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#also u all have to be really nice about these cause I'm a little insecure about my jaw line
bunnyboy-juice · 1 month
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kissies from your favorite fat femme 😚✨
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typing-catastrophe · 11 days
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GRRRR I am frothing at the MOUTH I need that paranoid old man!!!!!
I think I specifically would make him a little crazy. Like.. Yeah, someone who also has PTSD and weird hands they might or might not be a little insecure about (I have a joint hypermobility disorder) just HAPPENS to show up, acts really nice to him, listens when he talks, takes interest in DD&MD with him, and thinks his sciencey shit is cool, and this has nothing to do with Bill, mind control, or succubi. SURE. Oh, AND their eyes are a little fucked up looking (disorder again)! He would not trust my ass
Anyway! I love your writing I want to gnaw on it like a dog with a bone
(anon talks about this post) aaahhhh thank you so much! i'm happy to hear u enjoy it ^^
ohh most definitely, what do you mean you like to listen to him ramble on and on about his interests without interrupting not even half way through, wanting to do something else? actually asking questions and wanting to hear more about his passions?? not thinking he's boring, or weird for taking in a liking in those things? the moment you ask if you can join him playing dd&md? he thinks he might actually have a stroke all that he could eventually get over, he thinks, but the fact that even physically you are suspiciously similar to him? get out. that paranoid old man might actually go insane if he thinks about you for too long
his trust issues would act up reeeal bad, but if you stick around for long enough he might calm down and open up. just have a little patience, he comes around eventually
he might fight his feelings for a while, at least until he is absolutely sure you won't just use him for your cause or turn on him and his family but once he accepts the fact that there really is someone as wonderful as you and that you like him (??? how?? he still isn't sure), he makes sure to show you just as much love as you show him. it takes a bit until he is fully comfortable and used to physical touch again, but he will take your hands in his, kiss them and makes sure you know that there is nothing to be insecure about. that you are wonderful and amazing and stunning just the way you are and deserve to not feel bad about yourself
once he accepts that he is in fact, head over heels for you, the tone of his notes in the journal shifts to a much softer one and he asks himself how he could've ever thought about you the way he once did (trauma. the answer is trauma. bill fucked him up bad)
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psycho-killer-writer · 9 months
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Dom!Draco Malfoy smut pls?? (u can ignore ofc)
my first story with smut lets be nice. Also didn't edit it I got lazy so if grammar errors or mistakes... oops.
summary: after accusing draco of cheating, you confront him and realize your were all wrong he must punish you for that ridiculous accusation.
Dom! Draco x fem reader
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"THAT STUPID ASSHOLE! I fucking hate him, I'll kill him, how dare he... breath" I say in rushed breath trying to catch my breath. "really breath is that why your like going crazy" I love pansy like a sister but I'm gonna punch her in the fucking throat, "of course not but I'm angry so I can say what I want"
Pansy looked with complete confusion "how about you just tell me the problem". Oh yeah the problem kinda forgot what I was complaining about, that's what men do I guess. "That albino looking mother fucker had the audacity to take Astoria grass green or green glass, whatever who cares what her name is" I sneered.
pansy rolled her eyes giggling "you know what her name is"
"of course I know what her name is, Its fucking Astoria Greengrass for christ sake I have oddly sexually confusing dreams about her" I rant then pause hoping I didn't sound so crazy, pansy's just stares then shrugs "who hasn't".
"anyways like I was saying, he took her to meet his mom! who does that people that date and commit that's who" I was seething I thought what we had was passionate, animalistic, even say love but hey to early to tell.
pansy snorted "what are you gonna do go up to his room and demand he stop seeing Astoria, and tell him to stop existing around her."
I scrunch in disgust "oh god no im not some tacky pick me girl".
------------------------------------------------------------------------
No thoughts just anger and a little bit of delusion I walk up to his stupid door and bang on that stupid door, so loud that it rattles the hallway. Then the stupid door is ripped open and his stupid anger face is in front of me.
"who the he- oh hey" he says in sudden softness once he realizes who is causing the scene. "miss me that much the whole hallway can hear how wet you ar-"
he is suddenly caught off once I slap him across the face his face is suddenly whipped to the side, and he looks ahead past me in shock... then anger.... then he smirks at me and licks the inside of his cheek
I didn't even let him speak when I push past him and turn around to face him while he close the door.
I just start unloading all the crap (mostly insecurities, but pride ) I have been holding in. "how dare you I gave you my virginity, does it look like im one of those people who pass it around letting everyone get in here.. don't answer that. Then you bring that tall drink of water I have dreamt her kissing all over this body, to your mothers house. YOUR MOTHERS HOUSE! I doubt that prude can do the things and I can do and let you do the things to me that are disturbing but weirdly make me horny."
Don't know where I am going with this but I feel this heat and I'm just going to keep yelling and not know where this is going to go.
" so I guess I was nothing but a body to you, im not good enough to be yours, to meet your mother, and maybe in the future I won't be married to you that I sometimes fantasize about, and your mother won't love me so much that she gives me all her clothes in her will, and I'm getting off track again SEE THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO M-"
I don't even get to finish my speech because he yanks me from the back of the neck and kisses me hard on the mouth I almost couldn't breathe
after a while we both gasp for air and he keeps are nose touching "God the things I should do to that mouth". dammit he knows how to make me drip.
I looks at him in confusion and heartache how can he ask for this knowing the pain he is causing me.
"One, I don't know how you found out and I don't want to know, all I know your kinda crazy and to never hide anything from you" he chuckled and I was about to kick him in the ball when that smart son of a bitch block my leg.
"I took Astoria to the manor to tell my mother that we are not going to be committed to each other, since we were kids we were supposed to be married at 20, but I met you and there is no one I would rather be with then the insane girl that turns me on when she giggles, or my heart that skips a beat when you look at me or touch me." we both chuckle and I have a tear going down my eye.
god I feel like an idiot.... I win... wrong moment
"I feel like an idiot" I am embarrassed
he smiles pushing my hair away from my face "don't be it just shows your the one... I love you " he expresses
I gasp I forget ho to breathe, fucking suck it Astoria " you what?"
"I love you" he repeats
"one more time didn't quite catch you"
he chuckles and throws his head back "im gonna take it back"
"to late mister its out there forever"
" as much as I love make up sex I gotta punish you for acting like a spoiled brat" he said gripping the back of my head with my hair "ima fuck you so hard it's gonna feel like I hate you"
he rips my shirt wide open tearing it right down the middle and tearing it to pieces throwing it across the room. Leaving me in just my skirt and white bra.
He places his hands on my breast and squeezes with suck adoration "God these thing are so beautiful, and so goddamn sexy" he grips them tight then reaches behind and break the clip. Ripping of my bra
" that was my favorite one " I whimper, your so lucky i'm turned on jerkface
" what did i just fucking say" he seethed grabbing my jaw "you wanna run your mouth, then I wanna hear you scream"
He yanks my head toward him and kisses me with such love and anger at the same time. "Get on the bed and turn around on your hands and knees."
Fucking finally... holy shit i'm such a slut
I climb on the bed sightly nervous and very excited for what he is about to unleash on me. there I sit only in a skirt and my garter stockings, my boobs completely open and sensitive.
ready to be used
I feel his presence right behind me and his cold deadly hand riding up my leg to the ends of my skirt pushing it up to mu hips, only to reveal that I 'forgot' my underwear.
"ohh fuck" he seethed and gripping my flesh tightly "you knew what you were doing, you wanted to be in this position didn't you, you filthy little slut" feeling his grip tighten only shows how wet he is making me.
"oh sorry, I guess I left my underwear in Potters room after he fucked my brains out... oops" I look over my shoulder and give him a sadistic smile. Of course im lying I just like to poke the dragon a little bit.. or the ferret if we are getting technical.
I don't even get the chance to to process before he gathers all his strength and completely rips the skirt off of me
dam he is on a roll, my big mouth is going to make me run out of clothes
"please keep fucking talking let me punish you more, cause after this you won't be able to even speak."
i'm to fucking insane for this to turn me on
"oh fuck yes please punish me, I dererve it im a bad girl" I whimper. He simply smiles and groans out "oh yeah baby you are I say the punishment fits the crime"
He then slaps my ass, and I let out a slight gasp. "fuck your practically dripping, you like that don't you" he demands while slapping the other cheek.
"Count slut" he says while he spanks my right bum.
"one"
Smack
"two"
Smack
"three" I whimper how can pain fee; so good
Smack
"four"
Smack
"five" im tearing up from the intense feeling
Smack!
"six"
Draco put all his force in the last one I couldn't help but cry out and moan at the same time.
he messages my red flesh and leans down to kiss it "fuck baby you did so good, you take my punishment like a good girl.
he then proceeds to reach down my heat and feels how wet I am I let out an involuntary moan and my thighs tremble lightly .
all of a sudden im flipped on my back and he then proceeds to kiss me, we are both turned on we are making out without a care in the world its messy and hot and we don't care, I gasp for air and he then starts to kiss done my body while kissing each breast with such determination, I forget how to breath. "Draco please, I can't I need to feel you" I gasp
"you will baby soon, I gotta make sure your nice and prepped" he says while kissing the inside of my thighs
he grips my my thighs that are placed over his shoulders and I can see the dents in my skin his long fingers are doing.
