#also if you fill out the interest check THANK YOU it is very helpful and means a lot :D
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agent-gladhand ¡ 1 year ago
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Hihi! It's been a bit since I've done one of these, running an interest check for merch in the shop for this year!
If you'd be interested in a restock for sold out items in the shop, would like to leave feedback about my works, or have any notes for me, feel free to fill this out, thank you!
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Here's also some totally, absolutely not, no way, impossibly unrelated works in progress for potential shop items! (Also nothing new/previews for new merch ideas for Professor Layton or Dungeon Meshi here yet, but I would like to make something for those series so that's also a listed option for those interested).
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momomogos ¡ 2 months ago
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*Break the water surface
The original clip is probably: his own light reflects from the skin to the water surface, outlining his soft blue outline, which rises slowly, gently, quietly from the water. You looked along the glowing blue smooth curve until you finally saw him one-a pair of ruby-colored eyes staring straight from the water.
[A?MLTYT au by @helpmeimawkwardbutfun]
This is a great word game! You get to explore an alien planet! Cuddle up and fall asleep with the alien boys! The link is here!
I'm not the author, the author is @helpmeimawkwardbutfun !!
I just wanted to do something about it out of spontaneity!I want this wonderful game to be seen by more people!
[SUN/MOON] Character Reference Sheet
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[Y/N] Character Reference Sheet
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There are character reference design Sheets I made for this game out of challenge and for my own amusement! I got the idea and design from @helpmeimawkwardbutfun! I just added some of my thoughts and preferences while keeping the description of the game itself as close as possible! I thank her for her help! I did have a lot of questions while designing that she helped answer and solve! I love how talented and enthusiastic she is!
(As always, I can't get the naff's SJ au out of my head, and I don't want yn to be bald, so draw it this way)
I have to thank my inspirations :[Sources of Light/Signs of Life created by @jackofallrabbits]
I might not have even finished the design without the inspiration of her writing. I was reading these two great drama-filled novels even before I learned about the game! 
I was also very highly recommended to check out jack's writing when I was chatting with the game writer!!!! So I'm here to highly recommend her work again! Click here to check it out!
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*Is there anything better than hugging three boys together?
(I don't know how it will develop in the future lololo just the night before, she talked to me about some interesting things, so with this meme~~)
Here's a close-up: 
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oops, there's also a costume reference version!
[SUN/MOON] CLOTHES Reference Sheet
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*As well as there is a Chinese version! Click here to play!
The Chinese version of the project originated from an ASK from me, and I didn't realize that just 6 hours after I asked the question, bean released the Chinese version of the game and left me a message!!!! I really feel very thankful for that! There are no words to express my gratitude!
As well as please ask @helpmeimawkwardbutfun more questions! She deserves more love and kisses!
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aur0ral1ghts ¡ 1 month ago
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ᴍɪɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ დ
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ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴍᴀᴛᴛʜᴇᴏ ʀᴇᴀᴅs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴄʟᴀss.
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs; ᴍɪɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ. (ᴅᴜʜ.) ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙɪᴛ ᴏғ ғʟᴜғғ. ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ. sʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜɪɴɢ.
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Mattheo Riddle has always had an interest for Y/n, the way she would scoff during arguments, or the way she would flip her h/c hair. He would always find a way to insult her. He loved the way her cheeks would get all red and flustered as she spat out an insult back. He gained a small obsession with Y/n. He wanted to ruin her and destroy her in every way possible. At every given chance, he would tease her until she snaps. One time, Y/n ended up slapping Mattheo out of anger. He couldn't help but smirk once he felt her hand slap him across the face. He didn't even wince at the pain.
"Mattheo Riddle!" Y/n calls out as she stomps angrily towards him. He turns around, his eyes filled with curiosity. "Yes?" He smiles innocently. "Did you steal my homework!" She yells, standing in front of him. "Maybe I did. Maybe I didn't." His smile turns into a smirk. "I spent 2 days writing that assignment. What did you do with it!?" She asks, obersving his facial expressions. "I may have burnt it for fun." He admits. "Are you fucking serious?" I groan. "What? It was fun to burn." He shrugs, looking down at her. Then he felt it. A slap across his face, his cheek turning red, his face burning, but he didn't care. He couldn't help but smirk. "You'll pay for this!" She yells before walking off. Mattheo watches as she walks away, his hand still on his cheek.
Y/n hated Mattheo Riddle. Even though they had mutual friends, she couldn't stand him. She couldn't stand his annoying smirk. She couldn't stand his stupidly high ego and how hot he just had to be. She hated how she had memorized every single scar on his face she absolutely hated it. So she pushed down her feelings deep deep down and never gave them a second thought. He would always find a way to pick on Y/n for every one of her flaws, whenever if it's her grades, potion making skills, or her hair, he always found a way to make fun of her hair, even though Mattheo secretly loved it. He imagined himself laying in bed with you, playing with your long waist length hair.
Mattheo Riddle and Y/n had a whole lot of tension between them. Every time they would argue, the tension between them were undeniable. Even their friends have realized. Mattheos friends, Theodore Nott, and Blasie Zabini, two of his closet friends since childhood, placed a bet. They betted that on the end of their 7th year, they would get together. Theodore betted around 100 gallons that they would get together. Blaise also betted 100 gallons that they weren't getting together. Even the teachers noticed their tension. So much, in fact, Professor McGonagall had placed their seats together.
"Y/n?" Mattheo whispers. "What?" She hisses back. "Can I borrow a quill?" He asks, leaning back in his seat. "No, get your own." She replies back. "You suck." He scoffs. "You suck more." Y/n says, writing down some notes. "Mr. Riddle, Miss Y/n!" McGonagall suddens yells, Mattheo flinchs a bit. "Huh?" Y/n says. "If you two coutine to flirt with one another, I may have to give you two both a detention." She spits. "Sorry, Professor. It won't happen again." Y/n chuckles awkwardly. Mattheo doesn't apologize. He just nods. "Very well then." She answers. "You idiot, you almost got me detention, I've never had detention before!" She whispers in a voice only he can hear. "You never had detention before? Loser." He whispers back. Y/n doesn't reply. Instead, she just scoffs before finishing her notes.
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I wake up with a giant yawn, I check my alarm clock next to my bed. I thank muggles every day for inventing clocks. It's almost time for classes, I usually skip breakfast since I'm usually never hungry in the mornings, and plus, it gives me an extra hour of sleep. My roommate and best friend, Pansy Parkinson is the same. I look to my left and see Pansy sleeping, her butt stuck up in the air, her arm hanging off the bed, her hair extremely messy. She always has the worst cases of bed head. "Pansy!" I say, trying to wake her up, knowing she would kill me if I didn't wake up her. "Whatttt." She replies back, her voice cranky. "Get up, we have classes soon!" I say, getting out of bed myself. "Oh shit-" She says, practically falling out of bed. I giggle. "Shut up idiot." She jokes. I head to my bathroom, washing my face with cold water as it helps to wake me up in the mornings. I do my usual routine, brushing my hair, which takes me around 5 minutes to do. I can't be bothered to do a ponytail or a bun or anything, so I leave it down. I usually don't . I wear my hair down like twice a month or so. I curl my lashes, putting some mascara on them. Then I do my other makeup steps. I head to my closet and grab my uniform.
After around 15 minutes, I'm ready. "Pansy, are you ready to go?" I ask. "Not yet, but just go on without me, I have Potions first, so I should be fine." She says. Since the Slytherin common room and dormitorys are in the duegon, it doesn't take that long to walk to Potions class. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case for me, I had a history of magic first, which was upstairs. I had always hated history of magic, I mean, i enjoyed the subject, but definitely not the teacher. Professor Binns had this very slow paced voice. And he wasn't very good at explaining the subject. He would never interact with his students. He never asked them questions or their opinions. It also didn't help when he randomly assigned random essays due at the end of the week. History of magic was also one of my worst grades.
I grab my history of magic textbooks on the subject we're currently learning about. I walk out of our dormitory, waving Pansy goodbye, knowing we'll see each other at lunch.
Another reason why I hate history of magic is because I have to sit with Mattheo Riddle.
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I walk in history of magic to see Y/n sitting down at our seat at the back of the class. I've always liked sitting at the back of class since the teachers can't really hear conversations from the front, especially Binns. His hearing isn't the best since he is a ghost.
I pretend I don't see Y/n as I begin to walk towards our seat, I look down at my shoes before looking at Y/n and sitting down. Her hair is down today. I always liked her with her hair down. Her hair is so long her hair reaches down to her chair. "L/n" I greet. "Riddle." She replies back, looking at me, before looking away, fidgeting with her quill. I can tell my presence makes her nervous. I sit down, making sure my knee makes content with hers. She quickly pulls her knee away. Then Binns floats in, sitting down in his dusty seat.
"Ahem." He says quietly.
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I watch as Mattheo walks in the room. He looks around before walking to our seat. I let out a shakey breath as he sits down, his knee touching me. I pull mine away as I fidget with my quill. Then Professor Binns comes into the room, floating towards his desk. I snap out of my trance, pulling out my parchment paper. Mattheo begins to bop his leg up and down. I can't focus. I can barely focus in the first place when he's next to me. He's so close to me I can practically feel his hot breath on me. I pretend I'm not bothered by this and coutine writing my notes. But I can't help but get this feeling that he's staring at me. I slowly look to my side to see him staring deep into my soul. My head is slightly pounding. I can't tell if it's because I have a headache or this forced proximity.
"Have a staring problem, Riddle?" I scoff, looking up at him. "Something like that." He mutters. I look away, trying my best to focus, but I have this constant ringing throughout my head. I can still feel him staring at me, I wonder if I have anything on my face? I nonchalantly placed my hand on my face to try to rub anything off of it, but nothing. I wonder why he's staring? Maybe he thinks I'm pretty, i mean, i doubt it.. but I wouldn't be upset. In fact, i would be glad.
I do think you're pretty, gorgeous, in fact.
A voice pops into my head. What the hell was that? I most definitely did not think that at all -
"Mattheo, did you say something?" I ask, looking at him. "No?" He says innocently. His puppy dog eyes looking at me. "Oh, never mind then.." I say with a hint of embrassment. Did I bang my head or something? Why am I hearing voices. Maybe I'm insane - I wouldn't be surprised if I was insane. I bet Mattheo thinks I'm also insane.
You are insane.
This time, I jerk my head to Mattheo. He's peacefully listening to the listen, an amused look on his face. "Mattheo Riddle!" I whisper. "What?" He says. "I heard that - I'm not insane!" I reply back, pointing a finger at him.
"Y/n, are you feeling alright? Do you need to be taken down to the hospital wing, I can take you there if you want." He asks, a smile on his smug face.
"I'm not crazy- I heard you in my head!" I say. "That sounds pretty insane to me." He shrugs. "You're not helping!" I exclaim, slamming my hands on the desk. Gosh! Why did Mattheo have to be like this, so annoying, so infuriating, so cute - wait no. Not cute, definitely not cute!
You think i'm cute
The same voice hums in my head. I groan in frustration. Then an idea pops into my head, I doubt it'll work but it's worth a shot.
Mattheo?
I think to myself.
Yes, Love?
My lips part as I look over at him, he makes eye contact with me, but his expression doesn't change.
How..are you doing that..?
Magic
His voice echos throughout my head.
Haha, very funny
I reply back.
I know i am.
I scoff, fidgeting with my quill.
Sooo, you think im cute..?
No! No i don't.
I protest, even though I'm lying.
Your thoughts a few minutes ago says otherwise.
Shut up Riddle, practically everyone thinks you're cute, but that surely doesn't excuse your high ego.
So, you think I'm cute?
He hums, his voice has a tone of amusement.
Okay, fine! You're cute. Whatever.
Good, because I think you're cute aswell.
My jaw practically drops, Mattheo Riddle thinks I'm cute?
Then images of me and Mattheo passionately making out behind a pillar, his hands roaming all over my body.
Mattheo, what the fuck!
We both know you want this.
He's right, I do want this. I want this more than anything. My breath hitches.
Your right Mattheo, I do want this.
Good. Meet me after class, no excuses.
I don't reply, but instead, I just nod. Suddenly, more images of us together flash my mind, Mattheo slams me against the wall, his hands all over my body, as he kisses me roughly. I feel a warm feeling within my stomach, I check the clock, fifteen minutes left, I don't know if I can wait any longer. My leg bobs up and down. I then feel a hand on my thigh, I look down to see Mattheos' hand placed on my thigh. His hand caresses my thigh. I shift in my seat, butterflies flooding my lower stomach.
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After 15 minutes, Binns dismisses us, Mattheo instantly gets up, collects his stuff, and practically runs out of the class. I usually take my time. I look down at my notes. The only thing written down is my name and the title and one single sentence. I let out a frustrated groan, this better have been worth it.
I collect my books, I hold them up to my chest as I walk out. I look around to see Mattheo behind a pillar - similar to the one in the images, smoking a cigarette, he holds the cigarette against his lips as he spots me. I awkwardly walk towards him.
"Hi, Mattheo." I greet him.
"Hi, Y/n." He greets back, throwing the cigarette on the ground and stomping on it with his shoe.
I walk closer to him. He looks me up and down, I'm so close to him i can feel his body heat. "Drop the books, L/n." He demands, and so i do. He pulls me in by my school tie and smashes his lips onto mine. His lips still taste like cigarettes. Just like the images, his hands roam all around my body, tracing every detail of it. I cup his cheek as he lets out a soft whimper. My heart melts at this.
"Y/n, skip class with me. Come to my dorm, please." He asks, I nod, grabbing his hand.
You can probably guess what happend at his dormitory.
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froggiewrites ¡ 7 months ago
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hi I had another idea for a request! dealer’s choice on the character(s) (but if you’re stuck for an idea maybe law?), but maybe the reader gets hurt in a fight and their (slightly in denial about being in love) future love interest nurses them back to health? can be fluff or smut or whatever you want I’m not picky I just love seeing your words
thank you I still love your work please keep it up
This request is from @toadmakes, on anon since it's her sideblog! I thought this idea was so sweet, so I just made a really fluffy, self indulgent little piece. Also, I let Law be cool last time I wrote about him so of course I had to make him a flustered little nerd in this one. I hope you enjoy it!!
A Helping Hand
Pairing: Law x Reader
SFW
Summary: You get hurt protecting Law, and he's not pleased. Warnings: Fluff, Lots of Banter, Very Little Hurt/Lots of Comfort Word Count: 1.3k
You don’t remember throwing yourself in front of Law, or being carried back to the Tang. You don’t remember the screams of your friends, or the shaking hands that so carefully bandaged you back up. But that’s alright, because they were all too eager to tell you how stupid you had been once you came to.
“��disgustingly irresponsible! Not to mention unnecessary! What good reason could there possibly have been to do that?” Law is the most furious you’ve ever heard him, and you fear it may be because he’s the most scared you’ve ever heard him. You don’t know how close of a call it was, but you know you hurt all over, and his eyes are shining with something someone who didn’t know better might confuse with tears.
