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little detail that I absolutely LOVE in Heartstopper S1:
So. Red Vs Blue rugby match at sports day, right? But... their rugby team doesn't even have ONE extra player for league play? HOW?
I love so much that they thought of this because going into the scene even the very first time, I'm like... "are they going to do 7s?"
And they do.
They could have just pretended. Because wtf even is continuity? But they solve the problem. And I know it's SO SMALL and most people won't notice but I DID! And I love it.
That is all.
#heartstopper#yes i played rugby in high school#and yes I'm rewatching because therapy wiped me out#and also yes that was 4.5 hours ago#shhhhh
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augh my head hurts again and my chills are coming back
#im gonna eat dinner chopefully that helps the headache#ans then im gonna shower and then just sleep. AUGH#brot posts#if youre wondering where i disappeared to. yes i did another 4-4.5 hour cotl session#only defeated one mini boss but HEY that one was giving me trouble for everr#guisin or whatevee the fuck their name is. the first one of anura. 😭#i closed cotl on my laptop and immediately was like. oh god everhthing hurts#i also need water i ran our of water hours ago but i feel bad asking my mom to go fetch me things#but also i dont want to go downstairs cuz 1 im cold 2. im infectious and 3. bexlee has barely seen me#so everytime i come down for like 3 minutes she starts barking and screaming and running#(and yes i wear a mask whenever i leave my room i got my handy dandy pack of n95s on standby)#and i just dont wanna make her get going if im only gravbbinf a water#but also i dont wannt ask my mom chz i feel lazy then#so i jusf. hVebt had water 😭😭#so maybe also drinking water w dinner will help too#gawd#i mean my mom got me a slurpee from 7-11 earlier so its not like i had zero liquids#but i drank it all like two hours ago#and also its. yknow. not pure water either#but i was in fact consuming liquids ofsome kind#the coldness helped my throat at least !!
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in your mind's eye, is stakh peter's first romantic partner? if not, then what kind of men (and women) he would date?
sorry for the late reply i was looking at an acephalic roman marble copy of a bronze greek athena Yes it took 13 hours Now Yes i think he is. elaborating because i Love Lore + putting it in writing allows me to Rember so multiple reasons
i think it is a nice contrast with andrey who has enough lover to raise a small army (weapons included possibly). the hoeless and the hoeful.
while the peter we see in-game is Fucked Uppppp from the Farkhad Incident i think he was also kinda off his hinges before (#respectful, i'm off them myself) and kinda difficult to handle as a lover. or even as a person frankly. 2.5. you gotta have big strong hands to handle him and the people of the capital kinda too soft-grasped.
in correspondance with 1. & 2. i think peter is pickier about his lovers, or his entourage in general. i think he's been courted in art school but they were so plebian to him he did not fw them. he also needs to #build something #deep and #powerful with someone before lovermode gets activated (again in contrast to andrey, who's way more casual about these things) and he both Is Difficult To Like as a person and Has Difficulties Liking
while you asked for the kind of people in the Peter Already Dated instance, i will still say it because i think it fits the answer anyways: he gravitates towards People Who Strive For Greatness, For Greater-Than-Themselves: this is why in-game he expresses fondness (mixed of fear) for the Kain women (someone asked a while ago how i considered his praises of either maria or nina they asked: this is what his deal is), and in my mind's eye gravitated towards farkhad -> this resulted in The Incident, especially considering farkhad is also Literally Great As In Tall, Like Taller Than The Twins, and it did peter's mind upside down sideways and all ways.
but actually 4.5 -> this is literally what the peterstakh deal is. rubin is Literally Great As In Tall and peter's brain melted. all blood drained from it went somewhere else. he has the big hands to handle him. literally this
#peterstakh#YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM TO PETERSTAKHPOST THANK YOU BTW. I MISS THEM SO MUCH MWAH.#>anon-appointed ceo of peterstakh. >does not peterstakhpost.#in my defense my life kinda crazy rn so#peter lore#rubin lore#peterstakh lore#ring ring (answers)#anonymous
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how many characters do you have in your inbox?
I'm sure you didn't expect a nice long response anon, but that's what you're getting.
Right now I have 50 asks in my inbox, including this one. The last time I completely emptied the inbox was on 5/14. Best case scenario, is that it will take about 2 hours for me to sort through and post the requests to the queue. Once I got over 100 asks in less than a 48 hour period, and straight up spent 4.5 hours sorting through them. Here's why it takes me so long.
I do a basic search to make sure the character in question isn't a minor, and to figure out what their actual name is. I cannot stress this enough, idk shit about 90% of the requests I get. I don't know who that character is. Any mistakes made with names or photos chosen aren't because I secretly hate you and that character, or because I'm being malicious. It's because I've got little to no way to know what's correct. I'm going off shit on wikis, and most of that content is written by a bot nowadays anyways.
For me, the ideal submission format is "[FULL CHARACTER NAME] from [FULL TITLE OF MEDIA]" and that's it. That way I can just copy/paste directly from the ask into google. I have not instituted this as a rule, simply because I can't get people to read what rules I do have in the first place. Idk how much more eye catching that posts needs to be. It's bold, in red, and pinned to the top of the blog. If I put in a requirement for formatting, it would disqualify most requests, and I don't want to do that.
Some people feel the need to editorialize in the request itself, which tbh I mostly ignore. I don't care why you submitted this character. Idk anything about this character. Do whatever. Live your best life.
A random character nickname + acronym for the title is also the worst. I can usually figure it out, but it takes longer. When I've still got 30+ requests to get through, that's frustrating. I think sometimes people will just put the acronym for a piece of media in out of habit, or because they see I've used an acronym at some point in the tagging system. Tumblr does recommend tags, and that's why I might use it. This means that, when an acronym pops up again in the ask, I still don't immediately recognize it until I can remember googling it two weeks ago the last time that piece of media came up.
When it comes to the age of characters, I'll be honest I have much less patience. Sometimes I will google "[CHARACTER NAME] age" and what comes up is a spirited reddit thread, where people are arguing about whether or not the character is 15 or 45. Or 16 or 1500. Or whether or not they count as a minor, if they're physically 13 but actually 120 years old. Or whatever. I just fucking delete those, I'm not dealing with that shit.
I also often have to search the blog or scroll the queue to see if I have done the request before. There's a few video games where I've gotten a bunch of requests, there's a shitton of characters, and the names all blend together. If it's a duplicate, I delete those requests.
Generally speaking though, I try my best to ensure that every request gets posted. Yes even if it's weird, even if it's niche. You can submit characters from that one webcomic, or that one movie you love from 1954. The only requests that get deleted are ones that are 1) duplicates 2) violate the posted rules or 3) are so incomprehensible that I have no way of knowing what the fuck the requester is talking about.
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Do you think the show really will be cancelled? And do you think the awful part of the fandom that sprung up from it will go away anytime soon if it does?
tbh I really don't know enough about the show to have an opinion on that. I'm not really interested in hate-watching or lurking in fandoms that I don't belong to LOL so I'm not really on the inside of any gossip about how it's looking behind the scenes and I don't really want to speculate because I know I don't have all the information. I think this question is for people who are more invested or have more industry knowledge than I do!
As far as the "awful" part, if you mean fandom casual normies who travel from fandom to fandom like locusts to harass people until all the creators give up: Yes, they will move on. I think sometimes in fandoms you get like, casual normies who discover there's a subculture of nerds they can harass, and they do that for a couple years until it either gets boring or their personality grows enough to have more productive passions, and there's also fandom lifers who actually like, care about their thing (probably in a ND fashion tbh) and are usually the ones who stick around and make all the content that everyone else wants to consume.
