#am i losing my mind?

[crowcaws]

Excuse me did Lockwood just cut the fucking crust off that toast and slide it to Lucy?? What is happening. I'm posessed. I'm overcome. Who wrote this

[my18thcenturysource]

A place in my block just opened, and they have loud club music every night until late (like 4am kind of late), and honestly, I think I am slowly losing my mind. Haven't slept properly in WEEKS, and the music is loud enough to sound like I have the party in my living room.

[yzafre]

Slowly making my way through TMNT 2003 and the way my head SNAPPED up when I heard this background melody. Because that's. That's.

That's used in Detonation on the TWEWY soundtrack, right? At the beginning and 0:41, right???

[seagreenstardust]

There’s this art I’ve seen going around just showing Izuku and Katsuki’s hands clasped, and does anyone know where that came from? It just suddenly started popping up everywhere and I never caught if it was a fanwork or something more official. They’re both obviously in their hero gear, Kats with no gauntlets and Izuku might be wearing the suit? It’s hard to tell with only their hands in frame.

[auspicioustidings]

Neverland AU when? Give me croc König with mer Kortac only too happy to drown his victims for him and Captain Graves and his crew who will pass you around if they catch you and Lost Boys 141 who use you as the prey in their hunting games immediately actually.

[pandaimitator]

What time is it? You ask

1 am.

And what are you doing? You ask

Still writing smut.

How many pages of straight up smut is that today?

I mean today, like 1,5, its only 1 am after all.

[primeordialooze]

People are so dramatic about the cunty little vampires

I read the books and i say "haha, slay"

I watch the movie and i go "haha slay, tom cruise"

I watch the show and i go "haha, slay"

Obviously, debate and theorise to your hearts content, but chill out pls. Theyre not real. Just because someone likes (insert character) does not mean they endorse any and all actions said character did/didnt make.

Also, they eat people.

[jedibinx]

Writing, writing, something, update

Okay so what's happening with my mind ramblings? This:

Finding NetherRealm finished today (I'm sad) - BUT for those who have been reading it, tune in tomorrow for something o_o

All That You Are Is All That I Need - ch7 was published today so we're halfway through already

Coming Up:

I wrote something that, I dunno... it was on my mind, and I've been having a crisis of the brain variety recently and I just thought Kris would make a pretty cool counsellor and so I wrote something that resembles an exploration into the psyche and relationships and thought processes and it links in to... something, but it feels different to all my other stuff. Anyway, "Skylar" will be published starting 15th, a chapter a day for ten days. I'll put all the necessary trigger warnings on it when the time arrives. I wrote 12K words in three days on this so I dunno, it fell out of me.

Okay, nice.

[missathlete31]

Where did you see that Glen's new films is being shot in Sputh Africa?

Okay but I felt like I saw it on here? Or on the news article on it?

Of course now I can’t find it so is this my own Mandala effect or does anyone else out here remembering seeing that it was filming in South Africa?

Just confusing myself at this point lol

[codesquire]

Music friends with really good ears and phones...

Can you listen to "Got to Get You Into My Life" off Revolver (sounds like it's the pressing used for first CDs)?

I'm hearing a phantom fuzz guitar doubling a horn part, and I can't tell if it's mix bleed.

[radi0activesmile]

{ x

Am I going insane or have I lost the ability to reblog a meme from the source?

No matter where I click, it brings me to that person's entire blog rather than directly to the post I'm trying to see. }

[e17omm]

Wait. Hold on. I got 4 savefiles that is now confusing me.

So, I have done 4 Persona 5 Royal playthroughs: 1st playthrough, NG+, new game with mods, new game with more mods.

However. I now have 4 savefiles that, together, is confusing me.

1: 106 hours, start of NG+

2: completed game, 53 hours.

3: completed game, 56 hours (the 4th playthrough finish)

4: 87 hours, NG+ at the final fight.

Whats confusing me is this:

I would have played NG+ after my first savefile, 106 hours. But thats apparently not the case.

