#also idk why my bro and little sis weren’t there

[im-no-jedi]

gueeeeeeess who had another dream with TBB in it last night?? 😋

this one started off great and ended badly unfortunately. also, I don’t think Tech was there??? at least I don’t remember seeing him… same with Omega… Crosshair was there though!!

anyway, the dream was basically me, @jam-n-ham and our parents taking the boys to the city. we walked around the streets and did some shopping, it was very pleasant domestic stuff 🥰

then it came time for us to leave. my dream started with us already at the city, so I had no idea that our car was no longer a van and had become a sedan… which made NO sense cause how tf did we fit EIGHT people in one little car…

Ham and I actually debated how we were gonna fit everyone in for a little while. obviously, she and I could just sit in Hunter and Echo’s laps cause they’re our boyfriends, but what about Wrecker and Crosshair??? we finally decided that Wrecker could sit in the back with the two couples and Crosshair could somehow sit up front with my parents cause he’s so thin 😝

that’s when the dream took a bad turn however. Ham and I were in the car with our parents waiting for the boys, who were still in one of the stores. but then we suddenly started leaving and I was like wtf???? mom told us that we had to leave cause dad had some work thing he needed to get to asap. I was like ummm y’all forgot some people?????? but they argued and said dad’s work was more important and the boys were “grown men” and could find their own way home…

needless to say, that dream ended with me chewing out my parents (mostly my dad) for some time 🙃

I’ve made myself feel better about this by being like, umm, my parents would NEVER do something like this, especially my mom. if it was an emergency maybe, but my dad’s work doesn’t involve anything that would fall in that category. so yeah, that whole thing with my parents was just as unrealistic as trying to fit eight adults into a little sedan 😜

[hiccanna-tidbits]

this is a genuine, curious question! what's appealing 2 u about jackunzel :^] ??

Sure, I can talk about why I ship Jackunzel!!!

@gryffindorkxdraws has some posts about why she likes Jackunzel here, here, and here, so those are a pretty good rundown of reasons to supplement mine. But I’ll make a list of my own!

Why Jackunzel Owns My Entire Soul: An Essay in Disorganized Bullet Points ~I dig the sun/moon symbolism! Like Jack was chosen by the moon and Rapunzel has the powers of the sun. It’s such a nice contrast, and it also lends itself really well to star-crossed lover-type fantasy/fairy tale AUs (which I am ALWAYS a sucker for!) ~From what little we know about Jack’s preference in girls (i.e. the slight crush he seemed to have on Tooth), Rapunzel seems like EXACTLY his type--bubbly, energetic, optimistic girls with a bit of a maternal streak. I think even the RotG director confirmed Punz is the kind of girl Jack would like! ~Jack also absolutely seems like Punzel’s type--if Flynn/Eugene is anything to go by, she’s kind of into sarcastic troublemakers with a hidden soft side XD And she also seems to like guys who are good with kids, if Eugene reading “The Adventures of Flynnigan Rider” to the younger kids at the orphanage is anything to go by! ~They both seem to be naturally pretty social people who suffered a lot from being isolated for a really long time--Jack had it worse, obviously (300 years--OUCH), but it was rough on Punz as well, growing up for 18 years with no one for company but Mother Gothel and Pascal. Jack, spending all that time with no one able to see him and only the guardians (who weren’t even really his friends from much of that time) for company, would understand that pain a lot. I feel like they’d be able to connect on a really deep and intimate level about the pain they felt at being isolated for so long, and this would give them a really strong bond that I can easily see turning into something romantic. ~They’re both just such genuinely lively and fun-loving people, and I can imagine them having a ton of fun together and just genuinely really enjoying spending time together. Like imagine the snowball fights!!! The ice-skating!!! The sledding!!! Chasing each other through the forest!!! Jack grabbing onto Punz and her wrapping her hair around a tree and swinging them around Tarzan-style!!! Like literally the entire scene where Punzel leaves her tower for the first time and is goofing off and doing Silly Shit for like an hour straight??? Like man...if Jack was there, they’d have the TIME OF THEIR LIVES together. Idk I just really love couples who I think would have a lot of fun together, it’s so pure <3 ~They’re both so loving!!! Like Rapunzel goes out of her way to be supportive to an entire tavernful of terrifying “ruffians and thugs” because they have dreams, and she’s so sweet to Flynn/Eugene no matter how many times he snarks at her and tries to alienate her!!! And Jack loves loves LOVES entertaining kids, and it genuinely makes him so happy to give them snow days :3 I just feel like they’d shower each other with love, and it’s honestly no less than they both deserve!!! ~Rapunzel especially is such an affectionate person, and I can see her doing just absolutely everything in her power to make Jack feel as seen and as loved as possible after 300 years of being alone. And god, does he NEED it, too. Like no way is this boy NOT touch-starved, and with some MAJOR self-esteem issues (although he’s good at hiding them). Rapunzel would do absolutely everything in her power to build him up and make him feel wanted and validated--and since it’s in her nature to do so, it would never feel like a burden or an effort for her. And she’d love him so much that hyping him up just comes naturally! She’s just got the kind of nurturing personality that someone as affection-starved as Jack really needs, and I think she could help him feel safe, comfortable, and loved in a way a lot of people couldn’t. ~For all the fun they’d have together, I also feel like Jack needs someone to ground him a bit and provide the Brain Cell to perhaps reign in that Unchecked Chaotic Energy of his sometimes XD Rapunzel certainly has a smart and rational side--I mean, she charted STARS as a teenager!!! She figured out how to get this stranger she captured to take her into the kingdom to see the lanterns!!! Girl can be spontaneous and goofy, sure, but she’s got smarts and kind of a mature streak that I think mesh with Jack really well. He’d never feel like she was a wet blanket stifling his fun, but she’d also have a sense of when to transition away from goofing off and focus on responsibilities (princess and guardian responsibilities in this case, I suppose?) ~On the flipside, I don’t see Rapunzel as being someone annoyed or irritated by Jack’s antics. She might like...gently scold him if he takes a prank too far, but she never finds his shenanigans to be grating and tiresome the way other people might. Rather, I think she’d be endlessly entertained by him. Like in his memory reel when he’s dicking around pretending to be a deer, she’d get a kick out of that! Jack would always be trying to make her laugh and make her smile, and Punz would love that so much about him! ~They’re both searching for a deeper meaning and a deeper sense of purpose in their lives. Rapunzel entertains herself with hobbies, but doesn’t feel like her life has really “begun” and is desperate to find out if her hunch is right and the floating lights really ARE meant for her. Jack has no idea why he was chosen by the moon or what he’s meant to do, and he’s determined to find out so he can finally have a sense of purpose. Rapunzel clearly wants a sense of purpose too, since she wants to do more with her life than pass the time with hobbies. I can definitely see them bonding over this! ~They’re both just so adventurous, and love to explore! Rapunzel is curious, and loves to read and learn, and she wants more than anything else to see the world and all it has to offer. Jack loves adventuring and flying around the globe spreading winter and fun, and he could show Punz everything she ever wanted to see. A perfect match, honestly! ~Aesthetically I LOVE the similarities!!! Like they both like to go barefoot, kinda showing their free-spirited natures. And I love how they’re both naturally brunette, but had their hair turned a different color by magic. It’s a little thing, but I think it’s a really neat parallel and it helps cement me thinking they really ARE perfect for each other in every little way! Haha XD AND they both have small green companions, and as of Ralph Breaks The Internet, they’re hoodie buddies as well!!! Not that surface-level parallels like that are actually that significant BUT I just think they’re neat XD ~While I am fond of Flynnzel/Eugenzel (still my favorite canon Disney couple!), finding out their age gap is around 8 years admittedly made me a bit uncomfy and just pushed me further into loving Jackunzel as an alternative option. I still really love Eugene as a character and adore his and Punzel’s dynamic, but these days I prefer their relationship as more of a big bro/little sis type thing. Jack I think is the best match for Rapunzel romantically, and Eugene I prefer with Elsa--or poooossibly Tooth, Astrid, or Zarina, if I read a fic that sells the pairing well enough! ~On a related note, I was into Jack x Tooth the first time I watched RotG, but after discovering Jackunzel, there was no going back--I was hooked! Rewatching the movie, Tooth strikes me more as a mom figure/”fun aunt” for Jack, and I actually prefer her with Bunnymund (I am WEAK for “the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one” lmao)

Well, I think that just about covers it!!! I’ll add more reasons if I think of them! Thank you for the ask, and I’m always happy to answer more ship asks about CGI crossover pairings :3

Also @ the anon who asked for Jackunzel headcanons--fear not, I shall provide them!!! I just wanna make a complete list and accumulate all the ones from my various fics so it’s gonna take a while XD

[fluffymcu]

Letting Loose

Part SIX

This series is TICKLE related.

