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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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If you look closely you can see my nipple :3
#egirl#tumblr girls#soft egirl#waifugirl#soft grunge#alternative girl#egirl makeup#softcore#best waifu#egirl noods#pastel grunge#grungy girls#grungy style#grungie#grunge girl#soft goth#gothstyle#goth makeup#cyber y2k#y2k#y2k aesthetic#y2k moodboard#am i an egirl yet#yummy tummy#alternative goth#alternative style#alt fashion#adult model#alt model
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same as it ever was !
find this print on redbubble <33
#talking heads#stop making sense#poster#poster art#poster design#graphic design#my art#david byrne#same as it ever was#once in a lifetime#80s music#aesthetic#you don't understand the hold this song has on me#and yes#I forgot the 'time isn't holding up' part of the song#that is because I am stupid and too lazy to add it now#it's my favourite part as well#oups#also don't find it on redbubble yet#it's not working#oops
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The X trilogy + "psycho-biddy" influences
#x 2022#pearl#maxxxine#x series#strait-jacket#psycho#what ever happened to baby jane#horror#psycho-biddy#hagsploitation#made this whole big thing which i still might post eventually but. in terms of aesthetics. this abridged version is better lol#i'm not gonna finish the other post tonight but consider this a preview of sorts#i can't stop thinking about what if they leaned more into the 'hagsploitation' aspect of it all lol#i actually find it odd + off-putting that they start and end maxxxine with a bette davis reference#with a big significant psycho cameo at the bates motel itself#and there's not really any payoff for those allusions!!#i think if you're gonna try to tie into a legacy of older horror films you should do it in a sincere way#because that just felt like 'elevated horror' bonus points + nostalgia bait#anyway. it's fun to think about the potential it had + how all the building blocks exist within the narrative to do something interesting#and i am a 1960s hagsploitation subgenre apologist lol#what ever happened to baby jane? changed my brain chemistry the first time i watched it as a kid#so maybe i'm just nostalgia baiting myself making these connections lmao#but it could have been so good#it could have been the perfect synthesis of the shared themes across all three movies#but i don't think hagsploitation gets butts in movie theater seats like girlboss 80s nostalgia vaguely true crime related shit#oh wait also i guess calling psycho a hagsploitation movie is like. probably not 100% accurate#but it is though. it's not an inversion of the subgenre bc the subgenre didn't exist yet#but it builds up a mystery 'psycho-biddy' character only to reveal that she's not the murderer#which is also what happens in strait-jacket so i think it counts!!#+ psycho is directly referenced in all 3 movies so it’s a pretty clear influence on the trilogy as a whole
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Have some more Spoopy Season content!
#alt girl#cryptid#just cryptid things#just girly things#im just a girl#just girly posts#just girly thoughts#am i pretty?#am i cute yet#alternative#goddess#goth aesthetic#blonde goth#goth#goth girl#big tiddy goth girl#am i hot#am i sexy?#tell me im horrifying#tell me im hot#tell me im sexy#tell me im pretty#tell me im cute#need validation#i crave validation#i need validation#attention wh0r3#needy princess#attention slvt#desperate for attention
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a merry Between Week to everyone! rest well!
extra layers:
#sundown wishes you all well!#im not a festive person Unless Its Halloween#but i cannot deny the allure of the crisis Aesthetic#and im Always looking for an excuse to draw my guys <3#i enjoyed putting them in a santa/reindeer themed version of their usual fits#they'd deliver presents So fucking violently. gusto! showmanship! Destruction!#ryan wears spiked horseshoes for a reason... a reason Other than ice....#and then they'd dash off into the night with a Yeehaw & a Hawyee#scribble garnish#forced idiots <3#oc#original character#puppet oc#i will say! the colors fell apart As Usual#the intricacies of hue continue to elude me#but oh my god am i proud of the lines#i spent. so much time getting this Mostly right#adding the line weight... soothing and yet oof ouch my wrists#this took a lot out of me! im tired! but happy!#a little gift to myself i think#also im sorry but i must be insane about sundown for a moment#GAH SHE ACHASDSAKLNADKML FUCKFUCKFUCK SHE'S SO IT'S SO I'M SO-#SHE MAKES ME UNWELL SHE'S MY OWN BRAIN GUY BUT SHE MAKES ME INSANE#PUPPET CORRUPTION ARC REAL BUT LIKE IN A POSITIVE WAY KINDA#not the arson. arson is not positive BUT THE OTHER STUFF LETS GO SUNDOWN SUMMER. MY BELOVED SUNNY#also bc i feel like someone's gonna tag her as such bc that usually happens:#friendly reminder! Her Ass Is Not A WH Oc. She's Just A Funky Fella From My Headworlds
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🌬 25th nov '23 — baking, enjoying the frosty weather and the feel of crisp air on my skin, wearing new chunky jumpers, watching christmas films, and reading thick classics (the tenant of wildfell hall is my current read, and it might just be a new favourite) <3
i adore this time of year so much. it always feels magical and (oddly) warm — everything is always a little softer around christmas time
#winter ily#btw i am aware it's technically not winter yet. but it's snowing so it is in my eyes lmao#i hope you're all happy and if not i'm sending you sm love and hug. hopefully this post gives you a little bit of warmth <3#literature aesthetics#photo diaries#photo diary#photography#books#bookish#bookblr#bookworm#bookstagram#dark academia#booklover#books and libraries#winter#winter wonderland#snow#baking#cooking#christmas#festive#autumn#beige#pinterest#studyblr#study space#study hard#beige fashion#🌬
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It's Halloween so I had to draw my fav clown❤️❤️
#its actually crazy i havent drawn him yet#like what#i literally love him#live laugh alex brightman am i right#my art#helluva boss#helluva fanart#helluvaverse#helluva boss fanart#fizzarolli#fizzaroli helluva boss#helluva fizzarolli#helluva fizz#helluva boss fizzarolli#helluva boss fizz#clowncore#clown art#clown#spooky month#spooky season#spooky aesthetic#spooky vibes#spoopy#spooptober#🎃🎃🎃
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the 2000s really said 'get in losers, we're adapting everything except p&p because joe wright beat us to that one'
#jane austen#dollsome does polls#i still remember vividly when all these were coming out when i was in college#downloading them on my trusty laptop and watching them nine million times and making so many livejournal icons#i knew how to party in college#for the record i'm reeeeeally torn between s&s and emma. really torn! so torn i can't vote yet!#emma is objectively perfect but the seaside aesthetic of s&s is SO GOOD.#(and i love charity wakefield's marianne a lot!)#update: i went with s&s because i am pretty sure emma's gonna be a landslide anyway!
