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Me: Huh, for the first time, I have an idea for a novel that I can conceivably write at my skill level. And I'm excited to write it too! With it being a relatively straight-forward story for kids, if I can keep the momentum up, I should have it done in no time!
Also Me, Literally Almost Two Years Later:
#it's ready for beta reads#and I'm giving it to people I trust#I'm so tired#writing#writer things#writers on tumblr#writeblr#creative writing#writing is hard#writing memes#my posts#writing community#writers
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I watched Starship Troopers tonight.
#personal#dumb#my art#immediately after finishing i was pumped to watch some analysis vids on it#cuz i heard a lot of the drama about the original author being a pro military fascist and the director going “fuck that” and making a satir#scrolling through youtube search results was not promising. lots of male film buffs i would Not trust even on a first glance.#“The Critical Drinker” (pfp of a bearded man drinking alcohol) lol.#and then I saw cinemawins did a video on it and was like oh nice i haven't seen his stuff in a while but he's a pretty leftist creator#scrolled through the comments#second panel face#this sucks i'm outta here.#just leagues and leagues and leagues of anime pfps and right leaning people dogpiling on him for “not understanding what fascism is”#idk it's pretty alien and weird to me watching this movie and going “wow yeah that was pretty obvious huh” like literally the from opening#to the teacher preaching militance and only giving voting rights to “those who serve their nation first and earn it”#and then seeing droves of people online going#WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? It's not anti-fascist and even if it was it's#the director's fault for desecrating heinlein's incredible sci-fi epic vision. ermm media literacy is dead.
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hey btw if you're in the USA at 2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.
if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.
additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.
i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."
"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.
#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!"#to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid''#like..... gets me#yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai#and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that.#you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time.#dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem.#these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly.#they arent meant to be fun and exciting.#OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off.#but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X#dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was.#i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill.#the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT.#like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU#for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...
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It's been one of those weeks, pass the yuri‼️
#genshin impact#furina#clorinde#furinde#unlike my father i'm BACK with the milk after 50 years#the milk is a bit spoiled but the chunks is what gives it the flavor trust#anyways I love to think i'm a big spoon Clorinde truther but like#I'm also obsessed with the popular fan concept that Furina owns a big ass blubberbeast plushie that she sleeps with every night#a la “ah yes. me. my gf. and her 5000 mora four foot tall blubberbeast” meme#so like 90% of the time they cuddle it's usually Furina clinging onto her out of habit#which honestly is very much welcomed by Clorinde imo since it's probably reassuring in a way that Furina would never leave her#not that Furina would obviously but girlie has been abandoned by so many people she gotta have SOME slight abandonment issues
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There's this way of doing female-ness in Christianity that I call "pastel flower journal Christianity." I've got nothing against pastel flower journals per se, but for some reason people believe it's the end all and be all of female spirituality, and I think it's a real disservice towards young Christian women.
One of these days I'd like to start a prayer-and-reading group or something for young women, but there would be no floral themes or over-focus on how "God thinks you're beautiful even if the world doesn't" (a true statement, but it's wayyyyy too often the focus in women's spiritual reading). Instead we would be reading:
Seneca's Letters from a Stoic
Frankl's Man's Search for Meaning
Sheed's A Map of Life
Portions of Pieper's book on leisure
Kreeft's Three Philosophies of Life
Guardini's The Lord (or something similar)
Therese's Story of a Soul
and some select portions of the Nicomachean Ethics.
(Also they're all getting the porn talk. I don't know why we give the porn talk to young men but not young women. There's this idea that women don't use porn and they only need the talk about "guarding their heart." Bullshit. There's porn on the YA shelves of Barnes and Nobles and before that there were bodice rippers. Young women need the porn talk too.)
Every young woman needs to be getting a basic grounding in virtue ethics, logic, natural law, scholastic philosophy and Biblical hermeneutics if they're going to get by in today's spiritual landscape. Enough faffery and emotionalism in young women's spiritual education! Give them real food to chew on, not pasty sentimentalism!
