#also dw i dont mind long ones like this you're all good

[sneeb-canons]

everyone is aware of the loops at all times, but they only have incomplete memories of past loops

heart only remembers how well everyone got along and their general feelings towards one another during each loop

mind has access to a timeline of past events for each loop (alongside statistics like how many loops they’ve gone through, how many times each of them died, how many times they’ve reached concord etc)

soul’s memories of past loops depend on how well the loop went. if the loop went well, he’ll remember more than heart and mind do; if the loop went badly, he doesn’t recall anything but a general sense of tiredness and hopelessness

hms can only remember past loops completely if they reach harmony or work together during cacophony (which is unlikely)

all of them are aware of how to reach concord, but it’s a bit more difficult to enact than it is on paper. in the earlier loops, despite all efforts to get along during early cacophony, mindless bickering almost always escalated into full on fighting; in the later loops, they’ve become desperate enough to cling to their own ideals for whole despite knowing that it wouldn’t be healthy in reality

in general, the ratio of failed loop to successful loop is about 150 failed loops for every 9 successful loops

(wow that was longer than i wanted it to be sorry)

Headcanon #591

[leavingsunsets]

hello!

I would like to request hcs (if that's fine with you, because I saw you're more on the fics side :3) for Kinro (bro deserves more love), Sai and Ryusui with a very emotional and empathetic reader, who tries to mask it by acting all cool and unbothered, but it doesn't always work well. I prefer it to be on the more romantic side, but I don't mind the platonic one! It can be either female or gender neutral reader. I will rely on your intuition and creativity.

I hope I explained everything quite sensibly and understandably. ._.

Have a wonderful day!

Ohh my gosh hello hello! I don't mind hcs as well, since i lovw these characters so much like mwah mwah mwah (AHEM AHEM magic man COUGHCOUCGHFOUCGH) but anyways im doing gn reader so lots more ppl can enjoy tehee. here it is !!

"𝙋𝙤𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙙𝙚𝙣."

[gn!reader]

𝙆𝙞𝙣𝙧𝙤

Tbh i feel like Kinro is KINDAAA similar in the same sense?? like, all cool n stuff but hes actlly a real sweetie sometimes mwah mwah mwah. also ur right he deserves more love hes literally just a loveable guy

At first i think hed be surprised, like, all, "woah, uh, you good"

but then, i think among the three, isnt that fazed. hes around ginro almost 24/7 cmon.

but once he gets used to you he just stares when you get all cool and so indifferent then he goes "its okay to be sad about it" then you just start beating his chest bawling and he pats your back

platonically, thats what hed do. Like, hed just silently offer support while you tell him your troubles or thoughts. like nod along or put a hand on your shoulder in silent encouragement or just seem so cool while spouting out some wise words. (he puts a hand on your shoulder and you look at him, the wind blows his hair slightly, the light capturing him in a perfect angle. "i understand that feeling. i felt hurt when ginro laughed at the rip in my pants too" he whispers so coolly and you bust out laughing)

romantically, hed be more initiative in this type of stuff i think. like, if he saw you going away on your own hed follow after to talk. or be more nervous cuz this time hes ACTIVELY trying to cheer you up, like tryna be comforting even if his words come out awkward or something like that. "uhmm, thats bad.. uh.. do you wanna. do you wanna hug?"

either way, 10/10 this man will never disappoint, he doesnt, and he didnt. he is underrated and we should talk about him more def

𝙍𝙮𝙪𝙨𝙪𝙞 𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙞

Ohoooo. this maaan is likeeee. i dunno man i feel like he literally has the same reaction to every single type of person.

encouraging, supportive, and just a big big ball of sun

hed just pin you down as an interesting person and spout some compliments

even when you first meet and he sees how you work hes like "👍!!"

So lets say close friends now. he sees you go 'its okay. I dont care' and he sees you be all 'im going to dramatically sit on a rock and have a glistening tear down my face lit by the sun' and he'll like, smack your back 4 times going 'ITS OKAY MY FRIEND ITS OKAY'

Platonic?? just like that. how he treats everyone which is of course very special. goes 'hey, its alright. like really. im here to be a bud and give u some encouragement' and be all like 'DW MY FRIEND' and just even gives u nice talks

ROMANTICALLY?? kind of the same, but but but but. he litrlly goes and does smthng to cheer u up. like litrlly does the same as platonically, but later even when ur all cheered up, brings u to a nice place like a nice view. Doesnt SAY anything cheesy but ltrlly aheaeha RAWR ryusui nanami i cant believe you just took me to a nice dinner date

𝙎𝙖𝙞 𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙞

okay hmmm. idk depends on the intensity of it he MIGHT be averse?? Not entirely but as long as youre not bawling and sniffling i think ur good 👍

ok so u first meet right? and then he meets u 'oh cool person ok. rlly chill' then after awhile he sees you start sniffling over someones sob story and hes all like 'aweee'

NOT IN A 'thats cute' WAY LIKE. HES JUS LIKE THINKING 'OH THIS PERSON RLLY CARES ALOT THATS SWEET A LITTLE'

maybe that might be a bonding factor. Like, the fact that ur empathetic and soooo YKNOW, YOU

so like when u werent close he was all like 'ohh. ahhh wow. i see.' now hes all like 'haha theres my little gober gomble with the gummy goo' but he will never say that ofc grrr

PLATONICALLY. hes as goober as can be. literally being all friends friends with you and loving your company. like, actively approaches you and goes 'hey!!!! :3!!'. literally a sweetie yall talk about stuff and the whole time hes like :3 and all supportive and encouraging throughout whatever ur feeling, blue or yello, red or green.

fixes my bowtie. Now. ROMANTICALLY?? so this is only it does blossom after the platonic stage. he does the same things, except all 'hmgngmg omg.. its them...' inside now. More active tending to you in your moments, happy or blue. like cheering if ur cheering, fretting over u if youre sad over smthng, stuff like that. or angry, like going 'PLS PLS PLS PLS' holding you back from hitting someone on the head. literally just the same in platonic but hes so so so sooo in love with you and loves you, for being you, more than anything

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WHEW and thats. yeah. thats it. Again i am so sorry for the disproportionate pics n headers EVERYTIME i literally crop them on my own sometimes n i dont know where else to get them. but yah i hope u enjoyed and sorry it took soo long :333 !! Hcs are easier for me 2 do than fics because they take less time and like, hmm, its not that hard since theres no plot planning or proofreading or anything like that. but yes WOOO ENJOY I HOPE YALL KEEP ENJOYIG THE RARE FICS IS PUT OUT IM SO SORRY FOR THAT TOO 😭😭

[tomeebear04]

alot of people portray tord as some insane sociopath who doesn’t care about anyone and its particularly heightened in wtfuture content,that being said i personally dont mind these headcanons when i was younger i was totally in favor of tord being a villain but whats your opinion on it? From what ive seen red leader is especially abusive to future tom but i always thought the cast was pretty mean to eachother in the earlier eddisodes but just grew out of it,tord left before the rest of them stopped being so mean to eachother,now its more or less poking fun and annoying eachother here and there

do you think tord just didn’t get the memo and thought it was still okay to act like this? Im all for ‘edgier’ headcanons and story telling but i just personally think to an extent tord isn’t as much as an asshole as people try to make him out to be,at some point the cast have tried to kill eachother and tom literally did what he did in zanta claws (which i forgive him for <33) but i see alot more people give tord more flack than anyone,srry ab the long winded question but i am curious ab your answer ^^

this is a multi-part question so im going to number them to make it more readable lol. also dw about long asks; i like em. lover having conversations about the show with other people

the tord villain question. ah the thing that divides the eddsworld fandom to this day. my opinion on this is a little nuanced. i personally like that direction for his character. i think it's interesting. it recontextualizes a lot of his strange behaviors from earlier episodes. fan interpretation of the actual content of the end episodes have led to a lot of people hating that idea though. i can see why too. i'm not a fan on how people decided to portray tord afterwards. i don't think he was a nice or pleasant person from day one, but i definitely don't think he's a sociopath or psychopath or insane. well not any more insane than everyone else. there's a lot more going on with tord psychologically. he has shown to care about people to an extent. i definitely think he has some kind of personality disorder. i've seen fans discuss schizoid personality disorder and borderline personality disorder in regards to a diagnosis for tord. i don't know enough on the subject to comment either way. imo a good tord wouldn't lose any of the fun aspects of his personality to fit better into any given villain trope. trying to fit square peg in a circle hole, ya know?

