap American liquor, just as he’d assumed, but for once he didn’t hate the taste. Maybe that was just because he wasn’t the one drinking it, though. Not exactly the most romantic kiss they’d ever shared… but at least it shut Leon up.

Who, speaking of, was panting like a dog by the time Luis finally let go of him. He was about to say something, probably along the lines of how he’d never do that again for him, but Leon promptly cut him off with the stupidest, most boyish smile on planet earth.

“Ooooooooo, you’re jealooooouuuuuusss…”

“No I am not!!”

“Are too!”

“Am not!!”

“Are too!!”

This went on for far longer than Luis cared to admit. He argued with Leon deep into the night- exhausting him of his energy to the point where he just ended up falling asleep on the couch anyways. And Luis wasn’t far behind; throwing a thin, decorative blanket over their bodies and snuggling up to his side until the two of them drifted off to sleep together.

Luis would have plenty of ammo for teasing in the morning.

[bitter-panacea]

Me whenever Bronev and Desmond are in the same room

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Ikèmen Vampire OC:

The Dark Temptor

Marquis de Sade

Birthday: June, 2nd

Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Height: 1.90 cm

Past Occupation: Nobleman & Libertine Novelist

Vampire Type: Lesser Vampire

"Do tell me all your sins, little dove. I can't erase them for you, but I sure can make you become proud of them..."

Background:

Donatien Alphonse François, also known simply as the Marquis de Sade, is a French nobleman, ex-revolutionary politician and philosopher who had became (in)famous for his scandalous erotic writings, which combined philosophical discourse with pornography, depicting sexual fantasies with an emphasis on violence, suffering, sodomy, crime, and blasphemy against religion.

De Sade spent almost half of his life in jail and later in an insane asylum as punishment for his freedom of thinking, but he was revived as a vampire by his old friend, le Comte de Saint-Germain, and brought to live in the 19th century together with him and his other well known historical residents.

Detached, indifferent and covered in mystery, De Sade seems like a very unapproachable man.

However, even the Devil himself was once a beautiful angel...

Appearence:

Messy neck-lenght, strawberry red hair with silver gray bangs

Tall and well-built

Eye color: Charcoal black

Has a long scar over his right eye

Black cross piercings in both his ears as a mocking simbolism to the fact that he's a vampire and that the cross had been used in the past by the romans as a torture device

Personality:

I will start this up mentioning that De Sade is not everyone's cup of tea most often than not. He's a very difficult person to be around to at first. He came back to life full of barely surpressed anger thanks to the trauma of his past, seeking out and picking fights just for the sake of it. So don't be too surprised to find out that he's not getting along with anyone in the mansion, not even with the sweetheart that is Vincent van Gogh and that is saying a lot...

Spiteful. He has a personal beef with Napoleon especially, due to the fact that our boy Leon, when he was the emperor, was the one who ordered the arrest of the anonymous author of the infamous novels "Justine" and "Juliette" and imprisoned him without a trial. De Sade is not the one to forgive and forget that easily...

But he's very intelligent and wise

Rafined and full of grace...

Listen... Thanks to him the term "sadism" was invented. He's yandere self is top notch and can make Shakespeare feel like a walk in the park any day, so choose your battles carefully around this guy

Sarcastic most of the time

And he's a man of a few words. Doesn't like to waste his breath and time explaining himself and is very anti-social

On the reverse of the coin, if you get to know him better, you gonna find out that he's a very sad and depressed person

Wanting nothing more than someone to accept him with all his flaws and traumas, someone who's willing to not judge him for the simple fact that he just wanted to explore the nature of the humanity with all its darkness and sins and speak freely about it...

Hobbies:

Writing, philosophy, politics, dancing waltz, taking long walks on the garden at midnight

Likes:

Fine clothes, luxury, comfortable and cosy beds

Dislikes:

The taste of champagne, birds, hypocrisy, being restrained to can't speak his mind directly

In Love:

Like I said above, Donatien is a very difficult person to approach at times due to his rough past. But this doesn't mean that, when a certain little human lady walks into the mansion through that mysterious door just Le Comte seems to use it, he's not as curious and interested like the rest of the vampires. Actually, he's the second character MC meets after Napoleon.