I feel a long wet lick going up making me shiver and right when he licks my clit and sucks hard, so roughly nibbling on it. Giving me a sense of pain and pleasure at the same time not able to control myself I let out shrieks and moan; trying so hard to keep it in.
he can easily charm the room, but something about someone hearing the sounds of pleasure rattles Draco in a way that challenges him to challenge me. I can't take the pleasure the way his lips suck my clit then enters his tongue in and out of my pussy makes me gasp.
"yes, yess, ohhhhh fuck " I moaned out in high pitch
ohh yes, yes don't stop, ohh fuuu-" I became inherent too focused on my pleasure to even
next thing I know he enters his long cold fingers once again and curls them which makes me gasp and wither . "ahhhhh yess, fuck yes" I can't stop screaming
he looks up with is cold grey eyes and smiles.
" you like that dont you. oh fuck yes look at you its like your begging for it. ima fuck you so good, for that little stunt you pulled" he seethed
I couldn't take it anymore I couldn't hold it I came so hard. "ohhh fuccc, ahhhhh" i couldn't control it my juices sprayed Dracos hands, he would stop he kept curling his fingers in me. I was so sensitive my legs were shaking I was shivering with over stimulation.
he crawls up toward me looking into my eyes and smiles and kisses me hard with love and compassion, we break apart nose touching.
he keeps eye contact and tells me " your such a good fucking girl you know that, merlin you come too good." he exhales with such satisfaction.
"you know I love you right" he looks at me with adoration
"of course, I made you repeat it like three times" I giggled
"good because im going to fuck you like I hate you" he says dropping his smile into something sadistic
he quickly pulls away and flips me on my stomach again picking up my legs to balance myself. He slaps my ass and enters me slow to accommodate his huge size and after a while he pulls out and and pounds into to me with no mercy.
my eyes cross as the sudden intrusion draco grabs my hips and continues to pound me from behind the room filling with skin slapping and moaning. thrusting into me with such determination and ruthlessness I can't stop screaming
"holy fucking shit take my cock you dirty girl" he tells me groping my hips hard where my skin starts to tingle and pound into me relentlessly.
"ohh yes , yes fuck me I deserve it" I grip him so hard having his cock enter my pussy nonstop.
draco then grabs my hair by the roots and pulls my head back and puts his face above mine "you like being treated this way being used like some possession a slut just for me, now open that goddamn mouth" as I obeyed his order he spat in my mouth and I swallowed it with delight then kissed me it was messy and wet but we didn't care all we focused on is the pleasure of him fucking me roughly.
"holy fuck i'm gonna come, i'm so close" I screamed he then spared me hard and pulled away. I shivered from the emptiness
"you better hold it cause i'm not done" he whispered in my ear, suddenly he flips me on my back and grabs me by my thighs and hooks his hand under by leg onto hip and enters me again with more passion and fill me up all the way I can feel the warmth of his cock invading me while he controls me moving ui and down due to his hands moving me on his cock he groans and huffs from the squeezing of my walls.
"yes- yes -yes" I say in high voice small tears forming my eyes from the pleasure and I can't handle it "hell yeah baby cry those happy tears for me milk me like a good girl". h go forward and puts his weight on his hand on my throat and goes at a faster pace pounding me while squeezing my throat I couldn't handle this amount of pleasure
"fuck mee yesss ahhhhh" I come hard around his cock I can't take it y eyes roll to the back of my head while he lowers his pace but takes deep thrust while he comes in me.
"look at me while I come in you dirty girl, fuck yes you like that, me filling your pussy take it like a good girl" he says as he empties out inside me as I calm down from my high .
he pulls out and I whimper from the emptiness he kisses the side of my calf and sides at me as he relaxes my legs and joins me next to the bed and we look up at the ceiling in exhaustion.
draco is the first to look at me he Tuens his head "you should slap me more often" I laugh at his comment "the way you act there would probably be plenty" I say turning my body and lean top to look down at his beautiful face "I guess its only fair that I should apologize to you"
"uhh yeah sounds reasonable" he smiles at me twirling the end of my hair
"good then"
"waiting for my apology"he looks at me with a smug face, and I look at him confused "I just did, didn't you hear me."
"what you said you should apologize but you didn't do the action" he says smugly
" take it or leave it ferret" I say and I wrinkle my nose in his face and he does it back reaches up and kisses me. "oh you love testing my patience don't you babygirl"
"all joking aside I really am sorry for invading your privacy and going all phyco" I admit with guilt and embarrassment
"I will admit it was kinda a turn on especially your little rant about us getting married" he snickered
"please forget about that I was seething I don't know why I was saying all that.... out loud" I added and he pulled me down to lay on his chest underneath the covers and made me look in his eyes "that all I think about and dream every night darling, because I love you" he confessed and I swear to merlin I came a third time.
"good because I love you too" I respond and all was right I put my head on his chest and basked in each others company
" So in this vision do we have a dog: draco asked and you always loved his soft spot for animals and remembered he was never allowed to have a pet.
" No, but there is a ferret" and si felt a smack on my ass I laughed " of Course there is a dog, you couldn't pick one so you chose both"
"good" he said and smiled pecked my lips and held me as we fell into the night slumber.
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Thx you for requesting this if you did! Can you do slashers with an s/o with hearing problems and seeing problems if you can boths or either ones good!
I feel I need to do longer slashers, so I'll include more because i think my followers aren't getting enough from me
Also I have no idea what kind of hearing and eyesight problem so like..
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Michael 🔪 (both)
Why u so weak? *uncle Roger style* He questions when you talked to him about your issues.
Also likes it cause he can be even more sneakier on you if he wasn't already a professional at it.
It also depends on the time line Michael we're talking about. Rz will probably pity you and kind of help you out or something but original Michael is just 'ok bozo. Humans these days are so pathetic lol.'
If he's feeling nice on certain days he'll either drag you or point really close to somerhing or somewhere you're supposed to go. He'll advise you to get glasses and or hearing aids or get it treated whatever.
If it's way too expensive to get it treated Michael will just gesture that he'll kill whoever was treating you after you're finish, but you'll have to explain it to him that it's not that easy and you'll still have to pay. He looks at you with an unreadable look and then scoff which sounded like a sigh. (*sigh* life used to be so easy)
If it's an infection or diseases he acts unbothered but he's calmly panicking 'what the fuck am I supposed to do, I can't kill that'.
He'll appreciate your days together more if it ever got to that point. And most definitely go on an angry massive killing spree if you're gone.
Oh and I forgot to mention. He'll think you're even more fragile and shii. It would be very subtle but he's going to look out for you even more. He sometimes acts as your guard dog, or if you wanna put it in an even funnier way. Your cane.
Jason 🪓 (both)
You already know Jason is protective as shit. And upon learning about your problems he's basically the mom here now.
He's holding your hand or watching you from afar. Atleast it's better than staring at nature and water untill someone gets here.
I'm not sure much about dead bodies but I am sure all their senses go numb. I don't know how Jason does it but he knows every little trap and tricks here and there, so you can be safe.
A little harmless thing he takes advantage of is low key using your bad eyesight and hearing as a way to get close to you and hold you, he kind of feels bad about it but he can't help it.
He likes pranking you, like very sneakily creeping up behind you and awoop, jumpscare. He'll apologize if it greatly startled you.
If you let him he'd be carrying you everywhere. Also keeping you somewhere when the horny teenagers come and disturb your little cottage life together.
Big who is insecure about himself 🤝 s/o who has eyesight problems (and hearing problems.) Match made in heaven.
He wants you to get that treated too but yk Jason.. He doesn't really understand life outside of the forest so he's just going to pick whatever glasses he can find from glass users and hope for the best.
Bro I'm so sorry this was the best of my abilities, you didn't specify what kind of problems so ideas just kinda went over my head I'm so sorry
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mrs-monaghan · 1 year
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Hey, since you often catch details and seem like an open-minded person, I want to share what I observed in the last few days. So, I definitely believe in Jikook but that was not always the case. My bias is Jimin and I always mostly focused on him, but once I observed Jungkook more carefully, the truth revealed itself step by step. Now something similar happened since I focused on Taehyung. And it seems crazy, to me as well, but please give it a chance! Watch "Nippon TV BUZZ RHYTHM 02 - BTS Cut" timestamp: 13:55, and watch (and listen to) all of their expressions closely, especially Jikook and Taehyung. Keep an eye on Namjoon, too. Then please look at the lyrics of Sweet Night and really reflect on them. Just as a reminder, there is Taehyung calling Jimin his "one and only best friend" in "Let's BTS" and similarly in Festa 2019, for example. I also am stuck on Jin calling Taehyung very generous and big-hearted in "Special Movie BTS MUSIC JOURNEY" (after the release of Sweet Night) and the others agreeing, their expressions speaking once again. Then finally those compilations where Taekook is apparently jealous of each other. Or Vmin. And now you just have to connect the dots but I did not see any other person who has done so. All those moments, all those compilations make so much more sense to me. All in all, it seems that Taehyung has or had feelings for Jimin. Sounds crazy! Of course we should not assume too much but the connections are there and in hindsight, they seem obvious. You just have to put the puzzle pieces together. I really hope that Taehyung is over it, because unrequited love hurts badly. Taehyung as a person makes so much more sense to me. His actions, his depression, his pain... Well, I guess Jimin did not call himself "Tailor of Chaos" without reason. That situation must have been difficult for him, too. Maybe (just maybe) that is an indicator regarding his state in 2020... And of course on Jungkook. But maybe that is the actual reason why Jungkook and Taehyung seem to be closer now, maybe mending their friendship! Especially, since Taehyung found a partner. And maybe Jikook feel some kind of guilt for causing Taehyung pain... who knows. There is much to think about and honestly, it sounds like pure fanfiction but if I learned something in life, it is that nothing is impossible. Hope you give it a chance, I really would like your opinion on all that. I certainly am feeling very surprised. Have a nice day :)
Yes anon, it takes very little for me to judge people seeing as I'm a lunatic myself 🤭🤭 if I had a shilling for everytime someone called me crazy I would have attended all of Suga's concerts and then some 😂 so u get no judgement from me my lovely 🙌🏽
Except insecure Jikookers, of course. Fuck you! I judge you everyday! 🤨🤨🤨
So! Umm yes. I've seen this theory being thrown around. I have friends who think this might be the case. And one of them is actually really good at analysing and picking up cues and she believes V may have had feelings for Jimin at some point and her arguments make sense.
