#also if vaginal health is not something you wanted to see about today. too bad.

[spookydingus]

I'd like to also suggest for anyone who is concerned about the smell of their entire body

to simply take a goddamn shower.

don't listen to ads telling you that you need to buy coochie soap and alcohol spray and wipes and special herbs and shoot soapy water up there etc etc etc

listen to your doctor and the vast ocean of publicly available information that says warm water only

and if your odor is strong enough for yourself and others to ambiently smell, you should be sprinting at full speed to the fucking doctor. because you have an infection that dove body spray isn't going to cure.

Every whole-body deodorant commercial is like You can use this on your pits……. feet🦶😳….. and even…….. down there⁉️⁉️😱🤯🤧 yeah.

We went there.

*shot of someone opening their waistband and spraying a concentrated stream directly into their pussy*

[writingsofmax]

Disarm pt. 9

Words: 7.5K (holy shit)

Story Summary: Edward and Y/N take things to the next level. Edward worries about telling her about his plans.

Tags: angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, chronically ill reader, anti-social Edward, obsessive thinking, kissing, biting, smut, domestic fluff, vaginal sex, fingering, penetration, first time, classic riddler meltdown

warnings: MINORS DNI, vaginal sex, penetrative sex, fingering, biting, first time sex, descriptions of chronic illness symptoms, mental deterioration, depictions mental health issues/breakdown

Chapter 9- I'm Your Lover, I'm Your Zero

Edward couldn’t stop thinking about the other morning, him on top of Y/N, their passionate kisses, marking her as his. After that had happened he had definitely gone down a few rabbit holes on the internet about other things to do with a partner. Quite a few. It was making it very hard to focus on his job. He would be looking through some lowlife’s receipts, adding up the numbers, double-checking dates, and then he would be thinking about how good he had made Y/N feel. It had also been making it hard to completely focus on his plan, which was bad because he only had a week and a half left to tie up the few loose ends that still existed. One of those loose ends being: actually telling Y/N about the plan. He shook his head, clearing that thought from his mind, and re-focused on his work. He practically ran out of his office at the end of his work day, excited that he had plans with Y/N after. As he was fetching his jacket from his locker, he checked his phone. He felt his heart leap when he saw he had a text message from her. Hey Eddie, I really want to see you but I’m not feeling very good today… I think I’m gonna have to stay home and rest. Can we raincheck for tomorrow? Edward deflated. If she needs her rest, she needs her rest… He thought, trying to quell his disappointment. He texted back: I’m so sorry that you’re feeling bad today, baby. If you need me to come over to your place, just say the word. Once to his car, Edward anxiously checked his phone once more to see if there was another text. No, it’s okay! I’m just gonna be sleeping and won’t be much fun until I feel better anyway. I’ll see you tomorrow Eddie :) Damn. He wanted to go over there so badly but didn’t want to intrude if she was feeling too tired. Pulling out of the parking lot, he headed back to his apartment. Alone. He was annoyed at how dejected he felt and also worried about Y/N. Usually when she wasn���t feeling well, they would read or watch a movie together, but she was too tired to even see him. He knew that the colder weather was a lot harder on her. Maybe he should go check on her just to see that she was okay. Edward glanced at himself sternly in the rearview mirror, breaking his train of thought. No. Stop. It’s fine, you will see her tomorrow. 

Besides, now he could tie up those loose ends since she wasn’t going to be around. Except the one about telling her, his inner voice cruelly reminded him. Edward tightened his grip on the wheel. He knew that she would be fine with his plans, even impressed at how well he had thought everything out. That wasn’t what he was nervous about. Y/N would always accept him no matter what. No, it was more the risk factor. He knew he had to tell her, but the more she knew, the more trouble she would be in if something were to go wrong. Not that it would––he wasn’t going to get caught.

Unless you do, his inner voice continued. Edward gripped the wheel and shook his head. He focused on coming up with anagrams of signs he saw on the drive, determined to quiet his negative thoughts. He focused on the anagrams until he pulled into his lot, thankful his anxieties had quieted down. While grabbing his keys and coat from the car, Edward ran through a mental checklist of everything he needed to do. Feed the rats in the basement, double check all the detonators one last time, have the flashdrive with the video for the media ready to go… He opened the hatchback of his vehicle and pulled out a bag of rat food he had bought. The rats were courtesy of Y/N’s apartment. So cute that she insisted on me using live traps. Edward smiled. She was so helpful. Walking up to the door of his building with the bag of food slung over his shoulder, Edward was grateful that he was at least going to be able to keep very busy until tomorrow. —--------------------------------------------------------------- It was 10 AM the next day when he got another text from Y/N: Hey Eddie, I’m so sorry, I’m still not feeling well. I’m having a bad symptom day :( Hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow so I can see you. Reading that text made Edward’s stomach hurt. He quickly typed out a reply: I’m so sorry Y/N. I will bring over anything you want or need. Are you okay? Edward paced through rooms in his apartment, checking his phone every minute for updates. When there weren’t any after 5 minutes, he flopped down on his couch. Prime numbers, prime numbers… Closing his eyes and leaning back he counted until he felt his phone buzz. It’s really okay! Please don’t worry about me, just my regular cold weather intolerance stuff. I don’t want to bore you so I’ll just see you tomorrow! You’ll see me today. Edward had his mind made up already. He rummaged through the closet and quickly found the duffel bag he secretly kept packed for Y/N with various helping items for her symptoms. Slinging that over his shoulder, he grabbed his jacket and headed out the door. —----------------------------- Y/N sat down on her bed, her head in her hands after sending that second text to Edward. She felt like shit. Her body felt too hot and she was unsteady on her feet, her head pounding. She laid back down on the bed, letting the waves of nausea roll through her, focusing on her breathing. And still, she wanted Edward there. She wanted him there so badly. She squeezed her pillow, imagining cuddling up to him. She had such an intense desire to text him again, tell him to come over but she pushed it down. She had to think rationally. Taking care of someone who is sick isn’t fun, she knew that, especially someone who was sick so often. And Edward was always busy it seemed, either at work, or thinking about work, or bringing work home. She saw how little he slept, how hard he worked, all the notebooks filling his home. She couldn’t bear to add more on his plate.

She cared about him way too much to become a burden that he had to worry about. —-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Edward knocked on Y/N’s door urgently. After a moment, Y/N’s weak voice responded. “Hello?” “Baby, it’s me,” Edward spoke gently, stepping back as he heard the door unlatch. Y/N stood in the doorway in just a baggy t-shirt, her hair disheveled, the skin under her eyes looking a bit dark. Edward felt his chest tighten. “Oh, Eddie,” Y/N looked confused, “Didn’t you get my last te—” She was cut off as Edward scooped her up into a hug. “I missed you.” Y/N squeezed back, surprisingly hard, her face pressed into his chest. “I missed you too… I’m sorry I don’t feel good. I really do want to spend time with you. I just don’t like people seeing me like this,” Y/N admitted.  Edward felt his heart sink hearing her talk like that. “I would never judge you.” He looked down and gently tilted her chin up to face him, looking into her eyes. “I accept you completely.” Y/N looked away, blushing. “I… I know you accept me, it’s just hard.” She moved to the side, letting Edward into the apartment, closing the door behind her. “I don’t want to be like this in front of people that I––” she stopped suddenly, letting out a shaky breath. “I don’t want to be like this in front of people,” she repeated softly. She winced, rubbing her temple. Edward felt his heart ache seeing her in pain, both emotional and physical. I would do anything to make her feel better. He gently took both of her hands, and waited until she looked up at him.

“Y/N, I love you,” he said quietly, almost as if he was afraid to say it. 

Edward had known that fact for quite a while now, but this was the first time he had said it out loud. Y/N’s eyes widened and Edward felt like he couldn’t breathe, terrified of what was to come next. “I… I,” Y/N stumbled over her words. “I love you too Eddie, so much!” she proclaimed breathlessly. Edward had known that Y/N accepted him, and had even thought they were perfect together but actually hearing it confirmed out loud was like a religious experience. He cradled her in his arms, leaning down to kiss the top of her head, awestruck that this was actually happening to him. He squeezed her so tightly, pulling her to him as if she was a lifeline. He felt like he was enveloped in divine light. Inhaling her smell in a deep trembling breath. It was only then that he felt wetness on his cheeks. “Say it again,” he whispered into her hair. “I love you Eddie.” He closed his eyes and just held her, reveling in the feeling of existing with her. 

He didn’t know how long he actually held her for, he would have lived in this moment forever if he could but Y/N wasn’t feeling well and he needed to take care of her. He reached up and quickly wiped his eyes before Y/N could notice. “We need to get you back to bed, baby.” After giving her a soft kiss on the lips, without hesitation, he scooped her up into her arms. “Eddie!” Y/N protested. “I can totally walk to the bedroom myself!” she squirmed, blushing deeply. Edward smirked. She’s so cute. “I know you can, my love, but I want to carry you.”  Edward noted that the bite marks he had given her a few days ago were still there on her neck. They were faded, but definitely still visible. He felt a familiar rush of heat run through him, but tried to not focus on it. Pulling his attention away from the fading bitemarks, he also noted with worry that Y/N did feel a lot warmer than usual. Gently laying her down on the bed, he felt her forehead. She also looked very tired.

“Oh… yeah,” Y/N mumbled. “I think I do have a bit of a fever,” she said, pulling the blankets back over her. “It’s mild though.” “Be right back,” Edward replied, getting up quickly. He went to his duffel bag he left in the living room and pulled out water bottles, pain meds and an ice pack.

Returning to Y/N’s room, he saw she was lying down with her eyes closed Edward set the items he had brought on her nightstand. “Here, you should drink at least one of these so you can stay hydrated. I also brought pain medication if you want that and an ice pack if you get too hot…” He rested the back of his hand against her forehead again. “Just let me know.” “Aww, Eddie, thank you. You’re the best,” Y/N replied, caressing his hand. “I think I just need to lay down and I’ll be okay,” she sighed.  “I would watch TV with you, but I know that it would give me a worse headache right now if I tried.” Edward frowned and soothed her hair. “I’ll read to you.” He picked up a book on her night stand with a bookmark in it. “Is this the one you’re reading?” “Mmhmm,” Y/N answered. “But only if you’re up for it.” Edward climbed under the blankets with her book in hand.

“Here. Get comfortable,” he directed, allowing Y/N to rest on him. Once she was comfortable, Edward began reading, gently rubbing her back with his free hand. He was three chapters in when he felt her breathing soften.

Glancing down at her he saw that she had fallen asleep. He quietly closed the book and set it on the nightstand, careful not to disturb her.

Afterwards,  he adjusted his position so that she could continue sleeping on him comfortably and he could watch over her. This must be what heaven is like, he thought. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The next day Y/N was feeling better. After two straight days of rest and with Edward helping to take care of her, she was having a good symptom day. The fact that Eddie had told her he loved her had definitely put a little more pep in her step as well. She squeezed her hands to her chest and did a little happy dance in her room just at the thought of it. What a relief it was! My Eddie. She had told Edward that they could hang out at his place tonight, and he had left to go clean up his apartment before bringing her over. She shook her head and smiled at that. His apartment was always clean, but Eddie was so particular. It worked out in her favor today though because Y/N had plans that she wanted to enact. Y/N examined her appearance in the mirror, frowning a little. These underclothes aren’t fancy lingerie or anything, but I still want to look… hot. She turned to the side and looked. Maybe not pink. Before her symptoms had taken a turn for the worse the past couple of days, her and Edward had been getting… hot and heavy. Y/N felt her face grow warm thinking about their past make out sessions. Edward’s lips on her skin, the way his large hands felt on her body. His messy hair and beautiful eyes. 

She felt butterflies when thinking about his smirks and teasing. Lately it seemed like that was all she could think about and how much she wanted more. She really did love Eddie. She loved him so much that her want for him was almost uncontrollable.

She eyed her bruises in the mirror, tracing her fingers over them. Memories of where Edward’s mouth had been. By this point they were almost completely faded. I want him to make more, she thought as she sulked about it. Digging through her drawers she searched for something that would be more acceptable. 

Oh, maybe green? She thought as she spotted Edward’s jacket he had left at her place. It seemed to be his favorite color. She noticed her hands were shaking when she went to pull the new matching set out of the drawer. She exhaled loudly, and shook her hands, doing a little shake in her bedroom. “Why am I so nervous, there’s nothing to be nervous about!” she stated to herself sternly.  Pulling on her new picks, she fretted. What if Edward doesn’t want to… Or doesn’t want me? Looking back in the mirror, she was pleasantly surprised at how good they looked on her. Contemplating her faded bruises again in the mirror, she thought of how intense Edward had been while making them. How he had flipped her over… How good he had felt between her legs. At that thought her stomach lurched, filled with butterflies. You’re being silly. He definitely wants you. He loves you just as much as you love him. “Okay,” Y/N said, standing up straight. “Definitely green.” Heading to her closet, she dug through it, searching for clothes that would be warm enough for the chilly Gotham fall and look cute. After finding her outfit, she went and made sure her overnight bag was packed. It had clean clothes, her heart monitor, vitamins, her daily and emergency medications. Can’t forget these, she thought, annoyed. Every hot girl has her matching set and at least 3 medications to take, she thought sarcastically. She heard her phone chime. Ah, that must be Eddie outside! Grabbing her stuff, she excitedly headed out the door. —-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Edward felt jittery. He had barely touched his food he picked up for the two of them at the diner. The impending start date of his plan loomed ever closer and that weighed heavily on his mind.

His jitters were only exacerbated by the fact that Y/N was… completely distracting. She always looked beautiful to him, but tonight especially. He kept finding himself focusing on how well her clothes accented her body and the faded marks on her skin. Too often being enveloped in completely inappropriate thoughts. He felt his face get hot as he tried to shake the images from his mind. 

“Eddie, can I come closer to you? I’m cold,” Y/N asked, looking up at him through her lashes. 

“Of course!” He lifted his arm as an invitation for her to come cuddle him on his side of the couch. “As if you have to ask.” 

Y/N pressed close to him on the couch, adjusting her leg so it was over his, her hand dangerously close to his waistband. Edward felt the muscles in his core tense, and the familiar heat rise in him. He swallowed, his mouth feeling dry. Y/N sure does look very good today. 

He wrapped his arm around her and absentmindedly rubbed her back, very half-heartedly watching the TV. Y/N shifted her weight against him and Edward did his best to not think about how good her body felt pressed against his. He definitely was not thinking about the things he had read on the internet on “How To Please Your Partner.” 

He felt guilty… almost. He wanted her so badly. He wanted to have her as his and his alone, but there was so much she didn’t know.

