#and also. life hurtie😔

[mishkakagehishka]

My bones hurt🦴👁💦

[borathae]

I really love Queendom series. I saw Hoseok's story is next month for his bday and same goes to Namjoon, on his bday 😍

We have 5 more months til our lovely moon, Jin is back 🥺 let's have fun with 2 would you rather questions for you Sibi. Sorry for the angst questions (I'm on my period mood for angst 🙃)

1. Would you rather give up your position as the Queen of your Queendom to be with Yoongi, knowing that society would never approve of your forbidden love, or relinquish your claim to the throne and embrace a life of exile, free to love Jungkook openly?

2. Would you rather sacrifice your own happiness to ensure Taehyung's prosperity and marry him off to someone else, or endure the agony of watching Jimin pine for the love that can never be, knowing that you are the cause of his suffering?

I'm so happy that you love it!!! Gosh, the Queendom series is so dear to me :( I'm so excited for Hobi's story!! you guyssss it's gonna be so !!!!

I literally want these months to be over already I need my Jinnie back 😭 it's so close already I can't wait :(( ALSO OMFG I LOVE WOULD YOU RATHER QUESTIONS EHEHEH

whY WOULD YOU BET MY TWO BOYS AGAINST EACH OTHER OMFG I'M CRYING IN THE CLUB 😭😭 I love queendom!yoonkook so much, they're both so precious to me how could I ever fucking decide 😭😭 I think I'll have to think logically here and go with Kook because we could love each other freely and openly. I think the hatred of society would burden me way too much to handle the Yoongi situation forever, imagine just going outside holding hands and someone alrady throws rotten eggs at you. I think it would burden me way too much in the long run, so I'll have to go with Kookie here ✊🏻😔

BRO OMFG THIS ISN'T EASIER FDNSFN part of me is like "what if I am selfish and choose the Jimin option becuase then I won't suffer?" but then part of me is like "sad Jimin :( heart hurty :(" FJJFADS I think I will have to let Taehyung go *cries* BUT ONLY IF I CAN BE WITH JIMIN AND GIVE HIM LOTS OF KISSES >:(

This was so much fun istfg I loved it 💜

[msommers]

sorry for your tummy hurty hours 😔 also betrayal, desire, midnight, and wound for riya and maeve!

i have in fact suffered tummy hurty hours for a second time since this ask so i'm cashing in 2x, thank you xoxo // oc asks: not-so-nice edition

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

RIYA — a no on both accounts. maybe you could find some social drama from cumberland socialite days but that shit is so far beyond anything Serious compared to the goings on of the campaign that it hardly counts. actually, i lied. her brother sebastian constantly betrayed her trust by snitching anytime she did something he thought their mother would disapprove of, so he can choke. 

MAEVE — by someone she trusts, no. she learned her own lessons and had plenty of witchers to let her know how dangerous it can be to hand trust away easily, so that takes a while to build up. has probably been betrayed in general though, there are plenty of selfish people who would look at her generosity and willingness to work against “authority” and take advantage of it. 

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

RIYA — if we go with answering what she wants presently, i think with all the goofing and flirting and whining, it really boils down to her craving comfort. and that's probably easy to tell with or without an insight check because she's not trying to hide it, and it's clear to everybody who spends 10 minutes around her that she's having a dreadful time adjusting to life without her usual rich girl privileges. she wants to go back to lounging around and being fed little chocolates or w/e, this sucks. 

MAEVE — it's so cheesy that the first two things that popped to mind for her were to be loved and to make a difference. both are true, it just depends on the day which desire is at the top of her list. she's always happy to discuss the hopes that her works will potentially change people's prejudices, and that's something she puts effort into every day. the wanting to be loved is like. 30% of the time it can be obvious because she'll start alluding to it or even openly talking about it, then the other 70% it depends on if the person she's talking to is capable of reading her beyond the smiles and chatter. 

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

RIYA — THE NEVERENDING NIGHTMARES, MY GUY. she’s lucky that the party’s grey warden duties usually wear them out enough through the day that the anxieties and nagging guilt can’t keep her from passing out, but the nightmares have been waking her early in the last few months. riya’s got her morning rituals: brushing out her hair and styling it according to vibes, going over her spellbook, debating with herself if it’s worth using some of her precious perfumes or oils, thinking about her family and nearly crumbling because of how terribly she misses them, reciting important quest information in her head to keep from forgetting it. you know, the usual.

MAEVE — her partners ey-ohhhhhhh. anyway all of the above, though it grows more infrequent as the years go by and she becomes accustomed to feeling safe. anxiety is probably the worst?? because it can sneak up on her without warning, especially if she knows somebody she cares about is off doing something dangerous. her go-tos on a sleepless morning are journaling or taking a bath, sometimes both if she's feeling frisky. 

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

RIYA — answered here.

MAEVE — she can take more hits than your average noble before going down but she’s still only a bard at the end of the day and absolutely in tears after just the first. she’s shaking, shouting her panic and trying to find cover but hey she’s not entirely useless, she might be able to shoot her bow from back there. can definitely provide colorful and fun commentary at the least. please give her medical attention and please make it intimate to encourage affection and vulnerability, thank you. most of her wounds are mental and leftover from the carden era tbh. worst wound has to default to the one that straight-up killed her for a hot minute, i imagine. fuck if i remember what it was but it sure does take the cake for being fatal.

[imlebsian]

sry i've been inactive i caught the worst stomach bug of my life last weekend and am still recovering 😔

i like. couldn't eat at all so now my appetite is fucked and i can only have little bits or i get nauseous again but it also makes me sleepy and head hurty bc i'm not eating enough

hoping i can get back to normal soon bc it's miserable and i miss snacks

[arnold-layne]

aaaaaaa i'm alive!!! i stopped checking tumblr a bit, i feel.... disconnected from fandom lately :( but i try my best, so don't worry and stand by, technical issues will be fixed :)

how about you??? you were away for a bit and i missed you so bad!!!! how are you?? is it any better there??? :(((

about me: we edited recorded songs a bit, but we decided that we should record them once again, since i sound like shit on most of them :// i mean, i decided, because pshhh it must be perfect for me- yeah it's an issue i should correct but i'm trying my best i swear :( also! i'm making a sernik yeah, the best version of cheesecake that ever existed. okay not the best, the best one is with peaches and is actually baked, not frozen.....anyways!!! tell me about your day <3 and remember to stay hydrated!!! get some sun!!! even from the window :)

~🌻

Ahhh you're here still! I disappeared for a bit, I know I should have warned mutuals but 😔 depression and uni were giving me hard time, so I had to switch meds, so I had to get used to new meds... it was a mess. It still is but I'm here after all

Why'd you sound like shit, is that the equipment of the studio's fault?? And striving for perfection is, of course, what we all do, but remember that you're enough and good just as you are <3 oooh the word sernik reminds me of our syrniki (сырники), which are basically the tastiest things in the world 😋

Here winter doesn't want to go away and it snows like numerous times daily but it's too warm for it to stay so it's like. The period between winter and spring when it's neither :/ and Moscow and sun? Incompatible lmao, it's cloudy here like two thirds a year. I'm just waiting for spring to actually begin now.

I'm slowly trying to get back into my life after a depressive episode, I picked up guitar again (fingers hurty 💔) and I'm trying to write more... when y'all get to read the fic I'm writing you all will go insane because its INSANE it's already 5k and going strong..... I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Anyway! Love u and waiting for ur message <3