#and again the acting. im. so impressed
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mahabharat (2013) was actaully a really beautiful, really well written, directed and acted serial and honestly i'm kinda wishing there was a fandom around it
#mahabharat in itself is such an interesting story#i've never read it i only know the most popular bits but it's SO fascinating. the sibling dynamics make me go brrrrrrrr#no wonder it's an epic yknow?#i haven't seen the 1988 version so i can't speak to that but the 2013 version was really good#genuinely did justice i think#there's reruns on star bharat rn and when i watch it#just looking at karna's plotline alone.... oooff#not to even mention shikhandi#the angst#the way shakuni is so so clever#the way these people are god offsprings but also they're people#the directing and acting is SO good.#and the dialogue too? how it sounds well researched?#how it establishes a good balance between old and modern easy-to-understand-but-not-informal hindi?#not overbearing and very believable?#i love it#and again the acting. im. so impressed#especially with how they all cry#every single one of them
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oh my god i forgot to broadcast that im watching Boston Strangler. this movie is. not great but also i'm purely watching it for David Dastmalchian and I've gotten halfway in and haven't seen him yet.
so im inclined to believe he may very well be
the boston strangler
#Boston Strangler#David Dastmalchian#fact that it's based off an IRL serial killer is crazy#but yeah it's not like a great movie just. as a film#it came out last year but the acting feels so hamfisted it's as though this came out in 2003#and i know it's condensing down a 'based on a true story' but the murders back to back is nuts#then again that's not uncommon in such cases#but still. idk i'm not impressed from a technical standpoint#so im just thirst watching
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forever mad about how dirty they did aveline from act 2 onward
#thinking way too much abt it rn cus i just finished her quest today#she is important to liam and i enjoy their relationship a lot & also her character in general in the earlier acts#but MAN i hate what they did to her in acts 2 and 3#laya plays dragon age#feels like there is such a disconnect from her attitude between acts 1 and 2?#or well. maybe not disconnect exactly but even so there is an important shift there and we never even get to see it OR question it#she could have been such a good contribution to the story and the themes by putting her at a crossroads of#do i keep following what i know and become another cog in the system or do i challenge them and break out of it#cus like. in act 1 she is not above going against laws when her own morals (or even just biases) go against them#but is generally still in favor of ''regular'' law and order (which does get challenged by characters sometimes which is nice!)#(sort of) blind loyalty is already a fault of hers and now her loyalty is understandably mostly towards her guards#but then her companion quest is not in fact about herself but about frickin. courting the guy she likes???????#full on i thought this was a silly quest for levity in an act that has a lot of dark moments#but no it is Her Important Quest TM and not only does she not get with him if you dont do the quest#but her entire attitude and happiness going forward depends on it????? what the hell#also fun fact first time playing act 2 i thought that there was a lot going over my head and like#and some of it did yeah but i also just Assumed that bc the way aveline acted/ the guards actions were presented through her#didnt line up with what actually happened#(& her being so defensive and dismissive didnt line up with the impression i got of her before that)#sorry for the rant im just once again mad about cool characters being screwed over by the writing
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7-3 is freaking me the fuck out but the blood trees are so cool. theyre so pleasant. a beacon of joy in the hellscape that is the dark in a game that has already proven its willingness to scare the shit out of me
#ramblings#ultrakill#im watching it on yt not actually playing yet#this probably sounds insane to normal people bit i think the ultrakill community understands.#something really beautiful about. after all the destruction and death youve caused. you make trees grow#but also the trees are just beautiful im a huge fan#first impressions of violence now act 3 is out would be uhh. so much fear and also 'ooh blood trees thats neat'#then again. 1-1 freaked me out at first. 4-3 did. and i now love them. so its just. the newness of it all#im SCARED of what may happen in layer 9 i dont want to see it i dont want to know how the fuck do you bring the story of a game like THIS#to an end. come on#ultrakill spoilers#act 3 spoilers
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2. What was the first moment that they knew they were in love with their LI?
13. How do they react at being away from each other?
26. How important is the romance in your OCâs overall story?
these are going under a cut for length, but thank you!!!
2. What was the first moment that they knew they were in love with their LI?
There were a lot of little moments for Nailah, but if one had to be chosen as the moment... it'd be the one they shared before scaling Mount Gulg. She pieced together who the Exarch was shortly before then, and though she still didn't know why he was doing what he was, hearing someone she deeply trusted speak so warmly to her after some of the worst experiences in her life set her heart on fire for him.
It's a similar story for G'raha - several smaller moments rather than one big one - but the through-line of all of those bits was seeing Nailah let down her walls and just be herself. He fell in love with each glimpse of her gentle nature, each quiet chuckle he heard, each shy smile he caught... it was a slow, inevitable love for him.
13. How do they react at being away from each other?
If he's not kept busy, G'raha falls into wistful pining pretty quickly. His thoughts regularly drift to thinking about (or worrying over) Nailah, and he writes letters when his yearning becomes too much to bear. The letters rarely get sent - apparently postmoogles don't accept 'nondescript Eorzean wilderness' as a valid mailing address - so he stores them in Nailah's annex room for her to read when she returns.
While Nailah likes having time for herself, she doesn't like staying away from G'raha for too long - he's one of very few people she's comfortable being herself around, and going back into the public eye alone isn't something she enjoys. Tiring as it is, she retreats to her colder, distant professionalism, fighting off her yearning with her poetry in dark inn rooms or secluded camps while collecting stories and trinkets as gifts for her lover upon her return. The longer she's kept away, the colder she comes across to those around her - though admittedly, it's hard for strangers to notice the difference.
26. How important is the romance in your OC's overall story?
it's important, but it's not the be-all end-all if that makes sense? it's the culmination of lessons she learns through her journeys, but it's not the point of her story. the romance is supposed to represent Nailah finding her own self worth and choosing to pursue something for herself, even if that something is as small as loving someone else. she needs a space to figure herself out and just... be Nailah, and G'raha gives her that and more, while she gives him just as much support and encouragement in his own choices - choices that he also is starting to pursue for himself.
...i think that's as good an explanation as i can give without incoherently rambling tbh.
#answered asks#thank you for the asks!!! im sorry they took so long!!!#oc: hrothwol#ship tag goes here#lil more context bc i cannot stop myself and clearly dont understand formatting#nailah held a candle for g'raha since the very end of the crystal tower raids#but she was in no state to recognize those feelings or do anything about them at the time#(the first spark here was hearing him talk about his dreams with such conviction and warmth -#- she wanted to hear him speak of her like that one day... but didnt understand why)#so she chalked it up to missing someone she was unexpectedly attached to#g'raha was convinced nailah hated him at the start of the ct raids since she kept him at arms length#and she kept wandering off to be alone (her echo was acting up and she needed a lot of breaks)#...it was a whole thing but they eventually talked it out and she started opening up to him#the whole 'century alive with only stories of the Warrior of Light' thing did mess with his memory of her#so there was a little culture shock(?) when he sees her again in shb#(nailah was pretty frustrated during early shb so he got a pretty skewed first impression again lol)#he fell in love with who she actually was over the shb story and as he fully remembered their time together#...holy shit thats a lotta tags...#i appreciate any of y'all that read these#and apologize for exploding your dashes it will happen again ;-;
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whennnnn did victor actually start killing people i have got to know. was it before or after gus found him. hello.
#gray.txt#he definitely seemed super comfortable with it in bcs so.#plus he was the main one chosen for like shooting and killing people (arturo. injuring ignacio. him and tyrus originally gonna kill werner#b4 mike decided to. victor being the one apart of the original ignacio death plan. etc.)#so itâs obvious that gus knew he was⊠good at that?#canât lie iâm leaning towards before gus purely bc of the way jeremiah talks abt victor still being a bit new to the whole thing in bcs#and like. how often would gus be sending his ass to war enough for him to be desensitized. all while being new.#so. makes sense for it to be before i guess.#though i fucking love the idea of um. victor lying a little bit and telling gus heâs had experience in the past and acting all desensitized#in the beginning just so he could make a good impression and so that gus would take him more seriously#you know what i mean? thatâs a fun one.#though either way i definitely think overall? by the time he showed his ass in bcs he did not give a single shit abt killing. lol#like okayyyyy mr âdo it quick before you pass outâ. okay mr almost killed that motherfucker cause you felt silly and shot him again.#< IM SAYING THIS OUT OF LOVE I LOVE HIM.#anyway this is my attempt at a lighthearted post after thinking abt victor so hard i almost threw up.
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i have a headache but also i dont want to go to sleep just yet dkjnfjds i want me-time
(warning: as i was writing the tags of this post this turned into another kinda-heavy rant about the situation my group of friends and i are. so keep that in mind)
#things were weird today when She(tm) was there but when she left things were normal again#but these hours were kinda stressful rip or more like... there was an inherent discomfort and tension in the air#with some ugly commentaries and actions on her part. like its your (supposed) best friend's birthday at least try to hide your disgust đ#birthday you ~apparently~ forgot until it the day before. also you didnt had a single penny to spend on the gift for him#but you sure as hell had it to go eat with your college friends to expensive places! girl at least dont post about it on insta#and just in case; this wasnt a '*goes to expensive places before* -oh i dont have money sowwy :(('#this was a '-oh i dont have money sowwy :(( *goes to expensive places after it*'#what we were asking for collaboration was way less than what she spent on those places. it was AT THE VERY LEAST 3000 ars per food#and you know what she wanted to give for the gift? 500 ars!!! you cant buy shit with it; let alone if we only collaborated with 500 each#like she wanted. we're 4; genuine question what kinda shit can you buy for $2000. maybe a good quality cup but we already gave him that#but even then the point is not the money; the thing is the attitude. you cant spend more than $500 on us#but you can spend at least $6000 on your other friends; given you went to eat with them two days in a row. priorities i guess?#OH! and talking about it!! can you fucking believe she INVESTIGATED the phone of our ~new~ friend (the one shes jealous of)#and DEADASS said 'oh i see. my mom has an A51'. our friend has an A20 if im not wrong; which might not be an A51 but its. still expensive??#also your mom has an A51 but you have an iPhone 5 since you were on high school. but hey; apple i am right?? inherently better than an A20#sorry i have less than that; i have an A10s (that i got on the start of 2020). can i still breathe the same air as you and your mom /s#once again the problem is not the money or the phone or WHATEVER. its the fucking attitude shes having. you want to pretend you have money#and act like youre superior to people who 'dont'; when in reality YOU ARE MIDDLE CLASS. YOU ARENT UPPER CLASS; NOT EVEN UPPER-MIDDLE CLASS#YOURE MIDDLE CLASS. MIDDLE CLASS LIKE THE REST OF US; NOT LIKE YOUR COLLEGE FRIENDS YOU LOVE SO MUCH AND WANT TO IMPRESS#YOU SPEND MONEY YOU DEFINITELY DONT HAVE BECAUSE YOU WANT TO APPEAR UPPER-MIDDLE AT THE VERY LEAST. but thats a lie#a lie that if these beloved friends bothered to ACTUALLY know even the slightest about you; like we do; would fall apart. but they wouldnt!#because they dont care about you as much as we care(d). do you think they will tolerate this fucking attitude youre having towards us?#no they wouldnt. trust me; they WOULDNT. they will tell you to fuck off and leave you completely alone. go cry a river.#god fucking dammit why are you like this. WHY you turned like this. or rather; why we were SO GODDAMN blind we didnt noticed this before#negative
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Shakes the bars of my cage I need to draw soooo bad I need to draw I need to draw let me draw I have to draw I need to draw I must draw (<- has been too sick to be on electronics much and doesn't like doing traditional art)
#rat rambles#Im starting to feel better tho Im betting within a day or two Ill have made a full recovery#but I just have so many things I wanna draw all the sudden and its killing me#its because I've been thinking abt ocs again and that gives me a lot more options lol#in particular I've been thinking abt marci and toon more again recently#its just the two of them flirting in their mutual workplace environment with toon being dead serious and marci doing it ironically#the main thing is that marci was rly under the impression that toon like. hated her and was taunting her since they're friends with loonie#who long story short is marci's ex childhood best friend who she fell out with after the death of loonie's mom#the two are not on good terms in the slightest and marci knows very well that loonie would want her dead if she had been more honest#so as toon starts to like get more casual and like genuine with marci as the two spend more time together marci warms up somewhat but still#doesn't rly see toon as a friendly figure until they take her out to a museum and marci kind of snaps a bit and asks toon to stop beating#around the bush and is caught off guard when toon seems genuinely kind of hurt and meekly explains that they were just trying to help her#because she had seemed rly stressed and sad all the time and they thought that their lil dates had been helping her relax a bit#that confrontation left marci initially feeling confused but after the initial shock she was mostly left with a sense of dread and guilt#partially because she had just snapped at someone who she had grown to care abt for no reason and partially because she now felt that she#was hiding stuff from toon that would cause them to change their mind on her immediately if they knew#aka that she and loonie are divorced and that she thinks its mom sucked absolute ass (which she did)#oh and also that she used to have a crush on the guy that killed its mom who was also his mom which is also the reason she hates said mom#said mom treated him (aka midas) like shit and tried to get him killed several times#so when all hell broke loose marci at the end ended up mourning midas much more than his mom who everyone else was mourning#including loonie since it actually had a very positive relationship with its mom and a very distant relationship from its siblings#now marci never admitted all of this to anyone but she did act on those feelings to eventually lash out at loonie causing a huge fight#basically she yelled at it for being pushy and clingy and forcing her into a job she didnt want and expecting her to solve all its problems#the two dont necessarily hate eachother but they definitely heavily resent eachother#they still often long for eachothers companionship but not nearly enough for either to wanna make ammends#so toon quite liking both of them causes some internal conflict for the both of them#loonie is fully aware that toon has a big ol crush on marci but doesnt stop them from being friends with her even if it makes it sad#and marci rly wishes that toon wasnt friends with loonie but feels guilty for feeling that way#its a complicated situation and one that rly isn't helped by the fact that one of the three has the dead god queen mom#loonie could get away with a Lot and everyone knows it
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One of the things I think about sometimes is that time I told my nepotism manager, in much nicer terms, to fuck around and find out if he wants to make me mad again. Then went above his head and tattled on him to his wife, the owner, and his cousin, the other owner, telling them exactly what I told him and that it wasn't an empty threat.
He backed off and pretty much leaves me alone bow lmao
#straight up told the dude that im autistic not stupid#and if he wants to stop me from doing the main part of my job#but then get mad at me for doing the other major part of my job#then its going to be his problem if he wants to make me mad again#tbh i also told him that if he pulls that shit again then im just not going to listen to him and he can suck it up#this fucker is also aware that im literally LEGALLY DISABLED because of my processing issues but acts like im not#i think he also forgot about telling me to my face that his 4y/o son would be better at the job that ive done for 8 years#until i mentioned it#because he got real quiet real quick#like yeah#i have a shit memory#but im also the type of person to remember tiny insignificant details#and being called stupid by the man who has to constantly ask you how to do shit really leaves an impression on someone#auDHD#also im the type of person who doesnt like to get angry#id much rather just laugh it off and hope the asshole has the day they deserve#but thats because im very non confrontational#and im aware of my temper that burns like thermite#ill be seemingly fine until suddenly the spark catches and my anger burns so fiercely that it scares me#i get described at work as bubbly and easy going#but in those moments youd never be able to see that as truth#but within moments the rage is gone and only apathy for the fucker who pissed me off remains#and apathy is far more unsettling than sudden rage#because now im not masking#i dont have the energy left to mask for the sake of someone who isnt worth a second of my time#and the unfortunate part of being autistic is that i know i make nerotypicals uncomfortable when i dont mask
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all mine (pt.2)
closeted/in denial abby anderson x reader
pt.1: you told me your new man donât make you nut, thatâs a damn shame.
please click here!
tags: sub!abby, dom!reader, experienced!reader, mentions of owen, tbh trauma from owen, strap-on sex, cunnilingus, 69ing, dry humping, grinding, nonexplicit masturbation, lowkey voyeurism+exhibitionism ish? thereâs plot i swear.
