#also it grows back rly fast lol

[matoitech]

decided i’m gonna do it w my hair but im gonna get someone i know 2 do it in a couple weeks so i have enough time to get my usual haircut first cuz my sides desperately need a buzz anyway

[arolesbianism]

Thinks oh so hard abt raccoon au printing pod doomed yuri.... What if you were a robot in love with your fellow robot but your past human selves had to fuck it all up and murder eachother 🙄

[johnslittlespoon]

(tiny headcanon that rly won't have a big effect on plot or anything, but i feel like it just fits very well with john/his character in leaving– dude's got madddd undiagnosed adhd. he's written off as a loud mouth/troublemaker in his childhood, but he wants to be a good kid, his mind is just always going too fast and sitting still is torture and his parents get frustrated and don't look into the root of the problem, trying to discipline it out of him instead. i will heal my inner child by healing him alright)

OMG THIS THIS THIS. because now i’m thinking about gale healing bucky’s inner child in this au :( like i have soooo many thoughts. bucky opening up to him about his parents harsh and strict approach to dealing with his ADHD. the fact that they thought they could discipline it out of him :( ugh that kills me. orrrr imagine gale or one of his friends makes an offhand comment one day about bucky being unable to focus or sit still and it’s a joke but it just sends bucky back to his childhood and he and gale have a long talk it’s fine i’m fine

referenced post | yes!!! in healing john's inner child gale would also be healing his as well because he gets to give john the stability he never had (and in turn finds stability through john <3)

i imagine john's parents would not even register it as adhd and would just blame it all on bad behaviour, it's such a common thing when kids go undiagnosed, especially with neglectful parents. that, or they'd suspect something is up but just not care/have the resources to deal with it, so instead they get frustrated with him and try to discipline it out or bury it.

i think john would genuinely grow up thinking he is a bad kid and being so confused because he doesn't want to be reactive and scattered, he wants to be good and to be liked (also would tie into him being into praise and all that with gale lol). it's not until he's older that maybe he starts to look into it, or maybe he meets someone who points things out to him and is like hey you should get this checked out, or maybe gale's even the one to sit down and do some research and help john make some appointments after john breaks down in tears in front of him one day because he's so frustrated with himself and his brain.

maybe before that outburst john has mentioned little things about how his parents would deal with the behaviours they didn't like, or gale would just pick up on it with the way john apologizes for certain things or gets touchy at certain jokes, etc, and he'd connect the rest of the dots on his own since he knows by that point what john's relationship with his parents is like.

and yowch that scenario :( </3 it would be something so lighthearted that john would feel silly for being affected by it; maybe gale's had a long day and wants to sit down and watch tv together, and john's feeling keyed up but he wants to help gale relax and he's missed him, so of course he joins him. but his leg won't stop going and he's absentmindedly fidgeting and gale puts a hand on his knee and says "do you ever stop moving?"

and gale means it as a light tease, because it's not bothering him; it's more so him opening a conversation for john to tell him "oh, i'm just restless" or "this show is boring" or whatever reason he might be antsy for. but word for word the question is all too familiar to john (even if his dad would say it with a lot more malice) and he abruptly stops moving and gale feels him go rigid under his hand and turns to look at john in confusion when he hears him apologize quietly and finds his face flushed in embarrassment/nervousness.

obviously the tv gets paused and gale asks what's wrong and assures john he's not upset in the slightest, that he was just joking, he's genuinely baffled at what set john off. and so john opens up a little and gale feels terrible, both for unknowingly making john feel for even a second that he was mad, and for john having to walk on eggshells at home over something he can't control (something gale is starting to have a sneaking suspicion he might know the name for.)

i'm not sure i'll go into detail on this in the fic or not, depends on whether it flows because sometimes mental health talk in fics can feel forced if it doesn't fit in naturally yk, but as someone who had these behaviours shrugged off until i got older and got diagnosed and realized it wasn't just a me thing lol, i see so many emotional habits/behaviours with john in this au that could stem from being undiagnosed (among the familial issues).

it would be interesting to pick it apart and see how he and gale would tackle it, especially because adhd is still so commonly viewed as some # quirky silly thing and i don't often see the heavier consequences/affects of it on the person dealing with it/on their relationships written about in the same way say anxiety or depression might be written about. either way, thx for giving me an excuse to delve into it a little here! i feel strongly ab it clearly LOL <33

[baby-xemnas]

i love to think about young lawbepo, especially the day they met and the days/weeks/months after, when law was 13 and bepo was 9, so cute and innocent! 🥺💕 i can see it being something like love at first sight for young bepo when young law came to his aid and fought to protect him. i’ve always gotten the vibe that bepo was picked on a lot as a child, that he was used to it, and because it was rare for anyone to stand up for him, let alone physically fight for him, he just wasn’t one to expect it. i’m not sure how long the fight lasted between law and penguin/shachi, but i bet young bepo was in absolute awe, thinking “he’s doing all this and he doesn’t even know me! he’s fighting two guys at once! that’s amazing! he’s so cool! 😳😍🤩” and bepo wears his heart on his sleeve, so he was likely very enthusiastic and emotional and affectionate in telling law just how thankful he is for law saving him and how incredibly awesome he thinks law is, the coolest person bepo has ever seen in his life 😆 young bepo immediately following and clinging to his hero, shyly holding on to law’s shirt, not wanting to be separated, just an instant pure-hearted love that grows strong and fast the more bepo gets to know law 🥺💕 i wonder how law responded to such a level of devotion from this cute little polar bear, and if it was overwhelming for him? i can see law being a bit stoic and awkward about it at first, not knowing how to respond to bepo’s affection, not expecting bepo to become so attached to him. but maybe internally it doesn’t take long for law to become quietly possessive of bepo’s admiration and affection, coveting it, liking the way bepo smiles at him and looks at him with stars in his eyes, wanting to protect and keep bepo close, even though he hasn’t known bepo that long and it is unusual for law to warm up to others

