#also on.the note of family my mom got a nrw job and i have good insurance again after not having any since i was like 18(like 3 yrs) so

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throwback 2 when I was going to a college therapist and I told her about my concerns with my obsession with squishmallows because I will hyperfixate on them in an unhealthy way and it will literally distract me from my life and I cannot help it even when I want to but instead of taking this as a sign of potential neurodivergence (which I mentioned in order to steer the convo toward my concerns w/ potential autism) she just validated my obsession and brought up how it might relate to childhood trauma,, maybe she not wrong but queen I lit rally cannot stop myself from obsessing over stuffed animals I need 2 learn how 2 avoid these thought processes ;-;