tom abuse. this one im a hard no on. i dont know why this got so popular. tord and tom are rivals. making tord an abuser and tom his victim just seems wrong for their dynamic. a lot of that content is fetish driven...and well.. im not touching that topic with a 10 ft shit and piss covered pole. if you're gonna make tord terrible to tom, you have to make tom just as terrible back. they both get under each others skin. i prefer the idea that tord and tom are more friendly in wtfuture since edd is out of the picture. i mean tord has to like him enough to employ him. tom likes him enough to be able to borrow a time machine without much trouble. those are two emotional unstable buddies right there

everyone kinda sucks. this is just straight up true. everyone was out for blood early on in eddsworld. i mean just look at matt. that guy was straight up a menace. yeah the show changed a lot. the tone and the way characters treat each other softened. the tomee bear has a pretty good video on this. i don't disagree with much of what he says. it added a new way to view the end episodes which i greatly appreciate. i could see this being the direction they go for tord in canon

everyone elses crimes. when it comes to talking about the other characters crimes i'd say dont take it seriously if the show doesnt. tom's christmas demolition wasnt taken seriously at all as an act of domestic terrorism. it's a joke about tom's character taken to the extreme for comedy. most things they do are consequence-less. basically, only take it seriously when the show does. tord blowing up the house, killing jon, and betraying everyone was tonally a lot different from tom rapping about hating christmas and nuking bongland. that's the reason why people hate on tord for what he did a bit more. personally i hate tord for being an annoying gooner with confusing politics. but u know to each their own

[pyr0lagnia]

don't know how to put into words how exciting it is to see this blog!! willing to write dark tf2 stuff?!? thank you thank you thank you 🛐

ahhhh and ur art is beautiful!!

sorry if im bothering u at all and i don't wanna bombard u. since demoman is ur fav, would u be willing to write some yandere headcanons for him perhaps? 👉👈

AHHH !! NONNIE U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE IT !!! ur not bothering me in the slightest dw abt it at all!!!! since i joined the fandom about a month ago i QUICKLY noticed the lack of dark stuff, it made me so so sad cuz these guys all have such potential sigh </3 ALSO THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING MY WIFE FOR MY FIRST EVER RQ!!! ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

tw for : unhealthy behavior, intoxicated/noncon groping and stuff. i dont go too in depth in this.

𖦹 out of most, he is probably one of your safest bets if he gains a fixation on you.

𖦹 he tries to worm himself into any aspect of your life as he can, he tends to be more annoying than anything at first. if you're compliant or reciprocating, most red flags don't tend to pop up!

𖦹 basically this only works if things go his way. a few plot twists he can handle! he keeps himself in check for the most part, he loves your quirks and doesn't mind a few diversions!

𖦹 but things still need to end with you starting to like him just as much as he likes you.

𖦹 he's a bad enabler, he will especially encourage an alcohol dependence if you show interest. he'll be your bombastic cheerleader as you destroy your own liver.

𖦹 you're so much more pliant when you're drunk! unfortunately he's not a master manipulator when he is drunk too. so, he just uses the pliancy to get touchy feely.

𖦹 you are just there enough to process the discomfort as he loudly kisses your neck and grips your hips like you're a toy.

𖦹 understandably the first time he gets like that you would put a distance between yourself and him because of the deep feeling of embarrassment and shame

𖦹 really bad fucking idea!

𖦹 despite the headstrong persona, he is deeply insecure. until the sudden cut off, he was sure things would be going his way. he'd let you off the hook in a weird hope you were just flustered, for about a week.

𖦹 after so long he WOULD come to you and be like. the fuck are you up to? in a drunken haze, he would loom at the entrance to your doorway and not move much from there.

𖦹 it'd probably be about 4 am, you'd blink the sleep out of your eyes and be like. the fuck are YOU up to?

𖦹 silence, weird and unlike him. just for a moment.

𖦹 "eh… I wanted tae make sure there wasn't any ill blood atween us. I dinnae wanna lose ye. " he spoke, reeking of drunkenness.

𖦹 before you could reply, opening your dry mouth- " we're good teammates, right? i'm aye sticking out fur ye, lassie! there'll be a bottle o' scrumpy I will leave out fur ye fur whenever yer feelin' better. aye? aye. nighty night! "

𖦹 door slam. okay, well, right!

𖦹 you'll ignore the uncanny, fervent tone he had. it was like he was warning you, but was unsure of how truthful he wanted to be about it.

𖦹 you were too tired for this shit.

𖦹 he decides the next day, nothing happened. he keeps close to you.

𖦹 whenever you decide you want to be around someone other than him, now, his heartbeat thrums visibly on his pulse point.

𖦹 while sober, he doesn't talk to anyone else first now. he makes sure to emphasize how much he appreciates your presence, how much he wants to be around you, how fucking cool you looked on the battlefield earlier.

𖦹 kind of weird, you already noted you didn't see him on the battlefield.

𖦹 when he's drunk, he is NOTICEABLY full of praise for you. turning on the waterworks does wonders sometimes. he reasons to himself its perfectly fucking fiiiine because he's just being honest!

𖦹 in truth, this is his indirect way of trying to get you on his level. he is tearing himself apart trying to make himself someone you want to be around.

𖦹 that kindness wears itself down the more you interact with others.

𖦹 he grits his fists, and snarl-grins at the distraction. he could SWEAR he was developing the ability to get hungover again with how his head throbbed painfully when you grin and cackle at someones joke.

𖦹 he starts taking every bit of laughter you spend on someone else as a personal offense.

𖦹 he's kind of torn between himself. in feeling more aggressive, its almost like he becomes partially subdued. this could come off as depression to others, so maybe his claims of you being like his thread to sanity were true?

𖦹 he leans into this HARD. he hates seeing you so concerned but hey, that meant there was something in your heart for him right?

𖦹 all in all he becomes this big sad cuddlebug in front of you meanwhile becoming increasingly violent with anyone who glances at you on the field.

𖦹 im not sure if he'd be honest with his intentions ever. he also doesn't entirely lie to you, he just... heavily dramatizes things. i think he's a bit too lucid, funnily enough, too let himself completely let himself express this.

𖦹 one thing is for certain, he is waiting for you. only cause for concern- the longer you make him wait the less he will be lying to you, and the more you are going to be late-night visited.

[ forgive this for being soo uneventful, this blog is partly a way to force myself to re-practice writing <3 these are also my first times writing most of these assholes.]

[joohanisms]

hiii i'm sick rn and i think i deserve some shameless selfish fanfiction

xdh + you're sick :-( 💭💫

cw: being sick in general, mention of vomiting, boys being really lovely

gunil

you're not lifting a finger.

he's got Everything covered, don't worry. don't even THINK about doing anything, he'll do it for you.

carries you around the house so you dont "tire yourself out" (?? you have a sore throat)

keeps you nice and warm <33 wraps you up in the blankets like a burrito. like a little shawarma sandwich. like a little cigar. like–

HOLDS YOU!! you know when you're so sick you feel like you're going to fall apart? he wraps his arms around you so gently and holds your pieces together so softly :-(

cooks nice healthy meals for you <3 makes sure to get all nutrients you need even if it's by going to the drugstore and buying supplements

showers with you because he's lowkey scared you'll faint with the heat – not that you mind having a strong body to prop yourself up against

jungsu

oldest child. takes care of you .

he's on edge for as long as you're feeling shitty. probably cussed jooyeon out for being too loud and then felt so guilty about taking his frustration out on him that he cried a little

Responsible!!

gets you gatorade, makes sure you drink plenty of water and eat light snacks through the day, will open every window so the room gets some air, takes your temperature, tells you to nap so your body has the energy to recover, gently wipes away that disgusting balmy feeling that only being sick brings

softly sings you to sleep :-(

if you're having stomach issues, he's holding your hair up and only cringing a little bit (also probably gets something soft for you to kneel on in front of the toilet – will camp out on the bathroom with you the whole night if needed)

jiseok

good entertainment + nearly makes you forget you're sick

talks a lot. tells you all about his day his week his month goes into tangents, talks about science and music and things you can barely understand just because he wants to take your attention away from the discomfort

puts his forehead to yours and says if i could i'd take the pain away :-( he's so sappy and he's half joking but you can feel how much he loves you and hates seeing you like this :-(

takes care of you as best as he can. tries to remember what his mom used to do when he got sick

has amazing sense of what to do due to being a science nerd. he might be gambling his luck but he's correct most of the time

if you're puking he's holding your hair and petting your back but he's NOT looking unless he wants to join you on the toilet

seungmin

gets everything you could possibly need and stays with you ;-(

if it's contagious then the windows are wide open he's got a mask on nothing could stop him

you need tylenol? he brought some from the bathroom when he entered the apartment!

