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it's interesting that yingdu E1 is gonna be the episode that really tells you if you like S1 story structure more, or S2 story structure more.
I thought yingdu would be more like S2 but I'm actually pleasantly surprised it starts more like S1? and I already knew this about myself but I really loved the episodic, slice of life nature of the first half of S1 (and the chibi shorts). I loved S2 and all, but the first time I fell in love with link click it was because of the day-to-day kind of issues they face before they started playing mind games with other people who have abilities like them. and I think I wouldn't have enjoyed S2 or even the back half of S1 if the show didn't start with episodic, low stakes cases. of course, I think they'll probably mix both storytelling styles this special season.
but idk, I really missed that vibe. shiguangling being domestic is sweet. I did like the cosplay story more than vivian's story, though I think them trying to set up the scammer parallel to lu guang was funny. I think cheng xiaoshi shines a lot in these kinds of moments because he's very empathetic even with the little things. lu guang is the one dealing with a lot of big picture stuff (time and death itself) but cheng xiaoshi? he just wants to set up a photography studio and maybe help a couple of people out when he can. play basketball. find a cosplayer to return her paintings. help their student council president to not get scammed.
he's just a little guy! look at him! he thrives in low stakes situations!! give him milk tea and he's happy š¤
I think the most surprising details in this episode were:
lu guang is in the anime club :o
lu guang kept a detailed notebook of the past?? damn. I feel like he spent one timeline just memorizing and noting down events, down to the last minute.
"your eyes remind me of two people I knew" holy shit. time traveler parents possibly true. what if cheng xiaoshi's parents are lost to the time stream? like, they faced the consequences lu guang said you'd face if you stayed more than 12 hours into a picture (notably though, lu guang doesn't seem? to have this issue when he dives? or I guess past 12 hours you get "stuck" in the past and aren't able to come back to your "present")
what is up with cheng xiaoshi always wanting lu guang to be his partner "for life" asdfghjkl. my guy. you're so sweet
lu guang moves into the photo studio during their university years and bridon happens right after. and he's wearing cheng xiaoshi's summer clothes...
cheng xiaoshi did not clap when he activated his powers with the bridon picture (his hands were holding the envelope and the picture). which is... weird? how did that happen? also he went there as himself which means this picture was... not taken by a photographer? because otherwise he should've possessed someone like normal
finally: lu guang didn't have a watch in the beginning. idk why I always thought he had a watch. anyway, I think we can use the placement of his watch as a signifier of which timeline we're in
no watch: original timeline. when lu guang dives back here, I guess he buys a watch afterwards
watch on the left hand: either the og timeline (after he buys a watch) or the first time he dives? the timeline with cheng xiaoshi's first death? the style of the bedroom makes me think this happened in the first time they go to bridon (which isn't necessarily the same timeline we're seeing in the donghua right now).
edit: actually, scratch that. now I think this might have been lu guang's bedroom lol. the date is 4/12 which is the day cheng xiaoshi reads the š text from lu guang about playing basketball again
it's also consistent with the flashback to cheng xiaoshi's death in S2E1 ā watch is on the left hand.
watch on the right hand: S2 finale dive / yingdu E1 dive. which means vein showing up in the photo studio happened sometime during our "current" timeline.
lu guang keeps his watch on his right hand during S1 and S2 as well (catguang in the chibi shorts also has a watch on his right... paw).
there's probably other details I missed but anyway. welcome back link click!! I'm already one square away from getting a bingo in my yingdu bingo card lmao
#mine musings#liveblogging link click#link click spoilers#also. ani mi subtitles seem much better than the one from bilibili#idk if crunchy does simulcast for this#link click
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Alastor and drunk Lucifer šµāš«
#Iām more proud of one of these than the other#can you guess#also idk what happened to my style during this#what#art#artists on tumblr#lucifer#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel#alastor the radio demon#hazbin alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#my art
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I wish I liked the books. I really, really wish I liked the books.
#like I don't. dislike them.#I just. the way the prose is written is tedious on a level I have rarely experienced#they were a SLOG getting through to the point where I'm not even sure how much I remember about the differences between the books and the#show. like I do remember that some of the characters I was less interested in during the show felt more complete in the books. and some of#the politics were tighter. but like. straight-up I cannot read these last 2 if they ever come out. I can't do it.#I love the characters but the actual writing style makes my brain cry#and it's just so frustrating to hear 'but the books are so much BETTER' because like yeah I guess on some level they are but I CAN'T FUCKIN#READ THEM. AND ALSO THE SAME THINGS THAT PEOPLE HATED IN THE SHOW ARE PROBABLY MORE OR LESS ALSO GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE BOOKS#idk man. it's one thing to be told that something you love sucks. it's another thing to be told that the act of loving it makes you stupid#and like. idk anti-intellectual or something. there are plenty of books I like and make an effort to read. I just didn't like these.#I wish I saw what the rest of you did I really really do but I just don't#In the Vents#genuinely I am so sorry to like half of the people who follow me I know this will be a profound disappointment#I just HAD to get this out of my system#this blog is first and foremost A Place Where I Scream About Things#unfortunately. for everyone. including and especially me lmao.
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woah rare other system part sighting lmao, here's a Guz drawn by not-Juno
#I was working with the base they laid out so I had to fudge some shit because they'd laid out the neck and shoulder weirdly RIP#like the head is too far over to the right lmao but I didn't feel like erasing a bunch of it to fix that#the hand behind the wrestling box corner thing is also goofed lmao#turning rbs off but Juno (Dandy is vaguely a cross-system name so it feels weird calling them that) might post the art later better#I don't know how they edit their photos but I think I maybe got close lol#this guys fun to draw tbh love a rough n tumble boy lol he's got the same body type as one of my OCs except Stasis is mostly a robot LMAO#dandyshucks#dandy doodlebugs#<- I'll add these just in case ig ?? idk Juno do what u want with this even if it means deleting it lol hope this is fine for me to post#ALSO THIS WONT BE A REGULAR OCCURRENCE LMAO I was just super bored tonight and happened to switch in during Juno drawing this guy#probably won't ever happen again lol#our drawing styles arent super different I think but also this is using a base they laid out so I would've done it differently lmao#maybe it is different though - apparently I'm not a good judge of shit like this bc they say I write and play accordion differently somehow#but I thought I was doing a pretty good job the other day of doing it like they do lmaooo but nah they said it was all noticeably different#I'm chatty tonight sorry lol been a hot minute since I've had any time in front but I'll scoot off now#šso good at being in trouble
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#should i make a list / tag for all the non-manga stuff i read this year somewhere?#idk idk... i am nothing if not a media list maker and otherwise i might just keep making stupid tag rambles like this#i'm currently reading / listening to the audiobook of the count of monte cristo btw#because i joined an online book club started by a booktuber for reading giant-ass tomes together#something about the style of it is really funny to me like in how everyone is acting exactly like they're in a play#like they say so many of their thoughts aloud like 'alas if only this and that i would do this!'#i find it actually better as an audiobook bc it is so much like a play#and the guy reading it does a lot of good different voices and such#i am enjoying it but it was sort of a slow-burn appreciation for me like#at first i was like ok yeah it's fine very classic lit feeling i'll force myself through a few chapters a day#but then as i was playing my nintendo i started listening to the audiobook in the background too and#i kept wanting to find out what would happen next and now i'm a week ahead in my self-assigned 3 chapters a day readings#here's a protip for powering through classic literature that is sometimes confusing or boring for you btw:#read the sparknotes chapter summaries either before or after each chapter if you're afraid you're not catching everything important#i even take the little sparknotes quizzes to test myself haha#def helps me know i didnt accidentally miss something key if i tune out or get confused during a dry political discussion part#not just for classic lit either. i also read the plot summaries with manga and shows and movies if i'm like 'wait what just happened there'#maybe not everybody is like this but i got the ol adhd so i gotta#p
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I came out to my dad as bisexual at 14 and I was PANICKED because I had a crush on a guy in my Boy Scout troop and thought I was Going To Hell Forever and he was so kind and understanding of my distress, but he had NO idea what bisexuality was. He just said ļæ½ļæ½yeah but you like girls too? This is normal. Everyone is like this.ā And I love my dad and trust him with my life to this day and the idea that the concept of bisexuality had not occurred to him had not occurred to me so I put it off.
By 16 though I had a crush on like THREE boys. Three entire boys in my Boy Scout troop. I felt like my sin was slowly advancing, until like an untreated cancer it had become metastatic. I remember bawling my Lāil limp-wristed sissy eyes out in his big rumbly truck on the way home from a scout meeting and him telling me that it was OK, that he still loved me if I was gay, but that he knew I wasnāt gay because I still had crushes on women and that meant I was straight. I didnāt quite know how to explain that those felt *~*different*~* and that I felt like I was losing a fight to evil inside me but I again felt comforted by his reassurances and his genuine fatherly love.
At 18 I was like āhey Iām realizing all my friends are going on missions. I donāt wanna do that. Idk how to say that and I donāt have a āgood enoughā reason to not wanna go.ā So I just put it off. Again, my parents were extremely supportive of the information I gave them (I blamed it on perpetually forgetting to start the paperwork.) and one day my mom texted me that she had done the paperwork for me! And that all I needed was to get a physical! So I did that (it was awkward af tbh, my hernia check was done by a trainee doctor and she spent like 3 minutes fishing around my inguinal canals before her attending rescued me) and was sent to Mexico City where I learned that in addition to dipshit himbos with strong hands and scruffy guys with artistic hearts I was REALLY into chubby Latin men with strong personalities who bullied me a little when I lived in Mexico.
I remember my first companion got annoyed with me during an argument and said we were just gonna wrestle and whoever won the wrestling match won the argument (I stg I am dead serious this happened.) I was likeā¦SWEATING when he tore off his tie and threw his white button-down shirt onto the ground (I won btw, donāt ask me how).
I remember one of my companions with this really intense, almost manic energy telling me that he was gonna make sure I was safe in a new area I didnāt know very well. He cooked breakfast for me and weād go shopping together on P-Days and in the mornings before breakfast heād jog around and do pull-ups with his shirt off and Iād do anything but look at him because my face would break out in a sweat so intense heād think I was crying and come over to see if I was OK and somehow make it worse. He let me play D&D with myself in the evenings even though it was against mission rules because he knew how lonely and stressed I was.
I remember one of my companions was a big chubby man with a loud voice and a great sense of humor. He was kind and direct when addressing conflicts with me, and always bragged about how he knew the secrets of womenās minds and it felt like he really did since it almost always boiled down to āTreat Them Like People and Love Them a Lot. Donāt Stop Being A Person For Them. Also Eat Them Out Sloppy Style.ā Our P-Day activities sometimes felt like dates, and it seemed like he was more attentive to my emotional state than I was since he was always the first to suggest we slow down our Divinely Mandated, God-Ordained, Super Sacred Work and Wonder to get a snack or check out a Pawn Shop (I love Pawn Shops).
I remember another companion who asked me to bully him every time he did something against his goal of losing weight. It was like he gave me Carte Blanche to take out my crush on him by being a nuisance and I LOVED that. I remember having a breakdown one day after weād spent the afternoon frantically cleaning our disgusting-barely-habitable mission house to make it look less vile that it was (not our fault imo?) and I started bawling and he pulled me into a hug and he smelled good and he told me he knew it wasnāt just the house and that I was mad at him for being a Huge Dickhead for about a week (true) and that he would work on it. (Heās also a huge chaser but thatās a separate thing.)
I remember one of my companions waking up early (and our schedule is already built for sleep deprivation) to make me a ābirthday cakeā from knock-off Nutella and bread. He used matches for candles and woke me up, lit the ācandles,ā pulled them out, then smashed it in my face and took a bunch of pictures while I was still madrugada and disoriented as fuck. He had the same sense of humor as one of my HS crushes and I could push his buttons pretty easily which was so fun.
I came home from my mission and started back at BYU where I became actively and aggressively suicidal. I had a stalker the year I moved up there and my dadās solution to that was to get me a gun. I know he wouldnāt have bought me a gun if he could have read my mind, but I had a loaded pistol under my bed during a trifecta faith/sexuality/gender crisis and that was not helpful. I remember that the day I decided to kill myself I figured Iād call the BYU CAPS and see if I could get into therapy because it felt like what I was āsupposed to doā so I could check my suicide boxes. My therapist was the guy whoād helped me pick a major the year before and was this drop-dead gorgeous Hawaiian man who cried when I told him how Iād been feeling.
A few weeks into therapy I met another stunning man with soft eyes and a scruffy illegal-at-BYU beard he kept pushing his luck with. He was funny, kind, patient, married, and wouldnāt give me the time of day if he knew I was crushing on him. We were in my history of psych class, which was inarguably the worst psych class I have ever had, and we studied together for every assignment and test and I realized that my feelings for him and for all the men Iād already mentioned were in direct conflict with my faith and relationship with God. My already agonizing spiritual conflict became even more wretched and as a result of this plus some other tightly-packed experiences with Mormonisms bullshit, I left the church.
After leaving the church I decided to move back to AZ and transfer to ASU. My mom helped me get a dog since I think it had started to dawn on my family that my mental health was barely getting me through the day, and she knew that we both loved dogs. Madi made my last year at BYU livable while I got my shit together and transferred. In that last year, I went on a date with quite possibly the only semi-openly-out trans person on BYU campus. It was not a great date imo, I was not doing well, but the person I spoke with was fun and fascinating and talked to me about Gender Dysphoria and it really cemented my need to go. To leave and never come back to that fucking school.
I started at ASU a month after my last semester at BYU and within a very short time frame it felt like I was coming back together, like a puzzle magically putting itself together in an environment that wasnāt slowly draining that puzzleās will to live.
On the 4th of July, the year I started at ASU, I saw a transition timeline photo of a gorgeous happy beautiful happy radiant happy woman and her former Mormon missionary self and I realized the light that was on in her eyes was the light that was off in mine. I looked into transitioning for 3 days, sleeping about 10 hours total during that time. I started talking to other trans people on Reddit (one of whom is now my beautiful fiancĆ©e @cintailed) and after about a month of making preparations to be disowned and kicked out, something I was not sure would happen but was ready to go through to Turn On The Lights, I came out to my family and it was amazing. I started HRT a month after that. I secretly dated some dorky guys for about a year while I applied to grad schools. I got into a great grad school for me and my needs. I got FFS. I did my trainings and classes. Me and my fiancĆ©e moved in together after some LDR shenanigans. Weāve lived together now for 4 years of basically marital bliss. We have a cat named Grandmother Esmeralda Weatherwax who bites the hell out of my feet about three times a day. My bi-cycle continues to be part of my life but now itās not as scary. Baby gays in my life have started to look to me for advice. Idk how this all happened so fast. When the years, months, weeks, days, and hours seems to crawl by so slowly now they are rushing past me so fast itās almost bewildering. Whereas before I felt like I was living on borrowed time, past my āexpiration date,ā now it feels like I can Fucking Breathe. Iām training myself to slow down now and it feels worth it to Live In The Moment.
Idk why I wrote this. Idk why these thoughts only seem to come up on Sundays when Iām supposed to be writing my dissertation. Idk why Iām crying rn or why I feel so happy. Iām gonna post this shit then get on with my dissertation I guess. Read more Terry Pratchett and give yourselves the time you need. Get a pet. Talk to someone. Re-examine the events that brought you here. Be gayer. Love yāall š
#tgirl swag#worm#mormon#lds church#church of jesus christ of latter day saints#boy scouts#Mormon mission#Mormon missionary#elder#the book of mormon#bisexual#transgender#trans stuff#trans pride#lgbt pride#bi pride#mental health#BYU#pets#my cat#cat#dumb cat#granny weatherwax#terry pratchett
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Part 3 for the fitclet I did for @keferon 's mecha pilot jazz au! (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§
For those who missed it:
Part 1 || Part 2
This is probably the longest out of all the 3 parts, dear god, I went all in. It came out bigger than I ever expected it to be. I was not expecting it to go this far honestly, but the parasites in me, they begged for more. So here we are! :D
Again tho, idk how in character they will be here, but I tried my best ļ¼¼(*Tā½T*)ļ¼. Also, kinda bullshitted my way through in worldbuilding bc idk how things work exactly- and I had to come up with stuff on my own, even tho I'm not that good in mecha world stuff, so I'm sorry for any inaccuracies ^^;;
Now, to give credit to those who so desperately deserve it:
My sister @saltynsassy31 for helping me when I couldn't write out some of my ideas and doing it herself (so consider this as a bit of a frankenstein monster of both our writing styles, mainly during intense scenes. If there is any fancy words in this, it's cuz of her) and being my beta reader for this part. Seriously yall, this wouldn't have been as coherent and well written without her help!
