#also its my friends b-day tmr :D

[not-5-rats]

I have been obsessed with @drowziestar 's (sorry for bothering you!!!) Maria design for the past...idk how long lol and finally I tried to draw it!!!

It's not great, I'm sorry, but I really love the design :D like she genuinly looks so amazing, she looks so tough!!!! ^^

Also I've never drawn wings before...but I think that's kinda obvious lmao-

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-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #3 !! 🌸💗🍥

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⋆ ✧₊ﾟmay 14th 2022 🍧🌺🦩 ⊹ɞ

yawwwwn. hi diary! its 1 am but im writing bebauc i feel liek it ! 💤 🌥

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today wa s a good day, you known? i id idnt do much bt ,, i neeed ed this saturyda so then tmr i can go wam ham on my homeworks. it wwass soooooo sunny nand iw anted to go for a walk twic but onyl got chanc to go for 1, and i wore a super duper pretty polka dot black dress and i had matchin black polka dot flip flops to go w it ! i wore a stra w hat too when iw ent outside cos ir was so hot out. i felt pretty and also very comfy. i woek eup around 10 as well so im happy baout that because usually i wake up late later hehe. 😝

SEEEE !!! dress n flip flop magch tehehe. this phtoo taken on my walk! 🩰🌟✨

i ha d last night nugget for breakfast n then i had some OJ! ir emember seienf a post tht had “drink som milk or OJ” and usually aft i et breakfas id hav like agua so OJ was new <3

i had a bit of a moment whehr iw d trying to flshh the toluet n then THE FLOORW ENT 💥BOBOB 💥MBO💥 BBOON 💥 BOOOM 💥 n lke rumbled ))): i call my sister hpstair and she tell me to ring mom so then mam say 2 t ur n the water off on it bc mybe she didnt turn it all the way n then it wasnt rumble no more . this cos we got a new toilet n also hav plumbing leak problem , house old !

i made som goodnote schedule for msyelf instead of using google spreadhddeg so this eman that i cna get more productiv again ! i havent done so in 3 months so i thin ktnis is my turning point , yeah, go me ! *imaginary pat*

i spen t some tiw w my ssiter playin project sekai , sims 4 (i revamp her chars, ) walk w my siste routside n found a pretty pink flower , my cat just giving him cuddles n lettinghim enjoy the f reshh air, browose shopping for a teensy bit, listneed to blackspeakz on youtube, made a regressing plylsit, and msootly chilled !

i also played alittleeee bit of roblox and made some softlien clothing ! im proud of msyelf because yesterday my crwiagons werent up to par. i wantned to hangout w my one acquaintance but he wasnt online , so thts ok ! here is what i buot in sims 4 when my ssuter let me use computer when she went sleep,

my othwr cfriend msged me this morning on dizzy n it made merlly happy cos he acc show up in my dream last night )): n it wa sa happy dream , so then for him to send me a dm saying “wakey wakey!” n i see it in the morning , i feel is coincidence ! 😵😮😮

i also feel like agedre n half regressing has helped talk to myself more positively. its very difficult to talk to myself like a friend so when i talk to myself like an encouraging sweet parent, it works. im more softer and i embrace my sensitivity, and i think this in all will help me ! of course i still feel the shame of it not being the norm or still have my negative intrusive thoughts, and i know my intrusive thoughts arent something i can necessarily 'delete' or 'remove,' and are something to tame, though i think agedre is a big baby step towards a healthy coping mechanism, as even so back then my self-talk has never been very positive, and even when i was positive, id beat myself down constantly (and still struggle with this), and that positivity would lean towards toxic. im proud of myself. <3

anyway, i did lot selfcare and followd my goodnote scheduule , and tmr i make to do list for homeworks. tmr i shoul make foods, b productiv, and sleep on time !!!! hav good day diary, muwah muwah 💕

p.s it also rained today ! 🌧🌧🌧

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx

[volcanodiamondpress]

Of Amitié & Pamikalugud at Fête de la Musique’s Pampanga Stage

This year, Pampanga will have its own Fête de la Musique stage on June 29, 2019 at Anchor Bay Gastro Pub in Angeles City.

(Photo: Fête de la Musique 2019: Pampanga Main Stage Event Poster by ATB)

Music lovers can look forward to performances by Kaymito, Ian Penn, Sentiments of a Phoenix, $ebastian Kid, Dating May, Headroom, Stories and Alibis, Southeastmob, Space Kambing, Prettytaco, PsychoMgmt, Keane Trinity, Chiquerella, North Side Allegiance, Mt. Lewis, and t u r n t i d e s.

You'll note from the line up that while many of the bands are from Pampanga, the stage will feature two bands from Bataan, one from Bulacan and three from Metro Manila.

In an interview, Karen Tausing of At The Back MNL (ATB) sums this up and the rationale for putting up a Pampanga stage in one word: friendship.

Through members of the band Mt. Lewis, the volunteers of ATB discovered the world of Kapampangan arts and music. They found the hiphop scene here so welcoming and alive. They got to experience Summer Shred. Soon enough, they began promoting and bringing Kapampangan musicians to Manila to help showcase their talents.

