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#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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If nothing else Koenma is a Kuwabara stan and I'm right there with him o7 (I need to write the kuwameshi fic that goes with this fr)
#maybe one day i'll write that au i have sitting in my head#ever since the comment he made about making kuwa spirit detective instead ive been thinking about it#like...what if yusuke is still recruited same as canon but like#kuwa was already spirit detective? doing assignments for the guys upstairs and all#and they made yusuke help him after his resurrection instead of going solo#and it's hilarious because they still have the ''rivalry'' set in place so it's like#now i gotta be coworkers with this guy i was in a fist fight with last week?#yusuke is like you can't be serious you want me to fight DEMONS with the guy who cant even beat ME? lmaooo okay#kuwa would be more in tune with his powers atp in this au and super offended like hello#why would i use my reiki on a FELLOW HUMAN CHILD you DICK i can hold my own on my assignments just fine#but he's actually really excited to be able to spend time with yusuke doing something besides getting his ass handed to him#they're both genkai's students (she's endlessly annoyed but they grow on her)#i just think it'd be fun cos like#it'd be harder to exclude kazuma from shit if he's literally been involved in this shit before he even met#kurama and hiei#kuwabara isn't really told about yusuke's resurrection so things go mostly the same up til he's brought back#they're both called to koenma's office and it's the spiderman pointing meme 💀#it's koenma's first time seeing kuwa in person as he usually just sends assignments with botan#yusuke has already seen him cos of the resurrection arc#and koenma is SUCH a fanboy ''kuwabara it's such a pleasure. you know you're my best worker 🥺''#''um urameshi am i seeing things or is that a fuckin baby'' yusuke will NOT stop laughing#it fucks koenma up so bad he makes sure he's in his adult form when he's around kuwa next#cos he wants to be the respected boss but also guy that you can chill with!! he's so cringe#okay yeah i need to write this it's such a fun concept#kuwameshi#yu yu hakusho#kuwabara kazuma#yusuke urameshi#koenma
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every year i think "there's no way I can draw as much as I did last year" and then then I make myself look like an idiot. ending 2023 with a genuinely disgusting number of arts this year:
anyway call me a tree bc i'm abt to get real sappy: thank you all so much for a genuinely INSANE year in terms of how much i drew, how much i improved, and how much LOVELY support i've gotten!!!!!!! like my followercount more than quadrupled from the start of the year and i just can't believe?? there's this many of u?? that like my art???????? dead on the floor i love you all SO much!!!! thank u!!!!!!!!
#end of year art summary#much like last year this insane number is artfight's fault LOL#bit cringe that 2 months just have weirded out studies as the best of the month LOL. even if theyre nothing like the originals#also i feel like i have a nice balance of all my styles here for once LOL#like 1 3D (ok 2 -- the 1 pixel art is done in 3d); 2 illustration; 3 realism; 2 lineart; 2 ms paint and 1 illineartstration (last one)#god. i think my new years resolution should just be to draw less or smthn#this is 400 more arts than last year#like i UNDERSTAND that u become quicker every year bc practice. but surely not 400 arts quicker#theres still a few hours left of the year but Celebration Times so wont draw til 2024#ALSO FUNNIEST THING. I DIDNT DO MY FIRST ART OF THE YEAR TIL THE 4TH SO I THOUGHT 'OH THIS'LL BE A SLOW ART YEAR' AND THEN--
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🎄 MERRY CHRISMAS 🎄
#rob james-collier#robert james-collier#perry fitzpatrick#robert james collier#rob james collier#thomas barrow#chris webster#downton abbey#chrismas#i'm a multishipper so no one get butthurt when i say that they have by far the best ship name i've ever encountered#sorry i don't make the rules#i still gotta make the set for happy thomas moments too but probably not til after the holidays#but look he's happy here#that hug in the third gif always does me in#when was the last time that man had a hug like that#just#!!!!!#also happy holidays to anyone reading this far and who is celebrating 🥳
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i wanna live on my own again …. i’m so ready to put my books on a shelf and my clothes in a closet
