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#em talks#911#edit: removed a bit from tommy's display name bc i don't want 2 make anyone uncomfortable for a bit !
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the thing abt the surgery is that yes I do get litle moments of being ecstatic it finally happened but also I just feel Normal now. like my base state for all my life up until last week was worry, horror, and panic when i'd occasionally remember the very unwanted thing my body was capable of, spiraling into what ifs on potential conflicts in my life and future... and now i just feel Not Stressed Out All the Time. Normal.
#talkys#and again that's still that i have not really ever been in active risk of anything happening LOL#god im so happy. im really considering the tattoo even though im not a tattoo person at all#ill see. it depends on how much my incisions/scars fade...but a small green line shouldn't be that bothersome to always be looking at...#ALSO tbf a tiny bit of the worry is still there... im gonna ask my doctor to detail everything about the photos he took of my insides#bc idk. what if they somehow grow back. what if he didn't remove all of em. ykwim. pair of noia#but that's also just due to regular health anxiety#actually you know what can i schedule a hysto. just to be super sure nothing can ever happen to me.#+ ALSO ALSO it didn't feel real every day leading up to it and it kind of still doesn't! like! who was that cheye! he wasn't scared at all!#no way i found a doctor to do it and my parents didnt fight me on it and my mom didnt scream and cry and cause a scene once there. YAY
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Redesigning frover wouldnt leave my mind so i did it. I think she looks less stupid now 👍
I d work on her more there s plenty to improve but this is the concept for now
#wuthering waves#female rover#wuwa rover#wuwa fanart#its fine to do sexy designs but they tryharded it soo hard that she just looks awful#no trace of sexyness just a mess of design choices#whats up w the bow?? it s super cute but the rest of her design isnt cutesy at all???#and i removed the body harness cuz i thought it looked dumb#also bcs personal preference. i like bare backs they re attractive#i wasnt tryin to cover up her thighs w those shoes i just thought it d look cooler like that#and i only gave her the string hair bits back bcs i like em more than the weird rat tail#and mrover has em too. and i headcanon frover and mrover to be the same person#l1f3l's art
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fhsjdjfjf i’m nervous going off of anon but i need to know this about the so(u)l characters (i know animatronics can’t Do That but we’re going off of vibes ig hfjfkdjd)
Just imagining the animatronics standing in the closed stall waiting for someone to knock
Cammie refuses to enter a human bathroom. She is very certain the germs will get in her fluff and she'll never get it out
Rush would be the kind of person to bang on the stall door to startle you then laugh
Goodbye you knock, theres no response, then you look behind you and he's washing his hands. The stall has remained locked. Now nobody gets to use it
#ask#so(u)l project#hsfghd thank you for sending!#had to remove one of em bc i was like alright how far am I willing to talk about this publically xD
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WWWOOOPS FORGOT I MADE THIS. drew this back at around when the hyperbolic time chamber training arc was just starting. remember that? huh? remember the hamspter??? ohhhhhhhh youll remember the haspter!!!! oh my god yknow what else i remember. williams overwhelming love for christmas. oh my god. spooky zombie boy loves the christmas.. literally the best possible thing for him...
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#VYNCENT SSOOOOOLLLL I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW YOUUUUU AND YKNIOW WHY?? YKNOW WHYYY???? BC WHEN I FIRST DREW EVERYONE:#I DIDNT LOOK AT ANY REFS. DREW EM STRAIGHT FROM OFF THE TOP O MY HEAD. AND WELL. IN MY HEAD SOMETIMES#I PICTURE THE CHARACTERS LOOKING SIMILAR TO THE PLAYERS IN SOME WAY. NOT THE BEST THING TO DO REALLY. BUT YOU SEE.#VYNCENT CAME OFF AS A VERY SOFT AND SWEET CHARACTER. BUT SEEMED TO CARRY ALOT OF STRENGTH. HES LIKE A BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL BULL TO ME.#SO I DRAW THE GUY REAL DENSE! BUT THEN YAKNOOOWW THE OFFICIAL ART CROSSES MY EYES N IM LIKE FFFYUUUUUCKKK HE DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT!!!!!!#IM LIKE AAUGUHGH IM DRAWIN HIM WRONG!!! BUT THEN IM ALSO CRAAAZY STUBBORN N I AAALREADY ESTABLISHED THIS DESIGN FOR HIM AND I DONT WANNT#I DONT WANNA GO N JUS CHANGE IT AAAALL UP NOW!!CMAHHHNNN BUT I STILL GOTTA DO SOOOMETHIN!!#LEST HE BECOMES SO FAR REMOVED FROM THE SOURCE MATERIAL HE FAILS TO BE RECOGNIZED!! ANYONE ELSE GO THRU THIS? GIMME UR TIPS#anyway AHH THE DEMON THAT DESPISES ART FROM MONTHS AGO!! just means im improving so so fastly and cool-like. tbh im so proud o my recents#bUT HEY THOUGH I FIGURED OUT THE QUEUEUE THING AHAHAH NOW I CAN GET ALL MY THOUGHTS N DRAWINS OUT IN A DAAAYYYY#CONSISTENT POSTING FOR A MONTH HERE I COME. DAILY UPLOADS FOR A WEEK. YEAAHH BABY!!! PREPARE FOR SHOTGGUN BLASDT!!!!!!#ALRIGHT ALright one more thing before i go im. SO IN LOVE WITH MY SHAPES HONESLY... they are not just one shape but so so many put together#fucked up innit??? im seeing soo many problems in this piece though but i rest easy knowing i captured my feelings in the moment.
