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I barely remember making this.
#portal#portal 2#portal the underground#the underground#the underground (portal)#paranoia core#optimism core#ambition core#interview core#day and night#day n night
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Happy Holidays, @genericdragon! Here’s your gift for @portal-secret-santa! Apologies for being a little late 😅
I thought it would be funny to format this as Twitter post, that’s all lol
Isolated drawing under the read more!
#portal 2#portal#portal the underground#ambition core#optimism core#interview core#paranoia core#portal secret santa#it’s been a while since i’ve watched this series so i had to brush up on it a bit#hope you like it!
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ROUND 1
#portal#portal 2#portal the underground#round 1#interview core#ambition core#call this one fighting in a dennys parking lot
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Market based mistakes.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen chao#wen zhuliu#Apologies for how much I skipped in the last part of this episode.#I do love the scene of Jiang Cheng regaining his will to live and the ensuing scenes of Wei Wuxian seeing him off at the mountain base.#At the same time I very much want to keep pressing on with the story.#The notes I have are for scenes I did not draw:#I still think a lot about the symbolism of food in both consumption and giving - especially in regards to the Yunmeng Trio.#Prior to JC leaving we see WWX out buying food for him. Something that initially falls through as JC runs back to Lotus Pier.#But here it comes back full circle. WWX gives away a part of himself to be 'consumed' by Jiang Cheng.#It is about being led by desire (JC wanting revenge to losing his will to live to wanting his core back)#and about being bound by duty to do whatever it takes to see those desires through to the end.#JC can't eat until he has his desire to live back. WWX carves out his own ambitions to help another reach theirs.#And it isn't held up as noble! Not even once! He is routinely punished and criticized for this sacrifice.#Being thrown into the burial mounds really is just symbolism for how we can give away every scrap of ourselves to others-#-and find ourselves at rock bottom. Alone.#When you hollow yourself out it just leaves room for something else to fill it. Something worse.
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"Stillborn? No, still born" Danyal au -- VLAD MASTERS THE BITCH HIMSELF
*Points at Vlad* THIS MFER GOT SOME TEEFS TO HIM. !! Okay okay, Vlad Masters in the stillborn au is different compared to most of my other aus in the fact that I am far more heavily leaning into his original ambitions of wanting a family and being desperately lonely. Because you know what wanting a family implies? Wanting to be a parent.
Fucked up father figure that could've been Vlad. Complicated love-hate relationship between the only two halfas in existence.
Danny hates Vlad, but he hates even more that he's genuinely considered his offers of mentorship. Vlad is the only halfa around, and they both have fire cores. Danny has these powers he doesn't understand, can barely comprehend some days, and can't control. But Vlad does. Vlad can. And Vlad wants to help him. He's the only other person who can get close whenever Danny runs too hot. Whenever his igneous hair cracks, splits, and spits back out into magma and his friends can't get close, Vlad can.
His hair is made of magma, which runs so hot that people need specialized suits in order to get near it. He physically cannot get close to the living as a ghost unless he's calm enough for his hair to cool into igneous rock. Which isn't as often as he would like. And sometimes he's too hot for other ghosts to get near unless they have fire cores -- which Vlad has.
There have been many times when Danny's having a meltdown (literally) and gone somewhere to be alone, to let his anger and hurt and loneliness overflow and spill out, that when he's come back to, Vlad's right there with him as an anchor. It's desperately frustrating, it's the only time they can get along. They don't say anything, Danny just turns and clings onto the only person he can touch as a ghost.
Its not fair. Vlad wants to kill his foster dad, and Danny can't let him do that. But he wants to be trained by the man, he wants his help and wants what he can offer. But Vlad can't step away from his revenge long enough to let him. It's just not fair. He thinks for a moment that maybe it could work, and then Vlad does something to remind him that no, it can't.