Also huge thanks to my online sister @yayadrawsthingz for helping out when I hit a few road blocks during this!
And finally, a huge huge thanks to my honorary online uncle @hexyz09 for helping me finish off the final fight scene when I got stuck during some plot holes and road blocks, or generally just writing myself into a corner and having to help me leave it, despite not knowing jackshit about the au, let alone the ship and characters themselves, but was still willing to help me through in working on the plot, in this crazy obsession of mine XD
Yall have no idea how much help these guys were. Probably wouldn't be able to finish without either of their help į¦(Ć²ĻĆ³Ė)į¤
Oh and an honourable shoutout to the song "Headlock" by Imogen Heap! Kept listening to this on loop as it kept my drive up to write this.
Now onto the fic!
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Prowl ignored Jazz's various attemps to push out his servo from the cockpit. Despite the mech being weak himself, the human was still no match against thousands of pounds of metal, especially in his own weakened state.
Which was a matter of its own at the moment. Prowl knew he had very little time to be able to run ahead before the other humans caught on to them, having noticed the alarm bells ringing through the facility.
So he ran towards the exit Jazz had initially pointed out, the only plan they had at the moment.
...
"Prowl! Prowler, hey! I know you can hear me! Prowl!" Jazz shouted as he slammed yet another fist in a failed attempt to nudge the bot's servo out of the way. He hasn't said a word since picking Jazz up, and he wasn't sure how long that was, maybe not that much, but it felt too long yet too little at the same time (what a headache).
Sliding down, he gently hit his forehead over the protective servo and let out a sigh of defeat. No way he could get him to move like this.
Why was he trying to anyways? Didn't he want to be with Prowl? He certainly did, but somehow, something in him made him feel like he shouldn't just be accepting this.
And maybe Prowl also knew this, which is why he took off and hasnāt said a word since. Both held conflicted feelings about the whole thing. If only things didn't feel so blurry right now!
Suddenly, a hard shift made Jazz stumble a bit, grasping at whatever he could so he didn't fall back, loud noises of metal scrapping metal could be heard as something got kicked open on the outside. Jazz scrambled over to the small crevice that opened between Prowl's digits, not enough for him to fit anything over other than his hand, but enough to get a glimpse of what was happening outside.
Prowl had kicked down the exit door to the lab ('not like he had the hands available to properly open the damn thing anyways' Jazz thought to himself). It was meant for mechas to exit the room after they finish off whatever it is they do in here, that Jazz knew, and if he was right, just down the hall there will be another exit leading to the backroom where they stockpiled the mech suits. No one but the technicians were usually supposed be there, it would be an easy fight to get to the big gate that lead to the outside training grounds, which is why Jazz had pointed for the mech to go down there in the first place.
There shouldn't have been a problem besides giving him time to leave unscathed. Which Jazz assumed would not be the case as he was currently inside Prowl and not buying him time to escape. But, to Jazz's surprise, nothing had come close to attacking them, yet.
The pilot did not have much time to contemplate it as suddenly he heard Prowl rumble an annoyed grunt.
"Don't move."
In shock, Jazz stumbled back as Prowl removed his hand and reached for the end of the overhead gate, seemingly alot harder to kick down than a two way door. The only thing it would really do would be to bend the metal a bit but it wouldn't give an open entrance. Jazz didn't dare leave, not like he could from this hight, but even if he could, Prowl would probably just pick him up again; it be a waste of energy really (just admit it, you don't want to leave him). But something about this felt wrong, so far they haven't had a single guard come down the hall, just this small pause would give them enough time to catch up to the two runaways, Jazz was sure that guards had been on his tail when he was under his rampage.
Unless...
Wait.
"Prowl! Wait don't open that gate!" But he was too late, the moment he uttered those words the mech had already been in motion and pushed the gate up with all his might and as quickly as he opened it a gun shot came through the otherside. They had been waiting for them, they knew where they were heading. The bastard he kicked down prior to this probably saw them and reported it, dammit.
Prowl let out a strangled cry of pain as the shot landed right on his left shoulder (like it wasn't damaged enough by the lack of arm), Jazz fell backwards with the harsh motions, hitting the back of the pilot's seat, the impact leaving his vision to go dark for a few seconds before he collected himself as quickly as he could. In an instant though, just as he tried to get back up to see what was outside, Prowl had put his hand back over the open cockpit.
No...he wouldn't be able to fight like this, protecting him as he is would only hinder the bot to more damage. And that's exactly what Jazz intended to express to the other. "Prowl! You won't be able to fight with your hand over me! Forget about holding me inside, I won't leave, I promise!"
"That's not the point!" Prowl growled, letting out another hiss of pain as more shots were loaded, someone shouting out for them to stand down.
Prowl couldn't risk leaving Jazz exposed. Unlike the human, Prowl could take a few shots, their weapons not being strong enough to inflict any serious damage to his plating (though perhaps a bit to his exposed protoform, though he could handle it for a little while longer). But it would take one lucky shot on Jazz to have him dead in an instant, and Prowl couldn't take that chance.
It seemed like Jazz got the message, not spitting back any sort of remark about Prowl's lack of explanation.
But the mech couldn't linger too much on those thoughts, he had to get out, and fast. He was losing too much energon, and his vision was starting to get blurry, which wasn't a good sign. It didn't help that his thoughts were a hazy mess, his usual ability to think logically overthrown by the panic of needing to get out of this place while ensuring Jazz's survival.
It's not like he had much to do, though. Any possible escape hindered by the fact he couldn't use his weapons unless he risks Jazz's life to one lucky shot. Perhaps he could make a run for it, knock through the mechas in front of him and let them tumble over as he reached the final exit; it wasnāt the best plan perhaps, with at least a 19% rate of success, given he isn't in the best physical state at the moment, he probably wouldn't be strong enough to knock them over. Added to the fact the exit wasn't shut by a gate he could simply knock over easily either, like the previous one. He'd have to push it open from the bottom, and there wasnāt enough time for him to act on it.
But he'd have his back turned to the shots, reassuring Jazz's own safety, so he could perhaps risk removing his servo to push the gate open once more.
With a quick warning from his HUD telling him his energon levels were getting dangerously low, Prowl decided to take the risk, with little time left, he took a step forward making a run for it.
The mechas seemed to ready themselves for his attack, quickly positioning their weapons to target him, closing any narrow space they had between each other.
What they didn't expect was for the mech to charge his whole body weight onto them. Despite not feeling any pain, they certainly could not fight against gravity itself. They all stumbled against each other as Prowl made a mad dash to the gate. He slid on his knees and made a quick reach for the bottom of the gate, anxiously removing his hand from over the cockpit, bending over protectively as to not have anything be able to aim inside.
He could feel his spark beating fast from anxiety, they were so close, they'll be able to leave soon enough. Jazz was most certainly having a good feel to Prowl's anxious beat, the loud thruming reaching the bot's own audials was most certainly deafening to the human sitting near it.
Then, a shot.
A pop.
A blinding light.
And the beat stops.
Jazz was curling in on himself as an instinct to protect himself from the sudden burst behind him. It only took a few seconds for him to realise what that was once he couldn't hear a single beat of a spark, or the burning sensation it left, feeling his own heart stop and drop to his gut.
It felt like the world around him suddenly stopped, everything going into slow motion, with no sounds to accompany the dread. Feeling as Prowl's body leaned foward to crash on the ground.
But just as quickly as the silance came, it left. Prowl catching himself from hitting the ground with a grunt, a slam could be heard as his arm and elbow made contact with the concrete floor. His spark beating, weakly, but beating nonetheless. What felt like hours of silance was only a quick few seconds of deafening dread.
"Prowl!" Jazz called out in desperation, reaching out to hold the edges of the cockpit, so not to fall out, but to also try and comfort his anxiousness as he tried to look up at the mech's face. The mech made a sound of acknowledgement, which came out more like broken static, but didn't make much effort to move, his face scrunched up in pain, optics shut. They shot him on his back, too close to where his spark would be, causing him to skip a beat, and busting a bit of his left doorwing, but it still seemed to function somewhat.
Suddenly, both of them picked up on the sound of something opening, giving no time for either to fully process what had just occurred. Prowl made a quick move to get his hand over the cockpit once more (with slight struggle as he stumbled and fell on his aft) as a thick metal slab emerged from above and beneath, right in front of the gate, shutting it close with a protective layer of metal. Guessing by the red alarm ringing around them, an emergency protocol to keep anyone from leaving. Slag.
The mechas surrounded them, guns all aimed to shoot at the alien mech if he didn't comply.
It was silent for a brief moment, in exception to Prowl's anxious beating spark (which wasn't a problem for Jazz at the moment, the burning warmth being somewhat comforting) and Jazz's own heart beating over his ears. Both catching their breaths.
"There's no point in fighting. So make this easy for all of us and surrender yourselves." A nobody pilot finally spoke out, weapon leaning a tad closer than the others.
The atmosphere felt heavy, they were pinned down. Really, the only thing they could do was surrender, but Jazz would sure as hell be reprimanded for his actions and Prowl.....he didnāt want to think about that. No, he wouldn't even allow that thought to become any sort of reality.
"Prowl" he whispered, knowing only the mech would hear him, leaning a gentle souch to his servo as if to beg, "I know you might not have alot of trust 'n me, but this might be our best shot." There was a tense shift, not too noticeble unless you could see the mechanisms from the inside, Prowl knew what he was about to suggest. "You need to let me pilot you." He cringed as he felt the other's servo stiffen, he wasn't pleased with the idea, and neither was Jazz, but he knew this place alot better than Prowl did, and knew how to properly defeat the mechas, knowing their weak spots. And Prowl was all too aware of that too, Jazz knew it. They both were very aware of it all.
"Please," he begged, leaning his forehead on the mech's servo yet again, "I can't lose you again." There was slight shift, Jazz looked up, though he obviously couldn't see the mech's face, the sigh he let out was loud and clear. The controls on the pilot's seat shifted, Jazz got the message:
'Alright'
He couldn't help but let a small smirk creep over his face, making way to sit down and start piloting.
"Under one condition though," Prowl suddenly whispered to him, though it was alot louder to Jazz on the inside.
"And what would that be, partner?" The title flew out too fast for Jazz to stop himself, feeling so natural to call Prowl partner once more. The mech didn't seem against it though.
"No removing my hand."
Jazz was left stunned for a quick second, though it felt like a minute for Prowl as he waited for a reply eagerly.
"I can work with that." Prowl let out a sigh of relief at that, allowing the human, his partner, to take control of him again.
It took a moment for Jazz to adjust himself, in the meantime, the people waited outside anxiously for the other to make a move. When Prowl finally started to shift around to stand up with a small grunt, everyone raised their guns and loaded them up, but didn't shoot just yet. The mech looked up at them with a deadly glare, but made no move to attack, his remaining arm not leaving the open cockpit for a second, he simply stood up with a slight slump to his posture, doorwings drooping down slightly. In all possible ways, he looked weak and defeated, no signs of fighting back.
One of the mechas walked closer, gun still aiming at Prowl, but it was lowered slightly. They reached a hand out expectantly.
"The pilot, hand him over." They demanded, no sympathy whatsoever.
Prowl clutched his chasis, anger pooling over in his spark, doorwings twitching up slightly, but he made no move to attack. Not yet. He heard Jazz speak to him in a low tone so only he could hear it, with a sigh, he relaxed. He slowly, very slowly, drew out his hand from the cockpit, the action in itself having the other mecha have their body relax slightly as they approached the mech, weapon being put down slightly enough, and so did the others around them. Jackpot.
Before he fully removed his servo, the mech made move to crouch down and in a swift motion swung a peed over to the mechas own, catching them off balance and knocking them down. Jazz let out a small hiss to the action, forgetting his own injured leg, but pushed on regardless.
Using the thrusters of his doorwings, they were able to balance themselves back up, Prowl's servo going back into fully protecting it's pilot once more. With most weapons being aimed up and not down, it took a delayed second to aim correctly, but it was enough time for the human and cybertronian duo to twist themselves out of harms way.
Before the fallen pilot could attempt to get up, Jazz made move to aim over the weak spot of their mecha's knee and stepped hard enough to break its mechanisms so they couldn't stand back up easily. But the glory was short lived as more shots were fired their way.
Jazz's hand twitched to move and use its weapons, but he resisted the urge with a slight huff, "Man, 's hard to fight without an arm!"
"This is none negotiable, Jazz." Prowl hissed as they made move to avoid more shots.
"I know, I know! Don't mean it makes it easier!" Jazz tried to analyse their surroundings, though it was made difficult with the many HUD warnings from all the injuries (the pilot couldn't help but mutter a broken "I'm so sorry" to his partner, whether the mech heard him or not he wasn't sure), but pushing through it, he took note of a few key details. There was a metal catwalk grate near above the mechas' heads, running with a few on ground troops, the bastard of a boss being one of the few amongst them. Near a corner stood an elevator to go up and down the area.
How that could help, Jazz wasn't sure yet.
A shot hit Prowl's arm, pain flowed through the mech as he moved out of the way once more. Jazz looked around in a frenzy to find a place to shield themselves....the mechas! Making a run for to the lifeless husks, he swivelled around between them and hid behind the many rows of mechas knowing full well that they would not risk such precious resource and money just to reach them. At least he hoped not, because he just needed a little bit of time to figure something out.
Hearing the big man call out to hold their fire was good enough indication that his idea worked.
"Ok, now we just need somethin' to distract them long enough for us to make a jump to the ceiling." Jazz explained
"The ceiling?" Prowl inquired, not so certain about his partner's ability to properly think at the moment.
Jazz rolled his eyes, but didn't make mention of the mech's tone. "It's the weakest point here, plus" he made way for Prowl to look up to where he remembered the area to be at, "there's a trap door for flying mechas and emergencies. One quick press of a button will open it up, even under "safety protocols."" Prowl let out a hum in thought, seeming to analyse the situation.
"Possible, but where is this said button?"
"Behind the elevator, by the catwalk grating on top. There's a control panel, and one big red button, can't miss it."
"Would smashing it still get it to work?"
"Yes."
"Then I don't have any complaints."
"Good, now," Jazz went back to scanning the area, "how to cause a distraction?"
"Would that broken pipe be of any use?" Prowl made an effort to twitch his head over to the direction of what he wanted Jazz to see. And just as the mech stated, there, by the first floor of the elevator, stood a broken pipe, steam coming out of it.
Jazz smirked "it would actually. If we can get somethin' to shoot at it, we might cause an explosion, giving us time to jump up without being the target anymore."
"Sounds like a plan." Prowl shrugged.
"Don't have anything to add?" Jazz asked a bit surprised.
"No, I don't." The pilot didn't push.
"Okay. Well, let's get these bastards shootin." In quick motion, they made way to the elevator, already hearing the commands to shoot fire, 'but watch for the machines!' Weapons were loaded from above as well, shooting down at the two runaways once again.
Jazz made sure to move swiftly behind the mechas, making sure they were shielded properly. Any gaps they had to cross was a small risk they needed to take, scrapes and scratches being left in its wake, but tried not to do it too often, just enough that they could follow them. They eventually reached where the pipes were, Jazz took a deep breath.
"Ready, big guy?"
"Ready."
They stepped foward, making sure to call the attention towards where they were, but quickly retrieting back behind the mechas suits as they shot directly where they wanted to hit. "Bingo."
Quickly, activating Prowl's thrusters, they leaped over to the metal grates that stood above them as the pipes behind them burst, causing a huge commotion as empty mechas fell down and whatever machine near the crossfire tumbled down. Prowl let out a gasp as he felt the world around him spin, the grating beneath them not being of any help as it shook with his weight. Jazz was quick to hold on, helping the mech stablise himself before aiming with his left foot to kick the big red button with their ticket out of here, the motion causing his vision to flash in pain, but he bit his toung until he could taste iron and pushed forward.
Hearing the metal door above them open up, Jazz readied himself, but hesitated with the warning he'd received from Prowl's HUD from his low energon levels. He didnāt even get the chance to fully check on it though, Prowl quickly pushing them out of the way himself.
"I'll live, just one more push." The mech hastily reassured the human. Jazz wasn't inclined to belive it though, feeling the other's spark beat anxiously (and for some reason that made him feel slightly dizzy. Though he chalked it up to it being his possible concussion).
It took one shot to slip an inch away from Prowl's face for them to finally snap out of it and jump. One more push from his thrusters as they flew up through the trap door and landed on top of the roof with a grunt, the mech's left wing finally giving out.