But for me... idk. Idk anon. 🤔 I have a hard time picturing this. I will share a clip that will be hard for some of you to watch. So brace yourselves
Oh boy. Glad I have my anons off because u guys are already kinda mad at V atm 😂😂
Things to note about the first clip: (I know... I know. It's bad. I recently just discovered it and it doesn't look good, I agree)
a) Point to note number one is that, that is how most people in SK feel about homosexuality. As u can hear V is basically telling Jimin something is wrong with him mentally for liking men. And when u grow up with everyone around u telling u this, of course u will believe it. It also explains why he would keep the company he keeps. (Go Google Bogum and his cult scandal) People in SK don't believe men can be with other men. And those who have seen it happen, think its a mental illness. This was obviously embedded in V for him to have done this not once, but twice. And this is only what we saw on camera.
b) 2nd point to note; Taekook just cannot be real. It's just, impossible. Yes, V has changed, obviously. Hanging out with Jimin will do that to you. He obviously doesn't feel as strongly about homosexuality like he used to. And he loves Jimin and JK which means he has adjusted his mentality. But, this is a guy who used to say basically homophobic stuff to his friend. And as u can see, that clip is from around May 2015 So at what point would V have started dating JK as early as 2013 when this is how he felt about his friend a boy, liking boys?
c) 3rd point to note; Jimin doesn't deny it. I hate how he's just defending himself there repeating over and over; I don't like you that way, so what's your issue? I dont behave that way towards you, why you mad? Anyway, Jimin doesn't once say "no i don't like men." Or "stop lying" he just says "I don't feel that way about you."
d) Last point to note, Jikook is real. Why? Because what triggered V, was Jimin telling JK to sit next to him. And immediately V goes off about how something is wrong with Jimin in the head because these days he likes men. Likes JK.
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Now anon, let's go back to point number 2. I know internalised homophobia is a thing. (Thank you Shameless! You taught me sm!) But it stems from someone hating that they like someone of the same sex and they don't want to be that way, but they are. So saying V used to have a crush on Jimin insinuates he would have had to get over his homophobia and start seeing Jimin in a new light. I mean, it's Jimin and the Jimin effect is a thing that exists. But, still. Idk. I just don't know. Watching that clip tells me that his parents are like this. Him being so close with the WS, tells me he wouldn't have kept them as friends if at any one point he started liking someone of the same sex. Knowing how they feel about it.
V is more accepting now, of course. But Jikook are in the closet and only close knit people know about it. And V definitely isn't divulging that to the WS. Again, knowing how they feel about this topic.
What am I saying anon? I think those V jealous Vmin moments that exist are because he "lost" his bestfiend when Jikook became a thing. He had to share Jimin with JK. And I imagine Jimin tried to be there for both of them but sometimes JK took priority and maybe V didn't like that. They used to be bestfriends. Super close. V even looked after Jimin in school. Asked some people he knew to look after the new kid because that was his friend. They were close. Really close. Then satellite Jeon comes and changes everything.
Now to the assignment you gave me. The question was who's the most romantic
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Suga (what?) And RM say JK. Guess they've seen it first hand. 🤭 Also Jikook both point at Jin
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V on the other hand says Jikook but then changes it to just Jimin
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I also looked at the lyrics of sweet night (he sounds so good) and I'm guessing you're talking about this part;
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Anon, if you ship Vmin, or are suspicious of Vmin, it would be easy to conclude this song is about Jimin. Easy. But if you're like me who believes V is as straight as a ruler, then the first thing I think of when I hear that, is some girl he liked at the time that he was really close to. Someone he dated in the past, maybe. To me V is as straight as they come and I could try, but I cannot see where you're coming from.
But if you listen to sweet night and then watch V jealous compilations, you're gonna be influenced. Because you're going in already thinking the best friend he's talking about is Jimin! But, remember, you don't have to have romantic feelings for someone to be jealous. You can be jealous that your sister is spending too much time with someone else. You can be jealous your bestfriend doesn't make time for you anymore ever since they started dating. You know what I mean?
That's what I think you saw. In my opinion, of course. I could be wrong and way off base but...yeah.
In Conclusion: Vmin isn't real and there was never potential for it to be so.
I appreciate u trusting me with this ask, anon 😘
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meowriddler · 1 year
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Heyyy!!! Started reading your Edward stuff a little while ago and omg I love your writing! Was wonder if I could possibly request something with our boy Klitzy with a plus size!reader? Maybe Klitz finally has the balls to confess to reader and reader like rly rly likes him back but they’re like “but why me?” cause they’ve never really had anyone like them before? maybe they’re worried Klitz is just prancing them or smth? I’m projecting majorly rn I’m so sorry 😭
A/n: My beautiful lovely anon I deeply apologize for how late this request is, thank u for being my first request I really do hope u enjoy this ( also ur not projecting or anything luv dw )
( big shoutout to my best friend sky for helping me with this 🫶🥺)
Warnings: a hint of angst, both reader and klitz are a bit insecure
From the start~
Tim Klitz x plus size reader
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Another year passes by and he still hasn’t uttered those three little words to you. You and Klitz have been friends ever since freshman year when you first came to the school, and being the new kid sucked with no one to talk to, you settled on just giving up. As all hope was lost, you felt a gentle tap on your shoulder. Looking back at the source, it was a cute but awkward-looking boy with this bowl haircut that his mom most likely did herself and those tiny little glasses that made him look more nerdy than ever. He flinches back as if you were the one who tapped him on the shoulder. He offers you a sheepish smile. His voice cracks a bit before speaking (that made you giggle). "Um, you must be the new student, well, obviously you are since the teacher literally just introduced you”. "Um, ok, that was a dumb question. "Anyways, I’m klitz,” he offered his hand for you to shake while smiling that damn smile, giving you butterflies.
That was how everything started. He introduced you to Matt and Eli (you had to admit you did not like Eli at the start with his crude comments on your body, which made Klitz want to throw hands with him).
But today was the day Klitz felt brave enough to confess to you (also from the constant harassment he gets from his friends to finally confess). He had everything planned out; he had texted you the night before to meet him in this beautiful park. Hopefully the green scenery would be romantic enough for you.
While Klitz was waiting for your arrival, he couldn't shake off that dreadful feeling of you not liking him back. In a way that he liked you, that is. He was ridden with overzealous anxieties about his confession, breaking your friendship apart. Too many what-if's and but's are running through his mind now, making him shake his head to get rid of the thoughts going through his head. As you showed up in the distance, his gaze averted to where you stood. There you were, in all of your glory, looking as breathtaking as ever. Kliz's vision started dissipating, but he drew in a slow, deep breath to keep his cool. 

In the distance, you saw Klitz standing beside a park bench, detailed with wood and well-constructed metal. You could feel yourself getting nervous as well as he was ever since you got that text message from Klitz. The night before was still plaguing your mind with overthinking, wondering what could have been so important that he would have wanted to meet you at this really nice park all alone. 

You walked towards him, your hands fidgeting slightly as your eyes scanned the park until they landed upon him. 
"Hey, Klitzy!" 
You cheerfully say this despite the nervous churn in your stomach. You might have been thinking that he had finally found out your feelings towards him, which is causing you a bit of panic, wondering what he might think of you. 

"O-Oh! Hey, y/n, you actually came." Klitz seemed a bit surprised. "H-How are you doing?" 
“ God, why can't I just talk right for once?" He thought to himself when he spoke nervously, facepalming internally.
You softly laughed at his nervousness, which was reassuring to know that he too was nervous.
"I'm doing great! "What about you?" You said it with a nervous but inviting smile on your face. Your cheeks made your eyes squint slightly whenever you smiled. 

"I'm good; thank you for asking." His smile was uncertain, but a genuine one at least. His fingers tapped the side of his leg nervously while he looked at you, occasionally looking away.
"It's no problem," You two stood there for a bit until you broke the silence in the park. "So why did you want to meet up?" You asked curiously, hoping that it was something silly like a school project. 

