#am dead and dying thanks !!!!!
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Two kinds of comments and replies on ao3:
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commentor: nice fic
author replying: Hello you have done me the greatest of services. The kindest of compassions hast been received from thine good hand. May you be blessed into the coming days, for you have blessed me and mine.
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commentor: This tore into my ribcage and you hold my still-beating heart in your hands. I loved the thematic strength of this story--the persistent symbolism within is everything, actually. Your characterization was so on point, I adored the specific choices you made to cement not only the dynamics and show the effect on others but also the further the plot in a logical manner--
author replying: lol thx <3
#JUST ME??? JUST ME???#ao3#fanfic comments#I'M SO SORRY ACTUALLY. REPLYING TO COMMENTS AND TRYING TO EXPRESS HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR THE LOVE#like there is no way to properly express it actually because the love given to us will always feel greater than that received sometimes#i'm dead and dying sorry#trying my utmost to express that i know i've been given a lot and wish to give at least a little love or thanks back but it's. not happening#esp bc school is kicking my butt and i cannot reply to all these comments fr hbfjwiogsdjlk
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Dealing with the crushing duality of human beings, as usual.
Some people really do just walk into the fire to help others, and some will point and laugh at them, the fire, and the dead. Some people will house and feed you in your time of need, and some will take the last scrap of clothing off your back. Some people will travel thousands of miles to bring bread to the starving, and have their corpses mocked by the person who shot them for fun.
That’s it. That’s us. That’s humanity.
#humanity#I don’t know I just#see it over and over and over again#helpers there to feed dying kids#shot at#mocked for dying for their cause#someone tried to save a place of prayer in LA#and someone laughing and cheering#Saw a man sobbing because his animal family members are most likely dead#and them saw the pointed figers and laughing faces in our own government#we’ve been watching kids#children being blown up#shot 200 times#left starving and limbless#do you have that empty part of you in your chest#that oozes and aches#or are you happy because those kids#those children#were the Wrong Kind of children#and thank god we’re stomping them out#I don’t know man#I don’t know what we do with this#I can’t be in species with that#is that human?#it is#then what am I?#then what are we who aren’t that?#what ARE we?
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Ernesto De La Cruz: Tragic Hero (..in his own mind)
Well, at the time of posting this, it’s November 12th. That’s around Day of the Dead season, I think, though I’m as white as the snowflake that is my profile picture (I do enjoy learning more about other cultures though, so I’m glad to get educated and learn more) so you know what? We’re gonna talk about Coco. Yep, hands-down one of the best Pixar movies ever made, THAT Coco. Yes, I know there are arguments about it and Book of Life and which one is better, but I’m not here to talk about any of that.
Time to talk about this ABSOLUTE RAT.
Oohhh, look at him and his big stupid hat and his big stupid bow and his big stupid ribcage. He’s a fraud and a liar and an idiot and he kills people to take their songs.. AND take credit for them! Oooohh he’s stupid. I wanna punch him. You wanna punch him. Let’s all punch him! He’s a murderer, a liar, a traitor, he’s—
Not that bad?
WAIT. What?
Well, okay, see. This might be a little hard to grasp on to, but Ernesto De La Cruz is NOT THAT BAD.
To himself at least. Because to himself, his intentions are noble. He genuinely doesn’t see what he’s doing wrong.. because he’s always thought that this is how fame works. You have to make sacrifices. Then you get famous.
Let me explain.
See, when most people talk about this character, they bring up how terrible it was that he acted so nice and sympathetic, how dastardly in disguise it was for him to act like a nice person. People claim it’s all fake— he never cared for Miguel, he never cared for Héctor, he’s a psychopath, plain and simple.
But.. he’s not.
Look at him. It’s the stupid Hans thing all over again— his face. He genuinely seems proud of Miguel, of the idea he has a great-great-grandson. He shows him off to all his fancy rich friends, lets Miguel monologue about himself, excitedly shows Miguel around, even offer the kid advice. And he genuinely means it.
Of course, the reason people say he doesn’t is because for one, he LITERALLY murdered Héctor. Which, yeah, that sucks, so let’s talk about that first.
