#also sorry that you need a twt account to see it...

[st4rstudent]

I think every social media website should have an effective tagging system, just my thoughts

[nquesoxlies]

Hey,

You can call me Queso

I'm in the 9-1-1 fandom (I know, I know... but please don't judge me right away) I do not, will not, and have never shipped Buddie. However, I do believe in ship and let ship and multishippers are always welcome. This blog leans into the Bucktommy (Tevan) ship, adores Lou Ferrigno jr/Tommy Kinard, and I am a lover of the show above all else. All I ask is for you to respect these things, and if you can't, perhaps you should just avoid stopping by.

I am a voice actor currently residing in NYC and have friends in multiple different avenues of Hollywood. Thus, I do know some things about the industry, but I am in no way an expert. I will answer asks as long as they're respectful and not asked just to start discourse. Though sometimes, a bitch loves a bit of mess. That being said, I get a lot of asks, messages, and notifications daily, so if I don't answer your ask/message/comment or acknowledge a post you mention me in, please don't take offense.

If I post screenshots of other people being awful, that is not an invitation to go to their account and attack them. Let them be awful in their own bubble and block/report them. I guarantee you nothing you say will ever change the way they behave anyway.

Things to know before you begin your descent into this blog:

I am nonbinary. She/he/they are acceptable. I am afro-latino.

BoBs (Buddie or Bust) or Besties are how I, and most on this blog, refer to the hardcore Eddie Buddie fans

I use #bestie boos tweet in case people don't want to see twt screenshots.

I use #nquesu wanna block in case you don't want to see my posts.

I use #nquesu want receipts for all discourse.

Going forward, if I get an ask that feels like it could be from a person with malicious intent, I will be blocking it. If you somehow get blocked from sending anon, that is most likely why. Im sorry about it, but my mental health is more important than your anger. I will also be turning anon off when I'm done for the night so as not to wake up to hate and toxic asks first thing in the morning.

!!! I ask that you don't send me asks regarding cancer, pls. It can be a trigger for me !!!

I'm human. I make mistakes. I let words get to me. Sometimes, I will step away because I'm hurt or mad over a topic of discourse or an ask that is particularly hateful, and that's OK. Sometimes, I'll even just go off into Tumblr land and reblog random shit because I need to refocus my attention towards things that bring me joy in that moment. ❤️

[christronomy]

Hi!! Its the anon who sent in the chan car ride hard thought with the insta reel, if u remember me. But i have came to give u a new hard thought. First off, HAVE YOU SEEN THE VID OF CHAN DOING THAT LIL FINGER MOVE IN HALL OF FAME?!? i feel dizzy. 😵‍💫 anyways, onto my hard thought, picture this, y/n is scrolling on twt and that tweet that says imagine chan fingering you till you cry (or sum like that i hope you know what tweet im talking abt) and it has the chan vid attached to it, THEN BANGCHAN COMES INTO THE ROOM AND CATCHES Y/N AND FINGERS HEER OMGGGG (also i jus noticed that i used twt and tweet instead of X, sorry lol)

of course i remember you! hi, love! and YES, of course i saw that tweet, and i feel totally not normal about it! i would link them but i can't remember which accounts they're from sigh. also i hate calling it "x" bc cause wtf is that. LMAO

but onto this gem of a thought. honestly, he'd tease you so much if he caught you gushing over those tweets, he'd be so sweet about it though. if you don't mind i wanna add some more to this under the cut cause it just came to mind hehe (it's so long and i didn't proof read. help).

he caught you trying to finger yourself in his dorm room after spending almost hours scrolling through your timeline. you weren't really expecting to see anything interesting, but the only thing that popped up was the clips of him and that finger movement that caught your attention and immediately drove you insane. you couldn't help but keep watching the same clip over and over again in awe. it was just so attractive, especially when he made that certain expression and looked right straight at the camera, almost as if he were looking right at you.

so here you were now, desperately bucking your hips up against your hand, sticking your fingers as far inside your cunt as you could, palming your clit to gain some extra friction. you whined exasperatedly as you failed miserably yet again, not being able to get that stimulation you so desperately wanted.

chan got home a few minutes ago, so he's already been watching you, chuckling to himself softly cause you just look so cute like that—legs spread, face flushed a bright red, fucking your fingers in and out of your sopping hole. you keep going for a few more minutes, until you finally toss your head back to groan in frustration because it's just not enough.

his cock is already twitching, straining in his pants at the sight of you, so he can't help but open the door, and he finds it cute how you immediately close your legs and draw your hand back, the surprise of having been caught in the act showing on your face. he laughs softly and sits next to you on the bed. "what's wrong, love? you upset?" he asks, his tone teasing, yet sweet, and you can tell it's because he knows exactly what you were doing.

you nod and sigh, trying your best to come up with a reasonable explanation as to why you were naked on your boyfriend's bed, alone, when you knew he'd always expected you to wait for him whenever you needed to get off. "i was scrolling through twitter, and i saw these tweets about you... i got curious so i spent a while looking at them, and then..." you trail off with a gasp as he suddenly grabs your phone from where you'd put it next to you on the bed. you try to snatch it back, but he's a lot quicker than you. he scrolls a little bit, his expression serious, and then a smug smile plays at the corner of his lips as he looks at you again.

"aw baby, is this why you were so hot and bothered?" he asks, as he shows you one of the clips he was looking at, the same one from earlier, and your face turns an even darker shade of red as you nod. "that why you were using your cute little fingers, even though you know they're not good enough? you've got me right here. you could've asked me instead of just watching videos of me. i'll do whatever you want as long as i can make you feel good."

you feel like you're melting at the way condescension practically drips off his tongue, and you let him spread your legs for you again, this time using his own fingers to tease your swollen bud. he's such a dream come true. "'m sorry i couldn't wait for you," you start, but he shushes you softly. "that's okay, baby. i'm here now. i can help you," he says, and you want to thank him, but your words are cut short by the almost embarrassingly loud squeal that escapes your throat when he suddenly sticks his pointer and middle fingers in without warning, curling them just right, just like in that clip, finally giving you that pleasure you'd been chasing for hours now.

he watches you intently, from the way your back arches, to the way you clench around his fingers, but his expression stays blank. it doesn't take you that long to cum, and when you do, he doesn't stop. you look at him with furrowed brows, whining from the overstimulation, and he simply chuckles at your expression, not saying anything as he keeps torturing your walls with his fingers mercilessly. he's pushing you close to the edge all over again surprisingly quickly, and once you reach your second orgasm, you're already asking him to slow down, stop for a minute, so you can catch your breath. still, he doesn't. by the time you reach your fourth orgasm, you're already a sobbing stuttering mess as he makes you even more dumb on his fingers, begging him to stop, but that only makes him go much faster, his palm smacking your clit as he does so.

