#amd getting down on my knees amd asking. i was so convinced he would say no

[he-on-honeydew-hath-fed]

Dreamlog

[quintinh43]

Hi🤍 so I was the one who asked about writing, so here is a little blurb I did and would love your feedback on it 🫶🏻🤍

Jack Hughes wasn’t one to be a jealous person, but when it came to y/n that all changed. He knew she would never do anything to hurt him, but when he seen her ordering another drink from the bar and a guy came up to her and smiled and they had small talk and whatever he said made her laugh , Jack immediately became swarmed with jealousy. He made it to the bar in three quick strides and wrapped his arms around y/n and started kissing on her neck. He whispers in her ear “meet me in the bathroom now”. Y/n was so confused and didn’t understand what had happened and why Jacks demeanor changed, so she got up and went to the bathroom and when she got in there Jack immediately pushed her against the wall and locked the door and placed his lips on hers. Y/n was taken aback and didn’t know what was going on, but before she could ask Jack he starts kissing down her jaw, then to her neck and says “you are mine and I’m going to show you” and continued kissing down her body. Once he gets to his knees he lifts her legs on his shoulders and kisses her covered core and says “this pussy is mine” and he pulls her Lacey thong to the side and starts devouring her. Y/n lets out a scream and grips on to jacks hair because she was not expecting it. He continues he’s assault on her pussy until she’s a shaking mess and cumming undone on his tongue. He stands up and begins to pull down his pants and picks y/n up and puts her against the wall and without warning slams his cock into her bottoming out resulting in y/n screaming so loud at this point she was convinced anyone could hear her . Jack wastes no time and pounds into her with hard and brutal thrust. Y/ns eyes are rolling into the back of her head and she’s gripping onto jacks shoulders for life. One particular thrust hits her g spot and the moans and screams she lets out makes Jack smirk and continuing to pound into her at a rough pace. Y/n starts to clench around jacks cock and he says “cum for me baby, be the good girl you are and make a mess on my cock” and with those words y/n cums so hard seeing stars. Jack doesn’t let up on his pounding into her and she tells him” j-jack s-slow down” but he doesn’t listen and continues fucking her hard and rough. Y/n feels another orgasm coming and cums once again triggering Jacks release and he fills y/n up pumping her full of his cum. When they both come down from their highs Jack says “ you are mine, no other guy should be looking at you”

Hi!!

Sorry I took a bit to respond, life started life-ing.

Anyways, firstly, thank you for sharing. I know sharing your writing can be daunting it means a lot that you would trust me with giving you feedback. So thank you 🫶🏼

As for the blurb, straight up I'm ngl I suck at writing smut, so Idk how valuable my feedback will be. But I'll try my best!

Anyway, I think it's really good! There are a few things I would change in terms of wording. For example, where you wrote "Jack immediately because swarmed with jealousy," I would probably re-write it, so instead of telling the readers what he'd feeling, you pretend the emotions themselves!

So if it were me, I'd probably re write it to something like "something possessive bubbled in Jack's chest. His knuckles drained of color as he gripped his glass tightly."

Something like that! That way it allows you to picture more details amd stuff!

Again, I'm so honored that you trusted me with your writing, and I hope I've helped you at least a little 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[thatnerdwolfnell]

Pocky challenge: MC x Main six

The Pocky game is a party game played withPocky, a Japanese chocolate- or candy-coated biscuit snack. Two participants place the Pockybetween them “Lady and the Tramp” style, and try to be the last to hold onto the biscuit, often resulting in a kiss.

^coppied from google.

Ohohoho. Yes. Thank you. I love you. This would have been done yesterday, but I was a dumb bastard and I ran out of my meds so I was busy feeling like general shit. Sidenote: me and my uni friends used to do this with gummy bears before Covid because we have no shame I guess? Idk.

Pocky game Mc and Main 6

Asra:

He loves it. Even when you kiss him regularly he still loves the thrill and challenge of the game.

He has a bit of a competitive streak so if he has to he will full on kiss you and suck the slimy ass pocky out of your mouth. (I'm sorry for that image)

When he pulls out some strawberry pocky hes already got that cheeky knifecat smirk on his face.

He rattles the box a bit specifically to draw your attention

He gets that dark heavy sparkle in his eyes as he puts the strawberry end between his lips and just looks at you, completely still.

You try to hide your smile, you love when he gets like this.

Asra has a thing for games.

You shift over on the couch enough that you can take the end of end of the pocky in your teeth.

He leans in to take another bite and steadies you with an unexpected hand sliding up from the small of your back.

you raise an eyebrow

The corner of his mouth twitches up into a grin.

he takes a deep breath and holds it as he inches closer. He somehow has nibbling the pocky within millimeters down to a practiced skill and he always holds his breath when he starts getting close. It's a focus thing and probably to keep from moving too much. You can tell he expects to win.

You lace a hand through his hair gently anchoring at the nape of his neck, and bite off most of your end

He blinks in surprise and finally lets out his breath slow enough that it catches in his throat and sends goosebumps down your spine.

His face is so warm next to yours. You can hear his heartbeat, quick and shallow in his chest.

"Gib ub yet?" You ask. There's not much left of the pocky but you know he won't stop.

He grins around the pocky.

The hand on your back slides to your waist. The other skims along your thigh and you gasp slightly.

He doesn't break eye contact. You let out a shaky breath as he nibbles just enough off to keep your lips from touching. If you moved you could easily kiss him.

He plays dirty. He likes teasing you. Waiting for your next move.

You kiss him hard and push him down onto the couch taking the whole last bit of the pocky in your mouth and crunching down.

He tilts his head back and laughs his hair falling back into his face.

"mm I think you cheated" he smirks and leans in to kiss along your jaw

"So did you." You say. You grab another pocky and smooth his hair away from his face before you push off.

Nadia:

Well Nadia isn't really one for party games but she IS one for food. (I think we have a couple different canon scenes I could use as evidence here)

She's never heard of it but she's intrigued.

It's after dinner and you're both still at the table. This isn't something she would ever do in public

"If you wanted me to kiss you, all you had to do was ask...but if you'd rather earn it that can be arranged"

She takes a pocky and gently feeds the end in your mouth.

"If you drop it you'll have to earn my kisses some other way. And I'll be sure to make it a very long night."

She smiles sweetly with just a hint of a smirk and your heart skips a beat.

The way she looks at you with so much reverence, like you're one of her intricate, beautiful machines and she'll take you apart piece by piece just to understand every part.

She starts eating her end and you do the same. She somehow looks elegant with her lips pressed around the pocky and the heat of her breath condensing against the chocolate.

She pauses at the very last bit and let's you close the gap. Her lipstick tastes sweet and floral.

You deepen the kiss and run a hand along her shoulder.

She grabs you by the waist and leans you back against the table in one smooth movement without breaking the kiss.

One hand pins your wrist against the wood above your head while the other is still wrapped around your waist under your back so that it arches slightly.

"I didn't say you could do that, MC." There's amusement in her voice that draws in a low whisper.

She gently caresses down your neck stopping in the middle of your chest. "But I don't want to wait."

She kisses you and you kiss back letting your hands wander through her hair while she presses down over you.

"that's good, love. We should do this more often."

Julian:

He suggests it at the rowdy raven one night. A game he picked up in his pirate days.

"Come on, who's down for a little fun? Make the party more interesting."

Nadia rolls her eyes.

Portia immediately looks at you and pointedly tilts her head at Julian, wiggling an eyebrow suggestively.

You blush a little. You're about to volunteer to play when Lucio steps in.

"I'm up for the challenge. Give you a chance to get near my lips, hey Jules?"

If Julian is disappointed, he doesn't show it. He just grins and pulls out a pocky. "Alright that's the spirit!"

They move down the pocky rather fast and it's clearly a competition. Neither hesitates before meeting in the middle. Julian pulls of with a dramatic peck before pulling away just as fast.

"Anybody else?"

"I'll go!" You take your chance a little too quickly and you see Portia smile in the corner of your eye.

Ah MC. Perfect!" He seems surprised. Maybe a little flustered.

You take a pocky in your mouth and offer him the other end.

He blushes and leans in to start chipping at the biscuit.

He smells like salt and leather. You can feel his heartbeat in his lips moving the stick.

You lean in further, resting a hand on his knee as if for balance. He stiffens but you can see his smirk grow wider.

You both hesitate at the last little piece, caught in the moment of closeness. You start to move to take it and kiss him but he pulls away before you do.

You look at him startled. He's bright red and flustered.

"Ah. um MC I- I didn't think you were going to-"

He's been doing this. Avoiding you when he knows you both want it. You've had enough of that.

"Did you want to?"

He blinks. "What?"

"Kiss me. Did you want to?"

You hold him under your gaze and his eyes soften into something like longing. Or guilt. Or hunger.

"...yes." he says it simply and quietly. Like the only true thing he can find in a single soft word.

And you kiss him. You feel him melt into the kiss and he's kissing you back.

You hold his face in your hands and he pulls you in closer.

You can feel how much he wants this. Like water in the desert. His brow is furrowed in desperation. You break away.

The hurt in his eyes is obvious and you brush his hair out of his face rubbing a thumb along his cheek.

"Hey," you look him in the eyes and try to convey everything in that look. "I'm not going anywhere, you get that?"He nods.

"We can have this all the time." You say.

His eyes wander down your body. "All the time..." He repeats softly.

You kiss him again, much gentler this time. He pulls you in and you feel like THIS is how things were always supposed to be. And this is the life you want to have. With Julian and your friends, and everything right in the world.

Muriel :

He is a blushy boy. But he's been approaching things like this with curiosity, and maybe even wonder, even if it can be hard to tell.

He never refuses a touch or a kiss, and for a while you weren't sure he knew he COULD refuse.

You don't want to make him uncomfortable and you were worried he just tolerated it for your sake.

While he's been getting better, he still lacks awareness of what he wants and likes. You've been helping him figure out his boundaries after years of having them constantly violated and convincing himself that it doesn't matter.

When you told him he seemed surprised. "No, I like it, MC. I always like it." He made it clear that he would say no if he was uncomfortable, "like with cantaloupe or bananas." He said.

(Not eating foods he didn't like had been game changer. A lot of textures bother him.)

Since then he's been making more of an effort to initiate and touch has become something of communication for him.

Hand squeezes for comfort, an arm barring you from accidentally stepping in a rabbit hole, a touch on the shoulder to say "be careful", a nudge to say "look at this", a nuzzle into your neck to say "I love you"

It's just easier than talking. It's how he's always talked to Asra amd Inanna despite the telepathy.

But this is something different.

"But...why?" He asks as you take a pocky from the box. He's already blushing like crazy.

"Because it's fun." You say and you put the end in your mouth.

He frowns but you can see the amusement in his eyes.

He takes a small bite off the end and leans back chewing it curiously.

You laugh. "No, you're supposed to keep going and we hold on until we get to the middle."

"Oh." He leans back in and starts eating away at his end. He looks at you for confirmation, a look of confusion on his face.

You smile and inch closer.

He's bright red and you can feel the heat from his face and his heartbeat, strong and fast.

You both pause at the last bit, daring the other to make a move.

His green eyes are bright and sharp as they lock with yours for just a glance.

Then he closes the gap kissing you gently. Eyes closed, taking the last bit before moving away.

A hand rests on your waist and the other on your shoulder.

"Sorry, did you want the last bit?" You think he's teasing you, but the alarm in his eyes say he's completely serious.

You laugh "no, of course not. I just wanted to kiss you."

He smiles and pulls you into his arms. "I know. But I thought you still... might have wanted it." He shrugs.

He looks down at you and you feel his heart skip. "You could still taste it. ...if you wanted to that is."

What? His mouth twitches up into a slight smirk.

OH.

You kiss him for real this time. And you both end up on the floor of the hut laughing.

You kiss him again.

And he kisses you.

Again and again and again.

Portia:

Yeah she's definitely played before.

Something about the kitchen staff at the last masquerade?

Anyway the rowdy raven has gotten, well, rowdy.

Julian brought the pocky and there's enough overly competitive people in the room that there's been a few kisses.

Portia grabs the box from brother and shakes it teasingly in your direction.

"MC!" She winks. "How about it?"

