#and Tiff KNOWS that’s the plan lmao
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Tiffany!!!
There’s a reason you’re my winner pick!
#survivor 46#after the challenge#‘so we blindside Tiff now that we know she has an idol right?’#and Tiff KNOWS that’s the plan lmao#still worried because that’ll only protect her once and there’s no guarantee that getting rid of the idol will get rid of the target#but y’know
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OK BUT LIKE WHY DID THEY KILL TIFF!??? or was that like their plan? Like they invited her to like making her think it was a get together or to hang out but it was actually to kill her? Did tiff do anything to make them kill her or were they just like “omg vampires! We need to get rid of them cause they’re bad!” LIKE WTF THERES SO MANY QUESTIONS and how did the fam feel to losing they’re baby??? :( can’t imagine how Paul and chrysta felt😭 ((I’m literally mad at you for killing tiff off like that tsk tsk tsk)) and who is stephs aunty???👀 or is it just a random character in the au
((Also want to know who called dibs into killing steph😈)) sorry my words are everywhere-
GIRL HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL AFTER KILLIN HER OFF
OK I WONT LEAVE YOU IN THE DARK THOUGH I PROMMI ILL SPILL EVERYTHING 🙏
So... How and why was Tiff killed?
Tiffany's death was... Partially accidental, you could say. She wasn't necessarily planned to be killed, but Stephanie, Jessie, and Meghan weren't about to go into a cave full of vampires without being prepared for the worst.
And it wasn't exactly Steph's fault either! You could say they met in the middle on the whole incident...
See, after a messy situation the night before- where Anastasia decided to take matters into her own hands on turning the three, after the night before Chris coward out on turning Steph. Anastasia, like daughter like father, introduced the gruesome side of being immortal to the three and offered them a permanent life good times and partying... You can imagine how that went.
Stephanie needed to speak to Chris, and at a time where he would be alone or... Vulnerable... Daytime. Just in case he decided she was looking like a delectable juice box LMAO.
And as much as she begged her friends that she had to do this on her own, they weren't about to leave her with TEN sleeping vampires to fend off if things went sour- and without weapons either. So, gathering up some of her aunts now very useful equipment, Stephanie and her friends went to Hudsons Bluff.
The vamps were all sound asleep, hidden away in the rafters... All but two. Chris and Chrysta were asleep on the Victorian couch, Chrysta huddled with her son snuggled in her arms, seemingly fallen asleep in a distraught position and mental place, his face hidden away in the comfort of his mother's shoulder.
Stephanie split from her two friends, who went to explore or keep lookout for any stalking vampires waiting to pounce... Bad idea.
Being the cluzt she is, Jess had gotten too close to some broken mirror shards and cut her thigh wide open- leaving a long trail of blood, the scent already wafting through the air at the second her skin split.
Tiffs her dad's daughter. The guy is the more wreckless and spunking of the coven... The one to probably be the more... Feral, less talk more killing. Who's to say his daughter isn't the same?
the smell of blood already got most of the other vampires stirring awake, but Tiff was quick to wake at the mouth watering scent, and cascaded from the rafters like a predator, making her appearance known the second she pounced for Jessie.
Steph was only seconds away from trying to wake Chris, before she immediately stepped in to sheild Jessie with herself- forgetting the stake Jess had equipped her with at her hip.
The position she fell to the ground in left the stake perched upright... And the second Steph pushed Jess out of the way, the human and vampire both hit the ground, Tiffany falling right on top of the stake... Straight through her undead heart.
The scream was one no one in that cave would forget. Especially Chrysta and Paul.
By the time all the vampires awoke to the sounding screams of both agony and terror, a dull ache in their chests, the three horrified girls had practically sprinted out of the cave.
And the first thing Paul had been met with the sight of as he hurriedly left the rafter with the rest if his coven members, was all the girls on their knees, wailing and sobbing while clinging to limp, limbs of their sister, being cradled in the arms of a distraught Chrysta, unable to tear her eyes away from the gut wrenching sight of bloody wood pierced through the pale flesh of her daughters chest, and tearing straight through her back.
As Stephanie, Jess, and Meg left into the safety of sunlight, outside the cave, the echoing sounds of heart shattering, devastated, enraged, blood curdling screams followed from the darkness of a very, distressed Paul.
(You know that scene at the end of the movie when Max finds Davids body and you can hear that little kid singing 'Cry Little Sister' IMAGINE THAT PLAYING AS PAUL HOLDS TIFFS FACE IN HIS HANDS WHILE PLEADING FOR HIS BABY TO OPEN HER EYES. IT HAS ME IN A FETAL POSTIOTION ON THE FLOOR)
Anyway, thanks fir coming to my Ted talk I sure hope i don't get beat up for this 🙂
#ask#cherry answers#cherry rambles#tlb#tlb 1987#the lost boys 1987#lost boys#the lost boys#david tlb#dwayne tlb#tlb paul#the lost girls#the lost girls au#tlg#tlg au#tlb marko#tlb au
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reader ,Tiff and Pete making plans without their s/os and making up an excuse to tell them and pete accidentally spills the beans
stop he's too cute i love him
you guys are all planning cute lunch dates before donna's photoshoot to place bets and honestly come up with exit plans (i love how my continued storyline is just donna having a photoshoot lmao) and you guys in your "Non-Berzatto Cliche" secret groupchat are discussing things and nat asks pete if he has any weekend plans and YOU TOLD HIM: "say you're going to an event. like, golf or something."
and poor pete, forgets about that. because he's never lied to his wife and he's awful at remembering lies! (well, we dont talk about the bear season two finale lmfao) he just goes "i'm getting lunch with y/n and tiff!" and nat's like "oh, i didnt know richie and carmy had plans to get lunch with yall??" and pete's like "... they don't."
cue nat asking wtf her husband is talking about to you and tiff and you're both like "we are planning a surprise for carmy!" and it doesnt even run across her mind that carmen's birthday isnt for another six months. or that he hates surprise parties. she just accepts it and now you have to plan a surprise party.
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different media anon here, thank you so much for your answer! It really pushed me to try watching the stageplays someday in my own time... somehow... haha qq if you dont mind me asking again (sorry if theres like a limit on ask per week or something), yknow how theres rivalries between divisions? Had the DRBs not been a thing, which divisions/groups do you think would actually be pretty friendly with each other, and which ones would still be pretty tense despite the lack of hypnosis mics lmao
What a super interesting idea. I tried to consider each team's dynamic with the other team, and it got a little long, so sticking this under a cut.
First, I want to properly define how this thought experiment will work, as removing tension/the Hypmics altogether makes the plot collapse entirely and raises a few questions about how several groups got together and what certain team members are up to, if not orchestrating tension. If Rei isn’t slinking around in the background looking shady and cooking up some DRB-related shenanigans, is he really still Rei? And so on.
Therefore, I am going to stick to the letter of the question. What if there were no DRBs? The DRBs seemed to have come about because Otome had the bright idea of pitting two rap boys against each other for sport in a bloodless, more marketable version of a gladiator match, so what if she just... didn’t do that? When Ramuda called Ichijiku and went, “Yo, what up, homie G, did you know the boys are planning a revolution?” what if Otome didn’t have anything lined up and kind of had to be like, “Well, shit”? So then she sent out Ramuda to break the crew up but in a totally lame, Ramude-esque way.
You know in FP/M+ chapter 11 when Hifumi tries to guess the reason TDD broke up and guesses that someone ate someone else’s pudding? Yeah. That’s what we’re going with here. Ramuda went around, ate everyone else’s pudding, and blamed it all on someone else. (We can assume Jakurai caught him in the act or something.) The mild anger on the Ichirou-Samatoki end and the sheer “wtf, Ramuda?” factor on the Ramuda-Jakurai end was enough for TDD to take a temporary hiatus, and when all tempers cooled down, they decided to go their separate ways but remain friends.
And while this may not be necessary for the letter of this prompt, let’s throw Sasara and Kuukou a bone and say that their tiffs with Samatoki and Ichirou happened in a similar fashion. Would Samatoki blow up and send Sasara’s ass packing back to Osaka (temporarily) if he thought Sasara touched his shit and Sasara, sensing an opportunity to clown on Samatoki for it, did what he does best? Absolutely! Would Ichirou and Kuukou butt heads in a he-said, she-said argument over who drank Ichirou’s last Coke? You know it. But as in TDD’s split, these arguments wouldn’t last long, and everyone would be pretty admicable before long.
Now our stage is set. Welcome... to the pudding AU.
BB/MTC: Samatoki and Ichirou are still homies to some extent, and this means that Ichirou still looks up to him as an older brother figure. By the sort of transitive property of older brothers, Jirou and Saburou would probably likewise respect him and at the very least would play nice with the rest of MTC. Samatoki likes kids, so he’d have no issue with the younger BBs, and Riou enjoys company as well. The group would probably have a lot of fun camping and having cook-outs at Riou’s place in the woods. However, there is an issue, and it is the one person I haven’t mentioned yet. I do not think Juuto “Mature Adult” Iruma would enjoy spending his free time with a middle schooler, especially if that middle schooler is as liable to sass back as Saburou is. Thus, the cook-outs would likely devolve into a very different sort of roasting over a campfire and would end with both Juuto and Saburou in time out.
BB/FP: After Ichirou cools off in regards to the Coke and pudding incidents (which may take a while), I figure he and Ramuda would fall back into a similar dynamic that they have in canon, wherein Ichirou thinks Ramuda’s a little weird but not enough to really do anything about it. FP and BB have fairly dissimilar interests, so I don’t think they would hang out a ton. Additionally, I think Ichirou would be a bit concerned about Dice and Gentarou’s bad behaviors (gambling and lying) rubbing off on the little BBs. Still, they might all get food or something every once in a while. The TDD manga suggests that Ramuda will, when he’s not pestering Ichirou, be occasionally struck with the desire to feed him, so I could see him popping up ever so often to treat the BBs to a nice dinner in some cozy little family restaurant. FP is like the weird uncle and the weird uncle’s irresponsible friends who give baller presents at Christmas and teaches you all the cool swear words you’re too young to know.
