#amethoughts

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Someone come to my house and force me to write. I want to write. My heart wants to write and I’m still very into the fic I’m writing but every time my body sits down and opens my laptop my brain is like “Open phone and scroll YouTube instead also grab that blankie and lay down” lmao.

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My treat for being productive and adulting today was supposed to be working on my fic but instead it ended up being watching a video of Christian Yu lifting weights multiple times while stuffing the kettle corn I got at the Fall Festival last night in my mouth. So. Still pretty solid 👍

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Like once a year, usually around daylight savings - so I’m pretty much right on schedule - I get a hella case of insomnia. At first it was like no big deal, I used to eat sleep for breakfast, I’m a natural night owl, I can handle one or two nights of little to no sleep. But now I’m on like morning six of not sleeping and it’s really taking its toll on me. I’ve tried everything short of an actual prescription, and I know that soon I will sleep well again - but fuck I’m so damn tired right now.

Anywho, I know I have replies and reblogs unanswered/unacknowledged on some of my fics and I will get to them, I’ve read them, multiple times, but my fuzzy, foggy brain won’t let me come up with anything that sounds remotely decent to reply with - but they have been the only nice thing about the past week and I appreciate them, and anyone reading this ♥️🫂

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I try to dedicate this blog strictly to things that bring me joy. There are so many compartments in my life filled to the brim with the realities of the world we’re living in currently. Sometimes those realities bring me comfort, sometimes they horrify me - but on days like today (in the US anyway) I get very anxious, every app I open on my phone is too loud, too cruel. A friend shared this and I liked it so I’m sharing it here - good advice for any day really, but especially today as many of us have the day off and might be left with our own worries and not so nice thoughts about what’s happening around us. That being said, if you are in the US and physically able then make sure you vote today if you’ve not already 🤍

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Random early morning coffee thoughts: BTS doing an episode of Hot Ones except it’s specifically Seokjin because I think it would be hilarious to watch him try and maintain that WWH composure but slowly descend into absolutely losing his shit😂

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About Me/M. List

💜Amethyst is the name. (She/Her)

💜Playing it cool since 1989

💜I love about a billion different kinds of music, but this blog honestly is just a KPop worship station for me. You’ll see a lot of BTS, like A LOT, but also plenty more groups mixed in the stew.

💜I don’t like interacting with minors. I can’t stop them from finding and consuming my content, it’s the internet and it is what it is BUT I really don’t need nor do I want to know that they’re all up in my biz. So all I ask is that if you’re under 18, please don’t interact ✌🏼🫶🏼

💜I don’t plagiarize material and am very much not a fan. Every story listed below is mine, from my silly little brain, and I need you to respect that. Intellectual property is a thing, so please do not copy, repost, or translate my stories (as if you’d want to tbh🤭) as your own or without explicit permission. And honestly just don’t do it to anyone, because eventually someone will realize and then the internet will just tear your ass up and nobody wants that. Ick.

💜Despite those last two bullet points I’m actually really chill. I love to chat about pretty much anything but I am pretty introverted until I feel comfortable with someone, then it’s hard to shut me up 😂. So if we’re moots and you’re wondering why I’ve never reached out - it’s probably because I’m scared of you and think I’ll annoy you to no end. Maybe I’m not that chill actually 🤔😂😂😂

💜Requests? You can send them to me at any time, but I can’t promise I’ll write it. Still, it’s fun to read and create scenarios with one another so feel free to hash it out in my ask box or through DMs!!

💜Need a Beta Reader? Hi🙋🏻‍♀️ I’d be more than happy to read through and try and help you. Not to toot my own horn but I do have a dusty lil English Degree in a box somewhere and I used to work in the uni library and help edit term papers 💅 DM me anytime for help.

💜When I write random things that are on my mind, personal, non KPop or dessert related I use the tag “amethoughts” - if you have no interest in those thoughts then you can block that tag if you’d like to.

Masterlist

1. “If I Had Asked” — Jungkook x Gender Neutral Reader. Summary: Jungkook wants to catch up at a mutual friends birthday party. Genre: Romantic. Hurt. Comfort. Fluff. Exes to lovers. Oneshot. Rating: E for everyone babe. There’s some alcohol and marijuana but I mean, nothing weird or crazy happens.

2. “Hard to Handle” — Jungkook x Female Reader. Summary: You’re starting to want a little more from your FWB buddy. Genre: Romance. Smut. F2L. Oneshot. Rating: 18+.