As we all know, Ernesto and Héctor were once best friends, two boys chasing the dream of becoming a musician. But Ernesto wanted to play for the world and bask in their adoration. Why? Because he just woke up and decided he deserved it? No, actually. He’s not exactly a textbook narcissist. Yes, he has narcissistic qualities, but there is plainly no evidence to suggest his friendship with Héctor was toxic. If it was, Héctor would have been less shocked to know that Ernesto poisoned him— because if Ernesto was shitty enough to bully and berate his own best friend, then aggravated assault and murder wouldn’t be too shocking for an already manipulative psycho. Yet Héctor genuinely was shocked anyway. And since Héctor’s a bit of a pessimist, it doesn’t seem like him to overestimate his ex-amigo.
(Yes, I know Héctor probably just didn’t want to believe that Ernesto was capable of murder either way. But come on. This man has had the entire afterlife to perfect his lying and his Dìa De Los Muertos Scheme. If Ernesto was that bad in the first place you mean to tell me a salty Héctor WOULDN’T consider the idea?! And he’s certainly a smart enough character to know when he’s being mistreated and when too far is too far, hence why he wants to return home to his family instead of abandoning them! And not to mention how he is totally unafraid of confronting Ernesto. I know that abuse and mistreatment comes in all shapes and sizes, but I don’t think this is the narrative we’re supposed to follow here.)
Ernesto genuinely valued Héctor. He isn’t a textbook narcissist because he recognizes the value and importance of Héctor’s ideas, and hoped to become famous with him by his side, as literally stated in Ernesto’s original plan. Look at the desperation on his face when he thinks Héctor is leaving:
He looks near tears. He’s practically BEGGING. And Héctor doesn’t even bother to give Ernesto any tips on songwriting or farewell wishes, he just kind of leaves. If anything, HÉCTOR is being the jerk here.
But honestly? We can hardly blame him. He was a caring father and a family man who just wanted to get back home. There’s hurt in his eyes, too.
Ernesto, on the other hand? He pushes the envelope too far. He kills Héctor for his songs. He already had poison on him for.. some reason, so what? Did he think he’d poison himself if he didn’t make it? Reputation and fame is very important to Ernesto. Yet it didn’t take him long to come up with the conclusion of killing his friend. Why? Is he really just that insane and am I talking in circles?
Nah. He tells Héctor, “I could never hate you” and it’s true! He doesn’t HATE Héctor. But he needs his songs. He’s been working so hard that in his mind, he just needs to take another step, to.. seize his moment.
He sees this as a necessary option. His reputation is important to him, and he doesn’t want the secret to get to light.. not the murder one. He just doesn’t want anyone to think he’s unoriginal, that he copied someone else’s ideas. Because he’s built his entire career around how talented he is. Because he’s the guy who “actually did it” and who wanted fame and fortune for.. what? Self-validation? He never seems to have any type of family to his name (despite the fact that his name is everywhere and everybody knows him), and even calls his audience his family, proclaiming the world is his family. Was he perhaps an orphan, or had parents who couldn’t care for him? Is that why he couldn’t understand why Héctor would leave for his family and gets desperate, than murderous? Because Ernesto himself never had a family to speak of or anyone to teach him values beyond his own musical dreams?
“Apologies, my friend, but the show must go on,” he says to Héctor, ready to kill Miguel— not out of any malice or hatred. Earlier in the film, good old Ern-DLC got the bombastic Disney Villain green motif all over his ass-
-as he proclaims that he knows deep down that Miguel, being his supposed family, should understand how Ernesto’s mind works. Since he knows that Ernesto sees the world as his family, since he heard Ernesto’s awkward “sì” when he was asked about whether it was hard for him to leave a hypothetical De La Cruz family that may or may not exist. He just throws Miguel into a pond (well.. he gets his security to do so) and there’s no evidence that he has no plan to get him out. He still thinks Miguel is his great-great-grandson. Yes, he put Héctor down there too, but he saw it as a necessary evil because he could do it before, and could do it again. Hurting Héctor just to reach his own fame.. and not seeing anything wrong with it. Seeing it as just another obstacle. Which is my whole point, that he saw nothing wrong with it, in case my rambling sidetracked you. Anyway, Héctor is being forgotten. Héctor could vanish down there, then Ernesto could go get the then-dead Miguel, get the kid to understand fully, and continue living his fame that he believes he earned while Miguel reaps in the rewards of having a famous great-great-grandfather and keeps mum about the whole Héctor thing.
People underestimate Ernesto. Look, fame is hard to achieve. Yes, Ernesto did steal Héctor’s songs, but he didn’t forge any documents. He got himself famous through interviews and acting, even if he had to steal some things along the way. He genuinely did work hard in any other regard, and of course he knows that one has to work hard to seize their moment. And though there’s no evidence to prove he ever hated Héctor, he had already worked so hard and wouldn’t fail. He tried to reason with him first, and his choice to poison him, though drastic, disgusting, and villainous, was what this admittedly tragic family-less man saw as the logical next step.
