#also their tie matches with the nails sooo pretty

[shostakowitch]

Blixa is wearing blue nailpolish!!

photos by Lutz Roeßler, from here

[salemwritesxx]

work

↳ pro-hero hawks x lieutenant m. reader

summary: Y/n has to go to work while Hawks stays at home, recovering his wings from a fight the previous day. Safe to say Keigo gets bored pretty quickly and he starts “bothering” Y/n at work.

w.count: 3.9k

content warning: smut, porn without plot, snapchat sexting during work, size and height difference, male squirting, hickeys / marking kink, shower sex

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The soft pitter-patter of someone’s naked feet on the parquet flooring made you turn around, a smile, that formed into a grin quite quickly, on your lips as your boyfriend stood in front of you. Hawks was only wearing a much too big button-up of yours that exposed his heavily marked chest a little as well as his inner thighs, hickeys spreading along his delicate skin.

“Already leaving?”, Takami asked, still a little tired as he had woken up just a few minutes ago – since he was still rubbing the sleep out of his eyes and his hair was even messier than usually, falling into his pretty face.

“Yeah. I’ve got a lot of work to do, solving crime mysteries and all. How are you feeling?”, you were about to put on your shoes, though now, you stepped back from the little entryway into the corridor again, basically towering over Keigo as you stood in front of him, since he was so small and cute.

“Hmm, I‘m okay. Just tired. Wish you could stay home with me. You look so handsome in your uniform.”, a tired grin immediately played around his lips to match your own sneaky one, his hands already teasingly playing with your tie and pulling on it so you would lean down a little.

Hawks had a fight yesterday, hence why his wings were mere stubs and he had to rest at home for the next days for him to recover them and get back into the field.

“Mhhh, don’t tempt me, Baby. You look incredibly cute and so absolutely ravishing as well. Maybe I should mark you just a little more, hm?”, you snickered, your big hand cupping his cheek and pulling him closer, Takami immediately melting into your touch and kisses, his hands gliding up your chest to sling his arms around your shoulders while standing on his tip-toes.

“Hmmm Y/n.”, humming delightfully, he tilted his head just a bit as you kissed over his jaw to his neck, giving him soft kisses and pulling him even closer into your strong arms, only to shudder once you started traveling down. Kissing his body through the button-up he wore – such a tease – Keigo’s heart fluttered in his chest like a little hummingbird. Golden eyes fixated on you as his hand buried itself into your hair as the other had taken your police hat and put it on himself.

Gasping softly as you reached his leg, he didn’t stop you when you touched and slung it around your shoulder, exposing his soft cock and even more marks that were hidden underneath the button-up.

“Y/n!”, with his raspy voice, he kind of laughed and quietly moaned at the same time as your teeth sank into his skin, sucking on his already heavily adorned inner thigh while your other hand was caressing his other leg, traveling from his shin up and underneath his shirt to his hip, placing your hand there and rubbing circles with your thumb.

“I might seriously just attack you, you know, Pretty Boy?”, hearing those barely breathed words made Kei shiver and bite his bottom lip, definitely having to bite back his want as he shook his head a little.

“We can’t, you need to go.”, even though he didn’t sound convincing at all, especially when his actions also contradicted his words, pushing your head just a little closer against him.

Though in the end, you also pulled back and after a newly formed hickey, you let go and stood back up, Keigo purring and snuggling against you, almost making you cave in honestly.

“When I come home tonight, be prepared. I won’t hold back, okay?”, you also purred in such a seductive tone that Hawks’ eyebrow twitched in anticipation, his pretty lips escaping an interested “Oh?” as well.

“Then don’t let me wait, okay, Handsome?”, with an alluring grin on his lips, Kei gave back your police hat, just to let his hand sneak into your neck and pull you down to his height for one last intimate kiss, making himself softly moan against your lips as your tongues fought playfully. “Hmm, love you…”, he said out of breath as he pulled back just an inch, not really wanting to let go to be honest, though he knew he had to.

“Hmm, I can’t wait for tonight.”, and with that, and one true last kiss against his lips, you whispered, “Love you, too, Baby Boy.” Hawks let you go for real, watching as you put on your shoes and then take your bag and walk out the door, leaving him all alone – already bored and hoping you would come back soon.

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In the early afternoon, however, Hawks was feeling overwhelmingly lonely and horny – even though he tried distracting himself with a little bit of work regarding his agency papers and all. Though after showering that morning after you had left, he had just thrown own the same button-up again, maybe that wasn’t such a good idea…

Because now, as he bit his lip and let hand travel to the collar of the t-shirt to sniff it, your scent that still lingered on the fabric made him even more horny and lonely; and so, he dared to send you a message first before going all in, “How’s work Babe?”

You were sitting on your desk in the office, doing some paperwork when the message came in, the quiet sound immediately catching your attention. A smile flitting across your lips as you responded, “Boring. Doing paper stuff, you?”

And that was all Keigo needed since he knew you had your own private office so no one would be able to see his little thing he had planned. Standing up from his home office chair and walking into your bedroom, he flopped onto the bed and opened his private snapchat that was only for interactions with you.

Biting his lip and teasingly tilting his head he snapped the picture and wrote, “Waiting for you to come home and fuck me 🍆 I’m so desperate for your cock, Handsome 💗💗”

A bit confused, since the snapchat ping went off and not the normal message sound like before, you opened the snap only to suck the air between your teeth in surprise.

“Fuck, Baby Boy. Yesterday night really wasn’t satisfying enough for you, huh? So insatiable. Just wait till I come home, you won’t get a second to catch your breath 💕”, you sent back, paperwork pretty much forgotten.

“Hmmm.”, he hummed and giggled in lustful excitement when you answered him, giving him the okay to continue as he rolled around after throwing the t-shirt onto the ground, being completely naked. Stretching himself out seductively, he snapped another picture to tease you, not revealing anything past his chest though – not yet at least – then he wrote, “Hmm, I can’t help it. Your cock makes me fly without needing my wings 💞 I wonder what you would do to me when you come home? You wouldn’t punish me for being horny, right? 🥺”

“Damn…”, you mumbled to yourself as he once more showed you his already very well-loved body, his chest adorning hickeys and little bite marks, his nipple red and erect with teeth marks around it - delicious.

Slowly reaching down, Hawks started playing with himself, teasing his sensitive bud just a bit; just like you would tweak and twist them to make little jolts of pleasure rush through him, before he grabbed his phone again when a snapchat arrived. The picture was your already growing bulge in your uniform pants and the text read, “Oh Pretty Boy, maybe I should punish you a little for being so horny and greedy 😘 You know, when I come home, I’ll take my time with you and prepare your cute little ass first. Make a mess out of you with just my tongue until you cry and beg me to fuck you already, but I won’t budge until you cum so hard with my tongue you scream and sob👅🍑”

His cock was already growing and lightly twitching when he simply imagined how he would feel if you would do that to him, hissing a bit in delight as he softly dragged his nails over his own chest and nipples before gliding down and spreading his legs, snapping another picture and clumsily writing with one hand, “Don’t get my hopes up, I’d love to be fucked silly by your tongue, Y/n 👅💟💕🤤”

After he had sent the photo, he also filmed himself, starting at his face where he sucked on his finger and traveling down with the phone to his spread legs, showing off his hard cock and drops of precum on his belly and his pink little hole that was twitching, before he stopped, muted the little video, just in case, and wrote, “Just look, Y/n 😩 I’m already sooo wet 💦 and my pink little tight ass is all excited now😖💞” while he smeared his own spit around to soften his hole a bit.

When you received both the photo and the short video, you seriously had to bite your tongue to not let out any sounds, especially when you saw how wet and excited he was, the bulge in your pants growing and feeling the throbbing in your pants quite vividly. Before it was too late and you couldn’t walk out anymore, you stood up and pulled up your pants properly, thankfully the uniform pants were quite loose, thus calmly walking to the bathroom as to not catch attention, you then hid in a stall and pulled down everything.

“Ah! Fuck!”, he moaned quietly and hissed in bliss again as he teased himself by rubbing over his hole, ‘punishing’ himself by not entering more than the tip of his finger, only to hastily grab the phone and open another snap from you. “Y/n! Nhh”, he couldn’t suppress whining your name when he saw the picture of your freed cock in your hand, your pants pooling around your ankles. Keigo was proud of himself that he made you retreat into the bathroom so quickly, knowing he could rile you up so much in such little time.

“Just look what you have done to me, Baby Boy! 😥 How am I supposed to keep going if you do this to me during work? Such a naughty boy. I really have to punish you tonight, just wait. I’m going to split you in half with my cock and fuck you so hard you will only know my name by the end and nothing else💗”, read your message.

As Kei spit onto two of his fingers, he started rubbing his pink hole again, making a video of teasing himself by now entering and just spreading his ass and showing off how tight he still was. This time though, it took a little longer as his other hand was a little shaking as he wrote, “Y/nnn I just want your cock inside of me. so. badly. How badly I want to be in the office, just sitting on your cock while you work right now, getting split in half like that💕 Can’t wait until you come home and just rail me, Baby 💞💞”

Seeing that snap was literally pure torture in the sweetest way possible, but you didn’t want it to end, though you knew, you just had a few minutes or people would get suspicious, and so, you took a deep breath and snapped back, “Promise me you won’t cum Baby Boy. Be a good boy and wait till I come home, okay?”

“Mhhh”, whining disapprovingly once he opened your snap, he, however, pulled back his hand from his twitching hole, a pout on his lips as he snapped you back, “You are so so sososo mean!!! But I’ll wait… just because it’s you, Y/n! And you better not let me wait too long or I’ll start without you!😖”

Hawks was on a high, his cock was twitching and leaking and yet, he stopped completely, laughing at himself that he was so obedient, definitely not something others would probably expect about him, but he loved you and he loved being teased and ‘punished’, knowing it will feel even better if he listened to you, even if it was brutal to edge him like that.

“Good Boy I love you so so much Kei, I won’t let you wait Princess cuz this cock can’t wait to feel your tight little ass around it💞❤💕”, you sent back one last picture of your cock, before you neatly put back on your clothes and got out of the stall to wash your hands and then get back to your office.

After looking at the photo, he snapped one last picture where he was obviously pouting and wrote, “You better keep that promise cuz your Princess is very VERY impatient 😘🥰” before sighing as he threw the phone back onto the bed. Rolling on his tummy and resting his head in his crossed arms, he mumbled, “Such a tease.”, and yet, his heart was thumping excitedly when he thought about tonight.

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Once the door opened to your shared apartment, you were greeted by your boyfriend leaning against the wall, naked and with just your spare uniform jacket and police hat on, his “Welcome home, Baby.”, paired with that tempting grin immediately riled you up.

“Hmmm, you look so… goddamn fine in my jacket, Baby Boy.”, you grinned as well, frustrated that you had to wear heavy duty shoes that you couldn’t just carelessly toss to the side.

“Yeah, I thought I’d borrow it, since I was so cold.”, Hawks almost purred as he walked up to you, slinging his arms around your shoulders and throwing away your hat carelessly, until you were finally able to slip out of your shoes.

“Ahnh~”, moaning delightfully (and maybe a bit exaggeratingly) once your big hands grabbed his little thighs, he willingly let himself get picked up, lips already colliding with yours and an intimate kiss igniting as you carried him into your bathroom.

“Do you know just… how fucking hard it was to calm down?”, Hawks wantonly groaned into your mouth, pressing his barely clothed body against yours.

“Mhh you don’t have to tell me, you know?”, you sat him onto the washing machine so your hands were free to undress you from your uniform while your lips were clumsily moving against each other as you groaned, “I had to go back to work with a massive boner. Because you’re such a tease.”

And your boyfriend’s answer was a mere wide grin and chuckle as he swiftly opened the tie and throwing it onto the floor. Stepping out of your uniform pants and underwear eventually, Hawks also stripped himself off any of your clothes, both of you naked finally as you grabbed him again to carry him into the shower, his red wings small and already grown back a bit.

Water was running over your bodies as your lips met once more, tongues lustfully fighting and his hands gliding through your wet hair and burying them in it eventually as his hips were starting to grind against your thigh.

It, however, didn’t take long until Hawks had enough, pushing you away and turning around and leaning against the shower walls as he presented his ass, head turned slightly to look back just to whisper, “Please… fuck me. I waited all day. I was a good boy, no? I deserve being fucked silly now, no?”, which certainly was enough for you.

“Hmh, fine.”, you purred and leaned down to kiss along his little wings, making him shudder and his wings flutter a little before reaching his sensitive back that was also adorned in so many love bites, Hawks immediately melting and leaning his forehead against the cool wall as you grabbed the bottle of lube that was always ready to use, since you both loved shower sex quite a bit.

Taking just enough so it wouldn’t drip everywhere and you wouldn’t slip, you put the bottle back as you rubbed it between his cheeks, Keigo’s impatient groan as he wiggled his butt simply earning him a small smack that made him gasp in delight.

“Hurry.”, he almost whined, pressing his ass back against your massaging fingers that were playing with his hole, definitely ready and prepared enough, because all he wanted was to be filled by your cock now and-

“Ahnh!”, throwing his head back, he interrupted his own thoughts with his loud moan as you had grabbed his hips, positioned your cockhead and pulled him back harshly so you rammed into him in one go with absolute ease, both of you moaning in synch as he was so warm and wet while Hawks was completely overwhelmed with joy and lust to finally be connected.

“Fuck me! Fuck me! Come on. Rail me so hard I can’t stand tomorrow! Y/n!”, he cried out, pressing his ass back against your cock and moaning even louder when you granted his wish as you started slamming your hips against his ass, your dick penetrating his sweet spot almost perfectly that he saw blinking little starts.

Water was drumming on your back as you had leaned down to kiss and nibble on his neck, Kei tilting his head to give you more space while you held his small hips in a tight grip, probably leaving marks already, though he didn’t mind, instead he only pushed further against your hard thrusting, needing to be fucked silly since all that was on his mind today was your cock after all.

“Ahnh, ah~!”, not holding back his moans, your own deep grunts and growls sent shivers down his spine, knowing his ass could make you feel so good as well, feeling always a sense of pride as he swallowed your cock so effortlessly. Your wet skin slapping against his making the lewdest sounds.

Reaching between his legs, your big hand wrapped around his cock, earning his high-pitched cry as his hips stuttered against your palm when you started to rub against his bright red, cute cockhead.

“Ahh d-don’t t-tease me, or I’m-“, he laughed and moaned at the same time, being too overwhelmed by everything, before another cry left his lips as you pushed him fully against the wall, only your hand in-between him and the coldness in front of him, while you changed pace to slowly grind into his tight hole.

