#also i dont have an icon for her yet dont mind me

[bloodymyhands]

"You look like you've seen a ghost." ( @ chloe from rachel -- casually running into each other during Arcadia Bay reconstruction lol)

chloe gapes, her mouth opening and closing like she's a fish out of water. she clutches her phone so tight she thinks it just might snap in half. she'd been on her way back to her motel room from her shift at the gas station -- one of the few remaining buildings that hadn't been hit by the storm -- in her consistent effort to save money so she can get the hell out of arcadia bay.

it can't be. it was impossible.

yet, here she is. rachel amber in the flesh, standing in front of her, speaking in that casual voice that haunted her dreams. her hands tremble, she distantly wonders if she's dreaming.

( she'd pictured this moment a thousand times -- running up to her, hugging her, kissing her forehead, begging her never to leave again.) but she does none of that. rather, chloe's wide-eyed gaze gets more shocked, and she's only able to stutter. the universe has to be playing some kind of a trick on her.

is this another one of max's magic tricks? "what the fucking fuck?!" she says suddenly, and LOUDLY, her voice full of surprise. her eyes dart around, like she's trying to understand. "you -- you're -- how are you ---- what the fuck?"

[thewolflingofnoldor]

Oop, sakasakiii’s done it again, much to my late delight upon finding it in my homepage. Sending out grateful thanks from Australia. You made my day ✨

morning routines ft. the firstborn sons and their parents (who turned out WAY more lovey dovey than i intended omg)... i was inspired by this cute art from @/Worvies on twitter and decided to use it as a chance to draw how locked in i think they'd be when it comes to getting ready in the morning HAHAHA

in terms of who wakes up earliest to latest i think it'd go: fingolfin -> finrod -> nerdanel -> earwen -> feanor -> maedhros -> anaire -> fingon -> finarfin !!! i also never thought abt it before but. elves with makeup!!! i wonder what the various trends in valinor would be and how long theyd last....

[glassesblorbospoll]

✨ glasses-wearing blorbos tournament ✨

Hello and welcome to the glasses blorbos tournament poll!! Where we will find out which spectacled character reigns supreme over the rest (but not in a mean-spirited way, because we love peace and love) (the losers will all DIE, badly).

We will be determining how the bracket is seeded (randomized or not, etc.) from YOUR guys' opinions! we'll start asking once the submissions close.

Once the poll starts, we encourage asks, replies, tags, posts, etc. with propaganda for your faves!!

you can start submitting your glasses-wearing blorbos NOW here!: link to the google form. but please read the rules below first.

rules:

be nice to your fellow real, living, breathing people.

no terfs no bigots no bitches

submit only via the form linked above; submissions via ask will not be accepted. only use the asks for questions, propaganda, and to be super nice to us

there is no deadline for the submissions yet. we will see when we close them once we start to get submissions, so please submit!

don't submit the same character more than once, but do make several submissions for several different characters if you so wish. you know how it goes.

in principle, we will only be accepting submissions for characters who wear glasses, NOT contacts, for like at least about 50% of their screentime. but it doesn't mean nobody else will be accepted! characters who wear them very rarely, wear a monocle, or have some other weird thing going on that we can't even imagine right now will be reviewed on a case-by-case basis.

keep in mind we are two people who don't know every piece of media in the world, and we can't spend all of our time doing research!! for this reason, try to provide evidence if it needs to be provided!

the criteria for who the superior glasses-wearer is up to you: do they represent the SPIRIT of glasses-wearing better? are they more iconic for the fact of wearing glasses than the other one? do they wear their glasses BETTER? or are they just your FAVORITE out of the two?!?! doesn't matter. but we're thinking it's mostly about the latter.

There are some characters we will be including by default because at least One of us Likes them (Velma Scooby Doo, Alphys Undertale, Berdly Deltarune, Kim Kitsuragi from Disco Elysium, Teru Mikami from Death Note... maybe more...)

mods:

yo! i'm glitz, i'm also @thesoupisburning and i'm here because i wear glasses and think everyone should know ! i'll be doing most of the mathy stuff and also if you say anythin mean to us, you're saying something mean to rat and i WILL come for you. heart :} use any and all pronouns for me or check my carrd via my main. i am very friendly and love attention so please. please interact. also im opinionated and super sexy trust me bro <3

hi I'm @ratbefriender she/her you can call me Rat and it all started when I was approximately 7 years old and I wore glasses to school for the first time. when my classmates started asking me how many fingers they were holding up, I knew I had to fight the good fight for our brave spectacled blorbos, despite the word blorbos not existing yet. anyway: we're just having fun <3 be nice to us. peace and love.

inspired by: great poll tournaments such as @character-of-all-time @insanepoll @siblingshowdown @ultimatemessywomantournament @ultimate-rat-bracket @magnificent-mlm-matchup

gif below: random anime guy we dont know him sorry

[lolapath]

So we all agree that the statue at the end of Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes movie symbolises Lucy Gray. However, I noticed there are two meanings hidden behind the statue. One that foreshadows the Rebellion and second that glorifies Capitol’s victory in the first civil war.

Recently, I came to conclusion that it somehow reminds me of the Statue of Liberty (mostly because of the spiky crown). The very Statue, given to the Americans by the French government, became the icon of freedom. Frédéric Auguste Bartholdi, the artist who designed it, based Lady Liberty’s look of of the famous french painting Liberty Leading the People, which was painted to commemorate the French Revolution. Said Revolution started to overthrow the tyrannic reigns of french aristocracy. It reminds me of how the Districts had rebelled against the Capitol to establish the democracy. Lucy Gray as the Liberty herself was the spark that started the Rebellion (or more precisely her song was). The Song literally LEAD THE PEOPLE to fight for freedom and liberation.

On the other side, the figure could be associated with Nike - the godess of victory. Nike is often portrayed with a sword in her hand. This statue is holding two crossed swords which usually is interpreted as military strengh. Since it had been built in the Capitol, I can assume it was originally meant to represent Capitol’s glorious victory.

As viewers we dont really know, what Snow was thinking while gazing upon this figure. He might have seen it as a symbol of reborn Capitol, a promise of the great future. Yet, the rainbow that crosses the view is a warning. Mitologically, the rainbow is a sign of hope, victory and peace (also it brings to mind Lucy Gray’s dress). The real victory (and unity) can only be achived after the colapse of Panem’s oppressive system.

Rainbow and the statue, combined together, sent a message to Snow (and us, the audience) that the very same strengh which led to Capitol’s triumph, will be the cause of it’s Fall.