“I didn’t want you to get hurt.” You try not to say it like an excuse or a plea. It’s simply fact.
His eyes shoot away from yours. You swear you see a hint of red on his cheeks, but just as quickly as you notice it, it’s gone. He clicks his tongue with displeasure before continuing. “I wasn’t going to get hurt. I could have very easily moved out of the way. You–” he sighs. “Don’t do anything like that again.”
“Well I don’t think I’ll be doing it anytime soon.” You try to give him a wry grin, but it turns more into a grimace as you shift, pain shooting through you. You’re covered head to toe in bandages, every part of you sore and bruised. You’re surprised you’re upright and conscious right now, honestly. “Can I get some painkillers?”
“You’re on enough to take down a horse.”
“But it still hurts.” You pout, and he grits his teeth and looks away from you again.
“Yeah. Almost dying tends to do that.” Even with the gruffness in his voice and face, his hands are gentle as they begin to fuss with your bandages, checking over every inch of you to ensure you’ve been properly taken care of. You could swear he hesitates slightly at checking the bandages around your thighs and chest, but he perserveres, ever the professional. You wince a few times when his hands brush a particularly tender spot, yelping when he makes slight contact with your ribs. He fiddles with the IV in your arm, and you feel a flood of relaxation and relief hit you. Looks like he found a reason to give you more painkillers after all. “You’re going to be out of commission for a long while, y’know.”
“How long?”
“At least six weeks, but probably longer.”
“What?”
“That’s nothing compared to what it could be. You have a couple broken ribs, not to mention all of the cuts and bruises. You’re lucky your organs weren’t crushed.”
“Can’t you like…shambles it away?”
“No.” His voice is flat. You look at him with wide, pleading eyes, and he scoffs at you. “Well, more like I won’t.”
“Why not?”
“If I just fix it you’ll run off and do it again, and next time you might not be so lucky.”
“Oh…so you’re just worried about me?” You giggle, filled with warmth at the idea. And maybe the pain meds. “You could just say so.”
“That’s not–” he lets out a soft choked sound when he realizes there’s no way to deny it without insisting he doesn’t care about you. As grumpy as he can be sometimes, he would never say something so unkind. Not to you. “Shut up.”
“Hey Captain?” You feel your tongue loosening with things you would never say, but you’re too out of it to stop yourself.
“Yes?”
“Do you like me?”
There’s definitely a flush to his cheeks now. “What?”
“I think you like me. A lot.”
“I–No!”
“You don’t like me?” Your voice cracks a little, tears coming far too quickly. Whatever he gave you is powerful stuff.
“That’s not–I–agh!” He roughly runs his fingers through his hair, desperately avoiding eye contact with you. “I like you. As a crewmate.”
You puff your cheeks out a bit with displeasure. “That’s all?”
“That’s all.” 
“I’ll believe you if you look at me.”
“I am looking at you.”
“You’re looking at the headboard over my shoulder, Captain.”
His eyes flick to yours, and he turns an even more brilliant shade of scarlet. “I li–” His shoulders tense and he suddenly shoots up and turns away from you. “I can’t believe I’m arguing with you about this. You’re high off your ass. I bet you won’t even remember this when you wake up tomorrow.” You can see the tips of his ears burning as he gathers his things and prepares to leave.
“You’re gonna abandon me?”
“I have work to do!”
“I’m a patient, I am work!”
His voice is rising with frustration. “You’re already set up, what else is there to do?”
“I don’t know, Captain, I’m not the doctor here!” You try to raise your arm to reach out to him, only to let out a soft whine when you can barely move it.
“Please stop trying to use your broken bones.” He comes closer to gently hold your arm down, concern clear.
“It doesn’t feel broken.”
“It will soon.”
“You’re gonna let me hurt? On purpose? You’re so mean to me, Captain.”
He sighs. His thumb starts rubbing small circles onto your hand, though he doesn’t seem conscious of the action. “If I fix you up, do you promise not to do anything like that again?”
“No.”
The affectionate movements stop. “What?”
“I can’t promise that. I don’t want you to get hurt.”
“I’m strong, I can take a little pain.”
“But I don’t want you to.” You know you sound petulant and childish, but you can’t stop yourself. “I don’t want you to hurt at all, I don’t care if you can handle it. You shouldn’t have to.”
“So you should?”
“Yes.”
“That’s stupid.”
You huff. “You’re stupid.”
He can’t help but break into a rare laugh, a chuckle that rumbles through him and makes your heart skip a beat. He doesn’t seem to realize he’s lost himself until he looks up to see you staring at him, eyes wide and cheeks red, mouth slightly agape. “What?”
“I really like you, Captain.”
He grows horribly flustered, but for once he doesn’t pull away from you. He keeps looking you in the eye, even as every part of him screams to run and avoid his embarrassment. “You do?” His tone is heart-wrenchingly hopeful.
“I do. So, so much. You’re the most beautiful and wonderful person in the world.” You can feel your smile grow dopey and lovesick. “I’d take a million hits for you. A billion, even.”
“What if it’d make me happier if you didn’t take any hits at all?”
“Then I would say you shouldn’t have let me join your crew. Getting hit is part of the job. But that’s okay. You’re worth it.” You lean forward, begging him for a single touch, since you currently can’t lift your arms. You can feel your eyes drooping, but you fight to keep them open long enough to receive what you want.
He sighs, but you can see the affectionate smile creeping onto his face. “You’re insufferable,” he mutters, resting a hand against your cheek so tenderly you could weep. “Get some rest. I’ll fix you up in the morning.”
You hum as he uses his palm to gently push you back down, his other hand on your shoulders to recline you slightly. You’re fading fast, finally losing your fight with sleep, but before you go, you swear you feel the ghost of his lips against your forehead.
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gublernatural ¡ 9 months ago
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as much as he’d hate to admit it, spencer kept a lot of secrets from the team.
some were minor, like how the cardigan jj gave him really was itchy, or how the new coffee machine in the office was significantly harder to clean than the old one, making each cup of coffee slightly more bacteria-filled than the less. other secrets were major, like the time his addiction had taken hold of him or the many social media accounts he had on the smart phone the team had recently found out about.
it’s true. he was on almost every platform, usually under some variation of user17376 and with no icon. but he was still there. he followed exactly one person, who also seemed to be his biggest secret.
you.
he wasn’t even sure if you knew of the vaguely-stalker-esque accounts he created just to keep tabs on you. he could only imagine how hard it would be to keep track of one user, without a name, located in your hundreds of thousands of followers. you might’ve hit one million after your newest single dropped, he hadn’t had time to check.
spencer felt bad stumbling out of your release party. he’d stuck to the back as you did your thank you speeches, excitedly dropping hints to your upcoming album. your relationship with spencer, if it could even be called that, was very private and he intended to keep it that way.
that’s why he was keeping you a secret. obviously. not because he hasn’t truly asked you to be his girlfriend. or because he was too shy to admit he even knew someone as famous as you. or because of his own insecurities telling him that he didn’t deserve you. no, of course not.
after your speeches and singing along to your brand new pop single that dropped at midnight, you did scooch your way to the back to talk to him. spencer’s arm still had goosebumps from where you held it as you laughed at his joke. he was a bit more bold now that he was three fruity drinks in. despite your fame and all of the attention you received, spencer felt comfortable in the hidden depths of your party.
his mind sort of shut off, just enjoying his time with you. every conversation topic was riveting, and he wished he could stay here with you forever.
and then his work phone rang in his pocket. spencer pretended like he didn’t see the small flash of disappointment when he answered it, saying a “hey, jj,” quietly into the speaker. you gave him a quick side hug, and then ran off, knowing he was about to leave.
and here he was, stumbling out of the party, listening to jj’s authoritative voice tell him that he needs to get to quantico asap, bring a go-bag, and meet the team on the jet so they could go over the case.
yikes. right to the jet. must be important.
as he hung up, he looked solemnly into the building your party was in. despite the empty feeling in his chest, he couldn’t help but smile at the pink lights pouring out of the windows.
and off he was to quantico.
the train ride there gave him a lot of time to ponder your interaction with him. sure, it felt like you maybe wanted to be his girlfriend when you were together. you held strong eye contact with him, weren’t afraid of small physical touches, gave him all of your attention, and stood close to him when engaged in conversations. all tell-tale behavioral signs of a crush.
but things never went deeper than surface level. it always seemed like he was catching up with a friend, not flirting with someone who he was interested in. even if he was definitely interested in you. he sighed, realizing that feeling had to stem from you, then. if you were into him, you’d also flirt with him.
so, no matter how many times you invited him to things, or he slept on your velvet couch after a game night with you and a few of your friends, that’s all he’d ever be to you. a friend.
spencer decides to turn his mind off (and his hidden smart phone), opting to bury his nose into a book. he brought a few, just in case.
he doesn’t turn his phone back on until the second night in the dingy motel. he really was trying to give himself space from you. you were infecting his mind, preventing him from thinking clearly and making decisions on the case. he thought one look at your social media might clear his head.
he opened your twitter, seeing only one new tweet. it was a video, captioned ‘been working on this one, hope you like it.’ the video played in the small media player as he inspected it. you were sat criss-cross, an acoustic guitar resting in your lap. your nails were pink, matching your newest single cover.
as he looked closer, he could see the glitter across your collar bones and your slightly-smeared makeup. this was filmed the night of your party. it must’ve been after it, given your disheveled appearance. he couldn’t help but marvel at how beautiful you looked.
finally, he opened the video, your beautiful voice filling the room. spencer closed his eyes, trying to listen to the words you were singing.
“i told myself, don't get attached, but in my mind, i play it back, spinning faster than the plane that took you.”
spencer gasped, realizing the similarities to his situation. oh my god oh my god oh my god.
“and this is when the feeling sinks in, i don’t wanna miss you like this. come back, be here. come back, here.”
this song was for him.
read about how popstar!reader and spencer met here <3
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ashwhowrites ¡ 1 year ago
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Can you write an Older Neighbor! Perv! Eddie Munson x reader, where she's new in the town and she just moved in right next to Eddie's house, and he sees her the first time and he's like I want her to be my girl, or smth like that, and he's all flirty and all that with her, and they do end up sleeping together, (but he's a perv!) And after some time, they start dating? (Maybe fluff/smut, please? 🥺)
I hope this is what you wanted and you enjoy it. Thank you for requesting <3
⚠️pretty smutty, Eddie is very dominant and pushy. Trigger warning - Eddie forced the reader to have sex without a condom ( she likes it ) Eddie is a perv!- keep in mind with his dialogue
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Eddie had been eyeing the empty house next door. He watched as months and months went by and the house still was up for sale. He didn't care too much for his old neighbor, and he hoped the next one wouldn't be as annoying.
Eddie went for a run every morning. He was older and understood his diet of cigarettes and beer wasn't going to help in the long run. His white tank top clung to his sweaty body as he ran up the hill. His music blasted in his ears as he made it over the hill, his house in view. But also, a moving truck in the next-door driveway. Eddie planned to just go inside. Greeting a new neighbor wasn't something he cared to do. Until he saw the neighbor.
A younger girl, grunted as she carried heavy boxes into her new home. Eddie didn't realize he was standing on the sidewalk, his eyes zoned in on her. And on the way she bent over, giving him a glimpse of her breasts. Eddie couldn't help but feel a twitch in his cock, his hand immediately going down and adjusting.
He smiled when she looked up, her eyes meeting his.
"Hi!" She said excitedly. Her voice was sweet and higher.
"Hi." He said, a smile on his face as she walked closer to him. Her breasts bounced as she moved and Eddie loved it.
"I just moved in, I'm Y/N!" Eddie barely heard her. His focus is on her breasts. His eyes traveled along with the drops of sweat that went down the center of her chest.
"Eddie." He muttered out. "Boyfriend coming to help, or do you need a hand?" He asked.
He felt a sense of pride when she checked him out, her eyes focused on his arms. Eddie may have flexed when he noticed, then enjoyed the way she shyly looked away.
"No boyfriend. Help would be lovely." She said. And Eddie agreed, but her bouncing on his cock would be lovely too.
Eddie kept his word and helped her move everything inside. He stayed to help her put up shelves and other things she needed a hand with. Eddie needed her hand for some help.
Even though it was sweaty and tiring work, he enjoyed sneaking glances at her ass when she'd bend over. Or when she reached up high and her thong poked out from her shorts. And he enjoyed it when she hugged him goodbye and her breasts pushed against his chest.
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After that, they became close friends. Y/N enjoyed spending time with him and drinking some beers as they watched sports. She didn't question Eddie's interest in her or question why he seemed to only spend time with her. She figured he was a friendly neighbor.
But with Eddie, he didn't do anything unless it benefited him. Sure, he liked spending time with her. But more importantly, he wanted to mark her off from the rest of the neighborhood. If a neighbor showed up, he was there behind her with a smirk on his face. The neighborhood was filled with old single men. The only type of people taking up a one-bedroom home, except for the young girls just starting their life. Unaware of the preying eyes that lurk.
"Thanks, gorgeous," Eddie said, taking the cold beer from Y/N's hand. Y/N blushed and looked away. Eddie always had that effect on her. He made her nervous and giddy.
She didn't say anything as she sat next to him, she turned on the TV as the game started. Eddie's arm wrapped around the couch, resting behind her head as she moved slightly into his body. Even though he did it every single time, her heart would skip a beat. Then he'd do this thing where he'd reach down and squeeze her shoulder, then return it to the couch. And Y/N couldn't help but love it.
She wasn't a fan of the male gaze and she always tried to hide from it. But the way Eddie looked at her made her feel unstoppable. He looked at her with so much hunger that it made her shiver. No matter what she wore, his eyes were glued to her. Something about his older eyes and rough hands made her crave him.
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It was the Stanley Cup Final so they decided to go out to the bar to watch it. Y/N stressed for hours about what to wear. It wasn't a date and she knew that. But she'd be damned if his eyes looked at anyone that wasn't her.
She grabbed tight jeans and a jersey. Confidence in her bones as she did her makeup and hair. When she felt loved by the reflection in the mirror, she began her walk to his house. She felt her insides warm when he smiled at her. His smile always gave her butterflies.
"Baby looks sexy." He complimented, a wet kiss on her cheek as he passed her to go out the door. He reached behind him, locking the door. She smiled as she felt the roughness of his beard still on her skin and the wetness of his lips. She blushed at his compliment, happily taking his hand as they walked to the small bar down the road.
It was a small town, and that meant sleazy guys at bars who didn't understand no. Y/N moved closer to Eddie when she felt that male gaze that made her sick. Eddie's arm wrapped around her.
"Fuck off, she's taken." He growled as a guy whistled as they walked into the bar. Y/N smiled at the idea of being taken by him. She wanted him to mean it, but he probably said it to help the men leave her alone. Eddie slipped his hand into her back jeans, and Y/N swore she felt his squeeze a tiny bit. But when she looked at him, his eyes were on the screen.