A/N: im well aware that i apologize in every post i make and that its redundant, but im still sorry that i took forever to write.
so. some of this may sound a little familiar from the first part, but itâs simply just drawing parallels between abbyâs and your stances on one another.
this gets gradually worse and worse. i think the quality started landsliding once i reached the smut. enjoy!
itâs been near âround a week later, and abbyâs avoiding you like the fucking devil. in factâ by the way sheâs been acting, you think she might even believe so. sheâs never felt so inexplicably thrown off. clickers, bloaters⊠couple of well-aimed shots and theyâre no deal. but you? the ghost of your touches haunt her day and night. sheâs like a woman possessed. and sheâs insatiable.
her once weekly visits to the chapel have become daily: hour-long stays spent on her knees, prayers whispered hastily under her breath, eyes darting to paranoically try to catch potential eavesdroppers.
even owen, the air-headed asshole, has been left victim, or perhaps victor, to the effects of your actions. in a desperate attempt to ease her whirling mind, or rather, to ease the painful throbbing between her thighs, abbyâs seemed to have turned to her boyfriend as a last ditch effort.
abbyâs newfound flood of arousal, pooling and pleading, only to be met by owenâs two incher every night have had his ego blowing up fucking obnoxiously.
âgod, abby, youâre fuckinâ desperate for my dick lately,â heâd gloat, hilariously blind to his girlfriendâs infidelity.
unfortunately for abby, her pathetic resorts have done nothing to quiet the moaning mess of guilt-filled memories. if anything, theyâve done quite the opposite.
sheâs been left to the mercy of her palm, heel of it digging into her clit while sheâs beside the sleeping figure of owen, straining every massive muscle in her body to give her that orgasm she so badly needs.
itâs to no avail, though. stuck gasping and tearing up against a pillow, her poor pussy crying for some semblance of relief. and whatâs left is a week-long edged abby anderson, ms. âtop soldierâ, whoâs back to shooting no better than a freshly new recruit.
whatâs up with that, hm?
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2am now, in the isolated west dormitoryâs showers, and abbyâs at it again. her body starving for your touch; your sinful, corrupting, addictive touch, and sheâs failing to appease her needs once more.
âmmph- fuck, ah-please,â abby begs into her forearm, groaning as two thick fingers plunge deep into her sopping hole, thrusting in and out messily.
itâs exhausting to fuck the way you do. even with her arms the impressive size they are, itâs impossibly demanding to reach every nerve you had reached, filthy sounds echoing along the tile walls, taunting her.
abby knows whatâs coming, or really, the lack of it.
skin pink from the heat of the water, she abandons her effort, shutting the stream off with a squeak and ventures the locker room to get dressed for the night.
her mind wanders to youâ thatâs all it ever seems to do as of recently, and she thinks about how she almost misses your antics. she canât place her finger on what it is exactly about you that makes her chase every teasing interaction so masochistically.
maybe itâs your lopsided smile that lures her in, or that glint in your eye she gets caught up in. or maybe itâs just that she knows she shouldnât want you, and itâs so deliciously wrong, and thatâs why sheâs got to have you.
towel flung over her shoulder, abby makes her way out, only to stop in her tracks when she hears the loud slam of a locker door.
what the fuck? wasnât the bathroom empty when she last checked??
cheeks burning at the mistaking of her privacy, she swivels the corner, furious to see who the fuck else is using the west dorm showers at this hour. of all the hours.
and, well, abbyâs frozen in place when sheâs met with the sight of a mystery someoneâs bare back. but oh, how she recognizes you, you and your wet hair, slinging droplets down your smooth skin, trailing lower and lower and-
you cough, breaking her trance. baby blue eyes dart up, caught, as you slide your tank on, smirking.
âhey, anderson.â
that just about does it for her. abby slams an open locker door shut, almost sprinting out of the room.
and really, thereâs no choice but for you to follow her, practically hunting her down as she sharply turns down random hallways, clearly attempting to outrun you. abby makes a wrong turn soon enough, and you honestly think you might burst out into laughter because of the funny way fate seems to string the two of you together.
the blondeâs backed herself into a corner, and it just so happens to be your residential corner. you canât help but wonder if she already knew where your room was located.
âscared, anderson?â slips out of your mouth, and it feels significant, reminiscent of the week before. you stare her down, wet strands clinging to her skin to match yours, and itâs like the two of you know whatâs to come with your words. the inevitable.
youâre not sure which one of you moves first, rubber band of tension snapping as your lips collide in a catastrophic sort of way. youâre scrambling to blindly dial your dorm code in and tugging abby by her shirt in a tangle of limbs and saliva.
âiâll play nice,â you pant, âeven after that disappearing stunt you pulled last week.â
abby laughs, whispering, âwhoops,â under her breath before pulling you in for another dizzying kiss, tongue eagerly curling into your mouth like sheâs been waiting years for a taste.
you wrap your fingers around her hair with a tug, and the low groan that escapes from the back of abbyâs throat has you repeating the motion again and again as you veer her backwards to fall atop your bed. you follow, straddling her, not wanting to spend a second apart from the fucking drug that her mouth is.
your hips grind down on their own, burning and desperate for stimulation. abby, in return, wraps a strong hand around your throat, pulling you even deeper into a sloppy kiss to swallow your moans as she pushes her hips up to meet yours.
âfuck,â you gasp, clit catching against the seam of your shorts with every roll.
abbyâs mind has gone blurry with arousal, drunk off the satisfaction of finally getting what her bodyâs begged for. every pretty noise that slips out of your mouth sends pulses of pleasure straight through her bundle of nerves, and every touch of skin has her feeling set ablaze.
but as always, she needs more.
she maneuvers you easily under her big frame, your head tipping back in a soft whine as she latches herself onto your throat, biting and soothing your skin over.
sheâs lodged a leg in between your own, mimicking your position as she wildly bucks her hips down onto you. âplease,â she breathes out, tears welling in her eyes with how foreign this feeling is. she canât bring herself to care about how needy sheâs acting, because to starve, is to take anything.
âjust like that, baby, youâre soaking my thigh,â you coo, continuing to dry hump her leg like sheâs nothing but a toy to you. the whimper she lets out at the name you call her is downright criminal, and the way her movements pick up have you groaning it out again. âcâmon baby, make a mess of yourself for me,â you grab her meaty hips, grinding her harder down against you.
âgonna-â she gasps into your neck, before shuddering against you as she cums with a cry, muscular thighs holding you so desperately tight in place. you almost scream, caught in the iron grip she has your body in, stopped so close to your own finish. you dig your nails into the flesh of abbyâs hips, hearing her moan as the pain mixes with pleasure, and echo the sound yourself as the burning in your core starts up again.
âjust let me, for a minute- i need you- just stay here, shit,â you ramble, gripping her hair for leverage while you fuck yourself faster against her thigh.
every twitch of a muscle beneath your soaked pussy has you reeling, unable to wrap your mind around what a massive fucking crime it is, for another woman not to have experienced the absolute blessing it is to have abby andersonâs defined-ass thigh to grind on.
you glance down at abby, and the fucked-out expression she has on, all watery doe-eyed as she peers up at you, mesmerized, has you throbbing enough to match your heart rate.
curse after curse flies out of your mouth as she attaches her mouth to your neck again, biting down as you let go of that coil tugging on your navel.
abbyâs no sooner clambering atop you, diving in to taste your sounds as she scoops you onto her lap, practically growling, âfuckinâ get over here,â under her breath.
as your vision returns, she attacks your mouth with a sloppy kiss, colliding teeth, and youâre unbearably hungry for more.
âlet me- iâm gonna taste you,â you breath out, shoving abbyâs back down with a push.
she falls back with a soft thud, eyes not leaving you once. âplease, fuck- taste me, have me,â abby affirms, scrambling to tug her shorts off.
the massive soaked patch at the center her boxers have your eyes rolling into your skull. âshit, anderson,â you run a finger over her clothed slit, giggling as she jerks her hips up.
âshut up,â she rasps, her words harsh, but the small smile on her face says otherwise.
you grin up at her, âdidnât say anything,â before licking a fat stripe up her covered pussy.
her response is immediate, hands fisting into your hair to pull your mouth closer, actions the epitome of more, more, more.
you flatten your tongue, licking, and meshing her arousal with your saliva to entirely soak her boxers wet. you wrap your lips around where you guess to be her clit, based off the place her legs tremble when your tongue reaches it, and suck hard.
âthere,â abby whines out, back flying off the mattress, and youâre so very desperate to see what other fun reactions she has in store for you, you grab at her waistband to unveil her pretty dripping pussy.
up close, face to face, you get to really admire the work of art she is. the divets of muscle adorning her thighs frame her pussy almost in a greek-goddess sort of way. light brownish-blonde curls of hair that reach out to your mouth, trying to pull you in closer. sheâs beautiful. youâre in complete control of her right now, and holding the reins of such an unreal being has you groaning into her slick eagerly, hands holding her spread wide open while you feast.
youâre dipping your tongue into her sopping mess, teasing and thrusting, feeling her gummy walls flutter around every brush of the muscle. you dart a thumb up to circle her puffy clit, red, from her earlier actions, and the way abbyâs legs kick upâ almost hitting you in the face, has you giggling again into her pussy. the vibrations of your laugh make abby squeal, thighs clamping around your head, and then sheâs tugging at your hair, chanting, âstopstopstopstop,â and you, of course, oblige immediately.
your face comes up covered in her wetness, arousal dripping from your chin as you lick your lips in an halfhearted attempt to clean yourself up. âsorry, sorry, i- did you want me to stop?â you ramble, concerned that you mightâve gone a little too far this time, getting yourself involved with a taken straight girl.
abbyâs face flushes a deep red, even darker than it had been from your actions, as she catches her breath and looks away. âno, i- can you, uhm.â
you catch on to her hesitation, newer to sex thats more than just, well, dick. you rub her calves soothingly, âuse your words, baby, you got it.â
she visibly gulps, thighs pressing tight around your body, âcan i?â she asks, almost sulkily as her hands move to tug at your shorts.
âoh-!â slips out of your mouth, surprised, âyeah, yeah you can.â
she lets out a soft okay, tugging harder now, slipping her calloused fingers under your waistband as well so as to drag both down together. abbyâs groans, low and heady, at the sight of your glistening pussy, practically dripping down your thighs from just getting her off. âthis too,â she murmurs, sliding your tank off before you can blink.
sheâs pulling you in closer, as if sheâs in a trance, as she wraps her lips hesitantly around one of your perked nipples. the high-pitched sigh you let out is more than enough encouragement for her to continue, warm tongue flicking at it as she sucks around your breast. âis this okay?â she pulls away to whisper, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear as she looks up at you, eyes wide.
âfuck- yes, just,â you push her head back in, her lips abiding immediately as they gently pull at your nipple, teeth grazing the most sensitive parts of your chest as you arch your back into it, quiet moans ringing in her air.
all of a sudden youâre being turned around, confused, until your hips are being lifted up towards abbyâs stuck-out tongue and youâre shaking with your face pressed to her thigh while she experimentally kitten-licks around your hole, unknowingly teasing you.
her nose brushes ever-so-slightly over your pulsing clit as her tongue passes just over your dripping mess, and it has you crying out, âthere, please- right there, please,â breath hot over her own throbbing pussy.
her hips jerk up at the sensation, and you take the hintâ latching your lips around her own clit and stuffing two fingers easily into her hole, moaning at the feeling of her squeezing tight around you.
itâs no wonder abbyâs the top soldier of wlf. for a girl whoâs only ever been with the most lacking, vanilla man ever, she picks up fast. each action of yours is borderline self-serving, with the way abbyâs mimicking every move not even a moment after, so adorably eager to please.
abby had this insistent need to pull every pretty sound from you, whether she got it through grazing her teeth against your clit, or curling a thick finger against your g-spot, she was determined to hear itâ to the point where you thought she mightâve even needed it. and itâs what made sex with her so intoxicating.
she wasnât like any of the other girls you typically hooked up with, and thatâs not to say the girls you usually got with were bad to fuck⊠they just werenât as invested in your pleasure as you were with theirs. and as the type to get off on giving rather than receiving, this was especially new. youâve never been with someone like you. and god, does it take the cake.
abbyâs really coming to terms with all the ways she can use her especially large everythings to make you feel good, murmuring into your pussy, ââm fuckinâ splitting you open with my fingers, pretty,â as she pushes in a third finger to your sopping hole, relishing in the squelch that comes with the thrust.
your thighs shake around her head, stimulated beyond compare as you continue your ministrations on abbyâs pussy, humming mhms into it to encourage more of her bolder ventures.
âmm-fuck, can feel you choking my fingers. you gonna cum, hm?â she mumbles cockily, the high from your reactions sending her mind into a frenzy.
âshit, please, need it so bad,â you croak out, taking only mere seconds apart from tonguing down her puffy clit.
âah- god, me too, pretty. cum on my tongue,â she says, and the fucking vulgarity of it, so downright shocking to hear from ms. straight christian prude over here, has you riding your orgasm out, trembling heat overtaking your body like a california wildfire. matched moans come from beneath you, as abbyâs hips fuck up against your mouth, legs flexing deliciously as the two of you reach your peaks together, the world slowing.
you slide your body off of hers, turning around to be met with a sight to behold. your cum, all over abbyâs mouth, shining on the tip of her nose, remnants leaked onto her chinâ and you have not a doubt you look the same mess. you yank her into a sloppy kiss, fluids mixing in your mouths in the most animalistic nature.
âiâm not done with you,â you say, eyebrows scrunched as you take in her fucked-out expression.
âi know,â she whispers, âgive me more,â she breathes out.
abby slips out of her tank, finally, using the cloth to gently wipe your face and hers, action a bit too intimate for what you guys have, but neither of you decide to call out on it.
âyou gonna let me fuck you?â you ask quietly, running a hand over her chest softly, enamored, as abby shivers from your words.
âplease fuck me,â she whimpers, tone all pouty and petulant as she watches your hand trace ambiguous shapes over her skin.
âso polite,â you tease lightly, pulling her in for a brief kiss before reaching over to your bedside drawer and pulling out your favorite strap, just the one for the special girl in front of you.
8 inches, hot pink, with a slight curve to it, but most importantly, never been used on anyone other than yourself, by yourself.
âitâs so-â she stutters nervously, thighs rubbing together in anticipation as you secure the toy onto your hips.
âpretty?â you finish, unable to help your laugh as she looks at you, so clearly not thinking of your response.
âyeah,â she shrugs, âsuppose it is.â
itâs quiet in the room as you finish latching the silicone dick onto yourself, the two of you settling into the weight of your impulse-fueled actions.
you gently pull open her closed legs, settling yourself between them as you tease her entrance with the tip of the toy, covering it with her cum. you then spit down onto it, twisting your hand around to coat, and hear abby ask, âwhatâre you doing?â
you continue to prep the toy with easy motions, committed by memory, âi know youâre soaked, anderson, but itâs still a dick youâre taking, baby.â
âi just mean- i, you know,â
you hum, âowen doesnât put in the effort, huh? and i bet youâre not even a quarter as wet for him as you are for me,â scoffing.