“Just let loose, Baby, don’t hold back. This is just the beginning after all.”, you purred deeply into his ear, before licking along the outside edge of it, his little body shuddering and writhing in pleasure as he moved his hips in synch with your own, vividly feeling your cock pulsating inside of him.

“N-no, Y/n, ah, ah! I- I feel- ah!”, he couldn’t speak properly as his hips jerked into your hand that was just stimulating his cockhead vigorously, knowing exactly what you wanted and he didn’t know if he should push more into your palm or pull back as his head was spinning and his legs shaking.

“Y/n! Y/n! I- Ahh!”, Hawks cried once more as you slowly started thrusting again until you were back to literally ramming into him balls-deep, your boyfriend flying high on cloud nine as his legs seriously quivered, hence why you slung your big arm around his hips to safely hold him if he couldn’t hold himself up any longer.

Which only happened just a few moments later as Keigo was now officially not able to hold himself together anymore, throwing his head back and wings puffing up, little red feathers falling onto the shower ground as he cried your name, voice breaking and tears of pleasure dripping down his cheeks as he squirted against the shower walls. Fluids covering your hand and his hips jerking in desperation, squirting all over the place as his cock bounced once you let go.

“N-No-no! Y/n- AHNh~!”, Hawks cried, sobbed and moaned, too much overwhelming pleasure almost making him black out, even though this was just the beginning, but it was what he had craved all day long after all.

If this wasn’t in the shower, he would have been drenched by his own fluids.

“Shhh, I got you Baby Boy. That was really intense, huh?”, you chuckled, your ramming stopping as you almost softly swayed your hips against his while you protectively held him.

“You… made me do it again…”, only hiccupping, he instantly snuggled back and into your arms, though he wasn’t complaining, not at all, your chuckled “I know. It felt good, no?” making him also giggle as if he was high – well he was, high on serotonin and overwhelming pleasure.

Reaching back, he pulled your head forwards a little as he had also turned his to connect your lips a little clumsily while you rested in that position for a moment, water still running over your bodies.

“Next, you’re gonna make me cum, right? For real…”, he purred against your lips, that smirk you loved so much back on his lips and your own forming immediately as it played around your mouth.

“Hmm, I will. This was just the appetizer.”, with that, you pushed him back against the wall, having him moaning into your mouth without restraint as you made love to him once more.

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“Hey, Sweet Stuff.”, your soft purr made him groan a little as he turned around to instantly snuggle against your broad chest, before slowly opening an eye to look at what you had gotten him.

“Thank you.”, Hawks barely mumbled as he sat back up a bit to take the glass of water and gulp it down quite quickly, only to lay back into the bed and cuddle against you once more, your arms immediately slung around him protectively while your lips were showering him in sweet kisses, making him giggle.

“Hmmm I love you.”

“I love you too, Handsome.”, he mumbled back and sighed in bliss as he was smushed underneath your body – feeling absolutely satisfied and in heaven after your thorough love making in the past hours with little breaks in between to recover, though with how horny you both were, recovery time wasn’t that big of a deal.

Bathing in your sweet affection after a day full of sexual tension and sexting and just…craving your love was absolutely the best way to end it all. He had never once felt like an object or just someone to have sex with, but those moments just made it even more impossible to feel that way. Hawks didn’t know he could love like that.

He had been a player, not taking relationships really seriously before, sex was to have fun, anonymous, to get rid of stress, but now? It was different. It had been different for over three years now and he couldn’t be any happier.

“So, Lieutenant Y/n, tell me. Was I a good boy today? Or do I need to be imprisoned?”, Keigo teased you with that grin, making you laugh a bit and press your full lips on his before whispering against them, “I think you don’t need to worry at all. You were a very good boy and behaved very well.”

Both of you giggling again, two grown men, just being happy and in love, as you rolled around in bed whispering sweet, and maybe a little bit stupid, things to each other, bathing in the aftermath of your very nice evening together.

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writer’s note: am I projecting my unbelievable kinky and chessy af fantasies onto fictional characters?... maybe… but what’s new here? 🤪 once again, I declare my love for birb boy! hawks is. so. goddamn. fine. ✪ ω ✪

[unknownwriting]

ｓｕｍｍａｒｙ- request: prom hc

ｃｈａｒａｃｔｅ��� ｓ- Portgas D. Ace, Sabo, Monkey D. Luffy, Trafalgar Water D. Law

ｗａｒｎｉｎｇｓ- underage drinking, besides that none :)

ａ/ｎ- so like I’m still a junior so I have no idea what proms like but I mean I seen a very movies sooo...I hope you still enjoy 💕

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Portgas D. Ace

Definitely the flustered type but he’s so unbelievably sweet about everything.

The classic type tho, showing up to give your roses and meeting your parents. Embarrassing by everything your parents say.

Ace was so sweet that your parents eve joke about y’all getting married and all that. It’s safe to say that the both of y’all left the house redder than the tie Ace was wearing.

As soon as y’all drove off tho, you were in total control of the date. All that Ace knew was what Garp and the others told them, so the rest of the night was all up to you.

Ace looked hella awkward when It came to the party. Ace is all down for a good party but a formal one, so not his thing. So a lot of the night he was following your lead.

Obnoxious eating? Yes. Drinking a lot? Yup. Passing out afterwards and scarring the shit out of the others? Of course, it wouldn’t be a party without it!

Y’all would met up Sabo and his crew and just goofed around for the most part. Sabo joked about y’all being a couple and all that, y’all would sneak off the pull pranks on the teachers, piss of the love-dovey couple, then did it all again

When it came to dancing, you and some other girls would go dancing while Ace and the others watch from the outside. When the slow dance came on you bet your ass your dragging Ace out.

Very lazy slow dancing, your hands wrapped around his neck with your face buried in the crook of it, while Ace’s hands rested on your bottom. y’all would sway back and forwards just embracing each and enjoying the warmth. and then once the song was over, the 2 of y’all would end with a passionate kiss.

The night was a pretty simple night, Ace wasn’t to into the party so he didn’t want to do much. As long as he was with you, he doesn’t care. You didn’t want to stay the whole night either, you just wanted to make your appearance hang out with the others a bit then leave.

Once y’all leave, y’all send the rest of the night as Ace’s place. Watching movies, ruining yalls clothes, then passing out in some tangled position. The drinks, food, and sore muscles is a problem for the morning

Sabo

Prom king and queen hands down. It’s just a known fact. Going with this man means the nights gonna be almost perfect.

Y’all would be the couple that has matching outfits. Like your dress with match Sabo’s blue tie, stuff like that. He would also spoil you as much as he could too when it comes to getting ready, like he’ll pay for you to get your nails and hair done.

And when it comes to the night of the dance he’ll pick you up, give you flowers, talk with your family, take you out to dinner, then y’all will arrive at the yall walk hand in hand to the ball room. As if y’all were royalty. From there on out, y’all let whatever happens.

When y’all arrive, Sabo was quick to find Ace and his date. You know damn well your not gonna enjoy the party without him. You didn’t mind tho, whenever the 2 of them are together crazy stuff always happens.

Not only does Sabo buddy up with Ace most of the night, but Ace is a social guy, having ties with a lot of people. So y’all spend a lot of the time hanging out with other people. Of course Sabo’s not going anyways where without his date. So if your not going Sabo ain’t either.

Not much time is spent on the dance floor because y’all are always with some group of people goofing off and talking. But once the slow dance comes on the 2 of y’all are definitely gonna be floor dancing.

Similarly to Ace, y’all have a very lazy dance style. Your hands around his neck and his hands wrapped around your waist. A few words would be exchanged between y’all but besides that’s y’all just enjoy each other’s embrace.

Y’all do end up staying most of the night. The plan was to leave a little after the slow dance after y’all had finished talking to everyone. Y’all were gonna join Ace and his date do a double movie date at their house. But everyone insisted y’all stay

So y’all end up staying bc luckily enough this is when y’all are named prom king and queen, it’s was mostly sabo who won but everyone still voted you too bc let’s be honest y’all are still a perfect couple.

But after the crowning y’all basically said your thanks you and all that then snuck off with Ace and his date to crash at their place.

It was a very active night with you and sabo talking with everyone and then being named prom king and queen. And as always to end a very active night, the 2 of y’all cuddle in each other arms and just savor the embrace of each other.

Monkey D. Luffy

Very spontaneous with this one. You don’t even know your going with him until like 3 days before. And he didnt event bother to ask you, someone brought up the question in which Luffy answered, “Oh, I’m taking s/o.” Never once did you hear anything about it

But although you had 3 days to buy a dress and schedule hair and make up appointments, you went anyways. A party with Luffy and the Strawhats, no way your were gonna miss out on this.

Now Luffy’s not as romantic as his brothers but he’s knows that he at least has to take you out to dinner, he mostly heard that from Grap and the others. However Garp seemed to forget to see Luffy when. But you got into the car you thought he just simply forgot, but it wouldn’t till after dance would he take you.

The dance it’s was a whole experience. You wouldn’t expect any less tho. With the strawhats involved it always a party that either ends in 2 ways: 1- in disaster or 2- not a planned at all.

To start of with, somehow they were able to find the alcohol?? Which shouldn’t even be on the school grounds?? And they were already drinking it like no tomorrow. Zoro was on his 5th glass already and Nami was in a drinking contest

Brook took control of the Dj booth was just playing songs at random, ‘big green tracker’ by Jason aldean then ‘kiss me more’ by Doja cat, then some classical track

Usopp and Franky were doing god knows what. Something to do with the lightings or something. Making the dance floor much more like a club. Sanji was chancing off a group of girls around the floor, and then finally Robin and Chopper were just in the back enjoying the food

They were all over the place but it’s what makes them the life of the party. Even though they were all over the place and doing their out think, Luffy was jumping around everywhere too but he still knows that y’all are on a date, so where ever he goes you follow behind.

This prom is definitely going down in school history. There is no way that people won’t be talking about it. Anything to do with the Strawhats goes down in history.

Of course unlike the others, y’all end up partying all night long and then crashing at some restaurants Luffy promised he’d take you. Although it wasn’t much of a prom date, you still enjoyed the time you spent with the others. And Luffy made sure to keep you close to his side all night long.

Trafalgar Water D Law

Law was that one cool senior, who had like a cool car and all that. With that being said, you were his 1 year younger lover. So while he doesn’t go to school anymore, he was still your date to prom.

Practically the talk of the school when y’all arrive, not because y’all are still dating but mostly because you were able to keep up with someone like him. With Law being cool he was still kinda a jerk, so having you with him was a relief

So law may be a jerk but he’s is a romantic one at least. Like sabo, he picks you up and gives you a bunch of flowers, he not to social with your parents but they are still cool with him. Then take you out to dinner

At dinner you joke about how he just left high school and now he’s back and how awkward it would be to see his old teachers. Of course, he doesn’t care. Law was more curious to see how the night played out. His senior year he didn’t go to prom so it’s the first with you.

When y’all first get to the party, Law’s pretty much glued to your side. Not because he find it awkward and uncomfortable but he just doesn’t know anyways besides the teachers. So you take him around and introduce him to all your friends.

Whether you introduced a boy or girl, Law kept a hand on you the whole time, almost as a way of saying that your his. This is when you first realized just how intimidating Law is. He really does seem to only have a soft spot for you. So when it come to dancing, Law stood near the wall letting you enjoy the dance floor with your friends without him.

He made sure to scare of any boy who got to close tho, as he watched you with such an intense gaze. However once the slow dance come on that all changed. You dragged Law out to the dance floor where y’all were both surrounded by a bunch of other couples.

Surprisingly for how much Law doesn’t say he’s not a good dancer he was amazing when it came to the slow dance. He was such a passionate dancing too, but so much love in the dance. With y’all’s hands intertwined and his hands resting on your hip and yours on his shoulder, the 2 of y’all swayed back and forward.

However once the slower dance was over, y’all really had no other reason to stay. So you law and a few other friends snuck out and just crashed at some bar where y’all celebrated both prom and graduation that was coming up soon.

Although Law already graduated, he would never miss an opportunity to share a drink and few heated kisses between his tipsy lover.

[hypmicdaydreams]

Heyyo dear! Hope you always doing well there~ 💓just want to know your opinions about hypmic new wardrobe???

Hey hey anon! This was a fun ask, and funny enough, I actually sent like a whole vent about them to my friend when they came out haha. I definitely have some thoughts on them.

Long story short, I don't really like them lol. Most of them were fine? They're definitely could've been better design choices ngl. I'll put my thoughts on each character under the cut (that and my weird analogies for them so please ignore those lol), but in summary, Bad Ass Temple's are my favorites though that's most likely just my bias showing. Jyushi's is my absolute fav though, like I'm so in love with that outfit and would totally want to wear it. The rest are under the cut!