Picture it (Sicily, 1922... Lol, jk, but if you know, you know😉) after hiding behind a curtain, Napoleon's trying to find a way to help her out... Only to meet the owner of the footsteps that had made Leon going into hiding in the first place. A long arm coated in dark green velvet reach out, leaning its palm on the wall next to MC and Napoleon's heads, cutting their way of exit, a tall shadow looming over them

"My, my... And what do we have here? Why, Vôtre Majesté... the handsome man with bloody red hair who the arm belonged to couldn't help a sardonic grin to lift up a corner of his mouth. Sneaking mistresses into the house at night? I must say, I have expected this from that dim wit of a womanizer, but from you? I'm shocked really... Speechless"

From that encounter alone you're in for one hell of an emotional roller-coaster.

You can't help it but being attracted and fascinated by his darkness from the beginning...

Lots of angst? Sure. Lots of drama? You can bet. His dark eyes, black as the sins his at fault for, hides more than just harsh and mean, empty words to keep himself at distance.

If he falls in love, De Sade will give gladly and selfless everything that he is to you. He's a yandere so expect to be super possessive with you, to want you for himself.

He will tie and bond you to him (sometimes literally if you're into this, after all he's one of the pioneers of bdsm *wink*), keeping you safely into his arms, cuddling and opening his heart to you as time goes by and your relationship evolves into one of full intimacy

He'll respect and seek for you, adore you and protect you with all that he has, you're his world, his one and only true love that he ever known...

Trivia/Fun facts:

The long, ugly scar he have on the right side of his eye is the result of an old fight he got himself into in his "glory days" as a convict in Bastille. He might tell you the story if he trust you well enough

After all the years living in prison, sleeping on cold floors covered in rotten hay, smelling of igrasion and wearing a rag of a jail uniform, De Sade developed almost an obsession for fine stuff like clothes and smooth, cosy and so comfortable beds that he can feel himself sinking into them, things that offers him comfort, warmth and a sense of safety

He's one hell of a ballroom dancer, waltz being a personal favorite. If you're invited to a ball in the 19th century make sure to ask him for dancing lessons, you won't regret it. He'll make you a pro in a blink of an eye :)))

Even though he appears like a total jerk and some people will state that he is a real, scandalous monster, he can be a real charmer if (and when) he wants. He's a nobleman after all, he's a gentleman by default and can easily rival Le Comte smooth attitude if he cares to show his true colors to the right person

Being brought back to life as a vampire haven't made De Sade wanting to blend in with his new existence so he hadn't even bothered trying to find a new identity like his other house mates had for themselves. He prefer to go by his title of birth and if someone asks him out of pure curiosity he is his own "descendent". He's amused that even to this days some pleope whispers about him - his "ancestor" - with fear and contempt

He posess a ball python snake as a pet that goes by the name of Jaunir and De Sade has a real sadistic pleasure to let her roam around the house to scare the other residents. Sometimes you can see him wearing Jaunir roped around his neck like a scarf

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Auteur Theory about Mike De Leon Films: Batch 81´ & Kakabaka Ka Ba?

Auteur Theory about Mike De Leon Films: Batch 81´ & Kakabaka Ka Ba? A Movie review for Film Language, Midterms part 2