They sat at the bar for hours, laughing and cheering for their team. A platter of onion rings and cheese curds was in front of them next to their cold beers.
"Gonna run to the bathroom before the last period starts," Eddie said, a kiss planted on her forehead and a ruffle to her hair as he walked past her. Y/N groaned as she fixed her hair. Eddie enjoyed that she was young because he felt like he could treat her young. Y/N found Eddie's age a turn-on, but his teasing was so elementary school. Like when the guy bullies the girl he likes. And she loved it. She wouldn't mind if he yanked her hair and ran away.
Y/N peeled the coating off the onion ring as she watched the commercials. A body next to her caught her attention. A random man sitting there.
"I'm sorry! My friend is sitting there." She said politely.
"Why don't I keep it warm until she's back? Pretty young girl like you shouldn't be left alone." The man said, his finger running down her face. She shivered in fear and moved her face out of his reach. When Eddie called her a young girl, she liked it. But hearing it from a loser at the bar made her feel sick. "Been years since I've had young pussy."
"Okay, not happening. My boyfriend is in the bathroom and he wouldn't like the way you're talking to me, and neither do I. So leave." She said as strongly as she could. Praying the man didn't hear the shakiness in her voice and how her leg bounced.
"But I thought you were with a friend?" The man said, smirking as he caught her lie. "So is it a friend or boyfriend?"
"Boyfriend," Eddie said from behind her. Y/N felt all the air return to her lungs when his voice reached her ears. She looked behind him, a terrified look in her eyes. Eddie felt a twig in his heart at how scared she looked. But also felt a twitch in his cock by the way she looked at him for saving. Her scared puppy eyes.
"So beat it or get your ass kicked. Up to you." Eddie shrugged, his jaw tensed and clenched.
The man held up his arms and went to walk away. "Actually, on a second thought," Eddie said. Y/N was confused until Eddie punched the guy straight across the face.
"That's for thinking about her."
Eddie's hand grabbed hers as he walked them out of the bar.
"We don't have to leave! I'm sure he won't bug us now." Y/N said, she knew it wasn't her fault but she couldn't help but feel guilty about cutting Eddie's night short.
"You being comfortable is more important, we can go to my place and finish the game. Just you and I." He said, his hand slipped into her back pocket again.
Once they made it back to his house, she headed for the couch, but Eddie's hand laced with hers and he walked her to the bedroom. She wasn't sure why. He didn't say a word, just letting her hand go as he began to take off his jersey. She tried to move her eyes away from his toned chest. His chest hair and tattoos. Then his happy trail that traveled down to his jeans.
"Got something there." Eddie teased, his thumb wiped away the imaginary drool at the corner of her mouth. She felt her whole body flame in embarrassment.
"Oh, hush." She said, pretending he didn't get her flustered....again. He didn't stop there, his hands on his belt as he removed his jeans. Y/N gulped as his boxers came into view. More tattoos scattered on his thighs and she tried not to whimper. He was always toned, and his arms were always strong and attractive. But she never thought she could find legs attractive. But the black ink and tight muscles did wonders for his body.
"The game?" She squeaked out, her eyes scanning the room. That's when she realized there wasn't a TV. She didn't have time to be confused, in seconds her back was against the bed and his heavy body was on top of her.
"Mhhm, this is my game." He said, his hand skimming down her body to take off her Jersey. She couldn't help but feel so turned on by the way he took control. She shivered as her skin hit the air. He took in the sight of her bra, before moving down to yank down her jeans. She didn't protest, she wanted this in so many ways.
"Ever since you moved in, I've been dying to know what your beautiful cunt would smell like." His words made her shiver. Anything he said somehow was the most attractive thing she's heard.
She moaned when he bit at the small skin above her panties, then his head moved down. His lips kissed her cunt over her panties. She could feel a wet spot growing. And she whimpered when his tongue flicked the wet spot. She wanted to hide her face in embarrassment.
"Wet and gorgeous." He said into her panties. His lips still left small kisses as his nose inhaled her scent. His nose rubbed her clit and she felt her body twitching.
"Smell so innocent and pure." He growled. His hands yanked her panties to the side as he attacked her cunt. His tongue licked between her folds as his nose kept rubbing her clit. She never had someone attack her cunt with so much need. He ate her like he was starving.
His growling and desperation had her dripping. Of course, his tongue lapped all of it up. Her hands were in his hair as he continued his attack on her cunt. She felt powerless in the best kind of way. Like he was on the hunt for her and she was compelled to lay there and take it all.
"I've thought about this pussy since day one." He said in between breaths, then his lips back on her cunt.
"What about it?" She gasped out. She wasn't sure she ever experienced a man being so captivated by her body. Maybe it was an older guy thing.
She whined when his warm tongue left her, but his fingers replaced his nose as he rubbed her clit.
"How you tasted, how wet you can get. How delicious you smell from miles away." He growled, his words doing things to both of them. His cock was aching in his boxers, but his fingers didn't leave her clit.
"How innocent your cunt would be as I completely drilled myself into you. No mercy on how tight your cunt is. Because now it's mine and I'll do whatever I want with it." He said, his fingers gone from her clit, his hand slamming down to smack her aching cunt. She whimpered loudly, tears spilling down her face as she felt herself pulsing and clenching.
"Fuck, Eddie." She moaned.
"Mr. Munson to you." He said, another slap to her cunt.
She whined as he took out his cock. He was so red, long, and thick. The veins travel to his leaking tip.
"Condom?" She gasped out as his tip teased her clit.
"Nope. I'm gonna fill you to the brim with my cum. You're mine now and not going anywhere." He growled, his hands on the side of her head as he pushed himself into her. He shivered as her cunt clenched around his cock. She cried as he forced his cock fully inside of her. She felt the way he dreamed she would. He enjoyed how tight she was and forced her body to take him.
She was so warm and he wanted to keep his cock in her forever.
"Oh my god." She moaned, his thrusts were fast and hard. The sound of his balls smacking against her skin made her cunt clench. She knew Eddie was a dominant guy, but the way he fucked her for his needs made her want him even more. She loved the idea of being owned by him. The condom was the last night on her mind as she felt every vein in his cock rubbing against her.
"See, so much better raw. I can feel every fucking inch of you. Pretty cunt just gripping me, wanting to keep me inside. Greedy little girl." He teased, a smirk on his lips as he kept his eyes on her.
Her brain barely focused on the words he said, too fucked out. But somehow being called a little girl by him felt like she was being scolded and she was surprised how much she loved it.
"Make me cum, Munson." She begged, her fingers scraping down his back. An animal-like growl left his throat as he felt his skin being carved into it. His fingers worked perfectly on her clit, she came with a loud whimper. Her back pushed off the bed as her chest smacked into his. His arm wrapped around her, holding her against him as he fucked into her. He moaned as he felt his pubic hair soaked in her.
"Look at that mess you made." He mocked, yanking her hair and forcing her to see his drenched hair and how wet his cock looked slipping inside of her.
"Squirted all over me." He smirked, his lips crashing down on hers as he emptied himself inside of her.
~~~
A week passed after the best night of her life. And in the best way possible, Eddie was more obsessed with her. She was claimed as his and he made sure to show everyone.
At the grocery store? The second she bent over, his hand gripped her ass. No care about the older couple that gasped and ran.
Getting gas? He had her pressed against the car with his tongue in her mouth.
She lost all control around him. She found herself doing things she never thought she'd do. He had her bent over her car in daylight in the middle of the driveway.
Had her quietly screaming as his fingers pounded inside of her at the movie theater.
"I love you." He whispered into her ear, his arm wrapped around her as they rested in his bed.
"I love you." She said, resting her eyes. Half way asleep until she felt his cock entering her again for the fourth time that night.
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New Blood, Old Regards
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icomeandg0 ¡ 4 months ago
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Hiya! Saw your requests were open and since loneliness is consuming me bit by bit I decided to be courageous (for once😭)
Is it okay if I request some isekai reader x sleepy Sky cuddles? Like, the chain's at Skyloft, it's night, so they both just cuddle to sleep? Generalizing, ultra fluff. Super ultra mega fluff. Take your time, no rush🫶
(pls forgive me if this is incoherent it's my first time requesting something and english isn't my first language so I apologize if it's bad-🙏)
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Hi Anon, Thank you for your request and I apologise for being away from writing for so long since of my exams but I'm back and I'm prepared to write the request I have.
I’m so sorry it took me this long, I hope you enjoy!
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~Skyloft Snuggles!~
An exhausting day!
The week hasn’t been easy either, constantly running into monsters, having to deal with some people’s problems around the villages you all encountered, also someone’s (won’t admit but it was yours) tent was damaged due to a monster raid so now you had to sleep in one of the other boys tent.
Sky was the first to suggest, rather quickly might you add but you were tired that night and you didn’t care.
You couldn’t help but realises that during the days, you liked sleeping near Sky. He was like a bear, once he was in a deep sleep he would drape his arms around you—as creepy as it may seem..it was nice and cozy. He was the perfect cuddle buddy.
But now you all were in Skyloft! You were particularly excited to see, you’ve seen the visuals in the game but seeing it right now, living in the moment? Felt perfect.
“Make yourself at home, Bazaar is in the centre of Skyloft so feel free to top up on items and potions” Sky smiles softly, “That sounds boring! What can you do on this tiny island?” Wind huffed as he looked around, despite Wind’s slight interest to check out the Bazaar he couldn’t help but feel the need to adventure again! A new place needs to be explored but a place this ‘tiny’?
“Well, I can show you my Loftwing.” Sky offered, Wind gasped. “Really?!” “Yeah, it’s been a while since I’ve seen him so it’ll be good to go check up on him.” Sky looks over to you, “would you like to come?” You honestly would but you were exhausted, you wanted to sleep.
“No, I think I might head to the Academy to have a nap.” You informed earning a slight nod, “alright, we’ll be back” you watch as the two leave, Wind dragging the poor boy by the arm. You head towards the Academy.
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You were greeted by Sun, Sky’s Zelda. She was as kind and gentle as Sky described her to be, “You must be Y/n! It’s nice to meet you, Sky’s told me a whole lot about you in his letters” Sun chuckles which made you flushed a bit, ‘Sky writes about you in his letters?’
“All good things I hope?” You replied jokingly, “Of course, he’s very poetic with how he describes you” now you were curious.
“Oh! You’re probably wondering where you’ll be sleeping for the next few days, we’ve occupied some rooms for vacant so you all have a room however, someone will need to bunk with someone but it’s okay! You don’t get to, you’ll have a room all to yourself” Sun says sweetly, you were relieved at that fact but also disappointed, sure you’ll finally have your own sleeping space but you’ve grown accustomed to sleeping near Sky and embracing him in the night.
You shouldn’t ponder much on the thought, it’s only for a few days anyways.
You didn't realize how tired you really were! Once you had woken up from your nap it was dark time. You probably missed dinner but that's fine, you weren't hungry at the moment but your mouth was dry. You pick up your water bottle and tried to take a sip but it was empty, off to the kitchen.
You find yourself at the sink filling up your bottle and once it was filled you took a sip.
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"Mmm, Y/n?" You turn to see the one and only sleepyhead, Sky. "Sky, Why are you up?" You asked softly, trying to keep the noise to a minimum. "I can't sleep" "Why's that? You finally get to sleep by yourself again"
"Yeah, That's the problem"
That answer shocked you, mostly flustered you. "Problem? How?" "It's colder than usual, no matter how hard I try I can't stop thinking about having you close to me again" You had to contain the smile that was twitching to appear on your face.
You turn away from Sky, your back facing him as you close the lid. Either you’re dreaming right now or this is really happening, you never thought he would come clean like this and the fact he’s having trouble sleeping tonight because of you? Considering yourself a one of a kind!
You heard footsteps behind you and Sky had wrapped his arms around you lazily as he rest his head on your shoulders, “Please, come back to my room” Sky whispered gently in your ear causing a slight shiver to run up your spine.
“Well, at least let me get my things—“
“No, do that in the morning”
Sky hooks an arm under your leg and manages to hoist you into a bridal style carry as he walks back to his room.
He lays you back on his bed, he hops in the bed and tucks the blanket over top of you two, the softness of the blanket was a gently caress to your skin as you could already feel yourself feel lighter, feeling drowsy.
Sky’s arms wrap around your waist, lazily placed dropping on your body but you wouldn’t underestimate him, he’s stronger than he looks and he’ll yank you back if you stray too far.
“See how cold it was before? How could you let me go through the feeling of such loneliness and coldness” Sky pouts softly, “For Hylia’s sake, you’re the hero of Hyrule and you’ve already done that before we were forced into the predicament of sleeping together” you tease, booping his nose softly as you two had a light banter between the two of you.
You could tell he was tired, well normally you can but he was about to knock out soon. He plants a soft kiss to your forehead making you flush slightly. He decides to pull you in until your bodies are flush.
You couldn’t help but let out a small content sigh as you cuddled into him, you had to admit this was better than sleeping alone.
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“So, who’s waking Sky up? I dibs not I did the last time.” Wind raises his hand as he calls himself out, he would fight against Ganon again instead of waking Sky up—Sheesh that boy gets so angry when woken up.
“Uh bad news, Y/n ain’t in her room..All her stuff has been left behind” Twilight says as he had a worried look plastered on his face.
“What? It’s only been a few hours, she couldn’t have been taken again.” Time muttered before he looked at everyone again. “Alright, Everyone scatter around, maybe she went on a stroll without telling one of us. Legend, you wake Sky up, he’ll know where all the hiding spots would be around here” with no further discussion everyone had left to find you.
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Legend grumbled as he walks to Sky’s room, first he had to bunk with none other than Wind himself who didn’t stop snoring. Remind him to never bunk with Wind again, now he has to wake Sky, just great.
“Hey Sky—“ Legend opens the door to see not just Sky but you as well, snuggling close to Sky’s chest as he had his arm lazily wrapped around you. Legend stares at the scene in front of him for a bit…
He ponders on his choices.
Get Wild to take a Photo and blackmail the both of you
Or
Be nice and—
Hell no, forget option two. Legend suffered a night so you both pay the consequences.
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bluesidez ¡ 8 months ago
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Gym Rat Miguel Part 12
content warning: Miguel is very dramatic in this one, mentions of food
word count: 4k (SHOUTOUT TO MY BETA!! @slushycoookie 🩵)
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DISCLAIMER: This story is not canonical. 😒 Most, if not all, of the characters used are OOC. I literally can not stress this enough.
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GymRat!Miguel who tries not to dwell on the fact that it’s been just about a month since he’s seen you. It’s the middle of the week and if he thinks about it too much, he’s going to go crazy.
It feels odd because you’re on the same campus as him. You’re not across the country. You’re not out of the country. You’re literally a short walk or drive away and neither of you have time to see each other.
