#I just can’t think of em bc I am not a thinker

[chimifuckinchanga]

why is deadpool just straight up the most shippable character of all time. this man can be with anyone and it’s adorable. logan?? goes without saying. spidey?? for sure. vanessa?? totally. cable?? why not.

it’s becoming baffling at this point like. is he drinking magical ship juice. how did this man harness such lovable magnetism

[deukaeloveclub]

Okay I’m really curious what your tags mean for each idol!! I keep lookin at em n smilin👀🥰 like yeah she’s a good girl to date but what does others’ tags™️ mean 👀😂

Brewgie, my friend! It’s like my birthday has come early because you’ve given me a reason to talk about my tags 🤩🤩🤩 So I actually have a list of my tags just in case i forget because i have... a lot. This post would be hella long if I really did them all but I’ll limit it a bit

Let’s start with Dreamcatcher.  

Jiu is vampire tokki Tokki to represent her cuteness and vampire to represent her... oof-ness. Vampire because esp after you and i she was constantly wiping her mouth with the back of her mouth like she was a vampire. Tokki cuz that’s her animal. 

Sua’s main tag true leo is pretty self explanatory. aliphant is a combination of her english name alice and elephant her favorite animal and I use it when she’s being silly

Siyeon is gorgeous cutie gorgeous for oof-ness cutie for cuteness. sitting pretty because somehow she looks amazing even when she’s lounging around. Like she makes sitting looks so interesting and beautiful.

Handong is knowing eyes it’s kinda literal? She has heavier eye so always has a knowing look in her eyes? But it’s also a little not literal? (lol I’ve actually wrote this out before so this is a copy paste) So, Handong has a very classy/elegant vibe but she doesn’t feel unapproachable and I think it’s because of her eyes? There’s a playful mysteriousness there that’s daring you to get closer and follow her. So there’s this juxtapostition of her classy aura/appearance that seem unattainable and her warm eyes that give you hope that maybe she isn’t unattainable. 

Yoohyeon is tol koala because even thought she’s the tallest member she’s always clinging to someone. That’s just a cute tag I haven’t thought of a oof tag for her yet

Dami is panda prince because that’s her associated animal (cute) and she is dc’s prince (oof)

Gahyeon has a cute tag baby! and and oof tag come thru maknae. And actually this scream marks the first era where I have tagged her more with come thru maknae than baby! and I’m a little emotional about 😭

Let’s go twice who are basically my 2nd ult now

Nayeon a good girl to date a quote from Sixteen (she was absolutely right)

Jeongyeon was please leave me and my bias list alone when she was my bias wrecker but then she joined my bias tier so now her tag is get wrecked cuz that’s what she did to me

Jihyo is ma petit merde which means my little shit in french 😅 because she is a little shit and i don’t people acknowledge that enough because she’s the leader but she is?? but she’s also kinda amazing and wonderful and she’s cute enough that I’d let her get away with it as long as she let’s Nayeon live

Mina has pengy like penguin as a cute tag and miss myoui as a oof tag and then my love 💚be well always I made when she went on hiatus

Dahyun is tofu tofu tofu cuz it’s her nickname but more specifically from that one vlive that they asked Mina to read comments and no one her heard and then she yelled that she read a comment that said tofu tofu tofu

Chaeyoung is the thinker because I was really wowed by her thoughts after reading was it her gq interview? plus she’s a creative and it’s a reference to that sculpture.

NCT

Jaehyun is jaebae and son of aphrodite because I’m just super heart eyes at the man so yeah

Kun is king cap king because along with jaehyun he’s the top of my nct bias list and he’s the leader of wayv and cap because he is a proud and quite stereotypical capricorn

Johnny is soft professor so specifically I think I saw him in a certain sweater that made me think professor? but also he’s like tall and lean and goofy and witty so and I could imagine him as that nerdy but still attractive young professor everyone loves

Doyoung is not your bf because there was some video where he was taking “boyfriend” pics to post on sns for fans but then he paused for a moment and he was like “you know that boyfriends like this don’t exist in real life right?” but he still continued to post pics like that for fans ☺️

Mark is mork cuz it’s just a funny way of saying his name and mark just radiates awkward annoying little brother vibes to me 😂I’m so curious how his mind words cuz he says things and I’m just like what?