 Introduction & Auteur Theory

 Mike De Leon a Filipino film director whom also made an amazing amount of recognitions as well as several types of film that becomes outstanding later on at the awarding because of how he was able to handle and manipulate his own imaginations and ideas that he tried to express silently that shows the interactive oppressive side of our society with his creations to provide deep meaning, intention and was they were later showed on as a movie also especially during the Marcos era too, later then proves what he is trying to tell President Marcos back then on how Filipinos are being pained during the days of his regime. From his films he then latter inspires the youths as they keep watching the films that he made, watching films again and again can let you see that the movie he makes is trying to explain or tell you something. He was an intentional, and creative as a film maker when he experimented on his films and you can tell from the way he directed his films with meaning and there are actors that are only prescribe to his films over and over again starring his films without any difficulty designating them and the repeating patterns from the casts to who it dedicates to could be seen from every part of his films. His films created in the 90’s are the types of films that has several dictations and they each have their own flows in their parts, not just your ordinary series meaning, that the film he creates has hidden agendas and he completely has control over the variables in each of the scenes and literally you just do not stare at the cinema just to see how the movie comes and goes, you somehow become intrigued and questioned that what if you were in their shoes what would you do, how will you survive in those situations. It’s one of those movie directors that gives emphasis on what reality can do to you and how your mindset will be evolving of, but that is if you had not watch the film he makes yet. You’ll end up beguiled and unexpectedly want to change the fate of the protagonist’s choices and ended up doing it for them in your seats. The way he writes his scripts are with the ordinary, harsh, reality life that anyone goes through and you will understand what will happen next but you won’t actually get the right concept that it will shock you and you will think that the characters will obviously do that, but only ending up doing other decisions that you have not thought of. You never expect a Filipino to get these kinds of achievement in life, a wise and cunning tactic he had created to hide the root of his intended target for his films. Mike De Leon creativity does not often appear much like the creators of this generation, yes some current directors can satisfy the wants of millennial youths with their genres but the agenda to that is how the directors will be able to actually satisfy the mind of the youths into understanding the factual truth of today’s actualization like how he was able to confidently hide his true message to the masses much more to the President Marcos back then which he was attacking the system of President Marcos because of how he was handling the country and it’s fellow citizens with communism, the difficulty of being able to provide and be provided is thought to be simpler with Marcos as the leader thinking that he’d do great things, which in some ways President Marcos did but the citizens were never satisfied with anything for the pain and suffering were the cries and that made Mike De Leon think that maybe he’d create something for fun but with realization of the countries situation that is how amazing Mike De Leon was and his mindset for every film remained the same and still sane for all he could use his skills was to announce to the public that are qualified enough to understand his films to shout the prejudice of many Filipinos. Moreover, the films that was chosen for us to watch and critique were that of the contently the same that of Lino Brocka films that was also chosen and watched then critiqued with all the creative idea of the society in general within the Philippines no hidden secrets but actually showing the brutal side of those people with power of how much they are able to do.

 Batch 81’

