#amnesia bobby

[stagefoureddiediaz]

So Bobby wakes up at the end of the episode and has amnesia - doesn’t know who he is at all or who any of the firefam are and season 8 is then about him rediscovering who he is finding his way back to the 118 and being able to move on from his past and properly wipe the slate clean

[hyperfocusthusly]

Motivation Monday

Tagged by @bidisasterevankinard 🧡🧡 so you can have a little bit from the second(?) chapter of Forget Me Not (first chapter here)

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“He makes me feel safe Bobby.

And when I woke up in that hospital, over a year of my life just, gone. I didn’t think I’d ever really feel safe again. That day, when we came home for the first time, he was going to leave. He was going to go and stay with Eddie, or Maddie, he wanted to give me space, not put any pressure on me-”

He dipped his head, chewed on his lip.

“And I- I didn’t know him, all I had was a long distance coworker who said we were together. You could have put 10 guys in a lineup and I wouldn’t have been able to pick him out, but when he said he was going to leave” his voice falters “I was terrified. Completely, inexplicably terrified by the idea of him leaving.”

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[unhingedangstaddict]

Another scene from chapter 7 of my BuckTommy amnesia fic!

“Have you tried kissing him?” Karen wondered.

Tommy crossed his arms. “No.” He answered firmly.

“Why not? Might be worth a try, true love’s kiss and all that.” Karen pointed out.

“Karen, you're a scientist, you’ve got a PHD. You should know better than most of us that there is no scientific evidence that would work and is a ridiculous suggestion.”

“So? The brain is complex and we don’t understand so much of how it works yet.” Karen pointed out.

“I’m not going to kiss Evan to try and make his memories come back. He’s not a princess, this isn’t a fairytale. This is my very real- nightmare- of a life.”

“Okay but, I mean, it wouldn’t hurt to try kissing Evan, would it?” Lucy pointed out. “I mean if you’ve already tried a bunch of other stuff, why not? What’s  stopping you?”

“Maybe the fact that he doesn’t remember liking men?” Tommy argued.

“He didn’t realize he liked men the first time you kissed him, didn’t stop you then. Why should it stop you now?” Sal questioned.

“It’s different now.” Tommy sipped his beer.

“How?” Chimney asked.

“You guys know him. He’s a- a pathological people pleaser.” Tommy reminded them. “If I tried to kiss him he would probably kiss me back like our lives depended on it-”

“And that’s a bad thing because…?” Karen sipped her wine.

“Because he’d do it even if he hates it and it does absolutely nothing to help him remember- simply because he wouldn’t want to upset me. He feels terrible for not remembering me and he keeps trying to make it up to me as though he’s done something wrong. He’s been so hard on himself the last two weeks. I’m not going to take advantage of that.”

Bobby gave Tommy a sympathetic look.

“And then there’s the matter of,” Tommy sighed. “I mean I miss him, desperately. What if I kiss him and it’s amazing and I get my hopes up and he hates it and doesn’t remember anything and that’s the last time we ever kiss? I’ve missed him for so long already, I don’t think I want to reintroduce that kind of intimacy just to lose it all again. Especially if it ended up being our last kiss. If I have to have a last kiss with him I’d rather it be the quick peck we shared on his way out the door the morning of the accident, because at least we were happy and we knew each other and everything was normal then.”

“I’m sorry Tommy.” Karen said sincerely.

“I am too.” Tommy finished his beer in a couple long sips.

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[kerryweaverlesbian]

Jack au where he's a psychic who can commune with ghosts. Almost every major character from Supernatural is a ghost. Including Sam Dean and Cas. This would serve these major tennants of his relationships:

Isolated. The people Jack spends the majority of his time with are NOT part of the normal world. Sam, Dean, Cas and Mary live in a bunker and don't know how to be people. The AU hunters are literally from another world. His mom is dead. Kaia is split between realms. The only Real people he knows well are his young adult nerd friends and arguably Harper. You don't want 1/4 of your tie to reality to be a witch who wants to be Cheryl Blossom from Riverdale as her life's aspiration. That's no way to live!

Intangible. Because of Jack's immense power, he is, in a sense, untouchable. He is stopped when people hug him or push him or shoot him because he chooses to stop. There is a veil between him and them. There is also a scarcity of common ground. There is nothing else out there like him. Dean might stomp and bark and howl but, ultimately, what can he do to Jack physically? Nothing. The only power the ghosts have is emotional and social. Imagine being outcasted by the ghosts who can only see you and each other. Ouch!

Fleeting. Everyone he cares for is doomed to die. This happens even before he's born with Cas and Kelly and Mary, but also throughout his life. He both has long strings of tragedy in short periods AND he's immortal and worries about it. Loss and loniness are inevitable for him on a massive scale. Cas might claim that he'll be there with him but he dies like twice a year at least. Picture ghost!Cas midway through a reassuring speech that he's always going to be there with him fading out into the veil mid-sentence.