#Christian femininity#Christian women#Christian#Christianity#Catholicism#Catholic women#Catholic femininity#Catholic feminism#Catholic#I'm sure there should be something by Stein on this list but I haven't read her stuff yet#Anyway if I could shove one book into the hands of every young woman on this site#it would be either Letters from a Stoic or Man's Search for Meaning.#I think a lot of women on this site could benefit from those two books alone.#Much of the way we treat women's sense of spirituality and ethics is trusting them to just blindly feel their way to the right answer#While we give young men clear-cut instructions and reasoning.#It's bullshit. And it's actively harmful. I would never say feelings are useless#but without a well-formed intellect and conscience they're just not going to carry you as far as you need to go on their own.#I had the value of a good moral and philosophical education because of where I went to school—same as the boys in my class.#And it's spared me so much grief. People put the tools in my hands to make smart decisions and empowered me to seek the good.#All young women deserve the same.
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Love, Dhes
Parker,
It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.
I hope the next 10 years pass slower.
Love, Dhes
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#sue#dhestyn#kelly#bow#stella#duder the cat#marky#jax#i'm not fucking recovering from this#critical damage has been dealt to me#GODDDDDD this edit took me so LONG.#the GOOD news is there ARE other versions of them & they DO in fact find each other in every universe !!#whether or not they are happy though. well. that's a different story#cough monster boyz. cough slaughter house.#:-)#ngl a lot of the time i was working on this edit all i could think about was how much dhes has grown as a character#like baby dhes genuinely was such a punk. wouldn't be caught DEAD writing a love letter#let alone to kelly of all people#idk i'm just proud of him. seeing him so comfortable with himself... how he's able to show that to others & not feel afraid or ashamed...#it's really sweet!!!#like ik y'all don't know a whole lot about the boys as kids (bc i'm v protective of them so i don't share a lot lol) but trust me.#dhes has come a long way.#genuinely feel like i have watched him grow & learn & change & it does. give me feelings.#n e way. that's it.
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Big shout out to @tekitothemagpie and all the stainmight fans for cheering me on and motivating me. I love all of you very much so consider this animation a big thank you gift for y'all (≧▽≦)
HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃👻🍬
#cj 24#art#animation#halloween 2024#happy halloween#halloween#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#stain mha#akaguro chizome#hero killer stain#naomasa tsukauchi#detective tsukauchi#toshinori yagi#all might#stainmight#stainmight but tsukauchi is third wheeling them#<- new tag everyone LMAO#I'M CRYINGGGG I SPEND 2 WEEKS ON THIS ANIMATION#I HAVEN'T ANIMATE PROPERLY IN YEEEARRSSSS#the animation meme kid in me is jumping in joy rn#okay so#to anyone who doesn't know I want you to closely look at the candy in the bowl that stain is holding#all of the candy there is fav candy of stainmight fans :D I asked as many people as possible and damn is that bowl filled to the top...#also there's a lonely lemon flavoured candy (ette you remember? 😏)#additionally I need everyone to know that Tsukauchi is wearing All Mighy watch but you can't really see it...#I also wanted to give him hello kitty watch at first but I changed my mind later lol#he is a hello kitty fan btw I don't make rules it's canon trust
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3.13 | ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅꜱ
link to the post I accidentally wound up prattling endlessly about in the tags 💀