The casual normies also just tend to have such underdeveloped senses of self that they join tumblr bc it's the thing to do, and pick a fandom because it's a thing to do, and they spend their whole time fandoming in such a deep state of denial that this might be a real hobby and there might be real people participating that they just neg everybody and shit on it the whole time for being cringe without realizing that they're here too lol. Like the amount of times a bully has tried to shame someone for being too passionate, and used "it's not that deep" as a conversation stopper, etc. These folks will move on because they're here because they're bored, not because they actually are POSSESSSED by the THING. (and hey, if you joined a fandom because you're bored THAT'S GREAT that's how we all got here in the first place, but don't shit on the carpet lol please be respectful to the space you just intruded upon!)
So a show going off the air isn't going to deter the people who actually love it. I mean, my other fandom is Sheith and that show was A. Terrible, B. Over in 2018, and the fandom is still going strong because a lot of people genuinely love the characters. I'd even say the same of VC book fandom, especially considering how much of the fandom falls off after the trilogy, and that ended like, 30 years ago LOL.
The thing about fandoms is that they're self-generating, right? And if you're one of the deep fandom nerd lifers you'll learn this if you haven't yet. Even AMC fandom; S1 ended a year ago and fandom is going strong. Part of it is the hope and hobby of watching news drip out - SURE! But it's also the fanart and fics and meta and conversation. The season is what, like, 7 hours long? And I'm SURE that the deep nerd lifers have spent way way way way way more hours than that reading fanfiction by now. And fanfics can really supplement a canon and give people ideas and deepen their love of the source. So I'm positive that there are people out there who have been moved to tears by fic and feel so strongly about THOSE stories, as well, and it just deepens their love of the show when they return to rewatch.
From 2016-2018 I exclusively read Yuri on Ice fic and there was only one season. And that season is even shorter! It's like 4.5 hours of canon! But when I think about YOI I am thinking about like multitude of NOVELS I've read about it, not JUST the 4.5 hours of canon, right?
All fandoms are like this. Fanworks are the lifeblood. And even with book fandom's lack of fic, I still feel that the friends I've made are the experience here, and how we can chatter all day & night about Armand forever and never get tired of it because we're all ND weirdos lol. I mean my Armand friends and I just spent a week in New Orleans together, it was the best! And as a fanfic writer, I will ALWAYS want to dedicate my free time to writing stories and talking about the blorbos, and I share those stories because fandom is self-generating and I want to do my part in keeping it alive. People create stuff and make friends and stick around well past the death of canon because they are POSSESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I hope that one day when the show is finished that the bad actors get bored and move on and the creators and true fans stick around and keep making stuff, because bullying people and being a cunt uses up a LOT of energy that could be better spent on productive and creative hobbies when they're ready to heal themselves and grow up. It's just not sustainable! :)
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YOU- I'm very sorry for not screaming in your ask box a lot lately, life's been a thing... BUT IM HERE NOW, AND OHMYGOD seems like ohmygrian would also work given recent events ATHERIX IM SCREAMING AND SHAKING YOU WHAT JUST HAPPENED
Ok ok ok, so lore lots of lore where to begin
Let's start off with one of the big ones. WATCHERS?? I am very calmly and politely asking you what the hell is happening with Scott and Jimmy. What. is. happening. Listener lore?? Other equally interesting plot points?? Only time will tell I suppose... I don't like how much power you hold over us atherix 😑 you like the tourment a little too much 😑 but seriously I love it so much you evil writer
Don't you just love it when your mate is brutaly murdered infront of you, then ages later (is it hundereds of years? thousands? i cant remember. lets just say time. Time has passed), you find 2 new mates! Who you love very deeply! Who you would do anything for! Only to learn one of them is constantly tap dancing at deaths door, and the other has now become a God after friggin dying in front of you 🙂 You cradled his dead body in your arms. You uselessly checked for breath even while knowing there was none left. You begged him to come back, to not leave you like she did begged him to LIVE. couldn't save them couldn't save them couldn't save And then he does. he comes back. And he's a watcher now! So you know. There's that. Then he tries to single handedly fight off two harbingers of death while injured, and while using his godly powers for the first time! <3 like an idiot <3 Everything's going great :D
Then scar. Scar. I think him and I need to have a little chat about the whole distracting the warden thing. Brave! Stupid! Suicidal! Luv I don't care if you think you're gonna die at any moment, please have some self preservation <33 if not for your sake, at least for your son?? And your mates?? (On the other hand it was very sweet. Still stupid, but sweet) But wow is he going through it too... nothing like a track record of your loved ones consistently dying for you :) it's something he's definitely not traumatised over :)) it's all completely fine :))) someone get this man some cuddles and emotional support STAT
By the way Tubbo must be having a great time right now 😃
All of their mental and physical health needs some serious help rn
Atherix. ATHERIX. 30 thousand years?? The magic residue?? The unsolved mysteries?? What does scar know... what's going on... what pieces of the puzzle are we missing... or have we completed the puzzle and it's just upside-down? Either way it's pain :D
Also the worldbuilding detail?? The descriptions of the city?? The wardens?? The enchanting?? This all makes me very happy <33
Im sure I've forgotten a LOT about these last 2 chapters, but this is all I got for now... your writing has a grip on me ohmygod
So yeah I'm normal about this. Thank you for consuming my waking hours <33
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(This is also from chapter 8/9 not the latest chapter <3)
No worry! Real life is Like That sometimes <3 I hope everything's okay! Highkey if it hadn't been a Serious Moment Grian would have said "you're welcome" when Tubbo said "thank god" LMAO A LOT HAPPENED-
So much lore mmm
YEP. WATCHERS. WE'VE FINALLY MADE IT FOLKS, WE'RE HERE, THE WATCHERS ARE HERE. Haha well we've answered Jimmy, haven't gotten into Scott yet but that will come up in the future <3 I on the other hand LOVE the amount of power I hold over y'all :) This is delightful <3 <3 <3
Mmmm Mumbo was born almost 500 years ago so it's been probably a little more than 4.5 centuries <3 But yes. Mmmm history sure does rhyme. "One of them is constantly tap dancing at death's door" I'M SORRY I AM SENT HJKSJKJKFSHJ but yes! Yes! Mmm Mumbo watching yet another mate of his get killed and he has absolutely no power to stop it :) Only this time the mate WAKES UP and now he has to trust the mate who just died and came back to know what he's doing so Mumbo can go help their mate to not die, too! Yay! Oh the trauma haha Mumbo will have nightmares about this day for the rest of his long life :) Also my dear 🍂Autumn 🍂 Anon how in the world did you make this even angstier than it already is <3 (Fun fact I plan to write a tumblr exclusive/aside of that moment from Mumbo's pov <3) Hahaha yeah god or not might not want to fight off the "monster god" who has ended the world who knows how many times <3 But at least they're there to stop him from facing down the Warden like he tried to face down Blondie <3
Oh yes, Scar is certainly going to be getting Talked With by a few different people in the coming days :) Once they've recovered more haha. "Hey Scar what the fuck" <3 But yes! If he's gonna die he's gonna make it matter </3 Try and give them a chance to get away <3 Mind you Grian's little trick didn't actually work, the Warden just fuckin. Mm. But the fire is a surprise tool for the future ;) God yeah :) Scar is so. Mmm trauma. He doesn't want anyone else to die for or because of him </3 He'll get cuddles and emotional support but he might also need a li'l therapy <3
Tubbo is having a GREAT time haha "I said I was FASCINATED by the Warden, I didn't say I wanted to MEET one!!"
Oh yes. Absolutely. They need all the help they can get.