BB/MTR: This is a dynamic that I don’t think would work super well, not because of any sort of animosity, but simply that these two groups have such big differences in maturity and interests. The Buster Bros certainly wouldn’t mind fishing or dinner/drinking parties after work, but they wouldn’t have much to contribute to the adult conversation. Likewise, I’m sure that MTR would listen politely (Hifumi maybe not so much) to conversations about anime and school, but they wouldn’t be personally invested in it. I’m sure they all think well of each other but are probably casual acquaintances at best. They might have more luck mixing in a bigger, blended group, such as in TDD.
BB/DH: Despite how surprisingly easy it is to remove the DRBs from Hypmic and replace them with pudding without losing a significant chunk of the story and its character dynamics, I do not think we can conceivably make whatever the hell is going on between the Buster Bros and Rei be about pudding. Therefore, this group does not get along. Sasara and Ichirou probably keep in touch in a vague, acquaintances way. In canon, Ichirou doesn’t really reach out to him after he splits from Samatoki (even though there’s nothing really preventing him from doing so), so I imagine something similar would happen here.
BB/BAT: Oh they would kick so much ass. You know Kuukou and Ichirou would be making monthly trips to hang out with the bestie and try to beat each other’s ass in a parking lot somewhere. Jirou and Juushi would bond over music, and if anyone tried to bully Juushi again, Jirou, Kuukou, and Ichirou would show up to whoop their asses. (Saburou’s on standby waiting with a phone ready to call their lawyer (Hitoya)). I think Saburou and Hitoya would annoy the absolute hell out of one another, so they would end up very close friends too. Somewhere, there’s a group picture of all 6 smiling and hugging, and Hitoya texts it to Jakurai with the caption, “Look at this! Five kids, you bitch. And no child support, no less. You wish. You wish you were me.”
MTC/FP: It surprises me that Chuuouku had to make a reason for Samatoki to hate Ramuda, because the grasshopper arc shows that FP manages to piss off MTC plenty just by virtue of being themselves. I do sort of think that the only reason TDD works as well as it does is because Jakurai is a buffer absorbing the worst of Ramuda’s obnoxious energy, thus stopping him from trying to speedrun becoming a Ramupancake by annoying the absolute shit out of Samatoki until Samatoki beats the absolute shit out of him. And I mean... I do get it. I love the character Samatoki to death, but if he were a real person, by god there is something about him that would make it physically impossible for me to not fuck with him. His bravado is purely a bastard magnet. (I think that’s part of why he and Juuto get along so well.) Also, Gentarou appears to be allergic to cops and would be unable to resist making Juuto’s life hell (there’s a bastard magnet on Juuto too). So I have a feeling this would devolve into an absolute shitfit for four members of this little gang while Dice and Riou are just chillin’ on the side. So long as Dice and Riou can keep chillin’, everything’s all good. To be honest, I think Dice could get along well with MTC provided he left Gentarou and Ramuda at home - hell, I think Dice could get along with virtually anyone in the cast provided he left Gentarou and Ramuda at home. He’s as chill as could be while Gen+Ramu are chill in the same way that the surface of the sun is chill.
MTC/MTR: Hmm.. a mixed bag. Riou and Jakurai would become best friends overnight, partially because they’re on eye level with one another for a change, partially because they can commiserate about war, and partially because Riou would suggest, “Would you care to come into the woods with me to cook absolute batshit ingredients, fish in mountain streams with your bare hands, and wrestle the local wildlife into submisson?” and Jakurai would be like, “Oh! :) Would I!” A match made in heaven. As for the rest, I’m not sure. I think Hifumi and Riou would actually be able to get along in an odd sort of way - they’d swap recipes, and Riou would share some of his plants in exchange for spices he can’t get in the woods - since Riou’s absolutely patient enough to handle Hifumi’s high energy. Doppo and Riou would also work. Like Dice, I think Riou’s chill enough that you can send him to virtually everyone (barring Saburou, who is fourteen - apologies to the fourteen-year-olds reading this, but someday you will understand what I mean) and expect him to come home with a new best friend. Honestly, I think this whole dynamic would actually shake out pretty nicely. They seem like they could be trusted to have a chill time drinking/eating together someday. MTR are like MTC’s square cousins, and MTC’s like MTR’s slightly sketchy friend you know from high school who’s cool but definitely runs with the wrong crowd. (I would say they’re the weed dealer if not for Juuto’s obvious hatred of the topic.) The only reason why I called this a mixed bag in the first place is because I was a bit concerned about leaving Juuto and/or Samatoki and Hifumi in a room together - see the bastard magnet comment above - but knowing that Juuto is Doppo’s acquaintance would probably mitigate that a bit. (Although, knowing that Juuto is a potential Doppal may inspire Hifumi to do something embarassing like share Doppo’s baby pictures.) So hey, why not? Friends.
MTC/DH: God, what an interesting concept. Assuming that Samatoki and Sasara make up, I think Samatoki’d treat him in a “Haha, you knucklehead :) *beats his ass*” kind of way, which is all well and good. Running from an angry Samatoki gives Sasara good exercise. So Sasara would introduce him to Dotsuhonsters like, “Hey haha this is the yakuza leader who tries to beat me up all the time :)” and Roshou would go, “GOOD for him.” Samatoki and Roshou are, of course, instant best friends. The only awkwardness is when one day Roshou and Samatoki both share some pics of themselves a few years back, and Rei doesn’t say anything, but he does lean over and give poor Sasara (who is sweating bullets) a Look. There is not anything this man does not know. (Roshou and Samatoki, of course, are fucking oblivious, god bless their dumb asses.) Introducing Riou to the crew would go well, although I think Riou would be a bit baffled at their high-speed sense of humor. Introducing Juuto would go less well - and here I would like to pause and apologize to all the Juuto fans, since I feel like I’ve been making him out to be a cantankerous bitch, but he really is canonically closed off and prickly. That’s a big part of his character and what makes Juuto opening up to MTC so special and wonderful. At any rate, none of what I said above about Juuto was meant to be insulting, and I am now going to immediately fly in the face of that and lay into him - because I am 100% certain Rei has lured Juuto into an NFT scam, catfished him online, or both. The meetup quickly devolves into a game of tag as Juuto scrambles to get Rei into handcuffs.
MTC/BAT: Like FP, I think BAT’s obnoxious energy is a bit much for Samatoki. However, I think Juuto and Hitoya could be absolutely amazing friends, as they have pretty similar approaches to how they treat the justice system and how it plays into their respective missions. They also seem to have similar-enough tastes that they’d probably hang out in their free time. Hitoya would cry with relief that Juuto actually knows how to spell “charcuterie” after three days holed up in the mountains with Kuukou. Riou and Kuukou would likely respect one another for their strong conviction to their beliefs. I could see Riou being interested in training with Kuukou. Survival rhythm, survival monk. Survival rhymes and survival funk. Get sprayed in the woods by a survival skunk.
FP/MTR: There are two ways I can see this going, and one ends in the apocalypse, which is why I think King Records saw it vital to pry Jakurai and Ramuda apart before their respective groups mixed. On the one hand, I can see this having the same dynamic as a couple who have wildly different friend groups so you know the other dudes in a very second-hand, say “hey” when you pass on the street way. I don’t mean that in the sense that Jakurai and Ramuda would be a couple in this AU, but considering Jakurai’s willingness to forgive Ramuda for much more egregious shit, I think it’s fair to assume they’d make up after maybe four days tops for something as insignificant as “trying to break up the friend group” and “secretly being a government spy”. At any rate, assuming they each go on to build their own friend groups on their own time while still remaining close friends, I don’t think they would try to make one supergroup of pals because Jakurai and Ramuda’s one-on-one dynamic is very different than their group dynamic. Jakurai tends to... maybe babysit isn’t the right word, but mitigate, perhaps, Ramuda in group scenarios like TDD, and that wouldn’t work well with either MTR or FP. Both groups rely on them treating and being treated as equals while being able to express their true selves. Therefore, Jakurai-Doppo-Hifumi would be good friends, and Jakurai-Ramuda would be good friends, and Ramuda-Gentarou-Dice would be good friends, but there’d be no Jakurai-Doppo-Hifumi-Ramuda-Gentarou-Dice supercluster. On the other hand, if that did exist, the results would be disastrous. Yes, I think Jakurai would love this because he’d Hayami Show the hell out of Dice (Jakurai and Dice’s voice actors are very good friends), but if you allowed Dice and Doppo to meet on good terms, their mutual hatred of the systems they live in would spark a revolution overnight. As for Hifumi and Gentarou... Jesus Christ... it might be a good thing that they dislike one another in canon, because I cannot imagine a more chaotic pair of good friends. Together, they have the collective energy of those posts which show someone swerving through incoming traffic at roughly the speed of sound with the caption “Can’t help being a Gemini! <3 Live, Laugh, Love”.
FP/DH: Putting Gentarou and Sasara together is likewise a recipe for disaster. I think they’d try to one up one another, resulting in horrible casualties. I don’t think Ramuda would voluntarily want to hang out with Rei either - he doesn’t seem to be that fond of Rei in canon - so I don’t think these groups would ever naturally mix.
FP/BAT: Honestly, if left to their own devices, I think FP would try to adopt Juushi. Ramuda and Gentarou would, I think, find him very charming, even if Dice might be put off a bit by the crying. I don’t know how things would work with the rest of the crew, though. Kuukou might hold some resentment for Ramuda causing a fight between him and Ichirou, and Gentarou+Dice would be too protective of Ramuda to let this go easily. It’s probably best that these two groups don’t mix, apart from FP trying to arrange custody for Juushi on weekends.
MTR/DH: In theory, this could work pretty well, especially because Hifumi would kill to host a house party for his friends. They’re all mature enough to be able to connect well, if they ever had a reason to connect (I’m not sure what this would be, though - probably a friend of a friend recommendation via Samatoki). In practice, this would be a terrible disaster, because Sasara would goad Jakurai into drinking and then immediately regret it, if he lived to tell the tale afterwards. Still, talk about an interesting experience, huh? Oh, on that note, Jakurai and Sasara may actually get along by virtue of being into interesting people/things, although for somewhat different reasons.