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#david tennant#freema agyeman#(good god. without even meaning to I went into 'psycho stream of consciousness tagging' mode. whoops)#always thinking of that one post#where OP mentions how the writing tries to make it seem like Ten looked right through Martha/etc#which is a good concept for demonstrating his grief. but also isnt what we really see throughout S3#(not saying he wasn't a grieving MESS because he was. but he's a multi-faceted character and he can grieve AND value Martha simultaneously)#but we see such fierce protective instinct+trust; a bond between them that obviously isn't some one-sided affair#+ his clear intent to impress her/be admired and respected by her (apropos the post that inspired this sentiment)#but RTD obviously isn't the most infallible of writers#*cough* [list of reasons I cut down b/c long] *cough*#He can make Martha say “he's not seeing me/he doesn't look at me” but then you just watch with your eyes and you get a different story#It's like the opposite of when Moffat tries to make you believe someone is super important through bold claims without showing his work#instead RTD tries to make you believe Ten is functionally blind to Martha's existence while showing numerous examples of the contrary#then bring in the novels+myspace blog+cartoon that he all signed off on. Which tie together to create a canon backdrop#basically I said all of that to say this—#it's the whole reason I had to make this blog to get this sort of stuff off my chest (even if it's just for me sometimes)—#Ten not only SAW Martha—he trusted+respected+enjoyed+adored her. And it's a good thing#it doesn't cheapen his grief. I feel like people must think it does which is why I constantly see bad unnecessary takes about them#it just means that Martha was SO important to him and it's ok. they had a killer friendship outside the unrequited minutiae and it's ok#there's even a comic where 'someone' makes him believe she's Martha and he makes her change her appearance because “it's still too raw”#Just saying you don't say that sort of thing about someone whose existence you're all blasé about#Martha already gets fucked by the narrative in enough ways without people totally missing her significance in the Doctor's life#you don't have to ship them to appreciate them on a deeper level#anyway. fuck. if you actually read all of these then I'm so sorry#creating this blog has taught me that there are only like two people who feel the same way about tenmartha matters and it’s fine 😂#but if I didn’t give myself an outlet it would probably form a tumor SO there we are then
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controversial opinion probably but the portrayal of astro as embittered, disillusioned and cynical due to his suffering in hamegg's circus is a really fantastic direction for his character actually. it's such a human response.
#i know a lot of people prefer a portrayal of astro where he remains kind and helpful and optimistic no matter what#and like. don't get me wrong. i love his canon characterization very much. i love his refusal to give up his sense of hope and compassion#but this is just. such a great and realistic and believable take.#although maybe i'm biased because of how similarly i portrayed him in all the rooftops lmfaooo#for real when he says “once i thought i was a real boy. now i know what i am. once i trusted my father”...... rooftops ch1-9 for REAL#astro boy#the original astro boy#the original astro boy comics#tetsuwan atom#mighty atom#photoset#onward and queueward
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On one hand I am upset that the new OFF release won't have it's original soundtrack as a toggleable option (the loss of Pepper Steak is upsetting for a lot of people, but losing Unreasonable Behavior, Stay In Your Coma, and Flesh Maze Tango is personally very upsetting for me.), but I fully understand why they couldn't secure the rights for it, and I don't blame ACC in any way for being uncomfortable signing a contract, especially when it'd be difficult to vet a lot of the samples used.
That said, the original game is always going to be there. It's not going anywhere, it will always be available for download and it will always be free. They're not pulling a SEGA and removing the original from online stores to corral you into purchasing the remaster, it's not going away, it will always be there. And frankly, I will gladly take that compromise. A new soundtrack is very, very exciting to me, and I look forward to hearing what the new composers put out for it.
Holy shit, two cakes.
#kenning says words#off game#off rpg#off mortis ghost#I'm glad that out of anyone who could've taken the bullet for replacing pepper steak. it was Toby Fox.#both because I trust him to do it justice and because with his reputation he's like. Safe. if that makes sense.#if it were any other composer they would have been ripped to absolute shreds.#people give Toby grace because of the reputation and name that he has.#so I'm glad it was him. and he and Camellia hit it out of park (pun intended).#White Meat goes so fucking hard. And Pepper Steak will always be available in other places.#truly. no one lost.