Series Summary:  You’re the little sister of the one and only Captain America. You’re also the youngest girl on the team, so that automatically makes you the avengers’ little princess. And they spoil you as such. They have become your amazing family and you don’t know where you’d be without them. This series will show random adventures and fluffy events in the daily life of the reader and her family, along with an unexpected turn later on as you read. 

A/N: I’m so excited to be writing this series! This is my first time writing one and I’m a bit nervous but I hope it all goes well. :) The first few chapters will be about random events, not really following a timeline until Chapter 9. Hope you enjoy!

I feel like this one is kinda bad, idk lol

Word Count: 2,419

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Sunday afternoon. You were walking to the gym to practice some dances when you heard some people talking in one of the common rooms. You decided to walk in there and see what they were talking about. 

“Alright, we’ll leave first thing in the morning.” Bucky stated, pausing and smiling lightly when he saw you come in. You pouted and looked at him, Nat, and Wanda with sad eyes. 

“You guys are leaving? On a mission?” You ask. So soon too? They exchanged looks and gave you an apologetic smile. 

“Yeah, it was sudden. They need us in Bali. We’ll only be gone two days. It’s a small mission, nothing too serious, that’s why it’s just us.” Wanda smiled. That made you feel a little better, since they weren’t gonna be gone too long. You nodded and smiled a bit, leaving to go practice. 

When you left, the three exchanged awkward looks, Nat finally speaking up. “I’ll take the kids out somewhere and explain a little more about the mission, hopefully that will make them not worry too much.” She hummed. Bucky nodded and watched as Nat left to go tell you and Peter.

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You were almost done with your dance when Nat came in with Peter trailing behind. “Hey.” You panted. Nat smiled and nodded to the door. 

“I’m gonna take you guys to the park. Come on, get dressed. We’ll take the Lamborghini.” She smirked. You smiled widely and quickly made your way to your room. Nat always had a thing for nice cars so every time she’d go somewhere, she’d borrow some of Tony’s cars. 

You took a record time shower and put on a simple outfit, running downstairs to the garage to meet them. You and Peter raced over to the passenger side, pushing each other over. “I call shotgun!” You chirped, beating Peter to the door. He groaned and jumped into the back seat, you milking the moment by doing a victory dance and sticking your tongue at him quickly.

You had convinced Nat to get you both ice cream and you were very excited, now walking through the park with a cone of your favorite. You all stopped to sit at a bench, Nat smirking down at the both of you, taking off her sunglasses before resting her elbow on the back of the bench. “So. I just thought I’d bring you guys here to discuss the mission a little bit more.” You both nodded, taking another lick of your ice cream. “We leave tomorrow, come back Wednesday. It’s not a mission to be worried about, we just need to extract some information from a former HYDRA worker but now he’s selling illegal weapons in the Black Market. We need to disguise as VIP guests at a sales party and find out as much as we can about this guy to track down all his associates and shut down his business. Nothing much, we’ll get it done.” She smiled. You nodded, a little more relieved about the situation. 

“So, if something goes wrong and they find out who you are?” You lead, looking up at her. She smirks, giving you a sure look. 

“That’s not gonna happen.” She soothed. You smiled and sat back, satisfied with the answer. Nat was, well, she was Black Widow. A spy. She knew what she was doing. That’s why she was in charge of this mission. 

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You were now home and chilling on the couch with Peter and Vision was in the kitchen attempting to make Wanda something. After a while of you and Peter cracking jokes about characters on the tv, Vision got curious as to all the slang you both were using. 

“Oh my god, look at that man!” You gushed dramatically, pointing to some guy on tv that was standing at an angle that showed his profile. “The booty do be thicc tho.” You smirked, looking at Peter with an impressed expression. Peter laughed and rolled his eyes.

“Chile, anyways, so..” He chuckled. You smiled and both continued to reference memes and slang, only confusing Vision more. 

“He really is flexing on us with those abs.”

“I bet you’re salty right now cause you don’t have a butt as thick as him.”

“I’m really bout to clap you for that comment.”

“I’m just spilling the tea, sis.”

“Children, may I ask what those things mean?” Vision asked from his place in the kitchen, catching you and Peter’s attention. 

“What what means?” You asked. Vision came closer into the living room and clasped his hands together politely.

“Those... words you were using a second ago. Thick, and... tea, and flexing. What do those mean?” 

You and Peter looked at each other, smirking widely at the exact same time. “Come, sit with us Vision.” You said in a dramatically polite way, motioning towards the couch and crossing your legs. “We shall teach you what we know.” 

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You and Peter were snickering in your room, laughing at how funny it was to see Vision so confused. You both had finally gotten him to understand all the references, memes, and quotes you two were using, and encouraged him to use them in his daily routine. At that moment, Wanda came in your room with her arms crossed. 

“What did you guys do to Vision?” She asked accusingly. You pursed your lips, trying to keep yourself from smiling. She caught this and narrowed her eyes at you before coming closer. “Were you guys messing with Vision? He’s been using all of these analogies and words I only hear you two use. What did you do?” She asks again, this time poking your side as a warning. 

You flinched and held in a giggle, covering your side. “N-Nothing.” You said nervously. She gave you a look that confirmed she didn’t believe it and fluttered her fingers around your neck. “Ack!” You squeaked, scrunching up your shoulders and giggling as her long fingers raked around your neck and collarbone. “Nohohoho!” 

She smirked and slithered her fingers into your ribs, digging in the spaces. “Were you guys messing with him? You know that’s not nice; it’s not his fault he doesn’t understand teenage slang.” She sang, smiling wider when your giggles turned desperate and you fell back on the bed. She took that opportunity to get your belly, that was now exposed by your shirt riding up. Her tickles were gentle, but they tickled like crazy, especially on your belly. You squealed when she traced her nails along your waistline, kicking your legs out.

“okahahahay! ihihim sohohohorry!” You pleaded. Peter had gotten out of the way, giggling at you from a distance. 

“Is that a real, honest apology, or just a ticket to get me to stop.” She chuckled, pausing her attack to let you speak. 

“Yehehes, I’m sohohorry for picking on your manz.” You panted. Peter chuckled and Wanda rolled her eyes, standing back. You giggled as you watched her carefully, to make sure she wasn’t going to tickle you again. “But he did catch up pretty fast though, you gotta give him that.” You chirped, shrugging an arm. Wanda scoffed and turned around to leave. 

“Leave Vision alone.” She warned before closing the door. You sighed in relief and laid back on your bed. Peter also sat back down once the coast was clear and you both resumed your hilarious conversation about Vision.

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After dinner and helping the team clean up, you and Peter decided to jump in the pool for a bit and swim. You couldn’t be there too late though, because tomorrow was Monday and you had school. Also, you had to get up extra early because you wanted to see Bucky, Nat and Wanda off for their mission. Nonetheless, you and Peter were going to have a sleepover in your room. You usually have one every weekend but since you didn’t have one Friday night, you weren’t gonna break tradition.

You and Peter were splashing each other, laughing freely and flinching as water hit your faces. The sun was going down so it was getting cooler, making the water more refreshing to be in. Tony came out into the yard with some popsicles in his hands, standing at the edge of the pool. “Want some?” 

Peter gasped, quickly swimming towards the edge to get his popsicle, you following close behind. “Thanks Tony!” You both smiled. Tony hummed and nodded, going back inside. You sat at the stairs of the pool while Peter stood at the shallow end. After you had finished, you both swam for about 10 more minutes before drying up and going inside. 

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You both showered and got into your PJs before meeting in your room. You brought lots of snacks from downstairs and you were watching a movie on your bed. It was about 9:30 now, and the movie was almost finished. Almost all of your snacks were done and now you were just laying there, hugging your pillow and laying on your side, facing the tv. 

“Do you think I’ll get chest hair soon?” Peter asked out of nowhere. You spluttered, looking over at him with a brow raised. You decided to mess with him a bit, like you love to do.

“Ay ay ay, Peter, chest hair grows when you become a man.” You smirked. Peter gave you a wary look but you decided to keep going. “Even I have my chest hairs, where are yours?” You teased, poking around his chest. Peter sucked his teeth before grabbing the pillow behind his head and whacking you with it.

You gasped and let out shocked laughter, deciding it was time to fight. “Okay..” You slowly got up, standing in the mattress and puffing your chest out. “You wanna fight, bro?!” You asked. Peter instantly got up, copying your stance and beating his chest once.

“Bring it on, giggles! you know I’ll win anyway!” He sang. You felt your face heat up and growled, commencing the fight. You grabbed his shoulders, pushing down to try to bring him down to the ground but he swiped his legs under you, letting you fall on your back. You immediately start to giggle, just like he knew you would, and shook his head with a smile. 

