#and I got my new contract
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Today I’m having such a fucking good day 💖💕💞💗💖
#and the cats go round and round#only worked half day at the cost of overtime#it’s my dad’s birthday so it’s tasty treats everywhere#the weather is fantastic#and I got my new contract
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day 1609
#amphibian#frog#frogsona#amphibidextrous#its so funny i started the project to have something to do after signing the contract but before starting my new job (~month long period)#but got distracted by other projects and only finished like 20% and then slowly did like. 1 seam a month#until last week when i went “i wanna wear it to a party i should finish it”#(didnt finish it in time for the party but by that time i had the momentum to finish it the day after)
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dec 2023 - jan 2019 - sept 2017
its a redraw of a redraw!
(psst: here's a speedpaint if you're interested! https://youtu.be/9nn73oxU7eg)
#antisepticeye#jacksepticeye#septicart#gone back to my roots: smashing one interest into the other#ngl i was always scared of doing a second redraw of the 2019 art in case there was no difference between that one or the new one LMFAO#i basically dumped everything major that happened into the desc of the speedpaint so heres sparknotes version:#i graduated uni a second time lmfao#i got a temp contract job that fuckin ruled and i miss it#so now hopefully i can do more art (this is not a legally binding promise sadly)#thanks for sticking around! love u#just like art
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1.5 min wip to reiterate how deeply open for commissions I am, how very much all my originals are for sale, etc
#coffee painting#my pay this month was the equivalent of 400$ which as you may imagine is Not Enough#i have a 0 hour contract where i work so. today i got a text about a free shift replied yes in less than a minute#and then got a reply telling me it was covered. this has happened twice today.#i gotta get a new and less healthcare-y job#anyway that's not your problem sorry about that#this is a person made of bad coffee that tastes burnt. why make bad coffee when it ia possible to make good coffee?#even with milk and ice and a hint of flavouring it is bad :(#how do we feel about me posting sketches and wips? i always worry it becomes obnoxiously much.
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open ai made a little post about how they chose their chatbot voices and two things stood out to me:
a) I am genuinely pleased and surprised that the voices come from specific real people that they hired and paid, rather than being built off of all of the data open ai has scraped. the voice for siri did one job for one company 20 years ago and now she is literally everywhere without ever being compensated by apple or even acknowledged as the voice. there's simply no way she was paid enough in that original job. whereas, open ai says "each actor receives compensation above top-of-market rates, and this will continue for as long as their voices are used in our products." this could mean literally anything (what market rate are we going above? does continue mean they get residuals or get paid for doing more sessions?) but, christ, at least the actors are doing it with full knowledge of what their voices are being used for and can decide for themselves if the compensation is enough
b) the post talks about working with "award-winning casting directors" to get the voices. first of all, yay for paying casting directors! we love to see it. but they also say the CDs received over 400 submissions in a week and they state that like a big number and it's just...not at all. and look, without knowing the intricacies of the casting process, it's hard to know what approach the CDs took - it's very possible they were selective from the jump and 400 is a lot from the pool they were tapping. 400 would be a lot if you were going to the agencies directly and asking for names, but there's just no way in hell open ai went after big stars for this. so it would've been a pool of unknowns. in which case, 400 is laughably small. even if you're not using the big casting sites like actorsaccess, I've worked on projects with CDs and their own internal systems where we've gotten over 100 submissions for a single role. I've posted roles on casting sites and received literally thousands of submissions in just a few days
look, I have a very limited perspective on this - I am not a casting director (imo, one of the most important and undervalued jobs in hollywood) and I, in fact, hate the process of casting with a passion. but 400 just seemed like such a tiny pool to pull from and, idk, it heartens me! it's heartening to think that there's very little interest from actors and agents to be doing this kind of stuff. and absolutely no shade to the actors who did--I want actors to get their bag however they want as long as it's, like, safe sane and consensual, you know? but there's something encouraging about thinking that open ai hired some big casting agency to get their foot into the voice acting door and people didn't come running
#ai#entertainment industry#lauren takes too long to say things#I am not anti-AI#mostly because I can tell when I've lost a war and need to figure out how to live with my new overlords lol#but also bc chat has genuinely been helpful for writing research!#(more in the sense that it helps me narrow down what I need to do real research on)#(bc the information it gives is often wrong)#but I am of COURSE concerned about how it's going to affect my industry#and if you've been following me for a while you probably saw my sag posting last summer during the strike#and given the contract sag got around AI#actors disinterest is THEE cudgel with which we will beat this stuff down#so the fact that the most popular AI company in the world had 400 people to choose from#is nice to my ears!!!!#(assuming of course that I'm correct about their process)#plus I'm just so RELIEVED that they actually hired people to do this#that's all that really matters - consent#if you're an actor and you give your voice to an AI company that will use it forever#as long as you KNOW that#and you have someone looking over a contract for you#more power to you!