Ichiro: he reminds me of a supreme fanboy idk. Definitely not a huge fan of the oversized shirt. It just looks odd? It’s the only thing I can focus on. This outfit is just a big ‘no’ for me

Jiro: it’s fine? I don’t really have much to say except for the outfit reminds me of what someone in their 40s or 50s would wear in order to still look young and hang around youngsters idk. Honestly, my biggest gripe is with the accessories. I just don’t like that hat or necklace or glasses on him. Separately, they’re fine, but together they don’t look that good. The clothes are nice though, definitely do like them

Saburo: It looks like he rummaged through Ichiro’s closet in order to dress like him or something. It just looks like he’s trying to dress older than he is. Those pants are a disaster though. Overall, it’s an alright outfit except for that it looks too big on him

Samatoki: It screams beach vibes which I assume is what they were going for so they nailed that part. I do like the design of his shirt and his slicked back hair and sunglasses. But, and I’m so sorry for this, he kinda looks like an irresponsible, douchebag older brother who’s supposed to take care of his younger sister, but his friends organized a beach trip so he all of a sudden decided that she’s old enough to take care of herself

Jyuto: I genuinely don’t even know what to say about this. My mind just goes ??? so I’ll leave it at that

Rio: he looks like he’s going into hibernation. It does look comfy, I’ll give him that, and I’d wear it at home, but please don’t wear this out Rio

Ramuda: I do like this one a lot more than that parrot fit or whatever from the anniversary, but this is still one of my least faves. It kinda looks like he went through like a tie-dye phase or something lol. I just don’t like all those colors. The black and gold details are fine? I don’t mind those too much

Gentaro: Ok I actually really love this outfit. It’s so pretty, and I really want to try it on. Everything about it is pretty and that’s my only thought when I see it

Dice: It looks like Ramuda dressed him. It doesn’t really scream ‘Dice’ to me personality-wise, but it does seem like Ramuda just gave it to him to like model or something and Dice just accepted it because he has no clothes other than his usual outfit and that does scream ‘Dice’ soo

Jakurai: I think the style in general is great but why’s it all white? It hurts my eyes, please add a pop of color or something Jakurai

Hifumi: This just gives me ‘rich’ douchebag vibes. Hifumi looks like someone who hangs out around the mall to try and pick up chicks but they just slap him but he puts up a front and pretends he’s too good for them or he actually believes that idk. Also shows off his gucci belt and says its real when we all know its a knockoff. Besides that weird analogy, I despise that jacket; it’s so ugly. Overall, 0/10 do better Hifumi 

Doppo: Another outfit I truly love. I think it’s cute and fits Doppo quite well. Even though it’s one color, I’ll excuse it because it actually looks decent, and the sleeves are fine. Congrats Doppo, you have some fashion sense. Please teach Hifumi

Kuko: I honestly love this outfit so much as well. I think it looks really good on him, and it’s a style that I’d love to wear ngl. My only complaint is that he’s wearing a green jacket on green pants and that’s just too much of one color. I love the purple top with the green pants which look so baggy and on a nice, breezy summer day you can feel a nice breeze through them so that’s nice

Jyushi: As I said before, this is my favorite outfit. It’s so pretty and fits him so so so well. I’m pretty much obsessed with this ngl, especially with the way they did his hair I cannot stop staring at it ahh it’s so good. The purple top is sooo pretty as well as the pants. The shoes are alright but it matches so I’ll let it slide. Overall, 100000/10 it’s now ingrained in my brain

Hitoya: It’s a good outfit, but I’d lose the thing around his neck. It just looks weird imo. He looks like a chic rich dad that only has time to spend with his kids on the weekend and when he does he just takes them out golfing even though they hate golf

Sasara: It’s certainly Sasara. I absolutely hate the clashing colors I’m so sorry but this man doesn’t know how to match. This is also one of my least favorites, but it does fit him so I’ll let it pass

Rosho: I swear I’ve worn this same exact outfit before. It’s pretty on him, and I do like the color scheme. That’s all I have to say lol

Rei: It’s certainly Rei. Does make him look like a creepy, slimy dude that somehow knows everyone’s business and that’s exactly him so ig they did him good after all. The hat has gotta go though

[kimnjss]

sugarfree!seokjin | a-z

⤑  series: sugar free

⤑ genre: smut, richboi!jin x artist!reader, college au

⤑ rating: explicit. // nd unedited.

⤑ warnings: smut talk... (mentions of) oral sex (f/m. receiving), penetrative sex, blowjobs, public sex...

⤑ A/N: this ended sooo quickly :/ im highkey thinking abt turning this into something bigger, bc im gonna miss richboi!jin .

A = Aftercare (what's he like after sex):

Jin is very good at taking care of you after sex. Always made sure to check if you were feeling alright, and ready to go and get you some water if need be. A bit tired himself,he'd ignore it until he was sure you were good.

B = Body Part (his favorite body part of his and also yours):

His favorite body part on you would definitely have to be your hands. They were so much smaller than his and he found that extremely cute. Jin liked the way you kept your nails painted and how big his cock looked grasped your small palm.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum basically...):

Jin is not into getting real messy when it comes to sex. No messier than needed. Also the head advocate of safe sex, meant a condom was always used no matter what. Hardly ever came when you were sucking him off, wanting to save it for when he actually got to fuck you and was able to fill the condom.

D = Dirty Secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of his):

He really likes dressing you up in all these expensive outfits just to tear them off of you. Jin really liked the way imported silk looked against your skin and he wasn't one to hold back when he had the urge to spend. Dressing you up was a favorite of his.

E = Experience (how experienced is he? does he know what he's doing?):

Jin is no more experienced than you, even if he's slept with a bit more people than you have. You were no prude and you knew your stuff, so there was no lull in your sex life when it was finally starting.

F = Favorite Position (this goes without saying...):

In liking to keep it simple, Jin usually went for the traditional missionary position or on occasion he'd have you on top. Either one out of those two were his favorite, it didn't matter really as long as he was able to see your face.

G = Goofy (is he more serious in the moment, or is he humorous, etc.):

Very serious during sex, only because he knows that you take it seriously. That's not to say that he's boring, but he is just cautious with what he says and how he acts making sure that he doesn't say or do anything that might rub you the wrong way convincing you to stop the entire ordeal.

H = Hair (how well-groomed is he, does the carpet match the drapes? how does he like you?):

Jin like to keep everything prim and proper and that included his pubic hair. Went for regular waxes the same day he was getting his toes and nails clipped. He believed it was a big part of personal hygiene. Of course, he wanted the best for you – so as the two of you became more comfortable with each other, he was scheduling appointments for you too; where you'd have your nails done along with all the hair on your body.

I = Intimacy (how is he in the moment, romantic aspect...):

Romantic whenever he was getting really into it. Jin knew how you felt about big gestures, how you tended to appreciate the little things more, but that didn't stop him from trying to wow you. It didn't happen often, but when he was feeling a certain swell in his heart for you – he would be quick to call to put something together that he know would make you roll your eyes.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon):

Jin didn't mind getting himself off, did it as much as he could. He considered it as an act of self care rather than something sexual. It was a good bit of alone time for him, so he didn't see the need to bug you about it.

K = Kink (one ore more of his kinks):

Public sex. Of all the nice places Jin has taken you in the time that the two of you have been together, he can never keep himself from wondering if you'd let him fuck you right where you were. Relationship still fresh, he's too nervous to ask... little did he know you'd be more than willing to consider the idea.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do):

Aside from being ready to be with you, wherever and whenever – Jin found himself really enjoying fucking you in hotel rooms. It must come from the feeling of being away from home, a mini vacation taken no matter how close you both were to your houses. A hotel room was just different for him.

M = Motivation (what turns him on, gets him going):

Seeing you dressed up for him. Jin was always showering you with new clothes, shoes, accessories and to your understanding it was because he had no idea what impulse control was – needing to throw his money around with each step he took. In reality, though, he really really enjoyed the way expensive looked on you.

N = NO (something he wouldn't do, turn offs):

Bondage. He liked to be able to touch you and found the restraints very uncomfortable. Jin would have to put a lot of thought into the situation if you were asking for him to tie you up... would try to brush it off as a joke, not fully taking it into consideration until he was sure it was something you really wanted.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.):

Giving. Jin really liked the sounds you made when you were about to cum and one way he was sure would ensure your whiny moans was if he had his head between your legs. He also loved the way you were always taking to wrapping your legs around his head, holding him close to you.

P = Pace (is he fast and rough? slow and sensual? Etc.):

Slow and sensual. Jin believed in cherishing all the time he had with you, so he wanted to take his time during. A lot of whispered admiration, and longing gazes occurred while he was fucking you. Although, he'd sometimes find himself speeding up when he was close.

Q = Quickie (his opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often... etc.):

Did not like them, at all. Because he liked to take his time with you, he felt a quickie was a waste of an orgasm and wouldn't even be down to try it. Jin would much rather hold his load and wait until you had the proper amount of time to have sex.

R = Risk (is he game to experiment, does he take risks):

No risks and hardly any experimenting. Jin was pretty traditional guy, so he wasn't too ready to abandon his traditions. If it was obvious something that you really wanted to try, he'd offer a serious talk about it where you'd make the proper decision. S = Stamina (how many rounds can he go for, how long does he last...):

Since Jin was into taking his time, it meant he could go for a very long time. He had gotten real good at pacing himself throughout his years of being sexually active, so he was hardly ever blowing his load without being fully ready for it. Even with the duration that he fucks you, he is still able to pull two or three rounds. T = Toy (does he own toys? does he use them? on a partner or himself?):

Jin is not into the use of toys, and as far as he knows you don't have any. He didn't see the point of adding a toy into the bedroom, when he was right there ready and capable to do everything that toy could.

U = Unfair (how much does he like to tease?):

There wasn't much teasing when it came to the two of you, maybe a little bit right before you were getting down to it... like before your clothes are even off, but once things were heating up, neither of you could even think of holding back. V = Volume (how loud is he, what sounds does he make?):

His voice becomes lower when he's turned on, not so loud. Hushed grunts and groans leave his lips, long hisses as he feel himself getting closer. Jin is not all that vocal, likes to let himself feel everything, rather than try and coach you through it. W = Wild Card

If Jin is every getting you to agree to fly to Paris, he is definitely going to find a way to fuck you on the Eiffel Tower.

X = X-Ray (let's see whats going on in those pants, pictures or words):

Jin is very, very big. Thick too. His cock stops just below his belly button when he's hard, pretty veins wrapped around the entire length. It was a wonder he could actually fit inside of you.

Y = Yearning (how high is his sex drive?):

His sex drive is normal. Wanted you, when he wanted you and that was all he could figure about it. There was a lot of things that you did that got him worked up, but he was usually able to control himself until he could have you properly.

Z = Zzz... (how quickly does he fall asleep afterwards?):

Only if he was really tired before the two of you started. Jin wouldn't always be falling right to sleep after the two of you had sex, but he would find himself feeling lazy... wanting nothing more than laying around with you as the day passes by.

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[itsalreadybroken]

Times Passes By

Chris Evans x Reader

This was a request Chris Evans x [Daughter] reader (And I didn't quite get the request, so this was what I thought)

Summary: You both always had a thing for each other, you had known each other your whole lifes but pursuing different life choices, you find yourself at your home town being the manager of the supermarket and Chris... Well he's famous and all that. One night stand changed all your life and Chris oonly ound out about it a bit to late... Or not!

A/N: So I really like this one-shot and it was what I could figure out from the request! Hope you guys enjoy it! I wrote this in 6 hours because I couldn’t just stop! If it helps I wrote a part of this fic whilie listening to “Next to Me” from Imagine Dragons... Oh my feels!!

Word Cont: 7515

PAST

You met Chris when you were three years old and he was five. Some boys were just mocking you for your dress and he was like your knight in shinning armor. Except he had blood on his elbow and  dirt all over his shirt.

- Thank you ! - you hugged him and kissed his cheek. In that moment he no longer felt like a boy, he felt like superman, or spiderman, anything that had "super" or "man" written in it.

- Name's Chris – he smiled, a cute boy's smile that make a little girl blush and think about their parents hugging each other (of course at the age of three, you had to get in the middle of it).

- Y/N – you laghed and ran away, when your friends with pig tails called you.

At the age of 6, Chris was 8 and thought with his friends, girls weren't that cute and they had   a bunch of lice and girls liked to hug and kiss! Who, in their perfect mind would like something like that? Chris only allowed his mother and his grandmother to kiss him, and even though he always hoped they didn't.

You here starting to write your full name and being able to read all the days of the week... Well... Most of them, at least. You were wearing a pink jacket and some white pants. You always had the Barbie feeling and your mom also liked to dress you as if you were a princess. At recess you and your friends were talking about some new Barbie movie and a football just hit one of your friends on her shoulder and she let out a little scream which made you all scream.

- Girls! - Jamie from 4th grade mocked you all while looking at Chris, who was trying no to laugh – All they do is play Barbies and think about kissing boys and their silly sing-a-longs.

- Jamie, I'm  telling mom you're being mean again! - Abigail warned him while looking at her green and pink nails, lacking more polish than anything.

- Y/N, right? - Chris was unsure while all those girlfaces looked him up and he knew that girls only intention was to take the boys away fro their mommies, and he didn't want that. Who would tuck him in bed at night? Dad? That was ridiculous, dads don't tuck in.

- Yeah it's me – you answered and were fixing your unicorny headband.

Some days had passed and near Christmas your parents said a new couple was going to move right next to you and they were excited because they had a boy about the same age as you and a girl a year younger, and they would have a couple to trade expercience with. Young parents always needed to be asured they were doing something right.

The day had came and your mom had even baked... okay she had even bought a pie to welcome the new neighbors. Your dad had made the invite, they should join you for coffee and the pie. The doorbell rang and your mom had put you on one of you finest dresses.

- Hello, come in, come in! I'm Tabitha and this is my husband Freddie, you've met him – she softly laughed, and your mom had one of the most beautiful laughs you had ever heard... Counting you were six.. It was a lot by now. - And this is our precious Y/N!

You smiled nervously and when you looked, there he was, Chris knight in shinning armor when you were three was right there.  He waved as in acknowledge of you and his sister Maggie was right behind him. Except now he was one the boys you were always talking and one of the boys you think it had a severe team of living creatures on his hair, soooooooo as far away as possible.

You and Maggie quickly became friends and were always playing at each others' houses and sleepovers and you spent as much time you could together. In this time Chris was playing with his friends outside or on that stupid playstation all boys seemed to have those days. Maggie and you were inseparable which made yu spend a lot of time around him. About his age of thirteen you were just some silly girls you wanted nothing but to play with dolls and he was "almost a man" , which meant he spent a lot of his time in his room. When you were thirteen, he was one of the most cute guys from school, he was one of the guys your friends wrote theirs last name's after. Your friends envied the way you could be around him that much, even when you didn't spend any time together. Your time was spent with Maggie mostly.

He was in the football team and they had won, so he came home with after trying to be an older guy and drank one beer. He ws drunk, or maybe he was just feeling funny. He came home and his sister was having a shower while her best friend, you, were watching some TV.

- Hey Y/N – he laughed with no apparent reason and sat on the sofa next to you.

- Hey Chris, so I guess you won? - you quirked a brow while looking at him. He nerver behaved like this, so what was wrong? He never made small talk, except at dinner and he never was this giggly.

- We won. Do you know you are very pretty? - he looked serious, but in a matter of seconds he had burst out in laughter. You must have blushed because he grabbed your hand and smiled – No no, sorry! I'm not joking, you are. We just don't talk much.

In fact you didn't but, if this was what you were going to talk about, you'd rather stay quiet, because you felt your cheeks burning and he was just so damn cute smiling and all. His face were coming near and near and near until he had kissed you.

Your first kiss! You kept looking at him and his eyes were closed and his lips were on yours and it was a strange feeling.

- What was that? - you asked and he looked at you smiling.

- A kiss silly, and by the looks of it, I guess your first – After 10 years he got the feel of being a hero again. Not a hero because he would tell everyone, but a here because he had been the only guy to kiss you. You and you pink clothes and princess's ways.

- What's going on?! -  a voice came from behind you and you jumped on the couch while he laughed. He quickly got up, but Maggie was still looking at you too – You were kissing?! I mean, K I S S I N G?

- Yes Maggie, now let me shower because I'm really tired and I'm in need of some full time and much needed sleep.

