#always those dentists
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finally got to go to the dr the other day (win for me, ive been waiting literally years due to no insurance) years ago i got told my thyroid levels looked fucked but was never able to get a follow up on that but I finally did and got told its fine!! which is awesome and one less thing to worry about rn!! however my vitamin d levels are extremely very very low which surprises no one. and ill be on supplements for those for the next forever. at least the supplements come in gummies and taste good??
#all medicines should have a gummy version imo#i have 2 other appointments i need to make but those r a Bit Scarier so im procrastinating#really i should pay more on my cred cards before those ones. thats my excuse but also financially responsible#dr visits scary. dentists scary too#i always expect them to get mad at me....they never have for the record its just anxiety#the only medical professionals to get mad at me have been therapists which is like. lol. of course#sanchoyorambles
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i think im gonna ask my therapist to get me an appointment with the private psychiatrist she suggested
#yesterday was kind of the wake up call#for a few days ive been feeling very little⊠still feeling bad but like sort of numb and i keep questioning wheter i actually need meds or#not which .. in any case i will not decide but a specialist will but anyways#and i was looking through book fairs and how to get appointments with publishers to show ur portfolio and just generally feeling like the#most incompetent person ever and also like i will never get anywhere because my style isnât exactly what u see in most illustrated books#95% of which are childrens booksâŠâŠ and those styles are just different#anyway i digress#my grandma called and she was like what are u doing and i told her how stressed i was and i just started crying mid-sentence and i told her#i dont know where to bang my head anymore its too difficult and confusing and i feel like im just not good enough and im tired of trying to#keep it together.. she knows im not well mentally#like i was SOBBING#and she was like u shouldnt think like that u have to be patient keep trying and contact those publishers and whatever#and i get that she was trying to motivate me but i just told her flat out i. am. unwell. i dont know what to do anymore with this brain#and i asked her to please not tell me how i should think because i cant#and i know my grandad was there with her because he always is and he heard and like an hour later he came to my house to pick something up#and he was like âearlier i heard things i dont likeâ aka me being depressed out of my mind#and then he said âwe should talk about it sometimeâ and proceeded to completely change the subject to his gums problem because he was going#to the dentistâŠ.ok#and the funny thing is things like this where people acknowledge that im struggling but proceed to say nothing about it keep happening#like i have a friend that i talk to very often and we say p much everything to each other but now shes working so she takes weeks to reply#and i told her i was doing VERY bad and of course she has her problems too⊠and she hasnât replied to me in like three weeks or so#and she sent a text basically saying im dorry i havent replied yet i want to have time to do it well and hear how youre doing but hear this!#and proceeded to tell me stuff about her work and whatever⊠which is fine but dont tell me u care about how i am if u cant even check in#when u do have time because clearly u can send textsâŠ#anyways im rambling good morning i already cried and its not even 9 great !!
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girl, aging girl.
#pomegranate#a celebration perhaps#words by me#poetry#poet#going to eat my heart#birthday things...#poetry about blood#and teeth always because my dads a dentist#ghosts#into those lately#going to implode#siken#ginsberg#chen chen#my inspo
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yknow i really like my electric tooth brush and it really does make my mouth feel more clean than a normal toothbrush but as someone who canât keep their toothbrush in the bathroom to be plugged in it sure is annoying to remember to plug it in in my room
#like itâs so hard to remember to charge it and charging takes. forever so if i forget its like. over for me basically#i keep my tooth brush in my room bc my mom is weird and has used my tongue scraper before so i donât trust any of my shit in there bc fuckin#E W BITCH THATS SO FUCKING GROSS I will literally never recover that made me gag so hard when i found out#and also i keep it in my room bc thereâs so much nasty shit and piss particles in the air from humans AND catsâŠâŠno thanks thatâs grossssssss#and donât tell me put a toothbrush cap on the toothbrush bc those are full of nasty bacteria after a couple uses too so no thank you!!!!!#i will only use them when traveling bc iâd rather have a lil bacteria on it than get like tiny dirt or something in the tooth brush#anyways brushing my teeth has been a struggle always and having to make sure itâs Charged is not helping that struggle factor tbh#i get why dentists like you to use these bitches theyâre AWESOME my mouth always feels so clean but godddddddddd why do i have to charge itt#anywyas it was DEAD so i am charging it while i go back to sleep for like an hour or two see ya
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i need to book an appointment with my dentist and iâm terrified pls donât laugh at me đ
#â ai rambles#iâve always hated dentists bc iâve had the most terrible experiences ever since i was a kid#yk how even the best make mistakes#somehow i was always the victim of those đ#it was the worst two years ago bc i literally had to get surgery bc the dentist was a bit careless đ#and now thereâs tiny bit of an issue in the same place and iâm terrified đđ#WHY ME đ itâs always me đ#+ i have to get my wisdom tooth removed bc iâve been postponing that for so long đ#đđ now itâs going to be all at once IM SO SCARED đđ#SOB this is hell đ
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I had a phone consult about insurance earlier today and though I knew it was a longshot I asked about dental. The coverage that's available is extremely pricey and not great. The suggestion I was given instead? The name of a clinic in Mexico that, with flight, procedure, and hotel is still about 1/4 the price of dental work in the US.
Love having mouth bones. Would love to have them taken care of some day.
