#alwaysknew

[everybodyloveskris]

[hearts401]

jokes aside i feel like the fear gas ruins fnaf 4 in a couple of ways but mostly it ruins the silly experience of a child with a horrific fear.

like his plushies turning to monsters, monsters in the closet, it all just FEELS like a nightmare, like the shit you make up in your head in the dark.

hallucinogenic fear gas ruins that. its no longer seeing things in the dark

its no longer a child whos scared in the dark, and is tormented and bullied for his fear which only makes it worse

now its some sciencey bullshit made to confuse fnaf fans even more. its the biggest retcon ive ever seen.

edit: also wtf is his motive??? like yeah yeah remnant/eternal life n all that but how does... fear gas play into that..??

it feels like we're just tryna make william extra evil atp. theres no motive behind this. isnt he already evil for killing children?? i dont see the point of this

[jamescallahansr]

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they would look. lookforyou youyou go to the endsoftheearth looking goingto the end ofthetime to look for you. the king theking almost went in w h y w h y w h y w h y w h y w h y w h y w h y youdidthis youdidyoudid you really did what would you do if the king was lost in the thedarkthedarkthedoor door s h a d o w s c u t t i n g d e e p e r d e e p e r t h e y c u t nownownownowno theyre gone theirgone the one is gone

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I didn't want to bea bother annymore...

Nobody was supposed to get hurt. They weren't supposed to look forme... they....

Guess it doesn't matter now... hah....

[danganxastrologyimagines]

Shuichi Saihara:

💖When he found out you had a dark family past, he was just walking down the street as people looked at him like he was an idiot.

💖Since he was alone, a girl walks up to him with a look of genuine concern. Since he was alone, the girl thought this would be the best chance to save him from your luck.

💖"Do you want to die?" she blurted out, more hostile than intended.

💖Shuichi raises his eyebrows, questioning what this was coming from. Was it a threat? An invitation to death by this girl?

💖The girl explained your family situation, and Shuichi keeps a plain look.

💖"And?" he tries to pretend to be casual like he wasn't scared, because he knew others would think he was scared of you.

💖In reality, he was scared for you.

💖He makes sure to reassure you that he will never leave you.

Kaito Momota:

💙He is probably the least likely to hide reactions.

💙So when he realises that you were in a dire family situation, he strolls up to you in a burst of anger.

💙You have to listen to him go off like a rocket before he just throws his hands up in the air.

💙He feels betrayed because you tried to hide it from him, and he just cant seem to shake the feeling off.

💙He dumps you in a cold way, and he tries to keep his distance. He didn't hate you, but he worrie about what else you lied about to him.

Kokichi Ouma:

💜He probably woupd be in the most denial about your family history.

💜But when his eyes dance along a newspaper someone was reading his blood runs cold when he realises you were, in fact, related to a mafia boss.

💜He pretends to be fine with finding out, after all he is a supreme leader right?

💜You looked really uncomfortable when he approached you in private and called you out on hiding secrets, pretending he was in contact with your father.

💜Truthfully, he didn't know if he could trust you as a person, an enemy, a friend or a lover.

💜He tries his best to keep the relationship strong, but tension was far too present for the two of you to continue.

Rantaro Amami:

💚He probably would have found out after a few dates due to how relaxed yet stern he could be with you.

💚You finally come clean with him, and he appreciates the honesty.

💚However, a part of him worries your family were partially responsible for his sisters being taken away.

💚He breaks off the relationship as nicely as he can, and since he travelled a lot you didn't get to be friends afterwards. He blocked you completely from communication.

Gonta Gokuhara:

💛He probably wouldn't understand what a mafia was, so when he approached you with the assumption you were part of a group that was relatively harmless, he was shocked when he looks at your expression change.

💛He asks you what was wrong, and you had to explain the situation to him.

💛Gonta didnt change how he viewed you, however, saying that he would make sure to protect you.

Ryoma Hoshi:

🧡Ryoma alwaysknew about the situation.

🧡He was able to look at you and make the connection that you had more in common than what he usually had.

🧡He doesn't bring it up out of the weight the topic had.

🧡Of course he does stay with you.

Korekiyo Shinguuji:

❤️When he finds out about why you didnt visit family, or talk about family life, he couldn't help but feel curious about the circumstances of the deaths.

❤️As much of a scary looking guy he was, he wasn't going to hit you with such a personal question as that.

❤️He finds a way to make it clear he knows and will stay by your side, regardless of the outcome.

Keebo:

💙He was probably the one that did a off handed comment with no ill intentions, which opened a can of worms.

💙Since he wasn't as good as others at reading the complexity of emotions, although he would read situations and analyse outcomes, he didn't understand your array of emotions at first.

💙After defusing the situation, he got you to explain your feelings to him.

