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[minnies-puppydoll]

hi!! i really really REALLY love your works so far like USHDNSKSKJZZBNS THEY ARE SO GOOD AND FIT THEM AND JUST THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HARD WORK

uhm, so uh, i would like to order a skz reaction when they are needy, please. like when they are so desperate and just yearn to fuck or be fucked i dont mind. thank you so much!! 🫶

OT8 HCS:

*~When they’re needy~*

pairing: ot8 x reader

tags: cum, toys, anal, sounding, begging, degredation, praise :3

thank you for ordering!! do you need a recipt?🐶

smut below the cut<3

Chris:

• gets so flirty.

• like he’s usually flirtatious, but when he actually wants it to go somewhere he so extremely smooth with it.

• but it also turns into dirty talk real fast. he’ll spill filthy things into your ears or messages.

• or he’ll send you quick little texts like:

you should come over ha ha..not unless u want too <3

• dick pic sender!! his big, leaky cock twitches under the exposure of his camera, he bites his lip as he snaps the picture. he giggles despite feeling dirty, because a part of him likes being teased.

• he ends up getting himself more worked up on accident. he doesn’t want to jerk off or anything because he wants to save his cum for you. but, he can’t resist touching himself, so he’ll just tease his cock so bad.

• you may come home and see your sexy boyfriend laid out on the couch red-faced and breathing heavy with the bottom of his shirt between his teeth. he’ll run his fingers along his red, dripping cock lightly, whining and squirming his hips at the torture.

• he thinks you’re cute, so he likes to touch you up and tease you.

• honestly is a bit shy to say outright the he “wants to have sex” so he’ll play with you until you’re begging to fuck. (depends on his mood)

• or sometimes he’ll let his actions speak louder, by kissing you as soon as you walk through the door, pressing his hard cock onto your thigh so you can feel how much he thought of you.

“mmh..yeah, feel that? feel me? been like this all day, teasing my cock just for you. its my turn to feel you, hm?”

Minho:

• can’t focus on shit.

• he sees horniness as an annoying ache. he’s so distracted easily, he’s daydreaming about sex, and he’s uncomfortable, he just wants to relieve the desire burning his core.

• so sensitive too, especially when he’s daydreaming. someone touches his shoulder and he’s flinching, if someone whispers something in his ear he’s shuddering.

• he used to be too proud to say he’s horny. but you could see through his curt, sarcastic attitude by how clingy he would get around YOU. the only one that could fix it.

• so because of his attitude, he used to just spam text you a bunch of things for attention. it’s like as soon as he’s horny, he’s laying himself over you like a cat.

• but now, he’s way more comfortable, maybe even too comfortable.

• he’ll just send you a selfie with a dumbass filter and text:

come to the bathroom and suck me off🐰

• like bro what💀 it always works though..

• doesn’t send dick pics. even if he’s away he’ll just facetime you if you wanna see his dick so bad. he’ll pour lube down his cock and jerk himself off so slowly, always shows his blissed out face too.

• when he’s finally got his hands on you, he’s too focused on getting himself off to say anything to you really. but, if you keep him waiting long enough, you’ll hear his frustration.

“can we fuck? like right now? ….please. ill eat you out. i know you can’t say no to something like that.”

Changbin:

• if he’s at the studio, you won’t even notice. you can only tell by the impatient bouncing of his leg and his nervous lip bites.

• once he has you alone, he’s placing a soft hold on your waist, nuzzling your noses and whispering such cute things that equally make you giggle and want to bite on his lips.

• his foreplay consists of soft grabs and sweet kisses that get deeper and deeper until he’s got you straddling him, not breaking the intimate makeout session you’re sharing.

• very comfortable telling you when he’s horny, even if pink still hues his cheeks a little.

• very cute about dick pics. he doesn’t send them unless you tell him to, and the first time he did, he was so excited and aroused. he looked around from his phone, seeing if anyone noticed the flushed expression he had in his face.

• he snuck to the bathroom and sprung his thick cock out of his boxers, he fumbled with the camera for a while, not really knowing how to take a picture of it?

• he snaps a cute picture of his short cock leaking a thin string of precum on his finger. the picture and situation turned him on so much he was begging you to let him jerk off.