Her face is flushed from Mazelinka's sangria that she snuck in (which you're pretty sure is actually just pure liquor) but Portia can hold her drink despite going red rather quickly.

You grin. "If you think you're up for it."

You get up and sit down next to her and move a piece of hair off her shoulder, resting your hand there longer than you need to.

She's beautiful when she's smiling like this, having fun.

You can't help a bit of a smile when she leans into your hand slightly while she takes out a pocky.

While you're distracted, she suddenly pokes the end into your mouth making you jump back in surprise.

"Mm hey!"

She just laughs leaning back in the booth letting her giggles fade with a snort.

"Don't drop it!" She says between laughs.

"I'b not!" The pocky is still hanging from your mouth and you wiggle it around for emphasis.

She leans forward and takes the other end in her mouth.

Her eyes sparkle and suddenly she's reaching her arms around your waist pulling you in closer

Your eyes widen and she smirks. You feel the exhale of a silent laugh on your skin.

You're so close and she's so warm. Your heart is pounding.

There isn't much left of the stick and you're not sure if–

Oh.

You didn't mean to but now your lips are together and they're warm and solid and everything seems to explode at once.

The last bit of pocky falls to the ground as you gasp.

She frowns slightly when you pull away, but she still has that self-satisfied expression.

You lean in again and lift your hand towards her face. Hesitating. Waiting for permission.

But then she gives you a look through her lashes. She glances again at your lips.

You tilt your head as you lean in and close your eyes, cradling her face in your hand and letting the other press against her waist.

She moves closer and you can feel her chest pressing against yours.

You pull her tighter and she makes a small delighted noise between a laugh and a gasp.

"Oh. I love this." You say between kisses.

She grins. "This'll be an adventure, hey?"

Lucio:

He sets the box of pocky on the table in front of you.

"You've heard of the pocky game right?"

You nod, unsure of where this is going. Normally Lucio is pretty straightforward about kissing you.

"Well how about a little wager? If you win I'll get you whatever the hell you want, a whole shopping spree of the finest jewels, clothes, whatever."

You nod again. "Alright and if you win?"

He shifts uncomfortably wringing his hands. "Well, if I win.... youhavetotakeCamiotohisvetcheckup."

You sigh. Oh god. So that's what this was about. Camio HATED the vet. That rascal of a bird would be screeching insults the whole time.

You could see why Lucio was trying to get out of it.

You love that little shit, but damn he could be annoying. He's the kind of bird that will hold a grudge for about a week, and he does not take vet trips lightly.

"Please?" Says Lucio, "and if we meet in the middle we go together."

"You realize that I could just say no and make you do it yourself, right?"

"But you're not going to because I'm your boyfriend and you love me?"

You frown.

"Okay but then you wouldn't get to kiss me. Plus Camio likes you more, he'll be nicer with you there."

You pause considering. It WOULD be good to have a buffer instead of leaving the poor vet with Camio and Lucio by themselves.

"Fine, but ONLY if you win, remember?"

"YES!" he eagerly grabs a pocky and sticks one end in his mouth.

You take the other end and start chewing as fast as you can.

He takes a moment to get his bearings and catch up but once he does you're both at the very end right before the middle.

Neither of you want to move, both trying to avoid the task.

You try to get him to back down by inching a little closer, but he stays put.

He moves the tiniest bit.

And then you kiss.

fuck.

"YES!" He shouts, jumping back in triumph.

"You have to come too, still." You say.

Yeah but i won't mind if you're there."

You sigh and lean back.

"Oh come on don't look like that. We'll do a half shopping spree. That seems more fair anyway. I get half a win, you get half a win."

You laugh. "Alright, alright. Where is that stupid bird anyway?"

[idjitlili]

Legolas x reader

Summary: being close friends with legolas , and joining him on the fellowship. But damn he gets too touchy , not that you didn’t like it.

Warnings: teasing,sexual themes, fingering , dick touching.

A/n i dont know what this is really. @tmbm123 requested it.i tried.

Word count:1759

You had been friends with legolas for a long time, you weren’t an elf , you were a human. Your mother was a witch but she would never hurt someone innocent,she had cast a spell causing you AMD her to become immortal. You had met legolas in Mirkwood forest , when you were young ,it did lead him to take you to his father. You only went into Mirkwood because you had wandered away from you mother and could find her. As apparently Thranduil trusted no one , after his wife died, he thought everyone who entered Mirkwood were spy’s.

You wouldn’t be surprised if people were trying to assassinate him, all he did was mock dwarves , sass, and pretend to be a princess. Eventually they let you go, when your mother came looking for you, turns out your mother was friends with the king somehow. Thranduil didn’t know she had a daughter.

Anyways after that legolas would come to see you often after that, you both soon became buddies, legolas helped training you. As Mirkwood was poisoned and there was evil growing, you needed to be able to protect yourself. Your mouth watched in awe at you and legolas training, even Thranduil did when you would go there. He didn’t really like anyone else other than elves, so it was surprising, he was a little jealous, missing his wife.

You and legolas would go adventuring around , for centuries, until 13 dwarves came to Mirkwood and everything changed. Legolas didn’t tell you about it , or them reclaiming erebor and killing azog until after it happened. He told you he was leaving to go in search of a ranger named strider and he wished for you to accompany him. You had asked why he told you about his father being cold ,controlling, and he couldn’t live in his shadow anymore.

You had agreed , bringing him into your house while you packed, your mother wasn’t home. You knew she would forbid it , not wanting to lose you so you simply wrote her a letter, leaving it on the table. Once you had packed, legolas led you to his horse, he mounted on it,holding his hand out to help you get on behind. Which you took jumping on the back with an ‘oof’ .you wrapped you arms around legolas waist ,blushing, you had been crushing the elf for a long time. You rest your head against his back, moving his hair aside. Legolas ushered the horse to go quickly before your mother arrived home.

“I swear if I lose my virginity to this horse ,legolas. I will cut your hair.” You whined, you really didn’t want to lose your virginity while riding a horse, he gasped your comment.

“That’s very dirty y/n..” you pinched him in the side , at his sarcastic

comment,backing him Yelp in pain.

“I mean riding it-fuck off. You know what I meant.” He chuckled at you before focusing on the road again.

Once you had met strider , he assumed that you were with legolas you both assured him that you weren’t, he raised an eyebrow at this. You and legolas became close to strider who you later found out his real name was Aragorn. The heir to the throne of Gondor.

Now you sat on a horse, that Eomer had given you , with legolas sat behind you and Aragorn on another horse with gimil behind him. It was like when you had left with legolas but he was the one with his hands around your waist. You had already found Gandalf today, turns out he’s Gandalf the white now. Anyways you were on your way to Theoden ,something about him being possessed or evil.

After you found out you would have to run in search of Merry and pippin, you had quickly cut your long pants into shorts with your knife. Legolas had watched in wide eye, he had never seen your mid thighs bare. Gimil and Aragorn laughed at legolas , who you looked up at catching him starring.

“What i couldnt run fast.” That’s all you said before you all started running.

Yet still now legolas couldnt stopped staring at your leg, with his head rested on your shoulder.You were focused on getting to your destination,when you felt a hand rub against your right thigh. Legolas had removed his right arm from your waist , leaving the other clutching onto you, as he moved his hand to stroke your lower thigh. You tried to ignore him, but then his hand traveled up high, on to your inner thigh, his stroking becoming harder. You gasp,”legolas not now please.”

He smirked at your response,ghosting his hand high and higher before it got to your moose,briefly resting his hand there. You frustratedly reached you hand back to above his knee squeezing it hard, making him remove his hand quickly. “As much as I want that not here.” You muttered not sure if he even heard. When you reached Rohan you had befriended Eowyn.

Then on the eve of the Battle of the Pelennor Fields, you know the place with the tents. She had forced you into a dress after confronting you on your feelings for legolas. The dress complimented your figure , making your burst look bigger and waist smaller. Not that legolas didn’t think you were beautiful anyways.

Eomer, Eowyns brother took interest in your humour and clothing before the change but after his eyes almost popped out. You about to walk to search for legolas and the others , when Eomer has approached you. “Miss y/n ,you look very beautiful tonight.” He compliments you sincerely smiling at you, “thank you Eomer.your sister made me wear it.” You has smiled back at him.

“Awe. Don’t tell anyone but she did the same thing to me when we a little younger.” He whispered, you giggled “how old were you?”

“18, she was 13” you burst out into laughter soon after he did too, unknowingly to you legolas had been watching the whole thing.”why did you agree?” You questioned trying to breathe,

“She’s very convincing what can I say!”

“I bet you looked great, next time you drsss up please invite me to see.” You smirked, only before Eomer could reply legolas had stomped over to you dragging you away.

“I look forward to see you Eomer in that dress.” You shouted to him looking back, he smiled at you , waving. He knew of legolas’ crush aswell it was clear.

Legolas dragged you Into a tent,harshly “what was that for legolas?!” You shouted angrily at him. He said nothing just placed his hand on your cheek and the other on your waist, pulling you closer. He leans down to your ear, his breath on your neck, his hand running up your side. “ you do it on purpose.” He growled, his eyes moved down your body ,”why do you have to be so beautiful.” He now whispered, pulling you into a tight hug, your breasts pressed against his chest. “Don’t you mean why am I so beautiful.” You whispered flirting with him, he grasped your chin leaning in slowly.

“OI y/n are you in here?” Someone called going to open the tent you and legolas separated quickly. “Yeah, i am.” You replied , as merry stepped in. “What are you too doing?” He asked , suspiciously. “I just came to ask legolas if he had seen any potatoes. I am really hungry.” Legolas smirked at your response, and merrys eyes lit up, “I knew you would want some potatoes come on I made some already.” He jumped towards you in excitement, grabbing YOur hand pulling you along. You looked back at legolas smiling apologetically.

After that battle , you all were drinking in celebration, after Theoden made a speech. Merry and pippin were dancing , Legolas and Gimil were having a drinking contest, which lead to Gimil passing out drunk. You sat next legolas, Aragorn infront of you both. You were a little drunk as was legolas; it made him more confident.

He spoke to Aragorn ,complaining about something you don’t know what ,you were focused on swishing your beer around in your cup. You hand had made its way on his thigh all night, eventually it was on his area , stroking harshly causing his cock to harden ,That was until legolas hand was on your thigh, going under your dress, on your bare skin. You gulped trying to ignore it, sipping your beer, then his hand gripped tight then let go to venture up higher. He made his hand right infront of your sensitive area, before rubbing at sonic speed between your lips. Damn he wasn’t even your boyfriend you face now bright red. You sipped your drink coughing, when legolas slipped his fingers into your wet hole.

“Are you alright y/n?” Aragorn hand asked concerning , as legolas added another finger, legolas acted like he was worried about you. “Yeah I’m fine , I think I am going to go , it’s too hot in here.” You tried to act normally, “yeah I have to agree with you there.” He chuckled, legolas curled his fingers in you, you try to hold in your moan.

You pushed legolas hand away , secretly before standing up , getting out from the seat. “Goodnight.” You spoke still red. “Wait someone should go with you.” Aragorn suggested,”I’ll take her , if you don’t made me living you Aragorn?” Legolas smiled at Aragorn, as he nodded his head.

Legolas grabbed your arm leading you to your chambers, as soon as bayou got outside , you smacked legolas. “What were you thinking legolas.” You angrily whispered, walking fast. He shrugged,smirking. “Why in public on horse and now infront of aragorn. What the hell we aren’t together.” He grabbed your shoulders turning you to face him before smashing his lips into yours roughly, biting your lip causing you to open your mouth allowing his hungry tongue,His hands around you waist tightly.

As you pull away he whispers “I love you y/n. Too be fair you did touch me first.”

“Yes I did but the horse thing was-. I love you too princess.” You embraced Legolas tightly.

“Come on let’s go.”

“Where?”

“Too finish what you started.”

[themadauthorshatter]

OOOOOOKAY!

Who's ready for some angst!?

Like I said in a previous post, the rework on A World Without Princes is going to be dark as in it deals in abusive relationships, such as ones like Sophie and Agatha's, which is very verbally abusive and and gaslight-y, in my opinion.

Tedros and Aric should have a similar relationship, but, given how Aric's role changes, it's going to be more physical.

LET ME EXPLAIN!

