#american head charge

[engel66sic]

If Happy Tree Friends had an early 2000s metal soundtrack album (Circa 2002)

I've been manifesting on this idea for way too fucking long

[reesekanyuh]

Me and whoever runs Apple Music are about to FIGHT!! Stop taking albums I like off the platform PLEASE

[zombieapocalypse666]

American Head Charge - All Wrapped Up

[septic-9mil]

The

[are-we-really-doing-this]

This song was meant for me I tell you, MEANT for me 😤.

[karontte]

And all it was was something beautiful when tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all.

[toffeethief]

[maquina-semiotica]

American Head Charge, "A Violent Reaction" #NowPlaying

[batwynn]

Ok well. It’s time to be honest, I guess.

My last ditch attempt has failed. My new primary dr won’t take over the Humira script even though he’s a proper DO, and I no longer have a dermatologist. I’ve discussed my future without the immunosuppressant with my Pyoderma group and it looks like it will be Very Fucking Bad when I run out of the med in March. I’m already in Pretty Fucking Bad health, so the ‘living conditions’ in this future are not going to be exactly… survivable for me. I thought it would be a more mild transition back to where I was before the Humira due to how I take it, but according to folks who had to go off of it with this condition… it completely immobilized them in a lot of ways. Like I said, I already struggle with constant, screaming pain, illness, etc. and can barely force my way through shit as it already is. I will not be ok.

As I’ve said before, I’ve contacted everyone I can, so please believe me when I say I fucking tried. I’ve tried every dermatologist in the state. I’ve asked every doctor and specialist that I had. I’ve tried to find someone out of state who I could beg my insurance to cover. I even tried to figure out how to cover the cost of someone outside of my highly limited insurance but it’s too expensive and most of them need to meet in person, thousands of miles away. I’ve spent two fucking years trying. Turns out, it’s impossible. Wild, I know.

So, yeah. I tried. But it looks like after March I’m not going to do well at all. If I’m lucky, I’ll eventually qualify for the Death with Dignity program. But I’m never fucking lucky, so it’s more likely that I will suffer even more horribly until one of these fucking illnesses finally kills me. In addition, it looks like the big fucking looser who is the US president will be cutting every other program (SNAP, MEDICARE/MEDICADE, SSI, LIHEAP, etc) that my family uses to survive because we are both extremely poor and unwell, so. Yeah. There are no more options.

What this means for you all:

I’ll be working very hard to wrap up the Accidental MerDer comic in a somewhat satisfying way before March. All the other comics are too new to wrap up, so they’ll just have to be what they are. I will continue with my Patreon until the end of March, then close it down because I will very likely be unable to keep up with creating for everyone. I’ll try to make these last few months fun, but in reality I won’t be as available to chat and such as before.

I want to spend some time being selfish, and doing things like going outside for walks and hanging out with the cats. I’d like to try to enjoy some of my shitty life while it lasts.

One last note: I don’t want any advice. I tried every possible option that I can actually do. I am also not suicidal, I tried every possible way to survive but I will eventually become too ill to do so. I feel that I have made it extremely clear, and if you send the nazi police to my door for a ‘wellness check’ as a vulnerable trans person in a rural area I will fucking find out who you are and doxx you to let everyone know what a nice little goose stepping bitch you are.

Sorry if this is upsetting, but I guess this is just the reality of being disabled and piss poor in the magnificent country called the USA. 👍

Thank you for all the years of support and friendship. I wouldn’t have made it as long as I did without your kindness.

See you around.

[baejax-the-great]

Walked into a Greek pharmacy without a prescription or anything and walked out less than five minutes later cackling like a crazy lady with a month's supply of a drug for less than five American dollars

[haveyoulistenedtothisalbum-poll]

Tracklist:

Intro ("Optimus Bellum Domitor") by UFC • Warzone by Slayer • Blunt Force Trauma by Damageplan • Live For This by Hatebreed • Cowards by American Head Charge • Power Of I And I by Shadows Fall • Bullet The Blue Sky by Sepultura • Slave Labor by Fear Factory • Born To Crush You by Icepick • Breath Life by Killswitch Engage • Indifferent To Suffering by Chimaira • Face The Pain by Stemm • It's Alright by U.P.O. • Listen by Index Case • Lost Cause by Black Flood Diesel • Dying Here by Scars Of Life

Youtube

[waste-of-a-song]

It’s kinda unfortunate how one of my favorite albums isn’t available readily on streaming services for legal issues but it also sometimes feels like a fun little club that I get to listen to it

[createacamillahect]

camilla hect and her elderly dog she loves and handles so gingerly. she beams around them

[septic-9mil]

OUUUDHHHHGFGGG

[aha-my-villainous-thoughts]

My mommy issues can't make their mind up on how to unhealthily channel into my boundary-positive intimacy-replacement faux-fetish sex life... like do I want to be your mommy or do I want you to be mommy? I don't know!! Let's try both and figure it out ig