[suwbuns]

E-DATERS! | #1 men hater

SYPNOSIS. moving back to korea from america, y/n is excited to reunite with her old friends and make new ones. what she doesnt expect is to find herself reuniting with her “ex-boyfriend” from 10 years ago who she dated over minecraft. what makes things worse? he happens to be her favorite streamer who she has been pinning after for years.

written chapter + screenshots below! (not proof read)

beomgyu had never felt this fearful in his life.

of course, he had his honorable mentions. such as when he accidentally sent a kid to the nurses office for pushing him off the swingset in the fourth grade, resulting in his mom taking away his computer for two weeks.

there had also been the time when he overslept and ended up missing his csat, fearing he wouldnt be able get into college. not that it mattered anyways considering he dropped out 3 months into his classes.

and most recently, when he had accidentally made fun of a streamer with almost 4 times the following he had, causing a terrible fan war over twitter with the hashtag #CANCELBEOMGYU trending for an entire week.

but yet none of them, could ever compare to the amount of fear that he had felt at this very moment.

because absolutely nothing could be worse than a plummeting ego and pure embarrassment to be the consequences of his actions, in which you managed to figure him out with not even a week that has passed.

as his body turned cold and his hands clammy at your follow up question, beomgyu mustered all the strength that he had in order to press the mute button on his keyboard, before letting out an ear piercing scream.

“how are we going to fix this?!” he cried out, burrowing his face in his hands.

“dont worry, this is fixable!” heeseung nervously laughed. “i can just make up some lame excuse and—“

“why did you mute?” your voice had interrupted, heeseung giving beomgyu an unsure glance before pressing the unmute button.

"sorry, my dog started to bark really loudly," heeseung replied, giving beomgyu the side eye. "miss me?"

beomgyu's mouth pressed into a thin line as he stared blankly at heeseung who held in his laughter at your stuttering protests.

"your solution is flirting with her?" beomgyu mouthed questionably, his lips molding into a grimace.

“just trust me” heeseung mouthed back, returning his attention back to you to attempt to get your mind off of the previous slip up.

however, beomgyu in fact did not trust him nor had any reason to considering it was him who had gotten in this situation. yet, he leaned against the backrest of his chair nervously knowing that there was nothing he could do. his mouth went dry as he sat thinking about every single possible scenario that could come out of this, hardly any of them with a good ending.

“i need to go to the restroom, ill be back!” you said, allowing beomgyu to sigh in relief. “but dont think that i forgot about how you knew about beomgyu.” following your sentence, the mute icon appeared next to your username, causing beomgyu to leap up in his chair to mute his mic as well.

“okay new plan, how about we gaslight her? we can say that she told me but she just forgot?” beomgyu brought up excitedly.

“do you remember what last happened when you gaslighted a girl? you almost got cancelled—“

“okay nevermind!” beomgyu grumbled, folding his arms over his chest. “or how about we just say its a lucky guess? i mean i do have a pretty large following, it wouldnt be that hard to guess that!”

“beomgyu you cant expect her to believe that. your ideas are almost as stupid as the one that we are currently in!” heeseung replied in annoyance, turning his suggestion down almost instantly.

“fine!” beomgyu threw his hands in the air, running his fingers through the strands of his hair in frustration. “why dont we just admit that i am beomgyu, we reveal this whole entire plan, and—“

“you can not be backing out now!”

“well what else can i do?!”

“i dont know, something! youre thought she was easy to get with because shes obsessed with you!”

beomgyu paused for a second, an idea lighting up in his head as he heard the latter of heeseungs sentence. his fingers were working faster than his brain, as it automatically reached for his phone to press on the twitter application to search for your private account.

“you didn't tell me she was that obsessed,” heeseung said, peeking over beomgyus shoulder to take a quick glance at his phone, catching sight of the manifestations of 'marrying beomgyu' on your bio and your header. “you sure this isnt a fan account?”

“no, its definitely her.” beomgyu said, shoving his phone back into his pocket. “new plan. we tell her we stalked her account!”

“can you imagine how humiliated she's going to feel?” heeseung replied, his mouth twisting into a frown. "i want to get out of this situation as much as you do, but the last thing i want to do is make her feel like crap for being a fan."

“oh please, it cant be that deep," beomgyu emphasized. "her being exposed would just leave her with embarrassment for at most, a week. but if I'm exposed? i cant let myself suffer like that!"

“man i really do hope that yeonjun kicks your—“

“im back!” you announced, causing heeseung and beomgyu to jump in their seats at the abrupt noise.

“oh hi!” heeseung beamed after unmuting himself, giving beomgyu one final glance before resuming. “also, i know this might be embarrassing, but I found out about beomgyu through your private twitter.”

“what was that?!” beomgyu whispered-yelled, his eyes wide in judgment. “you could have given her a chance to breathe instead of violating her right when she got back!”

"i was just following what you told me to say!" heeseung replied defensively.

"yeah, but not like that!"

as beomgyu and heeseung continued to argue amongst themselves, what they failed to catch was the sound of you leaving the call, snapping the both of them out of their heated conversation.

the two simultaneously glanced at both monitors, eyeing the leave message from the game, as well as the fact that you were no longer present in the call.

“did she just leave?”

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A/N. kind of a mid chapter but anyways beomgyu is a red flag smh

AND SORRY IF THERES SM WRITTEN CHAPTERS IM TRYING TO INCORPORATE MORE SOCIAL MEDIA 😭

[incensuous]

apo//thecary diaries spoilers/rant

i just finished vol5 of the light novel and im bursting at the seams, dont mind me im just rambling to myself

i LOVE jinshi and maomao, i ADORE them to bits and pieces, both of them have deeply endeared me.

however, i'm seriously questioning a handful of noncon moments where jinshi is more or less "gently" forcing himself onto maomao. who clearly and abundantly shows her disinterest, often physically and verbally. and usually i'm whatever about noncon in fics and can enjoy it, but to see the really bizarre noncon in this series that isnt... really... about that? it feels so strange.

the romance is veering into territory i am disappointed by because it does feel a bit cliche and has the classic whiff of "kinda rapey male lead noncons his way onto female lead, sexy!" which... part of me understands since maomao is SO obstinately ignorant (willingly so, typically)

it starts from when jinshi pins maomao down in a cave, when they're alone, in a very sexual way. they are interrupted by being rescued, and he is frustrated she tries to play dumb about him not being a eunuch, considering he was trying to tell her his real identity.

he seems to apologize for it, offering her an extremely rare medicinal ingredient which she is over the moon for and promptly ignores whatever the hell he's trying to say lol

2. as they are concluding an INSANE non-romance plot arc, the two of them are resting (amongst a bunch of seemingly dead children), he attempts to corner her and kiss her. they're conveniently interrupted when the children RESURRECT LOL she's trying to warm up the UNDEAD children and he's all *bedroom eyes* "can we continue this later?" time and place, jinshi!!!

