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ruporas · 2 years ago
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opla inspired!
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peachducy · 1 year ago
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Sycamore Sunday Doodle Dump Baby !!!!!!!!!
layton spoilers below cut
transgender hershels 👇
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puzzle deficiency
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doodles from/ inspired by this fic
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thabk you for joining me this sycamore sunday everybody
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empty-blog-for-lurking · 1 year ago
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So i finally listened to The Magnus Protocol and uhh holy shit, yall mind if i
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#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#In the tags#My favourite case has to be the 2nd one Daria girl you are so fucked up!!!! You are so fucked up girl get help!!!!#And i am loving the absolute toxic work environment it is hilarious all the characters are great!!#Alice Gwen and Lena have three way situation of snide backhanded remarks and office coworker hate going on#Colin hates everyone but especially the puter and is this close to murder#Sam is just trying to do whatever the fuck he is doing. He is new here. He is over qualified#Teddy my man saw his place workplace comedy swerving towards horror genre and immediately ditched ship good for him!!!#(Unless Lena brutal pipe murdered him in which case girl i am so sorry)#And just character in general. Like Alice is trying to vibe her way through life#while also saying some death flaggy 'oh this is def foreshadowing' shit every episode#Gwen has the same surname as the shows previous antag#but also just after Lena's job and just wants to be taken seriously and thinks everyone is against her#she also may or not have discovered that her boss is murderer but oh well#Sam is like this sweet nice guy who is also so fucking nosy and the only one actually curious about fucked up shit cases magnus institue#And everyone is telling him to stop Girl! Turn away girl!! You are gonna get fucked up girl!! Look away!!#Colin is just so fucking angry and feral but also IT is just like that. He is crawling on the floors. He is growling at people#Lena is so fucking tired with all these bitches in her office Head Bitch incharge of all these Bitches#And i am 80% sure she murdered that guy Klaus#Anyway love all of this. Cant wait to hear them get killed in brutal tragic ways
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cuteniaarts · 9 months ago
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Digitalised + coloured + redesigned version of my Suiren and Vaatu sketch from two days ago, as promised!!
Coming up with Suiren’s design was a very long process of trying and failing because after you’ve drawn 9+ different versions of one character, the creativity starts to run a little dry, but I’m actually really proud of this one, she looks absolutely adorable <3
(Also yeah I did mostly just scribble Vaatu’s pattern because who has the energy to draw the all out accurately. Not me, that’s who, I’m chronically tired. People who draw him on the regular have my utmost respect. He’s still a funky little guy though :D)
Bonus, Raava incessantly screaming inside Suiren (and being completely ignored because Suiren is tired of her) while all this is happening:
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#and yeah I did say I’d do a fuckass background but all my energy went to figuring out Suiren’s design#plus I suck at backgrounds so.. woe. LoK screenshot be upon ye#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#avatar suiren au#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#I don’t really know what to say in these tags lmao#usually I reach the tag limit really really easily but between my previous post and answering that ask I’ve ran out of things to say#someone please indulge me in this au I have Way Too Many Thoughts about it#hmm…#you know. I think people often make different avatar aus because they dislike Korra or think she’s a bad avatar#I don’t. I love Korra. I would kill and die for her#(says the red lotus stan. yes I’m well aware. no need to call me out)#and I think she’s a good avatar who was dealt a shitty hand both in universe and by the show’s production team#I’m making this au BECAUSE I love Korra. if Suiren is the avatar Korra gets to be a normal SWT girl#she’ll get to grow up with her parents. not isolated and degraded all the time for not being perfect. maybe she’d have a sibling or two#and Suiren gets spared her sotrl trauma too. win win for everyone!!#(I return Suiren gets the weight of the world on her shoulders lmao. but it’s fine. 1. she isn’t alone in it. she has her family#2. three quarters of the LoK threats are basically automatically eliminated for her. the RL are her parents. she fuses with Vaatu#and all she has to do to defeat Kuvira is to take her dress off 😁 /hj. basically. she’ll be okay. better than in sotrl at least)#also look. I love Suiren. she’s my dear child who’s been with me since I was 12. of course I wanna make her the main character in everything#and dark avatar Korra AUs have been done countless times before me. Kat’s doing one right now!! I just wanna do something that’s my own#and also I wanna focus less on pain and trauma for once and more on the sheer hilarity of the shenanigans that will occur post-fusion#cause this isn’t Adumbration where Korra lets Raava go and fuses with Vaatu instead. here Suiren’s got both of them at the same time#and they have 10000 years’ worth of grievances to air out. it’s like living with your divorced parents#trust me I would know. except mine aren’t divorced. they’re Worse and everyone wishes they’d just separate#anyway. that aside. Suiren’s not getting any sleep any time soon while those two duke it out
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elysiuminfra · 2 years ago
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i might sound like a conspiracy theorist but im reading up on the animation studio review spreadsheet for bento box studios (the one currently animating the hazbin hotel show) and alot of these are like. from only a couple months ago. and theyre ALL negative, talking about abusive management, harsh deadlines and poor treatment of fresh animators. and with the new hazbin hotel trailer out i wonder if the poor quality of the trailer might be because of the crew being overworked / dealing with poor management. there's some interesting remarks about higher-ups and abusive producers. chewing on this.