The next day and some few next weeks were the worst. Maggie had spilled the beans about your kiss and Abigail, who thought would have him was just furious. So... Basically, all your friends were not your friends anymore because you had broken a pact. Maggie was in a different school, so it had all sucked a bit and you felt like crying when he came over to you.

- What's wrong? - Chris asked, concern all over his now deeper voice and his friends were waiting for him.

- Can't be seen talking to you, Abigail would kill me – you said in a cold voice and you bit your bottom lip.

- Seems she already have because you look like crying. - That was it, tears ran all over you face and you tried to hide it when he ran an arm all over your shoulders – Hey don't cry!! - he was whispering trying to avoid others eyes on you and he kissed the top of your head – So we kissed, she's just jealous because she's not that pretty and I didn't kissed her – he laughed.

- But she had a crush on you, you don't get it. And Maggie said you had a beer, so that's why you kissed me, and I didn't understand any of it.

 Oh my, that's why girls had so much dating problems, you thought about everything to the tiniest detail and it wasn't that complicated.

- Well... Maybe it was the beer that gave me the courage to kiss you, but I wanted to do it. It was a cute kiss, it was nice – his friends were looking at him and now he was feeling a lot embarassed – Y/N, I've known you since you were three and I saved you from some boys who were mocking you. John was one of them and he's right there looking at us right now – in that moment he felt anything but embarassement and cleaned the tears in your face with his tumb – And if you don't stop thinking about Abigail, I might kiss you right here just to shut up everyone.

You felt your cheeks go ppink again, and looking at his blue eyes, you could also see and feel his smile.

- Now come, you don't have to be here all of your lunch time alone. You'll hang out with us for a while.

But the while became a day, and a day became a week and a week became a month and, you still couldn't tell how it had happened, when you were fourteen he asked you to be his homecoming date, not his sister like usual and in the middle of your blue dress, his suit and a tie that matched our dress he kissed you, everyone looking and he asked you to be his girlfriend. Sure the kisses were now a regular and a hand going here and there from time to time.

- So you wanna date me? - you needed to be sure of tht and a nervous chuckle left your lips.

- Why not? - he asked caressing your cheek– All I really wanna do is kiss you all the time, so this might even be a bonus to it.

- Well, then you'd be my boyfriend -he looked at you and nodded.

- Yes I would, and your no so friend anymore Abigail would be really jealous – he kissed your forehead and smiled.

Dating a teen Chris was just so easy, nothing ever was hard, and you hardly fight, since he only went out with the boys to play footbal or videogames and you were always around Maggie who felt so sad about your friends being mean to you, she never left your side whenever she could.

- Sooo, have you done it? - she asked while finishing her homework.

- Did what? - your brows made a 'V' shape and you where looking and then... - Oh no! We haven't – Imediate blush – What the hell Maggie!! - you laughed.

- Just wanted to know! I'm thinking about doing it with Travis! And you're almost sixteen now! So you should have done it by now!

- I'm not ready to do it yet! I'm afraid!

- Afraid of what?

- Well, heard our moms talk once and they say it hurts on the first time and besides, what if he doesn't like my body? I mean naked body!!

Maggie had laughed about your concerned and she were just looking directly at you.

- How could he not? He spents most of the days talking about you when you're not around. He didn't even go to Travis' party just because he knew you had an important exam and he didn't want to make you feel lonely. I've also seen the way he looks at you when we're in the beach sooooooooooooooooooo – she took a moment to breathe – There's no way that's ever going to happen.

At your sweet sixteen birthday party you had gone for a family trip and by family it was you, your parents, Chris's parents and Maggie. You had lunch on some fancy restaurant in the middle of the city and your dinner was only you and Chris. Your family liked him and so did his parents like you. It was like it was meant to be. Chris had is own car, and he had picked you up. You dinned at McDonalds, but it was the most romantic you thought you had even seen him go.  After that he took you to a place where you could see all the city in one look. In that moment you were more interested in the make-out session you were both having, rather than th landscape. You were moving your hands nervously around his body and he knew what you were intending to do.

- Are you sure? - he asked between your tradded kisses and you nodded. After his question you were positively sure now.

- I do, I love you Chris! - you were kissing his neck and you felt a nervous chuckle on his throat.

- You know I'm almost as nervous as you don't you? I have never done it too. Even though I told our friends we had.

- You're going all chatty now mate? - you spoke in an accent looking at him and giggled – Because if you are there's a movie I wanna see.

He quickly shut up and gave you one of the most importants moments of your life. You belonged together, and in that moment that was nothing that could ever break you two. You were both sweaty inside the car, hair all messed and trying to catch a breath. It was perfect.

But life's never perfect and your mother died of cancer leaving you and your dad alone. You had 18 years old and you had cried so hard for a week, you don't remember ever crying that hard. You never felt the need to cry that hard, but you felt so lost without your mother and you knew she was never coming back.

Chris never left your side, he was always there, always helping you. He even had to bathe you once and it killed him seeing the sadness in your eyes. It was so hard not being able to make all the pain he knew you were feeling go away. He loved you so much and he just wanted to take you somewhere it didn't hurt, somewhere together, just the two of you and pure happiness.

When Chris turned 21 he wanted to go acting, and he wanted to leave. You knew you could never leave your dad alone, not only after your mother had just died a year before, you didn't think you could ever leave him alone. So that's when the fights with your boyfriend began. He wanted to go, you didn't. You were now dating for 6 years and you never wanted it to end but you knew... Yu didn't wanted to be the reason he didn't followed his dreams. So, on a sunday afternnon you did the unthinkable, the only thing that hurt so much to even think about it. It wasn't even a fight and he was so angry because he loved and he didn't want to let you go but he also understood that you wanted to stay, but you weren't even fighthing for what you both had.

- So you're ending it this way? - he grabbed your hand and you felt the tears wanting to come out and pressed your lips together – We can be together even if I'm away for a while...

- We can't Chris, I don't want to be the reason you don't get to live your full dream you know? I don't want to stop you from ever achieving your goals – you kissed his cheek – I can't leave dad alone, I cannot and you know it.

Fuck, I did it had to hurt so much? You loved him so much. Even now he was looking at you, blue eyes hurt and you felt so guilty. You kissed him and for an instance it was like all the pain had gone away, for a moment nothing hurt anymore, it were just the two of you.

Chris left his home on a thursday and for a very long time you made no way on trying to contact him. You couldn't, if you clled him you were sure you'd ask him to come home, to be with you. A part of you knew he would come, a part of you were sure if he asked you you'd go meet him too. After a lonf period of calls unanswered and texts not being replied your world went pretty dull and vague again.

You started to work on a supermarket as a cashier, Maggie had gone on a trip for a full month and there you were right were you started when you were six.

Alone without any people your age the apartment next to yours. You tried to avoid his parents just because you liked them a lot and you didn't want them to see the face that broke their son's heart.

At the age of 25 you were now the manager of the local supermarket. You were happy, or at least you thought so. You and Maggie went out almost every weekend for dinning and for some local gossiping because a girl has her needs. You avoided being in town when Chris came, luckly it was pretty rare of him to come home.

- Were you invited to John's wedding? - Maggie asked while eating her dessert.

- I was, were you... Was he? - Maggie nodded. Damn it, you couldn't not go because John helped you a lot when Chris had moved out. John had met a girl in college and she was so sweet and kind. She could see what he saw in her.

- He was, and he's coming – Maggie had a devilish smile – Come on Y/N! He's becoming famous now! He did Fantastic Four and now I think he'll be Captain America or something like that.

Maggie knew both of you never asked about eachother, but she knew you both wanted to know stuff. Chris had a girl here and there but he never spoke of her the way he talked about Y/N.

- Jesus! I've seen him on the paper last week! And all he will be seeing is the mess that I am. Maybe I could not go...

- No no no no no! You're going alright, we're going! Together! I'm taking you for dress buying tomorrow, and 'no' is not an answer! If my brother's looking his best, so will you.

Dress buying wasn't the hardest, you always enjoyed putting on some dresses and posing for imagine cameras. You had fun, a real fun and it was all so worth it. It was like a movie scene where the girls try a dozen of dresses but in the end, end up taking one you hadn't even seen.

You decided to go with a green dress, long and it embraced one of your shoulders leaving the other one completely naked. Your hair was lose and you just had to go with it. You felt nice.

Maggie knocked at your door and you had left, she was taking her new car, big brother's birthday present. Damn, he knew how much you had always liked that car and for a second while Maggie was driving, you imagined he was the one driving it, his hands had most certainly touched the car, the seat were you were seated, and it was all too much. Maggie and him even shared the same smile. This was all too much again.

- What's happening? - Maggie's voice brought you out of your thoughts and you looked up.

- Nothing  - you lied and faked a smile..

- Don't lie to me, I've known you since ever. If it makes you feel better, he's almost as afraid of bumping into you as you are of bumping into him.

- He's afraid of bumping into me? - you asked a bit to eager than you'd like.

- Sure he is! He told me girls these days, or girls never tended to ignore him but you crossed all those boundaries when you didn't just reply to him – she shrugged.

- I...

- I know you couldn't do it. I get you Y/N, you're like a sister to me, never judged your actions. If it were my mother... Well, I don't even want to talk about it.

You arrived at John's house for some photos before going to church and to help the guy not be nervous to his gut.

- Come on John, it's going to be okay, you love her don't you? - you asked while his mother was helping him with his tie and Maggie was eating something

- I do, but what if she doesn't show up?

- Why wouldn't she not show up? You have all your friends and fmily there wanting to take pictures with the groom before the wedding, and it was not her dressed you mocked when she was three – he took a small laugh and seemed a bit calmer.

- Hey ma... - a voice had gone much quieter and John's gaze was jumping between you and the owner of that voice

- Chris don't go in there! - but Maggie's voice was a second to late and you turned.

There he was. After seven years of intended avoiding, you were looking at each other. He was breath taking, wearing a tux, and much more older. Your hormones couldn't even think straight when you looked at him like you could just take him there and have sex wherever you wanted, instead you just smiled.

- Chris hi! It's been so long – you chuckled nervously and pressed your lips together.

- Y/N – you had extended you hand for him to shook and he just grabbed you and gave you a hug, kissing your cheek. - How long... John, you're looking good man.

- Thanks – John said and the tension in the air was obvious – So let's go, I have to get married.

For an instance you were glad he had entered the room, this way John stopped having idiot second doubts and it was all much easier to process. John's cousins were all over you two and Maggie, trying to grab Chris attention, he spoke to them a bit but his mind was always ending up on you. He knew you still held some power over him but he never thought it would just be that much.

You three went on Maggie's car, you were on the backseat, the church was still half an hour away and nobody was talking.

- So... How it's like, being famous? - you asked trying to make a lighter air around you. He turned around to answer you and your legs were jelly. You thanked god for being seated the moment he looked at you that way.

- It's nothing much. Somedays you can't even just grab your food without someone trying to ask you a dozen questions first. - he laughed and there were your hormones once again.

The wedding had gone perfect. John and his now wife were so happy. Chris hadn't left your side and Maggie's during the whole thing and for a second during the ceremony he could just bet you were almost grabbing his hand. He knew you were still beautiful, he hsn't just ready for how beautifiul you had become. You were a woman now and all he intended on doing with you, weren't very pure thoughts to a guy on a church.

The food was great and even better, the drinks were amazing. You had both drank so much, Maggie could just hope neither one of you needed to throw up. Her car was in danger

- So, you remember the day you kissed me? -you asked... Better, the alcochol asked.

- I do, I only had one beer. Getting drunk on one beer  - he mocked himself and got closer to you. Most of the guests were mingling or dancing. You were alone on your table.

- It wasn't a very nice kiss – you laughed – I wasn't prepared and I had no idea on what to do. But who would guess my first ever kiss would be famous. Maybe I'd sell that story to the press.

- Baby, the press would buy your story even if you had just said 'hi' to me – he took another sip from his glass.

- Oh... Would they? - you grabbed his hand – Let's go dancing.

- You know I don't like dancing – he said but not letting go of your hand.

- Please? - you smiled and he couldn't ever say no to that. He loved... He liked he thought to himself he liked to see you smile.

Dancing, your head on resting on his left shoulder, one hand the other shoulder and the other hand grabbing his hand. He smelled so good and he felt so good. You couldn't even remember why you fought about, why you broke. It was just perfect the two of you.

Needing to get some air you both went outside, it was dark. Some group was chatting and laughing a lot, you were both alone. The next thing you knew, you pulled him to you and kissed him. He kissed you so eagerly, he wanted to kiss you since the moment he saw you at John's house, but he knew he couldn't. If you wanted to kiss him, fine for him. You lips were soft, needy and tasted like champagne. He didn't want to let you go. His hand on your thigh was going higher and higher and when his kisses reached your jawline you heard someone coughing.

- Maggie, jesus! - you pushed him a bit away removing his hand from near the part of you that wanted him so badly.

- I saw you both coming outside and wanted to check up on how you were. By the looks of it, you're perfect! - you both were not able to say if she was sad or happy. The two of you just didn't care.

You had your dates here and there, but no lips felt like his, no touch felt like his, becuse none were his. You loved this guy, even after all this time. Returning home, Maggie was driving and you were both silent, both wanting to touch each other, but not saying anything. Your dad had gone fishing with some friends and you went to your apartment, felling a chest hurt. You were so alone. Maggie and Chris were in his parents apartament and you heard Maggie arguing with him.

- What you think you're doing? That girl there aches from since you went away! You cannot do that do her! You cannot make her feel like you're here and them bam! You're going away again!

- She kissed me! I didn't! I loved her but she didn't love me enough to go with me!

- Tabitha had died! Her mother had died! Her dad was alone you idiot! I would have done the same.

The tears in your eyes were falling and the moment you noticed you were drunk and sobbing and hating yourself, becuse you didn't go, because you din't make him stay, because he wasn't yours. Things had gone silent and an hour later some knocked at your door. It was him, you knew that, you just knew that. Opening the door he was about to speak when you stopped him with a kiss.

- Don't talk... just, please if you want... - you were so nervous, he knew you'd been crying, he saw it in your eyes. He hated it. Chris pulled you closer and in the next moment you didn't care you saw you, if anyone had ever saw you or if this was just a silly dream.

This was the moment you'd been craving for a moment to long in your dreams, the lips you wanted to kiss and to be kissing you, the touch you wanted to feel on your skin.

You dress was easily removed and he was so hungry looking at you and all you could feel was his body touching yours in ways you'd been dreaming for a bit too long.

- You know, I could never forget you – he mentioned while kissing your neck and leaving it marked. Next morning you'd be killing him for it, but for now you were moaning and he liked the sound of that.

