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in sharp contrast to the previous penguin issues interesting stylization, this poison ivy one was clearly drawn with only one hand
#og post#dcposting#also written worse lmao#joker talking like hes about to drop some crazy ivy knowledge and then just describes an average ivy crime spree#like yes. she kills people. for plants. this is known.
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The Watcher of the Great Pine Tree
TW!!! this is fucked up- warnings for child death/injury, descriptions of decomposition with bugs- and just bugs in general. srsly gross I warned you. Also unreliable narrator. I do my best to handle these topics with respect!
Let's see... what year was it? Ah, yes.
I died in the late 1830s. A few years after, locomotive trains finally made their way to the Land of Dawning. I was a considered a lucky charm prior to that, all of my parent's other children had died. Now now, settle- that wasn't uncommon back then. Even up till the 1870s, half of the amount of children birthed died prior to the age of five. At least those from families without magic.
Lucky me, I made it to six.
Quite the oddity compared to today, no? Nonetheless, as you can see, I have long since made up for it.
I loved to watch the trains. They astonished my little mind. I wasn't a very smart one by any means, but I wanted to know everything about them. How the wheels turned, and the whistle blew... how something that big was able to move at all. In a way, I wanted to BE the train, hah! Me and the other children would always play by the tracks whenever we were free from our studies. Every time the train went past, I was there.
Then, I fell.
What, were you expecting something more climactic?
No. I got a concussion while playing by the railroad tracks like the wreckless scamp I was. It took me awhile to learn the terms to understand- as well as most medicinal studies at the time, but fluid pressed on my brain more as the days went by, and I had a stroke.
That was when I first became a spirit, but I was not dead yet. My brain was practically nonfunctional. I could see it all like it was from the eyes of another, tethered closely to my body.
My father put me out of my misery with a mallet.
I watched him bury my body by the railroad, and I remained tethered there as all the life in the surrounding woods hummed a tune.
How did I feel? Oh, why of course I was absolutely beside myself. I feel anyone would be, but I was lucky- I had a comfort:
The crickets.
Their lovely song thrummed through my spirit along with the whistle of the train. They were there the entire time, soothing me. Family and friends visited, of course, but the bugs... the bugs were the only ones who truly spoke to me.
So when they began to consume my body, I felt betrayed. However- I learned that this was yet another blessing in disguise.
They all carried parts of my flesh. I was valuable to them. I was such a divine blessing for them. To feed the hoard. The masses. To continue to hear them sing. To untether me from my grave. I was free. I had done something. For the first time in my life, I was something greater than myself. There was nothing left of me there, but I was more than I ever had been. Yet, foolishly, I still grieved.
I followed those bugs out into the woods, to the tree. The old pine tree- I believe it was later called the Great Pine in the years to come. With magic buried deep in its roots. I practically raised myself out there in an abandoned old cottage, a place where I could keep an eye on my nests of friends where my body sustained them.
Despite what I had done for them, as years went by, I knew I wanted to live.
I wanted to live more than anyone else who had ever visited that pine tree.
More than anyone who was already alive.
So I watched. And I learned about that tree. For decades.
At the time, I was quite a sentimental fool- I got very wrapped up in it all. In how I felt, so much so that I forgot completely the feelings of others. Not that I ever had much experience with it in the first place, having passed on so young. I truly only ever thought of myself or my small critter friends. I used to excuse what I did with my death. Now I don't bother. In truth, I don't regret what I did either way.
Because I get to live.
I get to live a life no one else can.
A life of feeling. A life of being more than simply myself. I get to repay the generations and generations of creatures that fed from me. Now I can care for them forever.
So, no, I don't regret taking that girl's wooden frame.
Because now, that exact frame is home to so much more.
Wouldn't she be grateful? To have your very being become an ecosystem?
To be reunited with the very being that once bit into you? To become a part of their lives?
Maybe not. Either way, I am happy. I did feel guilty, mind you, I wasn't completely out of my wits yet, haha! It did eventually happen, though. Wits have been loss, I'm aware by how you are staring at me. Feel free to hate me, I've long since moved on to bigger things.
Suppose around two hundred years will do that to you. I almost miss the guilt.
I almost miss the feeling.
*(sorta) prequel to "The Dolls of the Great Pine Tree" from the pov of that mysterious pal.