You stood up and grabbed him in a headlock, moving your leg behind him and kicking behind his knee to take him down. It finally worked and you both fell on the bed, you landing on top of him. Peter chortled and wrapped his arms and legs around you like a koala, and held your back to his chest. You grunted and fought against it, launching yourself forward with force to try to break his grip. However, your attempts were short lived when he began to rapidly pinch your sides, up and down. You yelped and let out surprised laughter. 

“Nohoho! Peter stohohop, no tihihickling!” You cried. Peter laughed and flipped you over, now straddling you. You pushed at his knees to get him off but he quickly stopped it by slipping his hands under your arms. With a loud squeal, you brought your arms to your sides and threw your head back in ticklish agony. “Crahahahap!” 

Peter giggled along with you and tased his fingers in the middle of your belly, eliciting your loud belly laughter. You arched your back and pushed at his hands. You were able to grab them and you held them tight in your hands. Peter paused, letting you think you had a chance to keep him at bay. “I told you I’d win, giggles.”

“Thihihis isn’t fahahair!” You cried, keeping his hands away. Peter raised his brows and looked at you in mock concern. 

“Oh, really? You don’t say.” He gasped before ripping his hands out of your grip and tickled your hips, causing you to convulse under him. You let out squeaky laughter, making Peter chuckle at you. 

“NOHOHOOO!” You howl, slowly dissolving into silent laughter, trying to turn on your belly. Peter snickered and blew a quick raspberry on your neck, right under your jaw line. You screamed, recoiling and slapping at his face and chest. Peter sat back with an eyebrow raised and his mouth open slightly with a smirk. 

“Are you slapping me? Do I need to web your arms down so I can finish up here?” He teased. You immediately howled out apologies.

“NOHOHO I’M SOHOHORRY!” You said, shaking your head. Peter gave you a smug look and lifted your shirt, before grabbing your sides to hold you steady. You threw your head back in defeat, knowing what he was about to do but giggled nervously nonetheless. There was no use trying to talk him out of it. 

You shrieked, your laughter going silent and pushed at his head desperately when you felt him blow the raspberry on your belly button. You were literally just a puddle of uncontrollable giggles when he sat back, watching you with a satisfied smile. “There. I have created a masterpiece!” He gushed, putting his hands on your belly and shaking it furiously, forcing a another bubbly stream of giggles. “An adorable, giggly masterpiece! Muah!” He said, making a chefs kiss before getting off you. 

You turned on your side as soon as his weight was off you and curled into a ball, still letting out residual giggles. “Whyhyhy do you lohohove to torture mehehe.” You said, not really expecting an answer. Peter chuckled and shrugged nonchalantly. 

“Mmm, cause it’s fun!” He smirked. You rolled your eyes and snuggled up in bed, pulling up the covers. After making small talk with him and laughing about different things Flash has attempted to humiliate Peter with, Steve knocked on the door before coming in to check on you guys before going to bed himself. “Hey you guys alright?” 

“Yeah, we’re good.” You chirped, Peter nodding beside you. 

“Alright, well, you guys should get some sleep. You’ve got school tomorrow. Tv off.’“ He hummed, nodding towards the tv. You smirk and roll your eyes playfully.

“Sure, dad.” You quipped, making him tilt his head and give you a pointed glare. 

“Lay off the attitude, will ya? Goodnight.” He shakes his head, closing the door behind him. You smile widely, the both of you bidding him goodnight and get the remote to turn off the tv. You and Peter get comfortable and continue your conversation in the dark, not even noticing that you both fell asleep in the middle of your sentences. 

[futurewriter2000]

Blind Love

A/N: This took soooo long to write. You guys have like no idea. I started it in November but finally decided to finish. Sat here 2 hours, holding my pee because I needed to finish this and I did. Finally! Also gotta write as much as I can because I have so much to study. Like panic and stress and BREATHE TIJANA. Okay, I’m good. I’m great and fabolus. And appereantly great at drinking water all day and holding the pee. Lol. Anyways hope you like it. Some feedback would be nice tho.

PAIRING: Sirius Black x Potter! reader 

WARNING: Bro this took so long idk how many grammar mistakes were there but watch out. 

REQUEST: Can you do a Sirius Black x reader were the reader is James sister and they dont talk cause James cause james is a jerk (I actually love james but whatever) but in first year her and Sirius become close but he they dont tell James cause Sirius doesn't want him to be mad and the reader is in live with him but when Sirius kisses her when hes staying at the potters and they start dating but they still keep it a secret then she tells him she can't do this cause she doesn't wa--->To finish my ask (didnt realize I wrote so much) she doesn't want to be 2nd choice and then Sirius is like you'll always be my first choice or somethin cheesy like that. Also I love your blog.

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All your life you have been taken care for. Since the day you remembered that first morning, first sunlight, first eyes, first smile, first felt happiness or felt sorrow,... it was as if all your life you have been taken care for, but by yourself. 

Because from what you knew, there wasn’t first morning or first sunlight, first smile or anything that you remembered for the first time and the reason for that was your brother. 

You’ve been different than the rest of the family and it showed. It showed in the way you looked and it showed in the way you acted. There was just that distinct detail that made you stand out from the rest of the family. 

James was the golden child, the favorite child, the one who got to have more attention. Maybe it was because your parents had some trouble in conceiving the first time and when they got James, they were beyond happy. While you? - you were a child they never intended to have. It was the favoritasim of the first child, the first boy in the family, that made James feel more superior to you. He didn’t much try to hide that fact. 

It was as if the two of you were born star-crossed. The two of you were just too different to get along. 

“Would you turn off that bloody music, already!” he stormed in your room. “It’s making me want to jump out the window!”

“Really?” you quirked an eyebrow at him and jumped from on your feet. You stood in front of him, arms crossed and a devilish smirk appearing in the corner of your mouth. You made your way towards the stereo but instead of reaching for the volume button, you turned towards the window and opened it. “Here’s your chance.” 

“Chance to throw you out of the window? That’s a better idea.” he ran towards you but you pushed him away. 

“Don’t touch me you knob head!” you shouted at him but he only wrapped his arm around your neck and trying to give you a noogie. 

“Who’s the knob head now, lil sis?” he laughed but you elbowed him in the stomach and you tackled him, taking the pillow from the bed and hitting his head.

“You’re! Such! A! Fucking! Prick!” you shouted while hitting his head with a pillow. 

He grabbed your arms and tried to prevent you from hitting him any further. His glasses were a bit crooked on his nose and his face expression wasn’t telling you he was in a good mood either. He threw you on your back and quickly sat on top of you, pinning your arms on the ground. 

“Will you turn down the music?” 

“No.” 

He twisted your arm so hard it made you turn on your stomach. Your shoulder was in so much pain but you were stubborn on your answer. “Reckon this is going to change my mind?” you let out a painful laugh.

“Nope. I reckon this will.” and he twisted your arm further that you let out a scream so loud, your parents quickly ran into your room. 

“What in the Merlin’s Hat is going on in here- James get off your sister!” your father pulled James off and helped to get you up as well. “You okay darling?”

“Okay?!” you scoffed, holding onto your arm.”I thought he’s going to pull my arm off my body.”

“I could have.” he quirked an eyebrow and placed a satisfying smile on his smug face. 

“James!” your mother scolded him but he only opened his arms and changed his expression.

“I told her so many times to stop blasting the music but she just doesn’t listen!” he defended, pointing his finger at you. “I have upcoming Newts coming up after these holidays and I can’t study with her being a noisy little prat!”

Your parents exchanged looks, the looks you were far too familiar with. But you weren’t having this. You were not about to let him take away the only thing it was yours. 

“Maybe, darling we should-”

“No!” you crossed your arms in front of your chest and moved in front of the stereo. “I worked all last summer to get this stereo! It’s not yours to take away!” 

“(y/n), honey. James needs-”

“And like James is dense enough to fail a Newt.” you scoffed. “You are not taking it!”

“Well, young lady, that is not your decision!” your mother raised her voice, took out her wand and with a flick made your stereo disappear.

“That’s not fair! Dad!” you turned to your father, who only put his hand on your shoulder and sighed.

“You’ll get it back. I promise.”

“I don’t want a promise. I need a father- You know I’m not even surprised!” you backed away from your father, glaring at all three of them. “His wish is your command, isn’t that right?” you felt your eyes water but before any of them could notice it, you stormed out of your room.

You loved your parents, you really did but when it came to choosing sides, they both always picked his. That stereo was the only thing you most loved. It was simply because it was yours. You bought it with your money that you worked so hard for.

It was always like that. Always the one against all. 

But as you were walking down the road, freezing with no jacket what-so-ever, your thoughts kept wandering off. Every time ou thought of your family, you’ve grown furious but then it was a second when all those thoughts vanished. You tried to think of something, anything but there was nothing but emptiness in your head. 