âdonât-â
âitâs the truth though, isnât it?â
ââŠyeah.â
âthatâs what i thought.â
you thumb her clit in circles, using her slick as lube to rub over it smoothly, relishing in the way abbyâs head falls back and her hips jolt up. âthatâs it, ease up for me,â you murmur.
you prod again at her entrance with the toy, sliding the tip in slightly as she hisses, ââm sti-still sensitive.â
âand youâre gonna take it like the fuckinâ slut you are, anderson, arenât you?â you tsk, pushing a couple inches more into her.
âshit- yes, yes maâam,â she whimpers out, legs threatening to close from the new stretch.
âbecause even after all that time in the shower, nothing can fill you like i do,â you finish, thrusting the full length of you into her tight pussy, abby nodding repeatedly as her back arches up.
her moans pick up alongside your hips, voice breaking with every thrust as you push into that one sensitive spot deep inside with obvious expertise.
âso, s-so go-od,â she cries, hands gripping into the bedsheets as she searches for some tie back to reality.
you smirk satisfactorily, fast pace fueled by the sight of abbyâs open mouth, drool spilling out the sides as her voice grows hoarse from constant use. you fuck her hard, strength channeled from the anger you bore against her homophobic attitudes, and jealousy you garnered towards owen and his idiotic male self.
you lock your eyes with abby, sweat dripping down your face as you zero down on her, slamming into her pussy with no reprieve. âno more owen,â you say, each word punctuated by another deep thrust.
âthis is so wrong, this is so fucked,â abby rambles, nervous eyes darting around the room so as to avoid your gaze. her eyebrows are tugged together, head shaking no: but no to argue your words, or no to agree with them?
âhas something so wrong ever felt so good?â you pant out, âtell me baby.â
âi canât, i canât, i canât,â she repeats, torn between what felt right in her head, and what felt so right in her heart. âturn me over,â she babbled, not wanting to head-on face the fucking sin-filled act she was committing.
âyou tried running, baby. and howâd that work for you?â you ask, fed up. âyouâre still back here, a fucking mess, and all for me.â
âwhatâs it gonna take for you to face the fact that youâre getting fucked by a girl, and itâs so much better than anything youâve ever experienced?â
abbyâs eyes scrunch tight, trying to tune you out, but her moans still wrench out from the back of her throat, guttural and unstoppable.
you slide out finally, earning you a soft whine of disagreement, toy dripping with her slick with the tip pressed against her folds. âlook at me, abby.â
and fuck. sheâs never taken notice to the fact that youâve never said her name beforeâbut god does it sound so pretty coming out of your mouth. and god is it enough to make her wrestle her eyelids open and stare you dead in the eyes, blue clashing with the darkness you reeked in.
âsay that again,â she whispers, look full of pleading. 4 letters, 2 syllables, but it has her core tensing and her heart racing a mile.
âtell me youâre mine, abby,â you breath, and she almost finishes right there and then.
âiâm yours,â she says, a single tear breaking free from her right eye, baptizing her skin, absolving her of guilt.
âgood,â you choke out, bottoming entirely into her as she releases a cry. your movements quicken, ravenous, chasing the sweet whines that fill the room.
abbyâs tits bounce with each thrust, and you reach down to give her sensitive nipples a pinch, making her reach an all time new height of pleasure. her chest heaves, curses slur, as she squirms under your touch, nearing an unbearably overstimulated state.
âfeels- gonna cum,â she moans, barely holding on.
âcum for me,â you demand, needing to see her fall apart now more than ever as you pound into her harder, fingers rubbing harsh circles into her clit.
âs-shit,â she gasps, throwing her head back as her walls tighten around the toy, ââm- fuck, god- fuck! âm cumming!â
loud squelching noises overtake the room, complete with the sight of abby writhing beneath you as spurts of her juices drench your moving cock.
her chest heaves, mouth open in a silent scream as she comes down from her high, squirming with overstimulation.
you can see the moment her brain clicks, panic in her eyes clear as her skin turns pasty white.
âiâm so sorry i didnât mean to do that i donât know how-â
âabby.â
â-that happened ive never done that before, like who-â
âabby.â
â-fucking pisses on someone like that iâm so sorry ill clean it-â
âABBY.â
her eyes shoot up to meet yours, frame cowering as she mumbles a quiet apology again, so obviously uneducated in the realm of half-decent orgasms.
âyou squirted, abby, you didnât piss on me for christâs sake. it was hot. now donât worry about it, iâm very honored,â you chide lightly, cradling abbyâs heated face in your hand.
you stand up, grabbing a clean towel and wetting it with warm water from your kettle. striding over, you spread abbyâs legs lightly, running the towel gently over her worked-out center, breath hitching, hips jerking with your touch.
âwhy are you- you donât have to-â abby stutters, grabbing your wrist.
you pause, confused. âabby, iâm not a fucking dick, contrary to belief,â you scoff.
she doesnât let go. âno thatâs not what i- i didnât mean it like that, itâs just, you know.â she waits for you to look up at her, before looking away. âyou donât have to fuss over me.â
a laugh bubbles out of you before you can stop it. âyou mean owen doesnât-? yeah, who am i kidding, of fucking course he doesnât âdo aftercare,â god, what a dick!â you groan, facepalming.
âabby, baby, this is fucking normal. owen just sucks,â you smirk, her cheeks flushing at your words. âlet me take care of you,â you continue more softly, nudging her grip off as you drag the towel over her sternum next, cleaning off any remnants left from the two of you.
abbyâs quiet now, eyes following your every movement, curious almost, a bit hesitantâ as if sheâs not sure what to do with herself in the meanwhile. sheâs stiff to the touch, frame shrunken now due to the sheer vulnerability of it all. bare as the day she was born, and touched like sheâs never done wrong a minute in her life.
she doesnât know how to feel about it. wisps of hair tickle her nose, and so she scratches it, pushing her hair away, tugging it behind her ears. and youâre right there on it, wordlessly turning her around as you begin to comb through her hair loosely, pulling it into a simple braid. the same hairstyle she displays everyday, always done by her own hand: tight, knot-free, and burning into her scalp. a reminder to remain true to her virtues, live by strict rules, and not stray from the lordâs path.
but the way you braid is so different. youâre careful to tie in the tickling wisps, but not harsh. effective, but not pushing. with owen she feels like an accessory, but you make her feel like someone worth worshipping. and so, the only burning she feels is not on her scalp, but behind her eyes.
you do notice the subtle tremble in abbyâs shoulders, droplets trickling down her cheeks as you weave her hair through, but you make no comment on it. certainly not with the way your own hands fumble her golden strands, fingers shaking into the knots. you tie the end of it up.
âi should go,â abby whispers, standing to grab her scattered clothes.
you remain seated, mouth opening and closing like a fish, as your lips struggle to wrap around the words your heart is singing out for.
you settle on one.
âstay,â you blurt, louder than you intended, the word ringing in the tense air.
abby freezes, hand outstretched towards her tossed shirt. her head edged just the slightest bit towards you, like subconsciously, she was waiting for you to say something.
âjust- stay,â you whisper this time, more unsure. waiting for the rejection you know is to come. and while your brain is screaming for you to let her go, your eyes are hooked onto abbyâs figureâ searching intently for the smallest signal of her response.
you see her breath catch in her throat.
âokay,â she whispers back, and her head turns just enough for your gazes to lock, matched desperation surging.
sheâs drawn back to the bed like a magnet pulled to its twin, the mattress dipping as she settles in the space beside you.
and abby feels the heat of your drilling stare, one she refuses to return. she has no more fire left in her, not for you, just contemplation. a longing for more, an urge to savor, an ache to feel.
so abby faces the door, and you face her back, waiting for the day sheâll turn around.
so what did we think guys?!?? this was 4.7k words. crazy.
ok. so notice the tear coming from her right eye during that whole end part of the sex. note that it came from her RIGHT eye. scientifically speaking, thatâs a tear of joy. BOOOOOOM MIC DROP.
i, unfortunately, shot for the stars and tried to make this deeper. hard to do that when youâre not in touch with your emotions. so now you guys are stuck being confused. good luck!
anyways. the final scene is supposed to represent where they metaphorically stand in their relationship. reader is trying to bond with abby, or at least making an effort to, hence her facing abby. abby canât come to terms with all this, but sheâs trying! sheâs not fully accepted the homosexual part of herself though, the side that comes out with reader, so sheâs facing the door. FACING IT, not leaving through it. ;)
also, yes, owen goes in dry. itâs canon. do not come at me.
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Im glad iâm not the only one who saw 4ngel1vâs ai pics!! It just brewed up another idea! I told you it would be soon.
Think about Gp Nat as a beefy bodyguard and reader is like a famous singer or actorđ€·ââïž. And they didnât meet on great terms, but reader ends up hiring nat and whatever it was between them grew. But thing is that they couldn't distinguish their tension from hate. One thing that reader could distinguish though, was Nats jealousy. SO LIKE A YKYK ENEMIES TO LOVERS BUT RLLY SLOW PROCESS TO LOVERS n smuttyyđ€
âWhatâs with the attitude, you werenât as grumpy earlier?â
âLoosen up a little, itâs fine to be a risky once in a while, Natashaâ
âYouâre giving me a handjob at YOUR premiere. Weâre thinking of two different versions of risky.â
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I'm not going anywhere. | N.R
Bodyguard!Natasha x Younger!Actress!Reader
Warnings: 18+! MINORS DNI! G!P Natasha, Age gap ( R is 22 and Nat is 32) Inappropriate behavior, so much teasing, kinda handjob, begging, rough sex, pet names, angst
Word Count: 9,5k
A/N: Okay, when this is posted I'll be driving 200 km/h on the highway for the next 36 hours. So I hope everything works out, because I don't have the chance to reply right now đ«¶đŒđ„ž
Thank you my lovely anon, you served again đ I really enjoyed writing this, even though I was very carried away
You were born and raised in a small, picturesque town in the heart of the countryside. Your parents, both teachers, instilled a love of learning and creativity in you from an early age. Your mother, an English teacher, often read you classic literature at bedtime, sparking a lifelong passion for storytelling. Your father, a drama teacher, introduced you to the world of theater and encouraged you to participate in school plays and local theater productions.
As a child, you were curious and imaginative, often inventing elaborate stories and characters in your head. You were very popular in your community for your kind heart and lively personality. Despite your small-town upbringing, you always dreamed of something bigger and longed for the excitement and opportunities that lay beyond the boundaries of your hometown.
At 16, your life took a decisive turn when you attended a summer acting camp. The camp was located in a bustling city, a stark contrast to your quiet hometown. There, you met aspiring actors, directors, and producers and for the first time, felt like you belonged. Your talent was quickly recognized by the camp leaders, who encouraged you to pursue a career in acting.
Upon returning home, you were more determined than ever to follow your dreams. You participated in every theater production you could to hone your craft and build a portfolio of diverse roles. Your parents, though initially concerned about the uncertainty of an acting career, wholeheartedly supported you and believed in your talent and dedication.
At 18, you moved to Los Angeles, the hub of the entertainment industry. The transition was daunting, you were a small-town girl in a sprawling, fast-paced city. You faced numerous rejections and challenges, working several part-time jobs to make ends meet while attending auditions and acting classes.
Your perseverance paid off when you landed a small role in an independent film. Though the role was minor, your performance caught the attention of a prominent casting director. Impressed by your natural talent and screen presence, the director recommended you for an audition for an upcoming blockbuster film from a major studio.
Nervous but excited, you gave your best at the audition. Weeks later, you received the life-changing news: you were cast in the lead role of the blockbuster film. The film was a huge success and catapulted you into the spotlight, making you an overnight sensation.
The sudden fame was overwhelming. You went from an anonymous aspiring actress to a celebrity constantly in the public eye. Paparazzi followed your every move, tabloids speculated about your private life, and fans demanded autographs and selfies everywhere you went. Although you were grateful for your success and the opportunities it brought, the lack of privacy and constant scrutiny were challenging.
Despite the challenges, you remained grounded, thanks to the support of your family and close friends. You continued to focus on your craft, taking on diverse roles to prove your versatility as an actress. You also used your platform to advocate for causes you believed in, earning you respect and admiration beyond your acting abilities
You are known for your down-to-earth personality and genuine kindness. You cherish your close circle of friends and often retreat to your hometown to escape the pressures of Hollywood and reconnect with your roots. Your parents remain your biggest supporters, proud of your achievements but always reminding you of the values they instilled in you.
In your free time, you enjoy reading, painting, and exploring new hobbies. You are a passionate traveler and find inspiration in the various cultures and stories you encounter. Despite your fame, you strive to lead a relatively normal life and appreciate the simple pleasures that keep you grounded.
4 years later.
The evening of the premiere was a whirlwind of flashing cameras, excited fans, and palpable excitement in the air. You, dressed in a stunning gown that perfectly captured your rising star status, had just finished a series of red carpet interviews. You felt a mix of excitement and nerves; this night was special not only because of the premiere of your new film but also because you were nominated for an award for another project. It could be the night you finally take home the coveted trophy.
As the event continued, you felt the familiar but inconvenient need to use the restroom. The premiere was in full swing, and you needed to be on stage soon. You made your way through the bustling crowd, your heels clicking on the polished marble floor of the grand theater.
Finally, you spotted the restroom sign and quickened your pace. But as you reached the door, you encountered an imposing figure: a tall, striking woman with piercing eyes and an aura of authority. Dressed in black, the woman stood guard in front of the restroom door, her stance rigid and alert.
"Excuse me, I need to use the restroom," you said, trying to maintain your polite demeanor despite the urgency of your situation.
The woman, whom you would later learn was Natasha Romanoff, did not move. "The restroom is occupied." Natasha replied sharply and unyieldingly. "Okay, surely there is a second stall..." you pleaded, glancing at the closed door behind Natasha.
Natasha's eyes narrowed slightly. "You'll wait.â Your patience was running thin. You were a rising star and not used to being dismissed so abruptly. "Come on, I need to go, please. This is really important."
Natasha's expression remained unmoved, her voice cold and professional. "I don't care where you need to go. My instruction is to ensure no one enters until it's clear. Now step back."
Frustration boiled within you. You couldn't believe this woman didn't recognize you, given the number of posters and billboards plastered with your face. "Listen, I understand you have a job to do, but so do I. And if I can't use the restroom right now, there will be a disaster."
Natasha smiled and leaned in slightly, "Then you'll have to hold it, sweetheart."
You were taken aback by the dismissive tone. You opened your mouth to retort, but before you could say anything, the door behind Natasha opened, and another actress emerged, thanking Natasha for her vigilance. The actressâs eyes widened when she saw you.
"Oh my God, Y/N! Congratulations on the nomination, I loved your performance in the last film.â the women gushed, clearly impressed. You forced a smile, still simmering with frustration. "Thank you. I'd love to chat, but I really need to use the restroom." The women looked at Natasha with a mix of surprise and something different. "Did you talked to her?â
Natasha's gaze remained unwavering and ignoring the question of the Women. âThe restroom is free now." she said, stepping aside without acknowledging the womenâs comment. You didn't waste a second and hurried past Natasha with a grateful nod. Inside the restroom, you took a moment to breathe, still fuming from the encounter but also somehow fascinated by the unyielding bodyguard.
When you emerged a few minutes later, you felt much calmer. Natasha was still there, like a sentinel. You couldn't help but feel a sense of challenge. You weren't used to being treated like an ordinary person, and part of you found Natasha's attitude both infuriating and refreshing. Without a word, you walked past Natasha, not giving her a second glance. As you walked away, you heard Natasha call after you: "Next time, plan better."