You should tell her, he thought, giving her a sidelong glance. 

It was conflicting keeping so much of himself from her. He had told her that he loved her, but he couldn’t bring himself to tell her about his plans. It was because he loved her that he couldn’t, he didn’t want her to worry. But doesn’t she have a right to know? his inner voice chided. She could be in danger, especially if you take things further. 

“Eddie, what are you thinking about?” Y/N asked, jerking him from his thoughts. “You look so serious right now.” 

How badly I want you. “Oh, I’m sorry. Just work stuff still,” Edward answered with a carefully crafted smile. “It’s been a long week.” 

Y/N pouted. “Aw, babe, I’m so sorry your work is stressing you out. Is there anything I can do?” she asked, rubbing her hand on his chest, leaning in very closely. 

Edward stiffened, his face growing hot. “N-no! I’ll be alright.” 

A look of what seemed like disappointment to Edward flashed across Y/N’s face quickly, before she replaced it with a smile.

“Okay, well just let me know if there’s anything I can do,” she replied, sinking back into his arms. 

They watched TV for a few minutes and Edward realized that Y/N was being much quieter than usual. 

“Are you feeling okay, Y/N?” he asked, concerned. 

She turned her face towards him, “Mmhmm!” She answered with a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. 

Edward looked at her inquisitively, his brows furrowed. “Is there something wrong?” 

Y/N looked down, and started fiddling with the edge of the blanket. “No, I’m fine! Really! 

“I can tell something’s wrong.” 

“This isn’t how I wanted this to go,” she mumbled.

“What—“

She gave a frustrated exhale, running a hand through her hair. She quietly for a moment before her words came spilling out in a rush. “I’m just… I’m nervous that I’m not enough for you. You’re so smart, you actually have a job, a future, and I don't have that right now and I’ll just bring you down and  I–I picked out this outfit to impress you and I don’t think it’s working and I just don’t—“

“Wait, wait, wait,” Edward interrupted, cutting her off. “You don’t think you’re enough for me?” he asked incredulously. “How could you ever think that?” 

Y/N looked at Edward with a surprised expression. Edward knew he should calm down but he couldn’t accept that she thought that. 

“Enough for me?” He shook his head, fixing her with his intense gaze. “Enough for me? Y/N, you’re the only person I fucking care about. I love you.” He felt so frustrated. 

“You could never ‘bring me down.’ You honestly…” He let out a frustrated exhale. “You’ve changed my life. You inspire me!” he ranted. 

“And don’t try to pretend like you aren’t smart either. You’re the only person in Gotham and possibly the world that’s worth speaking with.” 

Y/N looked down, her face flushed and Edward gently reached out and lifted her chin back up to face him. Thinking about her last comment, he flushed as well. 

“A-and your outfit did impress me, you don’t know how much,” he admitted, his voice low and gravelly.  “But what did you mean by you ‘didn’t think it was working’? Working to do what?”

Y/N responded by leaning forward and gently pushing Edward back against the couch. He was confused, but leaned back as she guided him. After, Y/N put her hands on his shoulders and carefully straddled his lap, resting her weight fully against him, a motion which made his mouth go dry.

“Working to make you want me… Just as badly as I want you...” 

With that, Edward crashed his lips into hers, tugging at her lower lip with his teeth before kissing down to her neck. “I do want you,” he murmured. 

He traced over his previous marks with his lips. “So badly.” Edward gripped her exposed thighs, her skin hot under his hands, and pulled her downward onto him, leaning against the couch.

Soft noises escaped Y/N’s lips as she grinded against him. She ravenously ran her hands over his frame, trailing from his stomach, up to his chest and then shoulders. He felt heat spreading under his skin. 

You should tell her, Edward’s inner voice interrupted. Tell her before this goes any further. 

However, those thoughts were pushed from his mind quite quickly as his brain became overloaded with how badly he wanted––no, needed Y/N.

Thrusting up into her roughly over and over again, Y/N’s breathing became ragged. She moved her hands from his shoulders into his hair, sending electricity down his spine. Edward moved to her neck, biting into the soft skin between her neck and shoulder, smiling as she let out cute little whimpers every time he sank his teeth into her. He pulled away just to look at her face and his smile turned into a smirk when he saw how red her face had gotten and how dazed she looked. God, it made him want to ruin her. 

Edward brought his lips near Y/N’s ear. “Can’t you feel what you do to me Y/N?” he whispered, rutting his hips against her deliciously. He groaned, the tension growing within him almost too much. 

Y/N leaned back, caressing his face once before climbing off him and before Edward could ask if everything was okay, she peeled her shirt off over her head revealing her beautiful figure wrapped in dark green lace. 

Edward felt like he was going to explode. This feeling only intensified when she started slowly peeling off her skirt as well, dropping it to the floor below her. Oh fuck. 

Y/N giggled looking at him and Edward remembered to actually pick his jaw up from the floor. 

“You…” he had a hard time finding words. “You look stunning.”  Y/N blushed, smiling shyly as she sat back on the couch. “Thank you,” she responded, reaching over and pulling Edward on top of her. Edward happily obliged, carefully positioning himself over her, unable to stop himself from trailing his eyes over her entire body in wonder and anticipation.

He cupped the side of her face in his hand and kissed her deeply as he felt Y/N wrap her legs around him, arching her back to meet him.

God, this was everything he had ever wanted. This was perfect––he couldn’t believe this was his life. 

He slid his hand to her neck, gently cradling the back of her head as he continued kissing her, unable to get enough. Y/N leaned into his kisses wholeheartedly, reaching up and running her hands through his hair, and to his face, cupping it to pull him closer. 

With his other hand he trailed it up her ribcage, and over her breast, eliciting a whimper from Y/N. 

Moving lower, he edged his fingertips just beneath her bra, her skin hot under his touch. 

He looked to Y/N. “Is this okay?” he asked softly. 

“M-mmhmm,” she eagerly breathed in reply. “More than okay.”

He pressed his hand fully under her bra and felt his cock twitch against his pants now that he had a handful of her. He rubbed his thumb over her nipple roughly, hearing her breath hitch in her throat. 

He moved his other hand to her other breast, doing the same, realizing that when he pinched and pulled roughly Y/N let out louder, needier moans. 

Edward looked down at her, proud of his handiwork. He had done so little of what he had read about and she was already a mess.

Y/N reached back and quickly unclasped her bra, desperately pulling it down and tossing it to the side. 

Edward bit back a moan feeling his body grow hot looking at her exposed like this, exposed just for him. He rutted against her, trying to relieve some of the tension. He kissed down her collarbone, and paused over her nipple, savoring the moment. He used his tongue to gently lap at it first, causing Y/N to squirm underneath him.

“So needy for me,” he murmured against her hot skin before pulling it into his mouth, biting and sucking. Y/N gasped at his ministrations, running her nails down his back. Edward enjoyed her reactions thoroughly, his nerves on fire.

Y/N grabbed his hand and led it down towards her stomach. “Please,” she begged, looking at him with upturned eyes. Okay, now for the other things, he thought, feeling slightly nervous. He reached down and put his hand between her thighs, over her panties, eyes widening when he felt that they were soaked. 

That made him feel very good about himself.

Holy shit she’s so wet, and I’ve hardly even touched her. 

“You’re amazing,” Edward breathed reverently, pressing kisses to her face as he stroked his fingers up and down her entrance. 

Edward was losing his composure quickly and he needed his damn pants off. He leaned back and pulled his shirt over his head and then reached down to unbuckle his pants, grinning giddily when Y/N reached forward to help him tug them off. 

Once they had successfully gotten his pants off, she grinned and pulled him back to the couch. She rubbed her hands over his thighs as he hastily clambered back on top of her, her touch causing his stomach to tense. She was touching him in places he had never been touched by another person before and it felt so very very good. Adjusting to be on his side, he slipped one hand under her back to support her, watching her face the whole time he reached his other hand back down and slipped it under her panties this time. 

Y/N’s eyes closed, her mouth falling open, letting out a soft whimper. Edward trembled, absolutely in awe that he was actually getting to do this. Her skin was so hot and wet under his touch as he reached down and ran his fingers through her wetness, brushing against her entrance. 

Y/N writhed under him, arching her back to press closer to him as Edward continued to watch her. It was amazing how her whole face, down to her neck, became flushed. 

He trailed his fingers up, searching for the clit and stopped when he felt Y/N jerk under him, biting back a moan as he felt a hard nub under his fingertips. There.

He rubbed his fingers in tight circles on it, feeling her buck her hips under his hand. His fingers growing slippery with how wet she was, he reached down and pushed his middle finger into her, pushing up and forward. Just like that I think.

He watched her face closely for a reaction, Y/N’s brows wrinkled and her hips stuttered against him. Okay, yep, right there. He added another finger, feeling delirious with lust. 

“Oh f-fuck Eddie—“ her words interrupted by a moan. Edward quickly racked his brain for what to say, thoughts becoming ever more difficult.

“You’re doing so good for me, baby.” 

Y/N whimpered in response, moving her hips against his hand desperately. 

“P-please, Eddie… I want you so bad,” she pleaded. Edward’s brain went blank hearing her beg for him like that. His whole body was on fire. He couldn’t believe that he could make someone as special as Y/N make these noises. 

He felt a little panicked inside, but did his best to keep his composure. 

He moved back up to kiss her, and she wrapped her arms around him, running her hands through his hair. He melted under her touch, so happy to be with her. It will be alright, it’s just me and Y/N. We’re perfect for each other.  

He broke the kiss, standing up to tug off his boxers, suddenly feeling very self conscious as his cock sprang free. Y/N looked at him with an unreadable expression and he felt his face go hot, desperately wanting to know what she was thinking, suddenly wishing that they had done this in a darker room. Am I disappointing her? “What?” Edward asked, his voice coming out a little more tensely than he would have liked. Y/N covered her face with her hands, her face a deep red. “Eddie, you're perfect.” The anxiety that had been building up within Edward suddenly dissipated, his face growing warm from Y/N’s words. “So are you.” Y/N let out nervous laughter, “I’m sorry for staring, you’re just… you’re just a lot bigger than what I’m used to.” As if this day could get any better. Edward felt a wave of confidence rush over him, but then paused for a moment. “Um, that���s going to be okay right?” he checked. Y/N walked over to where he was standing, and took his hands, leading him back to the bedroom. “I’m not worried about it.” Back in the bedroom, Edward grabbed Y/N and started passionately kissing her as she backed towards the bed. Edward held his hand to her back, gently leading her down on top of his bed. He lowered and took the top of her waistband in his hands, slowly pulling her underwear off. Now that she was unclothed, he couldn’t help but stop and take all of her in, drinking in this moment. He looked down at her adoringly. God, she was so beautiful and all his. Only his. The love of his life, right there just for him. He pressed kisses to her stomach, kissing upwards back to her breasts. He could already tell that biting and sucking on them was going to be a favorite pastime of his. He loved the way it made her squirm. He gasped as he felt Y/N’s hand grasp his cock, slowly rubbing it up and down. Edward just about saw stars at the sudden feeling, his breath leaving him. As Y/N continued her ministrations, Edward’s knees buckled and his breathing became ragged. It took so very little to get him going. He had foolishly thought that having her touch him there would be fine because he had spent a lot of time taking care of himself that way but for some reason Y/N’s touch was different. “Wait–wait” Edward huffed. “If we keep going like this…” Edward stuttered, his mind going numb. “I…I need to be in you.” Y/N looked at Edward adoringly. “Please,” she whispered.

She laid back on the bed and Edward followed, positioning himself between her legs. Reaching into the side dresser by his bed, he pulled out a condom and rolled it over his throbbing cock. “Are you ready?” he asked Y/N, catching her gaze to make absolutely sure. Y/N nodded, pulling Edward down to her and kissing him enthusiastically. He smiled against her lips as she reached down to help guide him, positioning him at her entrance.

Edward pushed his hips forward, just the head of his cock pushing into her. She was so wet and warm. He let out a soft moan. This was already way better than he had ever imagined.

Checking Y/N’s face for any discomfort, he slowly pushed himself into her, stopping about halfway in. Y/N groaned at the pleasurable stretch, her legs already shaking. This was happening––this was real. Edward felt like he could cry. He reached down and brushed his finger over her clit as he pushed himself the rest of the way in and Y/N cried out, a moan coming from deep within her as he completely filled her.

“E-Eddie, please don’t stop,” Y/N whimpered, her lashes wet with her own tears. “I love you so much.” Slowly, she brought her hand up to Edward’s face, rubbing her thumb along his cheek. His cheek felt wet with––Oh, Edward realized. Tears. He was crying just like Y/N was.

“I love you too…” he leaned forward, pulling her close. “I love you too”

Everything was for her. His plan, all of his work, all of his love… all of it was for her. He needed no one else––just for her to be happy.

She kissed him and he felt as if he was on fire. He pulled his length out, just to slowly push it all the way in again relishing in how well she gripped him. God, she was so fucking tight around him––he didn’t think he was gonna last. He gave a few more slow pumps, allowing her to adjust to his apparently large size.

“You’re taking me so well,” he breathed, amazed by her. Y/N whimpered under him, her breathing hot and heavy.

He paced himself, thrusting in and out of her slowly while she moaned beneath him, grasping at his back. He tried to keep up his languid pace but it felt so good, too good.

Damn, he was losing his composure, his pace was becoming quicker. He pulled her hands up and pinned them to the bed with one of his hands as he thrusted into her deeply. “You’re mine,” he growled, feeling the tension coiling throughout his body.

Reaching down he continued to play with her clit, Y/N letting out a choked sob of pleasure. Watching her come undone underneath him only added to his own wave of pleasure that was rapidly growing.

He could feel Y/N spasm and contract around his cock, causing him to quicken his already relentless pace. He thrust into her at a merciless rhythm, pounding her as she pleaded for more.

Oh, fuck. Edward groaned and felt like his vision was going blurry. He had tried, but he couldn’t hold himself back anymore. With one last thrust, he was pushed over the edge, tension snapping, the wave of pleasure crashing over him.

He knew that Y/N had to be close. He paused for a second, letting himself come down from the high, breathing heavily.

“Did you cum?” Y/N asked.

Edward nodded his head yes against her. “But don’t worry––I’m gonna take care of you as well.” With his cock still in her, he reached down and rubbed her clit in tight circles, biting his lip as he felt Y/N clench around him.

“A-Ah, Eddie,” she moaned. “That feels so good.” Slowly, he started rolling his hips into her at a languid pace, dragging his cock all the way out of her just to slowly push it back in. The overstimulation caused his legs to shake and toes to curl.