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WHAT EMPANADA GOT HER LIFE BACK ???? I WIN !!!! MASSIVE WIN FOR THE EMPANADA COMMUNITY MY BABY IS SAFE AGAIN 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🎉🎉🎉🎉😭😭😭😭😭😭
#qsmp#qsmp empanada#liveblogging#now i just gotta HOPE AND PRAY that the qstudios situation is resolved properly and that q starts actually talking to the removed admins 😭#like if shes played by a new or different admin bc of this shit im gonna be salty i love ems admin so much dude :(
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Intsys resurrect my man he did nothing. Like. In general. (BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T LET HIM‼️‼️‼️‼️)
#fire emblem#feh#i actually had the idea to make this w lif bc i thought it would be funny but i just never commited#but honestly this works SO much better.#bruno is still trans. to me. top scars/nipples looked really strange in this style though LMFAO so i left em out 😅#it was actually SO fun to draw bruno like this though like damn. he is SO shaped.#literally just remove his complicated ass clothes and take creative liberties w his mask and he is. SUCH a guy#bruno. i miss you... i miss what you could have been.#fe bruno#fe alfonse#sharena#my art
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Sad wet cat finally gets to have a nap (on his little golden Shepardish paladin/cleric)
#❥ 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇’𝓈 𝐵𝓇𝓊𝓈𝒽#{ zevlor } <3#bg3 zevlor#tav x zevlor#should I use the x tav tag???#bc Charlie is my tav#one of em anyway#but also ik it’s usually used for reader insert#sobs lmk if I should remove it#Charlie [tav]#Hellbright#❥ my art
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oh yeah finally getting my spine xrayed. hopefully this weekend
#pain hasnt actually been getting worse . however the last month or two#ive been having a bit of tingling/numbness right to the left of my spine...#so. yeehaw fingers crossed and all that#mom just found out this morning. or well thursdau morning. you know what i mean#that some of her vertebrae are like. impacted or some shit#they want to remove a couple of em and put in spacers#technically shes needed back surgery for like. probably 25 or more years. but she refused to get it bc of the risks#so thats fun#it would be really hilarious if i end up needing the same surgery#We Shall See....