#absolutely adore my parents but i’m just excited to Have My Own Place again. where i can unpack all my shit & decorate & stay for a year#and be back downtown tbh. the suburbs are very quiet & it’s peaceful but i feel so lonely out here#i’m gonna have to wait til october for prices to drop a bit but i’m determined to make it work#i got a dope job as a neurofeedback technician but it’s only 9-15h/week ($22cad/h) soooo that ain’t gonna cut it#little nervous cuz frankly i dunno if i can handle working more than ~30h/week rn & also. holy fuck it’s hard finding decent part-time jobs#although! last night my old manager asked if i’d consider coming back to the restaurant to host/do cash on a casual basis/for the holidays#which means i’m probably going to end up balancing 3 jobs again. which is kinda fucked up lol but it’s good money so i can’t turn it down#anyways i’m getting ahead of myself#i do feel like i’m genuinely looking forward to things for the first time in a while though#like grad school next year & tattoos this fall & hopefully making friends w new coworkers n shit. even if it’s unbelievably stressful 👍#pegasus speaks#hi btw i am alive. i just haven’t really been very interested in tumblr at all lately. which is kinda weird but probably for the best
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maybe I’m just sleepy but like.. fuckin hell man. Dyer really was the sun to Damien’s moon. those priests wanted to kiss and never allowed themselves to indulge in it
edit: I had a section here abt the differences in how Damien died at the end of the film vs the end of the book but then someone let me know the way I described it was inaccurate✌🏻
#like damn these two really were in love huh#and never got to really be in love ever not til the very very end#you’re holding your best friend’s hand as it grows cold from the georgetown spring coldness but also from blood loss#and in your last moments together he squeezes your hand in a show of the emotions he could never speak out loud#as a ‘thank you’ and as an ‘I’m sorry’ and as an ‘I love you’#tw death#tw parent death#dimmieposting#🔪.txt#damien karras#the exorcist (1973)#father karras#the exorcist#the exorcist book#the exorcist (1971)#father joseph dyer#joseph dyer#father dyer#karrasdyer#dyer x karras#Karras x dyer
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getting the mitch marner sads is the worst feeling in the world btw
#like sorry but my head is saying Bad things. BAD THINGS !!!!!!!!! THINGS I DONT APPROVE OF NOR WOULD EVER WANT IN A MILLION YRS#he deserves better than real life and the ominous trajectory that refuses to leave my mind#i believe in him. watching any of ur favorites go through a stretch where theyre not#~living up to their potential~ is such nightmare fuel like all of last season w auston was hell on earth#n i was just waiting it out til both he and mitch were healthy again#and now theres htis. and its not even like ----. ANyway anyway.#i refuse to believe or give into that. it just makes me sad that so many ppl fucking want it lol#that so many ppl think it would Fix™ smth like. hes some kind of problem. like youre evil bro#i desperately need him happy#things are so much less fun#also despite hot starts for others. this season does not feel like we're doing our best on the whole or even that good tbhglksdj which#another point toward my we-go-as-mitch-goes analysis#we're sitll winning the stanley cup tho. i believe
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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime
#morningtalks#Ask to tag#<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh#But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now#Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired#(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink#They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out#We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins#And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians#Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened#I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible#But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff#But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care#But I was still very afraid they DO something#Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt#By these men#I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other#And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened#In the end#The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it#(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing#But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow#But now I gotta sleep too
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My boss asked if I could come in and work a few hours on my birthday next month (it's on the weekend this year and my normal work schedule is just weekdays) because we have a very time sensitive and expensive two day experiment lined up and ngl as someone who doesn't really like her birthday or has the best memories associated with it, getting paid time and a half for a few hours to fuck around with super expensive shit sounds pretty fun.