Guilt-ridden. Life is wasted on the living, isn't it? Youth is wasted on the young. He's got dozens of ghosts needing him to live in the way they want him to so they can feel alive again, and he's not capable of being that (literal) lifeline. He needs to learn how to say no and stick to it. He needs to learn how to live with the fact that he has to disappoint people to live well sometimes. He has to engage with the living, because the dead are going to kill him if he hangs on to them too long.

So if someone could write this devestating yet beautiful 25k+ fic for me that'd be really swell.

[pearsonspearson]

14 minutes and no brain damage is really bugging me. 😭😭😭 like not even slight amnesia??? Like woah? Ik we were an off the rails unrealistic ass show but like… really ?

[p4nishers]

something something eddie saying "now i can't even talk to you because of it" about the lawsuit something something buck saying "i just want you to talk to me" when he goes back to work after the lawsuit something something eddie screaming "can you hear me" and "talk to me, talk to me" to bucks lifeless body

[shallowseeker]

The script for 7x17 Born-Again Identity wasn't all that different from what aired.

The thing that made it hit so tensely romantic n' horrifically raw (to the point that it made everyone uncomfortable, allegedly) was probably this seemingly innocuous little line: "Just-- take it. Please."

It's not just the symbolism of the coat being a symbol of their relationship, (though it is certainly that). The coat, like the Leviathan blossom in season 15, is a little smooshed, but it's still there, against all the odds. But this "just take it, please," line is just so desperate. It sounds dangerously close to "giving away your heart." Please.

Just take it. Please. Just take it. Please.

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All the monsters, and Chuck, throughout the series, "just want your heart," (ex., the werewolf to Dean in 13x23 script), but Dean already gave it to Cas.

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He goes to the car trunk. Digs... Comes up with Cas's folded, stained COAT. DEAN: Dumb to keep. I know. I saw you-- dissolve or whatever. But, just in case. 'Casue I never stopped wanting to fix it either. So we got something in common. (re: the coat) Just-- take it. Please.

The script also calls to mind 7x10 Death's Door, where Bobby laments his fight with Karen, and not being able to fix their last fight. Bobby's dying act was to help direct them toward the whereabouts of Emanuel.

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And then, after Dean finds Cas, he is so, so reluctant to tell Cas the awful truth, partially in order to spare him the pain of it. He knows that Cas, in his core, cares about doing the right thing. He knows that this will hurt him.

And...he's so afraid of Cas disappearing. Sam's dying, and Dean needs his help, but he's also, really, really taking an emotional hit by all of this.

Cas says, "Tell me. I'll be fine." And Dean is generally unhinged and distressed about that possibility: "How do you know?" Because being an angel is "bloody and corrupt," and Dean knows that it hurts Cas to be tangled up in all of it.

DEAN (snapping) Think it's that cut and dry? Really?! (then) You know what he did. So what, tell him, he'll take it in stride? He could snap, disappear-- who knows!

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On the heels of this:

DEAN: No. Honestly-- I don't know if he's dead. All I can say is...whole thing couldn't be messier. (then, quieter) I could always shake if off. Anything. Might take a while, but I could. Then... Cas did this. And I just can't, I don't know why. CAS: It doesn't matter why. DEAN: What? Course that matters--

Of course it matters, because it's Dean's feelings. It's different! He doesn't know why! It's The Piece of the Puzzle that Dean keeps tearing at, not letting it scab over. It's the thing he's been working to understand about himself, from his outsized reactions to Cas not trusting him in season 6 to his incredible devastation at the events of season 7.

This will lead him to a dawning acceptance of why he can't shake Cas in season 8, and that will lead Dean to a sad, calm resolve to accept...whatever it will be.

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[vanmarkus]

ngl the more outlandish shit Tim throws our way, the more I start leaning towards the idea that Bobby's gonna be fine and he's just gonna have a multi-episode recovery arc next season and the cliffhanger will be something else entirely...

[savoryinferior]

Yep fine god bless america i would die for the 118.

[girlsontourgirlsontour]

why all the girls slut shaming me for making out with Bobby during a challenge when he’s my partner?! they acting like he’s not my partner?! Bobby even acting like he’s not my partner?! Who do they think is my partner?! never beating the amnesia allegations here!!!

[zia-the-weirdo]

What else did you forget?

(No way, PMTOK oneshot about an AU i made wha-)

“I, am-“ “???” “You, are Scissors. The Dual-bladed Duelist.”

“Your task is to-“ “FIND THE ORIGAMI FESTIVAL.”

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The first thing they saw was blue, a blue sky. Then a roll of tape next to them. Then the forest they were in.

The tape roll felt… familiar, for some reason. Although they couldn’t put their blade on it.

The tape jabbed at them with their sticky end.

“Ow.”

Again.