you need a little cold patch? dw he bought one of those stick-on patches to save you from the mess of wet towels/cold compresses!

you're a little hungry? here he brought some light snacks in case your tummy wasn't feeling well!

uh oh the snacks didn't sit too well on your stomach? he has a gameplan already he's grabbing your little trashcan and brushing your hair away from your face!

you're feeling shitty after all of this? he brings you your toothbrush and water to wash out the aftertaste and he's settling beside you to pet your hair!

you still feel terrible? come on, a shower will help! he won't be able to shower with you seen as he's not keen on getting waterboarded by his mask but he will help you wash up even if his shirt gets soaked with the spray!

brushes your hair and dresses you up in comfy pajamas like you're his favorite doll afterwards :-(

hyeongjun

my lovely :-(

the best at keeping you company, be it sitting beside you with your fingers intertwined while you watch soft slice of life animes, be it laying down with you for emotional support cuddles, be it making you food and insisting on feeding it to you, be it telling you every thought that pops into his head so he can entertain you

lowkey loves when you feel like a cooked noodle and have jelly limbs because he gets to get everything for you, do everything for you, hold everything for you :-( don't count on him to carry you around though his limbs are not very .. uncooked noodle-y

will do Anything you ask him to. he might not know 100% what to do but yourself + google are good guides

brings his earbuds not to make any sound in case you have a headache, takes naps with you all day, lets you watch whatever he's doing on his phone (usually games or tiktok) (with very low volume!!)

forehead/temple kisses!!!! does the little "mm you have a fever" thing where he presses his lips to your forehead to gauge your temperature

if you want him Away from you because you're contagious, he's on the other side of the room doing his own things while you rot away in bed thinking what have i done i should've accepted the cuddles when i had the chance

jooyeon

cuddler!

if you have tummyaches he's rubbing your tummy!! if you have headaches he's massaging your head!! you have a sore throat?? do not worry he's keeping it warm because he has his face buried into your neck!!

pets your hair to sleep

he runs hot and if you have a fever he'll just sit by your side looking like a kicked puppy and holding your hand :-(

loves to help you wash up – will wash and condition your hair, soap you up, dry you with a fluffy towel afterwards, put on mosturizer all over you, will even brush your teeth for you if you let him (he's really touchy and adores caring for you and helping you feel like a human again)

definitely has the "well you got this Plague AT THE VERY LEAST yesterday. and we slept on the same bed and kissed on the mouth. if you're contagious, i'm getting sick anyway. i'm NOT being shooed away from my beloved when they're ailing." mindset

nevermind his dramatic ass. he's even more stubborn than he is theatrical and he WILL be by your side whatever anyone tells him

but gets sick too most of the time and acts like he's on his deathbed

[blackbatcass]

heyy lindenn! hruu today??

i saw u love when ppl call u by name but i thought it’d make u uncomfortable if we aren’t close, so i hope you dont mind!

i wanted to kinda expand into stuff other than batfam and was wondering where to start? i was hoping you could help me out.

anyways dont rush to answer, take ur time, tysmm have a nice dayy! <3

hiya! dw lollll my name is free for public use.

i can probably help with that! it would really depend on who/what you're interested in exploring. most characters/families have a few good starter comics that are shorter or help you get a good feel for what they're like. i think team-up books are generally a nice way to ease out into other arenas, whether that be titans jla jsa jli etc. they're usually pretty lighthearted and introduce you to lots of new characters while still having characters you're familiar with.

other than batman my wheelhouses are mostly green arrow and flash, so i can be much more help with those two lol. i'm not sure what you've already read/what you're interested in but I can point you in some general directions

if you're reading green arrow for the first time I think it's easiest to start with volume three (the 2001 run). I think that one's the first longer run I ever read in its entirety and it basically made me fall in love with comics as a whole. it definitely has its problems, I'm not trying to say it's perfect lol, but for the most part it's very fun and a good introduction if you've never read arrowfam comics before. especially if you want to see connor and mia! the first two arcs (quiver and archer's quest) are especially good, but overall it just feels like you're hanging out with ollie and his adopted kids and fighting goofy villains in star city. it is 75 issues long but it went by SUPER fast for me. if you want a shorter story there is also green arrow year one and green arrow stranded, which are nice intros to ollie!

for flash, i would say one of the best intros would be to read #62-65 of flash v2. it's a version of wally's origin and also the start of waid's run, and like. it's so good lol. i would of course recommend impulse 1995 if you haven't read that already. all of flash v2 might be a little much if you're just looking to ease in, there are some arcs like 'the return of barry allen' and 'dead heat' that i think give you a feel for the comic as a whole.

for good starter wonder woman stories i'd recommend wonder woman: the hiketeia and wonder woman historia. for a longer comic i'd go with the perez run (wonder woman volume 2). i am definitely not qualified to talk on the glc but i'd assume stories like emerald dawn would be a good place to start? kyle's run on gl 1990 would probably also be a safe bet. it wasn't really for me but i am definitely in the minority there.

i am really not the person you'd want to talk to about superman, aquaman, shazam, etc. i'll get there one day but probably not for a while lol. if you have more specific questions about different corners of dc or specific families you're looking into I'd love to help!

[rainbowninja00]

title pending!

so there's this idea that's been bonking around my mind for... years? I'm not sure how many but it's been a while. so, it started with the idea of characters based on the 7 deadly sins (original I know) and grew into a whole false tv show in my brain. first off, LONG POST WARNING!!!!!!! just letting yall know. second, there is some inspiration from Ready Player One here, if you haven't seen it, dw you dont need the context of the story, just the idea of a VR kinda thing for the internet, EXCEPT your body ceases to exist outside of it when you arent in the internet (tm) so no bullshit someone's gonna get you while you're in there! I can and will go into the intricusies of how the internet (tm) works but there are other things I wanna expand on. mainly, our main characters!!! there are 8 main characters: one for every sin and the protagonist. (some images included to show off the general vibe/colour palette of the characters all from pinterest) starting with our main character, she doesn't really have a name cause i cant think of a good one, but she's 14-16, new to high school and experiencing the internet (tm) for the first time, she's been online, but never in the actual world before. I like to think she wears mainly black and white with hints of red or other colours in the beginning and gains more colours as time goes on and she learns more about herself and the world around her. she is heavily inspired by moon girl from marvel's moon girl and devil dinosaur

next, Pride! she is the general leader of the group since she's the most commanding and takes no shit. she tries to keep the kid safe and out of trouble, she has her own in securities and such that I can go over in a stand alone post about the specific characters. she is kinda inspired by garnet from steven universe but only in a design way.

then we have the most developed and a literal self insert: lust! he's the resident "heart throb" of the group and is probably the silliest of the group, also the one the protag meets first. he is the insighting incident in many a misadventure cause its easy to use him for that. I will go into this more later, but he's lust cause he lusts for a relationship, he's a sad boy (like me) inspiration is angel dust from hazbin but only in personality.

envy and greed are twins, identical within the internet (tm) and fraternal outside of it cause oh yeah, the 7 are all real people too. they work together very well and put on a show of wanting what the other has to outside observers. the only inspo I can think of is the general aesthetic of grossology and mammon from helluva from a design stand point.

(pretend there's an image of a big ol oversized hoodie here, almost all those photos have people in them and I dont feel comfortable with that) wrath was one of the hardest for me to pinpoint initially, his thing isn't being angry, he makes others angry by being goofy and messing with them. Like kel from omori, also his design SOMEHOW ended up being cowboy esque in my head??? so like clover from undertale yellow.

sloth is actually my favourite, she loves hyperpop, all things pink and pastel, loves performing songs with lust, but she's sloth because she doesn't do anything unless it interests her, no chores, no responsibilities, she leaves the internet(tm) the least out of them all. I saw an artist on twitter once and was like YEAH THATS THE VIBE but I forgot who they are TwT. she is also based on moon girl design wise. BEE AND PUPPYCAT AESTHETIC MY GOAT!!!