#growing up i remember my parents always owing $ to the dentist#and then we'd pay up somehow and go in and owe a bunch all over#his family was friends with my grandparents but i don't think we had a deal or anything#anyway the thought of managing a child's dental health could give me hives idk how my parents did it#I've got those appalachia teeth iykyk
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fucking around with makeup for nerd reasons at my desk and pointing bright LEDs right at my own face and looking at it kinda close up gave me an exceptionally clear look at my teeth and anyway I wanna die
#I have been. one of those 'my dental hygiene suffers with my mental health' people for the last several of years and#I have a dentist appointment on the 17th#and the emotional pull right now between 'I need to go NOW' and 'I would rather bury myself alive than face them' is. powerful#I've always had really healthy teeth even as a little kid who had bad brushing habits because I think I just have really thick enamel#but :) if you don't regularly brush your teeth :) it affects your gums and if they recede there's less enamel on the exposed tooth surfaces#ANYWAY I WOULD LIKE TO DIE NOW PLEASE#I've never even had A Filling I really sincerely have no context for how bad it actually is#it feels bad. I don't know. I haven't been to a dentist in like ten years because navigating insurance felt too intimidating#lays on the floor#curls into a ball#about me
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when u tell someone who hasnât had to apply for a job in a while âthe interview process is like 6 weeks atpâ they donât believe you but a lot of employers will wait like 2 weeks to follow up, and they always need to do multiple rounds of interviews which takes a week for each round, and then thereâs two more weeks of dead silence before you hear back. sometimes youâll apply for something in january and they will call you up in the summer like âhey you still want the jobâ itâs crazy. theyâre out here putting desk clerks through two phone interviews and two in persons at two different locations. they make the pages interview TWICE and they also have to do TWO sorting tests!! that job pays well below minimum wage, itâs a job meant for retirees and high school students why do you interview them like it requires a mlis
#i had to do a skill test for carsonâs too but at least it was only one round of interviews#i know itâs not just libraries bc i applied to two eye doctors four dentists and as a desk clerk type job but idr where#i think they could tell i wasnât enthusiastic about the job tbh and how dare they put me all those interviews aksjsj#also the one eye care made me refill out my entire resume when i got there. i think they didnât like that i didnât drive#but a lot of library workers are also car less lmao. like half of them like me could never afford it so we never got a license#and a good quarter are retirees who do this as basically a hobby and they only have one car so the husband takes the car bc he works farther#that may sound specific but i know like 12 different old white ladies with exactly that story#at goodwill they wrote us up if we were late bc of the train that was literally down the street meanwhile in libraries ur manager is always#late bc she commutes in from The Big City and the most senior person in the department is always late bc the bus was late and her husband#had the car that day and she is the oldest most wrinkled woman you will ever meet. a stiff wind will blow her away. she smokes 8 packs a day#anyway i hate applying for jobs#rani makes text posts no one will read
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OOOOH it's sooooo great when my wisdom tooth decides to have whiny baby issues
#its not excruciating pain but its weird and uncomfortable#not constant either and only does the weird and uncomfortable pain when i touch it or eat smth super cold or sweet or chewy on that side#trying to eat on the other side of my mouth but thats hard#bc ive always eaten primarily on my left side#meh.#i cant DO anything about it until i get some sort of dental insurance and a job that can cover the costs#but i know that once i can see a dentist and have dental work done...#im getting rid of all those wisdom teeth. just to be sure. they havent caused major issues.....yet.#but i dont wanna leave one sitting around when its unnecessary to keep when i know these things usually cause problems galore#altho i know theyll have to do a shitload of cleaning and fillings too#its gonna suck.#26 years of living and not once was i ever brought to a dentist#now that im an adult i cant afford to go either so y'know#just counting my blessings#hoping this tooth calms down and doesnt get worse#đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€đ€ haha
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realizing i have 100% been upsold dental procedures i really didn't need, ah
#i probably shoudl have questioned 'hey only one of ur wisdom teeth is bad but u should just get the rest out jic :)' but#i was stupid and trusting that a dentist wouldnt lie to me to make money#cest la vie!#esp bcus when i was a teen i was always told "oh yeah ur wisdom teeth are fine and straight youll only need them out if they start to bothe#you'#annoying.....oh well.....what can u do....paid 1.5k for just those 3 teeth alone that there was nothing wrong with....
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i can fix him and fuck him.
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18+ [logan x female!reader]
nobody can break through logan's walls with ease like you can. and he actually lets you, welcomes it even. he needs it to breathe and when he's ready to walk out of the gifted youngsters door, there you are again.
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logan sulks. heâs so devoid of love and compassion that he sulks. heâs confused most days, too. unsure of who he is and what he even wants. the people who are somehow closest to him canât even find their way past the fire breathing dragons that guard the drawbridge to his heart. (scott jokes that he doesnât have a heart and that the adamantium replaced it and heâs fully pumping cold, hard metal).
logan is a man who answers to himself and doesnât give people even the slightest chance to ask him a dumb fucking question because heâs not in the fucking mood. heâs never in the moodâŠunless you put him in one. usually a good one.
you earn a smile from logan as easy as the sun makes it seem to rise every morning and the moon to take its place at night. it leaves the team dumfounded. they believe if you werenât here, logan would have left a long time ago. theyâre right. logan used to search high and low for any excuse to leave. he never knew where heâd go, heâd justâŠgo. but you didnât dare let him out of your sight. not ever since the professor had brought you to what you call home a little over a year ago now.
deep down, he wanted reasons to stay. somewhere deep inside that metal frameâŠhe wanted things to be right again. heâd find it tiring most days to carry around his grief and anger. but you gave him reasons to stay just one more day.
âso weâre working on that thing for charles together tomorrow right?â you asked on a wednesday, standing so cutely in the threshold of his door that it was almost annoying to him.
âso weâre catching that movie downtown with ororo and hank tomorrow right? it starts at 6!â you asked on a thursday.
âheeyyy, loâŠdo you possibly, maybe think you could sub for scottâs morning classes tomorrow? he has a dentist appointmentâŠ,â you shyly asked on a very late sunday night. (logan heard scottâs jokes about his heart so he made you ask. logan was the only one available.)
but behind his stoic stature and intimidating glare fixed on his face accompanied by knitted brows, heâd always say yesâŠto you. you were his reason for staying. he knew it but would never admit it. you knew it but played the oblivious part well. and the rest of the team would gossip about it when you two werenât around. but as long as you were here, logan has nowhere else to be.
although as of late, youâve been busy. much busier than usual. charles has you creating plans for a mission happening soon. when youâre not teaching mutant ethics 101 to freshmen, youâre hauled up in the lab or library; sometimes darting back and forth between the two multiple times a day leaving very little time to worry about logan.
tonight, you brought your work back to your dorm. as you cleaned up a rough draft of an exit strategy, rain began to tap lightly on the window. you had lit candles littered around the room as well as grouped on your table, a small desk lamp illuminated the surface further. as you reached up to stretch your aching back muscles, you were startled by the sound of a throat clearing.
your eyes shot to the sound at your door where logan stood, leaning against the frame; arms crossed and still like he had been glued to the spot.Â
âhi lo,â you say. âyâscared me, heh.â you arenât used to logan greeting you often, especially not this late. heâs over 150 years old, of course heâs grumpy and an early bird. youâre usually the one at his door with requests and invitations to social events he assumes can be nothing short of insufferable. he sighs, his stare dropping to burn holes in the ground. âlogan, are you-â
âi think iâm gonna get out of here, bub.â
those words felt like an arrow hitting the bullseye in your chest and then another splitting the first one right through the center.