Jisung is giant lil bro because he’s so cute but he’s like a mile taller than me

LOONA

Kim Lip is my daughter she’s my bias, I love her a lot so I decided she’s my daughter now. 

Which makes Olivia Hye’s tag pretty funny cuz she’s my lil baby sister sometimes followed by the tag whom i love and adore. So I am the youngest sibling but I decided that I would give up my youngest sibling standing to have her be my little sister cuz she’s precious (even if she’s a maknae on top)

Haseul is our one true leader because “loona doesn’t have a leader” but we all recognize our leader 

Chuu is moon guardian as in she protects the “moon” or loona. I made it after the asc episode bc that was the first time i had seen chuu looking mad because people saying negative things about yves and that osen interview where they all talk about how much chuu hypes them up.

Hyunjin is center of my heart because I was so excited in butterfly when she got center in the second?last? chorus and I was like I need more of this but since we don’t get that she can still center in heart.

Yeojin is my lil star cuz I see so much potential in her so I can’t wait to see my little ace shine.

Heejin is the founder cuz she’s the first member of loona

Choerry is sun child because she’s a ray of sunshine

That’s a lot of them and this is pretty long so I’ll stop there. Feel free to ask about any others 😄

[ley-med]

I’m feeling stuck. I know I should do what I WANT and love but I’m a planner. I need back up plan upon back up plan. From the beginning; I’m in my final year of paramedics. It’s highly competitive field to get into where I am. I adore my field. But I don’t trust it to get a job ASAP. So I was thinking of studying more afterwards. I love learning new content and I adore health and medicine. I was thinking BA of nursing (2-3yrs) which could almost give me a guarantee of job bc nurses are needed..

2/ But I follow a lot of medicine blogs (there are no paramed) and I got inspired and I like the idea of studying medicine and the different fields you can go into. But I feel bad going into medicine late (I would be 22 if I chose to study it, therefore be like 30 to be in the field I want; emergency medicine/ICU/maybe anaesthetist. And I feel like a failure if I don’t do it quickly. I was thinking of a masters in paramedical science bc that is my field and it’s more amazing info!!! But it 

3/ Doesn’t really help my job prospects and it’s more just because I find it interesting rather than job and life influenced. I’m a rational thinker and will do things that wouldn’t be my first option bc I know it helps me in the long run compared to because I enjoy it 

Dear anon, first off, you are a precious gem, an amazing human, and I admire your passion for medicine and studying so much! I hope you find a way that will fulfill all your expectations.

I must admit, this is the first time I hear paramedics is a competitive field. (Not to say I don’t believe you, it’s just probably we are from different countries.) Of course I can’t and don’t want to tell you what to do, but since you wrote to me, maybe I can try shed some light on these aspects? Just so you hear an outsider’s POV, even if I don’t have any experience in any of these... I feel like you are trying to get a place in paramedics first, but you need back up plans if that doesn’t work, right? So firstly, good luck with that, I really hope you can work as a paramedic.

Getting a nursing degree is surely a fine plan. As far as I can see, there’s a shortage of nurses everywhere around the world, even though let’s be honest, the hospital basically stands on their shoulders. 2-3 years are absolutely managable, and you would definitely have a job immediately afterwards. Since you chose paramedics first, nursing would probably fit your expectations too, as they have much more contact with the patients than doctors do. And in emergency medicine, doctors nurses and paramedics are one team anyway. (Everywhere else too, but in my experience EM/ICU is where the working together is most evident.)