You sat on the bench by the road and you hugged your arms. Throwing your head back, you took a deep breath in and gazed upon the stars. 

It was at that moment, realizing the beauty and serenity of those white spots on the sky that made you think of someone close to your heart. 

And like a wish come true, it happened.

“(Y/n)?” his voice echoed in the background and you smiled. It sounded so real in your head, as if he was right there next to you. “It really is you!” you could feel steps approaching, you let your head fall back down and see a boy approaching you. 

As he apporached with opened eyes you noticed he was not in your head. No, far from it. He was right in front of you. “Sirius?!” you stood up and with a smile you jumped in his arms. 

He wrapped his arms around you so tight, taking in your wonderful smell and laughed. You held him tight as well, your head on his shoulder  meanwhile his hair brushed your neck. Lifting you up and spinning you in his arms, you laughed and with all the joy, finally asked. “What are you doing here?” 

He put you down on the ground and cupped your cheeks. “You look amazing-” his face expression suddenly changed as his hands travelled to your bare shoulders. “Why are you not wearing a jacket? You’ll freeze to death!” He quickly took off the jacket and wrapped you in it. 

“Honestly, I’m fine- what about you?” you nodded at his bare arms. “Won’t you freeze?”

“With you beside me? Never.” he winked. “What are you even doing here by yourself?”

“I could ask you the same thing.” you nudged him a bit, feeling your cheeks burn as his arm touched yours. 

“Uh-” he ran his hand through his dense hair and started avoiding your eyes. You knew where this usally led to. 

“Sirius?” you tried to catch his eyes and when you finally did, he relaxed and simpered. 

“I ran away... from home...I guess...” 

“You guess?” 

“I just didn’t know where to go-” he continued but you only wrapped your arms around him and smiled.

“You’re always home with us.”

---

Weeks passed after Sirius came living with you and you could say everything seemed more peacful when he was there. You were always so calm, knowing he was just a room away. James was more distracted as well, never had much time on bugging you when he was always with his best friend.

The two of  you kept exchanging glances during dinner, in the living room or anywhere where the two of you ended up. 

It wasn’t until late July when all five of you were in the living room and you were seated next to Sirius the whole movie. It was dark, the only light coming from the television in front of you. Your father was already asleep on his armchairl, your mom already in her bedroom, meanwhile you, Sirius and James kept watching the movie. 

James was sitting on the far left corner of the sofa, meanwhile you were seated on the far right, leaving Sirius right in the middle. And as you were watching the movie, slowly feeling yourself zoning out, a hand took a hold of yours and interlaced its fingers with you. Immediately you looked down and saw Sirius staring directly at the TV. You looked over to James, who might as well be asleep over that armrest and kept his feet sprawled over Sirius lap. Then you looked over to your father who was pulling in light snores and lastly, you looked back at Sirius, who was now looking at you from the corner of his eyes. You moved closer to him and you stayed close to him the rest of the movie. 

It was until you were in the bathroom, taking a quick shower and slipping into your T-shirt and shorts aka your pijama when the doors quickly opened and Sirius slipped in, closing the door behind him and placing his hand over your mouth before you could speak. 

You stood there, frozen and looking up at him with big, wide, confused eyes. 

Slowly, he removed his hand from your lips and smiled. “Hey.” 

“Hey?” you smiled half nervously, half with butterflies in your stomach. “There was someone in the bathroom, you know?” you started to tease and he smirked, taking a step closer and putting his hand on your bare cheek. 

“I know.” he moved even closer. “I just need to do this.” and he pulled you into a kiss and with much surprise, you couldn’t help yourself but slip on the wet floor. Luckily for you, he wasn’t much keen on lettin you go so quickly so his hand wrapped around you, pulled you up and he continued to kiss you. It was perfect. He was perfect. 

---

It wasn’t easy after that kiss or any other kiss that came after. The two of you tried so hard to get together without anybody noticing but it was impossible. James hoovered over Sirius like a helicopter, He always wanted to be with him not matter what and Sirius didn’t do anything about it. 

Not that you were expecting him to do...sure...yeah... they are best friends...closer than that- it doesn’t even matter.

Oh but it did. To you it did because every second alone with Sirius was not enough for you. It wasn’t but he kept telling you that telling any of the family would jeopradize his staying with all of you and you kept reassuring him that they would never kick him out. It didn’t take though. There was never enough time for the two of you to even fight.

At some point you were happy but at the same time you were sad. It couldn’t be as the two of you wanted it to be. He was afraid hurting James meanwhile you were afraid always put on second place because of James, which was exactly what you felt. Always James, James, James. It was pulling your patience by the guts until finally that patience snapped. 

“NO! YOU CANNOT ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME!” you shouted at your parents.

“Lower your tone young lady.” your father warned you.

“LOWER MY TONE?! THE HELL WITH MY VOICE IT’S NOT LIKE THE TWO OF YOU WOULD CARE SINCE ALL YOU SEE IS YOUR PERFECT GOLDEN BOY OF A SON! GOD DON’T THE TWO OF YOU GET IT!!” you continued to shout at the top of your lungs, feeling tears gather in your eyes. “All my life I have been alone!” you now indeed lowered your voice and when they tried to speak, you cut them in. “No! I’m speaking now.” you glared at your mother. “I cooked dinner when the two of you worked late. I washed the clothes. I cleaned the house. I fixed the lamp. I went to get groceries. I study hard for good grades but all of that is never enough.” tears continued to fall down your cheeks. “Not for you because when you got home all you say is that I cooked chicken and I should bloody know James doesn’t eat chicken meanwhile dad and I love chicken. And bloody hell (y/n), why didn’t you wash James’ jersey with that?” you started to quote your mother. “Maybe because he was too busy scratching his balls instead of cleaning his room and throwing the dirty clothes into the laundry basket.” you answered for yourself. “Yes, you cleaned the living room but the bathroom won’t wait forever to be cleaned as well.” you started to quote your mother, then your father. “James could have fixed it better. You know honey, that’s a man’s job.” then your mother again. “Why did you get pudding? You know you’ll just get fat with that- no worries, James will eat it. He needs it more than you since he’s a Quidditch player.” and lastly your father. “Charms and Astrology never caused James any trouble. Maybe you should study more like him.” you continued to look at them as they watched you silenced. “All I wanted was “You did great, honey. Thank you.” and I wanted support or just be appreciated for the hard work I put into pleasing the two of you but all I get is James thrown in my face. It may sound dumb to you but to me this has been with me all my life and I’ll raise my tone, I’ll say it to the two of you because I am done losing my nerves and patience because of it!” you said, walked away, grabbed your jacket, put on your shoes and walked into the hallway.

James was standing in front of you. Sad.

“What?!” you snapped at him but he just shook his head.

“It’s not like that, (y/n). You don’t see it when-”

“Well, call me when there’s actually gonna be some of that to see.” and with a flash you were gone. 

---

You felt so dumb yet so furious. You caused the whole drama because you were jealous of your brother always being in the spotlight yet you were so furious because all that spotlight over-shadowed you. 

“You know running won’t help.” you heard Sirius behind you.

“You’re the one to talk.” you snapped at him, getting up from the swingset and turning around. “What were you planning to do, Sirius?! Huh!”

“I don’t know. I thought about getting an Auror job after, get myself a nice-”

“I don’t mean with that! You know James and my family always has your back!” you shouted, turning back around so you weren’t facing him and letting him see your tears that crawled out at the mention of your family. “I meant us. Did you just do lall of that because you don’t have any of those other girls to be with as you are when you’re at school?” 

“What?!No!-”

“Because that would totally make more sense than actually thinking me and you could work out.” you turned around, smiling hysterically. “With me being James’ little sister and all, you know?” you kept pushing yourself further down. 

“What are you even talking about?!” he started to get angry as well.

“YOU!” you shouted. “You always choosing James! You would! You would be just like them! Always putting my stupid brohther on the first place! And I’ll alwas fall second.” you sighed and threw yourself on the swing, rocking forward and back. “Guess I have to get used to the idea I won’t ever be the first choice to anyone.” you scoffed, feeling completely pathethic and sad. “Just leave, Sirius.”

You could hear him standing there, shuffling with his jacket then later sitting on the swing next to you. “I didn’t come all this way to this fantastic swingset to not try the swings. now did I?” he kept running his fingers up and down the swing chain then finally pushing himself pack and swinging forward. 

“Sirius...”

“Wow, I can actually see the house from here.” he swung higher and kept going. “Maybe if I go high enough I’ll see James’ sister who’s clearly so goddamn invisible.” he exaggerated and you looked at him from the side. 

He jumped from the swing, landed and stood for a while. “Oh well, maybe it’s impossible.” 

“It’s not funny, Sirius.” you said and he immediately turned around to you.