MTR/BAT: Unfortunately, the Jakurai-Hitoya split is another relationship break we can’t pudding our way out of, boys. Hifumi and Juushi seem like they have the potential to connect due to their similar ways of coping with traumatic situations, but god... Poor Doppo... Imagine trying to sleep while the two of them are going, “HA HA HA HA!!!!” in the other room. Kuukou seems a bit too rough and wild to fit in with most of the group, although he and Jakurai might enjoy meditating together.
DH/BAT: Honestly? I could see it. Kuukou and Sasara have a strong dynamic back in MCD, so I could see them staying casual pals and eventually bringing the rest of their crew around to hang out. Both groups also have similar dynamics of younger, energetic dudes roughhousing while an older man looks on and gives timely advice, so I think they wouldn’t clash too much, even in terms of Kuukou and Juushi’s relative immaturity. Sasara enjoys that kind of commotion, and Roshou, while despairing about the state they leave his apartment in, enjoys encouraging kids and younger people. The one point of contention I’m foreseeing is Hitoya being alarmed by Rei’s flagrant law violating.
Super fun thing to think about! Thanks for sending this in.
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2022 writing wrap up
tagged by my beloved @possumteeths MWAH ILY
Total Words Published:
30,725
Additional Words Written:
about 9k of assorted other wips lmao
and about 4k for a random non-fic writing project that I kinda......abandoned......but maybe we’ll pick it back up idk
Grand Total of Words:
about 44,000!
Fandoms:
house of wax exclusively. smh. bc I lost my mind in october over it and have published nothing BUT content for it
however!! I would love to branch out eventually and write some other shit lmao!!
I have a bride of chucky fic in the works and I’d love to dabble into other slashers PERHAPS
none of them own this ass quite like those wax losers UNFORTUNATELY
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Highest Everything (raw kudos, hits, comments):
it’s my first HOW fic, poacher’s dream...which is a categorically nasty and weird lil house of wax oneshot about bo sinclair bein nasty w/beer bottles.
glad to know that all of u are intrigued @ the thought of being debased w/a budweiser bottle by this hick loser bc same tbh
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Highest Kudos to Hits Ratio:
pumpkin guts! a silly lil halloween romp in which the reader carves pumpkins with the worst men in america! spooky!
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New Things I Tried:
x reader fics lol!! I never thought I'd write anything in that format! tbqh, I didn't think I'd return to writing fanfic at all! bc for years I’ve had this cycle of getting into something, writing one (1) fic for it, losing all interest in fic writing, and disappearing off the face of whatever fandom I scuttled into lmao
seems like the only thing that motivates me to semi-regularly post fics is the concept of screwing the vilest fictional men?? interesting!! I love my neurological functions
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Fic I Spent the Most Time On:
it feels like it was sanguine lmao
I wrote 9.5k words of weird cerebral EDGING porn for this deranged elvis impersonator and his mechanic LARP
I really did
and it’s 100% the least accessible of my fics bc it’s Peculiar™. but when I tell u I sat and absolutely labored over that fic rfhsdjwjfedskrfjwds
I put a lot of time and energy into it and it knocked 7391932 years off my life tbh
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Favorite Thing I Wrote:
something borrowed!
I think it’s the strongest fic in my catalogue tbh. Just pacing/format-wise. I really like the overall structure and tone! It’s this strange little foray into Bo’s demented little pea brain and has several scenes I love a lot
I’m also very fond of miss ambrose, my lester fic! it’s just GOOFY fluffy nonsense!!! I had SO MUCH fun writing it
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Favorite Thing I Read:
everything LITERALLY EVERTHING that my fuckin INCREDIBLY talented friend @possumteeths/ @raccoonspooky wrote!! like I’m actively trying to narrow down my favorite and I am having the most DIFFICULT time bc they are all works of fuckin art lmao
I literally just reread obedient dogs the other day. go read that. have u read the SOUL SHATTERING and AWARD WINNING they'll pay you a thousand for a kiss & .50 for your soul ?? HAVE U?? BESTIE if U HAVE NOT???
basically, go gargle down all of poki’s content idk man IT’S ALL SO GOOD
@visceravalentines wrote THIS incredible piece and it made me clinically fuckin insane. edit: AND THIS ONE. HOLY SHIT. I have reread both of these 7382817983 times!!! meg ily!! u just wait I’m gonna attack ur masterlist like a frenzied bear after a long winter hibernation I swear
regrettably, I didn’t consume a ton of fic this year!! granted, I only got into this fandom in october so I have time to catch up lmao!! definitely plan to have a more extensive list next year
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Writing goals for 2023:
write more nonsensical insanity and just have fun lmao
as for concrete plans!! I’d love to write a whole series of x readers with horror ladies (final girl/villain/what have u)! carly and tiff are already on that list, but if you have any other ideas, I’m all ears! I need to brush through my horror lady mental catalogue and give them some ao3 rights lmao!
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New Works:
The previously mentioned Carly x Reader fic! It’s been my super self-indulgent brainchild for the past couple months, and I love it a lot! I really want to hammer it out this month and toss it out into the internet void......but we shall see.
If only I can get the weevil that is Ho Binclair out of my goddamn scriv doc..........speaking of him.......................
☢️💥🤡 I’ve got 37171984918342 Bo WIP’s bopping around my skull at all times yikes🤡💥☢️
I don’t need those. u don’t need those. I’ve already written enough for this man. what else is there 2 say!!! and yet
I’m also writing bits and pieces of this multi-chaptered Vincent slowburn. that will be out..............................at some time? in the future jfrdsjhrjhwfdskrwfds who knows
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tagging the writer moots that I haven't already seen tagged!! no stress of course mwah
@visceravalentines, @venus-haze
also consider urself tagged if u read 2 the bottom of this hell post
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hi love! i just discovered your blog and yeah, definitely, Tiffany and Ethan are one of the hottest couple I've seen around ❤️ I just love their chemistry, how much they love each other... yeah, I love them already too much.
One question, have you thought about the moment when Ethan found out about Tiff's knee injury? and how did he react? like, in general as in how it happened, the scar that she has now and the "broken dream" of becoming a professional? maybe him being sad of what happened to the love of his life but he also knows that if that never happened, they probably wouldn't have meet?
okay, this is me writing too much and i am so sorry lmao
OMG HI! 😍
Yes! The story of how Ethan finds out about the injury is included in one of the fics on my endless WIP list, but since I don’t plan on finishing it anytime soon, I’ll reply with a little HC here 💕 (who am I kidding, it's not ‘little’ because I can’t shut up lol but I’m not tagging anyone because I honestly don’t know what it is)
Before Miami, Ethan had collected some scraps of information about Tiffany—a disorganized list of details he kept at the back of his mind like pieces of a puzzle he was dying to solve.
Miami brought him the missing ones...And much more than he bargained for.
The first day of the conference was as hectic as ever, filling their schedules with lectures and presentations. Afterwards, the young doctor insisted on going out for dinner. He accepted the seemingly innocent invitation, oblivious to her secret mission: unwinding Doctor Ethan Ramsey.
She made him stop by the liquor store, then dragged him to the highly recommended pizza place nearby before they ended up on a beach, bonding over patient stories while drinking cheap champagne in plastic cups and tasting what was supposed to be the most Italian Margherita in Miami.
The conversation quickly turned personal. She opened up to him, giving him more clues, and he offered some fragments of himself in return.
Favorite food. The stories behind their names. Last vacation spot. Some memorable lessons from Naveen. The most annoying parts of med school experience.
He wanted to know everything about her, piece all those colorful tidbits together—maybe then it would make sense. Maybe then he’d understand why an intern got stuck on his mind.
Why did you become a doctor?
Tiffany’s smile dimmed for one split second as her gaze shifted to the ocean. She tried to avoid the answer, saying her backstory is lame, but he promised not to laugh her off. Tell me yours and I’ll tell you mine.
Her curiosity won over hesitation. Long version or short version?
The honest one.
So she told him about a little girl—a dancer. She was a natural. Her mother quickly noticed her talent and decided to put it into good use, prompting her to become the prettiest, the most praiseworthy, the absolute best destined for success.
But the girl didn’t want to be a collateral damage of her mother’s unfulfilled dreams; she wanted to find her true calling and craved to explore all the possibilities. She was eager to dance just as much as to become the smartest person in the room.
For years she obeyed, earning disapproving looks whenever she gave priority to something other than endless hours spent on learning new moves or perfecting her hover corté and chassé.
Then, one day during training, a week before the nationals, she jumped a little too early, a little too high, not giving her partner a heads-up to catch her on time. Her knee ligament was torn, shattering her efforts to defend the national championship.
Mrs Addams was convinced her daughter’s injury wasn’t an accident. Tiffany was always a wild child, showcasing her independence in the most infuriating way. What if she did this on purpose to quit dancing?
The unfair accusation crushed her heart, but not her spirit.
A month after the surgery she was back in training. The doctors didn’t recommend such a drastic shift from the recovery, but Felicity was willing to take the risk.
And Tiffany was determined to prove to her mother that she was just a victim of bad luck. That she didn’t mean to hurt herself.
Her moves were slower, sloppier, painful. She didn’t mean it before, but maybe she meant it now. Every step was a torture, but she had to be perfect again. So she danced until she couldn’t stand anymore and her knee refused to work. The damage was irreversible and no surgery she had gone through could fix it.
Ethan listened to the story with a deep frown and usettling feeling tugging at his heartstrings. His fingers swept through the sand mere centimeters away from Tiffany’s thigh and he cursed himself for even thinking of touching her. Comforting her. Telling the little girl she’s enough, she’s her own person, she doesn’t have to prove anything to anyone.
So that was my moment. I promised myself I’ll become a healer and try to fix all things broken and helpless.
He asked if it still hurt, and she nodded. Said she got used to the uncomfortable tingling and lifted her flimsy dotted dress a little to show him the scar. His fingers dug into the sand to help him hide from his thoughts.
How about the other one?
The other one? Her mouth fell open in confusion. A second later she pursed her lips and sent him a smirk. I‘ve learned to live with it.
And the hole in his heart was a proof of how it’s done—how grief could become a weapon.
Thank you. For trusting me with your story.
Thank you for listening to me.
With a wide smile, she finished her champagne, her piercing emerald eyes never leaving his. Just like the story about a little girl and the long, rough path she was thrown into.
The path that brought her to him.