- Chris... - This was the only sound he needed and wanted to hear. Your hands were in his hair and then opening his shirt. His body was even more worked up now. He was like a model or something and all you could do was drool and think about what you'de be getting.

Then yoou both stopped thinking and just followed your instincts. You both knew your bodies what you did or didn't like and in the end you were just cuddling, naked bodies under your sheets and his hand around you. He was still leaving a trail of kisses on your neck you smiled.

- This was very good – you gracefully said or on the way to a hangover added.

- It was more than very good and you know it  - he slightly bit your ear lobe.

- I know I know, who would guess this body right here was capable of doing this kind of stuff – you laughed.

- I firmly believe the sounds you made were the best thing I heard tonight and prove I still got it – Chris kissed your cheek and hold your hand.

You smiled and felt yourself falling asleep on his arms, and for a moment this was the best you could ever hope for.

Present

Your daughter Tabitha was turning one year old today. She is the leaving proof that you shouldn't have sex when you're that drunk, but she is also the reason of your understanding for unconditional love. You still couldn't forget that Chris had left, when you woke up that next morning he wasn't there or at his parents either. He had gone and left you alone, again.

Yoour baby were babling something and you just took her in your arms

- You know mommy loves you don't you? - you kissed her a lot and she was just giggling and drooling a bit.

She was perfect. She was blond, big blue eyes and his smile. If he ever got to see her he would know, you were sure of it. But right now she was all yours and your dad was a proud grandpa. So were his parents and Maggie were always buying her sutff. You told Maggie because you couldn't just lie to he, and after a lot of bargaining you were able to ask her to keep secret, but just like your first kiss, she spilled the beans to her parents. So, his family knew but he didn't... You were so afraid one of them would tell him and he would be so pissed. But a year later you knew he had no idea, or if he did, he didn't care. You could live with the first option.

- Where is my cute pie? - you heard your dad coming near and Tabitha was looking at him and smiling – Not you my little diamond – hetouched her nose – This one right here  - he touched you nose.

- Dad! - you laughed – What was that about?

- Well besides your mother, you are the greatest mom I have ever seen – he smiles softly. I bet your mom is proud. Freddie did not agreed with you not telling Chris because he had always known he loved you and your baby girl Tabitha was the living proof of that.

- You think mom would be proud? - you looked at him while your baby was pulling your hair – Tabitha! -you were rocking her and she stopped.

- Well... You mother would make the world with women only if we weren't needed to create life, so yes, your mother would be very happy! See little Tabby here already acting like her – he laughed.

- I'm going to pick her cake, can you watch her for a while? - you pass her to his arms and he was already drolling all over her cuteness.

You went to the cake shop from the other town near, the whole town knew you were a mother, people just thought it was an affair you had with someone from out town. Some guys where there on vacation, so it was the perfect option because, "Why would Chris Evans want someone who's nothing more than a manager at a supermaket when he could be dating supermodels?" Abigail's voice was in your head the time you heard someone tell her you got knocked up. Maggie was about to punch her and you stopped it "she's just jealous because Chris always like you. We're never going there again" and you sure didn't so that took you a lot more to get a cake for your baby's birthday. But it was worth it, you knew that.

Your phone rang and rang and you picked it up

- Yeah dad, it won't take much long – your dad's voice was nervous and he babbled something about the baby having fever. - What? I'm on my way

You drove up as fast as you can, when you parked your car, there was next to it a brand new land rover and for a moment you thought you'd die and tou remembered yourself you needed to breathe. You climbed up the stairs, trying not to smash the cake and entered at your apartment, it was empty and you heard some baby crying on the other apartment, you precious baby and your dad were there. But that wasn't your problem, he were sure he was there. Of all the days he could come visit... Mostly he asked their parents to go to his house... Why hadn't he asked this time? Maybe he did and maybe they said they couldn't go... Panic was wasing over you.

You rang the bell and he opened it. SHIT!

- Hey, how are you? Didn't know you had a baby! - he added, smiling but you could see the confusion in his eyes.

- Fine – you greeted him – Yes, but my dad said she's sick so ... - you quickyl moved your way around him and his mother was trying to calm her.

- Here's your mother see – her grandmother gave her to you and you pressed her lips to her forehead.

- She's burning – you were humming in order to calm Tabby and she had her tiny hands all around you – I'm going to the hospital.

- I'm going with you – his mother was about to grab her purse.

- No, I can... I can do this – you added. You had for a year always tried to prove to everyone that you could raise her all by yourself.

- You're nervous – Freddie said – Let us go...

- No dad... I can – you where grabbing your stuff when he spoke.

- Let me at least drive you there – he came close and grabbed your stuff – I won't take no for an answer, I'm not your dad, not my mother. You're to nervous to drive anywhere.

- It's not the first time – you were looking at him, who was still showing no expression.

- I bet it's not, and I bet you weren't on any conditions to drive so... Give me your keys. I dont' have a baby chair on my car.

- Chris... - you were looking at your father trying to get some back up, but he wasn't helping, his mother was... Smiling (?) and his dad had went to the balcony for a smoke.

- You know... You're not helping the baby by staying here and looking at me. Keys. Now.

You babbled something in frustration and did as he told you

- Nice girl, now... Let's go.

You were in your car's backseat while he drove, no one was talking , he turned of the music and you arrived to the emergency hospital. He was wearing a hat and a big jacket, so he could pass unnoticed.

The girl there was new, so Mry wasn't working today and you'd have to go all through it again.

- How could a baby not have a father? - Mary the old lady asked.

- Well... IT was a shag you know, nothing much.

Tabby was sleeping on your arms due to the fever and you expected this girl was much quicker and didn't have so much intention in snooping. You gave your baby's info and yours as well. Chris didn't seem to let you go and a part of you was thankful for that.

- Okay, now how's the dad's name? - the girl asked and you rolled your eyes.

- She...

- Me, here – Chris grabbed his wallet and gave her his id card. The girl looked up at him and she smiled, cheeks going all shades of pink and red like yours some years ago.

- Okay right Mr. Evans, you just need to wait a couple minutes and Tabitha will soon be called in.

He helped you get a chair and sat by next to you

- How could you not tell me? - he murmured and looked t the sleeping baby.

- Tell you what? - you were too looking at your baby. Her daddy ws right there... Did she knew? Did she had any idea?

- That you were a mother... That the baby was mine?

- She's not... - you started to add.

- She is. I came into town and saw Abigail, she said you had a baby precisely a year ago – Oh my god, had he done the math? - And a lot of our friends thought it was mine but you had slept with some guy that was in town. I believed her first and then I met John who told me the baby looked like me, even though she wasn't mine.

- So you believed Abigail you always had a major crush on you? - your voice was a pitch higher and you bit your lip when Tabby moved.

- No I didn't believed her. I believed my parents cancelled on me because they had "something" and when I saw my mom looking at the baby, I knew.

You were just so nervous... And he had figured it out.. Would this be the part where...

Your thoughts were stopped by a nurse you called "Tabitha Evans" and you both got up, not talking just going to the pediatrician area and entered a doctors office.

After a quick check up, Chris knew the sleeping baby already had his heart, so did her mother, even thoough he hated you a bit right now. He could not blame her, he was the gone to get away without even saying good bye this time. You were so nervous while the doctor was writing something on his computer he grabbed your hand and you squeezed it a bit.

Little Tabitha had be there for observation at least for the next 8 hours in order to see if the fever could go down. The nurse had to take you both to the waiting room, you could see her every two hours, but you could not be there for a long time.

Why was it that you both stood always alone and in big periods of quiet time?

- Y/N calm down, she's going to be okay, she's strong.

- You don't know her... You can't say that – you laid your hand on his chest and grabbed his waist. - Please don't take her away from me.

- You're right, I don't know her. I'm a bit more angry that I would like because of that, but I do know you, and I know you're strong and so am I. So if she's ours, just wait... It's a fever. - he grabbed you closer to him and you both felt so secure. You were both in different places right now and at the same time you were exactly at the same place – I would never take her away from you – he assured you – But I might want to be around you and her a lot more.

- Yes yes of course – That was all you could ever say and that was all you would ever want to say right now.

Your dad called to know how where things with Tabby and Chris's mother sighed in relieve they both where very eager to turn off the phone. You sat right next to Chris and look at the wall.

- I thought you wouldn't want her... I was so freaked when I found out. My dad had helped me and your sister... I asked her not to tell you... I am deeply sorry. I had no right but... We had the best sex ever and you had just left. The only thing left with me was a major hangover and the thought that we should never had got together that moment.

- Well... i left because I knew you'd be kicking me out the moment you saw me on your bed, you hated the fact that I moved out.

- I hated the fact that I did not had the gut to move out with you, when ou asked. Or that I didn't even tried to make you stay. I never hated you, on the contrary.

- I love you too – he plainly said and pressed his lips to your temper.

- Chris... I'm sorry

- Shh it's okay.

And for the first time in a lot of time it was. You kept waiting and waiting and whenever you could you where seeing Tabby, the fever had been going down and she ate a bit. After those long eight hours you where about to hold her when...

- Want to hold her? - you looked at Chris and you could swear you saw fear on his eyes.

- I don't think I can... - his voice was so whispery and you knew it had nothing to do with the other babies but with the fact he was to scared to let the other dads hear him.

- You can... - you grabbed your daughter and carefully helped Chris on holding her.

- You went to pay for the medical services when he stepped up.

- I've missed a lot of things, this is my turn.

How could you ever let him go? Why would time never agree with you to be together? He called his mother said you'd be getting home soon and Tabby was wide awake, still a bit shaken by the illness but looking at the man who hold her.

- See baby, this is your daddy Chris – you spoke to the baby and about to kiss Chris cheek when your lips met.

- Sorry! - you both speak same time. The baby laughed as if she understood and you both stood shy.

The drive for your house was much slower and not so nervous until...

- Marry me. - Chris said and looked at you from the car mirror.

- What? You're crazy, you don't want to marry me, a woman who's already a mom – you laughed and you saw him smirk.

- Marry me – he said again.

- Tabby I think you father got your fever – you chuckled and looked at him.

- I'm serious, I know we did it a bit backwards but I can't let you get away again, I just cannot! Marry me Y/N.

- But I can't...

- I'll come here again... I'll live here again if that's what get you on to marry me.

- You'd do that – you where not believing it.

- I would. Marry me.

- Yes – you answered without hesitating.

- Would never thought I would get away with this so easily. I love you.

You don't know why you had said yes, but you had. No regrets, you just feel like you could love him even more and more everytime you saw him.

When you arrived home you had your bags at the hall.

-What the hell..? - you were mesmerized by that – Dad? What's going on?

Your dad and his mother came out the living room with proud smiles on their faces.

- Well if you couldn't figure out what was best for you, we could... - Freddie said – You stayed with me when I need you, you gave everything up because of me. Now I have to give you up if I ever want to see you truly happy again. And Chris, Tabitha's your daughter. - Your dad took a breath of air like some huge weight had left his shoulders – And I wont take no for an answer.

You wanted to cry of happiness, smile and roll your eyes because of your dad.

- I figured it out. Mother never loved a baby so much that it stopped her from seeing her favorite son – he smiled and looked at the baby whose grandma already stole her from her dad. - Oh and by the way, she's marrying me – he pointed on to you.

- YOU WHAT? - Maggies voice came running from your bedroom – I was there and I could chill on the "favorite son" thing because mother only has a son but shes marrying you? I get to prepare the whole thing?! - Maggie's arms were around you and all you could do was look at Chris and smile.

You had a perfect daughter, your life was about to change, you were about to be Mrs. Evans and all you could do was smile. And all because a boy saved you from being mocked when you were a princess at the age of three and wore a dress to kindergarden.

[what-ever-happened-to-chip]

Detective Rinoa

Squally better fucking gather info together with Camp B or I will kill him. I won’t be the only one pulling weight in this. 

Detective Rinoa is on it. 

First things first need to dress for the occasion. I find my best biker shorts, my tightest tank top (might need to use my womanly charm for info), my apple watch, three pens, my pocket journal and a short sleeve cargo vest for all my accessories. 

For protection I bring along Angelo and pepper spray. Plus my shooting star blaster edge. Hair tie on and I am set.

I make a list of all the people with possible info. Christian obviously, J, Tidus, Noah. Also Jenn and Yuna with questions marks after their names. Those two I doubt have any info but maybe since Jenn was dead she’ll remember something. Also I am suspicious of what Natsu was yelling about. Darn if only we had just a little more time together with Camp B I coulda got more info. Maybe they separated us for that reason.

Yuna I put down cause I don’t think she personally had any information but she hung with Eli a 

lot and he knows something. Or at least pretends to know. 

They shut off any way of talking to B. Our phones don’t work trying to call or text them. We obv can’t send letters. I even tried like hacking the system and using email or facebook when I really wanted to talk to Zidane but no that was all blocked. I just don’t get it. When we were in San Diego we were still able to talk to each other just not live together. Now they have us completely separated! Like we been with these people thousands of years and outta nowhere BOOM! Separated. They claim its cause we got “too rowdy” but we were like that forever so something musta changed. 

I bet Ulquiorra knows something about all this spirt stuff but not like I’ll be able to get anything out of him. Or maybe I can? He does have a weak spot for attractive woman. I add him to my list and check myself if the mirror. Yea you got it girl. 

okay who to start with? Christian I probably get most info outt a but I am not in the modd for his cryptic speech pattern right now. So no I wait on that. 

Me and Jenn are friends so I decided to knock her out quick. Okay Rinoa you got this. I whistle Angelo along and head towards her room. 

“Knock knock its me girl!:

“Rinoa!” She runs up and hugs me. She's so cute. I love her. 

“Isn’t this so shitty ! Its like I finally getta be back with Aiden and then they take us apart again ! How could they be so cruel? She pouts and sits on her bed. 

I have been trying the last hundred years to get her to dump that creep but no she's wayyyy into his flaming ass. He;s like a literal monster and fucking killed her! Jenn.  Sweet, innocent Jenn! But she doesn’t listen to reason just with her heart. I admire that in ways but just wish her heart was head over heels for not such a piece of shit as a person. Gray warned me if Aiden found out about what i was doing he would send me straight to hell. He’s not gonna do shit he's a pussy and so what if he does. He doesn’t have shit on me and even if he does that just proves to Jenn he is a fucking monster. Whatever. Fuck Him. 

“I know girl this is so fucked up!! Least we’re on the same camp side!!”

“Yea totally and I guess besides Aiden and Namine I am not really friends with any of them.” 