3. “Imaginary Games” — Taehyung x Female Reader. Summary: The only thing that could make a destination wedding - in which you're the maid of honor, who has to give a speech in front of a crowd, who has to wear a dress that cost you a pretty penny that you'll never wear again - worse is the fact that your cheating ex is the best man. Genre: Romantic, Smut, Exes to Lovers, Smidge of Hurt. Oneshot. Rating 18+.

1. “Of Course, Professor” — Minho x Female Reader. Summary: The law professor everyone is scared of generously offers to help you with your school work. Genre: Smut. Romantic-ish. Basically just porn with a hint of plot tossed in. Oneshot. Rating 18+. [Bonus Drabble. Also 18+.]

2. “Safe.” - Hyunjin x Fem Reader x Minho. Summary: A broke ER Nurse offers up her services to a large crime organization in exchange for much higher pay and benefits that are unconventional, but lucrative. The life proves to be questionable at best, and downright isolating at worst which leaves her feeling unsure, unstable and dangerous. Genre: Crime. Romance. Drama. Mafia AU. Series. Rating: 18+ (MDNI).

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I will have Part Six of Safe posted tonight or perhaps tomorrow morning. I am still fighting internally with myself on things that I will have to fully commit to if I post as is or if I want to switch up my original ideas and journey for this fic.

I have talked myself in and out of specific things so many times that I’ve got myself in a real mental conundrum here 😬😕🥴😂

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I think I’m finally going to commit to a writing process. I’m just going to let my wips wip, if I get a new idea it’s gonna be a wip. No more of this “no new ideas until I finish what I’m on” shit. I feel like I have 10,000 wips right now but eventually, someday, I’ll get bored and will finish one. Is it a good process? Not really. Is it even a process? No…yes…idk but I’m calling it one. Will it work and I’ll actually finish a wip? TBD. I’ll let you know.

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Has anyone watched the Fallout series on Prime? I’ve admittedly never played the games, I get it’s about nuclear bomb stuff but that’s all I know. I keep seeing clips and it kinda seems cool. Do we love? Do we hate?

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I’ve been feeling really down this week off and on, as I’m prone to do sometimes thanks to my dysfunctional brain lmao so today I made myself clean my house and finish some to-do lists I had lying around and then I lit my favorite scented candle and for now, I feel like everything’s going to be okay haha

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Obligatory not a bot post.

Formerly amethystwritesbts, always a wild card but I’m like, super nice and stuff.

I honestly am so unhinged and feel like I keep popping in and out of here like a bad STD. Let’s make it work this time, permanent STD 🫠🤭💜

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Maybe it’s just me being weird but Tumblr feels so cold now. Like, it used to feel like walking into a restaurant and seeing all your friends at the table waving you over but now it just feels like walking into an abandoned shopping mall 😂😂

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The fuck is up w the tumblr app lately? Crashing. Can’t edit posts, can’t copy links - boooo 😤

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I’m so fkn petty sometimes. Five weeks ago on a Friday at approximately 7pm my bf refused to put one single knife away from the dishwasher because I had, evidently, put it in the washer the “wrong” way and he literally would not put it up - I got so pissed off like, was about to throw down pissed off but I’m a triple Aquarius, so I said nothing, I put the fucking knife away. He can pay for it later, right? Right.

Well today, ladies and gentlemen, I found his supper bowl from last night, half eaten, totally gross just sitting on the counter, didn’t scrape it into the trash, didn’t put it in the sink and even though I washed dishes this morning after I ate breakfast - that fucking bowl will sit there, bc it’s clearly in the “wrong” place, idc how gross it is or how many times I’ve passed it today and almost washed it bc ew, it will fucking sit there.

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I twisted my ankle because last night at 1:30am I remembered I didn’t take the garbage to the curb and they’ve been collecting it at like the hairy ass crack of dawn - so I got up and went outside to take it down but I’m scared of the dark and live in the middle of nowhere so I was freaking… and then Penny started growling and I heard something snap a twig and I turned to run back up the driveway and twisted my ankle. It’s just really swollen and no permanent damage but had to share bc I’m so fucking dumb and such a chicken shit 😂😂😂😂😂

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Me starting a new Stardew save: I’m not going to pick Sebastian this time. I am not!

Also me: OMGgggggg here’s a box of frozen tears you mean, sexy, emo fucker 😂😂😂