The story in the beginning should be mostly the same with Sophie and Agatha running to the School for Girls and away from the princes hunting them. However, when Dovey explains Tedros put out the order, Agatha should cry out that he wouldn't do that. As emotionally inbalanced as he is, he's never been a homicidal maniac. Witch or not, he wouldn't just fly off the handle and go for someone's head. Sophie would whistle about how he almost shot her with a biw and arrow, but Agatha snaps with, "Because you TRICKED us both!"

And, you know what? AGATHA. IS. RIGHT.

While the girls were in Gavaldon, Tedros ran and locked himself away in the school master's tower(it was the closest building, and he followed the storian there) as Sophie and Agatha's tale ended and their book closed.

Frantic and desperate, he flipped through the book as the storian began writing a new story, one titled, The Tale of The Lost Love, which details Tedros's search through Sophie and Agatha's tale for a clue on hiw he can get his true love back. He also checks other books with characters "Of Woods Beyond" in them, in case this has happened before.

It hasn't. Every Reader has either failed or been killed in their fairytales.

After his search, here is what the storian's words read, "Alone in the ruined School Master's tower, Tedros wept as his heart broke in pieces, shambled as the room he had toen through like a madman. Alas, there were no clues, no hints, no Agatha, and no Galavdon that she had spoken of. He sat alone in the tower, just as empty and crestfallen as his true love."

The eviction happens the same, but Tedros only finds out when Hort, Chaddick, and Tristan tell him. He doesn't know how to process this information and is literally speechless as Tristan reads the room and, being the precious boy he is, kind of starts cleaning up as Hort slips out a, "Nice place. Redecorating?"

Tedros is told about the eviction and how the School for Boys needs a leader and he's got the highest status, so the role of School Master falls on him.

He may have led the School for Good, but he knew just about everyone in said school. He BARELY knows anyone in the School for Evil, save for Hort, Rsvan, Vex, Hester, Anadil, and Dot, the latter three in the School for Girls.

He's not sure about taking the mantle, he just lost the love of his life, but is essentially talked into it by Chaddick, who thinks leading the boys will help him, and Hort, because he doesn't like seeing a sad Tedros.

He agrees and all is well for a little while, with boys from both schools now cooperating and giving tips on how to fight, until Tedros notices the girls have thrown out August Sader's paintings, the ones of the villages the students were picked from.

With a quick, "Chaddick, you're in charge," he takes the paintings and hides back in a tower, not the school master's this time just a really tall tower.

With Tedros out of the picture, the boys start to realize that maybe Tedros isn't the best leader, at least not under stress.

It does not help that the girls have been sending them little trinkets to piss them off because, "Boys can't hit girls."

One boy, however, stomps and spits all over that notion when he struts his stuff to the boys and throws an injured girl down in front of them, bleeding from her stomach and with her hand broken, an army of goons behind him.

Yep. This is how we meet Aric. He has not only found one of the girls trying to start a fight, but he has made her PAY for it by finishing the fight.

Impressed with this new attitude, Chaddick introduces Aric to Tedros, who is pulled out of studying the paintings and some maps, and Tristan, who has become Tedros's confidant.

Tristan and Chaddick make the worst mistake ever and leave Aric and Tedros alone, the former taking note of the paintings, books, and maps.

Just to fill you guys in, his plan is to look for Gavaldon and convince Agatha to come back, or at least make sure she still loves him; he'll beg on his knees and cry if he has to.

It's worth mentioning that Aric has heard the tale of Agatha and Sophie.

Serious note here, my experience is very second hand and from an outsider looking in, but I have been learning about the mindset of an abuser for a lottle while. I'm not an expert, and I'm sorry if any of what you're about to read becomes distressing or too dark.

Aric admits that Tedros is working himself a little too hard for a girl who isn't looking for him.

Tedros simply claims that she IS from a Reader village, so there'd be a lot of commotion about them coming home after half a year.

Here is the rest of their conversation:

"That witch is pretty good at persuading people, though. Telling them what to do and and how and when. Your Agatha chose her in the end, didn't she?"

(Tedros ignores him amd keeps looking theough the paintings and maps.) "Why are you here? The boys keep saying you almost killed a girl."

(Aric shrugs as a wide smirk stretches across his face) "She crossed into your territory, she was asking for it. Just like the rest of them. Including those two Readers."

(Tedros's eyes dart to the storian, which is writing furiously in his book. Aric steps in front of him, hiding the storian from his view.)

"Humblest and most sincere apologies for the intrusion, my prince. And my behavior. A lot of boys are bruised with those girls. No love for princes anymore."

(Tedros's eyes drift to the floor as his shoulders curl up. That hits too hard for him.)

(It gives Aric the opportunity to close his book and take the storian, holding it behind his back.) "Good and Evil are history. You know that better than any of them." (He approaches Tedros and puts an arm on his shoulder, with a slight of hand, hiding the storian in the same sheath as his knife.) "It's us-" (He gestures between himself and Tedros as they stop at a window). "Against them." (He points to the Girl's school.) "Want to have another Sophie ruin everything for you again? Take away your true love?"

Tedros is shaken by this, and by how true these words are.

"What do you want?"

"To help. Why do you think I brought an army with me? No offense, but those boys down there don't know what they're doing."

Tedros slowly and nervously nods to this. "If you want to stay, fine, but-"

"Thank you VERY much, your grace! I'll ensure tpu don't regret this."

Tedros holds up a finger, stern eyed and jaw set. "BUT you have to help me find Agatha."

Aric's smirk drops. "What if she doesn't love you? She left with Sophie, remember?"

Tedros turns away to leave. "I just want to make sure, then. That she's sure about her decision."

Aric holds his shoulder again. "Fine. And, by the way, keep this hidden a little better." He holds up the storian, and Tedros nods as he takes the storian and looks for a way to either keep it secure, if something's covered in locks, most people don't even bother,or to keep it hidden, a Plan B he makes with Tristan later that night.

THIS WAS PART 1 OF THE REWORK OF A WORLD WITHOUT PRINCES!!!!!!!!

My goodness, it's just the beginning and Aric's already slimy and evil😅

Anyway I hope you guys enjoyed and stay tuned for part 2!!!!!!!!

[jinxthequeergirl]

Promise I'm Not Slipping Away (pt.3)

Poe Dameron x Solo! reader

Summary: the pilot and storm trooper take you hostage but during uour escape things quickly fail.

Warning: swearing, viloence

I HAVE MIXED EMOTIONS ABOUT THIS!

I was also in a piss mood somewhere in the middle so its super bad but enjoy!

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"This is...this is real clever of you boys." You stated sarcastically as the storm trooper, who after a touching moment between the two men, poe had named Finn, finished cuffing your arm which now had you attached to poe.

"C'mon, supreme leader, taking me in was your first mistake." Poe stated smoothly with a grin. You scowled as finn yanked poes free arm pulling you both into the corridor outside of the room.

"Just shut up and follow us." Finn said sharply as he placed his helmet back on his head.

"Yhea got that." You replied back annoyed. You would've slipped away by now. But you didn't, not that you didn't want you, because you really did want to take both of these idiots out a while ago. But any time you attempted you felt something awful grip your gut. It only stopped when you did, not only that but you could tell that even if Finn wasn't trusting in himself to actually shoot you down you could sense poe was. He was, although slightly uncertain about it, he still had enough certainty to do it. So you followed.

You where silent and looked back at the control station above hoping someone above would catch wind of you. Luckily for you Hux was on post and looking down. "Now what is she doing down there?" He asked himself. You tripped slightly and poe moved his arm pulling you up. That was all he needed to know you weren't following along willingly.

"Someone stop that pilot!" He yelled and almost instantly the alarms went off and a squad of troops moved quickly after the three of you.

"Shit!" You heard poe mutter before he harshly pulled you along to a ship. He pulled you up the ramp and finn stayed behind you pushing you in. "Stop it! Stop it!" You hissed eventually the ramp shut and you where being pulled to the cockpit and sat you in the passenger seat. "Finn man the guns!"

Finn was quick to find it and get settled. You moved your arm in an attempt to free it but the ship was already taking off. "It's too late! They already know you have me! They aren't going to let us go!" Poe looked at you with a smirk and before you knew it the ship jerked forward fast and zipped out of the bay.

As the ship jerked forward you did too looking at him with a scowl. "Alright finn! Get ready they'll be hot on our tail...right about.... Now!" As he said that two red beams shot past the ship.

You could hear finn shout excitedly from where he sat and poe turned the ship suddenly causing you to slide right next to him.

"Ready finn!?"

"Rea-" before the rest of the word left his mouth something hit the ship with a solid slam and the lights turned red. "What the fuck was that!?" You asked.

Poe didn't answer and only hit a series of buttons. "Ok...change of plans...switching gears." You watched him as he moved his hands dragging your arm with his still attached.

"HANG ON!" You gripped the side of his seat as he drove the ship forward and flipped upside down so you now ended up behind the last two tie-fighters. "Finn, buddy? You in a better position?"

"Yea!'

"Then go!" With two of them where shot down, the last one menover  so it just missed it and shot at one of the engines.

"Finn! Now!" With that it was shot down amd you went flying through space again only to start malfunctioning. "Oh stars,oh stars! We're going to die!" The last thing you remember from the ship was watching the bright yellow sands of Jakku come into view before you crashed.

The sun was hot. But you really didn't expect anything less when you woke up facing the sky with nothing but pain overcoming your entire being. You groaned and moved your hands to rub your eyes but your wrist was caught.

You turned your head and caught the glint of the sun reflecting back into your eyes from the restrains that still connected you and the pilot, who laid motionless on the ground on the other end of the restraints.

"Shit..." You pushed yourself upright and pulled your arms shaking him in an attempt to wake him. "C'mon get up! I'm not frying alive out here!" He groaned as you continued to do so.

"What!?" He finally asked annoyed. "Get up.we need to get off this damn planet."

You said rising to your feet pulling his arm. He huffed and followed suit quickly, and following behind you as you picked through the pile of metal that was the ship. "Here." You handed him a blaster and waved your hand over the restraints so that they clicked free and fell to the ground.

"Whats this for?"

"Well i am expecting you to safely lead me across this hell planet." You said pulling off layers of your clothes and rolling your sleeves.

"Wait, wait, wait wheres finn?" You stopped and looked around. "Who's to say? The wreckage goes back for miles maybe he fell out way back...maybe he already left. Which would be a great idea! This land is filled with scavengers, ruthless scavengers."

He sighed and looked torn. You pushed your hair back and patted his shoulder. "I'm sure he's alright...you did a really good thing getting him out of there...now lets go." You said that softly before walking past him in the opposite direction he faced.

You heard him let out a deep breath before he turned and followed you. "If we wanna get off this planet we need to keep heading that way." He said pointing far off in the distance. "Thats where you found me last night...that where my ship will be. We get there and I do a few repairs on it we'll be off."

You nodded and stepped aside letting him take lead.

The sun was now some what low by the time the both of you saw the little town off in the distance. "Think we'll make it by sun down?" You asked as you continued to walk.

"We should...hey why haven't you run away by now? Found your own way back? You following me just means your still my prisoners."

You shrugged and stopped to face him. Searching for an explanation. "I..." You trailed off seeing something behind him.

"You what?" He pushed but you where so focused on the the group that made there way towards the both of you, blasters ready in hand. "Shit get down!" You grabbed his shoulders and tackled him to the ground, crashing on top of him as they began to fire.

You grabbed the blaster you had given him earlier and shot back.

You rolled off of him and continued to shoot. "Start running i'll cover you!"

"Are you crazy!?"

"Go!" You snapped rising to your knees, you stopped a blaster beam mid air and forced it back at the attackers. Poe stood up and started running towards the town.

You pushed your hand out to them and they fell back giving you enough time to turn and run.

"What are they!?"

"I told you scavengers! They tend to attack and strip any one and any thing of something they can sell off!"

He grabbed your arm and pulled you behind a small hut so you could catch your breath.

"Well we made it.." He said. You looked up at the small scattered houses that the farther you looked the closer and more crowded they got.

"Finally..."

You set up a small camp right next to poe's x-wing. You sat by the fire as he worked away on the ship.

You stared into the fire and got lost in deep thought.

"Your grandfather would be proud."