“Oh you have more friends then that!!” I tried to think who wasn’t a dirt bag piece of shit on that side of the camp. They definitely had wayyyy more then we did. 

“I mean I guess Marcus is like sorta my friend but it always seems like hes making fun of me.” Jenn looked upset at this and began messing with her nails.

You could always tell how anxious she was by how long her nails were. They were like stubs now. It was probably hanging with Aiden. He’s so stressful for her. 

“Yea I feel you girl him and that slut Lana just walk around like they are better then everyone and pretend they are like this power couple when aha- yea no.” (word from narrator. She said the last part with a scoff and a very pronounced “aha: in about the bitchest way you can imagine it) 

“Yea she like hung out in here other day and it was just weeeirdddd.” 

“That is weird why was she in here?”

“I don’t even know she was like asking me about how I feel about Aiden having Harry suck his dick, which I thought was super weird she was thinking about that. Like is she trying to imagine Aiden’s penis or something.” Jenn paused to grab her box of nail polish outta side table drawer. “Anyhow I told her its like fine cause Harrys so weird its like who cares about him.”

“Totally girl.” My nails needed some color too. I searched through her colours till I found a really lovely silver. 

While we both painted our nails and updated each other on our feelings about the newest bachelorette. I felt like Todd should totally get with Kaitlyn but Jenn felt Winston was the better match. Todd was just so cute. Okay now that thats all settled I needed info.

“Hey so like before we got split up Natsu yelled something about you being like a dark thing or like idk what?”

“Yea I don’t know what he was saying it was just like weird and its like how can I be that? Doesn;t make any sense to me”

Rats no info. 

“Yea I wouldn’t worry about it Natsus an idiot and probably just misheard something.”

“Yeah, your probably right.” Jenn looked a bit worried though.

Well this wasn’t getting me anywhere I should go see Yuna next just to get both the easy ones outta the way. 

“Hey girl I gotta go, I am trying to figure out whats going on in this camp. Somethigns fishy and I am going to find out what. Maybe if I do they won’t have us spilt up as much.”

“Okay yea, good luck to you! I know you can figure it out!” Jenn flashed her teethy grin at me. She lead me to door gave me a big hug and sent me on my way. 

Okay next stop stonerville

I tried her room but she wasn’t in there. Fuck hopefully she didn’t go anywhere I guess if she did I could just go to someone else on list. I saw Neji down the hall “Hey Neji have you seen Yuna?’

“Yes she was in the living room watching tv and smoking weed with a ton of people.”

“Thanks!” He seems less angry lately which is nice cause he was getting pretty flippin weird with all his hubris yelling. 

I walked into living room and Neji wasn’t joking there was like 10 people in here. I spotted Yuna squeezed on couch next to Lana and Naruto. Gippal lay sprawled on the couch with his legs on all of them. Such a lazy fuck couldn’t sit up for people. Um Rude!

I didn’t want to talk to her here and have everyone yelling their opinions at once. So annoying. Once I received more information I would relay it to rest of camp but not yet. 

“Rin No Na! What it be what it do?” Jesse yelled. He would be kinda cute if he wasn’t so obnoxious. 

“I am fine, no don’t move over I am not staying.” I looked at tv they were all watching the hangover. I did want to watch it with them but I’ve seen it like 5 times and my mission was important. I sat on coffee table facing Yuna “Psst hey Yuna can we go somewhere to talk’

“WHAT YA GUYS GONNA TALK ABOUT?” Naruto yelled. Great just fucking great now everyones gonna start yelling other annoying things. 

“I bet its period stuff.” Natsu yelled

“No I bet its woman stuff” Naruto yelled

“Periods are woman stuff you dumb fuck” Sasuke yelled

“Shut up all of you its none of your fucking business!.”

Some mumbles and a few more yells how we were gonna have sex and scissor each other. Everyone is so moronic here, it's sooo aggravating. 

“Yea of course Rinoa!” Yuna squeezed herself outta the couch with the grunts from Gippal. He better not vomit on the fucking couch again that was so fucking gross and disgusting.

I guided Yuna to my room which was the safest room to talk. No one ever came here except Zidane but he was with other camp so I am safe. 

“Oh I love what you’ve done with the room!” Yuna smiled and sat on the end of bed . She just sat there smiling. I wonder how her face isn’t stuck in that position from how much she does it. I dug around in my desk until I found my one hitter and a lil bit of weed. I didn’t smoke much so this was probably months old but whatever it will do. I hand the packed pipe to Yuna whose face lights up at it “Oh thank you Rinoa this is so thoughtful!” She takes down the whole bowl in one huge hit. Packing it again with her own personal stash. She hands it towards me but I wave it off. Have to keep my brain clear. 

“So whats going on? Is everything okay?” Yuna asked. Okay good the weed didn’t make her retarded. This stuff wasn’t that strong so that probably helped, also her tolerance I bet is wayyy too high for this cheap stuff to effect her much. 

“Yeah I am fine, everything is good with me. I am just, well I been thinking about all that stuff that happened before they split us up, like about the darks spirits, I was wondering if you knew anything about that?” 

“Oh yes it was such a terrible thing that happened to Jonis dear daughter, I am so furious with Gray and how it all happened. Just so Gray could oh I don’t even know what he wanted out of it which makes me even more mad! “ Yuna huffed a little after all this, its probably from the weed and she didn’t take a single breathe while talking but I liked to believe it was from the extra pounds she carried around with her. Ha chunky Yuna huffing away. Okay Rinoa focus

I didn’t really care about all the stuff with Jonis daughter but I needed Yuna to stay on my side so I said “yea that was so fucked up of Gray, Just cause hes sad and miserable doesn’t mean he needs to bring everyone to his level.” I scoffed and Yuna nodded in approval “So yea anyhow about dark spirits you know anything?”

“Its a horrible place. I don’t know a lot but I know a little bit.” Yuna drank some water and continued “So usually souls are sent to their worlds version of the after life”

Rinoa interrupted “- so its like hell?”

“No I mean hell still exists in some worlds but their soul is still intact for lack of a better term. It can still be retrieved and brought back.” 

“Ok so this place is like totally different from other afterworlds, its like its own entity?” 

“Precisely! Its its own separate place! I am not sure where it came from or how long its been around, Elis I know speculates it formed when the worlds collided, yet I know Aiden was there before that so I don’t believe that is true. Christian told me once its always been around, and after Eli heard about that, he speculated that the reason the worlds collided had to do with this place. I am not sure about any of that. What I do know is the place consists of dark magic and dark beings dwell there. Any soul who steps into that place becomes tainted. So what happened with Lily is because she was killed with dark magic she was tainted and had to be sent there. No other afterlife could handle such a dark being without becoming dark themselves. I don’t exactly know how it all works though.” Yuna looked down seemingly flustered with it all

I pondered on this for a while. She gave me a lot more information then I could have hoped for. 

“So its pretty much the worst place in the universe? No wonder Aiden is so fucked up!”

“Yes it is, Eli told me once anyone who goes there becomes tainted in a way, incomplete rather. Like they aren’t all together human anymore. He couldn’t tell me how or why. He also said anyone who goes their becomes trapped but Aiden is intact and he has his soul still, so Eli must be wrong about that. Or perhaps thats what usually happens and Aiden somehow beat the system? I don’t know its all so horrible I don’t like to think about it!” Yuna took the liberty to pack herself another bowl to smoke. 

“Hmm so if thats the case and J was there and also got out there must be some way.”

“Yes they must be! Ya know I can feel souls with my summoner ability and I have always sensed J’s soul be off. Like it just feels wrong but now that I know he was in that place, thats probably why it feels that way!” 

“Yea and thats why spirits don't seem to want anything to do with him and let him get away with so much shit because they don’t want him around. He probably terrifies them!” 

 I began jotting down things in my journal and Yuna finished off her bowl. 

“Hey Yuna no offense but I gotta go. I need to figure out more about all this and I have quite a few more people to talk to!”

“Oh of course I will leave you, if you need anything more I will be in living room!”

“Okay yea thanks” Just before she left room I thought of one more thing “Hey real quick so I am gonna talk to Noah, Tidus, J , Ulquiorra and Christian , know anyone else in Camp A that would know something?”

Yuna pondered for a second “Perhaps try Sasuke? He seems to know a lot about everything. Oh and try Jet! He was an old commander so perhaps he knows something from his time in charge.”

“Okay yea i put them down, thanks see you around! “ Yuna waved and headed out 

No way in hell was I talking to either one of them. Especially if I didn’t have to. Wasn’t in the mood to get groped and deal with the biggest asshole in camp. No thank you. 

Next stop Noah! 

I found him in his room laying in the dark with his covers up. He looked briefly at me when I entered but turned around to continue staring at his wall. 

I took the liberty to let myself in. I slid out a chair and opened the blinds up so I could see. He looked like shit. 

“Hey I know you probably don’t want to talk about this but I need to know about the dark spirit place or whatever its called.” I paused looking at him “Its important.” I added 

No response. I couldn’t wait for him to get over whatever this was.

“Noah, I need to know, help me out here” 

“Why would you wanna know about that place?” He said it in a whisper 

“I, no we, as a camp need to know!” This came out a lot more harsh then I meant it too. Whatever. Usually the guy was so dumb you asked him anything and he replied. No filters. But now when I need him to talk hes understanding what silence means? What the fuck. Where's lady luck and why isn’t she on my side?

“No you don’t need to know, you think you need to know but it won’t help anything, it won’t change anything. It will just bring pain and destruction. 

I was geting so annoyed at his inability to just answer a fucking question I blew up. 

“OMG are you mansplaining to me? I know what is good and bad for me to know. Fuck right off Noah. I can handle myself, I can handle this, I am not a moron.” 

He sat up slightly at this and sighed “ No you can’t handle this, you or anyone else in camp that isn’t already involved in this doesn’t need to be. Theres no reason for anyone to know anymore then you guys already do. Now please leave me I am not in the mood.” 

I wanted to freak out at him, yet I realized that would get me nowhere. ;”Fine be that way, go fuck yourself Noah!” I slammed his door as hard as I could manage . I sat in the hallway and cried for a little bit. Why can’t I know? He obviously told Joni or else she wouldn’t have had him kill her kid. Or maybe he's the only one that takes orders from Joni. She's such a junkie cunt I bet even if she was here she wouldn’t give me any answers either. Just yell about needing more booze and making stupid inside jokes with jesse that no one else finds funny. They are the worst set of twins I have ever fucking met .

This was pointless. I went to my room and screamed in my pillow for a few minutes. When I was done my throat hurt and Angelo looked worried. 

Sign this whole thing was stupid why did I even try it? No I have to keep going. I decided to go see Tidus when he actually took his meds he was pretty cool and we hung out. When he was off them though it was fucking annoying as shit. Lately he seemed normal so lets hope for the best. I can’t have two let downs in a row. 

I found him in his room lifting weights, his room looked mostly clean which was a good indicator on his saneness. “35, 36, 37,-”

“Hey Tidus its me can I come in?”

“Oh yea Rinoa let me just finish these reps. 38, 39- I waited till he counted to 50 and set the weight down before speaking 

“Hey so I gonna cut right to the chase, your a spirit and everything so I wonder if you know anything about all this dark spirit stuff they were talking about?”

 He was drinking out of his water but stopped after i said dark spirit and his face fell. Oh he totally knows something. 

“Umm no I don’t umm sorry,” He faced away from me and I saw in his mirror him muttering to himself.

“I know you know something Tidus, just tell me I can take it.” He fidgeted around picking up random objects then setting them down. 

“I mean well I wanna tell you but I am not suppose to talk about it” 

“What? Who says you cant talk about it?” Now I was super curious a secret dark spirit place that he was banned from talking about. Oh this was juicy. 

I heard people out the door talking and heard my name so my ears perked up, it sounded like Jesse and Yuna 

“You were talking to Rinoa? Egh talking to her is like I have an itch on the roof of my mouth that only a shotgun can scratch.” Jesse said loudly 

“Oh shes not that bad!” Yuna replied

What a fucking asshole, I made a mental note to go chew him out after this but I didn’t want to wreck my flow I had going here. 

Tidus looked at me sympathetically and I waited till they passed by before talking again

Tidus spoke first tho “Hey don’t mind Jesse he’s just an asshole”

“Uh Yea duh I know that and why would I be bothered by what a lonely wannabe says about me?” My eyes challeneged him to say something stupid. Wisely he changed topics

“Well um what you been up to today? 

“Well I been trying to get people to tell me about the dark spirit place.” 

He looked uncomfortable and said “Uh huh I see, why is it you wanna know so bad?” 

“Because I, or well camp, has the right to know about this, I mean like shouldn’t we do something about it or like go save people from it.”

“You can’t get rid of it that's not how it works, its like saying your gonna blow up hell, its not possible. ANd saving people, why would we have to do that? No one we know is there so that just be a suicide mission.” He shook his head and drank down the rest of his water. Going to refill it in the water jug he had in his room he added “Even if we did have someone to save, we couldn't. It would just be a waste of lifes and resources!” 

“Well Lily got there why wouldn’t we go save her?”

“You know why Rinoa, she doesn’t matter to camp, she's just a kid with no powers.” 

“Omg why didn’t I think of that!” If someone that camp needed or cared about went there we would have to go save them and have to go there! I refrained from saying this out loud though so no one could hear my scheme and block it. Tidus just assumed I didn’t realize Lily was useless which I mean duh, I let him think that though. Makes things easier. 

“Yea I mean maybe she would have powers later but she was only in camp like an hour and I mean like Yuna liked her and- He started rambling about how great Yuna was and I spaced out. Who should I get killed though? It would have to be Noah killing them and use his weird demon thing inside him to do it, can’t be a gun, no pretty sure it have to be Virgo inside him. Hmm who to kill though? My first thought after what Jesse said was him but no he was immortal that wouldn’t work. I don’t know if immortality worked against this but I didn’t want to risk it. Only have one go at this. Hmmm maybe Aerith? She was important plus easy to kill plus Sasuke would go insane and make people go save her with him. Yes, Aerith would be perfect. I almost think Jenn would be funnier to fuck with Aiden but shes useless, so the commanders might not let us go and then Aiden probably just convince himself she never existed and we all would just move on in our lives. Wait, Aerith is a spirit though, that might safeguard her. Not sure but once again don’t wanna risk it. Fuck who then? 

“And shes so caring and pretty and- “ 

“Tidus shut up I am trying to think”

He stopped talking and made a face at me. “You coulda said that nicer” 

“Yea okay I am sorry, whatever, “

“What are you thinking about anyhow?” Tidus inquired. 