Your cheeks flushed with anger. You clenched your fists and kept walking, refusing to give Natasha the satisfaction of a response. The audacity of this woman! You couldn't believe how rude and dismissive she had been.
The energy in the grand theater was electric. The audience buzzed with excitement as the prestigious awards ceremony reached its climax. You, still feeling the irritation from the encounter with Natasha, took a deep breath as you awaited the announcement of the award. The presenter, a well-known acting veteran, took the stage and held the envelope containing the winner's name. "And the award for Best Actress goes to..." He paused for dramatic effect, letting the suspense build. "Y/N L/N!"
The room erupted in applause and cheers. Your heart raced as you stood up, your initial frustration forgotten in the wave of exhilaration. You moved gracefully to the stage, your gown sparkling under the bright lights. As you accepted the trophy, you couldn't help but smile at the outpouring of admiration and support from your peers and fans.
With the trophy in hand, you took a moment to collect your thoughts before beginning your speech. "Wow, this is incredible. I can hardly believe I'm standing here holding this award. First, I want to thank the cast and crew who made this film possible. You are all amazing, and I couldn't have done this without you."
As you continued your speech, your eyes wandered over the crowd, taking in the sea of faces. Then you saw her. Natasha. Despite the distance, Natasha's piercing gaze was unmistakable. Your smile faltered for a brief moment, but you quickly recovered. Natasha watched you intently, a slight smile on her lips. When your eyes met, Natasha winked.
The gesture, small but significant, sent a wave of annoyance through you. You could feel your cheeks heat up, not from embarrassment, but from the irritating coolness of the woman who had previously dismissed you so rudely. You continued your speech, trying to ignore the irritation under your calm facade.
"...And finally, I want to thank my family and friends for their unwavering support. You believed in me, even when I didn't believe in myself. This award belongs to you as much as it does to me. Thank you all." With a final wave, you stepped off the stage, your mind racing. The applause followed you, but your thoughts were fixated on Natasha. It was infuriating.
Backstage, you were surrounded by well-wishers and photographers, but your thoughts kept drifting back to Natasha. You couldn't shake the feeling that your paths would cross again in a significant way..
A few days after the awards ceremony, your agent called you with concerning news. "Y/N, we need to talk about your safety for your tour. There have been some..incidents." You frowned, recalling the increasing number of intrusive paparazzi and overly enthusiastic fans. "What kind of incidents?"
"Threatening letters, suspicious individuals trying to get close to you. It's getting serious, and we think it's time for you to consider a professional bodyguard." You sighed. The idea of having a bodyguard felt like a double-edged sword. You valued your privacy, but recent events had made you feel vulnerable. "Alright, who do you have in mind?"
Your agent hesitated for a moment. "There's someone highly recommended, but she has a... unique style. Natasha Romanoff.â Your eyes widened. "You must be joking."
"No? She's one of the best in the field. Her methods are unconventional, but she gets results. Given the current situation, I think she's the right person for the job, plus sheâs available now.â Your mind raced back to the Gala night, the unyielding stance, the cold demeanor, and that infuriating wink. But if Natasha was as good as they said, it might be worth a try. Reluctantly, you agreed.
The next morning, Natasha arrived punctually at the agreed time at your residence. Dressed in her usual black, she looked every bit the seasoned professional. You opened the door, your expression a mix of annoyance and curiosity. "So, we meet again." Natasha nodded, her face impassive. "Hello, sweetheart. Patience today?"
You crossed your arms and stood firm. "Just so we're clear, I don't need you to treat me like a child. I can take care of myself." Natasha's lips twitched into a barely perceptible smile. "Noted. But my job is to protect you, even if you don't like my methods." You felt a flicker of the same irritation you had experienced at the Gala. This was going to be an interesting arrangement, to say the least.
A few weeks after the charity gala, you attended a book signing event for one of your favorite authors. The bookstore was packed with fans and media, all eager to catch a glimpse of the rising star. Natasha, as always, was nearby, scanning the crowd for potential threats.
As you chatted with fans and signed autographs, you felt a growing unease. One particular fan, a middle-aged man, lingered closer than seemed appropriate. His intense gaze and the way he approached you made you uncomfortable.
"Hello, can I take a photo with you?" the man asked, his voice overly eager. You forced a polite smile. "Of course," you said, posing for a quick photo. As you tried to move on to the next fan, the man grabbed your arm.
"Wait, you looked so good in the last movie... your style and all..." he said, tightening his grip. Your smile faded, and you tried to pull your arm back. "Please let go."
The man's grip only tightened, and he began reaching into his pocket. Before you could react, Natasha stepped in. She moved with lightning speed, prying the man's hand off your arm and positioning herself between you.
"Step back." Natasha ordered, her voice cold and commanding. The man looked startled but did not move. "I just wanted to give her something!"
Natasha remained unmoved. "I said step back. Now." The intensity in Natasha's eyes and the firmness of her voice finally got through to the man. He stepped back and disappeared into the crowd. Your heart was racing, but you felt a wave of gratitude toward Natasha. "Thank you.." you said, your voice shaking. Natasha nodded, her eyes still scanning the crowd. "Time to go."
At home, you couldn't shake off the day's events. You sat on the couch, replaying the encounter in your mind. Natasha stood nearby, her stance as rigid as ever. "Are you okay?" Natasha asked, her voice softer than usual You nodded. "Yes, just... a bit shaken." Natasha sat across from you, her expression unreadable. "You handled it well. But you need to be more aware of your surroundings. Fans can be unpredictable." You sighed, feeling a mix of frustration and gratitude. "I know. I just didn't expect that."
"That's why I'm here," Natasha said, her tone firm but not unkind. "To expect the unexpected and keep you safe." You looked at Natasha, seeing her in a new light. Despite the rocky start, you realized how much you had come to rely on Natasha's presence. "I appreciate it.â
Natasha gave a crooked smile, a rare expression on her otherwise stoic face. "Just doing my job, princess." You rolled your eyes at the nickname but couldn't suppress a small smile. "You're impossible, you know that?" Natasha's smile widened. "And you're stubborn. I think we make a good team."
In the following weeks, your relationship developed further. There were still plenty of tensions and your share of arguments, but a mutual respect began to grow. Natasha's relentless professionalism and your determination to live your life on your own terms created a dynamic that was both challenging and oddly comforting.
One evening, as you were preparing for another public appearance and saw the crowds you had to move through, you stood closer to Natasha, her presence calming you. Natasha raised an eyebrow, her lips forming a teasing smile. "Careful, princess, it almost looks like you actually like me." You laughed and shook your head. "Don't push it, Romanoff. But, since you're here..." Natasha's smile softened a bit. "Anytime."
Despite the nicknames and teasing, there was an unspoken understanding between you both and you couldn't deny Natasha's skills and dedication. Natasha, for all her toughness, began to see the determination and drive behind your fame and youth that had brought you to this point. Slowly, you began to understand each other and formed an uneasy alliance.
Next up was another film premiere, where you were the guest of honor. The tension between you was palpable again, fueled by your contrasting personalities and constant proximity.
While you were getting ready, you felt Natasha's eyes on you, checking every detail. "You know, you don't have to watch me like a hawk." you said, your tone sharper than intended. Natasha leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed. "It's my job to watch you."
"I can take care of myself." you snapped, turning fully to face her. Natasha's eyes narrowed. "Really? Because from where I stand, you've been pretty naive about the dangers around you."
You felt stung by the implication. "Naive? Just because I'm younger doesn't mean I'm clueless. I've worked hard to get here, and I don't need you undermining me." Natasha pushed off the doorframe and stepped closer. "And I don't need you questioning my every move. You hired me to protect you, and that's what I'm doing. If you don't like my methods, find someone else."
You glared at her, frustration boiling within you. "Maybe I will! I can't stand you treating me like a burden." Natasha's jaw clenched, her eyes flashing with anger. "You think I enjoy this? Looking after a spoiled little girl who doesn't appreciate what I do?"
The words hurt more than you cared to admit, and tears sprang to your eyes. "I'm definitely not spoiled! You don't know anything about me! And you know what? You are i-impossible, Natasha! I've had enough of your condescending attitude."
Natasha took a deep breath, clearly trying to rein in her temper. "Fine. Maybe I'm impossible. But at least I'm doing my job. You want to fire me? Go ahead. But don't come to me when everything falls apart."
You refused to let your tears fall. But Natasha saw them. "You're so arrogant... Do you even care about anything other than your job?" For a moment, Natasha's eyes softened, and you thought you saw a hint of regret, but it was gone in an instant. "I care about keeping you alive, even if you don't see it."
You turned away, struggling to compose yourself. "Just leave me alone for a moment." Natasha gave a curt nod and walked out, leaving you alone with your thoughts. You felt a mix of anger and guilt, knowing that despite everything, Natasha was right. The world you lived in was dangerous, and you needed someone like her to protect you.
Later that evening, you stood on the balcony of your hotel room, staring at the city lights. The day's events played over in your mind, and you felt a pang of guilt for the harsh words you'd thrown at Natasha. You heard the door open and turned to see Natasha, her expression unreadable. "Can I join you?" Natasha asked, her voice surprisingly gentle. You nodded, and Natasha stepped onto the balcony, leaning against the railing next to you.
"I'm sorry," you said after a moment of silence. "For what I said earlier. I didn't mean it." Natasha glanced at you, a hint of a smile on her lips. "I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have called you naive... and a little girl." You sighed and ran a hand through your hair. "It's just... this whole situation is new to me, okay? I'm not used to someone constantly having to watch over me."
"I know," Natasha said quietly. "And I'm not used to working with someone so... spirited as you. But I'm here to protect you, Y/N. Whether you like it or not." You couldn't help but laugh. "Spirited, huh? That's one way to put it." Natasha's smile widened. "You're tough, I'll give you that. But you need to trust me."
You nodded, feeling a weight lift off your shoulders. "I trust you. Even if you drive me crazy sometimes." Natasha chuckled. "The feeling is mutual, princess." You rolled your eyes at the nickname but couldn't suppress a smile. "Thank you, Natasha."
"Anytime," Natasha replied, her tone sincere. She looked at you, and before you could think too much about it, you turned and impulsively kissed Natasha on the lips. Natasha stiffened for a moment, then returned the kiss, her lips moving confidently against yours.
Your heart raced as you kissed Natasha, a surprising warmth flooding through you. As you pulled back slightly, you felt something firm press against your hip. Your eyes widened in surprise as you realized what it was. Natasha smirked, clearly noticing your reaction.
"Surprised?" Natasha asked, her voice deep and teasing. You nodded, still a bit stunned. "A little. I didn't see that coming.â Natasha's smirk widened, a hint of pride in her eyes. "Well, I'm full of surprises."
You felt a blush creep over your cheeks, but you couldn't help but joke to cover your own nervousness. "Didn't know bodyguards got excited so easily." Natasha's eyes darkened with something more than just amusement. She leaned in closer, her breath warm against your ear. "Only when it's worth it."
Your breath caught as Natasha's hand lightly traced over your back, sending shivers down your spine. Natasha's presence was overwhelming, and you felt your heart pounding in your chest. Natasha leaned over you slightly, her lips brushing your ear. "You're playing a dangerous game, princess," she murmured, her voice husky with desire.
Your cheeks burned, and you felt a wave of excitement that both thrilled and embarrassed you. You opened your mouth to respond, but no words came out. Natasha straightened up, an amused glint in her eyes as she stepped back. "Get some rest," Natasha said, her voice returning to its usual calm tone. "You have a big day tomorrow."
With that, Natasha turned and walked back into the hotel room, leaving you standing on the balcony, your mind racing and your body buzzing with emotions. As you stood there, the cool night air brushing your skin, you knew that things between you and Natasha would never be the same again. When you lay down that night, replaying the memory of the kiss and Natasha's teasing words, you couldn't help but smile, your heart racing with excitement and curiosity about what the future would bring.
Your schedule had become a whirlwind of appearances, interviews, and fan interactions as you toured to promote your latest film. Everywhere you went, enthusiastic fans awaited you, clamoring for autographs and selfies. Natasha was always close by.
One afternoon, you were at a signing event in a busy city. The line of fans stretched around the block, and you took time with each person, chatting and taking photos. However, Natasha noticed a pattern: you were livelier and smiled brighter when interacting with your female fans. It was something you did unconsciously, but Natasha picked up on it.
During a break, Natasha couldn't resist commenting. "You really come alive around the ladies, don't you, princess?" she said, her tone teasing but with a hint of something else. You raised an eyebrow, noting the subtle undertone in Natasha's voice. "What's that supposed to mean?" Natasha shrugged, a smirking smile on her lips. "Just an observation. You seem to enjoy their company more."
You felt a spark of defiance. Remembering the balcony scene and Natasha's teasing nature, you decided to push it further. If Natasha wanted to tease you, you'd give her a taste of her own medicine. "Maybe I do," you said, your tone playful. "Is that a problem?" Natasha's eyes narrowed slightly, but she maintained her cool demeanor. "Not at all. Just interesting to watch."
You decided to take it up a notch. For the rest of the event, you made an extra effort to be even more attentive with your female fans. You laughed louder, leaned in closer for photos, and gave their conversations more attention. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see Natasha watching, her jaw tensing slightly.
You found it immensely amusing. You liked seeing the usually unflappable Natasha show a bit of emotion, especially jealousy. It gave you a sense of power in your otherwise tense dynamic.
Later that evening, you returned to the hotel. You were in high spirits, still buoyed by the interactions of the day and the success of your plan to annoy Natasha. As you entered the hotel suite, Natasha finally spoke. "You really enjoyed today, didn't you?â You turned to her, a mischievous glint in your eyes. "Oh, I did. It was a lot of fun. Especially to see how you lose your composure"
Natasha's eyes flashed with a mix of frustration and something deeper. "My composure? I have not lost my composure." You stepped closer, lowering your voice to a teasing whisper. "Sure looked like it to me." Natasha's gaze hardened, but there was no denying the hint of jealousy there. "Careful, Y/N."
You felt a thrill at the challenge in Natasha's voice. "Nope." Natasha stepped closer, the tension between you crackling like electricity. "You're testing my patience." You smiled, enjoying the power you held in this moment. "And what are you going to do about it?"
Natasha's eyes darkened with desire, and she stepped closer, her body only inches from yours. "Do you really want to know?" Your heart pounded in your chest, the air between you thick with tension. "Maybe I do.â Natasha leaned in, her lips brushing your ear. "Don't forget who you're playing with, princess. I don't give in easily."
You felt a shiver run down your spine, but you refused to back down. "Good. Neither do I." Natasha's smile widened, and for a moment, you thought she would kiss you again. But when Natasha turned and walked away, you couldn't help but feel a mix of frustration and excitement. You had pushed Natasha's buttons and gotten a reaction, but you knew that this game you were playing was far from over.
In the following days, you continued to tease Natasha, finding new ways to provoke her jealousy. You found it incredibly amusing to see the normally composed bodyguard show signs of possessiveness. And despite the tension, there was an undeniable thrill in your interactions. Natasha seemed to enjoy the challenge as well. She never backed down and always met your provocations with her own brand of teasing and intensity. Your relationship was a constant back-and-forth, filled with playful banter and underlying desire.