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jakeperalta · 1 year ago
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I literally think being in the taylor fandom is making me a worse person like I am so not a hater at heart and yet I just get so irritated by the fandom that it makes me feel like the most negative bitter person :/
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shikai-the-storyteller · 1 month ago
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I don't think I've said it yet but I frickin love this girl so much
(I also loved this exchange LMAO)
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#Kugisaki is the best#I still... don't know anyone's frickin names in this show...#I adore her but I still had to look up her name OTL#This happens with every frickin show I watch I'll watch the whole thing and I'll remember like. 2 characters' names#If I don't see it spelled out I won't remember it. Period#And they never say her name o(-(#They've said black haired dude's name more (Sawaburo? Sawamuro?)#FRICK IT'S MEGUMI FUSHIGURO#I should know that his name is a frickin semi plot relevant point#Iwatori's name I can sometimes remember because they say that a lot#and then Gojo's name I can usually remember because I've seen it a lot before watching the show#but even then I still forget OTL#Anyways I love how Kugisaki was IMMEDIATELY like ''yeah lemme help you''#Gal solidarity you love to see it#i talk#I'm watching JJK#Her facial expressions are so good SHES SUCH A GOOD FRICKIN CHARACTER#And such a good gal character#I stopped watching a lot of anime because A) Can't get into new things#and B) Tired of gross anime tropes#but it's so frickin refreshing to pick up a new anime after all these years and be like#''Girls??? The girls are treated well and WRITTEN well???''#Crying tears of blood holding Kugisaki so close to my chest#I think my other favorite girl is Miwa. She immediately endeared herself to me#OH and Maki Maki is cool too#Kugisaki is number one Miwa is number two I think and Maki is three? She and Miwa probably share number 2#Number one favorite dude is probably either Gojo (frickin forgot his name and had to look at my previous tag) and Yuta Okkotsu#I also like [REDACTED] but then she... you know#:((#The openings really bait you they make you think certain characters will stick around then NOPE
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sillysadduck · 1 year ago
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for those who didnt know my previous accounts, or even those who do, in 2020 I was also SUUUPER harassed for a fnaf fanart where my humanized bonnie and mangle LOOKED AT EACH OTHER.
I'M TELLING YOU, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BACK THEN. NOW I CAN LAUGH BUT BOY DID I SUFFER.
so I may redraw that fanart for the good old times, here's to me being the black sheep of every fandom for no reason😭 lmaooo
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watchthisqqq · 2 months ago
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I have been so sick recently so back to watching santa/perth perfect 10 liners arc.
Overall there is something interesting about the pairing. Yotha is honest. I always respect characters that tell their love interest: this is where I am at, what I can give you and you can make the choice. But man they fumble some easy lays up. Gun: Why do you love me? Yotha: You cute. -_- Just say some bullshit about him making you happy.
The part where Yotha asks Gun if he wants to have sex and the response is I don't know. Why are you asking me this question. ????? why bother having a consent question in there.
The mom is so bad. You ripped the child away who loved his dad and brothers and left the one who wanted to go with you? Just have shared custody like every other divorced parent and don't separate the siblings! And then she abandons them again, making no effort to actually build a relationship. Why do they keep doing this? Listen you are bound to fuck up your kids in some way that's just inevitable but these redemption arcs are for the parents that are the woooooorrsst. They should have redeemed the dad who clearly cared about Yotha's birthday so little that Yotha didn't remember it.
Why not have some regular bad parents and actually work through the bad shit they did. Actually spend time on it versus apology and it's all done. They could spend a whole show of the parent slowly getting better...I'm describing don't care for old man's underwear.
I'm not going into the whole curing trauma with love thing. Go to therapy! All these people have money no excuses. Don't do flooded exposure on your boyfriend. Which reminds me that exclusive love does the same nonsense. If you do exposure therapy on people that don't want it guess what? You are just increasing the fear. There is a whole set up before you do the exposing. It's like randomly throwing spiders at people that have arachnophobia. Surprise your deepest fears are coming true.
Lol I really didn't think this show was bad though.
Curious about Fia/Wine pairing just for the simple fact they are bringing homphobia into an extremely bubble show?
Edited to add the realization: that is fantasy fulfillment. Magical dick will cure your trauma and you won’t have to do the work of therapy. Even your horrible parent will realize they did wrong, apologize to you and everything will be great. It rubs me the wrong because of rhetoric of you don’t really need therapy and always downplaying what parents do to kids. I guess I want the other fantasy that you would be happier without them.
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heart-sprout · 2 months ago
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Me: Mom, can we get okapi?
Mom: no, we have okapi at home
The okapi at home:
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soleminisanction · 2 years ago
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Have I ranted before about how the Devil's Square makes no fucking sense?
So I'm trying to write the next part of Batgirl, Repentant, and more fool me, that means I need to go back and re-read parts of Batgirl (2009) for research. And like what always happens when I do that, I noticed yet another detail that stops working when you stop to think about it for even a moment.
Because see, on the second page of the third issue, we get these two moments in rapid succession.
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Scarecrow's hideout is in "Gotham's Western Quadrant, the Devil's Square," established in the previous issue as a bad neighborhood, quote, "Otherwise known as 'Thunderdome.'" This place is treated like it's a Big Stinkin' Deal for the first two arcs (maybe the first year? I don't remember clearly and I don't want to go any further down this rabbit hole than I have) of this series, but nothing about it makes sense.
We are never ever given a clear reason why this neighborhood is supposedly such a uniquely terrible place, but it's supposedly so bad that it's worth making a whole terrible philosophy lecture out of why criminals would choose to stay there.
But the closest thing we get is that, at one point, Professor Exposition describes it as "a demilitarized zone."
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Which does not make any goddamn sense because that would require Gotham City as a whole to be the location of an ongoing military conflict. Y'know, like the one between the Koreas.
I can only assume, given Brian Miller et al's tendency to do zero research on even the most basic of plot elements (see also: labeling all of Stephanie's obviously freshman-level college classes with 400-level designations intended for seniors or grad students) that what he actually meant here was autonomous zone. Like the CHAZ, as imagined by your Republican uncle. The implication being that this is an area of town that's been completely abandoned by police and emergency services, reducing it to a lawless wasteland where criminals roam free. (A no man's land, you might say. 🙄)
EXCEPT. APPARENTLY. LITERALLY ONE ISSUE LATER. We get the panels I started this post off with, where Steph arrives at Scarecrow's hide-out in the Devil's Square and we get EXPLICIT confirmation that the police will be there in five minutes.
That's all to say nothing of the fact that it being "Gotham's Western Quadrant" that's been cut off makes zero sense on its face. Besides implying that's an entire QUARTER of the city that's just been completely abandoned, Steph at one point describes it as being "on the west bank of the Gotham River."
There is no west bank of the Gotham River. Gotham is on a series of islands off the coast of New Jersey. The west bank of the Gotham River is the MAINLAND where Bristol and the suburbs are.
Gotham's geography is super fluid and can change from book to book, but it being on an island connected only by a series of bridges was a big deal in this era and the only reason the No Man's Land concept even worked. If you're gonna rip that plot off, Miller, you gotta use an eastern neighborhood. Or a northern one. Or even a southern tip. Anything but west. That's like saying there's an east side of Chicago.