(idk if this is fan art, if it is and someone knows who made it lmk)

last and sadly least is gluttony, I don't really have them super developed, and if anyone has any ideas for them I would love to hear it!

If anyone wants to see or hear more I will happily yap about it for hours, PLEASE I AM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES FOR PEOPLE TO REBLOG THIS I just wanna know if anyone would be interested on hearing more so I know if I should bother typing up more posts on these guys! (also id appriciate help w/ the title)

[causenessus]

HELLOOO GOOD AFTERNOON!! how are you doing <3 i already told u ab what happened at my school today but MORE HAPPENED. i was walking out to my friend's car since it was the end of the day and we were gonna drive back to our apt BUT BRO???? ness idefk what happened but a car bumped into me im not even joking 💔 like bumped me from behind and made me fall over. like how does that even happen omf 💔 not demure, nor mindful. BUT IM PERFECTLY FINE DONT WORRY!! i just scraped up my palms and my arms a liiiittle bit 🙂‍↕️ so i hate parking lots that was not cute at all

I SAW YOU AND MANGO ANON TALKING ABOUT ZODIACS A LITTLE BIT ONE TIME WHEN U ANSWERED THEIR ASK AND WAS LIKE OH!! NOW IM CURIOUS!! like im really not big on astrology i only know that im an aquarius thats all ive got! but i was searching up like what certain signs' relationships look like? i guess? or like compatibility? one of my friends are a cancer AND I KEPT SEEING THAT THEYRE THE LEAST COMPATIBLE W AQUARIUSES? (is that the right plural of it? aquarians? idk whatever) so like i had a revelation and i remembered you were a cancer so i was lowkey disappointed with all of the zodiac compatibility stuff i was seeing online 😞 ALSO I SAW THAT MANGO ANON GOT A BURNER!! (i mean like i saw through your post i didnt find their blog LMAOAOA) is this the end of an era?? if it is im gonna miss seeing their asks and your responses on my dash aaaaadbsjk they are so cute!!

ANYWAY lately ive been really pondering (i feel like this word is funny to me) what an ideal friend looks like to me because someone at school asked me that😭 i feel like the first people that came to mind were you and mango anon!!! i keep mentioning them SORRY i just adore how sweet they are omf 💔 why am i telling you this? idk! but i feel like in terms of friendships i seek out people like you!! i cant really describe the traits SPECIFICALLY but i feel like you're a super good friend ‼️ i was also curious what an ideal friend looks like to you though! cause i feel like people always look for specific traits or have traits that theyre naturally gravitated towards and they're always super different from person to person, yk? KINDA RANDOM THO LMAO

ALSO today in my speech n debate class my friend started drawing on my hand as we listened to people's oo's from the national oratorical (is that even what it's called i have no idea) and like... i totally zoned out.. so now im behind in that class JUST A LITTLE!! listening to peoples speeches can be so boring i have serious regrets regarding choosing that class honestly 😞 but i feel like it's also one of the more fun classes you can take to fulfill the speech credits for graduation so i GUESS im staying... some of the people in that class are super cool!! getting peer pressured into joining the competitive team sigh

THATS ALL IVE GOT TODAY!! I FEEL LIKE THIS ONE WAS KINDA LONG OOPS. how are you doing ness!! i hope you're getting enough rest! make sure you're drinking enough water and eating! AND DONT FORGET YOUR MEDS ‼️ I LOVE YOU

HELLO SAV!! i??? i??? i can't? A CAR BUMPED INTO YOU??? LITERALLY DID THEY LIKE APOLOGIZE??? MAKE SURE YOU WERE OKAY??? ANYTHING AT ALL???? THAT IS SO HORRIBLE 😭 I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE OKAY BUT OMG THAT'S LITERALLY AN INJURY?? LIKE????????????????????????

AND AWH DW 😭 tbh i don't think i know many aquariuses (idk the plural version either!!) BUT THE STARS HAVE NOTHING ON US </3 AND YES!! MANGO ANON GOT A BURNER BUT I THINK WE'LL STILL BE YAPPING THROUGH ASKS A LOT <3 IT'S JUST FOR US TO BE LIKE "i miss u </3" and tell each other short things in the meantime 😭

AND AW THAT'S SO SWEET AND KIND THANK YOU SO MUCH :((( PLEASE DON'T APOLOGIZE AT ALL FOR BRINGING US/MANGO ANON UP!! you're not doing it a lot or anything so don't worry at all <33 idk who my ideal kind of friend is!! like everyone is so unique and i think i get along with most people <3 i just really appreciate people who are like very understanding and kind!! like obviously i'm very?? like soft hearted?? or like gentle. like for example i don't like to curse outside my fics bc for me i always associated it with being mad?? or just kind of scary?? like ofc i really don't care if other people curse!! it's just a personal preference/choice and so i think i just appreciate people who are observant and kind!! idk everyone super cool :D and i've learned a lot from people who are different from me so i like most people!! (just not middle school freshmen boys who are super rude and annoying and loud yk 🌝)

SPEECH AND DEBATE SOUNDS HORRIBLE 😭 I'M SORRY BUT I COULD NEVER I'M SO LUCKY MY SCHOOL DIDN'T HAVE A SPEECH REQUIREMENT OR ANYTHING BC I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED </33 and i've always been like a very "idc!! u have ur opinion and i have mine i'm not gonna try and convince u to have my opinion!! like seriously idc pls i don't want to argue or debate!!" so i really just could not survive that class at all but best of luck to you!!

IT WAS GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU SAV!! i am doing ok!!! it's nice bc idk my manager didn't really schedule me this entire week 😭 BUT I'M NOT COMPLAINING!! I AM LIVING MY BEST LIFE WITH ALL THIS FREETIME LIKE I ACTUALLY AM REALLY ENJOYING IT so that's been nice!! AND THANK YOU SO MUCH <33 TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO!! I HOPE YOU TOOK YOUR MEDS!!

[monamipencil]

we're just sending asks to eo now? OH OKAY YES PLEASE

also, I've been meaning to send this since so long so I'm putting aside my assignment to do it lmao BUT-

you're so good like, i genuinely have no words and that's exactly why I'm using a mediocre term like 'good' like truly

okay, let's do this in small parts-

FIRST OF ALL, "bet" was so good??! like, when I got the notification that you responded to my ask i legit did not even remember what I'd sent and then I'm reading it and I'm like, "wait, I sent that?!" cause usually I have no thoughts bUT-

the way you so amazingly put that into that beautiful piece of art you freaking talented human being!!! jealous seungcheol is such a wonderful thought and the way you wrote about it is just "headachinly" amazing. that's all I can say. ALSO I'M SO PROUD YOU LIKED MY REQUEST??! like, it's an honour, your majesty🙇‍♀️

AND!!

the "imperfections' series(?) one of the most beautiful things I've read here, and that's the only truth. as someone with a lot of insecurities about my body, reading it healed something in me I didn't realise needed it and the way it felt so safe and sound comfortable reading it; only you can do.

reading about them appreciating and loving tummy, and thighs and chest, and feeling my heart flutter cause of it? (now this is just cheesy I'm sorry😭)

but truly truly truly I love love LOVE your works so much, I'd open a museum for them i kid you not.

so when you go to sleep today, i hope you keep in mind there's someone out here (me!) who absolutely loves and supports you and your stuff and to cheer you up.

(also came to know you're Indian??? BESTIE SAME??! I tried sending a msg but it wouldn't go idk SO HERE YOU GO!!)

ASDFGHJKL DONT PUT ASIDE YOUR ASSIGNMENT FOR ME LMAO.

nope, im not that good pls. and im so SORRY FOR ANSWERING THAT ASK SO LATE. im pretty sure it was there for A MONTH. brain was not braining 😔😔

and it was so good? like im jealous of your brain. so jealous. kissing your brain rn 😌

and i've always wanted to write imperfections series lol. and i couldn't have written part 2 without your help!! genuinely im thankful for your inputs <33

and im glad it comforted you <3 nd noo, it's fine. you can be cheesy with me <333

also your 2am work!!! omg, the way it was so accurate for each member? it was so sweet and lovely. and i respect your endurance to write 13 diff scenarios in one post. i could NEVER.

opening a museum? plss, that's too much. im engraving your works into my heart and gatekeeping it, dw 😌

pls, why r u so sweet?? 🥺🥺🥺 im actually gonna cry. i hope your pillows are cold on both sides and may no mosquitoes disturb you. i will support you and your work always too !! ilyyy <3

[collar-shocked]

i keep thinking about the reccomendation for fix, hooker with a penis.. do you have any similar song reccomendations? im very big on music so sorry if it comes off as repetitive

whatever- butthole surfers, law song rec (necro themed.. vaugely, if you see the idea)

also, since its ooc, what are some of your favorite little tidbits/hcs for lawrence? hope you dont mind all the asks about him.. -🫀

I don't think I have anything else that sounds like hooker with a penis, but I DO have some more Ren/Fox-in-power oriented songs if that's what you're after !!

