#ambivilance

[unwelcome-ozian]

[phantomdoodler]

RIP Linhardt, you would have loved juice boxes

[tunas-spriting]

POINTS

[julesblackthorns]

my brother and i discovered we have the same number 1 boy's name..... the race is on

[monster-noises]

Ooooooooooo new title for the unfanfic'd version of FaHI!!!!!!! new better title!!!!!!!!

[cyeayt]

Ambivalence OC Profiles

ive been tagging some posts as my ocs and i want to talk about them so here are the three main characters of my ambivalence oc set.

Ambivalence lore (very cliche but this story is more for me to process religious thoughts and weird relationships): its basically an incredibly stereotypical urban fantasy setting where there are realms/planes where magic is more distilled, there's a heaven and a hell analogue and like, werewolves, etc. There are a gods/demons that sometimes organize stuff and might try to end the world but eh. there's a group who tries to stop that happening but its centered around one specific god and gets v culty, they are referred to as "the knights" from here out. Ben spent his childhood as a 'chosen one' figure (he's half demon), and got really fed up with the whole bit. Alice was his friend and brief girlfriend when they were younger. During the last arc of their childhood and after the last big battle, their ragtag hero group gets absorbed into the knights who have been gaining numbers and legitimacy. Ben runs away and Alice takes it hard. The main story takes place a few years later when they reunite.

I've made them each in these three picrews to properly capture the vibe.

Ben:

Reuben (Ben), 24, he/him. Ben lives alone in a house he inherited from his maternal grandfather. He likes to live simply and peacefully, and works as a carpenter. His hobbies include pottery, gardening, and collage making. He is badger coded and capable of great violence, but is very calm most of the time. Since cutting ties with his old life, he has simultaneously mellowed out and repressed a lot of shit. He is trained to fight with a broadsword, although he turned his old one into a garden sculpture. He has a lot of scars and pain from old injuries. He is generally very stoic but is pretty emotional if you can read his understated facial expressions. He values the happiness and safety of himself and the people he loves, and dislikes liars. He can often be hypocritical and selfish.

Alice:

Alice P. Morrison, 23, she/her. Alice lives on a remote knight compound researching and developing ways to protect the balance of the planes. It is a very high stress environment and she's honestly pretty miserable. She likes caffeine and graph paper, her hobbies include sleeping and eating. Sometimes she goes hiking in the surrounding woods. Since Ben left, she has lost connections with old friends and mentors and become increasingly reliant on an unhealthy relationship with the director of the knight organization. She is trained to fight with only magic and can maybe use a spear. When she eventually gets out she will enjoy live music, painting, and reading nonfiction books. She's 'dog that you might think is a large rat or sick cat at first' coded. She shows her emotions pretty strongly and gets embarrassed easily. She cannot read facial expressions she just knows Ben really well. She values values knowledge and approval and dislikes apathy. She can be petty and stubborn.

Max:

Maximilian Hadley, 24, he/they. He certainly is here. Ben meets Max after leaving the knights and as Ben makes a new life he and Max build a relationship that Ben is hesitant to define, although Max would like to. They are outgoing and very socially adept, he likes fashion, history, and forming connections with people. his hobbies are a lot of what people around him want to do, but he personally enjoys horseback riding. Their family is very rich and owns a lot of animals. He knows little to nothing about magic, although his moms got up to their fair share of bullshit before he was born. He is not trained to fight but he would try to bite if it came to it. He is fancy cat coded and expresses his emotions carefully. They value connection, loyalty, and finesse. They dislike cruelty. He often struggles with boundaries and can be pushy or jealous.

Other Characters:

John: Ben and Alice's mentor figure, was not very good at the actual raising children part of it, was injured in the final battle and died as the knights were taking over.

Archer: Another mentor figure, they were closer to Ben and ended up faking their own death after he left. Was involved with John's sister.

John's sister: So very dead real narrative haunting gal she was prophetic and very mentally unstable about it.

Mason: Stereotypical fighter guy, was very close to Alice and Val, is still essentially loyal to the knights but doesn't talk to Alice anymore.