:) Haha chapter ten answers these <3
I love worldbuilding and I really wanted to flesh the Ancient City out so <3 I'm glad you enjoy this~! <3 hjhgjfdj <3
Haha you've summed it up pretty well methinks <3 Thank you much <33 hhghjjhgdj <3
Thank you for reading~! <3
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Final Fantasy VII: Machinabridged Episode 3 Review
Originally posted on September 19th, 2015
The show retreads ground in both theme and content.
Final Fantasy VII: Machinabridged has, in its third episode, already come across one of the worst aspects of Final Fantasy VII’s story: it was somewhat repetitive in places. And while FFVII’s story isn’t too repetitive by videogame standards,1 its repetition could be incredibly damaging in most any medium, and the webseries, with its emphasis on short and accessible content, is the medium where such repetition is almost guaranteed to be deadly to the pace and progression of the show.
So it’s a genuine feat that Takahata101 has managed to keep the pacing of the third episode nearly as tight as the first, and at a solid pace for any webseries. It moves quickly from beat to beat, and joke to joke, and (thanks in very large part to the editing of MasakoX) none of the beats feel repetitive, even though we’re treading a lot of the same ground that was covered in Episode 1.
It also doesn’t hurt that the episode is held together with the theme of retreading old ground. Cloud reminisces about his childhood with Tifa, realizing that nothing at all has changed between them as they’ve grown older, and even as he’s grown smarter. Barret’s temper causes the crew to miss their station, and they literally must retread a road they’ve already traveled in order to get to their destination. In the Mako Reactor, Cloud hallucinates Zack’s voice again, has to plant the bomb again, and must see the President of Shinra (his former employer) once more.
Of course, the twist comes as we find that President Shinra, a clearly antagonistic and villainous figure, doesn’t remember Cloud in the slightest, enforcing the idea that our protagonists’ retreading of the past is what separates them from the antagonist, which makes all of the similar beats feel worthwhile. And then, the episode is capped off with a thematically poignant callback, in which Cloud angrily twists Tifa’s catchphrase against her.
Rating: 4.5/5
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Stray Observations
1Final Fantasy VII is a Japanese Role-Playing game with anywhere between thirty and sixty hours of gameplay for an average person, and so repeating areas and having semi-similar missions is forgivable because the wealth of content overall makes up for that repetition significantly.
The “12 hours later” “12 hours earlier” gag was magnificent. It also pretty clearly states the theme of the episode, letting us know exactly what’s going to happen at the end of our story, and making us sit through it anyway.
Cloud: “You guys threw your morality out the window a long time ago, didn’t you?” Tifa: “Cloud stop being a pussy and come blow up private property with us.”
Patron: “Excuse me, aren’t you a little too young to be working at a bar?” *cocks gun* Marlene: “Aren’t you a little too old to be asking stupid questions?”
President Shinra as southern old money? Hell yes!
Cloud: “Tifa, can you do me a solid? And go fuck yourself!”
#ffviima#final fantasy vii machinabridged#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#ff7#ff7ma#final fantasy 7 machinabridged#film criticism#ffviima ep03#i rewatched machinabridged about a year ago#and honestly there was nothing that seemed repetitive about it#i also don't think ff7 is repetitive#there's a lot that's different about the 2nd mako reactor mission#and it feels like an opportunity to more deeply explore the city#rather than just repeating areas for repetition sake#also we stan a queen who destroys private property#comrade tifa hours up in here
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First try to write something down
TW: ANXIETY AND PANIC DISORDER TALK
Well, they said it would help to write things down, and my therapists said that too. I should do it. And what happened?
It's really easy to explain. 8 years ago… I think it was 8 years ago, I got an anxiety disorder. I went to therapy and it got better. For 5 years I was healthy, no problems, I could do what I wanted and go where I wanted. Then January 2024 happened… I had a relapse… but not a mild one. No, I got punched in the face with the anxiety disorder. And damn, that was hard. I'm very lucky that I have friends and family who helped me so much. Because that was the next level. I didn't just get scared of the train and new things I didn't know (that was 8 years ago when I had panic attacks). No, I had panic attacks about everything. Car journey, train, plane, to be home alone, outside, supermarket. EVERYTHING. I thought I was going crazy. So what did I do? I went back to therapy. Because I'm in the last semester of my bachelor's degree…yap…. best timing ever. But I've fighted. And what can I do after 4.5 months. I can drive a long distance with someone in the car, a short distance on my own. Before, I drove a route alone that was 8 hours long…. but I will come back 100%. I can go to the supermarket on my own, I can go outside on my own. Ehm…I can drive the bus on my own again. I can stay home alone, even stay home alone for a few days. But the train…hm…that thing is still damn scary for me. And well, I can't train on a plane because there's no money…
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To explain what my panic and anxiety attacks are like, because I've heard that everyone feels about that differently. For me, it's not that I feel like I'm going to die. No, during a panic attack I feel like I'm going crazy and can't breathe. Then my flight instinct becomes very strong and I have to get out immediately. I feel like I'm locked up somewhere and can't just go out as I please. So yes, the problem with the train and the plane… when you have the feeling that you're locked in there…. I also know that nothing will happen to me. But the feeling I get is so awful. My body burns and aches so much that I think I'm going crazy. And to be honest, I'm also embarrassed that I'm going to start crying in front of people.
My anxiety attacks are a little different. I get pain in the centre of my chest. It starts to burn as if I have a bad sunburn there. And my brain just switches off and concentrates only on the fear. My fear is then being alone. That I'll do something stupid if no one is with me. And then my fear of loss kicks in. My fear of loss relates to my mum. She loves travelling and will be going away again soon. I don't want her to worry and I want her to enjoy her holiday. My fear of loss is getting stronger again at the moment. I hope that I can find a good solution in the next therapy session.
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Of course I know a lot of things that help against anxiety and panic, but unfortunately I don't always remember them. But I think I'll make a list of what helps me next time. I hope that I will then forget less of what helps me. And maybe it will help someone else too.
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So I guess I wrote enough...see ya bye bye
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And it's not a thick ebike tire but no deal we're going to sue you it's going to hold on to it in case he needs it he's going to blame you if it works which it will and you get hurt for that too
-I'm going to hit you for what you're saying now we are and you're going down
-there's a few things we have to talk about we have a problem here with people we need them to get out
-Western hemisphere they're getting their asses handed to them there's only a few of these idiots around no there's a bunch but they're going away and they're going away for good ness sake there's a huge number lost not nothing it was and is massive pistaches and caches of trumps they were down to 55% out at around 2:00 p.m. and right now they are down to probably about 63% and it is going up after time you probably won't have anybody with anything over there cuz that's the only stashes and cashes you have for the most part and that is a huge amount lost and Trump is sounding the alarms and getting everybody going and people are going to be pouring out of every hole in crevice to go ahead and try and take the stashes and caches it's just a massive number of people is huge Force that he is getting ready and yeah he's a bozo they probably get wiped out and they're going to go after what he has there with them also
-well this idiot is bothering someone over $30 literally that's what he's arguing about for an hour or two with a bunch of people and they're kicking his ass for it he lost about 1% of his people globally and it's because of a couple of things when he's talking about this tire and he wants our son on a motorcycle and all this s*** and he's staring at it and he is a big huge freaking moron I'll tell you what this guy is a zero and he said he was pseudo empire and they beat him up a lot 10 times so far for who he is imitating and they're going after him and he's going to be gone we don't need this kind of s*** there's a lot of people after him but for real he lost a lot of people and off Island he had only 3.5% and now it's 2.5% and really it's over the past day and a half but we discussed it and it did go down a point and on Island he has 4.5% 3 days ago now it's 3.5% and his numbers are abysmal but he's still all over the leadership roles and stuff that's why it's a pain. Along with him losing tons of people others did too Vijay lost 0.5% over the past few days and then on island he lost 0.7% which is not that bad for him tied to this oaf. The total number went from 8.5% down to 6% roughly and that's globally and they are weakening you can see it at fisherman's village and try and do things to him it didn't work and he got stuff out and really he got stuff out about the money and who is messing with him he could see them stepping forwards and that's who we have to deal with and we have to try and get him stuff for real a couple other things we are watching here and we know what's going on and we see a pattern of abuse that we don't like and we're going to start removing people and the pseudo empire is too and we're going to remove people repetitively until the situation improves and we do mean it we are sick and tired of these two living here and they're going to be out of here shortly Emily is up in arms and Dave is up in arms about Trump and I'll get him out and then people go after him like his sister wife but mainly it's going to be the husband of Emily blunt who wants to take over the other side to make sure nothing happens. It happened before it was Lady Gaga and her husband is a complete dick and he's got hit about 50,000 times and fighting them all the time Jesus Christ the nasty senile b****** and idiot men.