3. in a different moment, he, i'm not kidding, BITES her. he just bites her goddamn neck. she smacks him across the shoulder. then he falls asleep in her lap which is cute but ... HELLO??? JINSHI????? WHY THE BITE???? i think that is singlehandedly tHE most out of pocket thing he's fucking done yet. it's also just so smutty the way it's described, there's a string of saliva as he pulls back from her neck????? am i on ao3 by accident?!

4. there's PLENTY of very very cute iconic moments too, don't get me wrong, it makes me squeal like crazy. but vol5 ends with jinshi finding maomao outside of the party (classic), and then gets frustrated with her suggesting he marry a "safe choice". then he cHOKES her. HE STRAIGHT UP JUST TWISTS HER ARM AND CHOKES HER. she tells him, "it hurts" and he just says, "oh, does it?" of course, he eventually stops and then holds her until she gets mad at him. and then he is pushing her back down towards the bench, laying on top of her.

after the first instance in the cave, i kind of brushed it off like. that was weird, but i was extremely delirious over jinshi's whimpering and that totally clouded my judgment lol.

but now with all of these other scenes, i'm still in love with them but i have to admit i'm feeling a little conflicted. maomao's pov is always that he looks at her with eyes like a "feral dog", and that she is trying to get away. it kind of breaks my heart. she says "He will devour her, all in the pursuit for something that wasn't even there." like, YES i am thirsty for jinshi so the idea of him having bedroom eyes is hot, but the way maomao is so uncomfortable with it genuinely upsets me...

[purrvaire]

that character thing for jack rackham??

the way I want YAAAAAAY TIME TO GUSH OVER MY PRINCESS thank you my friend you made my stupid ass very happy

• favorite thing about them

where do i BEGIN. i literally saw jack on screen for a minute and texted my best friend what the fuck. he's my princess. no one has ever princessed so much. im obsessed. sorry, got off tracks ANYWAY his wit, his humour and most of all how caring he is?? like, he takes care of everyone and particularly Anne and Charles and he does it with the utmost devotion? im going insane

• least favorite thing about them

he didnt wear the silly sunglasses anymore. a tragedy. honestly, i could make essays about what's wrong with any other fav from bs (see: silver and flint) (silver) but jack is the daughter who never disappointed her mother - it's me im the mother

• favorite line

"A story is true. A story is untrue. As time extends, it matters less and less. The stories we want to believe, those are the ones that survive, despite upheaval and transition and progress. Those are the stories that shape history."

But also "if you're going to act like children, then I'll be you daddy". I laughed out loud at 1am. God I miss him

• brOTP / OTP

putting in the same category bc the confines between platonic and romantic are almost non existent if you ask me: anne and charles. like, they're his family, his girlfriend and boyfriend, his best friends, his partners, his ride or die. and he's all of the above for them!!! God!!!!!!

• nOTP

honestly idk?? i haven't seen anything that made want to carve out my eyes yet

• random headcanon

i dont have particular headcanons uhmmm does it count when I said to bestie I believe Jack was a Pokemon in another life? I think it does

• unpopular opinion

idk which opinions could be unpopular i've not being long in the fandom and i usually mind my business it's an incredible state to be ngl

• song I associate with them

dont have one if we dont count you're my honey bun sugar plum everytime he's on scene. i cant say it enough, he's my ultimate source of joy fr

• fav picture

first picture: i would die for him my fashion icon

second picture: PRINCESS COVERED IN BLOOD!!!!!!!!!

[momo-de-avis]

Sinto-me um bocadinho triste no que se trata de viajar. Após ganhar maior "awareness" quanto às consequências do turismo, fica difícil de pensar num destino decente que não seja prejudicado por isso. As grandes cidades estão todas a ter imensos problemas com a habitação e os preços de praticamente todos os bens. Destinos pequenos sofrem imenso também (basta pensar no Hawaii). E isto é sem falar das consequências culturais em ambos os casos, ainda para mais quando se trata de povos que sofreram e ainda sofrem com o colonialismo. E o "engraçado" é que mal dá para explorar o próprio país ironicamente por causa do turismo. Será que as únicas opções éticas são não sair do local onde se mora ou fazer voluntariados nas zonas onde se visita? Sei que a culpa de muito do turismo ser assim é pela forma como o capitalismo estruturou o mundo, mas não deixa de ser triste de qualquer forma.

Peço desculpa se é um desabafo meio ignorante e estranho...

Travel during low season

Im dead serious and saying this both as someone perfectly aware of the tourism problem and also someone who works in tourism bc i want to still have a job but i dont want cities packed in the summer. We are so glad to see people travelling in january, February, bc it makes high season less suffocating

Also, whats important is not where to travel but how to travel. Practice conscious tourism.

First step is to learn about the country you're visiting, i know this sounds basic as hell but you wouldn't believe. I've had people arrive in lisbon who had never heard of natas/custard tarts. I don't mean compile a list of ten things to do and see, I mean learn the dos and don'ts. There are going to be cultural barriers and misunderstandings and its better to just, when it happens, go "haha apologies i was no aware" than believing everyone is trying to defraud you. Like when they charge you 7€ for the cheese and olives and bread they served you without asking in Lisbon they're not scamming you, that's a cultural thing, you just didn't look at the menu. They're scamming you when they charge you 2€ for slicing a sandwich

When i say learn about the country i do mean cultural aspects of course. The nata thing is a bit of an anecdote but it shows how poorly the person planned their trip since natas are the number one thing advertised about lisbon

Also please don't take suggestions for places to eat out from tiktok. I am yet to see a list that's good and not bougie

For me the most important thing is to ditch the authentic tourism mindset. I fucking hate Authentic Tourists TM. You're a tourist. You're going to eat at an overpriced restaurant, you're going to visit a highly touristic spot, you're going to wait in line and yes, you're going to see americans oh my god just deal with americans (this is a side rant never mind it). The fact is there are authentic places that are touristy. When i went to San Sebastián i had one pintxo place on my list and that was txpetxa taberna. It happened that our food tour had a stop there and it looks touristic as fuck. The walls are covered with photos of celebrities who went there and everything. But goddamn if our basque tour guide didn't say "mira, son portogeses eses" ans from behind the counter we hear "EU SOU DE TRAS OS MONTES" and we had the best Pintxos in my life. Who gives a shit if it looks touristic. Its one of San Sebastiáns most iconic tabernas. There's a lot of places in lisbon that are very authentic but they look touristy bc they adapted to the tourism wave

Also you won't find the truly authentic places bc the locals don't want you there. It's their getaway. You bet there are restaurants me and my coworkers keep a secret among us bc we just want a spot to rest and have cheap lunch. It's just that the authentic craze is very condescending. I am forever reminded of the american who asked me where to listen to fade and I directed her to a fado tour (i was working as reseller of touristic services back then) and she very condescendingly said "listen I've done those fado tours and they're just for tourists, I want an authentic place not what you're selling me" my bitch do you think fado is still prostitutes and sailors singing in a dingy tavern while some taverner spits into a glass and wipes it like some fucking dnd starting scene??? No amount of "fado has changed drastically" could convince this bitch. I also have a lot of "i want to eat at a place that has portuguese ppl only working there" well good fucking luck there

Authentic Tourists TM usually think they know your city better than you do and I promise you nobody hates them more than locals.