 Philippines of today never changes from the old times during the reigns of many Presidents that either created a havoc or do a small change of something anew in the eyes of the Filipino community way back then and it was never placed into a consideration to the heads of many members of the nation that to never forget their own rights as a human living for the betterment of their family or for themselves  to keep up to the ever growing community standards that the society gives to the people who are trying to grind their way to survival and could finally be able to catch up without anyone in peril but all we can say to see that there have been shortcuts to victory that leads the necks of others in need to their demise and despair that thought to give them a free ticket to the good pathway of the pyramid. Society the sole root of burden to those many unwanted human needs of the hierarchy where it claims to be the number one leading standards for a human to normally live and survive without any troubles and diving in to the sins of the many citizens that have sacrificed many parts of their life and soul just to be a part of the invitation to good life to get to the best service that they can experience and be at to know which ones can be the best choice for them. Hardships are seen to our every daily actions in this rugged country that was once beautiful and acknowledgeable to the eyes of foreign and local people, to work through the very top one must endure the harsh environment that they are set up on once born onto this world unless you’re one of the lucky random generated human being that has all the cheat codes enabled and got everything without doing oh, so, much to step up on the ladder of society. Issues of politicians handling these damned system is also one of the cause of hardships that we Filipino’s are facing altogether because of the greed from the entire face point of papered accumulating finances that runs the whole wide world crazy to be rich to afford all of the materialistic totems in the manmade world we are at right now. Family a word, sentence, phrase describe to ensure the strength of trust and love placed in that word so that all will face the harsh trials without anyone dying and leaving the world beforehand while oaths are becoming an ordinary rule to let sure that everyone stays in their path and to not get lost from the road that their family leads them to be. The film Batch 81’ or from its full name Alpha Kappa Omega Batch 81’ sets its title from a fraternity established at a certain unnamed college university to be of assistance to incoming new students that require the need of relationship as a hood altogether to get through many tough times and ensure that all will be able to graduate and finish all the task that is given to them by the fraternity leader. The story begins with the protagonist named Sid Lucero who studies from an untold university taking the course recommended by his mother and lives near the university by boarding alongside his friend. Sid who is struggling from his daily school activities, to tardiness, from low grades and the daily struggle of an ordinary college student stigma until now and does not know what would he do just to make up for all the missed and low grade classes and can’t tell his mother that he is having a trouble breaking down all the necessary goals to become studious once more to be able to finish and graduate without any problems. Alongside with his dorm mate and the best friend that he can always count on in which they both dreamt to succeed without any hardships in their path and tried to find alternatives so that they can graduate with a sweep clean and free of trouble, as they try to survey the different organizations handed out and approved by the university and there Sid ended looking up to the so called fraternities as described by the Webster’s dictionary a fraternity is a group of people associated or formally organized for a common purpose, interest or pleasure such as becoming a future leader to the organization, or someone looking for a guild, and all fraternities is a men only student organization formed chiefly for social purposes having secret rites and a name consisting of Greek letters, and a student organization for scholastic, professional, or extracurricular activities like debates, sports, etc…more indication of its meaning is the quality or state of being brothers or so called brotherliness and finally about the hierarchy as stated of a person in the same class. Profession, character, tastes, etc…and a fraternity can also be synonymy indicated as ‘brotherhood’ more or less. Moving on to the film, as Sid was looking for a group there he was handed out a paper of the ALPHA KAPPA OMEGA printouts and made a realization to see if he will decide to let this fraternity group be of aid to his academics, although innocently Sid doesn’t know the true horrors behind joining a fraternity that entitles you as their brethren, yet. Unafraid and strong willed, Sid Lucero also invited his roommate best buddy to join together in the Alpha Kappa Omega fraternity so that it may be an advantage to them both academically to be known all the while in the school and enjoy the life of someone with brothers looking out for them mindset, but unknown to the horrors about to befall them just to ensure their life in the campus. The fated day for the applicants for Alpha Kappa Omega fraternity to be gathered and tested in the same day immediately, for the new applicants they are called the neophytes as stated by the Webster’s dictionary a neophyte is a novice, a new convert, fresh from the university alternative synonym for neophyte is an abecedarian or apprentice. As the neophytes gather and went inside the designated room for the application to start Sid begets and nervously went ahead like the others did, as they enter everyone lined up and was ordered to be blind folded to test their confidence and attitude in the midst of shame and trials. Many have failed and feared the ongoing tests that will later on fall upon them, letting only a few remain like Sid and his roommate buddy. Further onto the film, the new recruits along with Sid and his roommate buddy ended up in a horrible tragedy where the gang war between Alpha Kappa Omega and Sigma Omicron Sigma, another fraternity group that was angered because of Sid’s roommate friend had an affection towards the sister of the leader of Sigma Omicron Sigma but besides that another reason why the gang war actually preparedly happened because someone from Alpha Kappa Omega member died and it was Sid’s best friend that was drowned in front of him on a toilet in an abandoned place, making Sid furious and initiated their fraternity leader to start a fight to get revenge to what Sigma Omicron Sigma did to their brethren. Finalization of the film is that Sid ended up being a ‘master’ of the new recruits and handled the brother’s rituals for new neophytes and ending up finishing his college work and many more.

 Kakabakaba Ka Ba?