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yes i absolutely think that bepo was picked on when he was small back on zou because how do you come to conclusion "if i dont fight back we can be friends" thats so wrong... maybe when he was very young he hurt a smaller species baby and adults got very mad so bepo just never responded to any bullying since. just by being born a polar bear he was the biggest and strongest child so he got told by adults repeatedly to be very careful so he grew up so timid

zepo wasnt much help because when he was around he was tough on bepo - didnt bully him ofc but he told him not to listen to anybody and always fight back (jock mentality lol) but bepo couldnt follow his advice so that really upset him

he was very happy when law saved him not just because of that but also because law was nice and heard him out and looked at him normally (ofc bepo saw the obvious HOLY SHIT A BEAR IS TALKING on laws face at first but it wasnt like the weird vibes other people he interacted with gave him)

law is so amazing he is his hero he is so kind....its even more cute because law is actively fighting his prickly habits that he gathered from being in DQ family...he is very upset at himself is he loses patience with bepo and the other two and treats them the best he can (he is rly such a hard working boy it makes me wanna cry) and its good because bepo is so forgiving and moves on easily if law acts prickly out of habit and bepo gets all sad law is like im sorry its not your fault and bepo perks up immediately because WOW LAW SAN IS BEING SO NICE

it honestly takes law aback sometimes how easy it is for him to affect bepo's mood and stir it in positive direction - but he is happy because he doesnt want him to be upset...

law deciding "ill protect him forever" about bepo who is so soft (mentally and physically yes) and vulnerable is so cute and great i love to think about it

[abrahamvanhelsings]

tagged by @zaegreus, thank you :)) 💖

do you make your bed? yes, always, it takes five seconds tops and it makes the room look cleaner and neater immediately. i can stand a little clutter but too much of it makes my mind feel chaotic. and it feels good to complete a little task in the morning immediately ✅

what’s your favourite number? i like 7 like any other guy but 16 is also important to me bc that used to be my shirt when i still played football

what is your job? phd candidate, which if you're fully employed by a uni is a real job with a real grown up people salary in the netherlands (thank god)

if you could go back to school would you? NAY the days dragged on and on bro especially high school... mind killer. the only upside was seeing your besties every day, if we want to meet up now we have to plan it six months in advance

can you parallel park? yeah but it usually takes me two tries lol

a job you had that would surprise people? whenever i mention i worked at mcdonald's people are surprised even though i was 17 when i did that and at 17 fast food service is straight up the most normal job to have if you're not in retail. i did domino's too

do you think aliens are real? ehh, yeah, in the sense that imo the universe is too big for them not to exist. but i don't rly think abt it all that much

can you drive a manual car? im a european so yeah lmao. don't own a car though the only one i drive is my parents', don't want one

what’s your guilty pleasure? i think at this point we can safely say eurovision is a guilty pleasure. didn't watch this year but i can't help getting invested through the things i do hear about it unfortunately

tattoos? none!

favourite colour? green

favourite type of music? i like a lot of video game music generally, and i like classical music

do you like puzzles? ya

any phobias? not really phobias in the literal sense but if i see a spider inside the house that thing is getting killed and murdered

favourite childhood sport? i really liked football when i still played but the sport i miss the most is horse riding by far. i think primarily bc it's more inaccessible - you can play football anywhere but horse riding involves a lot more planning etc. and i love horses, there's really something about the teamwork between you and the horse and caring for it afterwards (can you tell i was a horse kid)

do you talk to yourself? brother the moment i step through the front door into my house i am yapping away like ill die if i don't

what movie(s) do you adore? - singing' in the rain bc that's my comfort movie of all timeee - in the mood for love, the atmosphere/shots/music interaction in it is amazing, i should really rewatch it soon, lodged into my brain the first time i watched it and i still think abt it so often - the ghost and mrs muir, very pretty romantic movie but the bittersweetness of it really scratches a particular part of my brain it's so beautiful

coffee or tea? tea!! but it's 26 celsius out rn and im craving an ice coffee like you wouldn't believe

first thing you wanted to be growing up? PREV??? >> paleontologist << i was a HUGE dinosaur kid i wanted to be a paleontologist for years. but once the dinosaur hype wore off i discovered history was more my speed after all

i just did another one of these so im not tagging people for this one but if you like this one go off lmao

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

Miss 9shihtzu, do you have any advice on grieving when you lose someone? Not specifically as in dying but as in severing the ties that maintained your relationship and cutting contact completely off, I find myself missing people who have hurt me that I know I couldn't go back too because I'd end up hurting more and I miss people who I've hurt that I know I missed my chance of fixing things and it feels like I'm growing two hearts and dying

i kno wat u mean, sometimes it is almost harder to grieve for someone who's still alive cus part of u feels like a resolution just has to be possible. hmm i dont kno if im the best person to ask this because ill admit, i have a very pronounced defence mechanism of being the coldest person alive when someone has hurt me...from the stresses happening in my household growing up, my response was always: shut down & go inwards. its not a great coping mechanism or anything & i cant rly control it yet but.. i am very accepting of loss. if someone dont want me around anymore, i have no issue seeing myself out lol. altho it does hurt me deep in my heart & ill prob dwell on it for a few months until life moves on. TIME heals!! patience & time to just let urself feel the pain...u will b surprise how fast things can change, someone new cld enter ur life out of nowhere & you'll just stop caring about the ppl of the past, it happens more often than u think. my othr advice, turn ur grief into art/poetry/music, sounds cliche but for me it helps a lot. plus can help other ppl process their own pain. also u can write a letter to this person that u dont plan on sending. getting out all ur feelings as if ur saying it to them but they dont gotta know. try to forgive ppl especially when its hard...its the only way to truly free urself. ilu Anon i hope this can help in some way, sincerely, pinkmoonlonelystoner9detachmentissues <3