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snailvibes · 10 months ago
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Thinking about. Warren’s role in Max’s Nightmare Sequence.
#it’s just so interesting to me#rambly tags time!#cus like out of everyone to show up in the maze section Warren interests me the most#he’s the only character who Max doesn’t have direct trauma from or who hasn’t been like out to get her#heck in the previous scene before the nightmare starts#Max has that really sweet moment with him in the diner#Max’s journal entries whether you romance him or not always have her still thinking of him as a friend#like she never dislikes Warren and the closest thing is choosing options that make her express her dislike of his advances on her#when he shows up in the nightmare it’s specifically about him and the movie date he wanted to take Max on#and yknow his section is directly after Jefferson’s segment in the maze#what im trying to get with this is I think unlike most of the characters in the nightmare sequence#Warren isn’t supposed to represent himself more of Max’s general trauma with men and their feelings towards her she has now#hate to quote Jefferson’s whole innoncence into corruption bullshit#but it’s fitting because what before could just be taken by Max as Warren having an innocent yet slightly annoying crush#is now overwhelming enough for her after everything she’s been through to have it be physically hunting her down in her nightmare#it’s so interesting to me idk I love thinking about the nightmare sequence in general#I’m probably not the first to think of all this but I don’t interact with the general fandom as much as I like so I wouldn’t know lmao#snails ramblings
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mishy-mashy · 1 year ago
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Hi! I noticed you bring up fanfiction every once in a while, so do you have an ao3?
I DO
But the stuff I post here isn't actually written out and posted anywhere else, and my ao3 (posted stories) is pretty bare. Like, I only touch it to read other people's stuff at this point
Everything I do write is OC stuff though, and that's not everyone's jam
The stuff I do post here all comes from my notes for said fic ideas. They're all fleshed out enough that I can write them into proper stories. Like, the whole plot is figured out, I know where to end, character perspectives, all that jazz. I just don't write them out, since I don't have that motivation, and the stories would end up huge
I don't like posting the actual stories either. People have asked for updates on the new chapters I just put down, and I've run into a lot of copy-pasters. Even the few things I have on ao3 is having a mimic somewhere. So I otherwise keep everything to myself, or post little things here
I've been going through my past stuff lately to reorganize. It's fun. Even if they're old (some are over 5 years old), I find little gems that surprise me like these
(Unordinary; Re:Zero; BNHA)
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Like- they aren't that bad. That's surprising. How old are these things???
#/THE FIRST ASK ABOUT MY FIC STUFF?!/#anon take this crown and commemorative sash this is monumental#ask#fic#my drafts are HUGE so writing them into actual proper fanfics would be. very big#the average is 150k words the low-end is 40k and a lot of them have too many words that google docs glitches#and ive had to make multiple drafts to hold everything#i tried writing one out once and ended up stopping because the glitching from all the words was making it impossible to continue#capped out at *checks notes* 103k words#the word count mentioned in the previous tags are talking about the word count for NOTES. i think an actual story would become abysmal#i like planning stuff. a lot#the biggest one is for a bnha resistance fic at *checks calculator* 260k words#but its really unmotivating to know people just want content and to take my words for their own#REPEATEDLY. even the small stuff is being yoinked#im serious. Actually everything ive posted as an actual story has been copied by someone else and advertised as their own. im tired of that#but i like writing so i do it in private. mainly away from the eyes of the internet#excerpt from an old unordinary fic#and a rezero fic where groovy gets hugged and is screaming like hes watching his firstborn be slaughtered before his eyes#my drafts surprise me sometimes because huh. this is not that bad for 6 years ago#an unordinary (webtoon) excerpt cuz i was organizing my stuff and ran into an old draft of it. now its trying to weedle its way to the ligh#thank u for the ask anon#if someone asked for more about the small things i /do/ show id probably panic cuz. no one ever asks. what do i say??? oh no im CRINGE#/lh#a lot of nonrom actually. most of it is. including that 3rd excerpt#all the excerpts actually#oc#out of context excerpts
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redrattlers · 2 years ago
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i feel like the way i run this blog is very telling of the way i am irl (i’m a serial procrastinator)
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nightshadeblooming · 28 days ago
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they’re so freaking cute and wonwoo giggling and kicking his feet (in his head) bc of reader is EVERYTHING to me.
*also idk why but i wrote ping pong instead of beer pong in the tags and cannot be bothered to redo it all over again 😭😭😭.
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make 'em sweat
pairing: jeon wonwoo x f reader
summary: introducing you to his friends doesn't go quite the way wonwoo expected (title from water by seventeen ; technically a sequel to fuck the neighbors but can be read as a standalone)
warnings: swearing, angst, "what are we" discussion, self-degradation, mingyu is canonically a whore pt deux, jealousy, smut (mdni)
smut warnings: discussions of reader's sexual past, sub!wonwoo in a flashback, public-ish sex, light exhibitionism, fingering, unprotected sex, massive cock!wonwoo, reader is lowkey a size queen lol, choking, creampie, cum eating
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You’re bringing your girlfriend to Jihoon’s birthday, right?”
Wonwoo rolls his eyes at his roommate even though his back is turned to him. “She’s not my girlfriend.”
Mingyu gives an equally exasperated huff in return. “What would you call her then? She’s obviously more than just a friend. It doesn’t matter whether you’re at her place or ours, I can still hear you two going at it like animals practically every night.” 
“We’re just repaying the favor,” Wonwoo scoffs before turning defensive. “We’re… figuring things out right now.”
“You’ve been ‘figuring things out’ for months, bro. When are you going to just get the balls to ask her to be exclusive?” 
“We are exclusive,” he insists. 
It’s at least true on Wonwoo’s side. He wasn’t seeing anyone else. In fact, he’d told you as much when you casually asked if he was sleeping with anyone else one night after a few rounds in bed. He answered honestly, saying no and asking you the same. You also told him no, but you did put an emphasis on “I’m not sleeping with anyone else”, whatever that meant. It only caused Wonwoo a little bit of anxiety every time he relived that conversation in his head, trying to piece together what you could have been trying to imply. 