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I...I...I can't find the fic I was writing for sabioba, I'll literally start crying bro what is going on nooooo😭😭😭 the heavens and earth is against me like i swear I opened it a while ago wdym that it's gone??? I'll try recovering it or maybe rewriting it but atleast I have a few screenshots of it so it's not completely gone but I am now rather depressed, I feel like writing an opposite of love letter to Google docs. A hate letter. Also, the fanfic writer curse is real (other than what I just said), I got sore thighs and it hurts so bad bro 😭😭😭
Here's some sabioba chibi for the mean time as I try to cope with my failure :
Ship so rare that you all just know eachother (there's three of us damnit 😂).
#sabito#obanai iguro#kny#kny fanfic#fanfic writer curse is real.#sabioba#obasabi#We need to convert people or something#Like give them an amount of rice like chritian missionaries in kerela#Idk lmao. This is real btw. Or well was idk about rn but in like before India's independence they used to lure them to convert this way. Id#Unrelated I literally don't have a shipping stance you could just say a little about your ship and boom I ship it#Just throw Obanai and Sabito in a haunted house#I think it will be very funny#Three shippers but atleast they're all active#Can't imagine looking at a fic from 2017 or some shit from a deactivated account I would be heart broken.#Romcom idea:#sabito and Obanai just fall for eachother while sanemi and Giyuu aren't on good terms (they have a secret crush on each other trust)#Then they all end up in a polycule kaboom!#Everyone applauds at that#Pardon me I'm delusional#*sanemi and Giyuu have some sort of argument* Sabito and Obanai to eachother : *stares but not in a gay way*#You see the vision?
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Cool About It - boygenius
Divine Mercy by Eugene Kazimierowski before, during, and after restorations / Saint Rita and her Sons before the Crucifix by Giovan Battista Galizzi / Pilate washing his hands, by Jacopo Robusti Tintoretto / Christ in Gethsemane by Carl Heinrich Bloch / The Last Judgement by Gostave Dore / The Lost Sheep by Alfred Usher Soord
#my post#webweave#? not really? but idk what else to call it#thinking about how Mercy is God's greatest attribute and no matter how unrepentent we are that simply cannot change...#and how much it must hurt God to long after people who do not long for Him...#but He won't give up on a single one of us because His very nature won't allow it...#I'm normal and can be trusted with the concept with Divine Mercy#for the “I remember it's impossible to pass your test” part I pictured like#how we (especially us people who feel cast out by the Church) have a hard time fully believing in His Love for us#despite Him showing us His grace and kindness and acceptance again and again and again#but no picture I thought of could represent that :/#man I can't believe I finally did one of these. and it wasn't Taylor Swift!#next one probably will be though. I'm so sorry
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ok actually. does anyone have any good kingdom hearts playthroughs or video essays to recommend. i do wanna refresh my memory of the series bc i miss it a lot
#clai speaks#i don't really wanna look myself bc. people who actually like and understand kh Properly are few and far between BEJBRHFBHD#i only trust what people around here have to say about it#i've been watching a lot of stuff about the first ace a/torney trilogy lately bc of my friend's replay that she streams on discord with me#and the revisit is helping me remember way more about it and giving me a whole new appreciation for it#i only watched playthroughs of each kh game once so ofc i dont remember tbh BDHBFHFB#the only game i went through twice was kh3 bc i own that one. and well uhhh i still dont remember a lot lmao#honestly in a weird way it was kind of a relief to hear i wasnt the only one who couldnt remember a lot abt a thing i like#idk why i was being like ''oh i'm gonna get a bad grade in being a kh fan which is both a normal thing to not want and possible to achieve''#no you fool theres no wrong way to be a fan of something! even if you dont remember diddly squat!! as long as you're having fun!!!