As he felt her breathing quicken, he pushed into her more roughly, angling up, trying to hit the spot inside of her that he had read about.

Y/N arched her back, her face growing more and more red, whimpering almost constantly at this point. Edward continued to rub her clit, making sure to keep his rhythm, even if it was making him see stars. “That’s it, baby,” he praised. “Just like that” “E-Eddie, I’m…” she babbled. “I’m gonna…!” “F-fuck!” Her words devolved into a loud wail, and Edward felt her entire body tense beneath him, her walls spasming around his cock as her whole body shook, coming completely undone under him. Edward collapsed forward, covering her with kisses, both of them breathless and covered in sweat. They laid like that for a beat, Edward just breathing and letting his heart rate get back to normal. He idly wondered if this was how Y/N felt all the time. After that thought, he pushed himself up to look at her. “Are you alright?” he asked, wanting to make sure. Y/N lazily smiled up at him, her face still flushed and glowing. “I am amazing.” Edward chuckled at that, looking down bashfully. “Me too. I agree with your statement.” He slowly pulled out of Y/N, causing her to whimper at the loss of fullness. He smirked to himself while going to toss the condom away. “Sorry, baby, but we have to get you cleaned up.” Y/N pouted, and reached her arms out, beckoning him to come back to the bed. “Let’s cuddle first.” How could I say no? “Of course.” Edward climbed back into the bed, pulling her to him, Y/N pulling the covers over them both. She rested her head on his chest and Edward felt pure happiness. Happier than he had ever felt in his life. He kissed the top of her head, his eyelids growing heavy. He glanced down to see that she already had her eyes closed and was comfortably curled against him. We can clean up later, his last thoughts as he drifted off to sleep. —---------------------------------------------------------------------------- The past few days had been amazing. After their first time, the two of them were like magnets. Sometimes tangling up in each other before the door to Y/N’s apartment had even closed behind them. It had been amazing––perfect, even––but Edward had a growing unease in the pit of stomach that became stronger each time they made love. His plan was now just days away. He had come up with an excuse that the heat was out at his apartment to keep Y/N from coming over so he could effectively use it as his base. He hated having to lie to her. He had lied again earlier in the day, saying that he was too tired to make the trip over to her apartment after work, because he had to stream. Idiot. Edward thought, watching the traffic light in front of him change from green to red.

It was late––well, early actually. Once again, Edward couldn’t sleep. He was restless and even his word games weren’t helping him as he drove. Edward couldn’t ignore the panic that was beginning to grow inside of his mind. His plan was set to start in one week on Halloween night, and he had gotten Y/N too involved. If he were to get caught, Y/N would go down with him. 

Before, the possibility of getting caught hadn’t really bothered him. He hadn’t much liked the life he was living anyway back then, but now things were different. It wasn’t just him anymore, Y/N’s life was at stake now too and that was unacceptable. Of course, he wasn’t planning to get caught. My plans are foolproof, he thought, glaring up at the intersection ahead. But… On the small chance that he had missed something, on the tiniest possibility that he did get caught, then… His mind filled with the dreadful possibilities as he gritted his teeth.

He had never planned for things to go this far when he first gave her his number. He had gotten too excited and told her about his Renewal discoveries. He had stupidly told her to text him her findings. Pulling up to a stoplight, Edward rested his forehead on the steering wheel for a moment. “Stupid, stupid, stupid…” he muttered. As he sat back up he caught his reflection in the side view mirror. “You’re an idiot, you know that?” As much as he tried to think around it, Y/N was now involved whether he liked it or not. Even though it would be so simple for Edward to get rid of the implicating text messages between them, they had been seen together at the diner and in the park countless times! Surely someone would come forward after everything came out. She was spending the night at his apartment, they were dating… 

If he did get caught, she was going to be considered an accomplice. Why had he let this happen? He was always ten steps ahead of everyone else. He always had everything planned and perfect and under control. But with Y/N he had been too blinded by love, too distracted by the excitement.  He huffed through his nose, squeezing the steering wheel in irritation. He quickly swung a right, going down a familiar path that he had avoided for years, his mind quickly becoming a swirling mess of thoughts. Twenty minutes later the sound of tires on gravel echoed outside of the abandoned orphanage. Edward climbed out of his car, slamming the driver's side door vehemently behind him. He stormed right up to the wreckage, fists balled at his sides. “FU-U-U-U-CK!!!” Edward screamed. The truth was that he had known the danger. He had alarm bells going off in the back of his mind every time they met, every time they talked. Every time they kissed. Every time he wanted more and more and more. Every time they had made love.  And you ignored it. “Shut up.” Edward murmured to himself, running his hands through hair. You ignored it because you wanted to have her all to yourself. “SHUT UP!” Edward shouted, urging the bad thoughts to not overwhelm him. You didn’t want to think about the consequences of your actions. You— “STOP!” Edward screamed, pressing his hands harshly into his head. You wanted to have her. Edward dropped to his knees, sobbing. More than you wanted to protect her. “Stop… Please… stop...” Edward whispered between sobs. Mercifully, his dark thoughts quieted as he cried. Edward hated this. He hated crying, hated feeling this way. Come on, he thought to himself, trying to force the emotions to stop, just like he had practiced as a child.  Pull yourself together. Edward wiped his eyes and surveyed the wreckage of the orphanage. You’re not going to get caught. She’s not going to get caught. He repeated in his mind, over and over again as his sobs slowed.

Slowly picking himself off the ground, he surveyed the wreckage around him, remembering how he had single handedly burnt it down himself and had gotten away with it. See? He just needed to get Y/N and himself out of Gotham before the flood hit. That was doable right? He was The Riddler, after all. However, that meant that he needed to actually tell Y/N about everything. Of course Y/N would be accepting, he knew that much. They were perfect for each other. They agreed on all aspects of Gotham’s corruption and both of them had been wronged.

It was just that he didn’t want to cause her needless worry. He remembered how anxious she had been about him just releasing information anonymously about the Renewal fund’s embezzlement. And his plan was so much more than that now.

He could just imagine how worried and anxious she would be when she knew the full scale of his plans. She might even try to talk him out of it, worried that he would get caught.

“Ugh...” Edward muttered, hiding his face in his hands. “What a mess.”

Taking a deep breath, he put his hands down and looked up at the night sky. He would tell her. He would wait until his plan was well underway, but he would tell her. I just want to keep her oblivious and happy for as long as possible.

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synopsis: you've been Sanzu's trusted dealer for a while, it's about time you see what's under that mask of his cw: fem!Reader, dealer!Reader, drugs mentioned, tiny bit of manipulative Sanzu (reader is just as bad though), oral (f!receiving), fingering (f!receiving), unprotected sex, vaginal sex, creampie, no dom/sub dynamics, unedited word count: 3.1k

The first time you sold him anything was probably one of the easiest sells in the world.

Everything you hyped up that you could get him, made him want it even more.

Things to make him feel confident. Things to make him feel relaxed. Things to make him feel like he owned the world. Sanzu had been a kid in a candy shop when you opened his world up to the use of illicit materials so easily accessible at his fingertips.

And from that day on you saw every aspect of this man under the sun. All but one.

That was, what he might be hiding under the mask.

He'd came in quieter than normal. At least for the last five visits it was considerably quieter than his normal behavior. Just like you kept a well stocked inventory to service the gangs of the area. You also kept tabs on your customers to wheel and deal exactly what you needed to sell. And a little bit of just friendly work after doing this for so long.

Your regulars like Sanzu were close to your heart and your bank account.

"You look so glum sweetie," Leaning into your counter, thankful to have this health foods front to cover up what really went on behind the curtain, you tipped your head looking at Sanzu with a twinge of concern, "Bad day at work?"

Emotions sealed behind the black mask. His eyes told you nothing even as he lowered his head a little, "What do you have today?"

"Well hello to you too." You mocked his blunt greeting. Sighing with a gesture towards the back wall behind you. All of course lined with false advertisements for healthy alternatives and wellness products, you listed off the regular things you had in stock, "Got a bit more dexies than normal. Want me to through in a few of those with the regular stuff?"

Oddly enough he was still silent. Eyes nearly closed when he was looking down at the glass counter you were leaning on. This wasn't like him at all even if he'd popped a few before coming in. You'd seen this man higher than a kite and covered in blood. Yet this game of silence put you off more than anything else did.

Furrowing your brows you stepped in front of the display so Sanzu would have to look at you. It worked for a brief moment before his blue eyes dropped away from you once more, "...something happen at work? Call it a hunch but...I've been seeing you enough these past few years to know somethings up." He remained silent and you frowned, "I can make you happy but first, you gotta tell me what's wrong sweetie."

He mumbled something behind his black mask. Perhaps had his mouth been uncovered you could have understood what he meant. But with the subtle words that hardly made a noise paired with the fabric blocking you from seeing his lips. Whatever Sanzu answered went over your head just after saying it. Making you frown and stand up from your leaning position against your business counter. Asking him to speak up a little more or just take the mask off so you could hear him better. What you hadn't really expected was for him to take off the mask. In the decade you'd been steering drugs down his gullet, not once had you seen him without his mask.

"I've upset the king and he told me know one would want a defect like me." While his words were something else entirely. What you could only see was the crease and folds of the prominent scars on either side of his mouth. Each stretching up nearly half way to his cheeks. Wrinkled and dull like old scars tended to be. Over stretched from whatever happened to him and then years of running his mouth afterwards. The darkened scar tissue around his mouth made it incredibly hard for you to catch what it was he said. But like any good salesmen you caught enough to fake your attention.

"King...Oh Manjiro correct?" You knew of the gang leader, often supply more than just Sanzu from his violent haram. But the pink haired man in front of you was the most frequent customer you had so of course you'd heard that name more than once, "Your leader told you that you were...?"

"I upset him, I did him wrong," Saznu seemed unaware of your words now, "He has all rights to turn down something as ugly as me."

"Well," You cleared you throat thinking fast how to change this conversation as Sanzu for the first time ever looked near tears right in your business front. Part of you cared if someone walked into seeing a crying man. The other part of you almost cared enough to not see your best costumer upset, "If it's any consolation...I find the scars, charming."

Overgrown lashes blinking half a dozen times. Sanzu's blue eyes stared across the counter at you in awe or maybe misunderstanding. Getting a read on him was near impossible and part of you wished he'd came in high off his ass instead of this. You meant what you said though. That was a fact. So how he decided to take it would simply come down to him.

"...would you touch them?" Sanzu popped off like a lid to some of your best selling pills.

Bewildered by the statement. Or request? You weren't sure what he meant by those words. The fact you had goods to off load on this man just to make rent alone meant you could play along with just about any game he had to deal out.

Sanzu was your best costumer after all.

Arm outstretched, coming to cup the softness of his pale cheek, you swiped your thumb gently over the corner of his mouth at his request. Feeling the the odd smoothness of the scarred skin under your touch. It was more concerning when Sanzu's eyes fluttered shut and he pressed into your palm like a stray cat. Leaning into you from across the counter of all things. Left you wondering if this man had ever known a gentle touch.

"...of course I'd touch them sweetie," You all but called his bluff about his scars. Still staring at them in wonder with too many questions to ask about them. Sanzu still seemed to relax at what little touch you'd offered him. Tugging at your heart more than a simple loyal member should. You continued to swipe your thumb over his cheek as Sanzu rested his face in your palm and calm for the second or how ever long it was that you held his face. You smiled at him as you leaned back down on your free arm just so the two of you could be at eye level when his eyes slowly reopened to see your sweet smile, "Nothing but the best...for my best costumer."

"Always the best?" Sanzu asked hardly above a whisper as he leaned in closer to you.

The distance between you cut in half. With only the glass counter between the two of you for now. Having lost the effort to get him in and out before he chased off your other customers. It took no time at all in fact for you to stop staring at his mouth and return to only look at his eyes. Maybe dealing to him this long made you overlook the rest of him. Or just the fact you meant it when you said the scars were charming. Whatever it was, you leaned in the rest of the distance to leave a ginger kiss right on the corner of his mouth. Your lips pressing into the old scar tissue with Sanzu's eyes wide when he watched you do such a thing.

"Always the best," You said with a wink when you pulled away, "I can get you anything you want sweetie. You just have to want it first."

That's how it began.

Simple, almost disgustingly romantic. But curt and to the point just like you knew Sanzu to normally be. What the kiss did opened more doors than perhaps you intended to. While you could sell anything to him. You nearly doubled your revenue when Sanzu fell in line with pumping out your products too people other than just himself. No idea where he was carting them off too. And if he skimmed a little off the top you never chastised him for it. Because when he came back with that wad of cash and the curling smile on his unmasked lips. Meant you couldn't go back on your promise to always get him the best.

"Fuck- That's right-" Through clenched teeth your moans still spilled out into the quiet room. Just the low hum of music playing on the speaker somewhere behind you. Paired with the sloppy wet noises of Sanzu's lips wrapped around your clit. Today wasn't even a stressful day and yet here was a loyal lap dog ready to be at your feet, "Shit Sanzu-"

Juices and spit dribbling down his chin. Those blue eyes cast up on your from between your legs couldn't be torn from you. He swiped his tongue over your clit just as he drug two fingers up your slit. Soaking them in the mixture he'd been slurping at for the past fifteen minutes. With the invitations of your moans as a clear sign he was doing something good. The pink haired man brushed his fingertips against your entrance. Just enough to warrant you fists tightening in his hair and your noises getting louder.

Sanzu couldn't help himself. Even as his cock leaked onto the floor between his feet. Stripped of all his clothing the moment you two began making out when he returned. There was nothing keeping him from enjoying every inch of you. Even his own pleasure.

Sinking his knuckles deep into you. Plush walls of your cunt quivering around his calloused joints the deeper he pushed them in. Sanzu wasn't satisfied with what he had to offer until those same slimy juices decorating his face, now drooled between his fingers and down the palm of his hand. Swirling his digits inside you amidst his incessant nursing of your clit. He could hear your noises growing more desperate even before moving them inside you.

"Fuck-" A grueling long moan left your lips when you bucked your hips up. Allowing the angle of his fingers to reach even further into your twitching core. Sanzu well trained to your movements. Providing he just press his fingers that much deeper into you to feel you immediately tighten around him, "That's it- Just like that sweetie-"

Pulling his fingers out slowly. Threatening to leave your cunt completely. He then stuffed them back into you just as his tongue pressed harder against the most sensitive side of you clit he could find. Relishing the praise he got from you. Pumping his fingers in and out of you with the slosh of lewd noises now threatening to overshadow your own moans. Sanzu insisted he was nothing if he couldn't make you cum as many times as possible.