💙He learned a valuable lesson about communication in situations, shallow or deep.

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[royaltunde]

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[wiggly-blue-shite]

Chapter 28 From the Top!

(Prof H X Ted)

Henry has grabbed Ted's hand. Ted was terrified. Utterly terrified. He's already lost...

He can't do it again. He can't.

Emma was at the door when they had gotten there. Ted didn't know Emma well enough to know how he'd react. Probably not well.

"Oh hey guys!" She sounded cheerful. It can only go downhill from here!

"We need to have a conversation. Is paul home?" Henry's voice was very serious. Ted didn't like it. He knew Henry was scared. He shouldn't have to keep his composure.

"Yeah he is... oh shit I forgot about that." Emma stopped smiling. She must know something already. "Is it serious?"

"Yes." Henry nodded. Ted really just wanted Henry to be happy. He may be keeping serious but Ted really knew he was terrified. Ted just wanted to comfort him.

Emma led them up to the apartment. Paul was sitting on the couch when they got there.

"Oh hey what's up?" Paul alwaysknew when there was something was up. "What's wrong?" Ted knew this was going to be really difficult for Paul. Paul had Emma though. Ted knew that Paul would not be alive right now if he didn't have Emma.

"There's something we need to tell you." Henry took a breath. He sounded shaky. Ted wanted to comfort him but he really didn't know how.

"Ok." Emma and paul sat there nervously.

Ted could sense Henry's fear. All Ted could think to do was squeeze his hand. To remind Henry that he's here and he's not leaving.

"I was watching the news this morning and they mentioned what happened four months ago." Henry's voice was a little shaky. "I'm going to cut to the chase. They said that music can be heard coming from the island." Henry took a pause. "I think that they've gotten to PEIP." Henry seemed ok.

Ted redirected his attention to paul and Emma. The look on their faces looked almost exactly how it did that day. The look of terror.

"WHAT. HENRY YOU CAN'T BE FUCKING SERIOUS." Oh wow. Ted had not been expecting that. Paul had always described Emma as like a composed rock.

"I'm afraid I am." Henry shouldn't have to be the one to tell them. He just is the best one to tell him. He's smart and paul and Emma trust him.

Oh god the look on Paul's face. Ted hadn't seen him look like that in a couple months. This is definitely gonna fuck wig his recovery.

"They can't be back. They can't be!" Paul wrapped his arms around her protectively. Emma calmed down a little bit. They were good for each other.

"What do we do?" Paul's voice was calm. Probably to keep Emma from freaking out knowing Paul.

"We could try to contact PEIP." Ted didn't really feel confident in that solution. PEIP would keep things from them if they asked. Maybe they could get something.

"I suggest we call instead of meet in person, for," Henry hesitated. "obvious reasons." Ted realized why Henry hesitated. God this is torture. He just wanted to be happy with everyone.

"Oh we have there phone number somewhere." Paul was playing calm very well.

"It's in the bed side table drawer." Paul went off to get the card. Emma looked lost in thought.

Ted wanted to take Henry into his arms and hold him until he wasn't scared anymore. But that wasn't really a thing he could do in his best friend's apartment, in front of his best friend's girlfriend, who's having a panic attack.

"How are you holding up?" Ted put his hand on Henry's shoulder.

"I'm ok." Henry picked up Ted's hand and kissed it. God Ted just loved him so much. Ted knew he was lying.

"Good." Ted smiled at Henry to make him feel better. Henry smiled back.

Paul got back from there room with the card. Paul sat back down next to Emma.

"Do we call them now?" Emma asked nervously.

They should probably ask now but that's fucking terrifying.

"I-I don't know." Ted knew that Henry would have a plan of some kind.

"There's no time like the present." That's exactly the answer Ted was fearing. They're doing this today. Ahhhhh

"Who's phone do we use?" Emma's really just throwing out all of the heavy hitters here isn't she.

"Well in theory PEIP can track our location from the call.  So we should not use one of our cellphones. Perhaps a landline." Oh that's smart. Not as easily tracked. Lead them away from where everyone is.

"We could use the phone in the train station." Paul suggested.

But the train station is too close to this apartment and to Henry's apartment. They might be able to find them.

"Not the station at the corner.  Two stops down, away from all of our apartments." Ted knew to be cautious. This is a really serious thing and he didn't want anyone to get hurt. Ted believed they were right and PEIP had fallen. Ted didn't doubt at all at this point. And if Henry or paul or Emma got infected because they tracked their location through the phone, Ted would never fucking forgive himself.

"Right that makes sense." Paul nodded, "let's go."

Now. They're doing it now. They're going to call into a government office that has infected fucking scum inside.

Ted squeezed Henry's hand again. He loved Henry so much. Ted couldn't handle it if he... no don't think like that. Everything will be fine.

