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Blink Dev Update
Hello!
So where have I been for the past 2 weeks? Honestly, after releasing the last update, the one-week break I took from writing Blink became 2 weeks, became 3 weeks, and so on. It wasn't really a planned thing, but the more that I came back to my writing file, the more I struggled to actually get anything written down.
It literally became me writing a sentence a day and then spending the rest of the week just rewriting the same sentence over and over again. I had the whole of last week off of work, where the plan was to just write a rough draft and get the majority of the next update at least written as roughly as I could. So instead of feeling like I wasn't making any progress, I at least had something to work on if I couldn't think of anything new.
The problem was that I sat down to write and decided to reread the last update so I had a good idea of where I needed to continue from, and I wasn't happy with anything in the last update or pretty much most of chapter 1. That then just spiralled into me spending the week analysing the chapter line by line trying to figure out what wasn't gelling.
And all in all, I haven't come to a conclusion. The last update felt rushed in parts that should have been longer and more impactful and too long in parts that should have just been set up. But as I keep having to remind myself, chapter 1 is just supposed to be a setup chapter to introduce the reader to the MC as a character and their key goal and an introduction to the world before the main plot of the story is introduced.
I haven't really figured out if there is really any way to fix that other than doing a full rewrite, which I'm trying to avoid, as I know it will absolutely kill any enthusiasm I have for writing the story. It would feel like a step back from trying to move the story forwards, and I don't think it would ultimately make that much of a difference in the overall pacing or quality of the game.
So with that in mind, I have started to write the next update. I'm going to write it with the above in mind and hopefully make the overall next update better. I want to at least get all of Chapters 1 and 2 done before I even look at doing anything like a rewrite.
To make a long rant short, work on the next update is continuing at a somewhat rocky but steady pace.
I also wanted to say a thank you to anyone sending in asks over the last couple of weeks. Even when I haven't been answering any, the inbox is quite full at the moment, and I'm going to start working through the asks from the oldest to the newest. So those should start being posted in the next couple of days. I'm also planning on doing dev updates again in between the updates; no real schedule for these, but they will probably be biweekly.
Thanks again as always. 💖
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Writing Update July 2025
Hello everyone!
I took about a week away from writing at the end of June but now I'm back at it again. I've uploaded an updated version of chapter 1 (I know I know, when will the chapter 1 rewriting end). Even with the changes I've already made I wasn't all that happy with the scene transition when the MC is drawn to the mansion, but I couldn't figure out a better way to do it. Now I think I have, though :) at least I personally find the scene change less abrupt and jarring than it was. Rewriting chapter 1 in a satisfactory way has been really difficult, but I think it's pretty okay in its current state. I might still make changes to it if I come up with ideas to improve what's already there, but it won't be my primary focus.
I also fixed some continuity errors when a scene suddenly jumped from an interaction with M to your work and another one where you went to your mother's apartment even though you chose not to. The scene with M should now play out properly until the end, and the mother-apartment scene shouldn't happen if you choose not to go.
Chapter 2 is now sitting at around 30k words. I've probably already mentioned this, but it's a pretty branching chapter with different paths so it's likely going to be a long one. I've finished adding some short POV scenes from the supporting cast that take place after whoever you choose to interact with (if anyone at all); R, Q and G's are finished but I'm still writing A's. (M doesn't have one just yet, sorry M fans </3). I was debating whether I should include character POVs at all in the rewrite — on one hand it's fun to know a character's inner thoughts (just like when you read a non-if book), on the other I think it risks revealing too much too soon. Ex. instead of getting to know a character over time, you learn about their thoughts early on (you, not the MC) which can make the pacing of the relationship a little bit tricky imo. However, since character POVs were part of the original TSS, I've decided to keep them and hope that they add another layer to the characters. I'll try my best to handle them with care!
Since July isn't as busy for me as May and June have been, my goal for this month is to write at least 30k words and edit more of the existing chapter 2 content. I hope to update the Patreon-demo with the content I write this month while adding a little more to the public by August.