“WHO’S THERE?!” he pulled out his wand. “I’m a wizard! I can melt you into unicorny sparkly puddle!” he looked at you, then lowered his wand. “Oh- well would you look at that?” he said as he continued to stare at you. “Another empty swing.” 

“Will you stop it?” 

“Will you?” he replied harshly. “How can you say all of that? You know the first day your generation came to Hogwarts, you stood out the most and James beside me was so Goddamn proud of you. He was so proud of you that day and I was astonished. Because you were the most gorgeous First year there.” he was now in front of you. “You were fun, easy to talk to, trusting, fiery- you were the combination of beauty but deadly. The only reason I dated those other girls were because I couldn’t have the one I wanted.” he put his hands on your knees. “I knew you were the one for me even before I realized it. You were always the first for me. Always first place. I always had that seat reserved for you. Always and James? He loves you, (y/n) but like all the Potter’s you’re too dense to actually see what’s in front of you. He worries about you all the time. He keeps asking if I saw you eat, always pranking the boys who hurt you, sometimes even intimidating them... with me as his side-kick of course.” he added and you smiled. “He knows about the favoritism and he does argue with both of your parents and it’s not all black and white like you see it. And in school, he always talks about you, no matter I fell in love with you.”

You smiled even wider at him. “You fell in love with me?”

“You had me in your palm the moment you pushed James into the compartment in before your First year in Hogwarts and kicked him in the gentle parts.” he said and you laughed. 

“Merlin, you remember that?”

“What Gryffindor doesn’t remember that?- Look, that doesn’t even matter right now.” he quickly changed the topic and gently brushed his thumbs against the back of your hand. “You and James will always be siblings, there’s no changing that fact and James will always be the favorite but this is not a battlefield, (Y/N). Even if it was, you have all of your family on your side and me- the only enemy you should be worrying about are the insecurities that get to your head. You’re being loved. Trust me.” and he looked deep into your eyes and for him you did the same, knowing, at that moment, that you are being loved, you were just too blind to see it. 

[damn-behzinga]

After Meeting A Little Early

Ethan Payne (Behzinga) X Reader

summary- you and Ethan have a son at the age of seventeen. the sidemen love him to pieces.

warnings- teenage pregnancy, my terrible writing, mentions death and illness

request - Idk if u take requests but could u do one where u and Harry or Ethan had a child at 17 and how life is now with the sidemen and all that /:) ( @bohobondi )

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It was one silly little accident that had changed both yours and Ethan's life. Your little boy, Benjamin, was born in October the same year Ethan had turned seventeen. Your parents had kicked you out angrily after you told them but Ethan's mum welcomed you with open arms. You still talk to your siblings and grandparents.

Ethan was nervous to introduce little Ben to the Sidemen. He was scared shitless to even tell them he had a son, let alone for them to meet him. Ethan had his nappy bag on his right shoulder, car keys in hand and held Benjamin to his left hip. Ben was three at the time and it was the first time the Sidemen had met the kid due to timings not working out.

"Wanna knock buddy?" Ethan asked, not having a free hand to knock the door. Ben leaned forward and knocked on the door. "Good job." Ethan praised.

Ben beamed and cuddled closer into Ethan. Simon opened the door with a smile and looked down at the little boy.

"Hey there, I'm Simon." He said softly.

"Say hello, Benny," Ethan whispered. Ben simply waved a little before sucking on his thumb.

Ethan walked further into the flat to see the rest of the men on the sofa. The men immediately quietened at the sight of the small boy.

"Benny, say hello to my friends." Ethan smiled. Ben looked up slightly at the group of men and waved slightly. "Do you want to say hello?"

"Hello," Ben whispered. The men awed and said soft hello's to the boy.

"Do you want to look around?" Ethan asked the boy as he put him down. Ethan took the bag off and placed it on the table next to his car keys. Ben hugged into Ethan's leg to hide from the men.

"Um, he has some toys in the bag, maybe play with him to introduce yourself to him. He'll get more comfortable around you." The men nodded before sitting on the floor. Ethan threw them a few of Ben's favourite toys. A train, a stuffed polar bear, and a few building blocks.

Ethan laughed and watched as Ben grabbed his stuffed polar bear. Ben immediately turned to Josh and Tobi and pushed the polar bear in their faces.

"Who's this?" Tobi asked. "Why hello there Mr Polar Bear, my name is Tobi." Tobi shook the toy's hand.

Ben giggled and started to show the toy to each man, making them introduce themselves to it. Ben let out a loud laugh before showing the men his toy train. Ethan smiled contently at his on before looking at the time.

"Right mister. We need to work so can you go sit on the chair for me. Do you want your tablet?" Ethan asked softly.

Ben frowned but nodded and moved to sit on the chair that was facing the sofa. Ethan grabbed the small blue tablet out of the bag and passed it to Ben, turning on Peppa Pig. Ben giggled, letting out a small 'Piggy!' before watching his tablet intently.

The men sat down to film a Q and A.

Midway through the filming, Ben put his tablet down and pushed himself off the chair. Ethan watched his son carefully. Ben quickly ran up to his dad and made grabby hands. Ethan picked up Ben and pulled him into a cuddle. He laid back on the sofa and continued the conversation. Soon enough, Ben was asleep on Ethan's chest. The men all awed at the sight and quickly quietened their conversation.

"I'm gonna walk around with him, you continue this," Ethan whispered. The men nodded and allowed Ethan to sit with his kid and relax.

-------

"Uncle J!" Ben's voice rang out in the flat. JJ quickly picked Ben up and pulled him into a hug.

"You alright, little man?" JJ beamed at the boy.

"Do you know what today is?" Ben asked.

JJ frowned and rubbed his chin. "No, what's today?"

"It's my birthday!" Ben yelled.

JJ put him down and grabbed a present from the table. "Well, I guess this is your present then!"

"No way! Thanks, JJ!"

"Don't open it yet!" You smiled. "Wait until later okay?"

Ben nodded and gave you the present which you then put on the big table.

"You didn't have to JJ." You whispered.

"Nah, it's the least I could do for my favourite nephew!" JJ said.

"But paying out for his entire party- Jide." You sighed.

"Look, you've gone through a lot lately," JJ said. "And besides, the other guys chipped in, it wasn't just me."

A few weeks before Ben's birthday, you had found out your nan had passed away and that your grandad was ill. Since you didn't talk to your parents, you weren't allowed to go to her funeral and never got to say a proper goodbye. You had taken the passing really hard and Ethan also struggled. Then you lost your job and it felt like the world was falling apart. Ben had been begging for a birthday party but you truly believed it wasn't in the cards when the men had said they had planned an entire wildlife-themed party for Ben. You and Ethan had cried happy tears and you cried, even more, when you go to the hall which was decorated in a forest theme, animal balloons and fake trees decorated to walls, a bear-themed cake, and streamers hanging from the ceiling.

"It still means a lot JJ." You whispered.

You watched as all the kids played together and Vik walked up to you.

"If I get asked to sing baby shark, one more time-" Vik exclaimed, jokingly.

You chuckled, "Welcome to my world."

Vik rolled his eyes when Ben ran up to him.

"We're playing musical chairs, play with us!" Ben demanded.

"Alright. I'm gonna win!"

"No, I'm gonna win! Aren't I, mum?"

"Maybe." You shrugged. "Go and play to find out." Ben grabbed Vik's hand and pulled him to the small dance floor.

Soon enough, it was present time. You and Ethan sat in front of the group of people with Ben on your lap. Most of the guests had gone home and only close family and friends had stayed.

Ben pulled apart the wrapping paper to reveal cuddly baby Yoda. You and Ethan laughed as Ben gasped.

"Oh my God!" Ethan laughed. "That's amazing!"

Ben pulled it in for a hug before passing it to Ethan so he could put it on the side.

"Thank you, Uncle Si." Ben smiled.

"It's alright, mate." Simon smiled.

You passed the next present to Ben who then immediately ripped it apart. Your eyebrows furrowed when you saw the box. Ethan opened it up and slowly pulled out a wooden block. His mouth widened and he turned to show it to you. You gasped when you saw the wood had an engraving of your grandparents with Ben and the words 'Never stop smiling' from a letter your nan had written to Ben.

"Thank you, Tobi. That is truly beautiful." You whispered. Tobi simply nodded.

"Thank you!" Ben smiled.

As you collected yourself, Ben opened another present to reveal a train set.

"Choo Choo!" Ben squealed. "Thanks, Harry!"

"You're welcome, buddy!" Harry beamed.

Ben opened another present from Vik which was a colour-your-own pillowcase. After that, Ben opened up a karaoke set from JJ in which JJ had said, "We got to make a track, bro!"

Josh had gotten Ben a book on basic wildlife facts. Ben immediately found the bear page and read out the sentence.

