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So if Husk is a trans man, and his kid Violet is from when he was alive ... was he the one who gave birth to her? And does that mean that he wasn't out as a trans man at the time? And that his partner was a man?
He was in fact the one to give birth to her yes, but no one knew he was trans; he kept it hidden and bounced from place to place before anyone could start to question him 💀 he was on his own when Violet was born (terrible idea but he didn't want to risk being outed by going to a hospital)
Omg the partner thing is interesting; they split before husk realised there was a baby in the picture, and the partner never knew. Until me and albo accidentally made a whole arc of said partner wanting to get redeemed at the hotel cause they're also in hell, and now it's a whole thing because a big part of why they split was due to transphobia from the partner but since landing in hell they've realised a lot of that was actually internalised because they are also trans and it is a wholeass arc of this au now LOL
#drag replies#hazbin hotel#huskerdust fambly#the partner arc snuck up on us out of nowhere I stg#and it last like. two years LOL#takes place between rosé and the twins!! she's a lil toddler during it#albo was the one to suggest the partner also being trans but not. knowing that during the relationship#so all their internalised shit caused problems#and I lost my fuckin MIND#so here we are ✨ because that's INTERESTING#emotional over that whole arc tbh. it was not at all planned but it's become one of my faves#also husk going through the whole pregnancy and then birth of violet On His Own fucked him UP#and we get the consequences of all that unaddressed trauma during the rosé pregnancy#listen yous may see mainly the happy fun stuff here but there is a LOT of emotions and trauma in this au#that we have put a lot of thought and care into 🥲💖#thank you for asking anon!!! as ya can see I had things to SAY lmfao
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🧠🪱 Wiggly Wednesday Thursday 🧠 🪱
thank you for tagging me @stervrucht 🖤
no pressure tags: @frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe @stevesbipanic and of course anyone else that would like to ♡
thinking about Steve and Eddie who, after going through rounds of physical therapy after everything, continue to work out together because Steve obviously loves it and loves having a friend to work out with. and Eddie notices the difference in his stamina when he gets back to performing on stage. (and if Eddie likes to watch Steve work out a little bit, and likes Steve coming over to help his form more than a little bit, well that’s his business.) but Steve takes a dance class and shakes up his usual warmup, leaving Eddie with some… thoughts.
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“Okay, Munson,” Steve says, pulling his arm across his body for a shoulder stretch. “You ready?”
“Ready to be tortured? Always,” Eddie jokes. It was their thing. Eddie acts like he hates being there, but he still shows up every other day to their local gym in Indianapolis. And he won’t ever deny the benefits he’s noticed since starting their exercise regime. He's faster on stage, doesn't get winded near as easily, holding those screaming notes without feeling like his lungs will explode. Little did he know that today his joke would come to be true.
Steve liked most kinds of exercise. He was a sporty guy. He liked the pull and stretch of his muscles, the feeling of accomplishment after achieving a new goal, that delicious soreness the day after a really good workout. But mostly he loved trying new things. He’d give anything half a chance if he thought it might be fun. Which is how he ended up at a dance-aerobics class the week prior, finding himself having a lot of fun, blushing furiously when the women in the class complimented how quickly he picks up the steps.
He went back three more times that week. Part of his enjoyment came from the new warmup he was taught in the class. Steve’s usual warmup consisted of basic stretches and a light jog, covering all bases to ensure he didn’t get injured, but not very exciting.
This, however, was far more enjoyable. Steve found himself sinking deep into stretches he didn't know he had flexibility for, and moving his hips to a beat, ultimately just having way more fun with the warmup. And it was about to become a huge problem for Eddie.
Steve pops his headphones over his ears, the tape deck tucked securely in his shorts pocket. He bends over, inhaling deeply as the song starts, rising up with his hands overhead, exhaling as he rolls his wrists, hips moving side to side with the beat. His already short cropped t-shirt rises, showing off a good amount of his chest. He lets his arms come down, bending over again, feeling the pull in his hamstrings. Gripping his elbows, he lets the top half of his body hang, swinging from side to side, his hamstrings fully stretched out.