 Ever wondered what a broken film looks like but holds a deeper intention to the Filipino nation back then? Well, as addictions were later introduced into the industrial life of Filipino apart from the chaotic world that was given to use by adding systems that later on disrupt the many living patterns of all the people living in this county. Different race, identity, uniqueness, personality, attitude, world, interest, and many more mixing our cultures and identities sculpting our traits to be what we are being invaded on. Finding your purpose and meaning while growing into the person you want to be without any one stopping you. Having a mindset of relying to others on a higher levels like of the government to expect them to do something about this problematic chaos that everyone is expecting in which they should, which Filipinos are putting their hopes onto them and becoming more lazy that maybe someday the government will actually do something for them manually. Placing their hopes onto someone else but finding out that they will literally do nothing and deal with the nation’s political problems instead of the state the country is in. Persuading people who are unfriendly and being unaware that the environment that they are currently in endangers them to only be noticed when realization appeared and change to be more obvious to become a motivational act. Losing passion to work, not achievement your dream because of some unseen able force that makes you question your entire purpose in life because of the obscure and confusing actions that many people do to you physically, spiritually, mentally, and emotionally in which makes you become unstable and unable to create a beautiful difference in this country. Cults a secretive organization that hides their selves amongst the faces of many different people masking their true identity for a single objective or purpose to either oppress and process a destructive yet creative thinking that makes their mind become a dangerous weapon for the politicians or the government in general, exposing the different experiments and actions truer than words that speeches are shown in televisions from the press making the people confused and think that they are in the position to think that we are all living a great life where in fact that it was already stolen from us, our very existence and actions monitored as it is getting sold to the heads of the powerful people without our mentions and approval to as they continue to obstruct the very loud voices of the mass to be closed and unidentifiable forever. This is where the four protagonist from the film involved themselves into a shady people and business with an unseen trouble coming ahead of them because of a single cassette tape that was secretively placed into the first protagonist’s jacket in the airplane boarding to Manila from Japan. All the while the four protagonists that ended up meeting altogether within the plane became buddies and went to dinner, have fun, etc. Suddenly weird people from the Japan branch of cult as well as the Chinese cult wants to get their hands on the cassette tape making their lives in danger as two of the cults tries to pursue the four protagonists unknown to what the cassette hides inside its tasty melody. The four protagonists ended up to certain sites near their areas just to find clue as to what the cassette tape includes and questions why they are after this single tape when the two tried to listen to it at their home they just find a few notes but then goes blank afterwards making it a very mysterious tape for all of them who are both trying to help them and find what it truly holds inside. As they search for clues they ended up in places they thought that were safe and free of touch from the society, a church in the hills of their village and so they decided to explore the sides by disguising as nuns and pastors in practice, unknown to them that the nuns are immediately conspicuous of them and tries to get away with a scent of glare in their eyes to the four protagonists, there they explores the sides to see if one gets to find something like a hidden switch or something that could access into another spot within the vicinity of the church inside or out. No more, no less further along in the film they ended finding a secret door leading to an elevator giving a secret code for the members to enter, spying there they knew the code and went to the elevator going to the basement along with the Chinese cult. There they saw the mastermind of all their troubles and screams, it was a Japanese master the head of all troubles that they’ve been facing and to their addition knowledge it was he who created the cassette tape that holds the ingredients in creating an unending source of opium more likely drugs and other paraphernalia for them to never stop indulging and continue to process and send out by selling making them rich and in control of all the business happening around Asia, like trading pointing out that they are powerful and will continue to reign. But in the end of the invitation of choirs and comediatic pauses the evil doers are always caught and jailed for the crimes and wanted images that they are with their sentenced spoken and the four protagonists ended up helping with a great term and all of them ended up having the nice time of their lives once more and the four of them got married where the action and catching happened, under the hidden area of the church.