Was it safe to tell him? Probably and I would need help with this so bing bing hes the winner! I decided to ease into it though and gauge him out. If he seemed hesitant I would have to find someone new to ask

“I was just thinking how shitty it would be if someone from camp was killed and sent there.”

“Oh yea that would be horrible we wouldn’t see them ever again!”

“I mean never again?” I asked as innocently as I could manage “I mean Aiden got out of there didn’t he?”

“Yea I mean yea but he has Christian helping him when Christian still had access to virgo or well access to his powers”

So thats how it happened hmmm 

“Well couldn’t he access them again?” I inquired 

“No cause Virgo is in Noah.” 

“What about J? He got taken out too? 

“Yea I don’t know how that worked I only just found that out today, I assumine G accessed the igndaemoni stone. I heard that has to do with it” “ I also hear- all of a sudden Tidus’s face just stopped moving 

“What the hell?” I asked and just as I did I saw J walk into the room. Oh so he paused time. What an asshole 

 “J what the fuck!!!! I was so close!!” I pouted and waved my notebook around and my pen flew out of my hand as I flayed around 

“A little too close” His nasally voice said. God his voice was so fucking annoying

“Lets go to kitchen to talk” I followed him in there and noticed quite a few people in there all paused 

“Stop while your ahead Trist me on this.”

“Omg you fucking too-- omg look at grays face!!” 

His face looked like he was just about to sneeze. Contored and retarded looking. 

J let out his shrill laugh while Rinoa laughed like she was actually saying the words heehee     

“Wait Wait look at Lana!” Her face looked like it was turning both ways and her hand was in her butt cheek.

“Omg” 

Rinoa and J continued to point out others with dumb expressions on each letting out their different but equally annoying laughs. 

J wiped a tear from his eye “Oh that rich thats just great.”

I decided to try again “So J what the fuck why did you pause everyone.” 

“For my own safety that's why!” He yelled back. God did he not know how to get his voice at a reasonable level 

“You’re safety from what ?”

J looked around like a paranoid drunk. “Just trust me bitch, you don’t want to go down this path.” J himsellf knew hardly anything about this, he had to take a class in it at the spirit university but he fell asleep half way through and skipped the next two classes and the final class he was so lost on the exam he decided to get drunk in the bathroom and have G make sure he got a passing score. What he did know though was that Ulqiorra would kill him if Rinoa started some shit up. Partly why they let Harry and him spy on everyone was for security reasons and as long as everyone behaved themselves, at least a little, they were allowed to continue being camp security.                                        

“DON’T CALL ME A BITCH!” Rinoa stormed, proving J’s point in her screams of rage if she classified as a bitch or not. 

After her yells subsided with some throw ins of “clay piece of fuck,” “get new friends” “your an fucking asshole” she sat down and crossed her arms and started pouting. 

“I don’t see why I can’t just know, I am not gonna do anything with it I just want to know”

“No you definitely want to do something and I can’t risk you knowing too much and fucking things up for me.”

“For you what the fuck do you mean?”

Shit J thought didn’t need to add that last part “I just mean me as like everyone in camp its won’t be good and Ulquiorras gonna flip out if you unite everyone in some doomed mission.”

 Rinoas face contorted but then twisted into a devious smile. “Okay fine I won’t do anything” She said as innocent as she could manage.

J stared at her with a look of disbelieve but he also was just about to go to Milwaukee with Paine, Yuna and Gippal and he really wanted to get to that. Distancing himself from harry has really done wonders for his social life. He gets to hang out with Gipplal, GIPPAL! His dreams were coming true. 

As J daydreamed about his perfect day with Gippal and how maybe they could break off from the other two and get ice cream and Gippal would get some in his beard and J would slowly wipe it off for him-- Rinoa was thinking of how to get j out of camp so she can continue getting answers. “So can you unpause it, I get it okay?” 

“Yea Yea fine,” J took out a device in his pocket and hit the button. Everyone instantly started moving. 

“What where did you guys come from?” Gray asked 

“WE BEEN IN HERE FUCK OFF” J replied and left to go find his new friends. 

“Yea lay off the dope its making you stupid.” Rinoa shot back at him 

“I don’t recall you guys being in here either” Lana stated

“Whatever you guys are all dumb then” Rinoa flipped her hair and walked out of the room, forgetting about Tidus for the moment and headed back to her room 

In Tidus’s room he was quite shocked by Rinoa disappearing and was terrified he had hallucinated the whole conversation “Oh no Oh no, she was here, wasn’t she? No nonononono! “ Tidus yelled and began searching around his room for her. Looking under his bed and in his closet for obvious places but then under books and his lamp thinking maybe she somehow shrunk. Moving on from schizo boy we head back to Rinoa. 

“Okay I just have to find a way to get J to leave. hmmm “ Rinoa mindlessly pet Angelo while brainstorming. Suddenly Yuna walked in. 

“Hey Rinoa is was lovely talking to you earlier, I hope you figure out what your looking for!” 

“Yea yea I am trying to think now so can you like leave?’

“Oh okay yea no I can’t stay I am going to milwaukee with some friends!” As yuna turned to leave Rinoa yelled for her to stop

“Wait who are you going with?” Rinoa asked, she had to get J to go with them somehow. 

“Oh um Paine, Gippal and J” 

Rinoa jumped up and ran and hugged Yuna “OMG I could kiss you thats fantastic! Don’t let me keep you go go” Rinoa shooed out the very confused Yuna. 

“Okay Angelo we are back on track!” Rinoa jumped for joy grabbed her notepad and ran to go find TIdus. 

-- And that finishes Part 1 of this story-- I will either finish it or can have Rinoa explain how rest of it went when I see ya tomorrow! Probably do the latter so we can move on with plot! 

[strangerfwendz]

May 18

Last night, I messaged brad some selfies of Leo. I’ve decided to name it Leo. He thinks I’m crazy but he joked that I got a new puppy to replace him. He didn’t seem too against it. I fell asleep with the puppy wrapped in a towel next to me. When I woke up I was on the couch in the living room. Brad and I talked a bit it was a nice conversation. My roommates were getting ready for classes and I was sooo tired. I couldn’t get up for a jog. I realized my classes started an hour later that day so I went back to my room to sleep. The puppy was sooo cute! I woke up and put it on top of me and went back to sleep and the little guy went up to my pillow and fell asleep curled up against my face. Adorable!!!

I eventually got up, did a bit of exercise that I learned from fitness club the other day. I cleaned up my bed in the case she messes with any of it and left her on the bed wrapped up in a towel.

I sat with lara, sofia, Julie, and marya at banquet. There was a debate about dress code cause sofia didn’t like that she had to tie her hair up. Especially because she walked through the buffet restaurant and ms anastasiia specifically came over to banquet to tell her to tie up her hair. Just follow the dress code, its not difficult. They were arguing that each teacher has different standards of the dress code and not all of them bother enforcing them or even following the rules themselves. The conversation somehow shifted over to why do we pay so much as globals and where does that money go. Then they called Mr Robert Van Dur Ham over. He suggested that we talk to mr bow about it. Make a case and bring it up to him over email or book an appointment to talk to him at his office. They were serving wine for the main course but it was past 12pm already. I downed the glass of wine and rushed back to palm beach. Leo was still sitting exactly as I has left her, I was relieved and impressed. I swooped her up and went to the pet store that Jason tried to bring me yesterday. Leo was shaking, I was getting anxious. The famous mill mill bar was right next to it pet store up a little staircase. I was really confused when I arrived as the staff was just a little boy? But later on it seemed to be a lady as she spoke knowledgably about the puppy and her products.  But this lady was so short she looked like she never went past puberty in primary school. I asked a bunch of questions about what I should get her and she made a few uncomfortable faces saying, “lets see if she lives first”. Thank you for your honesty but why do you say that? I bought a cage, food bowl, milk powder, puppy food. Jason(les roches) eventually came up to the store but he took so long to come by. When I messaged him earlier before I got there, he said he had just finished taking a shower so he shouldn’t have needed more then 10 minutes. He spoke to the lady and she said the puppy is probably a street dog. Jason threw his hands up and said ‘I knew it! You could buy it in my hometown for just 30 to 40RMB. No one wants it.” Then he sighed and said “oh well, whatever makes you happy.”  Jason’s wife, the driver, came up just as I had finished paying. They helped bring my stuff down. Jason didn’t have classes that afternoon and he skipped his morning class so I’m impressed that he offered to come out to help me during lunch. The driver was very nice to help bring up the things I had bought from the pet store to my room before sending me back to school.  

Vik texted me that I could share the cab with Cesar, some Mexican student from school. He needed to go to the same airport, perfect. I rushed back home after classes, called Andy for a change. Pretty much packed everything I wanted to bring back already, just needed one set of clothes really. I didn’t bother bringing my textbooks except French cause lets be honest, im not gonna study. I quicked setup the cage and put Leo inside. Jason arrived at 3.30pm and I texted Cesar to come up and help bring my suitcases down. I took whatever time I had left to hold Leo a little longer just so she knows I still care about her. Cesar came by, with Natalia who pretty much barged in, whatever. They squealed over Leo for a good 10 minutes of course. I would have loved to talk about Leo a little more but we really had to get going. I grabbed my backpack and Cesar carried both my suitcases down, chill~.

Jason kept asking me about which terminal the my flight was which I understand he’s just trying to help but my freaking ticket seriously didn’t have it written down. Heck, even the flight number was confusing. Eventually he called the airport and checked that it was the terminal one but also that my flight was delayed. Shhiiieettt. Jason said once the flight is delayed , oh man, it gets delayed by the hours and I still have a connecting flight to catch! its especially stressful when the lay over is less than 3 hours, I don’t time for this shit man. Anyways along the way, Cesar was a little panicked too cause he was suppose to meet his friend at 4pm, which made me wonder “why the heck did you stand around my apartment making goo goo eyes at my puppy?” He kept trying to contact his friend which he eventually managed to reach. They charged the meet up place and Cesar wanted to go there straight away, so Jason and I were deciding if we had time to send Cesar off first or not cause they were is different directions but Cesar kept insisting that it shouldn’t be that far from the airport. Jason said it would be an extra cost and we decided to send Cesar off first. Damn that silly boy kept insisting that its just a straight route back but boy that isn’t quite how the roads work around here, those are highways.

Fortunately, things went smoothly after, I got to the airport with enough time to check-in and get to my gate. It was not very busy but the staffs’ attitude really annoyed me. There is a security check-in at the entrance. I find myself standing there in front of the security looking at them like “okay, im standing right here waiting to go in, there isn’t anyone else around. What exactly do you want me to do? HELLOOOO!?!?!” UGH they just dazed off and here I am wondering seriously what if that person is in a rush man. Jeez, it was confusing and slow, the staff are so spaced out and nonchalant, how can I take them seriously? I was pretty irritated, tapping my foot impatiently as I waited in line. The lady at check-in was new, she was just transferred from a different department. She had no idea how to check me in so she asked me to go to another counter. The man at the other counter said I need to go check something inside my suitcase, it was just my old broken phone which I kept to download the rest of my photos but then realized was stupid cause im sure the app would need me to access a vpn in china. I headed over to the gate but when I reached the counter I didn’t realize that I was supposed to return to the check-in counter after checking my suitcase, to get my ticket. Urgh, so freakin annoyed but also so very thankful I know Chinese. God damn can’t imagine how I would survive this semester in Shanghai.

I lost my way a little bit when I was trying to find my gate. I arrived 10 minutes before the gate was scheduled to open but it was still delayed and I hadn’t eaten all day except that bit of bread and wine over lunch. I was craving fried chicken and rushed over to KFC for a quick bite. Yum. I struggled trying to pay attention to the announcements. They were very fuzzy and it felt like the Chinese voice was louder than the English one. I returned to the gate, still delayed. If I knew how long the delay would be, I would have loved to walk around and look at the many shops around but I was afraid that the gate would open at any time. I just sat there moping, listening to my music, and wishing I could sigh harder that I already was to express my frustration.

Finely, we board the plane but the expected arrival time was 11pm and I was suppose to be at the gate of my connecting flight at 10.30pm! Panicked, I asked the flight attendant what was I to do? No way was I gonna make it. I was sat between a grandma with long gel nails and a fancy updo she proudly did herself and a working office lady. During the flight, the lady and I both worked on our laptops then there were snack boxes brought to us. Despite the pathetic appearance, I was curious to try whatever “goods” the box possessed inside.

Afterwards, I started watching a movie while the working lady started reading. *sigh* really boosted the confidence in my own intellect. But whatever, I was entertained by the senseless romance movie I was watching. It had a cute passionate skinny girl who believed in the goodness of frozen food while the male lead was a typical handsome tall Eurasian. Might I just add how handsome the young boy was. God, he had such a pretty boy face. The actor was very good at coming off as arrogant in the beginning too. It probably would have been even better if he could have done it in English for the added intonations in his speech. We landed before the movie could end, I expected that.

Its 11pm and I’m stressing out again. I get off the plane and there is an airport staff waiting outside holding a sign with a light of flight numbers, one of them being my connecting flight. I eagerly show him my ticket for that flight, he says bluntly that there is now way I am going to make it and pastes a big red dot on me. He gives me some instructions about a counter on the second floor, I couldn’t really follow but whatever I’ll figure it out somehow. All the passengers pack themselves on a bus to the terminal and I’m making calls to the airline, they can’t help me because I am missing a code. I let out a sign and mutter under my breathe. A man asks me where I am going, I look over my should and answer accordingly. He had a head of mattered thick dark grey with mixed strands of white. He wore a red T shirt layered with a beige button down and a pair of matching shorts. He looked like an archeologist with a face full of sun spots and a pair of simple glasses. Noticing that he too had a big red dot pasted on his chest, I ask him that same question, he said Singapore. Noiice! From there we start talking in English, man that felt good. We quickly learn about each other as we figure out this shitty situation we’re in. It’s the first time to happen to me but a second time for him. He last time happened in china too, he wasn’t surprised. He explained that in china, especially in shanghai, the air trafficking in terrible. The flights are often delayed. We got our tickets rebooked. My earliest flight was the next afternoon at 2pm while his was at 7am. He decided to go with a flight closer to mine so he could at least get some sleep. He went down to our next destination, where we choose an accommodation of our choice within the two options offered by the airline. I went with the serviced apartments, love those, so much space. We exchange wechat information as we wait for the hotel to pick us up. Eventually, we checked into our rooms after midnight and agree to meet up for breakfast the next morning.