âwha-what do you mean?âŠyouâre leaving?â you asked, confusion and frustration trembling in your voice.
âitâs too hard being here.â
with that, you stood up from your chair, beelining to him. âcâmere,â you say hushed, pulling on his leather clad arm, trying to unfold them and get him out of the door frame. he doesnât budge and you pull âthe lookâ that you know he canât say no to. âcome sit with me please, lo.â
he unfolds his arms which allows you to grab his hands to lead him to take a load off on your bed. your bare feet pat on the hardwood floor as you quickly go back to close the door.
you walked back over to him, assessing his body language. ever since he let you use your mutation to âread himâ a few months ago, you told him youâd never do it again without his permission. one gaze into his eyes and a touch of his skin and you could feel everything wracking around in his head. anxiety, rage, hate but love, pain. it was hard to feel just for a moment and your heart cracked knowing he was riddled with those feelings constantly.
but right now you couldnât help it, he was slouched on the edge of the bed, his head dropping to rest in his large hands, and apparently ready to walk right out of the door. your powers are amplified with a touch and even more when you can look into their eyes. from a distance, you could feel a sense of unease and something else⊠a pressureâŠbuilt up in your stomach as you surveyed your friend. it didnât feel bad thoughâŠit felt familiar. a good familiar. you stopped reading him and did your best to shrug off the aching stomach feeling and care for your disheveled logan.
he wasnât emotional, like ever. he hid all that, only showing you what you wanted to see; what he believed you wished him to be â happy, whatever that was. but that couldnâtâve been farther from the truth. sure, you want him to be happy but also just whatever he wanted to feel, you wouldnât suppress it or try to change it to fit some ideal of who people on the outside want him to be. yes, he was one of the meanest motherfuckers you had ever met but he was your mean motherfucker. (whatever that means because nothing has ever really been clear between you two).
you walked closer to him, forcing yourself in his diabolical bubble. you stood between his legs, removing his hands from his face to wrap them around your waist. you scooped your hands under his scruffy chin, pulling up to get a look into his bloodshot eyes. oh, heâd been crying.
âloâŠ,â you muttered. âwhy were you crying, wolv?â you slide a thumb across his cheek where tears had stained the skin. âwhy do you want to leave?â
he pulled his face away, breaking his stare with you. he dropped his head forward to rest on your stomach, wrapping his arms around your legs so his hands rested on the back of your thighs. he began to slowly rub the exposed skin of them that your very short night shorts didnât cover. he lifted the hem of your shirt slightly to press his hot face into the soft, cool skin underneath. he hummed into it, allowing you to feel the vibration.
âlogan,â you softly moaned his name under your breath. his fingers press firmly, inching closer to the crease in the skin where your ass meets thigh.
âis this okay?â he asks lowly, when he looks up for confirmation to keep going, youâre already looking down at him nodding. âsay itâs okay for me to touch you like this, bub.â
âyes, keep going, logan,â you said curtly. in your voice there is a hint of need. you hadnât been touched like this since jeanâs christmas party, tipsy off spiked egg nog in the garden with a guy whose mutation was a very wet, long tongue. flirting with him seemed intriguing in the moment, but five minutes later, it rendered itself utterly useless due to user error. the sexual tension between you and logan is so potent it usually clears out a room. aside from accidental brushes of hands and quick looks at each others lips mid conversation, neither one of you has acted on it.
his hums turn to growls and soft whimpers as your hands ran through and tugged his hair. your fingers found their way to his nape, splaying out to grip the hair there in your fist. he managed to place a single kiss on the skin right above the elastic of your shorts before you pulled his head back to scrutinize his face.
âyou donât have permission to read me,â he groaned. before you could ask how he even knew thatâs what you were doing he said, âyou get this serious, focused look in your eyes. i can feel you in my head.â
âlogan, what are we doing?â you ask, releasing his hair and stepping out of his bubble.Â
his hands drop from the absence of your thighs onto his lap and his sighs frustratingly.Â
âwhat do you mean?â he asks, admiring your body in the dim light with a semi pressing on the denim of his jeans through his boxers.
âiâmâŠnot doing this with youâŠif youâre just gonna disappear from my bed before the fuckinâ sun comes up. iâm not doing this,â you said, with your hands on your hips.
he pressed his hands into his knees to push himself up to tower over you. he took two big steps forward and stood in front of you. his hand raised up to brush the back of his fingers across your cheek to cup it and rub his thumb over the warm skin.Â
he pressed his lips to yours, skillfully allowing his tongue access to it. you let him. âi give you permission,â he moaned in your mouth. âread me. feel how i feel about youâŠhow iâve always felt about you.â
he welcomed the hesitant slip of your hands past his jacket and under his shirt, shivering and chuckling âmm, coldâ into your mouth. you rested your cool touch on his hips and with his mouth obsessed with yours, you read him.Â
your head dizzied instantly and the hair on the back of your neck stood up. you had never felt anything as strong as this. you could almost taste the colors in loganâs head. your heart dropped to your stomach like you were on a rollercoaster, feeling sick from adrenaline in the best ways. and then, returned that good familiar feeling. this time buried even deeper in your stomach, moving itâs way lowerâŠand lower until logan was swallowing the noises escaping you. before you literally passed out, you dropped your hands and took back ownership of your lips and tongue. breathing heavily, you moved away from him to collect yourself.
a beat of silence followed by a heavy sigh and a âwell, say somethingâ from logan passed and you opened your mouth to speak before shutting it again.
thatâŠwas the best thing you had ever felt. no drug could compare to the euphoria that a minute of kissing logan could bring. you could practically feel yourself lubricating and your upper thighs unconsciously squeezed together as you scrambled to find thoughts.
there were none. your mind already dumb and wanting more of himâŠmore of the feeling. your fists planted firmly on both your hips as if you were grounding yourself to the floor to avoid buckling. you eyed the ground, looked back up at him and forwarded with another heated, taking-in-each-others-breath kiss. your hands found their way to the same place gripping the hair on his nape to which he praised the tug with a moan. he supported your balance as your whines got more whiney and needy and your hands held onto him like life support.