Vlad Masters sees too much of himself in Daniel Brown -- from the way he holds himself, to the defenses he puts up, his quiet anger that builds and builds and builds until it explodes. That simmers beneath his skin. All the way down to the fact that they have matching cores. This boy is cut from the same cloth as him, and by god does he want to help him. He's always wanted to be a father, and Daniel Brown is too much like him for him to ignore. He genuinely, truly cares about Danny and his wellbeing.
He wants to help him, child just let him help you. Let him kill your foster dad so he can adopt you himself and help with these powers that terrify and intrigue you -- he knows what that's like to have something that you can't control, to have a heat that you can't cool down from. "We're in the same boat you and I, let him help you please."
But his methods are all wrong, and Danny is too much like him -- stubbornness and all -- for him to agree when they oppose each other so greatly. But again, Danny is much like him -- which means that Vlad is equally stubborn, and in every single one of their fights he's parental. He's annoyingly parental. He drops his interest in Maddie to focus his efforts in trying to coax Danny onto his side. It's like trying to get a traumatized cat to trust you, and on some levels it works. It's like he makes some progress, and then moves too quickly and the cat immediately runs off and you have to start back from square one.
TL:DR; Vlad and Danny both want to find family in each other but they're too different to get along and ultimately they are doomed by the narrative to be at constant odds with one another unless one of them is changes, and it doesn't matter who.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#vlad masters#danny fenton#vlad masters the father figure that could've been#its TOXIC your honor#stillborn? no still born au#stillborn danny au#danyal al ghul au#parental vlad masters#*points at Vlad and Danny's canon relationship* I CAN MAKE IT MORE COMPLICATED#vlad also has magma hair but he's managed to figure out a way to keep it cool enough to stay as igneous rock. which danny wants to figure#out how to do. Vlad's happy to teach him but Danny is just. too angry all the time and his core too young for it to work. He's too angry.#This also means Dani just straight up won't exist in this au or if she does her reason for being needs to change because Vlad making Dani i#a sign that he's given up on trying to convert Danny to his side. which THIS Vlad will not be doing.#if she exists in this au Vlad made her in order to give Danny a blood sibling for him to bond with and hopefully help convince onto his sid#which means Dani probably doesn't betray Vlad because Vlad does genuinely care about her too. Their dynamic is even MORE complicated#tldr: Vlad: LET ME ADOPT YOU | Danny: STOP TRYING TO KILL JACK AND I'LL CONSIDER IT#Vlad: HE ICED ME OUT OF STARTING A FAMILY AND HIS INCOMPETENCE RESULTED IN THE DEATH OF A CHILD. NO. | Danny: THEN FUCK OFF#Starry looks at Vlad's original ambitions and goals (wanting a family + revenge) and extrapolates on that. he was far more interesting#before DP made him standard power hungry and evil imo#Danny calls vlad 'dad' once while concussed and delirious and vlad never forgot it. he rode that high for a MONTH.#FUCKED UP PARENTAL FIGURE VLAD Bruce has competition and doesn't even know it.#hey. mister wayne. bruce. a supervillain is trying to adopt your firstborn. omg he can't hear me. he has the WayneTech Beats in. mISTER WAY
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I have all of these extended thoughts on my head about the amazing way themes and character relationships are handled in Iruma-kun and the inclusion of queerness and the handling of the coming of age narrative in this shonen manga/anime
And every time all that comes out when I'm reccing it is "You should watch/read it"
Do it. Go watch/read Mairimashita! Iruma-kun/Welcome to Demon School Iruma-kun
Please.