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Also team, let this be the year we are more comfortable interacting with each other. Forget aesthetic, like/reblog to support your friends. Comment on their work. Be feral. A community is only as good as the members in it and we should strive to support each other.
#lowkey i do think the pursuit of ~aesthetic~ comes at the cost of isolation#oh yeah your blog looks nice but people know you won't reblog their stuff#so why should they to you?#i'm being controversial yet brave here#i am shameless in my love for things to look pretty but#you can't complain people don't interact with you if you won't because it'll ruin your theme#this isn't inspired by anything i was just guilty of it in the past#。・゚゚・ — sea speaks
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queer people will think they have a strong identity set in stone based on their past experiences and feelings and then years later have its entire foundation blasted away as soon as they think about it from a different perspective for a minimum of 5 seconds and then start questioning their entire identity again
it's me. i'm queer people. i think i just realised my identity as a demiromantic person is actually demi-queerplatonic or even some sort of demi-alterous thing instead and what i felt before wasn't actually romance and now i'm really confused about it. chat wtf is going on
#the aro -> demi -> queerplatonic -> alterous pipeline is real lmaooooo#ok i did some more thinking. i might be demialterous! the term alterous feels very close to what i felt a few years back#and it does kinda match up with how i feel about my fictional beloveds. it's a strong loving for them that is not romantic-#-but rather something else entirely that is very intense (along with aegosexual and aesthetic attraction)#idk man i just love them a lot and want to think about them getting kissed#i feel like i just hatched from a new cocoon again with this realisation lollll#feelings are weird.....#but that begs the question: if i am not demiromantic then what am i when it comes to romance?#i've used the demiromantic label for so long that i'm just really confused on what i am now that i might not be demiromantic after all#of course i can still use it if i want to because i can do whatever i want forever but also i love having accurate labels to categorise-#-my many feelings like books in a bookshelf and now i need to do some searching#i think i might be grayromantic or desinoromantic... i'm not sure yet#also i looked up the alterous flag and it looks like a derpy hooves x pinkie pie flag and now i'm just thinking about them loll#should derpy and pinkie be alterous mascots? the colours match up pretty well#man now i just wanna think about derpy and pinkie in an alterous relationship with each other#the term for an alterous relationship IS called a gummyfriend! and that fits pinkie so well#alterous#aroace#aromantic#arospec#aro spectrum#aro#aspec#questioning#demiromantic#demialterous#HOLY SHIT THERE'S A TAG FOR THAT?????#oh boy i gotta read up on that tag later
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Him: "Girl you're so pretty!"
Me: "Thanks it's the mental illness"
#lipstick#makeup#alternative#alt girl#alt style#blonde goth#goth aesthetic#blonde goddess#im just a girl#just girly things#just Cryptid things#cryptid#blonde princess#blonde#cute girl#cute#pretty girl#pretty#tell me im pretty#tell me im cute#tell me im beautiful#am i crazy#am i cute yet#am i cute?#am i pretty?#cute? idk#cute? maybe?#felt cute#felt cute might delete later#felt cute might eat a man's heart later
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❝𝐁𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞; 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐲, 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤 – 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐭.❞ 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋
-Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ
Also the raven is a reference to his bird Vogel btw (imagine naming your bird the word bird but in another language???(
#AMADÉ!!!#this is my first moodboard#moodboard#mozart#wolfgang amadeus mozart#orchestra#dark academia#♥️#cat boy mozart#history#music#classical music#classical composers#pinterest#historical figure#angst#violin#piano#idk#amadeus#quote#aesthetic#GUYS IDK#ERMMM#ballroom#elegant#i dont know#am i done yet#okay
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