I also don't want to sell my own bread but do a guided tour. AND NOT A FREE TOUR STAY AWAY FROM FREE TOURS (if you have the chance, a lot of cities actually don't have any other option, in which case tip the fucking guide. Tip them and tip them well). Its just that, think of it this way: you've just arrived in a new city you are trying to know and you want suggestions for like lunch and getting around. A guide is your best option cause they will not give you the names of the truly authentic places and they will help you navigate the city against the touristic mass. I speak for myself, I try to get people out of the 28 tram every day by explaining to them that it truly is public transport and its going to be overcrowded and the line is extremely long but there are alternatives. The guides will also direct you to the touristic places you should be visiting and will help you practice more conscious tourism.

When a guide tells you to go to this one local restaurant they're probably avoiding sending tourists to places where every day citizens go to have lunch while working but they're nonetheless telling you: hey this is a local business that we should support. Be open with your guide, we appreciate the sentiment of this ask and i speak for myself and my coworkers, we will help you navigate the issue as best as we can bc we understand where you're coming from

Stay away from Airbnbs. Book a hotel. Hotels are not the expensive alternative anymore, there's a lot of options that are pretty affordable but also you have room service and breakfast of you want. Plus hotels tend to be located in central areas and that is what you want. Its the funniest thing seeing tourists look very discouraged and despondent as they look up the massive set of stairs they have to climb with their huge luggage in Alfama. What did you expect bro

The massive problem with tourism right now, the way I see it, is that governments are seeing this a cash money opportunity and are refusing to regulate tourism. I am of the opinion that we have to start limiting tourism. The Pena Palace should limit visits. Jerónimos monastery should limit visits. Etc. These places should only sell a very limited number of tickets a day. I don't care if you have to book three months ahead this can't keep happening. The line for the monastery today did a full U that's how long it was.

And we have to limit the number of cruise ships allowed in the city. We have to stop letting 20 thousand people dock outside of alfama at a time and pretend this is normal. We have to limit things. I want tourism to thrive cause i want to have a job lol hell i love being a tourist. But what the hell man I don't mind waiting a few years to visit some place because of limitations that come to the benefit of the locals. And also I'll still have work BC it's not just tourists who use touristic services, and i think it would do well for tourism agencies to stop bending over backwards for tourists and come up with a plan for LOCALS. Aim their services at LOCALS which ideally is what should happen in low season

One last thing. You mentioned hawaii but i am speaking only from a european perspective. I'm completely out of the loop with hawaii however aware of its mass tourism problem but I'm not going to talk about something i don't know

Anyway. Go ahead and travel. Visit lesser known places or grab a car and travel across the country. Travel during low season it's the best time to travel in my opinion. Practice conscious tourism. Read up on your destination, book a hotel, book a tour, plan your trip, and enjoy. And get that fridge magnet. You're a tourist, not an Authentic Tourist TM.

[doeeyedgilbert]

#𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐭. an independent writing blog for 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐭, from 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑎𝑚𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠. season one - three tvd show based, human elena primarily. * anti-delena. * anti-plec. tvd based with other crossovers. be VIGILANT of triggering themes , tvd is a heavy themed based show : very welcoming to ocs, muses from other fandoms, mutuals & non mutuals. mun is 21+.

a study in . . . tragedy, loss, cosmic & epic love, the supernatural. the troubles of being an empath, doppelgangers, selflessness, high intuition, compassion. the quintessential girl next door, protective over those she loves. finding strength, being a writer, skillful at seeing patterns between things that other people might miss. & being a warrior princess.

[ opens. ] / [ memes. ] / [ wishlist plots. ] . . . rules & verses under cut !

01. ✘ mun is 21+ and anti-delena. i don't mind to explore delena in a platonic sense, but strictly platonic. i am duplicate friendly. i use gifs and occasionally icons (im still working on those), but feel free to use whatever you like! i just ask dont use overly large gifs pls. this is ideal size for example:

02. ✘ my elena is portrayed in early season tvd, so please keep that in mind if you write in later season tvd/ect. my elena is primarily human. the only time i'll write her as a vampire is upon request/with a plot in mind. and if with stefan, then certainly loyal to stefan. i personally despise the way plec changed elena's characterization + morals from the elena i got to know in early season tvd, so i will not be doing that here and a good part to my reasoning why i'm early tvd based. my version of this character would never betray stefan, especially for damon. unlike plec, i'm not writing for fan vote.

03. ✘ be mindful of triggering themes such as gore, blood, death, drowning; ect on this blog.

04. ✘ i am super welcoming to original characters! i adore ocs. and i am very welcoming to family ocs/children ocs in elena's older verses as long as it matches up with elena being human. & if it's a child oc, then it also has to be a stefan and elena kid bc i can't see her settling for any one else like that among the canon's on tvd. 💜

05. ✘ i love different fandoms + crossovers, so do not hesitate to write with me if you apart of one outside of tvd. stranger things, dc, marvel, outer banks, pretty little liars, disney, the hunger games, ginny + georgia are some top fandoms i love and have verses for elena for that are under construction.

06. ✘ if you follow me first, pls feel free to reply to any of my opens, send memes or ask me to plot! memes don't have expiration dates nor do open starters so again pls feel free and dont be shy<3. ok ily!!!

verses are a work in process. but i do have a dc, marvel, thg, stranger things, outer banks, ginny and georgia and pretty little liars verse! i just have yet to flesh them all out here.

[noellevanious]

for the sapphic asks: 1, 7, 14, 21, 28, 35

are you beating the uhaul allegations? (be honest.)