"this how needy you are for me? wanting to get yourself off without me cause of some video? you poor thing, thinking your fingers alone would satisfy you. you know you can't do it without me. guess i just have to remind you, hmm?"

[dailynyarinder]

wakey wakey

Is someone home?

HI GUYS MOD HERE IM SO SORRY

Another quick Daily Nyarinder coming soon! Plus… a challenge? 👀

An explanation for my absence + details on an upcoming Daily Nyarinder event under the cut!!

So kinda personal bt my therapist left her practice unexpectedly so I got off my adhd and depresso meds at the same time as I was moving to another house and I just… really lost steam and haven’t had the energy to work on this project orz

i love cotl with all my heart! But my main fandom is svsss (shout out to kamkamquats on twt, this blog was inspired by their dailybingpup!! 💖) and trying to move all my shit over from twitter to bluesky so it doesn’t feed Elon Musk’s ai has also taken a lot of energy that would have been spent drawing for both cotl and svsss.

Additionally, last time I checked this blog I got some anon asks trying to pull me into fandom wank. The admin of this account is a grown adult with a spouse, a house, community protests to organize/attend, cosplays to make, a startup business to take care of; online fandoms are my comfort place and have been since I was 13, and as such I resolved years ago to stay away from fandom drama and just do what makes me happy. I’m really used to how chill and sweet svsss fandom is, so it was kinda startling to remember that younger fandoms are very drama-prone. I deleted those messages, but it still left a sour taste in my mouth whenever I came back to this blog.

As such, I’ve been on a break. And I probably will continue this hiatus until things settle on bluesky and I can spend more time on my friend’s cotl discord server to get my motivation back.

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THAT SAID, I hope to do a little daily nyarinder art challenge for anyone who still follows this blog! Instructions and rules will be posted separately later today, but the idea is thus:

“YOU, dear reader, are just as wonderful, creative, and capable an artist as any cultist here. What do YOU want to see in Daily Nyarinder’s escapades? Pick up a craft and get creating! Use whatever you’ve got—whether it’s a fancy tablet, ibispaint on a touchscreen phone (that’s how dailynyarinder has been made so far 👀), a pen and the back of a receipt, needle and thread, hook and yarn, scrapbooking paper and scissors, a word doc and a keyboard, a camera, etc etc etc. Whatever medium brings you joy and renews your belief in our benevolent God of Death, this humble Narinder blog calls upon you to make and share a Daily Nyarinder post of your own!

Skill level doesn’t matter in the face of creativity. Whether you’re a renowned oil painter, a fanfic author, a newbie artist, or a kid who just really likes cats, all offerings are encouraged and welcome!

As for content rules, the Nyarinderverse is full of strange and unusual things; anything goes! HOWEVER, since this is a sfw blog and is followed by lots of minors, I’ll ask that if anyone participating decides to draw nsfw content, please make sure it is appropriately tagged and locked behind some sort of link—whether it’s a link to twitter, privatter, or elsewise. Any NSFW that isn’t hidden from immediate view will not be reblogged on this blog. If and when I reblog potential nsfw content, it will be tagged “NSFW” BY ME BY AS WELL so that my followers can filter it out if they need.

Any characters, ships, potential squicks or triggers, etc should be tagged appropriately.

Please know that this blog will never, EVER harass or condone/encourage harassment based on what you make, but as the mod I retain the right to not reblog works that squick me out personally. This doesn’t mean you shouldn’t make them; it just means they might not all appear here.

Works may be posted separately under the hashtag #DailyNyarinderChallenge or submitted to this blog!

Finally, and most importantly, HAVE FUN!”

^^^ the challenge text will be reposted with some promotional artwork later, but does this sound like it would be a fun event? Let me know what you think.

Look forward to the resolution of the current daily nyarinder arc this week! But then I’ll likely go back on break again until things settle. 💖🐈‍⬛

[storkmuffin]

muffin, hi hi!!! i love your essays relating to atz, is nice seeing someone else's perspective of their bonds, form of speaking, and overall personas 🫶🫶 feel like there isn't that many space for convos like this on twt or other places

and ive come to ask two things (and an observation related to what ive come to realize after reading your essays)

1. sorry if this is too forward, but how are neurodivergencies treated in korea? :0 did you get a diagnosis or are you selfdx? its something I've wondered ever since seeing tinys or even other kpop fandoms say that "x member is nd!"

2. ...are you planning to make a hj essay soon? i find him a very interesting man ☝️ i even dare say that he gives off the vibe of someone that doesn't want his members (or even tinys) to be truly away from him, like. the fact that his loreteez character is doing so much to keep them together, and if we take the "henry jo is hj from an alternative timeline" theory into account, alongside the guy saying that a lot of the lore is based in some irl aspects... yeah

and the recurrent "dont look at other idols" jokes he makes 😭😭 in my country theres a saying that goes "entre broma y broma, la verdad se asoma" (lit. in every joke, the truth peeks through) and this definitely applies here imo. i just think that he's probably a bit insecure and thinks that many people aren't going to stay with him, or maybe im reading him wrong/too much

and now for the reflection (or conclusion idk)

man. im truly taking bits and pieces of these men in order to build the fictional boy i used to love for many years. (im sorry if that sounds dehumanizing but hear me out)

i got into atz after a past hyperfixation of mine went badly (never get into white gamer men), and i just needed something to keep myself afloat and sane— that "love" ended up being more genuine as time passed, them being less of a "rebound" (im sorry) and more of something i like and im passionate abt, alongside another long-standing hyperfixation ive had with a fictional boy

a few months ago that hyp also went badly. i didn't wanted to see or acknowledge that his author was fumbling him for years, and that he was slowly changing into someone else. it all blew up on me seeing all the traits that i loved about him not being there anymore, he was pretty much a soulless doll that got into a frankly undercooked relationship with his girl best friend. no acknowledgement of his trauma, no introspection, not even some tears (he was my crybaby hero!!! WHERE DID HE GO 😭😭)

but anyways. ever since then ive been getting more into atz, and the more i started to realize how i unconsciously was attracted to members that displayed the most aspects of the fictional character's personality. for ex. hwa's passion for his interests, sn's drive to protect and understand people that are different to him, mingi's live convos taking things like aliens coming to earth seriously... in those moments, i found glimpses of what that boy was for me- i could almost reach out and feel that he was actually real, even if he was cut to pieces and in different people.