"Well, um, I-" Klitz's eyebrows tensed slightly, feeling nervous and unsure of his confession. He took in a deep breath, which made you seem a bit confused about what could have gotten him so jumbled up. His eyes were closed for a moment, opening as he exhaled. 
"I-I know it's a little sudden, but I've always had feelings for you." You could feel your heartbeat quicken just as much as he was starting to when he said these few words. 
"Ever since we became friends, well, actually ever since I first saw you," Klits let out a nervous laugh in between his speeches. "I've been afraid to say anything. I didn't want to ruin our friendship, but I don't want to be just friends. His face was a bit red as he stumbled over his words. A slight moment of silence was shared while you looked at him with curious, nervous, widened eyes as he confessed to you. "What I'm trying to say is that I like you, y/n."
You stared at him for a bit more as a smirk crept onto your face, starting out with a giggle then progressing into a humbling laugh.
"Wait, why are you laughing?" Klitz's face went from nervous to confused, feeling a bit defeated by your laughter at his confession. It took him a few days to even build up the courage to even invite you to the park in the first place. "What's so funny?" He was genuinely confused about why you would be laughing at him. 

As your laughter died down, you looked up at Klitz, who wasn't laughing with you; he was looking at you quite hurt and upset with your reaction. "You're joking, right?" You questioned me with a raised eyebrow. 

"I-" Klitz was looking at you with his mouth slightly open, letting his eyes flutter for a few blinks. "No, I was." He shook his head and sighed sharply before shaking his head. "You know what, never mind." Klitz turned on his heel to walk off before he could make a fool of himself any longer until you grabbed ahold of his wrist before he could storm off anywhere.
"N-No, Klitz Wait, I'm sorry." You holding onto his wrist sent a striking feeling through his spine, making his heart flutter ever more. He turned back to you slowly as the hope in his eyes returned when you stopped him from walking off. 

"I didn't know if you were joking or not; I never get asked out genuinely." You held onto his wrist a bit longer before he turned back to you, letting go of it when you came face to face with him again. "I wouldn't have thought that someone would really have eyes for me." You muttered under your breath, seeming a bit sorrowful but pleased to know that the person you liked had genuine interest in you. 

Klitz tilted his head slightly in a bit of confusion. He was still anxious, to say the least, but he was more interested in what you meant, showing a hint of concern for you as well. "What do you mean?" 

"Well, Im.. y'know." You looked down and shrugged, seeing your body discourage your thoughts on his confession. "Not fit for societal standards." 

It took him a moment to process what you meant until he had an 'aha' moment, noticing that you were commenting on your body. Klitz was a mess, to say the least. The effect you had on him should be a crime, the way his whole body broke into a cold sweat at the slight attention you so gracefully offered him. Klitz never viewed himself as a good-looking hell; he even considered himself ugly, but seeing you act this way baffles him. Who wouldn't want to be with you? You always found ways to light up a room with your presence alone, always finding ways to make him feel better about himself. It upsets him greatly to know you don't view yourself the way he sees you because you're anything but special. He could still recall the day he first laid eyes on you, as if Cupid flew in and shot an arrow through his beating heart. 

"Y/N, you are beautiful; you don't have to worry about so-called'societal standards." His eyebrows tensed, looking concerned about your self-image. "Don't take me as someone who would think that about you." Klitz moved a bit closer to you, feeling compelled to hold onto your hand to comfort you and as a way to show how passionate he felt towards you. 

"I'm just afraid that you would see me as I see myself." You muttered, looking off towards the plains of the park while the birds chirped a subtle song.
Klitz's nervousness never failed to return; he wanted to compliment and reassure you so desperately, so he held his breath, his shoulders tensing up as he gazed at your stunning complexion. "However you see yourself... I'm sure it's just you overthinking." Klitz quickly turned away with a reddened face. "If you could only see how you look in my eyes, you'd understand why I'd ever confess." His voice was ridden with nerves, making him stumble upon his words. "Come on, grow a pair; this isn't the time to be nervous." You couldn't tell, but he was slapping himself in the face inside his mind.
You suddenly felt a pair of lips collide against yours. The kiss was a bit clumsy but sweet, no less. You were shocked, to say the least, but that didn’t stop you from smiling at the kiss, and soon your eyes fluttered to a close. You rested your hand on his cheek and let out a blissful hum, still enraptured by the intimacy you both were sharing. But eventually u pull away feeling so many emotions at the same time, good emotions, though u look up at klitzy, who was now wearing the same expression as yours but slightly different, it looked worried as if he didn’t think u might’ve actually liked him back before u could utter anything out klitz starts spitting out apologizes like there is no end to them.
I-I’m so sorry I-knew this was a dumb idea a-and I shouldn’t have k-kissed u like that I-I’m really sorry. Before anymore pointless sorrys could come out of his trembling self, you tugged down the collar of his shirt, now facing you at eye level, as you gently placed your soft lips on his, making sure to put every single loving molecule that is in your body through that damn kiss. As you slowly separated from each other, you look up at him.
Nothing but admiration was behind those small dorky glasses he never grew out of; no words were exchanged between you, just loving glances as you lean onto him, touching temples. You whisper back to him those sweet three little words Kiltzy was aching to hear.
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He finally grew some balls and said those three words 👍🤓
A/n thank u so much for reading I really hope u enjoyed this ( I apologize if klitz sounds too ooc it was my first time writing for him ) don’t forget to drink some water👹
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channieismyboy · 2 years
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hey i love love love ur headcannons tysm for writing !!!
for a future one, would u like to write about how they would be with a taller s/o ? being 6’0 myself it’s sometimes hard reading fics (not urs !!) where the reader is small and petite 😭😭 thank you !!!
awww tysm!! i love this sm, a lot of my cousins are on the tall side (like 6 to 6'3, i think all the beautiful tall genes went to them and not me smh) i’m sorry it took so long to get back to you on this, but i hope you enjoy it!!!
stray kids with a tall s/o headcanons ♡
bang chan:
first of all i'm sure he would love it that you're taller than him
i think it would make him want to care for you even more (if that makes sense)
like he just thinks that you're too precious and beautiful
and everytime you look down to talk to him, his heart just
melts
i just can't stop thinking about your daily activities with him
it's just too cute
i imagine him always asking you to get things on higher shelves for him
like even is he can reach those items by simply going on his tippy-toes
he would still make you do them (only because he wants to admire you even more iykyk)
minho:
personally, i think mnho would want his s/o on the taller side
that's just my opinion but anyways-
so i think he would really like your height and would praise your beauty for it all the time
he especially would like you're long legs
he just thinks they're so attractive
especially in clothing that show them off
in shorts, tight leggings, shorts
he would simply pass away (in a good way ofc)
like you would catch him always staring at your legs-
(but you like it)
changbin:
girl-
YOU WOULD BE CHANGBIN'S DREAM
he's always going off about height and things like that
so i think just like minho, he would want a taller s/o
except he would always be by your side and never let go of you
i think he would want to hug a lot (notably standing)
he would want to lay his head on your chest all the time
if you ever feel a bit insecure about your height
this mf would not hesitate to shut you up
(ngl i feel like he would gaslight you into liking your height, just because he doesn't understand how you would not like it, when he adores it so much)
hyunjin:
because hyunjin is quite tall, i don't think he would mind looking up at your beautiful face while talking to you
he would only have to lift his head a little (unlike changbin-)
plus i think he would also want a taller s/o cause he has to deal with short people all the time
but anyways
i think he would always want to paint you
i just  imagine him always taking scenery pictures with you in them, because you look so pretty and match the background nicely
so he would end up making sketches of those pictures
han:
i think you wouldn't want to be taller than han
because if you are
this guy would be so annoying with his compliments
like you would just be standing there
and this mf would not shut up about your beauty
also just like bang chan, he would make you do things for him
since your limbs are longer he would make you reach out to get things
and most (if not all the time) they would be too far for you to reach to get
so you would have to get out of your comfortable position to get the item he wants
you get annoyed by this but it's worth it because he looks up at your with his pretty eyes and you cannot help but fall more in love with him
felix:
let me just say this:
COMPARING HAND SIZES WITH HIM
like hyunjin has huge hands and i know almost everyone has seen him and felix compare hands
imagine felix vs your hand
it would be so cute and precious
(help i'm dying)
just like changbin, he would be at your side at all times
just wrapping his arms around your waist 24/7
only letting go when you have to go to the bathroom or something
he can't help it that you're the most gorgeous being he has ever laid his eyes on
he would always look up at you so cutely too smh
seungmin:
okay so for seungmin
i feel like he would find beauty in everyone
and when he laid his eyes on your figure and face
he almost died
he has never seen someone as cute and precious as you he thinks
and when you both got together, he would praise the fuck out of you
like how can you just look down at him so cutely, with your pretty eyes??
he would just love you, and want to feel protect by you always
especially when you hug him
jeongin:
when looking for a partner, jeongin has never thought about height
in fact i think it has to be a requirement for you to be tall for him to like you
so he has never thought about any partner being too tall, or small
so when you both are together, he would just enjoy to be in your loving presence
all in all, jeongin is head over heels for you, and would just want to be with you at all times
(I'm not joking. at. all. times.)