(Photo: L'Impératrice - Fête de la musique 2018 à l'Assemblée nationale from Wikimedia Commons) 

This story seems to stay true to the history of the festival.The Fête de la Musique has become an annual tradition where music fans can get to discover new and old music and genres via different stages. Launched in France in the 1980s and then initiated by the French cultural centers abroad, the annual day of music-making Fête de la Musique has since expanded to over 800 cities and 120 countries with thousands of events worldwide. In the Philippines, it's become a celebration of the friendship between the two countries and of the concept of amitié. In Pampanga, this concept translates to pamikalugud, a friendship that offers a deep regard for the other.

My first ever Fête experience was in 2004, I had just moved to a university in Diliman from Los Banos. The World Music Stage was just in Julia Vargas near my dad's house. But what made it exciting for me was meeting up with my then new writer friends.

This 2019 event is produced in cooperation with TMR productions, B-Side Productions, and Alliance Française de Manille. Sponsors include Wear Kapampangan, Line of Se7en and Food Panda.

The event will also feature a freedom wall where guests can celebrate and express LGBT rainbow pride in Pampanga.

(Photo: Sentiments of a Phoenix, TMR Productions & the ATB team) 

Last June 16, 2019, representatives of ATB, TMR, Sentiments of a Phoenix, PsychoMgmt and  Mt. Lewis met at Blackfish Pub + Kitchen to discuss the details of the production, sign contracts, and share insights on how to make the event as organized as possible. 

At The Back MNL is an independent music, events,and management team based in Metro Manila that aims to shine the spotlight on new local independent artists. They will be celebrating their first year anniversary in July. This year’s Fête Pampanga stage is their gift to the friends they’ve made. 

So come through on June 29! If you’re from Pampanga, you can discover contemporary artists and musicians from your own backyard. And if you’re visiting, you’ll see a side of Pampanga unlike any featured in travel and lifestyle shows.

[musicallisto]

could i have a tmr and/or a hp ship? 5"9 girl, latina, bi, black hair, dark eyes. Introverted, very chill, unjugdemental, writer, smart-mouthed, qualingual, i have a relationship with my leather jacket, dark spring/beach kinda vibez, nerdy-ish, can/will fight you, 2 year muy thai trainer, feminist, emotionally unstable, i sing & dance a lil im the kind of person that'll be rapping bodak yellow in the day, and singing my longs out during Wildest Dreams in my bedroom thanks!

(i no longer do these ships - if you want one, check out the new ship drabbles!)

I Ship You With…

B R E N D A

Okay so I definitely ship you with Brenda you two would be such a power couple, beautiful badass feminist icons, kicking ass and taking names 24/7. You would be a member of the Right Arm just like Brenda - you would actually be long-time friends and you’d always have this lowkey crush on her that you would never want to admit because you thought Brenda was definitely too cool for you. When Thomas came along, however, and you started to see the lingering glances between your best friend and him, you thought it was now or never that you needed to act on your feelings, so you did. Out of nowhere one day, you kissed Brenda like your lives depended on it right after you escaped from a hell of an escape against a bunch of cranks - and it damn sure felt like your life depended on admitting that you liked Brenda. And thanks to some kind of magic or luck that reigns over the world and destiny, you survived, because Brenda liked you too. She admitted shortly after your first kiss that she had played along Thomas’s flirting game because she wanted to see how far you would go with your jealousy, and if it would motivate you to do something about your obvious crush on her. While you admitted with a furious blush that your crush on her was not “obvious”, you were glad that she had done that, in the end, because it had helped you gain the confidence you had needed. You two would be such power girlfriends that you would share your leather jacket - she would be the only person in the world you would lend your jacket to, because you trust her more than anyone and because you secretly think she pulls it off quite well. Of course, not as good as you, but damn can she be badass and beautiful with that look. Let’s say you’d love to take it off, and not only to get it back ;) And also your feminist energies would complete each other so well. You would have that dynamic of challenging literally any other male person, daring them to do better than you at everything: running, fighting, shooting, coming up with escape plans… the other Gladers from Group A quickly learned not to mess with you - as soon as they met you, actually. You two were a bit intimdating for them at first, but once they discovered the more affectionate and introverted facet you both shared, they would start to feel a little more comfortable around the both of you. Never fully trusting you tho, because of course it’s a bit delicate to trust anyone while you’re running away from WICKED and the Flare, but they eventually warm up to you and even tease you a little sometimes (not too much because they don’t want to get their asses kicked). You would teach her muy thaï and she would quickly become one of the best students you had ever had, and you would always give her quick (or not so quick) kisses to encourage her to fight you with all her will, and it definitely helps her make progress ;)