[takeru-tenkuuji]

Please do tell us more about your ocs Ikki and Ace bc I too have brainrot about them 👀👀👀 (only if you want to of course) -🟡

anon im so sorry about what im going to subject you and many people to (if they read this (or the attempted version 2 that i tried to recall from memory due to me losing this draft originally, neither of which is advised)

***basically i found this draft lost in god knows where?? its the same but it..sounded more coherent than the other one and i just think itd be silly if i just had both left out there...lol..the only thing updated is that i added an extra doodle. everything else is untouched)

um something something heed suspension of disbelief. like ive warned, this is basically something totally made up in my head to the point that it deviates severely from the work's original intentions and such

but siiiiiiince you aaaaasked (cry) and i am currently sick with the flu so literally sick in the head i will do this until i think oh god, i have to be put down and never come back to the internet because i put my shitty yaoi au in here so in detail

we'll start with adjustments to revice's general plot (lol)

so this is an au where for me, george rly goes for the "make the ultimate kamen rider" guy. his father stays forever an asshole dedicated to finding shit about science, and would only create shit like the weekend to clean up his mess, but not because he feels genuine remorse. this (imo) gives george more reason to continue on hating his dad(?), and thinking he's creating something to surpass him.

george's obsession is created by his father neglecting him in his childhood and leaving him with just kamen rider to watch and play with while he worked. george grows up with a growing vengeance to beat his father at his own game i guess. feeds into a potential narrative parallel with olteca? idk

so george sets his sights on potential candidates: igarashi daiji, and kadota hiromi. both seek some sort of..justice or strength, proving one's worth, (till it all goes horribly wrong via canonical events). and of course, the inheritor of revice, ikki comes into play. george gambles on this.

in this version, they also find that ikki is not just a descendant of giff thanks to his father's genes, but giff's target human vessel. the only reason vail hates vice's guts besides wanting to kill genta's family, because he's protected under giff's will.

giff creates a demon, vice, to inherit all of ikki's memories (at least, the painful ones he doesn't want to remember, but it eventually becomes just, everything lol). vice gets a consciouness, ikki's humanity that wants to protect ikki, but ikki wants to throw away his humanity and becomes an empty kind of guy. vice inherits the desires to be boisterous and selfish, instead of somehow put together and reliable, but instead it makes ikki wonder what the hell he wanted to begin with, and desperately fills in the hole by trying to help people via nosiness, etc. hence the whole volcano form convo i think. idr. LOL

so fast forward to the sorta endish of the season, they destroy giffs body, which is perfect so he can be released from his physical form and move on to vice/ikki. george knows all of this information, and decides it's the perfect setup to test ikki's will to become a kamen rider through the wildest hardship or whatever. so george goes and tells everyone that the igarashis are descendants of giff and spreads fear that even though giff is destroyed, this family exists. shit happens.

of course, happy spa's small but passionate loyal clients try to protect the family and such, but then vice becomes a conduit to transferring giff's consciousness into ikki once he loses all his memories, he transforms into his own demon and starts attacking everyone.

(i tried lol) (sneaking in a new image)

giff has a good hold over ikki till- uh oh. huh. the demon you put all of the human memories is goin a lil crazy. vice, fueled by ikki's memories and intense emotions, alongside giff's uncontrollable power, ends up destroying giff (yay) but takes over ikki's psyche as an absolutely uncontrollable beast.

george, seeing this as a failed experiment, uses his backup plan to be the ultimate kr himself as juuga to defeat ikki, becoming a hero for the public watching and cheering him on. just like kamen rider!

except of course, igarashi family, everyone known through the season, the weekend kids, hiromi try to get through to ikki revisiting their beloved memories with him (gl daiji) while the happy spa friends try to hold back the angry mobs.

ikki begins to regain consciousness and wonder if he really was that kind of guy before

ikki's family is the last to speak to him and of course it's like. fond memories, bad memories, things that they like and hate about him, things that make him him, etc, and give that big ol berserker man a hug.

vice finally speaks up with his piece, revisiting his own individual memories with ikki as his demon, etc.

george is perplexed and livid, but he's not sure why. this would count as a success in his experiment, but not in the way that he thought it would be. the cliches of kr fulfilled(?). and the crowd no longer cheers him on.

ikki regains revice form, no vice because vice has uh. merge merged with him now. fights george, last busybody guy to hit. woooooo ahhh (coughing hacking)

and here comes my oc, post season vice LMFAO. which is just the hbdvd design bc i believe in giving maeda the chance to be just a liddle goth and have a little dangly earring

post canon vice is pretty much a preservation and a box holding ikki's memories, if ikki fights and forgets, he reminds him. but due to inheriting these memories and merging with ikki's messed up post canon soul, he ends up a lot more subdued as ikki no longer gives a shit about being a loud boy and breaking free. he just doesn't want to be alone. LOL (and in caption note, it's preservation vice and destruction ikki ty sorry. ikki in my brain wants to destroy memories, vice preserves them for him) yay. he switches in as easily as kagerou does with daiji, but doesn't like to make much conversation outside.

and FINALLY this is where my other oc (jkjk) ace comes in.

the weird ass movie, revice and geats battle royale whatever, ace uses a desire wish on ikki for him to remember all the battles he's had in place of ikki potentially wishing vice back. (i guess in this au, it'd just be in place of him wishing literally anything better for himself. also vice would absolutely hate that (ace)).