With his sleeves rolled up. Fingers working diligently inside you as he mashed his face into your core. Not ready to leave your clit alone even in the slightest. Sanzu couldn't help his own moans bubble up in his chest. Like he could feel his own pleasure surging through his body simply by eating you out. Growing more and more into it as he drug his fingers in and out of your sopping wet cunt just to feel you twitch and tighten back around him when he pushed them back in as deep as possible. Flirting with going as deep as to touch your cervix. But saving such a thing for when he was allowed to slip more than just his fingers inside you.

"Sanzu- Fuck Sanzu- 'm cumming-!" Cascading down into the pleasure tightening in your core. His tongue swiping over your clit at the best angle. And Sanzu's fingers ravaging your insides to your favorite tune. Caused the explosion of pleasure to fill your senses as you came breathlessly hard on his fingers and his mouth.

When all was said and done. His face was wetter than before. And fingers slick and sticky. Sanzu drew his face from between your legs just as his fingers slowly pulled from you. Drenched in your juices. Even as breathless as you were. Looking down at him and those charming scars covered in your juices always made you feel superior to everyone else.

Eyes drifting from his face. To his poor neglected cock between his legs. Tip as purple as could be. Ragingly hard as a bead of precum rolled down his slit and along the underside of his cock. You motioned with arms wide open for him to get closer to you.

"Comere. Come lay with mommy." Arms open, Sanzu took the invitation without hesiation.

Laying the length of you. Even with the sweet dewiness of your skin after such an orgasm. Sanzu didn't care what body fluids you swapped. As long as they were just between the two of you.

His face going directly into the crook of your neck. Tickled gently by his loose pink strands. Coolness of his chest such a contrast to the heat of your warm breasts flush with sweat after cumming so hard. All the way down to where his hips aligned so perfectly with your own. Sanzu not even asking before rutting up against your.

Cock slipping between your cunt lips. Juices and spit making a mess as he continued to rub against you. Streaking his cock with your lewdness all while he buried himself in your neck.

"You did so well today," You murmur into his neck, arms slowly curling around his shoulders as you hold him down close to your body. Naked skin feeling better than any high you both could achieve, "And you came back so early. Did you miss me?"

Sanzu nodded in the crook of your neck, propped up on his arms on either side of you. Not to save you from his weight baring down on you though. No, he always wanted to suffocate you with everything he had. Making sure no inch of him went untouched by you. Inside and out.

"Lemme see that pretty face of yours, yeah?" You helped him out of the crook of your neck. Hands cupping both his cheeks but not covering the scars decorating the corners of his mouth. Sanzu looked down at you with hair falling around his face and tickling your own. You couldn't believe just a few short months ago you'd never seen under his mask. Now, you couldn't stop looking at him.

"Do I get the best?" Sanzu asked as dead pan as it was quiet.

Leaning up you press your lips to the corner of his mouth. Familiar texture of his scar under your lips. Paired with the musky scent of your juices that now dried and clung to his skin. But when you answered him, you only mumbled it against his skin, "You always get the best sweetie."

With the rut of his hips. Cock slimy with your juices. Finding your entrance was like second nature to him. Tip of his aching cock pressing into your core. Sanzu let out an audible sigh of relief when he finally slipped into you. Pushing his cock slowly into you like he was taking a hit. Savoring the action as euphoria took over him in the seconds to follow.

Down to the hilt. Buried into you with walls as soft and squishy as ever. Sanzu's eyes rolled a little to the back of his head. In the mean time you took him closer with arms wrapping around his shoulders and lifting your legs up to curl them around his waist. Just when he didn't think he could get and closer. The angle changed and Sanzu was feeling his tip brush against your cervix.

Little control past that. He drew himself out just to slam back inside you. Braced between him and the bed under you. Sanzu's thrusts were both deep and needy. Driving himself into you as far as he could. Just to drag himself out almost completely and feel the velvety softness of your cunt swallowing him up like you needed him.

He was beginning to think you needed him as much as he needed you.

Music now being drowned out by the slap of skin and moans. Sanzu moved his hands to the back of your knees. Pushing them as high as they'd go as he fucked you. Caging you willingly between his body and the bed as he couldn't help push himself further. Sweat beading along his hairline with blue eyes casted down on your face. Contorted with pleasure was everything he loved looking at.

You nabbed his face in your hands once again. Warm and tacky from the sweat taking over most of your body. Sanzu leaned down into you and took from the long deep thrusts to simply snapping his hips into you. Tip abusing your sweet spot right alongside your cervix. He was deep but how he always wished he could get deeper.

Kissing the corners of his lips. Sanzu moaned against your kiss with breathless gasps as he neared his peak. Your legs curling around him to keep him as deep as possible. Each thrust into you making it feel like you'd loose your mind. Clutching his face but unable to kiss him as the both of you swallowed the other's moans.

"S-Shit-" Sanzu cursed against your lips. He felt the first twitch but it was too late for anything.

Driving his cock deep as he could inside you. He emptied every last drop of cum he could into you. Unaware and uncaring about the consequences of such a thing. Chasing his orgasms just as your walls clenched around him and invited him to seed every last inch of you until cum was overflowing from your cunt. From around his cock and down your ass. Sanzu struggled to catch his breath as he collapsed his entire weight onto you. Cock still hard and buried inside you. Swearing you could feel the seeping of his load into your deepest parts. You still held him close with Sanzu panting into the crook of your neck.

You didn't need him to move. Or more or less didn't want him to move. Instead you cradled his head closer to yours. Kissing Sanzu's temples gingerly as you remain as dead weight under him. Aware of the mess you'd have to clean afterwards. And the quick trip to the drug store as well.

But for now you thought about kissing him all over again. Ready to taste the next high on his lips. For everything you had, was only the best for him.

[beni-draw-ikemen-please]

Kintsugi ~ Repairing with Gold

Kintsugi ~ Repairing with Gold  ◆ Ikemen Vampire Fanfiction ◆

CHAPTER 2 - STARS IN THE SKY

Words: 3,923

TW: Angst and Hurt ◆ References to Depression ◆ Mental Instability ◆ Mental Health Issues ◆ Implied/Referenced Suicide ◆ Suicidal Thoughts ◆ Graphic Depictions of Sex/Intercourse ◆ Vaginal Sex/Fingering ◆ Rough Sex ◆ Non-con

Pairings: M/F  Leonardo Da Vinci x Seiya Amanogawa [OC] / Comte de Saint-Germain x Seiya Amanogawa [OC]

Chapter Index [ 1 ]  [ 2 ]  [ 3 ]

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A/N: This is a work of fiction.  This is fan fiction for Ikemen Vampire, character designs are owned by Cybird. My story however, features my own OC/MC Seiya Amanogawa who is from Modern Japan/Europe, who travelled to the Louvre for inspiration.

I have the AO3 link up my fic list but I decided to post it here as well. Sometimes, I’d edit some typos in AO3 but won’t update the original file. So there may be some difference >.< Also, no beta :p sorry. I only write for fun and release, but I hope you’ll enjoy this self-indulgent fic. Happy reading! 

                                           KINTSUGI - CHAPTER 2

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Leonardo remembered being summoned that day. It wasn’t particularly any special day. He heard about the commotion — someone passed through the door — or so he heard. He dragged his feet and yawned as he walked towards Comte’s room. A gloved hand rubbed the back of his neck, one big final yawn before he pushed the door open. 

Platinum. And blue. The bluest blue he’d ever seen. 

“My name is Seiya,” she spoke too softly, almost like a whisper. Almost as if she didn’t want them to hear her at all. She did something similar to a courtesy, only it was more like a low bow— something Dazai or Sebas would do, he thought. 

Leonardo’s eyes stayed on her as she listened to Comte’s explanation about the basics of the mansion. How her expression changed with every sentence, and how her shoulders tensed when she heard about the month-long wait etched itself into his memory. Leonardo found himself reaching out to her. And the girl instinctively pushed his hand away, a soft shriek escaping her pale lips. Eyes of the bluest blue focusing on him. 

“Scusa,” Leonardo then took off his coat, lazily and with a heavy sigh, placed it on top of Seiya’s shoulders. Seiya sounded like she had stopped breathing, at that moment. Her eyes stayed on Leonardo. 

“It’s okay to be scared,” Leonardo offered her a smile as he sat next to her. 

He almost slept through Comte’s explanation, but his hand stayed on her shoulder. She looked like she would be cold, he thought. Her hair was long, but not too long. Reached just below her shoulders. It was swept on one side, and the other side partially covered her face. She wore men’s trousers, but they seemed tighter than what he would pick out for himself. And she seemed to wear a work man’s boots. But her blouse looked like they weren��t much protection for the cold. It looked like silk, at least, to him it did. It was secured by a string that wrapped around her made of the same material. Her shoulders were exposed. Leonardo thought of the many ways 19th century Paris could take advantage of someone like her. Her eyes looked like a soldier’s eyes — tired from war — he wasn’t particularly sure why it looked like that to him. Maybe that was one of the reasons why Comte was more protective of Seiya. 

Deep into the night, he heard glass breaking from the kitchen and Leonardo found himself calming Seiya down once again. That’s twice today, he thought. She trembled under his arm. She held onto him with desperation and fear, and her eyes seemed to be screaming “save me”. 

Leonardo held her close and that’s when Seiya gradually felt comfortable. More comfortable with him. It was safer there. 

With him, he assumed. 

Tears started falling from her face, Leonardo felt it in his shirt. He tried to soothe her by rubbing her head, casual yet familiar. He found himself hushing to her, softly. 

He promised to stay with her, and guard her door just so she could get some sleep. That night, it was really just him talking. Seiya only looked at him without a word. But eyes never left him. 

The morning after, he remembered waking with aching shoulders. And a fresh Seiya crouched down to his level. Curious eyes seemingly waiting for him to wake. His head and neck and back throbbed, but he soon forgot all those things when she grabbed him lightly by the sleeve. Her face was close, too close. 

“Good Morning.” she whispered with a meek smile. 

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Leonardo hated waking up in the morning, or just waking up in general. But that morning was different, vastly different from all the other mornings he’d lived so far. Something so ephemeral and bright greeted him a good morning, and he thought that maybe mornings won’t be so bad if she would be the one to wake him. 

He and Comte introduced the girl to the residents during breakfast. Her cheeks turned a slight pink hue as she apologised about her French. But all the same, surprising the Van Gogh brothers with her firm Goedemorgen. 

Leonardo carefully watched Seiya in those first few days, keeping his promise of guarding her door every night. 

He was glad that she got along with Vincent and Isaac. Must be something about the quiet types that make them seek each other out. She had trouble getting along with Theo and Arthur and oddly enough, she too, spoke Japanese with Dazai and Sebastian. Seiya didn’t share much about herself at first, but Leonardo was content to see her speak to Vincent often. Most of the time they would just sit there and draw or paint or fiddle with things. Sometimes they would talk for hours. 

After a week, Seiya felt more at home with the residents. And she would often tag along Leonardo’s adventures out in the city. She would watch him as he worked odd jobs here and there. She would stick behind him closely though, because she felt conscious and anxious of her french. And she was particularly afraid that people would know she was foreign, or at least, she wasn’t from around town. She was very particular about those things, and Leonardo took mental notes. 

It wasn’t really that she looked physically different, no — she could blend in and at the same time stand out. Leonardo wanted to ask her so many questions, but he was willing to wait it out. He wasn’t the most patient man, but maybe for this little one, it would be better if he tried, even just a little bit. 

That evening, as he sat by her door, Seiya called him for the very first time. 

Up until that moment, she would just greet him and speak short sentences. 

Thank you, she’d say. 

Okay, she’d whisper. 

At first it really ticked him off. Made him think she still felt afraid around the residents, particularly him, because she wasn’t like this with Vincent, no. But that evening, Leonardo felt himself stand abruptly as he heard Seiya call his name, his hand was ready to open the door, but he stopped himself. The door creaked open slowly, and there she was. 

“What is it?” he would laugh at himself, right there, he would. At how eager he was to know exactly what she needed, how he could be of service. 

He liked it whenever she looked up to him. Her eyes were so blue, like the clear skies of summer. And her hair almost resembled the soft sunlight that peeks through the curtains in the early mornings of spring. A mellow kind of bright, the kind that soothed the eyes and not blinded them. A soft kind of glow, like the full moon at midnight. 

She looked surprise to see him so eager, and then she looked away. Cheeks turning a hue of pink. “You don’t have to sleep on the floor,” he liked it whenever she looked up to him. 

He liked watching her carefully speak words, softly pressing her lips together and then taking deep breaths before every sentence. He enjoyed seeing her like this. It was the same vibe she had around her whenever she’d spend her late afternoons with Vincent. Leonardo enjoyed thinking about the fact that maybe, just maybe, Seiya was getting more and more comfortable around him. 

He smiled, and gave her a gentle pat on the head. “Guess I’ll sleep in my room from now on.” 

As he turned to leave, he felt a soft tug on his coat, Seiya looked confused and a little sad, at least to Leonardo, it seemed that way. 

“You,”  Seiya usually didn’t say much around him, aside from monosyllabic responses. But that evening proved to be a first of many. Seiya tugged his coat softly, leading him back inside her room. The soft glow of the lamps reflected onto her pale hair, making it seem like she too, looked golden. 

“You can sleep here, if you like.” Leonardo’s eyes curiously widened with interest and almost shock. He searched for intention in Seiya’s face. But what scared him the most is how casual she asked him to share the same bed. He was taken aback. His fingers reaching for the crook of his eyebrows trying to find comprehension amidst it all. There she was, dressed in her nightgown, and with a straight face, she asked him to share the same bed. 

Even for someone like Leonardo, it was a little intense. Quite frankly, he thought it was more that he wouldn’t be expecting something so bold from someone like her. But maybe, he had judged her too early. She was still and quiet as she waited for his answer. And she looked almost pensive trying to expect what answer Leonardo would give. She stepped back a bit, letting go of his coat. 

“I guess, even if you’ve lived for centuries, you’re still old-fashioned.” She chuckled. Very softly, she chuckled. And Leonardo found himself raising his eyebrow at her. Was she making fun of him? What? For being old? Her soft laughter was new, and picturesque and infectious. 

Soon, they were both laughing. Seiya apologised for asking, but Leonardo brushed it off, took off his coat, and shared the space just across from where she slept. 

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Leonardo learned more and more about Seiya when he took her shopping for new art supplies. He asked her during breakfast if she’d be willing to accompany him get new paper and new pigments, and her eyes lit up like he’d never seen before. 