âlay down,â he said into your kiss. it wasnât really a command, more of a warning because he tossed you on the bed like unfolded laundry.
he stood over you as you collected yourself, darting your tongue out to taste the spit he left behind. you propped yourself up on your elbows to get a look at the man casting a shadow over you. without the sounds of pleasure exclaiming in each others mouths, your ears absorbed the comforting sound of the battering rain. a tree branch smacked the window as thunder rumbled outside.
logan took a moment to admire your presence. starting at the top, he gazed upon your hair that he associates with vanilla and roses and the times heâd touch himself wondering how itâd feel being wrapped around his hand and pulled.
as he removed his leather jacket, he took his time mentally undressing you. feeling even more pressure build in your clit, you bore your hips down into the mattress, rolling them in circles to stimulate the swollen nub. he beheld your tits, flicking his tongue over his bottom lip at the sight of your hard buds under your very thin, white tank top. he threw his heavy jacket to the side, letting it thud in a ball on the ground.
âyou look so beautiful, sweetheart,â he said, deeply enthralled by your scantily clad figure laid out in front of him. unable to stop staring, you could see the bulge in his pants get larger and it ridiculously turned you on. with you making eye contact with the crotch of his jeans, he effortlessly unfastened his belt buckle. the metallic buckle clanked to the floor as his jeans and boxers pooled around his ankles.Â
he stroked himself while he looked upon you. it was like you could read his mind, because you began to touch yourself. the twitch of his lips and darkening of his eyes validated your teasing. letting yourself drop back on the bed, you caressed your body for him. one hand occupied by cupping your tit and pinching and twisting your nipple while the other is exploring the wet spot left on your panties. not being able to handle eye-fucking you any longer, he dropped to his knees on the edge of the bed between your legs. logan hooked his arms under your knees, pulling you close which in your intoxicatingly lustful brain you found funny, so you laughed.
logan spread your thighs open so he could fit in between them to leave wet, sloppy kisses all over your skin. he nibbled here and there, earning soft hisses and hums from your parted lips.
kiss kiss nibble hiss mmm kiss hum nibble nibble bite kiss suck
he spent about a minute just doing that, leaving warm welts in his mouths wake. âi need these off of you, princess.â once he had kissed his way up to the elastic of your shorts, he snapped it. you nodded and he did the honor of pulling them down and flinging them across the room like he was opening presents on christmas morning.Â
he let out an amused scoff as he ran his trembling hand down his face, caught between ecstatic disbelief at the sight of your black lace panties with little black bows adorning the seams. you mentally thanked your past self for slacking on doing laundry and only having your âspecial occasionâ panties left to wear.
âdâyou know how pretty you are,â he said. his eyes traced over every inch of you in excitement like you were artwork he stole from the louvre and made out like a bandit with.
his hand disappeared to slickly stroke himself, his mouth watering in anticipation for your taste. his chest heaves as he takes in the sight of you, studying every curve prettily laid out before him; thinking about every position he wants to see you in and every way he wants to please you. without another groan inducing thought, he lunged forward to press a kiss to your lips, his tongue demanding attention. you drink his breath like liquor becoming completely intoxicated by him. he needed this, he needed you.
âneedâŠto tasteâŠyou,â he breathed in between kisses. with this mouth obsessed with yours, his hands caress your tits, his thumbing circles on one of the nubs while heâs pinching and pulling on the other. your head falls back and your neck rolls at the sensation, earning profanities from your pretty, swollen lips. your tit misses the hand that he proceeds to run down and up your thigh to locate the spot in your panties you were playing with a moment before. as he parts from your kiss, heâs hooked two fingers under the elastic, pulling those off swiftly.
you yelp when he pushes your torso down. you stare up at the decorative ceiling as he savors you, kissing and massaging your thick thighs. heâs enjoying playing with you as much as possible before allowing himself any pleasure. he wants your juice to cover his faceâŠhis neckâŠhis armâŠthe bedâŠthe floor too when he gets you to pop like a water balloon.
âloganâŠplease, please,â you beg, pawing at his hair. you lift your head to watch the man between your legs taking in the sight and smell of your pretty, wet pussy. even in the dim light, he could see how much you ached for him. he not so secretly got entertainment from watching you lightly buck your hips up to his face and he wouldâve let it continue but your pheromones became overwhelming for him; engulfing his head in itâs enchanting aroma.
like fresh pie on a windowsill, he was drawn into you. logan opened wide to swipe one flat tongued lick up your slit. he had one goal â to knock all sense out of you, to fully engulf you in pleasure. he wants you dumb and begging for him to stay right where he is â at the mansion and also all over you.Â
logan audibly sucked and popped your clit in and out of his mouth, teasing the most sensitive bit. heâd suck and pop and then lick up your slick, repeating the act. one of his big hands reached up to cup your tit, pinching and twisting and circling. from his hair to the tit he wasnât playing with, you clawed at whatever would ground you. being eaten by logan felt like floating above the stratosphere.
your wet soaked his beard and it only made him more horny, his cock dripping and throbbing in his fist. tasting you, inhaling you, winning pretty sounds from you, knowing heâs the one making you buck up and fuck his nose only made his appetite for you insatiable. he let go of himself to push his pointer and middle fingers into your needing pussy. you hissed and cursed. the thrill of him devouring you began to reach its peak. his fingers pumped relentlessly into you, curling them to stimulate your g-spot. moans, curses, the gushing of your wet cunt, his sucking and popping and vibrating moans mixed with the rain and thunder grumbling outside filled the dorm like mozartâs symphony no. 25.
he wanted to kiss you, so he did. with his fingers still coaxing an orgasm out of you, he shared the sweet taste. he got back on the bed with you, sliding his free hand under your back to push you up to further to see the mess you were making on the sheets.