in terms of au material in geats, i believe in evil parents..or more like...morally.....wack ass parents....... like you can't be the goddess of creation that was abused for a silly future man game and not go a little crazy... so to me, the mother that ace seeks is long gone, and when he finds her again before she dies, she tells him they should just fuck up the world (thumbs up) for everything it's done to them. ace is faced with 1) contemplating the human side of him that craved what he believed was family (through keiwa and his sister, the complicated relationship between neon and her family, as well as ikki's) 2) whether he wanted to do anything with his power towards the world because of his mom, what his mom put him through, what the world put them through (hence the tarot card, judgement. the power and the perspective to judge the world?)

i love the ninetailed fox theme sorry so not only is he a white haired anime boy in god form, BUT A FURRY

so in this perspective, ikki and ace represent opposite sides of like..the demon and angel shared blood with human spectrum, and how they go about the world that way. how they see each other is a weird balance that clashes and also completes each other(?)

anyway that's my spiel because im losing brain as we speak and starting to feel the effects of oh god, who the hell is going to read this. if you made it here, im sorry. uhhhhh i love yaoi............

[pinejay]

i had this dream the other night abt somehow having a newborn baby who turned out to be a genius and it's been haunting me ever since. every so often my brain is like "so i gotta check on my genius baby–" before being like o yeah that was a dream i don't have a kid. it's driving my nuts

so at the beginning of the dream i was doing quite a mediocre job of raising it, like on day 2 i forgot to feed it until the very end of the day so it definitely didn't get enough milk. whoops. but pretty soon u could tell it was developing intellectually super fast, started talking within just a few days. completely surprised me by requesting out of the blue to watch some old disney channel teen girl soccer movie to observe the social interactions.

at first i didn't panic and just attributed their intelligence to the fact that i would talk to them like another fully conscious adult from the very beginning even when they didn't say anything back. and we watched the movie together and it was weird but nice. they were also growing physically bigger pretty fast. continued to do a mediocre to okay job of raising them, at one point i was like "wow how long has it been now? 8 days?" and they were like "no 15 days. i've been alive for 15 days" and in my head i was like aw shit i already forgot their birthday. i'm such a bad parent. then later i did talk to them directly abt my shit job feeding them at first and they were like eh it sucked but you're feeding me well now so it's fine. very shrug the shoulders abt it

then i got it into my head that i had to teach them morality and not to look down on others just bc they're smarter in this way, so they don't do evil with their powers or whatever. like i was rly panicking over the fact that i can't just model healthy human behavior and hope they mimic me and learn how to be a good and reasonable human being that way, bc they were already asking questions and bringing up concepts i absolutely did not introduce to them. they were pretty reasonable already so i wasn't too worried but i did still think it was worth it to directly have a conversation abt it.

for some reason i decided the way to address this was to bring up julius caesar lmao. not that i actually know that much abt history so this was a stressor for this dream version of me as well, bc dream me didn't know any more than conscious me. i basically approached them like "so... u know how julius caesar was like i came, i saw, i conquered?" and they were immediately like "oh yeah i know all abt that! did u know the battle where he purportedly declared that wasn't actually..." and went on to explain some interesting historical wikipedia content while i desperately searched for a way to bring the conversation back around to explaining that everyone has different strengths and abilities and we're put on this earth not to compete to be the best but to enjoy ourselves and help other ppl etc etc and conquering isn't the end goal of life, without dismissing their passion for history lol. and that's when i woke up.

[clearskiiess]

Tilly!!! What is up bestie how have you been?! It’s been a bit since we’ve talked I hope you’re doing well :)

fuCK i was writing a response to this then my phone had to fucking crash so i lost it :( anyways ill start over HI nate it really has been a hot second !! missed you :) im pretty good , been a few changes but not much, im going on a trip to europe for six weeks on the 6th dec which im rly excited for , ive got a tattoo (matching with my dad lol, of a tardis i designed from doctor who hehe) , still working at the same shitty fast food joint though i plan on leaving once i get back, dyed my hair purple and got it cut to a mullet lol but it's all faded and growing out now , no idea what to call it anymore lol, just waiting for it all to even out before ill make it into a bob or something probably . wbu?? how've you been ? i also hope youve been alright :)

[morn1e]

I would love to hear more about dad man!! Anything like lore or simple hobbies :)))

YIPPIE^-^thank u 4 sacrificing ur letter 2 my aksbox&in return i get 2 RMABLE!!!!!AHAHAHAHAH

anyways. where do i begin.

OK so like from his personality 1st. in a whole dad is really like b4 - he is genuinely just my interpretation of medic tf2. sort of realized i portrayed the canon doc as too ooc in my works so thought an oc was more appropriate + other crap. anyways. only downside? is that dad only more cold?&not as cheerful. prone 2 getting irritated&annoyed easily. he can still b a goof ball but most of the time he is rather serious&concentrated. a smartass on many subjects but too morbidly curious abt cutting up living things. loves cutting up crap so this is exactly why he is a butcher in his free time. also owns a dove. that is the most vital thing. sadly a single one.

idk whenever he was strict or laid back w his kid? prob always was on the stricter end when it came 2 academics but did not give a shit if the principal called in bcuz johannah stabbed some1 w a pencil over dunkaroos. was just really annoyed over the calls. he knew the action was justified but not accepted in others eyes. he was and still is a busy man. never had time 4 shit like that.

also he is mainly @ fault 4 why his daughter has no friends @ 18. he taught his ways of being a cunt - cynical, cold&sinister @ times &jojo just grew up w that way of communicating. just pure out sarcasm&being honest but unnecessary mean. it was hard getting accustomed but dad knew she had potential&was better than those damn other kids anyways. ego much even when it comes 2 his own kid?