• when you aren’t home, he’s usually patient, but you can’t ignore things forever..

• you guys own a few toys, so he’ll pick a few from the drawer that he hasn’t tried yet and play with his cock until you get home.

• it’ll be a pretty picture when you do too. he’ll be on his hands and knees, lightly fucking a small, pink buttplug in and out of his ass, begging for you too finish him off.

“ahn- welcome home, sweet girl… mphh..need your soft pussy on my cock. please please- fuck me with this in?”

Hyunjin:

• stares at you alot.

• he’ll look up at you with such a sweet, loving gaze, analyzing every part of you like a nostalgic toy.

• he loooves frotting. he’ll show you how needy he is for you by rubbing his sweet hard-on along your clothed tummy till his precum stains his pants. its like he’s magnetically drawn to you when he’s hard.

• comfortable telling you when he’s horny. he’ll tell you when you guys are alone/able to, so you don’t feel pressured to make time for his desires, especially when you’re busy or having fun.

• sends way more bulge pics than dick pics. some of his long, hard cock in his sweatpants, maybe his pretty hand gripping the length of it.

• sends vids too, he’ll send you one of him teasing his cockhead with a thick paintbrush of his, begging you to come home and do it instead.

• when you aren’t home, he’ll jerk himself through the silk of his pajama pants, stopping when he’s close to cumming. or he’ll roll his hips into mattress, pretending it’s your wet pussy.

• and when you do get home, he’s meeting you at the door. his hair is messy and he’s somewhat panting. he’ll step closer to you till his lips rest in your hair, and his hips are the only part of him you can promenantly see.

• he’ll pull his sensitive cock out from his cozy pants, jerking himself off right in front of your eyes, his tip pressing onto your shirt. his breath will hitch and he’ll hide his face in your hair, moaning in realization that he’s finally gonna cum.

• it squirts onto your sweatshirt, pumping out of his cock with small, audible thuds. his cum seeps messily into clothes, as he wraps his arms around you, burying his face into your neck.

“mm- fuck…so fucking turned on right now..you see what you do to me? oh god..g’nna cum- gonna fucking cum..”

Han:

• act suprised, he’s pathetic.

• literally dissasociated. he wants you so bad he doesn’t even care about whats happening if it isn’t related to you.

• if you aren’t home, he’ll lay in bed, gripping the sheets around him and even stripping down because of how hot his body gets when he thinks about you.

• no indescribable force could keep this man from jerking off. babe as soon as he gets home and shuts the door behind him, he’s leaning on that shit and quickly unzipping his cock free.

• he’ll be still setting down his bag while he’s twitching and jerking from stroking his cock. as soon as he’s done, he plops down on the bed and continues to jerk himself off till he cums for the first time that day.

• oh he sends dick pics. but weirdly only when he’s in public or at work, never at home. you can’t count how many pictures of his hard cock he’s sent from bathrooms, practice rooms, dressing rooms and even in this hoe’s car.

• when you are home, he’s holding your hands and begging for you to have some type of sex with him. he doesn’t card if your pegging, he’s fucking, he’s domming, or he’s subbing or whatever, he just needs to feel you on him.

• if you say anything other than yes immediately, he’s dropping to his knees and looking up at you, saying such useless, pathetic words in hopes to get himself fucked.

“please! please please- i’ll be such a good boy…just need it. need it so bad it hurts. i’ll take whatever you give me..”

Felix:

• so clingy and desperate.

• but, he’s so happy he has someone to fuck so he doesn’t have to suffer alone.

• biggest pleaser. he’ll pull you into a deep hug, reaching a hand down to toy with your clothed clit, eating up every noise you make.

• he likes clear communication so he’ll just text you and ask when you are returning home.

• his dick pics are usually tame. pictures of him pulling up his sweater so you can see his freckled abs and leaky cock. or he sends videos of his long cock squirting in the company bathrooms, you can only hear the cute splashing sounds and his whiny little gasps, trying to stay quiet.

• but, when he feels really turned on, he might even send little slutty videos of his cute cock humping his pillow till he shoots cum all over the fabric, or maybe one of him sounding his cock slit till his eyes roll back from a dry prostate orgasm.