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a/n: hey guys, ik it's been a little while, but i hope you enjoyed this!! anon, i'm sorry it took so long. i have been trying my best, and i really hope you liked this!!!
for anyone who would like to be included in my tags list, just send me a message, or leave a comment!!
i love you all, please make sure to eat, and drink water properly!! <3
@miamyre @luabahngg @flowersiinherhaiir @yourallaround-simp
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my-castles-crumbling · 6 months
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My opinion of you? Hmmmm. Well honestly, my opinion of you… really fucking good.
I dunno how comfortable you are with compliments so i’m putting a little warning here; compliments incoming :)
Firstly, you are an awesome writer. Like genuinely. Plus it’s so impressive that you write/post those microfics everyday, it’s serious (sirius haha) dedication, and most ppl wouldn’t have it in them to keep a routine like that. 
Two, you have legit saved people. People here felt safe enough to ask you for help, and from all i’ve seen, you’re damn good at giving advice. 
Plus I saw that one anon you answered where you told the person not to admit they cheated if it’d get them in more trouble than they deserve, and I salut you for that. (I remember you also told them that cheating is wrong and mostly don’t do it- don’t worry I got the right message). 
Anyway, my point is, there aren’t many places people feel safe enough to talk about their problems or insecurities or even dangers. Especially on the internet. So you’ve made a really good community here. You should be proud. 
But we’re doing full honesty right? So honestly, I think that it seems like sometimes you don’t have enough faith in yourself. 
I mean your fics are amazing, but also, they’re fucking free and a gift to the fandom. So you shouldn’t feel the need to meet anyone’s demands or be good enough for anyone but yourself. 
And here, you have helped so many people, I understand insecurity is a part of living, but maybe you don’t get how helpful your blog is. Whenever I come on here, you’ve posted a microfic or made a marauders joke or truly helped someone (with annoyingly good advice btw, i’m an adult and yet NO WHERE NEAR as mature, so good on u), and it’s soothing. You’re soothing.
Give yourself credit, is what i’m saying. 
You’re allowed to feel proud that you help people, proud that people love your writing, and ignore anyone who’s an asshole cause they’re dumb anyway.
And don’t forget that you don’t owe anyone anything. You don’t owe anyone a fic, or a tumblr post or an anon answer or even (within reason) kindness. You’re being generous with your time and your kindness by helping people. And while obviously that’s a good thing, you shouldn’t feel pressured to do so. 
Wait let me rephrase that- anyone who pressures you to do so is a bad person and should be strongly ignored. 
You don’t have to apologise for not wanting to post or be on social media. And anyone who cares should value that you’re taking time for yourself. 
Plus, and sorry if it’s weird to bring up your like, real life, but I think you’re probably a really great teacher. I didn’t have many people who believed in me growing up and you seem like someone who believes in people. And that’s what matters most. 
(Plus all teachers are criminally underpaid so like- good for you sticking with a half shitty job- though then again all jobs are half shitty) 
Also, and in this day and age this is a truly high compliment, you don’t seem like you’ve ever sent hate. 
You just have that vibe. You know… nice :)
So yes, that is my opinion of you.
Also, random question, how much gory stuff in films can you take? Usually i’m pretty alright, but I watched a pretty gross film earlier and it reminded I can’t watch everything gory. 
So yeah… that’s all ❤️
Hi, um...I am SO sorry, my my allergies are terrible and I seem to be sweating from my eyes....nothing to see here...😭😭😭😭
Thank you. Genuinely. I have honestly been struggling a fair amount lately, so notes like this make a much bigger difference than you would think <3
As far as films, I'm alright with gore. I actually LOVE horror films, but I prefer psychological horror and horror based on East Asian legends.
Thank you again <3 <3 <3
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explorevenus · 1 year
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hii! I hope you're having a nice day❤️
If you're not comfortable with the topic feel free to just ignore the ask! But I was just wondering... how would yan!Leon handle his darling having an ED?
Like, would he be more understanding if she didn't want to eat because of that and not cause she just wants to piss him off, as he first thought?
I've just been dealing a lot with EDs lately and a little drabble or just hearing your thoughts about it would help a bit :,) sorry for the little vent.
hiii sorry i'm late, i hope ur having a nice day too !!!! idk if this is at all what u were looking for but i hope it answers ur question and also maybe helps ;n; ily i'm sorry you're having a hard time, angel
tw: ed talk under the cut-- take care of urself and don't read if that's triggering for u !
as someone who also struggles with ed behavior i feel this and i wonder about it too. i think he would understand that she isn't doing it to upset him but at the same time he can't stand to see her neglect herself and for that reason he would have very little patience for it.
for one, he can't even wrap his head around how darling could possibly have any insecurities about herself. to leon, darling is scientifically perfect and it's literal blasphemy to think otherwise.
for two, leon doesn't understand ed's in the slightest. that man lives and breathes food and sincerely cannot even fathom why someone would want to starve themselves just to stay small, especially his darling. he really just can't comprehend the why of it, but he tries to.
for three, leon wants for nothing more than his darling to be healthy and happy, and he knows she can't be either of those things if she's obsessing over food and her body image. it gets to a point where he genuinely can't sleep at night if he isn't certain she's been eating at least a little bit and if she's not, he isn't above force feeding, especially if/when she's pregnant. in his eyes, it's for her own good.
in short i think he tries to be as understanding with her as he can manage while a) not understanding at all and b) trying to 'fix her' in some of the worst possible ways
at the end of the day though, as much as he hates to see her insecure about herself, at least it makes her easy to manipulate
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7ndipity · 9 months
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hey !! i ♡ ur writing, its helping me get away from reality and the hard times it has brought last year 2023, so im hoping that both for u and me and whoever is reading this that 2024 is gonna be a good year, full of joy, blessings, and health, im also hoping for the boys, even tho they'll spend most of the year in the military, that this is gonna be a great year ...♡ idk if the shipping game is still going, but id like to join, if its possible haha....im kind of late but i was afraid at first (im very shy) then i remembered that i can use the anon option!
also u asked which member we'd ship u with, so i'd personally say yoongi! ik u write a lot of fics on him, so maybe its that, but also you seem like a very nice, calm and understanding person, also a very like "warm"? person and i think thats just the type of person yoongi would enjoy being with :) or with jimin too!
well abt me ..for the shipping game.
Im a 00 liner, she/her, im from a slavic country, i have long hair with bangs, dark blonde, brown eyes and some freckles, petite (?) like very short.. omg it seems like a school presentation im sorry, also, im an atheist/agnostic but im very open to religions and spirituality and i personally love talking about such matters, i love having deep talks also, i love reading and rewatching the same few film or animes (like evangelion im obsessed). i talk abt this things over and over.
also, im an introvert and im very insecure both abt my looks and the way i act, but i always try to be sincere abt my feelings even tho its hard since im kind of a people pleased but i!am!working!on!it!! im an optimist, things have gotten better before and they will get better again. im a calm person but sometimes i have silly moments so its either that i talk it out and like talk talk talk talk or idk i just laugh at everything....also, i really like physical affection BUT i dont like pda...like cute but not in public yk.
omg i wanted to make this short for u...im sorry, if ur not doing the shipping game anymore dont worry i might be late for it ig😭help...
also one last thing, im a yoongi stan because i love the kind of person he is, caring, calm, very mature also emotionally intelligent and is not afraid to show vulnerable parts of himself. Also he is very passionate that admirable and he a cutie yk it already like...also! hobi is my wrecker cause he is the sweetest never fails to make us smile :) ok...i said enough now you know abt me😵😦 anyways.....sorry i hope u have a good day🤍 happy new year again, i really wander how u keep it up with writing and daily life seems like a lot to me u always bless us with new amazing stories and ur very sweet and patient when answering, take care🤍🤍
Ok, first off thank you so much for your sweet message! I'm so glad this blog's been a place of comfort for you, and I definitely second your wish that this year be kind to us all!
I’m about to make you so happy, cause I would ship you with Yoongi and Hobi, and also a little bit with Namjoon!
Yoongi and Joon love people that they can have genuine, deep conversations with, so I think they’d really appreciate your openness and sincerity, as well as your optimism. Plus, I think Joon would find you super cute(lowkey think he would be into height differences)
You mentioned a bit about your style in your second message, and I’ve said before that I think Hobi would really love a partner with similar fashion sense/ style to him, so i think he’d really be into your alt/skater style(and as a fellow Aquarius, you two would pair quite well together)! Plus, he and Yoongi have such warm, reassuring personalities, I feel like they would be so comforting for you!
Hope this was okay💜
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brendashmenda · 3 years
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great, now i'm imagining armin going crazy when you're starting to show your baby bump; this drives this mf fucking insane,,, if men tend to find their partners less attractive when they're pregnant, armin is the COMPLETE OPPOSITE of that!! he finds you so much prettier and hotter while carrying his baby he's unable to get his hands off of you, when you wear a tight short tank top that makes ur tummy peek out? he's hard as a rock. you pregnancy glow is so fucking sexy to him he can't stop giving you butterfly kisses and caressing u everytime he sees you. he thinks of you as an absolute goddess when you wear your summer dresses in the picnic dates he takes u on, and the lovemaking and fucking sessions are much more loving, filled with praises and tiny kisses from him💕
Ahhhhhh anon thank thank you I’m (s)creaming at this I love your brain so much hehe
-and yes he’s just so ecstatic at the thought…no the reality of you carrying his baby it’s all he can ever think about.