He literally says it in his villainous monologue: “I’ve worked too hard, Héctor!” “I am ERNESTO DE LA CRUZ!” (as he gets agitated at the idea that he’s a coward, as he’s already had to brave revenge plots against his own ex-best-friend, crazy fans, the pressure of fame, and his own twisted moral code) “I am the one who’s willing to do WHATEVER IT TAKES to seize my moment! Whatever.. it takes.” So, yeah. Listen to his monologue with this in mind. He thinks it’s the logical next step, he doesn’t see anything wrong with it— he’s willing to do whatever it takes. Maybe it even hurt him to take Héctor down. But he did it anyway, because in his warped mind, he thought it would be another GENUINELY HEROIC STEP to the fame he felt he deserved. He admits he worked too hard and seems to try to reason with Héctor again, though this time what he thinks is the right choice is obviously much worse; but by now Ernesto knows he has no family ties to Miguel. The show must go on, bruh man said it himself, and he wants his fame to continue.. because he WORKED SO HARD. He butchered his own friend to get where he is and won’t let anything stand in his way, or else what was that murder for? Then he’s just a psycho (to others; again Ernesto doesn’t really see anything wrong with it), a coward (he does NOT want to be called this, clearly), and everyone who always disbelieved in him is right.
Look at his face after the crowd realizes what he’s done:
Shock. Awe. Surprise. He genuinely doesn’t get it.
In Ernesto’s mind, warped by likely a family-less backstory, he thought that an inexcusable, regrettable action like killing his friend was made excusable since it would help him continue the journey to get the love and acceptance he wants and thinks he deserves. He did care about Miguel; he’s no blood-soaked killer. But he’s willing to do whatever it takes to seize his moment even so, because he thinks this’ll help him, even if he ends up regretting it later. He’s worked too hard.
It makes more sense for him to have been so morally flawed that he genuinely doesn’t get the consequences of his disgusting actions than for him to be so narcissistic that he thinks people would love him even after killing somebody. Because the movie Coco is so nuanced, Ernesto is purposefully tragic. He’s the next great Disney Villain, lying and conniving, but not reveling in the evil; like Claude Frollo before him, he thinks it’s a genuinely good thing to do on his path to stardom, that even though he genuinely cared about Héctor he couldn’t let him get in the way of his dream, and even though he genuinely cared for Miguel, knowing he’s truly not family will soften the blow of having to be rid of him in order to continue to reap the rewards of being famous without his dear reputation tarnished. Yet inevitably when it is, again like Claude Frollo, he doesn’t get it. Because he thinks he’s done good. He thinks this was just another path on his rite to stardom.
It’s why he just stands there wide-eyed instead of doing anything actually smart once he’s found out, or running away from the terrifying alibrije cat demon THING. Because he genuinely can’t understand why his so-called world-family would hate him. After all, they’ve always known he was a hard worker! And he doesn’t see why this news is any different.
Obviously I’m not condoning murder and attempted murder and the things Ernesto did. But this is my interpretation of the narrative and an interpretation that I think is worth reading through. The next time you hear “Remember Me”, the non-sad version, remember.. he’s either a tragic individual, so wrapped up in his own goal he doesn’t even know right-and-wrong from each other.. or an even scarier villain because of his inability to separate the two.
#ernesto de la cruz#coco#coco film#coco disney#day of the dead#still not over coco#movie theories#theories that are basically fact#i am dying on this hill#hector rivera#héctor rivera#miguel rivera#disney villains#text post#headcanons on crack#rant post#thanks for reading#disney fandom#i think im so smart for this one#disney#attempting to make sense of mexican culture things while knowing i will probably get things wrong#sorry guys#remember me#claude frollo#frollo is mentioned#someone write a version of ernesto singing hellfire#ernesto sees nothing wrong with murder#ernesto is a tragic character whoops#he’s not any less evil#hell maybe technically this makes him MORE evil
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OKAY A QUICK CONFESSION,
I ACTUALLY JUST FINISHED PHOENIX WRIGHT: ACE ATTORNEY
AND I AM.
BROKEN.
I AM A BROKEN, SHATTERED MAN. I WILL NEVER, EVER BE THE SAME.
N E V E R .