âlook at how good youâre taking my fingers,â he groaned, inching closer to your ear so you could hear his dirty language loud and clear. âyou can come for me, baby.â he peppered a few kisses to your forehead, removing his hand from behind you so he could press it into your stomach. this only heightened the overwhelming wash of pleasure coursing through you.
âloâŠlogan, iâm-â
âfuck my fingers, baby. use themâŠoh thatâs itâŠthatâs itâŠi feel that clenching, câmon you can do it for me. go big baby, make me happy.â his dirty mouth and sporadic clit circling and pumping in and out of you with his tireless wrist pushed you over the edge. you cowered into his neck, pulling on his white tank top and biting the salty skin below his ear as your pussy obeyed, erupting with your juices. out of breath and fucking dumb already, you could feel the wet soak the sheets under your ass.
logan pulled his fingers out of you, landing a light smack on your pussy before licking you clean off of his digits. you fell back on the bed, your arms above your head as you heaved and saw stars.
ââm not done with you, princess.â he slid off the bed, still delighted by your taste and engulfed in your aroma.
âfuuuck,â you groaned. the pulsing lightning feeling spread throughout both legs as an effect of your rocking orgasm. logan was wicked with his tongue, a devious magician with his fingers and you were his sole audience member wondering about his tricks for sleight of hand.
he quickly tossed his tank, that had tug marks from your attempt to ground yourself, to the side, his muscles flexing under his skin. as he let your post orgasm, cock-dumb brain fog clear, he spit in his hand to fuck his fist. his saliva mixed with the pre-cum leaking from the head, he groaned and sighed heavily at the feeling of giving his dick some sort of relief. you, needy for another hit of him, propped yourself up on your elbows to watch the most delectable creature pleasure himself.
just the sight of him illuminated by candles and flashes of lightning outside as he gets off to how fucked out and dumb you look was enough to have you open up again and play with yourself. the sensitivity from your swollen nub required a delicate touch but your pussy ached, clenching around nothing. his knitted brows relaxed, eyes darting from your pretty face, to your tits, to your fingers rubbing circles where his mouth resided moments ago back to look longingly into your eyes.
âyouâre gonna stay,â you said. your hand reached your mouth, your tongue swiping a lick up your middle and ring fingers, wrapping your lips around them to coat them in your saliva. âtell me youâre going to stay for me,â you elaborated. your wet fingers found your aching center.
âthereâs no where else i want to be,â he answered. he paced closer to the bed where you laid, his dick basically making eye contact with you as he stopped a few inches away. âyouâre mine, you know that?â he noticed your hand slow, âkeep going,â he commanded. logan reached out to cup your face, tilting his head to get a look at you obeying his every request. âyour faceâŠyour mouthâŠ,â his thumb swiped across your lips as he spoke. âyour bodyâŠyour cunt.â he leaned down to kiss your mouth, leaving a string of spit attached to your lower lip. âyour laughâŠyour heart,â he said kindly, his hand massaging your scalp. moans earned from his praise escaped you. âyouâre all mine. is that okay with you, baby?â
youâre so bewitched by his aura and his subtle touches make your heart race so fast that you canât do anything but try to maintain his torrid eye contact and nod.
âuse your words, honey.â his thumb returned to the softness of your parted lips.
âiâm yours, logan,â you said, taking his thumb in and closing your lips around it. âif youâll stay with me, iâll be yours forever,â you breathed around his thumb, speaking from a mix of eager lust and the terrifying need for him to not to be an asshole, just once.
âiâm not going anywhereâŠi promise,â he said matter of factly before leaning back down to hungrily devour your kiss. âi need toâŠfuck youâŠnow,â he cursed in between swallowing moans.Â
âdo what you wantâŠiâm yours,â you said just clearly audible over the storm rumbling outside. you two shared eye contact so intense that you noticed his dick twitch from your peripheral. you took his dick in your drooling mouth, reaching up to squeeze the base of him. it twitched from the warmth, pressure and tongue swiping rhythmically around his angry, red tip. you kept yourself enveloped around his length, bobbing your head to hit your gag reflex. the added lubrication drove him crazy, his abs twitching under the toned skin of his abdomen. you moaned around him purely from the enjoyment you got out of having him stretch the corners of your mouth, feeling the sting from it.Â
logan reached down with both hands to hold your head steady while he sped up thrusting into your throat. your gags and gasps for air, his praise and the storm filled the room beautifully.Â
âfuuuck, baby, keep that throat open for me please,â he begged. his hands left their position to find a new one â one supporting his thrusting hips, the other petting your head. âoh, you look so fuckinâ pretty with my cock down your throatâŠyouâre taking me so good, sweetheart.â
he pulled his dick out of your mouth to smack it on your face, complimenting how gorgeous you look. he kissed and licked the mess off of your mouth.
âmm, baby i need to know how good you feel.â with that, he rounded the bed to lay down. âcâmere, baby.â you turned around, crawling on all fours to obey him. his cock in its usual place to be, in his fist, leaks pre-cum in anticipation for you to smother it with your warm, clenching pussy.
âlay down,â he said.
âdamn, yes sir,â you say, jokingly annoyed with all of his demands. you lay down next to him, your knees instinctively parting slightly. he lays on his side, resting his hand on your stomach, rubbing his large hand in flat circles.
âdâyou know how long iâve thought about this moment with you?â he asked, leaning in to kiss and suck the skin in the crook of your neck. you lustfully sighed at the sensation of his hot breath. his hand finds its way between your legs again, tickling and tapping at your slit. âi want you to read me the whole time iâm insideâŠcan you do that?â
âare youââ
âyes iâm sure, i feel so fucking good right now and i havenât even felt you. i want you to feel that and more,â he explains, pulling your chin in to taste the desperation on you.
before he came just from your kiss and rutting against the sheets, he hovered above you. his lips stayed attached to your chest, kissing lower and lower to suck a tit into his mouth, flicking your nipple with his tongue then biting softly on the nub. his hand disappeared from the side of your head to grab hold of his shaft, flicking his tip against your clit. his head dropped as he watched and listened to your slick coating his cock. he quickly swiped up and down your pussy trying to savor every fold and feeling. his brows furrowed, not being able to resist your warmth, he lined himself up with your hole, using his hand to guide just the tip into it.