You scoffed at the thought, but mainly yourself. You knew full well why you hadn't killed poe when you should have, why you hadn't run away from him and waited for your brother, even hux to come find you.

And though you obviously wheren't resisting the pull. You hated it, but you also hated not feeling it.

"You look conflicted." You snapped from your thoughts when you heard poes voice.

"What?...OH! uh..no im..im fine!" He didn't look convinced but sat down across from you. "We should be ready to go early afternoon tomorrow.."

"Great!" You said rolling your sleeves down now that it had gotten somewhat chilly do to the lack of the beating sun.

"And...uh thanks for..ya know saving my tail back there." Before you could respond he was already laying back in the sand ready to sleep.

You sighed and did the same thing and slowly dozed off.

By morning you found that sleeping in the sands of jakku wasn't necessarily the most comfortable pf terrains to fall asleep on especially with it's increasing temperatures as soon as the sun began to rise.

"Finally awake i see!" Poe shot sarcastically to you. "Oh ha very funny fly boy!"

"Well if it means anything i got a head start and she's already to go!"

You made your way over to him. "So we can leave this awful planet finally!"

"And go back to the resistance base." He said. You said nothing in turn to that going back to your thoughts from the night before.

"Well if you are ready then lets go!" The ride to the base was somewhat quiet and when you arrived you felt extremely unnerved by a strong presents that only grew as you followed poe through the base.

"General organa!"

"Commander Dameron! It's good to have you back!"

"Thank you general but i have news i brought someone who i think might help."

Poe gestured to you and both general organa and poe looked at you.

You could hear her let out a soft breath and You stood in the door way eyes glued to the ground as she walked over to you. She stood there in front of you, saying nothing, making no movement for a while. Then quietly she reached up to your chin and lifted your head so that you where looking at her.

"You've got my eye's...." She said softly with a light smile. "And your tall now...you get that from your dad....you both do." You gave her the same light smile in return.

Soon enough her arms where around you hugging you tightly it took you by surprise but you slowly returned the gesture and wrapped your arms around her burying your face in the crook of her neck.

"I'm sorry..." You mumbled.

"I know...I know you are...it's not your fault."

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Tagging!

@theamazingprincessofgifs​​ @stella-nebella​​ @leilei-draws​​ @captainlarsonn​​ @taina-eny​​ @angelcvsmic​​ @creativelyquestioninglife​

[peaky-shelby]

When he sees me [5]

Pairing: Chris Evans x oc

Summary: Delilah is a simple shy girl. What will happen when famous actor, Chris Evans sees her? Will she hide, will she run again? Will he make her come out of hiding instead?

Episode 5: The one with That day

Read: prologue, episode 1, episode 2 , episode 3 episode 4

Words: 2.344

Based on When he sees me by Sara Bereilles

Warnings: awkwardness, mentions of anxiety and a fight

Author’s note: sorry for the delay, from now on updates will come every Friday!! luv ya xx

8:00 AM

“AH!”

Delilah’s heart dropped out of her chest when she saw Sebastian coming out of her bathroom. His hair were messy and of course he was naked from the waist up, looking like a complete god. “What are you doing here at eight in the morning?” she hissed at him, hitting him in the shoulder for scaring her like that. “I could have been naked! wait- have you been here all night?”

“Good morning to you too shorty!” he replied, giving her a smile. Delilah hit him again, this time the punch was harder and Sebastian stepped back out of instinct “Ouch!” he rubbed his arm and frowned his eyes “jeez, you’re dangerous in the morning- have you talked to chris about that?” Sebastian walked to the kitchen before she could hit him again, laughing at his own joke, because he is a dork.

“wait-” Delilah rushed behind him “if you were here all night... did you-”

“yeah we did. We were spying on you two from Laura’s window, you can’t imagine the way she screamed when she saw you kissing-” Sebastian started making coffee, totally ignoring Delilah’s little cries for help. That kiss was already bad enough but to have Laura see it, that was way worse.

“Well you should tell her that it meant nothing”

“You can tell her that when she wakes up but I doubt she’ll believe you. Coffee?”

“why wouldn’t she believe me?” she questioned sitting down on the kitchen table and nodded about the coffee. Sebastian left her the cup on the table, smiling.

“Because I don’t even believe you, because you are lying.” Finally he took a seat next to her and a sip from his coffee. He looked so comfortable around the house, moving like it was his own apartment. “Chris is a nice guy, you shouldn’t run away. Not this time.”

“How do you know about my running away history?”

Sebastian tilted his head and smirked like the answer was obvious and then it clicked for Delilah too. Laura.

“look” he cleared his throat and leaned closer to her “You don’t have to talk to me, you barely know me but I know chris, he wouldn’t have kissed you on the first date if it meant nothing. He never does that. Don’t run way and If you don’t do it for yourself, do it for him. He looks tough but he is not all that tough.”

“I-” Delilah bowed her head, her thoughts felt too heavy “don’t you and Laura have better things to talk about?”

Sebastian chuckled and at that moment Laura came in dressed in his long black shirt, her black hair up on a bun, she slid her hands down his chest and leaned down to kiss his cheek “Morning” she sang in his ears. Sebastian’s face lit up the second he sensed her standing behind him.

“Good morning doll. I made coffee”

“You’re an angel.” Laura raised her head to look at her friend and gave her a quick kiss “good morning D” she poured herself some coffee and took a seat across from Sebastian “Did Chris call yet?”

“Laura its eight thirty in the morning , what do you think?” question Delilah.

“He’s probably gonna call later, we got press today. Which reminds me I’m gonna need my shirt” he pointed at Laura smiling but she pouted “Oh come on doll, you can come with me, it will be really boring-”

“I can’t I have rehearsals today, all day.” She reached to hold his hand and winked “But Lilah could come with you”

Delilah chocked on her coffee as a response to her friend’s suggestion.

“Sure! I bet Chris would love to see you-”

“I can’t! I have to go to the coffee shop-”

“But you have the night shift today” reminded Laura

“Actually Zac called me, he is sick and he asked if I could fill in for him”

“You mean he texted on the group chat if anyone could help and you said yes because it was an excuse not to deal with Chris Today.”

Delilah took a sip from her coffee, looking at her friend like an innocent kid.

“Unbelievable”

Sebastian could only laugh and shake his head. “wow”

1:00 PM

“D, your phone is ringing!” Called Paul as Delilah entered the kitchen. She walked over to him wiping her hands on her apron. “Is it Laura?”

“No, it says Evans”

Delilah stopped on her tracks and her entire body turned white, matching the walls of the kitchen. Should I answer? No? Maybe? fuck.

“D?” Paul asked, worried by the way she looked “D?” He asked again, trying to wake her up from her nightmare. Delilah looked up at him and grabbed her phone, very quickly shutting it off.

“No talking when we are working.” she explained, she was mostly trying to convince her self that what she did was right. She turned around, picking up a tray and walking back out the tables. She was replacing her thoughts about Chris with orders.

2:00 PM

“how much time do we have left?” Asked chris, sinking back at his chair. This was the worst Part about being a Hollywood actor, press could get very exhausting, you would sit in a room for hours answering the same questions, to different people and most time the chairs were so uncomfortable.

“A little more Buddy!” Sebastian gave his friend a light pat on the knee. “You ok?”

Chris opened his right eyes just a little to look at sebastian “you said she’s working, right?”

“oh god” he laughed

“What?” Chris at up straight opening his eyes completely “I’m just asking”

“Yeah I know You’ve asked about twenty times”

Chris groaned and sank back at his chair again. He rubbed his face with his hands, trying to calm his mind “I’m an idiot- I shouldn’t have kissed her, It was just the perfect moment and her eyes looked so pretty, her lips- I couldn’t help myself.”

“Dude calm down!”

“I really like her, she’s feisty but cute at the same time, she’s got this mystery about her...”

“Of course there’s a mystery. She’s a writer, mystery is what they do best.” Sebastian sighed “Look, you can drop by the house tonight with me, I was gonna go anyway”

Chris thought about it. he leaned back, looking at the ceiling, all he could think about was her and her smile. Her lips, her taste, her smell. He had to see her again.

7:00 PM

“Ms. Green, I promise I’m fine, I don’t have to go home yet-”

“Delilah you’ve been here since nine thirty, its time to go home.”

“Why can’t you be like the other bosses who force you to stay all day instead of kicking you out.”

Ms. Green laughed, the wrinkles in her face getting more visible by the way she smiled. She was a very kind woman, with lots of stories to tell and the owner of the coffee shop “Sweetheart, what ever it is you should go home and deal with it, overworking yourself will not solve the problem.”

“How do you always see right through me?”

“Go Delilah.”

8:00 PM

When she opened the door she didn’t think she would have to deal with her problem, she didn’t think that he would be sitting on the couch drinking tea and laughing but there he was on her couch, talking and laughing. The keys dropped off her hands, landing on the floor and earning everyone’s attention. Laura was the first one to sit up, ready to run in case Delilah was going to attack her. Sebastian tried to hide in between the pillows of the couch, pretending like he was innocent and Chris smiled, that boyish smile with that adorable charm.

“Hi.” he whispered in her direction.

Delilah knelt down to pick up her keys, not taking her eyes off chris while doing so. She tried her hardest to fake a smile and look comfortable in this situation but in reality she was freaking out. Every bone in her body was telling her to run and the voices in her head grew louder and louder, drowning her in doubts amd fears.

“I didn’t know you’d be here” she gulped.

“Oh yeah, it was a last minute call, Laura offered to cook and I was exhausted by the press and I thought I’d stay and surprise you”

“Well I’m surprised” She answered in a high pitched voice “I love Surprises- But I actually have to go out again-”

“Delilah!” Warned Laura, making her way towards her. Delilah shot her a killing look in response, warning her to back off and then looked back at chris with a sympathetic smile. “My friend Zac he is really sick and he asked If I could go watch after him, I can’t say no-”

“Yes you can Delilah, You are not his nurse!”

While Laura and Delilah were arguing, Chris bowed down his head, looking at his hands. He was feeling like an idiot, he scoffed at himself as he got the message, she didn’t want him here, she didn’t wanna see him and she didn’t answer the phone because, she didn’t wanna talk to me. He stood up hiding his hands in his pockets, the two friends stopped arguing when they sensed his tall figure getting up and looked at him. “I’ve left didger alone at home, maybe I should go too-”

“No!” Laura replied quickly “neither of you has to go! I cooked! I never cook! So you will both stay here and appreciate the food that I made you!”

Chris wanted to be kind to Laura and stay but looking at Delilah, god she was so easy for him to read. He could see her trying to hide behind that wall that she was always carried around, behind that smile but he saw it in her eyes, that hurt and pain, that fear. He wasn’t going to push her anymore than he already had and maybe she would eventually come to him instead.

“Lar I’m sorry I’ll make it up to you I promise.” He stepped closer to Laura and kissed her forehead and then smiled at Delilah, he was trying to let her know that it was ok but he doubted she’d listen to his voice among all the voices in her head. He turned to the door to leave when he heard his name.

“Chris, wait-” She walked to him and gave him a sad smile “walk with me?”

He hesitated at first but nodded “sure”.

Neither of them said anything until the came out of the building

“chris-”“Delialh-” they both laughed awkwardly and motioned for the other to go on.

“You go first”

“No you, insist” he smiled

Delilah took a second to gather her thoughts and remember all the things he wanted to say. She was never good at this things, being open about her feelings, talking about her fears. “I..” She scoffed at her inability to speak “I’m sorry-”

“No you did nothing wrong.. You don’t have to apologize-”

“But I do, because I’m about to use the most cliche line in the book” she stopped walking, he turned around to her, looking at her with those magic puppy eyes “Ok here it comes... It’s not you It’s me”

Chris really tried to hold himself from laughing but failed miserably. The laugh escaped his lips as easy as he breathes, it was shirt but loud. Delilah nodded in understanding, she deserved that laugh. “chris..”

“No I’m sorry, I shouldn’t laugh but you really used the most cliche line in the book... problem is you are wrong.”

“I’m wrong?”

“Its not me but it’s not you either, its the noise... only noise.”

Delilah bit her lip and this time it was her turn to scoff. god it was so annoying how everyone talked about that noise, how everyone acted like they had her sort out. “you don’t know me Chris, and you definitely don’t know the noise in my head”

“D-” “No! Stop! Just-” she sighed “I’m tired of everyone pretending they know what I;m going through- this is why i don’t get close to people, I don’t need this in my life, that smirk and your smart-ass!”