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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi
#pennforyourthoughts#personal#someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity#warning: novel-length tags lmfao#THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc#at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it#full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me#1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired#surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months#2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then#MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D#3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident#that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this#she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned#love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable#also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD#the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni
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...😭
#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
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the way i know it's taking everything in him not to say some ridiculous comment to the press rn 😭
#like this man cannot talk to the press right now#he knows he'd say something crazy :')#the strength lmao#listen...i made a whole rant in some tags about this yesterday#but tldr: i did NOT expect his camp to be making a fuss like this so soon?#we know he was willing to wait until jj got done#i just assumed that would extend to next year#since the cap will go up and i'm sure average WR APY will go up#but it's looking more and more like he wants the new contract now??#which i'm all for!#and the bengals should be too! but uh we aren't GREAT at making the most efficient business moves#fascinating to see how this is gonna go#i'm sure he won't hold out the whole camp#1. he wants to be out there and he wants to work (and he wants to beat the chiefs week 2 probably more than he wants any money in the world#2. he's got 2 more years on the his current deal#so holding out won't really accomplish much#and i do just want to emphasize i'm sure a deal WILL get done#i just assumed the timeframe was next year?#and probably it still is?#but i guess ja'marr/his agent are just seeing if they can make one last big push to get it done this year?#(aka getting kelsey and schefter etc to bang the drum for him in the media)#(because HE certainly can't do it without saying something insane)#haha look how i said tldr earlier#i obviously didn't mean it i never mean it#y'all know i can't shut up to save my life about this man#ja'marr chase
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i have an interview tomorrrrroooowww
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i officially resigned today :')
#i still have to work there bc i've got a one-month notice period. but i did it!!!#the conversation with my boss went well! she was really nice and supportive#she said she was worried about me bc she could tell i was struggling. and that she understands my decision#and in case i won't find a new job this month they can extend my contract#i cried a lot 😭#and now i'm terrified and sad bc i really love some of my coworkers and i don't want to leave them#but at the same time i'm SO relieved. i feel like i will be able to sleep well tonight. for the first time in weeks#k.txt#also sorry guys i've been mia. and sorry for not answerings your messages#but between working full time searching for a new job doing final assignments for uni and crying. i honestly don't have any energy left#i only logged in to tell you the big news :') and now i'm back to my assignment :( see ya in a week when my exam hell is over
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dickpuncher wdym "retire from sports" ??? the implication of retiring and having to think about t levels is that you sport pretty well???
HA yeah lol i suppose u could say that…. i played varsity rugby (was even team captain in my last year!) where doping is a big no-no (we had to do an online module on it every season) and unfortunately being on t counts as being roided up! so yeah, no t for me until i quit playing rugby. ive been out of commission for almost 2 years now bc of a knee injury 🥴 but my goal is to get back to playing this season. i’ve already been in talks w a new team (thats why i moved!) and am going to start training w them this coming week :D
anyways yeah. basically my entire life revolves around rugby LOL and i have to make all my decisions based on that. i’m hoping to get top surgery this coming year but the off season is only like a month long and recovery for that takes at least 2 months soooo we’ll see if i’m able to squeeze it in somewhere lmao. t is gonna have to wait a few more years (maybe a decade if im lucky and my body doesnt give out on me)
#dont wanna doxx myself so i’m not gonna name teams or anything#but i played on multiple provincial teams when i was younger and got invited to camps for the national team 🫡 never made the cut tho lmao#n my new team isnt ‘professional’ bc psh professional womens sports?#but its in the highest league in the country and some players can have paying contracts 🤞🏽 keep ur fingies crossed for me#anonymous#ask
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Just booked a new freelance writing contract from a client I thought had ghosted me, God-is-real.gif.