I dont know what that means yet but i have used a uhaul int he past to move to new york :) i didnt drive it though i was a passenger princess

7. have you ever crushed on a straight girl?

i'll discount all the times before i came out as trans cause to me those were decidedly Heterosexual feelings.... hm..... honestly yeah if i see a pretty girl anywhere my brain just goes "wow....shes so beasutiful.... maybe one day we could hold hands and kiss while looking at the stars in the night sky...." (i was like this as a kid too i had a different crush literally Every Year in elementary school)

14. list five things you look for in a partner, or five things you love about your current partner(s).

cute

understanding

affectionate

likes me

a girlkisser

luckily basically any girl that follows me (and my gf!) all fit these :)

21. are you generally "out" to people?

this is a tricky one since i'm trans.... i've been wearing my lesbian/trans armbands out a lot less lately, between growing my hair out/wearing a sports bra and the general increased danger, but if you know me online chances are yes i'm out to you :)

28. what's a canon sapphic ship you enjoy?

all of them..... hmm i think ill just say peridot and lapis because it was so formative for me back in high school/college! lapis is so iconic to me shes so pretty and her personality is so real... standoffish... closed off... so much baggage... and then she meets this funny little technology girl! and i love every story that involves them in SU especially when peridot wins the alien plushie.... obviously garnet is really good too! but i like how lapis and peridot were like. very naturally formed for lack of a better term. just two funny girls finding eachother. its really sweet :) (i also love the two other lapises of course)

35. if you could tell your younger sapphic self anything, what would it be?

look into "girlkisser" and "lesbian" things itll blow your mind... two girls CAN in fact kiss... maybe even more...

[moralesmilesanhour]

Ooh wait I forgot to do this. Seems like an appropriate time so [game show music plays]

Malika's official spiderverse ranking (REAL)!

(Excluding Miles G and Miles' family sorry guys)

Miles Morales ‼️

Duh. He's like, the Main Guy and the reason why most of us are here. He's weird!! He's lame!! He's smart and annoying about it!! Just like me fr 🔥🔥🔥 hope he gets therapy soon and maybe some meds

2. Hobie Brown

Lives up to his character description in every way possible. He IS an anarchist and he WAS in fact, "this cool the whole time". Bonus points for being the first guy to fuck off to his dimension the minute he did what he had to do (help the youth and ruin Miguel's day). Extra points for Gender

3. Pavitr Prabhakar

He just debuted and he's already got several iconic one-liners under his belt. Banger suit redesign and FAWK Marvel for that first costume ‼️ It's really the curly fringe that does it for me like EATTT

4. Margo Kess

Idgaf she's literally goated. Had she gotten more screen time slhe would've been number 3 tbh. She's here to slay and found a way to stay her ass at home while being part of an elite Spider Squad. Women in stem

5. Jessica Drew

"But she's on Miguel's side!" And wrdgaf 🤣 she beats bitches up not just with webs but with A MOTORCYCLE!! And she's one of the only Spideys not masked Jessica is literally here to clock in, do her job, and clock out. She's #real I can't take that away from her. Bonus points for Issa Rae

6. Spot

I know. Look, I KNOW. But this is quite literally one of the most genius and thematically-coherent supervillain reveals I have ever seen in a superhero movie. HE WAS THE BAGEL GUY I WAS SO GAGGED! I left the theater and had to stare at a wall like this is excellent usage of pre-existing comic book characters to further one of the movie's messages, which is to not underestimate people!

7. Gwen Stacy

DONT GET MAD AT ME FOR PUTTING HER BELOW SPOT I CAN EXPLAIN

Okay look, she's cool. She's a punk that does ballet and she is part of the Hailee Steinfeld Cool Girl Industrial Complex. But she hasn't done anything that blows my mind yet and she clearly wasn't taking Hobie's advice like girl sjdlslk. I also doc points for pissing me off so sorry to her. On god we gon get you a girlfriend and some therapy as well 🙏🏾

8. Miguel O'Hara

Ohh brother this guy STINKS‼️ But they went sooo crazy w his character design shout out to Kris Anka. Bonus points for Oscar Isaac but minus points again for throwing a trash can at a high schooler. He only eats cafeteria food and has NO BITCHES! But upon reading about his character backstory ive decided that this guy is so unhinged and pathetic that it is now comical. Therefore I can't hate him. LEWSER

9. Peter B Parker

Sorry peepaw we're gonna have to put you down. At least Miguel can say that he has strong principles and believes in his own flimsy theory out of trauma. Miguel also doesn't really know Miles, , but Peter MENTORED HIM. Bro literally helped train living, breathing proof that anything was possible and that there was no "right" way for Spider-Man's story to go and he still let Miguel convince him otherwise. YOU HAVE A BABY THAT WOULD NOT EXIST WITHOUT MILES! Sir you may be a genius but you are not smart. Then he has the nerve to insult this kid's intelligence multiple times like don't piss me off. The betrayal puts him lower than Miguel because you've disappointed me peepaw 💔 and put a coat on that baby. I love him but he SUCKS

That's it 🫶🏾 please don't take this too seriously these characters are not real and thus cannot read this and I'm also kind of joking here

[thealmightyemprex]

Disney Month :Return to Witch Mountain

The 14th installment of Disney Month is a review of a sequel,we are going to look at Return of Witch Mountain

In this 1978 film ,two alien siblings Tia(Kim Richards ) and Tony (Ike Eisenman ) travel to Los Angelas only for Tony to be captured by the mad scientist Dr. Victor Gannon (Christopher Lee) who plans to use Tonys special powers for diabolical means ,and Tia teams up with a gang calle the Earthquakes in order to save Tony

So I have seen the first movie Escape to Witch Mountain,and I liked it well enough for the performances of Donald Pleasence,Ray Milland and EDdie Albert ,but honestly a lot of its a blur

I did enjoy this film ,its an odd film cause it is half lighter then the first film ....But also half darker .The light stuff involves a gang of dumb wanna be tough kids help Tia ,and there is some comedy there ....But the villains plot is kind of intense and much higher stakes then the first film ,involving kidnapping ,mind control ,nuclear destruction and attempted child murder,compounded by getting two film veterens mor associated with horror and thriller films to play the villains

The kids plot is fine ,I think Kim Richard does a good job as Tia but the Earthquake gang are just OK and some of the humor grated on me.I say the best part of the gang half is the poor truant officer  Mr. "Yo-Yo" Yokomoto played by Jack Soo in his final role .Yokomoto is just sucha likable character ,a guy who belives in what he is doing and goes on to help our heroes in their quest ,His speech about why he does what he does is actually very sweet ,and he is my favorite heroic character in the film ,with Jack Soo giving a pretty good performance

OK lets talk about the bad guys cause they are the best part of the movie,not so much for their personalities as much as for who plays them and how they are played .Doctor Victor Gannon is your classic mad scientist,obsessed with fame and power ,being totally morally bankrupt and completely insane.Letha Wedge is his now bankrupt backer who is motivated by greed ,and is sleightly less evil then Victor(At the very least she cares about her nephew ) , but is still pretty darn evil ,its just she is more practical .We also have Sickle,Lethas thuggish nephew ,who I dont have much to say about ,I think actor Anthony James does an excellent job being both entertaining but still menacing .....But lets talk about the two main villains,cause the filmmakers decided to go all out with them and got CHRISTOPHER LEE and BETTE DAVIS!!!Bette Davis was already a screen legend who was most well known for thrillers and horror and Christopher Lee,while not yet an icon ,was already a well known name associated with intense intimidating villains being both Dracula and a Bond villain ,so its wild to me they are in this family movie(Though Davis did is specifically as something her grandkids could watch ),and I adore that they are in it.Something really fun is the pair approach the material diffrently .Bette Davis hams it up ,she is the more comical less intense villain,but still has that Bette Davis flare ....I think Lee is convinced he is in a straight forward sci fi film , he is as serious as a heart attack ,and is super intimidating .Honestly I think it works ,Davis and Lee play off eachother well ,and their performances fit their characters.Honestly they are pretty good villains

The big flaws with the film are that the humor is hit and miss ,and poor Tony is mind controlled throughout the whole film so he has very little to do

Question time,with questions by @ariel-seagull-wings

1. Can these two psychic siblings who stared in three Disney movies (one a remake) be considered early examples of Disney superheroes before the MCU?

Oh yeah in my mind they are definately superheroes....Hmmm anyone want a team up of them ,Zorro and the Rockateer ?

2. What did you tought of the kid gang that befriended and helped Tia?

I liked the concept and the fact one of them is named Dazzler,but I was kind of meh on them,and preferred the villains plot

3. How would you rank the villains played by Bette Davis and Christopher Lee in the pantheon of live action Disney villains?

I dunno I'd have to really rank them,they are great but I dunno if they are top tier favorites

Overall this is a fun film ,and worth a watch if you love Christopher Lee and Bette Davis

@goodanswerfoxmonster @amalthea9 @angelixgutz @the-blue-fairie @ariel-seagull-wings @themousefromfantasyland @princesssarisa @marquisedemasque @filmcityworld1

[kittycatcarla]

fuck it games i played update post

tonight was just Chicory? i think? yeah

i wanted to play mc as well but i got so into chicory that i didnt have time

anyway spoilers for Chicory under cut

(also storytime and screenshots; at the end a little analysis about parallels between chicory and hollow knight)

ok so screenshots first(there's a lot of them)

ok so first of all i managed to diagnose the bug that made it so my cursor would randomly snap to the bottom-right for a single frame. playing in windowed mode seems to solve it. not ideal, but at least drawing isnt as frustrating

^ thanks for the reddit gold trash kind stranger!

^ hullo! ^-^

^ it's shit but i wanted to show off the holey design i made

^ the facial expressions of everyone lmao

^ still dont really know who the vandal is. anyway butts ehehe

^ I'm sorry but Nintendon't won't show mercy for that

^ her face expression (again) lmao

^ ace icon? or gay icon? queer icon nonetheless (yes that there is a very crude attempt at drawing little ghost)

^ love him (disregard the paintings)

^ somebody's horny on main

^ POTATO

^ Horn't shirt

^ ok fuck you game given the tools given and my skill level im actually kinda proud of what i managed to do fuck you (<2)

^ I forgot to make screenshots with the other lines related to this but... fuck i relate to chicory so much. The impostor syndrome. the self-hatred. except that im actually shit compared to what she canonically does but like. That only made what she did to Cupcake (idk i named my character like that. They asked for food it's not my fault) hit even harder on me. I am talentless. I do have no experience. But fuck you (<2) for being so relatable to me specifically and for making me see myself in both characters

^ why, hello there

Ok now i shorter analysis of connections between Chicory and Hollow Knight (maybe also Celeste?) cause it's 1AM and I'm kinda tired

(spoilers for both games)

(also have in mind that i still havent finished chicory)

Ok i first of all find really interesting the theme and the title of both chicory and hk. The title represents a character. Not hte playable character like in other games, but the final Boss, or at least the (apparent) source of Bad in the world. Granted i do no know for sure the final boss of chicory. and technically hk isnt the final boss of hk. I wouldnt be surprised if the final boss in chicory is my own depression. But that's beside the point.

Both characters, Chicory and Hollow, were left with immense responsibilities upon their shoulders. And both of them failed due to mental roadblocks. Because there was nobody to help them. Because they were supposed to be the best. And while they were extremely skilled, they became their own enemy. This caused in both cases, Corruption. Now, in one case it's the manifestation of a literal god that acts like a hivemind. In the other it's the negative thoughts of someone wielding a tool with pretty much godly powers. Same thing really.

Moreover, this Corruption manifests itself onto the entire land (we do not take into account the exceptions in HK and the possible exceptions in Ch. once again, i havent finished the latter). And it is in the hands of the player, representing somebody that was cast out, rejected by the ones they looked up to, but in the end becoming the best out of everyone, to fix it all.

The point is i dont know. But im excited to see how the plot of Ch unfolds

(also the idea i had about celeste was how Madeline and Chicory are in similar situations with their mental health. But unlike Madeline, Chicory does not accept any outside help, nor does she seek help herself (at least not yet)) (yeah this idea has even less sense now. disregard it if you will)

[crownlessliestheking]

Húrin and Maedhros for the character ask?

-@outofangband

Yes! Of course.

Maedhros:

Why I like them- He's just so fucking interesting? He's in charge, he's following his father's footsteps and simultaneously straying far from what Feanor would've wanted. He's a leader, he is not afraid to make difficult decisions, and this ends up being a fatal fuckin' flaw with how the First Age plays out. He knows better than anyone what the end of the road looks like, thanks to Angband, and he comes to peace with it in a way that his brothers can never touch or replicate. He's damaged, he's a soldier whose ultimate causes conflict with one another, he's a king withot a crown, he's an oldest brother. There's a lot of crunch to him.

Why I don’t- I mean, there are the war crimes. Those very much exist. I also don't tend to love the versions of Maedhros that are like...very soft, angsty tormented yet good parent to Elros and Elrond, or absolving him of blame in some cases re: kinslaying. Like. He did that. But that's more fanon than canon.

Favorite line (got rid of the episode/scene ones)- Honestly...'a king is he that can hold his own' is iconic.

Favorite outfit- @nailsinmywall's Mt. Mae is my favorite Look of his.

OTP- I am a scandalous multishipper, so I don't have a favorite!

Brotp- Maedhros & Fingolfin for sure.

Head Canon- Mmmmm. Tricksy. Maedhros is Maglor's favorite brother, I think, but Maedhros' favorites are probably Amrod and Amras.

Unpopular opinion- See part of why I don't like him, I think especially the kidnap fam bit. Like, agh. There was love, it grew like a weed. I do not think he was good at showing it. I do not think they were ready to receive it. You don't love the monster under your bed until years later on when you realize that it was keeping you safe, and when it's gone and you think, oh. I miss that.

A wish- Peace.

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen- Man, what HASN'T happened to him.

5 words to best describe them- tall, fell, driven, damaged, haunted.

My nickname for them- None! I use 'Mae' sometimes on twitter for space reasons, but he is simply Maedhros to me.

Hurin:

Why I like them- See favorite line, see his just. Absolute fucking insane willpower to not crack when Morgoth tortured him and chained him up. He's another really interesting guy, I think, and it is SO funny to me that he's friends with Turgon. I think also that the way his optimism erodes from the Nirn to the time Morgoth releases him is really fucking painful? But it's part of what gets me.

Why I don’t- Not really...a ton of reasons not to? Can't think of anything here.

Favorite line- Surely his 70x 'aure entuluva'

Favorite outfit- A-armor...?

OTP- I REFUSE to take him away from Morwen.

Brotp- Hurin & Turgon, but also I think he probably had at least one thrall friend in Angband.

Head Canon- I don't know that like. The stuff he does after Morgoth releases him is 100% 'thrall of Morgoth' behaviour? Like he does some pretty...fucked up stuff, iirc, but. Nothing that is suggesting outright mind control more than rage and grief at being misled. I think that's a bit more interesting, though way more heart-breaking.

Unpopular opinion- None, probably; I'm not well-versed in Hurin opinions.

A wish- I want him to have had a happy time with Morwen when he found her again, holy shit. Even one single second of joy.

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen- Same as Maedhros, really. What hasn't happened to this dude.

5 words to best describe them- loyal, enduring, grieving, brave, determined

My nickname for them- None! His name's short, he is simply Hurin.

[emi1ll]

Ninjago dragon rising s2 (maybe spoiler idk)

IS THAT FUGIDOVE

HOW DID RIYU GET THAT BIG??

Who was kreel OHHH IS THE YUNKYARD LADY

LLOYDDDDD !!!

Autism (this is about Zane)

What is fatigue

Is it just me or did Arin’s voice changes

Master Wu jumpscare

OMG CINDER

It did sound very silly

SUBSCRIBE!

This might not end well

Cinder vanished or smth

Ok I’ll continue in like an hour (it took like 10 minutes)

CINDRR ))))

The blood moon is coming 🗣️‼️‼️‼️

Idk bagels

Is that cinder or the ninja

OMG PERcivallll

EUPHRASIAAAAAAA HIIIIII :33

OMG GI EYLDFIRE OE EJATRHRR YOR NAME WAS SORRY I DONT REMEMBER DRAGON RISING NAMES THAT MICH

Sora one of my fav trans icons

It’s ok Arin it would happen to me too (it’s the scene where they are interrogating some kind of serpentine)

ARIN GOT HAPPY WHEN HE SAW PERCICAALL BUMBLEBEEE SHITPOJNGNDNJJ 😭😭

HE SMILED AT ATIN OMHH

EUPHRADIA ONH EYAY

Oh no CINDER AND TAD AND THE FURRYS AND JORDANS

OH SHIT VANDALISM

CMON EUPHRASIA YOU CAN DO THIS ‼️‼️‼️

Ion nooo colon ruphtaidaaaaaa nooooooo what are guy doing what oh okay

And very very bad..

Arin camouflages a bit with the coukoud kingdom

THE GUYS SCARED FSCE HFJSHR

A language that looks evil 😱😱

Who is that oh is that guy. I don’t remember his name

YOU CURSEDBTE WORMS?

Gross.. but kind of awesome gross

Who is the forbidden five

Arin why are you standing like that are you gay

Ok that was my fav thing i have wrote in here

A bit too late

Shut up lesbian (jordana)

It does look pretty real

CINDER

ELEMENTAL MÁSTER OF SMOKE FROM SEASON 4 MENTIONED 🗣️‼️‼️‼️

Oh shit

SHATTERSPIJ??

OH NO WYLDFIREEE

He certainly can stop all of you

This reminds me a bit of morro when he appears for the first time to the ninja

Oh shit he hurt her bad AND ALSO ZANE

CMON ATIN

Is jordana and cinder going to have some kind of rivalry

WHAT ARE TO Even thinking about Lloyd

Lloyd talks to himself

HETA THE FUCK ID THAT DREGON EHAT

Oh is this again

Why does he always huh what is that dragon

I love Kai and wyldfire (not in a ship way

Yep there will be a rivalry between cinder and jordana

Yay Nya and Lloyd uhh sibling thing. Idk how it’s called but it’s hermandad ok

It’s wykdfire I KNRE IT WAS HER

WHERE DID THAT TENTACLE COME FROM

Huh what is that

They are so fucking gay. This is about Cole and geo

Cole come back your children and husband miss you

OKG CLOYD KNGXOM

NOOOOOO GET GE FUCK OUT OF HEREEE GEOO AND YOUR CHILFRTRNNIOOOOOOOOO

What a weird way to befriend a dragon

Huh who is that

Oh yay they passed the tests

DHSJHDHS

Hi rontu and heal

They came all the way here to beat geo? Unexpected

NOO BONZLE

Omg coleerrr

COLEERRRREREEEEEEEEEEE YOU CMAE NOT KIKE MY BIOLOGICAL DAD THAT NEVER CAMD BACK YAYYYYYYYY

GAYYYYYY GAYYYYYY GAYYYYYSYAYRUUDIJ

Ohh they are EREALLYYYYYY old

Is bonzle hiding something

Ok I’ll continue this later

Why does Zane have a doll of the frog man

Was that master Wu

Yay gay people

ONG GEO AND COLE HOLD HANDS

WHAT IS MASTER WU DOING IN THIS STORY. ANOTHER THING HEHASNT TOLD THEM YET

Is this a coming out allegory (bonzle)

OH SHIT SACRIFICE. Even cinder and jordana didn’t seem to like that idea

RGALT

WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS JAY WALKER

Oh cool a serpentine

HUH THE ADMINJSTATION

A NINDRODI

Mf always has to fucking shut down couldn’t you wait for the third season so you could sacrifice

Oh never mind he is alive again

I thought it was going to explode with them inside the mech

OH SHIT THE COOUD KINGDOM

That dragon is too bright

Oh shit wild mask warrior

ZNAE SHUT THE FUCK UP

YOU TOO LADY I DONT REMEMBER THR NAME IF

Why did cinder smile like that

GET DOWN MR PRESIDENT !!!