He texts you when he’s at work with a lil message that says “thinking of you and baby rn, can’t wait to come home and see u both :)”
sounds sweet right? Yeah but I assure you his thoughts are a little more what I would categorize as spicy. He’s actually thinking about how dazzling you look, how full and pretty and oh fuck, how much more of his you look like these days..how when you’re out in public together nobody looks at you and your baby bump and doesn’t immediately think to themselves that its his child, that he was the one who put that baby there. he’s not really insecure in himself anymore like he was as a teen but it is a very nice confidence boost being out with his arm around the waist of such a gorgeous pregnant person, and everyone knowing exactly how good he fucked you in order to make his precious baby. and it’s not just at work that Armin’s brain is occupied with the thought of you and your pregnancy. When you are sleeping at night, hands linked but bodies not cuddled so that you can have some extra space with your new bump, he’s just lying there awake, glancing over at you routinely, thinking about how beautiful and serene you look while sleeping, how much he’d love to make love to you right now, kiss your stomach in between thrusts. In fact, he even touches your face gently, trying not waking you up (cause the middle of the night, this is a pregnant woman sir no thank you?) but leaning down to your belly and whispering words of adoration to his unborn child
hes just obsessed with your baby bump in general, thinks it’s so cute when you’re in the early stages, and as your pregnancy progresses it just gets better and better. (hehe he also likes when your boobs get swollen and big, your old bras are way too small so when you groan and take it off whenever you get home, he just kinda goes 😳)
anyways, he’s just a sucker for you, and the pregnanc only make him a million times hornier, more protective, and attracted to you.
…ok this a random bonus thing I thought of..but I’ve definitely read pregnancy smut before where the readers s/o tries to ”fuck another baby into you” like as in twins, and OBVIOUSLY it doesn’t work like that, but what if pregnant you was riding Armin and he was just totally getting fucked senseless, so far to the point that even his very logical mind was cracking, and he starts stuttering in between moans about how he’s gonna fuck another baby to join the one inside you now, and how every child needs to have a playmate, and you just look so hot and perfect hes absolutely out of it, basically pussy drunk and lost all rationality. whoooooooooo I love senseless Armin <3
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2ynjns · 3 years
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enhypen with a cute and small s/o headcanon
pairings: ot7 x gn!reader
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request states “enha reaction to a short and cute s/o please thank you"
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heeseung
this boy is tall and we all know that
so comparing to u he could come off as a giant
he also gives off domestic vibes
a whole boyfriend material
he doesn’t really give off clingy vibes but with you it’s different
he would protect you at all cost
but it’s not obvious
he would watch you from afar while you do something by yourself but as soon as he sees you struggle he would immediately help you
"i got it i got it"
he doesn’t baby you in public but he babies you SOOO much when you’re alone
he teases you yet he’s so sweet about it at the same time
would call you cute names like “little one” or “little kitten” because you remind him of a small cat
jay
oh my goodness
YOURE HIS BABY PERIOD
he would baby you every single time it actually gets tiring
you’re so small comparing to him his favorite thing he always does is carrying you
either like a baby or giving you piggy back rides
he teases you because when you sit on the chair, your feet doesn’t reach the floor
would always compare his height from yours
then you’d get pissed
"jay shut up" 👊
like damn he didn’t need to slap it on you that you're short af tf
besides that tho he loves cuddling with you because you’re like a little doll
although you're adorably cute you two always fight and wrestles
and though you're smol you'd always win
and you're convinced that he purposely lets you win bc he's strong af but bc you're his someone ofc he's gonna give you the W
jake
the sweetest boy EVER??
he doesn't tease you about your height!!
mainly because he doesn't want you to get insecure or he doesn't want you to feel bad about your height
he would look at you with so much sparkles in his eyes
like that "omg you're so heckin adorably smol" typa in love look
just like other bfs out there, he would help you reach high stuff
and he's not gonna be a jerk about it
he is genuinely sooo nice
giggles at every single little adorable thing you do
one time you sneezed, tho no matter if it was an ugly sneeze or a cite sneeze,,, he giggles so much
its kinda concerning
"hehehee you're so cute"
"i'm literally having terrible allergies and you're calling that cute??"
but whatever right thats okay
as long as you make him happy,
you'd sneeze from allergies from him i guess 🙄
sunghoon
like jake, he would look at you with heart eyes
but he wouldn't make it too obvious like heeseung
one time you're playing on your phone sitting on the floor
and sunghoon was just watching you from the couch all smiling by himself
like little smirk/smile that he does
sunghoon simp wbk
"AARRRGGGHHH I LOST AGAIN FFFFFF" you screamed
and the way you screamed was so cute
you looked like this: ╰(‵□′)╯
then you heard sunghoon giggling so hard
then he sat on the floor with you and rubbed the back of your head
"you lost again?"
then you pout "yes >:("
he giggles again then he pulls you into a hug
"it's okay, i'll teach you"
then he pulls you it between his lap and you'd hold the phone together
sunoo
ayo
is a baby himself
a whole babie couple
if you're whiny, he's even whinier
and shy af
but thats okay because you guys are the cutest couple
so many cuddle and cheek kiss exchange
a day of you hanging out with each other consists of you cuddling or doing home activities
and because you're cute like him yet tinier
imo sunoo appears to be smaller than he actually is
because we all know this boy is TALL
he's 5'10 and you're def WAY shorter than 5'10, it hurts
regardless, your height we would cling on you in every way possible
he would cling on you like a koala, or he'll cling on you like a lost child
like i said earlier, babier than you
but thats okay because his hugs and cuddles make up for it.
jungwon
LOVES TO TEASE YOU
like jay, but worse
he could be sweet but he's definitely meaner than sweet
"HAHAHA YOU'RE SO SHORT >:D"
you'd look at him like (。•́︿•̀。)
puppy eyes
look jungwon you made your baby sad HHH hHH HH H H h h H
he's immediately apologize
"i didn't mean it !! o(TヘTo)"
you'd just sit there hugging your knees because he made you sad
then he's feel even worse
"i'm sorrryyyyy" (ಥ﹏ಥ)
you'd resort to making yourself feel better and the other members are gonna notice
"don't make y/n sad! you're a bad bf!" heeseung would tease
aaaargghh
anyways he'd treat you out because he made you super sad
buuuTTTT he's def gonna film you eating bc,,, well you're cute
duh
ni-ki
HELLO???
this boy is yoUNG but TALL
it doesn't matter if you're older or younger than him but he's more like a clueless bf
so he would treat you normally
yes you're short, but he's not gonna discriminate you bc of it HJSBDd
a sweet baby
"do you want to eat?" "do you need help?" "do you need to grab it? i can help you."
would tease you a *little* bit
"look, you're not even past my shoulders hehehe"
gets a crispy smack from you
your tall giant helper
"ni-ki, can you get the plate for me?" "ni-ki, can you reach the frame?" "ni-ki--"
"okay okay i got it"
would compare heights
no matter what
he will not be fazed, there's no day when he WONT compare height
"do you sleep? i heard sleep helps."
"shut up riki, just 'cause youre tall youre gonna treat me like this... AND YES I DO SLEEP"
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petersasteria · 3 years
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jealousy, jealousy || tom holland
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sour masterlist || tom || sour taglist
906 words w: it's fucked up and it's inspired by some personal shit that i'm going thru, i mention some psycho shit italics are lyrics + important note at the end.
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Retweets.
Likes.
Reacts.
Shares.
Views.
Reblogs.
Followers.
Those are the main ingredients for relapsing in our insecurities. Those things make us drown in jealousy and anger. We claim that we’re happy for other people, but it’s hard to be happy for them if they get the things that YOU want. It feels unfair and it feels like being happy for them is rubbing salt in the wound.
We all have our winning moments, but sometimes we feel like our own winning moments aren’t enough to make us happy. So, when will we finally be happy? When we get a million followers? When we get a million likes, reblogs, and retweets? A billion views until it goes viral? Billions of shares until the app crashes? Truth is, we don’t know. We don’t know until we get there.
You knew that it was unhealthy for you to be jealous of some girl, but you were supposed to be in her place. The title of being Tom’s girlfriend is supposed to be and is rightfully yours. Somehow, everything became fucked up and Tom ended up with some other girl who clearly wasn’t you. You can’t help but feel as if the universe sabotaged you when in reality, Tom just met her and after a few dates, they’re now going steady. The universe had nothing to do with it.
Everyday, you keep refreshing her Instagram profile just to see if she posted a new picture or video or an Instagram story. You knew you shouldn’t do that, but you couldn’t help it. You wanted to be happy for Tom, but he was supposed to be happy with you.
She was perfect. She had perfect teeth, perfect sense of style, perfect hair, she’s basically Little Miss Perfect and it’s actually sickening to think about it constantly. Deep down you knew you were just as pretty and just as perfect because fuck society and their standards, but you can’t let your thoughts go. You were sick of being yourself because you were convinced that you weren’t fun or interesting. You wanted to be her and it became an obsession.
You would always compare yourself to her and you would think about her often. Whenever you pick out an outfit, you’d always ask yourself if it’s something she’d wear. If the answer is no, you’d put the outfit back and look for another one. It was so unhealthy and everyone was worried about you. Tom didn’t know that this was going on, but everyone else noticed how weird you were being whenever Tom and his girlfriend were around.