maybe the boy i loved was the most basic form of something made for a woman to love and fantasize about, but that doesn't erase that ive spent almost a decade loving him idc

-🧋(im sorry for dropping an entire manifesto here, have a good day xoxo 💋)

OK first of all, I love that you called me MUFFIN :D :D. Secondly, this imaginative way you're using the personas that Ateez is presenting to you and weaving as they go is one of the optimal ways of engaging in fandom. You seem kind of down on yourself about approaching things that way but, Friend, reality is harsh and life can be very difficult, and there's nothing wrong with engaging in fantasy using the publicly presented personas of people who want your attention. You seem imaginative in general, so maybe, eventually, instead of having to rely on other authors (who disappoint), you can create your own blorbo, which then will delight other people.

To answer your questions:

I am self diagnosed. I did talk to a therapist who isn't a ND specialist and she basically said there really wouldn't be a point to getting an official diagnosis, because the therapies available would be of the type that are too rudimentary for someone like me who is already an adult. I had to figure things out the hard way, through traumatizing trial and error, about what NTs will react violently to, but that's in the past. I already know now. I hear a lot about young children now being diagnosed, and it's received and relayed as a disaster, like the child has fallen terribly ill, but these kids are also of the non-interactive, non-verbal, can't-mask variety of NDs. ADHD is caught by teachers very well, apparently, and the children are medicated and given therapy as much as the parents can afford. We did have a very popular K-drama, about a ND genius attorney. I don't watch TV of any country very much so I didn't watch that, but a friend did and she thought it was too idealized and silly. The prejudices and oppression against people who seem odd or are disabled or can't fit in in Korea are about what you'd see anywhere else in the developed world, I think.

The "don't look at other idols" thing is something I've seen Lee Know allude to (though not as directly) from Stray Kids and though my sample is just two, given how differently they're styled and marketed from Ateez, I have come to assume and extrapolate that all boy Idols say this to their fans. I've written elsewhere about the economics of boybands that I've learned from books on the industry, but for the tldr: the boybands survive on financial engagement from their specific fandoms, girlbands go for more 'mass' appeal. It's imperative for a boyband to have the continued attention and loyalty of their fandom audience to survive through the next 'comeback.' They have to say that, and pray that the fandom stay with them.

Hongjoong - I don't currently expect to write about HongJoong. HAHAHA LAUGHING AT MY SELF HEEHEEE HAAAA. I mean. I never thought I'd write about Mingi and then I was live blogging his Lives minute by minute. I did not intend to write THREE separate giant posts about Yeosang, but I did. I'm currently thinking about Yunho a lot.

But (oh here we go, you've gotten me started).

Hongjoong has this Feral Demon Line Participant x Napoleon Complex to the max x Killjoy School Marm x Wants to Make It Worse x I'm The Dictator Father x I'm the Baby x My Work Wife Dominates Me While Pretending Not To x Insane Ball of Creative Energy That Goes Big Every Time x Is the kindest, mildest, weepiest, sweet, sheltered virgin (not literally but you know what I mean) x I Am A Jealous Boyfriend of Atiny / I'm Not Locked In Here With Them, Atiny Is Locked in Here With Me x Milions Love Me x My One Friend In the World is Park Seonghwa situation happening. AND I also read him as being ND, as someone who is figuring out how to be a person and a leader as he goes, where the strengths of being ND in the ways I recognize and the weaknesses too are very illuminating to me.

So even though I don't plan to, I probably will at some point write about Hong Joong. If there's a topic or aspect or some content you (you, just you, Hongjoong Verdad Anon) would like me to add to me 'to be written' roster, I'd gladly take it on.

[stormblessed95]

This thread is the most comprehensive timeline of all of Jikooks interactions on SM in 2023. From February onwards

https://x.com/CalicoCat1313/status/1694792924993

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ain't no way they weren't in a good place. I'm sorry but no. They were simply busy, and mostly I think it has a lot to do with them not seeing each other for work and quality time.

Never apart from the 14/3 live did JK look overly sad when talking about Jimin. That's not giving he's mad or heartbroken imo. He always mentioned Jimin with a smile on his face, and they were always in each other comments etc.

people need to stop and look at the evidence we do have. JKs words in the car were him saying his feelings about the situation but that doesn't mean anything more. 

Heck, Jimin wouldn't have gone to film a show with him if they had fallen out, never mind broken up, or mending a thing other than spending quality time before enlistment, which is exactly what they say in the interview part.

Also a big tell is how the lives only started in February, not before. Why?

or why did they both go awol at certain points, also highlighted in the post. Why?

think on it people.

I do believe unfortunately the twt account you linked here has gotten hacked and taken over by a swiftie... They've moved to a new account I believe.