#mairimashita! iruma kun#m!ik#welcome to demon school iruma kun#i just be ramblin#anime recommendation#manga recommendation#Like okay baseline on its surface it's an isekai anime about a teenage boy who is sold to a demon by his terrible parents and has to go to#school in the demon realm and live there without being found out (otherwise he thinks he'll be eaten)#But it's also a story about growing up and a story about a kid from a terrible situation learning what it means to (and being allowed to)#have goals and ambitions and wants#It's about a kid who gets all his needs met for the first time in his life (and a little spoiled) and figures out he wants everyone to have#that#It's about friendship and bonds and the importance of working together with others#It debunks that usual take about how humanity's base traits are evil and greed and the urge to murder and steal and whatnot through#the comparison to demons‚ who are said to be all of those things at their core and yet in actuality aren't beholden to it#It's about outcasts coming together not letting other people determine their worth and proving just how high they can reach and what they#can accomplish. they force the world to recognize them instead of assimilating#It's about what happens to outcasts who are taken in by bad actors vs outcasts who get genuine support#It's about kindness#It's about how adults should both help the next generation improve while also being their defenders from things they shouldn't have to#handle yet#It's even about the dangers of being fully selfless or fully selfish. How personal desire/the serving of oneself and kindess/the serving of#others should be balanced#About how desire is not inherently terrible and about how being constantly self serving stunts one's growth#And it's also about a human who got sold to a demon and is gonna be the demon king one day#Thinking about this manga makes me want to chew through concrete I love it so much#*how constantly serving others stunts one's growth
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Just remembered in the early episodes of c2 talks Sam's response to someone asking if it was difficult playing a girl was basically "no they're the same as us". Which is in some ways true but also Veth wound up being like, the one character that I think you could under no circumstance genderswap and have her arc have the same effect.
#for the record i think its decent advice to write woman and men similiarly if your not getting into specific themes regarding gender#but if you say writing a character struggling to fit into the mold of a perfect wife and mother while having her own ambitions#thats a character where being a women is very core to the character#critical role#veth brenatto#also i havent watched talks in a looooong while and i dont plan on rewatching cause yknow#but i distinctly remember this
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#ryuuji suguro#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#suguro ryuji#bon suguro#suguro ryuuji#manga ryuuji#ryuji suguro#cram school#chapter 70#i love this upcoming scene#and the fact that we start seeing ryuuji isolate himself from the rest of the group as he tries and figure out his place in everything#as he reexamines his goals and ambitions and goes through deconstruction#he isolates more and more and much like we see in this moment#it'll be izumo that eventually pulls him out of that spiral#and i love that so much#these two have had the most struggle of friendship of anyone in the group#they were pitted against each other early and fought hard to understand each other#and now we start to see a beautiful friendship form out of that#and i love the dynamic they build#they don't bullshit and just cut to the core of issues#they trust each other a lot
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MEDALIST I AM HOLDING YOU SO TIGHTLY
#MEDALIST#メダリスト#MEDALIST (manga)#I BINGED THIS SO HARD IT'S SO GOOD#the way it focuses on the relationships between skaters and coaches#the amount of thinking and planning that is required#the emphasis of ambition desire dedication and responsibility needing to be in sync#the way innate skills are shaped by your attitude and your environment#exploring the concept of age limits in sports (or even skills in general)#and just all the cast are really fun and engaging#BUT#THE BOND BETWEEN TSUKASA AND INORI HAS ME ON THE FLOOR#IT IS SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH#THEY REALLY SAID YOU /CAN/ FORGE YOUR OWN DREAM#JUN AND HIKARU AS FOILS IS REALLY INTERESTING#because I still don't fully understand the motives behind their relationship but I HAVE IDEAS#ALSO#I love that Tsukasa and Inori's core skating philosophy is like Yuzuru Hanyu's#like. that monologue about how figure skating's core is the beauty of the figures carved into the ice by the skater????#Tsurumaikada-sensei truly said 'fuck the current over emphasis on jumps in the skating sphere' 😌#PEOPLE GO READ THIS PLEASE BEFORE THE ANIME AAAAHHH#my post
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i think i'd kill for anything related to don henry tomasino
ANON I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY !! thank you so much for this request i love don Henry au so much........😭💔💔💔
anyway! here's random sketches:
and Henry on Vinci's funeral bc i was thinking about it last week. in my head. in my head Vinci was the one who established Henry as the don.. and there's possibility that Vinci & Henry are relatives so yeahhhhhhh. his death would be kinda personal thing to Henry? not super emotional and tragic thing tho, but still
post anything related to don!Henry feels like undressing in public ngl
#idk for some reason im super afraid to share any of my ideas abt don!henry#i thought about this au a lot and i think that it's ooc at it's core and i'm just projecting my own ambitions onto the poor man 😭#BUT i still think the idea makes sense#< i think Clemente was gonna make Henry a capo after Luca died#and then Clemente was killed n Henry s like what the fuck guys#like this man literally grew up in made man's family#and i hc that most of his brothers were gangsters too#so i believe he subconsciously wants to be more than just a soldier (pride of course it's about pride)#maybe someday there'll be fic💀#(ending is kinda sad tho. for now)#but im working on other m2 thing rn anyway i hope i'll finish it#henry tomasino#mafia 2#avart
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If you want something, get it. And if in the process it destroys you, let it. At least you are living in the destruction of your desires, not regrets.