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Present tense E&T don’t revisit the painful past too often, but ever since Miami, Ethan has always been mindful of the injury and even though Tiffany assures him that she never saw her future as a professional dancer, he knows that deep down she misses the thrill of it all. So whenever she’s up for slow dancing, he is too. Felicity Addams is a topic for a different conversation ksgsgksv
Sorry it got so long, I just couldn’t stop writing kfjkdjgk Hope you enjoyed reading it anyway!
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Darling, you have no idea how much happiness you brought me with this lovely message! I still smile whenever I think about it ❤️ The fact that you paid attention to this little detail made me tear up, thank you for thinking about me and my babies 🥰
I’m so moved that you adore E&T so much! Pleaseeee, never apologize for being the sweetest, I live for such messages and my inbox is always open for you! I’m sending lots of love your way ❤️❤️❤️
#ethan ramsey#tiffany addams#ethan x mc#ethan ramsey x mc#open heart#y'all are so precious#sorry for any errors#ethan x tiffany#random facts about tiff
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Ok ok so my brain kinda went off on this tangent of “hey, Taranza and Snatcher have been through similar circumstances, but had very different outcomes.” which eventually devolved into...
A Kirby AHIT crossover AU!!!!pleaseclap!!!
My friend helped me with some of the ideeas lmao. also this is gonna be a bit long, so a whole bunch of ideas and concepts are under the cut!
ok but anyway: Dark Taranza is Snatcher, Sectonia is Vanessa.
Ok ok hear me out here, yknow how Snatcher used to be the prince? Well Taranza would be the prince in this, and his weird transformation of idk becoming a weird grumpy ghost man who’s a stickler for legality is his soul becoming Dark Taranza or whatever. Much different than kirby lore as DT and Taz arent the same person, but! it! works!
Kirby would be Hat Kid, Bandee would be Bow Kid.
it just makes sense.
Also instead of time pieces it would be little stars i guess? I’m thinking maybe either Kirby is trying to reform the Star Rod..? The spaceship would just be like some wierd star-shaped ship reminiscent of that thing he was in in the cartoon but just. bigger I guess.
OH ALSO, so yknow how getting yarns gives you new hats that give you different abilities? weeeell, you also know those like copy ability orbs? Well, Instead of yarn, Kirby collects shards of those to piece the orbas back together to get new copy abilities!
This might be a bit of a shocker as the rest of this is all game-related, but Tiff as Mustache Girl.
Just. think about it. In the cartoon iirc she’s the one to always get angry when nobody does anything and just Lets Something Bad Happen. and that’s a lot like Mu!
To go along with this, Mafia Boss is King Dedede!
Kinda fits with how he used to be a tyrant, but also involved the cartoon a little bit because iirc, he kinda just. showed up and claimed he owned the place? and that was kinda what MB did????
(all the mafia goons are rlly mean waddle dees lol, not quite sure what this means for Bandee tho. actually, where did Bow Kid even come from? Is that ever said or am I missong out on lore? Maybe Bandee just saw how much of a tyrant DDD was and wanted to get away for a while and spend time with his new friend Kirby)
Cooking Cat is Chef Kawasaki.
i dont need to explain this
Magolor is DJ Grooves, Marx is The Conductor.
Imagine DJ Grooves but if he was a lot more shady. Lying to Hat Kid about her chance at stardom. Every time he calls her “darling” is an act to try to her her to trust him so he could use her to bring him to the top. THAT wwould be magolor >:) a real bastard but he tries to be way too nice about it so you believe he really likes Kirby and not the fame he’s bringing him with his movies (he does grow to care by the end of the chapter though)
Yelling, swearing, wanting everything to be under his control and everyone to listen to his every word, ambition, recklessness that still follows a loose plan; minus the swearing I really think Conductor and Marx are alike lmao, if anything Con’s just much more grumpy but who cares. If The Conductor was much more enthusiastic, I think it’d make things more fun anyway. Marx’d be blowing things up out of sheer excitement and lust for destruction.
Alpine Skyline would take place on Ripple Star
iirc, Alpine Skyline’s plot had a lot to do with a growing darkness making life dangerous for it’s inhabitants as it slowly took over. Sound familiar? haha dark matter go brrr. Ribbon would be there or something. I don’t remember any significant NPCs in AS.
Badge Seller would be Susie.
I have nothing good to explain this we had nobody else if you have other suggestions please help me.
Now for DLCs:
Nyakuza Metro would be. uh. Squeakuza Metro. Daroach would be Empress I guess.
I know nothing about Clawroline so I cannot make her play that role
I know almost nothing about Empress but. she runs a gang. and uhhh is fabulous
kinda funny that the cat becomes a mouse i guess idk
Seal The Deal would take place on the Halberd, Walrus Captain would be Meta Knight
I dont know anything about Walrus Captain sorry if this sucks
The seals would be various meta knights I guess? idk i feel like the meta knights are more competent than the seals but who am i to say i dont remember anything about STD
AHAHA WAIT NO THAT MEANS SEAL THE DEAL SDFGHJKAFGH im not deleting that i cannot i just was re-reading and it clicked in my mind
#i think this is my first ever text post#like ive been sort of making myself think that i HAD to have a drawing to go with every post#bc of this mentality of#“why would anyone actually care about what i have to say?”#and that's stupid lol#a hat in time#kirby#Kirby Series#kirby nintendo#Magolor#marx kirby#Taranza#queen sectonia#hat kid#snatcher#vanessa#dj grooves#the conductor#mafia boss#empress#walrus captain#king dedede#meta knight#tiff kirby#fumu#chef kawasaki#daroach#ribbon#susie haltmann#susie kirby
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bm 3.10 thots // finale spoilers
this entire opening sequence with mo and blair coked out their skulls is spectacular 👌
“much like the police without sting it’s gonna fuckin suck” wow i feel seen
"only mo and me are plan boys you dumb bitch" "we're getting tattoos not you"
if they don't get a renewal can don and andrew do another project together plz n thank u
dawn squaring up to mo ready to beat his ass
"you guys look very cute"
what to do with the knowledge that mo was attracted to blair when they first met????
mo telling dawn how much he loves her during the vows yooooo
earth wind & fire playing on the dancefloor 🔥
mo, blair and keith dancing together in a lil clump is hitting me in the feelers
lenny’s revenge being to show up to a wedding looking hot lmao
dawn being so excited that the killer’s a girl luv that for her
corkie shooting her own father in the head for what he did to roger genuine girlboss moment
blair casually admitting he killed his dad #valid
“y’all know i had to celebrate this shitty new decade with my shitty friends”
we need a s4 to fully explore how blair was ready to die cuz he didn't want to live anymore without tiff and roger
reciprocal blairmo i love yous 😭
“i love you, momo” “WE love you!!” asfdjvnfpv yassir ily
i appreciate that tiff thought to bring the sword from her and blair’s place to mo's wedding lmao
okay dark thought but roger and corkie’s kids have now lost both parents and their grandfather jfc
“did you say ‘ambalance’ in front of all these white people?!”
that highkey felt like a series finale but i refuse to think about it too much cuz i need another three seasons with these hoes :(
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will never understand why they didnt give this god awful heartbreak season to anais and whatever they are praising for s10 to be the theme to maya! like imagine it s6, the new gen was started by lola and it would have ended with maya and they would still be together because the heartbreak season would not be about them. deborah says as argument that it had to happen to a couple that was already together, but why? if you write an actual good season with a couple that has chemistry then who cares if they were together before? the theme is supposed to show through, right? instead they ruined the best couple with a horrible season and are praising the next season about someone that no one cares about i will never understand them
speaking of my previous ask, i also do not understand why they did not give tiff's pregnancy storyline to jo
omg i’ve been campaigning for maya to get s10 as soon as s7/8 were announced in 2020 shsjsks like max s7, sekou s8, jo s9 and maya s10 so her and lola could bookend the new gen and they’d end with a season all about graduating from teenagehood to adulthood!! relatedly how insane is it that of the four original la mif members the only one to officially be a main is maya 😭
anyways what you’re saying makes sense but unfortunately you’re applying sense to a situation that simply doesn’t have one. the reason maya got a heartbreak theme and anais is getting s10’s super important topic is bc:
- deborah has said the plan was always for them to break up and then when a producer suggested the heartbreak theme she realized she could do it with maya, so they were going to break up regardless in the bg of someone else’s season lmao, this just allowed them to focus on it entirely and write the normal people fanfic of their dreams
- anais is literally a blank canvas, we know like 5 things about her. she’s the perfect candidrate to throw at whatever random topic was picked out of a hat, since the approach is to pick a topic and then pick a character who fits it best
i’m on mobile about to go to work lol so i can’t find it rn, but i know ally (who you should be following anyways 😌) has written about how shirley wanted to focus on tiff and deborah wanted to do hidden pregnancy, so even though jo would’ve been the best fit for the latter in la mif, it wouldn’t have happened as long as tiff was around i guess. which is still bonkers to me like tiff was very clearly written in s6 to be nothing more than a one dimensional mean girl plot device, everything was set up for a max season lmao (and i’m guessing they wanted to save jo for the HIV plot too)
#knowing no endgame was inevitable is very frustrating but there’s a peace in it too for me. it also makes them 100x more tragic#and the more tragic destined to fail can never make it work etc etc they become the more i’m obsessed lmao#ask#anon#french posting#long post
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ok besties my anxiety has been haywire this week so i’ve decided i need to ask for advice
topics include: the (probably-not-important-but-there-nonetheless) perils of double texting, navigating a long-distance relationship, and trying to respect someone’s barely-there free time when you know you’re just 1 person in their life but you uhhhhh miss them
so here’s the low-down:
my sailor hit port finally and so we’ve been able to talk a little bit. the first two days he texted me first and it was great. he called me for a little while the first night. it was really nice to hear from him again. after that, communication got spottier. i didn’t hear from him for a day and it set my mind off bc, you know, ✨anxiety✨. i texted him the day after that and got a few replies. i think we may have talked that night. i texted him the next day to thank him for calling me and he told me he could swing something that night - but then i didn’t hear from him for another day (or maybe like two days?)