They had taken the train to the station. They were far enough from everyone's apartment for Ted to feel a little more at ease.

"Who's going to make the call?" Ted realized they hadn't decided that yet. Emma and Paul looked to Henry. Of course. Oh but Henry shouldn't have to. She'll not be ok. "You don't have to if you don't want to." Ted would do it. He can stand it.

"It's fine. I can do this." Henry would do it better though. He stepped into the booth. Henry looked so scared. Ted wished he went in there instead.

Henry picked up the phone. Henry has left the door open to the booth. Ted could kind of hear the phone ringing. Henry hung up the phone. He looked up at Ted. He didn't have to say it. Everyone knew there was no response.

"Fuck." Emma was right. This is fucked, they're fucked. If PEIP had been infected they wouldn't have someone manning the fucking phones.

"There wasn't like a voicemail thing or anything." It's a professional place. They would have an automatic answering thing, right?

Henry shook his head.

"Did you dial it wrong?" Paul suggested shakily. Paul was falling apart. Ted knew he was trying to stay strong but he's only human.

"Perhaps. I'll try again." Henry had to do it again. Ted wanted to take his place but Henry was already back in the booth.

Ted could Here the phone ring, barely. It stopped ringing. Oh god. It stopped ringing. Ted could Here murmuring coming from the other line.

He couldn't see Henry's face but he was shaking. Fuck no. No no no no no no. Nononononono.

""How do you kn-" Henry was cut of by the voice on the other line. If only Ted could make out what they were saying. Oh god they were right.

"How?" Henry's voice cracked. Henry shouldn't be the one to have done this. It's not good for him. Then again none of them would be ok while going though that.

Henry dropped the phone. He sank to the floor. His whole body was shaking. Ted went to the floor to comfort him.

"Henry what's wrong?" Ted knew what was wrong. He knew it.

"They're on their way, Theodore. They're going to get off the island." Henry stares Ted in the eye. Henry was crying. This was so much worse than before. Ted couldn't do anything to help Henry here.