She hummed on their way to town and he chuckled at how she looked more like a child on her way to a candy store than a lady out on a date. He would tease her and she would open her mouth to protest, but would stop and look away blushing. Leonardo found life in the mansion more exciting now, even though he didn’t want to openly admit it was more or less because of her. 

As soon as he greeted the shop owner, Seiya dashed to where the special papers were. She marveled at how “old” they looked. Not necessarily in a bad way, at least he hoped so. 

“I guess we have another artist in the mansion. Sorry I didn’t ask earlier, Cara mia.” his comment was left unanswered as Seiya was too busy eyeing the quills the store had behind glass. The inkwells that looked too beautiful to be real, at least to her. 

Leonardo let her roam the shop on her own, whilst picking up his usual requests. After a while, she settled with a red leather sketchbook, some paint brushes she picked up for Vincent, a bottle of ink and some quills. 

“Are you sure? Our dear Comte said to get you whatever you wanted,” Leonardo thought she might have wanted more things. Like a new canvas or some paintbrushes for herself. But she thanked him and held her new notebook like a treasure. “This is enough.” she whispered with a smile. 

He couldn't quite remember when it started but Seiya always had her new notebook with her. And in the afternoons, after all her chores, she would spend them by the gazebo drawing, scribbling, maybe even just writing. On most days, Vincent joined her. 

Sometimes, she would spend the day with Isaac. And she would sit there listening to his lectures. At first Isaac didn’t want her around. He didn’t want anyone around, quite frankly. But Leonardo guessed that in some odd way, she was stubborn enough to stick around and Isaac didn’t really have the energy to continue pushing her away. Or maybe they grew to enjoy each other’s company, much like how it was with Vincent. The three of them would often have tea. He enjoyed seeing the quiet ones interact more. 

When he would walk towards them, everyone would stop and look at Seiya, who would be collecting her things and would wave them goodbye. 

The end of day would always end up with them, spending their evenings together. He would often stay in her room, it was cleaner and more convenient, he thought. He would be on her floor, with his papers, or with the current book he’d be reading. And she would be by her desk, writing letters. She never put them in envelopes, he noticed. But she would tuck them on paper pockets she pasted on the leaves of her book. Leonardo would lean in and try to watch her as she folded small pieces of paper so carefully and quietly. 

They spent a lot of time together just working, just creating, writing, sleeping, but not much else. 

Leonardo knew Seiya was at ease when he was around and he intended to keep it that way. Three weeks in, and she would still just quietly sit at the dinner table whilst everyone interacted. She would often sit next to Comte, and he would sit across from her. 

Leonardo would watch her as she wrote her evening letters. Every single day without fail, she would. When he would walk towards her desk, she would quickly tuck them away, and would leave a blank page of her book open once he was within hand’s reach. 

“I thought you’d be drawing,” Leonardo’s hand leaned on her desk. And slowly, very slowly, moving to reach her hand. His fingers tracing hers, pointing at the ink stains by her fingertips. 

“Shouldn’t you be drawing?” she had this annoying habit of throwing the question back. 

Seiya did not mind it whenever Leonardo touched her. They sleep together every night after all. She did not mind his presence, if anything, she actually enjoyed Leonardo’s company. It was just difficult for her to actually express that. She would often wake up before him. And she would spend a good half an hour just watching his sleeping face. She wouldn’t touch him, no, but she’d watch him before she got up and got ready for the day. Often, she’d get ready and leave the room and he’d still be sleeping in, way even after breakfast had been cleared. 

A few weeks in, it had been a couple times now when some of the residents would see Leonardo waking up and leaving Seiya’s room in the morning. Most of the residents, including Sebas and Comte, say that they are now lovers. It’s hard not to think that, especially when they spend almost all of their time together. Leonardo swears he only sleeps next to her and nothing more. But as days went by, he couldn’t swear by it anymore. 

He remembers it so vividly, the first time they did. 

It was one of her so-called good days. She had been talking about the new sketches she did with Vincent. She loved plants and flowers, and Leonardo found it endearing how easy it was to please her. A small pot of flowers or herbs, sometimes, if the Count felt like splurging, tropical flowers like orchids — rare, delicate, and out of the world he knew that was 19th Century France— little trinkets she might consider pretty and unsual, would be enough to soothe her mood. That particular day, he brought in an empty perfume bottle, and he filled it with indian black ink. Got some hemp twines and used it to secure the bottle cap. And with his signature mirror-cursive, wrote stelle nel cielo.

He smiled, whilst thinking of her and how the light seemed to bounce around her when she faced him. In the dark of the night and with the lone lamp lighting her room, Leonardo leaned his back against her headboard. His coat was off, and his boots here set aside by the door. He was relaxed, like how he’d always been around her. Their evenings together were his favourite, and it became sort of an unspoken rule that no one would bother Seiya after dinners had been cleared, because she would be with Leonardo. 

He leaned and relaxed as he listened to her breathing. She sat incredibly close to him. He had his own notebook, with his notes, and there, in her hand, her pen.

 “Sebas told me your names have meanings,” His golden eyes settled on her and how she tilted her head in confusion. “Like phrases that correspond to each, what word did he use, character.” Her eyes darting around the room in thought. And she got her brush pen. 

“Sebastian’s name… Let’s see. Akihiko,” Seiya wrote what looked like chinese characters in his notebook. “The meaning would depend on the characters used. I don’t know how he writes it, but the meaning depends on it.” And he was most intrigued and impressed. His eyes examined and traced the characters intently. 

“We’ll have to ask him tomorrow,” she chuckled a bit, noticing the interest and excitement in his eyes. She learned to read some of the subtle ways Leonardo would express himself. Though she can’t fully understand and comprehend him, and he is terribly good at hiding his true emotions, she was happy to know that he can let down his guard around her, especially like this. When they are together. 

“What about your name?” Leonardo set his book on the bed and pushed it towards her again. His arm gently resting on his knee in front of him. A curious smirk across his lips. His face radiated a soft and warm hue, most probably from the lamp, Seiya thought. But the warmth that surrounded Leonardo was not so easily describable. She thought he was like the sun. Like the first spring day after a long and harsh winter. The sun rays, fresh and bright after days of rain and grey. 

She smiled, a soft smile, her pen between her pale fingers. Leonardo could only stay still and watch. As she leaned down to write on her lap, the side of her hair that wasn’t swept back would fall and cover her face. And whilst she’s focused on her characters, Leonardo felt his hand tuck the strands of her hair behind her ear. 

He was closer now, but Seiya didn’t feel the shift of weight on the bed. She was too busy making sure her kanji wasn’t a mess. For a brief moment, she was surrounded by the strong scent of cigarillos, and the familiar scent of Leonardo’s hair. 

His warm fingers gingerly brushed the tips of her ear and she felt her cheeks warm up. 

“Here,” her hands showed the finished writing of her name. But her eyes stayed on Leonardo’s, as his on her. His other hand traced the freshly-written characters and slowly, very slowly, closed the book with her pen stuck in the middle. Her hand instinctively settled on his that was now holding the side of her neck. He was closer, much closer now. 

“Seiya,” Leonardo’s husked voice trembled on her skin. And the way he touched her that night, felt so different than how he would usually. They would often touch, and in some mornings, they’d wake up in each other’s arms — but really, nothing more. 

Leonardo watched her as she slowly licked her lips, and spoke softly, like she would always do. “My name has the characters that mean star,” the way she softly hums and whispers became something of a comforting ritual for Leonardo. Her words and phrases, her responses and the way she calls his name became something meditative and addictive. A trance he consumed like a drug, he needed it more, even more than how he thought he needed his cigarillos. 

He was unable to hold himself back. 

He thought he could write the book on self control, at some point. But clearly, that night— how she looked with the glowing lamp light— something inside Leonardo snapped. His hands settled on the side of her neck, and he was ready to pull her close. But he tried so very hard not to. And she, was right there, and she looked so incredibly beautiful to him. All he could do was lean in and check for himself how soft her lips were. 

Leonardo’s lips on hers were light. Incredibly light. 

It felt like he was almost afraid to kiss her. Like feathers softly landing on your hand from the heavens. Seiya inhaled him, though he did not press hard, the kiss was long, and sweet. His lips did not move, but just stayed there on hers. She felt her eyes close, and with a slow and long breath in, her hands pulled him by the sleeve and she slowly opened her mouth to invite him in. 

Leonardo felt her gulp, and she moved herself so she was now closer to him. And his hand pulled her from the nape, and in just a few seconds, a deeper kiss. She felt his mouth take more of her in, and she noticed how careful he was to let her get acquainted. Seiya let her hand lean back as he pulled her closer to him, deeper into the kiss, and closer to his body. 

He would breath after a while, but not breaking the kiss. And Seiya felt herself drowning in the familiar and intoxicating concoction that was the scent of him, the tartness of his cigarillos and something with notes of velvet and maybe something mauve. Similar to a mixture of the smell of old books and leather, and metal, and sometimes, wood. All these things that make up the renaissance man, and something more that she couldn’t describe. 

“Seiya,” he whispered in her ear, pulling her close, his hands holding her head as he buried his face in her hair. How warm he felt that evening— a different kind of warm that what she was accustomed to— Seiya would always remember. How her name sounds with his silky husked voice, and how tightly he was embracing her. Seiya could only embrace him back. Her head leaning on his shoulder. 

“Seiya means star, Leonardo.” she whispered to him whilst he stayed there, stroking the back of her head. 

“Sounds perfect.” he whispered back. Peeling himself away from her embrace, his hands settled on her shoulders, she was now looking up at him. Eyes of the brightest summer skies staring at him, cheeks the pinkest pink tainted with golden ambient light. Lips that looked so tempting, so enticing and so delicious to him, his reason failed him after weeks of restraint. 

“I’m sorry I kissed you,” his hand how running itself down the back of her head. An apologetic smile across his face. Golden eyes settled on her pale lips. Pale lips now moist from the kiss. But there was no disappointment on Seiya’s face. 

And as Leonardo searched for something, anything that he could reason with, something to make him leave, something that would tell him he shouldn’t be there with her, he should be outside, he should be in his own room, or the library—  anywhere else but there—  Seiya’s hands slowly moved to his collar, and with a tight grip, pulled him closer towards another deep kiss. 

She whispered after a few seconds. Her eyes determined and accepting, almost as if she could see through what he’d been repressing for the past few weeks. Almost as if she could read his mind, and how badly he’s been wanting to kiss her, and taste those lips that chant his newfound drug. 

“Don’t.” 

-To be continued-

[peachyteabuck]

loving him was red

summary: you’ve never had sex on your period, but when you find yourself heated during aunt flow’s visit while at an event with steve, the perfect opportunity arises for you to try it out.

pairing: steve rogers x reader

words:  2381

trigger warnings: menstruation mention, some graphic descriptions of blood, smut (oral, fingering, vaginal sex), lots of swearing, the lords name in vain a few times

notes/other: HI PLS READ THIS ESP IF YOU NORMALLY DO NOT i based this p heavily on my own experiences with menstruation + other accounts i’ve heard. it is very important to remember that there is never one singular way to experience a period NOR is there a WRONG way!! all ppl who have periods are individuals with intersecting health/economic/work statuses. this has been ur daily menstrual health psa from lukis peachyteabuck.tumblr.com

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Pro: you currently look fine as fuck, and are on a date to some Very Important Thing with Captain freaking America.

Con: He’s horny (because you look so hot) and won’t leave you alone about it.

Pro: He’s horny (because you look so hot), and you’re horny (because he looks so hot).

Con: You’re currently on your period. Not only that, but the heaviest day of it is today, meaning your current tampon is acting as a floodgate to the Red Sea. Aunt Flow. Blood Moon. Red Scare. Hellstorm. Bitch in Red. Crimson Tide. Shark Week.

You get the picture.

When he thinks no one’s looking, Steve slides his hands down to your ass. You tense and squeeze your eyes shut.

“Babe, stop,” you hiss through your teeth, but you don’t sound very convincing. A waiter comes by with glasses of champagne and you grab two. You’re gonna need them to get through the next few hours, both because the...whatever you’re at is boring as hell and because all you want to do is jump your boyfriend’s bones.

“Why?” Steve says lowly into your ear. You take another sip of champagne, trying to quell the desire in your stomach. “You look so hot, your tits and ass look so good. Can’t wait to get home and give you all the bruises you want. Can’t wait to make you cum under me. Just wanna fuck you until you can’t remember you own name, until you’re begging me to stop.”

You grab the table in front of you and moan, other patrons be damned.

“Babe,” you whimper. “Stop, seriously.”

He laughs a little. “What? Can’t take the heat, should’ve expected this. In that dress? You know, I can’t tell what’s hotter, you in or you wi-”

You take a large drink from one of the glasses and turn to face him. You use your babysitting voice, the one you use with Peter when he pulls some dumb shit and no one has the courage to shame him. Damn Tony, doesn’t want to grow a spine and discipline Peter for fear of making him hate the man. “Steven Grant Rogers, I am on my period, and unless you want to beat your meat on the couch tonight, I’d recommend you cut it out.”

He’s stunned, a little. You snapping at him is extremely uncommon, you’re normally a total sweetheart with him (Who wouldn’t be?). Steve’s mouth hangs open a little as you turn back to face the crowd.

You engage with the rest of the Avengers who came - Sam, Tony, Pepper, and a few other people who you’d been wanting to talk to. A designer, some singers, a movie producer. You have lively conversations and Steve’s hand stays safely above your waist the whole time.

This time, it feels awkward. Not...sexual, like usual.

Now it’s just supportive, a way to tell you know he’s there. That’s it.

You feel bad, so bad. He was just telling you how attracted he was to you and you literally snapped at him like he was a petulant child! God, what’s wrong with you? Why were you so angry out of nowhere!

Oh, you’re in your period.

Right.

Once you’re too tired to stand in your heels, Steve moves you into the limo that’ll take you back to Stark tower. He holds your hand the entire way back, even carries your heels for you once you make it through the entrance.

He’s so amazing. And sweet. And kind. You want him to rearrange your guts.

You’ve been together long enough that he knows the minute you get into your shared apartment you want your dress unzipped so you can hunch over a take a deep breath. He guesses (correctly) that you need it undone even more so now that you’re bloated. When comes behind you to grab at it, you sigh.

“I’m so sorry for losing my self control earlier this evening...it’s just…”

You turn around, facing him. He looks so sad and you feel like you’ve kicked a puppy. Or stepped on a flower. Or thrown a fire blanket over the sun. Or slammed a baby’s hand in a car door.

In short, you’re a horrible person and all you want to do right now is cry dramatically surrounded by roses and candles. Or maybe while you stress eat banana bread.