Eddie looks up from his own basic stretching, shocked to see Steve fully bent over, because hey, since when was he so flexible? With Metallica blaring through his own headphones, Eddie just stares, completely forgetting where he was at in his warmup.
Steve lets his hands drop, moving to one foot, back to the centre, then the other foot. Ass just up in the air, his shorts way too tight. Eddie swallows. He’d been denying his crush for months at this point, and good god this was not helping.
Rolling his shoulders as he stands up, Steve lets his hands travel down his bare thighs, sinking into a squat with his back arched and head tilted back. Eddie's eyes are wide as he watches those tight little shorts with the little cut-ins on the sides ride up, showing far more of Steve's glorious hairy thighs than Eddie can handle. Steve drops his head forward, hunching his shoulders as he moves back to standing. He repeats the motions, and Eddie wishes he had the strength to pull his stare away from Steve's ass.
Seeing Steve's head tilted back and his back arched is sending Eddie insane. Like, he geninely thinks he might evaporate on the spot if he keeps watching. But he just can't look away.
Turning himself sideways, Steve has one foot stepped out in front of the other, legs perfectly straightened into a triangle shape, bent over his front leg. Just when Eddie thinks he’s about to get up and end his suffering, Steve lowers himself down into a lunge. His little shorts definitely way too small and tight for the movement, Steve lunges back and forth, fingertips resting on the ground on either side of his front foot. Eddie watches as the t-shirt rides up with each lunge, the desire to get his lips and tongue all over Steve's chest overwhelming him.
Shaking himself, Eddie tries to remember which shoulder stretch he was up to. He attempts something close to a stretch, but he can’t be sure he's doing it right, because Steve has lowered himself to the ground, front leg bent and back leg perfectly straight, and is fucking thrusting into the ground. If he were to ask Steve, he’d find out this was a hip flexor stretch. But Eddie’s forgotten how to form words entirely, suddenly imagining nineteen different ways he wants to get dicked down by the man before him.
Eddie suffers in silence, heart racing in his chest, watching as Steve repeats the movements on his other side. He prays that the torture ends soon, that they can just get to the workout, and Eddie can go back to pretending he doesn't want to ride Steve until his thighs give out. But Eddie gets no such luck.
Steve has moved into some kind of triangle position, hands on the ground, legs straight, and of fucking course, his ass in the air. Eddie marvels at how straight the shape is, only for a moment, because then Steve is lifting his heels up and down in turn, and jesus christ those tiny little shorts are just riding up, and Eddie can see a hint of Steve's ass peeking out. His jaw drops. He may actually explode.
Just when Eddie's thinking he can't take much more of this, Steve lowers himself down, knees spread wide, arms stretched out in front of him and head tucked down. A wild and rushed series of thoughts fly across Eddie's mind, all centred around Steve kneeling down in front of him. Eddie needs to get it together quickly.
As Steve brings himself back up to the triangle position, walking his feet to meet his hands and rolling his spine up, shoulders and head rolling back last, he sees Eddie taking off for his warmup jog. Assuming that he probably just took too long with his new warmup, Steve shrugs it off and starts his jog shortly after.
Eddie hits his personal best in several weights that day, desperately trying to expend his excess energy in some way. He barely registers the wins, mind still stuck on Steve and his perfect ass in all those new positions. He almost dissolves on the spot when Steve claps him on the shoulder in congratuations.
At the end of their session, Eddie takes a freezing cold shower and prays for the sweet release of death.
#it takes two more workouts where steve warms up that way before eddie fuckin loses it#and just yells at him 'oh my god if you want me to die just hit me with your car or something!!'#steve is. So confused lmfao. poor dude was completely oblivious. lost in the euphoria of a fun dancey stretchy warmup#meanwhile eddie has been plagued by visions of steve fucking him in so many different positions#he speed runs them in his mind like the stages of grief when he has to watch steve warmup that way#anyway they talk and figure it out and fuck about it later :~)#wow the brain worms really got away from me on this one#yes i did write this while i was at the gym why do you ask?#cira writes#wiggly wednesday#steddie#steddie fic#steddie crack fic#steve harrington#eddie munson
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Out of all the animals from Prehistoric Planet, which one is your favorite and why?