“Delilah!”

“Chris, this is not gonna work-”

“How do you know?”

“Because I know me! And in the end I will only break my heart and maybe yours too! Because I don’t know how to get close to people! because I can’t-” she paused, swallowing down the anger and the sadness but tears had already started falling down her eyes. “and you can’t either! You can’t deal with this and you don’t have to so I’m giving you a pass because I can’t let you in and then have you run away-”

“Funny you accuse me of being a smart-ass but what about you?”

“Excuse me?”

“You think you know exactly how this will end, you make the decisions, you have it all planned out in your head and you listen to no one but yourself because you think you know everything but you don’t!” Delilah looked at him in shock and anger. She was pissed for only one reason even if she wouldn't admit it and the reason was that he was right. “You know what you’re right, this is not gonna work if you’re not gonna let it work. So let’s save ourselves some trouble”

“That’s a great idea” she spat out

He stopped closer, only a kiss away from her “Tell me to stay and I’ll stay, say go and I’ll leave and you won’t have to see my face again”

Delilah looked at him with her teary eyes. Her heart was pounding, she wanted to kiss him, hold him, she anted to love him and she was so close into doing that, only one second away. She was ready to say the word when another came out her lips like venom.

“Go.”

@annoyinglydarktriumph-us  @purely-myself-03  @yelyahcardella​ @tfandtws​ @thejemersoninferno​

[stormbornwithblackfyre]

My Game of Thrones S8 Rant.

At this point we have two episodes left in the entire Series of Game of Thrones and to be completely honest it's been underwhelming, disappointing, and rushed, which now that the honeymoon period of having my almost 2 year wait end i can clearly see.

The writing is the main issue I have with all of this. It all comes back to the writing. Too many times gor too many occasions have I asked "why?" It just feel like too many things don't make sense and too many things were done to be overtly dramatic and shocking, instead of leaning on the STORY and NARRATIVES which we as a fandom has been salivating over for the entire series.

Let's start with "The North" and their whole Saga and the Dilemma with The Night King, White Walkers, and AotD. An evil that was shown do us from the very first episode, very first scene if i am not mistaken. An ancient and evil magic, that the living will have to deal with, that the living will have to overcome or become just more members if the AotD. THAT was the driving force of S7 basically. The reason Jon and Dany meet? Dragonglass mountain under Dragonstone. Dragonglass? Oh, just ine of the 3 ways you can kill members of the AotD. The reason every main charachter besides a certain red head *Insert word here cause I'm trying my bet to not name call* showed up for a summit in the Dragonpit IN KING'S LANDING OF ALL PLACES? Oh, just to show Cersei a wight in an attempt to convince her to help fight which was an idiotic plan in it's own right. Bottomline is the Night King and his Army was a driving force and tbh i appreciate focussing one half if the last season on him and the other on Cersei. Issue is Cersei conventionally should have been hit with a "Fire Style Fireball Jutsu"

Off rip cause that was the easiest and SMARTEST MOVE. But i digress this is avout S8. So i have no conv eptyal plab with the amount of time in episodes gi en hi the threat north but the dialogue and context are what begin my frustrations.

Everything feels rushed immediately, as evidenced by Bran

Dropping the bomb of the wall falling and Viscerion being controlled by the NK. Now the pace quickens and thats cool but it gets jumbled and stats jumbled. Which makes the North and their resistance to Jon bending the knee so weird....or weirder than it already is. Yes you want independence. Yes you want to be held out of wars. Yes want to be isolated but.......THE WHITE WALKERS ARE COMING FOR YOU FIRST AND JON WAS YOUR KING. HE LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT DA(D)VOS AND A FEW GOOD MEN AND RETURNED WITH TWO ARMIES, TWO DRAGONS, AND WARS SUPPLY OF DRAGON GLASS AND A GODSDAMN QUEEN.....Why in gods name are any of them so cold and hesitant to people helping thwm when they didn't have to? Or at the very least why thorough the very end of that war does it last?

Which brings me to a certain Red head. Sansa Stark has cause way more friction and problems than necessary this season amd it's so ridiculous and petty and stupid that legitimately gwt upset thinking about it. Upset about Jon not telling you he was going to bend the knee? Fair point. Ask him why and how he bent the knee maybe hmm? Want to stand your ground and show Dany you are a Wolf of Winterfell amd wont be taken down without a fight? I respect the chutzpah but Dany is here to save the North and literally gave you the warmest of hellos along with layer on telling you tje obvious that she loves your brother after you state the obvious that he loves her too. Maybe sit down and discuss the fate Winterfell and the North after the war is won before the war begins hmm? Mad Two armies, Two Dragons, and A Queens entourage now must be housed? THEN DIE ON YOUR GODSDAMN OWN AND JOIN THE ARMY OF THE GODSDAMN DEAD......Sansa and her pettiness and nothing. NOTHING...of use to the season until she breaks a swear to her own brother. Now we all know biologically they are cousins but They grew up Brother and Sister tho not the beat relationship. She swore to him i front of Their other Brother and Sister in the Godswood no less that she wouldn't tell a soul.......and then goes and Tells Tyrion. Why? Please. Anyone. Anyone please tell me why. I have zero clue. Break an oath to the man who was a brother to you? Why? You don't want Daenerys, the woman who saved your entire country from Death's icy grip, as tge Seven Kingdom's queen? Why? None of it makes sense. None. And for those who dare say she's "Playing the Game" No she isn't Triple H amd no it's not time to play the game it's time to think rationally.

Next up is the choices made by the writers that just rubbed me the wrong way and shot down my faith in the show. First and foremost Sam and the Tarly reveal. Absolute ridiculousness. Randyll Tarly, Sam's father, basically said to Sam: You aren't what a real man is, you aren't what a Lord should be, you are garbage. Go to the Wall or I'll take you out back and end you myself.

Now, person who may or may not read this, I don't know about you but i would tap dance on the grave of my father if he said and did to me what Randyll did to Sam. Period. End of discussion. On to Dickon *Insert snicker here* Tarly. I would have less hate for him but still no love. Dickon was now heir. Dickon was now going to get all the land and wealth and possesions and titles that nelonged to Sam simply do to patriarchy and age. (which is another discussion but we all know is how GOT is governed) So I have no clue why sam is boo hooing about either of the two. Now here's the kicker. Randyll Tarly....along with Dickon Tarly...COMMITED TREASON. TREASON AGAINST THE HOUSE THEY WERE SWORN TO FOR GENERATIONS. They also HAD. A. CHOICE. Death or Bend the knee. They chose death. End of story. Sam being a little shook? Understandable. Full fledged sobs? Stop watching Lifetime movies D & D.

That leads to Sam telling Jon, R+L=J with spite and anger which in all honesty is bullshit and Sam is a bullshit friend for it. You can't tell your supposed best friend his life was a lie n an attempt to get back at someone who honestly did you no wrong. Just bad decisions all around and feels lazy on top of it all.

Then comes the shock and awe that really just.....*Deep sigh* takes away from it all. No issue with Arya saving us. Being the hero that kills the NK. Being the Princess who was promised. But wait.......It was shock value? This was a decision made 7 years into this show? Not off rip? Jon and the NK stare downs were.....just stare downs? While all along we learn nada of the NK? Shock value is a no go most times and this is why. No substance. No merrit. Ep 4 references Arya as the hero....maybe 3 times in small passing. It just felt l like it didn't matter. More shock that was there dor shocks sake was Rhaegal dying. How did Dany not see them? Why did Dany not see them? HOW WAS I THE ONLY ONE PRESENT THINKING TO MYSELF THEY'LL BE AMBUSHED? Tyrion too drunk? Jon to tired with having to Defend Dany against Sansa because Sansa on that bullshit? Varys all of a sudden cant get information? Like how was THAT not foreseen and how wans every boltshot at Rhaegal a guranteed hit? The most shock value of all was Missandei, former slave and a POC being re chained and then killed in a foreign land by a foreign person(who's Caucasian as you guessed) for nothing. It was a heart stabber indeed and makes you want to see Dany destroy Cersei and Grewworm sestroy the Mountain but unnecessary.

All in all I'm real hurt. Real hurt. Totally prepared to wipe S8 from my mind and have GOT with S7. If you read any of this, welcome to my ted talk, sorry for rambling haha.

[hoseokutie]

Best Friends Baby 1

Hello everyone! After nearly a month, I am finally publishing the Namjoon series. I’m so so sorry about the long wait, but I thank everyone that was patient and waited for me to post this. You all are greatly appreciated! I hope that you enjoy this series!

Words: 1.6K

Warnings: Minor swearing, fluff, Sassy Namjoon, smut in future parts.

A/N: Since this blog is mainly AMBW based, Y/N is a black woman.

“Alright so Chinese or Pizza for dinner?” Namjoon asked holding up two menus.

“I’m in the mood for sesame chicken, but I’m also in the mood for some cheesy bread. Let’s just do both. I’ll pay for one and you pay for the other.” You replied.

Today was Saturday, Saturday’s were specifically for you and Namjoon. Neither of you had to go to work or run any errands. Your house was the location of the hangout, more specifically, your living room.

“You have to put another chair right here so that the fort stays up and doesn’t fall like last weekend.” He pointed out.

“In my defense, I was on my period and my cramps were on a level 100. It’s not my fault.” You said.

“Yeah okay.” He mumbled.

You and Namjoon have been friends since sixth grade. You were both new to middle school and had almost every class together. Some call it fate, but you and Namjoon just think that it’s a coincidence.

“Alright the food will probably be here in 45 minutes, so what do you want to do until then?” He asked bending down to help you with the fort.

“We can talk. I feel like we haven’t had a heart to heart in a while, y’know. I miss you best friend.” You said sitting down on the carpet.

“I know, I miss you too. Work has been kicking my ass. Being an English teacher is only fun sometimes. Kids can be so mean.” He said and you shook your head.

“Don’t think of it like that. Kids aren’t always terrible.”

“This is coming from the girl that is literally a pediatric nurse. Your opinion is invalid.” Namjoon rebutted.

“I’m using your lap as a pillow, don’t say no, okay thanks.” He said to you quickly, while sliding down into your lap.

“Thanks for giving me a choice, you’re lucky I like you.” You told him, running your fingers through his purple hair.

“Your hands are going to put me to sleep.” He mumbled while closing his eyes.

“Good. the quicker you sleep, then the more of your food that I can eat.” You joked and his eyes shot open quickly.

“You know what, I’m just going to stay awake until the food gets here. Entertain me.” He playfully demanded.

“Well there is one thing we can do, but it’s pretty intense, and it involves a lot of movement. Are you prepared for that?” You asked him in a sultry voice.

Namjoon sat up slowly and looked at you while moving closer to your face.

“Are you talking about what I think you’re talking about babe?” He asked.

You bit your lip and nodded your head. He slowly moved his hand over your thigh and down your back, then towards your butt.

“Mario Kart!” You both exclaimed, giving each other high fives.

Believe it or not, but this was actually normal for you and Namjoon. You both have always been flirty with one another, most people even thought that you two were dating, that’s how close you guys are.

“I call using the nunchuck!” You said reaching for it.

“No fair, you got to use it the last time we played. It’s my turn!” He grabbed the nunchuck as well.

“Well you should have called dibs on it.” You pulled it towards you.

“Everytime I try to your loud ass has already said something.” He argued pulling the controller towards him.

“Oh so I’m loud now?” You asked pretending to be offended.

“I don’t know, you tell me.” He said in a flirtatious voice.

You frowned at his words and let go of the device.

“Take it, nasty ass.” You mumbled the last part and turned the game on.

“Oh come on, you love the weird stuff I say.” He said.

“Yeah keep telling yourself that Joonie.” You looked over at him and smiled.

You both chose your characters and the vehicles you wanted. You decided to go for your regular choice, Princess Daisy, and her orange bike to complete the set. Namjoon on the other hand decided to change everything, he’s convinced himself that changing the characters everytime helps improve his chances of winning. He’s wrong. Every time.

“There you go, being basic again.” He said.

You rolled your eyes and shook your head, leaning back against the couch in order to get comfortable.