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#creek#<fucked up and evil and filled with crickets#boopshoopsoc#boopshoopswriting#yeahh i-#spose i cant rly hide that i enjoy writing darker themes at times#though please feel free to pass this one up if you find it upsetting- obv#tw death#tw bugs#twst oc#oc#original character#disney twst#twst#oc writing#iF you are ok with these kinds of themes tho-#i'd appreciate a reblog!! har har#though also this is probably the darkest backstory i've written- ever??#so like#ig that means it doesnt get worse than this LMAO#anyway rest in peace creek you would have loved HP lovecrafts books but hated lovecraft himself
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Always makes me giggle when certain fans are like “why is max not calling out the abuse x driver is getting” because lmao said driver literally drip feeds shit for the English media to abuse Max with AND said drivers own father liked a tweet wishing silverstone 21 to happen to Max again SO???
Also never seen any driver called out the abuse Max consistently faces from media, teams, other drivers, fans etc
#‘Lando is facing the worse abuse ever’ ????????????????¿¿#lmao try seeing what’s written about Max every day#also Landos own dad basically wished for max to be seriously injured#also Max has defended Lando constantly#until he realized that Lando will never do it for him#rambles
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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Cupid’s Bow Flower written by SmokedAppleCores | @smokedapplecores
A The Hotel Podfic read by mistbornhero for @polypodweek
Greeting dear listeners. Love is once more in the air; whether we like it or not! This is our annual public service announcement, make sure to kill any Cupid’s Bow you see on your property. This plant is easy to spot, thanks to its lovely vibrant green heart-shaped leaves, trumpet-like flower, and potent aphrodisiac pollen
Podfic Length: 52:13 minutes
#The Hotel#Podfic#Length: 50 - 60 minutes#PolyPodweek#PolyPodweek 2025#The Lobby Boy/The Manager/The Owner#LOOK#a the hotel podfic of something not written by kwi#this had not yet#not intentionally#just hadn't happened#did I forget to crosspost when I first uploaded? no actually much worse#uploading was taking forever and I actually fell asleep waiting for it lmao#woke up#pasted the links where they had to go#posted#put the computer away and went right back to sleep#ALSO#this is one of those fics that are part of a much larger series but I find while looking for things to podfic for specific events#so I pod without reading the whole thing#but I'm very excited to actually read everything Starlight Motel related
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The thing is Justified... I know a lot of peeps like it but its not really my jam, but holy hell does Walton steal every scene he's in! Timothy Olyphant is great too, but even if I didn't know how amazing Walton is already as an actor, he really does capture your attention from the off. So that's why I've started watching it anyways 😅
Its also so funny to me Boyd Crowder's supposed to be this big bad antagonist from the off, but so far (as I've watched) what he's done is appear very receptive to Raylan's presence and requests and bascially winds him up a lot! Every time Boyd's showed up in recent eps i've watched he's been like "Raylan, let me bring up your trauma for a second. Do you want to talk about your daddy issues?"
Whilst Raylan shuts him down quickly and Boyd is just like "hmm, do you think your repressing of your emotions is boiling up into a rage and that's why ur so trigger happy, babe? Maybe u should do something about that..." - it's great haha ^^
#boyd is like raylan my dearest love and enemy seek therapy lmao#like if he's the one saying go get help for your problems u know its gotta be bad#wow is raylan bad at emotions hes all over the place#he's got the spirit but he's also so trigger happy and dealing with slight toxic masculinity crap#boyd looks a lot healthier in comparison hahaha#justified fx#boyd crowder#raylan givens#kind of#boyd x raylan#i want to study them and put them under a glass#they're so scrunkly and fucked up and meant to be friends even tho they are the worst for each other#ya know what i mean?#boyd was really like I could make him worse but whatvrs going on with him now is interesting enough#and honestly good for him#jury's out on if i like ava tbh i'm not totally vibing with how she's been written but I reserve judgement for later
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IDW1 must take place on an alternate Earth where no one has ever heard of ACAB and everyone wears "thin blue line" merchandise because there's literally no other way that a single Autobot killing a USAmerican cop in self defense would be such worldwide news that even Mexican journalists would go "OMG???? You like, killed a cop?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?" and it wasn't even framed as like, "you killed a human," the phrasing every time any character talked about it was very specifically "he killed a cop".
