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quick mini painting i did because i missed my acrylics
#helluva boss#helluva fanart#blitzø#blitzo#helluva boss blitzo#painting#i didnt eant to wait for colors to dry so i just. didnt#its a look#blending but i cant blend paint yet ✌️#i can but not in the cool paint way#am i making sense idk
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how to comfort people without being afraid that you’re the problem
#screams so loud#i feel really awful about it but i dont wanna say anything because it’ll feel like im making it about me#so i retreat to the second blog ❤️#today has not been very hashtag slay i tjink i might be making it worse#am i making sense idk
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virginity is a construct but that means sexhavership is also a construct. i used to be such a slut but when that phase ended in my late twenties i swung round to the other extreme and became so perfectly celibate im not even sure i could find the hole anymore gromit. i am not a virgin yet i have never felt more virginal in my life so what does that make me?
#rhetorical question#btw. if you even care#i should also say that it wasn't really a conscious decision#more like. i had explored everything i wanted to explore#and my priorities just happened to shift a little#i was also very much in that comphet mind prison of like#if i cant be straight at least i can be a palatable monogamist#for a very long time#so i was soooo focused on dating and shit#it took a long time to get to a point where i felt like i was comfortable being alone#of course then there was also the pandemmy#and now i kinda feel like#its been so long#its gonna be a whole thing to get back in the game#which is bs ofc#it doesnt have to be#but in my mind it's like#i was this whole different person back then#its not just that i haven't hooked up with anyone in years#its that this current version of myself feels so different from who i was back then#it's difficult to even imagine#going on dates again and#all that good stuff#am i making sense idk#this started out as a joke poast#and now look at me#gromit i said look at me#&
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its impressive to notice the internet really has and is detereorating peoples ability to interact normally, and i think thats part of why millenials and genZ-ers find each other so weird despite the gap being so narrow, it makes such a difference to have grown up largely outside the internet and to have grown up without memory of a world before it, which isnt to say millenials arent weird or that the internet isnt making everyone in it stranger regardless of age but like the minutiae of normal human interaction is getting lost
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it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this
#making this at 2 am was like top 10 autism moment for me#this is helping me make sense of so many things hopefully it helps someone else too idk#user macdenlover drops badly drawn infographic media literacy rates skyrocket theres world peace#anyways#for sunny 1.5 is the sweet spot for me. a sexy medium rare if u will#but it completely depends on the piece of media#with supernatural i was a 2.5 on a good day.
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i don’t know why but i love it when books describe girls doing normal things (painting nails, packing for a trip)…. it makes me appreciate the little things
#like…. whenever im doing something im like oh wait#x character did this and seemed so cool doing it#idk why but it gives me a sense of importance??#am i making sense idk
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someone asked if i had ever drawn gojo with his scars, now i have :>
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this outfit i swear im gna get called out as a fake gojohater#its not my fault its the best one he gets#speaking of which i am enjoying the relative bliss before this fight n this outfit are animated sighs i already know its gna b mayhem#but ths neither here nor there ths none of my business#anyway this gojo took a lot longer than it should have also but i had some mishaps with th pose >:/ iykyk#i also wanted to like. toe th line with his expression between unsettling and relaxed if that makes sense??#mostly i didnt want him to look too genuine#idk how successful i was but i am Happy with it i think#or maybe its just the exhaustion talking#tbh im past exhaustion i think i spent over 14hrs drawing today i have been up since 7am and i am pretty sure my blood is energy drink#rings dinner bell gojolikers come get ur food#anon who asked i hope u enjoy! ty fr the request even if it was gojo /silly
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why is deadpool just straight up the most shippable character of all time. this man can be with anyone and it’s adorable. logan?? goes without saying. spidey?? for sure. vanessa?? totally. cable?? why not.
it’s becoming baffling at this point like. is he drinking magical ship juice. how did this man harness such lovable magnetism
#idk if this makes any sense but#hes just so shippable#and there’s more ships than this!#I just can’t think of em bc I am not a thinker#wade wilson#deadpool and wolverine#logan howlett#k’s stuff#deadpool#poolverine#spideypool#deadclaws#peanutbub#deadpool 3#spiderman#cablepool
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☆ He's a master of fright
and a demon of light ☆
#Pumpkin king malleus pls I am begging#ever since I heard abt the new event I just#PLS#brain rotting so much#I sketched this out for a possibility we might gain idk#but PLS FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING I NEED MAL AND OR LEONA TO FIT THE ROLE OF JACK BUT MGL I FEEL LIKE LEONA KINDA MAKES SENSE MORE BUT#DUDEEE#THE AESTHETIC FITS THEM BOTH PERFECTLY I SEE NO WRONG IN BOTH#ok that’s me screaming for now#twisted wonderland#twistedwonderlandfanart#twst#malleus draconia
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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got an airplane rant coming up about this topic since I’ve seen a recent surge in discussion and want to add my two cents lmao
Because everyone is so inclined to make her matriarch 😭😭
#encanto#mirabel madrigal#encanto disney#disneys encanto#i said yeah on her own choice#because something i found out writing 4K words about her is she has a lot of leadership qualities#also a desire to belong#all of you song my beloved#rant will probably structure my thoughts better#overall I believe it’s heavily implied but not by the magic instead by the characters goals#am I making sense idk#I say airplane rant because wtf am I meant to do at a 6am flight other than ramble about encanto
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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:
context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA
(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)
#in stars and time#isat#isat odile#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so#cw hospital#cw stroke#<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why#odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read#or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA#also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this#is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language#as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO#especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not#tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA#so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea#to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so#the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao#okay tag talk over#no stream time today because weather boooooo storms
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it's so SO fucked up that the buddie thesis of the show has been there since s02 e08 with Thomas telling Buck "you don't find it, son, you make it", and ever since then Buck has found person after person and has kept reaching and reaching for one of them to love him, not understanding why he can't make it work, while at the same time building a home, a haven, with Eddie. he's been making it this WHOLE TIME and 6 seasons later, he STILL thinks he doesn't have it
#and i am going to TEAR MY HAIR OUT#realizing next episode is mid season finale AND also episode 8. like Buck Actually.#which probably means nothing. yeah it means nothing thats reaching even for me#911 abc#buddie#entry#evan buckley#idk if this makes sense. imdubious of my use of ''thesis'' here but i cant think of better phrasing#also it is 5 am. i am going to sleep they are making me CRAZY#og my GODDD what the fuck is wrong with them. good sir open thine EYES.