Posting this anyway since you shared your opinions so nicely

[wildpeachfarm]

Sorry I keep sending in asks LMAO but yeah I totally agree especially nowadays I think the fandom numbers and activity is fine on tumblr? It seems to be similar as before for me but on Twitter holy fuck is it like really really dead (at least the interactions are) I can’t tell if people are just more inactive or just don’t interact w art as much as before + dranart is like gone most of the month so my posts barely even hit likes and interactions as it did before which feels like a punch in the gut for sure I don’t want to sound ungreatful in ANY way btw hope I don’t sound like that😭😭 I think most artists and writers are going thru it rn I hear that their interactions keep getting dropped like 50% every week it’s so sad

I think it’s the fandom + the algorithm too cause I have NOT been seeing any dteam stuff on my tls just because I was inactive for a couple days which is wild like 😭

Many artists and writers are probably feeling down and struggling with numbers and self worth including myself so we just gotta push forward and wait for the drupload ig 💪💪 atp since everyone’s struggling just draw write whatever the fuck you want you know nobody gives a fuck in a good way if you think kinda positively ig haha

Also people on twt usually only interacting w mostly straight forward Cc art (in case of Dnf like them cuddling and kissing) like it’s cute yeah! But those seem to be the few art that people actually interact w which is sad too as an au based art acc LMAO but ig it is what it is and I need to deal w it

Sorry for the long rant GJSJFKA love you mokuuuu

ILY wolfy and yes you are so correct I really do think people especially on twitter need to get better with supporting artists and writers because I am especially seeing low rts. Dream fanart pivoting to liking random shitposts and tweets from stan accounts definitely killed their impact because now their likes hold very little importance AND we can't even see them any more 😭😭😭 so that also sucked and it just happened to be during a time where reach and sharing was low to begin with. Certainly hope that activity resumes with more content but idk I think ultimately we need to remind the fandom how much supporting others really helped everyone and uplifts the fandom "functionings"

[quanticq]

Hey Q! Sorry for bothering you, but for some reason I can no longer find any of your tik tok accounts 😭 Did they get deleted or something?

Hi this is Q! I’m coming out of the woodwork to address this, since I did went radio silent out of the blue so it’s not a bother at all

The short answer is Yes, I deleted my tiktok

Yes delete not deactivate, I’m not coming back to That app or IG or Twt, I deleted my socials except here and YouTube, I honestly felt so overwhelmed with everything, I realized I’m not even posting for myself anymore there. A lots of people crossed my boundaries time and time again I felt so helpless, bitter with myself. I guess I was just overwhelmed with the attention I got; both positive and negatives ones.

Im done and I want to start over so that’s why I’m here and on YouTube, I already posted some of these on my community tab on YT but here’s what I have in mind for the future of the content I want to create: more detail under the cut, and also;

CW: very brief mention of spiraling, harm inflict oneself or others, paranoia, etc

•Long-form content: my attention span is a bit messed up from consuming and making short-form content to the point where I can’t focus in university. I want to create something meaningful. It’s not that my previous content was not meaningful, no. I had fun and no time is wasted when I have fun, it was warm… but as I mentioned earlier, I just felt this lingering bitterness the longer I stayed making those short-form content. It really felt like I was on the verge of losing it. Especially with how the bigger following I have the less people think of me as a person than just another content creator you see on the internet,

I want to create long-form content, I’m so tired of forcing myself to generate 15 second content. On tiktok it just feels like I’m just creating and not really connecting. I want to try something new, maybe create an open space for meaningful discussion in the comments. I don’t think I can stand another copy-paste tiktok comment anymore. You know what I meant if you’re frequent on that app.

•Art Content with Commentary: and don’t worry this won’t be those petty artist drama issue, but I will still cover anything serious

it could be love letters or video essays ranging from fan fictions, fandom culture, the art scene and so much more. I may even share a bit of my personal life, this will be self indulgent after all! I want to make it fun for myself and as well to those who comes across my channel. I really REALLY want to create a genuine following.

On tiktok it’s so easy to gain following but not so easy to retain them, it’s mostly because of the algorithm and the FYP feature there.

On Tiktok most content that would get featured as an artist there would be creative work has to be either; more than exceptional which is pressuring enough already to consistent posters, straight up suggestive content shown to minors (tiktok doesn’t really have a blocked keywords feature but it’s so disheartening to see these creators intentionally not using the sensitive warning since it could limit their reach significantly) oh yes we can’t forget the negativity surrounding beginner artists or “art lore”

All of this cesspool of negativity, it’s a whole can of worms but it will be one of my prominent topics that I wish to discuss in my future art commentaries. I hope you guys are looking forward to those! I might bring in a few people or so to talk about it with me

and finally;

•Streaming: I used to do a lot of streams during the weekends on the clock app and it was super fun! I want to bring that back but that would have to wait since I’m unfamiliar with some features on YouTube, and I’m aware that YT does not have a discoverable feature for stream but that’s alright, I want to start something small first.

In short; I’ll figure it out! just need some baby steps before I start streaming again.

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I apologize for deleting everything out of the blue, if I’m gonna be honest it was partially planned because I’ve been thinking about deleting my tiktok, twitter and Instagram for a while now but how it happened? In my breakdown I realized that I don’t want anyone to see me spiral, especially now that I realized how young my audience are, I’m not sure how that happened but I guess posting fandom contents does attract the young ones somehow inevitably, even though my content is nowhere near as suggestive, but I do talk about serious topics from time to time… but I digress, its not fair for them to deal with me if they see me spiral publicly,

it is especially not fair to them to console me. When I was younger than 14, I’ve been in a position where I have to talk down someone who was older, maybe 4-5 years older than me, from harming themselves or anyone, it was traumatizing and unpleasant. I don’t wish for anyone to go through that, it’s very painful.

It’s been… hard for me to ground myself. Ive been seeing things through a kaleidoscope of emotions; I was trying to focus on everything but it’s just too overwhelming so eventually I cracked. But please don’t worry I’ve been doing better now, after some time away from my online persona, and of course spending time with my beloved girlfriend, I see things much more clearly now.

Thank you to anyone who read this and much so appreciate those who understand where I’m coming from

Also now that I think of it can my stuff be considered as lost media now? Amazing! But please don’t be sad the fun I had was genuine!

Thank you again to those who genuinely enjoyed my content on tiktok but it’s time for me to try my hand at something new, I will still be dwelling in my creative headspace just.. away from public for now,

if you’re looking forward for my future post, make sure to check out my YouTube! I still have a lot I need to cook hehe, this is one of the few!