âohâŠfuck,â he groaned in excitement. he pushed in just a little more which caused you to hiss. his head shot up and eyes scanned your face for any sign of regret or unsureness. âare you okay? dâyou want to stop?â
âno, baby,â you giggled, lifting your arms rest around his neck, one hand always finding a way into his dark locks. âjust been a whileâŠkeep going, iâm okay.â
with your permission, he pushed in a little more. he let out a deep groan at the feeling of you stretching to form perfectly around him. you gasped, pressing a hand into his chest, feeling a similar sting to the one you felt in the corners of your mouth earlier. against his want to start thrusting his whole length into you, his went slow, watching your demeanor for cues to keep going.
âyou feelâŠfuckâŠlike it was made for me,â he said which caused the butterflies in you to flutter their wings even faster. âare you okay?â his chest heaved and his breath fanned your face.
âfuck meâŠplease logan,â you said. your hands reached his hips, pushing them down onto you. without wasting another minute, he did.Â
he bent your knee more to press it into your chest as his hips repeatedly slammed down hard, his balls smacking your ass. with one hand giving him better access by positioning your leg higher, the other cupped and squeezed your bouncing tit.
âoh myâŠfucking god,â you moaned. you had let the walls of your mutation down, allowing yourself to be flooded by not only your pleasureâŠbut the love logan feels for you plus the absolute sheer euphoria that he was experiencing deep inside of your pussy. it coursed through your body like a steam engine leaving the station. it had felt like you had been brought to five earth shattering orgasms before the one that was bound to shake you again soon.
âyou know you feel so good, look at that fuckinâ fucked out smile. can you feel it? can you feel how good you make me feel, baby? donât stop readinâ me, princess. itâs all for you,â he praised for you to hear every word.
âholy shitâŠmm fuckinââŠahh!â your hands couldnât help but find their way above your head, subconsciously reaching for the bed post for something to ground you again.
âhere, baby, hold onto me.â logan grabbed your wandering wrist with his free hand, slapping your hand on his chest which you pressed into as if you were pushing him away. before your cock drunk mind could register what happened, he had flipped the two of you so you were on top.Â
logan looked so fucking pretty under you. you took a second to breathe and take in the view before bending your knees to put yourself in a squatting position on his cock. you placed your hands on his heaving chest for support as you started to bounce your ass on him. âoh this is so funâ, the thought making you giggle in elation as you drilled down your hips, rocking them back and forth to feel him stimulate the deepest parts of you. his thumb bored into your clit, drawing circles on it.Â
as you kept bouncing your wet pussy on him just how he liked, logan lifted his knees up behind you and pushed you back onto them. he moved his hand away from your clit and picked his head up to watch his dick disappear deep inside you. then, he spit. his saliva landed on your pussy and stomach. he went back to stimulating you, fully realizing how much that turned you on from the tight clench around him and the extra juice running down his ass onto the sheets under you two.
he, still playing with your clit, summoned your face closer to his with the middle and ring fingers on the other hand. once closer, he grabbed your neck to kiss your fiercely.Â
âyouâre my good girl, huh?â
âmhmmâ was all you could muster with his hand around your throat and his hips still ramming his cock into your stretched out hole.
âuse those words for me, baby. areâŠmm, fuckâŠyou my good girl?â
âyeâŠsss, baby iâm yourâŠgoodâŠoh my fuckingâŠgirl!!â
âopen your mouth.â he fucking spit in it. you moaned tasting him again and feeling it on your face. âgoodâŠfuckinâ girl,â he complimented, kissing you and then squeezing your cheeks to spit on your tongue again.Â
your body started to go limp and your eyes were practically glued together. you could feel the searing hot orgasm burning up inside. you could feel logan in a way that you never thought possible. everything.Â
his love, his passion, his longing, his fear, his anxiety, his lust, his heartâŠeverything was yours in this moment. high on his feelings, you let your head fall back coming undone on top of him.
âoh youâre so prettyâŠthatâs pretty, baby, keepâŠfuckâŠuse me, itâs all for you.â his words took you further and further into ecstasy. it was a really good fucking trip that you never wanted to end. the pain of his cock fucking you out and his grip clutching your skin like heâd fall off earth without doing so made you moan so intensely that not even the thunder outside could compete.
he could tell you were a few fucks away from collapsing but so was he.Â
âbabyâŠyou keep clenching around me like thatâŠiâm gonna fuckinâ fill you,â he said. you kept bouncing on it, wanting him to even feel a fraction of how he just made you feel. he closed his eyes trying to last as long as possible in the heaven that he found in you. his thumbs bore into your hips as he used them to ground himself.
âi want it, babyâŠfill your good girl up.â you leaned down to speak into his ear and then carry on kissing his neck, letting him claim your moans as trophies.Â
âfuuuuckâŠfuuuck,â he moaned as his thrusting became sloppy and you werenât bouncing as much anymore. his abs twitched again along with his face.Â
SNIKT!!
you hissed at the cool metal of his claws against your skin and the feel of him throbbing severely inside you as he let himself paint your walls. you thanked him in pleased moans before falling on his chest. still semi-hard inside, he kissed the top of your head to which you looked up and he gave you a proper kiss. he let himself twitch out a few more dribbles of cum inside you before pulling his claws back in to carefully rub your back.
a few beats of silence went by as you listened to each others hastened breaths and the rain tapping the glass.Â
ââŠi love you, logan.â
âi think you know how much i love you, baby,â he said, smugly remembering how you looked coming on his dick, further escalated by his letting you read him.
you two snuggled naked under the covers and as you laid on his chest and listened to his light snoring, you read him again.Â
ease and silenceâŠand love.