The evening of the final premiere had arrived, and you were in your hotel suite, getting ready for the event. Your hair and makeup team were putting the finishing touches on your look, ensuring every detail was perfect. You wore a stunning dress that hugged your curves in all the right places, the shimmering fabric catching the light beautifully. You looked every bit the star you were, ready to captivate the crowd and cameras.
As you admired your reflection in the mirror, the door to your suite opened. Natasha walked in, looking as composed and confident as ever. She wore her usual black ensemble but had her jacket casually slung over her shoulder, and her blouse was unbuttoned just enough to reveal a hint of her toned chest. The sight made your heart skip a beat, and you hated yourself for finding Natasha so attractive.
Natasha's eyes scanned over you appreciatively, a small smile playing on her lips. "Well, don't you look like a million dollars tonight." You rolled your eyes and tried to hide your blush. "Thanks. You don't look too bad yourself."
Natasha chuckled and stepped closer. "You really know how to turn heads, princess. Try not to cause too many heart attacks out there." You felt a mix of irritation and something warmer, more exciting. "I'll do my best." you said, your tone half teasing, half serious. Natasha's smile widened. "Remember, I'm here to protect you. Can't have you distracting me too much." You laughed and shook your head. "I'll try not to be too much of a distraction."
Natasha's gaze lingered on you for a moment longer before she nodded. "Good. Ready to go?" You took a deep breath and cast one last look in the mirror. "Ready."
The red carpet was a flurry of activity, with flashing cameras and cheering fans. You moved gracefully through the crowd, stopping for interviews and photos. Natasha was always nearby, her eyes scanning the surroundings for potential threats. Despite the busy environment, your mind was elsewhere. You had been thinking about the ongoing game with Natasha, the back-and-forth of your interactions, and the growing tension between you. Tonight, you decided, you would take it a step further.
As you entered the theater for the premiere, you could feel the electricity in the air. You excused yourself from the group of people you were with and moved to a quieter part of the lobby. Natasha followed you, her vigilant eyes missing nothing. "Everything okay?" Natasha asked, her tone professional but with a hint of curiosity. You turned to her, a playful glint in your eyes. "Oh, I just needed a moment. It's so hectic out there."
Natasha nodded, her stance relaxed but alert. "You should have thought of that before." You stepped closer, your hand lightly brushing Natasha's arm. "You weren't so grumpy earlier. What's with the attitude now?"
Natasha raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued but cautious. "I'm not grumpy. I'm just doing my job." You smiled, your hand sliding down to Natasha's waist, your fingers tracing the edge of her pants. âLoosen up a little, itâs fine to be a risky once in a while, Natasha.â
Natasha's eyes darkened with desire as she realized your intentions. "You're giving me a handjob at your premiere. We're thinking of two different versions of risk." You leaned in, your breath warm against Natasha's ear. "Maybe I like my version better." Your hand moved bolder, stroking over the bulge in Natasha's pants. Natasha gasped, but quickly placed her hand over yours to stop your movements. Her grip was firm, and a smirking smile played on her lips as she leaned closer, her voice a soft, seductive whisper.
"You think you're clever, don't you?" Natasha murmured, her breath hot against your ear. "If you keep this up, I'll have you on your knees, begging for more. I'll fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk straight for a week." Your heart raced at Natasha's words, a shiver running down your spine. You felt a mix of excitement and nervousness, your breath hitching.
Natasha stepped back slightly, her eyes meeting yours. "You have no idea what you're getting into, princess." You tried to regain your composure. "Then show me." Natasha's smile turned dangerous and seductive. "Not here. Not now."
Your heart raced, your mind buzzing with anticipation. You stepped back slightly, your eyes meeting Natasha's. "When then?" Natasha's smile was dangerous and seductive. "You'll see." You felt a thrill run through you. You had challenged Natasha, and now you were ready for whatever came next. As you returned to the premiere, the tension between you was palpable, an unspoken promise of things to come.
The premiere went smoothly, but your and Natasha's thoughts were elsewhere. The silent promise you had exchanged hung between you, intensifying every glance, every touch. As the event came to an end, you felt both excited and nervous about what would happen next. Natasha's presence, as always, was a calming force, but now it was charged with a new kind of tension.
As you finally returned to the hotel, you couldn't resist teasing Natasha one last time. "So, what's next, bodyguard? Do you still think I'm playing a dangerous game?" Natasha's eyes were dark with promise as she stepped closer. "Oh, princess, the game has only just begun." You felt a shiver of excitement. "Good. I wouldn't want it any other way."
You turned to head to your room, thinking you had the upper hand. But before you could take more than a few steps, Natasha grabbed your arm and effortlessly swung you over her shoulder. You gasped in surprise as Natasha carried you into the bedroom.
"Natasha! W-What are you doing!?" you exclaimed, your voice a mix of shock and excitement. Natasha didn't answer immediately. Instead, she gave you a quick, firm smack on your butt, making you gasp. "You wanted to play games, princess. Now it's my turn." Your heart raced as Natasha carried you into the bedroom and tossed you onto the bed. Natasha stood at the foot of the bed, removing her jacket and unbuttoning her blouse with deliberate slowness, her eyes never leaving yours.
"You've been teasing me all night," Natasha said, her voice deep and commanding. "Now it's time to show you what happens when you play with fire." You felt a wave of heat wash over you as you watched Natasha undress. You bit your lip, your breath catching in anticipation.
Natasha climbed onto the bed, her movements predatory and deliberate. She leaned over you, her hands pinning your wrists above your head as she kissed you deeply and possessively. You responded eagerly, your body arching into Natasha's. She broke the kiss, her lips brushing your ear. "You belong to me tonight, princess. And I'm going to make sure you remember it."
Your faces were only inches apart, and you could feel Natasha's breath on your skin. The tension between you crackled like electricity, a mix of anger and desire. Your teasing had always been a game to provoke Natasha, but now, faced with the intensity of Natasha's gaze, you realized how far you had pushed her.
"You drive me crazy, Y/N," Natasha whispered, her voice rough. "Now it's my turn." Your heart skipped a beat, your body trembling with anticipation. "Then don't hold back, please.." you replied, your voice barely more than a whisper. Natasha's smile widened, and she leaned in, her lips brushing your ear. "Oh, I don't plan to."
Natasha's lips crashed onto yours, the kiss fierce and demanding. You responded eagerly, your body arching into Natasha's, your skin tingling with the intensity of the moment. Natasha's hands moved purposefully, one sliding down your side, her fingertips tracing the hem of your dress before slipping underneath.
You gasped into the kiss as Natasha's fingers drew patterns on your skin, sending waves of pleasure through you. You had never experienced such a touch, so firm, so assured. It was as if Natasha knew exactly how to unravel you. "Natasha.." you breathed, your voice trembling with desire. "Please..." Natasha pulled back just enough to look into your eyes, her gaze fierce and intense. "Oh, I like that. Please what?" she demanded, her tone commanding.
"Please... more.." you begged, your body aching for Natasha's touch. A satisfied smile spread across Natashaâs face as she obliged, her fingers finding their way to your most sensitive spots, drawing moans and gasps from you that filled the room. Your world narrowed to the sensation of Natasha's touch, your body responding with an intensity you had never known.
Natasha's hands moved expertly, teasing and pleasing you until you trembled with desire. Just as you thought you couldn't take anymore, Natasha pulled back slightly, her gaze dark and full of promise. "You're not ready for what's coming next," Natasha said, her voice deep and husky. She stood up, her movements intentionally slow, giving you a moment to catch your breath.
You watched with wide eyes as Natasha unbuckled her belt, your gaze following her every move. As Natasha's pants fell to the floor, you caught your breath. There, proud and ready, was Natasha's member. Natasha reached into her pocket and pulled out a condom, rolling it on with practiced ease.
"You were prepared," you teased, your voice breathless. "Did you know the night would end like this?" Natasha gave you a sly smile. "I had a feeling. And by the end of the night, you won't have that attitude anymore."
Your body responded to Natasha's words, a mix of excitement and anticipation coursing through you. Natasha climbed back onto the bed, positioning herself between your legs. She leaned in to capture your lips in another searing kiss, her hands roaming over your body, stoking the flames of desire even higher.
As Natasha slowly entered you, you gasped at the sensation, your body arching into hers. The feeling was unlike anything you had ever experienced, a perfect blend of pleasure and connection. Natasha moved with a careful rhythm, watching your reactions to ensure every movement brought you joy. "Do you like that?" Natasha whispered, her voice deep and rough. "Do you like feeling me inside you?"
"Y-Yes, oh God, yes.." you moaned, your hands clutching at Natasha's back, your nails digging into her skin as waves of pleasure washed over you. "Good," Natasha growled, increasing her pace slightly. "Because I'm not stopping until you've learned your lesson." Your breath grew heavy, your moans louder with each thrust. Natasha's lips found your neck, kissing you, making you tremble. Natasha's hand slipped between you, her fingers brushing over your clit in teasing, light touches.
"Natasha!" you gasped, your body jolting at the sudden rush of pleasure. "Please, stop..."
"Just a taste of your own medicine," Natasha murmured, her voice a husky whisper against your skin. She kept her slow, torturous rhythm, her fingers lightly dancing over your sensitive spot, driving you wild with desire. Your frustration mingled with your arousal, the teasing making you desperate. "Please, Natasha... I need more.." you begged, your voice trembling.
Natasha's smile deepened, savoring your pleading. "You need to learn that actions have consequences," she said, her pace increasing, each thrust deeper and harder. "Is this what you wanted, Y/N? To be dominated, made to beg?"
"Yes, yes!" you whimpered, your body arching, seeking more. "Please, Natasha, I need you..â Seeing your desperation, Natasha finally relented. She increased her pace, her thrusts becoming rougher, harder. Her fingers pressed firmly against your clit, rubbing in perfect rhythm with her movements. "You feel so good," Natasha groaned, her own arousal evident in her voice. "So tight around me. You love being fucked like this, don't you?"
âGod.." you cried, your body shaking with the intensity of your pleasure. "Don't stop, please don't stop."
"I'm not," Natasha promised, her voice rough with desire. She began slowly, her thrusts gentle and deliberate, giving you time to adjust to the new sensation. Each movement was measured, designed to build the pleasure slowly. Her fingers pressed firmly against your clit, rubbing in perfect rhythm with her movements. "You feel so good," Natasha groaned, her own arousal evident in her voice. "So tight around me. I told you how it would end."
"Oh God!" you cried, your body shaking with the intensity of your pleasure. "Don't stop, please don't stop..â Natasha's breath came heavy, her movements becoming more urgent. "You're going to take everything I give you," she growled. "And you're going to love it." Natasha's eyes burned with a mix of desire and something deeper. "Turn around," she commanded, her voice rough. "I want to take you from behind."
You complied, your body trembling with anticipation. Natasha positioned herself behind you, her hands gripping your hips firmly. With one swift motion, Natasha entered you again, the new angle sending a fresh wave of pleasure through your body. "God, you feel so good," Natasha groaned, her pace rough and relentless. "Do you like this, Y/N? Do you like being fucked like this?"
"Yes, Natasha, y-yees.." you cried, your body pushing back against each thrust. "Harder, please, harder..â Natasha's grunts filled the room, her movements becoming more powerful, each thrust driving you closer to the edge. "Fuck, what would your fans say if they saw you like this?" she growled.
Your world was a whirl of sensations, your body burning with pleasure. "Please, please, please!" you gasped, your voice breaking with need. "Please, I'm so close.."
Natasha's hands slid to your shoulders, pulling you back with each thrust, her pace unrelenting. "I want to see your face when you come," Natasha demanded, her voice rough. You turned, your eyes meeting Natasha's intense gaze. Natasha didn't break the connection, her thrusts deep and powerful, her eyes locked on yours. "You're so beautiful," Natasha murmured, her voice filled with raw emotion. "Come for me, Y/N. I want to see you come."
Your body obeyed, the intensity of Natasha's gaze and the power of her movements driving you over the edge. You called out Natasha's name, your body trembling with the force of your orgasm, your eyes never leaving Natasha's. She followed you, her own orgasm hitting her hard, her body tensing with the release. She held you close, your bodies entwined, the intensity of your connection overwhelming.
When it was over, Natasha collapsed beside you, both of you breathing heavily, your bodies slick with sweat. You looked up at Natasha, your eyes shining with gratitude and something deeper. "That was... incredible," you whispered, your voice shaking. Natasha smiled, brushing a strand of hair from your face. "You're incredible," she replied softly, her touch now tender, filled with affection.
You snuggled into Natasha's embrace, feeling safe. You had challenged Natasha, teased her, but now you understood the depth of it and the passion that lay beneath your banter. It was a night you would indeed never forget.
The next morning, the sunlight filtered gently through the curtains of your hotel room, casting a warm glow across the bed. You stirred slowly, a pleasant ache in your muscles reminding you of the intense connection you had shared with Natasha the previous night. A contented smile spread across your face as you replayed the events in your mind. The way Natasha had made you feel cherished and desired was unlike anything you had experienced before.
As you stretched lazily, you noticed Natasha already up and moving around the room, her movements efficient and purposeful as she dressed in her black uniform. Still feeling the warmth of the night, you sat up and instinctively pulled the blanket around you.
Natasha caught sight of your movement and smirked. "You don't have to hide under the blanket, princess," she teased, her eyes twinkling with amusement. "I've already seen everything." You felt a blush rise to your cheeks but managed a small smile. "Force of habit, I guess." Natasha chuckled softly and walked over to the bed, sitting down beside you. She reached out and gently brushed a strand of hair from your face. "How are you feeling?"
You leaned into her touch, savoring the intimacy. "Good. Better than good, actually." Natasha's smile softened, and she pressed a tender kiss to your forehead. "Good. We've got a busy day ahead. Remember, it's the final interview for the film today." You nodded, the reality of the day settling in. "Right. The last interview." Natasha's eyes searched yours, a hint of concern flickering in them. "Are you ready for it?"
You sighed, feeling a pang of anxiety. "I think so. Just... nervous, I guess." Natasha squeezed your hand reassuringly. "You'll do great. And I'll be right there with you."
As Natasha continued getting ready, you reached for your phone on the nightstand. Unlocking it, you saw a barrage of notifications. Among the messages was one from a close friend, marked urgent. Curiosity piqued, you opened the message thread.
The message read: "Y/N, have you seen these articles? Be careful with Natasha Romanoff. She's got a reputation." Attached were several links to articles and gossip columns detailing Natasha's past relationships, her numerous one-night stands, and her professional life as a bodyguard. The headlines screamed warnings about her dangerous allure and the trail of broken hearts she had left behind.
Your heart sank as you scrolled through the articles, each one chipping away at the happiness you had felt just moments before. The friendâs message continued: "I just don't want to see you get hurt. She might be good at her job, but she's also known for not sticking around."
Natasha's teasing smile from this morning flashed in your mind: "You don't have to hide under the blanket, princess. I've already seen everything." What if you were just another conquest for her? The memory of her passionate words from last night seemed suddenly tainted "You belong to me tonight, princess. And I'm going to make sure you remember it."
Natasha noticed the shift in your expression and the way you had gone quiet, your eyes glued to your phone. "Y/N, is everything okay?" she asked, concern lacing her voice. You quickly locked your phone and forced a smile. "Yeah, just... some messages." But the seed of doubt had been planted. Despite your efforts to focus, the words from the articles lingered in your mind. Was last night just another notch on Natasha's belt?
As you got ready, Natasha left you alone for a moment to gather your thoughts. The anxiety gnawed at you, turning the warmth you had felt into a cold pit in your stomach.
The day passed in a blur of preparations and travel to the interview location. Your mind kept drifting back to the articles, the warnings, the doubt. By the time you arrived at the studio, the unease had settled deep within you.