More post soon, Bye bye! -Q

[starryjkoo]

some random chronically online fandom and shipping thoughts #1

I just feel like ARMYs who are very obviously Y/N’s have NO reason to be judging shippers. I think it’s funny how some of them are so genuinely defensive and put off by shipping in a way I can tell is personal lol (it’s giving jealousy!). I totally understand people not liking shipping/shippers but I’ll never accept judgement from a Y/N, sorry! If you’re posting about only ONE member in a really thirsty manner after every AYS trailer and then turning around and saying “ugh, jkkrs are so annoying and delusional, jikook are brothers!” I know what you are! 🫵

slurping up all these AYS teasers like a starving animal but I’m starting to feel like they’re showing us too much now 😩 don’t spoil all the cute parts please BH!

only extremely sad and chronically online losers think that mass liking hate tweets actually means anything in the real world. a lot of these people need to get a life and go touch grass because the obsession with jm is truly weird and sad.

not everyone who wants th to appear in AYS is a tkkr, because it’s normal for ARMYs to want to see as many members as possible, but it’s kind of obvious with the ones who bring it up every chance they get lol, or the first thing they look for in a new AYS teaser, or just the specific way they talk about it. and my god are there a lot of tkkr ARMYs

I’m self aware that I’m pretty heavily biased, but there’s nothing worse than the ARMYs who hide under the OT7 visage but are CLEARLY heavily biased themselves. I simply do not like hypocrites, maybe some of them are in denial about it, idk. ofc there’s nothing worse than the ones who cosplay and try to create havoc in ARMY spaces, but that’s an entirely different thing. with that said, i’m convinced that at least 90% of active ARMYs are heavily biased at this point and we’d all be better off if they could simply just admit it.

perhaps this is my own bias so feel free to disagree, but imo ARMYs very clearly have a different sort of energy for jm antis and I think its partially because his hate has been so damn normalized in this fandom after years of tkkrs, but also because clearly a vast majority of the ARMY sh*oter accounts are diet solos and tkkrs and they always put an extra amount of scrutiny on things related to jm. they're also the first to bring shipper/solo drama into ARMY spaces (but only when it impacts their ship/bias) and they’re very clearly obviously lurking in solo/shipper territory to find it the way they do. the silence right now from certain accounts really does speak volumes.

sort of related, but the best way to gain a big following on ARMY twt is to get involved in whatever current drama is going on, for example MHJ drama, boycott drama, general fanwars. ARMYs will flock and mass follow these accounts, and a lot of them are diets who gain a platform and then spread their diet narratives later. one really good example is that elo person if anyone remembers all that, they literally were moots w/ tkk akgaes & calling them bestie but rebranded after they started gaining a mass following for “doxxing” and they started gaining attention because they were “debunking” the OG taennie icloud leaks (lol ofc they were a tkkr doing that). anyways they were awful and did a lot of harm, but they got that platform bc a lot of ARMYs flock to toxic accounts like that, especially when somethings going on, and then they’re impossible to cancel.

last shipping thought but we all know why tkkrs and y/n’s are jealous and weird towards jkk but sometimes its actually the same case for a lot of the other bts shippers, especially jk x hl shippers (like what's w/ all the j*nkookers lol) & yoonm*n. and there’s a lot of ARMYs who fall into this category actually. even if they don’t believe their ship is real, sometimes they still feel a bit passive aggressive/jealous bc they would prefer whatever content was with their bias/self-insert instead. theres so many jkk moments that have been really badly OT7’d, like I’ve never seen anything like the way almost the entire fandom rewrote history to make that jk binging jm content jk binging bts content (its legit wild to me).

and ill never forget during the disney docu when someone pointed out how jk likely knew jms apartment password and it got ratio’d at over 4k by someone saying “he probably knows all his hyungs passwords!” and it wasn’t even funny or clever lmao, it was very much giving

anyways, i believe this is one of the reasons sometimes ARMYs at large are weird towards jkk bc even outside of just tkkrs there are a LOT of HL shippers who take it pretty personally, especially if they’re the sort that projects onto one of the members in their ship. tbh, even if it’s not shipping, it’s a bias line thing where they want to fight over jm/jk being closer to their bias than they are to each other.

its whatever and just a petty complaint lol, i dont care who ppl ship/bias but i do find it annoying sometimes bc there are always ppl constantly downplaying jkks friendship and picking it apart and trying to OT7-ify it more than any other duo. its like ppl are really obsessed & its tiring. just give jkk their flowers sometimes and move on, you know? you definitely do not need to ship them or see them as romantic, but just respect their bond and the things about it that are unique to them, god

alright was just getting this out of my system because I was focused on positive vibes only for MUSE, will be going back to (mostly) positive vibes for AYS!

[sebas-chan-butler]

hii!!! i was looking for some information about terminated blogs and came across your post. im very glad that you managed to restore your account, can imagine what a relief that could be🥹

i would like to ask for some advices on how to restore it if you dont mind?🥹😭🙏 my second blog was terminated yesterday for no reason and im honestly going nuttsss bc support just doesn't seem to work at all !!!😭 if not - no big deal, in that case im just glad that your acc is doin well hehe🩷

Hi love! Sorry for long wait but I couldn't do it before cause I was outside whole day! I know how every minute of this termination hell is so I wanted to give you answer ASAP! Let's go by some order I would say...It supposed to be easy, right? You just submit tumblr ticket and done - they will response and give you your blog back? It should be but not happening😶It's true that some people had it on this easier way but I feel like more of us is going through hell to submit ticket 🤣There goes my story: First - The Tumblr ticket you send needs to be reflected with automatic email from tumblr, saying they are working on your problem. If you don't get it after 1-2min from sending, it means it didn't reach Tumblr support team. What's the trick here is that:

a) it can be because of your email b) or because of category you are choosing a) I submitted Tumblr ticket from 7 different emails under category "Terminated account" and nothing worked. I wasn't suspicious about category until I used all emails. I thought there's no way I can't sent TT from any email. Then I started changing categories. I've tried them all. But still, two emails couldn't pass at all. One of them is email which is connected to my terminated account. Another was email I used to make my new account so I can reach support and advice from people here. My conclusion is that you can expect immediately that those won't work, especially first cause Tumblr blocked it together with your blog. Use another mail, another category. b) The crazies thing for me was - why category "Terminated acc" isn't working? So I used another email and another "Report bug or chars" ctgr, expecting noothing cause I was tired of sending tickets and receiving nothing. BUT I MADE IT! With another email and another category. So conclusion is - try and mix everything until you get that automatic response on email. Use any category cause it doesn't mater what will you put - most important thing is that Tumblr support team gets your message. You just need to describe what happened and how your blog got terminated and that's all! Response - I was waiting on them 5 working days from successful sending that ticket. They answered, saying that I should go on email which is connected to my terminated blog to read their final decision, which was, of course, that my blog is active again and it was blocked due some mistake. Ah, that happiness was so big🥰 I also sent Tumblr message on Insta and Twt but I don't think that's necessary especially because they don't read those messages🤣So don't waste your time and nerves! There was advice that I should post my problem on reddit, here - and I did but tbh, Idk can that really help to reach tumblr support team faster. It was more useful for me to share experience with people and collect advices. But I had some questions and no one could asnwer them cause my case was so frustrating, as you can se. So, I am happy that I can give you people whole thing at one place, I hope it will help🤗 Also, you will read on reddit many bad cases and scenarios where people sent and did everything they could but still they haven't received any response. That's why I was so nervous and I was even crying, thinking how I am doomed cause when you see that someone submitted ticket easily and got response for 2 hours - what else can you think? So my advice also would be to take your case separately. It took me 5 days but maybe it's gonna be faster for you? Or slower? You never know with them. Submit the ticket and be patient. I wish you the best and if you get your blog back, tell me!!