I don’t think you would have much problem with medical school either. Since you would already be having a degree in medicine, medical school would be so much easier. You would already have the basics down. And the variety of specialities you can choose from is indeed amazing. Even if you want to work in emergency medicine, you have a number of options to do so, several different specialities. If being 30 bothers you because, well, you would be 30, let me tell you, it doesn’t matter the slightest. I’m going to be 27 when I start residency, even if nothing happens till then, and it’s fine. I know people a lot older in med school too, and they are doing amazing. In case it bothers you because you can’t work till then... I get that. I hate that I’m still stuck in school and not working, but I’m lucky my parents are able to support me, I don’t know how I would do it otherwise.

For me, as an outsider, masters in paramedics sounds a very reasonable plan too. You would be studying what you love, and that’s never a waste of time. And after/during that, you could try and try again to get a job as a paramedic. As in, you would have more chances, not just this one after you finish school.

AND anyway you choose, it doesn’t have to be for life. Like for example you can work as a nurse for a while, then get a masters degree in paramedics, then choose something entirely different. Choose for now, not necesserily for the rest of your life, because you can always switch.

I hope I haven’t overstepped any boundaries here. Unfortunately I don’t know enough about nursing nor paramedics, and of course I don’t know you, but maybe it helps even if you just talk about it? Wish you all the best anon. And congrats for getting this far!

[survivornavarino]

Episode #12: I Don't Want To Jump Ship, but I Might Not Have A Choice -Mitch

"White Flag" - Dido I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, Or tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it Where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were But I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and destruction To come back again And I caused nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" Then I'm sure that that makes sense I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be And when we meet Which I'm sure we will All that was there Will be there still I'll let it pass And hold my tongue And you will think That I've moved on.... I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be

im so happy furbies have big fluffy ears so they were able to hear me praying that i wouldn't get rocked out with 2 idols on my birthday. furbies 4 ever <3

So Mo gets rocked out and the universe cries a little bit. I am now alone without someone to trust entirely; Autumn is in a precarious position and Shoib turned on us and is now immune. I love Rebecka and I think I'll stick with her, but in the long run, I don't think either of us are smart thinkers. Eddie is in a weird middle spot for me, I don't trust him fully, but now I feel as though we're lumped together by circumstance. Julia is crazy as usual, and her and Eddie keep butting heads, which is something I want to capitalize on in the future. Meanwhile I hope I'm building a slight rapport with the fans. I'm hoping Jake and I can bond over Nintendo, Heather and I can bond over how not cracked we are, and Trixie... I dunno, maybe I'll draw her a furby. Let's see if I can make it past final 7, or ever final 9. With Shoib immune I imagine he's going to go after Autumn; I might have to join him if he's got the numbers, which... he does. I'm now realizing one of those 5 has an idol, because someone on our side absolutely would have played it on Autumn. Fuck dude. I don't want to jump ship but I might not have a choice.

Wow. Not my ideal choice of going home, but I'll take it. I can't believe we went to rocks. O my Lawd

I love getting nine votes but surviving, losing an ally via rocks, and then losing immunity by a milisecond in the span of 90 minutes https://i.imgur.com/sSWMk6p.gif I feel awful not gonna lie. Mo died so that I could live and I feel so fucking guilty. He deserved better and that level of loyalty is priceless. The way Eddie, MItch, Rebecka, and Mo had my back just now is not only unforgettable but like a deed that I have no clue how to repay. Part of me wishes I had done things differently and the other part is like nah that was so fucking iconic. Julia and Heather are gonna get what's coming to them so like it's fine. Jake is Jake Idk what else to say- I probably shouldn't have gunned for Jake to my real allies but like I don't regret gunning for Jake to my real allies hahaha. Also Shoib can choke for doing Mitch and I dirty like that. The good news is Trixie and I are gonna call tomorrow and I pray that Trixie will see the light. Also Jake and I are hashing it out?? But Idk they all just wrote my name down so watch me still enter jury tomorrow whew. It ain't over though https://images.hellogiggles.com/uploads/2016/09/21054932/eleven.gif