#not tf#my ramblings#i just have not great feelings about my birthdays#its nothing traumatic#its just there have been so many things that happened every year#like throwing a party expecting 30 people and only 2 showed up#or my family asking me where i wanted to go eat and then complaining about my choice once we got to the restaurant#im also 99% sure my parents almost forgot my birthday last year because i didnt get a call or text from them til night#idk its just always been so hyped up for me only for the disappointment to always hurt more#so spending the day making some extra cash and then getting to go home and cuddle my cats seems like the best plan tbh
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little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world
#just me hi#though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs#'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not!#and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can#(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only#the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought#'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand#and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol#//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !!#you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D#sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates#[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with']#like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in#like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ?#//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on)#I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we#were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m.#that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh#a deadly match truly#and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had#in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it#/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor -#get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you#have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter#the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping#in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge#up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not#check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o#noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh#'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so
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#ok i said i was goin to bed but lmao a few things. or maybe just 1#me this year compared to last year? what an astronomical difference#i think i really.... came into my own. like thats the saying right#i think im at the best ive ever been. and like..... honestly i never thought id be able to make friends again but lmao i made so many at#school and like it took awhile#and like i also Know im Different n Confident bc not only am i into someone irl.... i legit like..... purposefully got to know him#like usually i stay the fuck away. but like idk a switch happened. and im like ok but why NOT me???? like im cute.... im fun... all that#like !!!!! idk !!!! why not?????#so ya........... JDJDJDJDJJD maybe this doesnt seem like much but to me its a Huge Deal JDJDJJDMDMDMDMS#n i hope the trend continues this way !!!!#like heck i even talk so casually to the profs. like lmao who am i JDJDJDJDJDJD#i am worried tho.... that when i transition back to working in jan (lmao lets be real... probs wont get a job til after then).... that i'll#go back to being Closed Off#its just really hard for me to open up.... but idk i think this year has taught me that like..... it's worth it....#and ya.... hoping i can continue this !!!!!#personal
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St. Romance Academy: Hot summer love festival
#st romance academy#also knows as#oriental flirting game#flash#amazing. a total classic#dating sims? who cares#hitting guys with lasers from your eyes and brainwashing them to be your loyal slaves? that's where it's at!#as you can see i made sure to grab the hottest guy AND some dude whose love lasted beyond the grave... til the heroine came!#his pissed off wife took away some points but it was still worth it.#i used to be so good at this game and now i still managed to hit the highest tier ending after some tries... still got it#i didn't know the original title. the site where i played just called it 'flirting with boys'.#so i went through all the games in japanese til i found it lol#this is my fave part btw. not just because i'm the best at it but also i love the atmosphere
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#worked til 10 last night . just to be up at 5 this morning to come back .#on the plus side . halfway through the shift i got to go to a Secondary Location#& just attend a meeting instead of cutting flesh all day .#which is Great because my carpal tunnel is acting up again (((':#plus . Work Bestie was also there & we shot the shit in the parking lot for an extra hour ;;#'cause we're the best workers - as evidence by the fact we were sent to this meeting - but we're also lazy slacker bums (((':#anyway i am *EXHAUSTED* & i still have 3 more days of Hell Shifts ;#but i . intend to be back on monday .#(((':
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Matty's mare!!!! I love her, I love the update, it's so good 💚💚
Ahhh thank you so much for not only taking the time to read the new chapter of All the King's Horses but to also send me this ask!! I'm so happy to hear that you enjoyed the update (I'm sorry it was late!!) and that you like Fictional!Matty's mare! I'm so excited about Sally the horse, and I was grinning so much as I wrote about her because Fictional!Matty loves her *so much* which as someone who is *also* absolutely obsessed with their horse, I relate to on a very personal level. Not to be dramatic but Pop (my gelding) is my entire world, literally sometimes I will just start crying because I love him so much and I don't know how I got lucky enough to be his person. My Fictional!Matty feels the same way about Sally (which is also an interesting position for him to be in- he's a professional he's not supposed to get attached to horses like this...) Thank you so much for giving my very niche AU a chance! I hope you continue to enjoy how the story unfolds! I hope your Sunday is going wonderfully and that you have a great rest of the week!