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Tula Serye: 3

WEDNESDAY, MAY 19, 2010

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Mountain

Mary De Leon

21 March 2010

I’m your mountain, not your home

Your escape to this wild world

A diversion along the road

Every hike, every climb

Leads you to a pleasure

As high as the sky

You’ve explored every possible trail

Conquered the most difficult trek

With pride you never felt with anything else

You love every detail of me;

The fresh air you can’t have in the city,

The breath-taking scenery,

The trees that protects you from the sun,

The river that quench your thirst,

The fog that blinds you,

The rock that trips your feet

And even the dust that enters your eyes.

But the beauty you see

And the peace you feel

Isn't the reality

Because tomorrow you���ll come back

To your usual self,

Doing your usual chores,

Living your usual life- without me.

Though you can’t get enough of me

We knew, this is nothing but temporary.

Black hole

Mary De Leon

22/03/2010

Accelerate as you infiltrate

And devour my whole being.

Don’t hesitate, insinuate

To this convulsive feeling

You’re something, the one thing

I won’t regret.

You’re pulling me into something

I dare not control

I wouldn’t want to know.

And I don’t care if I’m not sure

What lies ahead

In the eternity of you and me.

The world falls apart

Right before our eyes

And the light that I see

In this tiny fissure

Of you and me

Makes me want to believe

There’s something in store for us.

And that in the eternity of you and me

We are free.

Stay

Mary De Leon

22/03/2010

I stopped loving you

Even before you started loving me.

I started loving you

When you stopped loving me.

We have been on this road

Of uncertainty before

And yet you stayed.

Why did you stay?

I left you even before

You thought of staying with me.

I stayed with you

When you started to leave me.

We’re on the same road again,

With the same look on our faces

Anger, sad and tired facet.

Then again you stayed.

Why did you stay?

For the first time you asked me back,

You stayed. Why did you stay?

I touched your face, looked intensely

On your tired eyes and gently

Tucked your hair behind your ears

I couldn't reply but I know

Why I stayed before I thought

I could stay.

Come

Mary De Leon

23032010

I’ve heard enough, no need to fret

No need to fight, we’re in this together

If you let me, will you let me?

What’s troubling you?

I want to know,

I want to mend every bit

Of pain that paralyzes you.

The empty bin of promises

Is waiting for you to make another one

No need to worry, no need to cry

We’ll fly away together

If you trust me, will you trust me?

Our love will cover and carry it all

Believe, just believe.

No matter what the world tells you,

I’m here, I will always be here.

And even if we don’t see

We’ll dive together

To the unseen, dark seafloor

If you’ll be with me

Will you be with me?

Scars

Mary De Leon

23/03/2010

Hibernation is what you seek

That’s why you’re hiding

For more than a week

I can’t recall what we did wrong

I don’t see why we need

A break from it all

Coz if you need to breathe

I’ll spare a breath for you

And if you need a little space

I’ll clear it all for you

You see there’s nothing

That I wouldn’t do

No need to hide now

No winter can come between us now

Tell me what can I do to keep you

I’m not gonna promise you the stars

But I can help you cover up the scars

We’ll forget it all. We’ll live long.

Timepiece

Mary De Leon

25/03/2010

Under time, a minute feels like

Forever in your arms

60 seconds of pure bliss and highs

I almost forgot who I was

You’ve reached the island of my soul

No one has come that close before

You made me lose all control

You’ve hit me right into the core

You said let’s make the most out of

Every millisecond that we have

You don’t ask, what you can’t give

We know this will end

Though I don’t see the end

Sometime soon, I’ll see you at noon.

We’ll make our own history

Exploration of love

In all of its ferocity

We won’t conform

To the pattern of this world

I’ll meet you somewhere, sometime.

Within a minute of your spare time

Anonymous

Mary De Leon

06/04/2010

Name me,

I no longer want to be

Anonymous

And yet to be discovered

Name it,

It doesn’t have to be scientific

Just be specific.

Name us.

I don’t care how

But please name us.

What are we if we’re not we?

A special kind of species

In this animal kingdom?

An exceptional type of fauna

Or an exotic flora?