The men had quickly come to help you when you had hit rock bottom and they would do anything for your family. You couldn't be more grateful. Ben was growing up with six uncles who cared about him so deeply and spoiled him rotten. You knew one thing for certain, and that was that Ben was going to have the most loving people surrounding him.

[tellywoodtrash]

sanjivani 16.10.19 lb

OH SHIT SID HAS A BROKEN SHAADI IN HIS PAST!!?!?!!!! WHUTTTTTTT?!?!??! COZ OF HIS NAAJAAYAZ-NESS??? WHO WAS THE GIRL??? DID HE REALLY LOVE HER???? OMG YEH KYA BOMB PHENKA HUMARE UPARRRRRR?!?!

oh sis, this lipstick is not working for you in this light. it makes you look like a corpse.

asldkjldkjsaldjlaskdjla i am sorry but this is fucking hilarious man hahahahaha, what an idiottttttttt this girl is. 

sid is a much better human being than i am, coz he got concerned and moved to help her, instead of instantly bursting into laughter.

forceful face hardening. jab dil abhi bhi bada hi softtttttttt hai.

haaye, woh bhi kya din tha. aur yeh ek aaj ka din hai. sigh.

"yeh kaanch ki deewar hamesha rahegi humare beech. hamesha."

"yeh kaanch ki deewar, isse main humare beech patthar nahi banne doongi. main jaankar rahoongi ki aapko hua kya hai, dr. sid."

lord. y'all not even a couple yet and you already need hardcore couple's therapy.

"i'm sorry ishani, meri badkismati ke saaye se mujhe tumhe door rakhna hoga."

OH SIDDHU. YOU SILLY BEAN, THERE'S NO BADKISMATI KA "SAAYA" AROUND YOU. YOU ARE THE SUNNNNNNNN, BABY. *hugs him tightest, clinging to him like a baby koala bear on the back of its mom*

but just in case there is, mais suggests you contact the female lead of yehh jadu hai jinn ka coz she seems to have some kinda saaya repelling expertise.

do pal ruka khwabon ka kaaaaaaarwaaaaan, aur phirrrrrrr chal diye, tum kahaan hum kahaaaaaaan.....

it's kinda endearing how jiggy's adopted ishani as bff. honestly, there is no one purer than jignesh in this whole damn show. protecc him 4ever.

oh god, i can't watch this. i can't. it's too gross. and anyway i already saw the scene sayantani put up on insta.

I AM ACTUALLY ANGRY???????????? ANJALI IS SO HOT AND ACCOMPLISHED AND DESERVES BETTER THAN THIS THUMB LOOKING FUCKER, WHO IS ALSO SOME KINDA ACCESSORY TO MURDER (AMONG OTHER UNSAVOURY SHIT.)

also the abrupt cuts between very close moments and the bits where she's pushing him away making snarky smile are confusing me. are the close bits his imagination? ok either way, gross, fwding.

from one gross relationship to another icky one. ouff, give me a break showwwwwwwww. i want to see my baby doctors (any of them, at this poiint; not just sid/ishani.)

"wife ne kyun choda aapko?" lmao, direct to the point.

"kya faraq padta hai? meri beti mere paas hai aur woh mujhse bohut pyaar karti hai."

oh ho. there's that bit of backstory solved.

anjali sympathising with vardhan's daughter.

lmao she's like a dog with a bone.

ofc, work pressure nahi samjh paayi waala excuse. couldn’t possibly be coz you’re clearly a POS insaan huh????

HEY MAN COULD YOU STOP FEELING HER UP LIKE THIS DURING A CONVO???? THAT TOO ABOUT YOUR DIVORCE?!

"har aadmi mere paas bas ek hi cheez ke liye aata hai." anjali isn't here for your bs, vardhan.

and no it's not sex. it's access to her dad. this poor girl has sooooooooo many different facets of daddy issues, it's not even funny anymore.

he needs to stop jerking her around. it's not as romantic as he thinks it is.

also lmao he’s like idk about others, but i don’t want that from you. i don’t even like your dad.

oh anjali, no. don't make this face for thisssssss dude.

I HATE YOU. DIE.

bechaara rahil is stuck between ensuring mamu is dropped home safely and figuring out what the fuck is wrong with sid suddenly.

alllll those extra shaadi waali lightein you ppl plugged in overloaded the circuits. IN A DAMN HOSPITAL. let’s hope there’s no one on life support today.

oh god ab inka "romance" dekhna padega. yaaaaaarrrrrrr. I WANTED HOT ANDHERE MEIN ROMANCE FOR SID ISHANI. NOT THESE TWO!

man you ppl keep framing this relationship as rooted in "izzat" but like........ it doesn't feel very respectful.

oufffff spit it out shashank. do you want to bone her or not????? that's all we need to know here rn. i don't care about the izzat and dosti and falaana dimkaana. IS THIS ROMANTIC LOVE, OR FUCKING NOT? jesusssssssss.

"haan juhi, main tumse pyaar karta hoon."

OK I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND THO. COZ YOU FRAMED IT AS SOME KINDA PURE UNSEXUAL ROMANTIC LOVE AND.... I'M JUST CONFUSED. I MEAN I GET THE CONCEPT OF NON-SEXUAL ROMANTIC LOVE, I'M JUST CONFUSED AT THE WAY THIS SHOW IS CHOOSING TO FRAME IT HERE, IN THE CONTEXT OF THIS PARTICULAR RELATIONSHIP. IS SHASHANK DECLARING HIMSELF TO BE ASEXUAL? (UNLIKELY, CONSIDERING HOW MANY BACHCHE HE HAS RUNNING AROUND THE PLACE AT ANY GIVEN TIME IN THE MANY ITERATIONS OF THIS SHOW, MOST OF WHICH WEREN’T PLANNED.) BUT THAT'S THE ONLY WAY THIS DYNAMIC WORKS. MAKE A DECISION, SHOW. WHAT IS THIS FUCKING RELATIONSHIP????????

and what are we to make of juhi who was all smiley at the dosti and izzat part  of the convo, and keeps getting upset and cagey when he says "pyaar"??!?!?

ohohohohoh how the turntables. time for him to hound her for an answer.

lmao well. there’s your answer.

ok???????? why this random shot of anjali's shadow?

lmao was it really necessary for all the attendees to change outfits too? literally only the bride and groom and their fam needed to.

shashank bana siddhu. while siddhu is off bemoaning his phooti kismat somewhere. iss sab ke liye mujhe wait karwaaya itna iss episode ke liye????? ugh.

THE ONLY TWO I REALLY CARE AND STAN FOR IN THIS SHOW FILLED WITH CONFUSING IDIOTS. PURE, FLAWLESS, SASS BOIS.

lmao rishabhhhhhhhhhh man, where's your mumbai ka best pandit?????/ YOU'RE mumbai's best pandit??????

asha still upset about ishani's breakdown i guess.

awwww, sid's walking jessie down the aisle!

oh shit, while having bad shaadi flashbacks. hang in there baby, hangggg in there.

SHE CALLED HIM HER BROTHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! ACTUAL TEARS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmao @ rishabh getting huffy at that. i can't tell if i love or hate this petty asshole.

"main marrrr rahi hoon!!!!!"

"arre main apne dulhe ko dekhne ke liye marr rahi hoon yaaar."

this is exactly the kinda gallows humour i would keep doing in a sitch like this and i fucking love jessi for being a Dramatic Bitch like me.

here comes the groom. with his bestieeeeeeee.

the rejection phobia is mega real with this one. never thought we'd see anyone more fucked up by it than sonakshi rastogi, but here we are.

but also sid, how do you look at a girl like THIS and then act surprised when ppl tell you that you’re in love with her?????

yeah try to avert your eyes all you want bro, you gonna wife her eventually.

rahil and asha are every sidisha shipper rn; dying on the inside from the.......

OMG THEY'RE THE ACTUAL CUTEST. CAN THE SHOW JUST BE ABOUT THEM????? COZ LIKE.... THAT'S A SHOW I WANNA WATCH RN. PURE SUPPORTIVE MADLY IN LOVE BABIES GETTING THROUGH LIFE, CANCER BE DAMNED.

LOLOLOLOLOL SO WE'RE REALLY GETTING ZERO EXPLANATION TO ME WHY RISHABH'S THE PANDIT THO????????

oh babeeee.

vardhan is me. KISKA ROMANCE DEKHNE KO SHURU KIYA MAINE SHOW, AUR KISKA NAIN-MATAKKA DEKHNA PADH RAHA HAI. BHAKKKKKKKK!!!!!!

sid. hon. stay strong.

ah shit. maybe melt a little. see how she's crying cozza you! come on, man! 

why repeating the “badkismati ka saaya” dialogue from before???? ouff what a hodgepodge fuckingggggg mess this ep was.