he also likes knitting. finds mowing the lawn&cutting up his trees&bushes 2 b really calming. likes his steak blood rare (aka cooked 4 3 seconds) or he will blow up the building. has a large library of vinyl discs. will bot admit it but greatly misses reading tales&tucking in his kid @ night. they just grow up too fast.

lastly. even if he does not show it genuinely loves his kid. johannah is prob the only thing that has kept him grounded enough 2 not let his obsession get the beat of him&lose his license

so um yeah. prob nothing has rly changed. maybe i will change some things as i go but 4 now things r like this. lol

[strawberryseeded]

i spent the weekend watching various horror movies in netflix (my moms accnt obvs) cos i was too lazy to pir/ate anything. i watched uuh.. konferensen 2023 (it was fine, it was a good time), split 2016 (p good imo tho the superhuman angle was kinda silly to me. but it was interesting. solid. ending was a bit unsatisfying tbh? and the msg quite confusing? like i geddit, empowered victims.. but the kidnapper ended up becoming a perpetrator too? and the fl didnt shoot him in that crucial moment AND they also didnt show what she ended up doing abt her uncle. idk if the plan was 2 make a sequel but it all ended up coming off as.. pretty lukewarm..), the stepfather 2009 (nice. rly straight foward w the premise tho not super focused w its message.. like it was abt family but it gave too much focus to the protags gf? which i thought was a bit juvenile like we get it they are teens in love now lets get back to the dude trying to murder the whole family please.. also i kept thinking the story wud have been fun from the mothers perspective as well.. oh and a bit more bg & development for the killer wud hv been stellar), monster 2023 (indonesian) (plot was p standard (rly reminded me of that free ice cream horror flash game) but i rly liked it visually! rly cool scenography!! it almost had no dialogue & that was rly refreshing and interesting. it really didnt need any), and today i watched longlegs 2024 w my sister (which i did pirat/e)..uuuuummm... ok SPOILERS for longlegs

i rly liked the way it was filmed n the photography. also the music/sound dsgn. the time setting was confusing as hell for me tho?? like idk im not usamerican but the story supossedly took place in the 2000s but it all looked like the 70s to me???? and there are big differences between the 2 eras its not like im THAT period blind. the only scene i thought oh yeah theres no way this is the 70s is a scene in which you can see computers in the bg but anyways. the movie.

it started off GREAT. very eerie.. i had no clue abt the plot or anything btw i went into it completely blind.. so i had no idea if the movie was going for a realistic angle or a more supernatural angle. it rly reminded me of it follows 2014 not bc the fl was played by the same actress (it was) but bc everything that was happening seemed not quite real. like a dream. i loved that..

so ok. its p clear from the beginning that something is p weird (supernatural weird) abt this whole thing. the fl makes my suspicions grow bc shes some sort pf psychic so i though ok the killer is def some kind of hypnotist. i was wrong tho, whatever. lets skip a lot of stuff. plot twist it was the devil all along. i felt kinda silly bc im usually p good/fast understanding movies (esp this type of movies) but i was so confused by the end of this.. i was like huh.. wait what do you mean the devil is real in this story. it was rly easy to catch onto that btw i was just still expecting a psychic weirdo killer angle idk maybe i liked that idea more deep down lol? but it wasnt so my sister was like dude are you serious the devil was right there in one scene and i was like what. she went back to that scene. the devil was right there. oh ok. wait then what about the scene in which the mother shoots the dolls head why did she do that it the deal wasnt over. and what about the surviving victim why did she kill herself after the ball was out of the dolls head. also why didnt the fl shoot the dolls head at the bd party in the first place why did she wait until the dad started killing ppl. also the deal was supposed to end with the 13th victim i think so why did the mother say she will keep killing. me & my sister concluded well idk lets sleep on it i guess. yeah.

overall enjoyable and interesting, but i feel like the plot-twist reveal and the ending were a bit idk rushed?? like ill be quite honest i didnt feel anything abt the mother being the accomplice???? it was good in concept but was a bit lacking in execution.. like. why shud i even care.

[sungtaro]

hi hi I'm the aspiring teume anon from earlier 🐇 hmm honestly I've just seen them around for so long and they seem so goofy (aka my fave thing abt groups) so I can't help but wanting to know them more.

I do think I have a few songs of them saved that I sometime listen to. lemme check- oh rightt I love darari and jikjin but that's basic of me and I do have boy as well that I listen to occasionally that I also like!

and ofc the thing that help me the most to get into a group is them just catching my eyes 👀👀 but yeah im not sure yet. usually I can guess my bias pretty fast just from looking at them but I'm not sure bc they're all cute 🥺 but maybe (definitely not for sure yes actually it is) hyunsuk and yoshi caught my eye a lil more (I remember esp when watching performance vids a few times).

hhhh who knew I have sm to say abt them, I would love to hear what/who u love most and also like if u have any recommendations like ur fave songs or vids of them (not necessarily what u think I'd like but what u like, I think for me seeing someone love their ults makes me fall hard for them too)

Sorry this turned out so long I was rambling. Hope u have a good day/night!🩷🩷

yaaay this is so exciting 🫶🏻 jikjin and darari are so valid i rly think that comeback got a lot of people's attention bc it was so strong! hyunsuk and yoshi are such a pair, i feel like if you bias one you kind of end up biasing the other 😂 they're both really soft and sweet but yoshi is also lowkey playful / an unexpected menace haha. this will be long so i'll put my ramblings under the cut 🤩

there is sooo much i love about trejo but i think a major thing is that i actually love their entire discography, like i do not think they have a single bad song. i'm mainly a b-side enthusiast (u, volkno, come to me, darari rock remix, be with me ...) but my favorite title has always been 'i love you' which is what initially got me into them; i saw the music video and it felt like it was tailored to my tastes with the bright colors, aesthetic sets and the more refreshing concept, they just looked like they were having so much fun. after that, it was over for me lol i watched everything i could get my hands on, including all of treasure map, which i always recommend to new teumes if you have time to just watch from the beginning because you really get to know them and see how much their relationships grow over time. but if i had to recommend just a couple episodes my favorite of all time is 30-31 it is PEAK treasure silly chaos. sadly, we did lose 2 members this last year but mashiho and yedam are back on instagram and working on their own projects so we're all just waiting to see what they'll do next, and supporting the group as a 10 piece!