Not just Henry but Ted couldn't do anything to help anyone. The world is doomed and Ted, one of the only fucking people aware of the situation, couldn't do anything to stop it.

~~~

I have some decisions to make.

[jamescallahansr]

Subdue the demons...

Subdue the demons…

Yes, it’s me; is it you too;have we finally found away to talk with wordsjust few and nothing’sreally new but it’s needfulto speak of me and youand of all there alwaysis to do, today we saywhat tomorrow maytranspire if or when thingsgo our way and work willleave time for play in theodd array of games calledlife’s survey which mayjust betray what we alwaysknew about getting throughto subdue the…

[dungeons-are-too-cold]

i also think that when Penelope was in love with Derek, he was a little shit. He was living that player life, he was telling himself his job was too hard for anything serious to work out, he was playing the field, and I think he always assumed Penny would be there. He kept his love life and his constant seperate, by being with these women once or twice but always relying on Penelope for comfort. Penelope loved what they had, and yeah she wanted more, but she would settle for the flirting and the comfort when Derek was around, and that would be enough.

And then they have their fight,

and she goes on that date

and she gets shot

and he is absolutely terrified to lose her, it absolutely kills him that this is his fault. he starts to realize how much she means to him, and like he alwaysknew he loved her, but this makes him realize that he's in love with her.

while derek is busy falling in love, or realizing his love, Penelope takes this moment and moves forward with her life. She realizes that she doesn't know what her life is guaranteed, and that's how she meets kevin. Kevin is openly doting on her from the get-go, and yeah it doesn't work out, but to have someone love you so fully and so publicly, enough to go up and talk to the slightly terrifying david rossi, that's so different for her. She overlooks a lot because she just appreciates the fact that he doesn't want to hide her away, he isnt afraid of his feelings for her.

it pisses derek off so much, and he haaaates kevin, both out of jealousy and out of a knowing that she deserves better, that he would be better, that he should have been better.

and i think you're right. I think from what he hears from Emily and JJ and Rossi about Penelope and about Luke, he knows that he loves her like Derek should have, like he was too late to. He's si9nce moved on and he truly does love Savannah and the family they've created but his heart will always want good things for Penny, and he's happy she's found it and she's in a place to receive it and know she's worth it.

not to like rant or anything lol, i just have so many thoughts about them

MORCIA | 5.21 “EXIT WOUNDS”

[amazingviralinfo]

As a teenager, I was pretty sure Id end up married to Justin Timberlake one day.

I alwaysknew we were meant to be. He wasThe One for me, as I was in hot pursuit of some romance, fun, and popularity (at the time).

Aside from thedesire to end up on JTs arm at the MTV Video Music Awards, Id thought I had a pretty solid grasp on what I wanted my future relationship to look like. The guy I ended up withwas going to be the adorable, charming, and adventurous type.

When I was young, I thought the surface-level characteristics mattered the most, like whether my boyfriend was cute, or if he shopped at the cool stores.

When were teenagers, its hard to have a realistic idea of relationships because so much of our actions areconstrained by being young and living with family. We have almost no real experience with love, and were not sure how to focus on anything but the present.

Now that Im married to a man I is the one for me,Ive come to realize that the thoughts I had as a teenager may not have been wrong they just werent fully developed.

Growing as a person meant my ideas about love grew, too.

Below, youll find some of the qualities I looked for inThe One as a teenager versus the qualities Ive now realized are important as an adult.

As a teenager, I wanted other peoples approval. Now, I want emotional maturity.

As a teenager, I thought that my friends and family liking The One was critical. It was important to have them approve of him, because I thought if they didnt, he couldnt possibly be the guy for me.

As an adult, I realize that while its still important for people close to me to getalong with my partner, its far less important than I once thought. Now, other peoples approval falls far down on the list of important qualities for my guyto have. Instead, emotional maturity takes its place.

If I like him, thats all that matters.

Being an adult means being more than just liked by everyone. Now, it means having the ability to be there as part of a true partnership. He must be emotionally capable of being present at all times, while being a great spouse who values structure and stability.

A partnership with The One means that you feel theyre ready for a real relationship, just like you are.

As a teenager, I wanted to have fun. Now, I want friendship and laughter.

As a teenager, I thought fun was the key to a real relationship.

After long days at school and dealing with my parents, I wanted to see amovie, go to parties, be outside with my boyfriend.It wasimportant to me that The One and I were constantly going out and finding something new and exciting to do. It nevermeant staying in and livingthe quiet life. I wanted big, all the time.

As an adult, I realize that a deep, understanding offriendship is more important than anything else.

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My husband and I are super close, and because of that bond, we have a great time with anything we do. Our friendship means well be laughing together whether were at a concert, at the grocery store, or at the gym. This type of relationshipgrants us the opportunity to constantly enjoy each others company, and therefore, enjoy whatever were doing, no matter what it is.

You should have fun with The One, but when you meet them, youll realize you dont need to seek out excitement.

Fun can be had anywhere, doingjust about anything.

As a teenager, I only wanted to hear good things. Now, I want honesty.

As a teenager, I wanted The One to shower me with compliments.

I wanted to know that I wassmart, pretty, and good atthings that were important to me.

While I still like to hear positivethings about myself, its not nearly as important to me as purehonesty. At first,I thought your partner should only see the best side of you. Now, Ive come to realizethat they should see all of you in order to love all of you.

My husband does thinkIm smart and pretty, but he also thinks Im cranky, and can handle certain situations better.

When he is 100 percent honest with me, he helps me behonest with myself about my own personality.

Flattering remarks are great to receive, but yourrelationship with The One should help you be a better person, not inflate your ego.

As a teenager, I wanted perfection. Now, I want commitment.

As a teenager, I was obsessed with the idea of being perfect.

Every new event, every big moment, and every important experience was supposed to be flawless.Prom night, my college experience, and of course, my marriage, would all be completely error-free.

While I couldnt have asked for a better husband, my idea of perfection has changed dramatically.

As a teenager, I thought perfect meant that nothing ever went wrong. As an adult, I realize that perfect is actually more about your day-to-day commitment.

I know, without a doubt, that my husband is committed to our marriage. No matter what goes wrong, hes there to fix it. Whether its things I do (like breaking almost everything I touch), or things that happen in life (like unexpected family emergencies), my husband shows his commitment to me by being there through it all.

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I couldnt imagine this as a teenager since I never thought past my immediate future. As an adult, I know the concept of forever is a time, and theres no point in trying to make it totally flawless.

Instead, its about trying to make it last.

As a teenager, I wanted romance likein the movies. Now, I want real love.

I thought my relationship with The One would be filled with the trappings of stereotypical romance.

Wed basically live in a rom-comall day, complete with the adorable courtship, and the happily ever after wedding bless.

Now that Im a grown-up, I see that my ideas of romance were all pretty superficial.That kind of passion doesnt equal love.

The One will show you love. Thats the kind that comes with dragging yourself out of bed in the middle of the night when your partner is sick, not the kind that represents itself through expensive flowers.

Real love, Ive learned as an adult, doesnt follow a script. It can be expressed anywhere at anytime, doing anything.

Aging naturally means that our views on the world evolve. For me, my ideas on The One grew deeper and more significant as I got older, so that I was able to recognize real love when it came along.

Im glad my superficial ideas about love have changed.

Ive learned a lot, and more importantly, can appreciate my wonderful partner every day for the love he brings to my life.

[brittyro]

#timehop #alwaysknew

[jaxroxxx]

#alwaysKnew i #alwaysKnew