WORDS CANNOT BEGIN TO DESCRIBE A FRACTION OF THE EMOTIONS THAT I’M FEELING RIGHT NOW
BEING IN THE POSSESSION OF EVERY WORD OF EVERY LANGUAGE THROUGHOUT ALL OF HISTORY WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH TO EVEN SCRATCH THE SURFACE
I CARE FOR THESE CHARACTERS SO SO DEEPLY, AND IT ALMOST HURTS PHYSICALLY TO SEE THEM, BE. FOR IT TO BE OVER. IT WOUNDS MY HEART, AND MY SOUL CAN BARELY TAKE IT.
THE CREDITS STARTED ROLLING AND I WAS IMMEDIATELY REDUCED TO NOTHING BUT A SCREAMING WAILING MESS OF TEARS.
I DON’T THINK I’LL EVER BE ABLE TO PROPERLY EXPRESS THE APPRECIATION AND LOVE I HOLD FOR THIS VIDEO GAME SERIES. I LOVE IT SO IMPOSSIBLY MUCH AND I’M SO GLAD SO MANY PEOPLE AGREE. PHOENIX WRIGHT: ACE ATTORNEY WAS AND STILL IS REVOLUTIONARY, IT CHANGED THE WAY VISUAL NOVELS EXISTED, IT DID SO SO SO MUCH WITH THE LITTLE IT WAS GIVEN, AND FOR THAT I THINK IT ABSOLUTELY DESERVES ALL THE PRAISE IN THE WORLD EVER
#phoenix wright: ace attorney#phoenix wright ace attorney#PHOENIX WRIGHT#ACE ATTORNEY#DO YOU UNDERSTAND???#YOU DON’T GET IT MOM I LOVE THEM!#SO SO MUCH!#GYAKUTEN SAIBAN#thank you so so much shu takumi#shu takumi#miles edgeworth#I’m dying I’m dying I am DEAD
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attacks i made this 2024 artfight :3 in order of images, the characters belong to: @maripapercat, @adxmanial, ~AHHHHHhhhhhh664, ~M_the_little_mouse, @returnflame, @jules-makes-stuff, @gothoctopus, ~Sarahfox14, @mx-lamour, faun.draws, ~alkanones, @nouveaumoon, DevotedlyStar, ~Faildemon, cute-l0ve
#i uh. got range#artfight 2024#my art#artfight#team stardust#i think i found a few brushes that i am into and that in itself a win#which was my goal with artfight this year#also yes my beloved cos mutuals that is in fact an alek & strahd piece#god. looking at this im just. there is such a clear curve here with how seriously i was taking it#starting out fun yippee. an easy one here a meme there.#dead serious gripping the pen hours on lighting#bottlecap.#vice s. evened it out to my regular art abilities after whatever possessed me on the prev 3-4#and then it was whatever i can do in the last 5 hours#also i think you can tell how often i draw cats based on this (the answer is very very rarely)#i gotta stare at this and figure out what i like and what i don't#also the background on the guy with the missing assplate is an infernal warmachine the guy's our beloved cleric from our avernus party#and i have been dying to do some kind of pinup-y pose with him for ages. yes those are hammers on his underwear#shoutout to old balding men who can crush you with one hand (or hammer) who show only as much skin as their balding allows <3#also i have no idea how i managed this many#i thought i'd at most be able to pull off like. 5#also also!!! HUGE thank you to everyone that attacked me <3#(mostly posting this for fun btw. and cuz i barely ever post any art.)
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As sad as I'd be if it turns out Dabi/Touya's dead I want him DEAD so bad. Like he deserves it😭 I don't even know if I mean that as in "he's a horrible person and deserves to die" or "he's been through enough and needs to be put out of his misery" but I want him deceased
LMAOOOO i am 100% with you on that anon!! & for me, it’s both—especially since death is what he wants. like he fully intended to die and take his father and possibly brother with him during that final battle. the man wore white on purpose; it was supposed to be his own funeral. in my opinion, the best end for him would’ve been him and enji dying together—this way, touya gets what he wants (to kill his father) and enji makes amends for all of his transgressions (with his life).
