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cluster-b-culture-is · 1 year ago

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npd culture is getting mad/distressed when you get an Almost Best thing but not the Best Best thing. (context: when i was younger i got a distinction in my dance exam but it wasn't a distinction with *platinum.* which is better. haunts me to this day)

#cluster b culture is #npd culture is #cluster b #npd #Mod Reef #anonymous #OH MOOD #my moment was pretty recently actually #the choir i'm part of went to a festival #and the ratings you could get were 1 - 5 with 1 being best and 5 being worst (with extra modifiers of + and -)#the choir we were part of got a 2+#but the other choir (which we often go to places with and sometimes do stuff with) got a 1+#and yknow i was already kind of pissed about our choir not getting at least a 1 #but the other choir (which is an amateur choir with people mostly just starting out) getting a 1+??? Such a blow to self esteem lmao #also one of the judges said our choir needs to be more expressive. my autistic ass not knowing how to emote with my face lmao #especially while already trying to focus on singing

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