Solve my dilemma

What are we if we're not we?

Tell me.

Reroute

Mary De Leon

06/04/2010

No more hesitation

I’m heading to a new direction

Away from the pull of your gravity

No more you and me.

No matter how hard

We try to fight the battle

We’re never gonna win.

We lost even before it begins.

Let bygones be gone.

No looking back

No turning back

I’m leaving the plateau

And if I’ll see you

So I’ll see you.

Hide and seek

Mary De Leon

08/04/2010

Shoe gazing,

Nobody’s moving

We kept on looking

For a blind spot

Amongst the curious eyes

That watches us

Not realizing

That you are my safe place

And I am yours

So why look elsewhere?

I am yours.

Ventilate

Mary De Leon

06/04/2010

I grasped for every air

I could fill my lungs with

I'll hold my breath

If only to keep you in

For a bit longer

And make you stay

I know it is prolonging

Both our agony

But I can’t let you go easily

Should I let this oxygen out?

If I do will it ever come back?

I never felt so happy

While suffocating

But I have to let you go slowly

So I can breathe easy.

Release

Mary De Leon

10/04/2010

I’m giving back what I haven’t taken

And taking back what I haven’t given

I’ll be content, don’t worry

I won’t ask for anything

I’ll walk away while I can,

I’ll look into your eyes no more

Coz I know it will again

Take me to a place

Where only you and I exist

I’ll let go of your hand now

I won’t say anything

I have let myself stray for too long

And we both know it’s wrong

It’s long overdue

So I’ll let you go now

Unite

Mary De Leon

10/04/2010

We’re awake when everyone is sleeping

Talking, laughing and whispering

To each other

That night I was captured

And my rational mind

Doesn’t seem to function

Beyond reason and condition

I welcomed you without question.

Trying to make every second longer

We’re gonna make it until quarter

Arms tangled as we try

To fight the coldness of the night

Our lips pressed by tender kisses.

I couldn’t deny how you infiltrate

Through me, I couldn’t fathom

What I’m feeling and what you made me.

I couldn’t sleep but I couldn’t care less

Fire

Mary De Leon

10/04/2010

I remember how it felt to be

Under your spell

How everything disappears

Whenever our eyes communicate

I never felt so care free

Knowing I’m underneath

A blanket of insecurity

Covering all uncertainty

I was frozen and I couldn’t think

I feel so strong yet I couldn’t resist.

You are my fire place

I can go near to,

Stay for as long as I want to,

Wrap you around me

Without the fear of getting burned

Now I can be the moth

And you be the fire

I won’t argue

It’s enough that I have you.

Replay

Mary De Leon

12/04/2010

In the deepest part of me, you rest

A memory I will never erase

Like everybody else

I will replay on a phonograph

Like a broken record

That skips and delays

Whenever I miss you

Or when something reminds me of you

You’ll remain as tangible and reachable

Like the first time I saw you

Though I couldn’t see you

Beautiful memories we created

None of it I will regret

A rerun of season

As I see you go on.

Drift

Mary De Leon

12/04/2010

Head first, as we dive into the cliff.

Free fall, while we succumb

To the current of the wind

Take me wherever you want

No need to ask twice

I’ll go with you

Keeping up with the changes

What will I do without you?

Stay for as long as you like.

You said I can do to you

Whatever I want

What’s not to like?

When everything is gone

You said you’ll always be there

We know not always

But it’s sweet of you to say

Hands free, I can’t imagine life

Without you holding me

Sugar free, you are the best alternative.

Distance

Mary De Leon

11/04/2010

Every inch away from you

Rips my heart apart

My every nerve wants

To be back on your arms.

I miss your warmth

Without having to touch

My skin yearns for you.

My eyes waiting to meet

Your intense gaze

I let you into my realm

Discover the empty rooms inside

I’ll let you fill it with desire

Let go of all inhibitions and doubt

Just one time and it will be enough

One more touch and I’ll be whole again

If you were here

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