“You do like her, right?” Mingyu presses.
Wonwoo sighs. “You know I do. There’s no point in lying to you.”
“Then lock it down! She won’t wait forever.” 
“How do you know that’s even something she wants?”
“Because if all she wanted was sex, she wouldn’t sleep over when her own bed is right next door.”
“Flimsy evidence, at best. Wouldn’t hold up in court.”
“Do you want me to provide more examples?”
Wonwoo surrenders. “Fine, maybe I’m a coward. I just like what we have going on right now. I don’t want it to change if we put a label on it.”
Mingyu purses his lips. He looks like he wants to say more but decides against it. 
“Are you bringing her or not?” is what he says finally. “Soonyoung’s trying to get a headcount.” 
“Yeah, she’s coming,” Wonwoo concedes.
“You know, you could have just said yes when I asked and we would’ve avoided this whole ordeal.”
Wonwoo decides to change the subject. “Are you bringing anyone?”
His best friend shrugs. “I don’t know yet.” Figures. “I told Soon to put me down for a plus-one just in case.”
Mingyu ignores the snort that he gets as a response and finishes whatever text he’d drafted to Soonyoung. He joins Wonwoo on their couch and reclines with his arms stretched across the back. 
“Do you think they’ll scare her away?” he asks. 
“The guys?”
“Yeah. I mean, you’ve never brought a girl around. They’re going to be all over you two the whole night.”
Wonwoo cocks his head to the side as he considers it. “They can be a little intense but it’s nothing she can’t handle.” 
Mingyu shrugs. “Throwing her to the wolves before making it official, respect.”
Wonwoo isn’t sure if Mingyu is trying to sike him out on purpose or not but either way it was starting to work. He isn’t keen on sharing you, especially when you’re not his to share. It’s too late to change his mind, though. He already invited you, it wasn’t like he could take it back now. Not without looking like a total asshole. 
“It’s just one night,” Wonwoo says, trying to convince both his roommate and himself, “I’m sure it’ll be fine.”
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Wonwoo hears Mingyu answer the door at six o’clock on the dot. Living next door to each other made it easy to be punctual, although admittedly Wonwoo did sometimes lose track of time when he was gaming- but he was trying to be better about it! 
“Hey, you,” Mingyu says in greeting. “You look great.”
“So do you,” you reply. “Where’s Wonwoo? Did he ditch me already?”
There was his cue. He would’ve been the one to meet you at the door but he was still getting dressed when you knocked. He didn’t usually have to put much thought into what he wore so having to find an outfit that fit a theme was somewhat uncharted territory. He steps out into the living room with a black tank halfway over his shoulders, pulling it down all the way to his waistband as crosses the room to greet you with a hug. 
“No need to put a shirt on for me,” you say cheekily. 
Wonwoo feels his cheeks flush under both you and Mingyu’s gazes but he decides he can’t go down without a fight.
“This is for your benefit,” he quips. “We have to get to Jihoon’s on time. Didn’t want to distract you, you know.”
“So courteous,” you scoff. 
“Always a gentleman.”
You look like you want to disagree but with Mingyu standing right there already looking vaguely uncomfortable, you don’t. 
“You look nice,” he adds, suddenly remembering the sort of thing kinda-boyfriends are supposed to say to their kinda-girlfriends. 
You look more than nice, you look... incredible. But Wonwoo’s brain can’t think of any more effusive adjectives at present on account of just how incredible you look.
Soonyoung had said that the dress code for his roommate’s birthday was “red”, and that if you showed up in any other color you’d be turned away at the door, not allowed to join the festivities until you went home and changed. Wonwoo had relayed this information to you and you followed through, showing up in a short black skirt and a red leather... bustier? Corset? Wonwoo didn’t know what it was called but it was red and tight and laced up in the back. 
“So do you,” you reply sweetly, running a hand down the front of Wonwoo’s shirt, “but your friend is going to kick you out.”
“Right.” 
Wonwoo detaches himself from you and darts back to his room to grab the red leather jacket that was hanging on the back of his desk chair. It was just a coincidence that you had both decided to wear leather but it made Wonwoo secretly happy to know you’d be matching all night. 
“Almost forgot,” he explains when he reemerges with the jacket on. 
“Are we ready to go?” Mingyu asks. “Soonyoung is going to bitch at us for a week if we’re later than ten minutes.”
“We’re making good time,” Wonwoo assures him. 
“We don’t know what the traffic situation is going to be like! And maybe the taxi guy’s a slow driver-- it’s better to leave earlier just in case.”
Wonwoo sighs and places a hand on the small of your back to urge you forward. “Okay, okay, we’re going.”
He sees you suppress a smile behind your hand which makes him grin too but he turns his head so that you and Mingyu won’t see. 
Mingyu reaches the door first and holds it open for you to pass through before both of them but Wonwoo stops you by grabbing your hand. 
“Wait, are you going to be cold?” 
“I have a jacket,” you tell him. 
He looks you up and down in confusion. You’re not wearing a jacket and all you have in your free hand is a clutch. 
“Where?”
You let go of his hand and tug on one side of his own jacket. “Right here.”
Wonwoo chuckles. “Of course.”
“The car’s downstairs,” Mingyu huffs impatiently. 
“Chill out, white rabbit. They’re not not going to leave us.”
“White rabbit?” you ask as they follow you out into the hallway. 
“Yeah, you know the one that’s got the pocket watch from Alice in Wonderland?” 
“That’s kind of a random reference.”
“I’m well-read.”
“Isn’t that a children’s book?” Mingyu chimes in.
“No more questions.”
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You get squished in between Wonwoo and Mingyu in the backseat of the cab. They both try to make themselves smaller to give you more space but they’re just so tall that their efforts are mostly in vain. 
“How much do I owe you for this?” you ask Mingyu, pulling your phone out to transfer your share to him. 
He shrugs you off. “Don’t worry about it. Your, um, Wonwoo’s covering yours.”
Wonwoo reaches over and locks your phone before you can start to type in his information. “Don’t.”
“But-”
“Don’t make me block your number. I’ll do it.”
You pout and fold your arms across your chest in defeat, prompting Mingyu to jump in and change the subject. 