Huh what’s going on

OH SHIT ARIN LLOUD AND NUA FELL FRON THE BIUNTY

Lloyd shut the fuck up

WHAT THE FUCK SHY IS RIYU FKYING OR SMTH

Oh just nktingness

KAI ARE YOU FUCKIGN STUILOD

Are they gonna fall

Yes they did

BOUNTEY DESTROYED !!! FOR LIKE THE 8TH TIME

OH SHIT THE WOLF WARRIORS ARE NEAR

Oh shit WHAT DO YOU MEAN CURSED

HURRY UP

Eher taking too long HOBSHIT. I JNEE SOMRTHING BAD ESS GOIG TO HAPPEN

THE WAY THEY ALWAYS FORGET JORDANA IS CRAZY FHSJRHE

Ok shut up

NOO BONZLE

EUPHRASIA GT OUT OF HERE!!!!! LELASEBvvvvv! (Not in a neg way)

OH SHIT THE FORBIDDEN FIVE ARE THER

Girl the mech thing kinda gives you away

OH SHIT JORDANA

Hurry up ARIN

OH DAMN

WHAT THE FUCK IS RHAT ARINS PARENTS

Oh it wasn’t it was Lloyd and Nya

TOGETHER WE EIL RISEEEEE

GANDELERIA THAD THE MAGICISN NAMR

NOOOOO BONZLE ID A SOELL AGAIN

Oh shit the forbidden 5

OH SHIT CONDER DESTORYED THAT THING THAT KEPT HI IN HERE

Cinder shut te fuck up

Oh shit man

WH IDOES JAU HAVE SOME TYPE OF DRSTON

Zhongshan the FIGHT SCENES ARE SO GOOD???

NO KAII

Oh shit man what even is your name

Idk what Zane just said but ok

EUPHRASIA AND AANE YOU CAN DO THIS

OK EUPHRAISA ITS JDJT YOU YOU CAN DI THIS

SHE COUDL DO THIS y AYYYYY

OH FLASHBACKS

WHATTHE FUCK DRSGON RISING TRCHNIWUE WITH NYA

Ok can we skip the lesson of the episode

OH SHIT EHY DID HE DESTROY HIS sword o THEVISION

WHAT DI YOU MEA MN DONT WORRY ABOUT MEVVV KAI?????

Shh wyldfire shhh

Why did they fucking vanish

OH MU FCIKING GOD

A lot can happen in like 2 weeks

Where the fuck are they

NOKT IS ONE OF THE FORBIDDEN FIVE

Oh shit

What is going on with jordana bro what the fuck is that face

YAYYYY COLE AND LLOYD HUG I love the brothers

Now HES THE WORLDS HERO””” 😭😭😭

Cole supporting his trans daughter yay

Kai again get this guy out of here (literally)

Ok that’s the end of dragon rising s2 bai

[geodraws04]

So for a while now ive been thinking about making my own self-insert crossover au and wanted to finally talk about it :000

i've been like. a lil nervous to post my thoughts about this au/story to the public because I know how,, like. Weird? Negative? and like, Critical people are about self-insert stories sometimes (esp thanks to a certain MHA artist and how a certain SD character was written to pretty much be a self insert int the skin of an iconic character - iykyk) but as of recently after talking with a friend and hearing about the lore for Amalee's vtuber character Monarch ive been thinking "yknow what? fuck it-" and write it out here for a few people to see since i dont have a large following haha.

So heres this hypothetical self insert au I have in mind (in the meanwhile, writing this version of me as a posssible way to both vent about my feelings and hopefully as a way to improve myself haha):

The World-Warper - Traveler of the Multiverse

(POSSIBLE CW: Talk about self-doubt, possibly self-harming thoughts and thoughts about "disappearing one day")

Hypothetical Synopsis: 18 year old Geo (aka me), They/Them, has just graduated from high school. Seems like it should be the biggest milestone to have reached, right?

But for some reason... they've been having doubts about themselves in their abilities and about who they are.

In comparison to their friends and peers, they feel like they're unremarkable and don't have any proud accomplishments to be happy about. While they'd hear about the amazing opportunities their friends from their grade or above have gotten, or how successful their friends in lower grades have gotten when they left, their self-esteem and worth plummeted.

No matter how much they tried in the last four years of their school career... they always fell short in one way or another. And in turn... they will and motivation chipped away from their soul. While their friends and peers could sing their hearts out with amazing solos as they were stuck in the chorus, or their artistic peers could share their art to the world and amass large followings while they could barely get a few people to see what art they could, or people getting A's and high B's while Geo could only scrape by and barely pass because they're motivation and drive to work as hard as they used to and barely making it enough to graduate - they always fell flat, and their mental health and worth began to spiral downward.

They asked themselves constantly: "Am I worth something?" "Will I ever make an impact on the world?" "Will I ever been seen?" "Can I get back to how I was before things went to hell?" "Since my efforts won't ever be seen... am I even worthy of being alive?" "If i did disappear one day... would anyone even notice?"

These thoughts swirled around in their head that whole summer... until one fateful day they took a morning walk into the nearby woods to clear their head. As they roamed the warm glowing trees as the sun peeked over the horizon... they found something that would forever change their life...

A Multiverse Crystal.

This Crystal gave them the ability to travel across different realms of their choosing, meeting different creatures and beings from worlds they'd never think were real, some even becoming their close friends... and without knowing, a role they felt like they didn't deserve to bear: A leader of a team they would dub: the Go-Getters.

But they'd also be dubbed as the cause to the end of some worlds... if they aren't careful.

As their team grew... Geo would soon discover who was the creator of the Multiverse Crystal they discovered that fateful day... and how this creator would inevitably become their biggest adversary.

Her name... Monarch.

These two beings... so similar, yet so different. Both knew that.

When discovering that Geo had acquired a Multiverse Crystal from one of the worlds she was watching, she knew they'd becoming a problem... they'd interfere with her goal of keeping the balance in these worlds... and could be the potential fall for others.

They would be the match that would set these worlds aflame. So they must snuff them out... even if it means she would have to play the role as the villain in these worlds. It may not have been her plan... but what other way can she do? If it means these worlds could be protected, then so be it.

And so she did... she created more clones to act as eyes to keep watch of the young traveler... and if one wrong move is made, violence will always be an option to make sure this person doesn't throw the worlds out of balance.

An ability Geo cannot possess.

So what can be done...?

As they travel through the worlds, they must watch their back. While Monarch has "multiple" lives... Geo has one.

Living in a world without supernatural abilities, mythological creatures, ultimate talents, or superhuman abilities... while traveling through worlds with one or more of these traits... they know they have their life on the line.

Will they be able to live a life with their new teammates and friends from beyond their home... or will they suffer a morbid fate due to causing the worlds to fall out of line?

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soooooooooooooo,,,,,

what do yall think?? I wrote this all in one go so if it seems like its written odd thats prob why haha,,

im def still figuring out the deeper stuff and the possible world building for this hypothetical story/self-insert.

I will say! I definitely think the "main" casts for my team would be from: Pokemon (anime or masters; idk haha), Total Drama, Danganronpa, and MHA.

again still figuring out the more deeper stuff and the world building. but once i do i might talk more about this again =000