Good luck🙏💯✨

[iizuumi]

hii go to bsky plsss! i beg u bc twt was banned in brazil and i need my daily dose of narureno 🤒

that whole situation is so frustrating I'm sorry you have to deal with that ;;; i've tried bsky but i struggle having the mental capacity to keep on top of 4 different socmed accounts 😭😭 mby i'll try again but all the art i put on my main twt i also put here on tumblr!! So everything you would have usually seen there you will also be able to see here 🥺♥

[total-zone]

Long post ahead sorry!! I might make both sides mad with this, but… is it bad I don’t think Anyone here is entirely wrong and that I think people are just blowing things out of proportion?? Sorry in advance to anyone who has strong opinions but I’m So over this. I don’t like how this is being pitted as “kingchefyaoi is being bullied off the platform” over very valid fandom concerns mind you lol, VS “kingchefyaoi is ruining nba rpf” when they’ve honestly helped the community flourish. I’ve seen both arguments and it can be so one-sided. Like reslly, everyone? Touch some grass and get a grip guys!

Like obviously for us (tumblr), what we want is to keep our fandom stuff private, and we already take the measures for that and all lock our fics. I feel the same way as that other anon. I don’t want athletes looking at my gay fic of them, which is why I lock them. Now I don’t think they’ll Go through the trouble of making an account on tumblr or ao3, but like, I still need that reassurance. And I don’t want to deal with non-fandom trolls or homophobes on my work! Which is why I and many others made these tumblr accounts in the first place… but I think we’re forgetting kingchefyaoi is from Twitter / X, and the climate there is sooo like different and almost casual (?), or blaise (?) with RPF, that I think it’s why they post there. They’re not even the first or only person doing that.

I DO think kingchefyaoi could be more cautious though (like priving more often, but then again it’s their acc, though I think after that post blew up they probably will) because there’s so much of the league active on twitter, but the RPF and internet culture just shifted so much over there and is so different, it’s like. To the point most fans don’t even censor names or priv anymore and it’s so common because it’s already such a big fandom space. They really don’t give a fuck LOL. Which can be funny but also frustrating. I don’t mean that in a bad way btw @ any twt/x people, it’s just tumblr is more lock-down-ish style, while you’re over there being, no other word to say it, crazy.

Anyway again, Tumblr’s already obscure and I don’t think athletes will go out of their way to look at our stuff. Or the stuff on twt/x. But even if they Did see it, it wouldn’t be the weirdest thing (especially on twt/x), because it’s already so, like… accepting isn’t the right word. Normalized? Or they’ve seen worse / and everyone already sexually thirsts over and ships celebrities? Or they’d see them as a troll. Like it’s The Internet. The stuff I’ve seen people tweet about is so. Crazy 😭. Dick measuring and sexual (especially LeBron fans) crazy. And that’s only for NBAtwt.

But still, while knowing all of that, if it were me, like, the thirst tweets people post and RPF stuff are things I’d only keep Here, because I’m that type of person. I’m uncomfortable with the thought of subjects I create ship or sexual stuff for ever seeing it. When I write rpf, I don’t ever want the people knowing I do that about them. And I only feel comfortable saying those things here. I and many others are allowed to feel like that. Voicing that is not bullying. HOWEVER. If those people on twt/X are comfortable doing it, then it must be for a reason they think is fine. Which then, ok, I’m not, and I don’t truly understand it, but also. I don’t even post on twitter/x for fandom anyway. My irls do mostly and they seemed fine about it / the sports rpf stuff is so normal for them. And if there Does end up being a problem, the celebs will have a problem with Those users before us here on tumblr. So if they want to face things themselves then, fine.

SO SORRY FOR THE WORD DUMP thanks for your time if you got to reading all of this. And thank you for hosting these discussions on your blog. Anyway I don’t mean to invalidate any side but guys please. I don’t even agree with stuff kingchefyaoi does but they’ve been nothing but nice, if a little over the top. The attention they brought in is definitely not for everyone but we seriously all need to take a chill pill. I had to get my thoughts out because I truly think this is dividing us instead of us being one nba fandom.

But yes I think it’s good to be cautious and personally I’d be, but this is me as a main tumblr user for fandom speaking. If someone on Twitter posts rpf then… ok fine, but they deal with that. We can’t really police what they do, and it just feels weird phrasing it like that. I think we all just have different comfort levels and boundaries with RPF (and fandom in general). Which is not bad, we just need to understand and realize that without attacking each other and treat people with kindness. Now everybody can we please just get back to minding our business and NBA posting instead of this discourse mess!!!!!!

this is a very good response anon! and you're right, kcy isn't ruining nba rpf, and i don't think anyone is trying to bully them off the platform. no one's really wrong here, it's a whole spectrum of feeling as with everything, it's about nuance and taking multiple perspectives. rpf posting on a public twitter is something i personally discourge just because of how the algorithm works but i can't stop anyone, really. that post was more so "hey, so here's why you shouldn't" which had pretty harsh tone added to it that whole "meat campaign" between like mainly sga and dmitch was funny but also like .... Crazy. absolutley nuts but i guess it's different because it was people attaching themselves to the athletes and not those athletes to eachother (if you get what i mean)