-Florida is evacuating and yes another news and they are evacuating a lot of people. They had a ton of people get campers today purchasing them. New and used but 90% were new. They have a huge huge lot of them that are cameras to be used by FEMA and they're going to be confiscated by the state or federal government and sold to people for housing here they didn't use them and they are firing the FEMA people finally and that the a****** clones and there's a lot of them doing stupid s*** like that all over the world are getting fired today and yesterday usually and additionally we were at 18% of 17% this morning and 3% got up all day long and plan to move out some of them are planning to move tonight about 0.03%, but 90% of that 3% will move out tomorrow morning early and it is Sunday and it's a good day to leave and if your destination isn't too far it's not bad they all plan to go to Alabama or Mississippi or Louisiana and it's not far or a day trip and Monday is a real slow day in the office hardly anyone there and that went out by the way people start saying he's like staff either all pushy assholes and boy this stage your guy's a prick I need somebody to shut him up and get him out of here pack him up in a box I don't care. We're going to maneuver him into the genre where he leaves with his life is over and he will be gone forever he took control over the genre he says but it's not true but he gets killed by his brother Terry cheesman in a really a clone and they're both forever gone what a damn nightmare.
Tomorrow morning the percentage in Florida will have dropped to 14% and that's pretty low but not low enough and they're only some layoffs on Friday but they're pretty important and tell you the truth they were kind of pivotal and their key positions that some of these people had for being real jerks to our son cuz he wants the boss's job it looks like the boss is involved in getting rid of them cuz they didn't do anything to stop it and it's across the board in all the offices of Charlotte county and the two towns they were laying off people oh three or four for department each department has 15 people or so and it's going to be over for them
In other news the Midwest is evacuating again as we said a 50 MI on both Rivers each side of the river and they're leaving permanently they can't hack it or handle it don't want to it's only a hundred miles to the wedge thing that's up north. And it's like this dip down. And Trump is taking hits and his people here in punta Gorda all over the place actually they're tired of hearing from him and a softening him up and trying to take more stuff here in the Western hemisphere it's time to 45% this morning and his taxes and cashless have lost 10% and they're capturing people that's what you're hearing so 55% and we expect probably 10% more and tomorrow the Eastern hemisphere is going to get hammered we think is bad as 20% and they're going to be out and that's the end of them after that it's going to go real fast. But that area that little bubble up top that's going to be real small right now it's like a hundred and twenty miles wide and it bubbles down about 60 or 70 miles or so pretty soon it will be only 30 miles wide and bubble down 20 miles it's cuz that whole band is automobile and they're leaving the packing up and will be out Monday or Tuesday they're bringing some equipment not a ton they say it too we can't stay here and they can't they're getting killed all the time there will be about six cities evacuated tonight and yeah there's going to be storms and not so bad they dry out pretty quick and this summer has been pretty dry so far it's changing and it should it shouldn't be wet during the summer it's backwards this happened for years because of the stupid dirt down here being soggy. There's more happening and yeah the winches were dry it doesn't make sense cuz the water kept coming down and the Summers it wasn't that much water so you wonder what the hell that is I would get saturated all winter it's towards the end of the summer and start drying out and the wind would pick up now it's going to calm down on it Tommy Ash is going to get food anyways he's going to get booted.
So by tomorrow there will be six or seven less cities fully evacuated and that would leave about 18 cities that are noteworthy the smaller City areas which are not really cities so they leave with the ones near in town that are left out there to leave quickly after very quickly they run out of there all of a sudden they have a few things to announce and we have to get to him he says real quick starting to lose energy
-we are upset at the treatment our son is receiving your complete idiots and you're being reprimanded all the time doesn't do much and these pseudo empire is going to launch a major offensive on you for what you're doing you're attacking them and that was a big reason why that 1% is gone in the eastern hemisphere the pseudo empire lost probably half percent people that was a 6.5 and went to 6% and their facilities in the east on average for now 25% out but that's not that bad and it's across the board they're going to launch a strike on the warlock tomorrow in a big one tonight in the Western hemisphere they're not doing that but they are building up and getting ready to block them as they're going to try and attack the bunkers and the Western hemisphere shortly and they're planning a large scale attack on Florida and they say it will start momentarily within 1 and 1/2 hours. It's a huge invasion tons of soldiers and heavy ships it's a huge flotilla on the ocean it's got really this guy like 400 million ships that are of size and billions of ones that aren't just a huge number and several fleets of spaceships totally about 300 million they're going to use small chips to try and go through tunnels and they're going to use airplanes and jets they tried to get a few aircraft carriers they got one and no it's not for helicopters so they get them from Britain it's going to start and we think it might go tonight and if they lose it's a lot of personnel it's going to be another 0.5%, but it's a lot of hardware and BJ is going to give you back at it he'll be back at the Trump stashes nearby emptying them out fully and it will trigger a reaction overseas because he has to go after them over there and others will follow suit and it will get cut down again probably another 20% that is wishful thinking also the bunkers and caverns being attacked by fours of the max and they are reducing their population and they complain but it is severe tax these are professional military. Both sides. They're losing a lot of personnel Europe the EU and Northern Europe and Western Russia those bikers are and there's a cop a few cameras they're not massive but they're 100 or 200 those are going to fall due to loss of personnel and shortly after about 2 weeks probably Eastern Russia and they had to do some presents there and they probably will not and their people suffer in Europe and Russia very badly Africa too has two or three countries where they will fail in the next few days South America has three countries and North America not really they're pretty hefty and there's not very many here in Canada is one in a smaller but in the deserts those things are standing like a rock but the other ones weakening and falling will lead to there probably to my eyes and they are down in the Continental caverns they don't have any bases as far as we know for really they moved down there and build stuff they're small bases should say and each weather around 20 bases that are 10x10 and they are building huge laser components that are probably 30 by 40 miles a couple miles or a couple things couplings and it's going to be hell and that's a lot in other news the more like fleet was at about 4.5 billion I went down to 3.5 billion and Trump tried to break away to Venus and they all died. These pseudo empire and the monologue are fighting off of Mars each other sustaining significant hits but the warlock lost a billion out of 2 billion the remaining fleet is the 3.5 billion plus around 8 billion ships because they are activating many of they took about a billion out of the ground and no it was 500 million that's a lot so their feet grew a little so they're at 11.5 billion the sudo empire is at 12 billion and they're joking it out and the clones moved off.
