#am i cray?

[cafecitoeddie]

okay so this is the second time i’ve seen someone write ‘queerbait’ in the tags of this post and i’m just. blegh. i have some thoughts and i’m not sure if i’m wrong or perhaps thinking too much into it or what but. i’m just Not Okay with that being tossed around based off scenes of Eddie looking at Buck.

the acting choices Ryan is making in terms of Eddie looking at Buck stem from a place of Eddie possibly having had his “OH! IT’S YOU.” moment, his “my god do i love you” moment, his “i’m dying and all i want is to hold your hand moment”, something we actually got to see on our screens when he was shot in the middle of a Los Angeles street and the one thing he does is reach out for Buck, whether or not you believe he remembers any of it is up to you but he Did That. That was a scene that happened, in canon. we don’t know that Eddie has had That moment, only Ryan does. and his acting choices have Been Okayed by tptb because hey, they wrote the damn scenes. we have no control over that, we just see his amazing acting choices play out for us and make our assumptions about why.

now, that being said, no one is saying Eddie is in love with Buck, no one is saying Buck is in love with Eddie, as far as I know no one from production has outright said “maybe we will, maybe we won’t.” no one has made Ryan and Oliver have interviews in which they’re playing up the ship for laughs and giggles, only to downplay it in the same breath. i have not seen any sort of “yea we know about X Ship and we are gonna mess with the audience about it” talk to get people to watch the show as most queerbaiting tends to do. no one is saying Eddie might possibly be kinda gay only to have him date women after women after women because He Is A Man. imo i think i’ve been around fandom long enough to know This Ain’t It babes. 

now what happens in the rest of the season, and possibly any other season to come, is another story but if they haven’t been doing that for the past 5 seasons why would they do it now?

my gifset was meant to show how eddie looks at buck with such love and adoration. he looks at him like he’s happy to see him, happy to be around him, happy just to be and exist. buck allowed him to be vulnerable and broken and stuck around anyway, in spite of it all, maybe even because of it. because at the end of it all buck needed someone to do just that for him too. they need to be broken and vulnerable together to learn how to put each other back together.

[drizzledrawings]

I guess… I guess….. this is the end….. I’ll have… to learn……. To be….. somebody else

[sagevines]

my poolverine brain and spideypool were about to fight after i watched deadpool and wolverine but then i remembered this is tumblr!!! i can ship both!!!

[craykaycee]

Woe more self indulgence be upon ye!! Wanna be!! silly goofs!!!! with the silly goofs!!!!!!!! Ghost in the Machine by @venomous-qwille !!

[sonikkublue]

Never again. ---- collab i did w/ my bestie @ultimasho

[mango-mya]

Putting her into situations because I don't like her 👎👎👎👎

[crayycrayon]

"nooo mariana and john are gonna get together" get a grip. like seriously fucking get a grip. you guys are so in for "MEN CAN DATE IN CANON MATERIAL!!" but a fucking male and female friendship is too much for you to handle??? can you guys fucking grow up. their interaction in the most recent was so fucking clearly platonic. he literally has a scene extremely similar scene with sherlock.

you guys just hate women. its incredibly blatant. im fully serious. if you got angry at the mariana scene but you were fine with the sherlock scene its not because you "want representation", or because you're "scared of queerbaiting" (which btw s&co isnt even doing!). its because you hate women in key roles. seriously try to explain to me how watching the ONLY MAIN FEMALE CHARACTER actually grow and develop with her male cast and being upset at that isnt blatant sexism.

[pissfaggit]

Captain Bialar Crais 🤪

[mssmooll]

I just need to live in someone's ribcage, cuddling their heart, extending my arms around theirs, wrapping myself around them, I just need someone to be pathetic and a freak with me, I just need someone to love me and need me as I need them.

[moratcha]

hi i haven't seen any active dunmeshi servers recently so i decided to make one. shoutout to oc havers + selfshippers + little freaks especially. please join so we can all be insane together <:3c

+18 BTW NO MINORS IM SORRY!!!!!! https://discord.gg/7XxVABzb45

[cantrailivn45]

Ohh I feel the art block coming

I missed u zeus gow 3 fish armour best armour

[lyney-mp3]

๋࣭ ⭑⚝ 'I AM HUNGRY!!' transparents !! (part two)

── .✦ VVERY SELF INDULGENT . AGAIN

── .✦ if using, please like & reblog, credit appreciated but not required!! illustration by cosMo, character design by syuri22

[aychama]

What if I stuff Narinder in his frilly little maid dress, make him do the Camal by Camal dance and lose a piece of my sanity along the way

Lets lose our sanity over a fictional cat-man together.

[craykaycee]

@vurelly Ask and you shall receive

I think the language filter malfunctioned-- good thing the kids just left xDD

((here's the vid link with the audio that inspired this))

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

💕💕💕💕

[poolboyservice]

shakings you guys !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just finally got around to reading chapter 4 of a fanfic a friend has been writing and !!! GRHAHGRGGERGGRGGRGGAAAAA

I cannot stress this enough, please please please PLEASE !!!!!!!! go check out How It Came To Be by @brits4gerardway on @drinkpisser

it's a really good fic and uhm uhm uhm !! its a really fucking fun read and like . i dont wanna say too much without spoiling but like trust me bro it's really good and uhm !!

literally shaking oh mhy GOD