CMND/CTRL by Deftones

Capital G by Nine Inch Nails

Carnivore by Starset

Violent Pornography by System Of A Down (probably the closest on this list tbh..... its got the Signature Sound)

Wretches and Kings by Linkin Park

Feed the Wolf by Breaking Benjamin

The Game by Disturbed

Planet Telex by Radiohead (this ones loose, it just reminds me of him so i wanted to include it :3)

Dw, I LOVE music dgfioinekg I'll check that one out too ! thank u kind heart anon.......

AAAA LAW TIDBIT & HC TIME LETS GO

My absolute favorite is things regarding his family. Idk, I love extensions of characters- I've made so many that would be weird to share that I can't even count.

I also really like when people make his hair longer than it is. Lawrence looks so good with long hair <3

I like how he's portrayed autisticly, yet not STATED to be autistic. (totally not related to recent wonders ive had abt myself lol)

He's exactly a foot taller than me and we share blue eyes!!! idk im just very giddy abt it dfbklmdf

hes just..... gorgeous to me??? idk. I really like his color palette. I really like his personality and how careful he is. I like what he becomes, and how he's just A Guy. massive comfort character. happy to have him!

the fact he was homeschooled, yet this doesn't appear to have a negative effect on him as a person, is very refreshing. hes just A Guy who had some education at home.

I really, REALLY like how non-sexual his route is. Given, you CAN sex the blond, and he DOES get frisky when "feeling close" to the MC, but compared to everyone else, he's so,,, withheld. It really proved that sex itself doesn't sell the games, and that being averse to sex doesn't make a person any less attractive or desirable !!! look at him! bitchless! yet SO many bitches!!!

im sorry that this was just a huge ramble sjdfndfj i am very sleepy and worn out after song-hunting............

[driaswrld]

oh no, i am sorry for not signing and causing the confusion!!! it was just my second time asking something so i didn't think i had to?? i can choose a personal emoji if you'd like though🥺

and please take your timeee, i love tsr sm sm so i'll just wait until everything's good and you're ready to post!! don't rush yourself, i'm sure the other readers think so too ♡

hope you like the recommendations too🥺🥺 (the dyf series is pretty angsty in an unexpected way though so prepare your heart). there was also this vvv funny one shot were stsg and reader are teachers and it's EXTREMELY obvious that they are dating but no one acknowledges it so nobara decides to play detective and it's hilarious tbh. i can search it for you if it doesn't ring a bell🫶🫶🫶

nonono bby dw its ok !!

u don't have to have a special emoji or sign if u don't wanna i js mixed it up cs 💌 anon and i were talking ab tsr not too long ago but if u DO want one i dont mind at all !!

ALSOALSO the funniest thing is that the fics are pretty much done??? i js haven't proofread are cut out the parts that need to be cut out😭

the next tsr (the domestic cooking thingy) is 20k but i'll cut it back to a considerable 9-ish??? for now?? i kinda wanna see how it looks minus the lore dump and then fix it up again

OMGG??? i MUSTTT read that oneshot it sounds so funny i js know nobara would do smth like that n its giving me tsr brainrot now😭😭

(me saying this bcus i wanna open up a tsr w qna so i don't lore dump in fics) 😔✋

[hummelig]

fandoms & growing up

Soo. I am not really sure if that will make a lot of sense, but I think I'm now kinda able to verbalize these thoughts and feelings I've been having for well over 2 years and it would mean the world to me if there's someone who can relate to that.

So, as a lot of tumblr users, I got into fandom culture pretty young (like 11 years old). And at that age, you get easily influenced by everything and your mind just fixates on stuff. Like Books, YouTubers, Bands, etc. And as a child, I spent all my free time either consuming content about that thing I was obsessed with, giving other people an hour long rant about that thing, or search the world wide web for people who also like it.

I am person whose most important thing is human connection. I strive for it, I change myself and lie just to receive it (I'm working on that part dw), but I still never was really popular and always felt like an outsider kinda.

But back then it didn't matter to me (I was even proud of it), because being in those fandom groups gave me such a strong feeling of belonging and security, that I didn't need outside validation, I was being appreciated just for liking the things I did. I didn't care that people found me cringe, that I was maybe a bit of a nuisance by screaming "(ship) is real" or singing along to pop songs with their respective tumblr parodies, because the people in my phone thought I was cool and funny and that's what mattered to me.

But then, creepingly, something changes. And you cant really put a finger to it until its too late. Its normal that certain group chats go silent, but you just go look for new ones. Its normal your interest in something starts to fade, but in a week you've got a new show that you're obsessed with and the circle repeats. But searching for new groups becomes less and less a priority in the mess that is your teenage life with new responsibilities and dreams, and you become less obsessed with stuff and over the years you become just a normal enjoyer. If you happen to join fan groups, you loose interest pretty quickly. Talking only about that one thing is boring, people now need more than the same interests to become a friend.

The less internet friends you have, the more you look around yourself in the real world. And while you were so caught up in the magical world of your laptop, others made solidified relationships, went to therapy and overcame their mental illneses, and assimilated to start a good life as an adult. And xou dont belong. You feel alienated, dont really know how to do it like them, and because you didnt care about how you presented yourself, your reputation is already tainted.

(Which is fair in my case, because if I met my previous self I would find her cringe and annoying and overbearing, too)

Now you kinda dont belong in either world. You'd love to go back to your previous stuff; completely loosing yourself in something is such a freeing experience- concentrating your energy on that one thing while also getting a strong sense of community. But somehow you're unable to now, you have so much stuff to concentrate on, so many worries, you're too self aware to run away from your mental problems now.

So you look for community in the real world, but everything there seems too boring for you, you hate talking 24/7 in a moderate way about relationships, school drama, jobs, health stuff. No excited rambling, no ones eyes lighting up when the get to talk about their obsession. But you are also too boring now to be in fan groups or the be friends with people who are unapologetically themselves, because suddenly you care about how people perceive you.

And now it just feels like somethings missing. You always swore you would never be like those adults, who didn't have any strong feelings anymore, just moderance, but you get just like them. You don't get mad anymore if someone disses your favorite show or ship. When people ask you about it, you don't give them a 2 hour rant (powerpoint presentation included), but a short, 2 minute summary, because you know now it might not be interesting to them.

And suddenly you binge cringe compilations, which often consist of fandom people making questionable posts or those who think theyre half animal (not furries, I think they call themselves therians?) and you're like "damn cringe", but really you're super jealous because those people, have something they're super passionate about and put themselves out there. And you feel sorry for being such a hater bc ultimately it doesn't matter if someone runs around on their fours and hisses at people, as long as they're nice.

I mean I still try to seem like my old self, I wear a backpack with anime and meme pins, I start rants, I wear merchandise. But my hearts not in it. I feel self conscious. But I don't know if that's because that identity doesn't fit me anymore, or because Im too insecure and want the rl people to find me.

If I lived in a big city, stuff would be different. There would be rl fandom meetups and I could just look for community easier. But I live in an extremely rural area, I never really fit in here, the internet was my save haven. My school is an hour away, but still really really rural. No fan stuff. Maybe a few people who also were in fandoms, but also kinda grew out ig. I tell myself, when I move away, I will finally find people I belong to. But maybe I've became too boring, too judgy for those people.

For example, Ive always felt drawn to people who dressed really alternative like goths, but I think they could see how insecure I was, how my desire to be liked by everyone often became toxic, and stayed away. Maybe its the same way when I finally get away from here. Will I be able to commit to being with people out of the stupid norm again even though people will find me cringe, and not include me in their social circles? Idk.

And I long for the community I felt back then, made a tumblr, started reading Homestuck bc it was such an internet phenomenon. But I'm only a bystander, I dint have any rants to post about my favorite shows, and while Homestuck is an ok read, I cant nearly get into it as all the others did that read it.

Maybe Im too grown for some stuff now and that makes me sad. I never really tried to be like my fav anime character or roleplayed as them, all things that would make me feel cringe and also kinda bored now, but I wish I had experienced them. I wish, even in my fandom times, I wouldn't have been so insecure to express myself. And now its kinda too late? I am so envious of everyone with cringey phases they can laugh about now, I don't have many because I was too afraid. And Im still too afraid even though I act like I am not and idk. I just wish I was like 13 again.

tldr: I wanna be cringe gain without fearing others opinion but I'm too self conscious and adulting this that I wanna be a child again cry cry

[zero-braincells-left]

hey i only read the post about once but i did get the general idea of it and i just wanted to drop by a little thing since you mentioned you wanted others opinions. i think you have the right to be upset by this especially since they're your friends and having those who you care about make an insensitive joke like that while also trying to defend it, really hurts

i've gone through this myself personally and it can get really upsetting in the moment when you're trying to defend your beliefs against those you care about, and even more if it's against more than one person

it can really feel isolating but its important to know that you have a reason to feel this way and all your beliefs are valid even if those you care about don't agree. your own thoughts and opinions matter, they are valid and they are important

its hard to verbalize your thoughts like that especially because you feel a sense of panic and discomfort trying to defend yourself as fast and as hard as possible. and when the conversation changes, it's easy to ignore it and then move on because it's already done. but this isn't a good way to handle it because you're ignoring your own feelings (which are important) and the core issue

in my case i took a deep breath, expressed how the situation made me feel and the discomfort that came from my opinions being disregarded immediately, and then said i was going away for a break in order to calm down and sort my thoughts out

my friends understood this and apologized for the way they treated me, then promised to try and listen next time, which they followed through with. (one of my friends asked me to explain a qpr a few months after instead of disregarding me)

healthy friendships hinge on proper communication and understanding, friends will listen to you when you communicate and then put into action how they can make it better. they value the way you feel and will stop whenever they do something that makes you uncomfortable, as long as you communicate it and give them the chance

if they waste that chance, then that's a whole nother thing to think about and reflect on, but hopefully they will take the chance and try to aid it (i also find it important to say that if your values and their values dont align, then its not a good fit. i'm happy to elaborate more on this if asked)

now about the actual argument, it was insensitive to joke about being gay for a week because it made being gay as less of an actual sexuality and more of a joke. they argued that a person can change their sexuality and that doesn't really have to do with the fact that they made the joke and they're straight. not to mention the fact that they used being gay in order to make you do something as if it was some kind of punishment. like oh no, i'll be gay for a week if you do this, how horrible and embarrassing. yk? that is pretty homophobic

anyways i'm really sorry if this was long and hard to read, this is usually how i am with stuff like this but those are my thoughts on the whole situation and you're free to take or to not take what i said. do let me know if anything i said made you uncomfortable or if it was too presumptuous, im always open to others pointing those things out and i would be grateful to know about that kind of stuff

you can choose whether or not to post this. i wish you the best of luck with your friends and hopefully you can end up with a situation that makes you happy. respect yourself and have a good day <3

ty <3

also dw I didn’t mind this being too long, I’m very thankful for the effort you put into writing this!

(Under this part also goes more into a rant! Woo!)

honestly I do agree with a lot of the points you made, and I did say in my original post that there are definitely things I could have done better.

the thing (unrelated to your post btw) that bothers me the most about this whole incident though, was the fact that I didn’t know why I was upset. i know that my opinions are valid, and I know that in the end of the day, we’re all just kids. my friends were raised differently, in less accepting households, unlike me. i believe one (or maybe both?) of them were raised with some sort or religion, and with strict parents, and I wasn’t. i was always taught that you can love whoever and identify however you want and that’s ok.

i know that they’re just oblivious and don’t understand as well as I do, so I didn’t feel like my opinions were invalidated during the argument.

but I just don’t get why I was so upset. I’m thinking maybe it’s because I didn’t win the argument? i often have trouble admitting I’m wrong, and I guess I might have been upset that I couldn’t get them to understand?

but at the same time, I was able to step back and acknowledge the fact that I mentioned earlier—they’re not intentionally trying to invalidate or upset me, they’re just uneducated and repeating back what they’re heard and what they’re learned during their lives and I don’t want to hold that against them.

honestly what I think bothered me so much was the fact that these are my friends. well, these are people that im not close with but are still kinda friends? and it’s not even that fact alone that bothers me. it’s the idea of friendship, friendships I’ve had, all the fucking arguments and misunderstandings and all the times my other “friends” have accidentally or purposely tried to make me feel worthless just so that they can be better, more correct, whatever the fuck. for the past 2 years I haven’t been able to make a friendship that could last, let alone one that was good for me. the best friends I’ve had, I got close with and then slowly and painfully fell out of touch with, or we just stopped talking.

then again, we have one prominent friendship I only officially stopped being friends with this year. he used my kindness against me and I felt like his fucking servant. and I couldn’t leave this friendship because I was his only “female” friend (he had joked rather insensitively about me being genderfluid, and everyone still calls me a she anyways because I look really feminine), and I was the only person he could talk to. and fuck, guess what, he’s got a shit ton of issues too. and then, I confronted him about this (in the message I sent, I was honestly such a fucking asshole. i said things that were probably a bit much, and ran with the assumption that he treated me like shit on purpose.

he responded, and was nice about it. he apologized and said that he had realized how it might seem like he was using me, and he didn’t mean to, and that he didn’t know how to change himself. at the end of the message, he said: “just know that, and I mean this, from the bottom of my heart- you are the best friend anyone could ask for. i just normally hang out with people that are dumb and stupid, I just want to be on good terms”

and that fucking broke me. I knew I should have listened to that voice in my head that knew he wouldn’t purposely do anything he did with malicious intent.

and after the incident we were a lot closer, but the next year (this year) we just stopped hanging out. we share one class, and right now he sits behind me and makes fun of me (again, not even in a malicious way. just completely empty and meaningless remarks that I just think are annoying.)

and I have so many more friendships that aren’t working, that feel one sided, unless they want something from me. and I think the argument reminded me that,, they’re all the same. i don’t have good friends. and it seems for every good friend and genuine friend I thought I had, there’s 3 more unhealthy friends I get too attached to.

That’s another problem, I get way too attached to people way too easily. i get too attached, but then can’t trust anyone, even my closest friends. because I’ve gotten myself in the mindset that everyone is going to abandon or mistreat me in the end.

but then I still tell people secrets?? and they keep them?? but i still don’t trust them.. huh. wtf.

ok. we got off topic there. holy shit that was a long rant. anyways, in short: I think the argument just reminded me that my friends are shitty. all my friends are shitty. it then got me thinking about all my other shitty friends, and that made me feel more shitty!

anyways, my way of calming down after this was kinda weird. step 1: cling to pillow and cry for no reason

step 2: friend (in the server argument happened in, he wasnt paying attention and didn’t even know what it’s about) is sitting alone in a vc, as always. i join and just sit there muted as he talks about whatever video game he’s playing. i did this because I wanted to feel like I wasn’t alone for a bit, and I think his voice is really soothing :)

step 3: try to think of happy things, but fail because I try to think of good friendships but every friendship I’ve had had so many problems that I’m now actively thinking about.

step 4: try to focus on friends voice instead for a little while and see if I can try to sleep

step 5: leave vc, stop checking tumblr every minute, turn off device, and lay back down.

step 6: try to think about happy things again, remember fictional characters exist (and laugh at past me for forgetting)

step 7: fall asleep

anyways for y’all who have read this whole thing, here are some nice images :)

[madame-fear]

just found out u do dark knight johnathan requests HDJABHJA im so happy omg. could i have a dk jonathan crane x a nurse reader who works at arkham? i dont have like a good storyline or anything🧍 so if this is like too vague to write dw abt it

Hiii anon!! 💕💕 Yes I just recently started writing for DK! Jonathan Crane and I'm so glad you all liked it!! 😂😂❤

Don't worry about the storyline dear, I got you covered! Hope you enjoy your reading!! ❤

Plot: You work as a nurse in Arkham Asylum. You're the lucky one who gets to have a close relationship with Dr Crane after stitching an injury that an inmate caused him. One day, one of the patients you've treated several times has a 'mental breakdown' and hurts you badly. Unknowingly, Jonathan "takes care" of that patient without you knowing how, and you're eager to find out.

(also, a few notes:

1) I didn't especify the reader's gender just in case!