The cop was also threatening to shoot a group of surrendering/not-attacking/injured Autobots btw which is just the icing on the cake honestly lmao
#yeah i still think about how that plot point's handling in phase 2 was fucking dumb#you can't convince me that if a usamerican cop got shot by an alien people wouldn't be making memes about it#ppl would be making memes like 'you know a pig is a pig because he'll even shoot alien robots when they're surrendering'#i'm also mad bc the gun that that cop had was a replica of cybertronian guns that meg spread among earth's populace#and what's worse is spike and this other guy literally HEARD M EXPLAIN HIS EVIL PLAN ABOUT THIS#but somehow in phase 2 literally no one ever brings it up ever again#like not even spike brings up the whole 'yeah M had mind controlling guns that he did specifically to destabilize the population'#he was just like 'nah that autobot shot a cop the autobots are evil now'#but like. i wanna make the earth ac/ab memes so badly lmao#you know that ppl would be making 'officer down' jokes about some cop getting killed by an alien robot#don't try to tell me that it's bc they're alien robots people would suddenly support the US#ppl literally make 9/11 jokes bc they hate the US that much don't even try to tell me earth would suddenly unite over a usamerican cop#getting shot on the job no less#and this is also a story written by barber who's literally the ac/ab writer that gave OP shit for being a cop so like#it's honestly so baffling. like was he trying to make a point about police brutality#bc jazz is black coded and he killed a cop so that's why barber wrote everyone hating jazz for it?#idek it's just another one of those stupid plot contrivances i hate and make me unable to take the rest of the story seriously
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My ff account got this PM today 💀💀💀💀

#this is the scammiest message ive ever gotten lmao#BRO I WROTE THOSE FICS WHEN I WAS 14. THEY HAVE WORSE GRAMMAR THEN YOUR MESSAGE#paulas thoughts#also was good and ready to make a joke about how my terribly written 15 fics still get more attention then what i post now#only to discover…. a bot 🙃
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I have so many fic ideas but not enough confidence in my writing ability to do any of them </3
#no idea how I used to be able to write when I was middle school#how did I manage to get worse at writing as I got older lol#anyway there's one idea I have in particular but like. I am Not confident enough to write it#I'm so scared I'm going to make everyone out of character I have never written a tadc fic before lmao#also even if i Did write it I wouldn't post it anyway#falls over and dies
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sorry for a random post but
I love this multilingual fandom
getting the word "because" right was super hard for me too kings, queens and monarchs ×_×
#I love how some simple words are being written in so many different ways lmao#like seriously more then 10 fucking years of studying english#and every time i got it wrong#like how the fuck is it an “a” and not an “o”#i love seeing mistakes i make/was making myself#I STILL DO SO FUCKING MANY#SPELLING IS EVIL#qsmp#all love to yall guys <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3#ALSO WAAAAYYYYYY WORSE IN FRENCH WHY DID I CHOOSE TO SUFFERRRRRRRRRRR
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girl help I’m sitting in a park by myself and having a good time and I thought I should read the sky and guilt are the only feeling I have left again
#this is about a fic that is both soem of the best bokuakakuroken and depictions of mental illness put to paper#also something I read at one of the worse time sin my life so reading it again could cause a bad spiral#like now taht I’ve read the whole#2000k plus words I’d just go back and read the good parts#any way niche meme for people really into haikyuu fan fic#also like just to clarify to the none people that might see this I have no Ill will to the fic#it beautifully written and so powerful it’s just something you have to prepare for lol#I’ll update if some hot guy ‘accidentally’ has his dog run into me#* 200 k not 2000 lmao. I’m not acknowledging any of the other spelling errors tho lol
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everyone please pray or manifest for me that i get one of the easy texts for my exam pleaseeeee
#its an oral exam where you have to read out and translate a piece of text from the curriculum (in japanese)#and some of the texts have a lot of kanji i am unfamiliar with#and while they said that the reading out loud doesnt count and is only to make sure we know how the kanji have to be read#its still kinda embarrassing if i have to stop up every other word bc idk the kanji#but the text i was revising today was so easy compared bc its written from the perspective of a 12 year old#so theres not that many hard words#while some of the other ones describe very unfamiliar phenomena etc#like theres one thats about some sea creature who lives in a hole in the ocean....#idk all those words pleaseeeee#also one thing about japanese is that theres so many onomatopoetica#like as adverbs.... its just onomatopoetica and i dont remember any of themmmmmm#but anyways after the translation part theres a conversation part which would be fine but i havent spoken japanese in 5 months so im#probably super rusty#while i think my reading skills have improved a lot and i learned a lot of new kanji this semester#i have not spoken a coherrent sentence since january lmao#but i actually dont care THAT much about this exam#bc when its the last exam for my entire bachelors degree#i just get extreme exam anxiety and the anxiety only gets worse when i have to come up with stuff in the moment#its fine if i can just stick to a script but i usually fall on the questions they ask
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did this pwp just crescendo into seven thousand words? yes.
does it now include Elliott breathlessly reciting 4 stanzas of original poetry mid-fucking? yes.
was this really necessary? also yes.