time is weird bc we’re currently on an 18-hr time difference. also he’s a sailor lol so he’s working for part of the time he’s in port. also, there are rules. and he’s on an international phone plan that i think gets iffy at times. so anyway i texted him and didn’t hear back for a few days bc i guess his service crapped out. he texted me back when he finally got service last night but the time we spent texting didn’t last long, plus he was working once again.
so here is my situation. i know that he is working some days. i also 100% understand the fact that before now he was in a metal tube underwater for two months, so i want to respect the fact that he has this time now to explore a new place, take in non-recycled air and see the sun, and enjoy that freedom. at the same time, i desperately want to talk to him. i want to have at least one more call before they are out to sea again. i want to feel like he wants to talk to me too, you know?
but with these times where he will just drop off texting - which is not unusual; he did this on regular days too lmao, such is the life of the navy and also potentially just being A Man - leave me in this increasingly tight spot because while regularly i don’t give two shits about double-texting, i’m starting to get all kinds of in my head about it because i don’t want it to feel like i’m... intruding on this space. you know? my god even writing it out sounds so stupid and quite frankly if one of my friends told me this i would be like “it literally doesn’t matter, text him anyway, he can choose if he wants to respond” but i think i’m just. not only is the relationship sphere new to me, but i am also navigating a relationship with a deployed sailor, which. how the hell can anything prepare you for that??? i don’t even know how a NORMAL relationship should work, but now we’re adding in time differences and the potential of him not being allowed to tell me when they go back out to sea?
so i’m just stuck. i really think i should just text him again. right? i am just afraid of coming across as desperate or doing anything that could jeopardize wherever we’re at while he’s gone.
it’s not that i don’t think he cares or anything. it’s just that i have no clue where his focus is and i want to allow him that space without feeling like i’m constantly poking at his shoulder or whatever now that he’s somewhat available for communication after months of biweekly emails, if i was lucky. it’s the same reason that if i knew he was like out for drinks with his buds or whatever i would leave him alone.
I DON’T KNOW. the logical part of my brain is like you are putting WAY too much thought into this! own your space! text your man! but the anxious part of my brain is like what if he actually doesn’t care anymore and what if he’s ignoring you and what if he doesn’t want to talk and that’s why he hardly responds and what if the nerd tiff you got into on your last phone call is the reason he doesn’t want to call again and what if he actually doesn’t want to call again and what if what if what if what if
so basically i’m threatening to spiral and i hate it because i really thought i was doing better today but! then i randomly burst into tears so. that’s where i’m at.
i just need feedback, i guess. help. i don’t know if i can decide what to do. or rather i don’t know if i feel up to forcing myself to bite the bullet and text him again. even though if he was at home i don’t think i’d see any problem with it.
#b:personal#my brain is giving me a TIME these past few days theydies and gentlethems.#text post#if you actually manage to read all this i love you
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Hiya Clari 💖
I know it’s been awhile since I’ve checked in and this is another ask that you don’t have to reply to at all I just wanted to let you know that I’m still thinking of you and hoping that you are getting rest and taking care of yourself <3
Take as much time as you need to heal, I’m not going anywhere so bitch (respectfully) you’re stuck with me as an anon for what looks to be quite a while
I’ll give you a lil life update since I have missed talking to you but I 100000% understand why you have done a hiatus because your well being comes before anything else <3 I got my tattoo so very exciting times and uni terms start back in a few weeks so another exciting year for me
Also like I said this is just a lil message for you just so you know I’m still thinking about you and sending my love, you don’t have to reply at all or if you decide you want to take as long as you want/need so as always sending you all the love and hugs in the world <333-🍯
HI MY SWEET HONEYBUN <333
oh you are so lovely, thank you so much for your well wishes and for checking in!!! i appreciate it a lot <33 i am trying my best to rest and take care of myself!!! yesterday was filled with a lot of needless anxiety, so hopefully today is a little better <33
I’M GLAD YOU’RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE, BECAUSE I NEVER EVER WANT YOU TO LEAVE!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!! <33333333333
i’ve missed talking to you, too!!! sorry it’s taken me forever and a day to get to your message below waaaaah :(((( i feel really bad about that :/
OOOH U GOT UR TATTOO!? DID IT HURT??? WHAT WAS THE EXPERIENCE LIKE OMG!!!! that is super super exciting honey aaaah!!! yaaay uni!!! be safe and be kind to yourself during the school year, please!! remember that grades never equal your worth as a person!! <33
my gosh you genuinely are so incredibly sweet to me, and so understanding, and i just can’t express my gratitude enough; i literally cannot put into words how happy i am to have you in my life, my precious honey, my sweet virtual penpal <33
i hope u don’t mind me answering this here as well!! <33
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BLAH it’s super hot here right now, too!! and extremely humid because it keeps raining, it’s so ._. icky. i went to the zoo with my boyfriend not too long ago and my shoulders + face got totally fried by the sun, it was awful :( fall and winter are my favourite seasons!! tho i do really love denim shorts, so i enjoy summer in that respect hehehe <3
OOOOH YES DID YOU??? I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH!!!! get out totally blew me away, literally everything about that film is immaculate, from its writing to its acting to its cinematography to its sound and music, it’s an absolute masterpiece!! i wrote an essay on get out during uni and it’s still one of my favourite academic papers i’ve ever written hehe <3 BUT YES I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU, get out expertly builds this extremely unsettling tension in its viewers ugh it’s so so so goooooooooooood
kiki’s delivery service is my favourite ghibli film!!!!!! oh my gosh!! i just think it’s so so so sweet, i love magic and cats and cute little homey spaces like that, and i love the european inspired seaside town, that whole film is just SUCH a comfort movie and a feel good movie for me <3
HAHAHAHA WELL, IF U DID REREAD THEM i hope you enjoyed <3 i recently reread my 1950s dabi fic, because i love it so much??? and i’ve been listening to a lot of like, lana del rey and elvis lately so it got me in the mood hahahaha <3 hopefully one day i can do more with that universe, i wrote a whole backstory for 1950s dabi but i couldn’t find a good place in the fic to put it so it now sits abandoned in my notebook </3 ANDDDDDD if you haven’t yet, pls go vote on my poll for what you’d like to see posted next!!
i love your rambling, stop this nonsense 🥺 i sincerely love your little letters and i promise you i always look forward to reading them and replying to them, even if it takes me a little time to get there. they always put such a smile on my face and i am so grateful!!!
in terms of plans, tiff (toronto international film festival) is happening super super soon so i’m wickedly excited for that!!! my boyfriend and i always go and make a whole week out of the whole festival and it’s just lovely, we have so much fun!! they just released the schedule for the films yesterday and i am BUZZING eeeee!!! now that i’ve graduated uni i don’t get the film student discounts anymore which kinda sucks LMAO but!!! it’s okay!! i love supporting film and i especially love supporting film in my home city!!! <333
oh honeybee i love you so so so very much, please never forget it <33
#this is a LONGGGG answer hehehe sorry <3#but yes!!!#super duper excited!!!#sounds like there are a lot of good films coming this year!!#AND they have some in person screenings too (FINALLY) which makes me so !!!! AH#i just love the feeling of tiff#i cant even explain it#while in uni the first two weeks of school (which also always happened to be the duration of tiff) were always so fun#because like everyone in the film department was buzzing n talking about premieres and tickets and events etc#and profs would come in and ask who was going to see what etc#it's just overall such a fun time!! i love film festivals :(#okay now that i've rambled sufficiently about tiff#i hope you're having a wonderful week my sweet honey <333#please stay safe out there!!! i am sending u so much love n health n happiness!!! <33#🍯.anon#clari gets mail
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God yes!!!
You know what the most fucked up part was about skam season 2? I was around 17 or so when I watched it. No relationship yet. And thought it's admirable that someone is so hot for you that they can't stop. And like. Fuck no. That's terrible. Your no should always count. And then even in the context of the SA noora experienced. Imagine how groundbreaking that scene would have been if they would have gotten it on and noora would have realized she is not ready yet and would have stopped William and they would have talked about it and he would have been understanding and patient and would have said we have all the time in the world?? Like fucking consent.
Also talking about the sex toys, like yes if they would have talked before about them it would have been maybe even like this icebreaker. But like this? Her knowing his insecurities right now coming to sex?? And then just getting over there like completely with the intention probably of getting it on? I think that's kinda disrespectful.
Do you think tiff and max would stay together a long time?
(also was he in a relationship with Maya before? Did they make love?)
(and thank you for talking with me about this lol it keeps me sane!)
OMG RIGHT??? so sorry it affected u that way that's so terrible... that's exactly why i dislike the whole concept of noorhelm so much like there r more "irrelevant" things that i just personally don't like abt it but the worst part is how they romanticized rly vile shit for a very impressionable young audience a lot of which rly saw themselves in noora.. n that's in no way the viewers' fault like the writing straight up promoted toxic behavior as a romantic thing 😐
ur idea of it would be SO much better!!! i wish we got more stuff like that from skam & its remakes... like when smth that has been set up as an epic moment like a love declaration or first time or smth goes "wrong" as in not according to plan but it wouldn't be considered a negative thing, instead it's a moment of growth for the characters. just showing that u never have to do anything u don't want to even if u figure out u aren't comfortable w it After u already agreed once! it's okay to change ur mind at any point n in a season w themes such as noora's that would be rly meaningful. like seriously in what world the canon scene wasnt triggering for noora like....??? how was that supposed to be romantic for a survivor (or anyone else to begin with) i-
yes icebreaker is a good way to describe it! if they had talked abt all of it before it would've been a cute moment like "haha i know this is silly but i wanted to apologize n we talked abt this before so 🤪" it would still be weird but.. in an intentional way? a self aware way? now it just feels weird in a bad way like tiff just went in w the assumption that they will not only make up their differences but also.. have sex?? even tho that was off the table even while they were on good terms.
realistically i think that max & tiff wouldn't rly work out for multiple reasons but since skamfr has glossed over those reasons... maybe they will then lmao 😭 like they have very bad communication atm (proven by this sex debacle where they never discussed max's feelings more + the fact that they have very weird expectations of max's role & their life w moïra) n tiff just existing around max's supposed best friends w her immense privilege that she doesn't even realize she has is not a good dynamic in real life. so i wouldn't see it working out. BUT LMAO france has decided that "in canon" not communicating actually didn't have bad consequences for them n they simply don't need to do that, they can just magically be on the same page + tiff is somehow besties w all of la mif including lola for no realistic fucking reason so that's not an obstacle to them anyway! 🤪 so, apparently a healthy relationship in the skamfr universe requires none of the things real life relationships do so they can be everlasting w/o ever putting in effort 💆♀️
and yes max n maya were dating before he came out! idk whether or not they had sex tho i don't think that was ever specified 🤔 i guess that since max wanted to take things slow bc tiff is "the first girl he's been w after transitioning" that kind implies that he's been w girls before that. don't know if that specifically would mean maya but still it seems to imply he has had sex before tiff, otherwise the sudden jump to their first time would be even weirder like imagine if he had never done that before n tiff just showed up w toys... at least skamfr hasn't lost their minds THAT much
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Same Difference Ch.17
A/N: Here is your reward for enduring last week lmao. This one is a bit long, but cutting it up just didn't seem as gratifying so I hope you guys enjoy.