“This is coming from the man who chooses something different each and every time, but still manages to lose each time.” You shot back.

“You don’t have to be so mean to me.” He mumbled sadly.

“Don’t dish it if you can’t take it.” You stuck your tongue out at him.

The game started and your competitive side jumped out. When it came to gaming your whole attitude changed completely. It didn’t matter who you were playing with, anybody that even dared to be your opponent was asking to feel your wrath.

“Would you look at that, I’m catching up to you. Am I finally going to be the one that knocks you off your winning streak?” Namjoon was trying to mess with you as he often does.

“Sweetie it’s only the second lap. Don’t try and test me Namjoon.” You rebutted, hitting Luigi with a red shell now putting yourself in first place.

“Asshole” He mumbled while continuing to play the game.

“Final lap!” You exclaimed sitting up on your knees, moving closer to the tv.

“Move your big ass head!” He stood up and attempted to push you out of the way, but you stayed planted on the ground.

You were close to the finish line, but Namjoon was right on your back, literally and figuratively.

You could practically see the finish line from your position in first place, when the doorbell rang.

“The food!” You and Namjoon both announced still not taking your eyes off of the game.

“Get the door, it’s your credit card!” You demanded still playing the game.

“No way, that could be the pizza. You’re paying for that one!” He argued.

“Who is it?!” You yelled.

“Chinese Food!” The delivery man responded.

“Fuck!” Namjoon cursed.

“HA! I WIN!” You cheered, standing up and throwing the remote control on the couch nearby.

“You cheated.” He said sadly, walking over to the front door with a tip in his hand.

“No, you just suck.” You said playfully, you turned off the television and clicked on the Netflix icon on your television.

“Hey cheater, your bread sticks are here.” Namjoon said to you.

“Thanks sore loser, grab the sodas from the fridge.” You walked to the front door and smiled at the delivery girl.

“Your total is $10.76.” She said, you handed her the exact change as well as a tip.

“I’m taking the fruit punch soda!” Namjoon yelled as he walked into the living room.

“No you’re not!” You shouted back, handing the girl the receipt.

“Too late!”

You rolled your eyes and sighed, taking your hot food from her.

“You and your boyfriend are adorable.” She said.

You laughed and shook your head at her before looking back at Namjoon.

“He’s not my boyfriend, he’s like my best friend. Or my annoying older brother even.”

“What is taking you so long?” He asked walking up to the front door and taking the food for you.

“I’m making conversation with the delivery girl, she thought you were my boyfriend. Isn’t that funny?” You asked.

Namjoon looked down at you and pouted before wrapping one of his arms around your shoulder.

“Why is that funny, we’ve been dating for almost three years now. We’re even getting married in two months. Are you not wearing your ring?” He asked picking up your hand and looking for a ring that’s not actually there.

You looked at him in shock and hit his chest quickly pushing him away gently.

“Please don’t believe him! He’s crazy and doesn’t know what he’s talking about.” You told the delivery girl and she laughed.

“You two are the cutest, I hope the wedding goes well.” She waved at you both and walked back to her car.

Namjoon closed the door and looked down at you with a derpy smile on his face while poking yours with his pointer finger.

“What in the hell is wrong with you Namjoon!?” You asked hitting his arm again before walking over to the couch.

“I just like it when you get angry. You’re super cute.” He poked your nose amd you swatted at his hands.

“Stop being so weird!” You grabbed a paper plate and began to pile food onto it.

“I have been waiting all day for this.” You said. Handing Namjoon the container of rice.

“Did you eat today?” He asked , scooping some sesame chicken onto his plate.

“No I didn’t. I got in super late from work, so the first thing I wanted to do was sleep.” You explained to him.

“Y/N! I told you to stop doing that. I know that you don’t have much time, but at least have like a yogurt or something. I buy them for you, because you say that you like them.” He told you.

You smiled as you ate your food, it felt nice to have Namjoon worry about you like this. He was always the cutest when he was concerned, and you loved it.

“Alright Joonie, I’m sorry. I will make sure that no matter how sleepy I am, I will at least have a yogurt cup or something. Okay?” You looked over at him and held out your pinky finger.

He looped his pinky around yours and kissed your fingers.

“This promise can no longer be broken, now let’s eat."

[bizarrewritings-blog]

Best Part of me - S.S.

Sebastian Stan x Reader

Anon: Hi sunshine <3 can you make Seb and "You're the best part of me" looooove your writing!

Promt: 232 - "You're the best Part of me"

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word count: 1,689

Warnings: Swearing

@Y/T/N: Your Twitter @-Name

You've been pacing around the living room of your shared apartment for what felt like hours now, your feet already hurting from the hardwood floor, but you didn't care. Your throat was dry and aching, like someone wrapped a noose around it and pulled it just a little too tight. Your eyes were puffy from crying, your lip chapped and bleeding just the tiniest bit from you chewing on it so much.

Sebastian had left earlier to go to an movie event. You had decided to stay home, not really a fan of the press and crowds of people. And after all, you weren't a famous actor, like about 90% people who would attend this festival. He seemed a little disappointed to not spend the evening with you, but he didn't want to push you to do anything you weren't comfortable with. He never would, one of the many things why you loved him so much.

But now you were there alone, tight grip on your phone in your hand. It showed a Tweet, two pictures attached. They were a little low quality but it was obvious that it was Sebastian with another woman, and they were way too close for your liking. He had his hand on her lower back on both of them. In the first one, he leaned in to say something in her ear, a fond smile plastered her pretty face. In the second picture, he showed her something on his phone, grinning while she was smiling brightly. The Tweet itself said "What is this? Is Sebastian cheating on @Y/T/N?"

Your social media had been blowing up since the pictures leaked, tons of people wondering if you were still together, some defending Sebastian, some saying hateful stuff, like that he "finally found someone better". Ever since you started dating Sebastian about 3 years ago, you knew it wouldn't be easy to have a famous actor as your boyfriend. It brought a lot of difficulties, lots of fights, but you always got over it because in the end, you two loved each other.

But this was a whole new level. He has never cheated on you.

From Time to time you tried to lift yourself up, tried to think it was a big misunderstanding. That the women was just a close friend which he was happy to see. But everytime you looked at the pictures amd read through the comments, the ugly feeling in your stomach came back since you weren't the only one to be convinced that was more than friendly.

You already tried to call and text him a thousand times. He never answered, and it made you furious. Tons of thoughts what he could be doing in that moment were in your mind, causing a mass of emotions to storm inside you. You were jealous, mad, sad, broken, everything. Even taking breaths was hard, your lungs aching from the constant try to not start breaking down again. It was already 2am, he had left 7 hours ago and still wasn't home.

You fell back onto the couch, letting out a heavy sigh as seemingly every muscle in your body ached. You wanted to curl yourself into a ball and just stay like that forever.

-

Sebastian knew he was late when he finally left the party. He was tired as shit as he almost fell in the Cab, sinking back into the soft beackseat while he told the driver his address. During the drive he kept looking out the window, a pleased smile on his face. He couldn't wait to be home. You were probably asleep, he thought, so he could just change out of his uncomfortable suit and snuggle up in the bed next to you. His phone died a couple hours ago, and he felt a little disappointed that he couldn't read your typical goodnight text you send whenever he was out late without you. The smile on his face grew at the thought of it. In his eyes, you were the most adorable thing ever.

As Sebastian arrived at your apartment, he thanked and payed the driver before stepping inside. He tried to be as silent as possible as he pushed the key into the lock and turned it. His brows furrowed in confusion when he pushed the door open, the soft light from the living room unusual. "Y/N? Are you still up?" He asked carefully while kicking off his shoes. Maybe you've fallen asleep on the couch. Wouldn't be the first time.

But when he approached the living room, only to find you slumbed over the couch, your eyes puffy and a broken look on your face at his presence, he could almost hear his heart break. He quickly rushed to your side, confused as you jerked away from him. "Darling, what's wrong?"

You felt the tears form once again in your eyes as your chin quivered. "Don't call me that." You croaked, your voice breaking while you tried to avoid his gaze. Sebastian stared at you, even more confused as he just found out that he was the reason for your current state. And he had no idea why. "Come on, talk to me. What's going on?" Wordlessly, you handed him your phone, the tweet with the pictures of him and the women still open. When Sebastian recognized the two people the pictures showed, all colour drained from his face. Realizing you probably believed what the tweet said he turned to you, panicking slightly. "Darling, I swear it's not what it looks like." You scoffed at him, rolling your eyes which were still filled with tears. Your arms were crossed infront of your chest, your body facing away from him, your eyes fixated on your lap while you tried to fight the tears that wanted to escape.

"You have to believe me! I know how this looks but i can explain- I could explain, but-" "But what?!" You snapped, your gaze meeting his. He gulped hard at your now angry state. "I-I can't tell you, I-" "Are you fucking serious, Sebastian?!" You were completely enraged now. Why wouldn't he tell you the reason he wouldn't be cheating on you? Maybe because there wasn't one?

"Either, you give me a goddamn reason why I shouldn't believe you were cheating on me, or you can walk right back out and not come back. Your choice." Your voice was serious, the harsh tone making Sebastian flinch. His jaw clenched, he didn't know what he should do. He hated to say it, but he had to. He didn't want you to force him to leave. "That girl, she's a friend, I promise. I needed her help with something, that's why I showed her something on my phone." You searched for any kind of sign in his features that he was lying. You normally could see right through him, but all you currently saw was worry. So you continued. "Help with what?" He gulped again, his eyes silently pleading you to not ask. But you didn't care. "Tell me or leave. It's easy as that."

Sebastian let out a heavy sigh, his eyes closing. "I didn't want it to go like this, but alright." His eyes opened again, his gace finding yours as he smiled weakly. "I love you, more than anything." You scoffed lightly, which he chose to ignore. "I wanted to get you something. I had two different possibilities, and I asked her which one she thinks is better." Your eyes furrowed in confusion. He took a deep breath, his pleading gaze once again on you. "Do I have to continue?" You just nodded, leaving him to sigh again, his eyes closing. "They were rings." Your eyes widened at his statement, your jaw slack. "I wanted to make this more romantic but well, here we go."

You couldn't proceed what was going on when he stood up, only to get down on one knee infront of you. He gently took your hand in his, a soft smile on his face as tears once again formed in your eyes. "I would never cheat on you, Y/N. I still can't believe you love me for the mess I am. You're the best Part of me. And I want you to stay with me, forever." You were full on weeping right now as a couple of tears even gathered in Sebastians eyes. "I know I don't have a proper ring right now, but I'm still asking you." He took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves even though his hands were shaking. "Y/N Y/L/N, Will you marry me?" A shiver ran through you as the words fell from his lips. You were speechless, unable to form words as he just stared at you, waiting for an answer. When you felt his thumb gently stroking the back of your hand, you slowly came back to reality. Smiling brightly, you nodded. "Yes. Yes I want to." A relived sigh left Sebastians lips, a grin forming before he stood up, pulling you with him to hug you tightly. You were both crying by now, this time out of pure joy.

You had no idea for how long you just stood like this, arms around each other, crying into the other's shoulder. Sebastian pulled back after a while, smiling down at you with the brightest smile you've ever seen. His hand went to your face, his thumb carefully wiping a couple tears away. "I love you." He whispered, pure honesty im his voice. You smiled up at him. "I love you too. And I'm sorry." He instantly shook his head. "Don't be. If I would've seen a guy that close to you, I probably would've gotten into a car to beat the shit out of him." You both chuckled at that. As his gaze found yours again, he slowly leaned down, covering your lips with his. The kiss was slow and filled with nothing but love, causing butterflies to errupt in your stomach. Sebastian was the love of your life, and you were the lucky one to get to marry him.

[amara-scott]

Struggles of a Relationship.

Movie: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows Part One Characters: Remus Lupin x Reader Categories: Confusion, just enjoy

The tent is beautiful. And to be honest, this wedding does feel good right now. All the worry that danced back and forth on my mind finally took a break. Of course it is a risky decision, celebrating a wedding in the middle of an upcoming war. There is no denial. But I am glad we do it anyway.