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no but actually. the parallels to other Twins in different nations of teyvat in relation to the traveler and their desire to reunite with their own sibling makes me a little bit bonkers. like.
diluc and kaeya as what the traveler has and fears, after we will be reunited [separation born from conflict that seemingly cannot be mended; they both care for each other but ultimately their opposing ideals mean they cannot be at each other's side in the same way that they used to, and no longer have the close bond they once did]
ei and makoto as what the abyss sibling experienced [a crushing loss not just of one's twin but the last remaining friend they had and the safety and security of their nation, coming out the other side traumatized, cold and jaded and making decisions that will ultimately hurt the people they claim to want to protect for the sake of an unattainable goal]
and lyney and lynette as what the traveler and the abyss twin used to have before they were separated [never apart for long, home is wherever we are together], what the traveler wants [their separation brief and quickly amended, continuing to be inseparable after they reunite], and also the choice they'll have to make [the twins being together in an organization the traveler inherently doesn't trust - does the traveler want to be by their sibling's side badly enough to throw their lot in with the abyss, and turn their back on everyone else they've met on their journey so far?]
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#RIPS AND TEARS.#hi . feeling so normal btw#i was thinking so so so so hard about the traveler twins when ei's second story quest dropped#and i am constantly sick in the head about the traveler being tired of the ragbros nonsense communication#and THEN in fontaine the traveler having to watch these two twins who are incredibly close.#and try not to think about what they've lost#i'm. uuaauguugh#LIKE#the traveler and the abyss twin really are what the fontaine twins could be if either of them lost the other.#at the end of his story quest lyney talks about how both of them give each other strength to get through the darkest days#and how darkness never consumes him because he has his sister and they remember the good things together [punches the ground]#also lyney and lynette losing their trust in people early on and having to lie to everyone around them#and getting the companionship that kaeya never got in his childhood. cries#like he had his twin!!! he had his brother!!! but he had to lie to him for years and never felt truly understood until that night#and AUUUGH the running theme of one twin being Light and the other being Dark#one always brightly engaging with people while the other deals with matters from the shadows#and the brothers flipping that on its head when diluc returns to mondstadt - diluc in the shadows and kaeya with the knights#and ei getting someone who will be her shadow so she can finally step into the light herself and see the world with her own eyes.#just AUUGUUGHGH. i'm fine. i'm normal#this is incoherent maybe but augh. augh. siblings.#[looking back at the earth] wait the game is about family? always has been
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i always know how gorgeous u are, but i don’t want u to think u already win just by that, cause i know u know you are gorgeous
#sdv#stardew valley#sdv alex#stardew alex#stardew valley alex#sdv farmer#stardew farmer#stardew valley farmer#fanart#i'm glad we agree on coat tux him#i made his hair just right there#but his legs are all wonky i'm sorry for that#it's scary how some people know how gorgeous they are#and it feels like they will make use of u if u just admit they are gorgeous right from the beginning#it's like they know if they just get a little bit closer u will die#if they give just a lil' affection u will be on ur knees#i have trust issue on beautiful people#it's the lack of confidence in myself that makes me suspecting their intention#like ' i'm sure in normal circumtances this person wouldn't like me '#i'm sorry beautiful people for my stereotype that u're all secretly evil#sdv dusty#stardew dusty#stardew valley dusty#stardew dog
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By all means, Crocodile is only implied trans and not yet confirmed as a trans man. However, the fact the entire fandom talks about him in such creepy and transphobic ways is reason enough for me to refuse to budge on him being a trans man. Nope. Not just a theory, thats a trans man. As far as I'm concerned it's canon.
#Surely I'm not the only person who finds it creepy that people saw Crocodiles trans coding and jumped to imagining him giving birth.#It's not just me right. Thats creepy#right#Don't put words in my mouth when I say this. I love writing and depicting pregnant trans men and I want mens pregnancy to be taken seriousl#Instead of it always being some “haha i wanna get him pregnant” horseshit#But the fact that people saw a guy implied as trans and immediately wanted to start theorizing abt him giving birth and “being a mom”#It's just creepy to me#But anyway yeah thats why I'm stubborn and also can't stand Crocodile genderbenders#1pc#one piece#sir crocodile#Also if they genderbend Crocodile in the live action trust I'll be ripping my hair out and blocking most of the people in this fandom
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