He’s considering printing your pictures out and walking around with them like a forlorn lover looking for his lost soulmate. It feels like he’s back in his bedroom staring at your pictures for hours like a man at war aching for home.
He’s exhausted all of his options.
The couple-lunches have all been rain-checked, the weight of your workload trapping you in the Art building.
Your sleep schedule was terrible, if the late night TikToks and reels were anything to go by. He knew you had morning classes too so he could only assume you’ve had a few hours of sleep during the weeknights.
The weekends were for rest and he didn’t want to disrupt yours.
Your dorm tracked visitors which means he’d only have a few hours with you before curfew if you were even there.
GymRat!Miguel who misses you so bad he’s temporarily replaced his gym playlist for the one you gifted him.
His face is set hard, feet heavy as he sprints over a curved treadmill. After a few minutes he stops, takes a small break, and runs again.
Even the melodic and somber voice playing over a groovy piano couldn’t soothe his thoughts.
His heart rammed in his chest as sweat trickled down his face, his tank drenched and clinging to his chest.
Just a few more sprints to go.
GymRat!Miguel who slides the ear of his headphone off because Xina is standing in front of him, blocking his path.
“Anymore sprints and you’re going to pass out,” she hands him a towel.
“Maybe I want to,” Miguel grumbles, nabbing the towel and rubbing his face like someone spit on it.
Xina grabbed her ponytail and pinned it up, loose hair sticking to her neck. “Don’t say that. It’s not funny. I can only manage pulling your body to the entrance to the gym.”
Miguel snorted.
GymRat!Miguel who fills up the time that he used to spend with you to get to know his friends and meet others.
This meant having game nights with Peter and Ben. They were so close, not really, to convincing him to join their DND parties.
If he wasn’t with them, he was occasionally calling The Geek Squad and catching up. A Friendsgiving date was now tentatively on his calendar because of it.
Of course, his robotics team was still going steady. Aaron was interesting, if nothing else, and Margo was like the little sister he never had.
Then, there was checking up on Gabriel like a Tamagotchi. Was he eating ok? Did he need some money? Is he trapped in the subway? Did a rat eat him?
Gabriel had sent him a screenshot of his contact with his name being changed to “Mom #2.”
Miguel only scoffed and told Gabriel his name was going to get changed to “pain in my ass.”
The newest development, however, was Xina. Her transferring here felt like middle school when they used to be attached at the hip.
They had their programming class together two days out of the week, biweekly study sessions, and the occasional late night excursion.
It also explains why she’s eyeing him from the stairmaster while he heaves over the handles of the treadmill.
GymRat!Miguel who thanked Xina as she handed him his jug of water. He sat up from the bench to let her take a seat.
“So,” she started.
“I’m not helping you hack your professor’s dashboard. While you could do it, it’s not a good idea and quantum physics isn’t that-“
“It’s not that, you dick,” Xina pinched his side. “It’s you. What’s up with you?”
“Nothing is up with me.”
“Miguel.”
“Xina.”
“Now, you’re being a brat. Something is definitely wrong.”
Miguel picked at the peeling Game Over sticker on his bottle. He needed to tape it down or he’d lose it.
“I miss her.”
“Miss who? Your mom?”
“What? No. I miss my girlfriend.”
It was quiet between them, the sound of chatter and the clanking of equipment filled the white noise.
Xina tilted her head, “That bad?”
Miguel nods.
“When’s the last time you saw her?”
He takes a dramatic breath, “Our anniversary date. Last month. I feel…”
“Like you can’t function? Like it’s hard to think?”
“Is that pathetic?” Miguel winces. “I have a feeling you’re going to say that it is.”
“No, I don’t think that.”
Miguel pouts as he looks up. Xina shrugs and slides her hands on down her leggings.
“Remember the times I went boy crazy? All the times I came crying to you after they screwed me over, even when you already warned me they weren’t good guys? I think you deserve to be crazy about your girlfriend.”
“Thanks,” Miguel blinked. “You were way too nice to those first guys.”
“I learned though, didn’t I? I know a good guy when I see him, now,” Xina pushed at Miguel’s shoulders with hers.
“And now those self-defense lessons won’t go to waste, right?”
Xina snorted as she recalled the time she managed to flip Winston on his back at Miguel’s instruction.
GymRat!Miguel who watches Xina’s eyes grow in shock when he tells her how long he’s been dating you.
“Dang,” Xina stops in her tracks. “A year?”
Miguel puffs up his chest and stands a little straighter, a confident stride in his step, “One year and counting.”
“That’s,” Xina turns and waits for a car to go by. She readjusts her gym bag. “That’s awesome, Hare-Hare.”
GymRat!Miguel who feels the mood shift by the time he drops Xina back off. He’s not sure what’s brought it up, but now he’s nervous about upsetting her more.
He taps on the wheel, after he pulls into a park.
“You sure you don’t want me to get you anything? You don’t need to go anywhere?”
Xina unbuckles her seatbelt, “Nope. All good. See you tomorrow?”
“Yeah,” he watches her close the door before he can even finish. “See you.”
GymRat!Miguel who obliges when Xina texts him the next day to switch up their study session location.
Miguel wanted to keep the busy calm of the 1st floor of the library but Xina insisted on giving him a change of scenery.
“It’s good for you! You stare at the screen all day when you’re coding,” Xina slams Miguel’s car door to which he sneer at her for. “You need to look up and smell the coffee sometimes.”
“You just want a reason to not do your work.”
Xina turns around and walks backwards in front of Miguel, “And that’s completely fine. We should live a little.”
She trips over the edge of the sidewalk with a yelp and Miguel is quick to catch her, the panic on his face evident.
“See,” she grins as she pulls herself up by Miguel’s shoulders. “Living!”
GymRat!Miguel who lets Xina order for him while he finds a table.
The cafe was bright, white wood accenting the walls with vines and plants adorning the area. Salmon pink brought a pop of color to the sandy-looking tables and fairy lights hung in the corners of the room.
Miguel’s eyes grew as he saw the variety of desserts on display, his mouth itching to take a bite.
“No, no, no. Go away. I’ll pick something you’ll like,” Xina blocks Miguel’s lingering eyes.
Miguel clicks his teeth, “If it’s not good, I’m going to be really upset.”
“I doubt it.”
GymRat!Miguel who walks deeper into the cafe. He’s dodging ceiling plants left and right, but he’s sure that the best seats are in the furthest of the building.
He shuffles around a corner, eyes adjusting to the sun coming through window.
He blinks a few times and takes in the spacious area.
That’s when he sees you.
He walks fast, the strides of his steps wide.
The closer he gets, the stronger the smell of peaches builds. The sun was shining down like it granted Miguel one the greatest gifts of his life. Its rays danced across the spot that you're in.
He gets to your chair and pulled it out with ease, the sound disrupting the hushed corner.
A pen falls to the floor, voices are cut short, and arms are flailing but Miguel’s nose is buried deep into your neck.
Your arms tighten around his neck and your voice skips across his ears.
“I-” a kiss across your face, “missed you so much.” Miguel looks at you like you hold the stars in the sky within your palm.
“You scared the shit out of me, Miguel,” you say with no really malice in your voice. Your thumbs run across his cheeks, watching as he beams at you. You kiss him once or twice, heart fluttering as your feet dangle in the air.
“I hope there aren’t many people picking you up in the middle of establishments,” Miguel mumbled across your lips.
“Guys, there’s people staring at us,” a voice creeps in from the side of Miguel.
Miguel’s eyes follow it to see a deer-looking kid with hoodie pulled up over his ears.
“Who is this?”
GymRat!Miguel who is introduced to Miles, your freshman classmate that you’ve taken in.
He’s sitting across the table nodding along to you as you rave about Miles’ work. The entire time, his right hand didn’t leave your left one.
“So,” Miguel chimes in when there’s a pause. “Have you both been coming here a while?”
“Nah, I just dragged her out here recently. She never leaves the art building when a deadline is near. It’s kind of depressing-“
“You know, Miles.” You're holding back an eye roll. “There are times when you could just not talk.”
“No, actually tell me more,” Miguel insisted, attentive.
GymRat!Miguel who hurries to help a struggling Xina when she rounds the corner with a tray full of goodies.
A cinnamon roll, a lemon tart, a tall purple drink, and some warm tea is placed on the table while you and Miles clear the area.
You sit up straighter to watch Miguel pick up the tea cup and blow over it. “Tea? No milk with a pinch of coffee?”
“Amor…”
Xina looks over to his cup, “Did you want something else?”
“No, this is good, I haven’t had this in a while,” he takes a sip and hums while explaining to you. “I’ve been on this sweet drink kick since she let me try her frappe last year.”
“That’s rich because you always hated it when I got those.”
“To be fair, you downed like four of those in one day. I’m surprised your body didn’t go into shock.”
“I don’t know,” you shrug. “Four in one day must have meant you were going through it.”
Xina smiles and nods her head, “Exactly. And I told him-”
“We’re not doing this,” Miguel grumbled and stabbed his fork into his roll. “Four was way too much and she was bouncing off the walls all day just to crash and throw up on my shoes.”
“I said I was sorry about that!”
GymRat!Miguel who cuts pieces of his dessert to feed to you. You look at him incredulously as he insists on giving you bite after bite.
“Is it good?” Miguel asks chewing his own piece. You nod and he grins, happy in the bubble he’s created.
When Xina reaches for his plate for a piece he slides it away with ease, a move he knows too well.
“Why can’t I have some? I bought it.”
“You didn’t even ask!”
“Neither did she!”
Miles leans over to you, “I feel like I’m watching a fight between me and my baby sister.”
Miguel is pushing Xina’s hands away from his plate while she laughs up a storm. You think that it does mirror something like Gabriel and Miguel’s relationship, but something about Miguel isn’t the same.
GymRat!Miguel who continues his Tom and Jerry act with Xina even when the food is gone.
They were bickering over some formula that you couldn’t begin to figure out by yourself. To Miguel, it’s easy. To Xina, the setup makes no sense.
“How did you survive Ivy League without me?” Miguel asks as he reaches over and erases an error on her page.
“Like I do anything else, with peace.”
“So what you’re saying is,” Miguel points his pencil at Xina, “you hate me and I am not needed for problems 4 through 10.”
“No!” she panics, pushing his pen back to the paper. “I need you to start this one. I don’t understand it.”
“We just did one like this, though. It’s just the imaginary number all over again.”
Xina groaned and slumped in her chair while Miguel just turned back to his on work.
GymRat!Miguel who peers up from his computer to watch you work. You eyebrows pinch as your wrist moves across the large sketchpad in front of you. Your hand is moving fast and you’re so focused. Miguel hasn’t seen you like this before. In your element.
He leans his head on his hand, cheek squished and staring at you like he’s never seen you, like you were something to be admired.
You were pretty today, a sweater with some cartoon on it and some jeans that flared out at the bottom. Your bunny necklace was dangling around your neck and your glasses were falling down your nose.
You push them back and a smudge of charcoal from moving Miles’ artwork gets on your cheek.
“Stare at her any harder and she might grow something freaky,” Miles whispers.
Miguel falters and grabs a napkin, leaning to wipe your cheek, “She has something on her face.”
GymRat!Miguel who tries to be even more discreet as he watches you fill up the page. It’s mesmerizing seeing what you come up with.
He’ll type a little bit then look at your sketches, he’ll click a few links then look at your face. Sometimes, you would catch him looking and smile at resulting in his heart picking up.
Occasionally, Miles would ask your opinion on something and you would give him pointers, the two of you discussing something about focal points and rule of threes.
Miguel just wanted to put his stuff up and listen to you all day.
“What are you working on?” Xina asks, her voice breaking the silence. She’s staring directly at your drawings, fingers tapping against her notebook.
You perk up and flip your pad around, “It’s some ideas for one of our bigger projects! The theme is reinventing a classic, so I’m thinking something like a spin on Lady Godiva with a haunted theme and darker palette. Or The Fallen Angel with a bird’s eye perspective of him on the ground.”
You took a breath and flipped the page, “And then there’s The Kiss which I wanted to actually do a glaze to really give it that ‘mosaic’ look.”
Miguel leaned in with Xina to take a closer look.
The sketch was exceptional to say the least. Miguel wasn’t too sure how the original painting looked, but your drawing detailed a woman wrapped in these angular, moving shapes. Her face was angled up and a far-off look adorned her features. To her right sat a man whose lips were on her neck and his attention solely on her.
It was soft, yet strong. How you managed to put so much intimacy onto a single page was beyond him.
The feeling of it was familiar and when he looked up at you, he knew.
Miguel opens his mouth, “It’s..”
“Boring.”
“Beautiful.”
He turns to Xina with a frown on his face as she flips back to the front page.
“I mean, I think one of the other two is better, you know? More of a twist on the originals. The last one feels safe.”
The table is quiet as Xina’s comment marinates. She’s flipping further into your book and Miguel promptly snatches it from her and closes it a bit harder than he needs to. Miles shifts in his seat, chewing on the straw of his drink.
“Can you explain why it feels safe to you?” your fingers pick at a nail.
She looks up, “Well, don’t you want to stand out? Out of the others, I don’t think this one is that unique.”
“The point isn’t to stand out,” Miles chimes in. “The assignment is about remixing a classic and all three of these do that pretty well.”
Your smile is small, “Thanks, Miles.”
“So which one do you think is better?” Xina asks.
“The last one,” both Miles and Miguel say.
“It carries the emotion of the original while also bringing more focus to couple rather than the abstracted cloth. You can see the love between them in a way that the original doesn’t have and it’s not even painted yet,” Miles talks with ease. “But! That’s just my opinion.”
“I think it’s powerful,” Miguel hums. “You should go with that one.”
You nod, thumbing over the corner of the pages.
GymRat!Miguel who watches Miles nearly fly out of the cafe.
Something about catching the bus to go see a friend perform.
“Poor thing,” you mumble. “He didn’t even buy the tickets yet.”
GymRat!Miguel who can almost see the stress coming off of you in waves the later it gets in the evening.
“Are you alright?” Miguel places his hand over yours.
“Yeah, I think I need a nap.”
“Need me to drive you back?”
“No, it’s fine. You need to drive Xina back.” You start to pack up. “I brought my car anyways.”
Miguel follows your movements, hands putting his laptop up as well.
He hurries to pull your chair out and you thank him with a quiet voice. He follows you from the table to the door to your car. The scene is almost comical the way he’s in your peripheral.
“Will I see you again soon?” Miguel leans on the hood of your car, body practically falling onto you in the driver’s seat. “We gotta set up a date.”
“I’ll see what I can do, baby,” you rub his face and kiss the kicked-puppy look off of his face. “I’ll text you once I get back.”
“Please.”
GymRat!Miguel who throws his backpack in the backseat and slumps over the wheel once he’s certain your car was down the road.
“What now?” Xina patted Miguel’s back. “You miss her again?”