Take care and have a lovely summer <3
#the shadow society#tss#carawenfiction#interactive fiction#update#writing update#cog#hosted games#wip
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Changes
Hello everyone. This is mostly gonna be an informative post about the immediate future of this account. It's gonna be long, so it's totally fine if you'd rather skip it.
You may have noticed that I've been away from Tumblr for the last few weeks. I'd rather not get into detail about the reasons that led me to make that decision, but despite me doing much better than the last time I dropped by, the thing is that something has changed.
This account is gonna remain mostly inactive. I have notifs, DMs and comments to respond to and I shall get to them at my own time, but I'll hardly reblog any more stuff from now on. Maybe just once a week or something like that, and without getting into much detail, definitely not like I used to reblog stuff in the past. This is absolutely nothing personal, but something that I've noticed recently.
I need a break from the Mario franchise.
You may recall me mentioning that I've been going through a terrible writer's block that made me fear that I'd never be able to write again. It took me about a month, but I ended up realizing that my problem was that I couldn't connect with the Mario characters again. As a writer, I can usually hear them talking in my head, or simply their thoughts, emotions and fears, and that's usually how I'm able to find the words to write them in my fics. But, ever since I wrote Follow me, that's disappeared, and not even the bros or Luaisy, my favorite things to write/consume content about, could make me feel the same enthusiasm again.
So I've come to the realization that this was simply my body asking for a break. I needed to try and find that emotion and excitement in something different. A book, a movie, a song, a show, another videogame franchise... I was craving some variety. And I'm in the process of getting it right now. I'm reading books again. I'm replaying old games like Spyro or Miitopia which I love and adore. I found another movie, one that I fell in love with about ten years ago, that reignited my passion and love for it, and it's brought back the need and desire to write again that I so much missed and yearned to revive. It has nothing to do with Mario, but in case you're interested, you can go here. It's where I'm gonna be most active from now on.
Don't get me wrong: I still love Super Mario. Very much. It's a franchise that's been with me my whole life and will continue to be there no matter what. It was the first series I ever wrote fanfiction for, and I've LOVED and enjoyed every single word that I've written for it. I have WIPs that I intend to finish and share someday. It just won't be anytime soon, so it's totally fine if you'd rather unfollow me. You can still find my stories on my AO3 account and some others that are only available on Tumblr through the tags zahra's writing and zahra's fics. You can also check out zahra's headcanons if you wanna read my Mario headcanons, and even though I'm far from being a talented artist, I've also posted some Mario art that you can find through the tag zahra's art.
That being said, I'll still be supporting Mario content from time to time, only that, as I said, I won't reblog much stuff, and if I do I won't go into too much detail. I obviously want to support my friends, but I also don't wanna, how to say it... sound "fake." I don't want to fake an excitement that I'm feeling 70% instead of 100%, especially when it comes to my friends' content. Who knows, maybe whenever we get a trailer for the Mario Movie sequel, my passion will come back in full force, or at least that what's I'm hoping for.
But in the meantime, this is how I'm gonna proceed.
Just in case you're interested, you can still find me on instagram (SilenZahra as my main account, san.marioluigifan as my gamer account), and I'm also on discord (SilenZahra as well). I'll probably be more active there than on Tumblr, at least for the next months.
In any case, I hope that you're all doing fine, and if you decide to stick around: thank you 💖 Please take care, and we'll meet again someday soon. I'm sure of it 💖
#zahra's posts#personal post#changes#to sum it up: no more Mario fanfics for a while#and I'll hardly interact with content from now on#still love the franchise but need a break#please take care all of you#I cherish all the friends I've made thanks to this amazing franchise#I won't be gone forever please know that#💖💖💖
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People that don't live in this area sure do love to have a lot of opinions on what happened with the flooding. I genuinely don't have the spoons to correct you assholes but the whole blame game bullshit is infuriating as hell when people are dead. The whole keyboard warriors who aren't donating or doing anything but trying to point the finger at people are wasting up space for those of us actually impacted by this shit.
We got phone alerts of flooding but the problem was that the river rose so extremely fast in such a short amount of time that people couldn't evacuate fast enough especially if they were asleep when they received those alerts as those were sent out at 1AM. My town and one up the road have a wailing alarm system that was able to wake some of us up because it was loud and so people were able to flee but this all occurred in the middle of the night. Most people were woken up TO FLOODING I their homes because in the span of 45mins the river had risen 26 FEET.