#‘but i want him deceased’ LMAOOOOOOO U ARE SO FUNNY this killed me hahahahaha#i agree!!!!#and i will sob if he’s dead but also that’s truly the ending he should have!!!#like what are the other options??? he rots away in a padded cell for the rest of his life???#that’s *punishment* for him considering he truly wanted to end his life#idk idk we’re gonna see where hori takes it#my hopes are not especially high but i am still praying he proves me wrong and makes me eat my words ._.#but yeah!!! i’m with you on this 100%#pretty pissed off to see enji still ALIVE after all of that#because i feel like enji dying would’ve made a lot of sense and been a great end for HIS character arc as well#but alas#here we are#sighs#thank u for sharing my sentiments tho anon!! <3#pls have a wonderful day n drink water!!!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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I feel like spiraling is always described as a quick thing but let me tell you. Girls will get afraid and slowly spiral for months I think.
#Like overall we're. Okay#Just wish I had disability getting approved soon or I find a new job or I can just somehow not be sitting in#Either the negatives or slightly above the negatives#Financially I am slowly dying and I'm not dead in the water because my beloved gf is amazing and thankfully can handle this#For at least a few months#But my long term thoughts are so uncertain#I just want to be around her and I just want us to live comfortably#I'm ever so slowly trying to crawl out of this over a year art block and that's a bit taxing mentally too#Idk I just want a bedframe that doesn't make me scared I'll fall every time I sleep or get on it#I wanna work off my fuckhuge loan debt#Its been so ungodly hard recently#I'm also thankful my dr rocks and meds have been helping with pain a good bit.#It just feels like I'm ever so slowly slipping into pretty much bed ridden territory again#Even with the meds. They help the pain a good bit (sometimes) but I still feel exhausted. And I'm getting insomniatic again#I just wanna sleep. I just wanna feel no stress for the first time. I've been stressed since fucking middle school#Or maybe even 6th grade because thats when the chronic pain started! Yayy!!!
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𝐬𝐡𝐞, 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥, 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐝𝐮𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝, 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲.
#❝ please do not repost or reuse. ❞—✦ edits tag.#❝ the dying light from long dead stars‚ eons of time have shaped ye from the stardust of ruin. ❞—✦ visage#[[ on this day i am thankful for the glory that is miss beryl ]]#[[ i've also been up for more than 24 hours now so i eep for a bit ]]#[[ i have headcanons/lore/verse stuff i need to proofread. and then i can have them up. but i must eep first. ]]
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hey willow not to be unwell about a fictional 2D man but did you see that post going around saying that in order for a cursed technique to be passed on to a baby, their parents have to have been in love??
idk where it was confirmed but just,,, what does that mean for gojo's parents and childhood and his "love is the most twisted curse" quote??
INCH RESTING !! no i did not see it !!!! and i will be upfront about not being an expert at understanding the inner and outer workings of cursed techniques aifbduskakeia but. that actually sounds so sad LMAOOO bc 🥺 that means that gojo's parents loved each other and that they must have loved him, too 🥺🥺 their little boy that was born WITH THE WORLD IN HIS EYES QLFNFUSKALQL
and so gojo would have been elevated in his clan right away, right ?? above his parents ?? or maybe he had to wait until he was older but ANYWAY imagine he just gets charted away bc he's so important 🥺 and he still sees his parents but just from the corner of his big blue eyes 🥺 catching them linking their pinkies together even though they shouldn't be 🥺 his dad carefully tucking his mother's hair back behind her ear when they think no one is looking 🥺 and then gojo grows up wondering when he's gonna get that I THINK I'M GONNA THROW UP ACTUALLY AKFNRISKAL HOW SAD
so he sees love in its real, raw form and still doesn't get it !!! his parents love him then, but they can't raise him like they want to or even like a normal boy 🥺 they have to let him get molded into what he's meant to be 🥺 can't interfere 🥺 and then he grows up and has to kill the one person he ever thinks he loves WHAT THE HELL 🥺🥺🥺🥺 HE DOESN'T GET TO LOVE SOMEONE ETERNALLY HE HAS TO BE THE ONE TO WATCH THEM DECLIME HAS TO BE THE ONE TO STOP THEM WHAT THE HEEELLLLLLLLL
#am dead and dying thanks !!!!!#probably not the best person to speak on this bc again not the best at understanding cursed techniques but !!! SAD SAD SAD#SAD ALL AROUND#ALWAYS SAD WITH THAT GOJO KID#✿ ask willow#✿ thoughts: gojo
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i have no idea what happened or how it happened, but i can finally play bar chords!!!!!
i am so fucking excited. i know it's nothing special but this is a big deal for me because my fingers are short and that shit is painful, but i can actually sound the chords!! and i can switch to them with relative ease, too!
i'm going to be an absolute fucking menace now that half of the songs i want to play are actually playable for me, ha. hahahahahaha. AHAHAHAHAHA.