But they werenāt in the clear yet. Looking out, a wasteland of a forest awaited them, with dense trees at the bottom.
"We'll have to make a jump for it. If we're lucky enough the trees will be big enough to hide us." Jazz supplied.
"45% of that happening. But we don't have much of another option at the moment." Prowl added
With all that being said, Jazz moved into action. With so much at stake, he had to, he couldn't waste another second in debating. Hefting Prowl up, he used all remaining strength to jump where they needed to go, but as the training grounds began to get closer than anticipated, Prowl knew they didnāt make the jump and that made the mech almost freeze.
Though Jazz had other plans, because as their impending flat doom approached in rapid speed, Prowl's remaining thruster burst to life and gave that final impusle they needed to reach the slope. They both braced themselves as they were thrown up and over to their intended destination, Prowl having half a mind to tighten his hold over his chest so none of the debris and impact could reach the fragile human still in his care.
They rolled down the slope, Prowl just barely being able to shift himself so that he was sliding on his back instead. The aggresive motion of going down a not so smooth path causing bigger cuts and slashes against his already damaged frame. But the only thing he could think of at the moment was that they made it.
Jazz was quick to let go of his control over Prowl, who in turn made an effort to sit properly. Though the sudden slamming to his servo made him look down worriedly, moving it slightly to see Jazz leaning on it desperately.
"Prowl-" he heaved, "Prowl put me down I'm feeling sick."
The mech panicked and quickly made move to help the human down, gently placing him on the grass below. Jazz made no effort in being graceful as he hurled over and puked his guts out, luckily avoiding Prowl in all of this.
Clutching his stomach in pain, his heaving and coughs agitating the injuries on his abdomen. Everything around him felt blurry and muffled as his body made sure to get everything he had eaten in the past day out of him.
What made him panic was the sudden taste of iron in his mouth as he coughed up whatever he had left inside. That's not good. And that definitely didn't escape the giant mech's notice, who kept a hovering servo near him.
"Jazz! Is that blood?!" His voice sounded so broken, static lacing over his words.
"Uh- Yeah. Yeah it is." He wasn't sure how to deny that really, and he felt too light-headed to try. But his attention diverted to the sudden pink glow that landed at the side of his vision.
Energon.
Quickly looking up, he finally got a glance at his partner's battered condition. Energon leaked from many different parts of his body, but the main source being from his missing arm. Jazz couldn't help but cringe at that.
But what hurt him the most to see was the weak light from the mech's optics, which still held visible concern on them. Despite being close to going into offline, he still looked at Jazz as if he's about the crumble into dust and leave him. Which he honestly, maybe, felt like. But seeing Prowl's optics flicker as they fought to stay online, Jazz panicked
"What 'bout you?!" He called back, catching the bot off guard. "You're losing too much energon! You look like you're about to go offline!"
Prowl cringed a little, not having anything to counter that. "Well that's because I-"
"No! I'm only a little bit dizzy, but I'll live. We need to patch you up right now!"
"I can help with that."
The new voice catches the duo off guard, Prowl immediately reaching out to Jazz, hand shielding the human from whoever that might be. Jazz looked down from where he was looking at Prowl and turned to see who it was that the voice came from.
There standing in front of them was a human carrying a simple tool box and a huge backpack strapped over one shoulder, filled with questionable things.
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BEFORE YOU LEAVE, a little something I would like to point out for the fic, that some of yall with either like or not, during the process of writing this, I've seen a few posts keferon made about the spark being radioactive and such, and it sorta made me think a bit while developing Jazz's condition. So well, take Jazz's health in this as you will with this info :)
But anyways, yippie!! That's all for today folks! I hope yall enjoyed this one bc I definitely had a heck of a time writing this one XD
It got alot bigger than I anticipated and took much longer to finish than I originally planned (was supposed to be done 2 days ago).
Now, I know I keep saying "not sure if I'll make another part to this" but then proceed to do so anyways. But I mainly do so because everytime I shared it someone said something that added to the story somehow and gave me ideas to continue foward.
So like, if yall liked this and wanna see more, don't be shy to suggest/add anything to this as it may help inspire me to add more onto this, cuz honestly idk what the fuck I'm doing rn, I'm just going with the flow į( į )į
Also, a bit of note for the doodle, holy shit I did not expect it to look this good!! Tho I suffered with Jazz's suit, plz ignore any inaccuracies tee-hee. Prowl's knee and hands were hell too, especially his knee, but i could like, hide most of it lmao. Actually mainly struggled to not have his hand cover Jazz too much bc it kept covering the parts I actually wanted to show off lmao.
Oh and the guy at the end? Yall can take a good guess as to who it is :)
But since he doesn't have any official design, I kinda went with whatever felt right lol.
I also really wanted to draw out more scenes to add to the fic, but then it would take me a lot more time to actually post the fic as I figure out how to draw robots :'). But maybe I can try and doodle them out another time if I can, no promises tho-
#mecha pilot jazz au#oh god I'm so nervous about this one#i hope yall like it#and plz plz share whatever thoughts you have on this (as long as they're positive ofc bc my ego is very fragile YwY)#cake writed#yeah that's a tag now#cakes art#transformers#tf jazz#tf prowl#jazzprowl
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There goes my baaaabyyyy | Multiple Characters
Characters: Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, and Sae Itoshi
Summary: After seeing an abundance of tiktoks about the Usher trend, you decide to try it out on your unsuspecting boyfriend after a while of not seeing him
Warnings: This is the author's attempt at being funny so crack ahead. I apologize in advance.
A/N: Idk what came over me today, but I decided to waste my time writing this anyways after getting inspired by this amazing slideshow on tiktok talking about how each Haikyuu character would react to you doing the Usher trend. This is also my first time writing for Sae ( and I also know virtually nothing about him as I've only seen season 1 of Blue Lock ) so I'm sorry if he's ooc. I just realllyyy wanted to add him as I've been thirsting over edits of him ( and Reo ) for the past day or so.
A sigh of relief escapes through the chapped lips of the soon-to-be world cup competitor Isagi Yoichi. After hard fought battles during the preliminaries and all the stress and trials that come with it, it was finally the time for Isagi to return to his safe haven. He was hesitant for a time as he was still riding the adrenaline rush and wanted to stay back and train with some of the others, but since Bachira was returning to Japan to visit his mom and celebrate with her, it reminded him that he also had someone to return home to; you.
And so, after the longest thirteen hour flight of his life, he was now walking, suitcase in hand, alongside his best friend as the two of them exited the baggage claim and was nearing the lounge where you were allegedly waiting for him.
It had been so long since he's seen you, touched youāheld you.. He finds himself wondering, how much has changed? Has your laugh changed at all? Have you switched up your sense of style? Maybe your hair? Do you still taste like the honeyed, buttered pancakes you used to make him every morning? Is your smile still so wide that it creases your cheeks and makes them pudge out more? Do your eyes still gaze at him as if he was made out of gold like they used to?
As he dwells on his thoughts, the yearning for you seeps in more and more like oil filling up a tank. It's heavy and it's only when he's just about to succumb to the weight of it all that he realizes just how much he's truly missed you.
And it seems that he wasn't alone in this feeling.
As he stepped into the lounge, he's met with his first and only warning. A warning that came in the familiar tune of the audio of a certain tiktok you had sent him a week prior before you came sliding his way on your knees. Your voice raised to match the exact pitch of the audio as you sung the infamous lyrics until you came to an abrupt halt when you collided with his stomach, nearly knocking him over with the force you hit him with.
And the only thing he could fathom to do was to stare like a deer in headlights and say, "Uh...what in the world?!"
Bachira couldn't possibly hope to contain his laughter any longer after that.
After seconds of Bachira's wheezing and airless chuckles, it was only when he was beginning to grip his stomach from the pain of his amusement that Isagi finally realized what just happened. And when he did, his entire face flushed a cherry red.
"What- Why are you doing this right now of all time?" He asked, semi-shouting as he grabbed the upper part of your armsāwhich were wrapped around his waist.
"I missed you, baby~!" You said in a sing-songy voice. And, as you looked up at him with your eyes shining with the familiar gleam he knew just as that same trophy-awarding smile stretched across your face, he found himself faltering for a moment. His shoulders slumping as he began mumbling shyly..
"I- I.. I missed you too.. But please, get up! People are starting to give us weird looks.."
Three months. That's how long it's been since you've last seen him.
Well, that's technically not true. If you wanted to be less dramatic, you could admit that you saw your boyfriend just last week on tv doing his signature dribbling moves and if you wanted to really be frank, you had seen his gorgeous face up close just the other day when he facetimed you and informed you that he'll be home that following afternoon. You could also make it sound much less extreme by simply confessing that you had regularly spoke to Bachira throughout these three months via text and that he'd facetime you at least one a week.
But you didn't want to count any of that.
I mean, sure you got to see him, but you didn't really get to see him. You weren't able to kiss his cheek whenever they perked up and flushed pink. You couldn't run your fingers through his layered hair and watch the satisfying transition of his brown strands turn yellow between your fingertips. You weren't able to hold his chin and watch in awe and fondness as he laughed toothily like a baby kitten..
You haven't seen him, not in all his glory which, to you, was like not seeing him at all. That said, three months of that torture was unbearable.
But all of that pain was forgotten in a matter of seconds at the odd sound of drums playing in the distance.
You didn't have any time to react toāor rather, processāwhat was happening or prepare yourself before Bachira got a running start towards you and soon dropped to his knees, sliding the rest of the way up to you with the biggest smile on his faceāall while Usher's voice boomed behind him from his back pocket.
You had no choice but to accept fate and allow the love of your life to crash into you and completely knock you to the ground.
As the biting cold of the airport's tiles crept up your skin and all the air was just about knocked from your lungs from unexpectedly hitting the flat surface, Bachira stared down at you from above, cheeks dusted pink which made him look like an excited little kid.
"Hey, babe! It's been so long!" He chirped before coming down to press all his weight onto you as he caged your torso with his arms, his face immediately nearing yours to press a big, wet kiss to your cheek.
If it had been any other situation that he had done this in, you'd probably be annoyed from the embarrassment of having basically half the airport staring at the two of you like you were a bunch of buffoons or, at the very least, the fact that his team was laughing up a storm in the background...but having been as starved of him as you were, all you could do was laugh while relishing in the feeling of his warmth consuming every part of your body as he leaned down again to plant a feverish kiss to your lips.
Feet tapped against the small tile floors of the elevator, thumping against the marble in a rhythm that embodied the very dread of its owner.
After months of dreading this day, Sae had, once again, stepped foot in Japan; a notion he refused to even utter aloud from just how much he despised it.
For a man with such negative opinions about his homeland, his reasons for coming back were quite frivolous in comparison. Though if asked, he lie and say that his passport expiredāwhich wasn't wrongābut deep down he knew the real reason for his return; his partner who he was too prideful to call the love of his life.
It had took some time, and for a while, Sae was forced to come back here every other year or so in secret to visit them per their request, but at last, they had decided that so much time waiting for his semi-yearly visits were too much for their poor heart and that they were ready to take the next step and leave with him to Spain.
Sae had pushed the thought to the very back of his mind, but he was more than gladāoverjoyed, evenāwhen you told him of your decision over the phone as he himself was starting to grow restless without you by his side at times.
He had already went through the process of renewing his passport so all that was left was to pick you up and drive to the airportāwell, get driven to the airportāwhere he could finally leave this horrendous country, this time with you snuggled up by his side.
But he should've known that you wouldn't have let things be so simple.
As the doors to the elevator opened and allowed him to, at last, step foot into your lavish home, the symphony of his demise began to rang throughout it and bounce of the walls. Sae paused, face contorting into one of visible perplexment before his eyes widened at the sight of you sliding on your knees towards him, mouth opened as you sang to the beat of the music blasting throughout your home.
Your performance was short, glorious, and came to an end when your face was buried into the smooth fabric of your boyfriend's clothing and you smoothly wrapped your arms around your boyfriend's waist.
And it was only a full minute after such an amazing performance that it finally dawned on him what you were doing. And to that, he simply sighs disappointedly.
"I've changed my mind. You're not going anywhere with me," He said, and despite the blunt tone he douses his words in, it does little to your dazzling smile as you knew full well his words held little weight to them. You find yourself playing into your own bullshit anyways, though, as you begun to whine out in a high pitch you just knew he couldn't stand.
"Aww, but why? All I did was greet my pookie--" "Finish that sentence and I will actually leave you in Japan for another ten years."
You promptly shut your mouth after that, much to Sae's relief.
Dividers were made by me, pictures used are from Pinterest, post formatting is inspired by @xxsabitoxx
#blue lock#bllk#blue lock x reader#blue lock x y/n#blue lock x you#bllk x reader#bllk x y/n#bllk x you#blue lock scenarios#blue lock fluff#bllk scenarios#bllk fluff#crack fic#isagi yoichi#bachira meguru#itoshi sae#sae itoshi#isagi yoichi x reader#bachira meguru x reader#itoshi sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader#blue lock isagi#bllk isagi#blue lock bachira#bllk bachira#blue lock sae#bllk sae
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soooo what about the jjk men cuddling reader idk it's been on my mind lately and it won't go awayš also stay healthy ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
YESSSSS omg so freaking cute and such a lovely idea!!! Thanks for sending in this request, I really hope you enjoy this <3 :) sorry itās kinda short even tho it took so long!! Much love to you, stay healthy as well!! <3
Cuddling with the JJK Men!
Fluff
JJK Men x gn!reader
Warnings: none
Yuji:
I see Yuji as a hugger and that trait definitely extends into his cuddling with you as well. You're the tree and he's the koala--his arms and legs would be wrapped around you at all times, especially after an exhausting day or when he's feeling upset about something. He finds comfort in holding on to you tightly, giving your cheek a sweet kiss when heās feeling extra sentimental. Cuddles with him happen often when you two are watching a movie!
Megumi:
Megumi is a reluctant cuddler. He's not huge into physical touch, but he loves being close to you. Therefore, he likes when you take the initiative and lie your head on his thigh or lap, that way you two can enjoy each other's company without invading personal space too much. In that position, he enjoys resting a hand in your hair while he reads a book or scrolls on his phone.
Yuta:
Suuuuper clingy after he gets over his initial shyness around you. I think Yuta would love to keep a protective hold on you while cuddling, opting to be the big spoon if you were lying down together. He finds comfort in resting his nose in your hair, the scent of your shampoo having a calming effect on his nerves. You love to cuddle him after a particularly stressful day!
Inumaki:
This boy is clingier than plastic wrap when it comes to cuddling. He doesnāt want to know where his body ends and yours begins, thatās how close he loves to be with you. He keeps his arms tight around you as if you were a teddy bear and he likes to tuck his head into your neck, his breath tickling your skin. He loves to cuddle after playing video games with you.
Noritoshi:
I feel like Noritoshi would be a very classic cuddler; he likes to rest an arm around your shoulder while you cozy into the side of his body, nuzzling your face into his soft robes. Cuddling with him as you both watch the rain gently run down the window in front of you is your absolute favorite.
Todo:
This man oozes passion with everything he does and cuddling is certainly no exception. Aoi loves to scoop you up bridal style and set you on his lap while on the couch, one hand moving from under your knees to on top of your thigh while you get comfy against his broad chest. You two love to cuddle while listening to music (yes, you too have a fondness for Takada-chan!)
Ino:
Ino is a big sweetie and I think his goofiness would carry over into cuddling sessions as well. He loves to cuddle face to face with you, the feeling of your breath fanning against his nose bringing him copious amounts of joy. He also likes to playfully boop your nose with his finger or his own nose, giggling like the lovesick fool he is. You find yourselves cuddling as often as possibleāheās very touchy!
Gojo:
Ah, the human pretzel Satoru. His legs wrap around yours in ways you didnāt think were humanly possible, yet is surprisingly comfortable. This position is perfect for him because he likes the comfort in knowing youāre still there beside him all throughout the night. You two find that the best time to cuddle is when you fall asleep.
Geto:
Suguru, being the tall man he is, likes to envelop your entire body as the big spoon while cuddling in bed. Even if youāre his height or taller, he doesnāt care; he loves to keep you close to his chest while resting his chin on your head. Cuddling normally happens first thing in the morning since you drift apart sometimes during the night and he misses feeling your touch.
Nanami:
Kento loves the idea of keeping you within armās reach, but isnāt the biggest fan of always having somebody in his personal space. His favorite way to cuddle you is having you drape your legs across his lap while on the couch. That way, he can lovingly caress your legs with the swipe of his thumb or give you a leg or foot massage while you can gaze upon the chiseled jawline of the handsome man in front of you. Cuddles normally happen after dinner!
Choso:
This man LOVES to cuddle you from behind while youāre standing! You could be doing literally anything and youāll know his hands will snake around your waist while his chin rests on your head or the crook of your neck. Choso relishes in the feeling of having you in his reach at all times, loving how your bodies nestle perfectly together. More times than not, he cuddles you while you wait for dinner to be ready.
Toji:
Toji adores having you sit between his legs with your back pressed against his sturdy chest. It makes him relaxed to know youāre safe in his arms and heās keeping a protective yet loving hold on you. Itās also the perfect spot to plant sneaky kisses onto your neck and shoulder. It takes some effort to get him to agree to cuddles, but he enjoys them the most after he showers and is ready to relax after a long day of training or working.
#yuji itadori x reader#megumi x reader#yuta x reader#inumaki toge x reader#noritoshi x reader#todo x reader#takuma ino x reader#gojo x reader#geto x reader#nanami x reader#choso x reader#toji x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#jjk x gender neutral reader#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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(cute) things zerobaseone maknae line do as your boyfriend ą«® ā ļ» ā į
pairing shen quanrui (ricky), kim gyuvin, park gunwook, han yujin + gn readerā ā ā details fluff, established relationship, bulletpoint
cw none ā ā ā wc 410, 418, 505, 462 (1,795 overall)ā ā ā reading time 7 minutes
note HELLOOOO i havent posted a fic since july 15th and that was my first fic ever on this account omg... thank u for all the notes on my other post LIKE i didnt expect so much + thank you for 90 followers!! also i might start writing for tiot and evnne if i have time š«” likes are reblogs are appreciated if u can š
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ricky ė¦¬ķ¤
lets you play with his hair
i think ricky is honestly extremely particular with his hair, and especially who gets to touch it
his hair isnāt very visibly damaged despite getting it dyed frequently / basically not having black hair since he was probably fifteen years old (and heās nineteen now, so that says something) so he has to take good care of it not to have it fried off
there were stories about him during bopeul where they said they always saw him fully ready with perfectly styled hair whenever he left his room, too
like iām not even kidding he has to care for his hair a whole lot or by now he couldāve been bald iām sorry
when his friendsāmainly gyuvinātry to play with his hair or comb their fingers through it, ricky allows it but is not that pleased because he put effort into styling his hair and doesnļæ½ļæ½ļæ½t want it to get messed up
gyuvin jokingly whines a little, but is over it after a few seconds
when ricky started dating you, although he thoroughly knew you and almost all of your habits and mannerisms, he didnāt think you would be into playing with his hair
youāre hanging out, watching a movie at your apartment while your head is rested on his shoulder when he feels your fingers suddenly brush through the strands of his hair
he turns to look at you, partly shocked but also just wondering what youāre planning on doing to his hair
you shrug your shoulders, keeping your eyes on the tv and not minding him one bit
āwhat are you doing?ā he asks, a little amused
he expects you to reply playfully, to exchange banter or something like that
but instead, you say, āyour hair is really soft, you know,ā as you proceed to curl a portion with your finger acting as the curling iron
ricky quite literally folded that day... now he lets you do whatever you want with his hair
you can braid it, curl it, whatever
he doesnāt mind as long as itās you, even if he spent nearly an hour fixing it this morning
youāre in a cafe talking to gyuvin and gunwook, sitting at the other side of the table when you lift your arm to twirl rickyās hair, him not remotely flinching at the contact
gyuvin is pleasantly surprised to witness this sight
āyou donāt let me do that,ā he sulks, aimed at ricky
your boyfriend scoffs. āyouāre not [name].ā
gyuvin ź·ė¹
always texts you + makes sure youāve eaten
okay i think iāve seen a lot of people say this already idk but i think itās soooo true
gyuvin texts you excessively
like. about anything
there was one instance when his little brother had a crush on a girl, and gyuvin literally went to you for help and his brother didnāt even have an inkling of what was happening
gyuvin (DO NOT REPLY): [NAME] MY LITTLE BROTHER... is... growing up :(
gyuvin (DO NOT REPLY): he used to be so small i could put him in my pocket and now
yn: what happened???
gyuvin (DO NOT REPLY): he LIKES A GIRL. who told him it was okay to get a girlfriend? at his toddler age??
yn: gyuvin i love you but we started dating when We were his age
and then he continued to ask you for advice on how to help his brother get the girl he liked
thereās more instances of him oversharing his brotherās life with you, but that ends there
he also buys you snacks all the time
even if you donāt want it. even if you verbally, very clearly, straightforwardly tell him youāre not the tiniest bit hungry
heās basically your mother oml
he makes those little snack baggies for you to take
before you both graduated, gyuvin would bring you lunch. it didnāt just stop at snacks
he would ask his mom to help him cook for you
and heād make it all cute and stuff like shaping the rice to be your favorite character
heād pack it to school and give it to you in the morning. omg
mixing those two things together, you get āhave you eaten yetā texts all the time
itās two pm, and you were so stuck while helping a friend that you regrettably forgot to eat lunch. āitās okay,ā you assure yourself, āi had a late breakfastā
gyuvin texts you, asking the usual āhave you eaten lunch????ā and you lie and say yes
and then your phone rings and you know you canāt avoid it anymore because he can see through your voice when you lie
from the speaker of your phone, gyuvinās voice is unbelievably attractiveābut you choose to ignore that fact for now
ā[name],ā he deadpans. ābe honest. have you eaten?ā
choosing to accept defeat, you exhale deeply. āno.ā
gyuvin suddenly hangs up and only a text is left on your screen
gyuvin (DO NOT REPLY): iām coming over in. like 30 minutes i have to ask my mom to help me cook
gunwook ź±“ģ±
teaches you how to dance
gunwook is SO good at dancing itās so crazy
i love watching him on stage because heās the best performer ever. like he seems to genuinely enjoy it and i hope he never loses that love for dancing / singing / rapping
you on the other hand..... you could be good at dancing too, just definitely not as good as gunwook
so whenever your scheduled dates are interrupted by his extracurriculars at school, you decide to tag along with him, if the members of his clubs donāt mind (which they usually donāt)
one of his extracurriculars is the dance team
and most of the time, when your preplanned dates are cancelled because of an extracurricular he has lined up for him, it is almost always dance
so you end up following him to the practice room, silently watching him in the corner so as to not obstruct their view of the mirror by sitting directly in front of them
his eyes light up with the flame of passion you adore so much, and youāre so content that even if your date is cancelled because of this, youāre not annoyed and you still get to indirectly spend some time with him by spectating him as he does what he likes
in the short breaks that he gets, he takes the opportunity to sit beside you on the floor and ask about your day
when the practice session ends, he asks if itās okay with you if he stays to polish up the routine, to which you say yes and offer to stay with him because everyone else has started to leave
after a while, he grows tired and plops down next to you
gunwook chuckles. āiām sorry for cancelling our date and making you stay with me.ā
āitās alright, i like watching you dance.ā you smile
he abruptly stiffens up, irises reflecting the light, making his eyes glow excitedly. ādo i dance well? what do you think?ā
you giggle. āyou dance very well. a lot better than i can, for sure.ā
āmhm, yeah?ā he grins widely, and you know what heās going to do
gunwook jumps up on his feet, extending his hand out to you to help you get up
āyou just need a little help.ā he nods proudly. āyouāre lucky iām your boyfriend.ā
you take his hand, and he leads you to the center of the room and he starts to dance with you ballroom style (???) like the waltz and stuff
he guides your arms over his shoulder to circle his neck, and his hands rest on your waist and then he starts counting, ā4... 3... 2... 1... like this,ā as he takes a singular step in different directions, encouraging you to mirror his movements
you almost trip, but you tightly cling on to his shoulders before you can fall
gunwook laughs. āenough dancing for today?ā
āyes, please,ā you agree, letting your body fall forwards into a hug with him
āalright. if youāre not that tired, are you still up for that date?ā
yujin ģ ģ§
(tries to) initiate / enjoys physical touch
yujin doesnāt seem like his love language is physical touch.... i know gyuvin does it a lot to him and he kinda pretends to not like it but itās so endearing and i sooo believe he deep down loves it
itās the same with you, but heās the one intiating it
he never thought he liked skinship all that much, because he would even jokingly say it pestered him a little at times when gyuvin would dote on him
but when it came to you, and when you first started dating, he was itching to hold your hand
it was so new to him because he never craved for anyoneās physical affection before
all his older friends like gyuvin and gunwook would always just.... initiate skinship for him and he thought he didnāt like it but
suddenly you come along, and you donāt even try to hold his hand
he thought couples were supposed to hold hands?? and hug??
but youāre not budging and itās so frustrating
while walking you home from school like usual, as you tell him about your day, he tries to gather the courage to intertwine your hands
it doesnāt work, and heās left with cold hands as he stares at you enter your front door
ānext time,ā he whispers to no one but the wind
next time comes and still... heās too nervous to hold your hand
the distance between your palms is less than four inches, and all he has to do is take the leapābesides, nothing could go that wrong. you like him and he likes you
he purposely bumps the back of his hand with yours, but doesnāt actually take your hand in his
he awkwardly rubs his nape, unsure of what to do now
your brows knit together, as youāre now aware of yujinās weird behavior
āyujin?ā you tug on his uniform sleeve. āis something wrong?ā
āno! nothingās wrong,ā he quickly denies, ādonāt worry about it.ā
āokay... can i see your hand, though?ā you request, and it successfully confuses him because why do you want to see his hand?
he obliges, giving it to you palm up when you lace your fingers with his
āiāve noticed you trying to hold my hand since last week,ā you say, giggling. āi was waiting for you to do it, but i guess youāre too shy.ā
āiām not that shy,ā yujin defends, looking down at your interlocked hands... āthis is a good feeling,ā he thinks
you nod passively. āitās fine. itās one of the reasons why i like you.ā you swing both your hands back and forth in the space between you
yujin doesnāt try to retort, only relishing the feeling of your hand in his
skinship isnāt so bad... maybe he could get used to this.
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intrusive thoughts astro version
mamoru yamamoto
Iāve noticed earth mars in signs or degrees gets aroused when their sexual partner itās having a good time, adding thatās because of them.
if asteroid rhiannon (16912) itās about running away, what would happen if itās on 12H. ik what about it but š I canāt help it but point it out.
rhiannon (16912) conjunct mercury means escape from situations thanks to their persuasiveness
return venus conjunct natal venus -in venus return chart-: youāre finding your aesthetic/style you feel more comfortable and that vibes with your vibe š. also the energy of your sign/house and degree is PRESENT, thatās why during all that period of time you could feel too prideful without hesitation. mine was sag venus 11H 6Ā° (virgo degree), i was feeling a little too optimistic or enthusiastic and cut out people. youāre being kind of truth to yourself?
natal jupiter square return pluto -in venus return chart-: youāre in a period of rebirth and thanks to your lucky nature -natal jupiter- youāre deciding not to end it. wanting it or not, you have this feeling of overcoming things.
when I used placidus system, my moon was in 1H, then I used whole sign system and my moon changed to 2H. for a while I preferred placidus bc I didnāt feel seen by the 2H moon chart. then I realized the 2H characteristics where in front of me the whole time. I wanted to feel understood, 1H moon was comforting the idea that Iām sensitive and feel emotions insanely deep. besides, 2H moon itās about craving for comfort and security. I was only focused on the financial part, the stereotypical and superficial part. itās a good thing to compare both charts to analyze how they can guide you.
uranus 12h in Eros persona chart shows u crave for intimacy š
idk why every time I end up getting stressed and bored about a friend is when I have mercury square their neptune. -reading note: sheās still my friend, we just have different point of views or forms to process information. the mercury part doubts constantly about others opinions and arguments and they see neptune as impulsive and kind of ignorant, bc their way of believing in things.
referring to the solar eclipse -April 8, 2024- my 3H has been affected -aquarius ascendant-, days after, out of nowhere -I havent had connection with them- Iāve received a voice message from the lilith person I was talking about on my posts, someone I used to be friends and distanced myself away from them. I decided to listened to it on the day of solar eclipse without thinking thinking about this coincidence -solar eclipse, 3H is affected-.
natal neptune sextile transiting venus: i felt like I was high even though I took my adhd pills š I was so in peace? I felt emphatic? transits with your dominant planet have a huge effect on your mood. mineās neptune and was sextile transiting venus.
Iāve noticed people with saturn 8H are kind of like a libra venus, in a way theyāre afraid their love experience wonāt be as they dreamed. saturn 8H creates restrictions on sexual attitudes and matters. imo 8H mix love and sexual desires, they need something that would drag them out of their secure space, theyāre afraid. theyāre late bloomers whenās about their first kiss or etc.
3H stellium at a distant, itās giving introvert or distant vibes, they try to process things logically and could be a little slow to catch a joke?
I have a friend I thought was mean and in her energyš
, could be described as intimidated. sheās the opposite. when I saw her birth chart it made total sense, coming from an aquarius ascendant -saturn ruled like capricorn-, I had no clue she was a saturn ruled. it always surprises me how defined some risingās energies can be presented.
sun 4H brings a sense of familiarity, even more when your mars is 4H, you feel more comfortable with them -sun 4H-, they remind you of your family or the vibes.
pisces 7H in solar return chart could tell youāre expecting a lover, doesnāt mean youāre having one š i swear this solar return was like that, I meet a person and then proceed to imagine a relationship with them.
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not my boyfriend
luke hughes x fem reader
word count: 9.6k (the google doc was forty pages long idk what happened i got carried away)
warnings: jokes about dying/being killed, drinking, mentions of harassment (none actually happens though, just a topic discussed.) cursing, party games, lots of fighting that couldāve been avoided, VERY unrealistic scenarios and timelines lol, reader is stubborn for no reason and pisses me off (sorry)
note: this takes place during lukeās first full season as a devil. also idk how season tickets work with the devils so... hope yāall enjoy, leave feedback and lmk what you think, love yāall babes <3!!!
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growing up in newark meant you were a devils fan by default. which wasnāt a bad thing, your father was a season ticket holder and often took you to games with him as you were the only one of your siblings who was still living at home.
you were the youngest of five, all others being boys, and the university you attended was only a five minute drive from your house so instead of moving into the dorms you continued to live at home.Ā
at each game you always wore unmarked jerseys, shirts, and hoodies. no number or last names on any of them, you werenāt a big enough fan to have a jersey that branded you so you stayed content with your blank ones.Ā
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it was the home opener for the devils and your father dragged you, along with all your brothers, out to attend the game with him. he managed to get tickets right behind the devils bench this year, you didnāt even want to know how much money he had to spend to get them.Ā
ādad isnāt this a bit much? the game is going to be the exact same if we were sitting in our normal seats, two levels above.ā you asked him once everyone was situated and comfortable in their seats.
āoh shut up y/n, these seats are great and who knows maybe youāll catch the eye of a cute hockey player and you can live out your trophy wife fantasies.ā your brother, who was sitting two seats down from you, teased.
āshut up david.ā you said reaching over your other brothers to hit him, which you didā¦three times.
āwould you two cut it out, youāre attracting a crowd.ā your father scolded.
he was right, not only were a few people sitting behind you watching, but so were a couple people on the bench in front of you.
you groaned in embarrassment and hid your face in your brother gavinās shoulder.Ā
ākill me gav, kill me.ā your voice was muffled.
ānumber forty three is staring pretty hard right now y/n.ā gavin wiggled his eyebrows at you.
you shot your head up and made, brief, eye contact with a boy who looked around your age before he quickly looked away. another player, who looked just a little older than you, laughed at him before giving you a wink.
āiām serious gavin, shoot me right here.ā you said, pointing between your eyes. ālike iām a horse that just broke itās leg.ā
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after the game you went to dinner with your family before you parted ways. you had picked up your coworkers shift because he had a family emergency and wasnāt able to come in. during the summer between your senior year of high school and your freshman year of college you attended bartending school. you thought that working in the night life industry, especially as a young attractive woman, that you would be getting a lot of money in tips.
and you were correct.
your grandparents were covering your tuition, and since you were living at home there were no room and board charges, but you did have a car to pay for, books and school supplies, as well as an addiction to shopping that you had to support. so the job really was great.
it was a nice cocktail, lounge, styled bar. lots of business meetings took place, and overall upper class patrons were the ones who would visit. it wasnāt rare that local celebrities would stop by, or new yorkers wanting a lower tax on their tequila sunrise. so when a few people on the new jersey devils roster walked in, nobody was surprised.Ā
āy/n iāll take bottle service for them tonight if you cover my side of the bar while iām out? we can split their tip 70/30.ā your coworker brian suggested after seeing them all make their way towards the private section, meaning they would not be ordering drinks themselves like all the other people in the establishment.Ā
ā60/40, itās a saturday night brian.ā he rolled his eyes before agreeing, making his way over to the group as you began writing down tickets.
with brian gone you were now the only one behind the bar, it being a busy saturday night you didnāt really have any time to yourself. constantly getting new orders, or people confused why you needed their card to open a tab, you werenāt really planning on taking a break anytime soon.Ā
āwhat can i get you?ā you asked whoever sat in the seat across from where you were currently fulfilling orders. you didnāt look up to properly acknowledge the customer, but you know they heard you because your question was quickly followed by a long āuhhhhhā before you placed the drinks you had been working on infront of their respective owners.
āwhile you uhhhh on that, iām gonna go help customers that know what they want.ā you didnāt really mean to be so rude, but you didnāt have time to provide good customer service.
āwait!ā you had barely turned around before the customer stopped you. āiām sorry, itās just that i am not twenty one, so i donāt know what i can order here.ā
āyouāre not old enough to drink? how the hell did you get in? because if you used a fake iām sorry but iām gonna have to cut it.ā you finally looked up from the glasses in front of you to see who exactly you were speaking with. he looked familiar, you couldnāt figure out where you knew him from. probably just a student youāve seen around campus.
āno itās nothing like that. iām here with some of my teammates.ā he nodded his head towards the private section where you could see brian making them drinks.
you looked back at his face again before the realization hit you.
āyou were the player staring at me earlier.ā
āyou were the girl that slapped her brother in front of everyone earlier.ā
you blushed at his recollection of you, he blushed at yours as well.Ā
āguilty.ā you both said at the same time, causing some laughs to let out before the moment was interrupted by some people on the other side of the bar yelling that they wanted their drinks.
āiāll be back in a little bit, sorry.ā you apologized to the boy before turning to start making the drinks that the customers had ordered nearly five minutes ago, audibly groaning at the line that was forming all around the bar and the amount of people now entering.
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it ended up being nearly thirty minutes before the rush of orders you had gotten was cleared and you had time to go back to where that boy was sitting. you werenāt surprised that he was no longer there, but you were disappointed.Ā
you decided to take the rare break to your advantage and poured yourself a glass of apple juice, savoring the taste before you brought your attention towards the group in the back. brian mustāve really been working for those tips because you had never seen a group so entertained in your life.Ā
making eye contact with the boy, you smiled as he stood up from his seat, excusing himself from the group being met with a smirk from the guy he was sitting next to, who you recognized as the one who winked at you earlier.
āyou know you guys are paying for bottle service, you donāt have to come up to the bar to order drinks. itās kinda what it was made for.ā you said once the boy had sat down in the seat he was in just an hour before.
āi know, but i donāt want the guys to make fun of me for ordering orange juice.ā
āare you assuming that i wouldnāt make fun of you? because i would, and i will. iām team apple juice.ā you said, raising your glass filled with apple juice, into the air.Ā
ācanāt drink on the job?āĀ
you laughed at how stupid of a question that was, just because you worked as a bartender doesnāt mean you have no decorum. ā couldnāt even if i wanted to, iām nineteen.āĀ
āoh so youāre my age, well a year younger.ā he smiled to himself. āiām twenty.ā
you nodded at his words, too busy closing out a tab to respond.
āhow can you work here though? if youāre nineteen. donāt you have to be twenty one?ā he asked.
āno, you need to be eighteen to serve alcohol in the states.ā you responded, not even looking up.
āgot it.ā he trailed off, it quickly became awkward as you were too busy to give him the attention he was obviously looking for. āiām luke by the way, donāt think i told you my name yet.ā
āiām y/n, but iām pretty busy right now so maybe you could go back to your table. i donāt mean to be rude, but i canāt spend my whole shift talking to you and not working.ā you told him, noticing the long line that was beginning to form again.
āoh yea of course, sorry. umm iāll see you around.ā luke said, getting up.
you didnāt respond and just walked over to the other side of the bar where the people who had been waiting the longest were.
luke sighed before walking back over to his group.
āwhatās the matter lukey? couldnāt impress the hot girl by ordering an orange juice.ā
āshut up jack.ā
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it was only five days later that your father was bringing you along to another devils game and once again you got dressed in your unnamed jersey and a pair of leggings. you had work right after, having taken the closing shift tonight so you would be able to enjoy the game for at least an hour and a half before you would have to go.
ādad please tell me we arenāt in those seats again. you donāt need to be wasting your money like that, our usual seats are just fine.ā you spoke as you followed your dad through the arena.
āsweetie, it is my money to spend and i wanted this. i never miss a home game, all of the money spent is being spent for good use.ā you father responded, making his way down towards the glass.Ā
you had arrived after warm ups were finished so now you were just waiting for the game to actually start. playing a game on your phone, you were easily pulled into a trance and didnāt even realize that the players had made their way onto the ice until your father nudged you.
āy/n would you pay attention? the boy is looking at you again.ā your head shot up at his words and you quickly made eye contact with the boy from last week, luke.Ā
he waved at you before turning around before you even had the chance to wave back.
āthat was weird.ā you said, not to anyone in particular, but you werenāt aware of your volume because that same guy that winked at you began laughing and pushed luke who was visibly blushing.
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ācan i get an orange juice? on the rocks.āĀ
you turned around to see number forty three smiling at you, his hand behind his neck in an awkward stance.
āluke.ā
āy/n.ā
āis your group here today? we didnāt get any mentions of bottle service being needed tonight.ā
āyeah, it was a last minute thing. i asked if we could come to this bar instead of the one we had planned on going to.ā
āwhy? because the orange juice is that good?ā
āwithout a doubt.āĀ
you laughed at his words before looking over at your coworker.Ā
ādo you wanna do bottle service tonight? or should i?ā
āiāll do it. the general manager is here tonight and you know how she gets when itās a group of men getting bottle service.āĀ
āgot it, thank you brian.ā
you looked back to see luke staring at you confused.
āwhy doesnāt she like men getting bottle service?ā
āitās not that, there have just been a few too many cases of us having to kick people out because of their behavior towards female bartenders.āĀ
āhas that ever happened to you?ā his voice suddenly angry, causing you to look at him funny.
ācool it casanova.ā you laughed, ignoring his question because you have. thatās just what comes with a job in the night life industry though. āi have to get back to work, but iāll see you around luke.āĀ
dejected, luke made his way to where his teammates were sitting.
ādid you fuck up again?āĀ
āyesā¦? i honestly donāt know.ā
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it had been two weeks since that night.
you hadnāt been able to make it to any of the devils games due to coming down with a bug, also causing you to miss school and work. it definitely wasnāt ideal considering it was nearly thanksgiving break, which meant it was nearly finals week. but you couldnāt complain, it was always nice to do nothing but binge watch investigation discovery and drink yellow gatorade all day.
ādad can i come with you to the game tonight? my fever is gone and i havenāt been sick in three days. i need to get out of the house badly.ā you asked your father once he made it home from work.
āsure sweetie. iām planning on leaving in half an hour, i want to make it to warm ups tonight.āĀ he replied, shuffling through the mail.
āgot it dad, iāll go get ready.ā
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you quickly got ready for the game. deciding that you wouldnāt wear any makeup tonight, your eyelash extensions were enough to carry the rest of the face. tying your hair into a braid, you got dressed in an unmarked devils hoodie and leggings before throwing your shoes on.
ādad iām ready if you wanna leave a little earlier.ā you called out from upstairs, spraying your perfume on.
āsounds good hun, iāll meet you in the car.āĀ
you were really excited for tonight's game, mainly because this was your first outing in civilization in nearly fourteen days, but a little part of you was excited to see luke again.Ā
a little part of you was afraid he had forgotten who you were, as you had only interacted a handful of times.Ā
a loud honk ripped you from your thoughts as you could hear your father yelling from outside.
āiām about to leave without you y/n.ā
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you sat in your seat playing on your phone as you anxiously waited for the game to start
āwhatās got you so jittery?ā your father asks, noticing your legs bouncing. ādoes it have anything to do with number forty three?ā
your eyes widened at the second question that came from your fatherās mouth.
āi have no idea what youāre talking about.ā you spoke defensively.
āwell i thought i might ask because he has been staring at you since he got onto the ice.ā
you had been so caught up in your thoughts that you missed warmups beginning, and looking up you met lukeās eyes.
you gave him a smile and a small wave, which he returned before number eighty six rammed into his shoulders and luke went back to what he was supposed to be doing.
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after the game you decided to tackle the large load of school work that had been piling up from your sick days.
you managed to spend a good three hours uninterrupted before your phone began ringing. you picked it up to see your general manager's contact shown on the screen. groaning you answered the call, hoping she wasnāt going to call you in because there is nothing worse than a friday night shift.
āhey y/n, iām sorry to bother you but this boy is currently asking about you at the bar and i need to know if you know him or if i need to ban him from the property.ā she spoke.
your eyes widened, a little scared because this wouldnāt be the first time that youāve had creepy men asking about you on your nights off.
āwhat is his name?ā you ask, you doubted it but there was a chance you did know him.
āluke hughes.ā you heard him yell in the background.
āyes darlene, i know him. he is harmless, please let him leave the jail cell.ā you joked, knowing for a fact she had him held captive in the office.Ā
āhe wants your number.ā she whispered.
ājust give it to him, and seriously let him go. him and his teammates tip a lot.ā
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from: *** *** ****
y/n?
from: *** *** ****
this is luke.Ā
from: *** *** ****
iām a little nervous that your boss gave me a fake number just so i would leave her alone, so if you could respond that would be greatly appreciated.
to: *** *** ****
iām sorry, but youāve reached the rejection hotline. the person who gave you this number is not interested.
from: *** *** ****
lovely.
to: *** *** ****
iām totally kidding.
to: *** *** ****
this is y/n lmao.
from: luke hughes
that is not funny.
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over the course of the weekend you and luke texted a lot.Ā
mainly just basic information. favorite food, tv shows, some random questions.
from: luke hughes
why do you wear blank jerseys?
from: luke hughes
and blank everything else? you never have a name or number on you at games.
to: luke hughes
thatās just not something iām into.
to: luke hughes
there isnāt a hockey player i like enough to wear their name or number.
that wasnāt entirely true.Ā
while you were a devils fan by default, you were a hurricanes fan and sebastian aho enthusiast by choice.Ā
you had multiple jerseys and shirts with his name and number all over them, but the devils only played the hurricanes on home ice a limited time each season so you werenāt able to break out your collection all that often.Ā
luckily for you, the hurricanes were playing the devils at the prudential center in five weeks and that was one of the only things you were truly looking forward to these days, as sad as that sounds.
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āthe boy who keeps asking for you is here.ā brian said to you as he entered the office.Ā
āwhat do you mean keeps? darlene just told me about the one time.ā you responded, turning your attention off of the roblox game you were playing and towards your coworker.
ābecause iāve only ever gotten darlene involved once. he kept asking for your schedule that night and i nearly called the cops.do you know how scared i was? not for you of course, just of the amount of paperwork and witness reports iād have to deal with. did i ever tell you about the time that one psycho came in here with a butter knife and threatenedāāĀ
ābrian focus.āĀ
āright sorry. he has come in asking for you at least ten times now. if you want me to kick him out i will, iāve been working out.ā brian finished his rant by flexing his muscles, that werenāt even there.
āyouāre 5ā7 brian. no amount of muscle will make up for that.ā you started, picking your phone up. āiāve got it donāt worry, but thanks.ā
to: luke hughes
are you stalking me?
to: luke hughes
because i will get a restraining order against you.
to: luke hughes
i donāt care how attractive you are.
from: luke hughes
so you think iām attractive?
to: luke hughes
is that seriously all you got from that??
to: luke hughes
STOP BOTHERING MY COWORKERS !!!
from: luke hughes
will do.
from: luke hughes
as long as you agree to go out with me this week.
to: luke hughes
fine.
to: luke hughes
but only because i would like to go one night without my coworkers asking if they need to place your image on the blacklisted board.
from: luke hughes
yeah totally āonly becauseāā¦
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āso you expect me to believe that after the game tonight you are going out with luke hughes. the rookie player for the new jersey devils?ā your father asks.
āyes dad.ā you deadpanned.
you had told him of your plans for after the game tonight forty minutes ago and he does not believe you in the slightest.
āwhat did you take for your migraine earlier?ā he asks, chuckling. āoh no, did you get into my medicine cabinet? iām pretty sure i bought those painkillers back in āeighty-nine.āĀ
āyouāre hilarious. now can we leave please? warm ups are already almost over.ā you said, unamused, while your father was bent over laughing at his stupid joke. āiām going without you.ā
ālike hell you are.ā he said, snapping up right and marching over to the front door. āif you are telling me the truth i have to meet this boy and talk to himā¦to ask him if youāre blackmailing him into this.ā
he added that last part once he was already outside, you groaned as you heard him laughing from inside the car.
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to: luke hughes
i will be waiting in the car park after the game whenever you get out.
to: luke hughes
also my dad wants to meet you.
to: luke hughes
he says itās because he needs to make sure iām safe, but really he just thinks iām lying to him about your existence in my life.
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āsweetie when is he coming? it is late and iāve got work in the morning.ā your father asks, for what feels like the hundredth time.
ādad, iāve already told you that you can leave. i donāt need you here.ā you replied, for what felt like the hundredth time.
āwhat if he kidnaps you? or kills you? heās got money, he could cover it up in an instant.ā he snaps his fingers when he said instant to emphasize his point.
āi would never do that sir.ā a different voice cut in.
both you and your fathers heads whip around and youāre met with the sight of luke, looking very good in his suit.
āholy shit y/n you werenāt lying to me.ā your dad says, walking up to where luke was standing to shake his hand. ālet me tell you kid, i thought my daughter had lost her mind.āĀ
ādad. please stop.ā you stated, annoyed at his behavior, finding a spot to stand next to luke.Ā
āright. sorry sweetie.ā he said before turning his attention back towards luke. āhave her home no later than midnight.āĀ
āyes sir.ā luke stated, before your dad turned around and walked towards his car.
āso where are we going?ā you ask. āyouāre dressed like weāre going to a five star restaurant and iām dressed like weāre going to a drive thru.ā you explained, pointing to the major differences in your attire.
āiāll meet you halfway.ā
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āis it too late to tell you that i prefer qdoba?ā you told luke as he pulled into the parking lot of a chipotle.
āi think i should take you home.ā luke joked, before running around the car to open your door for you, slightly tripping in the process.Ā
āi should warn you though, i get queso and guac on my burritos.ā you told him, knowing that he would be paying.
āwhat? thatās like an extra seven dollars.ā he complains, holding the front door open for you to walk in.
āshouldāve taken me to qdoba, itās free there.āĀ
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the night went very well.
you and luke talked about anything and everything.Ā
it was fifteen minutes to midnight when luke pulled up in front of your house to say goodbye.
noticing that the lights were on, luke asked if your father really stayed up to see if he had brought you home on time.
āi can guarantee he is currently in his recliner and snoring.ā you told luke before you both started walking up the porch steps.
āwell i had lots of fun tonight. you should really send me a text whenever youāre bored at work, i can always use my celebrity status to get in while being underage.ā luke said once you had made it to the front door.
āyour C-list celebrity status?ā you started.
ā-oh come on, iām a b-list at least.ā he cut in.
ādonāt you have better things to do than sit at a bar and drink orange juice?ā you finished your thought.
āhonestly no. i donāt have any friends in jersey that arenāt my teammates.ā
āwell if you ever want to go to a party or hang out with me and my friends you always can, just text me if youāre ever bored at home.āĀ
you said your proper goodbyes and once you stepped into your house you saw your father asleep in his recliner.
to: luke hughes
*image*
i told you he would be asleep. he would never know if we actually stayed out past curfew.
from: luke hughes
did you catch him mid snore in that photo? thatās honestly a violation.
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from: luke hughes
iām bored.
to: luke hughes
what am i supposed to do about that?
from: luke hughes
ššš
to: luke hughes
IāM KIDDING
to: luke hughes
do you not have a game tonight? because iām planning on attending a frat party tonight if you would like to tag along.
to: luke hughes
unless you are now above frat parties after finishing school.
from: luke hughes
iād love to join you.
to: luke hughes
great! i was planning on getting there at 10:30. do you just want to drive to my house? my friends are taking me btw and we could always just double buckle.
from: luke hughes
yea sure. what should i wear?
to: luke hughes
oh nothing too fancy just a tuxedo.
to: luke hughes
bowtie included.
from: luke hughes
i hate you.
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āwill you all please promise to be nice to him and be on your best behavior? i think i actually like this one and i donāt him to be scared away.ā you warned your friends who were currently in your room pregaming.
āhey donāt look at me, iāll be nice as hell to your new boy toy.ā your best friend, trinity, spoke. you rolled your eyes at her before looking at the boys who crowded on your floor.
ācal, bass, and tyler.ā you spoke firmly, attempting to intimidate them. āi swear to god if any of you make him uncomfortable, all of my images and videos from syllabus week are getting posted on the main.ā
āsir yes sir!ā the three shouted in unison, only causing your eyes to roll back further into your head.
ājust please be welcoming. talk to him, get to know him, do not force him to play rage cage if he does not want to.ā you emphasized that last point at kade.
āif he doesnāt willingly play rage cage he isnāt the one for you y/n.ā
you were about to make a snarky comment but were cut off by your phone going off.
from: luke hughes
hey iām outside. should i knock or wait out here?
to: luke hughes
just come inside, front door is unlocked.Ā
to: luke hughes
weāre upstairs in my room, just follow the sound of shitty music. my friend bass has aux tonight.
you could feel the nerves bubbling up in your stomach. you hadnāt informed the group that your luke was luke hughes, they were all devils fans and were in the know about things so they definitely know who he is.
āhe is coming upstairs right now, yāall iām serious, best behavior.ā
the sound of a knock made all five heads turn towards the door.
āno fucking way-ā
āshut it!ā you cut cal off. āhey luke, come in. there are shooters on my desk if you want something to pregame with. trinity is sober tonight so you donāt have to worry about driving.ā
luke makes his way over to your dresser and grabs three shooters before making his way towards the spot next to you.
āeverybody this is luke, luke this is everybody.ā you motioned your hands back and forth. ātyler, cal, trinity, and bass.āĀ
you pointed to your friends, who were looking at the two of you with shock and disbelief on their faces, as you named them.
āletās go to the party, i wanna play rage cage.āĀ
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āis bass your real name or is it just a nickname?āĀ
after arriving at the party you and your group established where trinity would be all night everyone started asking luke questions, the majority of them were about hockey and the nhl before you texted the groupchat and told them to shut their fucking mouths about his career.
ānickname. my name is sebastian, but this one-ā bass grabs onto your shoulders and pulls you in front of him. ā-says there is only one sebastian in her life and i am, unfortunately, not him so she started calling me bass and everybody else just latched onto it.ā
you glared at him before speaking. āi was being sarcastic when i told you that, and you came up with the fucking nickname.ā
āyeah, itās not y/nās fault you share a name with the love of her life and future husband.ā tyler said, giggling after you hit his stomach.
āokay letās go play rage cage, yāall need to shut up.ā you said making your way outside, trinity informed everyone that she would stay in her spot and to text her if it is urgent. āluke do you play rage cage?ā
it was an important question.Ā
sure most people favor cup pong or even flip up as a party game, but rage cage was what you and your friends dominated at every function.
āi have never played it before. havenāt even heard of it.ā luke shrugged.Ā
everyoneās movements paused for a second before hell froze over.
āWHAT?ā
āyouāve never heard of it?ā
āwhat fucking school did you go to?ā
āy/n get him out of my face.ā
you werenāt even sure who said what, but luke had a slightly scared look on his face.Ā
ātheyāre joking luke, let me teach you how to play.ā
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āso your future husband's name is sebastian? should i even continue pursuing you?ā luke asked, jokingly, once you two were left alone in the backyard, tyler had drank one too many bitch cups and needed to be nursed back to health.
āi am most definitely not marrying him. he is six years older than me, lives hundreds of miles away, and also knows nothing of my existence.ā you informed luke before finishing your drink. āyou should definitely continue to pursue me.ā
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from: luke hughes
are you coming to the game tonight?
from: luke hughes
i have a proposition for you, if you are.
to: luke hughes
iām listening
from: luke hughes
you wear my jersey tonight, and in return i win the game.
from: luke hughes
itās a win-win situation
to: luke hughes
yea for you. i get nothing out of it.
to: luke hughes
also i do not own a jersey with anyoneās name on it, let alone yours.
to: luke hughes
and you are NOT buying me one. if i want a jersey i will pay for it myselfā¦or my father will.
from: luke hughes
fine.
from: luke hughes
but when you become my girlfriend you have to wear my jersey, no matter what.
to: luke hughes
okay, if i become your girlfriend i will wear your jersey.
from: luke hughes
not if, when.
to: luke hughes
iāll see you tonight weirdo.
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āyour boyfriend is waving at you.āĀ
ādavid shut up he isnāt my boyfriend.ā you responded to your brother, shoving him.
you waved back at luke before his smile dropped and he pointed towards the jersey david was wearing. how you didnāt see the name and number on the back before? you didnāt know.
āare you seriously wearing lukeās jersey right now?ā you placed your head in your hands knowing the conversation that would come of this. āhe asks me to wear it before every home game and i never do, and now my own brother is wearing his jersey and not me.ā
āwhy wonāt you wear his jersey?ā your brother asks, finishing off his beer. ā-and donāt give me that bullshit answer of you never wear anyoneās jersey. you wear ahoās.ā
āthatās because sebastian aho is sebastian aho.ā you deadpanned. āthere has never been a player, besides aho, that i have liked enough to wear their number. iām not a fan of anyoneā¦besides aho.ā
āyeah, but lukeās your boyfriend.ā
āoh my god he isnāt my boyfriend, do you ever listen to me? idiot.ā
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āso your brother wears my jersey, but you donāt?āĀ
the sound of lukeās voice drew your attention away from the tab you were closing out at work. āi knew you were gonna show up tonight. remind me again why i decided to give you my schedule?ā
ābecause iām awesome.ā luke answered, taking a seat in front of you. ā-but of course not awesome enough for you to wear my jersey.ā
āare we still on that?ā you asked, handing luke a pop.Ā
āyes we are.ā he stated blankly. āseriously i donāt understand why you wonāt just wear my jersey. you said you didnāt want to pay for one, and that i couldnāt pay for one. but now that i know your brother has one i would very much appreciate it if you would wear it, to at least one game.ā
āiāll think about it.ā
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your answer was no. that was three weeks ago and you still had yet to wear a jersey with the number forty three on the back.
tonight you were excited.Ā
the carolina hurricanes were playing the devils at the prudential center tonight and you and your friends all got seats behind the canes bench. none of them were canes fans, but this one the one game a year that you had the opportunity to sit near sebastian aho and you would be damned if you missed out on that opportunity.Ā
from: luke hughes
you coming tonight?
to: luke hughes
yeah.
to: luke hughes
so are trinity, bass, tyler, and cal.
from: luke hughes
oh great, i havenāt seen them in a bit.
from: luke hughes
are you guys going out after the game? itās a friday night.
to: luke hughes
yes we are. calās frat is hosting this sport night thing if you wanna come with.
to: luke hughes
just bring a jersey to change into after the game.
from: luke hughes
oh crap i donāt own any jerseys.
to: luke hughes
youāre hilarious bud.
to: luke hughes
but just so you know iām not sitting in my usual spot tonight. my brothers are sitting with my dad tonight.
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āno fucking way.ā
that was the first thing you heard as you got in bassā car.
āwhat?ā you asked, everyone looked at you in disbelief.
āyou are wearing ahoās jersey.ā tyler replied, speaking for everyone in the car. āand youāre dating luke hughes.ā
āi am not dating luke, you guys know that.ā you deadpanned, you were getting sick and tired of people mistaking you for lukeās girlfriend. almost as much as you were sick and tired of not being lukeās girlfriend. ā-and you also know that i am a loyal sebastian aho supporter before anything else.ā you added the end in a lighter tone of voice.Ā
āalright, but when luke gets upset with you tonight you cannot be angry when we tell you we told you so.ā
the rest of the car ride only one thing, a question, was on your mind, would he really get upset with you?
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āoh my god!ā
āhow many times are you gonna say oh my god tonight y/n?ā trinity asked.
she had a point. it was like the only thing that was coming out of your mouth.
ānever.ā you deadpanned. āsebastian aho is right in front of me. my future husband is right in front of me.ā you got more giddy by the end of your statement.
āoh wow y/n, youāre blushing.ā cal poked your side. āthatās pathetic.ā
ālover boy, two oāclock. does not look happy.ā
you looked over to your right and saw luke looking at you with an expression you couldnāt quite read, but bass was right, he did not look happy.
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āGOAL!ā you screamed, shooting up from your seat. āSUCK IT DEVILS!ā
āalright calm down y/n.ā tyler said, laughing at you.
āNO! sebastian aho just scored his second goal of the night, if he gets one more iām gonna lose it.ā you replied, sitting back down.
āoh god you havenāt lost it yet?ā
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to: luke hughes
hey! sorry about the game, you played great :)
to: luke hughes
if you do want to come to the party weāll be at this is the address.
to: luke hughes
12345 house street
to: luke hughes
i hope to see you there.
āso is your boyfriend coming tonight?ā cal asked.Ā
ānot my boyfriend.ā you started. āand i donāt know. i just texted him the address for him to meet us there if he wants.ā
āok. real talk,ā trinity started. ādo you want him to be your boyfriend?āĀ
āi do-ā
you were cut off by the screaming of your four friends.
āshut it.ā you snapped, effectively shutting them up. āi do want him to be my boyfriend, but i have no idea if he wants me to be his girlfriend. i mean weāve known each other for three months and he has talked about us dating in the past but he hasnāt asked me out yet and i donāt know if he ever will.āĀ
āy/n donāt be like that. i can tell by the way he looks at you and acts around you that he likes you, a lot, and also he looked jealous as hell when he saw whose jersey you were wearing tonight.ā bass said, wrapping his arm around your shoulder.Ā
āokay enough with the pity party, lets go to the party. i need a drink.āĀ
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from: luke hughes
not really in the mood for a party tonight.Ā
to: luke hughes
oh ok.Ā
to: luke hughes
well iāll see you soon, yeah?
āluke isnāt coming tonight.ā you told the group, an upset look rested on your face.
āohā¦well itās probably nothing. i wouldnāt want to go out and celebrate a loss.ā trinity said, giving you a reassuring smile.Ā
āok i seriously need a drink now.āĀ
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it has been over a week since the game and luke hasnāt spoken to you once.Ā
all texts have been left unanswered, he hasnāt come to visit you at work, and when you were at the game two days ago he didnāt look at you once.
you were working the closing shift tonight, and it was a monday so it was not very busy. in the past you would text luke and he would arrive as soon as he could, but you stopped attempting to communicate with luke two days ago, after the game. he made it clear he no longer wanted anything to do with you.
āy/n, someone is at the bar asking for you.ā you looked up from the wall you were staring at in the office to see brian. ānot the usual one though. did you and your boyfriend break up?āĀ
you had a little bit of hope that it was luke for just a moment, before brian told you it wasnāt him. āheās not my boyfriend. never was.ā
you stepped out of the back room to see the other hughes brother sitting at your bar.
āhello jack. what do i owe the pleasure?ā you ask, planting yourself across from him.
āwe need to talk about you and luke.ā he replied curtly.
āthere is no me and luke, he has made it very clear that he is no longer interested in being my friend anymore.ā you said, pouring a drink for no one, you just needed something to do.
āthatās the thing. he does want to be your friend, more than that. this past week he has not shut up about you and how you guys werenāt talking anymore. what happened?ā jack asked, grabbing the now finished drink and bringing it to his lips.
āi donāt even know. we were planning on going to this party at my friends frat together and then after your guysā game against the hurricanes he flaked out and hasnāt spoken to me since. iāve reached out and havenāt gotten anything back, i was at the game on saturday and he didnāt even look at me, so if he is upset that we arenāt talking then he is just upset with himself.ā you took a moment to catch your breath before looking at jack.
āwhose jersey did you wear to our game against the hurricanes?āĀ
āsebastian ahoās. why?ā
jack let out a chuckle and shook his head. āmakes sense. he was muttering stupid sebastian aho and fucking homewrecker the whole way home and bunkered himself in his room for days.āĀ
āi always refused to wear his jersey to games, or his anything, and now iām realizing i probably pissed him off by wearing someone elseās name and number when iāve been telling him the whole time iāve known him that the reason i wonāt wear his stuff is because i donāt wear anyones.ā you told jack, pouring another drink.
āi wouldnāt say he is pissed off. he is definitely upset though.ā jack starts, standing up. āi think you should come to our game this thursday-ā
āi always go to your games.ā you cut him off. āwell come to our game this thursday wearing his jersey. i think that is all he wantsā¦well that and you being his girlfriend.ā jack finished, not giving you a chance to respond before walking out the front doors.
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ādavid please, just let me borrow your jersey for one night.ā you begged your brother over the phone.
āno can do little sis. just go buy your own, i mean it might be beneficial to own your own luke hughes jersey when luke hughes is your boyfriend.ā
ādavid iām not even gonna say it, but seriously? where am i gonna find a jersey on such short notice?ā āat literally any store in newark. walk down mainstreet and youāll probably find five in the front window of shops.ā david answers, the sarcastic tone in his voice pissing you off further.
āgoodbye. iām gonna go walk around looking for a jersey in the freezing cold now.ā
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to: luke hughes
hey. i know we havenāt talked in a little bit but i spoke with your brother the other day.Ā
to: luke hughes
iām going to the game tonight, if you would be willing to let me see you after i would really appreciate it.
to: luke hughes
i would like to talk to you.
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you werenāt able to find a jersey with lukeās number on it so you wore a blank jersey tonight, which kind of crushed your original plan for the evening, but you still had to try.
āare you sure sweetie? because i have no issue waiting until he shows up.āĀ
āyes dad, iām sure. iāll be fine, please go.ā you assured your dad, pushing him towards his car.
it wasnāt until forty minutes later that you heard footsteps approaching you. you turned your head around and frowned at the sight of jack hughes walking your way.
āsorry iām not the brother you wanted to see, but luke left as soon as he could and ubered back to our apartment.āĀ
you nodded in defeat. āthank you for telling me. iāll just order myself an uber home thenā¦tell luke i said good game and if he ever wants to talk he can message me.ā
āwhy donāt you tell him yourself.ā
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trinity would literally die if you told her whose car you were currently sitting shotgun in.Ā
āluke made it pretty clear he doesnāt want to talk to me, or even see me. i donāt think this is a good idea jack.ā
jack had convinced you that the best thing to do in this situation was to confront luke directly. not as much convinced you, but rather offered you a ride home and said he had to make a stop on the way, that stop being his and lukeās place.Ā
āy/n luke is miserable not talking to you, and that is making me miserable.ā
āwell he wouldnāt be so miserable if he would just text me back, he is the one choosing to not speak to me. can we just get this over with? drive faster.ā
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ālukeās room is down that hall, second door to the right.ā jack informed you, you thanked him quietly before making your way to lukeās room.Ā
you knocked gently and got no response so you knocked again, a little harder.
ājack iām not in the mood right now. go away.āĀ
you tried to speak up but nothing came out, so you just knocked again.
ājack iām serious. this whole y/n situation is messing with my head, i played awful tonight and i just want to go to sleep.ā
āwell if itās messing with you so much and making you as upset as jack says it is then maybe you should just text me back and we can figure out how to fix this.ā you spoke, frustration clear in your tone.Ā
you didnāt give him the chance to respond before you made your way out of their apartment and towards the stairwell, ordering an uber as you ran down the steps.
once outside you saw that your uber was about five minutes away so you were forced to just stand there and wait. from: luke hughes
iām sorry.
from: luke hughes
please come back up.Ā
to: luke hughes
no.
from: luke hughes
please. let's talk about this.
to: luke hughes
iāve given you many chances in the past week for us to talk and youāve ignored me each time.
to: luke hughes
itās my turn to be upset now.
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that was two weeks ago and you havenāt seen or spoken to luke since.
you went to your mothers house is oregon for christmas and came back to new jersey today.Ā
the second you ended your gift exchange with your father you went up to your room and opened your texts with luke.
from: luke hughes
y/n iām sorry.
from: luke hughes
please talk to me.
from: luke hughes
merry christmas, i got you a gift. i asked your coworker brian where youāve been, he said it that you were spending christmas at your moms this year so iāll give it to you when you get back.
from: luke hughes
please text me when you get back.
from: luke hughes
i need to see you.
you spent a few moments contemplating whether to send a text or to continue ignoring him, even if the later was driving you crazy.
before you could stop yourself you sent a message, and got one back immediately.
to: luke hughes
iām back in newark.
from: luke hughes
on my way
you slightly panicked when you realized that after nearly a month of silence between the two of you, luke was now going to be in front of you and in your presence again. you didnāt know what you were going to say, worry filled you thinking about the many outcomes that could happen.
āsweetie, luke is at the door for you.ā
you timidly stood up and took a deep breath or two before making your way downstairs.Ā
āhey luke, letās go up to my room to talk.āĀ
luke nodded before stepping inside, giving your father a proper greeting before heading up the stairs.
āok, so can you start off by telling me why you ghosted me for a full week?ā you asked him once he had sat down on your hammock chair, you across from him on your bed.
āyou wore someone elseās jersey.ā luke started, letting out a deep breath afterwards. āafter you told me for months that you never wear anyoneās jersey, so you wouldnāt wear mine.ā
the sound of your friends yelling āi told you soā played in your head, but you pushed it aside to focus on what was happening in front of you.
luke was now in your closet, where he would find your many, many, aho items.
āluke please get out of my closet.ā you were angry, he had no reason to be searching your things.
āhow many things do you own of him. jesus.ā luke said once he finally walked back into your bedroom.Ā
āluke iām sorry that i lied to you about never wearing anyone elseās jersey, but is that seriously why you ignored me?ā you were a little skeptical of his reasoning.
āwhy did you ignore me for multiple weeks?ā luke ignored your question.
ābecause you were the one leaving me on read and skipping out on our plans, but then you went around telling people you were miserable not talking to me as if i was the one who failed to reach out and that made me angry. i gave you so many opportunities lukeā¦and you didnāt take up any of them. so i got mad and i knew i was about to leave town for two weeks and i didnāt really wanna communicate with you during my vacation.ā
āwhy did you lie to me?ā luke asked, now taking a seat next to you on your bed.
āi honestly donāt know. iāve only ever worn ahoās number, just feels weird wearing someone elseās. and i was being honest, other than aho, there has never been a player i like enough to wear their jersey until now.ā you sat up from your spot and walked over to one of the gift boxes sitting on your floor, during your gift exchange with your dad you received a devils jersey with the number forty-three and hughes on the back as well as some shirts and hoodies with the same thing. āthese were all gifted to me for christmas. i asked for them. i wanted to wear your jersey, i have for a while now, but i was just unsure of what it would mean. can you tell me why you got so angry?ā you asked the question that had been on your mind for weeks.
āy/n i like you and i want you to be my girlfriend, i never asked you though because you wouldnāt even wear my fucking jersey no matter how much i begged you to so why would you say yes to being my girlfriend.ā
āgod luke again with the fucking jersey, i donāt get the big deal itās just a piece of fabric.ā you yelled, getting frustrated.Ā
āit means something! ok y/n, it means something.ā he starts. āthere is a difference between wearing a jersey as a fan and wearing a jersey as a girlfriend, something personal and intimate, and you wonāt even wear my jersey as a fucking fan.ā
it felt like you were talking in circles and it was driving you crazy.Ā
āthat is what iām saying luke. i didnāt ever wear your jersey because i didnāt know what it would mean. i didnāt know if we were friends or something more, and wearing your jersey couldāve given us both the wrong ideas.ā
āwhat idea would it have given you?ā luke asked, taking a step towards you.
āthat iām something more to you than a friend, and i didnāt want to think that because it isnāt trueā you admitted the truth, it wasnāt that you didnāt want him getting the wrong idea, but rather yourself. ā-and i donāt like to get my hopes up.āĀ
luke didnāt respond, he just sat there in silence for what felt like an hour, but was probably closer to three minutes.
āluke if you want to leave, just go. iām sorry i ruined our friendship, i wish you the best in the rest of your career and life-āĀ
your words were cut off by lips touching yours, lukeās lips.
after a few moments you broke the kiss, not liking how fast it was progressing.
āluke what was that-ā
āi like you, y/n. as more than a friend, that is why i wanted you to wear my jersey so badly. i wanted to feel special, because you have this rule about never wearing anybodyās jersey, but you wore mine and you wore mine because i mean something to you whether that be a friend or something more, i just wanted to feel like i meant something to you.ā luke practically yelled, interrupting you.
āi feel like we are both making the same points, but just phrasing them differently each time.ā you spoke, trying to choose your next words carefully. āwhat do we do now? how do we move past this?āĀ
āwell, you could agree to go on a date with me and wear my jersey to the next home game. that would be a start.ā luke offered, grabbing both of your hands. ā-you could also let me kiss you again, iād really like that.ā
ādeal.ā
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āsweetie are you almost ready? weāre gonna miss warmups.ā
ācoming dad.āĀ
you quickly made your way downstairs, checking your appearance in the multiple mirrors you passed by on the way towards the car.
āwearing your boyfriend's jersey i see?ā your father quipped once you got into the driverās seat, he demanded you drive because you had just gotten a new car.
ānot my boyfriend.ā was all you said in response.
āstill? that boy needs to grow a pair.ā
from: luke hughes
are we still on for after the game?Ā
to: luke hughes
yup! meet me in the car park when youāre done?
from: luke hughes
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after the game you parted ways with your father, him taking an uber home and leaving you with your car to drive you and luke around tonight. which isnāt traditional, especially for a first date, but you loved betty, your new car, and you wanted to drive her.
āwow the new car is dope y/n.āĀ
you turned around and saw jack and luke walking towards you, the older hughes speaking.
ā-and nice jersey, next time wear an eighty six for me, yeah?āĀ
ānever gonna happen jack.ā luke started, before turning his attention to you. āyou ready to go?āĀ
āyes i am, you can put your bag in the trunk.ā i opened up the trunk with my keys before getting in the driver's seat. āwhere are we going?āĀ
āiāll give you directions as you drive.ā luke said, plugging his phone into the aux.
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a few minutes later you pulled into a qdoba.Ā
āwow you know me so well hughes.ā
āi just didnāt feel like paying extra for your queso and guac.ā luke deadpanned.
āyeah right, i know iām turning you into a qdoba enjoyer.ā you teased as you entered the restaurant.
after getting our food luke gave me an address of where to drive for our late night picnic. it was a lookout place that luke had found when he first moved here, you had been here multiple times as well and knew of a good place to sit.
āfollow meā you hopped over the barbed wire fence and waited until luke made it over to start walking again.
āare you sure this is allowed?ā luke whispered.
āi know for a fact that it is not, but itās fine no one is here right now itās after dark.ā you said back at full volume, earning a loud shhhh from luke in the process.
you walked a little bit more before you made it to your favorite ledge, you could see all of newark from here and a little bit of new york, but when you looked up there was a perfect view of the stars.
āhow did you find this place?ā luke asked, digging into his food.
āi was hiding from the cops one night and me and tyler ended up here.ā lukeās eyes widened at your story. āiāll tell you more about that later, but ever since iāve been coming here.āĀ
we continued to eat and talk about random things until it was time to go.
āwe should probably go, itās nearly midnight.āĀ
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once you finished the drive back to lukeās apartment you got out of the car to say your goodbyes.
āwell i had a lot of fun tonight, we should do it-ā luke cut you off by kissing you. āyou have to stop doing that.ā you teased.
āsorry, itās just that you look really good in my jersey, like really good. i was struggling not to jump over the glass when i saw you during warmups.ā luke admitted, going in for another kiss. ālook y/n, i was wondering if you maybe wanted to be my girlfriend?ā a blush crept up lukeās neck as he spoke.
āi would love that.ā you replied, a blush spread across your cheeks.
we said our goodbyes and you drove home, not expecting your father to be awake on the couch.
āoh youāre awake?ā you asked, taking your shoes off.
āyeah just wanted to make sure you were safe.ā your dad replied. āhow is your boyfriend?ā
āhe is great.ā you replied smiling, not correcting him for once because now he really was your boyfriend.
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note: BOOOO HAPPINESS no but this literally took me a month to finish because i had absolutely no energy and no inspo to write anything. idk if i like this yetā¦but ANYWAYS hope yāall enjoyed, leave feedback, have a great day, love yāall babes.Ā
#luke hughes#luke hughes x reader#luke hughes imagine#nhl imagine#new jersey devils#ahonice writes#ahonice
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Sometimes a girl has to go a little crazy. Sometimes a girl has to make a book-accurate floorplan for 300 Fox Way. These things just happen, sometimes.
Obsessive annotations under the cut āØ but be warned, there's a LOT
Exterior
Okay first of all, I'm no architect, and my only knowledge comes from work experience in the real estate industry + a lot of Sims. The style is sort of neo-rural French colonial. I didn't set out to adhere to that standard so much as I made an amalgamation of homes in Blue Ridge Mountains-adjacent towns in Virginia. Specifically, my headcanon Henrietta template is Orange, VA (I'll save that explanation for another post) so I took inspiration from real estate listings from there.
Alright alright I know there is supposed to be one bathroom, but I simply can't tolerate that in a house with 6+ residents. I can't. There was a possible contradiction in the descriptions of "the single shared bathroom" that I used as an excuse to add a 3/4 bath, and I threw in a powder room for free. Because technically there is still only one full bathroom! But seriously with that many women over 30 most of them probably have IBS or chronic constipation and I'm not making them all share a toilet.
Officially we only have 4 bedrooms listed in text: Blue's, Persephone's, Maura's, and Calla and Jimi's shared one. Everyone else gets rooms that don't qualify as bedrooms via Virginia residential building codes (such as the attic, obviously, which falls below the combined ceiling height and square footage requirements). That really just leaves Orla unaccounted for but I'll get to that later. Other aunts and friends seem to visit during the day and live somewhere else, because in The Raven King only Jimi and Orla were described as needing to move out of the house during the demon stuff.
I designed the entire interior floorplan before I even touched the exterior, so there's a few issues, like how I'm totally missing shutters on the windows that functionally need them most. š«¶ I didn't feel like making the windows smaller to fit them, and I could have added faux-shutters but I think those are stupid. š
First floor
"This house is lovely. So many walls. So, so many walls," Malory said as Blue entered the living room a little later.
- Blue Lily, Lily Blue, Chapter 30
Right off the bat, we have an insane number of doors and walls. Old colonial houses are pretty much the opposite of open concept. Functionally I believe that's because it's easier to control heat with closed off rooms, but Virginia is not particularly cold so idk. As for the number of doors, I mean....š¤š¤š¤ I prefer archways/doorless frames in small high-traffic spaces, but every time I thought I could get away with it Maggie would specifically describe doors opening and closing (For example BL,LB Ch 41 gives the reading room double doors, and even the living room gets one in Ch 11. What kind of living room needs a door???). I'm actually missing one of the doorways described in canon, but if you know which one I'm talking about I DARE you to find a place to put that thing!! But I digress.
āMom," she said as she jumped down the crooked stairs.
- The Raven Boys, Chapter 3
I'm liberally using "crooked" to establish the corner turn stairs. Blue steadies herself on the stair railing when she identifies Gansey for the first time (TRB Ch 15), so I wanted the stairs to have good visual access to visitors. It also sort of has a feng shui-ish effect of separating the public and private energy zones in the house. If that statement made zero sense, I think one of us doesn't know enough about feng shui š and it might be me.
I'm also using that quote to establish Maura's room downstairs, if Blue generally expects to find her mother there, but mostly because everything else was upstairs and it was getting hard to fit. Granted, at one point Blue leads the boys "up the stairs to Maura's bedroom" (TDT Epilogue) but since they were just arriving at 300 Fox Way those stairs could easily be the outdoor ones. There's a handful of little things to support me here, such as Adam grabbing a scrying bowl from Maura's room to use in the reading room (BL,LB Ch 41) implying that her room was the closest place to find one. And speaking of Maura's room-
Calla was overwhelmed by how much shit Maura had in her room at 300 Fox Way, and she told Blue this.
... The mess was taking years from her life. ... Maura liked chaos.
... The psychic hotline rang in the room next door. Calla's concentration fluttered away.
- Blue Lily, Lily Blue, Prologue
Maura is my favorite hypocrite. She claims to detest clutter (TRB Ch 34) and yet her room is literally described as chaos. She probably treats her room like a college student and moves the furniture every time she gets bored/stressed. Thus, I gave her the most insane furniture configuration I could think of while still matching all the contents described.
The phone ringing next door might imply that she neighbors the phone/sewing/cat room, but that area is pretty well described and Maura's room is never mentioned there in any other instance. That leaves us with the kitchen phone (TRB Ch 27) which I put in the hallway with kitchen access as a compromise so it would technically still be in a room next to Maura's.
In the reading room, the man looked around with clinical interest. His gaze passed over the candles, the potted plants, the incense burners, the elaborate dining room chandelier, the rustic table that dominated the room, the lace curtains, and finally landed on a framed photograph of Steve Martin.
- The Raven Boys, Chapter 13
There are so many quotes about the reading room that I just don't feel like citing them, but other details include the mismatched chairs, the shelves, doors etc. It's also described specifically as Maura's "front room" (TRB Prologue) so it's one of the cornerstones that I designed the rest of the layout around. Because of the plants, it makes sense that this room would be south-facing too. (Although idk how much light they get with the wraparound porch awning in the way. Oops lol!)
The outside suddenly seemed vivid in comparison to the dim kitchen. The April-bright trees pressed against the windows of the breakfast area, ...
- The Raven Boys, Chapter 3
Blue Stormed into 300 Fox Way's kitchen and began a one-sided interrogation with Artemus, who was still hidden behind the closed storage closet door.
- The Raven King, Chapter 9
Likewise, I'm using the particularly dim kitchen to place it on the north side, where we also know there's trees in the backyard.
I'll say the kitchen layout is weirder than it strictly needed to be because in the Virginia homes I referenced I adored all the strange kitchens, especially with old timey 'servants area' vibes where laundry kitchen and pantry are all connected. Instead of a kitchen island, they get one of those rolling kitchen carts which I doubled as a bar cart for the drinks they have in the living room.
The kitchen has a doorway to the hall (TRB Ch 13) and the living room is within view when Blue's on the kitchen phone (Ch 27).
Speaking of chapter 27, that's when we get the description "The morning light through the windows turned the drinks a brilliant, translucent yellow." So I put the living room on the east side of the house, where the rising sun would cast really strong light like that.
Second Floor
When she woke up, her normally morning-bright room had the breath-held dimness of afternoon. In the next room over, Orla was talking to either her boyfriend or to one of the psychic hotline callers.
- The Raven Boys, Chapter 3
Blue headed toward the red-painted door at the end of the hall. On her way, she had to pass the frenzy of activity in the Phone/Sewing/Cat Room and the furious battle for the bathroom. The room behind the red door belonged to Persephone, ...
- The Raven Boys, Chapter 11
Blue's room and the Phone/Sewing/Cat room are our cornerstones for this floor. In several examples we know that the Phone/Sewing/Cat room faces the street and has a window (TRB Ch 15, BL,LB Ch 4). While Blue's room is "morning-bright," we also get descriptions of guests at the front door "backlit by the evening sun," (TRB Ch 15) so once again we're probably talking about south windows if it's sunlit at both times of day.
Adam sat awkwardly on the edge of Blue's bed. It felt strange to have so easily gained access to a girl's bed- room. If you knew Blue at all, the room was unsurprising - canvas silhouettes of trees stuck to the walls, leaves hanging in chains from the ceiling fan, a bird with a talk bubble reading WORMS FOR ALL painted above a shelf cluttered with buttons and about nine different pairs of scissors. Against the wall, Blue self-consciously taped up the drooping branch on one of the trees.
- The Dream Thieves, Chapter 49
We get some great descriptions of Blue's room (especially TRB Ch 43), although the above one is my favorite (#wormsforall). Every piece of furniture is accounted for exactly as described except the desk which I added because it seemed practical, and Blue is nothing if not practicalā¢.
Persephone's room is also very well-described, all the way down to the furniture and lighting placement (BL,LB Ch 4 and TRB Ch 11) and it's surprisingly similar to Blue's room, if not a bit smaller. Her room gets strong afternoon sunlight, so I put it on the south too (BL,LB Ch 43).
Calla and Jimi share a room that's also upstairs (TRK Ch 16). Because they are the only two who have to share a room, I have justified that it must be the "master bedroom" (sorry for using that term) and is far bigger than the other bedrooms. I managed to fit two queen beds in there, but some scholars [me] would argue that Jimi and Calla might also share a bed because they are in love. Can you prove me wrong? No, you can't.