“Are you nervous?”
“A little,” you admit. “It sounds like there are a lot of them. I just don’t want to mix anyone up.”
“We’re a big group,” Mingyu agrees almost apologetically.
“They won’t mind if you do get them mixed up at first,” Wonwoo promises. 
“Except for Chan and Seungkwan.”
Wonwoo shoots Mingyu a look as you sink further in your seat. He clumsily attempts to do some damage control. 
“You already know Wonwoo and I. We’ll have your back.”
You nod but Wonwoo can still sense your apprehension. He puts a hand on your knee to try to comfort you, only to feel you tense up underneath his touch. Now you’re both anxious. 
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The three of you get to Jihoon and Soonyoung’s pretty much right on time despite Mingyu’s worries. Jihoon’s the one to answer the door with his roommate right on his heels. 
“Happy birthday!” you all chorus as he ushers you inside. 
Wonwoo and Mingyu shove presents into his arms while you stand behind them timidly. 
When it’s your turn, you step up and offer the envelope you’d stashed in your clutch. “I wasn’t sure what you’d like, so I hope cash is okay,” you tell Jihoon. 
Wonwoo had no idea you had even got him a card. You probably didn’t tell him because you knew he’d insist on adding your name to his gift instead.
“Please, you didn’t have to get me anything!” Jihoon gushes. 
“I wasn’t about to show up empty-handed!”
He smiles and lays the card on top of the other gifts in his hand. “Well, thank you. Please, make yourself at home! I’ve got to go put these with the others. There are drinks in the kitchen but I’m sure Wonwoo will make you one if you ask.”
He winks at Wonwoo as he walks off with his roommate, leaving the three of you alone once again- or the two of you. Mingyu had disappeared as well, without a word. Classic. 
“I think that went well,” you whisper to Wonwoo as he guides you through the apartment by the hand. 
“That’s an understatement. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Jihoon be that friendly to a stranger.”
“I must be special,” you muse jokingly.
“Another understatement,” Wonwoo agrees under his breath. 
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Wonwoo clumsily mixes you both a drink in the kitchen, pouring shots of vodka into plastic cups along with Sprite and grenadine to match the theme. Mixology isn’t his strong suit, neither are most activities that involve food and/or drink preparation for that matter, but the dirty Shirleys are palatable at the very least so he counts it as a win. 
You sip yours appreciatively with a little grin that tells him you’re pleased and he has to push down the swell of pride in his chest that urges him to kiss you in the middle of the crowded room you’re standing in. 
With drinks in hand, he leads you back into the living room to start introducing you to more of his friends. 
You’re a hit with everyone, of course. Seungkwan falls in love with you instantly. The guys don’t indulge his yapping as much as they probably should so when he notices you’re hanging on to his every word, he takes advantage. He would have likely talked your ear off all night long if Wonwoo hadn’t whisked you away to meet some of the others. 
Seokmin, Junhui, and Vernon are in the middle of a game of beer pong when Wonwoo drags you over to them. It’s two against one- Seok and Jun versus Vernon and somehow Vernon is winning. You watch from the sidelines as they play. All three of them are too distracted by their match to hold a true conversation with you but Wonwoo can tell that they like you and are eager to impress you by winning the game. They even protest when Wonwoo tries to pull you away to meet more people. 
“That’s not fair, she has to see who wins!”
“Yeah, you can’t take her away now!”
“You sound like children,” Wonwoo chides. 
He concedes, though, and you stay until the game ends. Jun and Seokmin manage to pull off the win, jeering poor Vernon as he chugs the last cup of beer with his middle finger directed at the other two. 
It was all going so well, until Wonwoo presents you to Jeonghan and Chan. They’re standing in a corner away from the rest of the party, whispering in each other’s ears about God knows what. 
Wonwoo gets their attention by clearing his throat and stepping aside to reveal you. He’s so preoccupied with introducing everyone that he misses the way Jeonghan’s eyes flicker with recognition when they land on you. He also misses the same look in your eyes. 
Jeonghan addresses you directly, completely subverting Wonwoo and cutting off Chan who had opened his mouth to say hello to you. 
“I didn’t know you guys were together.”
“We’re not together,” you clarify quickly, driving a knife right in between Wonwoo’s ribs. 
It’s his fault. He’s the one who’s been too much of a pussy to ask you out officially. But did you have to answer so fast? And so confidently?
“Oh,” Jeonghan murmurs. 
He looks unsure of what to make of the two of you and he’s still only looking at you... wait-
“You... know each other?” Wonwoo asks as it finally clicks. 
“Yeah, we used to f-” Jeonghan stops mid-sentence, tilting his head in confusion. 
Wonwoo follows his gaze to you who had started furiously shaking your head and motioning for him to shut up. 
“Ahem, nevermind.”
Wonwoo suddenly remembers a conversation he had with Jeonghan several months ago. It was at a party a lot like this one. All of the guys were gathered around a fire pit catching up and Soonyoung bugged Jeonghan to spill about the girl he was seeing at the time. 
Jeonghan brushed it off as nothing serious but he did make sure to note that it was, “the best sex I’ve ever had,” which led to a bunch of jeering shouts from the rest of the boys, Wonwoo included. 
“If it’s that good, why don’t you want to be exclusive?” someone, he thinks Minghao, asked. 
Jeonghan shrugged. “Neither of us feel ready for that. She’s kind of hung up on an ex and I don’t have the time to commit.”
“Or the emotional capability,” another one called out.
“Shut the fuck up. Maybe it’ll go there one day but for now... it’s just for fun.”
The memory burns in the back of Wonwoo’s throat. He blinks the image of you underneath his friend away and clears his throat. He’s jumping to conclusions. Maybe he’s wrong. Maybe it hadn’t been you Jeonghan was talking about. Maybe the f-word he had been about to say was... “farm” or “frolic”?
“So how do you know each other?” his voice breaks as he asks the question but he barely notices. 
Jeonghan gives you a look as if to say, do you want to tell him or should I. You sigh and turn to face Wonwoo.
“We used to hook up,” you admit.
“Oh, cool.”
Cool? Cool? What kind of response was that? That’s not the kind of thing you say after finding out the girl you want to be your girlfriend used to bang one of your best friends. 