How further news will be later on this morning
Thor Freya
Olympus
Do you have any good news no we suck we're getting our asses kicked and now we have to go look at this Borg stuff I really it's a huge mystery nobody knows what's going on with Saturn and there's two huge fleets fighting we calculated those 10 billion ships each today totally about 40 billion ships each and yes but firepower is a huge war and there's some kind of stalemate where the I'm actually sitting in there defending the Max and they're just burning up and they're ready for us up. They're burning for us up.
Jenna
Olympus we are saying that the project is going well we are approaching beyond halfway and we do need things to happen here and all around and they are not going forwards
We know they are and we're working on it and we're going to straighten this guy out Trump and we're going to make sure he knows what he's doing wrong this is terrible that guy needs to go and he does and in Warhammer that's not coming up a long ways away it's it's very soon you can see people look like that now and for a few weeks and they're doing work and they're trying to taking shifts out they prepped for it and they know about the secrets the power of the ship that is and we have a lot to talk about that really we are going to get ready to start getting him stuff and things and money that he needs to use to get it we have several items he needs to get immediately wart remover it is a special concoction and he doesn't know about it but they have some at these homeopathic stores and herbal remedy places and it works okay we also need him to and it's topical we need him to have a vehicle we're tired of this we don't want to wait for the deadline and we can stay in aggressive schedule we see this work is and it's exemplary he's a hero and we need to help we have Paul and we can ask his people and others for helping we need it and we are going to team up on many many occasions it's terrible tons of people and they're fighting and soon the people blocking it will be gone it's not all the warlock it's all of the trumpsters but they're getting seriously beaten pretty soon they will not be off Island the numbers are very low and we have a program to get going and we have concerns about funding other people and money I has to come from somewhere and we will say where when it's happening. We're getting going on it now and we should expect something here within a month and said that's not bad and good
Uriel and Goddess wife
We are going to help and it is within a month and it's not a bad thing but we plan to do it
Thor Freya
We usually get it done and we do have help now and we really need it it's pretty tough here and these people are mean and hell and stupid they don't care if our son likes them or not and they're just adults and that's a problem they're dolts so we can take care of it. He did say a few things they're close but not really he's owed money but a lot of places but they're not going to pay readily he has money coming to him from investments no it's from relatives who are trying to send the money not really they're kind of crapping out on the plan and not doing well it's probably social security at some point and he has some class action that he was signed up on and returning money to him for things he I did not buy false charges on the card and working very hard on that and we're almost ready to get him some funding and it's really his money and straight talk is taking a beating they're not going to be in business because of what they did and they're holding it there and they're getting pushed around in this other phone companies in Walmart and they're going to take over because I had the max look at it like straight talk is a warlock organization and it really is and they are going to push it out it also going to get the money out of them to ruin them and they want the money out of Kia they don't like Kia. And the car has some problems all right it's a decent vehicle but boy does it ruin the motor and they didn't fix it and there's a group action now that's a class action so they call it here and it's very big it just was awful and they keep doing it and he's part of that class action he was submitted by Kia it's going on now it is a decent amount of money and it will bankrupt Kia and I'll try and blame our son that's how it rolls there's a few other items like this and they are pretty big they keep on singing our sons of criminal and doing illegal things in the police department but he can't get money from them yet if you did he'd be in trouble so people are trying to get him money and they won't let them and they're having fights yeah and they put each other down over there over that. He has deposits from apartment complexes that were not returned when you left and he left a good terms and he asked for it and they said they'll mail it and they did not yeah there's about 20 grand there he has paid too much at campgrounds we're working on all of that and big teams want to concentrate on certain ones and so we do help them and we put some effort in and we're going to get it done there's a few other things happening but mostly we are seeking to get funding from places that owe him money and we will continue to do so but we have several breakthroughs it's kind of like the same thing with Emily and Trump Emily blunt that they decide to do it and they're going forwards with it
Lvt builders that was Martin loose LTV who says he says and it is because they owe him a little bit of money for work he did for that company when he first got there he worked for a week as well $1,400 and other companies like that are coming forwards because they are re starting them. Building housing out there as even the pseudo empire is getting pushed out and they're getting a lot of flack for it people are telling them to pay all the time so the storm Western development probably will close and HMC and evlc although evlc might detach no they already did but they're catching hell for what happened and he sold about 15 grand because Aaron was shortening the income so they might pay some of that and they're getting a lot of pressure they really have to do something and Asians are out there and they want it done so he would be able to return and they're looking at that way and maybe you work there again see that's kind of a good terms and they went out of business on that big project and laid off the whole office that's how it is in California so he says you know that'll be fine if I could if we worked outside of the little desert they agree that place is this one smell of colitis and yeah it's also colitis but okay it's terrible but there's other money so we're going to work on all that that's a lot of stuff and we're going to keep doing it we do know what he's saying we need to focus on some winners and we need to get everybody to help and we need to figure out which ones to focus on and why in California is a good pick and they'll try and drag them out there and this side might try and do something we're going to start to put that forward it's a great idea I already have the idea and so did Duke nukem Blockbuster and Hera and a few other people Thor and Freya but we're going to put a package together have this other math as everybody thinks that's a winning package because it might coincide a little with the empire and with foreigners and with us and with most warlock even the dildo and the only one out might be Tommy f who will change his mind shortly and he's the impediment by the way so we have to focus on him for a little bit
Frank Castle hardcastle
You've heard about me no we've heard from me now we have a lot of stuff to do but he's going to rest and for a while but we need to tell you we are working on this and we're going to get it done and it's a lot of work and he's owed money everywhere there is an idea circulating that if he got money from everybody did all get together and cut off his social security but Terry cheeseman doesn't want to do that and Trump doesn't want to Trump does not want to and it's a way to go after their stuff is to pay our son and then the idiots go after them and they get information and on the money the money is important even though he's lost a lot of his companies and the stashes and cashes are half he has probably 80% of the world's money tied up and in banks that he controls and the money is where the banks would come from now the banks or where the money comes from so okay he's tired but we're going to go ahead and do this and that's the second piece of math it's extremely potent and if he was paid out west by some folks he has a stronghold out there it's not massively strong and the foreigners will step in and start beating him up and the pseudo empire wants that as does the empire and the forest so we want that too so it's a good idea
Duke nukem Blockbuster yeah we'll get it together and doing stuff and it's good and I'm going to have a meeting I guess I got to set that this down and notes Frank Castle hardcastle this is outstanding or you get going on it I'm writing nose too Hera
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20 Questions for fic writers
Let's goooo
How many works do you have on Ao3?
36! Well that's certainly A Number
2. What's your total Ao3 word count?
585,468 (gonna his the 600k soon)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Which don't I write for? Lol. Mostly Naruto and Hannibal. I've also written several fics for TMA, MCU, Ace Attorney, The Sandman, and fics for OFMD, GO and the Witcher.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Shinra Tensei (Naruto: Akatsuki!Sakura fic(
you may be a sinner, but your innocence is mine (cute hannigram)
howl (non-trad a/b/o hannigram)
brighten the darkest hour (sandman hob/dream, but only bc i posted it on the right time i think tbh)
hold me, kiss me, rip off my tongue (plot and porn hannigram)
5. Do you respond to comments?
Absolutely! Not super fast, but I keep all the comment alerts in a folder of 'not yet answered' and move them from that folder when I've responded. In general the longer/more detailed the comment the more I try to give a very nice reply because I appriciated the comment. That can be hard to do without spoilers or leaving people to interpret the story how they like, sometimes.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
absolutely butterfly. I mean everyone dies. It's super tragic. Only time I really sat down to write an angst fic
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
probably Cooking for a Cutie (hannigram x queer eye). I mean, Will gets actual help, the Fab Five are wholesome and in character, and it's really just happy all is well vibe in general.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not on Ao3. I used to post on ff.net as well, both when I was a younger (and less good) writer, and got hate there. Even on Shinra Tensei when I used to post it there. Which I stopped. Because ff.net in my experience had so much haters compared to Ao3, where I've gotten criticism, yes, but not hate.