• felix is a WHORE. so u guys do in fact have large toy drawer☺️

• when you aren’t home he either fucks his ass with one of your old dildos, or humps some other object of yours. though it’s softer than it sounds, he just loves you!

• coming home is the best. on the bed, he’ll be sat up on his knees, holding your shoulders and kissing you messily. his back is arched toward you as you tug on his cock to completion. he may not have the energy left to pound you, but it’s the best suprise ever.

“mmph..ffuck- can’t hold it anymore..mm- ah! your hands- ah..faster faster please..i can take it.”

Seungmin:

• you would think he’s in pain or something.

• it starts off with him just scrolling on his phone, and when he starts getting horny he may just reach a hand down there to softly rub his cock through his pants.

• then, he’ll look away from his phone, feeling it get more intense. his cock starts getting antsy, so he’ll text you when you’re coming home.

• finally, his phone is discarded. he decided to take a cold shower before he got sweat on his bed. but, it didn’t help much. the water hitting his cock made him hiss through his teeth.

• before he knew it, he had the showerhead in his hand, turning the water pressure up and letting it hit his cock. eyes rolling back and trembling before his cock squirts all over the shower wall.

• he doesn’t send pictures like at all. he’ll just explain through words how he’s feeling. he finds it awkward and strange.

• but he’ll send the prettiest voice messages of him groaning your name and the sloppy sounds of his cock.

• when he does get his hands on you, its desperate, not like jisung desperate but like he’s kissing you quickly and deeper, holding the side of your face.

• will pound you like he hasn’t cum in years, unintentionally holding you down and forcing his cock deeper.

“needed this. fucking needed this..nothing’s better. hm? slutty pussy’s all mine right? tightest fucking hole.”

Jeongin:

• being horny is his favorite.

• he’ll position himself in front of his mirror, smiling and spreading precum on his tip.

• he doesn’t usually wait for you, because he likes teasing you anyway, he likes it when you beg him to fuck you instead of his hand or his fleshlight. but he may wait for a little while.

• he’ll walk around in his grey sweatpants, making dinner and washing dishes while his hard cock bulges and twitches excitedly when he frots against the counter.

• genuinely the king of dick pics. he knows his cock is pretty, so every time he’s hard he’s having a full photoshoot before he jerks off. has folders in his camera roll full of just his dick.

• prefers taking pictures when you are there. so he can have a pretty pic of you mouthing and nuzzling into his bulge. his good girl.

• excited for you to come home and beg for him to fuck you again. he’ll pull his fleshlight from his closet, steadily moving it up and down on his cock, waiting for you to find him like this.

“wish this was your slutty cunt i was fucking? mm..sorry. i don’t think i can stop now. gonna cry? go ahead. ah..she’s tight too. ill waste my cum in this toy if you don’t start begging.”

[sergeantbarnessdoll]

Hickeys » Sebastian Stan

Pairings: Boyfriend!Sebastian Stan x Girlfriend!Reader

Summary: Sebastian and Y/N can’t keep their hands off of each other while on vacation with her family and her brother sees the hickeys Sebastian left on her.

Warnings: Smut (18+), language, little bit of PDA, dirty talk, kissing, hickeys, fingering, unprotected sex, praise kink, pet names (baby, sweetheart)

Request: if you feel comfortable writing, you could do Sebastian x reader where they are on vacation with the reader's family and they can't keep their hands off each other leading to you know what.... ;) and the other day the brother the reader notices some lol marks and makes a little joke.

A/N: Thank you to the lovely anonymous person who requested this! I also apologize, I accidentally posted it instead of saving it to my drafts. Also, for some reason Tumblr isn’t letting me post requests with the asks and I don’t know why.

A/N #2: Thank you to @buckys-wintersoldier for helping me find 2 out of the 3 pictures down below.

Written on my phone. I’m sorry for any mistakes and typos.

Header made by @buckys-wintersoldier

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!🔞

You invited Sebastian to go on vacation with you, your parents, and your brother. You two haven’t been able to keep your hands off of each other since you guys got here.

You walked outside to see Sebastian talking to your brother. You bit your bottom lip and walked over to Sebastian and sat down on his lap.

“Is my brother annoying you, baby?” You asked, kissing his stubbly cheek.

Your brother squinted his eyes at you, glaring at you.