When the time for the interview finally arrived, you found yourself sitting in a brightly lit studio, facing a well-known interviewer. The cameras rolled, and the interview began. You tried to concentrate, but your mind kept wandering, haunted by the headlines and Natasha's reputation. "So, Y/N, this film has been a huge success. How has the journey been for you?" You forced a smile, trying to gather your thoughts. "It's been incredible. The cast and crew were amazing, and I learned so much."
But even as you spoke, you couldn't shake the memory of Natasha's voice from last night"Do you like feeling me inside you?"
"Can you share any particularly memorable moments from the set?" You hesitated, your mind momentarily blank. "Uh, there were so many great moments. I think... the camaraderie we shared off-camera was really special."
Natasha's teasing smile from this morning flashed in your mind "You don't have to hide under the blanket, princess. I've already seen everything."
"What are your plans after this film? Any new projects in the pipeline?" You swallowed hard, feeling the weight of uncertainty pressing down on you. "I'm exploring a few options, but nothing's set in stone yet."
Natasha's concern earlier replayed in your mind "Are you ready for it?" The interview continued, but your responses grew increasingly mechanical. Natasha, standing just off-camera, noticed the shift in your demeanor. Her brow furrowed with concern as she watched you, sensing something was wrong. She began to worry that she had overstepped last night, that perhaps she had pushed you too far.
When the interview finally concluded, you left the studio feeling drained and unsettled. Natasha was by your side immediately, her eyes filled with worry. "Y/N, what's wrong?" Natasha asked, her voice gentle yet urgent. "Did something happen during the interview?"
You shook your head, avoiding her gaze. "No, it's not that. I just... need some space right now." Natasha's heart clenched at your words. She followed you silently back to the hotel, the worry gnawing at her. Had she misread the signals? Had she taken things too far last night? The thought of having hurt you in any way made her feel sick.
Back in the hotel room, you sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the floor. Natasha hovered nearby, her concern evident "Y/N, please talk to me," Natasha said softly. "I can't help if I don't know what's wrong." You took a deep breath, feeling the tears welling up in your eyes. "I'm.. scared, Natasha..â
Natasha's heart ached at the vulnerability in your voice. She stepped closer, her hand gently cupping your cheek. "Scared of what? Talk to me, please." You finally met her gaze, the tears spilling over. "I'm scared that last night... that it was just a one-time thing for you. That you only wanted me for my body."
Natasha's eyes widened in shock, and she immediately knelt in front of you, taking your hands in hers. "W-What?â You reluctantly lifted your gaze to hers, seeing the sincerity and depth of her feelings reflected in her eyes. "Last night was not just a one-time thing for me," Natasha said firmly. "I didn't just want you for your body. You mean so much more to me than that."
You searched her eyes, your voice trembling. "But what if... what if this changes things between us? What if it's just a fling?" Natasha shook her head, her grip on your hands gentle but steady. "It won't be. Because I care about you, Y/N. More than I've cared about anyone in a long time. Last night meant everything to me, and I don't want it to end there." Tears flowed freely now, and Natasha wiped them away with her thumbs, her gaze never leaving yours.
"But what about all these articles and rumors about you?" you asked, the fear and doubt still lingering in your voice. "They say you've had so many one-night stands and relationships that didn't last. How do I know I'm not just another one?" Natasha sighed deeply, her expression turning serious. "Do you remember the actress you met at the restroom at the Gala?" You nodded, recalling the striking woman who had seemed so authoritative.
"Her name is Jessica," Natasha continued. "We were in a relationship a few month ago. It was toxic and manipulative. When I finally managed to leave her, she was furious. She threatened to ruin my reputation if I ever left her." Natasha pulled out her phone and showed you a message thread. "Here, look at this." She scrolled to a particular message and handed you the phone. The message read:
"If you leave, I will destroy your life, your reputation, everything, Natasha. No one will ever trust you again."
You felt a chill run down your spine as you read the words. Natasha's voice was steady but filled with pain. "She's the one who started those rumors and spread the articles. I'm already taking legal action against her, but these things take time."
You looked up at Natasha, seeing the sincerity and anguish in her eyes. "I had no idea..." Natasha cupped your face gently. "I would never use you, Y/N. What we have is real, and I want to protect it. Protect you. Please believe me."
You searched her eyes, feeling the sincerity in her words. "But how can I be sure?" Natasha's grip on your hands tightened, her gaze unwavering. "Because I'm standing here, telling you this. I'm not going anywhere, Y/N. I want to be with you, not just for a night, but for as long as you'll have me."
You felt a flood of relief and emotion wash over you. "I want that too, Natasha. I just... I needed to know." Natasha pulled you into a tight embrace, holding you close. "You don't have to be afraid. I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere." You clung to her, feeling the warmth and strength of her presence. The fear and doubt that had plagued you melted away in the face of Natasha's unwavering support.
As the day continued, you felt a renewed sense of connection and understanding with Natasha. The bond between you had deepened, forged through honesty and vulnerability. With the whirlwind of your film promotion tour finally over, you felt a mix of relief and excitement as you arrived back at your home. For the first time in months, you had some well-deserved time off. Natasha, your steadfast bodyguard, was right by your side as you walked through the front door of your cozy house.
"Home sweet home.." you sighed, dropping your bags and stretching your arms. The familiar surroundings brought a sense of peace that you had missed during your hectic schedule.
Natasha smiled, leaning against the doorway. "It's nice to see you relax." You turned to her, a question lingering in your mind. "So, what happens now? Do you move on to another client with a tour or something?" Natasha raised an eyebrow, her smile widening. "Actually, I took some time off too."
Your eyes widened in surprise. "Really? You took time off to stay here?" Natasha nodded, stepping closer. "Yes, I wanted to spend more time with you. I meant what I said a few days ago, Y/N."
A wave of warmth and happiness washed over you. "You really do care," you whispered, feeling your heart swell with affection. Natasha cupped your face gently, her eyes soft and sincere. "I care a lot, and I want to make the most of this time we have together."
The next few days were blissful. You and Natasha spent time just enjoying each other's company, something you hadn't been able to do during the tour. The bond between you grew stronger, built on trust and genuine affection. One lazy afternoon, as you lounged on the couch together, you started discussing potential vacation destinations. "We should go somewhere special," you suggested, scrolling through various travel websites on your laptop. "How about a trip to a secluded beach resort? Just the two of us."
Natasha leaned in, looking at the screen. "That sounds perfect." You found a beautiful resort that offered private bungalows by the ocean and various activities for couples. "This one looks amazing," you said excitedly. "Let me book it."
Before you could click the "book now" button, the doorbell rings, "Food is here!" You sprint over and meanwhile Natasha took the laptop and made the booking. When you come back with two pizza boxes, you pouted playfully. "Hey! I wanted to pay for it!â Natasha chuckled, pulling you into her arms. "I know, but I wanted to do this for us." You gave her a mock glare. "You're impossible, you know that?"
Natasha silenced you with a gentle kiss, her lips soft and tender against yours. "Shush," she whispered against your lips. "Let me take care of you for once." You melted into her embrace, feeling the love and care she poured into every touch and kiss. "Okay," you murmured, a smile tugging at your lips. "I guess I can let you spoil me this time."
The anticipation of your upcoming trip added an extra layer of excitement to your days. You spent your time planning activities and daydreaming about the sun, sand, and sea. The more you got to know Natasha in this relaxed setting, the more you realized how deeply you felt for her. As the departure date for your vacation approached, you and Natasha packed your bags with a mix of excitement and eagerness. The thought of being in a beautiful, secluded place with her made your heart race.
Finally, the day arrived, and you both boarded the plane to your dream destination. The flight was smooth, filled with laughter and light conversations about the adventures you planned to have. Upon landing, you were greeted with warm ocean breezes and the sound of waves crashing on the shore.
Your bungalow was even more beautiful than the pictures, nestled right on the beach with a stunning view of the turquoise waters. As you stepped inside, you felt a sense of tranquility wash over you. "This is perfect," you sighed, looking out at the ocean from the large windows. Natasha wrapped her arms around you from behind, resting her chin on your shoulder. "It really is. I'm glad we're here together."
You turned in her arms, looking up at her with a smile. "Me too. Thank you for everything, Natasha." She leaned down and kissed you softly. "Anything for you, Princess." The days that followed were filled with pure bliss. You and Natasha spent your time exploring the beach, swimming in the crystal-clear waters, and enjoying romantic dinners under the stars. Each moment felt like a precious gift, strengthening the bond you shared.
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rewatching sss warrior cats to feel alive again
#its very much a product of its time but also im so so impressed with how well they managed to mimic the overall style of like#a genuine 90s anime it captures the vibes so well#i'd say the only thing that it really suffers from is the audio#but otherwise the animation is genuinely so good#the fucking fight scenes? so great especially for its time#AND THE FACT THERES AN INTRO. LIKE AS IF IT WAS AN ACTUAL SHOW#SOOOOOOO GOOD. ugh#also the voice acting also holds up well and again is especially impressive for its time#brot posts#wc posting
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Second Son
Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader
Summary: The second son is, for once, the first choice...
Warnings: none really... mild angst, family dynamics, love at first sight.
Word Count: 2.9k
Authors Note: Request fill for anon here, about Benedict being the second choice for everything.... until his love turns up. Thanks for this request; I hope this is angsty enough for you anon. Im not sure about it tbh. Sorry that it's taken more than three months to get to it on my WIP list. Unbetaed. Enjoy <3
Benedict Bridgerton was born into privilege and can have few complaints. Except perhaps that he is always second. The spare. The just-in-case option. Being a familial insurance policy lends one more freedom than the burden of being the titled first son, perhaps, but it also feels like your whole existence, in some respects, can seem like a contingency plan.
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His stomach swoops with excitement as the arrow pierces the target dead on the bullseye. And on his first ever archery lesson, just after his twelfth birthday.
He turns around to see if anyone is there to witness his triumph, but it goes unmarked. All his young siblings gathered around Anthony, patting him on the back for his achievements in doing the same moments before. Being a good shot is an essential skill for the next Viscount indeed. The fact that he has been receiving instruction for months already and this is Benedictâs first lesson hurts a little.
But he doesn't bother to bring attention to his arguably more impressive feat. It seems pointless now. Wordlessly he shrugs and walks towards the target, plucking out his arrow and starting again. Perhaps next time, they will notice.
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âIs that the new Viscount Bridgerton?â Benedict hears a young girl murmur as he sweeps into the first societal event of the season, the spring following his father's death.Â
âOh no, my dear, sadly not; I believe that is one of the brothers,â her mother replies, acting as if he has no sense of hearing, even trying to ignore it as he is, surveying the crowd.
âSuch a shame,â the young girl huffs, âhe is so very handsome.â
âYes, dear, but sadly not titled. We can do better,â her mother chides, moving them along out of earshot.
He will never get over how cutthroat the Ton can be, a part of his tender seventeen-year-old heart sinking. Not that he had a potential interest in that girl, more the principle that he will somehow be rendered as an also-ran, at best a consolation prize, for the rest of his life.
What is most galling, perhaps, is that, when his mother needs their presence the most on a night like tonight, the new VIscount is nowhere to be seen. Has not even bothered to show his face, running off to some spurious gambling den and brothel, spending the night indulging himself rather than facing society.Â
So here Benedict is, stepping up to play the dutiful son that his elder brother should be. Being the support their mother so desperately needs at her first event as a widow, her arm looped heavily through his, her whole bodyweight seeming to use him as her literal pillar of support. As he escorts her around the room, he is filled with admiration at her brave face. He can see the overwhelming sadness in her eyes every time the word dowager is invoked, and his heart cracks a little at the loneliness he can feel emanating from his motherâs very soul.Â
âTis a shame the Viscount did not deign the first event of the season worthy of his patronage,â she states pointedly as she sips champagne.
âI am sure he has very good reasons for his absence,â Benedict replies soothingly, covering for his errant brother, attempting to shield their mother from the truth of his philandering ways. Benedict knows it is Anthonyâs way of dealing with the responsibility of the title of Viscount being thrust upon him so young. But sometimes, just sometimes, Benedict wishes he could escape his grief in such a manner, Anthony taking his turn attending a stuffy ball and playing guardian to a grieving woman. Their burdens may be different, but the wish to escape them is often not, Benedict realises.
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She catches his eye at a garden party at Aubrey Hall. She is a pretty young lady, maybe eighteen to his twenty-three, with bright eyes and a sweet, happy face. She makes his palms slightly sweaty. He watches her from a distance, uncertain how to approach or what to say, feeling a little tongue-tied, even.Â
Just then, Anthony materialises at his shoulder.
âWho is that pretty young thing?â Anthony asks, tracing Benedictâs line of sight.
âMiss Bradstreet,â he replies, watching as she turns to face the sun, closing her eyes, basking in its warmth. The light captures her cheekbones perfectly, and he itches to have his sketchbook and capture her likeness. He would very much like to get to know her better.
âLet's go provide a warm welcome,â Anthony smirks, clapping a hand on Benedictâs shoulder and practically dragging him across the lawn.
Benedict reluctantly follows, a flutter of excitement as her eyes land upon them as they approach.Â
âMiss Bradstreet,â Anthony swaggers. âViscount Bridgerton at your service; I am so very pleased to be your host today,â he bows.
Benedict's stomach plunges as he watches her practically melt into the lawn right there, virtually swooning at Anthonyâs feet.
âOh, and this is my brother, Benedict,â Anthony adds, almost as an afterthought.Â
She flicks her head to the side briefly to politely acknowledge Benedict before returning to Anthony. All of her undivided adoring attention on him as he regales the story of his latest hunting triumphs upon her insistence. Benedict heaves a sigh and watches as yet another young lady he likes chooses his brother over him. He is almost used to it now, but it doesn't stop the sting every time.
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Your world grinds to a halt as you see him. He is descending the stairs with what you assume is the rest of his family. He is very much in the middle of a tight circle, walking behind what appears to be his mother and perhaps older brother. Quite the most beautiful man you have ever seen, your heart pounding in your ears, your throat suddenly dry despite the lemonade in your hand. You assume they must be the hosts, seeing as they are the very last to enter the ballroom here at Bridgerton House, and there is no announcement of their name.
âWho is that?â you whisper, leaning towards your elder sister. She has been out among society for a year and knows the Ton better than you.
âThat is the Bridgerton family, of course,â she replies. âIllustrious in the extreme. Our hosts for this evening. The Viscount there is the most eligible bachelor of every season⊠and every season, he has resisted a match. So I wouldn't bother if I were you,â she sniffs.
âWhich is the Viscount?â you check, your eyes unable to leave the beautiful man with a cravat tied in the most unconventional fashion.
âThe one with his arm looped with their mother, the dowager Viscountess, naturally,â your sister rolls her eyes as if patently obvious.
âAnd what of the others?â you inquire keenly, realising the man you admire cannot be the one your sister is referring to. âDo you know their names?â
âI do not,â she admits, âsuch things are not really important when one is looking for a titled husband,â she points out airily.Â
You nod, knowing the responsibility your sister must carry as firstborn to find a suitable match that can provide for your widowed mother and, indeed, perhaps yourself and your younger sister should neither of you be able to find a husband. You donât envy her position one little bit.Â
You are, however, desperate to get closer to the most beautiful man you have ever seen. And so you spend your evening working towards them, in as polite of a fashion as you can, your stomach in knots of excitement to know him.
âDowager Viscountess Bridgerton, it is an honour and a pleasure to meet you,â you curtsy, heart pounding as he now stands a few feet away, unable to look at him so close by.