9. Do you write smut?
Heh. Yeah. Though often they are shorter fics that are centered around the sexual tension, with some exceptions (like my Steddy Hands fic) and for my big novels who are more dystopian vibe I don't write smut, because it doesn't fit. It has to fit the plot/themes of the story.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you have written?
A bit - I wrote a good omens/sandman crossover, and the aforementioned hannibal/queer eye crossover. But they are not very crazy, honestly, keep to both of their canons as much as possible, too. I wouldn't consider them crazy (though the second one more so than the first).
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yeah! A couple of times, all of them Hannigram, I think. All of them in Russian at the Russian fic site, and they asked permission and I linked to that fic site too. I even went their once to read the comments there hihi
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Nope. I did do a collab once where someone made art and I wrote fic. That was nice, but honestly not my favourite experience, especially the deadline attached to it. Same reason I've done a zine once but aren't a fan of it (for me) or those weekly prompts thing or whatever. I want to write when my muse is on, when I have time and energy for it, otherwise it isn't fun anymore. Co-writing a fic would also only be pressure for me.
14. What's your all time favorite ship?
Hmm... honestly, I think my favourite thing to write is the dynamic between the protagonist and the fucked up world they live in (maybe personified through a saviour or villain). So... yeah?
15. What is a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I have two I want to finish but fear I'll never have the inspiration for again - one is a CR RPF fic that I have the second (smut) chapter half-written for, but I wrote such a long time ago I would have to re-write the whole thing, and I'm not sure I want to anymore. Second is a TMA JonElias fic I've written 4.5 out of 5 chapters for and I just don't have the muse for anymore. Maybe I'll finish the second one someday, but I'll probably won't finish the first.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Difficult for me to say about myself, lol. Uh. Worldbuilding, I think, and character voice? And fight scenes, or at least that's what people like about my Naruto fic. It also depends a bit on the thing I write fanfiction for. I'm honestly not quite sure. I'm not good at naming my own strengths lol
17. What are you writing weaknesses?
Writing things in too many words / using too many words, including over-used unnecessary words I think. Or worldbuiling something an obvious way and then missing an obvious question. Although that last one is also style, I don't worldbuild everything to the detail.
18. Thoughts of writing dialogue in another language in fics?
Not a fan, honestly. It can be done well - a very small couple of lines in another language said by a random not-even-minor character with the translation at the end of the chapter or otherwise somehow provided. But it can mostly be confusing and cause me to scroll up and down annoyingly.
19. First Fandom you wrote for?
LOL Jonas Brothers self-insert fic in my native language which thankfully never saw the light of day HAHA
20. Favorite fic you have written?
Oh most certainly my life's work Shinra Tensei and the sequel Bansho Ten'nin. Not only my biggest and longest fic, but also the one I love most. Which is why I started writing it around like 2015 (posted first chapter in like 2017) and am still writing it, and finally moving into the 4th and last arc soon.
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ffxiv in which i finally return to the msq
ah yes let's take the blind girl to sightseeing vistas.
oh great now we're going to extract resources from the azim steppe. yikes.
jp notes. sadu uses ore and y'shtola calls magnai bouya (romanization bleh. like little boy)
"let expanse contract" where have i heard that spell before. so we got ascians, hydaelyn, and now this. sadly i did get spoiled for a lot of shadowbringers
oof alisaie is going through it. she's losing everyone she's ever been close to. hmm is alphinaud also got yoinked where's his body at?
hmm ga bu as the summoner is also.. whats the word for primal brainwashing so even if he does recover he'll feel titan's influence.
oh so its edilbus puppetting zenos' corpse. varis spends every day getting heckled by 2 ascians wearing the skins of his grandfather and his son. i almost feel for him. this is great comedy, its so funny. solus' voice actor is having so much fun. varis really is the black sheep of the family especially if they incorporated ff12's solidors, you have drama queen solus, you have feral zenos, and then there's boring duty oriented varis.
alphy hasn't been yoinked!
oh hey i did the black rose side quests!
still dont get why the writers make some text via the dialogue box and others overlayed as an image on screen
4.5
hmm will the othard forces arrive in time. and of course we still don't know how long an ocean trip will take. wont the garlean military totally notice a large fleet travelling to eorzea. remember that was a plot point in stormblood.
emet is more effeminate than fandom makes him out to be. could also be the jp voice actor but bro does his eyebrows and full make up every day.
i think we should play to varis ego that's he's nothing but an ascian puppet and if he wants to be a player or remain a pawn.
damn aymeric really let him get the better of your should have compared thorden to varis
the timeline doesn't match up. the burn was drained of aether from repeated summonings which solus used as rational to conquer the world. solus's original campaign was what like 40 years ago. but primal summonings weren't possible until 15 years prior to arr when midgarsormr got blown up by the agrius at the battle of silvertear falls. but then again ancient mercyldia(??) dragons summoned bahamut so why was summoning sealed before the battle of silvertear falls.
huh sounds like you're playing into their hands. buddy you aren't going to be here if you're rejoined.
hey did you guys forget that we're suppose to buy as much time as possible by drawing out negotiations. not shutting them down within an hour.
i wonder if kann-e's boytoy will ever get a name
and then my the game disconnects right as my sub ends so i can't even finish the quest EEEOQQQAAAIIUUUOSCHHSCHHCSSHCHCSHCSHHSCHSCH
some thoughts from discord:
the burn thing confused me because i thought solus was claiming that he saw the religious wars and summonings that drained the burn in person because that's a contradiction azys lla was built over 5000 years ago which means the burn has been there was over 5000 years and summonings were only possible again starting 15 years ago but solus starting his invasions like 40 years ago. however it all makes sense when i realized he just lied. As we found out in this patch the burn is from the creation of azys lla when when they needed to cut off the aether to the chunk of land that theywanted to send up into the sky. claiming the burn was from primal summonings was just solus's excuse for invasion and subjugation.
i actually really like how propaganda and garlean propaganda specifically is dealt with in stormblood. foldora especially like her family bought into it full stop that if only they sold out the other ala mhigans they would have a place at the table and of course we see the lies that always was like when even full citizenship doesn't move the solder standing 20ft away to intervene when her father is stoned to death by angry ala mhigans. the fact that she knew that she would have to work harder to prove herself equal to a full blooded garlean and still went into the military to perpetuate the empire really shows she believes the propaganda.
I do like the interpretation that the garleans empire was built in part to break the seal on silvertear. it makes a lot of sense given how much emphasis has been given to the battle of silvertear falls and gives an answer to why it was so important both for the ascians and empire and for midgarsormr and hydaelyn.
Thinking things over some of the supplementary or side quest information really recontextualizes Stormblood. For example in 4.0 Zenos with a katana is iconic that's his weapon it is even part of how to recognized that he's body-hijacked some poor elezen, but then we learn that he only learned about katanas a year ago when he slaughtered the Doman rebellion. Which means he's only been using and collecting them for less than a year. Katanas are not an intrinsic part of his character, they're a whim which also makes his skill with them that much more impressive. Yotsuyu is another example, from the novella sidestory we learn she literally was just a random prostitute she had absolutely zero administrative, management, or leadership experience. Zenos just yoinked a random prostitute and made her governor of a whole country on a whim. I'm surprised Yanxia wasn't more on fire and starving.