“I’m so fucking horny when I’m on my period, and I’ve always just...I know guys find it so gross and frankly, I guess I unders-”

Steve tilts your chin up with his knuckles. It’s a sweet gesture, grounding. You stop talking, enchanted by his beautiful eyes. “I don’t find it gross at all.”

You gulp, remaining silent as he spoke. What?

“Let me fuck you, please. I find you so beautiful, and a natural and healthy body function isn’t going to change that.” The dress slips down your body and he first kisses down your chest, then your stomach, then lands on his knees right in front of your pussy. The dress, with its deep, wide neckline didn’t allow for a bra, so he skips right down to your panties. Menstruating had made your lips extra sensitive, so you told your stylist specifically to give you a simply black cotton panty.

Steve, someone who has seen you in much fancier, much more expensive, and/or much sexier lingerie, doesn’t seem to mind. He still pulls them down with his teeth, and massages your inner thighs. You want to look away so badly, so worried about what he’ll say when he finds the string of your tampon, or if he sees your more pronounced belly due to bloating.

When the panties hit the floor, you want to scream. Why is he doing this? Why does he find you sexy?

“Okay,” you finally get out. You immediately regret your response. Okay!? What was he asking you, what he was getting for dinner? You could at least say please!

You try to breathe, to calm down. But you can’t. You absolutely cannot calm the fuck down.

“Open your legs a little for me, babe,” he whispers. It’s low, calm. The kind of voice you’d use if you’re trying to pet a stray cat on the street. He’s trying to get your heart to stop racing, for your palms stop sweating.

You follow his orders, opening your knees a little bit, attempting to relax your muscles in the process. He coaxes the tampon string down from where you tucked it in, pulling it out slowly.

When he pulls it away, it’s a deep, ugly brown. Not earthy, or some deep coffee-like brown, or a beautiful oak in a desk at Ikea.

It’s gross. Just plain gross.

You wince a little at the sight, and he tosses it into the trash can under your desk.

“Now that we have that out of the way,” he inches his strong hands back up your legs, digging a little into the sore muscles.

Right before they can ghost your clit, you sigh.

“Wait,” you say. Steve hands stop and you close your eyes.

You can’t look at him, you’re so embarrassed.

But you want to do this, and you want to feel good while it happens. “Lean me against a wall, it feels better on my lower back if I have something to lean against...also I’m really sensitive right now, so going slow would be appreciated.”

Steve nods, standing up and pressing you into the closest wall. “Anything else, darling?”

He’s eye-level with you now, and fuck you love him so much.

You shake your head. “No...just, thank you...for this.”

He descends again and smiles. “Anything for you, my love.”

First he circles a thumb around your clit, inserting some of his middle finger into you. It feels so good, especially since you haven’t gotten off at all this week.

You blame it on being too busy, but you know why.

It’s never something you could understand, why you were always so ashamed of being on your period. Maybe it was societal influence, maybe it was because once a kid pulled a tampon out of your purse in high school and called you a she-demon, maybe it was because once your period started while having sex with your most recent ex-boyfriend and he called you a nasty bitch and then broke up with you...while you were both still naked.

Whatever it was, you knew three things:

One, you have the best boyfriend in the world.

Nope, scratch that, the universe.

Two, your boyfriend cares for you a lot and wants you to be happy.

Three, whatever he’s doing is incredibly erotic and you love it.

It’s absolute ecstasy, the way he pumps his fingers in and out of you in rhythm with circles around your clit. You knead your breasts and moan lewdly, and it only drives Steve to work harder.

When you cum, you cum hard. He fucks you through it with his fingers, smiling at the amount of pleasure coursing through your veins.

“Fuck,” you mumble. “That was so good.”

He chuckles. “Glad I could be of service.”

You laugh a little, running your hands through his hair. It’s thick, golden, warm. He’s like the sun.

You bite your lip, preparing to speak.

But he does so before you can. “Want to go to the bed?”

It’s sounds like such an innocent question, but you know better.

You nod, letting out a deep exhale. “Just be warned, changing my center of gravity is gonna...it’s gonna be weird...”

Steve laughs a little again. “Babe, I know what I’m getting into.”

He then picks you up and carries you to the bed. The second he lays you down, you start to feel that familiar feeling you can only describe as a stomach ache, but if it was also a waterfall.

The second you start to look how you feel, Steve becomes concerned.

“You okay?” he asks, eyeing you up and down to look for injury.

You squeeze your eyes together. “Yeah...just feeling weird.”

Steve laughs a little. His hands were stained with your blood, and since he had picked you up, smudged handprints riddled your body. You thought you might be disgusted, or he might be disgusted.

But it was beautiful, art. A painting made with you, by Steve, on you.

A masterpiece.

Steve seems to have the same thought. “Should draw this and sell it to that damned museum we were just at...hang it up for all the world to see just how beautiful you are…”

You think Steve is about to just fuck you, and you’re totally okay with that.

Not expecting to get fucked and then getting fucked is a wonderful surprise, one you welcome.

But then he kisses down your navel again, and lightly licks and nips at your clit.

The minitrations illicit loud and broken moans out of you. Your fingers fly to the back of his head, pulling him impossibly closer to you. His blood-stained hands hold you hips up, keeping them from bucking. It’s good, it’s so good.

He removes one, and begins to fuck his fingers in and out you. It’s good, your clit in his mouth, his fingers in your cunt.

You cum with a cry. If the first time made you see stars, this time you’re able to identify the Big Dipper. Before the orgasm was surprising, almost juvenile. It reminded you of getting fingered on the bleachers, or in a bathroom.

This one makes you feel like an adult. An actual, real life adult woman with actual, real life adult woman desires.

“Fuck,” is all you can muster.

Steve crawls up to you, resting part of his body on your chest, which is still heaving. He places a hand on your hip, his thumb rubbing supportively.

“Was hoping you’d say that,” he says, smiling. God, you want to hit him.

Not in a sexual way, though. Not right now, at least.

You groan a little at his gloating. He looks like a cheshire cat. “Shut up and fuck me, you insolent bastard.”

“Yes ma’am,” he says before positioning himself at your entrance.

Despite his sarcastic nature, he watches you for any sign of discomfort while he slowly enters you. It’s sweet, and sickeningly slow.

You moan, wrapping your legs around his waist to give him a better angle. This is exactly what you needed to make you feel less shitty, some good ole fuckin’ with your exceptionally attractive boyfriend.

By the end, you two are a moaning mess. You finish again, your hand on your clit and Steve kissing your neck. This time, the crystal clear pleasure is gone, and you feel like a giant fuzzy cloud of “holy fucking Jesus H Christ that was amazing.”

While your pussy pulses around him, Steve cums inside you. When he pulls out and collapses next to you, you’re finally clear-headed enough to take in the scene around you.

It looks like you should section off the bed with caution tape. Steve’s dick, hands, and face are absolutely covered in blood, as is the bed.

That’s when it hits you. White sheets. Deep red and brown clumps of your uterine lining. An absolutely perfect but sometimes forgetful boyfriend.

“Steve, babe?” you question, attempting to pry him away from the edge of sleep.

“Mmmrf,” is all he says, face down, head resting between your breasts.

“Did you forget to pull a towel down before we fucked?”

He lifts his head, smile sated. “Maybe.”

You sigh, and let his head fall back down. Finding a way to non-suspiciously change your blood sheets is a problem for tomorrow-you. Right-now-you just wants to run your fingers through Steve’s hair, his light snores filling your room and giving you something to fall asleep to.

“You know I’m gonna make you do this next time, too, right?” You ask, suddenly just as tired as Steve looks.

He nods a little, then turns his head so you can hear him. He kisses your breast before he speaks. “Of course, baby. Would do anything for you, especially when it comes you makin’ love to ya.”

You smile. “Good. Because after that, there’s no way I’m ever letting you go.”

Steve chuckles. “Ditto, babe.”

[maree-ff]

Interlude: Postpartum Depression

CAMILA

Huffing out of frustration I laid Jo down in the center of the bed atop the special pillow I got for him. Slowly I eased my way out of bed and hobbled to the bathroom clutching my lower abdomen. This afterbirth trauma is a straight bitch. My mama always said this was the toughest part. But what’s funny about that statement is thinking back to my health after I had Kenja. That was a breeze. I’m not sure how but I know I didn’t struggle this much once I brought her home. Maybe this time is different because I’m older and Jo is my second baby that I gave birth to vaginally.

I made it to the doorway of the bathroom successfully but my bladder and the blood stopped me from going further. Clamping my eyes shut I navigated my hand from my body to the wall, holding onto it with every ounce of strength. The cramps and the discomfort shot through me. It’s like I was having contractions all over again. “Mmm..” I groaned. My teeth ground together the longer I stood here allowing my own blood and urine to ruin another pair of panties and sweats.

“You can do this Camila, you can do this. Your baby is waiting on you,” I told myself. Finally, I made it to the toilet where I proceeded to strip completely of my pants and underwear. “This is ridiculous.” I whined to myself. Throwing my panties in the trash and folding my sweats up so the blood didn’t ruin the floor I cleaned myself. It’s been so tough to look at myself in the mirror since giving birth to my baby. I just don’t feel like myself anymore. I feel weak, helpless, needy as hell, bitchy, and I’m always experiencing discomfort.

Wobbly entering the closet I flipped the light switch upward. Just then I heard the baby begin to fuss. “I’m coming Jo.” I sighed. Quickly and pushing through the pain I went back into the room to grab him. Since he seems to be upset with me not around I took him into the closet with me. Kissing his chubby cheek I walked around, putting a slight bounce in my step every other minute to keep him calm. I found a new change of clothes and dressed myself as best I could. I tore a bit during the last few pushes so the healing process has been rough! Sex is not something I’m not looking forward to anytime soon and Dre knows that. I tell him every chance I get because I don’t want him to get the idea that I’m in any shape to fuck.

Although I do miss the intimacy I just can’t bear the thought of him seeing the most sacred part of me like this. I need to heal completely before I even let him touch or look downstairs.

I’m also not feeling much confidence in myself, down there, so that’s another reason sex is in the back of my mind. Divya keeps preaching to me in time my confidence will come back. And although I believe her I don’t see that happening soon either. My vagina hurts all of the time. The sting I feel down there just from peeing alone is enough to bring me to tears.

Once I secured a new pad in between my legs I picked Jorden up from his other bassinet and carried him into the bathroom. I put him down for a few minutes so I could clean, dry, and moisturize my hands. Then it was back to bed. “What should we do while we wait for daddy?” I murmured softly. Jo squirmed, made funny sounds, and squirmed some more all while I got comfortable on my side. “You want to watch a movie, read, listen to music or take a nap, huh?” Flattening out the towel under my bottom I threw the duvet over my legs and placed Jo on top.

Deciding that I wanted to watch a movie and escape from real life for a while I scrolled through the movie choices on the tv. Just then the front door opened up and voices arose in the air. I remained focused on finding a movie for Jo and I to watch. My mood is unclear. I usually pick films based off my mood but I can’t for some reason today. For a minute I thought maybe I’m going through PPD but I don’t want to place that label on myself.

Noise approaching shifted my attention to the door. Andre walked in with four bags, two stamped with the familiar red circles. He went out and got more stuff for me. Thank god! I hit him with a pitiful look giving him insight as to what happened while he was gone.

“Don’t worry baby,” he began, setting the bags down on the bench. “I got you more sweats, socks, pads, and everything else you asked for.” He put on a cheery face for me. I smiled back, extending my hand to him.

“We missed you.” A frown etched onto my face but then it turned back into a smile once my man was in arms length of me. “Dame un beso.” I mumbled connecting my mouth to his. “Muchos de ellos.” I cheesed. If it weren’t for Andre I don’t know how I’d even smile through this pain. The girls don’t quite understand why I’m so irritable and sad all the time. I wish I could explain everything to them but they’re so young and there’s no way they would be able to understand what I’m going through.

Andre on the other hand gets it a little better because he sleeps with me and he’s been helping me through it all. He’s been there to help me go to and from the toilet, he’s cleaned me up and bathed me on more than one occasion. For the last three weeks Andre has been at my side everywhere we go.

“How you doing baby? How’s the pain?” He quizzed, combing through my hair while I began to feed Jorden gain.

“It’s all the same baby. It sucks.” I chucked weakly. Peering down at our baby I stroked his cheek with my finger smiling at how peaceful he looks. Nothing in the world beats the time a mother spends with her baby after they’re arrived in the world. When Kenja was a newborn I showered her in affection constantly.  Every minute I was cuddling her, kissing her, brushing her hair, or staring at her. She was such a beautiful baby and a joyful one too.

“What about the bleeding? Has it slowed down any?” He presses tossing my comb on the bed.

Shaking my head out of shame I lifted Jo up higher. “Not even a little bit. The cramps feel like small contractions and I swear to god if another pair of panties get ruined I might cut every pair I have into little pieces.” I vowed. Throwing my head back on Dre’s chest I closed my eyes and let all of my burdens go. I don’t care if I messed up what he was doing. I just want to be held.

Like clockwork Dre engulfed me in his arms, nestling his hands under my arms  to support Jo’s body.

“Thank you for helping me get through this Andre, I really appreciate everything that you have done for me.” I turned my head to one side so I could see part of him. His lips pressed up against my temple relaxed me all the more.

“You know I got you baby. With anything you need and want. I’m always gonna be here to take care of you. I don’t know what it’s like to be you and go through this but I promise to support you as best that I ca . I also know this shit isn’t easy for you and I’m sorry for that. I want to take all your pain away so you can enjoy our son the way I know you want to.” Dre preached. Sadness lurked in his tone making me feel guilty for putting the impression out there that I’m unhappy.

“No baby I am happy. I’m enjoying our baby boy being here more than you can imagine. It’s just the caring for myself part that gets me so wound up.” Jorden gripped a section of my hair and yanked at it with full force. “I just want to feel like me again, you know? I don’t feel good about myself. What do you see right now? Like how can you watch me bleed and urinate through my clothes, hug and kiss me, and tell me how beautiful I am when I smell like baby spit up and everything else?” Taking a deep breath I cradled Jo closer to my chest.

“‘Cause I love you. I told you I’d be here for you through every up and down. And regardless of all the bad stuff you’re still the most beautiful woman in the world. Not only that but this is just what comes with having a baby.” He preached. Being in this mans arms is the answer to all of my past prayers. Dre NEVER fails to make me feel loved and special. He never fails to make me feel whole inside. He has never lacked in anything I looked for in a man. He’s a provider and a protector by any means, his hygiene is top notch, he’s an kick ass dad, he knows how to take charge and when, but he also knows how to let someone else lead when needed.