“Ow!”

And again.

“OW-! STOP!”

They jumped up and stood on their blades, albeit, almost falling over a bit, “what was that for?!”

“Sorry,” the roll rolled back a bit, “just wanted to make sure youse wasn’t dead.”

“AND YOU COULDN’T FIGURE THAT OUT THE FIR-“ they suddenly inhaled and exhaled in a calming manner, despite not having a mouth, “never mind.”

They looked around, the only thing they could see for miles being, well, trees.

They tried to jog their non-existing brain for memories, only to draw a blank as they groaned in annoyance.

“You,” they turned to the roll of tape, who was busy checking out their sticky end, “where am I?

“Eh? Not even gonna ask for my name?” He turned to his fellow office supply, who was looking very annoyed.

“FINE! What is your name?”

“I dunno, we’ve’s only known each other for-“ the tape roll quickly shut up when he saw them it’s their blades open. “…Tape. You?”

“Scissors.” They looked around, “do you also have some… What was it… Ambrosia? Amnesty? Thinky Thinky Panic? Whatever it was, do you have it?”

“Yep.”

“Great.”

The two stood there for a moment, until Scissors remembered something, “hold on, what was it… what was it- THE ORIGAMI FESTIVAL! THAT! We have to find it!”

Tape looked at Scissors like they were insane, in which technically, he was correct.

“Right. you have no idea what I am talking about. Look, I had this weird memory thing where someone told me-“

“And you’re just gonna listen to it?” The roll gave them a look.

“OF COUR- wait.” Scissors thought about it, “damn it, I sound insane. Look, if that was the only other thing I can remember besides some other stuff, it has to be important. So either you come with me or you just wander in this stupid forest for who knows long.”

Tape looked around, realising he was better off following a lunatic then being lost. “Fine. I’ll join ya. But if you’re wrong I swear…”

“Great! Now, come on, let’s go find that festival! What ever it could be-“

“YOUSE DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS?!”

[stagefoureddiediaz]

Going to give you my other unhinged theory that has zero basis in reality beyond my thinking it would be an interesting arc to put Eddie and Chris through

Things with Marisol seem to be going well for a little while except d Eddie himself isn't sure - things seem to fizzle out and they split. Only Marisol does't agree and we get a few episodes that show her obsession and her becoming increasingly unhinged and trying to win Eddie back - going so far that she becomes a stalker.

I think it would play perfectly into the whole never dating people you meet on calls thing. Plus they could play on the fact that Marisol just so happened to be in that hardware store at the same time as Eddie - perhaps it would turn out that she engineered that meeting.

Marisol was also introduced to us in 'Home Invasion' which we know the show likes to keep playing on episode titles fro the past so Eddies home feeling invaded by her would be an interesting play on it and makes sense to me.

And if I put my Buddie goggles on for a moment and explore the etymology of the name Marisol - It’s a specific reference to the solitude of the virgin Mary during the period before Jesus’ resurrection- if we take that into the fact they have been putting Buck into the role of Jesus (I wrote a whole meta about it - linked on my pinned post) - with his own resurrection etc then it becomes super interesting as a concept - that Buck hasn’t yet fully been resurrected (the whole he’s different than before etc etc) and plays into the idea that Eddie is in his solitude era - he’s seeking comfort in feeling alone at the moment and Marisol is a physical manifestation of that. Once Buck finds his way back to himself (essentially when he parts ways with Natalia as she is representative of death - i.e Jesus’s death before his resurrection) Eddie will be able to leave his solitude (namely leave Marisol) and they can then move forward and onto the next level together - Mary died in the same year as Jesus so they ascended to heaven more or less together. Idk, that is probably not in any ay related to my Marisol is a stalker theory, but the way the writers are so deliberate in their name choices and then whole use of Christian iconography and storytelling around buck and by extension Eddie is fascinating to me - it’s super interesting and pretty cleverly done by the writers!

[hyperfocusthusly]

It’s becoming a bit of a problem actually

[charliecoxbf]

Man, fuck amnesia.

[boasamishipper]

for the 8.5% of y'all who voted bobby boy do i have the fic for you

btw i mean Long Term like at least three episode long amnesia arc not just like oh they lose their memories for one episode

[sibylsleaves]

hen is really out here perpetually being the most unscathed member of the 118......chimney's had his face impaled, stabbed, kidnapped/put into cardiac arrest, almost died of encephalitis and suffered retrograde amnesia/hallucinations of his wife's abuser, buck's been crushed by a firetruck, pulmonary embolism, hit by a tsunami, struck by lightning, eddie's been buried alive, shot (more than once), held at gunpoint, bobby's almost drowned, also shot, irradiated, nearly crushed under a roof, nearly crushed under a freeway overpass, almost drowned AGAIN on a sinking cruise ship...

Hen has. been briefly trapped in a parking garage. and had a concussion once.