_ Raconteur's Muse
#academia#authors#bookworm#booklr#dark academia#chaotic academia#dark academia core#my thoughts#sadcore#romance academia#destructive thoughts#feelings#ambitious#ambitions#madness#desire#strength#light acamedia#book academia#antisocial#book quotes
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Drops these into the deep sea ecosystem that is the Underground fandom
#portal the underground#protocol core#ambition core#paranoia core#interview core#my art#gore //#horror //#the interview one wasn't supposed to be hot. sorry#portal#portal 2
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the elden ring dlc story trailer just dropped so just letting you guys know that i’m gonna find a way to integrate elden ring lore into dunmeshi somehow because i need both stories like i need air to breathe
#aspects of both could definitely work in the same universe#my only hesitation in lumping both together is that i don’t really think they’re inherently compatible just because Fantasy Genre#the core themes of elden ring are so at odds with dungeon meshi lol#the shrouded path of seeking power mired in bloody sacrifice all in the name of ascending to godhood for your own ambition#(but not really bcs there’s always an outside cosmic influence so what of free will)#versus the humble everyday work of sustaining the self in relation to community as a way of living with purpose#(free will is the ultimate challenge to being trapped by your own desire)#themes are at odds but the narrative mechanics have core similarities#defeat the dungeon lord/legacy dungeon boss and obtain their power#also the premise of the shattering being comparable to the upheaval of mana in dunmeshi universe#and how it challenges the existing power structures#i have so many thoughts#i’m definitely gonna get the platinum for the ER dlc#so it’ll be a grind and you guys are gonna witness me in my gamerfail era#if it’s anything like the bloodborne dlc i’m ready to get my ass whooped#but i’m gonna love every second of it#wasabi rambles
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Wish I could bottle the feeling this gives me
#Like a lot of the time Glee's need to stuff in trendy songs hurt them but in this case this was the perfect choice for the moment#because it really captures that interplay of youthful celebration/bittersweetness and the cover actually sounds better than the original.#I think the show was at its best during these montage type scenes where we get visual recaps of where the characters are at over music#(they did one of these after like every competition)#and seeing everyone celebrating for their hard work is sooo satisfying because the Glee Club didn't just win Nationals#they won against all the hatred that had been underpinning the show since its first episode#and now everyone at the school can celebrate together regardless of whether they're cool or uncool or whatever#and the gay kids can be who they are without fear anymore.#Because Glee was messy but at its core it was about the idea that opening yourself up and sharing joy could change the world#and they actually did it.#And when Rachel signs her first ever autograph and watches the girl skip away so happily#and realizes that it's not just about her personal ambitions and that her talent can touch others... that she made this happen...#It's just a great thematic cap for the series and it's a shame they weren't able to pick up the ball on the next few seasons.
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Class Feature Friday: Ambition Domain (Pathfinder Second Edition Cleric Domain)
(art by Harpiya on DeviantArt)
Ah yes, ambition, the desire to strive for greater and greater things. Whether it be a new discovery, greater power and/or accolades, and so on. Ambition is what drives us to seek greater things for ourselves and for others.