âHello, my dear and you are?â she asks politely.
âMiss y/n y/l/n, it is my very first season; I am so honoured to be here,â you explain. âI must provide the apologies of my mother, Mrs y/l/n, who could not attend tonight due to a cold, but she is so very thankful for the invitation.â
âOh, of course,â the viscountess smiles. âI am so sorry to hear of her illness; please pass on my best regards⊠Anthony!â she turns to her side to grab the attention of a man. The viscountâs head whips around from where he is in discussion with another. âCome meet Miss y/l/n,â she needles pointedly. âMiss y/l/n, this is the Viscount Anthony Brdgerton, and he is so pleased not only to make your acquaintance but also for your presence here tonight,â she welcomes on his behalf, and you do not miss the subtle nudge in the ribs she gives him.
Then his regard is drawn to you. He is handsome certainly, and you appreciate his polite but absent-minded greeting. His attentions are obviously elsewhere, but then you cannot fault him as yours are the same. Your gaze strays over his shoulder to the man who first captures your attention. And your breath is stolen by how his hazy blue eyes stare intently at you.
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Benedict is twenty-six years old when he is struck by lightning. Not literally. But that is the sensation that runs through his body when he first lays eyes on youâpolitely introducing yourself to his mother and thanking her for your invitation to this ball.Â
He thought he knew what attraction was until this point. He thought he knew the depths to which one could fall in love in an instant. He was an utter fool. He looks at you, and at once, everything is so quiet and loud all at once. He is desperate to know you in a way he has never felt. To grab your hand, take you somewhere, and ask you a million questions to get to know your soul. He also wants to kiss you so much that his lips tingle. And inside, his lungs want to scream as his mother does the natural thing and introduces the beautiful, polite young lady to her most eligible son⊠Anthony.Â
Then his heart jolts as your eyes stray from Anthony and meets his, your pupils dilating in a way that makes his lungs too small to inhale air. It is the first and only time a young woman has had Anthonyâs full attention and has looked away from it. And to him, no less. The tidal flood of chemicals in his system makes it feel like he is vibrating in his very shoes.
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You try your best to be polite and look at Anthony as he speaks, but your sight is drawn to this other man like a moth to a flame. From appearance, the second son, as you are the second daughter. A flare of understanding and sympathy in your chest as to how that is. You want to grab his hand and run away with him.
âMy lord,â you find your voice and snap your eyes back to the Viscount, âwould you do me the honour of introducing me to the rest of your wonderful family?â your ask, almost timid.
He looks temporarily taken aback, as if mystified why anyone in the Ton would care about the status of anyone beyond his mother and himself. You smile at him expectantly and do not miss, from the corner of your eye, how the beautiful manâs face is awash with surprise at your request.
âOh, most certainly,â Anthony seems to snap out of his temporary stupor and turns to introduce his siblings in attendance. A tall, baby-faced young man stands to attention as Anthony moves from left to right. âThis is Colin; he has just returned from his travels in Greece,â you nod and smile politely, knowing nothing of the subject. âAnd this is my sister, Eloise; it is her first season, and she is not in the slightest bit happy about that,â he adds dryly, and you can't help but giggle and feel a kinship with the spirited young lady who returns your wry smile. âMy eldest sister, the Duchess of Hastings, who is visiting us,â
You curtsy and bow your head. âIt is an honour, your Grace,â you add, and she smiles sweetly at you, her arm looped in her mother's.
âObviously, you have met my mother,â he continues, and suddenly he is the last in the line. You feel your palms clench, sweaty in anticipation of learning his name â... and this is my brother, Benedict; he hopes to be an artist.â
You are finally brave enough to meet his eyes again. He is so achingly beautiful that the rest of his family, indeed the whole ballroom, melt away from your viewâhe is all you can see.
âOh, I adore art,â you stutter, mesmerised, offering your hand to him, the first and only person in the family you do so to. Unseen by you, your gaze only on one man, Anthonyâs mouth drops open in surprise.
Nothing can prepare you for when Benedictâs gloved hand gently touches yours, him bowing to kiss the back of your hand. You catch a woody citrus scent that makes your mouth water as he does so. And then you feel the warmth of his lips through your glove, and you are utterly undone.
âMiss y/l/n,â he rumbles quietly, the sound making your insides melt even more; it's deep and resonant and makes every inch of your body tingle.
âPlease call me y/n,â you murmur, moving closer, knowing how scandalous that might be, but seemingly unable to stop yourself. He has a hypnotic hold over you that you don't want to fight.
âOnly if you shall call me Benedict,â he breathes, and it takes Anthony clearing his throat to make you spring apart, suddenly remembering where you are.
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His lips touch the silk of your glove, and he is gone.Â
Already planning a future, his mind supplying images of you at his cottage out in the country, the lady of the house. Tending to the herb garden, reading happily curled up in front of the fire in the drawing room, fearlessly plucking a bow as you stand in front of joint archery targets gently teasing him for losing to a girl, and finally, the image that truly knocks the wind out of him, you naked under him, desperately moaning his name as you move together, entwined in ecstasy.
He hears your sharp inhale, and his heart skips at the idea you feel it too. That you are the first woman ever that sees him and not Anthony. Really sees him. Not as the second son. Not as a consolation prize.Â
And when your body seems to sway towards him, he is already mentally asking his mother for a betrothal ring from her grandmother, which she said she is keeping just for him.
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âBenedict,â his name feels wonderful in your mouth, like a gift from the heavens. âPlease, may we take a turn around the gardens?â you implore, the boldest you have ever been in your whole life.Â
âIt would be my very greatest pleasure,â he responds.
And you know with absolute certainty you have met your husband, the father of your children, your very future.Â
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âIt is not as if this is my showâŠ.â he sighs.
âYou should not do that, darling,â you say affectionately, ruffling his hair as you move to fix his cravat; it definitely needs to be more jaunty, in your opinion.
âDo what?â he breathes, his wedding ring catching the light as he places his hands gently over yours and stills your motions.
âThink of yourself as second,â you argue, running your hand over his cheek. âThis gallery opening may feature others' work too, but you are the star of the exhibit,â you reassure, tilting his forehead down so it rests upon yours.
There it is again. That look that always floors you. Even now, a year later. Like you are the most wondrous creature, and he can scarcely believe you are his.
âNever forget, you will always be first to me,â you utter fiercely, watching his eyes soften with devotion. âAnd not just meâŠ.â you guide his sizeable warm hand onto the swell of your belly, âto us. We love you so much, Benedict,â your tone is ardent, wanting him to believe he deserves this recognition, that he should believe in himself the way that you do.
âI love you, too,â he responds quietly, reverentially. âSo very much. Both of you are my whole world,â his voice choked with emotion, and you throw your arms around him and squeeze hard, wanting to telegraph just how much he is the very centre of your universe.
An hour later, you clutch your hands over your chest as you watch him being brought onto the raised stage and introduced to the crowd as they applaud him and his work rapturously, awaiting to hear him talk of his art. As he does so, you stroke your belly unseen under your cloak, beaming with pride for your wonderful husband.
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He sees your face in the crowd, and as ever, it calms him, especially at this landmark moment. So as he finishes the speech that he has rehearsed for days now, he decides to do something perhaps unconventional but something he seems unable to resist.
âLastly, before I allow you back to your champagne,â he jests, finally at ease with the attention and recognition. âI want to thank my lifeâs inspiration, the very reason I stand before you today. My wonderful wife. Thank you, my love, for being the light of my life; for always making this second son your first choice. You will always, always be my first choice. I love you.âÂ
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say donât go | pjs
now playing: Say Donât Go (Taylorâs Version) (From the Vault) by Taylor Swift
minors DNI - 18+ only
jay x reader, friends with benefits, angst, suggestive
summary: You want more, and Jay doesn't. It's as simple as that. Except, it's not so simple when your heart aches to be with him. When you decide to cut Jay off, he does not take kindly to your actions and a confrontation ensues.
warnings: mentions of sex, suggestive scenes, like they make out two times?!, reader is DOWN BAD, jay has commitment issues, swearing, they have an argument, jay is a dick. typos probably
wc: 3.7k
(a/n: jayâs part is here!! im pretty proud of this not gonna lie heheheh, reblog, likes and comments are always appreciated :p)
You always tell yourself that the last time will be the last time. Everytime Jay undos the undressing from a few hours before, disappointment weighs so heavy on your heart that it convinces you- it can never happen again.
But it always does.
One word, one call from him. And, youâre always saying yes. For some reason, the small flicker of hope in your chest never dies. It convinces you that one day, he will ask you to stay. That heâll say, âDonât go.â
Youâre never surprised, but always disappointed.
Tonight is no different. Jay calls you up and asks if you can come over. You say, yes. You always do. Before you know it, youâve left your apartment, enroute to Jayâs home.Â
All youâve brought with you is your phone, wallet, keys, and water; adorned on your body is your comfiest clothes. You and Jay are long past trying to impress each other. You never stay the night so the least you can do for yourself is dress comfortably.Â
Youâve memorized the way to his house, from every time heâs called you over. Youâve never felt like a booty-call, not by the way he treats you after you knock on his front door. And, you never wondered why you donât indulge each other in your own home. This is always how itâs been.Â
You climb up the familiar steps and lift your fist to knock on his door. You never hesitate, not once in all your late night rendezvous. Your heart seems to forget all the heartbreak Jayâs caused you and all the disappointment that fills you when you walk out the same door hours later.
The door swings open, and there is your Jay, dressed in perfect domesticity. âFinally, youâre here.â He sighs in relief and gently pulls you into his home. But, not without a peck to your forehead.Â
âYou act like I kept you waiting for hours.â You roll your eyes playfully.
âWell it felt like hours.â Jay shot back, matching your energy.
âIâm sorry to keep you waiting,â you quip. âIt smells good in here.â Now that youâve stepped into Jayâs home, you notice the aroma that fills the air- a mixture of seasonings- garlic and onion youâre sure. You smile to yourself. Itâs one of the many things you admire about Jay, his love for cooking. And, heâs good at it. Youâve shared his meals countless times and they never disappoint. Excitement, mixed with hunger, brews in your stomach at the thought of eating some of Jayâs food.Â
âThanks doll. Felt like cooking up something before you came over.â Jay replies. Placing a hand on your lower back, he guides you to the kitchen, as if this is your first time at his place. You bet youâve memorized the steps to his kitchen and bedroom by now.Â
âWhatâd you make this time?â You question carries genuine curiosity, as Jay has cooked an array of dishes.
âLemon pepper chicken with green beans and rice. Iâve been wanting to try this recipe for a while because Iâve never cooked with lemon pepper before and I thought why notâŠâ Jayâs voice trails off. You donât mean to tune Jay out- it only happened because youâre entirely focused on admiring Jay and how he floats around the kitchen so naturally, tending to the food on the stove. He owns the space; his confidence and naturalness only adds to your desire for him, to have him in every way.Â
You stop yourself before you spiral into a mood of longingness. Youâre determined to not bring down the mood tonight, not until you and Jay have your usualâŠroutine.Â
Once the food is ready, Jay prepares your plate for you, insisting it will taste better if he does it. Typical Jay, ever the gentleman. You chat through the meal, recapping your day and week, providing updates on your mutual friends, and everything in between. It feels so domestic, and right. It reminds you that you and Jay could have this. Home-cooked meals, the intimacy of sitting at the dining table, getting ready for bed together, and holding each other close when the day comes to a close.Â
At least, thatâs what you imagine life with Jay would be like.Â
You help him clean the kitchen, dancing around each other in a perfect rhythm.
Once you finish drying the last dish, you turn around, only to find Jay had caged you between himself and the kitchen counter.Â
âOh! You scared me.â You giggle, from both surprise and nervousness at Jayâs proximity.Â
He says nothing, only smirking and capturing your lips in a kiss. It stops time for you- whenever he kisses you, it always feels that way. Itâs firm and slow- but thatâs how Jay teases you. His patience is unmatched, opposing your urgency. Donât misunderstand, Jay feels a similar urgency to have you, but he quite enjoys teasing you first.
You respond with such fervor, starting to feel desperate. Jayâs hands move from the counter to the waist and press you into him.
Right before you invite your tongue to tangle with Jayâs, he pulls back for a breath. He leans his forehead against yours and gasps for air. âLetâs move this to my room yeah?â He asks cooly, but you detect a hint of desperation in his voice. It makes you proud to know that heâs as desperate for you as you are for him.Â
You nod quickly and follow him to his bedroom. You know where the night is headed and the sadness youâll feel when you leave Jayâs embrace is guaranteed. But, even though you want Jay in every way, only one way is enough for now.
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You still feel warm from your high an hour ago. But, Jay always makes you feel that way. Your afterglow remains long after whenever youâre with him. Youâre in the perfect position to fall asleep, head on Jayâs chest while his fingers trailing rhythmically up and down your bare back, relaxing you. But, you know you canât fall asleep. In a few minutes, when Jay feels itâs socially acceptable to kick you out, you will get dressed and leave. You savor these moments while theyâre here.
Time passes and youâre still here. Hope blooms in your chest; heâs never let you stay this long. It must be way past midnight at this point, usually youâre home by now. This hope encourages you to open your godforsaken mouth and rehash a conversation with Jay that youâve had over and over.
A part of you knows that even if you bring up the topic again, nothing will change. But, damnnit, thereâs hope!
You sit up and reach for your discarded shirt on the floor. Covering one part of your vulnerability will help unveil another.Â
Jay gives you a look that questions why you moved from such a comfortable position.Â
âHey, Jay.â Your voice shakes ever so slightly, but youâre blaming it on your exertion from before, not on your nervousness.
The boy only hums in response, however itâs encouragement enough for you to continue.Â
âI was wondering if you thought any more about what I said all those months ago? About us? I justâŠI want more for us and I think we would be really good together. I really really like you. I want everything- all of it- with youl.â You spit out your words like theyâre fire, rambling through your thoughts. You donât even look Jay in the eye, too embarrassed that youâre clinging to the impossible.
Thereâs a moment of silence which allows you to bask in your humiliation. Then, a sigh from Jay.Â
âDo we really have to talk about this again? My answer is the same. I just canât commit like that right now.â His voice is soft, but firm- as if he knows your fragility but needs to make his words heard.
Your frown deepens, and Jay unfortunately notices.Â
âCome here,â He pulls you back to him, âYou know itâs not because of you, right? I really really like you too. But, I know you deserve more than I can give you right now.â
You nod, despite not understanding. You try to make sense of Jayâs words but they werenât adding up at all.Â
You donât understand- if he really really liked you, why couldnât he commit? Why wouldnât he take you out on a proper date? If he liked you, didnât he want the same things you did?
Him making dinner, being obsessively caring during your intimate moments, and offering the best aftercare, it was all twisting the knife he had dug into your back.Â
Okay, maybe it wasnât in your back, because you knew where this was going, or you shouldâve known. This was no betrayal. It was all inevitable.
It doesnât make the pain of him leaving you in the dark bleeding, hurt any less.Â
Itâs time for you to go. You pushed his limits and now tension mixes with the smell of sex in the room. Despite Jay holding you close, you feel so far from him. So, you need to go before you say something stupid.Â
You sit up and try to muster up your most sheepish smile, trying to not give away any disappointment in Jayâs answer. Youâve shown enough vulnerability for one night.Â
âI think Iâm going to go home for the night- Iâve got, you know, an early morning.â You lie through your teeth. Itâs a Saturday night (or early Sunday morning at this point).Â
Jay nods slowly, as if he knows youâre lying (he does). He follows your movements, sitting up and searching the room for his disregarded clothes.Â
âIâll walk you out.â
You only nod in response. Your voice seemed to die along with your hope. You lead yourself and Jay to his front door. Opening it, you turn to bid him goodbye.Â
Youâre almost caught off guard by the look in Jayâs eyes. He looks disappointed- in who, youâre not sure. His eyes hold a hint of sadness too.