#and by menace i mean shyly play when nobody else is home because i'll be dead before i sing in front of anybody#with a few notable exceptions (e.g. my drinking buddy. he's already heard me croak like a dying frog so.)#'i have no idea how this happened' bub.. it's probably practice and your fingers getting strong enough to hold that shit down lol#well. i.. didn't practice these chords. ah well. thanks hands. you did me a good turn.#nooo but like. fucking *yay*. i'd given up on bar chords. at least on my behemoth of a guitar that is Sal.#he's almost uncomfortable to hold but that's my baby and i still haven't re-strung him after 10 years... disgraceful#but to be fair those strings have some silly sentimental value. okay. okay. yeah idk i'm going to be weird about this#whenever there was any kind of an F or a B or even a Gm in the chords i would just... hug my ukulele a little tighter and put Sal away#NOW I NO LONGER HAVE TO#i love my ukulele but Sal just sounds nicer. also provides a more comfortable vocal range? that makes no sense#i am only saying this after like. 3 days of being able to play them for some reason. found out just because i was too lazy to switch#when i saw there was an F in the song so i said fuck it we die.#bug.txt
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I love that were all talking about heartstrings cause it deserves deserves nothing less from love and support KAJAJA♡♡♡.
YOUR WRITING STYLE -
Is what makes your story so well and keeps me engaged and how you display certain scenes- IDK IT GUVES ME A RUSH OF SEROTONIN AND I AGREE WITH THE OWL ANON.
Everyday little things- invested in the story - makes me connect my everyday little things to remembering a certain detail I've read over and over again- it blows my mind how well your writing stained my brain, best writing pieces I've read.
HOW YOU WRITE CHARACTER.
Honestly props to Y/N they're SUCH A LEGEND - they're such a great character thats more than meets the eye. AND EVERYTIME THERES SUTILE LITTLE HINTS OR LORE DROP IM LIKE NAHH- don't tell me they did that- and I can't wait for the big reveal. Every other characters always in for funsies and them serving some purpose and not an empty introduction too I SEE WHAYS UP🤨✨(or maybe I'm just over overthinking everything- who knows)
Btw- I love Nuwa and Bolin- ur characters seem so realistic that you've brought them to life- (how long have you been writing??)
Syntax as a character- with only 5 minutes of screen time displayed about him. You took that shit and said- bet 🤨 AND PORTRAYED HIM WITH MORE EMOTION AND WITH REASONS TO BAVK IT UP HIS BEHAVIOR. I SOMETIMES QUESTION WITH Y/N THEORIES. THE LORE- ty ty for doing gods work 😤🙏🙏 basically Canon cause I say so 👀
ANITHER CHARACTER! THE MAYOR ಥvಥ - HES FUCKING SCARY BRO - even I was holding my breath while reading the tension suddenly pushed on us readers. AHH- THAT character given 5 mins of screen time but holds a stronger impression on LMK watchers with details seen in him. Executed his behavior and now leaving me anxious.
I honestly can't wait how the other Spider Demons will be portrayed too and seeing crumbs- y/n in for a treat 😭😭 I also wonder if they managed to find y/n place easier because the magic vase protects them but also welcomes them with this energy...