i love that the members who are interested in it have opportunities to be part of the writing and production; and ones who aren't ready for that at the official album level still get chances to practice on their own. y/g may give me a headache 99% of the time but it's clear that they foster their idols as artists and i really appreciate that. asahi especially does a lot w this, he's behind 'orange' and 'thank you' ; and rap line also does quite a bit of writing, i rly think volkno is some of their absolute best work and you can hear how much influence they pull from iconic artists. treasure in particular is also first and foremost a performance team - so the focus was to have a balanced lineup that can really put on a show. hands down this group is top of 4th gen performancewise, their stage presence and command is INSANE especially given that they had a pandemic debut. i highly recommend checking out any of their end of year show stages if you haven't - even their early ones - but particularly 2022 mama , & their GDA performance is of all the songs you have saved !

as for my favorite members, i think everyone knows jaehyuk has my heart but actually my first treasure ult is jihoon 💖 i could talk about them for a zillion years so i won't go on that rant in this response lol but i do love all the members and i think what i really like about large groups (and why i keep ending up stanning them lol) is that you get to see a lot of different relationship dynamics, it's i think a lot harder to fake a 'we're all best friends' narrative in a big group and i appreciate that because i don't buy that all (or even most) groups are all best friends lol it's not realistic. i'd rather see a group that works well as a team and treasure is definitely that, they see themselves that way and you can tell by how they treat each other and work together that there's a ton of love and respect and yes, a lot of real friendships there. and they ARE goofy hehe. anyways ... i think that's a good start LOL i hope it is i really just kind of went into rant mode so i hope i didn't bore you and that you might find some helpful stuff in here 🥰

[revasserium]

my favorite twst characters are silver and malleus they're so sillies i wanna hide them in my pocket 🥺❤

and woooow you're already in chapter 5?? you're so fast and that means you'll catch up in chapter 7 🤩 also chapter 7 just updated in twst jp yesterday and i'm losing my marbles over it akdkkskcksks i'm so excited to hear your thoughts/theories when you catch up ❗❗❗

so idia huh hmmm i have a feeling you'll like him even more when you read chapter 6 😈

my favorite twst events are:

vargas camp (some ppl think this event is so boring but for me, it's just refreshing esp the bgm music and just some silly boys going to camping 😁 what could go wrong? 😁)

endless halloween (tho you must watch the first halloween event which is scary monsters in order to understand it ANYWAY i love the vibes here and the bgm music AGAIN lol and bc silver is here my pookiebear)

ghost marriage (all i can say is poor idia 😬)

fairy gala if (it's like the alternate universe of the first fairy gala event, i love this event bc ortho gets to shine here 🥺❤ and some ppl theorize that this event is after chapter 6 buuut we never know bc all the event stories aren't canon huhuhu 😪)

and lastlyyyyy

glorious masquerade event (i love this event bc the little interactions between malleus and yuu/the player 🥰 also we get another twisted version of a disney character! it also has foreshadowing about malleus in chapter 7)

- zella

ALSO if you want to learn/read more about the characters or just see their silliness, you can read their personal stories on miraheze site. it's complete and you can even read the voice lines.

- zella

first of all -- i did NOT know you could send asks this long in tumblr now lskdjfasij HAHA back in mY DAY *cracks back, wheezes* i think we had a character limit but damn tumblr rly said "go off, be free" huh.

but yes! im generally a pretty quick reader, and i watch most videos on 2x speed (i listen to audiobooks on 2x speed too and my mom thinks i'm unhinged for it). so since it's all subbed, i'm just breezing through it; if i weren't so attached to listening to the voiced lines, i'd just read the translations on miraheze u__u

and speaking of miraheze, yES i've been LOOKING (disrepectfully, mind you).

I CANNOT WAIT FOR CHAPER 6. i am shoved so far up idia's ass already and it's not even his chapter yet fuCK.

i'm doing the camp vargas event rn cause im in the eng server and it's cute u__u i do like the "boiz just doin boi tingz" vibe it's giving off. pitching tents n shit hahah.

i shall add endless halloween to my list! i legit didn't figure out that events had like separate stories until the last day of the fairy gala event (i am big dumb im sorry) so i only got to play through the first few chapters in game, but i'll watch the rest of it; and i'm curious about the fairy gala, if ver too.

malleus is growing on me. we love a good lonely boi arc. i love that he's like "u don't know me? that's so hot" vibes hes giving off hAHAHAHA. that's so Ultra Celeb of you, malleus. i see you, i SEE you. silver, i don't know well enough yet but my normal Type is White Haired Anime Boy, so i mean -- boxes have been checked already, ukno?

i'm quickly spiraling way too far into this universe and it's.... worrying, to say the least.

[qk-yuan]

Littol bread box highlights!! tbh its been a life saver, all the plants here have been growing so well

Begonia sp 'Black Metallic'

Finally gave me a new leaf, i have so many props of this going but the mature leaves are so so pretty. They shine almost purple but my phone cant capture that

Begonia sp Sarawak

Little guy famous for her iridescent blue leaves and creeping habit!! Still small but the iridescence is getting really prominent. Back when i still had the mother plant i could not stop taking photos or just picking it up to rotate and stare

Begonia oliveacea

This one is pretty new but is growing at so many nodes, its rly cool to see the tiny leaves expanding and developing the rly pretty veining!! also getting greener as they grow up. i just rly like the way begonia leaves come in, its super cool.