Ambition can be the perfect driving force, but it can also be the source of a character’s downfall. After all, ambition is the sister of hubris, and close cousins of mercilessness and of a lack of empathy. What’s more, ambition can get you destroyed if your desires threaten the position of someone already at or near the heights you wish to reach.
Worse still, if one is not careful one can be transformed by ambition, willing to cut corners or throw others to the proverbial wolves in order to get what one wants.
So yeah, it’s a double-edged sword, best tempered with wisdom and compassion, but often not. It’s so ubiquitous that it is in the divine domains of gods over every possible moral alignment, because striving for something is a thought that all living beings share in one form or another, no matter their goals or how they choose to pursue them.
Conceptually, the 2nd edition ambition domain is probably analogous to the a combination of 1st edition’s Glory and Nobility domains, though it shares no powers in common. There are certain spells and effects in 1E that compel a subject to treat no others as allies, so it’s not like it’s completely out of the blue either.
In any case, the power of this domain lets one turn a foe’s self-serving attitude against them, while also bolstering their own competitiveness to push themselves to greater heights.
The basic focus spell of this domain fosters negative ambition in a foe, causing them to think of themselves and resent even their allies for holding them back. Depending on how much they succumb, they might be easier to manipulate, or outright be unable to think of anyone but themselves, breaking bonds of camaraderie even when doing so would be harmful.
The second spell instead inspires the caster with the desire to outdo everyone, bolstering their attacks and actions. What’s more, seeing a foe succeed spectacularly only bolsters this fervor, increasing the effects for a short time.
Alternatively, this is also where we introduce “apocryphal” domain spells, which are the equivalent of subdomains (particularly apocryphal subdomains) in Second Edition. Some may be considered heretical in nature, associated with splinter sects within a faith, or even regional variants suited to the needs of the religion in certain parts of the world. In any case, the alternate option for ambition alters the nature of the first ability, severing bonds of trust with others. As such, the affected treat their allies as strangers, particularly when it comes to spells and other magical effects, and in the worst cases, become actively paranoid against them.
With one hand, this domain offers debilitation against foes, with the others, a nice personal buff that gets better when your foes are strong or lucky, which can be quite appealing of you’re going for a support build. The apocryphal ability is particularly useful in cutting off foes from buffs that they would give or receive with their allies around. With this, you could be a buff and debuff focused support or perhaps an ambitious self-buffing warmage.
While the deities that offer this power encourage ambition in their own ways, I feel like the nature of these magics serve as a constant reminder from their deity of the pitfalls of reaching for the stars. How genuine and well-heard these warnings are most likely differs by the nature of the deity, of course. A goodly deity asks their faithful to ponder introspectively on their desires, while a wicked one may be warning them not to dare so highly they threaten to pass their superiors.
The faith of the Naga Empress dictates that those that serve loyally will one day be elevated to mighty true naga under their goddess. As such, Majina has devoted herself to the teachings with utmost sincerity, the young sacred nagaji eagerly awaiting that day. However, her faith has yet to truly be tested, and so setbacks loom on the horizon.
Eagerly devoted to the god of undeath, Vikas the would-be lich has been seeking his immortality for some time. He believes that the secret of his formula for lichdom has some connection to brain fluids. He just needs the right species to make it work. As such, his laboratory sports many undead beheaded as guardians, mostly festering gnashers, as most craniums he examines are good for little else when his experiments are concluded.
Many tyrant champions tap into the ambition domain, for what does Hell promise but a hierarchy where service is rewarded? However, true sages know that this promise is a lie, for devils only give out power when it suits them, and most underlings are better left to chase the carrot, to butcher a metaphor.
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the older i get the more i become oikawa
#its not even a joke anymore like. we are becoming shockingly similar#im becoming a little bit less like him in terms of how i act but.#in terms of like. who i am at my core as a person.#like we both have that scary ambition and overall attitude towards our sport.#and that feeling of knowing that ur rlly rlly good but ur just never going to be as good as u wish u were#only difference is that im going to nationals HAHAHAHA
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