ANYWAYS
I think I wrote too much but I just wanted to to get these thoughts out cause I'm such a sucker for how well you've paced this story and attention to small details that I've connected LOLL- my reaction = Syntax realizing why so many candles. I'm scared that im over analyzing BUT YEAH HAHA
WHO ARE YOU
GRABIBNG
SHAKING
OH MY GOD. OKAY. THANK TOU. HHHFHFF
LiStEn. I've been writing for a good 2-3 years and honestly what keeps me actually WRITING this shit are things like this, its the littel things and i love that you guys notice that in the fic BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOUD NOTICE SO MUCH???? I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO EXPRESS MY GRAITTUDE FOR THIS BUT I CANT PUT IT INTO WORDS SO
SO UH
HUGS N CHOCOLATE N THE NEXT CHAPTER COMING OUT TONIGHT <33333333
#am dying#dead#not alive#killed me with kindness#thank you you wonderful anon#you didnt have to take the time to write all that honestly BUT THANKSYOU#heartstrings#ask#beau answers
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Stuck between taking a break from socials bc well yknow and not bc it's the only interaction I get with people outside of school
#maybe its fucked up and selfish of me to try to hide from everything thats happening but i literally cannot take it anymore#i wish i was fucking brain dead#no actually i wish i was cishet so i wouldnt be this scared all the fucking time#what even is the point#us is very very quickly declining. what is the point#there is no point anymore really#the only reason i havent killed myself is bc truly i am scared of dying#i made it to 18 but at what cost#closer to not living with my queerphobic mom just in time for the government to be actively killing and criminalizing us. cool!#thank you to everyone who fucking lied to me and told me it would get better
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Every time my sister doesn’t feel well and people immediately notice and are concerned, it gets my eyes a-twitching something fierce because whenever I’m sick they rarely even notice or ask me if I’m okay lmao
#it’s been about a year and I am STILL MAD about how they acted when I felt like I was dying from Covid#never once asked if I was okay or needed anything#even after I did half the work for them and said (while obviously not being fine and looking half dead)#‘IM OKAY THANK YOU FOR ASKING#and they just kinda didn’t say anything about that#like thanks I probably could’ve died the worst night of that week of Covid and you wouldn’t have found out until morning because you#SOMEHOW DIDNT HEAR ME FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALL NIGHT???#AND INSINUATED IT WAS MY FAULT I DIDNT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO GET UP AND WAKE SOMEBODY MYSELF???#fuck off
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HELP i think your art is making me wantbto ship sebek and skully i never realized how cute it was:( /pos
chat i am unwell (๑>•̀๑) ⚡🎃⚡
#thank you op i am eating well for the first twst ship i actually like and will be making my own fan art of at some point#i need to learn how to draw hair w/o bangs and learn how i wanna draw skully in my style#but soon.#also your style is so cute OP i can't dying of cuteness dead on the ground if you need me I'll be in my coffin because it's so cute#ekdustenendksoqosn#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#twst disney#disney twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#twst fanart#skully j graves#twst skully#sebek zigvolt#twst sebek#sebeskully#reblogs
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the streets of baltimore cannot possibly be safe with this man around on his scooter (x)
#STOP. SHAVING. YOUR. ARMS.#this ended me i am dead now thanks colton very helpful! i am DYING#🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻🧍🏻#baltimore orioles#colton cowser#i need a tag for him#pookie of the year#is my go-to
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hii I was wondering if u could write something where daeho and reader are already in a relationship and they find eachother after the first round and maybe they are upset with eachother for going into the games.
anc if it could have a bit of fluff that would be nice!!
tyy🫶🫶🫶
At Least We Have Eachother
KANG DAE-HO X READER
Summary- Dae-ho and you both join the squid games for the benefit of the other. Neither of you know about it, until you find each other after the first game.
Warnings- Squid Games, mentions of blood, murder, and death
A/N- Thank you guys for the overwhelming support with my Daeho fic. I am so motivated right now, it's not even funny. He is such a sweet baby, MY SHAYLAAAA
Word Count- 1,192
Your debt was not something you were proud of. To be honest, it crept up on you. It started with medical bills, then Daeho ran into some Ex-Marines, who dragged him into a bad gamble.
From there it kind of went down hill. Struggling to pay bills, borrowing more money, making the wrong people mad. In other words, the two of you were in an extremely bad position.
When a strange man with a suitcase approached you on your way home, you were hesitant. In any other situation you might have ignored him and walked away. But, you had just had another invoice from a debt collecting company. Not to mention the loan shark that came up and threatened Daeho two days prior. The eviction notice was also putting a hole on your kitchen table.
The idea of following the funny-looking card, winning a bunch of money, clearing your (and Daeho) debts. It was too good to be true, you knew that deep down. At the end of the day, you were at rock bottom. Desperate people do desperate things.
So, while slipping Daeho a simple lie about spending the night with a friend... You took off to the discrete location alone. Where you were picked up by a van. You don't remember much after that.
The regret sunk in deep when you realized what you had gotten yourself into. When you awoke seeing hundreds of people around you, all in the same position, you were noticeably scared. You barely left the bed you woke in. Only to stand with the crowd to listen to the guards and sign the needed contract. It seemed too late to back out now...
The first game was lonely, intimidating, and revealing. The only reason you weren't lying head face in the sand dead, was your fear. It struck you stone-cold still on 'red light'. The ring of your ears pressured you to move forward on 'Green light.' Due to the deadly shots to other players. It pushed you to move so you didn't suffer the same fate.