I was most excited to see the azhdarchids and titanosaurs, because we've learned SO MUCH about them in just the last fifteen years that hasn't really made it into a big production like this yet! and it absolutely did not disappoint.
I'm always happy to see t rex though because he's my special boy
#during the islands episode in season 2 where the mini hadrosaurs were browsing the clearing and the music went scary all of a sudden#I literally started pounding the arms of my chair and shouting HATZEGOPTERYX HATZEGOPTERYX HATZEGOPTERYX#and when they actually showed up I lost my fuckin mind about it
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Hockey player deku is on the habs not cause I like the team but.. you know
#also imagine deku growing up in fuckin muskoka or something#did you know that’s where total drama island takes place I lost my mind when I found that out
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When you 'member the maladaptive daydreaming is in fact maladaptive
#this shit aint even fuckin funny anymore#how do you explain to someone for your entire life youve barely been present#youve sometimes veered off the road because for a split second you lost control of your mind and it does what it always does#that you spend hours and hours and hours pacing and talking to yourself#how reading one chapter takes half a day because it triggers you daydreaming every 2 seconds#help me somebody help meAAAGH#but also i cant survive without my daydreaming. do u understand me i cant be alone without it i need it#what a pathetic addiction. hey im rj and im addicted to daydreaming 23/6#Maladaptive Daydreaming#[ RJ ]
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something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.
like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. “i killed them all, over and over and over again.” “they were hunted by a monster.”
it’s like- reassurance. like a nail he’s trying o beat into his head. he’s had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because he’ll protect the eggs. He’ll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, he’ll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.
he’ll be the monster. wont he?
#qsmp#he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them#he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them#qsmp badboyhalo#ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs#and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community#and then cellbit. Where bad was like ‘i see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goes’#’his loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to him’#and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse#and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent)#(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily)#ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels#ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper#and the other eggs#because he has a huge complex about being the ‘only one who can protect the eggs’ because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health#issues. Like he’s Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection#and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone#you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends#look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large#never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety#never mind that your friends and family are worried about you#you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow
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fuck it, outfit switch!!!!!
#abril can draw sometimes#digimon#digimon frontier#flamon#takuya kanbara#hey this took me almost a month coloring it on and off#i gave up on it for a while but then i was like. aw look at em#im just glad i drew a pose dynamic enough that i didnt get bored of it immediately bc i want to get better at coloring#it doesnt make sense but in my mind flamons pant straps have the texture of a seatbelt#i mean. they dont. but here they do#just a little joke for myself. tee hee#also theyre in a walmart changing room and immediately after this they are asked to leave for being too loud and takuya lost his shoes#gotta go to customer service and ask for his fuckin shoes back bc some dummy threw them without thinking
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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)
#volition thoughts. as usual. (sorry im so fucking deadpan all of a sudden hello lmao? probably bc i need to sleep.)#hey. volition ship captain and echem as a siren. what then huh. he's already like an octopus AND its mermay.#(<- will not act on this thought in the slightest but know that i am thinking it in the back of my mind)#i think they're lost at sea and the sirens keep singing and volition's losing more and more crew but he's fuckin volition so of course he's#not falling for it. but its okay in the end the sirens are just leading them back to land because my god give them happy endings. please.#concept and suggest would also be sirens i think. ency and logic are navigators. volta do mar should be here because i say so.#volta and kinetic dressage are little fairies then that help volition with sanity/the ship. who can stop me im not even making this.#anyway VOLITION. i am totally normal about him and 95% of my brainspace is definitely not occupied by thinking about him.#jesus ive been so tired lately (its! the! ✨ chronic fatigue! ✨) i WANT TO DRAW but i am. too tired. writing is easier...#but i want to draw so many volition things. hmgbmbbb... i want him to be loved... which in retrospect is fucking silly he is a character.#okay vision's straight up going unfocused so we're done here goodnight. o7#chemi chats
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Little bit of this and little bit of that, BIG OL SKETCH DUMP OF THINGIES THAT I ENDED UP REALLY LIKING BUT DON'T THINK IM CONTINUING WITH--
#art#oc#my art#my oc#daxton#daxton city#tate#tate stryker#solomon#solomon nazareth#blade#blade stryker#manslaughter#CAN YOU TELL THAT MY FUCKIN MIND LOST IT AT HOW FIRE THE TATE DOODLE CAME OUT THAT I JUST#HAD TO COLOR IT LKAJSKLDJKLAD
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caduceus should get free pass from th narrative and dice rolls to hit ludinus with a hammer, for what he did to his home
#(watching cr3 stuff and knowing abt what ludinus' stupid gross nasty ass did to molaesmyr and the forest 😠)#the clays have been there for i think 1000 yrs. he destroyed their home and th wildmothers forest it makes me so fuckin mad#also! sad when i think about how small the grove was when tmn arrived. 100-150ft from the temple to the OUTER ring of fences#and there were like 3 rings of fences. thats tiny#and thats all the space cad had for like 8 yrs. i would have jus absolutely lost my mind i think#i mean cad also did a bit . just girly things#kiddo say
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What's the movie with the hollowed out skull I need to know?