[unlikeable-female-character]

it is so fucking funny, and yet so disappointing how hughtwt has descended into absolute madness. i used to look at twt for hugh news and stuff (and other interests), but now i've completely ignored and muted so many of those accounts that call themselves fans when they're clearly not. i may not like sutton with some of the rumours that surround her, but i also do not give a flying fuck. and then i see people my age and younger than me going, "omgggg peepaw looks so ugly in ireland!" or, "she's draining his life force!!! naurrr!!!" what is wrong with you nonces on twt, he is literally filming a movie where his character fucking dies????

i love your takes on what's going on in that part of the fandom. sorry for ranting and swearing friend, hughtwt just ruined my entire january this year😭 hope you have a lovely day xx

Haha don’t worry about ranting, sometimes it’s what you need to do 😁

I really did, at first, enjoy my time on Hughtwt. Found a lot of people on there smart and funny and I loved the clips and pics that they would post that I hadn’t seen (my phone storage maybe not so much…). But since the start of January the whiplash from never knowing from one day to the next if it was going to be a love or hate fest was just too much. Not to mention I could not read one more tweet saying something idiotic like ‘I feel like I’ve been cheated on’. 🤦‍♀️ You literally haven’t been calm down.

No one is obligated to like their fav’s significant other, it’s not requisite to be a fan. At the very least it would be nice if she wasn’t being treated like some sort of malignant force in Hugh’s life because she clearly isn’t. I’m going to say it again - when the pics came out, that man looked happy. I’m not going to apologise for thinking that and I truly hope he is.

For a bunch of people who have spent the best part of last year celebrating DILFs and older men they can’t seem to cope when an older man looks…older? Hugh is 56. Hes not going to look like he did in the first xmen film forever. But 56 or not he’s still a very good looking man who clearly takes care of himself (hello Australia beach pics) and is aging not only gracefully but naturally. Give me crows feet and wrinkles over some smoothed out facelift Botox bullshit.

The moustache is a lot but it’s clearly for the role and if he’s had to change his physique in order to better portray, as you say, a dying man then it makes sense. No different to changing himself for DP&W. Not to mention a man living in medieval England is not going to look like he’s spent hours in the gym 🙃 it’s giving ‘I have no clue what actors do’ and that’s ridiculous because they are all smarter than that.

[chasedeys]

anxiety ridden babbling ahead that i felt the need to type out but literally no need to interact with this at all lmao but feel free to read for entertainment!

one of the superstitions i have is not liveblogging bengals matches or even being on here for some reason i cant explain. and this oh well whatever fuck it idgaf mentality im trying to apply vis a vis the 4-7 record negates that sort of. but if i lb and it all goes to shit I might kms lmaoooo /hyperbole ofc but the entire thing is crazy and im hemming and hawing over this like an insane person

like i had a trial run (laughing at myself as i type this) with the steelers browns game but since the stakes are ??!???!?! the results are very much inconclusive because if the steelers lost then good for the bengals! that means that the steelers can be beat by a team with a shit record and a team we already beat once (that had 3 different qbs for one game and clearly going through shit throughout the game which is a whole other variable fuck up) but the browns defense is sigh and bengals defense is also sigh of a different direction and if the browns lost that would be better for us making-the-playoffs-wise because of the w-l records etc but also bad bc ffs how are we beating the steelers and then the steelers lost which is good but also not good because now we're literally a single win record in front of the browns. for fucks sake bengals literally what is the matter with BUT ANYWAY my point is should i really actually make myself lb because i have so much shit to say like i can YAP yap you know and keeping it all in hurts idk that's an exaggeration i just like typing shit out dramatically as you can see from literally this entire post im actually pretty quiet irl off tangentially sorry but anywayyyyyy

another superstition i have is i have to like every insta post and story. every tweet and thread from bengals official account. and read all the news segment in the bengals app and also the photos section PRIOR to the game. while the liking posts thing is throughout the game so i have to check twt and ig periodically. and this weirdly has been proven (😭!! fucking stupid ass of me i know but) bc i couldn't check on shit at all for the chargers game bc i had pressing plans and when i finally came to check the box score they were in a 6-24 stupidity and then when i fully liked all the posts and scrolled the news and photos in the app they miraculously started getting touchdowns?? this is very much not a correlation or causation of events its just a plain fucking coincidence noticed only thanks to my delusional borderline obsessive compulsive ass. but the fact that it did went on that way did not help this annoying crushing superstition of mine. but because this has been proven (they still lost but thats just a them thing and the word proven has quotation marks okay) i Cannot Not do this for all the games left 😭😭😭 lowkey borderline ocd literally hands shaking if i don't do this

i hate it 😭 but the idgaf mentality!!!! How Do I Do This. i am Not built for sports watching wow

[4dango-the2nd]

hello dango-san!! I received my book bundle from you already but don't have a twitter account that I can post my feedback on, so here I am in your inbox 😭 I just wanted to say that I really, really adore your comics (especially the ones abt scara and nahida!!!!!) so much!!!!!!!!! I was so happy to read all of them, especially kabukimono's book!!!!! I really liked the little character design sheets and it was also very helpful to learn from them bc you put such detailed guides on how to draw the clothes :"))) you have no idea how delighted (and miserable, but in a good way) your comics make me <3 they mean the world to me and i genuinely cannot express how happy I am to read them!!!!! you have no idea how much I was yelling and being an absolute nuisance to my family when I found out I would be able to buy physical books HAHA

I think??? I remember that you mentioned before on twt that sometimes you felt that you couldn't compete with other artists in the genshin fandom but that you made your comics anyway bc you love doing it, (I MIGHT BE WRONG ABT THE EXACT WORDING SORRY) and honestly that love for your work really comes through in all of your comics! I really do love your beautiful way of storytelling and using the format of the comic to add depth to the plot, and the careful attention you put in making your characters (like toki-aneue!!!!) to make them well-rounded and real to us readers. I'm always scrambling to your account whenever I see a new post, and if you ever plan to make more physical copies of your comics in the future, I will be waiting with my wallet open and my Niwa tissue packet filled with all the supplies I will need for more of your work :")))))

I think I've rambled enough in your inbox (I usually prefer to do this on anon bc I'm really awkward if otherwise HHSHDHF) but once again, thank you so much for your hard work, dango-san! you have found a faithful reader in me ^^

AaAAAAAAAaaaaaAAAaaaa THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS 😭😭😭 Im so very glad that you find this much joy in my work and even remember the little things!! I truly appreciate your enthusiastic support, it makes all the effort worth it!!!