Jeeeezzzz what a round! I went from wanting Julia out to working with her to target Autumn. Honestly I don’t think Autumn ever really wanted to go for Julia this round so i’m surprised Julia believed it but it’s good bc the witches coven are my true home. Eddie lied to me before the vote and tried to get me to vote out Julia saying he wanted to vote her over Autumn and I disagreed and i’m so glad that I did because he lied and they voted Shoib. going to rocks was super scary cus i had no idea what would happen but i knew it was best to take the risk cus i ain’t no pussy bitch. it all worked out perfectly with Mo getting rocked out and he deserved it for being FAKE. now it’s the final 9 and autumn wants me to work with her again but no thanks girl it’s done. 

I drew a Furby to stay alive in this game. I'm trying to bond more with the fans to make it so I'm SO likeable that they won't ever be willing to make a target out of me (: It's going to backfire horrendously, I just know it but I just want to try stuff. I'm desperate after Mo left. http://prntscr.com/iotah2 If this doesn't prove that I want to be in the game, I don't know what will

https://youtu.be/u2hZkETEwBY

Ok so yet again being a comp flop so Shoib won, but like the fans are all working together now??? I still would rather take Julia to the end since she pissed off everyone and I love her. I have to try and make a move this round now. Ill get back to you on how that goes

Jake told me the vote is Mitch but I reallt think that is stupid. Noah fence

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QvJS7Fm5II4

Sooooo aside from my obvious fear of being voted, im afraid of who is gonna vote me. I think I can trust jake and trixie obviously. But aside from this, I am weary of heather all the sudden? She dosen't really wanna vote mitch. But she said she still got my back, so we are just gonna have to see at this point. 

the king is safe, nothing to fear, I don't care who goes home I just need to focus and go back under the radar. I want Autumn out because I think she is a big threat but will keep her around for now if that's what people want. Everyone rn seems to be down on voting Mitch. Also love my supporters going to rocks for me.

I'm almost certain Jake has the idol. Trixie only knew of the idol page and not the advantage page, so I don't think she would have known to keep looking... Heather says she doesn't have it, and I don't think Julia is... equipped to find it. Shoib also lives in the UK so I can only guess he was asleep when we merged. I have to play around Jake now... Not something I'm a fan of. I'm going to have to split votes or something to get him out, but I can't do it now, I'm too vulnerable. Heather and I are getting along and talking game. Jake and I are talking, not game. Trixie and I are starting to talk. I briefly talked to Julia, but did anything deep come out of it? eh Shoib says he doesn't want to come after Autumn and I, which I believe. But he also wants to vote out one of Eddie or Rebecka, and my DAUGHTER is NOT going ANYWHERE So Eddie might die. Julia might die. Whom knows

This little torch of mine, I'm gonna let it shine! This little torch of autumns, I'm gonna let it shine!! This little torch of mitchs, I'm gonna let it shine!!! This little torch of eddies, I'm gonna let it shine!!!! LET EM SHINE LET EM SHINE DOUBLE DOUBLE TOIL N TROUBLE PLS VOTE JULIA OUT AND NOT MY CREW THANK U ALL GOODTNIGHT!!!!!

So I'm trying to stick with the people who voted Autumn last round to take out another person on the other side. I am fine with Autumn/Rebecka/Mitch going. But we originally had the plan to throw our votes on Mitch and say it's Autumn, but Shoib wanted to flip it on Rebecka which I'm fine with too. Eddie and Autumn have been trying to get me to flip on Julia but I'm not voting her. Eddie is telling me stuff about Shoib and he seems messy as fuck tbh. I want to target him next round if Rebecka goes.

im shaking idk if jake is voting julia but it doesnt seem like he is and if he isnt im highkey FUCKED. Anyway.