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remember this well i wanted to play on that some more
#i am a 'morning star=the sun' truther im SORRY it just makes sense!!#who is venus idk her#hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin alastor#hazbin#hazbin hotel fanart#radioapple#duckiedeer#lucifer morningstar#alastor the radio demon#tater's art#hellaverse#vivziepop
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illario as the grandchild that is most like caterina is something i'm loving to chew on. the grandson that took her lessons to heart the most. kill anyone who sees your face and knows your name, "we are not revolutionaries", the first out of the two to prioritise the contract. power at any cost, and the only one to lean into the unnecessary abuse that their grandmother told them was tradition. why is anyone surprised he allied with the venatori? and then there's illario's considerable skill in infiltration and manipulating any mark, he has always had the charisma that lucanis lacked. illario isn't attached, he has/can/will use someone and immediately drop them; "that does free me from promises i don't intend to keep". he can lie about how much he cares so well that he fools a magister into believing he loves her. he kills zara without hesitation to cover his own tracks, meanwhile lucanis blindly promises a young girl in the middle of a siege that he will help her find her father. even the lessons about family stick with him, and in this entire messy power struggle, he never actually orders anyone to directly kill caterina or lucanis, not until he's backed into a corner.
and even after all that. despite even lucanis believing illario should be first talon, lucanis is still the better killer. illario is not strong enough to be the brutal assassin caterina needs him to be. so when lucanis seems to fill the role his mother left, grief and love for her dead heir apparent remains, and any of the other qualities caterina needs in her next talon doesn't matter. whatever his mother was, lucanis has to be. what illario does doesn't matter, because he will always be second best to caterina's memory of her favored daughter.
#<- guy who's only seen succession: this is just like shiv and logan#last point is kind of meta and hcish. idk how much caterina cared about her children and lucanis' mother. grain of salt everyone#but it would make sense to me. woman projecting her grief so hard it fucks up the next generation#at the end of the day realistically the best person to lead this criminal organisation is the sweet talker with no morals#who can rally their assassins and negotiate his way out of anything#not lucanis 'this crow has a heart' dellamorte. who i think would also be a fairer leader but#well. his leadership style would take a decidedly different turn. is that something he can afford as first talon??? like you know.#THE ASSASSIN GUILD? WITH THE VERY BLEAK HISTORY? 'WE'RE NOT HEROES ANYWHERE COUSIN' ?????#LED BY LUCANIS 'would rather endanger the mission than kill innocents' DELLAMORTE !!!!?#i would be less weird about it if the game acknowledged he's a 'kind' crow more explicitly and like#how this would change the crows. but realistically. and biasedly. i think illario makes a better (more morally grey too) talon#and also zevran should be here#anyways. im normal.#illario dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#dav#edit: NOTE I AM SAYING ILLARIO MAKES. A BETTER TALON AND NOT A GOOD ONE#his number one dickriding glazer but i would not go that far. sorry babe.
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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best
#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#sklonda gukgak#dimension 20#this. mmmmhhh this is so. I did Not know how to draw this really.#I am very normal about riz (<- lying)#it's a brennan-dm d20 campaign the bad guy is always capitalism (I am saying this with clenched teeth)#riz out of all of them being aroace fucks with me SO bad. bc its also established that elmsville specifically and probably the#majority of solace is not. made for goblins. and that becomes sklonda being worked to the bone and pok dying on the job#and riz spending all his time trying to keep his friends together. maybe to the point of it being injurous#like. do u get what I mean. its an economy of time it takes your time it eats up your time#not just the gukgaks but everyone you have to spend time to get to live and you don't have a lot of time left in a day#and you have to spend it carefully. you have to prioritize#you're somewhere without an established community and companionship is bought with your time spent working#this place doesn't take care of you. at the end of the day who do you have who'd prioritize you. do you understand me#the evolved aroace loathing where if your friends and family are granted more time nobody would have to choose. we live in a society#holds ur hand we live in a society. idk if Im making any sense#anyway . uhhh riz is my favourite that's my statement thank you for listening. au revoir
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