Deadpool VS Wolverine! I won’t say anything about it in case anyone hasn’t seen it yet, cause seeing that bit of g/t where I didn’t expect it made me LOSE MY MIND in the theater
#i lost my mind many times actually#ive been thru the mcu trenches i dont trust superhero movies. but this one really fuckin nailed it
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sooooo i got sucked into @winterwrites23 ‘s outlander au (String of Time) and i got brainrot and drew this. then found that another artist ( @/yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ) literally drew almost the exact same scene so um uhhhhh 😅. (great minds think alike ??? idk man my brain is an anxious mess for even posting this rn)
#the art in artical gets used#aph northern ireland#hws northern ireland#baby boi is a mood#dylan is also a big mood#hetalia#fanart#bro i havent posted art in a few months and now my mind is making the biggest fuss over it#istg i lost all confidence when i left the ninjago fandom T-T#also i promise im good at drawing clouds and trees i was just lazy while drawing the bg#god whats with this social anxiety i fuckin hate this
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he was insane for this one (God)
#the boys#billy butcher#karl urban#what an astounding choice to make for someone’s face like#had I been 14 I woulda lost my fuckin mind
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Okay so like not to be parasocial or whatever but i spent like 8 years outside and there’s a lot of lore to catch up on here. They havent ever actually said theyre together right? Like I have looked high and low for the primary source for the line on their wikipedias where it says they have been romantically involved but i cannot find it actually stated anywhere. So they’ve never actually confirmed this information right?
#dan and phil#anon is always on in my ask box!!#i have lost three weeks of my life trying to find the source#dont mind me doing graduate level research on an insignificant fact#getting my fuckin PhD in dan-and-phil-ology
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Sometimes you do lots of writing in your notes app and sometimes your stuipid phone deletes all but the first little bit of each note, handing them back to you like a fistful of “100”s torn from bills- useless and ruined and all the while grinning like it just did you some fucking favor- and you’ve just gotta be chill about it. You’ve just got to be cool. You have just got to take a deep breath and move on
#spirit speaks#I’m so fucking glad I backed up my poems before this#if it had deleted my poems- my YEARS WORTH OF COLLECTED POEMS?#I would have been inconsolable#it would have fuckin wreaked me#as it is I just lost some writing projects that I hadn’t taken the time to properly back up#and you know what?#writing is a work of the mind#the story is still there#it can be re written
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I adore your clothes! How do you find all your outfits? Do you thrift them or is there a specific store you go to?
Most of them are either thrifts from various thrift stores or hand-me-downs from people who arent using their clothes anymore. If I buy, I buy cheap!
When I had a job for it, I also pilfered from the lost-n-found hehe (only when it's been at least 4 months!)
#My last day working at the bar I was like hey ya'll mind if I just fuckin raid the old lost n found bags#And they let me (judgementally but idc) I just ratted through and found my Smuggling Coat that I used to much#I mostly grew up in hand me downs too so it's just how it's always been lol#Not an art
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