Miguel just dug his head onto the horn, the effect alerting anyone within 50ft radius.
“Ok, ok,” Xina yanked him up by his shoulders only for him to drop back down again. She sighs and grabs the back of his head with a slight yank to his hair.
Miguel swats her hand away with a grit to his teeth and a pinch to his brows.
Xina only holds her hands up with a grin lining her lips, “Calm down.”
“You’re really annoying me today.”
Xina drops her hands and her smile falters. Miguel straightens up with an apology on the roof of his mouth before Xina picks back up with joy.
“What I think you need is an awesome rager for your birthday.”
“No.”
“Why not? It could be fun!”
“I’m all partied out until next year.”
“Not even with your friends? People from your department? A couple of classmates? The robo nerds?”
“That’s robo rockstars to you.”
Xina laughed and buckled her seatbelt.
“I think it could be great, seriously. We’re doing it.”
Miguel only groaned and turned on the ignition.
GymRat!Miguel who wanted to use his Sunday for relaxation, a cheat day, maybe a game or two with Gabriel, Peter, and Winston.
Instead, he’s lying on his bed listening to Xina rant about one of her roommates using the sink as a trash can.
“Like we have a ridiculously expensive trash can that’s less than a foot away from the sink. It’s a simple spin and drop.”
“Ok, I get this is really gross, but don’t you have other friends you could bother?”
Xina pauses, and points her finger at him, “Hey, I’m here to help you out. If I wasn’t here, who knows how down in the dumps you’d be.”
“This isn’t helping me.”
GymRat!Miguel who answers his phone while Xina has managed to pull Peter into a game of Overcooked on his Switch.
“Hey, Ma.”
“Miguel! How do I connect your father’s computer to the TV? He found a movie that we could watch but the screen is so small.”
“He found a movie but can’t connect cords?”
“Just answer the question, mijo.”
Miguel sits up, prepared to spend at least forty minutes trying to explain what an HDMI cord is.
“Yeah.”
Xina gasps, pauses the game leaving a displeased Peter, and hops into the corner of Miguel’s phone.
“Hi, Mrs. O’Hara!”
“Hola, mi dulce niña! Hace mucho que no te veo. ¿Que tal te ha ido?“ (Hello, my sweet girl! I haven’t seen you in a long time. How have you been?)
“Más o menos, pero me alegro de verte.” (So-so, but I’m happy to see you.)
“No, Xina! ¿Qué tienes?” (What’s wrong?)
Miguel just plopped the device in Xina’s hand, “I like how you both started a conversation on my phone.”
“We’ve got important things to discuss,” Xina waved him off while she and his mother continued to fawn over each other.
Miguel just slid off the bed and joined Peter.
GymRat!Miguel who doesn’t get his phone back until curfew hours are around the corner.
Xina and his mom discussed everything from reality TV to recipes to her time up north. Xina left happier than when she came in which Miguel didn’t mind. He just wished he could have had the room to himself.
GymRat!Miguel who doesn’t see your message until he’s about to go to sleep.
“Baby”
“Let’s do something together on your bday”
Miguel unpeeled his eyes and typed swiftly.
“YES”
“YEESSSS”
“Best birthday ever already”
“Someone’s excited”
“I haven’t even said what we’re doing yet”
“What are we doing”
“Tell me please”
“Pleasepleasepleaseplease”
“Mmm”
“No”
“It’s a secret 🙂‍↔️”
“I can wait”
“That you are”
“Sometimes”
“😗”
“But mi luz I think Xina is trying to plan something too”
“Oh”
“Should we raincheck then?”
“NOOOOOO!”
“I can do both”
“I’ll literally split myself in two”
“You don’t have to choose”
“My gift is small”
“I want you to have fun on your special day”
“Can you come to the party?”
“I don’t want to miss it but I’ll have to see”
“If anything it’ll be much later”
“As long as I get to see you I’ll be happy”
“Good night bebé”
“Night!”
"Love you"
“Love you more"
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cosmica-galaxy ¡ 7 days ago
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you know how would cookies react to the whole process of being pregnant. The growing baby sending craving and visible moving about sometimes by the end along with the painful way of getting them out. How they can't even hold there necks up for the first few months so if you hold them wrong it will just snap down and likely kill them. i bet they would be glad that cookies don't have to deal with that
+PREGNANCY MENTION AHEAD!!+
I think most cookies would be internally horrified, and honestly VERY intrigued, if they found out that the giant is going to give birth to a new witch. This causes such a stir in Earthbread that it spreads from one end of Crispia to the other, and even spreads to Beast-Yeast from across the licorice sea. Cookies gossip, spread rumors, and show various levels of curiosity and interest at the human who is carrying an unborn witch. What are baby witches like? What are they capable of? No witch has ever been recorded so young before! Despite all the sudden attention the Cookie Kingdom has garnered, the Gingerbrave group and Ancients do their best to help you and respect your privacy. Pure Vanilla becomes your regular check up doctor and he gets to witness first-hand how your abdomen swells slowly over time and how it even...moves from time to time. It's disturbing to a certain degree to understand that witches literally grow other witches inside of their own bodies. This must be why studying witches is so difficult or why it's such a mystery to how witches come into existence themselves. The human just has to put up with the attention from very curious cookies and also has to deal with all the things that come with pregnancy. That includes cravings, mood swings, body pains, soreness, and getting the young ones room put together in time for their birth.
At first, the pregnancy was fine, until later on in the trimester in which the human stays off the battlefield and begins residing in their dwelling nearly all the time. Their belly very bloated and the human laboriously trying to keep comfortable and limits visits to only the Gingerbrave group and Ancients, as well as medical cookies, because of how close the due date was now. Then, the big day arrives. The human is struggling to deliver the baby comfortably, and the cookies honestly aren't much help, so they instead had the entrance closed and decided to perform the birthing in private. The cookies, while on the outside, are worried sick as they hear pained cries coming from inside of the sealed dwelling. This went on for hours...and then there was silence. The cookies pace out in front of the dwelling in mounting worry and about two days pass before the entrance is suddenly opened again. The human is there, looking beyond exhausted, but welcomes the cookies back into their dwelling. Then, the cookies finally meet the new arrival after the human settles down in their den filled with pillows, blankets, and lots of stuffed toys. In a bundled wrap laying next to them, is the baby witch. The cookies all gather around to look at the infant and the human could only be thankful that they managed to survive and deliver a healthy young one into the world. News spreads fast about the new witch being finally born and lots of kingdoms come to give gifts, look at the witch family, and to say their congratulations. Hopefully the Cookie Kingdom was ready for two larger companions!
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willieverseetheland ¡ 1 year ago
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jingle bells.
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spencer reid x fem!reader summary: spencer gets a little too tipsy at the office christmas party.
WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, language, spencer being a dork
fluff, mutual pining, friends to lovers
I know christmas has been over, I just felt inspired.
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You've always loved Christmas. It wasn't the holiday itself; it was how it brought people together. Everything just feels so cozy and bright. So when Penelope asked you to help her decorate for the party, you were more than happy to do so.
Although your job can be very depressing at times, the office environment is truly amazing. Everyone is so kind. You couldn't ask for better coworkers. However, there's one fellow profiler you've grown rather close with these past few months.
Spencer Reid was one of the first people you became friends with at the BAU, other than Penelope of course. He's such a good friend, and always seems to be genuinely interested in what you have to say. He notices the little things, like when you were always complaining about your feet being cold, so he bought you fuzzy socks. Or when he overheard you talking to Emily about how badly you wanted this decorative plate set for your new apartment, and he got it for you for your birthday. He's truly the best friend a girl could ever ask for. But recently you've been wondering if it's only platonic love that you feel. Could it be more than friendship? You find yourself putting extra effort into your appearance, but you just chalk it up to wanting to better yourself. You have also noticed how when you shop, you choose clothes you think he might like.
Sometimes you catch yourself wondering if he feels the same way. Does he lie in bed at night thinking of your voice and laughter the way you think of him? Does he get flustered when your knees brush together during debriefs? Does he get that fluttery feeling in his stomach when you lock eyes from across the room?
Now that you're thinking about it, you really fucking like him. You feel like a teenager with a schoolgirl crush. God, how could you let this happen? You know that co-worker relationships rarely work out. But you're an adult, you can be mature about it, right?
You snap out of your daydream and realize its already 6:00. The party starts in an hour, and you only have a quarter of what you need to do done.
"Hey Penelope, think we could get some Christmas music going? I work faster with music playing!"
"It's like you read my mind y/n!"
The sound of bells fills the room and suddenly you find yourself feeling very festive. You hear Penelope humming along.
You work quickly to get the last of the lights and tinsel strung up. You wish it could look like this year-round. You check your watch. 6:53. Everyone should be arriving soon.
You hear the elevator ding and see Derek walk out with a plate full of what is most definitely store-bought cookies.
"Wow, you ladies really outdid yourselves."
"Hello Derek and thank you" you smile.
People begin to arrive one-by-one. Emily, JJ, Hotch, and Rossi. Everyone says their hellos and get settled. Some make their way to the booze faster than others.
It's 7:25 and Spencer isn't here yet. You feel a pit begin to form in your stomach. You were really hoping to see him tonight. You decide to grab yourself a drink and socialize, take your mind off of him. He'll show up eventually, right?
"Y/N! Hey! Where's your other half?" Emily chuckles and raises her eyebrows. You can tell she snuck a few shots in the elevator.
"I assume you mean Spencer. Not sure actually." So much taking your mind off of him. And what did she mean by other half? It's not that obvious right?
You scan the room, hoping to see Spencer, but you don't. However, you do catch Rossi getting rather comfortable with new forensic photographer.
You finish your drink and wander off to get another. Looking at your watch you see that it's 7:47. You're starting to feel a little hopeless. But right as you turn to rejoin the party, you see him. Those big brown eyes and fluffy hair.
"Hey Y/N, sorry I'm late. I had to go pick up some last-minute gifts."
Weight falls off of your shoulders at the sound of his voice. You feel overwhelming relief now that he's here. You had spent the last hour, or at least what felt like an hour, with your jaw clenched and a heavy feeling in your stomach. You hate feeling this way. You know you need to talk to him, but you don't want to screw up a good thing.
"It's alright Spence, I'm just glad you're here now." You give him a warm smile and place your hand on his shoulder.
He gives you his classic dorky smile in return, and you feel those all too familiar butterflies swell in your stomach.
As the night goes on, the wine flows and sounds of laughter fills the room. You stay by Spencer's side practically the whole night. Now you understand what Emily meant. You notice he's had quite a bit to drink. Definitely not more than Rossi, but more than usual. You feel like he's being more playful and affectionate as well. But you assume it's just the alcohol. You desperately hope he's flirting, but you don't want to look too far into it.
Your thoughts quickly dissolve into the air as the room goes silent and Rossi's rather loud voice announces it's time to exchange gifts. You give out your gifts and accept the ones given to you. You receive a cinnamon roll scented candle from Emily, a pair of heart shaped earrings from Penelope, a fuzzy blanket from JJ, and various trinkets and gadgets from others. Spencer hands you a slender box wrapped in shiny blue snowflaked wrapping paper.
"I wonder what this could be." You raise your eyebrow playfully and give a small laugh.
You carefully tear off the wrapping paper and open the box. Inside is a necklace with small heart shaped locket.
"Go ahead, open the locket." he has a drunken grin, and his eyes are eager.
You open the locket and inside is a picture of you and Spencer from your birthday. You feel a warmth spread over your face and you can't help but smile.
"Oh my god Spencer, this is- thank you so much, really." You pull him into a tight embrace. Relishing in the feeling of his arms around you for just a moment. You pull away, smile faltering slightly.
"Would you walk with me? Outside? It's really warm in here." His eyes are glassy and his cheeks are a rosy pink. His drinks have definitely caught up with him now. No wonder he feels warm.
"Of course, are you feeling okay?" you ask with sincerity.
"Yeah, there's just a lot of noise. Just need some fresh air s'all."
You two slip out into the crisp, December night. The sky's clear so you can see the stars. Your breath creates mini clouds in the night air.
You look over at Spencer and wonder what's going on inside that brilliant brain of his. You've always been so fascinated by the way he thinks.
"You look so beautiful right now. I-I mean you always do, but in this moment you..." his voice trails off like he has more to say, but doesn't know if he should say it.
"You don't look too bad yourself." You let out a quiet laugh.
You can hear carolers singing jingle bells in the distance.
You glance up at him and see that he's looking at you. His eyes reflect the full moon. There's a sadness in his eyes but also an admiring, soft expression.
"y/n."
"Yeah, Spencer?" You place your hand on his forearm. His mouth opens and closes slightly like he doesn't know if he should say what he's about to say.
"I love you. I'm in love with you, y/n." his voice is soft and trembling ever so slightly. His eyes jump across your face, searching for a reaction.
You feel like your brain might short circuit. You're overwhelmed with emotion. You feel a sting as your eyes prick up with tears.
"Spencer, I don't know what to say." You see his smile fade and fear that may have been poor choice of words.
You decide maybe words won't do how you feel justice.
You step closer to him, placing your right hand on his cheek and the left just below his jaw. You breathe in deeply and pull his face to yours. You place a soft kiss on his lips. He then grabs the sides of your face deepening the kiss. You feel heat creeping up your neck, and the whole world feels as though it's melting away.
You pull away, catching your breath. He looks starstruck, like he can't believe what just happened. And honestly, you can't either. You almost want to ask him to pinch you.
"I love you too, Dr. Spencer Reid."
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fallendev0tionvn ¡ 19 days ago
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Was thinking about Clive's dad cause damn it's heartbreaking. Think you could tell us a bit more of their relationship before Clive's death? Some father son bonding type stuff
Also, thanks to you I actually got interested in reading about Nietzsche and got a few extra points in my exam (one of my classes has a segment of philosophy) so thank u very much for that ajsjaja
Can’t wait for future updates!! Lots of love! ❤️❤️
I'M SO GLAD!! good luck with your classes!🫶
Julian had to travel a lot for work, so they didn't see each other often, but he always tried to call or facetime Clive so they'd have meals together.
When he was home:
- Remember when I mentioned Clive having nightmares about being too physically weak to protect you, or being stuck behind a heavy door he couldn't push open to reach you? He went straight to Julian for help. They started working out together, Julian taught him everything he knew. I can just picture him filled with pride when Clive managed his first handstand.
- On his days off, he'd try painting with Clive. They'd do portraits of each other, but Julian's portrait of Clive ended up like that hyperpigmentation video everytime💀.
- Since Clive isn't comfortable going to therapy after his last experience, Julian did his best to listen and teach him what he knew. The grounding exercise Clive made you do in the demo? he learned that from Julian.
- Julian used be a heavy smoker, when he found out Clive disliked the smell of cigarettes, he quit for him. After Clive died, he smoked an entire pack in one day.
- He also avoided dating. Clive's main source of trauma came from his mother, and Julian didn't want to introduce a "mother figure" into his life when he clearly wasn't ready for it.