Also, thank you so much for all the kudos, comments and bookmarks on AO3 and FFN-- you guys are too kind :'). I'll try posting more regularly on Tumblr too if ppl wanna read it here. Let me know what y'all think~
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There was darkness, then flickers of lights and the occasional overwhelming flow of noises before it ebbed to silence and darkness yet again. First, she felt she was on a hard surface like concrete, then cold metal, then something cushion-like… a bed? Her thoughts were incoherent, presenting more as disjointed words and feelings. Anger, regret, hurt, with a sprinkle of sadness on top. Her body was heavy, every limb feeling as though the blood had been replaced with lead. Her head lolled and she heard someone suddenly shift at her side, the bed dipping under the pressure of said someone leaning on it and over her but was too out of it to open her eyes. Acquiescing, she fell back into unconsciousness.
An indefinite amount of time passed while she was in the darkness before her senses began to return fully. She heard typing, now able to feel a presence nearby. She wanted to open her eyes, but the task seemed too daunting still, simply listening would have to be enough for now.
“I can stand watch for now, if you’d like.” One voice offered, softly.
“What I’d like is to be left alone.” The other replied curtly.
“I see. We’re going to leave in the next few hours, I’ll get everyone ready.”
“You do that.”
Well this guy sounds like a treat… Nanami thought, her sarcasm unsurprisingly returning before the rest of her senses and memories. There were footsteps and then a soft thud, like a door being carefully shut. A couple moments passed before she heard what sounded like a laptop being closed, then footsteps coming towards her, and then silence. She desperately wanted to wake up, but her body refused to cooperate, causing her eyes to flutter behind her eyelids as she struggled in vain to move. She could sense the presence hadn’t left and she felt anxious as to what might happen next before hearing a sigh. She felt a sheet being pulled up to cover her arms, where goosebumps had been forming from the draft in wherever she was.
“I’ll deal with you when I get back.” The voice said with a hint of annoyance, though it was betrayed by its gentle tone. Hearing footsteps growing fainter, a door opened and closed once more. The words themselves were threatening but the way they were spoken, she felt oddly comforted. Falling back into the darkness, she decided to cultivate her energy and try her luck at waking up again later.
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Emerging from the darkness again, the pain began immediately. Her head throbbed and she reflexively tried to groan but found her mouth and throat painfully full. Instantly recognizing the feeling, panic set in, the only other thing she could perceive being the desperate need for it to stop. She grabbed the tube, disassembling and reassembling it outside her body. The large obstruction dropped unceremoniously to the floor and she coughed, glad to be rid of it.
“Don’t be so rough with the equipment.”
She rolled her head to the direction of the voice, a bright light hitting her eyes as she struggled to open them for the first time since… Damn. It all came rushing back to her at once, the voice no longer a mystery. Her vision focused and she found herself looking at Overhaul as he sat at her bedside. His mask was on as he stared at her blankly. She stared back for a beat, not knowing how to begin speaking about what brought them to this point. Deciding she should be fully awake and rested for that conversation, she mentally tabled it, opting for their usual banter instead.
“It’s still intact isn’t it?” She cleared her throat, massaging it as she continued, “How long was I out?”
“Three days.”
“THREE DAYS?” Her eyes shot wide, another coughing fit beginning as she raised her voice after not speaking for days.
“Yes, that’s what I said.” He grimaced, moving back a bit at her sudden outburst, “Cough in the other direction.”
“No surprise that your bedside manner could use some work.” She sighed as she adjusted to raise herself up, wincing as her sore muscles tried their best to comply. He promptly rose, putting a pillow behind her as she sat up, his expression blank yet attentive, “Thanks.”
He nodded as he took his seat again and the silence continued, painfully. It felt like their first meeting all over again, neither knowing how to broach the awkward topic. Looking back, Nanami was angry at how insufferably rude he could be but couldn’t ignore her own part in this. A pang of guilt sat heavily in her chest when she remembered how easily she let her emotions get the best of her; she hadn’t told someone off like that in ages. In her mind, it in no way absolved him, but to say it was all his fault would be a lie. In that moment of rage, she… What did I do anyway? She glanced down, now more confused than anything, her brows furrowing before looking at him.
“Let’s chat.”
He readjusted in his chair, leaning back as he crossed his legs and folded his arms across his chest, “Let’s.”
His body language oozed condescension as though she was about to be scolded like a child and she hated it, “Why’d you attack me. Again.”
His eyes narrowed, displeased with how she was beginning their talk,” That was going to be my question to you. I thought we had a deal.”
“What are you talking about? We did—we do—I did not attack you.” she defended. Nanami knew they were both wrong for getting so worked up, but she wouldn’t stoop that low over an argument. “I was wrong, we both were for getting so heated, but I wouldn’t just start throwing hands like that. So again, why did you attack me? I thought… I thought we got passed all that.”
His brow furrowed at the implication, his jaw clenching uncomfortably at the hurt in her voice, “We are. We’re far passed all of that.” He intoned with a level of sincerity that seemed foreign to him. Having spent the past three days chastising himself for putting her in this position, wishing the exchange could be taken back, it was difficult to sound detached. He’d been angry, but harming her had been something he’d put out of his mind some time ago, “I didn’t attack you either…”
They both shared a moment of sincere confusion. Overhaul hadn’t come out unscathed either, having to heal his own head injury as well as a cracked vertebra from the impact once he came to. “Then what the hell happened?” Nanami asked, speaking the question they were both wrestling with. She looked around the room for her bag at the same time Overhaul reached for his laptop.
“We should run tests.” They said in unison. He handed her her notebook from the bag and a pen as they began noting exactly what happened leading up to the explosion. As she recalled the events, there were a number of theories that came to mind, as well as ideas on how to safely perform reenactments of what transpired, but she also remembered the argument beforehand. He was somehow even more quiet than usual, and she could tell his gears were turning that morning, but the hostility seemed so out of the blue. Putting down her pen, he glanced up at her, noticing the sound of her writing had stopped and she was staring down thoughtfully.
“Did you think of something?”
“…Yeah. I did. Why’d you pick a fight with me that day?”
He looked back down at his keyboard and continued typing, “I don’t know what you mean. That little tiff was a joint effort.”
“No, no, no. It may have ended up that way, but you blew up at me after an entire week of solid teamwork. I expect the snide comments and the general air of grumpiness, but that was different… What happened?” He made the mistake of making eye contact with her. She didn’t look angry, just hurt.
Taken aback, all he could manage was “… I don’t know.” He wasn’t sure how to respond to that “emotion” nor did he have any plans to discuss feelings. If he was being honest, he wasn’t even sure why he did it himself. Perhaps it was self-sabotage and he was pushing her away, but to accept that would mean acknowledging they had gotten close; that he had, at some point, made the subconscious decision to stop viewing her as a pawn or even just a colleague, and to indulge the need for far more than their formal arrangement. He wasn’t ready to come to terms with the possible loss of his objectivity when it came to whatever went on between them, but he knew he’d have to confront the undercurrents of their relationship at some point. Right now, they had discovered a possible breakthrough in their research and there was no room for delay. With a ghost of a plan in mind for how to move forward with Nanami, he decided it would be more logical to smooth things over in the immediate moment with Dr. Watanabe; separating the two identities giving him the illusion of control. He continued” But I do know it won’t happen again. That was…unprofessional. How is your head?”
She bit her lip and exhaled, seeing the switch flick in his eyes knowing the wall had been put back up. “It’s... it’s fine. Just a little—no, really sore.” She confirmed with herself, rubbing her hand over the source of the pain to find stiches. Why wouldn’t he just overhaul this? “So, you decided to fix this the old-fashioned way, huh? The stitchwork is impeccable, but why go through the trouble? You could have just—”
“I didn’t want to touch you.”
“… Ouch.” She winced, glancing away as the abrupt response hurt a bit more than she expected.
Realizing it hadn’t been received how he planned, he clarified,” I meant I…didn’t want to use it on you. I was under the impression we had somehow attacked each other and assumed you might not find the prospect of me handling you in that way all that appealing.”
“…Oh. Well, thank you... I don’t mind if you touch me now” he rose a brow at this, “—I mean like to heal or—Oh you know what I mean.” She rolled her eyes before crossing her arms and continuing, “Just… just do it, please.” The last word tacked on with a mumble.
Letting out an amused breath, he rose, motioning her to turn so her back faced him as he removed his gloves. She quickly brushed her hair to the side, missing a few strands. She tensed as he was much closer than she was prepared for, feeling the warmth of his hands against the nape of her neck as he gently gathered the stray hairs and handed them to her to gather in front. Smoothing down the part, he leisurely ran his hands through her hair, losing himself for a second before noticing the tops of her ears had reddened and her breath had quickened at his ministrations. Refocusing, he disassembled the stitches before immediately healing the wound knowing even a millisecond of delay would prove very painful. “Done.”
Cracking her neck and rolling her shoulders, she felt normal again and ready to get out of bed as her muscles had been unused for the better part of three days. Checking the time on her phone on the nightstand she saw it was only 6 am, “So, you wanna go for a run?”
“That’s not funny.”
“Fine, fine. But on a serious note, I think we should head to the lab. I know the deal was 2 weeks bu—”
“You don’t have to bargain. Get cleaned up, I’ll start preparations for testing tomorrow.”