S I R I U S   B L A C K

I SHIP YOU WITH YOUNG!SIRIUS SO FUCKING MUCH OMG i think the leather jacket part convinced me tbh. You would also be a fucking power couple like you would slay the entire school all the time and other couples would aspire to have a love like yours. So pure yet teasing, always throwing the legendary “fight me”s that only you two seem to make work. At first, everyone thought your relationship was bound to fall apart: you were too different - he was cocky, arrogant, loud and outspoken, and a real womanizer at that, and you were this quiet, introverted girl that no one really knew a lot about. However, they didn’t know you like Sirius did and you proved them wrong on many occasions. Sirius loved your introverted side as much as your “I will literally slice you” side, and he knew better than to mess with his girl. The truth is, he would tell people who meant to harm you to back off, not only because he wanted to protect or help you but because he knew you could make them either cry or look like absolute fools in the middle of the hallway with your decontracted sass. And truth to be told, Sirius loved that kind of spectacle. He’d be your literal number one fan, and he’d encourage you in everything you do. I can see you organizing random dance parties and lip-sync contests in the common rooms tbh and I’m here for it! I don’t know what your Hogwarts house is, but if you’re not a Gryffindor with Sirius, you would always find a way to sneak into his common room (or even at times in neither of your common rooms and invade some students’ personal space because you’re That Extra), and if you’re a Gryffindor, then that’s more practical. But I can see you setting up some loud music with some wizard accessory or spell, standing up on the tables, sofas or basically any piece of furniture you can find, and yell to everyone who wants to hear the lyrics to some of your favorite songs. It quickly turns into impromptu club evenings - you probably invented wizard clubs honestly - in which everyone is singing, dancing off their feet and laughing with their friends. It would always end in some kind of karaoke/lip-sync contest between the two of you, and all hells would break loose because you two are the most competitive people in the world, and also the worst sore losers. Unsurprisingly most of the time you would totally explode Sirius because you have much more training than him (you won’t admit it, but you sing and dance in your dorm in front of your mirror as if you were onstage in front of thousands of people and hope to Merlin that the furniture isn’t silently judging you with its conscience of its own), and the other Hogwarts students would crown you Queen of the Music™, which would always really disappoint Sirius because he, too, wants to be Queen of the Music™. But you always shut him up with a kiss as you claim your crown - he’s already your King of the Music, after all.

Moodboard

Playlist

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

The Clash - London Calling

Fifth Harmony - That’s My Girl

Hayley Kiyoko - Curious

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-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #5 !! 🧁🕊⛅️

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⋆ ✧₊ may 25th 2022 🍃🦖👒 ⊹ɞ

helllo o diary ,, i am not doinf so well tonight byt nevertheless i will tel u abt my day bc i dont hav anyon to talk 2 abt it ):

tw vent

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so where do i begin ? i am kindna sad n icky diary ))): i think i gwtting sickly or sometin and my neighbour fighting againnn. dey never stop n it rweally hurt me bc it remind me of bad memiry )): im dint want rememver past and they never evebr stop n i jus wish they made up n got along ): seeing people sad make me sad

i also rweally getting sick or sometin, i keep waking up w chills n den i hot n cold and sweating n it gross cos sweating feels yucky

i dun kno how i couldv got sick so i jus hope it dont get worse bc im lookig forward 2 shoppin tomorrow ahhhhhhhajdjhdh n plus if i get sick i get behind in everytin including school hmphh

2day i woke up 2 lte so i had to get driven . i wore a gray nike sweater , blck flres n my af1s but also a white tank under the sweater gho thoughout the day i kept getting cold cold cold );

math i did well n understood everything , answere one qeustion but mean girl talk over me urhhh )): she alway do that and put the spotlight on her whih make me sad bc i deserv respect.

art was memhhh too , my teache told me to fix the eyllow splotch on the painting that i missed when i though my painting wa good enough.

at lunch i saw my old travels teacher which made mekinda happy n then i also saw my counsellor n told her briefly tht i finished allllll my math oneworks and my painting !!! she was proud :3

so den i go 2 work, eat sum pasta yum yum, drink ice tea n then head to me workplac, and i DID GAINS !!! 💪💪😋 i worke hard n unbox 5 BOXES OF CLOTH !!!! bery good for me bc i never manage to do that before so iv gotten faster :3 i only tag one box and a half but is still good. I DIDDD ITTTT and i so proud but SOOO fatigue aaahrjfjshdh

i come home and zzzz nappy bc so tire from 5 box. i will get gains but im deserv that nappy!!! except when i woke up m had chills.

am also had delicious dinner of grill chicken w mayo n also some caesar salad , i wanted to pur the mayo into the salad to make the lettuce sweet but onc i put it on chicken it was delicious enough n also put more cheese cuz i luvvvv cheese yum yum yum 🧀🧀

i didn do math honework tonigh bc ik its due on fri and also had oth homeworks tht is more important , so am work on my internship assignm, said hi 2 like 2 online friend briefly n soent the rest of the night comparing nightie prices n saw there a perfme sale tmr so i gon go there !!!!

i thi k my chill might b from not enougu vitamin d, withdrawal or pms symptom but i hope it nothing serious. i jus tired n wanna change my aesthetic to something more cutsey and fit for who i am so i go shoppi. lou and go bed aft. i also made sure to lotion, brush teef and hair ! i am getting in habit again 🤍🤍

bye diary i feel better adter talking 2 u

to mroow will be better im sure!

luv u 💕💞💕💗💓

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx