#also i was so not okay yesterday when i finally started this one so it shows
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EPICA Releases New Single 'Arcana'
Dutch symphonic metal titans EPICA have released a brand new single, "Arcana". The track heralds a new chapter in EPICA's two-decade-long history and marks the band's first new release since the group's chart-topping 2021 album "Omega" and the collaboration EP "The Alchemy Project". It offers a glimpse into the bandâs future music, coming in 2025.
EPICAÂ comments: "'Arcana'Â guides you through the universal stages of spiritual evolution in life. It leads the way to a higher consciousness and spiritual self-awareness.
"Writing this song was a spontaneous effort, so it came together quickly, which felt so natural that it wrote itself. The music contains classic EPICA elements but has some vibes that might remind you of '80s alternative rock or modern metal."
The single is now available on all streaming platforms. It also includes "The Ghost In Me (Danse Macabre)", EPICA's recently released collaboration with Europe's second-most visited theme park, Netherlands's magical De Efteling, and their much-anticipated new attraction, Danse Macabre.
The music video for "Arcana", directed by Remko Tielemans, can be seen below.
In a recent interview with Spain's Mariskal Rock, EPICA singer Simone Simons spoke about the progress of the recording sessions for the follow-up to "Omega" album. She said: "I think that there should be a single by the end of the summer-ish. That's that's our plan. And the album should be released [in] 2025.
"I just wrote with Mark [Jansen, guitar] and Rob [Van Der Loo, bass] also yesterday that I'm so happy with the songs, I'm so proud how everything turned out and it's gonna be another amazing EPICA album.
"We added a couple of new elements, but also went back to the roots, the old EPICA," she continued. "And yeah, I just can't wait for people to hear this.
"I loved 'Omega' and we toured so much with 'Omega' and had wonderful experiences, but then when you reach the end of a touring cycle, you start to get itchy and feel, 'Okay, now it's time to do the new album. Can we do it as good or maybe even better than the last album?' That's always the thing we strive for, ways to renew ourselves a little bit. And we feel a very strong spiritual connection also that it's our ninth album. So there's gonna be themes around the symbolic meaning of nine, the number nine."
Elaborating on the musical direction of EPICA's next album, Simone said: "The songs are heavy. There's a beautiful ballad, a very cinematic song, very uptempo, very doomy, melancholic and amazing, amazing power riffs. It's the most epic EPICA, I think, so far. Yeah, I think so. I mean, I'm feeling it. I'm very happy with it. I'm proud of it. And they are going to start recording the orchestra now next week. They're flying to Prague; that's where we record the orchestra. And I will be recording my final vocals as well."
In November 2022, EPICA released "The Alchemy Project" through Atomic Fire Records. The EP was co-written and performed with diverse guests ranging from extremists like FLESHGOD APOCALYPSE, Niilo SevÀnen (INSOMNIUM) and Björn "Speed" Strid (SOILWORK) along with melodic masters like Tommy Karevik (KAMELOT),keyboard legend Phil Lanzon (URIAH HEEP) and Roel Van Helden (POWERWOLF) to a once-in-a-lifetime song with Simons, Charlotte Wessels and Myrkur.
Just one day after the release of its anniversary reissues "We Still Take You With Us" and "Live At Paradiso", EPICA celebrated 20 years of existence live in September 2022 at 013 in Tilburg, Netherlands, the same place where they played their first show (supporting ANATHEMA) back in 2002.
EPICA was formed by Jansen after leaving AFTER FOREVER in 2002, and the band quickly gained attention outside their home country, taking big steps towards becoming the leading symphonic metal superpower they have long proven to be. After their ambitious debut "The Phantom Agony" (2002) and the surprisingly eclectic sophomore work "Consign To Oblivion" (2005),the road took them to new heights via their first concept masterpiece "The Divine Conspiracy" (2007) and their global breakthrough "Design Your Universe" (2009). 2012's opus "Requiem For The Indifferent", 2014's bedazzling "The Quantum Enigma" and "The Holographic Principle" (2016),cemented their reputation as not only one of the hardest-working metal bands in the business but also as one of the best. With "Omega", the final part of the metaphysical trilogy they began with "The Quantum Enigma", they reclaimed the throne without so much as the blink of an eye, amassing three million-plus streams during the first week of the album's release.
Photo credit:Â Tim Tronckoe
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07: Bill/Johnny
Catching up! Here's my very late thing for @almost-a-class-act 's prompt: Character A's ex-lover/high school acquaintance/friend they haven't seen in years has just turned up on their doorstep. "The curse. It's real."
For context/warning: Bill is massively dysregulated at the start of this.
Also. This is long. Oops.
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He could do without the buzzer going. He could do without a lot of things happening today, but the last twenty four hours have just been like that. Heâs still unsettled from running into Pat yesterday, and could seriously have done without that reminder of the past. Itâs been three years since high school, and not one single memory thatâs come back to Bill in the years since has been a good or happy one.
The intercom is, of course, still broken. Bill tugs his keys from their peg, and goes to answer the door manually. Two floors, four flights of stairs, and then heâs hefting the lock of the front door open, yanking on the unimpressive thing. The door swings open, over the worn mat, to reveal a typical grey day, and someone Bill never thought heâd see again. His heart trips, and then sinks to new, unknown depths, taking Billâs already shit mood with it.
As gorgeous as ever, as perfectly handsome as Bill tries not to remember, Johnny Cooper stands in the street, smiling his brightest everybody-loves-me smile.
Bill doesnât know what heâs done to deserve this.
âThe curse,â he mutters to himself, pulling the door back towards himself so that thereâs no space for Johnny to see past him, into the hallway. âItâs real.â
Johnnyâs expression falters, falling. âWhat curse?â
Bill has no interest in dealing with this. Itâs already a bad day. Facing the person he had a crush on since S3 the day after he bumped into the guy he disastrously dated for a whole week in S5 really is torture. The universe is laughing at him, and Bill half expects someone else from school to jump out from behind Johnny.
No one does. Itâs a start. But Johnny is still there, staring up at him. âUm, IâŠâ
âYes?â Bill prompts. He wants to get this over with. âWhat is it?â
Johnny recoils from the tone of his voice. Bill can tell it was perhaps a bit abrupt, but he really doesnât care. âI, umâŠâ Johnny repeats.
Bill lets out a sigh, aching to turn away. Thereâs a deep, familiar stinging in his chest, and he hates that, after all this time, itâs still there. He only managed to get over Johnny after school because he never saw him again, and Johnny became a sometimes-memory of the only person Bill ever felt genuinely attracted to. The fleeting, passing fancies heâs had since then have never got so deep under his skin, and never lasted so long.
âPat said he saw you yesterday.â
âGreat.â
He hadnât meant to mutter that, but the filter between Billâs thoughts and speech usually fucks off when heâs in a sour mood. It never improves matters, but Bill is beyond caring.
âDid you want something?â he bites out. The sooner Johnny comes out with it, the sooner Bill can retreat back upstairs and deal with the horrible nest sensations swirling inside of him.
âI wanted to see you.â
Bill snorts at that. âWell, now youâve seen me.â
He leans against the door, wanting to shut it, just as Johnny climbs the step. âBillâŠâ
Heâs reaching out, not to touch or anything, but⊠Billâs attention falls to that hand for a moment, and then he looks back up at Johnny, hating that he now knows those blue eyes are as heartbreakingly beautiful as ever.
âWhat happened?â
âWhat happened?â Bill echoes, not understanding the question.
âI thought you might⊠want to see me?â
âNo?â is Billâs immediate response. âWhy in the world would I want that?â
He can see how much his words hurt. The hurt little part inside himself is pleased, but the rest of him feels awful. Johnny actually looks upset, his eyes going wide as his expression falls. Regret comes hard on the heels of his own words, and makes Bill feel even worse. Why wonât this day just end? Why did he have to see Pat, and indulge him, admitting to things Bill never wanted to tell anyone else?
âPat saidâŠâ
In his horror, Bill doesnât know if he should slam the door, or scream. He freezes, his eyes starting to sting as he tries to defend himself. âThat was years ago!â
He realises heâs breathing hard. It hurts. Why did Pat have to go and say anything? Why did he repeat what Bill told him?
Johnny leans forwards so subtly he probably doesnât even realise heâs doing it, but Bill does, and he wants to run.
âI wish Iâd known,â Johnny says.
Bill scoffs at that. He knows heâs being ugly, but he doesnât know how else to be. He feels like a raw, exposed nerve, and needs it to end. âWhat, so you could laugh at me?â
Johnny pulls back. âWhat? No, of course not!â
When Johnny shifts his weight again, his shoulders soften, his expression gentle.
âI liked you too.â
Oh.
Oh fuck. No. This isnât happening. Itâs not.
Bill takes a step back, laughing harshly. His mind tells him that Johnny is being serious, but he canât understand why the world has to be so cruel. He could have lived the rest of his life without ever knowing that. Now, if his thoughts drift back to that time, theyâre going to be forever changed by the painful âwhat if?â, instead of the old, familiar knowledge that no one as handsome and perfect as Johnny would ever want Bill. No one ever wants Bill, which is just fine, really, in spite of the deep, aching loneliness at the core of him, because Bill has never wanted anyone anyway.
Well, apart from Johnny.
He lets out a breath, the laughter gone as quickly as it came. He doesnât know what to say. Johnny is still standing there, gazing up at him, not leaving. Bill wonders what it would take to get him to go.
He wonders, and does nothing. Itâs Johnny who leads, now. âHonestly?â Johnny continues plainly. âI still think about you sometimes. You are my âwhat if?â, you know?â
Bill does know, although he doesnât know why heâs that to Johnny.
âSo if you want to hang out, catch up, get a coffeeâŠâ Johnny trails off for a moment. âI would like that.â
Unclenching his jaw, BIll tries to get his tongue to work. Heâs not sure he can trust this. Itâs too good to be true. âIs that why you came here?â
âYes,â Johnny breathes. âA few years late, I know.â Thereâs a weak little smile, something⊠shy. Vulnerable. Cute.
Bill swallows, not sure where he stands. He doesnât feel better, but at least the swirling, angry irritation has shifted into something quieter. âArenât you and PatâŠ?â
Johnny shakes his head. âNo. We are just good friends.â
âOh.â
At least Bill hadnât admitted how he felt about Johnny to Johnnyâs boyfriend.
âHe knows how much I like you,â Johnny continues. âI mean, he only found out after you twoâŠâ
Yeah, Bill would really rather not remember that disaster.
âIs that really why it didnât work out?â
Bill isn't able to answer that. It's too raw, too personal and private. Heâd carelessly admitted to Pat yesterday that when theyâd had their silly little thing heâd liked someone else, and couldnât get over them. His guard had been down. Heâd admitted that it was Johnny when Pat asked, knowing even as the confession escaped him that he was going to regret it. Pat had gone still for a moment, and then chuckled a âCooper? Damnâ before moving on.
He wonders if Pat also told Johnny that heâs still single.
âWell, anyway,â Johnny breathes, his tone shifting to something breezy. He seems dismissive, brushing away what heâs just asked. âIf you want to, as friends or whatever, I would like that. I can give you my number?â
âMy phoneâs upstairs.â
âI can give you a missed call, and you can message me back.â As he speaks, Johnny gets out his phone and, feeling somewhat trapped and unsure how to get out of this, Bill automatically rattles off his number.
Itâs only when Johnny repeats it back to him, and gives the call a few seconds to connect, that Bill realises he could have given the wrong number, and Johnny would never know.
âWhat sort of place would you like to go?â Johnny asks.
Embarrassed by his answer, Bill gives the only one he can: âThe arcade.â
Johnnyâs face lights up. âBy the beach?â
Bill nods. âYeah.â
âI havenât had a chance to go yet.â His smile is distracting. âWhat about this evening?â
Bill doesnât really feel like adding to todayâs disaster, but the temptation of getting it over and done with, and not having anything up in the air, is stronger. âOkay.â
âItâs a date!â Johnny grins.
Bill flinches at that, not ready for it. âI donât know you,â he points out.
Johnnyâs expression falls, suddenly seeming sad. Thereâs something gentle about that look, though, making Bill want to reach out and do something to make it go away, because it feels like he could do something to make it go away. He is the cause of it, after all.
âYou donât have to know me,â Johnny says softly. âWanting to get to know me is enough.â
âOh.â
Thereâs a twitch of a smile, something very open and unguarded about Johnny, and in that moment Bill feels like no time has passed at all since that last day of school. Only, this time, he has a chance, and not just a cheery âgood luck!â that had felt false. Johnny had wished everyone luckâthey still had exams, after allâand given everyone a hug. Well, everyone apart from Bill, who had curled his shoulders forward and wrapped his arms around himself, trying to keep his head down and survive without any unwanted touch. It had been a wretched day, and gladly forgotten once he was free of school walls.
Bill looks at Johnny, and forgets everything else. âAye, okay,â he decides, and watches as Johnny smiles again, his whole face lighting up. Itâs strange to know that heâs caused that.
âText me the time, okay? And where to meet.â
He starts to nod, and then goes still. âWait here.â
âOkay?â
Bill doesnât hang around to explain. He turns, letting the door fall shut behind him as he darts back up the stairs. Itâs suddenly urgent to check his phone, and he makes it through his front door to find his phone where he left it in the kitchen. Thereâs a missed call. With a sigh of relief, he bounds back down the stairs.
Johnny is still standing there, a step back. Bill joins him in the street, letting the door shut behind him. He hadnât realised how chilly the air was. Lifting his phone, he shows the screen. âThis you?â
Johnny peers at the number, leaning in close enough that Bill catches the scent of his deodorant. âYes.â
Nodding, Bill pulls his phone back, and saves Johnnyâs number properly. âSee you later?â he wonders.
âDefinitely,â Johnny smiles, and itâs then that Bill realises he has about an inch or two on Johnny, now that he stands up tall instead of curling in on himself. It makes Johnny feel different to him, new, while at the same time still the same person Bill fell for. Itâs both dangerous and reassuring to know that Bill could easily fall for him again.
Thereâs nothing more to say. Bill lets out a breath, an agreement reached, and the unknown before him. At least he wonât have to wait long. He gives an awkward wave as Johnny takes a step back, and tries not to watch him go while he works his key into the lock. He doesnât have a fucking clue how itâll go this evening, but it feels so much better watching Johnny walk away knowing that itâs not forever this time. Well, not that it was forever last time, but Bill didnât know that.
Safely back in his flat, Bill realises that the turmoil of earlier is gone. Another kind of turmoil has replaced it, but itâs not as distressing, nor as fraying. Heâs excited, he realises, although has no idea how heâs going to apologise to Johnny for being so abrupt earlier.
Trying not to think about it, Bill sends Johnny a text telling him to meet Bill at the arcade at six. It closes at eight today, instead of ten. Two hours isnât too long if it goes badly, but if it goes well theyâll still have time afterwards, maybe even to walk along the beach. Bill would like that.
With that in mind, he goes into the hallway and sets his army surplus boots in front of the door, hopeful theyâll be the right choice.
Some time close to eleven, heâs kicking them off again, and smiling absentmindedly to himself. They were a good choice.
War is Helloween
#sas rogue heroes#war is helloween#bill fraser#johnny cooper#johnny x bill#document type: supplementary diary entry#ugh i'm so far behind#also i was so not okay yesterday when i finally started this one so it shows#look i know bill is being rude and he knows he's being rude but he's struggling and can't regulate#he really needs comfort#also! and very importantly! johnny isn't just putting up with someone being shitty to him#that 'what happened?'... he can very easily see that bill is distressed#and he knew him in school#he saw what he was like how he was shy and awkward and abrupt#and how he'd lash out when cornered and provoked and would push people away because he couldn't trust they were genuine#he knows it's a defence thing#because he's also spent hours and hours just watching bill#watching him play sports and excel at it#watched him completely lose himself in what he's doing and forget the world#he knows bill is gentle and beautiful becaues johnny actually SAW him - but he never got to be close to him#he always wanted that but never knew how to get close so he admired from afar and had no idea bill liked him too
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Summary: You made a lot mistakes in your new job, but do you regret them? Nope, not a bit. But who can blame you for it? If you wouldn't have done them, you never would have met this pretty boy.
Remember: German Grammar is a lot different then English grammar. I apologize for any mistakes.
Pairing: Francis Mosses (doppelganger) x gn! Reader
(A/N): I usually write for mha, but this men dominates my fyp on TikTok and I can't stop grinning like an idiot about all this fanarts. My men is just too attractive for his own good. Nevertheless, Tumblr has too few fanfictions for him, so I had to do it myself. Still, I am not that proud about how it turned out. It certainly sounded better in my head, but I don't care. One shitty fanficion is better than none.
Art by @asteriscks on TikTok
This game is not mine, but Ignacio Alvarado. I also used phrases from the game.
Mistakes? Yes, but no regrets.
It's been a week since you started working for D.D.D as a doorman.Â
You can remember your first day so well, it could have been yesterday.Â
Well... probably because your life is constantly at stake.Â
_
It started with a mistake that you ended up here. It was completely unexpected since you always made sure, that you sent your rent to the right account.Â
Surely no one can blame you for a small typo, right?
Well, your landlord, who kept pounding on your door until you woke up, surely did.
"What?" you asked, annoyed, as you opened the door.
"When do you plan to finally pay your bill? The date has already been overdue for two weeks!" he complains.Â
What?
"Sorry, but I've already transferred my money to you."
"Well, I didn't get anything. Do you still have the receipt for the transfer?"
"No..."
You already knew what that meant: double payment.
"Look, today, I'll transfer it to your account again, okay? If it doesn't work this time, it's not my fault."
You were about to close the door, but your landlord had other plans when he held the door open with his foot.
 "No no no. You will give me the money now. I donât trust you. Why would you transfer it to me today, when it should have happened two weeks ago. You will give it to me now."
Your eyes widened.Â
Now?
"But I don't have that much money in my hand? Who's got that?"
"Then I'll have to kick you out for now. But don't worry, no one is going to buy an apartment here anytime soon, so you can move right back in as soon as you give me the money."
Staring stunned at his smiling face you could have sworn you were about to hit him.Â
"The keys?"Â
With watery eyes, you grabbed your keys, placed them in his outstretched hand, and frowned.
What kind of person had such sharp fingernails as he does? Â
You were sure that he could definitely have stabbed someone with them.
Thank God, I didn't hit him.Â
"When do you plan to give me the money? I've heard that all banks closed today. Some kind of holiday among them, I've heard."
What!?
How were you going to get through the day today? You intentionally left everything in your apartment since you were so sure that you could have given the money to your landlord in a matter of minutes.Â
"Youâre telling me this now!?"
"If you had paid, you wouldnât need to know."Â
That filthy bastard.
No matter how angry you were at that moment, your panic was overweighting. Â
What were you going to do now?Â
Shit.
"Man, I really wouldn't want to be in your situation...", the landlord murmured.
Fuck the nails- This guy deserves a punch.
Just as you raised your fist, he speaks again.
"But maybe we can agree on something.
Then you stopped.Â
"The D.D.D., which is responsible for the safety of all residents in this area, is looking for doormans. Ours has recently...quitted, which is why we are urgently looking for one. They pay three times the amount of your rent in a week. If you take the job, I can overlook your sloppiness this time."
Three times your rent? In a week? And for what? To sit there and check a few documents. You'd be crazy not to take the offer!Â
"Okay. I'll do it. Where can I apply?"
"Don't worry, I'll sort it out for you. Tomorrow, you can startâ
_
Looking back, it should have been clear to you that something was wrong. Starting with the sudden his sudden threat, the fingernails and this stupid story about the holiday of the banks.Â
Maybe it was just because you were too panicked at that moment to think rationally.
But letâs be true here: when are you thinking rationally? If you did, you would certainly have quitted after your first day.
_
"Welcome and congratulations on your new job."
After watching the short video, a man in the yellow suit came to your window. You are so shocked that you canât even answer.
I'm going to die today!
After all, you know it yourself: you're too gullible for the job. There's no chance you'll unmask a doppelganger who copies someone well.
âAs you could see on the introductory film, your job is to verify the entry of the neighbors of your building. Each day there will be a list of individuals who will request entry to the building. It is possible that there are individuals who request entry and arenât on the list. In which case you will mark on the checklist that they are not on the list and proceed to question the individual. Also, you must verify that the ID and the entry reqest are correct and have the respective D.D.D. logo. Donât forget to also check the expiration on the IDs. Remember itâs Febuary 1955."
Your gaze wanders to the note that was stuck to the wall.Â
Arnold Schmicht F02 â 01
Anastacha Mikaelys F02 â 04
Robertsky Peachman F01 â 02
Steven Rudboys F03 â 03Â
Mia Stone F03 â 01
Rafttellyn Cappuccin F03 â 04
Admittedly, you don't know any of your neighbors, neither by character nor really by sight. You were never the type to care about your neighbors.Â
"I wish you good luck."
Câmon Reader, be like HenryâŠ
But better.
The first inhabitant was Mia Stone and you already started to sweat.
"Good evening."
Was she real? Was she a doppelganger?Â
With shaky hands, you reached for her ID and entry pass, only to find that everything was fine. She was also on today's list and her appearance doesn't show any deviations either, right?
Just to be sure, you looked into the folder that described her appearance:Â
Long hair
Small round nose
She has freckles
...
...
...
Freckles?
Your eyes wandered again to the woman in front of you, who was waiting patiently behind the window.Â
You narrowed your eyes a little and leaned forward to get a better view of her.
No matter how long you stared at her, you didn't see them, her freckles.Â
"You look different...", you murmur after a while.
"What's wrong with my appearance? I think everything is fine with my appearance."
Her photo on her ID and Entry Pass both have no freckles.Â
Perhaps a mistake on the part of the D.D.D.?Â
You're about to press the green button, but then you see her grinning slightly out of the corner of your eye.Â
Shit.Â
She almost had you. You're really not made for this job.
Your hand slammed hard against the red button, causing the siren to blare and the metal window to crash down.Â
"3312," you murmur to yourself.
"You have contacted the D.D.D.. A group of agents has been sent to your building. Please wait for the cleaning protocol to run."
Cleaning protocol?Â
What happens to those who were cleaned? They certainly won't be killed, will they?Â
What if they will?
What if your judgment was wrong?
What if...
Your thoughts were interrupted as the siren fell silent and the metal window went up, only to reveal the yellow man.
"Cleaning protocol completed. You can continue your job."
It took a while until someone finally came again.Â
This time, your heart was pounding faster. Significantly faster. And this time, you can't even say for sure that it's all out of fear.Â
Milkman...
You definitely can't deny it: he's probably one of the most attractive men you've ever seen.Â
You don't even have to look at today's checklist to tell he's not on it â a face like his would have caught your eye right away.Â
"Francis Mosses, huh?" you murmured to yourself as you looked at his ID. "You're not on today's list."
"Iâm not on todayâs list because I had to leave due to an emergency."
Long nose
Thin chin
Tired eyes
Short hair
Wears a hat
It all fit. The only thing left now was a call.Â
Just as you began to spin the wheel of the phone, he said, "You're new here, aren't you? I've never seen you here before."
"Yes, today is my first day."
"Must be hard, huh? I've heard that more and more doppelgangers are appearing and they are becoming more and more error-free. It would be a shame if such a pretty face as yours were to disappear forever."
Your cheeks turn red and suddenly you feel shyer than you actually are.
"B-But your job has to be hard as well. I didn't think that being a milkman would rob you so much sleep."
Francis smiles a little. So little that you almost didn't see it at all.
"It's not. I just stay up for a very long time. If you like, I can bring you some milk sometime. It's refreshing, calms the nerves."
You bite your lip slightly when you have to refrain from a question.
What milk do you mean exactly?
My God, why were you just such a sucker for handsome men?
"I'd be delighted, Francis."
You talked to him for a while and you quickly forgot that you were actually going to call someone.Â
"I'd like to talk to you more, but I don't want to stop you from your work. I'll see you tomorrow, right, Reader?"
And you quickly forgot that you never told him your name.Â
You pressed the green button.
_
"Shh," whispered the voice of Francis next to your ear.Â
It was your third day, your third time to change shift.
Well, it usually would have been.
Your vision and mouth were blocked by the bloody hands of the doppelganger who claimed to be Francis.
He had killed the doorman, that should have taken over your shift.
You had to admit, that you were more than inconsiderate. After all, you didn't ask for his entry pass, nor the reason why he wasn't on today's list. Â
"I'll let you go now, yeah? No wrong move, okay?"
He laughed softly as he released his hands from you and turned your chair, so you were facing him.Â
"We don't want to hurt you, do we, Reader?"
The sentence shouldn't have given you hope, because after all, you were more than sure that you were going to die one way or another.
Maybe you should have shown a little resistance. For your honor, but....
Oh?
He is so close to you that you can practically feel his body heat. Or was it your own? Your face, despite your situation, was burning.Â
Even though he said he was letting you go, his hands ran over your body and you couldn't deny that it did something to you.Â
Were you so shameful?
"Actually, I wanted to wait, but I couldn't take it anymore.  I've been patient long enough, haven't I? It was so much work for me, to let you get this job."
You didn't know what to say. Honestly, you didn't know if you would even be able to answer him.Â
His breath touched your throat as he spoke, "I think I deserve this, don't I? What do you say, Reader? Do I deserve my reward?â
If you were going to die anyway, why not enjoy the last few minutes?
Regardless of whether he was a doppelganger, he had lived up to his title as "Mlikman" that night.
_
"You killed the real Francis Mosses?" you asked the next day.Â
Francis grins, almost so much so that his real form was threatening to show itself.
"Yes, of course. What would have happened if he had come before me? You would have sent the D.D.D. after me."
Well, he had a point, huh?
No matter how wrong it was, you were glad it didn't come to that.Â
You didn't know the real Francis Mosses. That's probably why his death was so insignificant to you.
"Have you killed more people?"
"Just more doppelgangers you let through."
Your eyes widened.Â
You were so sure you caught them all. The false success was the reason why you didn't quitâŠwell, it was one of the reasons.
"How many have I let through?"
Francis just continues to wear his smirk as he gives you a kiss on the forehead.
"Don't rack your pretty head over it, okay?"
You just nod, smiling.
"Are you going to kill others...?
You don't know why you added your next question. Probably because you wanted to feel special.Â
"Would you kill for me?"
"Hooooonn"
When you turn your gaze to his face, two white pupils stared at you and his grin is inhumanly wide and black.Â
You don't know if it's joyful or sadistic, but it definitely made you feel special.
_
Looking back, you made more than a few mistakes.Â
But honestly?Â
You don't regret a single one of them. After all, all of them have led to an all-too-familiar knock on your window.
When you look up, he waves, the milkman.Â
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Part Four: "I promise, I'll make this right."
- the jjk men promising to be a better partner for you after they forget your anniversary.Â
final written part of this smau series.
Pt 1: Toji, Nanami, Geto, and Sukuna
update: gojo, shiu and choso here
contains: angst to comfort
a/n: AHHHHH FINALLY!!!! here's part one! sorry for any mistakes!
thank you so much for being patient. I appreciate it. <3
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TOJIÂ
Before you can even knock on the door to Tojiâs house, it flies open. Five year-old Megumi drops his dog plushie and rushes to hug your legs, his body shaking as he looks up at you with teary eyes. âWhereâd you go? I was scared that you werenât coming back.âÂ
âAw, Gumi,â you sigh, reaching down to pick him up so you could hug him closer to you. âIâm sorry, honey.âÂ
âPlease donât leave,â he whimpers between sniffles. âMe, Tsumiki and Papa would be so sad. Heâs already sad. He was crying yesterday.âÂ
You knew it. You thought your mind was playing tricks on you when Toji came to see you yesterday, but you heard correctlyâhe was crying. Your heart aches at the utter fear in Megumiâs voice, and the way heâs clinging to you, like heâs certain that youâd disappear if he didnât. You had greatly underestimated how much you meant to him.
âMegs?! You canât just open the door for anyone! Itâs dangerousââ Toji gasps when he comes downstairs and sees you there, holding Megumi and comforting him. He stands there frozen, eyes wide with disbelief.Â
One look at his eyes confirms what you heard last night. They were a little red and slightly puffy.
âSweetheart,â you whisper to the boy in your arms, âI need to talk to your dad, alright? Why donât you head back inside?âÂ
He nods, and you set him on his feet. âSorry, Papa,â he mutters to Toji as he uses his sleeve to wipe his eyes.Â
Toji smiles softly at him and ruffles his spiky hair. âItâs okay.âÂ
Once Megumi is inside, you and Toji stand next to each other on the porch. You think about what lifeâs been like the last few days. The anger, the arguing. The hurt. Perhaps this was the hardest partâaccepting that you canât keep pretending that everything is alright, no matter how much you love Toji.Â
A warm, comforting hand intertwined with yours, and it shakes you from your thoughts. âWe have to talk about this,â Toji starts. âI canât let this happen.âÂ
You exhale. âToji.âÂ
âI do not care what needs to be done. Iâll do it,â he says, his voice thick with determination.
You glare at him. âI meant it when I said that Iâm tired.âÂ
âAnd I meant it when I said that Iâm not letting you walk away,â he bites back, then takes a small, shaky breath. âYes, I was crying yesterday,â he admits. âI was crying because youâre considering leaving me, and it terrifies me so much more than I thought it does. Treating you like you donât matter to me by always hanging out with my friends, along with forgetting our anniversary is such a shitty thing to do, and I know that thereâs nothing I can do or say to undo that.â He then squeezes your hand gently, desperately. âBut Iâm going to try to make it right by keeping my promise to you and being a better man for you.âÂ
You want to say something, but your eyes pool with tears, so you face the ground instead. Itâs so frustrating. You want this to work. You love him, and walking away from him will destroy you, but you also didnât know if it could work. What if he chooses his friends again? What if he continues forgetting you? What if none of this is worth it andâ
âLook at me.â His voice is soft, yet firm.
You shake your head.Â
âBaby, please, look at me.âÂ
You muster the strength to meet his eyes, and his thumbs tenderly swipe underneath yours to wipe away the tears. âIâm sorry,â he whispers, slightly leaning forward so your foreheads are touching. âIâm so sorry. I swear to you, Iâll never do this shit to you again.â
Youâre quiet for a while, then you tell him, âIf it does happen again, then Iâm done.âÂ
âDeal.âÂ
He pulls you to him, and you feel his body relaxing into yours. When you hear him sniffle, you begin to pull back, but he only holds you tighter. Heâs crying again, and he doesnât want you to see. âNo,â he tells you in a quivering whisper. âJust let me hold you for a minute.âÂ
âToji-âÂ
âI wouldnât know what to do with myself if you disappeared. Not to mention figure out a way to break it down to Megumi and Tsumiki.â At the mention of his kids, he sniffles again. âEspecially Megumi. Fuck, if you left, I donât think heâd ever forgive me, or smile again. You make him so happy and comfortable.âÂ
You let him take his time, and relax your head on his shoulder. Once heâs calm again, he pulls away to look at you. âGive me a day to find a new restaurant for our anniversary, and find a babysitter for the kids. Then, I have a surprise for you.â
âA surprise?âÂ
âYes. Iâm going all out to make this up to you. Youâre crazy if you think all youâre getting is a dinner after I fucked up this badly.â
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NANAMI
Though you were super upset with him, you still dreamed of Kento. You dreamed of hefty, detailed conversations that werenât rushed, long walks along the sandy beaches of Malaysia, private moments that had no chance of being interrupted, and plenty of time to do nothing at all.Â
When you awoke from your dreams and remembered that he made the decision to spend his only free moment with Shoko and not you on your anniversary, your heart ached brutally within your chest. Is this how it was going to be forever? Are you going to spend your entire relationship wishing to be with him rather than actually spending time with him?Â
You know that you have to talk to him; youâre just unsure of what youâre going to say. A part of you has accepted that Kento Nanami is simply too busy for a relationship with you, and that heâd rather spend his limited free time relaxing.Â
You sit in your car, which is parked outside of the house that you and Kento share. Maybe it was best for you two to split ways. You could break the news, then move out within a month. You have plenty of money in your savings, and resources to help you find a new place fast.Â
Okay, you think to yourself. Time to go. You exit your car, then walk in towards the front door, your hands shaking while reaching for your keys. When you finally unlock the door and step inside, you stop in your tracks. The living room of your house is beautifully decorated with red and gold balloons and streamers, and thereâs rose petals sprinkled on the floor. On the table, thereâs a massive, luxurious bouquet of roses in a glass vase, and a box of chocolate covered fruit next to it. Thereâs also various gift bags neatly arranged on the couch and the floor.Â
You expected this.Â
âLove, is that you?â You hear Kentoâs voice come from the kitchen, and then he appears in the doorway, his shoulders slumping when he sees you. Heâs holding another gift bag, and it looks like he was getting ready to place it with the rest.Â
âKento, I-âÂ
âNo, sweetheart, please.â He sighs, then walks over to you. âPlease allow me to explain myself.âÂ
âThereâs nothing that needs to be explained. You missed our anniversary.âÂ
He grabs your hand when you start walking in the other direction. âAnd Iâm so sorry for it. Iâm extremely disappointed in myself for missing the dinner you had planned. I promise-âÂ
âYeah, thatâs the thing, Kento. You keep promising, but you never deliver on those promises!â You snap, whirling around to face him. âYou promise me that youâre going to work less so we can spend time together, but you never do. You promise me that things are going to change, but they never do. You promised me one night, which was all I wanted, and you missed it. I took care of everything else so all you had to do was just show up, but even that was too much for you!âÂ
Kento goes quiet, his honey brown eyes full of desperation as he squeezes your hand gently. âI know,â he says softly. âYouâre right. Iâve made promises, and I never delivered. Itâs incredibly selfish to ask for more when youâve already given so much without me returning any of it. It got so bad to the point where you believe that asking for one night is asking for too much, even though you deserve far more than that. I understand all of it, love, and I know why you feel like a break-up is the only option, but⊠I canât let you go. Iâd be so lost without you. Keeping you requires change, and Iâm going to change things, starting now, if you grant me another chance.â
When you donât answer, he continues, âYouâve been gone for so long. I spent hours sitting here, right on this couch, waiting for you to walk through the door. I was beginning to think that you wouldnât. I felt sick, and I couldnât sleep. I donât want to get used to you not being here anymore. I donât want to live a life where youâre not here by my side. I love you. Iâm so sorry for taking you for granted. I have a lot to prove to you, and if you give me another chance, Iâll do it, no matter how long it might take. I won your heart once, and Iâll win it again.âÂ
Youâre still quiet, but Kento doesnât press you. Instead, he brings your hand to his mouth and places a light kiss on it. âI have two months off,â he says softly. âCome to Malaysia with me.âÂ
That surprises you. You blink in shock, then meet his eyes. âWhat??? Is two months even possible? But Kento, what about your job? Isnât there something big happening in Shibuya?âÂ
âI told Yaga that I needed time off, so I got unassigned from that. Since I have had plenty of PTO earned over the years, itâs no problem,â he says simply, then gestures to the room full of presents. âGifts mean nothing when what you crave the most is time with me. So, I want to give you that, like I shouldâve done so long ago. Come to Malaysia with me, and Iâll earn you back there. Just me and you. No sorcerer stuff, no students, no interruptions.âÂ
âBut-âÂ
âSweetheart.â His voice is slightly shaky. âI always keep saying how Iâd be spending more time with you after just one more mission.â His eyes drift downward. âBut as a sorcerer, thereâs no guarantee that Iâll come home every single time. There might be a mission where I donât make it back, and Iâll regret all of the time I didnât get to spend with you.âÂ
Your heart suddenly feels heavy. You hate talking about this stuff with him. You canât imagine getting a phone call and hearing that he died on a mission. However, heâs right. There isnât a guarantee, and you would be stupid to think that there is.Â
He strokes your cheek tenderly, and it pulls you back to reality. âCome with me,â he says. âLet it be the start of me not only making this up to you, but also changing like I talked about earlier.âÂ
Time alone, completely uninterrupted. Itâs all you ever wanted. You know that it would take time to return to good terms, but like he said, itâs a start.Â
âOkay,â you say, and he sighs in relief before pulling you into his arms. âThank you,â he whispers. âI promise, I wonât mess this up.â
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GETO
Shoko lightly taps your shoulder, and it snaps you from your daydream. You look up at her, and she takes the cold cup of coffee from your arms. âYouâre spaced out,â she says. âItâs obvious that youâre not going to drink this.âÂ
âSorry,â you mumble.Â
âDonât apologize. These last few days have been hard for you.â Shoko disposes of the coffee, then begins washing the mug. âHave you talked to him since?âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âWell, what are you thinking?âÂ
For the millionth time, you reread the last few messages between you and Suguru. He was right about you not trusting him, and it seemed like he took accountability for his actions. However, youâre still hurt. You think youâre going to be hurt about this for a very, very long time. Just thinking about how you spent a while at the restaurant anxiously checking the time, waiting for him to show up, has you falling silent again.Â
âHey,â Shoko sighs as she rubs your back. âItâs alright if you donât know right now. You might have an answer when you see him-âÂ
A sudden knock at the door has both of you straightening up. Your eyebrows furrow, and you point towards the door. âDid you text him?âÂ
âNo. I was just about to ask you that,â she says.Â
You two approach the door, and you hear voices coming from the other side of it.Â
âSatoru, this is a bad idea. She said that she-âÂ
âLalalalala! Iâm not listening!âÂ
âSatoru.âÂ
âLook, I donât care! You shouldâve done this days ago after forgetting the damn anniversary, dumbass. Me, Nanako, and Mimiko are tired of listening to you cryinâ in the shower.âÂ
Shoko facepalms. âIdiots. Both of them.â She opens the door, and Satoru grins, his blue eyes glimmering from behind his glasses. âWell, look who it is!âÂ
Suguru, your boyfriend, is nervously scratching the back of his head. You can tell he wants to say something, but doesnât know what. Shoko looks over at you, and you nod that itâs okay. She nods in return, then pokes Satoruâs chest. âCâmon, letâs walk up the street to the bakery and give them a minute.âÂ
âYes!â Satoru cheers, then waves at you before shoving Suguru inside and closing the door to Shokoâs apartment behind him.Â
Suguru groans in annoyance. âIâm sorry. I know you needed time, but that asshole teleported us here before I could even-âÂ
âItâs okay,â you tell him as you sit on the couch. Half a minute later, he hesitantly sits next to you, relaxing into the cushion when he sees that you donât move away from him.Â
âAngel,â he starts, and like always, your heart jumps at the nickname. âIâm so sorry that I did this to you.âÂ
You wave him off. âSuguru, youâve apologized enough.â
âNo, youâre saying that because youâre drained. Thereâs no way I can apologize enough for missing our anniversary. I donât blame you for being upset or for contemplating a break-up. Anyone would. Thatâs why I told you that Iâm willing to earn your trust back. Itâs going to take a lot, and Iâm okay with that, if youâre willing to give me another chance.âÂ
âBut what if this is nothing but a waste of time?â You ask.Â
He sits up, determined. âIt wonât be. I wonât let this happen again.â When you donât reply, he places his hand on top of yours. âI missed you. Every day, Nanako and Mimiko asked about you. Our little home isnât the same without you there. Iâm so sorry that I missed your dinner. If you give me another chance, Iâll do better.â
Without even knowing, you lace your fingers with his. Though youâre mad at him, youâve also missed him. But, you miss the Suguru who spent so much time with you towards the beginning of your relationship. You wondered if youâd ever see him again.Â
âHey.â You look towards Suguru, and he brushes his thumb over yours. âYou know that I wonât force or pressure you,â he says calmly, even though his voice shakes. âI messed up badly and hurt you. If you truly want to end this, I understand, but-âÂ
âSuguru,â you cut him off loudly. âI just want my boyfriend to choose me as often as he chooses his friends. It feels like you only consider me when theyâre not available, and it got so bad that you forgot our anniversary.âÂ
âAnd Iâll do that, and so much more,â he says firmly. âI know that I promised you before to spend more time with you. Thereâs so much that I need to make up to you.âÂ
More promises. Though youâre hopeful, youâre also nervous.Â
âIf I mess up this badly again, Iâll let you go. I wonât argue, I wonât fight it,â he proposes.Â
âAlright,â you mumble. âOne chance.âÂ
âAll I need. Thank you.â Suguru carefully grabs your wrist, then tugs you into his arms. You breathe in his scent, and your body settles comfortably into his.Â
âDonât make me regret this, Suguru Geto.âÂ
âI wonât. Now come on, I have some promises to keep.â
You text Shoko that youâre locking up her apartment when you and Suguru leave, then you let Suguru take you outside.
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SUKUNA
Itâs well after midnight when you return to Sukunaâs estate. You walk the familiar hallways until you find your way to the garden. You sit on the dewy grass, and exhale slowly, enjoying the night air.Â
You donât go looking for him. You know that heâll sense you here and come find you.Â
The tiny bursts of light get your attention. Fireflies. He was right, they are out. You were surprised when Ryomen Sukuna told you that he remembered your love for them. After he forgot your anniversary, you were convinced that he just simply didnât care about you, especially when he said that he only remembered things that were important to him.Â
Suddenly, the air around you thickens as you sense his presence. Heâs here.Â
âYouâre back,â Sukuna says from behind you. He sounds a bit uncertain.Â
âNo point in staying out forever,â you reply flatly.Â
He doesnât respond. He joins you on the ground, and you feel him watching you closely. You stare at the ground, your fingers lightly stroking the blades of grass.Â
âBut if I did decide to stay away,â you start, still facing the grass, âwould you have let me go?âÂ
âNot if there was a possibility of earning another chance.âÂ
You finally look up at him, and before you can say another word, he gently puts a finger to your lips. âYou are here, so Iâd rather not waste time talking about hypothetical situations where you are not here.â
You shrug, then look away again. Truthfully, you didnât know what to expect when coming back here. The King of Curses was anything but an easy partner to have a relationship with. You didnât know why you, a mere sorcerer, loved him, but you did; so much and so deeply that it hurt to breathe sometimes. You know that he sees nearly everyone beneath him, but you thought that he at least respected you enough to show up for the dinner you planned. Maybe youâre foolish for returning.
âI hated every second that you were gone,â he says. Usually, Sukuna doesnât admit to anything like that. It feels nice hearing it. âThis place is so quiet without you.âÂ
A breeze blows in the garden, and itâs chilly enough to make you shiver and wrap your arms around yourself. Sukuna uses an arm to pull you closer, and you settle into his warm body with a small, relieved sigh. Your back falls against his chest, and you feel his chin rest atop your head.Â
âThere is something I havenât told you,â he mutters.
âWhat is it?âÂ
âA year ago, right here in this spot, I realized that it was love.â Your eyes slightly widen, but you donât stop him. âYou were watching the fireflies and explaining some memories you had about them from your childhood. So simple and so harmless, yet it felt like my entire soul had shifted when I finally figured it out. Then it hit me again when I watched you play with Yuuji in the rain, then once more when I held your hand while you slept. It also hit me when you left, and I spent the last few nights feeling your soul tremble as you cried, knowing that I caused it.âÂ
Sukuna gives your shoulder a little squeeze, then fully wraps his arms around you. âPerhaps if I had told you these discoveries of mine the moment I had them,â he explains, âthen you would have never questioned your importance. You have no idea how much you mean because I have not told you. That, in addition to this situation, is my fault.â
Something within you cracks, and a new wave of tears rush to your eyes. You blink them away, deciding that youâve cried enough in the last few days.Â
âForgive me, petal,â he whispers. âI know you believe that I missed the dinner you planned on purpose so I could hurt you, but that is not true. It will never happen again. You have my word.â
When you tilt your head up to look up at him, youâre met with his gorgeous, crimson eyes. Your king was evil, no doubt, but you always believed that he was the most beautiful being youâve ever laid your eyes on. You nod once, and he presses a kiss to your forehead.Â
âCome with me,â he tells you.Â
âWhere are we going?âÂ
He stands up, then lifts you into his arms. âYou need to rest, and I would like for you to do so with me so I can have you close. Then tomorrow, I will begin to make this up to you, like I promised.â As he carries you inside, you rest your head against his shoulder. âHappy anniversary, petal.âÂ
Finally, you smile. âHappy anniversary, Ryomen.â
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Unexpected Surprises
Summary: Logan x Fe!Reader -> Finding out your pregnant is one thing, having Logan know before you is another.
Disclaimer: Mostly fluff, descriptions of giving birth, Logan's senses are at their full power. He's also read the books. One swear word here and there. Not Proof Read.
If someone had told you, even yesterday, that you would be sitting inside your bathroom with Logan sitting against your sink counter, waiting for a pregnancy test to show you a result he already knewâŠ
You wouldnât have believed them.Â
They could have been cursed to tell the truth their entire lives and you still wouldnât have believed them.Â
Because it was baffling to you.Â
And it had all started because Logan - of all people - knew you were pregnant.Â
It had all started several weeks ago when you had met the team under the school inside Jean Greyâs lab. The others had been talking when you had arrived and slid in to stand beside Logan.Â
After a moment, he sniffed.Â
âWhat is it?â
âHave you changed your shower gel?â
You looked at him with a bewildered look. âNo, why?â
âYou smell different.â
âI donât know how comfortable I am knowing you can smell me.â You said, looking up at him. You knew it was a part of his mutation; heightened senses, but it still caught you off guard every now and then.Â
Logan shrugged. âI can always smell you.â
From there, you both turned to find out why youâd been called down to the lab.Â
Over the next couple of weeks, Logan noticed a change in you.Â
You started napping.Â
For the average person, taking a nap in the middle of the day wasnât unheard of. But for you, someone who practically lived off four to five hours a night of sleep, constantly running around the place doing things, unable to sit still long enough to even think about taking a napâŠ.
It was unheard of.Â
First it had been in the living room on the sofa whilst the kids were either out or in their rooms before theyâd get called for dinner. Then in the library, the hallway on the window seat bench, the kitchen. And Logan hadnât been the only one to find you napping.Â
But he was the only one to move you from where you were and into your bedroom.Â
And each day your scent was getting stronger.Â
For the life of him he couldnât put his finger on it. He had asked Jean about it but since you hadnât come to her, or hadnât seemed unlike your normal self, she didnât see anything to worry about.Â
Maybe your body was just finally making you listen and telling you to rest.Â
But as of a week ago, you had been throwing up every meal you had. But you didnât feel sick. Save for the twenty minutes before and after throwing up. Most of the time you felt hungry and nauseous at the same time.Â
Except, youâd kept the fact you kept puking to yourself. Until a morning meeting before classes were about to start.Â
âExcuse me, just a second-â
You just about managed to get out of the door and down the hallway before throwing up the toilet lid and emptying your breakfast back into the water.Â
Everyone looked around concerned and Jean was about to follow you when Logan caught her by the door. âLet me.â
Logan seemed to know something the others didnât.Â
âIs she okay?â
Logan nodded, looking around before finding Charles. âSheâs fine,â he replied, turning back to Jean.Â
âIâll be back in a minute.â
Closing the door behind him, Logan found you in the staff bathroom, the door unlocked.Â
Knocking on, he heard you take a breath before flushing the toilet and putting the lid back down. He slowly entered before closing the door behind him and looking at you as you sat on the lid of the toilet seat.Â
âHere,â Logan grabbed a fresh flannel and ran it under the tap before handing it to you and crouching on the floor so he could see you.Â
âThanks.â You took the flannel from him and placed it over your face, wiping it down before folding it over and running it down the back of your neck. âTwo weeks. Two weeks and I canât keep a meal down, but I feel normal.â
âThere might be an explanation for that.â
Then you felt yourself starting to cry.Â
You never cried.Â
At least, Logan had never seen you cry.Â
âI donât know whatâs wrong with me. One minute Iâm flushed and wanting to throw up my internal organs, the next I was to sleep for a decade and eat nothing but sugar. Maybe Iâm coming onto my period.â
âYouâre not.â
You threw the flannel into the sink before looking at Logan. âWhat?â
âYouâre not coming onto your period. Youâre pregnant, Y/n.â
âExcuse me?â
Logan sighed. âI canâŠsmell it. Your hormonal changes. And it would explain the tiredness, and the puking your guts up every five seconds. And the emotions.â
You just stared at Logan. âWhat?â
âIf you donât believe me, take a test. Maybe Iâm wrong-â
âYou are.â You told him. âI canât be pregnant. When would I have had-â
Logan raised an eyebrow at you as if to say, âYou really donât remember?â
You looked up, away from him and towards the door, doing the maths in your head.Â
âI canâtâŠ.no. No, I canât be pregnant.â
âLook,â Logan began. âAt least take a test. Just to be sure. I could be wrongâŠbut I donât think I am.â
The next day Logan drove you into the town and towards the local pharmacy.Â
Sitting out in the car, you unbuckled your seat belt and looked at the door before turning to Logan. âWill you come in with me?â
And he did. Without question.Â
Spending a few minutes searching for the tests, Logan found them and handed one over to you. âCan tell as early asâŠâ He read the box. âFive weeks.â
You nodded before looking back at the shelf, grabbing a different box of a different brand, just to be safe. At the counter, the cashier rang up both boxes for you. Neither you or Logan missed the light smile on her face as she looked between the two of you. However, the cashier missed the slightly awkward shift from Logan as he realised what she was doing and he somehow moved both closer to you and away from you at the same time.Â
âThatâll be seven, ninety five.â
You handed over a ten dollar bill and collected your change. Both yourself and Logan thanked her before shuffling away from the counter, Logan looking behind him as he opened up the door for you, finding the cashier smiling and waving you out.Â
By the time you both got home, you found a note on the desk in the hallway from Xavier. They had taken the kids out on a school trip to the museum. They should be back by dinner.Â
So that left you and Logan alone to stand inside your bathroom, avoiding looking at the two tests on the counter.Â
âI still think itâs weird you can smell the change.â You said out loud, sat on the toilet seat, your hands interlocked with each other. âI meanâŠwhat does it even smell like?â
You unlocked your hands and pressed them between your knees, turning to look up at him as he leaned against your sink counter.Â
Logan seemed a little out of it, his head somewhere else for a moment as his eyes remained fixed on the skirting board whilst he brushed a hand repeatedly across his face.Â
âHuh?â He snapped out of it, brushing his face one last time before moving his hands so they were against the cold counter before crossing his feet and crossing his arms once more. âOh, uh, I donât know, Itâs just different.â
âLike a bad different?â You asked.Â
âJustâŠstronger, I guess. Why do you even want to know? I thought you found it weird?â
You nodded. âI do. But you canât tell me youâve got questions for things you find weird.â
Logan looked at you. âWhat? Like your ability to watch a serial killer documentary before you go to bed, yet you wonât watch horror movies?â
âI knew you found that weird!â
Logan nodded. âThatâs because it is. Scott isnât allowed near you in the month of October because you said he watches too many scary movies.â
âI can see it in his aura. Being near Scott in the month of October is like putting you next to a magnet and hoping you donât get stuck to it. Horror movies scare me any time of year, itâs just stronger in October. And Scott watches too many.â
âWho knew the woman who used to work for the FBI, doesnât like horror movies?â
âTechnically, I worked in the labs. Not the field.â
âStill. FBI thatâs afraid of a couple jumpscares on a set full of actors. Kind of ironic if you ask me.â
âOh, please.â You replied, turned back to looking at the door. âYouâre just as scared of them. Donât think I didnât spot the claw shaped holes in the pillow from last Halloween.â
From the corner of your eye, you saw Logan squirm.Â
âHow long is left on this thing anyway?â
You looked at your phone. âTwenty seconds.â
You both watched as the timer went off before looking at each other. âReady?â
It took you a second, but you finally nodded and Logan stood back up straight. As did you before pulling the face down tests from the counter.Â
Logan stood behind you, his hand absentmindedly coming to your hip as he looked over your shoulder. You closed your eyes before turning them round and took another second before finally opening them.Â
It felt like the wind had been knocked out of you.Â
Two lines.Â
Both tests.Â
Two, vibrant, clear from space, lines.Â
And despite him being the first to know, everything suddenly felt a lot more real for Logan.Â
âOh my god,â you breathed out before you felt yourself starting to cry again. âOh my god.â
You looked at Logan through the mirror before turning around and his arms wrapped themselves around you as you stood on your tiptoes to bury your face into his neck.Â
âWhat do you need? Tell me what you need.â
You set yourself back on your feet, your eyes locked on Loganâs chest. âSleep? I think.â
Logan smiled a little and brushed the hair out of your face, kissing your forehead. âOkay.â
âLogan?â
âYeah?â
âWill youâŠâ The question disappeared. âStay with me.â
With his eyes fixed on yours, Logan nodded.Â
Laying down beside you, his arms wrapped around you whilst your legs tangled with his. And for a moment, he was transported back almost nine weeks ago when you and him had finally crossed the one line you both swore youâd never cross with each other, in a motel room, just off the highway leading back into New York.Â
Neither of you woke up until a few hours later where you found yourself lay on your side, Loganâs arm around your middle with his hand gently pressed to your belly, whilst he remained behind you, a little more on his front, his face half buried in his pillow.Â
Having felt you move, Logan stirred awake for a moment to fully turn onto his side. But you just kept looking at him.Â
Just like you had done almost ten weeks ago when you watched the sunlight that was beginning to peek through the curtains that never just quite shut all the way, dance across his bed-ridden hair and over the muscles in his back, ghosting over where the sheet was draped over his bottom half.
And just like then, you brushed a few of the stray hairs from his face, watching his too tired muscles unable to fight off the smile on his face whilst his hand came up and held yours against him for a moment before he kissed the centre of your palm.Â
âWhat time is it?â
âA little after fourâŠI think. I donât think the others are back yet.â
âI think weâd know if they were.â Logan joked a little before gazing at you. âHow are you feeling?â
âBetter, I think. A little less sick.â
âGood.â
You nodded for a moment before looking back at Logan. âI think I want to do this.â
Logan gave you a questioning look for a moment. âAre you sure?â
You nodded. âIâm sure. If you donât want to-â
âI want to.â
It wasnât ever a second thought for Logan when he had come to terms with you being pregnant, as well as him being the first to know. He would have supported any decision you made, but he couldnât help but feel a little more than happy when you confirmed his question.Â
He had been in love with you ever since you had splattered midnight spaghetti sauce on your face from when you had slurped spaghetti. He had chuckled and wiped a spot from your chin with his thumb.Â
Of course, he wasnât blind.
He had always found you attractive since he first met you, but becoming your friend and falling in love with you two years later over a bowl of spaghetti as you graded papersâŠthat was something he could have only ever dreamed of.Â
That night, he thought about kissing you. But promised himself he wouldnât. He couldnât. You were both friends.Â
And when you both almost kissed after having stepped into him whilst you were both outside looking for logs to put on the fire pit outside, he had a strong feeling you felt what he was feeling, too.Â
But fearâŠstopped you both.Â
And Rogueâs voice from shouting for you both since youâd both been gone ten minutes longer than you had planned.Â
But that night in the motel room.Â
Neither of you could deny it anymore. And there was no one around to interrupt.Â
Maybe both of you wished it had happened a lot more smoothly. But neither of you could deny you werenât not happy about what had happened.Â
âYou want to?â You rallied his words back to him, trying not to smile too much.Â
Logan nodded. âI want to.â
âGood.â
âGood.â
âOne thing,â you said. âWhat do we tell the others?â
âYou didnât tell anyone what happened?â
You shook your head. âNo. Work kinda got in the way.â
Which it did. A few hours after the motel, you had both gotten a call to get back to the school as quickly as you could. And work got too busy, neither you or Logan had time to talk about what happened and before you both knew it, it got too late to mention it again.
âDid you?â
Logan shook his head. âNo.â
âThis is gonna be a shock to their system.â
You nodded in agreement. âMaybe we donât tell them so soon. At least wait until the twelve week scan.â
âAgreed. Accept-â
âJeanâs got to know.â
Logan nodded and clicked his teeth.Â
âBut we can trust her. Maybe weâll just have to corner her in her lab before she and Scott have lunch together.â
Logan nodded. âGood idea. Does the lab even have a sonogram machine?â
You reeled back a little. âLoganâŠâ
âWhat? I might haveâŠreadâŠa couple of books.â
You could help but smile. âYou read books? On pregnancy?â
 Logan shrugged, once again trying to hide his smile. âHad to know if I was right about you being pregnant. And if I was, I wanted to knowâŠwhat to expect. Just because Iâm nearly 200 years old doesnât mean I know what Iâm doing.â
âAnd the entire world takes a sigh of relief. Even the oldest man in the world doesn't know what heâs doing. Maybe we donât have to have it all figured out right now.â
Logan smiled, his hand pressing gently against the bottom of your back, pulling you closer to him. âMaybe we donât.â
âBut weâre gonna do this together?â
Logan gave you a nod and smiled. âWeâre gonna do this together.â
By the time the others got back, Logan was on cooking duty since the smell of everything was sending you into waves of sickness once again, until Logan handed you a small bag of sweets with a couple of pretzels inside that helped curb your cravings and settled the sickness.Â
And, just like you had said, you found Jean in her lab just a little after Scott had left and told her what she needed to know.Â
Within moments she had you lay on the examination table and Logan wheeled a chair over to be by your side whilst she scanned your stomach to find your uterus.Â
âHave to say, you two took your time.â
âHuh?â
Jean smiled. âRogue was sure something had happened that night at the firepit when she went to find you two. When she finds out sheâs gonna be thrilled something did finally happen.â
You and Logan looked at each other. âOther than RogueâŠhow many people think thatâŠâ
âYou two would finally stop being idiots and do something about it?â Jean clicked a couple of buttons on the monitor. âEveryone.â
âEveryone?!â
Jean smiled. âYep. And now theyâre gonna be thrilled. Take a look.â
Jean explained what you were looking at. âSee, here their head, and their feet. They look pretty comfortable there, tucked up nice and cosy.âÂ
Jean did a couple other things whilst you and Logan looked at the screen, Loganâs hand taking yours in his before he kissed your palm again.Â
âWowâŠsheâs so small.â
You looked at Logan with a smile, and tears in your eyes. âWhat makes you so certain it's a girl?â
Logan shrugged. âI just do.â
Squeezing his hand, you smiled and looked back at the monitor.Â
âIâd put you at about a little over nine weeks. We should be able to hear a heartbeat.â
You looked a little shocked, not expecting to hear a heartbeat so soon. But Jean found it andâŠyou breathed. Or maybe you held it. You werenât quite sure.Â
âStay still,â Jean laughed a little.Â
âSorry,â you apologised.Â
Logan held onto your hand, tears forming in his own eyes. But for two reasons. One; finally being close to you, seeing your baby and hearing their heartbeat. And two; the small thumping Logan had heard every time he was around you, almost like an echo of your own â or maybe his â had been your baby.Â
The baby you were having together.Â
He had been hearing their heartbeat for almost a week.Â
âLoganâŠthatâs our baby.â
There was no stopping his smile. âThatâs our baby.â
With his other hand at the back of your head, his thumb making familiar strokes back and forth, he kissed you and you squeezed his hand a little tighter, never wanting to let go.Â
âIâll set this recording for you and print off a couple of pictures. Congratulations guys. Youâve got a very healthy baby.â
Jean did as she said she would and by the time you were clean of the gel and sat back up with Logan standing by your side, Jean gave you a couple of information booklets.Â
âI think Loganâs already got most of it covered,â you said with a smile, catching his slightly sheepish look. âBut thank you.â
Jean hugged both of you. âCongrats guys, and donât worry. They wonât hear anything from me.â
You smiled. âThank you.â
By the time you both got back to your room, you had one picture, as did Logan however the third one, Logan kept looking at.Â
Without saying anything, you both came to an agreement and it wasnât long before you found who you were looking for.Â
Closing the library door, you checked all the spaces before confirming both yourself, Logan and Rogue were alone.Â
âWhatâs going on?â
Coming to a stand, Rogue stood in front of Logan and you rounded the table to stand beside him.Â
He held out the picture. âWe wanted to give you this. Figured you should be the first to knowâŠapart from Jean.â
Rogue took the photo in her hands from Logan, it taking a minute before it all finally clicked in her head and confirmed what she was looking at.Â
Baby Y/L/N HOWLETT printed in bold white ink in the corner.Â
Rogue burst into a smile and let out a small laugh before hugging both of you quickly. âOh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god!â
âBut you canât tell anyone.â Logan told her. âAt least not yet.â
Rogue shook her head. âI-I wonât. I promise. Oh my god!â
She hugged you both again before stepping back.Â
âI knew something was going on between you two! Congrats, guys! Oh, my god! This is justâŠincredible. Insane.â Then she calmed down for a moment. âThank you for telling me.â
Logan shrugged. âFigured the kidâs Aunt would want to know first.â
Rogue smiled even brighter and then looked down at the picture lovingly. âWhen do you find out the gender?â
âIn a couple of weeks,â you smiled, holding onto Loganâs hand and arm. âBut he thinks itâs a girl.â
âYou do?â Rogue asked, with a smile still prominent on her face. âYou two are gonna make the best parents.â
âThank you.â
âThanks, Kid.â
And she was right.Â
As was Logan when, only a few weeks later, Jean confirmed that you both were in fact going to be the proud parents of a baby girl.Â
And by the time it came round to you giving birth, you may have bruised Loganâs hand as well as scared Scott into never watching a horror movie where a woman gives birth, ever again.Â
Bobby had been the first to find you when you went into labour. You were hunched over the counter in the kitchen, holding onto your belly.Â
âY/n, are you okay?â
You managed to shake your head. âNo.â
Then your waters broke.Â
âOh, uh, okay. Okay. Rogue!â
Practically sliding around the door, Rogue saw what was happening. âOh, crap. Okay. Bobby, go and find Logan.â
âDo you know where he is?âÂ
âHeâsâŠâ you grunted through the pain. Jean had warned you that having a baby with one mutant parent might speed things along, but two?Â
As you had gathered from Jeanâs easy let downâŠ
You were fucked.Â
âUgh.â You grunted. âHeâsâŠheâs out in the gardensâŠthey had troubleâŠahhâŠthey had trouble movingâŠâ
âJust breathe.â Rogue assured you. âBobby, go.â
And he did.Â
âOkay, weâre gonna get you downstairs. Iâll call Jean.â
Twenty minutes later, Jean was back from her store run and rushed inside the school only to nearly collide into Logan.Â
âWhere is she? I canât find her.â
âRogue helped her down to the lab.â
When Jean and Logan finally ran inside, they found you bracing yourself on the bed as Rogue rubbed up and down your back and you felt the pain kick up a notch.Â
âTheyâre here! Theyâre here. Logan.â
Logan was already on it, replacing Rogueâs hand with his own in yours. âWhere the hell were you?â
âI could ask you the same thing.â
âHowâs your pain?â Jean asked, walking back inside in her scrubs.Â
âEver been kicked by a horse in your pelvis?â
Another contraction started up and as you held onto Loganâs hand, you braced yourself on his other arm.Â
Jean gave a hidden laugh from your comment and started setting everything up.Â
âJust tell me when the pain stops and we can get you moved onto the bed.â
It took a moment but eventually it slowed and, with Loganâs help, you got into the hospital bed and Jean checked you over.Â
It was a few more hours before you were ready to push.Â
âNo, I canât. It hurts.â
âJust a few more pushes. Come on, you can do it.â
Logan held onto your hand whilst his other arm supported you around your shoulders and back. âYou can do it. Just a couple more and itâll be over.â
You groaned. âWhy canât we be seahorses? The males have to push and theyâre only pregnant for ten days.â
Logan could help but laugh a little. âWe can always get Chuck to come down and narrate this. Heâs no David Attenbourogh but he is English.â
âOh, shut up.â You laughed a little. âDonât make me laugh. Iâm in enough pain as it is.â
Another contraction started up and you began to push again.Â
âThatâs it! GoodâŠjust a little longer.â
Fifteen minutes later the room was filled with the cries of a newborn baby girl and you felt yourself cry a sigh of relief, joy and worry.Â
âYou did it, honey.â Logan kissed your temple. âYou did it.â
âWhere is she? Is she okay?â
Jean smiled and nodded. âSheâs perfect. Dad? Want to do the honours?â
Logan kissed you and walked over towards Jean, his hands trailing away from yours before reaching for the scissors Jean handed him.Â
Cutting the cord, Jean hurried to weigh and measure your daughter as quickly as she could before handing her over to you for skin to skin contact.Â
âOh my god, sheâs beautiful.â
Logan was crying tears of happiness. âShe looks just like her Momma.â
âCongrats, you guys.â
âThank you.âÂ
You couldnât take your eyes off of her. She wasâŠeverything.Â
Logan sat beside you on the bed, his arm above your head and the other around both of you. He saw you in her, but you saw him.Â
âYou guys picked a name yet?â Jean asked, standing on the other side of the bed, the camera by her side from where sheâs taken a couple of photos already.Â
Both yourself and Logan had been quiet about the names you had picked.Â
âWe havenât decided yet.â Logan told her, his eyes never leaving his daughter.Â
âBut whatever it is, Marie is going to be her middle name.â
Jean smiled and took yet another picture. Everyone had been waiting years for this moment, for you and Logan to finally get together, for you both finally to realise you were both always meant to be, even before either of you knew it.
They were going to want pictures to keep forever of this moment.Â
As were you two.Â
And the ones Jean took were just the first of many to be taken, from everyone holding her beside you and Logan, to the big family photo with her in Loganâs arms, to the one you would always keep by your bedside of Logan holding his daughter for the first time. To birthdayâs, Christmases, Easter, family dinners, first steps, first words.Â
The others that made a small collection in your memory box for her, where sheâs learning to walk, holding onto Loganâs fingers, climbing up her dad and going over his shoulder, finding easter eggs with Logan and Rogue, sitting in Xavierâs lap at his desk, learning to bake for the first time â a picture you didnât know existed until you found it in the small box Logan had been keeping. He had taken the picture of you and her when you werenât looking and had multiple copies.Â
There was a picture of every moment and every memory that both of you would always treasure forever.Â
And even when the sleepless nights felt endless, neither of you wanted to change it for the world.
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buried alive | S.R.
in which the BAU races against the clock to rescue you from a killer team
who? spencer reid x fem!BAU!reader
category: angsty
content warnings: kidnapping, case stuff (murder yk), suffocation, being buried alive, hospitals, blood, nausea, CPR, funerals, use of pet names, guns, and drugs. i think that's all.
word count: 2.9k
a/n: okay, so i've been reading so much spencer fanfic and i started writing it and yesterday i realized i have 20 fics written and they're doing no one any good just sitting on my computer. i decided to finally try posting one. i wrote fanfic in high school (so like seven years ago) but this is my first time writing for a TV show. i've also never really posted on tumblr so please bear with me while i try to figure out formatting. tysm for checking out my post.
part two part three
You walked into the conference room and dropped the file on the table, allowing it to land on the wood with a satisfying splat. âThe unsubâs burying them alive,â you said, letting the rest of the team know the conclusion you had come to with the medical examiner. âThe M.E. found metal shavings and satin threads under the nails of our last victim. The most common materials to make up a casket.â
âThereâs no way someone could bury someone alive in a casket alone, weâve got to be dealing with a team, at least three people,â Emily concluded, standing in front of the evidence board.
It was the teamâs third day on a case in Nebraska, four women had been discovered dead. Asphyxiation by hypoxia. Carbon dioxide poisoning.
âApproximately 420 people in the United States die from accidental carbon dioxide poisoning every year,â Spencer said, grabbing the file off of the table and flipping through it, taking a few seconds to read through it.
Rossi looked over Reidâs shoulder to look at the file, âbut thereâs nothing accidental about these deaths. Who would have access to these caskets?â
You shook your head, placing a hand on the back of Spencerâs chair, âA funeral director seems most likely.â You looked around at the Omaha field office, different agents running about in an attempt to solve these very murders. âTheyâd have the most access, write it off as displays. It could be hard to match the materials since theyâre so common.â
Hotch leaned over the table and pressed the conference phone, âWhat can I do you for?â Garciaâs bright voice rang through the speaker.
âGarcia, I need you to look into funeral homes within the comfort zone. Look for a director whoâs ordered more caskets than theyâve had funerals. Find anything, nothing is too small.â He told her.
âAbsolutely, Iâll hit you back when Iâve got something,â she said, hanging up the phone.
There ended up being four funeral homes in the unsubâs comfort zone, so the team split up. You went with two locals to a family-owned business, Garcia had sent you all of the files youâd need on the location. âIt looks like the Varn family has been in the funeral business since the seventeenth century,â you read aloud to the two agents you were in the car with.
âDoes it mean theyâre more or less likely to be the killers if theyâve been in business for so long?â One of the agents asked you, a younger man named Harrison.
You pursed your lips as you continued to look over the files, âIâm not seeing any glaringly obvious stressors before the murders started, but over the years Iâve learned thatâs no reason to write someone off. Psychopaths can be tipped off by the slightest thing. Things none of us would bat an eye at.â
Harrison nodded in the passenger seat, looking over to his partner Jimmy, âYou and your guy sure do make an interesting pair.â
âIâm going to take that as a compliment, so thank you.â You and Spencer never explicitly stated to the field office that you were dating, but you walked into the precinct this morning holding hands. The agents must have drawn their own conclusions.
The younger officer cleared his throat, âIt is a compliment, maâam. The two of you are very impressive, your whole team is.â
You smiled, âThank you, Harrison.â
The funeral home was run by a mother and her two sons, you held up your credentials for the mother when you knocked on the door. âAre you Sheila Varn?â You asked her, raising your eyebrows.
âYes, whatâs this about?â She inquired. She didnât really look the part of a serial killer, a middle-aged woman who was running her family business.
Pocketing your credentials, you spoke, âWeâre investigating the recent murders in the area and we were wondering if you had samples of the materials your caskets are made out of. Might we be able to come in?â You asked, adding a charming smile for effect.
Something flashed across her face before she returned your smile, opening the door and welcoming the three of you inside. âHold on, let me get my boys up here. Theyâre so much more versed in the goings on of the town than I am,â she said, opening the door and calling for her sons. Felix and Joss came up the stairs from the basement, now they definitely had the physique to load dead women into caskets and bury them alive.
âWhy donât you two men come with me? Iâll get you those samples,â Sheila said, motioning for the agents you were with to follow her. To your horror, they followed her around the corner. âFelix, Joss, show this young lady what you know,â she instructed.
You took a deep breath before you looked up at the two men.
They were tall, maybe Spencerâs height, but they were built like wrestlers. There was no way you could physically subdue them on your own.
You passed out before you even had the chance to pull your gun.
Hotch was in full Unit Chief mode, Spencer watched from the corner of the room as he separated people into groups and gave them specific instructions. JJ and Morgan walked into the precinct, âWhatâs going on?â JJ asked looking around the room.
âThe Varn Family is the team; two agents were found drugged on the side of the road and when we went to the funeral home Y/N was missing. Her badge, gun, and phone were all there, covered in blood,â Spencer said morosely, watching as Hotch finished giving orders and called the rest of the team over.
Your picture was up on the evidence board with the word âmissingâ written in bold letters beneath it. All of your belongings had been put into evidence for the time being. âReid?â Hotch said his name, causing his head to snap up. âAre you okay to keep working?â
Spencer nodded affirmatively, âYes.â
âGood, I need you to estimate how much time we have, I want a clock on these screens,â he ordered.
Morgan turned to Reid, âWhat do you think she has, kid?â
âThe tidal volume for the average adult is point five at rest. That ends up being about six liters per minute. The average casket is approximately 886 liters in total volume and the average volume of the human body is 66 liters, leaving 820 liters to be filled with air for her to breathe. If sheâs been gone for half an hour already, Iâd estimate she has less than five hours of breathable air left.â Spencer explained, doing all of the math in his head while Emily put a timer on the screen next to the evidence board.
After a moment, Hotch continued, âRossi, JJ, go back to the funeral home. Tear it apart, there has to be something there we havenât found yet. The rest of us will split the list of cemeteries in the comfort zone and search them.â
âThatâs a lot of ground to cover, we donât have anything else to go on?â Morgan asked, looking at the list of burial sites he had been handed.
Hotch looked at Spencer, but Spencer stayed silent. âThatâs all we have right now,â Hotch responded, âhopefully weâll come across leads as we go.â
It smelled like a garden around you. The memory reminded you of spring with your mother, tending to the vegetable garden.
The only difference was that instead of the sun beaming down on you, it was pitch black. The space surrounding you was so dark that you werenât totally sure your eyes were open.
Your head was throbbing just above your right temple, and you observed your surroundings. Slowly, you lifted your arm until it hit a ceiling.
Not a ceiling. A lid. You were in a casket. You pressed one hand to your chest and tried to slow your breathing. Chances were that the casket was already buried beneath the surface of the earth, trying to open it could be catastrophic. You patted the pockets of your jeans, only to find your phone missing, so the team wouldnât be able to trace the location.
Even if you had it, there likely wouldnât be service six feet under.
Your team would find you. They had to find you.
They found Spencer, they found Emily, and they would find you.
Spencer shifted in the passenger seat of the SUV, âYou know, carbon dioxide poisoning is a rather peaceful way to die.â
âReid,â Morgan said, turning the vehicle onto the main road, they had just finished scouring over another cemetery with still no sign of you.
He sighed and stared at his hands, âNo, itâs good. We see so many people killed in so many different ways that itâs good that she wonât be in pain when she runs out of air.â He tried to convince himself.
Morgan cleared his throat, âWe arenât out of time yet, kid. We can still find her. Y/Nâs smart, Iâm sure she found a way to make more air or something.â
But they were running out of time, less than an hour remained on the timer set on all of their phones.
They pulled into the next cemetery, âThereâs some fresh dirt over there, what are the names on the graves of people who were actually recently buried?â
Spencer starts to recite the names, and the two of them start to comb through the cemetery.
You had done enough research on this case to understand what was going on. The light-headed feeling had started not long ago, but now you felt like you were spinning, despite the knowledge that you were stuck in place.
It was a high. Not unlike the good kids high. Except instead of trying to chase a feeling, you were dying.
The timer went off when they were still scouring graves, shovels in hand. Derek stopped in his tracks, but Spencer kept going.
âWait,â Spencer called out, reading the name on the card next to the fresh grave he was standing at, he moved to start digging. âEssie Dunbar was a thirty-year-old woman who was mistakenly buried alive in 1915,â he said, digging. âThis has to be it.â
Derek called Hotch, putting the call on speakerphone so he could help Spencer dig. âHotch, we got her, but sheâs buried.â
âWeâre on our way, Omaha police have one of the brothers in custody,â Hotch told Emily to have an ambulance dispatched.
What Reid knew that Derek didnât was that it could take four hours to dig a grave by hand. The soil had been overturned, so maybe call it three. Your odds were still negligible. He didnât stop, he didnât stop when a caretaker came running at them, and he didnât stop when Derek told him to get his digging equipment out here now.
Derek flashed his FBI badge to get what they needed. He had to physically pull Spencer back from the grave so the backhoe could dig, only going until there was less than a foot between them and the casket.
Spencer crudely attached a chain to the casket and the caretaker's vehicle. Carefully, the caretaker dragged the white container out of the earth and up a slant they had dug. It was locked shut, âReid, move,â Derek ordered.
He leaned back and Derek fired at the lock, taking it off and opening the casket. Spencer gasped, there was blood on the side of your head, dried and raked through your hair. He was vaguely aware of Hotch and Emily arriving as they pulled you out of your satin prison. You had no pulse, but you were still warm. Immediately, Spencer started CPR.
âReid let me do it,â Derek insisted.
What he was trying to say is that he shouldnât have to be the one to try to save your life.
Morgan repeated himself and Spencer pulled away, allowing the other agent to immediately take over. There was a siren in the background, an ambulance. More people showed up, Spencer heard their voices, but he just kept watching you. CPR was effective if it was done shortly after your heart stopped, and even then, permanent brain damage was likely.
It had been eight minutes since they pulled you out of the ground. Clinically, you were dead for eight minutes before you gasped.
Spencer smoothed your hair back, away from your face, while you desperately tried to catch your breath. You werenât moving, and Spencer started running through symptoms of hypoxia. His biggest fear was brain damage, that they had done more harm to you in bringing you back than they would have had you died.
The EMTs came running over to where everyone had gathered, dispersing the crowd, and placing an oxygen mask over your face. As they were loading you on the stretcher, you started trying to talk, reaching your arm out to your side. âWait, whatâs she saying?â JJ asked.
âSometimes itâs hard to talk after CPR,â the male EMT said as they moved you closer to the ambulance. He listened to what you were saying, âItâs not coherent.â
Spencer didnât move, all of the adrenaline that had been coursing through his body all day was leaving.
Aphasia. They were saying the lack of oxygen to your brain was causing aphasia. âNo,â Emily said, realization dawning on her features as she strained to listen to you. You were whispering, rasping the same word over and over again. âSheâs saying âSpence.ââ
He stood quickly and looked at you, sure enough, you were reaching out your hand and whispering, âSpence, Spence.â Your voice no more than a whisper.
Grabbing your hand, Spencer squeezed it, âIâm here,â he answered. âItâs okay, itâs over,â he told you, moving your hair out of your face. Spencer secured your oxygen mask over your face as you tried to take it off, âYou have to keep this on, angel.â
To his relief, you squeezed his hand back.
You had been instructed to get some rest, but you couldnât close your eyes. You asked Spencer to go back to the hotel and change his clothes because he smelled like dirt, and it made you nauseous. Your head had been bandaged, youâd been run through an MRI, and you did an EEG, so far, the only brain damage that had been incurred seemed temporary.
According to the doctors, the nausea and fatigue should wear off, but they hadnât been able to fully assess if any permanent damage was done. At this point, the worst of your injuries had been caused by being given CPR, resulting in cracked ribs.
Despite your headache, you kept most of the lights on in your hospital room, not quite ready to be left in the darkness again. âHey,â a voice called from your doorway, Spencer stood, waiting to be invited in. He was wearing different clothes, a button-up with a green cardigan thrown over it, and clean pants. âHow are you feeling?â
A nasal cannula slightly restricted your movement, but you were sat up in the hospital bed, âBetter than I was, but not perfect.â
He shook his head, walking in and taking a seat next to you, âNo one expects you to be perfect right now.â Gently, he reached out and took your hand, skimming the pad of his thumb over your knuckles. âThey found the mother and the other son, and all three of them are going to go away for a long time,â he told you, speaking in the kind of hushed, reverent tones that are reserved for hospitals.
You sighed and tilted your head back, âGood,â you maundered. âThatâs uh, good,â your voice was barely audible.
âSo why do you look so worried?â He asked, leaning in closer to you.
In an attempt to dismiss his concern, you joked, âI think I owe Morgan some sort of life debt now.â
Spencer offered you a soft smile, âThe two of you tend to trade those off, Iâm sure youâll find some way to make it up to him.â He inclined his head towards you as if to silently say, So what is it really?
You swallowed thickly, âIâm scared to close my eyes, Spence.â
His shoulders dropped, âoh, Angel,â he breathed. âIs there anything I can do for you?â He asked, looping a loose strand of your hair behind your ear. âWait, what are you doing?â He asked, watching you as you lifted yourself, so you were on one side of the bed.
Shyly, you patted the new empty half of the bed, inviting him to sit next to you.
He had no choice but to comply, he had the hardest time saying no to you. Leaning the bed back slightly, Spencer kicked off his shoes before he laid down next to you, wrapping an arm around you as you set your cheek on his shoulder.
Your body relaxed into his and you sighed, âSpence?â You murmured.
He pressed a gentle kiss to the crown of your head, âYes, angel?â He whispered back to you.
âThanks for coming to save me,â you mumbled, slowly relaxing enough to fall asleep.
Spencer exhaled, âIâm always going to come to save you.â
part two
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I cannot imagine being Camila Noceda because so much of her arc starts around her being scared for her child, wanting her to do well and succeed and being afraid sheâll get hurt. And then right under her nose, her daughter has disappeared on some adventure in another world but at least she seems fine, right?
But you still let yourself break and you end up saying things you might regret. And then itâs only when you begin to worry about her that she comes back and she is scarred. Sheâs hurt. Thereâs a cut on her eyebrow and you realize it will never heal. It always reminds you of how you werenât there for her, you couldnât protect your daughter from those who hurt her, and if youâd been enough for Luz then maybe she wouldnât have needed to come to the isles to begin with and be injured. You see how sheâs begun to loathe and hate herself, because of things and people entirely outside of her control, and you couldnât have been there to comfort her when she needed it. So now itâs built up for Luz into this horrific trauma that she hasnât even yet begun to unpack.
Camila is stronger than everyone because if Iâd seen my kid come back like that, Iâd have broken apart asking what happened, are you okay, etc. But instead she remains strong because she can see that Luz and her kids are scared and they really need an adult who can be strong for them. Camila probably thought about what happened in Yesterdayâs Lie afterwards, and come to regret her outburst; She mustâve guessed how it hurt Luz and made her feel terrible and alas she was right! So she vowed not to make that same mistake again and be even stronger next time, and she was!!!
But man that mustâve been so scary and helpless and painful, seeing what happened under your watch. Being unable to provide a fix in getting her back home, so of course Camila goes along to the Demon Realm once she gets that opportunity, because this all started because she wasnât there for her daughter when she needed her most. Of course she supports her in coming out, as well as in staying in the isles; She won't blame Eda for giving Luz what she wanted and needed, as Eda herself couldn't be a hypocrite by telling Luz to stay with her mom. Camila wonât let Luz face this stuff alone like last time, not when she knows and Luz feels better about trusting her (or had to, anyway) and itâs what saves Luz!!! Because when Luz relapses after failing against Kikimora, itâs Camila whoâs there to pick her back up and tell her everything she needs, which leads to Luzâs palisman String Bean finally emerging!!!
But then Luz dies and just. That scar mustâve reminded Camila that she wasnât there to protect her daughter from anyone that might hurt her. And despite helping a little against Kikimora, it still happened again. Permanently. Man I wish Camila had a âGET AWAY FROM HER YOU BITCHâ moment to get back at Belos for all she did her to child. But Camila had to keep going because after Yesterdayâs Lie, she knew she still had other kids to look after. She was strong for Vee during Yesterdayâs Lie, only to let herself drop right afterwards in front of Luz. But not again. No time for self pity, you just have to move on after a death and keep living, just as you did with Manny. And in the end, Luz IS all right, and sheâs better than sheâs ever been and thereâs some huge relief.
Just augh Camila Noceda. Luz went on an isekai adventure, but maybe so did her mother? And I donât mean with the Boiling Isles, I mean with the U.S. Camila might have been an immigrant, and not just the child/descendant of one. And even if she wasnât, she still moved to Gravesfield. So in general so much of her life has been about going to another world and trying to survive and feel comfortable in it. As it was for Luz, too; But they survived along the way and found what fellow âweirdoesâ they could, with Camila meeting Manny, who couldâve also related to her as a fellow Dominican American. And now sheâs found others who can relate to Camila in other ways, as Manny also related to her as a huge nerd.
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dealer!rafe can't keep his promises and she can't keep doing this...
c/w: mostly angst, yelling & arguing, dealer!rafe being kinda toxic
wc: 1.5k
inspired by this ask (sorry it took me forever but it's here now!)
part one
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Exhaustion weighs down Rafeâs shoulders when he finally clicks the front door shut; hoping his arrival wonât disturb his sweet angel he assumes is already buried safely under the covers and lost in some saccharine dream of hers.
However, when he kicks off his shoes and turns around, he notices her sleepy form standing in the hallwayâ clad in pajama bottoms and his favorite hoodie along with something akin to dissatisfaction flashing in her drowsy eyes. Â
âHey, baby. Did I wake you?â he asks as he pads over to her; greeting her with a gentle kiss on her cheekbone. Â
âNo, couldnât really sleep. Was worried something happened cause you told me yesterday you were gonna be home in time for dinner,â the last part is drenched in accusation as she takes a step back.
âShit, forgot to text you I wasnât gonna make it, mâsorry,â his apologetic eyes flit over to her as he scratches at the back of his head. Â
âYeah. But then again, think I wouldâve been more surprised if you actually had shown up when you promised,â her displeased tone is crystal clear and it forces a heavy sigh to leave his throat.Â
âOkay, I know I havenât been the best boyfriend recently, but thereâs just been a lot of shit going on with the business andââ Â
âItâs always gonna be about that with you, isnât it? Like why would you even care about my feelings when youâve got the fucking money and the drugs, right?â she nearly snaps; drained from the constant lies and excuses that make her feel like heâs never going to put her first. Â
âWhat do youâ what do you mean? Of course, I care about your feelings, why would you even say that? And youâre more important to me than all that other shit, okay?â thereâs a furrow between his brows when he tries to comprehend what sort of a train this conversation is traveling on. Â
âI mean, do you even know how anxious I get whenever you come home late? When you donât answer my calls? Iâ sometimes I think youâreâŠdead, okay? Do you know how exhausting that is?â she says with her face contorted in frustration due to the endless nights sheâs spent thinking the worst and wondering why he could never keep his word. Â
âIâve told you so many times that you donât need to worry so much, nothing bad sâgonna happen,â he tries to reassure her but she merely shakes her head and rubs a hand over her face.Â
âBut I do, cause itâs not something I can just turn off. And all you do is make these promises that you never keep and I justâŠI donât know if I can do this anymore,â her watery eyes stare up at him in despair, making him frown.Â
âWhat are you talking about? You know I can take care of myself, I promiseââÂ
âBut thatâs the thing, I donât trust your promises anymore! You say youâre gonna do one thing, but then you get a call from Barry or whoever and youâre gone. Sometimes, you come back days later and that entire time you barely even text me!â her distressed voice is loud when she begins to pace around the hall.Â
âHey, hey, câmere, yeah?â he tries to placate her by pulling her flush against his chest for a hug that, despite her protests, she melts into. âListen, I know my job isnât alwaysâŠideal, but youâ you knew that when we met, right?â he tries to reason along with a comforting squeeze to her waist. Â
âI justâ I guess I didnât realize it was gonna be this hard. Iâve never dated someone whose job is illegal,â she mumbles into his shirt before reluctantly withdrawing from the solace of his arms to get her point across. Â
âBut when we started this, you also promised this wasnât gonna affect my life. But wanna know what happened the other day when I was out with my friends? This creepy guy approached me and said he wanted his money, and if he wasnât getting it soon, he was gonna find another payment method.â Â
âWhat the fuck? Did heâ he didnât hurt you, right?â he halts his movements while awaiting her answer with bated breath. Â
âNo, but it was really fucking scary,â she mutters out as she recalls how shaken up by the whole scene sheâd been. However, when sheâd dialed Rafeâs number with trembling fingers, the call had merely went into voicemail since he was apparently too busy to answer, as always. Â
âI swear heâs never gonna so much as look at you again, alright? You remember what he looked like?â he asks while tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear, followed by his thumb petting at the apple of her cheek with his concerned eyes flickering over her face.Â
âUmâŠdirty hair, crazy eyes and this scar on his lip?â itâs easy to describe the guyâs appearance when the picture is permanently burned to her memory. Â
âThat piece of shitâ we already had an agreement on the fucking money. Why didnât you tell me about this sooner?â a crease forms between his brows.
âCause youâre never home!â she yells at him when her protracted emotional turmoil finally boils over the edge; saturating their entire relationship in the process. Â
âI was home yesterday and Iâm home right now!â he matches her volume while his fingers tug at the roots of his bleached hair. Â
âWell, itâs not enough for me! And I just think that all of this isâŠtoo much, okay? I canâtâ I canât live like this anymore,â she admits with a forlorn tone. Â
He pauses.
âWhat are you saying? YouâreâŠyouâre leaving me?â he narrows his eyes in disbelief. Â
âI donât know, I justâ think I need some time,â she murmurs out. Â
âTime for what?â he seems perplexed by the entire concept of what sheâs suggesting.Â
âTo think! All Iâve been able to think about these days is whether youâre alive or not, whether youâre even gonna make it home! And Iâm fucking tired of this, okay?â
Itâs clear that sheâs upset and that these thoughts have been bouncing around her skull for quite some time now. If this is her attempt at breaking up with him though, heâs not going to allow for that to happen. Â
âNo, no,â he shakes his head. âListen, I understand where youâre coming from, but you canât just leaveâŠno, okay? Weâll figure this shit out, yeah?â he tries to decipher whatâs going on inside that head of hers with his gaze glued to her faceâ as if itâll magically reveal all the answers heâs in a hopeless search for.
âI justâ I donât know if thatâs possible.â Â
âNo, donât say that. Weâll get through this like we always have,â heâs determined to change her mind, but she merely lets out a weary exhale.Â
âRafe, youâre not listening to me.âÂ
âI am! Youâre just not thinking clearly. Why donât we, uh, go to bed and tomorrow when weâre both well-rested we can talk about this better andââÂ
âI donât wanna talk about this tomorrow!â she huffs out, frustrated, making his distraught face crumple up as he tries to decide which way to approach this in order to not upset her more than he already has.
âListen, listen. Iâll, uh, Iâll be better, okay? Iâll work less andââÂ
âYou always say that butâ but youâre never gonna change! And I thought I could handle this, but I canât,â she sounds defeated; rueful eyes flitting away from his pleading ones when teardrops begin to trickle down; dampening the skin of her cheeks. Â
âNo, you canâtâ you canât leave me. I need you. I love you,â his frantic rambles pour down his tongue when he takes her face into his callused palmsâ her eyes momentarily closing in response to his tender touch. Â
âRafeâŠplease donât make this any harder than it already is.âÂ
âAnd you love me too, yeah?â he doesnât pay her resistance any mind. She notices how his own eyes grow glossy as well, even if he tries to blink away the liquid yearning to leak. Â
âOf course I do,â she hums out; nodding her head thatâs squished between his pawsâ heavy droplets soaking his palms.
âThen thatâs all that matters. We can make this work,â his tone is definitive.Â
âI justâ I donât know if we can,â she sniffles.Â
âDonât say shit like that. We can, okay? Iâll call Barry right now and tell him I need some time off with my girl, yeah? And weâll figure this shit out.â Â
At that, she lets out a melancholic sighâ resting her forehead on his chest when he pulls her flush against him with a consoling grip on her waist. The warmth of his body feels familiar; feels like home, but sheâs already made her decision. Â
He holds her close until they both travel to dreamland with their limbs tangled together, the steady rhythm of their breathing creating a muffled melody in their bedroom. Â
However, when the amber rays of sunlight tickle his cheeks in the following morning, and he turns around to face her; he finds nothing more than her side of the bed bleak and desolate.
The entire house void of the only good thing in his life.
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A Day in the Life of your Character in the Hospital
Yesterday, your character was shot in the lower left side of their abdomen. They were taken to the emergency room and given IV antibiotics, fluids, and then rushed to surgery. Today is their first full day in the hospital.
0600: The surgeon arrives. He's running late and he's pissed about it. Definitely your character's fault. He turns on the light. Without waiting for your character to wake up (he got, like, 2 hours of sleep) he takes the abdominal binder off, revealing a bandage that covers the front of his abdomen. There is some blood visibly seeping through it. The surgeon pulls this bandage off. This is the first time the character sees the new incision. It is probably 14 inches long, and goes down the center of his belly, making a neat little curve around his navel. It is held together with a lot of staples. There is also the place where the bullet went in (and presumably one on the other side where it came out). This is held together with skin glue. The surgeon puts the call light on so the nurse can come back in and re-dress the incision site.
0700: It's been shift change for 30 minutes now, which is how long the call light has been on. A nurse aide comes in and asks what your character needs. She gets a set of vitals and the character asks for pain medication. The incision has started to hurt now that the abdominal binder is off and there i an ache that is deeper too. He also says he's cold. The nurse aid gets him a pair of worn blue scrub pants to wear under his gown and a warm blanket. She says she will tell the nurse that he needs pain medication. She empties his urinal.
0800: The nurse comes in with the pain medication, finally. The character looks at it longingly as the nurse does her assessment, listening to his breathing (breathing in deeply hurts) his abdomen (which seems like forever) and his heart. She takes pulses, asks if he has passed gas yet or feels nauseated. He says no.
The nurse says he has crackles in his lungs, which isn't uncommon for the day after surgery. His temperature is also a little up, but it's also probably because of the small amount of fluid in his lungs from not moving. She hands him a small device called an incentive spirometer and teaches him how to use it. She tells him to hold a pillow against his stomach because it will make him cough. He tries it, it hurts like heck. She tells him to do it ten times per hour. She examines the wound and puts a bandage and abdominal binder back on. Finally, she gives him the pain medication.
0900: The nurse comes back with morning medication. She gives him a medication for his stomach, acetaminophen, and an IV antibiotic, which she explains is given to everyone who has trauma surgery. She says physical therapy and social work will come at some time today and also a cop wants to see him about the person who shot him.
1000: Physical therapy comes in. There are two of them and they are very efficient. One of them walks him in the hall while the other follows behind with a wheelchair. When they get back to the room, he is wiped, but they sit him in the chair and tell him to stay there for as long as he can.
1100: The nurse aide comes by and asks if he'd like to order lunch. He realizes he never had breakfast. "Ordering lunch" turns out to be picking his choice of broth, jello, and flavored ice. He is hungry and asks when he can have real food. The nurse aide says she will ask his nurse.
1200: He "eats" or rather drinks lunch. It is good to have something on his stomach and he's feeling relatively okay thanks to the pain medication. No one has come back to tell him about real food. After lunch, he's really tired and tries to take a nap.
1300: The social worker comes in, wakes him up, and asks a bunch of questions, mostly about if he feels safe at home. Once it's relatively clear this gunshot wound was a one off thing and he won't be going to long term care, she seems to lose interest. She gives him her card and tells him to call her if he needs anything.
1400: The cops come in. There's two of them. They wake him up again. They ask about who shot him. He doesn't have a lot of information to give them and they also seem to lose interest pretty quickly. The nurse aide takes his vitals again. His temperature has come down.
1500: The surgeon's nurse practitioner comes in with his nurse from earlier, opens the abdominal binder again and takes off the bandages to look at the incision site. Nothing has really changed since this morning, but putting on and taking off the binder is a lot of effort and really he just wants to sleep at this point. They ask him how lunch and physical therapy went and he tells them. They ask if he's passed gas yet. Maybe he did? He's not sure. They say they'll probably keep him overnight again for more IV antibiotics and to make sure he can eat. The nurse practitioner listens to his abdomen again, this time it doesn't take as long. They put his bandages and binder back on.
1600: He asks for more pain medication. Once again, it takes about an hour to get. He also gets another IV antibiotic and more acetaminophen. The nurse aide comes by to take his dinner order, which is still clear liquids.
1700: During dinner he passes gas. He puts his call light on to tell the nurse. The nurse aide says she'll pass the message along. A half hour later the nurse sticks her head in and asks if he wants some pudding for dessert, considering it's too late to order anything from the cafeteria but they did change his diet order to full liquids now that things are moving.
1800: He enjoys some pudding and ice cream.
1900: He tries to take another nap, but a new nurse aide comes in to get his vitals again. He manages to fall asleep after that.
2000: He sleeps
2100: His new nurse comes in, introduces herself, does her assessment, and gives him night medications.
2200: He asks for pain medication again.
2300: Just as he falls asleep again, the nurse comes in to take blood. She's a good stick but his arms are already impossibly bruised up from the previous 20 or so sticks he's gotten in the last 36 hours. She still gets him in one try.
0000: He sleeps
0100: He is woken by someone screaming down the hall.
0200: Someone is having a very loud night.
0300: His nurse comes in. His labs came back and his potassium is low. She hangs a bag of potassium on his IV pole and hooks it up to his IV. She tells him it will probably sting, and if itâs too bad to let her know.
0400: The arm with the IV in it aches and he still canât sleep. The person down the hall has stopped screaming finally at least.
0500: The nurse aide comes in and asks if he would like to order breakfast. All he wants to do is go home.
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Anniversary in the Cape - M.S
A/N: hey so, i feel CRAZY after writing this. this is truly an example of the duality of my writing... also, i'm sorry if there's any typos, i've proofread a ton and even stuck this bitch in grammarly but i could have missed something. she's looonnnng, so get some wine (if legal) and some popcorn and enjoy!!!!!! ALSO, ALSO, minors!!! DNI!!!! pls and thank you. :)
summary: matt and reader take their relationship to the next level, going on an overdue vacation to the cape for their anniversary.
warnings: cursing, smut (unprotected do not recommend), spanking, choking, matt being hot, uhhh idk
word count: 5.8k
song: stargazing - the neighborhood
'started with a spark, now we're on fire'
"And you're sure your parents were okay with us using the car and the house?" I ask looking at him focus on the road in front of him.
"Yes, baby. For the one-hundredth time, they don't mind. Quit worrying, this is our vacation," He looks at me quickly, taking a hand off the wheel to meet my thigh and squeeze it lightly.
"I know, I'm just nervous," I admit softly and he turns to me with wide playful eyes.
"Nervous! Why the hell are you nervous?" He laughs in bewilderment, and I roll my eyes, shrugging slightly.
"I mean, obviously we've been alone before, but we've never been away just the two of us," I explain.
"Yeah, and I'm fucking ecstatic about it. Like you said, no interruptions, quiet house, on the cape...possibilities are endless." He says looking at me with a small suggestive smile growing on his face.
Of course, Matt and I get alone time. Do we get as much as we would like? No.
It's difficult finding time for ourselves when Matt lives with his brothers and my roommates are hermits.
Which I never saw as an issue, because I honestly don't mind spending time with Chris and Nick whenever I'm by their placeâwhich is often. I was actually friends with all of them way before Matt and I began dating.Â
But when Matt brought up the last time we had gone on a real date, it had been months.
"No, I know. I'm excited too, it's just a new step in our relationship and it feels very...adult? I don't know, I sound silly," I shake my head and he squeezes my thigh again before grabbing my hand.
"Hey, I know what you mean, and you don't sound silly." He softens a bit to reassure me before kissing the back of my hand. My heart warms at his gesture and I squeeze his hand.Â
"I'm excited to show you one of my favorite places, I still can't believe you've never been. I literally grew up here." He changes the subject as he switches lanes and I see the sign indicating Cape Cod is less than a mile away.
We flew into Boston by ourselves yesterday afternoon and spent the night at his parent's house. It was Matt's idea, saying he didn't mind taking the drive as it wasn't too far from his house in Somerville.Â
"Are you finally going to tell me what we're doing?" I rub circles into the back of his hand with my thumb.
His mouth quirks to one side pensively but he laughs as soon as he hears me sigh impatiently.Â
"Okay, okay, you really wanna know?" He drawls out, turning to glance at me for a moment then turning back to the road.Â
"You know I wanna know," I lean over the divider and stare into the side of his face. He smirks a bit, side-eyeing me a few times before humming.Â
"Hmm, I think I'll leave you squirming a little longer," He says after a moment.
He exits the highway and I huff, slumping back into my seat.
This place looks like something straight out of a storybook. Â
The green, hilly scenery takes my breath away. Matt shows me the main street, driving past the historic houses and buildings as families and couples walk down the street. When we round the bend, the dense trees become few and far between and the lush green landscape dissolves into tall grass, sand, and rock as the ocean comes into view.
We drive along the coast the rest of the way and I just stare in awe at the cozy beach town as Matt tells stories of growing up here in the summer.Â
"That house at the end is the family house," He points to the one on the left.
Pulling into the driveway, Matt puts the car in park before cutting the engine. I go to open my door but he stops me, putting a finger up and getting out of the car himself.
I give him a questioning look before I see him jog to the other side of the car to open my door for me.
"And they say chivalry is dead," I shake my head jokingly and he shrugs with a smirk.
I get out of the car and lean up to give him a quick kiss, we're smiley and giddy when we pull apart. He gives me another kiss before handing me a key.
"Go head inside, I'll grab our bags," He says softly against my lips and I nod quickly.
As I walk past him to make my way to the front door, I feel a light slap to my ass. I go to give him a playful disapproving look, but he's already opening the trunk to grab our stuff and acting like nothing happened.
The house is small and charming.
It belongs to their grandparents and has been the family vacation home for decades. The colorful wind chimes on the front porch sing with the soft breeze. I breathe in the salty air and walk towards the steps leading to the front door.
I twist the key to open the door and I'm engulfed with a warm, inviting scent. There are tons of family pictures on the walls and my heart swells at the baby pictures of the triplets.
I can easily spot Matt in a picture of the three of them on the beach, probably around four or five years old.
Seeing photos of them as children always blows my mind because of how identical they looked.
Matt comes in with our bags, noticing me looking at the photos on the wall.
"You were so fucking cute as a kid," I say going to grab my duffel from him but he takes my hand instead, leading me down the hall to the bedroom.
"Am I not cute now?" He pretends to be offended.
"Eh," I joke back and he opens the door at the end of the hall.
"This is our bedroom, the bathroom is next door on the left," He nods behind us toward the hall.
The bedroom is a pale seafoam green color, the bed adorned with a vintage patchwork quilt lined with a ruffle trim. The room has more family photos hung on the walls and beach-themed decor.
"We can unpack now and then head to the store to grab something for dinner and the next few days. There's definitely no food here. Sound good?" He places our bags on the bed and turns to me, placing his hands on his hips.
He wears a backward camo Boston Red Sox hat, a black tee with a silver chain around his neck, jean shorts, and white New Balance sneakers.
I must have been ogling him for too long because he snaps his fingers in front of my face with a smug expression.
"D'ya hear me, kid, or are you too busy eye-fucking me?" He smiles, licking his lips, and I feel a deep blush bloom from my chest up to my neck.
"Not my fault my boyfriend is so hot," I shrug, trying to recover from his playful callout, and he rolls his eyes, blushing himself.
He shakes his head, wrapping an arm around my shoulder and pulling me into his chest. I wrap my arms around his middle, placing my head over his heart as we settle into a moment of comfortable silence.
An intrusive thought takes over, and I squeeze him tighter against me. I hear him groan at the sudden pressure of my grip, and he grabs hold of my arms.
"Okay, okay. Enough with the cuteness-aggression. You're going to break my ribs, kid," He wheezes.
I let up only after he tickles my sides. I squeal as he chases me to the other side of the bed and I finally surrender and ask for mercy. He slaps my ass and tells me I'll pay for it later.
We unpack our stuff and head out to the store to get ingredients for tacos. The one and only thing I've tried to improve in Matt is his cooking skills.
When we first got together, it was concerning how little he knew about cooking along with the number of times a week he'd eat out. I changed that real fast, teaching him basic meals he could make himself that were quick and pretty foolproof. Tacos were one of them.
"Go shower, I'll start dinner." He tells me, putting all of the groceries on the counter.
"You sure you can handle it?" I tease, raising an eyebrow at him.
"Hey, I've gotten better. Didn't you like the salmon I made you the other week?" He points his finger at me and I roll my eyes.
"Yes, my love, I was very proud of you." I lean in and kiss the corner of his mouth, "I'll be quick," I say before going to take my long-awaited shower.
As the hot water cascades over my shoulders, I can't help but let my thoughts drift. This trip is a huge step for us, and despite my nerves, I know it was a much-needed and deserved trip.
We don't really have an anniversary only because we both don't remember the specific date and we never made our being official a big deal. It's never been our style.
But we decided this would be a getaway for our 'anniversary' as next month will be our second summer together.
I finish up and wrap myself in a towel, savoring the lingering warmth before I quickly get dressed. I smell the scent of sizzling meat and spices coming from the kitchen.
When I reach the kitchen, I can't help but smile at the sight of Matt carefully chopping lettuce. His brows furrowed and his tongue poked out in serious concentration.
"Smells amazing in here," I comment, leaning against the doorway.
Matt looks up startled a bit, dropping the knife and putting a hand over his heart. A proud grin quickly spreads across his face when he realizes it's just me.
"You fuckin' scared me. I'm almost done, just need to heat up the tortillas." He gestures for me to come over, and I do, wrapping my arms around his waist from behind.
"You're getting good at this," I compliment, kissing his shoulder as he flips the tortillas.
"Only because I have a great teacher," he replies, turning his head to kiss my cheek.
I help set the table while Matt finishes up. We sit down to eat, the atmosphere cozy and intimate. The tacos are actually delicious, and I make sure to shower Matt with compliments for his efforts. We pop open the sparkling apple cider Mary-Lou and Jimmy gave as a parting gift to us. Digging through the cupboards, we end up finding old plastic flutes to make a quick toast with.
"Here's to us, thank you for making each day brighter. To many more days with you, I love you very much," I say simply, raising my glass. He gets shy and smiley but clinks our glasses.
I can't help but smile at him as he blushes and tries to hide it. I lean in for a kiss and he immediately gives me one.
"I love you more," He whispers against me, pulling me onto his lap and giving me a deeper kiss. "I would say something too, but I don't want to sound stupid,"
"Hush, I already know you're madly in love with me. You made me bomb ass tacos," I joke, wrapping my arms around his shoulders and pulling him into my chest. He giggles and kisses my collarbone.
After dinner, we go to the backyard to watch what's left of the sunset. We put a lawn chair by the water and sit together watching the orange horizon disappear behind the shoreline. The hues of blues and purples melt together in the sky until it grows darker and the moonlight casts a silvery glow on the water.
The sound of the waves is soothing, our breathing in sync as I sit in his lap, his hand drumming lightly on my hip.
"This will continue to be my favorite place, I'm glad I get to share it with you." Matt says, his voice soft and contemplative.
"Thank you for sharing it with me," I reply, squeezing his hand. "I'm really happy we came."
"Me too." He turns to face me, his blue eyes reflecting the moonlight. He goes deep in thought for a moment and he almost goes to say something but stops himself.
I give him a questioning look and nudge him lightly.
"What was that?" I ask gently and he shakes his head.
"Nothing," He tries to brush it off but I grab his chin and turn his face toward me.
"Didn't seem like it," I play with the hair at the nape of his neck.
"I don't wanna freak you out," he says lowly and I give him a pressing look before he sighs deeply, finally giving in.
"I was just imagining our future. I can just see us, you know, bringing our kids here in the summers. They'd grow up with memories of this place like I do," he admits, staring directly at the water as he confesses his inner thoughts.
My heart tightens with emotion at his statement.
"You think about stuff like that?" My voice cracks, tears stinging my eyes and he immediately snaps his head to look at me.
"Hey, why are you crying?" He looks worried, cupping my cheek and using his thumb to catch a tear falling.
"Of course, I think of 'stuff like that' though. Does that scare you?" His voice laced with uncertainty and I shake my head immediately at his foolish question.
"No, no," I say softly, running my hand through his hair tenderly, then tracing his face. Starting from his left eyebrow, down his cheekbone, and over the scruff on his jaw.
His eyes flutter at my soft touch and he grabs my hand, bringing it to his mouth to kiss my knuckles.
"It's actually really sweet, Matt. I didn't think you'd want things like that with me, a family..." I admit and his eyes widen at my foolishness.
"Sweetheart, I hope you know you're it for me. Pretty sure if you ever decide one day you're sick of me, I'll spend the rest of my fucking life alone." He tells me openly and I blubber at his sweet words that pierce my heart more.
"Stop crying," He laughs lightly, getting slightly nervous by my reaction but I try to compose myself.
"You wanna have babies with me," I squeak, crying more and he tosses his head back in laughter as I continue to be a mess.
"Yes, I want 'babies' with you. If you want babies," He smiles, continuing to wipe my tears. "Okay, I love you, but you have snot all over your face," he says motioning all over his face with his finger and I gasp covering my nose.
"I'm kidding, I'm kidding. Now, no more tears" He says and I roll my eyes, hitting his shoulder lightly, laughing a little bit now.
"They're happy tears. I just love you, a lot. It's overwhelming sometimes," I bury my face into his neck and he rubs my back soothingly as I actually compose myself.
I must be severely PMS-ing because I'm never this emotional.
"I know what you mean," He says, my heart swelling once more. "It scares me how much I love you." He kisses my hair but I lift my head for a real one.
We share a tender kiss, the ocean breeze wrapping around us like a comforting embrace.
"I can see it too by the way. Having a family. But way, way in the future," I say when I pull away, fixing the hair on his forehead.
"Oh, yeah for sure. Although, shit happens, who knows." He shrugs and I raise my eyebrow.
"Well, thanks to modern science and my IUD, no kids for at least ten years," I say and his eyes widen a bit.
"Okay, ten years is kinda a long time..." He trails off, catching me off guard.
"Matt!" I say in shock.
"I'm kidding!" He laughs.
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Matt walks into the room after brushing his teeth just as I'm taking the throw pillows off the bed and pulling back the duvet.
I feel his arms wrap around me from behind and his face buries into my neck. He places open-mouth kisses on the curve of my neck, making his way up to my ear, where he grazes his teeth lightly.
I sigh, shuddering at the sensation and allowing my head to fall back against his shoulder.
He puts both hands on my hips this time, pulling my backside into his crotch. I moan at the feeling of him already hardening against me and I press my legs together in anticipation.
"I like this, no one around to interrupt...just us," His voice is velvet and I melt into his hold.
I hum, "Yeah, it's nice," My voice is airy.
"Can be as loud as we want, too..." He chuckles lowly, as I feel one of his hands sneak beneath my sleep shirt.
His fingertips delicately dance up my stomach, barely even touching my skin. Leaving goosebumps in their wake, yearning for his touch.
His hand stops right below my breast and I whine when he doesn't touch me further. I arch hoping to make more contact with his hand, but he doesn't give it to me.
"Matt," I say almost as a whisper, a plea.
"Mm," He hums, returning to kissing my neck. I can hear and feel the smug grin on his face, he knows what game he's playing.
"Touch me," I whine, arching again and lifting myself to reach his hand.
He finally cups my breast, taking my nipple in between his fingers and I gasp as he tugs and pinches gently.
He sucks on my ear lightly, giving it a kitten lick before blowing cold air. I spin around in his hold, wrapping a hand around the back of his neck and pulling him into me.
The kiss was explosive, and we both let out a breath we didnât realize we were holding.
He wraps his arms around me, pulling our hips flush together and leaning into the kiss more, forcing me to bend back.
In the heat of the moment, we stumble back onto the bed behind us clumsily, my butt slipping off the edge of the bed. I yelp when I almost fall, and laugh into the kiss. Our teeth clink together momentarily as he chuckles too.
He grabs under my thighs, lifting me further onto the bed as I make room for him to settle between them.
"That's better," He breathes out before kissing me again, laying me down on the cool linen sheets.
I revel in the feeling of his weight on top of me, our hips perfectly puzzled together, my hands running through his soft hair, while his rest on my hips.
I tug at the roots of his hair to elicit a delicious sound from him, something primal and guttural.
He squeezes my hips and pulls back to look down at me with half-lidded eyes. His pupils are so blown out you can barely make out the icy blue of his irises.
He keeps eye contact with me as he makes his way lower, lifting my sleep shirt above my breasts. My nipples pebble and harden as they're exposed to the cool air. He places wet kisses down my sternum, then my stomach until he reaches right above my cotton underwear.
He kneels on the floor so he's perfectly aligned in front of my core, his fingers play with the band of my underwear and he smiles to himself shaking his head.
I lean up on my elbows, "What?" I can't help but smile back.
"Kittens?" He raises his eyebrows and smirks at me.
I shrug, not ashamed in the slightest at the pattern of my underwear.
"Yeah, you like 'em?" I deadpan, but break into a grin when he tips his head back and laughs.
Endearingly, of course.
"Very sexy," he replies, and I shriek as he yanks me to the very edge of the bed.
He slips his fingers into the hem of my underwear, finally pulling them down my legs and discarding them. He lightly slaps the inside of my thigh before prying them apart and pinning them.
Just as quick as we're joking about my underwear, I'm back to trembling under his touch.
Completely exposed to him now, he teases me, kissing my inner thighs and nipping at the sensitive skin.
My hips buck at the gentle assault but he keeps me in place, stunting my movements.
"Patience..." he chides and I roll my eyes.
He slaps my thigh a little harder this time and I hiss, my core pulsing at the act. He licks a stripe on each crease of my thigh, purposely ignoring my aching cunt.
His thumbs spread my lips apart before he collects my arousal using it to circle my clit. I whimper at the contact, stopping myself from bucking my hips again.
Matt's in a trance, mouth agape, eyes heavy, as he continues to tease me and I become more and more restless.
Almost as if he couldn't contain himself any longer, he finally buries his head between my thighs. He hungrily licks from my entrance up to my clit, before sucking on my swollen nub like I'm a honeysuckle.
"Fuck," I gasp under my breath, squirming under his grip. My breath shallowed and my heart stuttered.
"I told you, we could be as loud as we want," He slurs against me, flattening his tongue against me and shaking his head side to side quickly.
I let go of a whine before snapping my legs around his head, overwhelmed by pleasure. He growls, immediately prying them back open and relentlessly swirling his tongue against me.
I grab a hold of the hair at the crown of his head as he continues to drink me in. Skillfully lapping every inch of my folds, knowing exactly what to do to get me wound up in merely minutes.
I feel the build-up of my first orgasm, all my muscles going taut as I begin to shake uncontrollably.
Matt knows that I'm about to come, so he pulls his mouth away and replaces it with his fingers. He slips his ring and middle fingers inside me with ease, massaging my front wall and coaxing my orgasm out of me with each gentle drag.
"Oh my fucking god," I cry out, my hips moving with his fingers.
He stands above me now, swiping my hair away from my face and gently caressing my cheekbone. I grab onto his bicep beside me as he leans down to kiss me, swallowing my whimpers.Â
"C'mon, baby. I can feel you squeezing the fuck outta my fingers. Come for me," His voice is a gentle command against my jaw.Â
His mouth attaches to my nipple as his thumb smushes into my puffy clit, drawing lazy circles, stimulating me everywhere.
That's all it takes before the wave peaks, then crashes and floods of icy-hot, blinding pleasure courses through me. He moans against me as he feels me pulse and ooze around his fingers.
My nails dig into his bicep and I arch into him, my hips mindlessly riding out the pleasure as his name falls from my lips in a desperate, broken cry.
His mouth and fingers gently work me through the aftershocks before I'm grabbing his wrist and whining from the sensitivity.Â
"You're so fucking hot," He breathes, kissing me again.
I exhale into him, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him down onto me.
He pulls back, tossing his shirt off his head and undoing his belt, looking down at me as I lay half-naked and panting. I lean up on my elbows and move myself further up the bed.
He's only in his black boxers now, placing a knee on the bed before crawling towards me.
"Wanna taste you," I say, reaching up to kiss his neck and he lets out a shaky breath.
He shakes his head, "I won't fucking make it," he pants, grabbing my jaw and claiming my mouth again.
He pulls back, "As much as I love this fucking mouth," He adds darkly, tracing my swollen lips before licking them sensually and kissing me deeper.
I moan at the kiss and the feel of his cold rings against my hot skin. I run my hands down his chest as our breathing picks up, the kiss becoming more heated.
I run my tongue along his bottom lip and he allows me in before moving his hand down from my jaw to my neck, squeezing gently.
I pull back this time to take my shirt off, leaving me completely bare in front of him. I then hook my fingers in the band of his boxers and pull them down just enough to free him. His dick springs up, the tip so red it looks painful.
I spit into my hand before taking him into my hand and giving him a couple of strokes, swiping his weeping tip with my thumb. He whimpers at the touch before grabbing my wrist and making me release him.
I pout, bringing my thumb to my mouth to suck off his precum. His mouth falls agape at the sight, and his eyes screw shut as he falls onto one of his hands weakly.
"What's wrong?" I make sure my voice is dripping like sweet, gooey honey. Tempting a very hungry grizzly bear.
He grits his teeth, straightening himself back up on his knees in front of me. I look up at him, my hand rubbing up and down his thigh.
"You're going to be the death of me," His voice is gritty, and I tilt my head innocently. I yelp when he grabs my hips and flips me over.
It's moments like these that remind me of his surprising strength.
He pulls me onto my knees so my cheek is pressed into the mattress and my ass is elevated, leaving me exposed and shaking with anticipation.
His hand comes down onto my asscheek and I hiss at the sting. I feel his dick poke the back of my thigh as his hand smooths over my ass to ease the burn.
"Matt, please," I pant when he kisses down my spine and I push my hips back impatiently.
"Need my cock that bad, hm?" he murmurs against my skin and I nod quickly.
"Need you inside me, please," I whine, not caring how desperate I sound, only focused on how his low chuckle makes my core pulse around nothing.
"Yeah?" He croons and my breath hitches when I feel him run his tip along my aching pussy. Knocking against my clit with each teasing stroke.
"Yes-" I whimper and then gasp when I feel the familiar, delicious stretch of him.
I grip the sheets as he grips my hips harshly, slowly entering me.
"Fuuuck," He strains out, and I can picture the vein in his neck protruding, wishing I could lick it.
He fills me completely, his hips flush against my ass. I whimper as I feel him buried deep inside me, hitting a sensitive spot that turns my legs into jelly.
He begins guiding me in a gentle rhythm, slow and deliberate, determined to make this last. His thrusts are deep, intentionally angling down to hit the spot that he knows makes me see stars.
"You feel so fucking good, so deep," I praise him and he slightly picks up the pace.
My core tightens around him involuntarily and he hisses, his grip on my hip becoming almost painfully tight.
"Fuck, don't do that. I'll come too fast," He pulls back slightly, trying to steady himself.
"I don't care," I push back against him again, just wanting to feel him.
He curses under his breath, his hands firm on my hips to stop my movements. He pulls me up by my hair, my back against his chest now and I laugh maniacally before moaning at the fresh angle.
"Must you always be so defiant?" His breath is hot against my ear and I can't help the grin on my face. I love getting him riled up.
"I like it when you push me around," I admit, my voice dripping with playful challenge.
He releases his grip on my hair, and I catch myself on my hands, bracing for whatever comes next.
"Yeah? You like it when I'm rough?" He presses, his voice low and taunting.
"Mhm," I hum pressing my hips back again but he pulls out, leaving me feeling empty.
I go to whine in protest but I'm shut up with the hardest slap of the night, right on top of the red mark he left before.
I cry out and bury my face into the sheets again, but quiver with longing for more.
"That's what you wanted, right?" He continues to taunt and spanks me again but this time, on the other side.
I moan and go to rub my clit for some sort of relief but he grabs both my wrists, knocking me down further.
Another smack. I groan this time in frustration.
He gathers my wrists in one hand as I feel him lean over me. His hand sneaks around to find my neck as he presses his mouth against my ear.
"Are you just that fucking desperate?" He queries, his fingers pressing into my pulse points, just enough for my head to lighten.
"Please, Matt." I plea, but don't exactly know what I'm pleading for.
"What's the matter, baby, you can't handle it anymore? Thought you liked me pushing you around," He tuts.
His free hand lifts my hips before he teases my entrance with his tip and I let out a shaky breath.
"Hm? Nothing to say?" He pushes his tip in but pulls back and I whine at the teasing.
He releases my neck to brush my hair away so he can see the side of my face. A reminder that he's still the caring Matt I love.
"Just fuck me, please," I beg and he sighs deeply.
"You're so fucking lucky I love you,â he says through his teeth before he drives into me again in one swift motion.
Both of us moan in relief, the tension finally being broken.
He grinds his hips down into me teasingly and my eyes roll back at the intense, tight angle.
I feel his body heat leave my back as he straightens out behind me. Placing his hands on my lower back, he leans forward causing my back to arch before slamming into me. Again and again and again.
Each breath is knocked out of me, and each blow is deeper than the last, discovering a new spot inside of me and pushing me closer and closer to the edge. His pace quickens with every approving sound I make, answering me with his own moans of approval.
He turns me onto my back, staying inside me, wrapping my leg around his waist before leaning forward to kiss me slowly.
"Mm, missed your face," he admits softly, his thrusts starting off slow but steadily increasing momentum. "Wanna see that pretty face when I make you come," he coos, and I shriek at a particularly hard thrust that sends me further up the bed.
He watches my face the entire time, studying every furrow, every eye roll, mirroring my expressions as if he can feel everything he is doing to me.
I can tell he's trying to distract himself, to last longer, slowing down to kiss me and then picking up the pace.
My second orgasm build-up is slower and more subtle. It almost comes out of nowhere, but he knows my body so well. He reaches down to stimulate my clit, deepening his strokes, driving me to the brink.
"Oh my god, oh my god, oh-" My back arches, and my ears ring as my orgasm rips me apart.
"Good girl, fucking come for meâoh fuck. I'm comingâI'm gonna come. W-where do you want me to-" He rushes out, as my pussy continues to spasm around him.
Through my haze, I push my heels into his hips and grab the back of his neck.
"I-inside, come inside me," I pant and he shudders, whimpering.
"Oh myâfucking, fuck," He strains as he comes and I moan at the feeling of him filling me up.
He pushes as deep as he can inside me, and the aftershocks of my orgasm milk him further causing him to hiss.
He collapses into my collarbone, his hair drenched in sweat as he takes a moment to regain strength.
I place a hand in his hair and scratch his back lightly as we settle into a steady breathing rhythm.
"Holy fuck," he says eventually into my neck, laughing a little and I giggle too.
"Wait, wait don't laugh-" He pulls away with his face scrunched and I realize he's still inside me.
He hisses again in sensitivity, looking down at where we're connected before pulling out of me carefully. I whimper at the feeling and he softly apologizes.
I feel his come leak out of me and I watch his expression falter for a second as he notices the sight.
"Fuck me," he says under his breath, shaking his head and I bite my lip to stop myself from giggling.
I slowly reach my hand down to play with myself and his eyes widen as he quickly grabs my hand to stop me.
"Are you trying to kill me tonight? No, I'm cleaning you up and we're going to bed. Stay right there, don't fucking move." He gets up, pointing at me as he walks away.
I cover my mouth and laugh at his reaction. He comes back with a wet washcloth, using it to wipe me carefully.
He huffs out again, shaking his head and I give him a knowing look.
"Devil woman, don't look at me like that." He tries to sound stern, but his voice cracks with nerves.
"I love you," I tell him, meaning it. His eyes soften and he leans over me, a hand on either side of my head. He scans my face, a soft smile carves into his face before he leans down to kiss me.
"We really need our own place," he says when he pulls back and my stomach flips.
"What was that?" I ask him with wide eyes.
"I said we really need a shower, c'mon," He lies, laughing as he tries to pull me up but I'm tugging him back towards me.
'Hey, get back here. That's not what you said," I laugh at his antics but he runs away towards the bathroom before I hear him call back.
"I plead the fifth!"
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Shopping
Hardersson x Toddler!Reader
Part of The Big Adventures Universe
Summary: You go shopping
It was meant to be a quick trip to get groceries.
Pernille was splitting her time between being your mother, going to training and still somehow finding time to do all the chores.
Magda put it on herself to pick up the slack when she came over to visit which was how she ended up in this situation here.
You sitting in the cart, waving around your girl-swan and your girl-moose happily as Magda considers whether Pernille will be able to tell if she buys the cheaper, own brand stuff.
The cart is pressed right up against one of the shelves to make sure it's not blocking the aisle as Magda wonders what bread to buy.
There's a colourful packet of cakes next to you and you reach for them.
You know what to do when you go grocery shopping because Momma taught you.
You throw your cakes into the cart.
Magda whirls around instantly, frowning at the sudden noise.
"Did you put something in?" She asks, finger reaching out to tickle your chin.
You giggle, kicking your legs out as you shake your head.
"No?" Magda says," I think you did. Because I wasn't the one that put these cakes in. No? I should put this back then."
"No, Morsa!" You say," Keep!"
"Keep? Are you paying, princesse? I don't think you have money."
"Momma money!"
"Momma's money? You're going to spend Momma's money?"
You nod, hand reaching back for a tub of brownies.
"Whoa? We're grocery shopping, not princesse shopping!
You stick your tongue out. "For Momma!"
"Are you sure that's for Momma and not for you?"
"Momma!"
Magda sighs, shaking her head softly as her hand runs over your soft hair. "Alright, princesse, let's make an agreement, alright? I'll let you choose two things from each aisle but-"
You cheer, little arms waving in the air and Magda can't help but smile.
"-But only two things, alright? Otherwise we'll go broke."
"What that mean?"
"Don't worry, princesse."
So, you get your cupcakes and your brownies and Magda finally decides on the slightly fancier bread.
"No, princesse." She intervenes quickly when she sees you eyeing up some sweets and you pout.
"You say two! Know my numbers!"
Perhaps teaching you your numbers this early was a mistake because you can count to five all by yourself and you definitely know how many two is.
"But sweeties make your teeth rot and you have such pretty teeth."
"I do?"
"Very pretty teeth. We don't want them to go bad, do we?"
You look longingly at the sweeties but ultimately drop them.
Magda's feeling quite proud of herself as she ticks everything off of the list while also limiting your grabby hands.
It all goes downhill the moment you get to the miscellaneous aisle.
Magda's never quite sure why so many supermarkets have that random aisle of things like kid's toys and slippers and dog coats but without fail, there's one in every supermarket Magda has ever been in.
But that aisle is the one where your grabby hands can't be contained.
"Hey!" Magda says," I know you know your numbers and I know you know that's more than two!"
She picks the little dressing gown you've chosen out of the cart and places it back on the rack.
You pout, jabbing a finger into your chest.
"Bein' good!" You insist," Momma says special prize for bein' good! Always!"
"You're hustling me!"
"Don' know that word."
"It means...It doesn't matter what it means because Momma isn't here right now. I'm in charge."
You bare your teeth at her like a little kitten with puffed up fur and Magda has to smother her laughter.
"Please, Morsa? Be like Momma?"
"No-No! Don't...Don't start crying! I...No...Please stop...Okay! Okay one extra present for good behaviour!"
You grin at her, suddenly no hint of tears are on your face and you turn to look at your options.
"That one!"
Pernille isn't expecting a lot when she gets home.
Magda only flew in yesterday so while she had offered to do some of the chores around the house, Pernille was totally okay if her girlfriend decided she was much too tired to do anything.
Looking after you can be the extent of anyone's energy sometimes.
But, she's pleasantly surprised to see her cupboards and fridge stocked full of fresh groceries and something simmering on the stove.
The less pleasant surprise is the massive cardboard castle that's been built in her living room.
You're stood in the middle of it, armed with a wooden play sword and a pen that you're using to scribble on the castle walls to make it to your liking.
Magda is outside of the castle in fairy wings and a wooden spoon as a wand.
"What's going on here?" Pernille says, brow raised," Where did we get this castle?"
"Shop," You answer, reaching with your sword to bonk Magda on the head," My gift for bein' good."
"And all of the new snacks we have? Magda?"
Magda, rubbing her head, lets out a bout of nervous laughter. "More gifts for being good?"
"Brownies for you, Momma!" You interrupt, grinning and bonking Magda on the head again," Wanna come into my castle?"
"What about me? Why can't I come in?"
You grin, sword coming down yet again. "You're the mean fairy, Morsa. Mean fairies can't come in!"
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Just going to leave this here and then sneak away! K bye! đđ©°
John Price is a man who runs on instinct. After years in the forces, he has to be. He's learned that the feeling in his gut is almost never wrong, and learning how to trust it is a skill. Right now though? He's wishing that his stomach would stop roiling. He's so anxious he feels like he might actually be sick. Kyle sits earnestly at his side, hunched over in the plastic hospital chair nursing a long gone flat vending machine Coke.
They've been tuning out your screams for a good three hours now.
Something within John breaks with every guttural cry that sounds from under the doorway. He's heard so many countless screams of agony from faceless people. They've been and gone in his head like a passing storm. Yours, he thinks, will stick for a lifetime.
Realistically, he knows that you're safe. Receiving the best care you possibly can, safe within the walls of the modern private hospital his insurance more than covers. He also can't help but remind himself just how complicated giving birth can be - and you're so delicate to him.
He's not actually sure when Kyle got here, having been running on autopilot since your contractions started yesterday. All the boys love you just as much as you do them, and when he'd messaged their shared group with a simple: > On way to hospital now. they'd been so shit scared.
Each one of them had opted to take up shifts staying beside their captain in the hospital, waiting earnestly for if they were at all needed. Johnny had picked up groceries, claiming that he' d best know what to get for a new mum, seeing as he's the only one besides Price who actually has sisters, and a niece of his own. None of them would ever admit that they also wanted to be the first to see little baby Price, and to check in on his wife who'm they'd grown to love so much, but there'd definitely been attempts on all three sides to work out when the baby would approximately pop, so that they could time their stint accordingly.
"Think she's okay in there?" John croaks, lifting his head from his palms, squinting at the fluorescent hall lights with a tired grunt.
Kyle swallows the sip of Coke in his mouth before responding. "She's a trooper. I think if anyone can handle having a baby, it's your missus."
Hours later, your small hospital room falls silent, and John is immediately up on his feet, back ramrod straight, everything alert. And then, a baby cries. It's a little hiccuping whinge at first, but then his baby seems to find their voice, wailing up a storm.
"You should go. See them." Kyle prompts quietly, noticing his captain's reverie as he just stands there staring at the closed door.
Nurses file out one by one, whilst he makes his way in, a dazed sort of look on his face as he sees the swaddles blanket you hold close to your chest, gurgling softly as tiny fat fists reach out to your nose.
The stillness in the room is like time stops entirely, only finally broken by a soft "Hey." as your husband makes his way quietly to your side.
"Hi." You breathe, a soft smile blossoming on your tired face, scooting along in the hospital bed so he can sit beside you.
The reverence on his face as he looks down towards the face of such a small creature is a look only talked about in fairytales. A look that tells you that your baby is the luckiest child in the world to have a dad like John.
"She's a girl." You laugh softly, noticing the look on John's face, the one that says he's holding his tongue.
"Oh, my baby girl." Tears spring to his cerulean eyes as he brushes a gentle finger down the soft slope of her tiny nose.
For a moment, the two - three - of you sit in total stillness, entirely enraptured by the tiny human you currently keep held so closely to your chest. Until there's a quiet, tentative knock on the door.
"Mrs Price? Can we come in?" Kyle's voice comes softly from the other side, but before you can even finish your "Yes" not just Kyle, but also Simon and Johnny are practically barrelling into the room, barely able to contain their intrigue as they lock eyes with the little blanket wrapped parcel they've been waiting nine months to meet.
The minute you invite them to look at the sleeping face of your daughter, they're practically tripping over themselves to see the much anticipated baby Price.
"Looks jus' like her mam." Johnny observes, whilst Simon just stares, and Kyle busies himself with taking a picture of you, John and your baby girl.
"Bought 'er a present, mrs Price." Simon admits a little sheepishly as he pulls a haphazardly wrapped parcel from his coat pocket. A stuffed ghost teddy only just the size of your fist. "To remind 'er that uncle ghost is always looking out for her."
You're practically crying at the thought behind his gift, carefully side-hugging the lieutenant with the arm that's not holding your daughter.
"We're all here for her. And for you. Always. One for one and that."
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so high school (m.s)
master list
matt sturniolo x reader
warnings: nothing but fluff
preview: Matt and his friends were seniors in high school, they decided to play a game of kiss, marry, kill in class. when it was Mattâs turn, his friend adds you in the mix. he never quite noticed you before and when he did, he was intrigued. you were two opposites. he ended up passing notes to you in class. you never expected the outcome from all of this.
a/n: this is a long one but, I loved writing it. I saw someone on here ask to write a fic based off so high school. which, I attempted to do! this is my take of how I pictured it in my head. I forgot who it was who posted about it but if youâre the person, hereâs my version!
it was almost the end of the school day, Matt was sat down at a table full of his friends. it was technically a free period since testing was held today. "let's play a game." his close friend Nate suggests. "what kind of game?" Chris asks curiously. "kiss marry kill." Nate responds with a grin. it caught Matt's attention, speaking up, "that's a childish game." the group laughs before Nate speaks up again, "well we have nothing better to do." the group looks at Matt, "what do you say? you in?" Nate adds on. "I guess i'll participate." Matt says fixing his posture. "okay who will start?" Nick joins in.
after a few rounds, the boys were laughing from the answers that had passed. it was finally Matt's turn, Chris ended up giving him the options, "okay let's see..." he says looking around the class, "Chloe, Madison, and..." he continues looking and lands his eyes on a girl resting her head on her palm as she read a book, "her I guess." Chris adds on. Matt looks at the girl and tilts his head a bit, "what's her name?" he asks.
"I think it's Y/n." Nick responds looking at you. you lift your head a bit from the sound of your name being said, "Nick, you're too loud." Chris whispers. you just ignored it and continued to read the book in front of you. Matt starts to play the game as he chose you to kill, "I only put her in that spot because I don't know her." he explains. the bell rings and everyone started to get up, including you. you shut your book and placed it in your back pack. Matt got up taking glances at you. you were wearing a white cardigan with jeans. your hair was half way up and half way down. you zipped up your back pack and put it on one of your shoulders only.
before you walk out, you catch a glimpse of Matt's gaze and you smile a bit at him, which he does back, then you walk out. Matt then picked up his back pack and put it on heading out as well. he walked to his car with his brothers and got in buckling up. "you guys don't know anything else about that Y/n girl?" Matt asks causing Nick to raise an eyebrow, "no, why?" he questions while Chris looks at Matt curious as well. "nothing I was just wondering. I thought I knew everyone in that class." he says starting the car. "she just keeps to herself that's why. no one wants to bother her I guess." Nick says. Matt just nods and drives out from the school parking lot.
the next day, your eyes were focused on your computer as you did the assignment for today. Matt was still curious about you, from yesterday's small smiles at each other, he wanted to take the opportunity to get to know you. he took out his notebook and a pencil as he started to write. after he was done, he ripped it out from the notebook and folded it. "hey." he says tapping the girl in front of him, "can you pass it to her?" Matt says looking at you. the girl he asked was behind you. she nods and takes the note, tapping your shoulder. you turn around and look at the folded paper. "it's from Matt." she whispers using her thumb to point behind her. you take the note and turn back around to open it.
'hey, I know you don't know me but, I also don't know you so, I was wondering if you wanted to get to know each other? I found it odd that I know everyone else in here except for you.' - Matt
you smile a bit from the note and pick up your pencil writing back. you handed it back to the girl and she passed it back to Matt.
'hi i'm Y/n. that's really out of the blue but, sure. i'd like to get to know you. also, yeah I get that a lot.' - Y/n
Matt smiles and writes back explaining how he even found out about you. you guys were passing notes the whole class which, the girl in between you ended up switching seats with Matt so he could pass the notes himself.
'so I was apart of your kiss marry kill?' - Y/n
'yeah but don't worry, my choice for you was not personal.' - Matt
you giggle softly to yourself. the bell ended up ringing and you guys left it off at that. you packed your stuff and turned around to give him the same soft smile from yesterday before walking out. for the rest of the day, Matt could not stop thinking about you. "what's on your mind?" Nick asks him. "oh nothing." Matt responds smiling. Chris and Nick just look at each other in a weird way.
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the weekend was finally over and Matt couldn't already wait to get to his last class. when the time comes, he was about to sit down behind you but the teacher stops him. "Matt." Mrs. Dean speaks up causing the boy to stop in his tracks and turn around, "yes?" he asks. "we need to talk about your grade in this class. I heard you aren't doing so well in other classes as well?" she says pulling up his grades. you couldn't help but have the conversation catch your attention as you unzipped your back pack. "Matt, you have to raise these grades or else you'll be suspended from the lacrosse game in a month." the teacher says making Matt's eyes widen, "what? how could I raise my grades that quickly?" he asks. "I don't know Matt but it's possible. you have to really put in the work." she says. Matt just sighs and nods, going to sit at his desk. as time goes by, you turn around and place a note in front of him which makes him look at you and smile a bit.
'I can help you raise your grades if you'd like.' - Y/n
he smiles even more reading it. he immediately writes back taking you on the offer.
'if it's not too much of a hassle, i'd gladly accept your help.' - Matt
'well I did come up with the idea so, it wont be a hassle.' - Y/n
'can I get your number?' - Matt
you ended up writing down your phone number and he thanks you in his actual voice. he started to realize, he hasn't heard your voice, so when you spoke up to say 'you're welcome', he felt his heart start to race a bit. your voice was soft and comforting in a way. even though you only said two words to him.
the next day, you and Matt meet up at one of the picnic tables in the courtyard. "hey." Matt says with a smile walking up to sit in front of you. you smile back, "hi Matt." you greet him. "I'm going to warn you right now, I have a bunch of missing assignments." he says opening his back pack. you let out a soft laugh, "that's fine. you have a month to get it all done. plus, you have extra hands to help you." you reassure him. he smiles and nods, "thank you again." he says pulling out the pile of papers he had inside his back pack. your eyes widen a bit and laugh a bit, "don't thank me yet. we haven't started." you respond while looking at the stack. you both laugh at the same time.
you two have been tackling his missing work for a few days now until one day, he tells you something, "Y/n?" you look up at him and respond, "yes?" "I still want to get to know you better." he says making you look at him with a smile, "well..." you start off, putting your pencil down, "what do you want to know?" he puts down his pencil as well before he speaks, "just tell me stuff that makes you, well you." you laugh a bit before nodding, "well I barely moved to Massachusetts the beginning of senior year, i'm an only child, I enjoy reading in my free time, and let's see..." you pause for a bit. Matt was just sitting there, very drawn to you as you speak. "I don't really know what else I could say." you say with a soft laugh. Matt joins in laughing before he speaks, "I guess I just have to spend more time with you to get more from you." you smile nervously and look away, "well, let's focus on getting this work done." Matt adds on which you agree to.
since you began to help Matt, his friends have been wondering why he's been distant. he was constantly with you and he never told his friends about you. as you guys sat there, his group of friends walk over and tease him, "what is this?" Nate asks with a foolish smile. Matt rolls his eyes and looks at the group, "what are you guys doing here?" he asks. "the question is, what are you doing here? with..." Nate looks at you, "Y/n right?" Nate asks. you nod in silence feeling awkward, "Y/n is helping me complete my missing assignments so I could raise my grades. if I don't raise them, I won't be able to play the lacrosse game coming up." Matt says. Chris widens his eyes, "what? why didn't you tell us?" he asks. "you guys weren't going to be able to help me so Y/n offered." Matt responds looking at you.
"you still could've told us." Nick says before looking at you, "I'm Nick by the way." you smile and greet him back, "nice to meet you." "are you sure you guys are only studying? I mean Matt talks about y-." Chris was cut off by Matt, "okay guys. me and Y/n still have lots to do." the group of boys nod and say their goodbyes, walking away. Matt shakes his head and focuses his eyes on the text book in front of him. you look at him and laugh, "you talk about me?" you ask. he looks up and takes a tiny gulp, "he was just teasing us." Matt tries to cover up from the truth. you just nod, "okay I believe you." you say looking back down with a smile.
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you and Matt were at the usual picnic table at school as you both stood in front of the computer. it's been two weeks since you started to help him. you both stood there waiting for his grades to update. it took a lot of work but, hopefully it was worth it. you and Matt stare at the screen as he clicked refresh one more time. "Y/n!" he says standing up straight. you looked at the screen to see his grades now passing with A's and B's. you turn to look at him and your mouth was open a bit from shock, "you did it Matt!" you exclaim happily. "no, we did it Y/n." he says with a smile hugging you suddenly. your eyes widen a bit but you hugged back slowly, "thank you Y/n." he whispers still embracing you. "you're welcome Matt." you reply as you both pull away. you both stand there now nervously laughing. "let's go show Mrs. Dean." you suggest. the boy nods and you both pack your stuff and walk to her classroom.
the next day, Matt kept bugging you in class with the notes he's been writing.
'Y/n tell me how I can repay you. seriously!' - Matt
'I don't need to be repaid Matt. it was me who offered to help in the first place. i'm just glad I helped you.' - Y/n
'how about I take you to the drive in?' - Matt
your eyes widen a bit from the question. youâve never been asked to go anywhere especially with a boy. alone. you hover your pencil over the paper as you think about what to say.
âiâve never been to the drive in.â - Y/n
âwell then youâre about to :)â - Matt
you look back at him and he smiles making you smile as well.
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Y/nâs POV
âdad iâll be back before 9 pm I promise.â I say putting on small hoop earrings. my dad has never been in this situation before, well neither have I, so this was all new for the both of us. âhoney, let her finish getting ready.â my mom joins in with a small laugh. âwho even is this boy Y/n?â my dad asks curiously. âheâs just a boy from school that I helped out. now, he said he wants to repay me thatâs all.â I say putting on chapstick. âdo you like this boy?â my mom asks. âyes.â I say bluntly but realize it came off the other way, âas a friend!â I add on. my mom laughs and nods, âokay sweet heart. Iâll get your dad out of your hair.â she says dragging my dad out the room with her.
I look at myself in the mirror and touch up anything that doesnât look right. my phone suddenly buzzes. I pick it up to see a text from Matt. it was him letting me know he was outside. I get up and put on my shoes, heading out my bedroom and to the front door until I got stopped by my dad. âhold on Y/n.â he says getting up from the couch. âdad please. I have to go.â I say but he walks up to me and opens the door. he takes a look at Matt through his car window. Matt gets out the car and walks up to the door. âhello sir.â Matt says with a smile. âwhatâs up kid. where are you taking my daughter?â my dad asks. âiâm just taking her to the drive in. itâs to repay her for helping me play this weekendâs game.â Matt says. âyou play a sport?â my dad asks now intrigued.
âI play lacrosse.â Matt says with a soft laugh. âthatâs awesome. well, you two enjoy the movie. be safe most importantly.â my dad says patting Mattâs shoulder. âthank you dad. bye.â I say walking to Mattâs car. we both get inside and I look at him, âiâm so sorry about him.â I apologize. he laughs softly and starts the car, âwhy are you saying sorry? it went great.â he reassures me. âI just didnât think you guys would meet. I mean, heâs never met anyone else before.â I say. he looks at me, âwait, iâm the first guy heâs ever met?â he asks with a slight shocked expression. âyeahâŠâ I say quietly. âis that a problem?â I add on. he smiles and chuckles, âno! iâm just surprised.â he says as he starts to drive off. âwhatâs so surprising?â I question keeping my eyes on the road.
âI thought a bunch of guys wouldâve taken you out by now.â he says. I stay silent for a bit, what is that supposed to mean? âI donât talk to guys like that.â I utter. âlooks like iâm special.â Matt smiles from his words. I just shake my head playfully, âI guess so.â I laugh a bit.
End of Y/nâs POV
later on, you both were sitting there in the car as the movie played on the big screen. Matt wasnât paying attention that much because all he could focus on was how nervous he was being right next to you. to be completely honest, he hasnât taken out a girl before. he only cared about his friends and sports so he didnât think he would have anytime for a relationship but, he just shook off the thoughts. he was just repaying you right? towards the end of the movie, you notice him glancing at you and you caught his eyes. you both sat there as you stared at each other while the movie played through the radio. Matt started to move his eyes to your lips, making you gulp. you two started to lean in slowly but stopped once you guys heard the car next to you start its engine.
you both move away from each other and laugh nervously. the drive home was painfully awkward. when you got home, you laid in bed and buried your face in your pillow. all you could think about now was, what if you guys kissed?
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a few days pass, you could not get Matt off your mind. you knew he was the sweetest boy youâve ever met. you just didnât know what to do with these feelings. besides that near kiss, nothing else happened after. he did invite you to his lacrosse practice later after school.
âcome on. you can watch me practice and try to understand the game.â - Matt
you stared at the note and thought about what to say. you had the same hesitation from when he asked you to go to the drive in. you gulp and start to write a response.
âokay fine. iâll come.â - Y/n
the bell rings and he stands up grabbing his stuff, shortly after he grabs your hand walking out the classroom. you follow him as you look at the way your fingers entwined. you felt your cheeks turn pink from the gesture. you soon made it out to the grass field. he lets go of your hand and looks at you, âI got to put on my uniform but look out for number four okay?â he says smiling. you nod and smile back as he walks away.
you make your way up onto the bleachers as you sit down away from some people. when all the boys head out on the field, you immediately spot Matt in his number four jersey. you smile and see him point his stick at you which makes you giggle quietly. âhey Y/n.â you turn to see Nick join right next to you. âhi. you donât play?â you ask. he shakes his head, âabsolutely not. I cried and quit the first time I played.â you both laugh at his words.
as the boys started to practice, Nick started to explain the game to you. you were starting to understand the concept and how points work. by the time they finished, Nick claimed you as a pro. âyou learn quickly!â he exclaims with a smile. âwell, I did help him study. only fair for me to study the game.â you say laughing.
when you arrived home that day, you couldnât stop thinking about him still. you sat on your bed as you started to think of ways to support him at the game tomorrow. you had the perfect idea.
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you look at yourself in the school bathroom mirror as you smile. today was the day Matt has been anticipating. he was still thanking you all day that he gets to play today. which you kept repeatedly telling him to stop.
Matt
wish me luck today! I hope to hear you in the stands.
you smile at the text and reply.
Y/n
good luck Matt. also, I donât know about that.
you head out the bathroom and make your way out to the bleachers. you wanted to be close to the front so Nick saved you a seat. âthank you for giving me one of his jerseys.â you say to Nick. âof course! heâs going to love seeing you in it.â he responds. you and Nick engage in conversation as he tells you child hood stories about the three of them. you two were laughing and getting along. âiâm so glad Matt started talking to you. I feel like none of us wanted to reach out to you because we thought you didnât want anybody bothering you.â Nick lets out making you laugh softly.
you hear a person through the speakers introduce the team and you instantly switch your attention towards the field. the team runs out onto the field and everybody starts to cheer, including you.
Mattâs POV
when me and my team run out onto the field, I instantly search for Y/n in the stands. when I finally see her, I couldnât help but notice her shirt. it was my jersey. it looked a little big on her and I laughed to myself. she looked amazing. I pointed my lacrosse stick at her and she just gave thumbs up with a smile. I definitely need to do good for her.
End of Mattâs POV
during the game, you were so focused on Matt that you started to realize how good he was. he was absolutely crushing everyone on the opposite team. it was down to the final countdown. you were at the edge of your seat with Nick as you guys watch Matt with the ball, he starts to run and push past the opponents as he throws the ball straight to the net, making the final goal. everybody stands up and cheer as you and Nick jump up and down. âletâs go Matt!â you yell out. you were so caught up in the moment you didnât realize you really put yourself out there cheering for him. Matt takes off his helmet and runs towards the stands. you walk down the bleachers as he drops the stick and helmet onto the ground. you embrace him in a hug as he wraps his arms around your waist, picking you up slightly.
âgood job Matt!â you exclaim happily. âI couldnât do it without you.â he says. it made your heart melt but you were also confused, âwhat do you mean?â you say pulling away smiling. âI was thinking about you the whole time. it was my motivation.â he says smiling. your heart started to beat fast. âMatt⊠thatâs so sweetâŠâ you say. he scratches the back of his neck shyly, âyeahâŠâ he says. it was the same awkward feeling from the car ride home back from the drive in. âlet me go change into my actual clothes and iâll meet up with you in the parking lot okay?â he says. you nod and smile.
later on, you were standing in the parking lot as you waited. he eventually came out from the school building and greets you with a smile. you just stood there still feeling awkward. your feelings for him were growing stronger and you couldnât take it anymore. ânice jersey by the way.â he says opening his trunk with a smile. âthank you very much.â you smile a bit. you watched him put his equipment in his trunk as he noticed your body language. âis something bothering you?â he asks shutting the trunk.
Y/nâs POV
my heart was racing. how do I tell him how I feel? âY/n?â he speaks up looking at me with concern. âMatt⊠I donât know how to put this into words.â I say quietly. he leans back on the car as he responds, âitâs okay. take your time.â I stand there and look away with a nervous laugh before looking back at him, âwell⊠iâve been feeling a certain way lately. ever since I met you, I knew there was something different about you. I mean you went out of your way to talk to me when no one else would.â I pause for a moment, I canât believe iâm doing this, âremember when you said youâre special and I said I guess? well, itâs not I guess. itâs yes, you are special. iâm sorry if this is too much.â I stop myself. âno keep going.â he says with a reassuring smile. I let out a breath, âwhat iâm trying to say isâŠâ I stop looking at my feet nervously before looking back up at him, âno oneâs ever had me⊠not like you. like today, I didnât even know I could cheer that loud. when we arenât together, I constantly think about you and when I lay there, I canât help but wonder if you feel the same.â I say.
he stands up straight getting off the car. âthatâs actually crazy.â he says catching me off guard. âwhat?â I ask stunned. he laughs nervously before talking, âiâve been feeling the same way Y/n. like I said earlier, you were my motivation the whole game. when we first started talking, I already felt like my heart was going to beat out my chest. when we went to the drive in, I shouldâve just told you then. I was having these thoughts ever since. every day, I look forward to seeing you. that has never happened to me before. I feel the same way Y/n.â he says making me feel much more at ease. âyou really mean that?â I ask with a slight smile. âof course I do Y/n.â he says grabbing my hands softly, interlocking them.
End of Y/nâs POV
âso what now Matt?â you ask looking into his eyes. âwhat do you think?â he asks with a smile. you stayed quiet for a bit before asking him a question, âare you gonna marry kiss or kill me?â he smiles at the familiar question, âfor now, I think iâll go with kiss.â he says pulling you in by your intertwined hands, unlocking them, placing his hands on your face kissing you softly. you place your arms around his neck as you tip toe yourself up to reach him better. he moves his hands down, wrapping his arms around your lower waist as he picks you up slightly, without breaking the kiss. you never wouldâve imagined high school being like this. finally finding a boy who you knew you could give yourself to. you both continue to kiss, smiling in between kisses and eventually pulling away. you both had your foreheads touching as you both laughed softly in each otherâs arms.
a/n: sorry if this is so long! likes, comments, and reblogs are highly appreciated.
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Sugar, Sugar Part 3
Pairing: WandaNat x Reader
Word Count: 2.2k
Summary: The three of you officially sign the contract and now you're their sugar baby
Warnings: this contains daddy kink, mommy kink, threesomes, dom/sub dynamic, face sitting, edging, praise, bondage, strap on fucking, other things Iâm sure Iâm forgetting
Author's Note: I know this is starting out kinda slow paced but it will be picking up soon! Also ignore any mistakes in this. I didn't proof read it because I'm too tired to. Anyway enjoy!
Part 1 Part 2
Harsh evening light is hitting your face, waking you up.
The first thing you notice when you wake up his how soft the bed is. It's certainly softer than anything you've ever known. The second thing you notice is the two women on either side of you. They lay there peacefully, the three of you intertwined together. Flashbacks to a few hours ago run through your mind, making you blush. You were never the type to sleep with someone so easily, but with them everything was different. It didnât matter that you barely knew the two women.
Wanda starts to stir, averting your attention from your thoughts to her.
"Hi," you say.
"Hi baby," she says, sleepiness lacing her voice. "How are you feeling?"
"A little tired, but I'm good." You go to scooch away from Wanda, now suddenly aware of just how close the two of you are, when she pulls you back.
"Don't leave honey," she whispers to you. "You're so warm, it's a nice change from Natalia. That woman is like an icebox," she says making you laugh.
"No I'm not, you're just always cold," Natasha grumbles, now awake.
âAww Iâm sorry baby did we wake you?â Wanda's voice is laced with mock apology.
âYou know you did,â Natasha says, her piercing glare directed at Wanda. âBut Iâm glad because now I get to spend my morning with this beautiful little thing.â Natasha moves around in the bed until she is facing you. Her hand finds itâs way to your chin, a subtle act of dominance that sends heat straight to your core. She leans in and captures your lips with hers. Itâs slow and passionate and makes you melt against her. Natashaâs hand slips between the two of you, running down your front and she almost slips it into the shorts youâre wearing when Wanda stops her.
âHold on you two before we do anything else we need to get the contract printed and signed.â
Both you and Natasha groan in unison.
âDo we have to,â you whine out.
âYes we do baby. Itâs for your safety and ours. Weâve gotta do it.â
âOkay fine,â you grumble, but allow Wanda to pull you out of bed. Natasha follows closely behind. Wanda leads you to the room you had been in yesterday, where she turns on her computer and starts printing off the contract that one of them had somehow had the time to make. In no time the three of you sign it, officially beginning your time as their sugar baby.
"Now where were we," Natasha says. She steps towards you, one arm wrapping around your waist, the other grabbing you and pulling you to her. She kisses you hard and deeply, causing you to give in to her. You're pliable to her will, willing to let her do whatever she wants to you.
"Please," you beg once the two of you finally pull apart.
"What do you want detka? Be a good girl and use your words," Wanda taunts. She's sitting in a chair, watching all of this go down.
"Come on tell us what you want milyy, or else we'll give you nothing," Natasha says.
"I want one of you to fuck me please," you beg.
"Good girl," Natasha says. She picks you up, wrapping your legs around her waist and take you back to their room. She lays you down on the bed, pulling your clothes off. You lie there naked as she towers over you fully clothed.
"Wanda?" Natasha asks.
"Can you grab the red strap and some rope?"
"Already on it." You can hear Wanda inside their closet, refiling through it, trying to find the things Natasha asked for.
"Remember if you need to stop call out red okay?" Natasha says, checking in on you.
"Ok if I need to stop I will."
"That's my good girl." Natasha climbs on top of you and gently kisses you, but breaks the two of you apart when Wanda comes back in the room.
You let out a whine, wanting her lips back on yours. However Wanda is quick to correct you.
"Don't whine unless you want us to give you something to whine about malysh."
"I'm sorry mommy."
"Good girl that's better. Now put your arms up against the headboard and your legs spread out." You do as you're asked and the two women work together to tie you up. They have you securely restrained in no time.
Wanda walks over to you and leans down while Natasha strips and puts the strap on on. She turns your face to her with one hand, her touch is tender.
âDaddy is going to play with you a little bit and then sheâs gonna fuck you while mommy rides your face ok?â Wandaâs tone is gentle and her voice is soft as she speaks to you. It makes the dirty words that just came out of her mouth that much hotter to you.
âOk mommy,â you say. You try to clench your thighs together, wanting to relieve the ache that is forming, but with your legs tied apart you canât.
âAww is someone feeling a little needy?â Natasha asks. You hadnât even realized she had finished putting the harness on. But now she is standing in front of you, the strap on swinging between her legs. She looks heavenly, you think.
âPlease daddy,â you beg.
âWhat do you want detka?â
âDaddy please touch me.â You start to wiggle a bit, once again trying to relieve the ache, but it does nothing more than make Natasha laugh at how pathetic you look.
âIs this where you want me to touch you detka?â Natashaâs hand ghosts over your inner thigh, so close yet too far away from where you really need her.
âNo daddy. Higher please.â
âRight here?â Natashaâs hand caresses your stomach, teasing you.
âPlease touch my pussy daddy,â you finally cry out, frustrated from Natashaâs teasing.
âGood girl,â Natasha says. She lays down on her stomach, her face right up against your pussy. She uses her right hand to hold your hips down, while her thumb plays with your clit.
âOh god,â you loudly moan out.
âDoes daddy playing with your pussy feel good?â Wanda asks. She reaches a hand down to pull at your tits, your back arching off the bed as she does.
âIt feels really good mommy,â you manage to say in between moans.
Natasha continues her assault on your pussy while Wanda assaults your chest. The two of them together are sending your brain into overdrive. The only thing you can think about is your impending orgasm and how good being touched by then feels.
âPlease let me cum,â you beg. Youâre not sure which one youâre begging to, theyâre both making you feel good.
âShould we let our little princess cum Nat?â
âI think if she wants to cum she should do it on my strap,â Natasha says, pulling away from you. That action elicits a high pitched whine to escape your mouth, upset that you were so close and your orgasm was taken from you.
âDonât whine detka, youâll be back feeling good in a minute,â Natasha reassures you. Natasha positions herself, but doesnât push into you yet, knowing Wanda wants to check in with you.
âIâm going to ride your face now ok? And Nat is going to fuck you. Weâre going to let you adjust so tell us when we can move. If it gets to be too much and you canât talk tap my thigh three times ok?â Wanda says, making sure youâre alright with everything thatâs about to happen.
âOk mommy.â
âGood girl,â Wanda says. She removes her skirt and underwear and straddles your face.
âCome on stick your tongue out. Let mommy ride your pretty little face.â You stick your tongue out just like Wanda asked you to, and she slowly sinks down onto your face, letting you adjust to the feeling.
âYou both can move now,â you tell the two women. Once you do, Natasha starts fucking into you at a brutal pace. Your moans are constant, but theyâre muffled by Wandaâs pussy in your face.
âYouâre doing so good detka,â Wanda praises, chasing her own high. She grinds down onto your tongue, moans escaping her mouth.
âYouâre so pretty when youâre taking my cock princess,â Natasha groans out. Her thrusts become faster and faster, pushing you closer and closer to release.
You moan out loudly, trying to ask permission to cum, but all that comes out is moans.
"You gonna cum baby?" Natasha asks, her voice a little breathless.
You moan, which Natasha takes as yes. Wanda's movements start to become erratic above you, a telltale sign that she's about to cum.
"Be a good girl and cum for daddy detka," Natasha says. The second she says that you cum all over her strap and Wanda cums all over your face and mouth. You happily lick it all up, savoring the taste of her.
"You're such a good girl princess," Wanda says as she climbs off of you. Natasha slips out of your pussy and the two women quickly untie you. Wanda walks back into the coset and returns with some sort of cream that the two women apply to your wrists and ankles, easing the burning feeling.
"You did so good for us, how are you feeling milyy?" Natasha asks once the two women had finished applying the cream. Wanda sets the cream on the nightstand and both women climb into bed with you.
"good but a little sleepy," you answer. You're clinging to both women, wanting to be as close to them as possible.
"Do you need a nap honey?" Wanda asks. You nod your head yes. The two women position themselves so that you're sandwiched between the two of them. It's a warm and comfortable feeling. The two women whisper soft praises to you until you fall into a gentle sleep. When you wake, you're still sandwiched between the two women.
"You feeling better darling?" Natasha asks.
"Yeah I feel a lot better." You sit up and look around. It doesn't look like you were out for long.
"There's something we want to talk to you about honey," Wanda says once you're more alert and awake. "we want to take you out tomorrow is that okay?"
âIâd really like that," you say, a blush making its way across your face at the idea of going out with these two beautiful women.
âis seven ok detka?â This time Natasha speaks.
âYes that works for me,â you say, your voice full of exhaustion.
âWeâll pick you up. Just send us your address later when youâre not so tired ok?â
âI will.â
The three of you spend the next couple of hours talking and eating dinner. You're happy to get to know these two women better. But eventually you have to leave and go back home. Nat and Wanda escort you out of their house, making sure to give you a kiss goodbye. The whole way back to your apartment youâre freaking out. You canât believe how lucky you are. That you get to sleep with two of the hottest women on the planet plus you get paid for it.
Soon enough youâre opening the door to your apartment.
"Oh my god Katie," you loudly exclaim as you walk in.
"I've never been so attracted to two people in my life. They're just so fucking hot."
"I bet it helps that they're fucking loaded," Kate jests.
"Yeah," you say blushing. "But that's not the only thing I like about them," you say defending the two women. "They're so kind and sweet. I've never met someone that I've connected with like I do with the two of them."
"Oh yeah I bet you do connect with them," Kate says, with a wink, making her innuendo more obvious.
"Katie," you whine.
"Wait I was just joking, you've slept with them already?" Shock laces her voice.
"Yeah," you say sheepishly. "I didn't plan on it, but they were just so hot. I never sleep with people that quickly but they're just so great and yâknow they seem pretty caring and sweet," you say, going on and on about the two women.
"Wow, sounds like someone's a little smitten."
Kate's words bring a blush to your cheeks, but you're quick to correct her. "I'm not smitten Katie. I just like sleeping with them and the money," you say, but even as you say it, you're not sure that you completely believe it. The way those two women make you feel is unbelievable and overwhelming, but youâre choosing to ignore that for now.
"Anyway I need to go to bed, I'm exhausted," you tell your best friend.
"I bet it's exhausting keeping up with two super hot women," Kate says teasing you once again.
âWhatever Katie. Goodnight.â
âGoodnight,â she says back.
That night you lay in bed, wondering what tomorrows date (for lack of better words) will hold. Eventually you fall to sleep, excited for what tomorrow holds.
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Hi!!! I really love your work- photophobia is my favorite piece of fanfiction ever!!
I don't know if your requests are still open but if they are and you feel inspired I'd like to request a one-shot where Logan and reader are caught having sex by a member of the x-men (you can decide who!!) I'd love to see your take on it <3
Like Animals
Pairing: Logan Howlett x Mutant!F!Reader
Warnings: MDNI
Word count: 3.4k
A/N: im sorry this took so long ;-; work's been driving me crazy and i've been creatively constipated BUT i really liked this request and ngl i was laughing to myself when writing it hehehe. also not sure if this counts as a oneshot or a drabble since it's kinda short but i hope this is what you had in mind!
Taglist: @fries11 (i had a taglist for Phobophobia but this is a more general one if anyone wants to be on it lmk <3)
How many steps could one person do in a single day? It was a question you idly entertained whilst pacing across the floor of the kitchen, having been asked to politely remove yourself from movie night by a mildly irritated Kitty when you were unable to sit still. Youâd spent most of your day like this. Anxiously, mindlessly marching from place to place, your body humming with anticipation since yesterday evening.Â
It was the longest you and Logan had been apart since the start of your relationship a year and a half ago, and fuck you missed him. It had been roughly three weeks since heâd left, Charles trusting him with gathering intel on some new fucked up mutant slave trade just south of the school. Heâd called you, of course he had, and you knew it was purely just to hear your voice, but his calls were few and far between. He was busy, incredibly busy. And whilst you tried to keep yourself busy too, it was hard not to think about him constantly. Not to wonder how he was doing, whether he was okay. If he missed you just as much as you missed him.
But you were pacing because he was supposed to be coming home today. Supposed to, if everything had gone well. Scott was almost as excited as you were, but only because he was happy to finally have his bike back. He was almost inconsolable when he went into the garage to see his prized possession had once again been stolen, and you tried everything you could to hide your amused grin. It was so typical of him, for his last act before he was gone for three weeks to be something that would piss off Scott.Â
Fuck you loved him.Â
You checked the clock on the wall for the thirtieth time that minute, the hands mocking you with the rhythmic clicking. Quarter past nine. He was supposed to be back an hour ago. Hence the anxious pacing. You resisted the urge to call him, hoping that maybe the traffic was just bad, or he got held up for some reason. He was okay. Of course he was okay. This was Logan you were thinking about. He was always okay. He had to be okay.Â
Your teeth gnawed on your bottom lip cursing lowly as you didnât focus on where you were going and smacked your hip into the corner of the table. If only he knew the things he id to you when he was away.Â
With a brief pause, you debated whether or not to go back to movie night. Whilst you had no idea what was happening onscreen, being unable to focus, you think you could understand the fairly basic premise of Night at the Museum. Some guy spends a night at a museum. How complex could that actually be? But remembering Kittyâs flat stare of knowing, you thought better of it. Sheâd been helpful in distracting you for the last three weeks, but clearly, youâd worn down her patience. Not that you could blame the girl. She called you out for being too codependent on him, and whilst at the time you refuted the claim, you couldnât help thinking she may have had a point. Maybe.
You werenât codependent. You just loved him. A lot. Enough to constantly be by his side every minute of every day. And it wasnât like he was any different.Â
Another minute ticked by and you clenched your jaw. Had he gotten lost or something? Why was he making you wait longer than you needed to? Of course it wasnât deliberate, even if he wanted to, you donât think he had the strength to do that, deprive you both of the otherâs presence, but he really picked a time to be an hour late.Â
You crossed to the window, pulling back the curtain for the umpteenth time and waiting for longer than you should for the peek of headlights around the drive. But there was nothing. Just the moonlit grass and silhouette of trees. You huffed, throwing the curtain back into place. Footsteps echoed through the hallway towards the kitchen, and you dragged a hand down your face.Â
âIâm fine, Scott. Just⊠getting kinda worried now. He should have been back an hour ago.â You couldnât help pulling back the curtain again, as if anything would have changed in the last twenty seconds.Â
âScott? Seriously?â
Oh. That was not Scott.Â
You whipped around, heart soaring as you knew that voice instantly. You could be deaf and still know the sound of his voice. Your lips split into a broad grin as you saw Logan standing in the doorway, arms folded across his chest, brow raised with a wry smile pulling at his lips.Â
âLogan!â You beamed, racing across the room to all but tackle him. He dropped his leather bag to the floor, wrapping his arms around around your middle, spinning with the momentum of your jump. Your legs anchored around his waist, ankles locking at the small of his back as you let yourself bask in his presence, inhaling the familiar scent of cigars and wood smoke.Â
âHi darlinâ. Sorry âm late.â He breathed, tightening his hold on you more for comfort than anything else. The tightness in his chest finally eased with the feeling of having you back in his arms. Logan always thought of himself as a lone wolf. An outsider. Someone who didnât need anybody else. That was until he met you and fell absolutely head over heels. Now he could barely stand to be on his own for longer than five minutes before heâd find himself sorely missing your presence. So the last three weeks had been as torturous for him as they had been for you.Â
Removing your face from the crook of his neck, you schooled your expression into a scowl. âWhere the fuck have you been? An hour, Logan. I havenât seen you in three weeks and you make me wait another hour?!â
He rolled his eyes at your dramatics, smirking as your furrowed brows deepened. âRoads were closed. Fuckinâ tree blocked the way so I had to turn back nâ find another way round.â He explained, and you reluctantly accepted it. âNot that you missed me or anythinâ.â
âMe? Miss you?â you quirked a brow, your scowl dissolving into a mischievous smirk. âIn your dreams, Howlett.â
Before he had a chance to quip back, you wrapped your arms around his neck, clinging tight as your lips crashed into his, dragging a quiet groan from his throat as he tasted longing passion on your tongue. His hands slid from your back to your thighs and oh how you missed the way he would grip them, leaving little purple bruises where he dug his fingers into your soft flesh.Â
Your brows pinched as he shifted to pin you against the wall, palms kneading your ass whilst he ground his rapidly hardening cock against your clothed heat. You whimpered lightly as his touches became desperate, your teeth tugging at his bottom lip, eliciting a sharp gasp from the depths of his chest. Shifting from his neck, your nails dug into the hard muscles of his shoulders, leaving little crescent dents across the sinewy skin before you the brown flannel from his arms. It was barely clinging on anyway, so why not assist the fall?
âWhereâs everyone?â He ground, lips fanning against your lower jaw as he moved to pepper tingling kisses and aching bruises along the column of your neck, his teeth scraping the sensitive skin above your pulse point. You angled your head to the side, allowing him easier access, the scuff of his beard scratching deliciously against the hollow of your throat.
âMovie nightâ LoganâŠ!â you gasped his name as quietly as you could when his hands left the plush of your ass, using your grip around his waist and the wall to hold you aloft whilst he pawed and kneaded at your breasts through your t-shirt, braless nipples hardening almost instantly. He pinched the pebble through the fabric, tugging slightly and silencing your whine with a burning kiss, hungrily devouring your mouth before you alerted anyone in the living room to the new show playing in the kitchen.Â
He growled a gravelly âGoodâ against your lips, removing your arms from his shoulders to raise above your head, pulling your shirt up and off in a hurried frenzy, almost snarling to himself as you bared yourself for him. You shivered slightly, though not from the cold, quite the opposite. The heat radiating off him kept you warm as you scrabbled to return the favour, your nails scratching at his naval before pulling up the white singlet and discarding it to the ground alongside your own shirt. Your hands fell to his belt, his mouth delivering little bites to your collarbone. Fuck, you needed him now. You needed him yesterday. Hell, you needed him the day he left, because fucking yourself with your fingers wearing his flannel was nothing in comparison to the ecstasy of fucking yourself on his cock.Â
âNeed you,â you breathed, popping open the button atop his jeans and pulling down the zipper over the incredibly obvious and likely extremely uncomfortable tent in his pants. Logan groaned slightly against your neck in relief, the tip of his cock pulsing and leaking with need. He hadnât been this desperate for you sinceâ
What the fuck was he saying? He was always desperate for you. In any way, shape or form. For whatever you were willing to give him. Though, luckily enough, you were usually willing to give him everything.Â
âFuck princess, âcan smell you. Smell so fuckinâ good.â he growled directly into your ear, hot breath sending shivers down your spine. You really didnât care that you were in the kitchen, nor did you care when he carefully tore through the crotch of your sweatpants with a single claw. Your arousal clouded his senses, the sweet scent of need making his hips buck into you. Especially when he dipped his hand through the tear to find you were naked beneath. âNo underwear? You did miss me.â He grinned the same smile as a predator, and you clamped your lips together to stop your own disobedient smile.Â
ââWas in my pyjamas⊠at least, they were my pyjamas.â You hissed, brows pinching as a curious, delicate finger softly grazed through your slick folds, gathering your dewy arousal on the tip of his fingers before bringing them up to his mouth. A carnal groan rumbled from his chest as he tasted you, his eyes rolling before they closed. Your mouth fell open, chest rising and falling in rapid pants as one of your hands shoved the elastic of his briefs down below his hips, just far enough for his desperate cock to spring from his confines.Â
âImpatient?â He smirked darkly as you attempted to grind against him, having to clench your jaw to stop yourself from whining. You shot him an equally wicked look, earning yourself a brow raise before his jaw slackened, your hand circling his length in a tight palm, jerking him from base to tip and using your thumb to slather the head of his cock in his own yearning. He bucked into your hand, a gasp flying from his lips before you slid him through the tear in your sweatpants. But before you could coerce him to drive home, he pulled you from the wall.Â
With a small squeak of surprise, your nails clung to his back, tearing angry marks up his spine as he set you back down on the table, leaning over you until you were lying against the solid wood.Â
âSay you missed me,â he growled with a smile, clearly deriving pleasure from the way you huffed in frustration. You only responded by raising your hips into his, grinding your now-soaked crotch against his throbbing cock. âCâmon baby, just say it, ân Iâll give you everything you want.â he bargained, though finding it incredibly difficult to deny you. He grunted a soft curse when you locked your legs tighter around his waist, forcing his sensitive tip to graze through your aching heat. Fuck he wanted you. But at the same time, he really wanted to hear you say it. âCâmooon, say you missed me. Canât really deny it.â
âFuck, yes I missed you. Of course I missed you. Now fuck me already!â You spat through gritted teeth, but he still didnât claim you the way you wanted him to.Â
âHow much?â
âLogan?!â
âHow much? How much did you miss me?â He grinned and you groaned in frustration. Trust him to find the worst times to wind you up. With a deep breath, you leaned up, holding both sides of his neck as you took the shell of his ear between your teeth.Â
âI fucked myself wearing your clothes, whining your name, imagining my fingers were your fingers. Imagining that stupid silicon cock was your cock. Thatâs how much I missed you.â You whispered, earning yourself a needy groan from the man above you.Â
His hips moved as if they had a mind of their own, his hand guiding himself through the ruins of your sweatpants to sink into your leaking cunt, and you both gasped airily at the sensation. Incrementally, Logan pushed inside you, savouring the pulse of your silken walls, the pitch of your trapped whines behind a wall of teeth and lips. Oh how he wanted to hear you, but somewhere in the back of his pleasure-addles mind, he was glad you were keeping quiet. At least one of you was still aware of the time and place.Â
Slowly he bottomed out, pressing the coarse hairs of his pelvis against your clit. Taking your hand in his, he trapped it by the side of your head, knuckled turning white as he fought to resist the urge to cum there and then. You felt so fucking good. How did you always feel so fucking good?
âF-fuck, Logan⊠move.â You hissed, your hips undulating in desperate pumps as you attempted to get him to do something other than just fill you. It felt incredible, but you needed more. What you didnât realise was that he was hypersensitive. Heâd been without you for the last three weeks, with nothing but your voice on the other side of his phone and his own fist to satisfy his craving for you. And it did nothing but make it worse. Did nothing but make him harder for you.Â
âEasy, princess. Notâ fuck⊠not goinâ anywhere.â He swore as you deliberately clenched around him, slowly pulling back until only his tip was submerged in your heat, before pushing back in, having to sink his teeth into the meat of your shoulder to muffle his loud groan of ecstasy. You clawed at his closed fist, sharp nails digging into the three spaces where his claws would slide outâan unknown erogenous zone.
Until now.
His cock jumped inside you, shivers of pure electric honey quivering down his spine as he slammed his hips into yours, momentarily losing control of himself. âShit⊠shit! Fuck that wasâ what did youââÂ
You did it again, watching his features fall completely slack, mouth agape as he bucked into you uncontrollably, as if searching for a deeper place to reach. Your chest inflated with a sharp gasp as the leaking, throbbing tip of his cock brushed that little bundle of pleasure nestled inside your walls, the tight leash you were holding on your voice loosening slightly as he thrust into you sharply, having found just the right angle.Â
âYes⊠fuck, yeah, there, rightâ shit, right there!â Your eyes fluttered closed, your body set alight as he set a determined pace, the table shifting slightly with each delicious thrust, your ecstasy climbing higher and higher and you let yourself be completely consumed by pleasure.Â
âYeah?â he growled, gasping into the side of your neck as your other hand scratched up his back as if you were trying to get past his regeneration and leave lingering marks. He loved it when you got rough, it drove him fucking crazy when you tried to leave your marks on him. There were times he hated his mutation for that because nothing would push him higher than knowing he could look in the mirror and see your desperation sucked into his neck or torn into his back.Â
âFuck! Logan, Iââ
âAre you fucking serious?!â
At the first sound of a foreign voice outside of your bubble of rapture, your mutation flared, blinking both you and Logan out of sight. Though, if you could teleport, that would have been a whole lot more beneficial. Because now poor Scott had to bear witness to your spontaneous kitchen table tryst.Â
Had to bear witness to Loganâs bare ass. You almost wished you had his perspectiveâŠ
âMaybe he didnât see usâŠâ you whispered as quietly as you could, and though you couldnât see Logan smile, you knew he was grinning from ear to ear.Â
âI wouldnât hold out hope.â
âI can fucking hear you. On the table? Seriously? Everyone eats there. I eat there!â He lamented, and you craned your neck to see heâd covered his already covered eyes with his hands, his face a nice shade of bright pink.Â
âLike you and Jean are any more discrete in the danger room, Summers.â Logan barked, and you snorted a laugh which quickly turned into a gasp when he shifted slightly. You couldnât even hide the way your cunt pulsed the moment you heard him walk in, and you knew Logan would have given you a look of intrigue.Â
âThatâs notâ Youâre still going?!â
âYou kinda walked in at a bad time.â You could hear just how hard Logan was trying to keep his shit together whilst still being under the influence of your arousal, like a siren to a sailor.Â
âExactly. Itâs rude to walk in on a lady without knocking, I could have been naked!â You bit your lip to stop yourself from moaning aloud as Logan shifted again, deliberately this time. Oh, how you wished you could see his face right now.Â
âIn the kitchen?!âÂ
You snorted a laugh, earning a low groan from Logan as your walls convulsed around his cock, your thighs tightening around his waist. You could almost hear his teeth grind together as he continued his battle to stop from pounding into you there and then.Â
âYou might wanna go, Scott. Loganâs getting impatient.â
âYou canât even see him, howâd you knâ OH FUCKâS SAKE!â He huffed, turning on his heel and storming from the room, no doubt to tell Kitty and Ororo heâd just caught the two of you fucking like animals on the kitchen table.Â
When you were certain he was gone, you released your grip on your mutation and the visage of Loganâs sweat-slicked face greeted you, a crooked grin pulling at his lips.Â
âYou liked that, didnât you?â He asked lowly, nipping at your jaw. âCould feel you gushinâ around me, princess. You liked it when he walked in. You liked it when we got caught.â Feeling boneless, Logan pulled you up with him as he stood, sliding his still-hard cock from your twitching cunt.Â
âShut upâŠâ You mumbled, attempting to latch your lips to his. But he pulled back from you, that same shit-eating grin still shining. With a huff, you hopped off the table, stooping to snatch your t-shirt from the ground.Â
âMy little exhibitionist. Who knew?â Logan wrapped his arms around your naked waist and you leaned back into his chest, your teeth sinking into your lower lip as you felt his cock press against your ass. ââM not against extending invitations. Just to watch. Nobody gets to touch you but me.â He growled, a possessive edge cutting into his tone, one that made you slightly weak at the knees, as if you werenât already struggling to stand. A fresh wave of arousal curled in your lower gut, and you turned in his arms, eyes like heated coals.
âBedroom. Now.â
âJust the two of us?â
âNow, Logan!â
With a dark chuckle, he bent to pick you up, hands braced against the backs of your thighs much like he had when he first walked in.Â
âYes maâam.â He murmured, before finally letting you capture his mouth with your own, teeth clashing and tongues dancing as he blindly carried you up to bed to finish what you both started.Â
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A HICKEY WHERE?!
WandaMaximoffxFem!reader
Warnings: High School AU, fluff, smut, kissing, marking, angry Sokovian that wants to kill you, oral sex, bottom!wanda , top!reader, mention of using strap-on, I think that's it
Summary: Wanda's late to school after an eventful night and morning in your house while your parents are away. When Wanda was changing, her friends noticed something very interesting in a very interesting place.
Notes: Sorry for any mistakes. English is not my first language, and I don't know the US school system. Also, gif's not mine so big credits to the author.
Word count: 2.2k
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Wanda was a little late.
Okay, she was super late.
She missed two first periods, but she made it in time for the PE lesson. She ran into the locker room, finding her friends from class.
"Well, who has finally decided to come to school?"
Was the first comment when she entered the room. Natasha, Wanda's best friend, was standing with her arms crossed and a smug look on her face.
You see, they have known each other since kindergarten. They are basically sisters. Nat knows when her best friend is trying to hide something; she knows her better than Wanda herself. So it isn't surprising that when Wanda didn't show up for the first two periods, she instantly knew that it had to have something to do with her girlfriend.
And the comment resulted in a bunch of questions from her other classmates. Everyone was now curious, especially when Wanda normally isn't late. To anything.
"So, why are you late?" asked Carol as everything slightly calmed down.
"I was at Y/N's..." Wanda responded in a whisper, so the girls could barely hear.
That was it. Once again, the girls started commenting on one another. They were excited, to say the least. They wanted to know everything. Of course, they knew that Wanda was in a relationship, but she didn't talk much about it to them. She preferred to keep her love life to herself. Well, maybe Nat was an exception, especially at the beginning of Wanda's relationship. After hours of listening to her best friend rumble about her girlfriend, she teased her, saying that she was a simp.
"Can you stop? It was just a sleepover." said Wanda with a little blush on her cheeks after teasing she got from her friends.
"So that's why you are late? How much sleeping was really on this 'sleepover'?" teased Carol, looking for a reaction from her friend.
"It was just a sleepover, nothing more." answered Wanda, annoyed. She was already late to school, and she hates being late, but on top of that, she has to face the teasing from her friends. "We just lost track of time watching TV." she added. It was, of course, a lie, but she didn't want to say what truly happened yesterday.
"Okay, okay. If you say so.." it was Nat this time. Wanda just glared at her and went to change into her PE clothes.
For a moment, the teasing stopped, and everyone went to continue changing. However, when Wanda took off her jeans with the intention of putting on some shorts, Carol noticed something in a very interesting place.
"Wanda, is that a hickey-" Carol started, but was cut off by Wanda. "Yes, we might have made out. It isn't a big deal; couples do this all the time. Can we drop this topic?" She said, very tired of this.
Nat then looked Wanda's way and also noticed a not-day-to-day thing. Of course, she couldn't let this go and also had to add her two cents.
"No, of course, couples can make out. It's just... it isn't a common thing that they leave a hickey on your ass." She said, smirking while also trying to hold back her laugh.
Wanda immediately stopped what she was doing. "A HICKEY WHERE?!" she shouted. She couldn't believe you did that. Out of all the places you could do it, you chose her ass.
*Flashback this morning*
You were lying in your bed, Wanda next to you, still asleep. How can someone look so beautiful while sleeping? You looked over her features. Her gorgeous freckles, cute nose, kissable lips, little wrinkles on her forehead, her sweet, smooth skin you adored to nip, kiss, and bite on. She was lying on her side, facing you, wrapped in sheets with her arm outside. You could also see her bare collarbone. Both of you are still very naked from your last-night activities.
You can't help but wonder how lucky you are to have her in your life. She's sweet, kind, smart, beautiful, just perfect.
You bring your hand to her face to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. Then you shift to caress her cheek lightly, not to wake her. You move slightly closer to her and plant a little kiss on her forehead, then cheek, other cheek, her nose, and finally, her lips.
When you lean back, her eyes flutter open. Only for a moment, because the light from the sun makes her close her green orbs. So, instead, she smiles a little and stretches her limbs with a soft groan.
"Good morning." she said, her voice filled with an accent. She slightly opens her eyes to look into yours. "Were you watching me sleep?"
"Good morning, sweetheart." you said back. You smirk at her question. "I wasn't watching you; I was..." you try to find words.
"You were what?" she asks amusedly, breaking eye contact. "It's clear. You were watching me sleep."
"No, I wasn't. I was just.. making sure you are still.. breathing.." you answered a little unsure. It was a lame excuse, but it was still an excuse.
"Oh, really?" she said with a smile. She loved your little talks in bed, whether it was while falling asleep or waking up together. It was your special bubble that nothing could beat.
"Really." you said, sticking to your mind. You think that if you talk long enough, she will believe it. Well, you knew that wasn't true, but who could blame you for having hope? "I care about you a lot. It's not weird that I want you to breathe all the time. It would be a pity if you had stopped breathing because who would give me their homework?"
Wanda laughed and hit your arm. "You're an ass."
"Maybe I am, but you love me." You said smiling and leaning to peck her lips. You pulled back a little, but you were still close enough that your noses were almost touching.
"That I do." Wanda said, stealing another kiss. What started as a little peck quickly turned into a long and passionate kiss, then hungry kisses and a full make-out while still lying next to each other sideways.
When your lungs were screaming for air, you moved your kisses to her cheek, then her jaw, and finally her neck, where you began to suck and nip on her skin.
Wanda moaned quietly. "Fuck, don't leave any marks." how you loved her sounds, you could never get tired. If you had closed your eyes, you could still hear her screaming your name when you were buring your strap inside her last night.
You moved your hand under the sheets, down towards her ass. You bit her neck, immediately smoothing it with your tongue while giving her a little squeeze on her butt. You hear her let out a loud moan, one hand flying to grip your hair, the other scratching your back.
You moved your bodies, so Wanda is lying on her back now. You started to kiss her collarbone, your hands caressed her whole body.
"What time is it?" Wanda asks breathlessly, hoping there is still some time before you both have to leave for school.
Stopping, you lean on your nightstand and pick up your phone. "It's four past nine." you said without a care.
At that, Wanda jumped out of bed and quickly started to look for her clothes, which should be lying somewhere on the floor. "Shit, we're late. Our first class started twenty minutes ago!" Wanda put on her bra and panties hastily, almost losing her balance.
Everyone knew that Wanda was a smart girl. On top of her classes, always gave her assignments on time, wanted to get into a good college and a real role model. So it's no surprise that, for her, being late for school was the end of the world. After you and Wanda got together, you helped her get loose, but that doesn't mean she dropped her grades. She was still her nerdy self, but you made her realize that sometimes it's good to give herself a break and have fun without caring about her responsibilities.
You slowly got out of bed and walked to your girlfriend, hugging her from behind and stopping her moves. "Honey, it's okay. We're late, but it's nothing bad. I know it's important to you, but in order to have a successful and full-of-learning day, you have to relax, get ready without hurting yourself, and eat breakfast." you said with a calming voice, kissing her shoulder sweetly.
"I know, but I really don't like being late. It makes me look like I don't care." Wanda signed, slowly relaxing in your arms. She closed her eyes, laid her head on your shoulder and took a deep breath.
"Teachers love you. I am positive that they will not think such." you said, leaving another kiss on her skin. "Now, let me help you relax and we will be in school in no time." you added, slowly moving your kisses down. You made a path from her shoulder to the other one, then down her back, getting on your knees behind her.
Wanda signed and kept her eyes closed, letting herself loose in the moment. You slid her panties down, which she then kicked aside. She feels your hands on her thighs that slide up to squeeze her butt and your kiss that soon turns into sucking.
After some time, you asked her to turn around so she was in front of you. You run your hands up and down her thighs, looking up into her green orbs. Clearly, Wanda was struggling to keep her eyes open when you kissed pussy. And clearly, she failed to do this when you licked a long stripe between her folds right to her clit, sucking a bit. That made Wanda moan and grip your hair, pulling you closer to her now-wet pussy. "Please, Y/N." she moaned, her grip tightening when she felt your tongue teasing her entrance. "Please, I want to.. I need to.." she kept pleading.
"You need what, my love?" you pulled back from her, smirking at her and groping her ass once again. "Tell me, what do you need?" you asked, staring at her.
"Please, I need to cum. I want your tongue, deep, deep inside me." she pleaded, trying to pull your head back to her pussy.
That was all you needed. You dove right in, pushing your tongue past her folds into her. Wanda threw her head back, moaning loudly.
It's good that your parents went on vacation and you were home alone. Otherwise, they would definitely hear your girlfriend.
You grabbed Wanda's left leg and threw it over your shoulder to get better access. Wanda could feel your tongue go deeper and deeper every second. She started grinding on your face, screaming your name repeatedly and moaning on top of her lungs that you think she's going to lose her voice.
What you did next was definitely not helping, as Wanda screamed even louder after you moved your hand to her pussy and started to circle her clit with your thumb. She could feel the unpleasant feeling in her stomach while you felt her clenching around your tongue.
"I'm gonna cum." she uttered between moans. That made you move your tongue faster, hitting her in all the right places. "Cum for me, Wanda." It was all Wanda needed. She tightened her grip on your hair and came with a silent scream leaving her body.
You work her through her orgasm. She was grinding on your face sloppily. After some time, she pushed your face away because of her oversensitivity. You got up and pecked her lips while holding her by her waist in case she didn't have the strength to stand. "Now that you are relaxed, it's time for a quick shower." you said, smiling at her.
"I can't feel my legs." she said with a lazy smile, wrapping her arms around your neck.
You chuckled at that and picked her up bridal style in order to get into the shower.
*End of the flashback*
Wanda quickly put on her PE pants while listening to her friends tease her. A really red and visible blush formed on her cheeks. Nobody knew if it was embarrassment or because she was so angry.
All they knew was that Wanda, after the lesson, hastily changed into her normal clothes and rushed out of the locker room without saying a word.
While they didn't know what she was going to do, surely you knew. Especially after you heard Wanda shouting your name angrily behind you. Especially after you saw her rushing towards you. So you, like the smart girlfriend you are, started to run for your life from the angry Sokovian. You, of course, knew about the mark you made, and you knew that she had PE lesson. It was obvious that someone was going to point it out.
You are sure that Wanda will be angry with you for a while, but she will forgive you eventually. For now, you have to run, praying that she will be too tired to do something to you by the time she catches you.
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