Val: Mason's partner and also fighter gal, was always quick to put herself at risk for the others and it caught up to her. She's been in a coma since the final battle.

[marciapieda]

Split lip, blood butterflies

[highlifeboat]

MeCassa being the most Freudian ship is honestly so funny 🤣🤣

Wait no hold on--

Why are they Freudian

Because Cass loves a shorty to boost her own ego?

Are we suggesting Cass' love to Melon isn't as genuine as one may think?

[kaedeichinose]

All the Ironwood stans are fascists mixed in with misogyny. Let's not kid ourselves anymore lol. I was the anon arguing with you before about anime but I have half the mind to stan you now because you're the only RWDE that doesn't worship the psycho general that wanted to let poor people die. Or any of the male characters. Shit on Whitley next I beg you.

[crastlefolke]

fall out boy songs are so hard for me to listen to cos the first time im like wow this is so much of something. idk what though. then by the 5th time im like yeah ok i vibe with this. then maybe by the tenth time i fucking love it.

[sleep-being-shy]

Lady gaga w

[iventshitsorrylmao]

yOu CoUlDnT eVeN hAnDlE cAiTlYn

DOVE. HONEY. GOOBER. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

you want complex characters so badly but you can't even handle a nuanced discussion about the complex character. which is what complex characters are for. exploring complexity.

this police officer became a faciest who gassed hundreds of people men, women, nbs, children- SHE WAS GOING TO SHOOT A CHILD SHE THE FACIEST GASSED AN ENTIRE CITY POPULATION OF A MINORITY AND BEAT HER GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE VI SAID HM MAYBE WE SHOULDNT SHOOT CHILDREN ACTUALLY.

the show did NOTHING WITH THAT. she got no consequences. she got no "you can't take back what you did god you really fucking suck actually" scene pointed towards her by the people or a person she FUCKING GASSED. she fucking gassed people. to get at one specific person. a gas that damages the lungs nose and eyes for sure, potencially causes other issues. all the other characters got a scene where they had to face concequenses and she fuckin didnt, actually, thereby destroying the pattern of a near central theme of the show.

so yes, people are going to shake the mould jar and see what mould grows they're going to discuss the lack of conclusion this hitleresqu sapphic faciest arc had.

if you cant handle that, this very normal discussion about complex characters and the complex feelings that come with them then maybe you dont want complex characters. maybe. MAYBE you just want "good for her"/"god forbid women do anything" memes and fanfic archetypes, and thats fine, but babe, just say that instead of posing this as some moral failing in the audience and claiming moral politics or whatever. seriously. dude(s). your harshing the mood in the fanclub.

[evandore]

my original post was that i like clowns like i like the visual of the full face of makeup though not in like a clown way more like a jester way i guess? theres a balance to be achieved and when it is achieved i like it a lot. i looked at a lot of clown outfits while designing a doll that i never got around to actually doing but that was fun. that being said i can never look up anything related to clowns or the likes god forbid on tumblr bc the associations are extremely grating. i think it comes down to misdirected passion of an interest. theres an association that i do not enjoy but because its The Association its hard to find anything dissimiliar to that. i wanted to be a mime when i was younger

[liquorstorebnuuy]

Hello UK lawmaker who I'm told is likely watching me, an American citizen, now, I hope the FBI, ATF, and DOD didn't get too many coffee stains on the documents now also on your corkboard linked by red string

[bobbinalong]

@blorbofrommylazaruspit

'cause his fans are annoying.

updated the sillies! now with duke and, just so people would stop asking about him, jason.

[floral-hex]

had been thinking about seeing the new Ant-Man when it came out, ya know, on one of the discount days bc movie tickets are pricey these days. I mean, it looked right up my alley; alternate dimensions, timeline fuckery, cool visuals, Jonathan Majors ripped as hell. Buuuuut I saw some spoilers, some shitty cellphone footage, read some reviews, ended up caving and reading the plot online… so anyway, I decided to spend that money on a jug of soy sauce and bag of jalapeños, and I think that’s a fair alternative.