The conversation that you can have now is that Kerr County had decided against installing that siren system for years because they said it was too expensive even though we now have clear evidence that it works. It would have cost around a million to do. Quote from the news article linked below: "Kerr County was relying on the emergency alerts that blare on cellphones. Those alerts may not get through, particularly in rural areas with bad service or in the night when phones are off or when there are no phones around; the girls at the summer camp weren’t allowed to bring them. And some may choose to ignore them, because they’re bombarded by phone alerts."
The weather alerts were in place but that shouldn't have been the only warning. But the fact of the matter is that this was an event that happened extremely fast and left little time to escape. One can argue against having the RV park and camp built in the floodplain and I hope that is a discussion when this is all over. There should be a siren system installed because we all know this area floods and that it can be worse after a drought season like we had last year.
I understand that people need someone to blame but this is one of those times where it probably would have still been a disaster either way BECAUSE of how quickly things happened. Do we need better flood management? ABSOLUTELY. But there's only so much you can do when the river floods that fast at 1:45AM.
Here is a good article showing how Kerr County has been having this feet-dragging argument for awhile now. I hope that they can find a way to allocate the funds now but I am not hopeful considering all the damage they'll need to focus on first:
And here is where you can donate which would actually help us instead of some of you calling us names and shit:
Volunteer: Contact Kerrville’s Kroc Center at 830-465-4797 or apply in-person at 855 Hays St., Kerrville.
Report the missing: Call 830-258-1111. Also, send photos and descriptions, including distinctive markers such as tattoos, scars and piercings, to [email protected].
#hill country#Guadeloupe River flooding#and the owner was woken up by that text alert but the flooding had already hit them#and he went pounding on the cabins himself to try and get people out#he fuckin died tryin to save them#but not everyone got those alerts due to being in a rural area#Kerr Needs The Siren System#get up in arms over that#ask how that can be funded and accomplished
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SHARP TONGUE , g!plee harker x bratty!reader
intro credits to my fav: @aphrvdisiac <3
warnings: nsfw content!!, p in v sex, porn with maybe plot, enemies to lovers?, slight breeding kink from lee, not much aftercare, throw up kink??? , rough blowjob, oral , brat taming, and also this isn’t edited im sorry im too lazy to fix errors.
Lee despised you.
Despise is a strong word and she knew that too, but she hated you more than anything else. You were the smartest in the bureau, and everyone adored you, Lee never seeing how anyone could enjoy you.
What's worse is that Carter favorited you — everyone knew he did, and you sucked it right up. Lee could never understand any part of it.
Worst of all, you and Lee never once got along. It's not like she started the conflict; it was your snarky comments, thinking you were above her and smarter than her. All she did was give back the same courtesy and amount of attitude that you did, and that was where led you together today.
Carter noticed the snappy comments you guys made to and about each other, and he couldn't take anymore of it, assigning you to a homicide case.
You and Lee both sat next to each other at Carter's desk, already having a bicker in front of him.
"Can I please switch partners?" you wondered, side eyeing Lee. "All she's going to do is try to take control of the case, and kick me to the side."
"You're going to think you are smarter than me," Lee snapped back, and you glared at her.
"That's enough!" Carter said, shaking his head.
you both fell silent, not wanting to disappoint your boss more.
after that thing was over, you decided to tread back to your car mumbling on how stupid Lee is.
the next day was even more brutal, Lee’s snarky remarks, you assumed she was just mocking you and strutted back to your small office. huffing and grumbling.
a couple hours later and you’re ready to clock out for the night when you see lee’s shadow in the hallway.
“ hello?”, you mumbled out of fear but also curiosity.
suddenly you feel a loud thud on your head, then your vision goes hazy for a few minutes.
you wake up all messy, hair frizzy, makeup smudged.
“ what the FUCK harker?! “ , you screech at the top of your lungs, noticing your tied to her office chair.
lee appeared from the corner, her bulge clearly visible in her slacks. gazing down at your now ties up form.
you laughed to the point tears were falling down your cheeks.