You were much too nervous to talk to anyone, you saw little point in making friends at first. That was until the realization of any team games.
After the first game was officially over and you had returned to the common room, you'd taken a moment to think. To think how it would be if you were able to walk home now. How it probably wouldn't even matter if you had died, so many people were out for your head anyways. It was all looking dark, but Daeho was your light. He was always so positive, he kept you happy. You owed it to him to keep fighting.
To keep fighting for that adorable, handsome, sweet face. That same face that was currently staring you down....
"Daeho?" You questioned, just in case your mind was playing a trick on you.
"What are you doing here!" He ran over, pulling you further behind the layered beds. His grip was tight on your arm, once the two of you stopped, he seemed to notice. At that he quickly loosened his squeeze.
"W-why are you here! I-I thought you were sleeping over at-" You cut him off, your guilty conscience taking over.
"Daeho, what are you doing here?" You rebutted, frantically pushing your hair back. He knew you were nervous.
"To settle some of our debt, but that doesn't even matter anymore. People are dying, you can't be here!" He stressed over you. He did a few takes over your form, making sure you were not hurt in any way. You thought he was finished until he slowly brought his hand up. He stuck his thumb out and seared a few drops of blood off of your cheek. You hadn't noticed them before...
An argument against him was impossible to think of, but you managed. "Well I can say the same about you! You could get killed also. Where would that leave me!" He threw his head back, pressing both hands over his face. He dragged them down, an annoyed expression on his face.
"Ohhh, this can not be happening.. I-it doesn't matter, because you're here, where you were not supposed to be!" He started to fidget with his fingers, a sign he was distressed.
"Dae...I'm also here because... I got fired yesterday..." You looked down, picking at your nails. His head snapped to look at yours. "What?"
"They were... overstaffed and, apparently a younger employee could do the same amount of work for minimum wage... So, they just got rid of me..." He looked sympathetic, but still mad.
"You should have told me. We would have figured it out. You didn't have to lie."
You thought for a second, "Its not like I wanted to lie! I was trying to help us!"
"How reckless!" He said. It was almost comical!
A laugh pushed its way out, "Oh my gosh, don't act like you aren't here too!" You started to raise your voice, frustrated.
He took a single step back, hands on his hips. "You're supposed to be the smart one! I'm fun, loving, a burst of fricken light!" He said, his words contradicting his tone, not joyfully at all.
"Whatever! What matters now is that we were stuck in a death trap! The money is not even our first problem. We might not even be alive before the day is over! Or worse, you'll be dead and I'll be left to suffer!"
He gave another sigh, stepping forward and embracing you. It was exactly what both of you needed. His arms wrapped impossibly tight around you. You could only reciprocate the squeeze. His head fell on top of yours, he nestled in.
"I don't want to argue, I just want you safe... We will be fine." He said, keeping you in his grasp.
"I know, but I just wanted to help... The man seemed so promising, that we could have a normal life again." You wanted to let your tears flow, but you couldn't risk looking weak. You had to remind yourself that there were still a couple hundred other players in the large room.
He shook his head on top of yours, "I would live in a tent as long as I was with you.... I can manage anywhere, as long as you are by my side..."
You pulled back to look at him. Your arms still wrapping around each other. "I just, I know you're not happy... I wanted to clear everything up, one day own our own house. One that we can never get evicted from." He pushed a stray hair behind your ear.
"Oh Dae, I don't care about that. I just want you." You shoved your head into his chest.
"I love you.."
"I love you too."
"What the hell are we going to do here." You questioned, peaking up from his chest slightly.
"Were going to stick together. We're going to get out of this alive." He pulled back and down to press a firm and reassuring kiss on your lips. Maybe things would be so bad after all.
Oh, how naive you both were...
A/N- Honestly, I like my first Daeho fic better. But that's probably because I am a SUCKER for emotional hurt/comfort. Anyways, I hope y'all enjoyed this one. Pls lmk how I can improve!!!
#fanfic#fem reader#squid game#dae ho x reader#squid games#kdrama#x reader#dae ho#squid games season 2#ugh i love established relationship sm#established relationship#squid game x reader#kang daeho#daeho#Kang daeho x reader#daeho x reader#kang x reader#squid games imagine#squid games x reader#canon divergence#canon divergent au#did I miss any tags#ugh I hate tags#DAE HO IS SO CUTE#i love him#adorable#he's too precious for this world i LOVE HIM 😭😭😭😭#miscommunication#fluff#happy ending
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