“She went to Brazil with her friends recently. Tell them, babe!” Tom excitedly nudged her before she told her amazing vacation story. You wanted to roll your eyes, but you didn’t want everyone to see that. She was talking about the vintage clothes she bought there and her phone was passed around for everyone to see her photos in Brazil. Admittedly, you thought you were crazy for thinking these things. You should be happy for her and Tom, but it was difficult.
They say we shouldn’t bring down someone during their winning season because we don’t know how much they lost in their losing season. As much as you believed in that, you can’t help but feel that her win is your loss. Even though it’s not true, you still thought that way. You were tearing yourself apart over someone who wanted to be your friend, but your jealousy was hindering you from doing so.
You wanted to be her so bad that you swore to yourself that if you were a psycho, you’d probably wear her skin just to be her for at least a day. The only thing stopping you from doing so is the fact that you’re not a psycho and you’re a good person. Technically, you were capable of skinning someone alive and wearing their skin, but you choose not to listen to the call of the void. It would wreck you if you did.
It’s karaoke night and everyone was there. To get this off your chest, you decided to sing ‘jealousy, jealousy’ by Olivia Rodrigo. When you sang the bridge, you meant every word. Only Harry seemed to catch on as he listened intently.
All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
In your daddy’s nice car, yeah you’re livin’ the life
Go a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you
All I see is what I should be
Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be
I’m losin’ it, all I get’s jealousy, jealousy
When the song was over, everyone clapped and told you that you sounded really good. “Wow, I didn’t know you could sing like that, Y/N! You sound really good.” She smiled brightly at you. “I’m jealous. I wish I could sing like you.”
You wanted to tell her that you were jealous of her too because she got the man of your dreams, but you took the compliment because for once in your life, someone you’re jealous of is jealous of YOU. That’s so fucking rare and it doesn’t happen to everyone. For once in your life, you had the upper hand and it made you happy. Genuinely happy. In this round, you were finally better than her.
You stared at her and grinned, “Thanks.”
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i apologize to the writers in this site who im jealous of. there's so many of you, but i want you all to know that im sorry for feeling so jealous and insecure of my own shit that i let it get in the way of getting along with you. im sorry for cutting people off all bc i got consumed by jealousy and im sorry for being an asshole and i understand if the friends i used to have here won't want to talk to me anymore. it's all my fault and i'd be the cause of my own death, i swear. anyway, i wont tag any of you bc i want to avoid stirring shit up and also, none of you will see or read this. i hope you're all okay and i wish you guys everything good in this world. im sick of feeling this way. i need therapy.
to my friends @blueleatherbag @justasmisunderstoodasloki @hjoficrecs @allyz, i want to thank u for being super supportive and thank u for staying by my side when everything was rough. i love all three of you and im sorry if i dont say it enough.
𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓: @celestialholland @alinastarkrovs @piscesparker @prancerrparkerr @spideyspeaches @givebuckyhisplumsnow @blueleatherbag @theonly1outof-a-billion @hollandbroz-n-haz @starlight-starks @webmeupspiderdaddy @studiesinspanish @bi-lmg @minejungwoo @blossomhollands @markhyucksmells @ilikealotofpeople-younotsomuch @simonsbluee @itszulli
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elysianslove · 3 years
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💍 🧎‍♀️ THIS IS ME TAKING RESPONSIBILITY MARRY ME NOW >:( AND YOU GUYS ARE WAY TOO NICE TO ME N MY ART!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(
and omg prince!osamu......i'm thinkin that tsumu is probably the heir to the throne so samu's probably pretty lax about the whole thing...but also omg now i can't stop thinking of samu disguising himself as a commoner to observe the townsfolk?!?? and then he meets u and gets to know u and falls in love and people at the palace start to notice how the 2nd prince just casually disappears from time to time and whenever it's brought up tsumu has no choice but to cover for him and come up with excuses DHSJKDBS MANY THOUGHTS INDEED
you're making my brairot so much worse help 🧍‍♀️and i'm looking forward to the fic you'll be posting <3333—🦊
WAIT WAS THIS THE ASK YOURE TALKING ABOUT??? if yes then 🧍🏻‍♀️ i really need to filter through my inbox damn ,,, starting to look a lot like a whole bunch of unread emails <//3 ANYWAYS now i wanna write prince!samu :( had to put a read more cause i got way too into it 
like u said, tsumu’s older so he’s next in line, so samu’s just busying himself with anything that he can since his duties are not as heavy as tsumu’s. on a day that tsumu’s doing heir and next in line things, samu decides to get away from the palace for a bit. (is it because he can’t handle the agony of always placing second to his brother in everything or just boredom? depends, which hurts more?).
he hears about this festival taking place in a village nearby and decides, why not? he picks out a disguise and is thinking up a plan on how to sneak out of the palace and make it all the way to village without being recognized when tsumu spots him, and obviously, he pesters him for way too long until osamu relents. he tells him everything and atsumu’s not stupid. he knows the reasoning behind this, and he’ll be damned before he takes away anything that could possible make osamu happy. 
osamu makes it to the village— he gets lost about a hundred times and looks really out of place when he arrives, but he does, and in one piece. he arrives just as the festival and parade is starting, and he’s so lost on where to go and what to do, when he bumps into you. it’s fate, he believes it is. because he sees you, and sees the spark in your eyes, and the excitement in your step, and the dazzling smile on your lips and thinks, where have you been his entire life? 
he shamefully admits he has no idea what’s going, to which you laugh and go, “ah, a foreigner,” and he agrees. a foreigner. he lets you take his hand and lead him through the crowd until you’re right before the parade and he’s so— in awe of everything. everything is so lively; he feels his heart beat faster than it ever has. he wonders how he could live in the most lavish palace in all the lands and have it be the dullest place he’s ever visited. he’s mesmerized by it all: by you, by the parade, by the lights and the fireworks and the music and the laughter and the people. he’s never felt more alive. 
it becomes a routine. once a week, he visits your village, visits you, till it becomes twice a week, thrice a week, every day. atsumu encourages it, a little too much, and makes up excuses every time osamu misses dinner because he lost track of time with you or misses breakfast because he decided to spend the night in your cozy cottage because your bed is so much more welcoming than his own. when osamu kisses you for the first time he sneaks back into atsumu’s room and gossips with him like they’re twelve year olds, and atsumu teases him about the lovesick look in his eyes and the smile that won’t erase off his lips every morning. their parents ask him what’s been making him so happy, and osamu brushes it off and tells them it’s nothing. 
it’s not all good though. there are nights when insecurities overwhelm you, where you’re reminded that he’s royalty, and— you’re not. that despite the similarities between you, you’re still so different. that you’ve introduced him to your family, but he can never introduce you to his. you meet his brother, and he’s so alike osamu yet so different it’s dizzying. he approves, and you hadn’t realized you’d needed to hear something like that until atsumu says it. but still, it’s not the same, because you’re his little secret, and you can never amount to more. 
things get worse when he’s arranged to marry. osamu has no say in it, even though he does protest. he has nothing against the person they’ve arranged for him to marry, they’re just not you. he argues and argues and argues, for nights upon nights. he tries to be careful, tries to come up with believable excuses, atsumu even going out of his way to back him up. eventually, when nothing works, he blurts the truth out— and tells them everything. tells them he can’t marry someone when he’s in love with someone else, with you, when he has been for the longest time, when he wants nothing more but to marry you. 
and that he’s willing to do anything to be with you. anything. 
after all, nothing, not even love, comes easy, does it? 
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mrs-march-ahs · 2 years
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heheheheheheheheeee nosy anons ask!! doing it. how about 3, 7, please brag about 11, 21, 32 and 33, 39 and 44! expose your darkest secrets 😈😈
wow so many🫶
3: Do you smoke? okay don't tell my mum nonnie❌ no im kidding, i don't becos smoking is yucky. at university literally e v e r y b o d y who i hang out with smokes multiple times a day so it's hard not to try it sometimes, but i just think it's a bit grossssssss menthols are illegal now in the UK so i wont be smoking any time soon, i'll just keep rolling for my friends cause that's the fun part🚭
7: Have tattoos? yes!!! i have 9😈 stick and pokes that I did myself: a lightening bolt on my ankle⚡️, a heart on the other ankle♥️, '222' on my ankle, 'FIREPROOF' because i love one direction on my knee🔥 professional tattoos: i have cherries on my knee and a lobster (friends!) on the other side matching, both in red i have a sun & moon on my thigh and then i have two hearts on my upper thighs, with the words 'mon cher' in one and 'cara mia' in the other, because that's what Gomez & Morticia Addams call each other<3 i could for sure take pictures if anybody wants to see any of them, it's too many to have in this post
11: Best friend? i have soo many besties! my closest best friend (irl) i met on the very first day of high school and now we're in university together<3 she knows a lot about astrology and she helped me write these headcannons. she also used to leave comments on my fics if they got little attention because she didn't want me to be sad<3
on here @undeadcortez @twinkiemaximoff and mostly @merrybaudelaire are my little besties, you cuties you
21: What I love most about myself Cute question. I think the thing I like most about myself is how selfless I am. I really aspire to live a truly hippie life and I assumed altruism is the key to it, but now I'm actually trying to unlearn that.