It shouldn’t be a big deal. He didn’t know you back then. It’s been months since. This sort of thing happens to people all the time. Right?
“Wonwoo, are you okay?” It’s Chan that snaps him out of his spiral this time. Wonwoo had honestly forgotten that he was standing there too. 
“Yeah, fine.”
No one is convinced. 
“Are you sure?” you ask him quietly. “Do you want to go talk about it somewhere more private?”
That’s the last thing Wonwoo wants to do right now. He knows he’ll have to confront this sooner or later but he’d rather it be later. Much later.
“I’m sure,” he assures you. “It’s not a big deal.” 
You look relieved which comforts him at least a little bit but not nearly enough.
“Does anyone else want another drink?” Chan asks, breaking the silence again. 
No one does but he uses the excuse of getting himself one to dip from the conversation, leaving you, Jeonghan, and Wonwoo to simmer in awkward tension by yourselves. 
You’re the first to speak once he’s gone. “If you have any questions, you can ask us.”
Jeonghan flinches at the “us”  like he hadn’t been expecting you to volunteer his input, probably because he hadn’t been, but nods reluctantly, avoiding eye contact with Wonwoo. 
“I’ll let you know if I think of any,” Wonwoo mutters. 
In reality, he has a lot of questions. None of which he’s sure he wants to hear the answers to or ask in front of Jeonghan. 
“So uh, how have you been?” Jeonghan asks. 
“I’ve been good!” you tell him as you grab Wonwoo’s hand and squeeze it. “Really good.”
Jeonghan grins. “You look good.” 
It’s an innocuous comment but it causes Wonwoo’s heart rate to spike once again. 
“You both do,” Jeonghan amends when he notices his friend’s reaction. 
“So do you. Your hair’s gotten long.” 
“I’ve been growing it out. You like it?”
“I do, yeah. It suits you.”
“Thank you.” Jeonghan bites his lip as he says it, either to keep from laughing or smirking, and you smile in turn, which makes Wonwoo's eye twitch imperceptibly (he hopes).
Suddenly, Seungkwan appears from out of nowhere and Wonwoo's almost relieved until he opens his mouth.
"Mingyu's looking for you. He wants you to be his partner for pong."
"I'm a little busy," Wonwoo mutters. The last thing he wants to do is leave you alone with Jeonghan after what he had just learned.
"You know he's just going to keep bugging you until you give in," Seungkwan sighs.
"You should go play," you chime in encouragingly. "I'll be fine."  
Seungkwan takes Wonwoo by the arm and begins to drag him toward the other room. "The faster you win, the faster you can come back to her," he says.
It's supposed to make him feel better but it doesn't. He's famously terrible at games that involve coordination. It could be hours before he makes it back to you and that's IF Jeonghan hasn't charmed his way back into your pants by then. He turns his head to look back at you just before Seungkwan pulls him through the doorway just to see you laughing at something Jeonghan's said. He has half a mind to wrestle himself out of Seungkwan's grasp and march back over there to get in between the two of you but that wouldn't fit into his already very unconvincing "playing it cool" thing he's trying to pull off.
Fortunately, they win after just two rounds. He barely hugs Mingyu in celebration before he peels off to find you. You aren't in the same corner you had been when he left so he has to check a few more places before finally stumbling across you in the kitchen. Jeonghan's nowhere in sight, thankfully. Wonwoo doesn't care where he's fucked off to as long as it's not with you.
"There you are," Wonwoo says, getting your attention immediately.
"Got thirsty," you explain, showing him your empty cup. "Want one?"
"Only if it's as good as the one I made you earlier."
You scoff. "A high bar to clear."
"I believe in you."
He approaches you from behind as you mix the drinks, running his fingers along the small strip of your back your outfit left exposed. You shiver but neither of you comment on it, quiet until you hand Wonwoo his cup and offer yours to cheers with. You watch his expression as he lifts the cup to his lips.
"So?"
He doesn't want to admit yours is better than his even though the difference is obvious. It's another dirty Shirley but the one you made is smoother, evidently poured with a much lighter hand.
"It's okay," he bluffs.
You shove him lightly, enough to make him rock back on his heels. "Shut the fuck up."
"Or what?" he challenges.
"Or I'll tie you up. Again."
Wonwoo feels his throat get tight. “That was a one-time thing!”
“You keep saying that but you sure seemed to like it in the moment.”
You had him there. He did like it. He liked it a lot, in fact- maybe too much. Even thinking about it now, the way you straddled him, the way the rope bit into his wrists when he pulled against his restraints... his cheeks get hot before he can shake the thoughts from his mind. 
“You’re blushing,” you point out. “You did like it”
His shy smile falls as he abruptly wonders if you’ve ever done the same thing to Jeonghan. He pictures Jeonghan in his place, the memories replacing his body underneath you with that of his friend. He sees Jeonghan kissing you, chasing your lips when you pull away. He sees the sweat on his brow, the determined set of his jaw. 
All of the questions he didn’t want to confront earlier douse him like a bucket of ice water. Was Jeonghan a better lover? Would he be a better boyfriend? Who was big-
“Wonwoo, are you okay?” 
Your voice, the thing that usually brings Wonwoo back down to earth, isn’t what breaks the spell this time. It’s the expression on your face when he looks down at you.
“Not really,” he admits. 
You lay a hand over his. “Do you want to get out of here? We can leave.”
“In a bit. Follow me.”
He leads you back through the house, up the stairs to where he knows no one else will be. He briefly considers pulling you into one of the bedrooms but thinks better of it, knowing neither of his friends would appreciate what he plans to do to you happening on their beds. 
There’s a bathroom across the hall from the bedrooms that he chooses instead, holding the door open to let you in first. 
The gentlemanly gesture is immediately canceled out as soon as the door shuts, though, as he pushes your back up against it and starts to kiss you. 
You reciprocate, thankfully. Your lips part almost immediately to let his tongue explore your mouth. He feels the tug of your hands clutching his jacket, pulling him in closer. He lets you, pressing his body to yours so you can feel exactly what you do to him. 
He’s the first to break the kiss but he only does so that he can move down to your neck. You tilt your head to give him better access, moaning under your breath when he begins to suck on a spot just below your jaw.  