- Julian is SO protective, like he would actually kill for his son. If he ever finds out what really happened the day of the accident? Fuck the law, fuck everything, he's hunting them down.
- He might not have been physically present as much as he wanted, but he tried to be there for Clive emotionally. Even when Clive kept his distance, he understood. He'd do anything to go back and be there for him more.
- Spoiled him money wise, from gifts to literally letting him get an apartment at 19, that's where he lives now🏃‍♀️.
- Taught him how to cook.
- "Beautiful boy" is his song, describes him perfectly.
- Being a foster kid too but never getting adopted didn't give him the chance to feel what parental love was like. That's why he tries so hard with Clive- and why he keeps blaming himself.
- Clive still checks up on him from a distance to make sure he's safe, he's too scared to actually show up like "uhm, so actually I came back like jesus, msorry.."
(Mine went to buy milk so I have no idea if I made him TOO nice, JOKE💔).
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For the Love of Money || Chapter 1
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Warnings: No additional warnings.
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You had it all. Everything a person your age could want. Generational wealth definitely helped with it. Your parents' company was one of the most-known and most respected in the country. And that meant a lot of money, which, in your case, translated into an amazing childhood.
You saw something you liked? Yours.
A toy you could die for? Paid for.
Enough ice cream and candy to give you a brain-freeze mixed with diabetes? Every day.
Nobody could catch you wearing anything that was not premium, designer clothing. Tailored suits of highest quality were filling up your closet right next to a jewelry drawer where you had kept multiple analog watches since your teenage years.
Traveling was not foreign to you. From surfing, to skiing, to climbing in different parts of the world, you enjoyed all activities multiple times a year.
Unlimited funds were something familiar to you very early on in life as you obtained a credit card already at 15. At 18, there were weekly checks with thousands of dollars coming into your personal bank account. And you did not refrain from spending them on whatever your heart desired.
You could say your life was stress-free, for the most part, thanks to your family name. It definitely made things easier in society. It also made things harder as your parents did not approve of your party-lifestyle. As they liked to say 'our every move is watched for an article'.
And boy, did you give the magazines more than enough to work with.
When you started attending the university, small things here and there were frowned upon in the environment of your status. And well, your parents, especially your father, were not too happy with it. But it did not stop you from letting out your wild behavior further in the last few years.
Did you regret it? Not really. However, the regret could be knocking on your door soon. The last year of your master's degree brought a sad realization that the status you held and your family had been up-keeping came with standards. You had a choice to meet them or possibly lose the benefits your last name gave you.
And you would do anything to keep that life.
Well, luck seemed to be in your favor when you stared at a flier. A smile spreading on your lips as a plan began forming in your head.
Wanda Maximoff.
Your offer would blow her away. After all, it was not hard to beat 80$ for an hour of a tutoring session.
It seemed like your life would be going back on its path very quickly. Ripping the piece of paper off of the information board, you walked around the campus in the search of a certain someone.
It did not take you long when you finally found her at the library. No amount of books and papers she was engrossed in could stop you from approaching right now. You had a deal of life to make.
"Hey there, Angel." The words left your smiling mouth as you slid into a chair opposite from the girl.
Her brunette hair was covering a side of her face while it was tilted down, focused on the material in front of her. There was no reply besides how her hand stopped clicking a pen against the desk. It took another second before she slowly lifted her gaze to you with her lips pressed tightly together.
A slight confusion settled in you when her eyes wandered back down to the papers in silence. Your eyebrow raised, curiosity spiking in you as your upper body leaned more on the wooden surface.
Your lips parted to speak again. "Do not call me an angel." Her firm but calm voice cut through the air before you could utter out a word.
Feisty. That was going to get interesting very fast. She might not have known yet, but you were not one to let go easily.
"Well." You swore you could hear a sigh as words passed your lips again. "You fell into my hands like a miracle from the sky." Waving a flier like a small flag, your mouth curled into a cheeky smile.
Her eyes lifted again, annoyance swirling in them as they glued themselves to the item in your hand. In the next second, her entire demeanor switched when she mimicked your position, upper body leaning forward and on her arms. A huge, close-mouthed smile spread across her face.
"Oh, really?" The sweetness in her tone felt off as she blinked at you. "I think I forgot to add something to it." Her hand swiftly grabbed the flier before she scribbled something on it, leaving you confused. When she was done, she slammed the thing down right in front of you. "There you go, Angel."
Your brows furrowed as she scrunched up her nose at you before going back to her papers. This was definitely not going how you imagined. Especially, not with how she said the nickname. Nonetheless, you took the flier to see what she put on it.
'Spoiled, rich assholes excluded'
Your jaw almost dropped to the floor when you read it. You felt strongly offended while staring at the words. Were you rich? Sure. But not an asshole. At least, you didn't think so.
Either way, you clearly underestimated who you were dealing with. Not the best day for your charms to take vacation.
"Okay." Your pitch increased at the end. "I see you are not my biggest fan."
"Good job." Her voice was void of emotion as she did not spare you a single glance. Her hand took out a paper from under the stack and started writing. "I see you're not as dense as I thought."
The previous insult went to the back of your head as a smirk slowly made its way on your face. Crossing your arms on the desk, your head leaned lower as if to meet her eyes from below.
"Oh, you thought about me?"
Her piercing green eyes snapped to yours, the smirk only widening as you felt like you got her.
She raised her head before slowly smiling. "Just like everyone else, sometimes I have nightmares." Her nose scrunched up again after she whispered the words.
Well, that was not what you expected. Maybe you should have after the little note she had scribbled on the flier.
The shock shot through your body as she went back to her books without another word while your entire face dropped.
There was not a single reason for her behavior towards you that you could come up with. People loved you. You were the life of the party. Guys would always want to be your friend, girls would always throw themselves at you.
You had a hard time understanding why this one was making it so difficult. Why she was completely opposite from everyone else.
"Alright, you're funny, you like jokes." Laughing it off, you pointed loosely at the girl while straightening your body.
"I was not joking." She said seriously, looking straight into your eyes.
There was nothing you could reply with, so instead, you cleared your throat and decided to pretend like she never said anything.
A great idea.
"Well, guess what-"
"I don't wanna guess either." Her sentence quickly cut you off.
"What about you being my girlfriend?" But you kept saying what you wanted to say, not caring about her comment.
Your arms spread, teeth trapping your bottom lip, and body leaning backwards on the chair like you just said the smartest thing the world had the luck to hear.
The brunette's mouth parted, eyes froze open while scanning your face. She seemed shocked, but not in a good way. She looked at you like you were crazy.
"Is that how you hit on everyone?" Concern shone through her tone as she squinted her eye.
"Okay!" Your loud voice cut her off this time, earning attention from others.
"Danvers! This is a library, not a club, quiet yourself down." And a particular person that was a very serious person with a very sharp voice.
"Will do, Ms. Atkinson." Your cheerful reply made Wanda snort in amusement while the librarian stared at you in suspicion for a second longer.
When she finally looked away, you dropped the smile and focused back on the girl.
"Listen, I did not come here for your tutoring."
"No?" Her feign confusion instilled some irritation within the deepest parts of your soul.
Taking a deep breath, you let it out through your nose. "I have an offer for you." Your hands folded on the desk. It seemed to intrigue the girl as she did not retort with any smart-ass comment. "You will date me and I will give you money."
Her eyes almost fell out of the sockets when her brain processed what you said. And then, she laughed. Her hand covered her mouth to stop her from being loud. But just as quickly, she calmed down and looked at you seriously.
"There is no money in this world that would make me date you." Her head shook lightly while she batted her eyelashes.
"Really?" Your eyebrow raised as you let her know she did not convince you. "Because to me it looks like you are in quite of a need for money."
Her eyes hardened instantly, but you did not react. You, in fact, smiled contently.
"Yeah? And why would you think that?" She mimicked your grin, but her attempts at playing it off did not work on you.
"80$ per hour?" You questioned unconvinced, tips of your fingers playing with the flier. "You could easily get a 100$, maybe more if you are good at what you're doing." Her jaw tightened as confidence started slowly vanishing from her face. "And something is telling me-" You paused, taking a long look at multiple books and research papers that surrounded her. "That you are."
She glared at you quickly as a huff passed her lips, her hair fell into her sight when she shook her head. "Maybe I'm just not a greedy asshole like others." Her smile was stiff this time, like she was restraining herself from saying something worse...or doing something worse. A part of you felt like she had a certain person in mind.
A chuckle sounded deep within your throat. "Or you're desperate." The simple sentence made her closed mouth move irritatedly, her annoyed gaze was burning holes in your face. She clearly did not like it. Clearly wanted to hurt you in some way for saying it. So, instead of playing around, you decided to finally give her the offer. "Look, you need money and I need someone my parents will fall in love with." Clicking your tongue, you picked up a pen and started playing with it before meeting her eyes again. "Forget the tutoring, I will give you 2500$ for every event you go with me to."
You could see the astonishment taking over her entire face before she quickly composed herself. She stayed silent for a while, her teeth biting into the inside of her cheeks as she took her time to think. You waited patiently, feeling like you were finally getting an upper hand in the situation. You needed it.
This plan was great and all that was preventing it from happening was Wanda Maximoff and her hesitation.
If she declined, you would have to start all over again, and you did not have another idea. That flier was literally a miracle you stumbled upon. Wanda Maximoff, an all-A student, charging just 80$. She needed this as much as you.
You could not afford losing this deal.
She was perfect for the job. You did not know her almost at all, but you shared one class, you knew she was always on time, always knew the answer, always replied with politeness, always serious and mature. Everything your parents ever wanted for you, and from you. She had to agree.
There would not be another chance like this.
"We are not going to be a lovey-dovey couple full-time, we will just have to pretend for the events my family attends-"
"Fine!" She let out finally. Her eyes fell closed like she was already regretting her decision.
You could not contain the joy that was currently spreading through your body. She took it. Your perfect plan. Your life was about to get easier very soon again thanks to this.
"No money in the world, huh?" And you still had time to tease the girl while flashing her a cocky smirk.
Breathing out deeply, her nostrils flared, and her eyes stared at you so intensely they could pierce your skull. "Shut up, Danvers." She sounded like she was already done with you. But in a great you-fashion, it fell past your ears. There was nothing that could ruin your good mood right now. "So, how is it going to work?"
"Give me your number and I will shoot you a text whenever something comes up." The explanation was easy and clear.
At least to you.
"I don't have forever to be on-call for you." Her eyes rolled in frustration, hand tapping the pen against the desk again.
Your mouth slowly opened, teeth running over your upper teeth, and eyes squinting as you sensed great urgency in her words.
"So, you are desperate." You decided it was enough of teasing when she tilted her head at you. You were nice like that. "Don't worry, there are more events a month my family attends than books in this building."
Her face went blank at you, telling you she did not appreciate the joke. But, she nodded in agreement, taking out a sticky note and writing on it.
"Here." She handed it to you with slight reluctance. "And I swear, if I open the messages to any dick picks..." She squinted her eyes and face in disgust that held a clear warning as she trailed off, leaving the possibilities open to any kind of revenge if you dared to do anything inappropriate.
"No promises!" Your cheerful voice did not amuse her as you stood up from your seat, dropping the pen on the desk. Folding the sticky note and putting it in your back pocket, you looked at her again. The hard glare you were met with instilled a funny feeling in your chest that you were not a fan of. "Fine! Fine! I promise I won't, better?"
Sometimes it was so hard to be the funniest person in the crowd. Her eyes rolled at you and without another word, she went back to her books, ignoring your presence.
"See you soon, Maxi." It was impossible to miss her bewildered look at the nickname, but you did not care anymore. You got what you wanted and it was time to go live your life stress-free again.
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The door slammed shut as a tired exhale passed her lips. Leaning her back against the door, she closed her eyes to take a moment.
Oh, how she hated you. How she hated everything you did. How she hated your cockiness that most people liked to mistake for confidence.
You never seemed to be inconvenienced, always had it easy. She hated it. The way everything was handed to you on a silver platter while everyone else had to be working their ass off to get at least a little bit close to where you were without putting in any effort.
It was how you cared only about material things that she could not stand about you. The way you treated money and people around you. How you would use your last name to get whatever you wanted.
And every single damn time it had worked.
She despised you with all her being.
And somehow, she took the offer. It was unfortunate it came from you, it would be so much easier if it were anyone else. But no, it had to be you, the bane of her existence. Everything she disliked bundled up in one person.
The hard part was understanding how you managed to make her agree to your stupid deal. She meant it when she said no money could make her be with you. She could never be with someone like you. The personality you possessed was disgusting to her.
But she struggled, she gave in because she was desperate. You were right about it and it made her hate you more.
She wished she could just-
"Wanda? Honey?" A feminine voice made her eyes snap open as her hands laid flat on the door behind her. "Are you back?" Confusion was laced in the tone before a familiar face emerged from the kitchen. Eyebrows furrowed as a tea towel in her hands was rubbed on her skin, drying it off. "Are you alright, sweetie?"
Wanda could not help the smile that spread across her face at the question. She was back in a good place instead of the hell of thoughts filled with you. "Hi, Mom." The girl's soft voice calmed down the other woman. "I'm okay, just—I had a long day."
Iryna's face immediately turned soft with a small pout on her lips. "Oh, my poor child." Wanda's heart warmed upon hearing the words. The older woman's arms spread before she embraced her daughter, causing the brunette to melt into her. "If somebody is giving you a hard time, I will deal with them, Darling."
Wanda could not stop herself from snorting. This reminded her why she loved being home.
"Thank you, Mom." Her arms circled Iryna, bringing herself closer like she wanted to sink into the other woman's body.
There was always comfort and understanding. Her head was at peace here.
“Gah!” Both women jumped up in fear with their hands flying to their hearts. Wanda’s eyes widened when a loud scream echoed around her ears with a pair of hands gripping her shoulders.
Dickhead.
She thought when a laugh grumbled from behind her. Her stupid ass of a brother. Taking a deep breath, she closed her eyes to compose herself. Her shoulders raised before dropping as she exhaled loudly.
“You’re a child, Pietro.” Gritting her teeth, she turned her head over her shoulder just enough to glare at him.
Their mother was still in shock, blinking rapidly and trying to calm down while the older twin just kept chuckling in amusement, holding his hand over his stomach. “You should’ve seen yourself!” His cackles started getting on the brunette’s nerves very quickly.
She was not in the mood for his shenanigans right now. “You will wish not to see yourself when I’m done with you!” The low threat was immediately followed by a lunge in his direction.
“Mom!” He screamed in fear this time, jumping backwards and dodging Wanda’s hands just in time, waiting for the older woman to intervene.
But she only glared at him in annoyance. At least he would not get help for being a nuisance.
As Wanda tried to get to him, she was stopped by arms wrapping around her waist before she found herself in the air.