2) sorry if it's too long 😅

3) I use bold and italics for flashbacks

4) (R/L/N) means "Random Last Name"

5) hope you like the plot! It was the first one that came through my mind 🤭

6) Speaking of the plot, I'm too bad at describing plots. So again, hope you like it! :')

7) Slight cussing, but nothing too serious.)

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The Psychiatrist and The Nurse | DK!Jonathan Crane x Nurse!Reader

Arkham Asylum. It was known for having kind of a bad reputation. It certainly had a dreadful and eerie atmosphere, since most of the inmates all committed serious crimes and were homicidal. However, despite all of that, you still loved your job as a nurse in there, and besides you got along very well with your co-workers. Also, you got along just perfect with the Chief Psychiatrist of Arkham, Dr Jonathan Crane.

When you first started your job as a nurse, he immediatly caught your attention. His icy blue eyes and his enigmatic personality was just enough to make your heart beat fast. Your closest co-workers obviously noticed it, so they constantly teased you with him by telling you he's stared at you few times, but you just couldn't believe it. Why would someone like him pay any attention to you? You thought to yourself.

Eventually, one time before your shift was nearly finishing, your colleague had told you that Dr Crane needed you in his office urgently:

"Dr Crane needs you in his office." She said, clearly holding a smile to herself, as you furrowed your eyebrows at her. "What could he possibly need me for?" She shrugged in response. "Honestly no idea, he just said it's urgent." You could feel nervousness growing inside of your body.

You began wondering if you had done something wrong. At the sight of you being clearly nervous yet clueless, she spoke again. "I guess the best way to figure out what he needs is by going to his office as he requested." She said, as she patted your shoulder in a comforting way, and you simply nodded at her. "You're right. Wish me good luck." You took a deep breath, and then exhaled as you made your way to Dr Crane's office, holding your bag in your shoulder. "Good luck!" Your co-worker shouted at you, before you completely left.

Once you reached his office, you found out he had called you since he had been seriously injured by a violent inmate, so he needed you to stich him up a bit. You were absolutely nervous to be around his "intimidating" presence, but overall everything went well, and you even had a small chat. After patching him up, he thanked you and told you you were dismissed.

Ever since, he's been enchanted by your witty yet sweet personality, and he constantly called for you to go to his office to look or talk about small, insignificant things. You were oblivious to it, but that was merely an excuse just to talk to you and see you more often.

Your constant interaction you had with Dr Jonathan Crane had gained you some 'respect' among your colleagues and other workers in Arkham. Rumours about dating and him having a crush on you were also spreading all around Arkham. If your co-workers already teased you a lot before even having any interaction with him, just imagine now.

He did act different towards you. He was more gentle and open with you, and it was almost like he had developed a soft side only for you. Wherever you went, he was "casually" always near you, ready to have a small chat. Despite all of that, your mind constantly denied the thought of him having a crush on you, it was just impossible. You did have a small crush on him, but the rumours of him liking you back were unbelievable for you.

At the present moment, you were struggling with one of the patients you've seen and treated before. Some nurses and guards had called you to inject a patient with the tranquilizer, since he was being very violent and wouldn't keep still, not wanting to take his meds.

You tried to get closer to the patient, hiding the injection. You turned around your head to look at your colleague, who caught your attention by placing her hand on your shoulder. "Be careful, the patient sharpened a plastic spoon." You furrowed your eyebrows at your colleague, astonished by what you were hearing. (note: this happened in a British psych ward lmao) "What? He...sharpened a plastic spoon?" She nodded in response. "Alright." You said confidently. "I got this. I'll be careful."

You began slowly walking again towards the patient. "Please, I'm not going to hurt you. I just need you to take your meds! They'll help you get better, I promise." You quietly spoke to the patient, trying to calm him down as he held the sharpened plastic spoon. "I don't need any meds! I'm perfectly sane, Nurse (L/N)!" Ironically, he was the less sane of all your patients, after murdering several people and having constant mental breakdowns.

"Don't get any closer to me or I will kill you!" He shouted at you, extending his self-made 'weapon'. Taking a deep, corageous breath, you kept walking towards him as you hid the tranquilizer. "It's alright. I promise I won't try to hurt you, I just want to–" You were suddenly interrupted by a harsh, deep slashing on your cheek, causing you to stumble to your side.

You gasped in shock, and the adrenaline of the moment was so intense that your mind couldn't fully process the situation. You could only hear and sense the guards tackling down the patient that has just recently hurt you. Behind of you, you heard footsteps running towards you, it was your co-worker, the same who had warned you about him. She placed a hand on your back, and leaned to take a look at the scar in your cheek.

"Oh god! You've been badly hurt! Let's take you to one of the nurses so she can patch you up." She had a worried yet horrified expression on her face. Instinctively, you tried placing a hand on your recent scar, but immediatly flinched in pain. "Shit, it hurts like hell." You felt blood dripping on your face, your hand was also slightly covered in blood. Your colleague placed an arm around your waist, and you two began walking towards the nurse office, were she could stitch you.

Before you could even be near the nurse office, you stopped on your tracks as Jonathan was walking in the halls and spotted you two. "What happened?" He had obvious worry in his face, as he saw you with a big bleeding scar on your cheek. "An inmate got very violent, and now we are heading towards another nurse so they can stitch me." You managed to say, as you couldn't bare the stinging pain anymore. "Mrs (R/L/N), go find a nurse, I'll stay here with Mrs (L/N)." Your colleague looked at you fof a second, and then nodded at him. "Alright. I'll be right back!" She shouted at you, leaving you two alone, staring at the horryfing scene of the inmate trying to kick the guards, as they took him back to his cell.

"Mrs. (L/N)" Jonathan quietly spoke to you, making you turn your head around to look at him. "Look at how he hurt you." He tried to softly caress your cheek with his thumb, but at the sight of you flinching away in pain, he quickly took it back. "Don't worry, my dear. I'll take care of him." You raised an eyebrow at his comment, but still nodded. "Are you going to check on him?" You asked, and his smile sent shivers down your spine. "Yes. I will. After a nurse stitches you, you're dismissed for the rest of the day. You should rest." You nodded once again at him, not saying a word, and a nurse finally came with some stitches and bandaids to take care of your wound.

After you left Arkham and returned to your home, his last words echoed still on your mind. How was he going to take care of him? What was he going to do with the patient? So many questions wandered around your mind, but you decided to distract yourself, and wait until the next day to see what happened.

------ The Next Day ------

You took a deep sigh before entering the large building of Arkham Asylum, prepared for the day that was yet to come. Opening the door, you began walking through the chilly halls that never failed to send shivers down your spine, you specifically walked towards the cell where you knew the patient that previously attacked you would be.

Much to your surprise, you saw Jonathan standing in front of the window that allowed you to see inside the cell of the patient. He had both his arms behind his back, and his eyes were focused on the patient. You walked towards him, and stood by his side. The patient was wearing a straitjacket and was muttering something, his eyes were lost in the nothingness itself.

When you paid attention to what he was muttering, you could hear that he was quietly saying "Scarecrow". You were at shock at how badly his downfall was, you really thought he was progressing. Jonathan suddenly noticed your presence next to him. "Hello, Mrs (L/N). How are you feeling?" He gently asked you. His softness made you feel a bit flustered. "Oh, hi. I guess...I feel better now. It still stings a bit, but overall I'm better than yesterday." Your voice sounding so calm while you spoke.

You cleared your throat before he could speak again. "What happened after I left, Dr Crane?" You softly asked to Jonathan, "He had a mental breakdown." He gently spoke, looking at you. His voice was too calm, it was kind of uncanny for you. You went from looking at him, to looking at the patient. "He went completely downfall. I thought he was progressing, but clearly not." A spark of disappointment could be heard in your voice tone. "Things like these happen quite often in here, my dear. You'll get used to it eventually, it's just a matter of time." He sent a tiny small to you, his eyes not leaving yours not even for a slight second. You just nodded in response. "Alright..." you briefly stopped for a second, and then spoke again.

"I see. I guess I have a lot to learn from you, Dr Crane." You shyly said to him, earning a small chuckle from him. "We should spend some more time together, so we can get to know each other better. Don't you think, Mrs (L/N)?" You looked back up to him, nodding, your blushing was intensifying. "We should." You gave him a warm, little smile. There was an awkward silence for a few seconds. You interrupted it by speaking up again. "You know, I'm free after 7:45 P.M. Maybe we can meet each other at my house, if you like." God, you didn't even know where that boldness came from. You immediatly regretted saying that, but it was already too late.