I got a completed game at 53 hours, and a basically completed NG+ save at 87 hours. I also know I overwrote my 3rd playthrough's saveslots with my 4th playthrough, since my 3rd playthrough didnt have much different and I didnt do anything special, and my 1st playthrough took over 100 hours.

So what it looks like is this:

First playthrough: 106 hours

Forgotten playthrough: 53 hours.

NewGame+ of previous playthrough: 87 hours.

Deleted "3rd" playthrough.

"4th" playthrough: 56 hours.

I have 53 hours of my life I apparently have absolutely no memory of. At all.

This also DOESNT add up to my playtime

106 (first playthrough) + 87 (forgotten + NG+) + 60 (guestimated "3rd" playthrough time) + 56 (latest) = 309.

So I am ADDITIONALLY MISSING 81 HOURS.

WHAT IS GOING ON?! IS IT GAME OVERS?! SAVESCUMMING IN THE VELVET ROOM? I DO NOT THINK THAT WOULD ADD UP TO 81 HOURS. Maybe 10 hours at most. 15 if we think Im really bad. The most savescumming Ive done was on the latest playthrough.

Because it cannot be that I overwrote my 1st playthrough because that would be +100 hours and push me over 400 hours playtime.

Do I just have a completely forgotten playthrough along with my first modded playthrough taking longer, which to be fair, it definitely could have, but I doubt it was longer than 90 hours, which is still 51 hours short of my total playtime.

[bumblebeebichette]

does anyone else hear “daddy bo” being chanted from the crowd or am i hearing what i want to hear??

[bluehourmountain]

(Part II) "A gingerbread man sits inside a gingerbread house. Is the house made of flesh? Or is he made of house? He screams, for he does not know." When I first saw that post, it made me laugh, but it also immediately set me on a train of thought that would never stop. He's just like me, fr... Okay... So, we don't literally live in houses made of people... that would be quite scary... but we are made of atoms, like everything else in the universe, and the patterns may not be the same, the arangements, the atomic structure, but when it comes down to it... This universe is space-time stuff... And anything outside of it is... well, I can't really wrap my head around it, but... We are made of, and made by, the universe. Not in the divine sense do I mean, a creation that involves thought or intention, but in the natural sense how simply time and space creates new things every day, as a consequence of entropy. Stars form and planets, then on those planets maybe life. We're made of the same stuff that the universe is, because we're part of it. But we also live in it, it is our home. So... technically we are made of house?? Sort of?? This train of thought brought me further along to the idea of... what am I? How do I define myself then? As seperate, from the environment around me? Where do I end, and where does "everything else" begin? My hand is at the end of my arm, it's connected to it, but I draw a line at my wrist and declare... "This part is different!" Yet, if I lost my arm, I wouldn't say "I lost my arm, and my hand." As my hand is still a part of my arm, but my arm is a part of me. Yet if I lost it, I would still be myself. It isn't our bodies that make us who we are... Is it the pattern then? The pattern of our minds? If it's not the physical brain, but the patterns that form inside it... The words we say, the things we think, the feelings we express... These are all the things that make us who we are... Yet even those are a product of outside influence, not entirely seperate from the world around us. So, where does my hand end, and my arm begin? Where does my "self" end... And where should I say is the start of *literally everything else* ???

If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.

[luthienne]

i wake up thirsty and i think of palestine. i go to the doctor’s office and i think of palestine. a sign in the corner of the waiting room says ‘this is a place of healing, disruptive behavior will not be tolerated’ and i think of palestine. they probably weren’t thinking of bombs and snipers and mass graves in parking lots. i call my parents and i think of palestine. i drive to the grocery store and i think of palestine. i look at the clear blue sky and i think of palestine. i put the dishes away and i think of palestine. i feed my cat and i think of palestine. i listen to music and i think of palestine. i read poetry and i think of palestine. i text my friends and i think of palestine. i think of palestine and i think of palestine and i think of palestine

[starburstchoir]

preview some random male design, revert back to my current, mess with the face sliders a little

saves to the third slot

zooms out, realizes the body is way different even tho i didnt touch the body

reverts back to my current