#and CHANNIE BABY?! god love youuu

[chxrry-san]

Stray Kids 3RD fan meeting ‘pilot : for ★★★★★’ teaser image.

[starjxsung]

hai bb <3 ive missed youuu! i hope you’re doing so well.

i’m glad you received a lot of support from the neighborhood and that you raised awareness as well. it’s heartbreaking that these things happen and people get away with them more often than not </3

i’ve been bed rotting a lot lately. this semester was so stressful that i gained like 30 pounds bc ✨stress eating✨and i have not been able to lose them bc ✨pcos✨ (oh the things we have to go through as women </3). and i can’t handle looking in a mirror or thinking about outfits for lolla or lolla in general (only minho falling in love with me will break the curse😪) but i manage it through rewatching comfort shows and reading feminist literature that discourages my perfectionist needs.

i’ve never rewatched kingdom entirely soooo new bedrotting material👀 thanks!

rhodes island kitten sent me!! he/she’s doing so well but the mom is ever so protective and won’t even let me touch him/her anymore😪 (she only likes men)

the kitten interview is my new comfort skz content is2g. i love seeing non-cat parents handle kittens. it’s hilarious. everyone struggling and lee know just like “yeah i live like this”. channie was so good with them too! petition for cat dad! chan fr. and the claws!! my cats used to do that so much and at that age they don’t really have too much control of them so it is not for the faint of heart. i felt for them 😂

i haven’t preordered the album yet😪 and probs won’t order it until after lolla bc i have no self control either and kinda went off with my spending on baby stuff for my nephew (who’s due in a month btw such excitement! much scary!) and ateez comeback (kpop doesn’t help my finances).

i looooove your junhan pc aesthetic! i didn’t know you liked xdh🥹🥹 im waiting for my album to arrive bc i preordered it with some other things that weren’t in stock but it just shipped out🥹 i shall update on my pulls✨

take care bb! i love youuuu🫶🏻 i hope you have the best week ever!

MY ANGELLLLLLLL 🫶👼💘❤️💞 it’s so good to chat with you on here again I’ve missed you so so dearly

THE BEDROTTING…. IS SO REAL………… last week I genuinely woke up at 6pm and I thought I just napped or something for a good minute bc I was like there is no way I just slept the entire day away. There was in fact a way bc it was literally just 6pm and I lost my entire Saturday 😍 this bedrot slay

NAURRRR not the kitten who only likes men !!!!???.?.?.?.?.?..? PLSSSS my cat at my parents’ place is so particular to men for some reason and I’m like. GIRL. STAND UP. GET UP. Luckily Momo hates everyone so she’s kind of feminist in the “I only fw my mother” kind of way. Also side note she has so many fans in my apartment complex now and there’s a family with kids who look for her every day to take pics of her in my window 😭😭 she naps in my window all day long when I leave it open while I’m working so the whole neighborhood just ADORES her lol it’s the cutest thing everrrrrr

The amount of times I’ve watched the skz kitten interview. oh my fucking god. Jisung’s little “say something to the world” HWLELPPPDLDKKFDJ I genuinely cannot pick who’s more cutie between them 😭 Chan never struck me as a cat person but in hindsight he gets along with everyone and everything so. makes sense 🫶😭 and Minho is just Minho ofc

IM NGL I only preordered to get a signed album and it wasn’t until after I checked out that I realized I bought the regular ones and then the signed ones sold out 😀 I was like. Oh. Oh! Ok. My wallet is CRYINGGGGG but at least it’s preordered???? LMAO 💔💔💔

I bought my first xdh album a few weeks ago and I’ve been dragging my jh pcs around like a ghost child with their haunted victorian doll oh my god I am OBSESSEDDDD WITH HIM 🤞I also got so many xdh posters with it for some reason so I finally caved and hung all my big ass pob posters in my room and it fully looks like a kpop store in here now LMAO 🚶‍♀️YES update all your pulls !!!!!!!!! I’m so excited 👼

ALSO THE SKZ MEME PLEEAAKKXKXKDKEK SOOOO FUCKING REAL the way my sister texted me the shinee version of that meme this morning 😭😭 I love you bb I hope you have the best week !!!!!!!!!!!! 💓💓💓💓🫶🫶🫶

[moonlightags1]

mmm hi pretty tags theres so many of you i love youuu 💞

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𝕾𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖆𝖞 𝕽𝖊𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘~

hello this is admin with a small ~Sunday Reminder~ (small also translates into I'm about to rant and I'm not sorry about it mhm)

truth be told I've been fucking inactive lately. it's been super hard to get to many of my chats, I keep pushing my yns further and further, and this week especially for some reason I've just been feeling really down. cry out of nowhere down. feeling unmotivated and worthless and annoying down. not wanting to talk to anyone and just slump on my own down. which sucks because as much as I hate socializing at a certain level I do enjoy being here and talking to yall and interacting and just yknow fucking around. it's fun and it makes me happy and it keeps me going. you guys make me so happy. and I did try to push myself to stay around and at least active at some degree but we can all agree that empty rb's and plain asks are not the same as being actually active lmao I'm guessing the main reason why I've been feeling like this is because I do feed a lot out of everyone else's energy and lately people that means a lot to me has been super stressed and down for their own motives and just not even 50% and it makes me sad because bro yknow that feeling when you see everyone sad and you wish you could just do something to change it for everyone like just you wish you could suck in everything and anything that is upsetting and pushing down the people you love and you just wish you could make things better for everyone like you wish there was something /more/ to do because what you're doing isn't enough? but sadly theres just so much we can do as people and we gotta live with that so that's like :\\\ I've been tired and stressed and just bad on my own and seeing everyone else like that too made it maybe worse? so I had to give myself time and space and even though i still forced myself to be around people i did bring down replies a lot and sometimes even just wasn't really there at all, just got myself into some Netflix shows, eating lots of sweets, cuddling my cat. even though I knew maybe some people needed me, I needed me too so I prioritized that because, how can I help anyone if I'm all over the place right?

and so

then suddenly the other night someone messaged me like hmmmm about chris post right and it's super stupid because sjsnsjs I mean I know that person is around anyway but I just didn't want to bother them cuz I know they're going through enough so getting their message !!!!!! and then I messaged someone a small cat and they replied and I !!!!!! and then someone I was missing a lot popped up like hewwo and we talked a lot and I just !!!!!!! and then last night two people I love so much were having so much fun together on our server and I !!!!!!

i guess what I'm trying to say is that, I am already feeling worn out for a lot of things, there's so many things going through my head and so many not nice thoughts and situations and feelings that have had me just yknow not here, not being me, but I've come to realize how small things yknow like a message or a comment or just a little check up or reminder from people that they are here have such an impact??? dude i saw two dogs playing earlier today and whenever I remember I just SMILE it's so stupid but giving yourself time and then just taking and appreciating little things is so important guys. so so so important.

and I know I'm not the only one feeling like this and sadly I do not have enough time or energy yet to dm every single one of you but I think its important that you guys know and hear that

I love you so much and you mean lots to me

so today's reminder is to choose yourself, you can't give people things you don't give yourself. respect your own boundaries, it's ok to push yourself sometimes but don't force it. give yourself time to grow and learn to accept that sometimes things will happen and you have no control over them whatsoever. distancing a little from others to find and heal yourself its ok, its valid, and people around you will have to understand and respect that just as you do with them.

also here ^^^^ are some pics that I like and I want to share with you

now its Netflix time goodbye