“ wow I didn’t realise how much of a freak you are, harker”.
her jaw tightened and then *slap*.
you whimpered at the sudden contact, your cheek clearly throbbing from the sting of her hand.
lee then untied you and grabbed your jaw
“ get on your fucking knees “.
you gulped and crawled in front of her office chair.
she sat in that exact same chair and pulled her slacks + boxers down. her leaky and achy cock springing free.
lee then grabbed your face and forced your mouth on her cock, letting it hit the back of your throat, laughing at how your pretty eyes lit up with surprise and maybe excitement.
she then slowly fucked your face, nice and deep. drool was pooling at your mouth. you tried slapping her thigh to get her to pull off of your mouth but she wasn’t budging at all.
you felt like you were going to throw up, gagging repeatedly while kicking your feet. hearing the gargle sounds of your spit.
when you were almost ready to throw up, lee pulled you by your hair and let you breathe.
you were left gasping and drooling, trying to get some air.
lee laughed to herself, seeing you so pathetic looking made her even hornier.
you coughed up some throw up and spit, trying to clean yourself up but lee made you suck her all in once again.
she thrusted her hips into your mouth harshly, relishing in your little whimpers and pleas to slow down.
after a few minutes of harsh thrusts, she pulled out a cigarette which made you surprisingly snort of a laugh.
what a sight this was for lee, seeing your pretty lips wrapped around her cock while she smoked.
“ this is a better way to use that bratty mouth of yours “, lee said with a low and gruff tone.
you whined at that sentence which made lee thrust harder.
“ always.fucking.talking.back “, she added, each word punctuated with a rough thrust into your mouth.
lee groaned once she finished in your mouth, shoving your head down to the point where your nose was lined up to her happy trail ( yes I headcanon lee has a happy trail haha).
she shoved your head off and blew a small puff of smoke in your face. that made you clench super easily.
she pulled you up and turned you around, slamming you down harshly. you haven’t exactly learned your lesson yet, have you?
“ now we’re gonna make sure you learn your place when being around me. “ , lee grumbled as she pulled your skimpy skirt down. she gazed at the wet patch on your lacy panties.
lee’s eyes went half-lidded at the sight.
she slapped your clothed cunt several times, earning lots of small whines and moans from you.
“ such a fuckin’ slut f’me, aren’t you? “, she smirked.
you nodded and squealed, “ just f-for youuu!! “.
lee teased her swollen cock, dragging it in between your soft flesh. Rubbing your hip ever so softly, almost feathery like.
she then pushed it without warning which made you squeal loudly. she quickly covered your mouth to silence you.
“ make another fuckin’ sound then im pullin’ out “, which made you kick your feet out of neediness.
she smirked as she continued to pound you into her desk, taking in those soft and quiet noises you were making.
“ yeahh that’s a good girl “.
she kissed your shoulder, telling you how good you’re sucking her cock inside your cunt. mocking your moans and squeals.
you felt yourself slowly letting go, gushing around her fat cock, moaning while pawing at her desk, desperate for her to pull off.
she laughed, “ oh and you thought you’d be done by one round? “ , such a silly and clueless fuckin’ girl , hm? “
you sobbed as she continued to pound you, not caring about your desperate pleas for her to pull out.
“ please please don’t cum inside no no no!!! “
she smacked your ass and she went harder, cock hitting your cervix, hard enough to leave bruises.
after a while she finally says, “ gonna cum inside this pretty fuckin’ cunt “, while a small smirk, ignoring your pleas.
she groaned loudly and filled you to the brim, panting in your ear. you let out a choked up sob, babbling little no’s.
lee pulled out and watched your hole spasm, her seed trickling out of it. she pulled your panties back on for you, how nice.
she whispered in your ear, “ now you know your place “.
lee kissed your temple and walked out, leaving you questioning your life choices and how you’ll talk to her tomorrow.
the next day was embarrassing, all the times you and lee made eye contact your face flushed and remembered the night before. remembering how you babbled for her cock inside you.
“ you two seemed to have made up, I’m glad. “ Carter says to you guys in this office.
lee gazes at you and smirks.