Begonia kapuashuluensis (i think)

Ive had this plant for almost a year probably but im only just getting the hang of its care - i hope it grows fat and healthy!! the prop in my cube terrarium is bigger, im also rly excited abt that one. (i need to post an update on that absolute jungle hdjfkf its rly growing in so fast)

Begonia cf Baramensis

I have no clue what sp this is but it was sold as cf baramensis lol. tho i guess the usual baramensis in cultivation looks rly different from the pictures of them in situ??? not even sure if the actual baramensis is in cultivation at all. i cant find pictures of them rn but id love to make a comparison if i manage to get a flower someday.

anyway im in love with the colours and the shine on this guy, those spots are amazing....incredible. im in love.

[with-the-same-tattoos]

This may be a weird question, but what's it like having a buzzcut? Donating my hair in a few and prolly going for a full shave and I am giddy and also nervous and also partly sticking it to people who are all "BuT YoUR SO MUTCh PrEtTiEr with LONG hauuuuiur "

I'm gonna be honest w u!!!!!!!!!!! It is amazing but can also be a lil difficult!!!!!!!

Idk how much you find value in being percieved as pretty; idk weather ur "sticking it to them" is more about "i know i can be pretty even without my hair" OR "Idc about being pretty" so I have to say this: my personal experience is that people wont really find you pretty? Unless youre like, mega mega conventionally attractive, in whiich case u can do anything and people will thibk ur pretty akdjskebf. But yeah I'm not and people defi just didn't find me attractive at all. Like, they still don't, but i at least currently get called cute n stuff nowdays as like, a "awww look at that weird fluffy rat". ADDITTIONALLY; YOU MIGHT FEEL UGLY AT FIRST TOO? I DID. I felt like i had a weigvg off my chest, but at the same time id put so much value into my hair (it was rly long before i cut it & the only thing people ever complimented me on, so i had a lot of self worth tied into it) that I just. Yk?

HOW. FUCKING. EVER. BRUH. OH MY GOD. WHEN YOU GET OVER THAT BUMP.

Let me tell you what is so fucking awesome about a buzzcut.

The cleanliness. You just cannot clean hair the way you can clean a bare head. Scrubbing through a buzzcut after a fresh buzz is like. All ur sins and worries have washed away with ur lost hair. Its all gone. Ur body is clean ur mind is clean, you r free.

Additionally; if you go the road of shaving your head too (which!!!!! Please read about it first!!!!!!! You need to like soften your skin in warm water etc !!!!!!! It can rly hurt otherwise!!!!!!!) That is just. On an another level. I recall waking up in the morning w a fresh shaven head.anf feeling like some ancient priestess, theres like some rly weird. Divinity to a clean head to me. Its so soft and smooth and feels so good, you can oil it and enjoy the fresh air.

Buzzcuts just feel awesome to touch. I used 2 just run my hand thry my buzz all the time. It fucks...

Heat avoidance!!!! I used 2 wear a lot of beanies w my buzz to keep myself warm, but unlike w hair. U can just take that off at any time!!!!! If ur feeling a lil hot, just bare ur head and u feel cool rly quickly. Maybe wipe it w cool water. U r good my friend. Its aaawesome for exercise.

IF u do value beauty n stuff. There r still people (like me lol) who find bald heads mega attractive, if not more attractive than hair lol <3 so dw abt it that much.

ALL THAT TO SAY. YOU R DOING FANTASTIC. What ur doing is SO lovely and I'm so proud 2 know someone so kind!!!!!!!!

I hope you really enjoy your experience :') i hope i dont scare u off; I just dont wanna lie about the experience, bc if u have any similiar feelings etc, I don't wanna make you feel alone in them. You might have a completely different experience !!!!!!!!! Whatever experience you do have, I hope its insightful to u and feels good and that you love yourself throughout it!!!!! M sending sm love <3333

[glassesblu]

CHANGELING INGO AU (part 1)

Hi hello, you might have seen me post an occasional drawing and tag it with this AU. I’ve chatted about this AU extensively with @belltrigger (our AU >:) ) And there’s a lot of fun ideas from it! Why not make a big post and talk about the story so far? :)

I kind of want to draw or write for this AU some time, but i’m pretty busy and I still want to share what is thought up! alright o/ (CW for death)

So this AU starts right from their childhoods! They come from some outskirt village near a forest. Emmet’s family have been in an unfortunate accident, where is house went up in terrible flames with the parents trapped inside. Emmet’s just a little kid who can only watch, and people are on their way but its definitely not fast enough (they lived a bit a ways from other people). A shift mass starts shambling out of the forest behind him, before settling into a near identical copy of Emmet. Emmet sees the figure next to him, who looks exactly like him. But instead of being afraid, he’s comforted because that means he’s not alone. Soon, other people arrive, and they’re like oh, two kids? Well ok then.

Changelings in this AU are sort of trickstery concept beings who’s goal is mostly to find someone to copy, kill, and replace! An individual can have their own goals and what not, but do kind of have an instinct to do their changeling thing.

Ingo kind of existed for a bit, but not rly manifesting in the world. He doesn’t really remember this part if you asked him though. He was still new and never copied anyone before - and he also copied a kid, and became a kid himself. So imagine a being with a predatory instinct, that’s also a lil child.