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Yes, There Are Two More Sections Now In The Document
You know, it's those little facts that make a difference between knowing MS word and "knowing" MS Word.
I wrote a short piece a while ago on "Section Printing". Here is a portion from the article.
"Each piece of a large document will have its own separate section. The main part of the document, will have its own section, the cover page that is vertical aligned center, the TOC, TOA, Index of terms depending on the length, might have their own section or individual sections, a portion of the document with a wide financial table in "landscape" will have its own section as well as the Exhibits in the back."
1. When you go to print, you can type in for example S5 which means print the 5th section of the document which may be a particular exhibit or S3 which may be the main part of the document or S4 which may be that wide financial table so you have a way to target a piece within a large file. S1-S4 will print from the first page of Section 1 to the last page of Section 4."
The essence of the article shows that when a document is segmented into various sections you have the ability to target what you need.
But, when the "Index of Terns" is generated, after the TOC or after the TOA (depending on Litigation vs. Corporate), the finished product always adds 2 more Section breaks to the mix. Meaning, it surrounds the finished product with a "Section Break Continuous" above and below the finished Index of Terms.
This now adds two more section breaks to the overall count and when going to print what used to be Section 3 will now be Section 5 and so on. Your exhibits which are segmented into separate sections will also be affected and Exhibit A which might have been Section 4 is now Section 6 so you need to be aware that after you run an Index of Terms your Section numbers will change by 2. Your “Status Line” at the bottom of your screen will serve to alert you and help you to target a particular Section(s) of your document for printing purposes.
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"Are you excited to move?"
I probably said yes, as that's the simple answer. Which is also the answer everyone wants to hear. But the truth is, I don't really know.
There are parts of me, that have ached to be back in Maine, every time I've left. In the most dramatic explanation: I feel as though the New England ocean is in my blood, and I am constantly feeling the distance between the ocean in me, and the ocean it came from. My first love was the rocky coast line and I'm always wondering how she is.
At the same time, I grew up begging to get out. The best decision of my life was moving 9 hours away, clawing my way out of my homelife. I ran away. And I've been figuring myself out ever since. I learned to softly care for the pain I grew up taking on and pushing down. I never imagined I'd go back. I had done too much work on myself, for it to be worth coming home.
Until, they all moved. States and states away. And like a slow whisper, I asked the question I never would before. It took a while before I said it out loud. And even then, I didn't know how to make it real. Until my therapist said "I think, you just tell people you're moving. And then, you'll be moving." And that's exactly what I did.
Am I excited to move back home? I'm nervous. I'm afraid if I allow myself to be too excited, I'll build it up beyond itself. I'll place too much expectation on a small coastal town. But I also wonder, will holding myself back from being excited, keep me from being open? If I'm holding back expectations, will I be actively creating my reality to be lesser?
This is something I find myself doing with a lot of things. I hold myself back to suspend hurt. And in the end, I feel like my life and experiences lack excitement and color.
How do I find the balance there? I don't want to expect moving to Maine to change my life in "wild and precious ways", and then be disappointed when a Tuesday is still a Tuesday. And I'm still bad at doing my laundry, or getting to work on time. But I don't want to tell myself to expect 50% and only open the door to 50%. Only see grey, because it's all I'm willing to let myself see.
I'm hoping to figure that out in the next 4.5 months. Maybe I don't need to find the balance. Maybe this is a chapter of my life where I need to open up to...imbalance. Excitement. What does it feel like to expect it all? To go looking for it all? To leave the door wide open? To turn all the lights on? To be unabashed?
Almost a year ago, I did 100 sun salutations to ring in the new year and the word that kept coming to my mind, was hungry. I later told my therapist, that I was hungry, for being hungry.
I know it will take practice. But I want this year's mantra to be hungry and open. I want to not only ask for more, but I want to repeatedly let more in.
How do I do that? Do I just start telling people I am?
"I'm so excited move, I can't wait."
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Short Takes: Unto Midnight - the reality of war, depicted in under 10 minutes
SYNOPSIS: An anti-war exploration of the filmmaker's experience with recurring nightmares about a potential nuclear apocalypse, through the lens of the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
It has been a number of years (a little over two to be precise) since we last covered a short film here on TheJackSmit.com. It's also been a very long time since we put a spotlight on new Northern talent breaking into the scene. But when the fine folks at Colossal Productions reached out to us with their latest short film, having witnessed the company's inception a little over three years ago in the production offices of UCLan's Media Factory, we just had to cover the latest short from Callum Wilkins and his team. Having previously co-directed documentary shorts like 2019's Breaking Bread (about the Laine family bakery in Blackpool) and made a full feature film with independent murder mystery The Hanged in 2021 (alongside Colossal co-founder Matthew Reese), his solo directorial debut deals with some heavy topics that have dominated the news cycle over the last 18 months: the prospect of nuclear war.
What Wilkins has done is blend a newly written voiceover with archive content in a way that tells a powerful, personal, yet timely story given the world we currently live in, one that shows the bitter reality of war and the hope that the nightmare of nuclear warfare ends for future generations. With references to the Manhattan Project (a subject which will be talked about in depth by a certain major Hollywood picture next July) that lead to Hiroshima, and the ‘Doomsday Clock’ which gave the film its name, it is obvious he has done his research, and the same goes for the choices of archive material throughout (hundreds of hours were spent in the Pond5 and Prelinger archives according to the press kit) - on visuals alone it tells the story in an emotive way, even without any new additions to suit this era of cinemagoing. Elisha Mullins' score hits all the right notes, and I have to mention the original sound design of Ben Fairhurst - even though the screener copy was a stereo mix, even upscaled to 5.1 surround, it provided the immersion needed to hammer home this story.
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Continuing with the theme of using Northern talent, Peter Jakeson provides that voiceover, having worked with Wilkins on The Hanged, he just provides the right gravitas for a piece like this on his voice acting debut no less, adding to the hard hitting themes of the short; clocking in at a little under 10 minutes, what Unto Midnight does is create a topic for discussion - which is what a good film of any length should do. Yes, this might not be an easy film to watch in this day and age (what with one thing and another), but from an editorial standpoint, shorts like this in a post-Ukraine invasion age are what the film festivals will be looking at as they start to program for 2023 and beyond. What ultimately started out as a third lockdown project (Wilkins has spoken of pre-production starting in January 2021) has proven why cinema can be powerful and timely.
THE VERDICT
Unto Midnight proves that you don't necessarily need 90 minutes to tell a powerful story. With well thought out use of archival materials, sound design that hammers the story home, and an incredibly well written and delivered voiceover, Wilkins has potentially got a major festival success, maybe even the start of an almighty career behind the camera on his hands.
RATING: 4.5/5
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please explain the 8hr victorious video to me 🙏
omg yes i am delighted
the 8hr victorious video is the latest installment in a miniseries by youtuber Quinton Reviews. the first video in the series (kind of*) is "ibinged icarly", a 4.5 hours long video in which he reviewes the first 3 or 4 seasons of icarly. (i'm assuming you know icarly and victorious? if you dont theyre nickelodeon teen sitcoms from the late 2000s-early 2010s). iirc his goal is to review every single piece of media relating to icarly, up to the icarly revival that aired last year. this includes victorious bc a) they take place in the same universe, and b) they share a spinoff. so at this point the series includes 2 icarly videos (8 hours combined), and 2 victorious videos. the first victorious video came out 4 months ago and is 5.5 hours long, and it was also kind of a big deal on tumblr. the second one came out last week and it is 8 (!!!!) hours long.
the thing is - and he talks about this in his videos - victorious was such a strange phenomenon because nobody seems to remember it for what it really was. people remember it and talk about it all the time, but the version of victorious that lives inside everyone's heads is wildly different than the actual show. so i imagine this is the main cause of people's reaction, everyone is collectively realizing a sitcom they think of kinda fondly was actually really really messed up. also the fact that so many of us had watched an 8 hour long video, which is a part of a series that is now at 22 hours, is wild.
on a more personal note, i actually do remember victorious as being Very disturbing. so this experience is sort of therapeutic for me, bc i get to relive moments that made me really uncomfortable as a 14-year-old with the understanding of why exactly they were so wrong. and it's also validating to know i was right in the way i felt.
but the main thing is that these videos are Great. i highly highly recommend them to everyone who watched those shows.