“ it wasn’t that hard, sir “.
#wlw#wlw blog#wlw community#wlw post#lesbian#sapphic#wlw love#josie writes#lee harker fanfic#lee harker smut#lee harker x reader#lee harker longlegs#lee harker#longlegs smut#longlegs movie#longlegs#fanfic#fanfiction#lee harker fic#wlw scenario#wlw ns/fw#wlw smut
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Katuvainen Riehuja
#this is#a bit out there#it kinda became not fanart#but i put lots of käärijä stuff in jt#so it's defo fanart#have fun looking at the details#i tried to make it all relevant#although some bits i didn't know what to do so jsut drew something nice lol#also couldn't decide which i liked better#light or dark#it wasn't meant to be based on ICIP#but it just worked out that way#and it kinda fits#i hope the name in finnish makes sense#i wanted it to be “regretful”#but not like “I did something wrong” regret#just like “i put something in motion and didn't expect this”#so... not his fault but his actions nonetheless#ANYWAY#too many tags TM#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#my art#fanart#paidaton riehuja#also lol#a lot of religious iconography for an athiest#not big on religion#but love the visuals#claiming a pass because of cultural proximity to christianity
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varn portrait cause they're on my mind.
#swtor#oc: varn'ya#skullie's sketches#my art#star wars#chiss#imperial agent#couldn't decide which one i liked better#also first personal art in a month yay#i've been so burnt out from uni i haven't had the energy for it
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I don't remember doodling this but I found it and decided to clean it up
#UTDR#UTMV#Killer Sans#Dust Sans#What's the meaning behind this? Heck if I know#It was saved as Bruno Mars.kra but I think that's because I had a Cross and Epic game grumps doodle on the same page#But anyway this is them. to me#Like maybe 3 times a year the planets align and they get to be friends for a couple of hours#It is both the most peaceful and unnerved time in the castle#Because it is SO weird to see them get along#Nobody's complaining because like there are no fights going on but also. very strange...#I couldn't decide which to post since I kinda still like the doodle better after cleaning it up so you get both
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one day i just woke up and thought "what if i turn a certain abnormality into a pretty lady" and then i did
so here. mountain of smiling bodies for yall. enjoy.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#could also tag library of ruina but won't#this was made with lobcorp version in mind#so it should find my fellow lobcorp enjoyers first#i hope it will#also it took like a million years#cw blood#cw eyestrain#i guess??#couldn't decide on which version is better so have both
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#couldn't decide which version i liked better#so here's both#my sweet demon boy <3#an old oc#also a part of the book im writing#art#drawing#oc#original character#digital art#character design#original art#clip studio paint#artist#small artist#beginner artist
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tell me, which side are you on, dear? -the alcott, the national
if this hurts you just know that it hurt me more <3
#fearandhatred#fearandedits#decided to try something a lil different so i pulled out procreate for this#i think it turned out... decent#it could be better but i can't see how it'd look like on tumblr beforehand so this shall have to do!#this song has so many hard hitting lines like. “how many times will i do this and you'll still believe?” HELLO?#also i got this idea 13 hours ago but couldn't do anything about it because i was in school. which sucked#good omens#good omens season 2#final fifteen#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale#good omens edit
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i draw these guys too much....