I'm trying to be more selfish, but it's really hard! Because I just love other people so innocently and so much that I always want the best for others, so I want to help them and cherish them and always make people around me feel the best. I think the fact that I care so much and struggle being really selfish is a lovely thing.
I also get excited easily. I'm just a simple little baby at heart. After years of being around people it seems as though it actually bothers others to be happy and excited about simple things, because people always make fun of me for it, but I still think it's cute. I'm cute. In Denver, when I saw mountains for the first time I teared up. Because they're so pretty.
32: What words upset me the most Anything along the lines of, "Who asked?", "Okay and?", "So?". I was lucky and didn't hear this for years but recently my bestie started saying this a lot because she thinks it's funny :/
I promise I will just never talk again if you say these words to me. If I'm telling somebody something, even if it's not relevant to the conversation, I'm saying it because I care, so for the other person to make it that clear they don't care is 💔
makes me feel so irrelevant, like the conversation would be better without me :/
33: What words make me feel the best about myself I am a touch starved words-of-affirmation little baby so anything. I'm mostly insecure about my appearance so I rarely believe compliments about my appearance.
A friend of mine told me recently that I give the best hugs and I haven't really stopped thinking about it since. Any compliment or reassurance that shows that my personality is good.
being told you smell nice too >>>>
39: My favorite ice cream flavor ok first of all how rude of favorite to not have a u in it🙄
Ben & Jerrys, Peanut Butter Cup or Haagen Dazs, Cookies & Cream
also if you're in a country that still has Zapps I'm jealous, they're also my favourite
44: A random fact about anything A random fact about anything: Getting asks makes me so happy. I savour them and screenshot them and put them in my little folders. Any little interaction I can get my filthy racoon hands on goes straight into my heart.💌
thank you for so many asks nonnie! mwah
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green-lanterns-c0ck · 3 years
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Send me a character and I’ll tell you a song lyric that reminds me of them. - Guy (and if u want also any other JLI character that you like)
I have... many songs for Guy... I'll try to sort them by time frame, vaguely. This will probably be very cringe but I refuse to apologize. It also got really long, so I'm putting it under a read more lol.
TL:DR:
JLI Era Guy - Industry Baby by Lil Nas X: "You was never really rootin' for me anyway / When I'm back up at the top I wanna hear you say / He don't run from nothin', dog / Get your soldiers, tell em that the break is over"
Yellow Ring Guy - Lips Shut by Nina Chupa: "I killed kindness, with my own violence / I'm thinking twice now, I'm on the brink of niceness"
Warriors Guy - Under The Pressure by The Score: "No, not today / Not gonna make the same mistakes / No, not today / Not gonna cave, not gonna break "
Post-Warriors Guy - Born For This by The Score: "We are the warriors, who learned to love the pain / We come from different places but have the same name / 'Cause we were born for this / We are the broken ones, who chose to spark a flame / Watch as our fire rages, our hearts are never tame / Cause we were, 'cause we were born for this / We were born for this"
JLI Green Lantern Guy: Industry Baby by Lil Nas X
"And this one is for the champions
I ain't lost since I began, yeah
Funny how you said it was the end, yeah
Then I went did it again, yeah
I told you long ago, on the road
I got what they waitin' for
I don't run from nothin', dog
Get your soldiers, tell 'em I ain't layin' low
You was never really rootin' for me anyway
When I'm back up at the top I wanna hear you say
He don't run from nothin', dog
Get your soldiers, tell 'em that the break is over"
I think it fits Guy in that time period really well, because his life's - his life's pretty shit. He's recently come out of a six year (-ish) coma, he's lost his job and his ability to do his job, he has two - three friends max, and even they get annoyed and angry at him often. He gets treated so unfairly and is being given... very little consideration and compassion or awknowledgement for the good he does.
If I was in Guy's position, I'd probably throw the towel really fast, but Guy's not the kind of person to give up, even if going on hurts him and he's so desperate to prove himself. He wants people to see how good he is, he wants to be awknowledged as the Top Guy (hehe), by the JLI and the GL corps. He's treading water and still swimming upstream, no matter what.
Yellow Ring Guy: Lips Shut by Nina Chupa
"I killed kindness, with my own violence
I'm thinking twice now, I'm on the brink of niceness
With myself in hindsight, I should love the highlights
I should treat myself right
I should not be scared of night time thoughts
That I'm not enough for my own life
[...]
I hear a million carbon copies of myself
And every single one of them is shouting
You should go to hell
The more they talk the more I think I might as well
And maybe, maybe I should sew their lips shut
They want me praying at the altar of my doubt
They shout Judas in the flesh has come around
So it's supper for suckers before I'm out
I should sew their lips shut"
I love the opening lines of this song for Guy, because when Guy first gets his yellow ring he is literally on the brink of niceness and he struggles with it. He's trying so hard to kill kindness with his violence, but he can't, because Tora has shown him kindness and made him show his own niceness and now he can't stop! He's a softie! He hates it! I love him!
This period of Guy's life is about him healing, from the downward spiral he was in since he got trapped in the Phantom Zone - he's realizing he doesn't have to be the though Guy leader all the time, he gets friends who genuinely like him, in an uncomplicated way (Sally... My fave), because he can have relationships like that again and he's getting better, feeling steadier and calmer, he starts not hating himself so much and being less insecure, because for so long, being a Green Lantern was the only thing that gave him value and now it's gone and Guy's still here, he picked up the pieces of himself and found... that he's still worth something, if he tries to be. And he does, even when other people don't accept him or value him. (Superman, the League after Tora's death...)
Guy has lost everything at least twice now, and he's still going on and I think that's the point where he gains his amazing confidence in himself, because he knows he can pick himself back up now, no matter what, even if he has to do it alone.
Warrior Guy: Under the Pressure by The Score
"Fear wears a smile but I'll be the last one laughing
Try to take me down, no it ain't ever gonna happen, no, oh oh
No, not today
Not gonna make the same mistakes
No, not today
Not gonna cave, not gonna break
Under the pressure
Under the pressure
(I'm never gonna break)
(No matter what it takes)
Pressure, pressure calls my name
I think it's time that I should
Push it back and entertain it
Forever, ever like a game
Stacked up the cards against me
Now I think my luck is changing"
As Warrior, Guy finally gets a fucking break, he's still going through a lot (Tora's death, his own death during Our Worlds At War, Arisia...) BUT he finally has friends, finally has a real home, is finally happy with his life again. He gets visited by other heroes, they meet at Warriors, children look up to him again - Guy's finally settled into his skin again. He knows who he is again, he knows what he can do, he knows what he's worth. He's calmed down and steady, able to support others, like Kyle and Zinda, and Impulse, and - and everyone who comes through the door long enough to be spotted.
Warrior Guy is so wonderfully warm, and open, and accepting. I really do think this is the ideal Future for Guy - being able to grow old as a fixture of the hero community, someone the younger generations all look up to and can lean on, call on for advice, someone incredibly dependable.
But still rough around the edges, and inappropriate at times, headstrong and stubborn, difficult to get along with. Because by god, has Guy learned how little being nice and normal will get you, how little people will give you if you struggle like he has. If someone sticks around while he's a gruff and rude asshole, they're gonna stick around. If someone's only friends with him while Guy plays nice, polishes off his accent and his crude jokes, then they're gonna drop him as soon as things get difficult.
He's found his people now, in his Warriors Crew, in Zinda, in Ted, in Kyle, even in Bea and he's content now.
Post-Warrior Green Lantern Guy: Born for this by The Score
"We are the warriors, who learned to love the pain
We come from different places but have the same name
'Cause we were born for this
We are the broken ones, who chose to spark a flame
Watch as our fire rages, our hearts are never tame
'Cause we were, 'cause we were,
'Cause we were, 'cause we were born for this
We were born for this
I've struggled for years and
Through all of the tears
I've faced the doubts I hide
I never gave into my fears deep within
'Cause I heard my voice inside
I know I was born for this
I know I was born for this
I will never lose my voice
If I cut out all the noise
I know, I was born for this
I know, I was born for this
I believe, I believe
We can write our story
I believe, I believe
We can be an army
[...]
These words that I write are for someone like me
To know you're not alone
The moves that you make ya they come with mistakes
Don't ever lose your hope
Just know, you were born for this
Just know, you were born for this"
This one is kinda my anthem of the entire New Green Lantern Corps, but it's always tied up with Guy specifically. I hate every word Geoff Johns has ever written with a burning passion, but I love Guy rejoining the Corps and getting to be a mentor, and appreciated and loving the Corps so much and finally getting loved in return, and finally, finally getting part of the group, of the family. After literal decades of being an outsider, Guy is finally part of the family. I am going to make myself cry.
Like, Guy is more than just a Green Lantern, he has lived without the Corps before and he can do it again, he doesn't need them - but he loves them. He loves them so much. Guy has loved the Corps with all his heart ever since he first put on the ring, first recited the vow, and by god he has never stopped loving it and his fellow Lanterns, even while he was in a coma, even while they treated him like shit, even when he wasn't a Lantern anymore. Guy has loved the Corps for decades, and he's finally getting loved back. He was born for this, and he's home.
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