She turned to him, brows raised in surprise, “Well okay then. I’ll see you back at the house.”
“See you there.” He said before exiting her room, shutting the door softly.
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After a thorough scrubbing and stretching, she felt ready to get back to her remaining paperwork, putting on her favorite chunky turtleneck and sweatpants effectively pulling off the lazy-but-still-fashionable look. Brewing herself a cup of tea and pulling out her workbag, she thought it best to not dwell on all the Feels ™ that had continuously threatened to surface, which was undoubtedly exacerbated by their current living situation.
She was woman enough to admit she stared just a little too long, smiled just a bit too enthusiastically, and was way too excited by even the smallest bits of physical contact with him… But it’s just a crush. She lied to herself as though he hadn’t been the most intellectually stimulating person she’d had the pleasure of talking to. As though she’d ever felt silence more comfortable than their time in the lab or simply sharing meals together. As though— Girl if you don’t concentrate... She chastised herself before attempting to neatly compartmentalize her feelings, refusing to acknowledge just how much more difficult keeping them in check had become. It’s just because you’re all up under each other, it’ll pass.
Refocusing on the task at hand, she opened her laptop and pulled out a well-worn file folder, her gaze turning somber as her fingers traced the bend of it; evidence of the many nights she’d revisited it only to close it when the answers didn’t come. In the past month she’d taken on a patient who seemingly had nowhere to go. Many of her colleagues had turned him away, seemingly too jaded to go through the trouble of dealing with such a case. Nanami herself was puzzled when she reviewed his file, but she knew there was no other option; she had to at least try.
Kenta was a very jovial, large person with a personality to match. Built much like a strongman with tusks not unlike a walrus, he was hard to miss. Before he became her patient, she’d see him making small talk with the other patients, encouraging them though he himself was on the way to chemotherapy, his weight dwindling by the day. The previous doctors told him that he had osteosarcoma, a rare form of bone cancer. It was seemingly exacerbated by his quirk that gave him dense bones; they were perfect for diving, but apparently came at this very high price. The treatment had shown mild success, but her predecessors had decided his condition was becoming too advanced and an amputation was in order. After that visit, he attempted to keep his jovial nature, but his physical appearance continued to deteriorate, the medication and tests taking their toll. Full-hardy laughs were interrupted by coughing fits, round cheeks flexed into a habitual smile were replaced with gaunt hollows. Nanami couldn’t help but feel was cruel to be given such great power and still be unable to solve this problem.
She agonized, sincerely perplexed as to why someone as healthy and active as Kenta could have developed such an aggressive and rare form of cancer so quickly. It didn’t helped that after the first doctor’s diagnosis, the subsequent three doctors took little to no efforts to confirm said diagnosis, so she remained thoroughly unconvinced. She was a prodigy in her own right, but that alone couldn’t negate seniority. To go against the other doctors, she would need substantial proof of her theory—and also a theory to begin with.
Nanami was stirred from her thoughts by the sound of the silo being activated, as Overhaul stepped out. It had been hours since she had last gotten up as day turned into late night, too engrossed in her task. She glanced up for a moment, giving an absent-minded “hey” before returning to her work. It was unlike her to brush him off so quickly, and he assumed there were still hard feelings from earlier. Approaching her, he was about to speak before he caught a glimpse of her screen and notes, the file folder and its contents now haphazardly splayed on the coffee table, a few with drops of moisture on them.
“Didn’t I tell you no drinking in the living roo—” he stopped short, hearing a small sniffle escape her, before she attempted to cover it up by clearing her throat.
“Sorry, yeah, no drinking in the living room.” She laughed emptily, gathering the papers that were stained.
Seeing people cry was usually... uninspiring to him, to say the least; he couldn’t understand it, the need for such dramatic displays as an adult. But he found himself making exceptions more and more; she wasn’t one to throw herself on the floor in a tantrum—at least not seriously. Her tears were stifled, indignant, and his curiosity—yes, we’ll call it “curiosity”— got the better of him.
“What are you doing? Crying?”
“No!... Maybe.” She stubbornly corrected, further averting her gaze, hoping to use her hair as a curtain to obscure her face. Pausing for a beat, his attention turned to what he presumed was the source. He read over it as she attempted to fix her face. His brow furrowed, and Nanami turned back to see what he was doing. “Why do you care?”
“Osteosarcoma seems like an odd diagnosis for someone with his age and history.” He noted, choosing not to answer her question.
“That’s what I said!” she instinctually replied before remembering herself, “I mean quit snooping, this is patient-doctor information. It’s illegal to share.”
“Yet you brought it outside your office, to a yakuza base.” He deadpanned, pointing out the hypocrisy, taking a seat next to her on the couch. She pursed her lips, continuing to mull over theories, assuming he’d get bored and leave her be. “If not osteosarcoma, what do you think it could be?”
Knowing discretion was one of his strong suits, she decided to humor him. “I’m not sure. The tumor grew extremely fast and they began chemo almost immediately, so I didn’t get the benefit of a fresh diagnosis. He’d been perfectly healthy otherwise and his line of work kept him pretty active.”
“What’s his occupation?”
“He’s a commercial diver, it’s pretty fitting since his quirk gives him a lot of walrus-like qualities.”
“Sounds hazardous.”
“You’re one to talk. He’s practically made for it so drowning or being crushed under the pressure is near-impossible for him.”
“I was referring to all of the equipment. The fact that he’s kept all of his limbs up to this point is impressive.”
Slowly turning to him, a tired look on her face, she replied “… Your compliments are so very strange.”
Shrugging he continued, “It’s not that odd. The number of divers and sailors I’ve seen at port with mutilated legs is not small.”
Nanami was mid eye-roll when an epiphany struck her. Her eyes went wide, and she began frantically rummaging through the paperwork. "Shit-- wait, online!" grabbing her laptop, she began typing in a frenzy as Overhaul watched calmly. Finding Kenta's online records in the hospital database, she read a file from a month before his diagnosis stating he had been in a diving accident that severely fractured his leg where his tumor now was. She let out a shaky breath of excitement, "MO. It's fucking Myositis Ossificans! This explains why the 'tumor' grew so quickly. It's because it wasn't even really a tumor, just his body's response to a traumatic injury-- This is amazing!"
He felt the corner of his mouth tug upward, as she practically wiggled in genuine excitement. “That diagnosis sounds much more appropriate.”
Facing him on the couch, she reflexively grabbed him by his shoulders, lost in excitement, before realizing what she was doing. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to just grab you like that,” she hurriedly removed her hands before he waved it off. “It’s just... I’ve been poring over this since I got this case but hadn’t thought to make that connection since he never mentioned the injury.” Thinking back for a moment, it dawned on her, “... how did you know to ask?”
“What do you mean?”
“Don’t play dumb, it doesn’t suit you.”
Smiling, he rose, walking to the kitchen, “Would you like a cup?”
Very aware he was evading her question, she rolled her eyes smiling in kind “Sure. Of what?” She wrote down her final notes before putting away the files, tucking them and her laptop away as she waited for an answer.
Bringing over two cups of sake and the bottle, he sat next her with his own before sliding over her cup. She gave him a look and he sighed, “Consider it your reward for your work today. But don’t get used to it, my living room consumption rule still stands.”
She raised her hands in surrender, chuckling before taking a sip. “Oh! Let’s play a game.”
His brows furrowed as he continued to face forward still enjoying his drink,” Do I seem like a man who plays games?”
“Well, judging by the shogi board, I’d say yes.”
“… Just set the board.”
They sat in comfortable silence for a bit before starting the odd conversation, chatting and playing until they were on their fourth cup. Nanami was admittedly tipsy by this point and decided to ask something that had been on her mind for a while now with the aid of her liquid courage. If ever there was an opportunity, it was now, “Hey, why didn’t you ever become a doctor?” The question caught him off guard as he stopped drinking and peered off into the distance thoughtfully. His lips parting for a moment to speak before closing again to consider his answer.
“It would be difficult to treat people you can’t touch.”
“Hm… sounds like a copout. I wear gloves on the job at least 80% of the time and a lot of the non-surgical work that requires touching could easily be done by a nurse. So, what’s the real reason?”
“Well, you’re awfully bold tonight.”
“Eh, it’s your fault anyway,” she reminded him, toying with the sake glass. “So, are you gonna tell me or not?”
He considered her for a second before answering, “Win this game and I’ll tell you.”
“Easy.” She shot back before considering another outcome, “and what if I lose?”
He smiled easily, her stomach flipping as a glint of mischief was evident in his eyes, “Just try your best to win.”
Nanami was determined, or at least she convinced herself she was, not wanting to confront her curiosity at what he would do if she lost … or what he would do to me… Ok, let me put down this sake before I get a life sentence to horny jail. Recomposing herself a bit, she observed the board, stifling a smirk when she saw her path to victory. It was a moderately long game, but the outcome was in her favor as she took his king. Raising the piece betwixt her fingers, she smirked, “Now spill the beans.”
He stared into the proverbial abyss, slightly peeved at the loss, priding himself as a more-than proficient player before tonight. “Give me a moment.” He said casually raising a finger as he cleared his throat. Taking a measured sip from his cup before locking eyes with her, “I have a duty.” Nanami shot him an unsatisfactory look before he clarified, continuing, “Pops took me in when I had nothing to offer. This,” he began as he leered at his hands, recalling the destruction they regularly wrought, “is what I was meant to become in order to repay him. Bringing the yakuza back to their former glory and carrying on his legacy are my primary objectives. My time is limited since he’s not as young as he used to be. The years of schooling it would take to reap the benefits he deserves would prove much too long. Indulging in a dream like that is not in my nature, even if I did have the time. That is why.”
Her smile dulled as she processed his response. She wasn’t self-righteous enough to impose her own ideals on him, but it seemed like such a waste. His leading questions tonight were just one of many examples of his expertise. Even without the formal schooling he had a level of mastery that could easily earn him a degree, and coupled with his research skills, he could do a world of good. But instead here he was, content with just the opportunity to pay his debts. For someone so arrogant, he thought surprisingly little of his own nature. Maybe someday someone could convince him he didn’t have to carry around this weight all the time. Still very tipsy, she responded,” Well, if it’s a dream of yours to begin with, your nature can’t be all that bad now can it?” At this he knitted his brows, trying to accept the possibility. Seeing his hesitation, she continued, “You can do both, you know. Give yourself some more credit, bird brain.” She slurred the last insult, finishing her sake off with a gulp, not wanting to sound too soft. Feeling the consequences of her actions, she swayed sleepily in her seat before closing her eyes.