“No not at all, sweetheart.” Sebastian says, wrapping his arm around your waist.

“I’m gonna leave before you two start making out in front of me.” Your brother says, getting up and walking away.

When your brother was out of sight, you took the opportunity to kiss Sebastian. The kiss got heated quickly. Sebastian maneuvered you so you were straddling him.

“I’ve been waiting for this all day.” Sebastian says against your lips.

“Me too.” You agreed.

You rubbed your hands up and down on his shirtless body. One of Sebastian’s hands slid up your back and toyed with the string of your bikini top.

“Mmm Seb, not out here.” You say, grabbing his arm.

“Why not?” Sebastian moves his lips down to your neck. “It wouldn’t be the first time we fucked on the beach.” He says with a smirk.

“Let’s go to the bedroom.” You say.

You stood up, holding your hand out for him. Sebastian stood up, taking your hand in his and went inside, quickly leading you to the bedroom before your parents and brother seen you two. As soon as you guys were behind closed doors, Sebastian pinned you against the wall and kissed you hungrily. He grasped the back of your thighs and picked you up, taking you to the bed. He laid you down gently and hovered over you. One of his hands slid down your body and slipped inside of your bikini bottoms. His fingers found your clit and began rubbing it in circles. You moaned and arched your back. Sebastian’s other hand went underneath you and untied your bikini top, throwing it somewhere in the room. He kissed along your neck and chest. You gasped when his teeth nipped your skin, hard enough for hickeys. A loud moan left your lips when two of his fingers slid inside of your pussy. Sebastian quickly silenced you with a kiss.

“You have to be quiet, baby or your parents and brother will hear us.” Sebastian says.

“I’m sorry. It feels— oh fuck!” You moaned against his lips.

His fingers moved faster against your wet walls while his thumb rubbed your clit.

“Seb!” You moaned, bucking your hips against his hand.

“What is it, sweetheart? Tell me what you need?” He says.

“Fuck me!” You begged.

Sebastian didn’t need to be told twice. He removed his fingers from your cunt, making you whine at the empty feeling. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of your bikini bottoms and pulled them down your legs, dropping them on the floor. You watched as Sebastian stood up and took off his swim trunks, revealing his hard cock. He spread your legs and got in between them. He teasingly rubbed his cock in between your folds making you whine in frustration.

“Sebby, stop teasing me!” You whined.

“Your wish is my command, baby.” Sebastian says with a chuckle.

You gasped when he slid his cock inside of you. Sebastian gave you a moment to adjust to his size. You instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist to pull him closer to you. His thrusts started off slow and you weren’t having it. You wanted more.

“Faster please!” You begged.

Sebastian’s hands gripped your hips and he started thrusting faster. Your jaw dropped, moans of his name left your lips and your head was thrown back. Your nails dug in his back with every thrust.

“Sebby, I—” A moan left your lips before you could say anything else.

Sebastian quickly silenced you with a kiss.

“You have to be quiet, baby.” He says against your lips.

“I-I’ll try.” You stutter with a moan.

One of your hands covered your mouth when the tip of his cock hit your sweet spot. Your loud moan was muffle by your hand. You took your hand away from your mouth to say something.

“Right there!” You gasped, trying your best not to be loud.

You arched your back in pleasure which gave Sebastian a new angle.

“Yes! Fu—” One of Sebastian’s hand left your hip to cover your mouth.

“I know that’s your little spot, sweetheart, but you have to be quiet.” Sebastian says.

You nodded your head, looking into his blue eyes that were filled with lust. Sebastian’s hand stayed on your mouth to keep your moans muffled. His other hand left your hip, going down to your clit and began rubbing it in circles. Sebastian watched as your eyes nearly rolled to the back of your head. Your cunt clenched around his cock causing him to moan lowly.

“Fuck.” He moans lowly.

Your orgasm began to build up the more he rubbed your clit. Sebastian wasn’t too far behind you.

“You gonna cum, baby?” Sebastian asks panting.

You moaned into his hand and nodded your head yes.

“Cum for me, sweetheart.” He says.