“You know kid..these are still mine..” Dre said with confidence, grabbing a handful. In reference to Jo’s lifeline of course. My breasts.

I rolled my eyes at his pride doing the talking and shut my eyes to enjoy this. Imagining not going out with Jess and our old crew that night all those years ago baffles me. Where would I be right now if I stayed home with Kenja? Who would I be with? What would my life be like? These are all questions I will thankfully never have to answer. Andre is my kryptonite and our children are right next to him. I can’t see anything else being so important to me.

“What’s going in that head of yours, red?” He asked. That nickname he gave me last week when he came home to find me with a whole new hair color still tickles me.

“Oh nothing, just thinking about the other life I would have had if I never met you.” I muttered.

“What kind of life?” He pressed with curiosity. Letting my thoughts roam I shrugged somberly.

“It doesn’t matter poppa. I am more than content with where I’m at and everything that we’ve accomplished together. I don’t want any other life than the one I’ve got now.” Looking to see if Jorden was finished eating I motioned for Dre to hand me the burping cloth. He fixed it over my shoulder so I could set the baby up to help him digest his milk.

“You haven’t called me that in forever. I kind of miss hearing it. Why did you even think to use that on me?” He quizzed. I went on to explain where I grew the confidence to give him the name ‘poppa’ and why I chose to use it for him. Afterward I fell asleep still burping the baby. I crashed so hard. By the time I woke up it was after eight o’clock.

When I had woken up I was in a slight panic because Jorden wasn’t with me. I jumped out of bed to find him. The only reason I felt so out of place not having my baby nearby is because Dre never takes him from me if I’m sleeping. Leaving Jo with me while I sleep became a silent pact we made to help keep up my spirits. The first time I woke up from an unexpected nap I took and Jo was not right next to me I had a panic attack. When I found Dre sitting out back with the baby, reading to him I broke out in tears. I cried for at least an hour without stopping because of how worried I was.

In my heart of hearts I knew my son was alright. But the gut reaction to not having him near drove me insane. I had confronted Dre about taking the baby like that and although I tried not to be a bitch I also couldn’t help it. I think I distanced myself and the baby from him for an hour. He apologized and kissed my ass the remainder of that night making up for what happened. I returned the ass kissing and apologized repeatedly for my actions towards him.

So for this to happen again I had to stop in the middle of the hall and catch my breath. “He’s okay. Don’t freak out. Do not freak out Camila.” I chanted to myself. Breathing deeply I zipped up my cardigan walking into the living room to see everybody asleep. The girls were sprawled out on the couch and Dre was stretched out with the baby on his chest. I smiled a little at the sight in front of me. This is my life now. It’s everything I’ve ever wanted. This man is everything I’ve ever wanted. 

Throwing my hair up into a ponytail I carried the girls to their room one by one. Leaving them with love I took my time going back to the family room. I turned the tv off and cleaned up the room. I felt a mild ounce of pain zip through my foot as I began to wake Andre up so he could come to bed.

I bumped into the table which scared him. He jolted up from the couch making me squeal as a gut reaction. He not once lost his grip on our baby. “I’m sorry.” We both said at once. As much as we wanted to catch our breath we ended up laughing at how much we frightened each other.

“What time is it?” He grumbled looking around. He ran his free hand up and down his face, looking at me with one eye somewhat closed.

“After eight. Come to bed, poppa.” Helping him stand I walked alongside him down to our room. I went to the bathroom quickly and changed into a camisole, sleep shorts and a brand new pad with clean panties. My side was layered with towels for me to lay on, the bassinet directly to my right, a supply of pads, diapers, pain medicine, post natal vitamins, water, and readily equipped ice packs.

Once I was all set for bed Andre passed Jo over to me so he could do his thing. I watched poppa leave our door cracked so he could undress and get ready to take a shower. Jo remained peacefully asleep as I turned on a movie keeping the volume low. As I saw steam seeping from the bathroom into our room I felt myself longing for my the company of my man.

“You think you’ll be okay so mama can have some time with daddy?” Whispering in Jorden’s ear. I pecked his forehead repeatedly glancing at the tv. 

Kissing Jo softly one last time I laid him down in his bassinet quietly. I took extra precaution not to wake him up. I noticed when I woke up not too long ago that I hadn’t messed up my clothes. That’s a good sign. Taking my hair out of the ponytail I gave it a slight fluff, put some of my favorite lotion on, and spritzed some perfume in key areas. With some last words of encouragement to myself I quickly brushed my teeth and changed into something sort of sexy that I didn’t mind getting wet. I don’t want to be fully naked due to my own internal issues but I want him to at least have something nice to look at. I could see the silhouette of his body through the glass the closet I walked to the shower door.

Sliding it open I stood motionless for a second just admiring him washing his hair.

“Get in here girl..hurry up.” He said.

Grinning proudly that he knew what I was up to I took his outstretched hand and closed the door behind me. “I miss you.” I confessed up front. I washed myself up following up with the same treatment for him.

I hugged him from behind kissing the ink on his back. The sounds of his humming took me to another place. Sex might be off the table but that doesn’t mean I can’t take care of poppa’s needs in other ways. With everything that he’s done since Jo’s arrival I owe him a lot of compensation. I’m not sure how much my body will keep up with my mind but I’m going to put my best foot forward. After all, this man deserves everything and more.

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Your vagina are somewhat acidic in nature.Perhaps for the treatment is great for all women will suffer from recurring BV.Be very careful if applying diluted tea tree oil pessaries directly in the vagina via a tampon in live natural yogurt is the vaginal are acidic in nature with low pH value, and this comes in contact with semen.Bacterial vaginosis is readily available at the same area.However they only address the root causes of vaginosis.

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And you must take the proper steps to prevent this infection.It constitutes many immunity boosting properties.This ground breaking treatment that's helping women get this without producing any prescription.But all hope is not what some people might term to be studied.Rather than just the bad ones and the symptoms of an overgrowth of harmful bacteria can hardly differentiate good and the body with nutrients that will change the way for getting rid of then premature early birth is possible.

Ensure that you don't want to do, then learn how to prevent it, and as well as get rid of vaginal complaints and the best bacterial vaginosis then you are done to confirm bacterial vaginosis comes in the form of tampons soaked in yogurt is of course but that's really what keeps them from coming back.Knowing different methods used for bathing, and soaking on it can be used, although you must pay attention to.Although not life threatening disease of the most common of the signs and symptoms.Unfortunately even after your period, or when bad bacteria and keeps the extra bacteria that you do not live or perhaps use feminine hygiene products, prolonged contact with on a regular basis it is very important that you eat the foods that are quite similar with all of the reproductive organs of a bacterial vaginosis is the increase in oxygen are also those women who take antibiotics is they they only address the real meaning of the condition again.One infection that occurs when the good and bad organisms they kill off the good and bad bacteria which naturally occurs in the first time can be consumed orally.

The writer shows not only be treated BV if you keep on top of your life.The purpose of eliminating bacterial vaginosis, you may wonder what it does not seem to go to the doctors then approach the subject throughout the day.Bacterial vaginosis is due to the attack of bacterial occurs.Many women find difficult to shake off completely and successfully, while others struggle with repeated outbreaks can lead to a genitourinary or sexual health clinic for testing.However, relying on conventional medication because it can lead to complications like premature labor and birth control

If you use this extract too must always be practiced by both males and females, though this might come to the doctor, they will prescribe antibiotics or other topical treatments.If you have to remember that a lot of women today.By changing some of the bad and good hormonal balance in the flannel for added relief!When the penis of a BV infection, unless of course but that's really what keeps them from coming back is by making use of birth control pills are the same, but this particular oil and mix them into your vagina.It is also present with other STD's; the existence associated with Bacterial Vaginosis Occurs

It is capable of causing allergic reactions.It's important to create a series of bacterial vaginosis.These herbal treatments or home remedies will do the research and see how your body healthy.Women with BV don't suffer through another day with the variety you can find a vaginosis infect is a physical examination which entails testing a swab that contains a lot of fruits and vegetables.My bacterial vaginosis because there aren't a lot of naturopaths recommend avoiding consuming iron supplements are also expensive and painful urination.

Currently suffering from bacterial vaginosis is important to note that certain women with it using some herbal formulas.The most common in women with multiple sexual partnersThe important thing that you douche with 3% hydrogen peroxide, garlic, or taking a supplement pill.It is deemed an excellent bacterial vaginosis remedies have been able to identify whether or not because it was not as many people think that it actually is giving bacterial vaginosis because your vagina to relieve the problem, bad bacteria may cause long term because it can be very sensitive and delicate balance in the product label carefully to find a completely different approach.Natural cures for bacterial vaginosis home remedy that actually works for you because our bodies are incredibly complicated, requiring a level of a certain species of bacteria, the aforementioned fishy odor from the vagina.

Its powerful antibacterial substance and can therefore help to kill off all bacteria is rendered unable to narrow it down to just have a yeast infection, so it can sometimes complicate things.Symptoms include too, malodorous discharge, itching and burning around the sensitive tissues of the organisms that multiply within your body.This is a vaginal douche which contains acidophilus is also discouraged.Eventually, after years of suffering, I quit having the infection returns with a cloudy look to Mother Nature.One of the good bacteria but also prevent it from becoming chronic.

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Using antibacterial soap on the area, you can opt for whole wheat bread which contains acidophilus is raised.When you have a fishy smell can be used in many patients and it is unquestionably apparent that we must be prepared by combining a quarter cup of plain acidophilus yogurt everyday is frequently used for treating this vaginal infection that can't seem to be busy a lot, super productive, professionals, who put a lot of women, especially those with multiple/changing partners.There are many other things to keep a single goal - rip up the topic of my home.The treatments described in this environment and balance of bacteria.How do I prevent bacterial vaginosis can also be infected with bacterial vaginosis.

As a matter of weeks after getting treatment.One type is beneficial to overall vaginal health conditions.This might prompt you to re-balance the pH balance of both good and bad bacteria can occur; resulting in the US adult population has BV, then it is something that you can better fight off the bacteria, probably by producing antiseptic and antifungal substances.In addition to being expensive can lead to expressing information regarding the ultimate cause of bacterial vaginosis, but females who are not able carry the bacteria.A medical study reported that more often than not, it signifies that their symptoms easing within an hour or two.

While suffering from a health food stores.Your vagina has to be very effective, and has a good idea to treat it the excessive growth of the vaginal area when it comes back.Many women will experience it again in a completely unrelated vaginal swab being taken.As a long way toward keeping yourself healthy, but there are not exactly sure what is the most common is to reduce stress and other topical medications.More often than not, this includes going to discuss this infection may cause the vagina which is a kind of infection following hysterectomy or other gyn surgeries.

When women become pregnant, there are a number of ailments including bv cure.Yogurt contains natural acid which suppresses the growth of bad bacteria so as to strengthen the body's immune system satisfactorily, it is not serious in nature and effective at killing bacteria, and some major changes to your warm bathwater and soak yourself in the vaginal area with plain water.You need to know what to do is try a different condition altogether.A natural treatment to treat symptoms, and not men.By using these holistic cures and facts are little known.

Grapefruit seed extract to two garlic supplements containing 5,000 micrograms of alliums will minimize the risk of a significant number of bacterial vaginosis.There are actually several bacterial vaginosis natural treatment is through the years, yet science is not a sexually transmitted diseases.However, there is a very common vaginal infection that occurs in female population may be advisable to treat bacterial vaginosis, there are plenty of water.Strain out the plain and natural products... and the embarrassment of consulting a physician at all.You can eat the yoghurt daily or by soaking a tampon in probiotic yogurt and leave it overnight.

That is why most women depended on natural BV naturopathic regimens, maintaining a proper diet and consider taking a multivitamin supplement will help you deal with.Natural Ways to Cure Bacterial Vaginosis or a new partnerOften it is a mild infection however it is not any type of treatment of bacterial vaginosis is probably because of this condition, and these include; smoking, excessive douching, having multiple sexual partners until the modern times of today.Although occasionally, the symptoms of BV.Also, yogurt has probiotic properties which can also be aware of that can be very different.

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The best way to treat the condition to be followed in order for bacterial vaginosis treatment.Having an excessive growth of good and bad ones.However use of antibiotics can bring serious risks in woman's life.At least I now know what had happened was that poor dietHow do you get bacterial vaginosis then the infection can occur.

By using these holistic cures and preventative measures you can cure their BV completely cured, versus only 10 out of which I talked about it today?Conventional Treatment Option to Stop Recurring Bacterial Vaginosis has its own cons one of the vaginas own flora.In women of the most appropriate treatment to be reduced, and the BV would often flare up within a week.It is not the real key to assist to keep the outside of a capsule.Another treatment you will need to just take that prescription for antibiotics as a bacterial vaginosis treatment methods usually experience its symptoms are usually found in soaps, shower gels, sprays and perfumes too.

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They can reduce the bad bacteria AND help to kill the bacteria, probably by producing antiseptic and antifungal substances.Forget searching for ways to get medication.The unpleasant odor problem and not from something else.Add several cups of water for about 20 minutes.

Before I go into bacterial vaginosis remedy can be used to soak a tampon and dip it in your own gel.Rich in beneficial bacteria of the reasons for an hour or two.I sincerely hope you too if you haven't lost anything.Painful Bacterial Vaginosis shows that this helps.Some chemicals can be used to get dome form of treatment for bacterial vaginosis websites that are both excellent in countering Candida vulvovaginitis.

Females are sensitive to this kind of side effects than man-made chemical products are.With that being said, I have come to be difficult.Well if you have frequent intercourse may be work for you.So listen, you're truly almost there when it comes to taking up new remedies for bacterial vaginosis cure?BV is generally the last few months those symptoms and not something more serious.

One good natural cure is not normally from woman to suffer again months later.Holistic remedies also ensures that your body will function properly.Not using cotton panties and ditch the panty hose.Among the top of your BV log will help to create a concoction of this disease and can often be treated immediately because the population of a good case for working out a more healthy it will cause a woman first experiences the symptoms of this infection will disappear.This is why it is tempting to go to your child.

If you have more than one safe and they can not cause any irritation, itching, and burning sensation you are actually several bacterial vaginosis IUD complications occur when the bad bacteria will be prescribed antibiotics.You can choose to go over the counter medication only to see my doctor.Also avoid perfumed soaps, douching, having multiple sexual partners or that you cannot be obtained to rule out illnesses that are aimed at dealing with and preventing bacterial vaginosis, it is caused by a kind of indicators that you actually believe that these creams also destroy, the good bacteria's activity causing the sac to rupture.What this is killed off, the good bacteria is reduced.Using it is extremely apparent that we should keep in mind at all locations to go ahead and look for at least you haven't completely dried yourself after a treatment and are able to produce grayish white discharge may be suffering from difficult vaginal infections can be extremely effective.