The next thing she knew, she felt herself being nudged awake, “Come on, get up. You need to get into bed.”
“But it’s sooo comfy here. Why are you being such a buzzkill, Kai?” she whined as he grasped her forearms, encouraging her to rise from her seat.
Stopping in his tracks, he asked a bit taken aback, “Where did you hear that name?”
“Your Poppy Pops told me” She almost sang, a grin plastered on her face.
“…Do not ever use the phrase ‘Poppy Pops’ again. Also, if couches were meant for sleeping, beds wouldn’t exist.” He responded irritated, though he handled her like porcelain, still remembering how unpleasant the last three days had been. Guiding Nanami to her room, he finally got her to lay down after tuning out a slew of other ridiculous nickname proposals, the drowsiness setting in as soon as her head hit the pillow. Knowing it would be too much work convincing a now drunk Nanami to get under the covers, he begrudgingly put a spare blanket over her. Before leaving, he looked back at her sleepy form. As much as they could grate each other’s nerves, no one had ever thought to encourage him or challenge his own thinking besides his father. He had never been a warm or sentimental person, having to try thrice as hard to grasp emotions that came so naturally to others, but she had planted a seed of doubt. Having always been so confident in his own lacking, he found a part of himself excited to be proven wrong for the first time. Before closing the door softly, he spoke “Thank you, Nanami.”
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Get to Know the Gang Better! Part 1
Might as well post these before school makes my life a living hell again.
Anyway, here's Luciano, a bi trans dude who slays demons and is fucking good at it. He's quite a meanie once you meet him, but once you get to know him better, he's a big goof ball and even the best guy you'll ever meet! Will do anything to protect Oliver, and Oliver would do the same, just not in a fighter way like Luciano does. Probably had a funeral for his past self cuz he extra like that. Is rumoured that he hunts transphobes but no one is really sure if that's true.
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Luciano with Oliver
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Oliver is his boyfriend and he's been dating Luciano for a while. These two have their fair share of struggles, even if they don't completely understand those struggles. Oliver struggles a lot with mental health and Luciano has struggled with dysphoria. But these two keep going because at the end of the day, they have each other. And they've learned to love themselves despite their issues and their pasts. Oliver actively damages TERF billboards and challenges how masculinity is seen.
Buddi before turning human
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Here's Buddi hiding in his favorite box! The funny part is that box isn't even the one he came in, he's hiding in a random box that Matt emptied out while Buddi was helping him clean his room. Nobody knows why, but Buddi finds boxes as his comfort space. And even as a human, boxes are still his comfort space even though he can't fit in them as well. Has followed Chucky around because he wanted advice on how to be human. Chucky always refused and even tells Buddi to fuck off. Buddi used to be very bubbly and carefree until he realized that Chucky used to be human, and since then, Buddi has developed this curiosity for being human. Buddi has tried everything to remember his past but nothing comes except for this feeling of dread, even though he doesn't know what he did. Supports Agostino and their identity 100%. Okay I'll be honest, not the biggest fan of this Buddi drawing. Definitely needs a redraw in the near future.
Chucky
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Fights with Buddi a lot. (Chucky is the reason most of the fights even happen lmao.) Chucky has that sunflower clip in his hair because Matt glued in on there with super glue. For quite some time, he's been trying to take it off, but the hair clip still remains on his head. Bullies tf outta Buddi when he was a doll and still does it now that Buddi is a human. Buddi bullies him back too and it usually never goes well. Fully participates in bullying Oliver's accent just like everyone else in the gang (Oliver's British and the gang hates colonizers, so I think y'all know where this goin). Started calling Agostino "Tino" and everyone else eventually caught along lmao. Has issues but won't admit it and lets his feelings out by doing impulsive shit - for example, destroying things. His relationship with Tiff, Glenn and Glennda has been strained due to his impulsive actions. No one knows if he'll ever redeem himself with those 3. Has probably had the most fights with everyone in the gang. Is probably irritable or high all the time.
Agostino
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Used to identify as "he/him" but now goes by "they/them" and dresses more feminine. Struggles with dysphoria but makes plans to deal with it on a daily basis. Vents a lot through music and drawing and talking to Buddi. Wants to show others the importance of pronouns and that there's more to pronouns than "it's just a pronoun". Gets called "canelo" (cinnamon in Spanish) a lot by family and friends for their red hair and pale skin. Hates TERFS, enbyphobes, transphobes, and homophobes with a passion. Never thought that Buddi would start having feelings for them. But they're not complaining because they're very happy with Buddi and loves him very much. Does what they can to be there for their gang and friends.
#buddi shit#buddi#chucky#buddi chucky#my art lol#traditional art#my characters#oliver kirkland#luciano vargas#ask agostino and buddi#agostino shit#persona agostino
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...I shall return
a bit extra(cringey) with the title but yeah, I am taking a break from Tumblr.
essentially, i’ll be deleting the app, not deactivating aha. i don’t know when i’ll be back but said break would most likely last two weeks at minimum, could last a month—maybe more—but we shall see.
long ass babbling below the cut
so yeah... i’ve been putting this off for a while now because idk, going offline for a bit scares the shit out of me for some odd reason lmao.
but few weeks back, after posting tcwm, I already was planning to take a breather because writing that fic took a toll. so, I decided that I think it’s time for a break. main reason was so that I can recharge, recollect, and then write and focus on writing more, finish a few stuff (a series or two that I’ve been planning for so long now) and then come back and post, plain and simple.
but last night i had a sudden panic attack—it was small, don’t worry, i’m okay now—and i haven’t had one of those in a while, then that’s when i started to get too much into my head about me, my blog, and my writing.
so back to the writing aha. I’ve been on here for two years at max, been writing even before I came here (lol 1d days, don’t ask). I’ve grown a lot since then, blog and writing wise but the one thing I can’t seem to get over is the constant comparison I do to myself and other writers on here.
it’s no ones fault but mine obviously, i do this quite a lot to myself. but i found myself being over critical with everything again, telling myself that i would never be able to finish the things i’m working on, but if i do, it’s gonna suck ass and that why would i even bother. there’s so much more amazing and talented people on here, why would i even try. this is all in my head obviously, anxiety does that to you ha. again, nobody’s fault but mine and my mind.
now, don’t get me wrong, the support and love you guys have given to me and my works has been unreal, and i am so grateful for each and every single one of you who’s stuck with me from day to day. each sweet comment has always meant the world to me and they never fail to make me smile, just to see that you guys enjoy and love what i put out just much as i do. thank you for the support, whether it be for my fics or my shitposting (which essentially is the same thing but I digress lol)
but then there’s the pressure. seeing people constantly put out amazing content, and seeing all these writers who have everything organised makes me feel pressured that i should be doing the same too. which is a bit pathetic. but i do feel pressured that i should finish this series and start posting more and in a schedule because that’s what everyone is doing. i started to rush myself to finish my works now now now that then it becomes a chore. again, nobody’s rushing me but myself, my fault.
in conlusion, this break essentially now means i’m going to go offline and do whatever i want to do writing wise without constantly checking on here and be pressured with what other people are putting out. I need to get my head straight and just go with whatever flow my writing is on and rid of all the distractions and the constant what would they think and just write whatever my heart desires. do expect more content from me when I get back.
so yeah, thank you guys for the support, and I hope you understand where I’m coming from but for now, i’m signing off. take care of yourself, stay safe and peace ✌️
- tiff ♥️
#im gonna be on for an hour or two#in case a few wants to talk for a bit#and then i’ll delete the app#ramblings#psa: taking a break
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I know like everyone you’re not really happy about what’s happening right now in skamfr but now that we’re there how do you wish things to go for it to be somewhat a good end of the season?
I don't know honestly by this point I'm just 😬😬😬😬 I feel like I'm not as negative as a lot of people but it's really starting to feel like too much with the sad clips and the Lola distancing herself, Again. Stuff I really need to be ok with this season:
- the most important thing for me is for Lola and Daphne to actually talk about shit. Seeing them get closer through little gestures this season was sweet but I need them to adress the elephant in the room, their relationship w their mom. Otherwise it will always feel unfinished. Their relationship is at the core of the season so I need some actual clarity there
- I need Lola, and ideally Daphne and their father as well, to get professional help that actually, well, helps. And for her to take it seriously. Otherwise I think it's a bit irresponsible. And I want Lola not just to be saved by someone outside of herself but to actively make the decision to get better and to invest in life and love and take it seriously and realize her self worth doesn't rely on how her parents treated her. That she might have issues but she isn't doomed to be toxic and self destructive always, that she can choose to step off the ledge.
- I also need some sort of an acknowledgement from Thierry that he and his wife messed up in how they treated Lola and that they should have acknowledged the mother's issues instead of pretending they weren't there and generally supported Lola instead of treating like an accident and problem child. And also not put so much pressure on Daphne. If they don't do this, it will be incredibly frustrating.
- I want Eliott POV 😭😭😭 if we don't get that after all the unnecessary POV breaks we got in the other seasons and seen as how central his story was this season, I will be fucking mad. Also I want Lucas to show some of the compassion we have seen from him before, and to come to a sort of resolution or at least expression and resolving to work on, his insecurities. I want those two to communicate and Eliott to express his fears and for them to finally be ok.
Those are the most important things. After that, yeah, I would like Lamifex to show Lola she's part of the group, for her and Maya to take it slow and maybe only start really dating once Lola is better but to stay in touch. I want to see the Grew after the bac and hear about their plans for the future. I want some sort of an acknowledgement of what happened with Aymeric. I want Lola to apologize to Eliott and recognize that what she did wasn't okay. Ideally I do want a multiple POV moment. I do not want any further time wasted on the Tiff storyline. I would like to see Sofiane and Idriss one last time (not Charles lmao).
That's a lot 😬😬😬 I'm scared. Most of all I just want people to TALK TO EACH OTHER FFS
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