As kids, Ingo was bit of a bully to Emmet, played shitty pranks on him and what not. Emmet was pretty quiet as a kid, and other kids didn’t really want to hang out with him, so he still only had pretty much Ingo as a companion. And while shitty, Ingo also played Emmet’s games and didn’t really shrug Emmet off when Emmet clung to him. Though I think at this point, that was mostly out of indifference. He would also do things like hug Emmet too tight, stare at Emmet while he was sleeping - and Emmet might attribute it other things really, like wanting to be close to him or Ingo not knowing when a hug is too much. Sure, his brother kind of pushes him around, but he’s also always there for him. Emmet doesn’t really have anyone else to turn to.

It kind of escalates until Ingo pushes Emmet down the stairs without Emmet seeing that it was him. At first, it is satisfying to him. It’s playing around with his food so to speak. But this is also the first time Emmet actually cries because of something he did, and it diminishes the satisfaction. And since he’s also been around when Emmet cries, he does the same here.

From then on, Ingo was like that was weird? He cuts back a little on targeting Emmet, though that’s still his prey. He experiments by getting into fights with other kids. And he doesn’t really feel much about that. It doesn’t feel bad like when Emmet cried. It’s a little satisfying though. He tries responding a bit to Emmet being affectionate, and it’s ok actually. So he does it more.

And Emmet sort of grows on him, now that he’s being less indifferent with Emmet. He becomes jealous of others who might try to take up Emmet’s time and attention. Emmet doesn’t really mind. He feels great joy when Ingo starts talking to him and being more playful. He’s always seen Ingo as his companion, and this only bolsters his feelings of affection for Ingo.

it’s getting long lol (it will get longer)

They keep growing up. Ingo gets into more fights with kids, and now it’s because maybe someone teased Emmet or bullied him. It gets some of the aggression out too. But this also means Ingo gets punished a lot. Emmet tries to get into the same punishments as him, but doesn’t do severe enough things to warrant it. Ingo only lets up when he’s threatened to be separated from Emmet, and he can’t allow that.

He can’t really explain it. He kind of feels that there is something about him that is different. He also feels some violent urges toward Emmet. There’s like a deep inside instinct that he stopped looking at when he grew fond of Emmet. But from his early teens to his mid teens he starts examining that again.

He researches, and reads things. About legends and folk tales, drawing from like the shit he feels inside himself and he... doesn’t like it. He does not like what he has to see, and that makes him afraid. He tries to withdraw from Emmet, avoids him, is cagey with him. But that makes Emmet follow him around even more, hiding in order to try and sneak his way into being near Ingo. Ingo tries something else, and admits to Emmet that he was the one pushed Emmet down the stairs. That he’s actually a terrible monster that will eat Emmet up and that Emmet should stay away. Ingo also kind of says this a bit desperately and rambly, and Emmet is pretty confused about it. How can Ingo be a monster? because he’s kind of a bully? But he isn’t anymore, so it’s fine. And Emmet finds it hard to believe that Ingo pushed Emmet down the stairs. It’s been so long that the memory does not matter to him, except that Ingo was there when he cried.

Ingo finds this frustrating and cries, and Emmet tries to comfort him, though he does not understand what Ingo means when he says he’s a monster. Emmet just says he loves him even if Ingo is a monster.

It is also around his mid teens that Ingo feels a deep exhaustion that makes him sick. Emmet tries to care for him, but he’s worried because Ingo has been resting to no available. Ingo feels something tug in him. He feels his body twist, and churn, and he wills himself to stay the same.

Thing is, whatever power changeling’s have to copy someone’s shape is limited until they actually consume their prey and lock into their form. They hold it for some time, but eventually they either have to eat their prey or revert into an inhuman form to rest and recuperate. Unfortunately for Ingo, he’s stayed for so long in his human form without doing anything with Emmet that he’s severely burnt himself out. He sees his body try and distort itself, and he holds it for as long as he can. Emmet is always right by his side. It comes to a head when Ingo feels like he can’t hold it any longer, and runs out of the house and into the woods. He yells at Emmet to not follow him, but that has never stopped Emmet before.

Emmet tries and chase Ingo, and he’s crying because he doesn’t understand why Ingo is doing this. He’s sick! He should rest! Until he sees a large form ahead of him. It’s also running away. But Emmet recognizes that the thing is wearing a stretched and torn up version of Ingo’s clothes, and he starts chasing it. That’s Ingo! He’s sure of it!

Ingo is distraught, because there’s no more denying that he’s a monster. He’s living it, he’s not a person, he’s just an evil creature who was going to kill Emmet. He has to get as far away as possible. And he can hear Emmet chasing him, yelling for him. Ingo tries his best to get high up where Emmet shouldn’t be able to reach him. But Emmet prevails. Ingo has climbed up a jaggedy rock, and Emmet tears and scratches his arms and legs climbing it. But he *has* to get to Ingo.

He almost falls, but Ingo catches him the last minute and drags him up.

Emmet tries to sit up immediately, but Ingo is scrambling away from him and cowering. Ingo has never been in creature form before, and he can’t talk like this.

Emmet doesn’t want Ingo to run away again so he doesn’t get closer yet (though at this point Ingo is exhausted. He had a burst of fear energy but he still hasn’t rested from holding his human form so he’s kaput.)

Emmet is asking questions, mostly if Ingo is ok? Does it hurt? Is he mad at Emmet? He’s trying his best to hold back tears.

After a bit, Ingo can’t stand it and goes near Emmet because his brother looks a bit battered from running through the woods and climbing up sharp rocks. He’s worried about Emmet too, though it’s hard to fight with his own anxiety. Emmet is the one to close the gap, and hugs Ingo tightly and asks him to not run away again. They sit there for quite some time.

OK! I’m all kaput from writing this down, but theres way more to this AU! This should suffice for now though I think.

I hope you enjoyed it so far! Keep an eye out for more!