"W-where's this coming from?" you ask, breathless.
"I've wanted you all night," Wonwoo explains, brushing it off. It’s not a lie, but it isn’t the full truth either and he suspects you know that. Still, he wishes you would just let it go and lose yourself in him the way he was trying to in you. 
“I’ve just... never seen you like this,” you say. 
“Like what?” 
“So desperate.”
Wonwoo stops. He lifts his head to finally make eye contact with you, detaching himself from your person. You look like you want to protest but you don’t. You let him go, watching as  he takes a step back and considers what you’ve said. You cross your arms over your chest, closing yourself off to him. 
“It’s Jeonghan, isn’t it?” He sighs, which is all the confirmation you need. "Shouldn't we talk about it?"
“What is there to talk about?”
“You tell me. It obviously bothers you.”
The words escape him for what feels like the thousandth time. The shame that he had been pushing down all night creeps up the back of his neck like fire chasing a trail of gasoline, burning hot, the smoke filling his lungs and threatening to suffocate him. 
How does he articulate it? How does he tell you he’s afraid that given the choice, you’d pick Jeonghan over him? That he’s sure Jeonghan would be able to give you what he might not be able to? He’s never had to confront feelings like these. He rarely forces himself to confront feelings of any kind. It’s why he’s never had a girlfriend for longer than a few months, why he tried so hard not to get attached. 
When he doesn’t respond, you fill in the blanks for him. “What, is it that your friend had me first? Are you humiliated to be with someone’s sloppy seconds?”
Wonwoo’s shocked that that’s the conclusion you would come to. “No! No, absolutely not. You’re not- don’t talk about yourself that way.”
“Then what is it?”
“It’s me.” You roll your eyes. “I’m serious! It’s... fuck, I’m not good at this. It shouldn’t bother me. I know it shouldn’t. It was before we met and you didn’t know we knew each other, and even now we’re not technically- I mean, I want to be but I’ve been too much of a pussy-”
“Wonwoo.”
“Sorry.” He takes a deep breath in an attempt to steel himself before trying again. “Let me start over. It bothers me but not for the reason you think. I can’t stop worrying that he’s better than me.” 
“Better than you? At what, sex?”
“At all of it. If he was better in bed, if he’d be a better boyfriend... I know it isn’t healthy to compare myself to another guy, especially to someone who’s my friend, but I like you so much. I want you to be happy and I want what’s best for you and I want that to be me. I’m just afraid that it won’t be.”
He’s able to breathe a little easier when your gaze softens and your arms fall back to your sides. “Why don’t you let me make that decision for myself?”
“I- of course. It's totally up to you I just meant-” He shuts up when you take a step towards him. 
“You know, you were a lot cockier when we first met. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you this nervous. Hannie really shook you up, huh?”
You’re teasing him. Throwing in Jeonghan’s nickname like that, you want to get under his skin.  
Wonwoo narrows his eyes at you. “You’re such a fucking brat.”
“It’s one of the things you like about me. One of the reasons you want me to be your girlfriend.”
“Come here.” 
He grabs your arm before you can duck away, using his strength to overpower you and trap you in between himself and the sink. 
“Is that what you want?” he asks.
“What?”
“To be my girlfriend.”
“Are you asking?”
There is no hesitation this time. “Yes.”
It’s not the most romantic proposition, but he figures it’s fitting for the two of you. He’s already been more vulnerable with you in the last ten minutes than he has with anyone in years. It’s progress.
You smile and wrap your arms around his neck. “Then yes.”
The desperation comes back full force when he kisses you. It’s different this time, though. All-consuming. He didn’t think he would get this far and now that he has, he feels like he has something to prove. 
He runs his hands up the backs of your thighs until they reach your ass. His eyebrows raise in surprise as he looks at you.
“No panties?”
“It’s a thong,” you laugh. 
“Ah.”
His fingers find the waistband and snap it against your skin, making you flinch. 
“I had to, ah, wear them because this skirt is so goddamn tight.”
Wonwoo doesn’t really get what that means but he nods like he does, moving his hand from your hip to in between your legs. 
“Seems like someone else is pretty needy too,” he muses as he coats his fingers in your arousal and starts to play with your clit. “Have you also been thinking about this all night?” 
You bite your lip. “Maybe.”
“Maybe? I need more than that, baby.”
You groan in annoyance. “Yes, I’ve been thinking about it.”
“For how long?”
“S-since I got to your apartment.”
“Atta girl,” he praises, rewarding you by pushing one of his fingers inside of you. 
“I like your friends. They’re all really nice, but I’ve been wanting to go home so we could fuck pretty much this whole time.” 
“Should’ve said something, pretty girl. We could’ve come up here a lot sooner.”
You look shy all of the sudden. “Well, I wasn’t thinking about doing it here.”
“It turns you on, though, doesn’t it? Knowing we could get caught?” he adds another finger as he presses you for an answer, causing a whimper to slip from your lips as you nod. 
“Is that why you brought me up here?” you challenge shakily. “So that he might hear us?”
It’s like a slap in the face, but less hot. And it stings even more because you’re right. 
He slides his fingers out of you without warning, pointedly ignoring the pout you try to guilt him with. 
“Open.”
“What?”
“Open your mouth. You’re going to clean my fingers off for me.”
You do as you’re told and suck his fingers clean, moaning around them at the taste of yourself for good measure. 
“There we go. Good girl. Might as well make that mouth of yours useful if you’re going to insist on being bratty.” You roll your eyes at him and try to protest. “Aht-aht, don’t talk with your mouth full.”
He relents with a smirk when you push your teeth into his fingertips, threatening to bite him. 
“You’re lucky it turns me on when you’re a dick.”
“Trust me, I know. Now turn around.”
Wonwoo works on unbuckling his belt while you bend over the sink and brace yourself against the counter. He’s so focused on getting inside of you that he almost forgets the most important part.
“Shit, I don’t have a condom.”
“I don’t care.”
He meets your gaze in the reflection of the mirror. “Are you sure?” 
“Yeah, I’ve been on the pill for forever now. I just liked the extra precaution.”
“Jihoon probably has some around somewhere if you want to-”
“Wonwoo?”
“What?”