#tuna art#scott pilgrim takes off#gideon graves#matthew patel#patelgraves#i couldn't decide which background i liked better#also this was a comm i got on amino#i still use amino for some reason#this was rlly fun to do tho#:3
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My favorite version of this redraw is the "old comfort character + new comfort character" variant, so
#couldn't decide which color palette i liked better for peridot so you get both#left is an altered palette that i think looks better#but i think the right [canon colors] is funnier#also i looked up su fanart as inspiration for drawing peridot and fuck man. i feel the special interest returning#peri talks#peri art#i think we have to kill this guy#steven universe#peridot#jekyll & hyde#henry jekyll#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#jekyll and hyde
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My best haul ever possibly ‼️‼️‼️
#PROPAGANDA VINYL!!!!!!! I HAVE FOUND IT AT LONG LAST!!!!!!!!!!#they had a bunch of kimono vinyls too and ouh so much stuff. if it weren't for not wanting to indebt my parents with this#and also having to somehow transport all this stuff back home afterwards. i would have gotten like 10 vinyls and 15 cds today#just in this one place. we spent like an hour in there with dad and he went wild with his cd purchases too which was an unusual sight#the reason why i even knew about this place is that every MAD! purchase here came with special MAD! buttons for a limited time apparently#i don't think they had those anymore but the first thing i saw before even entering the shop was this one shelf in the front#and right there on display were several copies of MAD! and beneath them it read 'album of the month'#so it felt so much like: oh YEAH thats my place this is exactly what we've been looking for. so yeah i can recommend this FOPP shop for sure#(also well. album of the ever forever and the decade actually. however i already have it in 3 different formats so you know.)#i also couldn't decide between all 3 black midi albums on cd but then i found the cavalcade vinyl so this solved my problem#so overall i had two good days in london so far and thankfully today was much less chaotic than yesterday#in short yesterday got kind of ruined by how if you're me you apparently shouldn't have fish and chips and an iced latte on the same day#but maybe this haul and also the flight yesterday which was mostly cloudless and had so many great sights#kind of makes up for feeling a bit very sick for one evening. well it happens sometimes. at least today was much better wohoooo!#and i don't even have to say what's planned for two and three days from now....#goosepost
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Finally got ahold of the audiobook of Penance by Eliza Clark and I have mixed emotions about it. On one hand I love the premise and I feel like it's written well enough to where I feel like the author isn't going to clumsily stumble through her own story and fall on her face at the end like the majority of popular thrillers. But also this story suffers from having someone who hasn't been in school for a long time attempting to write teenagers. The funny thing is that whenever I see a horrible portrayal of teenagers, specifically of zoomers its never like, inaccurate portrayals of slang and trends that most teenagers cringe at, it's extremely unnatural dialogue that I don't understand how even a 30 or 40 year old can't see how awkward and cringe and flat out bad of a portrayal they're doing. You can claim that it's regional differences, even if we were all teenagers once I still don't know what it's like to be a popular mean British girl, but I'm fairly certain that actual popular mean British girls don't go around describing themselves as popular mean girls. The funny thing is that they've mentioned several times that these girls (ok it was actually like one girl but she introduced too many characters and I got confused so I can't even remember the name of the girl who said it) are trying to imitate the mean girls in popular American shows/movies. But I think that it's SO funny how instead of going for the obvious Regina George or maybe the more posh Blair Waldorf, they chose Sharpay Evans....I'm very familiar with the popular mean girl trope because I always love the girls who fall into this category and I can say with 100% certainty that none of these girls act like this either. I don't know what the author is going for but it's very painful to listen to.
#the pyre#Technically I'm not reading it I mean I just got myself a copy of the ebook bc I'm so lost which is why I don't know simple things like#the names of the girls I think I'm prob only around 100 or so pages into the book so I was planning on reading that before bed#so I can understand it better#but I'm so heartbroken bc something they're mentioned a few times that def gonna play a large role later#is that the girls all followed this makeshift religion which fit in perfectly with their culty friendgroup#but as of rn I feel the same disappointment I felt when I read bunny and the popular girls doing witchcraft#were so childish and annoying that even I couldn't like them#also I sorta forgot the premise of this book so i looked up the synopsis on GoodReads and the author sounded familiar so#I clicked through her profile and she wrote boy parts and since this book has been following me around I finally decided to get a copy#and read it after I finish penance only for the narrator of the story to briefly talk about some cases he'd researched and among them#he listed a female predator who preyed on little boys and idk the premise of boy parts but I'm p sure that was the author referencing it#and since I like to go into books as blindly as possible I don't appreciate the author spoiling me for a book I haven't even read yet#also I wonder if this is one of those things where an authors books all take place in the same universe even if they don't follow the same#characters that would be cool if true but I hope the narrator of this book doesn't appear in boy parts he's kind of a goober
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Back on my bullshit
#fred durst#fanart#limp bizkit#cat durst#fred durst art#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#he's back#or he never left#anyways#i still have art block#this was from an older sketch i just decided to render#also couldn't decide which version i liked better so have both
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