———————————————————————

blah blah two of them and their opposing zidds, we all know ishani gonna eventually win anyway.

[sailorgrls]

dongsaeng!mingyu

mingyu was always clumsy and easy got into truble

and as older sibling you always had to fix everything

like cleaning all mess, apologize to neighbours for his behaviour

you loved your clumsy little brother but how in the world he could climb on the freaking fridge?

to this day it’s mystery to you

your parents were always busy with work

even if your mom worked at home, she rarely had time to take care of both of you

so it was your duty to take care of house and mingu

you didn’t mind though

you knew parents wanted the best for both of you, so you gave your best to take care of everything alongside with school

everyday after school you went to kindergarten

mingyu was always happy to see you and on your way to home he told you about his day

after eating dinner you washed dishes and cleaned house with mingyu’s help he always insisted

then you did homework and played with him and your little sister

you always had good contact with each other and rarely argued

you only fought about who’ll have more ice cream or who’ll eat last candy because both of you loved eating

and of course you always gave up even if you really craved to eat it

only because you loved seeing his smile

one day when you arrived home after school you smelled something from kitchen

thinking your mom finally had time to spend afternoon with all of you, you went happily to check what she was cooking

then you saw mingyu who was standing on a stool

you immediately panicked and rushed to him asking if everything is ok

he only laughed at you and said he’s cooking dinner because mom had to go to the office for some important documents

you nodded and then realized

‘YOU CAN COOK?’ you screamed

‘mom taught me because she know you’re horibble at it’ he giggled

you blushed and just asked what he was cooking

so since that day mingyu cooked dinner when your mom didn’t had time

you always liked making and fixing things, so you were always the one in the house who repered everything

so mingyu always looked when you were making something

and he also started repering things

you were like ‘so now i can’t be good at anything because you’ll always be better than me’

all of your friend loved him

and you weren’t suprised bc he’s tall, good looking and good at everything

you always talked about his amazing cooking but never let him to cook for anyone beside you and your family

yeah you wanted everything for yourself

when he got casted by pledis you were really scared, sad but also supported him

like he’s in second year of middle school and he’s already moving out and won’t see his family that often

you won’t be able to fight for food, eat his cooking and spending times on weekends watching random movies and playing with your little sis

but if that’s what he wanted you weren’t going to stop him

so before he went to seoul he had to teach you how to cook

and you started to make small steps and actually got better in cooking

mingyu was so proud of you but also teased you a lot about it

day before mingyu’s moving to seoul you decided to make something special for him

you decided with parents that they’ll come home ealier and all of you’ll eat dinner togheter

you sent mingyu to play with your little sis on the play ground and start cooking his favourite dishes

when your parents came they helped you with everything

after 3 hours mingyu came back

not seeing you in the doorway made him really suprised, because you always showed up to say what you want for dinner or just if your sis behaved

he went after her and seeing whole family talking and smiling around table almost made him cry* it was first time for years when you all were able to eat togheter

when you saw him you smiled happily

“yah mingyu! sit down and eat. you came so late it’s probably cold already”

“you made all of it?”

“mom helped, you know i can’t cook for shit” you all laughed

so that’s how you spend afternoon, talking about everything and laughing together

after dinner you cleaned everything and started washing dishes

mingyu came few minutes after you

“thanks for this, it means a lot”

“no problem, after all you’re my little bro who’s going tomorrow to seoul all by himself”

“i’ll work hard so i could make you proud when i debut”

“i’m already proud of you” you patted his head “now go to sleep. you have to wake up early”

you accompanied him to train station where one of the staff was already waiting for him

you hugged him for goodbye and told to call you as often as he can

for the rest of the week you were really sad

it was different when mingyu wasn’t arround

house was really quiet without

but you eventually got used to it

he kept promise and called often

you smiled for the whole call talking about school, family, his training and how hard it was without you

you watched every program and video with him and other trainees

one day when you had free period you heard your phone ringing

suprised that mingyu was calling you so early you picked up his call

“I’LL DEBUT” was the first thing you heard

for moment you stopped moving and your friends looked at you weirdly

“wait you will what?” you tried to procces information again and then screamed that probably whole hall heard you

but you were too happy to notice that people were staring at you

so you started congratulating him and promised him to visit him soon and celebrate with his members

after two weeks when they finally were able to take longer brake and you didn’t had classes you invited them for dinner

all members were amazed at how similiar you and mingyu were

“we’re not that similiar, they can’t cook for shit” mingyu laughed

“says the one who can break a leg triping over his own legs”

and that was the moment when all members started loving you

throughout dinner you were talking about their practice, how happy they were to finally have chance to debut and laughing about stupid things they’ve done

members left short after paying so you and mingyu could finally spend some time togheter

you took him for ice cream and just walked around talking about your family

you told him about how your little sister did good in school, how your parents finally started to spend more time with her and your collage

and then mingyu started bringing back his weird accidents

like that one time when you took him on the playgroud and he accidently got stuck on the three

or when he almost broke his arm playing football

or when you actually burned kettle trying to make him tea i did it twice and still idk how

after walk you took him back to dorms and wished good luck with practices

one day when you had lecture and from boredom scrolled down some sites you saw mingyu’s photo

looking if profesor didn’t payed attention to what you were doing, you clicked photo and almost screamed seeing article’s title

“seventeen as first idol group to have one hour broadcasted showcase”

you covered your mouth with hand and looked at your friend who was suprised to see your teary eyes

you showed them quietly article and they smiled trying to calm down both of you

after all lectures you called mingyu not even thinking if he had practice or not

luckily he picked up

“WHY YOU DIDN’T TOLD ME THAT DEBUT DATE IS SATED?!!” you screamed at him over the phone

your little brother only laughed at you and you tried not to curse at him

“beside for the first time you actually looked good in those photos” you teased him

“hey, i always look good!”

“hyung/noona will you come to our showcase?”

you bit your lip and sighed

“i’m really sorry mingyu. i wish i would come but i can’t cancel my plans”

“oh” was all he said

“then come whenever you’ll have time to watch us on the stage! i look really cool rapping” he tried to sound happy but you knew he only pretended

“i will mingyu. now go back to practice, sorry that i interputed. work hard!” you smiled sadly

their schedule was really strict and they didn’t had much free time, even if they used it to practice

you were also really busy on your last year in collage then trying to find your first job

when members heard that they’ll move to new dorm, they were all happy

next day they packed everything and went to see it

when you opened door and mingyu saw you, he almost cried because he didn’t saw you for almost 2 years

he looked at his members “did you knew about this?” he asked

“you think why did we laughed all day when we looked at you” minghao rolled his eyes

“can you just stop looking at them and come give me a hug?”

mingyu laughed and hugged you thightly “but what are you doing here?”

“your friends come up with a plan that i’ll design your dorm since i’m interior designer and your ceo agreed”

“ok boys! that’s your new dorm, i hope you’ll like it because i worked really hard” you finally let them to bigger flat

all members were amazed, they really liked how warm and comfy it looked

they quickly rushed to see how rest of dorm looked

“GUYS! FOOD!” chan screamed from kitchen

you laughed when 12 members gathered in the kitchen in second

“i forgot to tell you that i prepared you dinner” you said and they immediately started eating 

“where did you bought it? it’s delicious! we have to visit that restaurant someday” mingyu teased you

“yah! i cooked all of it!” you hitted his shoulder

“so you actually can cook.. still mine is better”

[zombiezz]

Purple: 10 facts about my roomBlue: 9 facts about my familyGreen: 8 facts about appearanceYellow: 7 facts about my childhoodOrange: 6 facts about my home townRed: 5 facts about my best friendPink: 4 facts about my parentsWhite: 3 facts about my personalityGrey: 2 facts about my favorite thingsBlack: 1 fact about the person I like

Purple: 10 facts about my room

1. I have two walls that are black and two that are black and white striped

2. I have a corkboard that has all my favorite drawings on it

3. I also hang my chokers/drying flowers there

4. i still have my Nightmare Before Christmas comforter/pillowcase set from my middle school emo phase and idk why i havent gotten a new one. 