After realising what you said, you wanted to hide and leave the Earth forever. Why the hell did you have to say it out loud? He chuckled once again at your shyness. "That would be lovely. I'd be absolutely delighted." You looked back at him with wide eyes, you weren't expecting that response from him. Needless to say, that still caused you to broadly smile at him, it was impossible to hide your excitement. "I must leave now, I have other duties. But I suppose that maybe we can go to your home after work? He asked, slightly tilting his head to his side. Your big goofy smile not leaving your face, and the redness in your cheeks kept increasing.

"That sounds great. I have to leave, too. So I guess we can go to my house afterwards, and get to know ourselves." You cleared your throat as you tried to keep your cool. His innocent smile was enough to form thousands of butterflies in your stomach. You had completely forgotten about the patient, now. "See you later then, Dr Crane?" You asked. "Please, just call me Jonathan." His response made you giggle like a little girl, which he found adorable. "Alright. See you later then, Jonathan." His name rolled off your tongue so smoothly, he enjoyed hearing you say his name. "See you later, dear (Y/N)."

With that being said, you both went separate ways, ready to complete your work-duties and finish the day so you could have your little 'date' together. As you took care of some patients, your mind was still so nervous and completely focused on what you were going to say and talk about once you arrived to your home to be with him. But, there was also another thing boggling your mind...it was the patient that previously attacked you.

You knew he was going to go downfall again after he attacked you yesterday, but he was currently looking way worse than you expected. What happened to him after you left? How did Jonathan take care of him? What did he say to the patient? So many questions still raced through your mind. Those were all questions that still don't have any answers. You never had bad thoughts about Jonathan, but you believed he was involved in his recent downfall. What about the 'Scarecrow' the patient was constantly mentioning?

Now that you had both agreed to meet each other after work, you were soon going to make sure to find out what really happened between them. You knew that there was something he wasn't telling you, and you were eager to find out.

[sctoru]

First date with the haikyuu boys ✯

Fandom: haikyuu

Characters: nishinoya, kenma, osamu

Genre: fluff

Warnings: swearing

Nishinoya

Tbh, it took him 3 days to have the balls to ask you out on a date (thanks to ennoshita and tanaka)

You both decided to have a picnic date (ngl i would want it 😪)

For a good 5 minutes, nishinoya was looking everywhere trying to avoid meeting your eyes (poor baby is still shy)

"Nishinoya?? Are you okay? What's the matter?" Nishinoya directly looked at you "a-ah! n-no nothing!"

Finally, he soon relaxed a bit and found a topic to talk to you abt (ex: how was the day, how pretty you look, etc) while you both ate your foods. He also joked around to make the atmosphere more comfortable

Nishinoya was the one who brought the foods

Not long later, his head is on your lap while looking at the skies with you, he soon ended up sleeping but its fine, you just need to wake him up later

Kenma

This man litteraly asked you by texting you (even though kuroo said that its better to say it in person)

Kenma

Hey y/n, i dont know if you want to but will you go on a date with me? I know its a sudden but if you dont want to, its fine

Y/n

Ah? Are you for real?! Of course i want to!

gaming date, gaming date, gaming date, gaming date, gaming date, periodt. No one can change my mind

You'll be invited to kenma's house, you'll be in his room sitting next to him with a PS4 in front of you both

He might get shy at first but he'll soon be comfortable!

At first, you both played call of duty but you realised you're bad at it so you asked kenma to change the game, so...you both ended up playing minecraft which is actually fine to him

"Ah shit! These blazes are getting on my fucking nerves!" Kenma chuckled a bit and you were shook, he actually chuckled! "Just try hitting it y/n, im sure you'll be able to kill it" kenma smiled, you were even more shook now but kenma realised what he just did and became shy again

Oh and! You both ordered your food! You wanted McDonalds and he agreed, when the food came..you both ate while playing minecraft

You ended up going home at 11 pm bcs you got carried away by the game

Osamu

He wouldn't be so shy to ask you out but he does felt nervous

He was shook and happy you accepted it this boy is screaming his lungs out

He shows off to atsumu (LOL)

"hey, guess what? Y/n accepted it" with a cocky grin on his face that made atsumu annoyed asf

Your date with Osamu will probably be in his house but huft well uh shit, it wont go well bcs there's atsumu

But uh anyways, you both have netflix movie night dates

You'll be cuddled up with him with a cozy blanket and snacks all over the bed. You know- just chill with him while watching stranger things? Idk up to you though, he is always okay with your choice of movies except for fifthy shades of grey and 365 days (LMAO SORRY IM JOKING)

Atsumu always barges in just to get osamu annoyed, usually when that happens..Osamu will kick him out and lock the door 😊🤝

Always checks up on you like cmon bruh fr

"Hey, are you okay? You cold? Need sum' more cozy blanket?" You shook your head, "nah, i just like how warm your body is"

Congratulations, you've made him blush 😌✌

The date ends with you sleeping on his bed (dw he'll wake you up and walk you home)

[mvrderer]

hi! i was looking 4 a matchup. hope it’s not too much trouble!!

i am a 5’2 transmasc enby gay man that loves horror. i enjoy the rain, i like movies and i love the idea of living in a cabin in the woods. i have curly hair n green eyes!! i am also an entp/infp (i know very different) and an artist.

pros :

loud.

not freaked out easily by gore

independent. can go months without talking to someone

clean freak

confrontational. will ask the server for ketchup if someone else needs it.

stick up for people way too hard

loyal

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cons :

not good with touch for a long time.

not really okay speaking my mind. very reclusive.

compulsive liar

struggles with social cues and the likes

LOUD.

never stops talking ever

violent outbursts

hold onto grudges like a bitch

don’t like being helped

stubborn

bad self esteem

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if i am leaving anything out pls lmk ahh so sorry!!

hi!!! you're not leaving anything out dw! its all alright! hope u dont mind im only replying to this :]

and i hope you enjoy this op!

warnings : not proofread, cursing, “sexy” and “hottie” mentioned ironically

i think the best slasher for you is. . .

Billy Loomis !

he loves you for you, no more less.

billy is a romantic, any parts of yourself that you consider a flaw isn't hard for him to adapt to—he'll hype you up and compliment you in a sorta playful way, like “ hey hottie ” or “ damn sexy ” and just does the fuckboy face. though he might struggle a little with understanding why you refuse his help, it hurts to see his love hurt without doing anything! but he'll come to respect your boundaries but still try to cheer you up until you say you need space. he doesn't wanna make things worse!

patient with you. you are his number one priority.

you're not okay with touch? that's alright, he'll find other ways to show his love. you don't want to talk about your problems? that's okay, he'll find a way to cheer both of you up [most likely a movie night], and he'll always ask for permission when he wants to touch you; whether it's looking at you with a questioning look or verbally asking.

shares similar struggles.

he isn't well with social cues either, i headcanon my billy loomis to be autistic, so he'd have a hard time with reading tone. im also pretty sure he'd struggle with saying affectionate things in the first weeks of the relationship, but he really tries to show his love! which is gift giving, the same as you. leaves little notes here and there because he couldn't say it outright. honestly, a little comforted you aren't that verbally affectionate, he doesn't feel alone and awkward.

admires you.

he isn't the exact opposite, but he's always taken aback when you're so brave for others that you care about. when you talk—he'll listen and reply accordingly. need to shittalk someone too? “ fuck yeah babe fuck that person ”

he's very playful with you!

he teases you a lot about your height, yet still talks about what he could do with that advantage for him. teases you until you possibly smack him, he doesn't even care; just says; “ worth it ”

probably goes on killing spree dates with you

not gonna lie, if you find out that he's a serial killer; and still stay with him and accept him—he will absolutely think of this idea. though he'll fret over you constantly because yeah that shits dangerous. he feels bad being absent frequently because of this, even when you reassure him it's alright. so why not just show you what he's been doing and have fun with you? DEFINITELY has selfies with you two and the victim like that dbd animation cutscene

a future with you... sounds nice.

he absolutely loves talking about the future with you, no doubt has he fantasized about it. living in a cabin would probably not be the best idea to him, but he'll come to accept it! the more you talk about that with him, the more he seems more convinced to go with you. what can i say? he's madly in love. you complete him, and he hopes he completes you as well <3