“You’re gonna regret it, Pietro!” She yelled at her twin, her Sokovian accent slipping in heavily. She was pointing angrily as her feet touched the ground again.
His childish behavior resumed when the distance between them was big enough, sticking out his tongue at the woman. Her eyes widened before squinting, her head slowly tilted to the side with stiff lips.
“Ah!” His high-pitched scream escaped his mouth as Wanda took a step forward, but did not try to get to him.
“Okay, that’s enough, kids.” Another voice said, their open hand still hanging in front of the brunette to stop her from lunging at her brother again.
“I haven’t even started.” A devilish smirk spread across Wanda’s face, her arms crossing over her chest as she jutted her hip out.
Pietro’s mouth moved in silence, mocking his sister and making her do the same to him. Their heads were leaning towards each other despite the distance.
She could be sassy when she wanted to. Most people’s mistake was underestimating her in this regard.
“And you won’t continue.” The soft, but stern voice spoke again, looking right at the brunette.
She did not like it. Not that she would do anything to her brother. She loved him, even tho he could be an absolute pain in her ass.
Her upper teeth moved along the bottom ones as her eyes slowly went up, meeting the taller man’s gaze.
“Fine.” Her eyes rolled in annoyance, moving away from him and huffing.
“Ha!” Pietro’s triumphant cheer earned everyone’s attention, causing his sister to look at him like he was insane.
“And you will stop scaring your sister.” The man said seriously, turning to his son.
The silver-haired twin gasped in offense. “But-”
“No buts.” The words were slow and firm again.
This way he had a chance to understand.
“Dad-” He tried again but his father’s face stopped him from further talking.
“Maybe you have to repeat it slower.” Wanda teased, her voice dragging out the last word as she stared at her brother in amusement.
At least she won to some extent.
“I understand English, little sister.” He walked into a trap with this one, because Wanda’s lips were already widening into a smirk as a quick remark appeared in her head.
“Yeah, but you are not the fastest to grasp information.” Both their parents looked at each other when the silver-haired twin gasped once more. “Maybe you should stick to running.”
“Alright, alright.” Their father tried to break their little bickering match, spreading his arms towards both. “I swear it feels like having teenagers all over again.” Both twins snapped their eyes upon hearing the mumble, faces scrunching up in disagreement. “Your mother needs help with getting the dinner ready. Romanoffs are coming over tonight.”
Oh, that was right. She almost forgot about it after everything that had happened today.
“Oh, can we have paprikash?” She knew they could. It was her favorite dish. Of course, they would have it.
“Is that even a question?” Her mother replied with a teasing smile, making her daughter breathe out a laugh.
“And we two will go to the store. There are a few things we still need for other meals.” Olek informed both of his kids, throwing the car keys in Pietro’s direction. “You drive, I am too old for this.”
He was not. He just hated driving. Ever since his kids had gotten a driver’s license, he would find ways to be a passenger princess as he liked to call himself jokingly.
Pietro’s eyes rolled but a small smile crept up on his mouth before following his father and shutting the door behind him.
“Let’s go, Darling, we still need to figure out what to make for dessert.” The excitement in Iryna’s voice and a squeal she let out made Wanda shake her head with a grin as she followed her mother into the kitchen.
Her mother loved sweets. She was an excellent baker and cook, everyone loved it. Every other Friday Maximoffs’ would host a dinner and invite Romanoffs, their neighbors.
But neighbors was an understatement. Iryna and Melina had been great friends ever since their early teens, and later, Melina’s daughters had become best friends with Wanda and Pietro.
Their fathers had bonded over beer, grilling, and woodwork the more they had spoken, becoming close friends as well.
It all felt like one big family.
She threw her car keys and a bag on the table before turning around and opening the fridge. “Hm.” She pondered, trying to figure out what would be the best choice. She closed the door while turning to her mom. “What about Muraveinik?” Iryna was flipping pages in her own recipe book, but she stopped upon hearing the suggestion. “It’s Lena’s favorite. We can also make prjaniki, everyone likes those.” Wanda raised one of her shoulders while speaking.
“That is a good idea. We can make a bunch of them.” The older woman immediately started looking for the recipe to make sure she had everything. She nibbled on the tip of her finger as her eyebrows furrowed. “We don’t have walnuts. Could you tell your father to buy some? They were not on the list.”
“Right away.” The younger Sokovian let out in a sing-sang way, going up to her bag. She moved it to the chair and started rummaging through it in search of her phone.
It had to be in the deepest, farthest corner because her hand found nothing. Her head turned to the side as a tired sigh passed her lips.
And there it was. The document, lying on the table under a gray cover. Her hand froze as she stared at it, but she didn’t have to read it to know what it was.
An enormous bill.
She wouldn’t even know it existed if she had not caught a part of her parents’ conversation a week ago when she had come to visit like she had done every weekend.
Their bakery had been slammed with an additional fee of 10.000$. Apparently, it had been all because of the price raise for utilities and a new tax that, unfortunately, was preventing small businesses from being anything else but staying small.
That fee was a lot. They had no money to pay it off and selling the business was the only solution, but Wanda could not have let them do it. They’d had it ever since she’d been a little girl. There was no way in hell she would see them give up their life work away.
Her throat tightened at the thought. She swallowed dryly before going back to looking for her phone. It was in the side pocket as she came to find out soon after and without wasting more time, she sent a text to her father.
“Done.” She let her mother know. “They will get them.” A reply from her father came fast and the woman put her phone away.
But she could not put away the thought of that document. She needed the money. She had promised she would find a way to get it. That had been the only reason her parents had agreed, her determination. And also the fact that Wanda would rather tie them up than let them sell their dream away.
But she did not have a lot of time.
With your offer, all it would take were four events. As much as she hated you, she could do it. She would survive them to get the funds her family needed.
Only four events and she would be free of you.
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my best friend's dad | part 2
/N and Scarlett Styles are best friends in college. They share everything even their plans for Spring Break. They have a trip to Bahamas planned. Everything takes a turn when Scarlett is unable to fly, and Y/N is forced to coexist and interact with Scarlett's dad.
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warnings: smut
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Harry, determined to keep a respectful distance from Y/N after that morning’s perverted thoughts. He dressed in a freshly washed swimsuit and headed straight for his studio, a serene space filled with natural light and a calming view of the beach and pool below. The sound of waves crashing against the shore provided a soothing background as he settled in at his drawing table.
He immersed himself in his work, focusing intently on finalizing the layouts for the new building project. The creative process helped clear his mind, and he found solace in the familiar rhythm of sketching and planning. Occasionally, he glanced out onto the balcony, where he could see Y/N below, absorbed in her book.
She looked peaceful, the morning sun casting a soft glow around her. He noticed her occasionally reaching for a piece of fruit from a bowl beside her, her expression content as she turned the pages. Harry couldn't help but smile at the sight.
By midday, Harry had completed the layouts he set out to finish. He stretched his arms and stood up, feeling a sense of accomplishment. Glancing out at the balcony once more, he caught Y/N turning herself onto her chest and untying the top of her blue bikini. She slipped on the top and threw it beside the sunbed. She was topless and Harry tried to hold his composure.
“How is Bahamas?” Jeff, Harry closest friend asked as soon as he picked up the phone.
“It’s fine” Harry responded as he sat down and took off his reading glasses.
“It doesn’t sound like it. How is Scar?”
Harry sighed, knowing Jeff could read him like a book. "Scar's doing well," he admitted, leaning back in his chair and glancing out at the tranquil ocean view from his study. "But... there's something else."
"What's going on, mate?" Jeff's voice held concern.
Harry hesitated, unsure how to articulate the conflicting emotions he'd been grappling with since Y/N arrived. "It's Y/N," he finally confessed. "She's Scarlett's friend, and she's... she's a guest here."
Jeff remained silent, sensing there was more to Harry's unease.
"I find myself thinking about her more than I should," Harry admitted quietly. "She's smart , funny, and..." he trailed off, unable to find the right words to describe the attraction he felt.
"You've got it bad, haven't you?" Jeff said knowingly.
Harry chuckled ruefully. "It's complicated. She's much younger, and I shouldn't be thinking about her like this."
"Maybe it's just a crush," Jeff suggested gently. "It'll pass."
"I hope so," Harry murmured, running a hand through his hair. "I just need to focus on work and keep my distance."
"Or you could test the waters. What if she's also interested?" Jeff suggested, knowing that his friend always played it safe and never ventured into morally gray areas. He believed Harry needed to embrace life more, and perhaps Y/N was the catalyst he needed.
Harry sighed again, torn between Jeff's suggestion and his own reservations. The idea of pursuing something with Y/N was both exhilarating and unsettling. He valued Scarlett’s feelings and didn't want to jeopardize them or make things awkward between them.
"I don't know, Jeff," Harry finally replied, his voice tinged with uncertainty. "She's Scarlett's best friend, and there's an age difference..."
Jeff interrupted gently, "You can't control who you're attracted to."
Harry nodded slowly, considering Jeff's words. He knew his friend meant well and understood his perspective, but the thought of complicating things weighed heavily on his mind. He had always been cautious, preferring to maintain boundaries and avoid unnecessary risks.
"I just don't want to mess things up," Harry admitted quietly, his gaze drifting back to the view outside. The ocean shimmered under the afternoon sun, a peaceful contrast to the turmoil in his thoughts.
Jeff nodded understandingly. "I get it. Just see how things unfold. You'll figure it out."
As they ended the call, Harry leaned back in his chair once more, reflecting on their conversation. He knew he needed to tread carefully, balancing his growing feelings with his respect for Scarlett and Y/N’s feelings too. He just wasn’t sure if he just wanted to sleep with her or something else.
Harry hadn't been in a relationship for years. He had devoted his time to work, ensuring his daughter had a comfortable life. If he thought about it that way, he felt he deserved to have some fun. However, he still didn't know if Y/N felt the same way toward him.
A knock on the door interrupted his thoughts.
"Harry?" It was Y/N, holding a bowl of fruit. Her hair was wet but pulled back by her sunglasses. Harry noticed she was already getting a bit sunburned and looked tanner than she had just three days ago. "I just thought you might like a snack," she said sheepishly.
Harry smiled, touched by her thoughtfulness. "Thanks, Y/N. That's very kind of you," he said, standing up and walking over to her. He took the bowl of fruit from her and placed it on his desk.
"So, this is where the magic happens," she said with a grin, walking over to the drawing table.
"Yep, this is it," Harry replied, his heart racing slightly at her presence. "Come, take a look.”
He led her to the table, where his latest project was spread out. Y/N leaned in, her shoulder brushing against his as she examined the intricate designs. Harry could feel the warmth radiating from her skin, and he fought to keep his focus on the work in front of them.
“Oh! Look at that” she said, her voice full of genuine admiration. “The detail is breathtaking”.
"Thanks," Harry said, his eyes flicking to her face.
As Harry explained his vision for the project, he couldn't help but notice how close they were standing. The small studio felt even smaller with her beside him, and the tension between them was palpable. He tried to keep his voice steady, but the proximity was making it difficult.
At one point, Y/N reached out to touch a section of the blueprint, her fingers lightly grazing his hand. The contact sent a jolt of electricity through him, and he glanced up to find her watching him intently. The air seemed to thicken around them, and for a moment, the world outside the studio ceased to exist.
Harry cleared his throat, trying to dispel the growing tension. "So, um, that's the main living area," he said, pointing to the layout on the paper.
They stood there, the silence between them heavy with unspoken words. Harry's mind raced, torn between the desire to close the gap between them and the need to maintain the boundaries he'd set for himself. He could see the same conflict in Y/N's eyes, and it only intensified the pull he felt toward her.
Finally, Y/N broke the silence. "I should let you get back to work," she said, stepping back slightly, though her eyes lingered on his.
Harry nodded, his heart pounding in his chest. “I was thinking of taking a break and going for a swim. Do you want to come?”
She gave him a small, smile. “Yeah”.
They both made their way out of the studio and down the path towards the private beach. The sun was burning hot as it neared lunch hours, and the air was filled with the sounds of seagulls and the gentle lapping of the waves against the shore. The crew was starting to prepare the table for lunch, setting out plates and utensils under the shade of a large umbrella.
As they walked, the soft sand crunching beneath their feet, Harry stole glances at Y/N. She looked radiant in her bikini, her skin glowing under the sunlight. He felt a mixture of excitement and nervousness.
They waded into the water together, the cool waves lapping at their legs. Harry couldn't help but feel a rush of exhilaration as they moved deeper into the ocean, the water enveloping them in its refreshing embrace. The sun glinted off the surface, creating a dazzling display of light and color.
As they swam, Harry found himself drawn to Y/N, their laughter and playful splashes creating a sense of intimacy and connection. They floated on their backs, gazing up at the clear blue sky, the worries and tensions of the world seeming to melt away.
"I think my face is getting burned," Y/N said as she stood up near the shore, the water lapping at her waist. Harry swam over to her, concern in his eyes. He stood up beside her, leaning in to check on her more closely.
"Let me see," he said softly, his voice full of genuine concern. As he leaned closer, his eyes scanned her face and cheeks, which were definitely flushed from the sun. The close proximity made Y/N's heart race, but she couldn't help staring at his lips, her breath hitching slightly.
Harry noticed her gaze, and his heart pounded in response. He could see the nervous anticipation in her eyes, and it was all the confirmation he needed. Slowly, deliberately, he closed the gap between them, his eyes locking onto hers.
She swallowed hard, her pulse quickening. "Harry," she replied, her voice trembling slightly.
Taking a deep breath, Harry gently cupped her cheek with his hand, his thumb brushing lightly against her sun-kissed skin. The world seemed to stand still as he leaned in, his lips finally meeting hers in a tender, lingering kiss.
Y/N's eyes fluttered closed as she responded, her arms wrapping around his neck, pulling him closer. The kiss was soft and tentative at first, but quickly grew more passionate as they both gave in to the emotions they'd been holding back. The warm ocean water swirled around them, adding to the sense of intimacy and connection.
Harry's hands wrapped around her waist as the waves nudged them deeper into the water. With the sea current interrupting their kiss, Harry lifted her off the ground. Y/N instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist, holding on tightly.
Their lips met again with renewed passion, the sensation heightened by the cool water surrounding them. Harry's grip on her tightened, anchoring her against him as the waves swayed them gently. Y/N's fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, deepening the kiss.
Harry kisses her again but the softness if gone and now there is a sense of urgency. Y/N lips moved to his jaw and then to the side of his neck. Harry hand coming to grip her jaw to stop her.
“Are you sure?” He asked, not wanting to take advantage of her. She was younger and with less experience than him. The last thing he wanted to do was to pressure her into having sex. “I don’t want you to do something you don’t want”
“I want to” Harry didn’t question her any further. Perhaps because of his own selfish reasons. He untied her top and released her breasts, he tend to them, putting one of them in his mouth as his other hand massaged the other. He bit her softly, earning a whine from her.