5. I have tons of cool rocks everywhere

6. My art desk is a fucking wreck

7. My closet is a wreck too i never hang my shirts up

8. I have two guitars and a ukulele in there

9. I have a chalkboard door with all my favorite bands on it

10. I have a lava lamp but it doesnt work rip

Blue: 9 facts about my family

1. I’m half mexican so half of my family lives in the south/ in mexico

2. Im legitimately the emo cousin its not just my tumblr bio lmao

3. My aunt (moms side) is the queen of all vodka aunts

4. I have a little sister and a little brother and a little stepsister

5. My brother and I have matching purple hair atm

6. My cousin (dads side) does drag

7. I have eight cats (seven outside and one inside)

8. My sister is hella good at singing

9. My parents are rlly tall but my bro, sis, and I are all short???

Green: 8 facts about my appearance

1. Im short

2. Im abt 115 lbs 

3. My hair is short n purple atm

4. I have hella small hands/feet

5. I have brown eyes

6. My hair is naturally brown

7. my neck is really slim and I can’t wear some of my chokers >:V

8. i have a little scar on my forehead that kind of looks like an exclamation point

Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood

1. I’m the oldest sibling so I was always the babysitter

2. I went through a phase where I wore nothing but t-shirts that were too bug and jeans that were too big

3. My “best friends” throughout my childhood weren’t very nice to me and kind of ditched me all the time

4. I used to hate leggings so much as a kid and i have no idea why

5. I really loved cats. Like you know that girl who is really into horses that everyone knew in gradeschool?? I was that girl but with cats

6. Also middle school is when I was truly emo. Unironically emo

7. my favorite band was Skillet rip

Orange: 6 facts about my home town

1. There’s about 400 people living here

2. theres only a gas station, a bar, a church/ christian school, a bank, and a post office. Thats it

3. I went to said christian school up until 3rd grade

4. theres corn everywhere

5. theres a tree in the local park with roots that look like a big nose. And it’s named the “one two three tree”

6. the bare side of the hill where the cemetery is located is a hella place for sledding

Red: 5 facts about my best friend (i guess ill describe an irl bestie bc i have a whole squad of online besties)

1. She has a lot of freckles

2. She’s hella protective of me but shes also smaller than me so tbh i should be protecting her lmao

3. her hair is really long and red

4. She once gave me three dollars to get her something at a thrift store so i got her a toy dancing fish that sings “Hooked on a feeling”

5. shes really blunt but everyone thinks shes joking when she says blunt things and shes totally not its great

Pink: 4 facts about my parents

1. my dad is probably the reason i was emo

2. my mom is sooo pretty. like so much prettier than I am it’s ridiculous 

3. my mom has trouble saying words like “NASA” and “ankle” 

4. my dad literally only listens to heavy/death metal

White: 3 facts about my personality

1. Im hella insecure ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2. I’m very touchy but at the same time i don’t touch someone if they haven’t given me permission to? Even if it wouldn’t be a big deal like sitting close enough that our shoulders brush or something. I always wait for the other person to do it first so I know its k with them.

3. Im really theatrical when telling stories and idk if its annoying but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things

1. idk what im supposed to put here but I love watercolors

2. also spooky sounding music 

Black: 1 fact about the person i like

1. hes a guy 

[constellation-in-a-jar]

Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo

Just a little rant about this kdrama and what I really liked/disliked about it. Includes spoilers so read at your own risk.

Ok, so I’m just gonna start off with a lot of things I liked about this drama because they have been dying to explode from my heart and I don’t know who to talk to about it, so here I am internet.

1. For a drama to not have a huge makeover/you just needed to lose weight/increase your style/buy all these products etc. I was so happy that KBJ only bought into that so much that it was never important people dragging her around like here, you need to wear this, be pretty, etc. Like even when she tried to be cute and stylish, it was just her trying to realize that on her own because it was something she wanted for herself because even if she lift weights, she still identifies as a woman and wants to see herself like one. I liked that her dad bought her that lipstick because he knew she didn’t have a mom, but wanted to support her sense of femininity when she expressed she wanted to. Like really. THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. There are so many shows/stories/fanfiction/etc. that take the girl who is different and tomboyish and turn her into a beautiful lady because that’s what needed to happen for her to realize she was someone of value and for other people to see value in her as well. Or at least some kind of version of that and then when she’s done pretending to be a model or girlfriend or whatever, she keeps that style like it’s a part of her now. Idk I just really appreciated that there was a character that didn’t have to undergo some huge life changing transformation into a beauty queen to be viewed as beautiful or valuable. I loved her strive for her own unique kind of femininity I could go on and on ughghgoaiuhfn.

1a. She was “fat” the whole time. Like there were the times she went to lose weight, but kind of going off the first point, there was no big change visually with her weight. She still wore big sweats, never really wore anything tight fitting until her weight lifting events and even then like the unitard wasn’t meant to be flattering. Like she was still cute because she’s a cute girl, but she wasn’t that expectedly slim beauty by the end of the drama. And she had curves. I mean she is still slimmer than a lot of people, but compared to a lot of other korean main actresses that I’ve seen, she didn’t fit into the mold in a refreshing sort of way. And I love that at no point did the love interests ever question or think she was at all undesirable because of this. Why would they? She is freakin adorable! 

1b. When she told the doctor she was actually a weight lifter he’s like “well why the heck are you trying to lose weight then?!” because it absolutely doesn’t make sense to expect someone in her sport who has to build a hell of a lot of muscle to restrict her diet in the way that someone trying to lose weight would. Normal people should understand this. I just appreciated that they included that.

2. Song Si Ho and Jung Joo Hyung. I love that they showed their prior relationship and how it had been such a cute, good relationship until Si Ho broke it off. Like it didn’t demonize her in that she was a bad girlfriend or a complete villain and yeah, she’s made some questionable choices in her life, but I feel like I hurt a lot more for her when she was having a hard time because he had given her such a good support system and it was that much more painful when she couldn’t turn to him because she didn’t have anyone else. And on one hand it’s like she really hurt him, so she can’t expect him to like her again and the viewer can understand joo hyung’s point of view in not being able to get back together with her but on the other hand I just wanted to give this girl a hug all season and tell her that she was going to be ok and that she can rely  on others too sometimes. I’m not saying she was an angel, but I think she was a very real, struggling character that I appreciated and wanted to give more love.

2a. Relationships in general. Like I wasn’t always completely sure which relationships (aside from the main one obviously) were going to work out or not before the tell tale signs showed themselves. Honestly, I was rooting more for Nan Hee and Comrade (his name escapes me right now, but he was joon hyungs right hand man pretty much), but i’ll discuss that later. Like I thought that the lady coach and the uncle might actually end up together because he seemed to be into her and protective of her but then it ended up with the two coaches together... I just liked the different dynamics of the relationships that were posed and how at least for me some of the final pairings weren’t completely obvious. ALSO KBJ and JJH’s relationship was consistently adorable and supportive like she did not abandon him when she knew he was hurting even when she had something big going on in her life. AND THE FACT THAT SHE WENT WITH HIM TO THE AIRPORT TO SEND OFF HIS MOM AND THE AMOUNT OF MATURITY HE HAD WHEN HE SENT HIS MOM OFF WELL JUST SO MANY FEELS.

2b. Friends being friends. I am a sucker for friendships and mutual support.

3. There is a problem with being too polite and considerate and it can ultimately harm relationships (platonic and romantic alike). Thank you for acknowledging it.

4. No shame in going to counseling. Use it as a tool to work past road blocks people! Be open minded to it!

5. It’s the little things like just because a girl says she wants a guy to buy her flowers and take her to the amusement park does not guarantee that it’s going to win her heart. The things that show you care about her and things that are important to her like the health of her family and making her feel comfortable are more important imo.

Dislikes:

1. So many open ends that did not satisfy me. What exactly happened between doctor and that girl who’s boyfriend got out of hand? What ever happened with Seon Ok’s family business? Will they ever really respect her interest in her sport? Is uncle’s new girlfriend trustworthy? She seemed sketchy. Is he going to be ok? Someone protect that man please. Also Joon hyung’s mom. What the heck? How did she ever stop contacting her son? AND MORE SO MUCH MORE.

2. Nan Hee. Come on guys she is a cute, sweet girl, just trying to find a little love in her life. How come she doesn’t get more love? She was the glue in that friendship?! And she is so fab and works hard to do weightlifting and takes pride in her girliness. Like come on where is her justice? She deserved more imo. And uncle! Like he is a good guy that tries to do right by people, he deserves happiness too. EVERYONE DESERVES THE HAPPINESS.

3. Doctor’s romance and storyline felt a bit flat to me. Like here is this emotionally sturdy guy that gets along with everyone, yet keeps his own “brother” at arms length away. He hasn’t even told his bestest friend that his brother isn’t even really his brother do not tell me that this man doesn’t need more character development after one game of catch with his bro.

4. I wanted more Si Ho. Like I get the main characters have drama going on but come on this girl has got eating disorders and no support system and doesn’t feel like she can talk to anyone, but has to cope on her own. I both did and didn’t like that her second love interest fizzled out because she didn’t feel it. Like at least he was someone concerned about her health and wanted to support her. It wasn’t predictable, but it also made me hurt for her more.

5. KBJ so much crying. I get you are an emotional girl, but you probably could have done a little less imo. Not necessarily her fault, but I am looking at you, writers.

Just a few of my thoughts. Needed to get it off my chest!