#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett smut#xmen fic#wolverine smut#i hate everyone but you#logan howlett#wolverine#hugh jackman
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Dentist/teeth venting lol
#turns out i have inflamed gums and the cleaning hurts like a bitch#the dentists are always so rough stabs and leaves me bleeding near the end#told the liquid to clean my mouth was gross then proceed to lift my chair without warning me i ended up swallowing some out of surprise#did x rays and they dig into my gums so bad i literally could taste blood during#âyou need to floss moreâ i dont know how to care of braces! the first day of getting them you guys said ok and sent me off without any info#google doesnt tell you shit as a 17 y/o then questioning me using terms ive never heard of before im not a dentist im confused dumbass ;A;;#they dropped my wire theyre supposed to put back in my mouth and couldnt find it i saw it drop under the counter and struggled to pick it u#also struggled to put a new wire on and spent over 10 min trying to put back my rubber bands#i cant open my mouth bigger than that! my mouth is small im a tiny person please stop stabbing me with those sharp tools every 5 seconds#guess who just found that tiny lost broken wire in mouth as im writing this#when they cut my wire to fit in my mouth they lost them of both sides in my mouth and i could only found one until now#gave me mismatched color bands so i have black and red im not going to open my mouth until i go back loll#took 10 min to put my bands back and struggled so hard they were pacing back n forth and cursing shit motherfuck fuck damn instead 1 min#that part was amusing no matter how long it took them they kept asking if i was okay when i felt like i should be asking them that#my venting is out of order but the first dentist was so apologetic and kind joking with me and trying to calm down when I wasn't nervous#i couldn't stop smiling at their clumsiness but 2nd dentist was rough and wanted to speedrun me it hurt#ive been there for two hours i dont care if youre slow i just want it carefully#left there shaking and bleeding#not my worst experience ngl but doesnt make me feel less shitty#the place i go do not care about me for the almost past 2 years ive been there#my anger left im just being whiny now#flame vents#dentist
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i just found the best toothpaste
#my posts#lifeblogging#usually with toothpaste im just like whatever only focusing on taste#since my dentist said it doesnt really matter what kind i use#BUT TURNS OUT IT DOES MATTER BECAUSE THIS FEELS LIKE I JUST FOUND JESUS#either ive never bought colgate total original or i bought this in budapest and i dont rmr#whatever the case it's completely different#the texture the taste the freshness the everything????#the thing is i have used colgate total a lot through the years#it's definitely my favourite but its never been like this???#and like in our stores fake colgate is always available so i try not to buy those#bc i know i dont like them no matter the price difference#and usually i just go for the blue crystals one or smth like that#but i guess i just truly never bought this before....
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wanting to see miguelâs fangs.
hands cupping the skin of his cheeks, with the smirk pulling at your plush lips he already knew what was happening, feeling equally embarrassed no matter how many times it had happened, with a coo you speak. âcmonnn, let us see those fangs,hm?â a grumble leaving his mouth as his lips part just enough to see his sharp fangs. âiâll bite you.â he warns, an empty threatâŠunless you asked for it. âand paralyse me? no chance.â you snap back in a âmatter of factâ way.
thumbs going past his lips with a smile, sharp fangs on view as his red eyes rolled for what felt like the hundredth time. âdios mĂo.â he groans, voice stupidly muffled by your fingers in his mouth. âshut up youâre gonna spit on me!â you whine, tilting his head up to get a pretty view of the pearly white canines. you had always had a thing for his fangs, wether they where deep in your neck or just subtly on view in a form of intimidation.
âyouâre the one with your fingers in my mouth!â he snaps back, words still obviously muffled, trying to keep the spit to a minimum. âbut papi,â you smile innocently. the nickname shutting him up real quick, the heat running to his usually stone cold cheeks unavoidable.letting his fangs fully come into view as his talons extended to maximise the âexperienceâ which he only tolerated for the sake of his amor.
finally pulling your thumbs out of his mouth after humming in appreciation. you where like his sweet little dentist, always helping keep those canines as bright and shiny as possible. wiping his saliva on the side of his suit he groans with a âreally?â you respond wittily of course. âwell itâs yours isnât it?â
leaning his head up he presses his lips to yours in partly spite, partly love. pulling back breathless after a couple of seconds with a sneaky. ânow itâs ours.â
he always had to have the last word.
#miguel o'hara#miguel ohara#miguel ohara x reader#miguel oâhara#miguel oâhara x reader#miguel oâhara x y/n#miguel oâhara x you#miguel x reader#atsv miguel#spiderman#fluff#drabble
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â© â§âË â©ăFAMILY SECRETS â GOJO SATORU.
contents. fem! + mom! reader, reader is referred to as âmommyâ and âwife,â girl dad toru <3, family shenanigans in the grocery store that are unfortunately inescapable when your husband is gojo satoru
âok,â you nod, looking over your grocery list. âi think thatâs everythingââ
âmommy, can we please get this,â your daughter looks up at you pleadingly, tugging at your sleeve as she holds a bag of candyâshe has satoruâs eyes, wide and blue and so easy to give into. you look at her for a moment before pursing your lips.
âno, satoru. we canât get this bag of candy.â you turn to the devil himself, glaring at him as he whistles innocently.
âwhatâre you lookinâ at me for, sweetheart? our little peanut here wantsââ
âsatoru.â
âfine,â he deflates. you pinch your nose as you sigh.
satoru, in his thirty plus years of life, has surprisingly never had a cavity for how much sugar he consumes. heâs good at taking care of himself, he argues, thereâs no chance heâd ever get a cavity. that is, until recently. he visits the dentist and has not one, but two cavitiesâyou think this is a rather alarming sign that he needs to cut back on the sweets, so you take matters into your own hands.
and, wellâŠ.heâs not handling it very brightly.
âyou thought iâd cave just because you tricked our daughter into asking?â you raise a brow, making him huff as he pouts.
âwhat kind of heartless soul could say no to those eyes?â he asks in disbelief, waving a hand at the small carbon copy of your husband as she blinks up at you, âi mean look at her! she doesnât deserve the word no.â
âshe definitely needs the word no so she doesnât end up spoiled like you. and iâve had plenty of practice,â you shoot blandly, âiâve said no to your eyes all these years havenât i?â
âeven crazier,â he mutters, âi have the most adorable eyes, how could you say no?â
âitâs pretty easy if you ask me,â you shrug.
most people tend to call satoru arrogantâhumble is not usually used in the same sentence as gojo satoru. evidently, theyâve never watched him interact with you beforeâyou always find a way to humble him. heâs starting to think heâs the butt of every joke in his own marriage.