* the first video i watched from his series is the icarly video, which is kind of the first one but is also kind of not. episode 0 of this series is a video he did almost a year ago about fred, where i imagine he reviewed fred's nickelodeon sitcom, which i had honestly never heard of.
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YOURS•AND•ONLY
CHAPTER 2 - Consideration
Pairing: Talbott Winger x Fem!reader (as adults)
Timeline: after Hogwarts, different universe
Summary: The first meeting between you and the man who introduced himself as Talbott. 3rd person POV!
Wordcount: 1471
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Dark haired man sat on one of the branches looking down on the inhabitants of the forest. A quiet rage penetrated to his bone, while his red eyes continue watching the witch wander around his home for several days in row. To the uninitiated observer, he seemed impartial, unbothered. However, his stiff shoulders and upright back revealed how annoyed he really is.
When he first saw her, he didn't pay much attention to her. Yes, it was uncommon for someone to come so deep into the forest, but sometimes it did happen. Most of the time, however, it didn't last long, and the same evening the visitor came they also disappeared. But she... She was here even the day after and the next day too, staying the whole night. It was four days ago since he last zigzagged in the air between the trees. He missed his freedom. He missed flying. It was his joy; it filled every cell of him with pure bliss. The inability to fly freely for several days in a row so as to not reveal his existence to a stranger was a suffering for him.
He couldn't figure out what the young woman wanted to do in the middle of the forest, where daylight would shine through the trees only for a few hours a day. She seemed to be looking for something, but he wasn't sure what that something was. One day she picked up one of his fallen feathers, the next day he saw her feeding the Thestral, the next day she discovered Niffler's residence and the day after she brought him silverware and a watch. She played with him for the rest of the day.
She was kind to every creature she came across. Even the shy and fearful fairies liked her. A thorn of jealousy pierced him when he saw how easy it was for her to befriend them - they ignored him even after a month of giving them endless treats.
He didn't know why, but he enjoyed watching her. Maybe it was because he hadn't seen a person in a long time, or because he wondered what she really wanted. But it was definitely not because he liked her carefree smile and her playful nature.
Or maybe that was exactly why he decided to help her.
He noticed the manticore long before she did. He tried to warn her discreetly with the cones he was throwing to the ground, but she didn't seem to react. She continued to hum a melody that had been playing in her head for several hours. Frustrated, he grabbed one of the branches and aimed directly at her head. He heard her grunt in pain as she started stroking the painful spot, but it served its purpose. She turned around her axis, trying to see the culprit, who dared to throw a branch at her so shamefully when she saw the hungry beast lurking behind her.
He thoughtlessly pressed the woman to his chest and carried her to the safety of his home. Only when he released her from his hold he did realize what a serious mistake he had made; now she knows where to find him, where he lives. And he has no idea what she's going to do with this information.
His heart was furiously pounding in his chest as he watched the scene unfold below. The young woman tried to pull her wand out of her robe, but she was unable to do so in a sudden surge of fear. With his predatory eyes from the height of the trees, he watched her eyes widen in horror as she realized she was completely defenseless. She stumbled over her own legs as she tried to escape the hungry creature. But it was useless to her - the manticora catching up with her in one long step, its claws running down the girl's back, trapping her on the ground under Its heavy paw.
Before he realized what he was doing and could stop himself, he bounced sharply of the branch he was standing on and plunged headlong into the manticore. He buried his claws in its exposed back, leaving deep bloodied grooves. The manticore wailed in pain, but before it could take revenge on the young man with its tail, he was long gone.
He learned not to trust people, especially to wizards such as yourself. He did not intend to make the same mistake as his parents once did and pay for it with his life. But before a wave of grief and rage swept over him, he forced his memories back into his subconsciousness. Instead, he decieded to focus on you.
You were dressed in a tight-fitting black cloak, your hair was pulled back by a tall ponytail, and you were holding your wand in a shaking hand. Your dilated pupils reflected the faint light of the stars, and you stared straight at him. He wanted to hide from your piercing sight.
“Are you done staring?” He asked you, but you didn't seem to notice his words. Instead, your eyes darted all over his body and he began to feel uncomfortable. He straightened nervously and cleared his throat loudly, hoping to divert your attention from his appearance to his words.
“Who are you and what are you doing here?” Your eyes were focused on something behind him, he thought: probably on my wings, but his voice caught your attention.You looked at him, for the very first time really at him, your eyes wide and magnetizing like two wells, stared straight at him. And then you spoke; he heard your voice for the first time, and yet it seemed as if someone familiar had spoken to him.
“I’m Y/N. And for your second question... Circumstances at work brought me here.“ You are hiding something, that much he could tell. But he wasn't one to pry when you clearly didn't want to say more. “And what is your name?” You asked the curiosity evident in your voice. In the interest of his own safety and peace of mind, he should not answer your question, yet some incomprehensible force in him forced him to open his mouth. He wanted you to know. Was it because he wanted at least one person to remember him before he disappeared? Maybe yes.
“Talbott.”
“Nice to meet you. Thank you for saving me back there. If it wasn’t for you...” Your voice broke at the end of the sentence, but you still gave him a gentle smile. He didn’t know how to answer so he stayed quiet.
“So...” He began, rubbing the back of his neck and peering at you with those magical deep iris of his.
“So?” You smiled at him. He could feel the corners of his mouth rising to mirror your smile, but he resisted. Instead, he proceeded to noisily clear his throat, avoiding your gaze. You stared at him confused but at the same time utterly mesmerized.
“Do you have a place to stay? Or did you decided to live here like a homeless girl that lost everything?” His words were crueler than he had originally intended, but he can't just take them back. With a discomforting feeling in his stomach he watched your smile fade. Despite being hurt a little bit you held his gaze.
“I have some free time on hand so I walk around here until I have to move on. I don’t live nearby so in the meantime I am staying in Hogsmeade.”
Talbott nodded in understanding and looked down where the manticore was walking in circles around the tree where his home was. It still did not accept the loss of its prey.
“Maybe you should stay here for a little bit... At least until it’s safe to go.” He says calmly but his entrails contracted uncomfortably. You go stand next to Talbott to lean over the railing and you look down as he did a few seconds ago. There you saw the beast roaring in anger looking up at you. Your tender scent attacked his olfactory cells, and he couldn't resist the urge to lean over and inhale your fragrance.
“I don’t want to be a burden.” You shook your head yet you didn't tell him you were hiding a broom in your bag that you could easily summon with accio and fly to Hogsmeade at any time. At the bottom of your heart, you secretly hoped that you could stay with the mysterious young man a little longer.
“You aren’t.” He asnwered a bit too soon. Your eyes widened in surprise and you felt how the blood rushed into your face. One sheepish smile mirrored the other one skittish behaviour.
After the awkward silence he invited you inside and this time, to his relief, you didn’t refuse.
To be continued
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