“Harry” she moaned as she watched him devour her breasts. His hot mouth against her cold skin was a different sensation. Y/N was surprised that she had deliberately agreed to have sex at the beach, in the ocean. However, the desire was too intense to make it back to the house.
Y/N’s feet started pushing his swimming trunks off his body wanting to feel and see him.
“This is wrong” Harry said as he started to make his way out of the water and towards the shore with her still wrapped around him.
“So wrong” Y/N said as he laid her down on damp sand. Harry’s hand went to her sides and untied the sides of her bikini. Something had taken over him. He was ravenous for her.
“Spread your legs baby. Wider” His face was quickly buried between her legs.
“What if someone see us?” She asked though it quickly converted into a moan as Harry pressed his tongue on her, his nose brushing her clit. Harry hummed at the taste of her, she still tasted salty from the ocean water.
“Just like I imagined it” His finger drawing circles over her clit as he continued licking her and sucking her sensitive folds. “Don’t cum yet. I want to be in you when you do” he warned, his English accent raspier that usual.
“Then fuck me” Y/N begged, to which almost made Harry cum in his swimming trunks. It was such a stark contrast from who had arrived a few days ago. His hands frantically pulled down his swimming trunks. Harry’s head teased her entrance for a second before he sunk into her. He filled her up completely and for a second Y/N was worried that she wouldn’t be able to take it.
“God” She whined, throwing her head back, her hair getting covered with sand. Harry stayed still as he allowed her to adjust. He also needed a second at the newfound sensation.
“Fuck” he groaned as he pulled out of her and back into her. Her wet walls around him clenched up, as she looked at him drunken eyes. “You are so tight”.
She was overheated. The sun, the hot sand, and the way he looked at her as he pounded into her was too much. They were starting to get sticky. Harry hands gripped her hips, helping him to keep the constant pace.
“Cum f’me” he exhaled between thrusts as he felt her clench around him. Harry watched her come undone as she whimpered his name over and over again. Harry followed right after her before dropping right beside her.
Y/N looked over at him as they both tried to recuperate after their orgasms. She could see his skin covered with sweat and salt from the ocean and he still managed to look incredibly attractive.
“Don’t smile at me like that. You know it drives me crazy” He said with a smirk with his eyes still closed.
She didn't feel an ounce of regret...yet.
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junkomc ¡ 2 months ago
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COD Omegaverse (ⅹOmega male reader) Chapter 9 is now available. NSFW!
Chapter 9 is about a week spent with Simon during your heat... Is Alpha Simon just trying to help you with your heat? Or is he...
Ghost x male reader/18+
As usual, I'm using Google Translate while writing, so I'm sorry if there are any grammatical mistakes, spelling mistakes, or mistranslations that ruin the story.
Please see the full story on AO3.
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↓Preview
Since what happened last night, he's definitely been touching you more, and you can clearly feel his affection. You're happy, but at the same time, you have mixed emotions.
If you weren't in heat... if that hadn't happened last night... You think Simon would still be at a distance.
You were worried that your heat had caused you to ignore his wish to "slowly bond, appreciate each other, and then become physically connected."
But even so, your omega body was still restless, trying to get hold of your alpha as soon as possible.
Today, for the first time, you felt that you truly understood why Simon hated the omega system.
At the same time, your feelings for your alpha felt hypocritical, and you felt disgusted with yourself.
You were silent for a while, and then...
"...Omega..."
Suddenly, Alpha stroked your collar from behind, sniffing from behind your ears to your neck, and you felt a sweet numbness in your lower back.
"The tea smells good, but this place is filled with your wonderful scent..."
Simon was the same as you, and Alpha had completely succumbed to the pheromones of Omega's estrus.
"...Ah, Simon..."
You twisted your body as you noticed that the hard, hot thing of your alpha was gradually becoming more and more present against your buttocks.
Alpha grabbed your waist with both his big hands as if to hold you in place, and while gently biting your neck, he began to rock his hips along the crack of your ass.
You were thankful that Simon was wearing thick sweats.
Otherwise you would have already come from just that stimulation.
Gradually, Alpha's breathing increases and yours also becomes ragged. Unconsciously, you reached for your hardened penis.
Then, Simon suddenly grabbed your wrist and turned you around.
Simon looked at you passionately with wet eyes, and you wondered at Alpha who remained silent and still.
You can't read his expression at all because of the mask, but you can tell that he's just as desperate as you are.
"Simon...?"
"Omega... can we delay breakfast for a bit?"
Alpha said, slowly inserting his hand into the Omega's shorts. When Simon gently grasped your fully erect penis, your body temperature rose even more and your heart rate quickened.
You locked eyes with Simon and simply nodded.
"It's okay, Omega... I'll make you feel better soon..."
Simon leaned close to you and whispered in your ear, then slid down your shorts and underwear, exposing your penis. You were more interested in the bulge in Simon's sweatpants than your embarrassment, so you naturally reached for it.
First, you slowly stroked it up over the top of his clothes to check its shape, then grabbed it through the fabric and rubbed it up and down several times.
When you looked up at Simon, he had his eyes closed and was letting out intermittent shallow sighs.
The look under Alpha's mask must be very sexy...maybe you'll get to see it someday?
Imagining Simon's true face, you finally removed his underwear and sweat pants, freeing Alpha's penis.
Much thicker and larger than you, it was the very symbol of a strong and sturdy alpha.
You gripped Alpha's penis and began to stroke it gently, fantasizing about what it would feel like to put it in your mouth, what it would feel like to have it inside you, how he would cum inside of you... Simon rubbed your penis with the same strength and speed as you, and when you were both starting to get out of breath, he had you sit on the kitchen counter.
Alpha has you lift your legs and leans over you, beginning to rub his cock with his left hand while his right gently rubs circles around your entrance, already drenched with your love juices, before inserting first one finger, then two.
"...Ah!... Simon... Ahh"
You cried out involuntarily at the pleasant pressure.
Alpha began to wiggle his fingers inside you, searching for the spot that Omega felt the most.
Meanwhile, your penis, drenched with pre-cum and love juice, became more slippery, further increasing your sensitivity.
"...Omega...your smell drives me crazy...you're so amazing."
He whispered in your ear in a low, sexy voice, and just that was enough to make you cum, but just then Alpha found your sweet spot, making you let out a voiceless cry.
"...Ah...ah...there...wait..."
"Wait? Really? Are you patient or stubborn?...I thought Omegas in heat would be more aggressive and unstoppable..."
Simon narrowed his eyes at you, laughed, and continued to stimulate your prostate. The pleasure he gave you was amazing, and the caressing while being enveloped in the scent of your beloved Alpha made you dizzy, but more than coming, more than Alpha caressing your sweet spot, you wanted Simon to enter you. You wanted him to go deeper... deeper than his fingers could reach.
You wanted Omega's uterus to be filled with his Alpha's sperm.
But Alpha continued to caress your penis and hole, as if to betray your feelings.
Alpha's attractive penis was right next to your own, wet with pre-cum just like yours. You couldn't see very clearly yesterday, so it was a wonderful sight, but at the same time, the sight was nothing but torture for you.
You want Alpha's penis, but you can't say that you want it.
Because you can't deny the idea that Simon is just helping you with your heat out of obligation.
Right now, he's just intoxicated by the pheromones of Omega in heat.
You were confused that Simon was trying to enter into a relationship that was the last thing he wanted, and even though your instincts were to seek out Alpha, you drew the line at mating with him.
Alpha, sensing your complicated feelings from the smell, stopped both his hands and stared at you.
Unable to read Simon's thoughts, you looked back at him with an anxious expression.
"...Simon?"
"Omega, I want to help you..."
Simon said, quickly rolling up the mask to your nose and kissing you.
He quickly entered your mouth, which was already half-open, licking every corner and sucking your tongue hard. After gently biting your lip several times, Simon slowly stroked your cheek, gave a soothing kiss to the tip of your nose, and leaned down.
"Simon... ah..."
Alpha ran his tongue along the Omega's penis, slowly licking from bottom to top, and took the tip into his mouth.
While he lightly sucked, he handled the shaft with his hand and caressed the slit with his tongue, and you unconsciously thrust your hips out.
Before long, your penis was completely in Simon's mouth, and he began to move his mouth up and down.
"...Hmm..."
Alpha's skillful technique blew away all your thoughts in an instant, and you began to focus only on cumming.
At that moment, Alpha's finger thrust into your hole again and began to rub your prostate mercilessly.
"Oh, oh, Simon... if you do that... I'm going to cum..."
You surrendered to the pleasure you were receiving at the same time, and continued to moan loudly without hesitation.
And when Simon increased his speed and sucked you even deeper into his throat, you came completely in Alpha's mouth.
Simon swallowed your semen, wiped his mouth, and began to stroke his still-hard penis.
"Simon..."
For a while you were basking in the afterglow of ejaculation, but once your breathing steadied,
Omega knelt in front of Alpha with a natural movement and brought his mouth close to taste his wonderful penis.
Alpha didn't want you to suck him, so Alpha kept masturbating himself, his hand getting in the way and preventing him from taking it all in your mouth, but you did manage to lick a bit of the tip.Getting even a small taste of him filled you up, and you wanted more.
Simon grabbed your chin and tilted you up so that your eyes met.
"...Omega, do you want to taste me?"
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I have a lifelong hypnokink but for years and years I completely hid it and only engaged through checking the what's new page on the mcstories.com every week and other forms of porn. I have been slowly opening up about it over the last few years and reached out to other people who are into it and I also now have an interested and supportive partner who is starting to explore hypnotic play with me.
I am at the point where I talk pretty openly and earnestly about this with them now (I used to have to really veil it in layers of detached irony and jokes) and we have engaged in roleplay around it which has been very fun, but when we try to engage in actual hypnotic sessions where they try to hypnotise me (even nonsexually) I get these massive waves of shame bubbling up and start crying.
There's a lot of tangled feelings and I don't know how to separate them all out. At least part of it is just feeling ridiculous and stupid for wanting this. And also that I am making them do something weird and awful and gross. This is mixed up with feelings about my own performance as a subject—I am in my own head a lot and constantly second guessing what I'm doing and experiencing and find it difficult to know how to engage with hypnotic suggestions.
The first time we tried I broke down into a sobbing mess before we even started. It has been getting better and my partner has been incredibly sweet and supportive and helped me feel very safe as we make progress on this, but they are also pretty new to all this and I was wondering if you had any advice or insight that might help?
Hi there Anon, I am answering this question on voice to text because it really touched my heart and I wanted to get to it and give it attention right away even though my hands are still pretty busted and it's been a long day. so please excuse any typos or weird homophonic errors.
like you, I was consumed with shame about my hypnosis fetish for a very long time. I knew since I was a very young child that hypnosis called to me, and fantasized about it in a deeply sexual way from very young, but I never said a word about it to another person until my late twenties. and even then it was a pretty fleeting, glancing thing. I found it a lot easier to play online with remote partners than to tell someone that I was in a intimate real-life relationship with. I also retreated into fantasy a lot, never believing that it would be possible for me to share in the kink with another person in a genuine way.
eventually I did meet some really wonderful play partners and Doms who helped me to realize I wasn't alone in harboring this fetish, and really populated my inner world and mental architecture to make me a better subject who was more capable of experiencing pleasure and transformation in hypnosis. but without that good fortune and their mentorship I don't know where I'd be.
One thing that I would recommend to you is locating the hypnosis fetish community and plugging yourself and your partner into it a bit more. there are both in person and digital conferences throughout the world for hypnosis fetishists. The kink's stock is up in a major way, especially thanks to the widespread popularity of pup play and bimbo play that incorporates hypnotic elements. if you are in a major city or on one of the American coasts, there are hypnosis oriented events and groups available to you. I even know of hypnosis fetish groups in relatively small towns like Winnipeg that are thriving and filled with other people.
I think both you and your partner will learn a lot technically about enjoying hypnosis scenes well, and that you'll rid yourself of a lot more of your remaining shame if you can take in some of their resources and really be in community with people who get this desire. hypnosis is a skill that requires a lot of time to develop, and there's really no ceiling to the amount of skill a person can get in it. both being a hypnotist and a subject are really intensive discrete skills, and knowing other people who are honing those skills will really help you and impart you some tips and tricks that could really spare you a lot of pain and give you some new ideas for how to have fun together.
as for the shame and crying freak outs that you are experiencing, it sounds like you are having an abreaction, which is a pretty common form of emotional spillage following an intense hypnotic event. these reactions can happen when we get triggered or a nerve gets struck, but also sometimes they emerge just because we've really plunged into emotional depths or a dark headspace and our brain is freaked out by it and trying to draw us back up.
letting a person into your mind is really intimate and revealing, and when you are embarrassed or ashamed of even wanting that degree of revealment, there are a lot of emotional explosions that can occur. continue to move through this and process it with your partner. if they are enjoying exploring this kink with you, they probably find a lot of value in getting to explore your mind and learn how you react to things, and a lot of intimacy can be built through examining strong reactions and processing freak outs together.
I know that it is hard to believe, but you are not inconveniencing your partner, or putting them out, or failing to make the most of their supposed generosity by not always having an easy and an enthusiastic response to them engaging in hypnosis play with you. these disturbed intense reactions are part of the work, and potentially it can take you to new places together, if you let it.
I think you should probably also continue to explore your own hypnotic capacity on your own, watching spirals, listening to hypnotic audio files, meditating, writing mantras in a notebook or on a website such as Write for Me, and learning carefully how to bring yourself down into a trance, as well as how to bring yourself out. if you haven't yet, you and your partner should read books on hypnotic techniques and safeties; Mark Wiseman and sleepinggirl's books are probably the best place to start.
One of the things I was really fortunate to experience early on was having a Dom who installed safeties into my mind that force me to articulate when I am feeling unsafe and bring myself out of a trance automatically regardless of whatever the hypnotist is doing or if there's even another person there. I really believe that every hypnotic subject should have these kinds of safeties put in place early on and have them reinforced regularly so that they are ultimately able to pull the rip cord on any suggestion or mental state that is damaging to them.
beyond that, I'd say just keep working at it. if anything, these strong emotions that you're having are a demonstration of how powerful and significant this kind of stuff can be. hypnosis is heady fucking stuff. and that's part of what's so hot and enchanting about it. this stuff is real. it's a level of profound control and knowledge that you're giving over to a partner when you do this stuff, and that alone can be incredibly rewarding to them, even if they didn't have a hypnosis kink before they met you. what you are doing is not silly or disgusting, nor is it a waste of a partner's time. It is a beautiful, really really intimate gift. really. a lot of new people have gotten into hypnosis in the last few years because it is such a flexible and vulnerable kink that really pushes a lot of sexual and emotional buttons. any partner who shares in this activity with you is lucky to get to do so, you have nothing to apologize for or feel ashamed about. I hope you have a really enriching time with this. this is a very special part of you and a very special way to connect. I hope you can enjoy it for all that it is, even in its darker and scarier moments.
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