❤️Ally
#allylikethecat#ask ally#anon ask#fanfiction#keep it kind#matty fic#gatty#fanfic#All the King's Horses#Equestrian AU#my only regret / the only thing that makes me sad about Pop is that i didn't meet him til he was 11#and i didn't buy him til he was 12#and i feel like i missed out on so many years with him#he's 17 this year which rationally i know isnt very old#and he gets the best care possible and also has basically dropped down to only jumping 2ft6 and under so that he'll last longer#but like if anything happens to him i dont think i'll take it well#all my friends that had horses born the same year as him#lost them in freak accidents the last year#none of which were at my barn thankfully#but it just really freaks me out#anyway fictional!Matty loves sally so much#and im so excited to share more of them#and also things with fictional!george are defrosting 👀#thank you for reading!!
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I PLAYED OMEGA STRIKERS FOR 3 HOURS AND I JUST LOST EVERY SINGLE GAME EXCEPT FOR THE LAST ONE WHERE I DID SO WELL THAT ON THE SECOND SET I WAS ACTUALLY MVP AND GOT BAROQUE BANDITRY TO FUCKING PLAY LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOO
#GOT BOTH OF MY TEAMMATES PROMOTED IN THEIR RANKS THAT GAME#Technically I won 2 other matches but. One was vs ai and the other was a 3v2 so they don't count#Mmmmmmm feels so good...I finally bave a win with Rasmus#I don't think I've ever won w him in comp. Like ever.#For reference I play this game a fucking lot and I literally only played Rasmus today.#But it's okay! I was having fun and training#I'm sure my teammates weren't having fun.#But! I was! And I did so super well that last game!#Also for the record for every set in omega strikers it plays the theme of the person who did best in the previous set#Each game is a best of 3 sets (max 5 sets) so there'a a lot of opportunities for that to happen#It's so really super cool! I love that element of the game#Plus the soundtrack is banger#Mmmmmm but I always do worst on my team...but ohhhhhh I popped off that match#It turns out I struggle a LOT w judging my radius and reaction time. So I do very bad gwbsbdnfk#But! Getting better...#I told myself I was gonna play til I got a legitimate win today...it took 3 hours but I did it!#Hopefully one day I can get more than one win in a day....maybe...#The aiming of the core is also really difficult for me. I'm not very skilled with my hands believe it or not#Despite being a gamer my hand-eye coordination is god awful#If I keep training tho...maybe...maybe...#Rasmus#Omega Strikers
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boss just sat me down and basically asked what's wrong with me again
#i went home sick last friday and i guess someone said i did something wrong at work#when im 99% sure i didn't??#anyway. they also think I've been quieter lately#i feel bad. im mad because of the whole situation with my shitty coworker#but my boss slipped up and said 'we're friends - well. sorry. we're not /friends/ I'm your boss but -'#so clearly he views me as a friend but is trying to set professional boundaries#I just feel guilty#i don't even know why this is getting to me so much#i guess it feels like someone just listed off all of the things I'm doing wrong and pointed them out to me#and that paired with the fact that I was caught off guard by it#i hate being caught off guard#idk#anyway the apartment cat came over to hang out for a bit but she was distant#so the perceived rejection really hit me#i swear to god i don't realise how insane i am til i write all this out#anyway. i don't have any drugs left other than some random opioids#which is basically russian roulette#in terms of dosage because they're all wildly different#so I'll probably stay sober tonight#which is for the best :/#if I want to wake up on time to work tomorrow#it's not even anything. im mostly just trying to avoid my creepy shitty coworker#but i can't say that! so i guess everyone just thinks i hate them noe#now*#and they probably all secretly hate me#since he said that a few people have mentioned that I've been quieter lately#so I'm not even doing a good job putting up my ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ facade#which is like. my only skill and asset#anyway. time to think about dying and never eat again ig#mine
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