As for the bathroom, remember when I mentioned a possible contradiction? Famously, Maura draws the ley line symbol in the steamed up shower door (TRB Ch 1). However, much later we get Maura, Orla, Calla and Jimi all sitting in the bathtub for some kind of ritual (TRK Ch 9). No matter how I picture it, I can't put 4 full grown women in a bathtub together without someone partially sitting on/spilling over the side. But that would be impossible in a combo bath/shower enclosed by glass doors!! Thus, I gave The Bathroom a nice tub and put a small shower in the en suite of Jimi and Calla's room. I know this is a stretch but I don't really care.
Attic
Blue had never been a big fan of the attic, even before Neeve moved in. Numerous slanting roof lines provided dozens of opportunities to hit your head on a sloping ceiling. Unfinished wood floorboards and areas patched with prickly plywood were unfriendly to bare feet. Summer turned the attic into an inferno.
... In one of the narrow dormers, two full-length, footed mirrors faced each other, reflecting mirrored images back and forth at each other in perpetuum.
- The Raven Boys, Chapter 34
Trying to fit the attic access in after everything in the second floor was my biggest challenge, because stairs normally take up a lot of space and you have to be careful about head room. I'm the end, I decided it was one of those fold out attic doors that you have to reach from the ceiling of the hallway. We might get a lot of instances of the attic door being opened (š¤ seriously, Maggie... š¤) but technically a trap door in the ceiling is still a door!
Dormers pretty much cemented the French colonial style for me. And you know the drill by now: a hot room probably means a lot of sun, which means I give it a south facing window!
Mud Room/Cellar/Basement
This cellar has absolutely zero mention in the text, but my justification is based in the architecture. So far we've got a funky old colonial house, built without a garage, lots of walls etc. Especially in a low-income/semi-rural area, it's not crazy to assume that 300 Fox Way was built before most residents had refrigerators (1930s-40s). Besides iceboxes, a major way to keep food fresh was root cellars. Modern renovations for old homes convert these to concrete basements, but that's why the basement is so small and connects to the kitchen.
My headcanon is that Orla originally shared a room. Pick whoever you want: Maura, Blue or Persephone, any of them would easily be such a chaotic roommate that Orla snapped and in a fit of teen girl rage moved herself down to the crummy dark basement. Over time, she made efforts to glamorize it, such as a vintage dressing screen to hide the flood drainage pump. The privacy also allows her to bring boyfriends over, even sneaking them through the mud room.
This is really just my artistic license, but I swear it makes a surprising amount of sense in context. There's cases of Orla sneaking into the kitchen (easier if she has a back entrance) and she's almost always using the phone upstairs or in the kitchen (because a basement would get bad reception) even though her calls get kinda ~intimate.
Aaaaaand I think that's everything. Sorry it doesn't look like the photo from the wiki at all, but I couldn't find a source for it and Victorian style wasn't super common in the areas I researched. Let me know if I missed anything major! I'll probably cry myself to sleep if so.
#happy hyperfixation friday everyone#January was a weird month for me ngl this was one of my more hinged projects if you can believe it#please don't let this flop tho like this definitely took longer than any drawing I've ever posted here#trc#the raven cycle#the raven cycle fanart#300 Fox Way#Blue Sargent#the raven boys#my art#trc unraveled
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hiiiii im rly enjoying ur occultist posting :3 i have a wuastion that it seems you might be in a position to answer: does it make sense in your opinion for him to be wearing a turban or is that just orientalism? and/or do you have a headcanon for him related to that? from what i understand it rly isn't that common for arab muslim men to be wearing them at all times, and while the characters' backgrounds/worldbuilding is ofc v vague, it kinda seems to me like they just went off a bunch of stereotypes without bothering to put further thought into it and that's why he's designed to be wearing one but if there's a way to adopt that design into sth that makes sense and deepens his character a little bit i wanna hear it :3
i finally get to talk about this
thank you for the question!
the turban style is less common today but it WAS a popular style in the middle ages. its believed to have originated in mesopotamia give or take 4000 years ago.
Golden Middle Age has a good video on this! we also have some examples in historical art (check out ibn sinna, the islamic golden age and also like almost every ottoman ruler)
i personally theorize that lovecraft's abdul al-hazred was inspired by ahmed al-buni (author of shams al-ma'arif/"knowledge of the sun") and other golden age scholars considering that al-hazred canonically lived sometime during that era. i like Lets Talk Religion's video on shams al-ma'arfi.
here are some of my headcanons for DD al-hazred and how he might wear his kufiyeh. while lovecraft's al-hazred is yemeni, i headcanon DD al-hazred to be from like. a fantasy al-andalus (with fantasy yemeni and syrian ancestry). (ive kind of always seen the DD world as Not earth)
so, for history's sake it's accurate headgear! there's many ways to wear a kufiyeh, and nowadays the turban is less popular among arabs but i think thats really recent and it could be dependent on the amnt of industrialization.
here's a photo of the omani sultan's family in the 1950s
(source, this site contains historical pictures of oman and includes pictures of prisoners and slaves. worth noting for educational and informative purposes, proceed at will)
i do have some things about the rest of his fit, that i mostly chalk up to the fact he went to school in fantasy england but still prefers to wear a robe and kufiyeh (i can relate except not the england part). the things that i can say are Really Delightful for me to see personally
the dagger
the waist wrap
robes
leather braces (im not sure if this is an arab thing to be honest. i think this might be a goth thing for me)
BUT i do have some critiques also
waist wrap should be UNDER the robes, over the tunic
that tunic also looks weird to me wrt that cordage. thats kinda giving me orientalism
the necklace??????
no opinions on the pants or the shoes. again chalking up some of the design choices to him adopting things from his time in fantasy england + i think he's fairly well traveled. im sure he has a sirwal and a pair of these bad boys that he will Not be wearing into the dungeon
i wouldnt want him to be wearing these in the dungeon either but they get an honorable mention because this evolved into a historical/cultural fashion post.
i like his DD1 design!
now DD2 on the otherhand..........
idk whats happening there, thats a whole different story. he shouldnt be an egg imo. i kind of dislike his dd2 design LOL. but he's otherwise a pretty solid design even with the critiques i have.
on topic of kufiyehs, i like kufiyehs that are tassled bc theyre so fun and fashionable. that's a personal preference and i have drawn him that way before (its somewhere on my blog)
i have the nablus kufiyeh from hirbawi and it's my favorite.
i hope this covers everything!
i'll be happy to answer any more questions if you have any :-)
also some research tips if you're curious to look more into it:
i highly recommend looking up archival / antique photos of different countries to get a sense of what that particular culture's fashion looks like. these countries also often have museum pages or heritage websites available in english (machine translate is also an option)
i would avoid french and british art. you can actually filter by place and time on most digital collections like the met, the british museum, or university of chicago (UC doesnt get specific though rifp)
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the way it follows you home, the stories i never told
My guy Vox once again graced us with lovely Goyuu fanfics, and the way it follows you home, the stories i never told, made me go FERAL.
Time travel? Two Gojou Satorus? Double affection for our sunshine Yuuji? Yuuji sandwich? What feels like possible continuation of (you'll whisper, serpent tongue) what you fear you have become???
FUCK.
I need to stop indulging my imagination too much. I shouldāve been content with writing long-ass comments but noooooo, my brain goes āyou gotta draw itā. DAMMIT VOX, YOU AND YOUR DELICIOUS WRITINGS HHHHHH
Soā¦ usually I shouldāve picked a favourite scene that is within my drawing capability, but I justā¦ love all three chapters??? So I made a questionable time investment? I canāt stop??? Help???
This is probably the most ambitious fanart project Iāve ever done so far. Fair enough, considering I might combust if I keep these welled-up emotions inside from reading Voxās Goyuu fics. Fuck.
Fic info:
Title: the way it follows you home, the stories i never told
Author: @voxofthevoid
Pairing: YuuGoGo. Future!Yuuji, Future!Gojou, Teen!Gojou
(idk why I laugh writing YuuGoGo. Iām beyond help)
Currently, it is 3 chapters out of 8. And itās gonna be NSFW chapter 4 onwards, so donāt forget to read the tags first, folks!
The drawings are under Read More, because I have lots of thoughts surrounding each chapter and drawings. Itāll be hella long if I didnāt hide it here. It was a mess down there. A combination of hours before, during, and after I read said fic. Iād say good luck finding the art among the sea of jumbled words butā¦ youāll find them easily. Donāt worry about it haha
SPOILERS FOR ALL 3 CHAPTERS! I highly recommend reading those first before diving into these drawings!
Also for the comics, read from right to left please!
From here on, I will be referring to the Future!Gojou as Gojou and the teenage one as Satoru.
Overall, drawing all these is fun! Really fun! This project pushed me quite hard, forcing me to test my limit (because I rarely draw this much back to back). Since this is a combination of drawings and comics, the coloring style will not be consistent. In a way, I want to try some brushes I never get to use, as well as try out my new graphic tablet. Drawing these got me giggling because I was finally able to let loose during line art. It's much easier to do so, and sometimes I just get to reread the fic and giggle to myself for the nth time.
CHAPTER 1:
Whooo. Whoooooooooā
Ok, ok, the premise is just that good. It intrigued me, fascinated me, and I justā¦ oomph. I cannot refuse a Time Travel Yuuji Sandwich. Sign me up.
Honestly, there are two scenes that are justā¦ a bit too clear in my mind when reading this chapter. That would be the one I drew above, and the other is when Yaga called Gojou to come outside of the class. I love, loooove how Vox wrote Satoruās POV. And when Yuuji fucking giggles?
I lost it.
Can you imagine, drawing Yuuji grins, with shiny stuff, maybe some sunlight, just purely happy and indulging Gojou?
Help me, for I am drowning in my love and adoration for Yuuji.
Page 2 is an experiment on using harsh black as shading (kind of?). I really enjoyed colouring Yuuji, and drawing those buffalo skulls! I wish I can grasp the concept of contrast a bit better tho :v
CHAPTER 2:
This is probably the only chapter where I picture still images instead of comic panels. A bit like those cool chapter covers in mangas. The one I really, really want to draw is the scene with Satoru on the table. Canāt pass the opportunity to highlight Satoru being a brat, albeit a really cool brat.
Cool idea drawing always proves to be a challenge, because of course my artistic skill just so happens to be below the requirement. Thank you, Sketchfab, for the chair and deskās perspective otherwise Iām screwed lmao
The second scene that I want to draw the most is this:
Gojou is one step away from climbing Yuuji. Also, I have a bit of a problem picturing a man pouting that makes him look crazy instead, so please have Gojou pouting adorably instead. Because, as Yuuji said (with love), Gojou is (also) a brat.
This is possibly my favorite art in this project, after Yuuji's in Chapter 1 page 2. It's clean because I don't have to draw background, and I was having a fun time drawing Yuuji. And Gojou's squishy cheek as well.
Oh, actually, there is a āmangaā scene in this chapter. Itās when Yuuji said, āI love Satoru.ā
I justā
AAAAAHHHHH YUUJIIIIIII YOU AND VOX ARE GONNA BE THE DEATH OF ME. That secure relationship between Yuuji and Gojou? Satoruās description of how Yuujiās smile could blot out the sun??? Not me screaming š I also see bits of hints of possible co-dependency, though I could be reading those wrong, but either way Iām good. Secure and possessive relationships are fun to consume hhhhhh
But yeah. There are too many wholesome Yuuji smiles in this fic, and Iā¦ I am not confident enough to draw genuine happiness. Itās too much for me ā ( į ćā )ļ¼æ
For this chapter, another reason why I chose these two scenes is just because I want to try and draw cover-worthy pictures of Yuuji and Satoru, and Yuuji and Gojou (cough)
CHAPTER 3:
We start the chapter with Nanamin. Ah, Nanamin. I forgot what his teen self looked like and was surprised to see his design again lmao
I want to draw Yuuji and Nanami scene becauseā¦ I just want to, I guess. I have never drawn him before (Yaga as well) so that's an interesting challenge. I got two ideas on how I want to draw it. One is a bit painting-esque, and the other one is like another chapter cover. In the end, I chose the cover one because I want to emphasise the difference between teen!Nanami and the Nanami from Yuujiās original timeline, and how the watch feels like a connection between the same (yet not) person. Itās a bittersweet feeling? In a way?
Iām not really good at explaining my intention ā ( į ćā )ļ¼æ
I love Yuujiās answer to Nanami's question.
AND FINALLY.
A Yuuji SandwichTM scene.
And oh B O I do I love it. Have I told you I like every chapter? I probably have. But this one? Satoruās curiosity, Yuujiās on-brand self-deprecation, and Gojou come strolling down to show more of Yuuji to his mini-self. I want to draw this whole scene, from Gojou finding them, feeding Yuuji snacks, bitch-slapping Satoru into the backroom, to Yuuji growling. Them trying to hide a boner from Yuujiās growl got me cackling so hard I LOVE IT š
I love it all. Please love Yuuji in my stead, Satoru and Satonyan :3
Oh! Also! 40-finger Yuuji sounds really, really cool! Iāll be happy with whatever Vox will give us in future chapters, but 40-finger Yuujiā¦ possible scene with this timelineās Sukunaā¦ my god. The action! The drama! The bloodshed! One can only hope.
However, as much as I love that whole scene, itās still too much for me :ā) Iām still not yet confident in delivering the humour and action. Also my already-long drawing plan had my brain groaning in protest so I canāt push my luck :'D
When Gojou said "He looks sweet, but he's a bit of a beast", I kept picturing Yuuji staring innocently, but there was an edge to his look. As if the moment Satoru looks away, he will pounce. But in the end I just stick with innocent-looking Yuuji because I accidentally drew his eyes that way and I want to keep it in lol
Since Satoru points out how soft and cuddly Yuuji is, I also want to draw soft Yuuji :v
And the last oneā¦ is the last scene. For some reason, I read that both Gojou and Satoru share Yuujiās lap and was having a frustrating yet fun time figuring out how itāsā¦ physically possible, without having their butts on the ground because they both are not small at all. As I lined the art, I reread it again andā¦ perhaps I read it wrong? Satoru is beside Yuuji, and not on his lap? So yeah, this one might be the least accurate, but hey, at least you can view it as a crack drawing or something :v
AAAANNNDDD I HAVE EXCEEDED TODAYāS BRAIN CAPACITY OF FORMING WORDS
Have I told you I love this fic?
ā¦I probably have.
Have an amazing week (āĀ“ā½`ā)*ā²ļ¾*
#yuu's art#jjk-fic-fanart#jjk ship#jjk-ship#äŗę #goyuu#goyu#5u#gojou x yuuji#speedrun this bad boy of a project in 3 days#from planning#now I can sleep in peace
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Im sure u get a ton of asks but I just wanted to say I followed your art on deviantart when I was a kid like seven years ago and it was one of my biggest inspirations as an artist, its been really cool to see your style and technique develop and be honed into what it is now. Also itās cool and hopeful? To see Macheteās arc through all of that and Iām glad heās found peace.
I think theres like a sort of trauma? In the transition to being a kid/teen to being an adult. But then on the other side you come to peace with the things you struggled with or at least figure out how to cope with them. Idk if that makes sense but,, thatās how the evolution of your art makes me feel.
Also Iām curious if characters like Riaro and Masque exist in your headspace anymore or if they are long gone ?
It makes me honestly really moved to think that there's people out there that I've never met and never will, but my art has meant something for them. From what I've gathered, there's quite a few that found my work when they were young but continue to relate to it as adults, maybe from a different perspective but still.
I'd imagine that if you're roughly my age, you probably were going through the teen/early twenties angst around the same time I was. I think some improvement has happened recently, especially during the past year or so, and while I'm still struggling with serious mental health stuff every day I feel like I might've gained some semblance of stability and sensibility and ability to feel joy, at least for now. It would be wonderful if that was perceivable through my art in a way or another. I don't know, this is just stream of consciousness stuff. I guess I'm lowkey wishing the same kind of recovery and growth for people that suffered with me when I was hopelessly depressed. It's entirely possible I could slip back eventually, but right now I'm feeling more alive and inspired than I've felt in years and I'm trying to maintain this course.
#sorry if this sounds bleeding heart idealistic off-puttingly personal and besides the point#I just started to think about my life and the lives of people who I've managed to reach through my silly dog drawings#and got caught in the moment#answered#anonymous#Riario and Masque are still around yes just dormant I'm neglecting everyone else in favor of the main duo right now
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