Laurent messaged me! So happy to talk to him again. Its so hard to contact him, miss him dearly. He’s usually busy with his internship in London now but he’s also generally bad at responding to texts. I hate that about him. Anyways I told him about my little trip over the weekend and the whole delayed situation. He said my parents were a little over the top to be spending so much for only two days back. He’s probably right but to them it meant a lot and it was worth the expense. Its there money not mine, especially if it makes them happy. Besides the whole idea of a sudden getaway is very exciting and I get to see my dad!

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Lair Review for Astarael Part 2

@seventhbrightshiner Sorry it’s so hecking long! I don’t actually expect you to read all my garbage!

Scythe

OMFG... Okay, firstly, the white spinner makes your Fae look transparent! Or like a ghost.... oh wait... scythe... like the Grim Reaper?  ...oh, and the Reaper Guise. ... I’m not a smart man. The Raiders Fur gear works SO well to tie the blacks in with the greys in the white spinner! You’ve done REALLY well with this, fuck!

It kind of reminds me of what whathisname from ..Dark Note... Black Book... DEATH NOTE! I’m down with cool things, I swear! A Slamalamadingdong right back at ya! 

I love the Goblin with him! He comes off as so sinister!

Partly

Partly...Partly what!? PARTLY GENED!? TBH I actually really like him Partly gened! The Shale Basic is such a perfect Matte Black! And you’ve matched the purples togethers SO WELL!! I know this is probably temporary but I REALLY LIKE IT!!!

Cecilia

THIS IS SO NICE OMG! THE SHADOWS EYES WITH THE CONJURER’S HAT AND THE SYMBOL ON THE BOOK!! SOOOO PERFECT! And the way the back wing or whatever looks like a beard! IS THAT WELL KNOWN!? DO PEOPLE REALISE IT LOOKS LIKE A BEARD!? Probably. Anyway, it makes it look like this scraggly old wizard who has studied the arts for many a year – and tundras look like they’re smiling so he looks like one of those jolly old chaps who always has a positive outlook and a song or a joke for someone when they’re down.

The browns and golds in the book match so nicely with the hop!

SHAME YOU’RE GOING TO MAKE IT A DAMN COATL! Okay, actually, she’s going to look freaking AMAZING... like she’s charging with energy or power or something. BUT STILL, SASS!

Zoat

Oh. My. WORD! He is so freaking beautiful, holy crap!! I know the picture at the bottom suggests that you’re going to add Glimmer, but LOOK HOW NICELY THE UNDERBELLY ACENTUATES THE GRADIENT (?) IN THE SHIMMER!?!?! Gosh damn, you’ve  complimented the purples in the Azure SO perfectly! HOW GREAT IS AZURE!?

If you look at the spots from Giraffe on the face, mixed with the crazy eyes.. Makes her look like she’s also old but a little bit eccentric – SEE HOW WELL SHE’D MATCH WITH TUNDRA CECILIA!? Look at me, trying to muscle my way into your clan lore.

NOTE LIKE YOU HAVE MUCH HMMM, WHERE MY LORE AT HMMMM. Seriously, did you write the lore on your profile? Because I freaking LOVE IT and i’m so intrigued!!!

Trine

OMFG YES!!! He’s like a steampunk scientist!! I love this!! Look at the sneaky little clawtips!? They look SO nice against the Lemon!! And the way the jacket covers up the accent, the metallic pearl is so discrete! It’s like he’s the scientist that always gets in fights with Cecelia &... no, stop, Frankie, your lore is bad and you should feel bad.... and also probably is rude. Its 4:27am and I am sorry.

YOU’RE REALLY GOOD AT MATCHING COLOURS OKAY!

Hi

Hi... Hello.... SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THE HELLOS, DIDN’T IT!? DID THEY TURN INTO PEARLCATCHERS!?

This is sooo pretty though! Look how nicely the electric shocks match the blues in the Spinner?? THIS IS FANTASTIC! I wish I had more to say, but it’s just SO NICE!!!!!

(Seriously, is this in somehow linked to the Hellos???)

Piuma

Okay, I don’t know how you managed to put what.... 12 pieces of apparel and somehow leave it looking UNCLUTTERED!? This is so cool! I love greens with purples and... THE CLAWTIPS ARE AFFECTING THE WINGS!? I’ve never  noticed! I also just noticed that cauldron was an accent!? That’s so freaking cool and you’ve matched it so well! On that note... I need more frogs in my clan!!!

Is there a story behind the name Piuma?

Dogtooth

Okay, this is fecking stunning! All the greys and reds... it’s like the inside of a Volcano! And that accents is perfect! I love that he’s not really wearing anything, it would probably get waaay too busy otherwise!

Petrichor

Okay, why are you doing this to me?? So she wasn’t enough of an eyeburner to start with!? You decided you needed to splash her in orange and blue!? You’re killing me, here!

I will give you this though, the silver throughout does really help break up the ugly, er, I mean *eyeburner* colours.

I do like the Glowing Globe combination though! So that’s a wi... no, there are no winners here. Only sufferers. I AM SUFFERING.

Zenith

NOW YOU’RE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE!!! IT’S A DOUBLE FREAKING JADE AND YOU’VE DECIDED “OHH, PURPLES WOULD GO WELL WITH THIS, LET’S PICK ENTIRELY THE WRONG SHADES AND THEN ADD SOME PINK. OH... AND i DON’T CARE ABOUT THE EOPLE AROUND ME SO I’M GOING OT PICK TWO DIFFERENT WING COVERINGS”

Mind you, the pretty purple bows and the Swallow’s gear goes really nice! I’d love to see him in some of the Sylvan or Flourish gear!

Miniver

Okay, this. This is so nice! I don’t even like pink... and the overlapping stuff makes me feel like you’re trolling... but this is really freaking cute! You’ve matched the pinks super well and it contrasts so well with the Browns, sSilvers and whites! Really well done with this one!  She’s so cutesy, it makes clutching the Pearl look so loving and delicate! Definitely a win! Or, as Leonard would say “It’s a buy!” (I’m rewatching Community).

Eika

Mmmmm yes, this is gorgeous!!! You so rarely see Magmatic Pauldrons look good! You have freaking nailed this! And the golds really match with the Familiar!! I’m sorry, these are getting so short (or maybe that’s a good thing?)

Chess

I don’t know how i feel about this!!!!! I mean, Chess... and then the crown.. that’s very cool! BUT THEN IT LOOKS LIKE IT’S A SNOW/ICE BEAR AND IT’S EVEN WEARING A SCARF LIKE IT’S COLD... BUT SUDDENLY... FISH!? UNDERWATER ICE BEAR WITH A SCARF? I dunno, I still kind of like him! I think I am bias, Tundras are awesome!!

Floofy

OMFG SEE YOU ARE SO GOOD AT THIS! THE WHITES IN THE FEATHERS, THE GREENS AND YELLOWS IN THE SILKS PERFECTLY COMPLIMENTING THE TEAL AND THE YELLOW – THE GREENS AND YELLOWS IN THE LUREFISH... THE SHADOW EYES BRINGING THIS ALL TOGETHER!? This is freaking BEAUTIFUL, HOT DAMN!!!

Argh, there’s SO  MANY MORE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT, but i’m just rambling and repeating myself at this point!

Let me just say, your customisation skills are pretty fantastic (when they don’t make me die inside) and I LOVE your lair!!!

[yesterdaysdreams]

Toddler Activity Center DIY!

So, you know when you’re a parent and you have a baby/kid need but you keep putting it off because all the options out there are ugly and you don’t want to have to look at them every day? I know not every parents cares about that (e.g. my husband!), but my brain definitely does and that’s one reason I like to make as many custom baby things as I can (besides it just being fun!). Todd watches Lola at home while I work and we realized that we could definitely use an activity center-type toy to keep her busy during certain times of the day while we cooked or folded laundry nearby. But I just couldn’t find any that fit in with our decor and color scheme, so I decided to make my own! Lola has seen and played with a few different activity centers before at other houses and whatnot, so I kept an eye on what types of things she likes to do and added those elements into one for her (along with some new items, too!). Depending on the age and interests of your toddler, you can tweak yours however you like, but this is what I added to hers!

General Supplies: -12” x 3/4″ board cut into four 15” long pieces for the sides –large round wooden circle (I got a baltic birch plywood 19″ x 3/4″ circle) -drill and drill bits -wood glue -nails and a hammer

Supplies for door and latch side: -various door latches and hinges (check the hardware section of a Home Depot-type store) -3-4 squares of wood about 3″ wide and about 1/2″ thick (these would work great) –thin elastic cord -patches or stickers to decorate doors -sandpaper

Supplies for magnetic board side: -magnetic dry erase board (I used this one) –felt and matching embroidery thread –small magnets -cotton stuffing or batting

Supplies for abacus side: –1″ wooden beads –1/8” brass tube (x5) and tube cutter –non-toxic paints (check your local craft store or get some sample colors from this company) -1 1/2″ x 3/4″ trim board for abacus frame

Supplies for spinner side: -wooden shapes for spinners (I used these and these flowers) -machine screws and corresponding sized bolts and washers (a 3/16″ x 1 1/2″ long screw should be a good size)

Supplies for top: -small bead maze (I used this one but this and this are also cute) -wooden pull-apart shape toy (I got this rainbow unpainted and painted it myself with non-toxic paint) –small wooden animals that are about 1″ thick –food-grade mineral oil –spring doorstops

To make your base, stand up your four 15” tall sides to make a tall rectangle and wood glue and nail the sides together. Sand any rough or sharp edges to soften and paint the base your desired color.

Steps for the door and latch side: Buy a few squares of wood that are 3-4” wide (or cut some to size yourself) and use your drill bit to drill a small hole all the way through one side of the wood about ¼” from the edge. If your drill bit isn’t long enough to go all the way through, measure and mark a hole the same distance from the edge on the top and bottom and drill from both sides to make a hole the whole way through. Place your doors and your desired latches and hinges on the designated side of your activity center where you want them to go and install the hardware in place.

Then using a small drill bit, drill a hole into your wood panel right above and below where the holes for your doors will sit, and thread a long piece of elastic cord from the back, through the wood, and back into the center of the cube. Tie the cord so the elastic is tight enough that the door will open easily and snap back into place when closed (I repainted the doors for a different look after these photos).You can decorate the outside and inside of your doors with stickers or patches (I used a glue gun to attach flower patches on the outside of the doors) to give baby something to see when they open the doors!

Steps for the magnetic board side: Attach your board with glue or whatever adhesive pads your board may have come with to the cube. Fold your felt in half and cut out shapes or letters from your felt so you have two matching sides and stitch around the edge stuffing with cotton batting and 2-3 small magnets spread throughout so the 3D felt letter/shape will stick to the board. I would recommend securing the magnets inside the felt letter rather than gluing them on the outside so they don’t come off and become a choking hazard. You can also buy a set of whatever kind of magnets you want to use as well! They do make a lot of play magnets that kids can use on the fridge, but I liked that I could make hers with custom colors if I went the felt route!

Steps for the spinner side: Take your wooden shapes and glue 2-3 of them together if your wood shapes are really thin to make them sturdier. Paint the shapes your desired colors (I punched out glitter centers and used ModPodge to adhere them to the fronts with another coat on top to seal it). Place your shapes onto the cube, making sure they all have enough room to spin and drill a hole into each shape and through the cube as well. Place a washer onto your machine screw, then put on your wooden shape, and add a nut to the other side of the shape like above. Place that into your hole in your cube and add another nut onto the other side to secure. Tighten the two nuts toward each other but leave a little room so that the shape can spin freely.So sweet and they spin really well!

Steps to make the abacus side: Cut 2 boards from your trim that are 7 1/2″ long and 2 that are 11 1/2″ long. Place your longer pieces on the outside of your shorter boards to make a rectangle and mark 5 evenly spaced holes on the long sides of where to drill for your metal rods. You can see that I cut my boards at a 45° angle to make them fit together like a picture frame, but if you don’t have a miter saw and are using a jig saw or a hand saw, you don’t have to do that part. Use a 1/4″ drill bit to drill 1/2″ into each hole (you can wrap some tape 1/2″ up on your drill bit so you know how far to go in). Use the pipe cutter and cut your 5 rods 8 1/2″ long. Paint your beads your desired colors (you can put them on straws to handle them more easily and I used my bottle drying rack to set them on while they dried) and your 4 frame boards white. Place your beads onto the rods, slip the rods into the holes you drilled, and use wood glue and nails to attach your frame together. Wood glue usually bonds best when it’s bare wood touching bare wood, so I painted the inside area of the abacus first, glued the abacus on, and then painted around the outside to complete that side.I love all the different colors on this side—so pretty!

Steps to make the top side: For the top, I didn’t want to use a polyurethane since it’s a part of the toy that baby would be touching a lot. So I did a coat of food-grade mineral oil (it prevents the growth of bacteria) instead and let it dry. Then I used wood glue to glue the top to the bottom cube and glued on the bead maze and the cloud bases of the rainbows. To make the springy animals, I drilled holes into the bottom of three wooden animals the width of the end of a doorstop spring (I took the white rubber top off first), drilled small holes where I wanted to mount them on the circle and screwed the bases into place. Then I used some super glue to secure the animals on top of the springs and they were ready to bounce around!The little animals “boing” faster and the big ones go slower, but both are fun to play with!

This. Kills. Me!! Not only is it sooo much cuter than all the other ones I’d been looking at (IMHO), but it’s totally functional and you can customize the activities to whatever your toddler is into now or you can add a few things for later for them to grow to like. It’s fun to watch them use things differently than you thought they would, like she loves to spin the beads on the abacus more than move to them from side to side, but that’s all fine as long as she is having fun.

And as a note of caution with pretty much all kid toys, I would let them play with this under adult supervision only just to be safe. Lola is able to pull herself up to standing on this without it tipping over, but even with all the other activity cubes I’ve seen, I think a kid could pull it over if they were really determined to, so you want to keep an eye on them for safe play. And since this is not meant to be a teething toy, I went with paints that were non-toxic but not fully food-grade (food-grade paints are meant to be put in the mouth like on teethers), so if your kiddo is still in the phase where they have to taste and chew on everything, I would wait a bit to use this item.

My favorite part about this so far is when Lola “boings” the wooden animals on the springs and then sways back and forth herself while she watches them sway—it’s SO cute!! Hope this inspires you to make something fun for your toddler! xo. Laura

Credits // Author and Photography: Laura Gummerman. Project Assistant: Collin DuPree. Photos edited with A Color Story Desktop.

Credits // Author and Photography: Laura Gummerman. Photos edited with A Color Story Desktop.Credits // Author and Photography: Laura Gummerman. Photos edited with A Color Story Desktop.Credits // Author and Photography: Laura Gummerman. Photos edited with A Color Story Desktop.

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