Everywhere I look I see smiling faces and hushed giggles. Some guests are just chatting and others cheer on the dancing couples. I smooth down my dress once more, looking over where Remus sits who smiles at Harry as he walks by.

picture from here

I did not really pack a suitcase full of dresses once I had to stay with the Weasley's, mainly per Lupin's request. He said it would be safer and also make him feel more at ease. Not to mention my parents would be better off without a witch in their muggle household at the moment.

Ginny was too sweet and lent me a dress, even if I didn't fully feel like dressing up. I hadn't seen a lot of people in quite some time. My parents didn't know what was going on and quite frankly, it was better that way. They had an owl they usually used often, sending me letters, but I told them to take a break, in case anything would get into the wrong hands. Five weeks ago I received their last letter.

As the festive music and dancing reached it's peak, I needed to get somewhere quiet. So I went outside.

I sit on the fresh smelling grass, hoping not to ruin Ginny's dress. With the letter in my hand. Not from my parents, but someone else important. Someone who I haven't seen in a long time now either. Well, rather who I haven't had the chance to meet alone in some time. He is sitting inside, probably enjoying his company.

I sigh, opening the letter and read over the words he wrote down so neatly. His writing always looked better than mine.

My dear,

I know it must be difficult for you, it is for all of us. I would have never wished for this and I hope we will get through this, together.

This may be the last letter for now, seeing as we have to keep low in any way possible. Now, please don't think anything has changed for me, I do love you more than you could know and I intend to keep it that way, always

~Remus

I lean my head back, smiling and eyes focusing on the darkening sky above. I wish this didn't have to be a secret.

"(Y/N)." I open my eyes, letter back in my pocket. The figure stands by the entrance I just came out of and he walks closer, sitting down next to me. "I saw you walking out, I just wanted to make sure you're alright."

"Thanks, Fred. That's sweet." I smile over and lean my head onto his shoulder. I thought his protective manner to be sweet, like the brother I always wanted. "I'm fine." I whisper but replay it in my head, not really convincing myself.

"Sure you are, that's why you sit outside in the bloody cold instead of dancing inside." I join into his chuckling and lift my head, looking at him with a grin.

"You're the worst, Weasley." I nudge his shoulder with mine and he rolls his eyes, looking ahead and heaving a sigh.

"And what's on your mind? Why aren't you dancing with George?" He shakes his head, his knees pulled up and arms on them, the slight grin staying on his lips.

"He's enjoying the wedding, besides- why would I not look for you instead." He mutters and his eyes stay trained on the field in front of us. The burrow close by. Remus didn't even greet me. Not even a glance as I arrived with Hermione, helping her get ready just before the wedding.

"You're a bloody idiot, Fred." I whack him over the head and he winces, holding his red hair and looks at me with a glare.

"What?"

"Go and enjoy it yourself, it's your brother's wedding." I mutter and make an attempt to stand up and take matters into my own hands but he blocks my way, holding my shoulders.

"What, you don't want to rant about your problems? I thought it was my job to listen?"

"Isn't it quite obvious? Forget it, let's get inside and dance." I take his hand and try to push past him but he blocks my way once more and looks down at me sternly.

"You know- I love you like Ginny, and you should love me too- we should tell each other everything-"

"I do love you-"

"-(Y/N)?" I glance over his shoulder. Remus walks outside and watches us two engage. I quickly let go off Fred's hand and take a step to the side. Fred frowns at him, looking between us both. My arms wrap around myself.

"Remus, can we-"

"Get inside, both of you, now." He points toward the entrance, his voice not harsh but we know better than to test it out. And those are the first words I hear from him. Fred walks ahead, muttering a sorry, only glancing at me once with a raised eyebrow when he's sure Remus isn't looking. I stay behind a bit, seeing Fred disappear and stop, Remus a few feet in front of me.

"Wait, Remus." He stops and looks over his shoulder.

"We don't have time for this-"

"-always, remember?" I start but he does't reply, hands in his pockets. "But clearly you don't." I mumble and feel my face heating up and tears welling. I walk- no, rather stomp past him and toward the tent, his hand only pulling me back when I am just past his lean figure.

"(Y/N), don't do this- you know very well why-"

"-Why you're acting so cruel and ignorant? Of course I do, because you don't care. You never did." I whisper the last part and tears roll down my cheeks. I am old enough now to know that this is not worth a fight.

"I love you." He whispers and I squeeze my eyes shut, facing away from him as he still holds my hand. I shake my head and open my tight lips, facing him now with blurry eyes.

"Why would you say that? Please let me go inside." I mumble and fear that any moment now I would collapse under the weight on my shoulders.

Slowly his hand slides off mine.

"I need to do this, you know I do. We both saw it coming as soon as we started all this." I frown, now turning to him, curious what he meant.

"The letter I sent you, do you still have it?" He asks and I furrow my eyebrows deeper but nod, pulling it out of my dress pocket.

"I always have it with me." I mumble, feeling my cheeks blush and see his faint smile. He reaches out and takes it gently out of my grasp. I watch him closely.

"I'm sorry." He says before letting it burst into a single flame, only ashes left that twirl in the wind. My eyes grow wide as I look back up at his face.

"Hate me, with all your heart, please. But know there are people around you that can truly take care of you. I can't. I never could." My tears feel hot against my skin and I don't blink, I turn around and run inside, looking for him. I wipe my eyes furiously and jog over to him. I feel bad to do this. To pull him aside, away from his family. I feel selfish.

"Fred, Fred- can we talk?" He looks over, standing in a circle with the bride amd groom, George and Charlie. They all share glances and Fred nods, quickly pulling me to the side. I must look terrible.

"What happened?" He asks, sitting down with me at a cornered table. I let my eyes drift around the room, stopping where I find Remus talking to Tonks. Laughing and showing no remorse or hurt. I feel my heart squeezing, making me pull my face together and a shaking hand over my chest. It does hurt, and I do hate him.

"I just, I need to tell someone. I can't keep this-"

Before I could even start to explain, the room grows quiet, dark. Shrieks and whimpers leave some guests lips. A blue light hovering in the center of the room, the only source of light. My eyes grow wide and I look over at Remus, his eyes on me.

The ministry has fallen. The minister of magic is dead. They are coming.

They are coming.

People break into paniced conversations, walking around and making a run for it. I stand up, giving Fred a look and he nods, walking to his brothers. I walk straight to Remus, feeling like this will maybe be the last time I would see him.

I hug him. And to my surprise he doesn't even hesitate to pull me closer around my back. I press my lips to his and hope he doesn't feel any regret.

It feels good, relieving. And I know we would be judged but right now? All I could care about is getting out of here safely with the man I love most.

The only man I ever want to love.

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Good friend-Tails LET ME HELP YOU!

A few days after a successful attack on eggmans base you're going about your day heading to the hospital to see if the need any help.(For this story you have a lot of medical knowledge physical and mental plus the others consider you a jack of all trades meaning you're good at almost everything you do plus you're a very self less person who puts all there effort on others and you do your best to make sure the others don’t worry about you) But while you are heading to the hospital you get hit by two cyclists not paying attention and you get badly injured (up to you). You regain your senses shortly after and you see Tails holding your hand extremely worried. “Are you OK?!?" Tails exclaims, "I saw you get hit and I came as fast as I could!” You reassure Tails you're ok but when you try to stand up you fall back down in extreme pain from your bad injury.“I’ll help you get to the hospital!" Tails says while pulling you up. After you get examined the doctor tells you and Tails how bad the injury is and how you’ll be able to head home but it would be best to have someone stay with you due to how bad the injury is and you’ll be left weak from it. Tails looks at you with a scared expression, seeing this you reassure him that you’ll be ok. After getting checked out and head back to your home Tails helps you go to your room and gets you a drink and some food. "I’ll be right back I’ll tell Sonic that I won’t be able to go to the party we had planned."You look at Tails with a surprised expression and say "No it’s ok you don’t need to worry about me I just need to rest”, Tails responds with “you need someone to be here for you so nothing happens with your injury and I’m not gonna let a friend like you try to deal with an injury like this on there own” Tails says with a determined look on his face leaving you rather surprised, you try to bring up other things he had on his schedule but Tails says he could deal with it later or he’ll come up with an excuse.“ What about sonic,"you asked "he’ll be worried about where you are when it’s night”. Tails says “I’ll just have to lie to him if that doesn’t work then I’ll tell him that you asked me to stay cause you needed some help”. “You know that lie might not Work since I never ask for help”. ( forgot to mention you never ask anyone for help either) Tails says “well that’s because you're always doing everything on your own and when we ask if we can help you politely refuse”. You sigh exhausted from today’s events and tell Tails we could continue the conversation later and you take a nap. Meanwhile Tails is doing his best not to raise suspicion on why he can’t help or attend any events for a while because he knows you need to be away from large crowds to recover. After you wake up from a loud noise you stumble to the kitchen and see Tails tired getting some food ready for you. You wake up completely when you see this but when you try to run to see make sure Tails is ok you fall to your knees in pain from the injury. Tails immediately helps you to your bed and before he can head back you grab Tails hand and you see how tired he is. You sit up and say “Tails you need to get some sleep it’s 2am. When Tails tries to pull away saying "I’ll be fine” you nod in disagreement and pick up Tails and tell him he needs to rest. After getting settled in bed you both fall asleep. ( I could stop here but I won't😇) You wake up to here Tails opening the door with a full breakfast for the both of you,“I knew if I didn’t bring food for myself you would not be happy” Tails say nervously laughing. “ I’m glad you're taking care of yourself while looking after me I’d feel guilty if you weren’t looking after yourself for my sake” You said. “Well we let’s eat”! Tails says. After a few days your injuries are slightly getting better which worries Tails because he knows you’ll need more time to heal and the others will be a little suspicious of him when he tries to come up with an excuse and you knew it plus you still needed help to walk around. When Sonic visits Tails barely succeeds in hiding the fact you're injured badly but they started yelling at each other near the end which made you feel guilty. You decided you would try to convince Tails to go so the others especially Sonic would get suspicious and make Tails stress over them and you. When Tails comes back he apologizes for the yelling, and you look at Tails with a very serious and calm look and say “Tails I thank you for helping me but I think you should head out after today, I don’t want to risk the others getting mad at you because you're hiding my injury and you're looking after me, you’ve done a wonderful job though but with Sonic getting upset because of you hiding my injury I don’t want you to worry about me”. When you look at Tails you are surprised to see him looking at you with a very upset look on his face and with misty eyes. “Tails are you ok I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings but…” “NO!!” Tails exclaims, “I’m NOT LEAVING YOU ALONE, I’m NOT LETTING YOU DEAL WITH THIS ALL ON YOUR OWN LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO LET ME HELP YOU!! THIS TIME YOU NEED MY HELP AMD YOU KNOW IT!!!"😡 Tails yells, while he is letting his feelings out you're left in complete shock by this. "YOU'RE ALWAYS PUTTING OUR SAFETY AND OUR FEELING AHEAD OF YOURS!!” As Tails is telling you this his eyes start to water as do yours. “YOU'RE ALWAYS HELPING US CARING FOR US BUT WHENEVER YOU SEEM LIKE YOU NEED HELP YOU DENY OUR HELP WITH YOUR HEARTWARMING SMILE AND ALWAYS SAY ” “It’s ok I can handle this”, “AND WHENEVER I LOOK AT YOU WHILE YOU'RE HELPING US OR WHEN YOU'RE WORKING YOU LOOK SO TIRED AND SAD ON THE INSIDE AND WHEN WE ASK WHATS WRONG YOU TRY TO REASSURE US EVERYTHING IS OK”!! *sniff* *hic* *hic*, You immediately catch on to Tails crying with streams of tears pouring down his face, “Tails I’m so sorry”, *sniff* this display of emotion from Tails leaves you in shock. Tails continues, *sniff* “When ever you tell us you're ok when we ask what’s wrong we just get more worried about you”. Then Tails ask a question you hoped to never hear. We do you seem so sad? Upon hearing this question you see flashbacks of all of your family members and friends you grew up with dying in your arms. Which upon remembering this makes you sob your heart out and pull Tails in for a full embrace for him telling you how much he was concerned about you.(Another place to stop but for satisfaction of you readers I won’t stop till I finish 😇) Tails returns the embrace and ask “Why are you crying so much now *sniff*” you responded saying “ Tails I need you to promise me to not tell anyone not even Sonic what I’m about to tell you please, you say in a shaky voice and look at Tails in the eyes, Tails looks back at you and says "I promise”. After you hear his answer you tell Tails about your painful past which easily triumphs over how painful shadows past was since you saw all of your loved ones die in your arms. After tell Tails the full story Tails starts bawling and clings on to you in your embrace “IM *HIC* *HIC* S-SO S-SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU IM SO SORRY *SNIFF* *HIC* *HIC*”! After hearing Tails you cling on to him and tell him *sniff*“ T-There’s no need to be sorry you didn’t know and you couldn’t have done anything to save them. After awhile you and Tails finally fall asleep still embracing each other. (Next day) you both wake up with Tails asking "Do you still want me to leave”? After everything that happened yesterday you tell Tails “no you can stay until I recover I need someone to help me walk around the house and that someone should be a good friend which is you. Upon hearing this Tails exclaims "YESSS THANK YOU” while almost tackle hugging you.😝 you groan in pain but laugh a little just from seeing Tails so happy then he’s ever been the past few days. “Tails you should tell everyone about my injury and how you're taking care of me so no one is worried about us” Tails agrees with a nod but then you both hear knocking on the front door and when you both go to answer it’s ,😱Sonic and knuckles who both seem to be looking at you specifically with a mad expression on there faces along with the chaotix, Amy, Cream, Blaze, and Silver who all look either concerned or mad. After every one came in you and Tails explained the injury and how it occurred but the all said “WE KNOW THATS WHY WERE HERE” you and Tails look at each other knowing full well you're both gonna be getting lectured by everyone. After a full day of lectures and hugging and being taken care of due to how bad the injury is still everyone except Tails and Sonic leave since Tails said he will be taking care of you but Sonic wanted to stay for the night and next day so he can swap with Tails so he can rest.😇

The end.