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My new favorite aesthetic is flowers and shells with piercings
#journal entry ᝰ.ᐟ#they look saur good guys I will remove the bg from some of em#and post bc I wanna share them with u <333
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draw ONE short and fat character from a piece of media as a skinny miss thing and I'm side eyeing. do it to TWO and I know you're just a bitch
#dude sorry i saw art from some artist of a fuckin DISCONCERTING sans like he was all leg and super thin??#and i was like “oh this is wrong and upsetting” and it was so obviously intentional#and i went to their blog to see if maybeeee it was a one time thingggg#and i saw they'd drawn alphys the SAME way like skinny and with a lot of leg#and the art wasn't BAD it was pretty good so i was like ohhhhh okay#no its okay i get what's happening here. i see what you're doing. BITCH#like guys if you can't bring urself to draw sans fat you shouldn't get sans privileges sorry BUT YOU DONT DESERVE HIM#obviously the same for alphys and as she is a lil short chubby woman i'm like ohhhh so ur like a BITCH bitch okay#i know people like to whine about “ohhhh let artists draw things the way they want to wahhh” but consider... shut up <3#i didn't say shit to em and now i'm here in my FAT FUCKIN SPACE FOR MY FAT SLOB ASS hating on them#but fr you lose me w skinny sans and alphys like guys did we play the same fucking games lol#baffling bc they have SO many skinny characters to choose from but they go outta their way to remove the fatness from the fat ones#like hmmm how curious you would do that... its almost like you.... like you don't like it when.... no i shan't say it
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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page
#delete later#deleting soon bc eyes on me#for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL#sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out#im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever#but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened#i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc#idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it#and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting#and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better#its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3#this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love#cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble#and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim
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#okay i did not have to edit this one. score#shiftry#anyway i really don't like this pokémon or anything about it. SORRY but it's true it's really ugly and its mouth and the nose#and it has the same things i don't like about it that i talked about with nuzleaf. i just don't get it but this time it wasn't in psmd#so i'm not attached to it just by virtue of that. and well. that contributes to me not really liking it i suppose#ahh well. better luck next time TPC you can make a good grass/dark-type eventually (it's meowscarada) (it took 6 generations)#hi it's me from two weeks later like the actual day this post is going to post. i came back to edit the tags so i could respond to some#comments. crazy‚ i know! but i saw the tags on this one were a bit short so let's beef 'em up. the nuzleaf post got some comments#about the whole prosthetic memory thing. where i set reminders on my phone to do shit or else i will not do the shit#i literally have a reminder set for 2:30 PM today to eat food. or else i won't even do that i bet#and folks are saying it's a common ADHD experience and that i'm not a fail and i do appreciate it. i think i was joking a bit#i was probably just frustrated i had to edit the image after taking it but the gist is. i don't *think* i have ADHD? i do have autism#which i suspected for a loooooong while until i finally up and got diagnosed when i was fucking 21 years old. which is insane. so i wonder#if that's an experience that overlaps. i imagine it is bc they proooobably would've been able to tell me if i had ADHD‚ too#okay. i moved these tags over here from nosepass‚ actually‚ which is the pokémon i just queued up. so i'm gonna go remove them from there#see you in street fighter five everybody
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i just finished reading it and. if i said i didnt like sv/sss that much. would you still treat me real nicies
#my post#not tagging this one even for organization because im SCARED#but also its my blog and i can say whatever i want.#i have lots and lots of thoughts on why exactly i specifically didnt like it that much that i might post later#to be clear its not a bad series!! its just not as much for me as the other two series were i think#and also to be clear i havent yet read the extras#but also im of the opinion that if the extras are fixing things then it shouldve just been in the book#the exception to this is some of the characters btw. i loved three of em#but like. ...#(EDITED TO REMOVE WHICH CHARACTERS BC I DIDNT REALIZE IT WOULD SHOW UP IN THE TAGS. AAAA IM SORRY)
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what if we kissed on the wiki page for disembowelment
#sometimes i want to google things for michael and i'm like. Should I.#'the scooper only hurts for a moment' not to say i don't fully place my faith in scott cawthon of all people but Is it instant-#and the answer is depending on the organs. obviously. but humans sure can be conscious for a Bit before#blood loss takes em out... so . depends on how fast they Got All That Out and ennard climbed in .#which it's not looking good for michael bc i've always interpreted it as far from a CLEAN removal he still has. for lack of a better#description Pieces of his own organs left just barely hanging on and yeah post ennard they've just merged#with the wires and remnant so much it's barely recognizable as a human being so. with the limited information i'm willing#to look up without ending up on a list as long as the heart/lungs/anything crucially vital Weren't fucked up Instantly there very well#could've been a minute there where he was just. Well.#i don't think much longer the blood loss would happen Quick . and shock. and. whatever the fuck ennard did.#BUT MY POINT IS HE DOESNT HAVE TO INSTANTLY GO UNCONSCIOUS-#what am i doing with this. i don't. I Don't Know-#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc#body horror tw#gore tw#ask to tag
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I FINALLY FIXED MY QUIET EARBUD
#it was massively quieter#so I finally Looked Up Help then removed + cleaned the grill#it’s now supposedly warranty voided + less waterproof but. eh.#I kept the little black mesh even tho a lot of ppl said they removed theirs bc I’m Nervous#I’m hoping we have some isopropyl when I get home to better clean em#I just. kinda manually scraped the Gunk I found
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