And gosh I didn't expect people to actually like Toki-aneue this much! 😭💚💚💚

Again, I cant thank you enough for making my week, look at this bring a smile to my beak 🤣 i hope you have more fantastic days ahead of you! 🤗🤗🤗

[luu-lulu-luu]

Classroom Composer (English TL)

Some notes: I saw this on Twitter so I tried translating this story! However my twt account is totally unrelated to EnStars so I can't reply to the tweet ;; I hope the asker sees this somehow... And I also now know that you can shorten super long posts ;; Enough with the chitchat. Please enjoy! ↓

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Original Title: 教室の作曲家 Leo Tsukinaga Idol Story, ! Era Scenario Writer: Yuuki Yoshino Appearing Idols: Leo Tsukinaga, Nazuna Nito, Wataru Hibiki

Setting: 3-B Classroom

Nazuna

*humming*~♪

Leo:

*humming*~♪

Nazuna

Unya!? Shtop appyearing out of nyowhere! You shurprished me!

Leo

Wahaha, I have no idea what you just said! Uhh, Nazu? You're Nazu, right?

Nazuna

You forgot again!? Leochin, you have a hard time remembering things that you have no interest in after all~ Ugh, I got hurt by my own words. Anyways Leochin, classes ended quite some time ago, you know~?

Leo

Eh, really? I even hurried to come here too~ This school is like a maze so it's super easy to get lost. Whose idea was it to make this place so ridiculously wide? Bring them to me!

Nazuna

You're asking the wrong person... Though you should at least remember where this classroom is, or you'll have a tough time.

Leo

More importantly, Nazu, what are you doing? Ah, wait! I'm gonna fantasize about it! It's no fun if you tell me the answer so easily!

Nazuna

Aah! Don't stomp around! You're scattering the trash all over the place! Just when I finished cleaning up too~!

Leo

A~ah! Stupid! Fool! Nazu, you idiot~!

Nazuna

Eeh, why the sudden name-calling...?

Leo

Uu~ I said I wanna try fantasizing about what you were doing, but you just gave me a huge hint! You poopyhead!

Nazuna

...It's like I'm talking to a little kid. Look, I'm really sorry about giving out the answer, so can you help me clean?

Leo

...? Why?

Nazuna

Ah, so you really forgot. The ones in charge for cleaning up for today is me, Leochin, and Wataruchin, remember?

Leo

Hm~ I don't think this place needs cleaning up. But wait, where's the other one? I see. So he got lost, huh?

Nazuna

He's not the same as you, Leochin~ Wataruchin is probably just skipping class, like he always does.

Leo

I get that. There are more important things in life than studying after all~ It's totally fine to attend classes only when you're feeling up to it~♪

Nazuna

We're idols, but we're also students~ It's not good to neglect your studies, you know.

Leo

What, you're lecturing me now? Just so you know, it just fell on deaf ears! So it's totally meaningless! Let's do something much more meaningful! Like composing or something!

Nazuna

S-Stop! Don't write on the floor and on the walls! Come on, Leochin, get the dustpan and gather the trash!

Leo

Eh~ I already said this earlier, but I don't think we need to clean up! Well, it's fine. I just need to gather up all the trash I scattered earlier, right? *humming*~♪

Nazuna

(*Sigh* I somehow managed to get Leochin to help me clean so we're sure to finish up faster this way. I'll go ahead and clean the blackboard then~) Mn~! Mmnh~! Mnnnh~! (It's just barely out of my reach! Who the heck wrote something that high!!) (Uu~ I guess I need to bring a chair over to reach that part. It's one of those times when it's so inconvenient being small.)

Leo

Wahaha. The way you hopped around was so funny!

Nazuna

Uu~ Stop laughing at me and come help! I can't reach that part of the board. What about you, Leochin?

Leo

Nope, I can't either. That's why I'm gonna carry you, Nazu! Here we go, upsy daisy! Wahaha, that's my mom impression!

Nazuna

Woah?! Leochin, you're stronger than you look~!

Leo

Nah. If anything, I can feel my strength fading. Wahaha, my arms are shaking! You're so light, Nazu~♪ Are you eating your meals properly? You have to eat three times a day or you're not gonna grow!

Nazuna

Leochin, I could say the same to you, you know? ...Alright, you can put me down now. Thanks, Leochin.

Leo

Yup, being thanked sure feels good! Nazu, your light body and your hopping figure just gave me a burst of inspiration! Wahaha, inspiration is overflowing! You have my thanks too, Nazu~♪

Nazuna

Ahaha, you're welcome. Hm~ The eraser got dirty now so I might as well clean it. Leochin, can you put all the trash in that tra---

Leo

♪～♪～♪

Nazuna

Umya!? Wha, wha---Whar are you nyuing!?

Leo

Ah, I understood that one! What you ask, I'm composing of course. You said I can't write on the floor and the walls so I'm writing it on the board~♪

Nazuna

The board is off-limits too! And we just cleaned it a few moments ago! You know we have to erase everything again, right?

Leo

Wait, wait! It's such a waste to erase this new song! Let me write it down somewhere else!

Nazuna

Like I said, don't write on the floor and the walls! Write it down on a notebook or something!

Wataru

Amazing! Whenever you need me, and whenever you may not need me, I shall make a spectacular entrance! Wataru Hibiki, at your service ☆ Hmmm, I see that you are engaged in artistic endeavors. Please leave it to me! Come one, come all, don't take your eyes off of me for even a moment! One, Two, Amazing ☆

Nazuna

Unya, rowsh petalsh!?

Leo

Woah! Roses suddenly appeared on the board! And they're drawn so artistically! If Shuu was here, he would definitely love seeing these~♪ Wait, you didn't draw over my composition too! Thanks! I really love nice guys like you ♪

Nazuna

Umyaaa! All our effors earlyer have gyone chu wayshte, you knyow!? Uu~ if I knew this was gonna happen, I should've cleaned everything by myself...

Leo

Aah, this is fun! It's the best! Inspiration is flowing nonstop ♪ I feel like I can write a masterpiece right here, right now! You guys can look forward to it, wahahahaha☆