âplease, baby?â he pouts deeper, âiâve been good! i floss!â
âno.â
âwhat if i fold the laundry for a month?â he bats his lashes.
thatâs tempting, you have to admit. folding laundry is a very boring job, youâre more than happy to hand it over to satoru for a bag of candy that barely dents your wallet. but then you find your resolve again, crossing your arms as you stare at him unimpressed.
âno, satoru.â
âtwo months?â
ânope.â
âdid you only marry me for my looks?â he asks in disbelief, âbecause thereâs not one ounce of love in that heart of yours.â
âthis is for your own good, satoru,â you say firmly, âyou had two cavities. how much sugar have you been consuming lately? and donât think i donât notice you skipping meals when youâre busyâa chocolate bar does not replace lunch.â
youâre glaring at him, drilling him for his health choices that are not his faultâheâs a busy guy, and he canât help that a chocolate bar on his way to a mission is all he can squeeze in sometimes. maybe a protein bar would be a better option, but theyâre not as tasty, and satoru thinks he deserves to be happy. and then, from the end of the aisle, you hear a few snickers coming from passerbyâs. he pouts deeper at the thought of being laughed at as he gets scolded by his wife in the middle of the breakfast aisle.
âwhatâs the point of living if youâre gonna be miserable?â he groans, âwe might as well just start going to bed at nine pm too, while weâre at it. andââ
âthatâs actually a lovely idea,â you hum thoughtfully, âyou certainly could use the sleep, couldnât you?â
he glares at you petulantly, sulking as you grab the bag from your daughterâs and put it on the shelfâitâs not the right place, but taking a trip to the candy aisle to place it where it belongs is only venturing deeper into the lionâs den. youâre not letting satoru have more options to choose from.
âyou seeinâ this, angel?â he turns to your daughter, âyou see how mean mommy is? sheâs not letting us have candy. make sure you remember that when i ask you whoâs your favorite again.â
you roll your eyes, snorting. satoru asks her playfully one night who the favorite parent isâitâs a meaningless question, meant to be a joke and nothing else. youâre sure he expects her to say bothâbut he gets his feelings severely hurt when she giggles and points to you, staring in disbelief as you grin in victory and kiss her cheeks. you even rub salt on the wound when you mumble sheâs your favorite baby too.
heâs starting to really think heâs a victim in his own household.
âbut mommy gives me candy,â she tilts her head in confusion.
oh no. sheâs not supposed to say thatâshe promised not to say that. why canât children ever keep a filter on their words? and why canât they keep their promises?
almost like in slow motion, both of your eyes widen. satoru pauses. you start to sweat. he turns to face you slowly, in abject disbelief.
âwhat?â you laugh nervously, âno i donât! we donât have any candy at homeââ
âshe keeps it in her drawer!â your daughter adds, as if she wants to see your downfall.
you love your daughter, you really doâbut sometimes you think motherhood is a punishment for whatever sin it is that youâve committed in your previous life. satoru crosses his arms and taps his foot.
âwhat happened to weâll all give up sweets together so youâre not alone, toru,â he mocks your voice, squinting at you accusingly. âso weâre a family of liars now?â
âtoru, listenââ
âi trusted you.â
âbabyââ
âwhat happened to our wedding vows? what happened to in sickness and in death? a little cavity is enough to change all that? iâm scared to think what youâd do if i lost an arm.â
âwell, youâre not the strongest for nothing,â you point out, chuckling nervously, âso we have nothing to worry about there.â
âi canât believe you,â he spits, turning away from you with crossed arms and a quiet hmph.
âtoru, you canât expect us all to give up sugar just because you canât stop making poor health choices,â you argue exasperatedly.
so what if you secretly enjoy a kitkat here and there? you deserve it for dealing with not one, but two children at home every single dayâsometimes three if shoko comes over, her lifestyle choices arenât any better. satoru should let you enjoy a piece of candy or two until he fixes his terrible habits that could very well set a terrible example for your very young and impressionable daughter.
âwell, i have adult money of my own,â satoru huffs, âand as an adult, iâll be purchasing my own candy to hide in my own drawer that i wonât share with you since weâre now apparently a family that doesnât think sharing is caring.â
âi donât know if iâm raising one child or two,â you sigh tiredly, rubbing a hand over your face.
satoru grabs the bag of candy off the shelf, promptly placing it in the cart before walking off ahead of you as he pushes it. your daughter grabs your hand and smiles, tugging you along.
âcâmon mommy,â she says brightly, âyou said we can go to the park!â
ââââââ BONUS ââââââ
âare you serious, satoru?â you ask incredulously, watching as he comes back to sit on the other end of the bench, ice cream cone in hand.
he didnât even bring you oneâwhat an asshole.
âoh sorry,â he shrugs, âi figured you and our daughter were planning on getting ice cream on your own without me. since, you know, apparently you guys love to have lots of things without me.â
âyouâre being so dramaticââ
âi want ice cream too!â you hear a small voice call from the distance, making you turn to your daughter as she sprints over to you from the playground, eyeing the cone in satoruâs hand.
âyou heard her,â he drawls, licking at his strawberry ice cream mockingly, âwhy donât you go buy her a secret cone. i wonât look.â
being a single mom of two is a full time job, you think, you didnât sign up for this.
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guess who has two cavities ?? a certain brother of mine. guess whoâs entire household has to give up sweets now for their brotherâs inability to have proper dental hygiene ?? if you guessed me, you might just be psychic :O
#teepods.writings#drabbles.#gojo x reader#gojo fluff#gojo x you#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#jjk x you#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo satoru fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen fluff
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How do you Not say rude things to people???
#dentist saying she lives in one of those bunch-of-single houses streets surrounded by fields and fields only#vs me responding by automat with 'so across nowhere' with some bit of dopamine like i suddenly connected the dots#LIKE WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME#WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN#worst thing is i realised only after few minutes and it was already too late#carpet talks
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