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[junarian]

When i say "they are gay for ___" i mostly mean in a "crush on your teacher" way

This is a huge stretch but i read “stargazer” for space yuri on ice and i realized u know who else is in space???? Kieth and lance. So what if the paladins of voltron stop by to help out these guys who need their ship fixed for a bit. Yuuri and Viktor board that ship and instantly, shit happens.

Yuuri hangs with Lance and they have a great time, Yuuri is totally ok with all the talking (phichit is his best friend dude) and Lance feels totally payed attention to. “Man you gotta come back and relax with me some time” Yuuri laughs and says “I’d love that Lance. Maybe I’ll show you how to ballist sometime.” Lance is, frankly, very gay.

Lance and him hang out and Yuuri listens to his insecurities and fear without laughing, without looking down on him. Yuuri reassures gently that Lance would stay in his heart as a happy memory forever, and that of course he wouldn’t tell anyone.

Lance is fucking reeling. He is so gay. Yuuri and him go to the ballisting area in vik and his ship (kieth and vik are already there but theyre almost out) and Lance is like “alright coach show me how to use this equipment!” And Yuuri laughs real soft and shy (LANCE IS GAY) and says “you’d honestly have to ask vitenka, i have no idea how to use it” and lance is like ????? How The fuck you Ballist Then Bitch

Viktor and kieth appear in a flash and Viktor burst happily “ He doesnt use it!” Kieth and Lances mouth both drop to the damn floor.

Yuuri gives them a demonstration and Lance sees his poor poor bruised ass feet and almost cries on the spot. Kieth realizes that Viktor’s feet Do Not look like that and he realizes they were not fucking joking, Yuuri ballists barefoot. Holy hell would that hurt, especially professional preformances, and immediately he starts being gay for Yuuri too, on top of his gayness for Viktor.

My headcanon is that Kieths mom was russian and taught him fluently, but he has missing vocab. Viktor fixes that shit UP. Instantly, Kieth know more ways to call Lance kitten in russian than he knows how to use. Viktor and him get along well, and Kieth admires him so much. One time, Yuuri had a panic attack and Viktor shut it down so fast Kieth couldnt even try for his awkward attempts at comfort. He asks Viktor and Vik is just like “ill show you how to help Lance with his as well, Yuuri said he’s prone to them and to keep an eye out” Kieth realizes that Viktor actually knows everything about everyone on this ship. Not because he’s rich and powerful (although that is a nice touch) because he pays close attention to what makes people tick, what makes people happy. Kieth is instantly 600% more gay. Kieth adopts the Hand On Chin thing and starts muttering in russian, having fluent conversation in it with Viktor. He feels more connected to his mom than ever, he’s so happy.

Viktor and Lance hang out when Yuuri agrees to help stubborn ass kieth with a purple to black transfer move that should technically be impossible, but Yuuri had trained hard before he knew that to perfect it. Lance has a hard time connecting with the ice cold russian prince but after awhile he realizes what Yuuri sees. And big heartmouth baby that spends too much money impulsively and drinks far too much. Lance one time panicked because he thought Viktor was angry at him, but viktor hunts him down in the hagar and is like “show me your skin care techniques.” Lance is so fucking happy he could cry. Viktor has so much fun with space skincare, but when lance expresses his home sickness viktor puts his finger to his chin before snapping his fingers and saying “I can express ship it!” “Express ship what?” “Skincare products from earth!” Lances does cry that time.

Yuuri and kieth get along. Well. Because Yuuri brings out a softer Kieth, and Kieth brings out a sharper Yuuri. Ill leave that to yall.

Kieth asks Viktor how to “bring his boyfriend to his knees” because he’s seen Viktor talk Yuuri in to 1 too many things Yuuri wouldnt agree to anyway, and he has seen their make out sessions. Viktor chuckles almost fucking menacingly and is like “watch this” THEN switches to the most pure and convincing smile he can pull and is like “Oh my beautiful kotletka!!” Yuuri groans, turns, and is faced with Viktor is his face. Vik take Yuuris chin and kisses him hard enough to make his eyes close and hand motions for kieth to look closer, carefully. Kieth does, and as soon as Vik is sure he can see, he snakes his way into Yuuri’s hair and TUGS AMD KIETHS MOUTH DROPS BUT NOT AS HARD AS IT DROPS WHEN YUURI SEEMS TO FUCKING MELT AND MOAN AND VIK WINKS AT HIM AND KIETH IS DEAD.

(Bonus: Lance needs something for their boys out sleepover, Yuuri say to Lance, “watch this” very darkly and is like “Viteshka!!” Viktor appears out of no where expectantly, and Yuuri pulls him down by his expensive space tie and says something Lance cant hear. Viktor blushes all the way to his neck, leaves, and comes back with just what Yuuri and Lance needed.)

[garbageivereleasedintothevoid]

12-20-19 (Friday)

I just realized I didn't have breasts in that dream with Sara where I showed her my broken rib. Also that broken rib dream still wierding me out a lot. Like... It was longer and thinner than a rib should be and it was broken in at least two places and it fucking hurt.

A lot of people say they don't feel physical pain in dreams and... Idk. I do and always have. Once I had a dream (this was high school) where I was Hugh Hefner (Dear god why) and one of the girls he hires to be his gf was like... Rolling me up to a hill and she accidentally let go and I just tumbled down the hill and broke my leg, which was so painful it woke me up. I was in agony all day. I think my brain processed it as if it really happened and it just took a while for it to catch up. My knee was actually swollen the next day. I hadn't had any injuries and I don't have any other explanation. That's only happened one other time in my life, though I don't remember the specific subject matter of the dream, just that my leg had been injured. And it hurt all day for no other discernable reason. Everyone accused me of faking at the shelter. And I hated my life for that time because I was literally in actual pain and they wouldn't believe me. And I knew going to the doctor was a bad idea, though Sara later convinced me to. And yeah, Dr. Stratton wouldn't believe me. Because why would he? He thinks he knows everything. He thinks that medical degree makes him better than anyone else, just like every other other doctor ever. I gave up on seeking medical advice when Sara kept assuring me it'd be better if I got it checked out and I got yelled at by the doctor for coming in for it. I... Trust Sara but she doesn't get what that does to me. It's better to suffer in silence than to try and get help because you're just going to get condescended at and sent home with no help because they assume you're looking for drugs. Even though they've pushed drugs at you before and you've declined them, saying you don't want them.

There is no way to get appropriate medical care when your doctor thinks they are better than you. When we let people play god, they will. And that's what happens with doctors. They get stressed and they take it out on their patients. psychiatrists are the worst about it because they can always slap a really horrible diagnosis on you and basically ruin your life all while saying "They're crazy and must have hallucinated it." They get angry when you know your disorder and how best to go about it. And when you're forced to see one even though no medicine ever has helped or will help you (and yes, I'm sure. Do not argue with me), they get pissed when you decline to take those medications. They ask why your resistant to treatment. And I have to tell them that I'm not but I will only consent to the treatment I know won't fuck me up even worse and they scoff and assume you're an idiot and prescribe the medicine anyway and when the nurse tries to hand you your meds, you ask what each individual pill is, she won't tell you. You get the head nurse called in and she tells you. And finally after three hours you can take your blood pressure, anti-seizure, and stomach meds. Also everything you have wrong with you does not have to do with your weight. Your weight is fine.

It's the doctor's strict adherence to long disproved studies that have been proven to have been paid off that's the problem. My weight is not an issue. My weight doesn't bother me but I constantly get slammed with inappropriate advice about how to lose weight. And no matter what I say, I get told I'm choosing to be unhealthy. Even though I could dead lift Doctor Stratton and he couldn't lift me at all. I am muscular. And strong. But god forbid I have any fat over the muscle (which is healthy and normal btw and being too thin will kill you wayyy faster than any adverse health problems being fat will cause you) and I get lectured about my "sedentary" lifestyle. Like bitch, no. I walk my ass off, fuck you.

I'm not allowed to have appropriate healthcare. I will NEVER recieve ACTUAL healthcare. Just a bunch of fatshaming nonsense and medicine that will hurt me more than help.

I will never take doctors or the healthcare field seriously because of that. I can take therapy seriously but with a grain of salt because even you push me sometimes. You don't suggest ot anymore, but you bring it up, thinking you're slick but I just get mad. I don't care what is similar to EMDR. I will NEVER do EMDR. I don't want to hear anything about it and I want you to stop bringing it up at all. And that includes starting to bring it up then shutting up and saying shit like "You told me not to say it." When I ask wtf is your problem. You can easily just say "For a moment, I had a lapse of memory and was about to bring up EMDR but remembered that you don't want me to do that. I apologize. I will do better." That's literally all I want from people. I try so hard to be good to others. And yeah, I fuck up a lot. Bit I work on fixing problems. I'm always the one who gets put on the back burner. By everyone. I know I'm strong and resilient but I have weaknesses too. And people have put me on the back burner or even taken me tf out of the kitchen entirely when I needed help the most. And there have been times I've almost done ot simply because of that. I have nearly ended my own life because everyone assumes I'm strong enough. If they could see what was going on in my brain, they'd know.

But everyone assumes I'll be fine. Or maybe they don't really care. Maybe I'm just a convenience to them. They don't have to reach out first because I'll do that for them. If I let every conversation drop, I'd have no friends. Maybe Eren. That's pretty much it. If I just never reached out, nobody would reach out to me first.

Nobody cares enough to stop and consider how I'm doing. And if they do, it's passive aggressive.

I am worthless unless I serve other people. No one gives a fuck about me. But if I kill myself, everyone would be coming out of the woodwork to say "Oh, I wish they'd said something to me." I did. They ignored it for six weeks until I finally sent them a meme because I gave up. That's when they responded. And I give up now. I give up on trying to get people to care. I am a tool for people to use and toss aside.

I can't do this anymore. I can't be people's plaything. I can't be a toy people pull out when they wanna feel superior. And yes, that is the truth.

People with a college education think I'm stupid just because of that. And the reality is I'm probably smarter than them. I am quicker and sharper than most people. That's just reality.

Amie McKibban thinks I'm stupid. But she's just condescending constantly amd tries to start drama because she's bored. She refuses to change her own life. And she will be miserable until she does.

I'm not stupid. But it's hard to keep yourself from just giving up and saying I'm stupid when everyone around you thinks so because you don't have a college degree. I can't afford that and the only reason I went to community college in the first place was because it kept me from being kicked out of my parents house because they didn't believe I was putting in applications. I was putting in numerous each day. I am so done with everything. Fuck everyone.