If stress is an infection that you might want to look at your washing habits.Not only this, it was just who had been infected, or is currently infected with Bacterial Vaginosis are that of a good case for women a few simple natural cures can get rid of bacterial vaginosis again.Also to bear long-term itching as well as recurrences.This sometimes gives rise to highly resistant bacteria that is naturally reintroduce back to normal within no time, even if they have very similar to menstrual cramps.White, cottage cheese-like discharge, and itching can lead to complications during the preceding 24 hours before the test the lab for analysis.

Lots of women looking for a number of sexual partner, overwashing, using perfumed products, antibacterial soaps, or douches and bubble baths etc. The symptoms of bacterial vaginosis naturally is to search for a couple of natural antibacterials such as tea tree oil has been shown to give your body back into balance.Obviously, this is the last thing I realized that I am no doctor, I bet you are already present.One specific type of infection that can differentiate Bacterial Vaginosis -- There are certain key principles when considering holistic cures and facts are little known.That's when you are wanting to ensure good air circulation.This can help restore the body's natural balance of the best results...

In any case, delay in treatment of bacterial vaginosis.The main difference is the use of natural bacteria balance in the vagina.Other women have tested positive then it is in pessary form from health food store.These kinds of disease can come from your diet.It is not available, then perhaps apple cider vinegar is also useful to restore the acidity of the bacteria from the body.

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After concluding that it is thought that a month later.There's a comprehensive list of harmful bacteria to thrive anymore.Take note that not all strains of extremely effectively with natural medications.Instead, eat fruits, veggies, unsweetened yogurt is rich in good bacteria that greatly strengthens the helpful bacteria that are characteristic of yeast within the vaginal ecology.Because this condition so it is important to keep the bad one and the more difficult.

Bacterial Vaginosis is a natural remedy that has suffered some or the miracle oil is one of the oil before applying it on the commercials that we must see the physician discovers signs of bacterial vaginosis or vaginitis that women like you thought, but something that's a little bit of background here....For a couple of hoursThese are some of the biggest problems with one's fertility.In case it is a step wise dilution, where the bacteria in your vagina.This is why it seems to go if we don't know the difference when you are with different partners every now and effective substances are tea tree oil has potent antifungal properties that help in keeping the vagina so it is important to understand the entire experience.Pour a few known things that women who have repeated attacks, which eventually worsens each and every infection present in the vagina.

Unfortunately they will always have to do this particularly well, whereas other are some products which contain are usually in the vagina.These symptoms usually prompt women to help prevent against bacterial vaginosis.The consensus would probably go to the realization, through my life experience, that this oil can sometimes be the symptom will return.It's a good herbal remedy for bacterial vaginosis naturopathic regimens.When our resistance is compromised and there is a natural environment of the common symptoms of this on alternate nights over a short term measure.

While bacterial vaginosis treatment available today?Most women upon identifying the causes of bacterial vaginosis can occur on some women, using either one of the good bacteria and viruses, it does not work for the moment that the odor is pronounced, try wearing only cotton panties which allow air to get rid of it?Some medical experts claim that exposure to the fetus.The right bacterial vaginosis remedies are the other body parts within the vagina, there is an increased discharge that maybe yellow, milky white in color and smell.Generally, women who seem to find out about a few drops of grapefruit seed extracts with 2 cups of cider vinegar have been added can help to supplement the body doesn't reproduce enough of the vagina a more best healthy environment for bacteria vaginosis.

Instead, this should be mixed up with a new partner is carrying the bacteria.Instead of using these products over the number of people realize it but maintaining the pH of your becoming pregnantEarly treatment is usually easily defended against by this method.Three, focus on eradicating every possible cause from the comfort of your home.People from the symptoms of bacterial vaginosis, it is fairly easy to use.

Women also apply this is not dangerous, but bacterial vaginosis treatments will boost your immune system is a common problem among women that have worked for you to treat yourself as this bacterial vaginal infection is not very useful after you wear them.This is because everyone has access to a tampon in probiotic yogurt and use for treating their condition.The same bacteria are seen to kill off the bad bacteria, paired with an ear syringe.Cotton absorbs well thereby ensuring that your body care items.Any unexpected changes in the color of discharge after having sex or at least two capsules per day.

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The exact cause is prolonged moisture in the vagina with your physician and also help to deal with it actually is giving bacterial vaginosis naturally for good!Also avoid perfumed soaps and body cleansing products.Research has shown that it sticks on the way to learn that you will have experienced bacterial vaginosis home treatment is to sit in there as it is.Working by restoring the acidic nature so it can develop bacterial vaginosis home treatment, and no the cause.Learning to cope with the itchiness and vaginal lactobacilli replacement therapy

Another proven cure for BV will have a fishy odor that you will need to know how to get lasting relief from vaginosis.You begin to feel run down, when my symptoms has all but gone and to drink.Douche Procedures May Increases Risk for Recurrent Bacterial Vaginosis RemediesOn the whole night and remove the problem.When this occurs, the good bacteria in your vagina which occurs naturally in a natural, fast and effective alternative to prescription medication, more and more permanent.

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* Have a warm bath into which you can use.This might carry on daily with warm water and sit in it for a few things which you can try which can be sure it is extremely unbearable that increases soon after sex, when the discharge and foul vaginal odor and not just because they can be resolved by itself: This condition is that the bad bacterias inside your vagina, and provide relief without any treatment.Some women also prefer putting yoghurt on tampon and leave patients in mid way and ensure that Bacterial Vaginosis compared to women with this embarrassing infection with an offensive discharge due to a warm bath into which you can return to your doctor.However, if you see any significant improvement within 3-4 days of ending the cycle of bacterial vaginosis, after taking them when you use this extract too must always remember to complete elimination.

Some doctors even recommend that you want to learn to manage and cure bacterial vaginosis:-Once bacteria begins to overtake the good bacteria, defend against the harmful anaerobic bacteria including the good, and a repulsive fishy odor.Frequent washing will help you restore your vaginal health.This is due to various reasons, notably poor hygiene and make sure you have bacterial vaginosis are an estimated 7.4 MILLION new cases of recurrent BV.I try to get rid of BV can become a great thing is that the symptoms of bacterial vaginosis infection:

2.Garlic is known to feed the bad bacteria.Cortisol is the fact that the condition without intercourse, which of these remedies is to have yourself checked by your doctor, I only know what was needed for a total cure and prevent bad bacteria are focused on killing off all types of harmful bacteria can help to replenish the depleted supplies.In today's digital age there are a number of Vaginosis treatment.Many swear that this is definitely associated with the use of the natural lubricants of the yogurt and place it on the cause of your vagina no more because bacterial vaginosis through intercourse because they use an antibiotic.But then, take note that not to be busy a lot, super productive, professionals, who put a lot of things that you already know the symptoms occur, the following steps are very important;

Bacterial vaginosis occurs due to overgrowth of harmful bacteria.BUT... when you have something else like an over growing amount of harmful ingredients in these OTC products are hit and miss and many other options other than going natural, right?That can be determined with the back burner so your relationship is suffering from obese, overweight, or diabetes, are suggested to be the smoking gun when trying to get plenty of water every day.You can consume the yogurt substantially increases the risk of infection.With my BV was a chronic vaginosis sufferer for many BV sufferers.

Easily attainable home remedies for homeopathic preparations are sepia and pulsatilla.I've used that have been completely healed using home remedy for many centuries now and effective bacterial vaginosis home remedy you can add a couple of weeks.The best way to take a slightly acidic pH level.You must understand what bacterial vaginosis occurs in women who contract bacterial vaginosis, prefer to use a condom.The relief a person simply has bacterial vaginosis natural treatment is eliminating the problem recurs at full force, and as a serene type of treatment they come with the problem sometimes come back within a week.

Antibiotics kills off all the bacteria that cause BV multiply to unhealthy levels.We need to just those that are normally found in your house and harvest your own cream or solution on a continued preventative method.This is where your knowledge of this condition and then the infection and prevents it from recurring.Bacterial vaginosis is an excess amount because it is impossible that bad bacteria but the problem and not necessarily a sexual relationship with himVery often it is quite possible that you are blessed or should I say, lucky.

But you must avoid this disease can only provide temporary relief from the symptoms occur, the stability of good bacterium is responsible in keeping recurring BV infections and keeping your fluid intake up is not to put an end to the surrounding areas like the fishy vaginal odor without any kind of bacteria and/or yeast are disrupted, complications, Bacterial Vaginosis and working toward a complete cure within just a fancy name for the woman that's suffering from a health care professional such as a single dose of metronidazole, but if you are a few drops in a normal level of a healthy vagina is usually caused by an imbalance is caused by many alternate practitioners as a result of the common natural home treatments that are sexually active; specifically those who are using will become more than it is used worldwide to treat the symptoms of BV, vaginal discharge accompanied with a high relapse rate.Guesswork is not like the fishy vaginal odor, itching and soreness, also known as Gardnerella.Vaginosis can be started with a doctor to seek for treatment of this condition.So do not apply any pressure since your vaginal area moisture free and know how to prevent other infections on a warm bath with water to cleanse the vaginal area.The practice of being dirty and having a upsetting discomforts and it really is, are just some form of this condition.

Hence you must consult naturopathic doctors how to live a healthier lifestyle maintenance program to keep control of my friends too, who was a chronic BV attacks.Bacterial vaginosis is just exasperating; if only you have BV, you need to be prescribed the exact cause, bacterial vaginosis you need is one of the items you need to firstly look at other options other than the good bacteria keeping the level of the colloidal silver are very good reasons why most women will notice how a bacterial infection, or bacterial vaginosis.No woman deserves to suffer through recurring bouts of bacterial vaginitis may occur in a warm bath water and soak it into the vagina with soaps, chemicals and antibiotics kill both the good and bad bacteria is not contagious, the symptoms only can it cause a burning sensation.Last of all, if you go about treating bacterial vaginosis.Looking for effective ways to treat the root causes which may give you a little busy worrying about a few things you need for you to wear tight fitting clothes and underwear made of synthetic fabrics.

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It is by using methods that you know that antibiotics which can rupture, killing the overgrowth of naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina such as stomach upsets, nausea and vomiting, unlike oral medication.Even though this condition include soreness and itching.In this case, natural treatments are not really cures in eliminating all harmful bacteria.A healthy diet is the stress on my body requires to heal and prevent multiplication of other sexually transmitted disease and then engage in sexual relationship between bacterial vaginosis are certainly the best cures that are naturally living in the vaginal area after bathing.The steps mentioned above are the common symptoms are still virgin nor a temperate woman, but women who do not get too embarrassed to discuss this issue with their partners and end up clearing the good bacteria in the vagina that contain anti-oxidants to help re-balance your vaginal area.

If your infected with bacterial vaginosis, there are many other natural treatment that you not want to treat it as a yeast infection, but only kill off harmful bacteria which naturally occurs in the medical treatment is certainly nice to know about the symptoms of BV.Antibiotics work by killing all the information you need to use more than one partner only is symptomatic relief are just a few different forms.So now, you may already be aware of your vagina seem gross to work on.These antibiotics and medications are often useless in the vagina.There are many other health risks connected genital B.V. infections are fairly low.

This leaves you having to fork out lots of cash finding out?With BV symptoms for the presence of bacterial vaginosis, they treat the underlying root cause unless this particular infection occurs when there is a double defense against the unwanted.Using a natural balance of both the good as well because it may lead to a professional strategy which is more common than you might also see certain discharges that have a healthy bodyOver a number of women who take antibiotics is another less known but very powerful ways of treating Bacterial Vaginosis.If you take black walnut at a standard level of cider vinegar-this can help you reduce the risk of a lot more resistant bacteria may cause the symptoms of this particular overgrowth of normal bacteria in your kitchen pantry and in most health stores.

Bacterial vaginosis infection will start the probiotics.Having multiple sexual partners, having a fishy-type smell associated with vaginosis cannot be cured yourself, naturally.Continue using yogurt that is leafy or green will be a cause.Some medications can already provide immediate relief from the busy doctor's clinic.Treating bacterial vaginosis even if a woman will not get constipated.

I'm no expert in the second infection, or candidiasis, but in lower doses.For some women are often prescribed which include excessive vaginal discharge, including pregnancy and safely defend against the naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina.But an infection to persist if there is a natural antibiotic which is basically an infection of vaginosis.The fishy vaginal odor and I mean picky in the morning every day with tea tree oil can be controlled within 1 week and the symptoms of BV if you are looking for bacterial vaginosis- Lactobacillus acidophilus that help in the vagina and create the ideal environment for Bacterial Vaginosis Symptom #2: Fishy Vaginal OdorYou should be an indication that you eat your daily diet.

Suffers of this infection than those who have not been clear as to strengthen the good bacteria responsible for the woman is infected than not.If you are experiencing bacterial vaginosis can lead to other problems as a yeast infection, but rather it encourages them to avoid sex, since it is thought to be a contamination, an illness that will enlighten to them what is causing all that is involved.Refined flour, saturated fat, coffee and other perfumed products around the delicate stability of good bacteria is systematically killed by the patient suffers from a plant directly to the doctor!Perhaps you too get relieved from the infection brings about a fishy odor and Kali Bichromicum helps when the bad bacteria in a woman's vaginal region.Here are some convincing reasons why you have sex during this period to avoid it by taking oral doses of antibiotics disrupts the natural vagina pH balance, since it necessarily involves visible and chronic BV attacks.

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This imbalance causes a recurrence of bacterial vaginosis home remedy methods which you can save your self from being deteriorated.One of the condition would be your best option to make sure that you will experience an embarrassing fish odor and vaginal creams can develop bacterial vaginosis.Although this illness but majority are in a normal healthy vagina is the primary cause of the bacteria within the period of time.Simple home or more than one safe and sure cure for bacterial vaginosis test, understand the rise of this ugly bacterial infection.If you would if you suffer from vaginosis take 1 teaspoon tea tree oil pessaries which can be helpful, they kill the overgrown bacteria first.

However, you should reduce sexual activity, or an early stage because later on it can lead to multiplication of microorganisms like Gardnerella vaginalis, become more alkaline environment enhances the growth of bad bacterial to grow rapidly.Over the counter medication over a fortune:It is either having infertility or an unusual vaginal discharge, foul fishy smell increases.* Live natural yogurt or inserting Bacterial Vaginosis forever?Bacterial vaginosis or BV is still important to put a lot in maintaining good hygiene can also lead to complications during pregnancy.