#did i do this instead of actual graduate school assignments? also also yes#is this the most ridiculous thing I've ever written? no I've written worse and wILL CONTINUE TO ONLY GET WORSE#also it opens straight up int he middle of edging lmao i should probably fix that#unabashedly posting#jfc at this point this needs its own tag#Yours and Mine (But Mostly Yours)#ehhh I'll come up with a better tag later
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anyone remember the band years & years?? also remember how they collabed with THE kim key kibum?? that shit was wild fr
#i was just listening to songs from a time when everything was better. just so i can have a sense of control in my life 🧘♂️#all that years n years walkthe moon neon trees all that alllll that#TROYE ALSO#i wanna make a comprehensive playlist for this. rn the one i have is so short and i did in like 10 mins just to cope#but rn i have a presentation to prepare (2 ACTUALLY) but agggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh#im sorry my blog became just my inner voice written out lmao#anyway it is true that life is getting worse and worse since 2016. yall know what happened#🗒
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my perception of grades totally changed since i started uni
#in school i just did the bare minimum a pass was fine and a 3 great#it's insane to think about it how little i did like for a lot of subjects not at all and if i did i'd study like 2 hrs the day before 😭#and i thought this was studying hard or if i studied 3 hrs at least whaaat#well for some subjects i did a bit more#but like it is no comparrison#at uni i also did study the day before a few times but then i did an 8hr session#(i might just need to do that tmrw but the thing is the exam is one you can't study for so literary idk what i'd study so long for??)#(or how to study... it's translation but how tf do you study translation it's highly subjective and there are no practice exercises)#(i will probably just look at the notes)#but anyway for my last exam i spent 5 hrs in the library a day and i already started 2 weeks before (altough just in smaller bits)#but bumped it up exam week i did like 2-3hrs on average a day#even if i start too late like i did for one of the hardest test of my studies i only studied for 2 days but like all day or 10hrs sth a day#it by far exceeds the 2hrs lmao and even that was very little for this exam many studied 2 weeks but like i got a good grade so it's okay#but my point is now that i get better grades good one's a C is a massive disappointment for me 😅#unless it was a really difficult one then i'd take it but like it upsets me#a teacher once told me when i got a c on an exam quite a few failed that many would be happy to have that grade well true tbh but i can't#and once i almost cried because i got a C because i thought it was an easy course but it was an oral exam and i'm worse in these#(because in written i often remember the answer later in the exam and then go back but in oral i can't do that)#well that was embarrassing😭 i'm trying to never do that again so if i get asked how i feel abt it say it's okay ig#but sometimes even a B is meh 😅 especially if an A was possible and it was an easy course/exam#i want more A's less B's tbh B's also because i really want to go abroad and raise my grade average for that#i want to go from a B average to an A something average to improve my chances#but yeah younger me wouldn't believe this 😂#i really want to study harder to make that step up to more A's than B's like uni does come quite easy to me#and while i study way more compared to others i still get away with less effort and good results but i could have excellent grades#on the one hand it's good that i improved so much on the other those expectations might not be because i'm almost never satisfied anymore 😅#and i know it's kind of really unimportant because there are real problems and also many uni students struggle to pass their classes#it's maybe even a bit disrespectful because they'd be happy to have these grades and i should be more grateful#but i swear i don't look down on anyone with worse grades i know how difficult it can be and also how outside factors play a role#some have it more difficult some have to work a lot next to uni or really suffer from mental illness besides no one's brain is the same
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every time I write fanfic about robert I'm torn between making him less murderous (like a normal amount of unstable) and just fully leaning into that 2015 pantomime villain shit
#his character has been written so weirdly at times#like you'd think not living in ED would make him more normal#considering how fucked everyone in the village is#but actually it's interesting that being in ED makes him worse-#specifically like the combo of Andy Katie and Lawrence also occasionally Chrissie and Diane#like imagine being treated like a child all the time despite your brother having killed your mum and abused his last wife#it would drive me up the wall too#I could go on forever about how stupid it is that people think Robert's issue with Andy is because of Katie#even Katie herself has the audacity to think that lmao like bro you've known for years why they hate each other#and actually that Robert doesn't directly hate Andy but Andy definitely hates him
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