“I want you to fuck me without one.”
He blinks a couple of times, half-wondering if this was a dream. “Are you serious?”
“I’m serious. Do you not want to?”
“Of course I want to,” he assures you. “But we’ve never done that before.”
You’re the one smirking now. “I mean, you’re my boyfriend, aren’t you? My boyfriend can fuck me raw whenever he wants to.”
“Fuck.” His cock twitches against his thigh. “Are you trying to make me fall in love with you?”
“You mean you aren’t already?” you tease. 
Instead of answering, Wonwoo gets his hands back on you, pushing your skirt up to expose your ass. He pulls your thong to the side and spreads you apart, groaning at the sight of you. 
You make a similar noise when he spits into his palm and starts to stroke himself. He’s tempted to tease you back, to make you watch him jerk off while he knows you’re aching for it, but he’s dying for it too and he doesn’t have the patience to make either of you wait any longer. 
Your breath hitches at the feeling of his cock pressing into you, just the tip at first. You whine and try to push yourself further onto him but he holds you in place, giving you one inch at a time until there’s no more to give and you’re connected at the hips. You both sigh in relief at the feeling, though the moment doesn’t last for long. 
You make eye contact with Wonwoo in the mirror, pleading silently for him to move. He does, pulling out slowly before rocking back into you, cursing under his breath at the way you’re squeezing him. 
“How are you always so fucking tight?” he grunts. “Doesn’t matter what I do to you, how many times I make you cum before I fuck you...” he trails off, losing the ability to complete the thought as he loses himself in you. 
“It’s because you’re so fucking big,” you gasp. 
“Oh, is that right?” 
The little voice in the back of Wonwoo’s mind urges him to ask if he’s the biggest you’ve ever had, but he resists it. It would defeat the purpose of the conversation you’d literally just had-- even if he is dying to know if his dick is bigger than Jeonghan’s-- so he decides to taunt you instead. 
“But you like it like that, don’t you? Can’t get off unless you’re being split in half. Isn’t that right?”
Your mouth falls open, either in shock or in pleasure. There’s no way to tell which. 
“That’s not t-true” you argue.
He clicks his tongue, calling your bluff. “It’s nothing to be ashamed of, baby. It’s okay to be a size queen when your boyfriend’s got a big dick.”
The word feels foreign on his tongue but he likes the way it sounds. He likes the sound of being anything as long as he's yours. 
Subconsciously, his grip on you gets a little more possessive. He holds you tighter, closer. He shortens his thrusts, not pulling out as far so he can keep his body against yours. You feel so warm around him, even warmer without a condom in between you.  
He’s never done this with anyone before, never wanted it with anyone until you. Of course, he had always heard that fucking someone raw felt a thousand times better than it did with protection but it was just never worth taking the risk to him. 
Risk is the last thing on Wonwoo’s mind now. The only thing he can think about is how good, how right it feels to have you like this. 
“Baby? You still with me?” he asks, slowing down enough for you to respond. 
“Mhm.”
“Feels good?”
“So good.”
“Are you getting close?”
You nod, moaning a little too loud when you open your mouth to try and answer. Your eyes widen in surprise and you clap a hand over your mouth to try and stifle it but it’s too late. 
“It’s okay, I’m sure no one heard.” 
Secretly, Wonwoo hopes they did. He knows you don’t actually want to get caught, though, so he offers to help in the best way he knows how. 
“Take a deep breath, baby.”
The way your eyes roll back when Wonwoo’s hand closes around your throat is almost enough to send him over the edge. He has to bite his lip and pray to whoever’s listening as you cum hard around him, weakly fucking you through it while he hangs on by a thread.
He can barely think, let alone speak. The words are choked out, shaky and barely coherent. “Fuck, I’m- where do you want me to-”
“Inside,” you plead. “Cum inside me.”
God, he’s going to lose it. “Are you sure?”
“Are you going to make me beg?”
He wants to jab back, joke that you don’t have to beg even though you always sound so pretty when you do, but he’s too busy filling you with cum to grant you any kind of response. There’s so much, way more than he anticipated. 
“Shit, I’m sorry.”
“What, why?”
He gives you a sheepish look. “It’s going to make a mess.”
You shake your head at him. “That’s what your tongue is for, silly.” Of course. Wonwoo is lucky to be dating such a smart woman. “You clean me up, I clean you up?”
He grins. “Deal.”
He pulls out and sinks to his knees on the tile in front of you, cock still out and still hard, dripping with the both of you. His hands travel gently up the backs of your legs until he reaches your thighs. He taps your right one, signalling you to lift it and hoist it over his shoulder. Then when you do, he looks up at you expectantly. 
You cock your head to the side in confusion. “What?”
“So... after this, my place or yours?”
#“mingyu is canonically a whore” might act be my favourite tag in any fanfic#im serious!! made me laugh in fuck the neighbours and here#wonwoo when reader shows up in the bustier: …shit this is red too.#lowkey in my howoo feels these days so soonyoung arranging woozi’s bday has me 🥹🥹🥹#soooo reader’s a certified baddie. smart. fashionable. AND hooked both wonu and hannie????#sorry to jxw but im stealing their gf#like forget these men i want HER#…also why do i feel like hannie and reader will never let wonu down abt the fact that they fucked before??#in a jokey lighthearted way ofc#but in the typical jeonghan bullshit style where hes intentionally messing w/ppl to get a reaction#idk im just making shit up now lmao#the implications of sub!wonu tied up and pulling his restraints#very educational ​thoughts are being thought#and the smuttttt#feel like ive already tagged and sang my praises of ur writing in previous stories BUT!!!!#ill do it again because you never miss!#hit after hit bar after bar banger after banger no misses!!!#the confession… them getting together… the switchup from loverboy wonu to dom-ish wonu… them ditching woozi (on his bday 😭) to fuck…#ART#real literature was written here#ill shut the fuck up now. i LOVED this#would love to see this universe be explored more if ur ever interested!#(maybe even some of the other members?… jk unless…)#will mingyu remain a canonical whore? will jeonghan keep messing w/wonu? will vernon get his lick back at ping pong?#many questions remain#but i digress#all the love from a long time (ish) follower 🫶#svt fics 💎
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