He leans forward, but you panic. Thinking on your feet, you go for the awkward side hug. You swear you can almost hear Jay grimace.Â
âText me when you get home.â
âSure, yeah. Goodnight Jay.âÂ
With that, you walk out the door.
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By the time youâre home, you have made a major decision.Â
Well, it feels major to you.Â
You decide youâre gonna distance yourself from Jay for a while. And this time, youâre serious about it. You need some time away from him. From the home-cooked meals. From the fluid conversation. From the softness.Â
You need to get your heart in order before you see him again. You predict you will either lose feelings for Jay, and continue your affair, or youâll learn to live without him.Â
Youâre not looking forward to either outcome, but it needs to happen. You canât anticipate the same heartbreak every time you see him. The longing, the desperation, the hope. You canât do it anymore.Â
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Four days have passed since you saw Jay. Not seeing him in person over the week wasnât out of the ordinary. You both have full-time jobs, so itâs normal to not see him until the weekend.Â
What was unusual was the lack of communication entirely. You and Jay wouldnât go a day or two without texting each other, or having a quick phone call.Â
You were honestly proud of yourself for not contacting him. However, you feel a bit disappointed that he hasn't contacted you at all. You sound hypocritical- the way you want him to simultaneously let you be and pine after you. Feelings are confusing.Â
The first weekend without Jay is the worst. You take extra measures to avoid Jay- seeing him, confronting him, even thinking about him. Your phone is turned off and placed across the room where you canât reach. Your best girlfriends come over for a movie night, providing some much needed girl time. By the time they leave, you have completely forgotten where your weekend usually leads you.Â
So, you busy yourself by cleaning the kitchen from earlier in the evening, disposing of popcorn bags and leftover candies.Â
For a second, your memory betrays you. You imagine a few months ago when Jay invited you over for a âmovieâ night. Popcorn and snacks were prepared, but soon forgotten. You two didnât even make it half through the movie before you were on top of each other. Jay had pulled you onto his lap as you started to make out, each kiss intensifying. Your bodies begin to move against each other on their own and before you know it-
You shake your head from the daydream. Jay does not deserve to take up that kind of space in your mind. You wonât allow him.Â
You continue to straighten up your apartment, before you retire to your bed. Itâs almost like your body doesnât know what to do with itself when youâre not in Jayâs apartment on a Saturday night. Itâs sad, and itâs precisely why you need space from him. Your heart is growing too dependent on him.Â
Picking up your phone, you see a particular notification(s) that makes your sore heart stutter.Â
One missed call and four messages from Jay.Â
Jay <3: I called to see what youâre up to tonight. You can come over if youâre free.
Jay <3: I made kimchi jjigae. I think I finally got the recipe down.
Jay <3: Just realized itâs been a minute since we talked.Â
Jay <3: Missing you right now.
The last message was sent only 30 minutes ago. You glance at the clock, itâs only 11:30- not even that late. Jay is probably still up, and if you leave your apartment now you could probably make it before-
The better part of you stops yourself before you can impulsively see the one person youâre trying to avoid. Thatâs Jay though- so addicting it makes you go against your better judgment.Â
You sigh and turn your phone off. The determination for space is strong, motivated by the ache in your heart.
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Jay feels like heâs going crazy. His 7 text messages and two missed calls have gone unanswered by you.
Why the hell were you ignoring him? Were you okay? If Jay hadnât seen your activity on your socials, he wouldâve thought you were dead. Heâs not trying to be dramatic, he swears. But, during the months and months that youâve known each other, youâve never ghosted him.Â
Jay racks his brain for the reason youâre ignoring him right now.Â
It surely canât be because of your last conversation right? You both have had that talk multiple times and it never resulted in completely ceased communication. So, Jay concludes thatâs not it.Â
What if you met someone new? Surely you would have told Jay about them. And, why would you confess your feelings and then find someone new days later? Were you sick? Depressed? Maybe, you were out of town and forgot to mention.Â
Jay continues to spiral over throughout the week. He decides that, if by the weekend, you still havenât responded, heâs going to take matters into his own hands.Â
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You got through a second week without talking to Jay. It gets easier every day you think. Your heart still hurts to ignore his messages and calls- your feelings for him havenât just disappeared. But, you have to cut him off completely or the heartache you feel will continue to crush you.Â
The weekend has come again, but this time you find yourself alone in your apartment. You hadnât realized how much you needed a weekend to yourself. Spending time with yourself is a skill youâre learning to cultivate, especially now that you donât have a weekend partner to rendezvous with anymore.
That doesnât mean you donât think about him. You think about Jay all the time, and it hurts that you wonât get the intimacy of his bedroom, cooking meals, and the domesticity with him anymore. But, it is still easier to cope without that than it was.Â
Youâve settled in the comfiest spot in your living room, book in hand and lights dimmed. A warm cup of tea close by, youâre looking forward to a peaceful night.Â
Not even two chapters in your book, you hear a knock at the door. You freeze for a moment, certainly startled as you werenât expecting anyone tonight.Â
You donât move, praying that whoever is at your door will just go away. Itâs 10pm for god sake.Â
A knock echoes through your home again, but this time itâs followed by a voice you know all too well.Â
âY/N! Please open the door.â Jayâs voice resonates through your apartment walls and through your heart. You try to keep your cool but your racing heart betrays you. It takes your entire willpower to stop your hands from shaking. You cannot let him see how much his mere presence affects you.
With a deep breath, you open the door and plaster on your most nonchalant expression.
âOh hey! Whatâs up?â
Jay huffs and has to stop himself from rolling his eyes. âOh good, youâre alive.â
His sarcasm is not lost on you as he pushes his way into your apartment, as if itâs his own. You can count on one hand how many times heâs invaded your space.Â
âWhatâs that supposed to-â
âWhy havenât you answered my texts, or called me back?â Jay cuts you off.Â
Adjusting to the shock of his arrival and looking at the man clearly now, you can see how upset he is. Youâve become an expert on his body language- furrowed eyebrows, tense shoulders, confused and pained look in his eyes- you could see it all.Â
âI donât know, I guess Iâve been busy and I donât know, I justâŠâ You ramblings werenât helping your case. In fact, you were sure they were only making things worse. You werenât used to Jay being so straightforward. Usually, you felt like you were always the confrontational one in your dynamic.Â
âYou were busy? Really?â Jay knew you too well to know your bullshit answer when he hears it.Â
âYeah, well you know, life gets busy.â
Jay scoffs at your attitude. âThatâs ridiculous. You canât even send me a quick text to let me know whatâs going on?â
You shake your head, âIt mustâve slipped my mind.â
âThis is such bullshit. You canât just ghost me and then tell me itâs because youâre busy.â
âActually I can.â You werenât about to let Jay tell you what you can and canât do. Especially when he continued to break your heart over the past few months. Though the past two weeks were hard, you believe the distance gave you a backbone of some sort.Â
âGrow up, I thought you were more mature than this. My god.â Jay snaps.Â
He didnât mean to, but god he was so frustrated at the moment. His mind is clouded, failing to allow him to think clearly. Jay had never snapped at you that way before, ever.
This newfound behavior from the man dulled your senses for a moment.Â
Then, you found yourself growing angry. Angry at him, his hypocrisy, and the entire situation.
âI need to grow up? Seriously? Youâre the one who needs to grow up. Youâre the one who canât commit. Youâre the one who keeps leading me on.â
Jayâs bewildered expression makes you think your feelings are completely news to him.Â
âHow am I leading you on? Iâve told you over and over again that I donât want a relationship- I just want to fuck you!â
Jayâs crudeness was an absolute shock to you. Though youâve never had such a heated confrontation with him before, you never imagined the thoughtful, deliberate man could say such a thing.Â
His words anger you even more. How could he not see how his actions were saying something completely different? He may have said he didnât want a relationship, but all the moments he shared with you had you holding your breath just a little longer, waiting for him. You canât believe you were so naive.Â
âThatâs not fair. You did more than just fuck me. You cooked me dinners; we had movie nights; you text me and call me all the time. Thatâs the basics to being in a relationship, Jay. It twists the knife to do all those things with you and not be able to be with you.â Your monologue began at a raised voice and, to your dismay, ended with a whimper as you trailed off.Â
You tried to be strong, determined not to cry in front of Jay. But, the reality of the situation was setting in for you.Â
âItâs not my fault you took it the wrong way. I was trying to be nice. I would do it for any friend.â Jay snaps.
You try to look at Jay, but your tears cloud your vision. You donât even know who the man standing in front of you is. How could he be so cruel? Why was he being so defensive? Though your vision was blurry, it became clear to you that Jayâs comments were intended to hurt you. Whether it was spur of the moment or out of rage, it did not matter. It hurts you either way.
âGet out.â Your stern, level voice sounded through your apartment.
âWhat?âÂ
When Jay decided to confront you tonight, he never once thought it would end with him being kicked out of your apartment.
âJay. Please leave.â You repeat, much softer than before. One could mistake it for a plea if they listen closely enough.Â
Jayâs shoulders drop. Gone is the anger in his body language, replaced by a defeated posture. Heâs hesitant to leave; he knows you both should hash it out some more. Nothing was solved.Â
Nevertheless, he heads toward your front door. Itâs a wonder he manages to make it through the thick tension in the air.Â
Jay looks back at you once more before opening your front door and stepping out of it. You donât meet his gaze- you canât. Youâll break and ask him to stay, to let him please you one last time. It would be the last time.
You were even holding out hope for Jay to turn around and ask you to let him stay, to not go.Â
But he didnât.Â
There was no resounding knock on your front door. No Jay asking you to open the door. No confessions and pleads to stay. Just silence.
disclaimer: This is purely fiction- nothing in these works reflect real of these people. Additionally, I don't own any of the inspired songs.
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as big as the friend confession scene is i love this part best. laios is ofc still under the impression that kabru likes monster food and went thru this big effort to make something special for him and then kabru goes out of his way to be so warm and sweet, and frankly a bit flirtatious like i know he thinks that exit killed it
and hes kinda right bc laios cannot stop staring after him when he leaves and i cannot attribute all that to him being confused about what kabru meant by "dont forget me next time". like laios means it if he says something like "meeting you was the best part of this" those are not empty words even if hes under a false impression about kabru--i dont think its just that kabru shared his interest that has his attention either. i think its bc kabru really engaged with him. i dont think his opinion wouldve changed much if kabru said "nahhhh im good i wont eat a monster cool for you tho have fun" instead of saying he would try it
(and he really is trying the 'laugh at anything he says so he'll feel special' strat here huh.....)
and kabru despite being a stranger he helped get thru to shuro about falins resurrection
and he does it with a sensitivity and care that laios wishes he was capable of and he know it limits him as a leader
the thought laios keeps having about kabru isnt "wow he loves monsters too!" its "wow he is sooooo nice :3" which he is! at this stage he likes kabru bc he feels heard by him and kabru has qualities he knows he lacks but admires greatly and didnt make fun of him or call him weird for his interest in monsters
the way kabru acts and thinks about laios at this point feels allegorical to how people feel in new relationships. can i trust you? are you who you seem? if i tell you how ive been hurt, will you use this to hurt me or to protect me? i dont know yet, but i like you so far, so im going to show you the self that i think you'll like best. i want to impress you. i want you to trust me so maybe i can trust you
so much of dungeon meshi is about the way that we accidentally hurt our loved ones because we cant always understand them, or we dont know whats best for them when theyve been hurt in such complex ways, or because were too scared of being hurt again to tell them not to press into the bruise (see: chimera falin, falin giving up parts of her life to suit/protect marcille and laios bc she loves them, laios driving marcille deeper into the winged lions grip TWICE with his advice in the nightmares and again with the dungeon rabbits, everything chilchuck has ever done in his whole life, laios' father's everything also, and this is a labru post so ofc kabru lying about wanting to eat monsters to impress laios) i wouldnt be surprised if the allegory was intentional
anyways this part of their relationship budding into a toxic little flower theyll have to prune later is very cute to me and i really like reading it again knowing how they turn their relationship around later into one built on a mutual understanding and trust
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â headcanons. miles morales (earth42)
EARTH42!MILES who buys you whatever you want, whenever you want. you donât even have to say anything, as soon as he notices your focus has gravitated towards a display in a mallâs window, heâs stopped in front of it and digging out his wallet.
âyou want that?â âno, baby, itâs fine. itâs probably really expensive anyway.â âi donât remember asking the price. do you want that, yes or no?â
EARTH42!MILES who shows up to your house to take you on you guysâ first date, two bouquets of roses cradled in the fold of his arm instead of one. he was raised by mama rio, after all, so he knows better than to show up to a girlâs house with only his words to impress her mother.
âwow, these are beautiful, miles⊠thank you. whoâs the other one for?â âfor your moms, to say thanks for letting me take you out.â
EARTH42!MILES who is so deeply regressed into the act of suppressing his love and affection for others, in fear that heâll get too attached, only to lose you just like he did his dad. he doesnât know if he can survive something like that happening again, so it takes a while for him to actually open himself up to you.
âiâm not going anywhere, miles. you can let me in, itâs okay.â âyou promise?â âi promise, my love.â
EARTH42!MILES who gets so flustered when you kiss him or compliment him or hold his hand, though it doesnât come off that way due to how good he is at hiding his true feelings. his stoic expression makes you think he just doesnât like it, so you back off some. your fears are assuaged when you come over one day and skip your usual greeting of smothering him in kisses or confessions on how much youâve missed him, and instead settle for giving him a brief, simple hug.
âÂżquĂ© pasa, mamĂ, what i do? ion get no love today?â
EARTH42!MILES who wasnât the best at texting at firstâoften leaving you wondering where he was for most of the day or if he was even aliveâbut has since stepped his game up.
9:30 AM
[mi novio]: goodmorning mi vida, how you sleep?
11:30 am
[mi novio]: you eat anything yet?
2:34 PM
[mi novio]: i miss you
6:20 PM
[mi novio]: ima be busy at around 7, jus lyk so you donât worry bout where iâm at. iâll text you when iâm free, okay chiquita?
EARTH42!MILES who asks for a picture of you every time you get your hair done, because heâs too impatient to wait until the two of you hangout again.
[mi novio]: lemme see your hair and make sure your face in it too, i wanna see how pretty my baby look
[you]: attachment: 1 image [you]: you like it?
[mi novio]: lord have mercy it just keeps gettinâ better. [mi novio]: goddamn you look good [mi novio]: nah i gotta see this shit in person im omw
EARTH42!MILES who literally gets offended when he sees you wearing something he didnât buy.
âwhereâd you get these from? i donât remember buying them for you.â âyeah⊠i got them from the mall last week when i got paid.â âoh, what, so you sayin you donât need me no more? itâs like that now, mamĂ?â
EARTH42!MILES who knows he can always run to you when things get rough; when it all becomes too much for him to handle on his own and he can feel his resolve withering. he knows that all he has to do is push open the window you leave cracked for him, climb through it and slip into bed next to you with his head nuzzled into your chest. youâre the only thing that helps him off the ledge nowadays.
âyou wanna talk about it, papa?â ânah, not really. can- can you just hold me?â âi can do that.â
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