#we were talking last month back and forth over email and then arranged to talk over teams which they cancelled at the last minute#and i didn't hear anything until i sent a follow-up email on Mon and she got back to me within literally three minutes asking to zoom today#which surprised me y'know! given the aforementioned ghosting!#but we vibed well and i've written stuff for similar orgs before and she offered me the contract in the meeting which was delightful#the rate's pretty good for an nfp too#it's a relief honestly i lost two contracts recently#a regular one is replacing their freelance writers with ai and the other was a new one that decided my rate was too high#which is HILARIOUS when i tell you the client was disney merchandising and in hindsight i actually think i lowballed them#i love the theatre i work at but the pay is not great#freelance writing is definitely getting harder / less stable than it already was though :-/#anyway focusing on the good this is a pretty big contract and has potential to have ongoing work so that's delightful
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let's see how long executive dysfunction will kick my ass before stress let's me do all the tasks that need to be done in the next 10 hours
#it's “buy new laptop” day but financial related things cause me an unreasonable amount of stress#and i need to go to the bank before i go to the store to deposit the cash i scraped together#and i need to wait until i get paid for my contract work (which is 600$ but it depends on if they send my payments through today or not)#and i need to hope that i get the same employee discount I got last time (I do not work for this store but Im working in the same mall)#and i have to hope that they'll let me use 500$ in gift cards#I have a market on Saturday and nothing set up so I need to paint like 10 more things while in the hotel before I leave tomorrow#I was planning to get up at 9am and it's now 1pm
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#quite literally a how it started vs. how it's going moment#i watch erik haula exit interview and go completely ballistic. THIS is female hysteria!!#you've been traded. you think it's going to be a good fit. you're excited. you believe things happen for a reason#you HOPE you're there to stay even before you step foot in the rink. you don't want to keep packing up your family from team to team#the season ends. you've got a new family now. you don't want to pack up and leave them for anyone else. you WANT to stay for them#“this is My Family.” i can't play anywhere else when nothing will ever be This#these people i didn't even know 9 months ago become these people i broke records with and made it places no one ever imagined…#the devils happened to you for a reason. you stumbled into something unknowingly and now you are pleading to stay. absolutely unreal#i think it's extremely warranted to go bonkers when guys who've been ran through the league finally find a place that is Their Home. sorry#erik haula you are so fucking special to me dawg i WILL pay for your contract. i WILL make sure you are here to stay. that's a promise.#quite literally gnawing on the sharpest edges of sheet metal i am so fuckin gSICK#if fitzy doesn't work something out with him and they lose the certified uncle and the goat…
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put my 2 weeks notice at work today check out how wonderful stunning gorgeous the sky was for the occasion
#I secured two amazing part time contracts I'm really so happy about it 🥲#also the first step of my green card equivalent got approved today I'm sooo so so relieved#anyways. I've had amazing news and I hope all of u will as well. sending you love & support through good and bad times alike!!! 🙌
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now i can say that i’ve edited a bestseller. granted that would be somewhat disingenuous because it’s a canadian not an american bestseller, but this is still a fairly big moment for me
#text tag#i am taking this W bc this contract was going to be cancelled until i came up with a proposal to change the whole structure and got#everyone to agree with it and then rewrote the whole thing when the new ms came in#i hate that i’m now 2 for 2 on projects that totally wrecked me but also became huge successes. readers might i recommend burning yourself#for fuel (no but don’t bc i’m not proud of how i neglected my relationships and health for that)#you aren’t going to figure out what this book is. i’ve never been so tempted to post a screenshot tho. just casually sitting next to one of#the top 10 books that have influenced my life
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