Your eyes fluttered shut and you moaned his name loudly into his hand as you came hard. He came inside of you after a few more thrusts. Sebastian bit his bottom lip to keep his moans muffled. His thrusts came to a slow stop. He took his hand off of your mouth and pulled out of you, laying down next to you. Sebastian covered the two of you up with a blanket and pulled you closer to him. You laid your head on his chest as Sebastian rubbed his hand up and down your back.

“I love you, Seb.” You say, leaning up to kiss his lips.

“I love you too, baby.” Sebastian says against your lips.

You two slowly dozed off. The following morning, you woke up still in Sebastian’s arms, making you smile. You rubbed your eyes and looked up to see that Sebastian was already awake.

“Morning, baby.” Sebastian says, kissing your lips.

“Morning, Sebby.” You say against his lips.

You laid your head back on his chest, wanting to cuddle with him for a few more minutes.

“Seb?” You say after a moment.

“Yes, sweetheart?” He says.

“Do you want to go for a morning swim with me?” You asked, lifting your head to look up at him.

“Sure! Sounds like fun.” He says.

You two got out of bed and put your swimsuits on.

“Can you tie this for me please?” You asked, holding the strings of your bikini top against your back.

“Of course, baby.” Sebastian says.

A shiver went through your body when his fingers lightly touched your skin. Sebastian’s hands wandered your waist as he placed kisses along one of your shoulders.

“Seb!” You whined, leaning your head back against his shoulder.

“I can’t help it. You look fucking hot in this bikini.” He says, continuing to kiss along your shoulder.

“Later.” You say, playfully pushing him away.

You and Sebastian walked out of them bedroom and went outside to the water. Your brother was walking out of the water at the same time you and Sebastian were going in it.

“Morning!” You say to your brother.

“Morning.” Your brother says.

Your brother furrowed his eyebrows when he noticed the hickeys along your neck and chest that Sebastian left on you last night.

“There’s a bunch of hickeys on you.” Your brother points out.

You felt your face heat up in embarrassment. Sebastian smirks and wraps his arm around your waist.

“Let’s hope mom and dad don’t see those.” He says and walks away.

You sighed and turned around to face Sebastian to see a smirk on his face.

“I told you no hickeys before we left for this trip.” You say.

“I couldn’t help myself, baby.” Sebastian says, pulling you closer to him.

You squealed when Sebastian picked you up and threw you over his shoulder. He took you in the water and dropped you in it causing you to gasp at the coolness of it.

“You’re lucky that I love you.” You say, kissing him.

“I am.” He smiles against your lips.

🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

-Bucky’s Doll

[scoobydoodean]

ok so forewarning, i don’t really have a question here, just lots of thoughts.

there’s so many layers to the general *badness* about the mia vallens therapy scene. like to the manipulation (for lack of a better word) that sam rewrites. like it makes such a difference that she thinks jack is their little brother instead of the son of the thing that killed dean’s best friend/loml. not to mention the fact that it’s been what like a week since *everything*

and like yes dean’s being cold towards jack and giving him orders (which, i could argue they weren’t uncalled-for), but tbh he’s only being moderately colder/more direct with him than he’s been with cas at times on hunts (thinking hunteri heroici) and even similar to how *sam* has been with like claire and even dean himself (thinking that episode dean turned into a teenager and all of MOC). like genuinely, how was sam expecting him to act like?

also (half joking) i genuinely think dean would’ve warmed up to jack even quicker than he did (we can already see it in this same episode, like that look he gives jack when he asks mia if buddy hurt her too) if he heard jack say he hates anakin skywalker lol

ok wait i do have a question. do you think jack actually was “terrified” of dean during that therapy scene?

(post linking to some context)

Okay so I rewatched 13.01-13.04 on a plane this past week so it's all extra fresh on my mind rn. The thing about 13.04 is that Dean wasn't comfortable bringing Jack on the hunt, and Jack didn't want to go, but Sam pushed insistently for all of them to go on the hunt together... primarily because Dean's feelings were thwarting Sam's plans for Jack and his own emotional coping mechanisms in a larger sense.

I think Dean's feelings compared to Sam's here are relatively more simple (and yet somehow still intensely misunderstood to a baffling degree). Dean was grieving. He was grieving Cas who died right in front of him, he was grieving Crowley (he pleads with Chuck to bring "even Crowley" back in 13.01!) and he was grieving Mary.

The thing with Dean's grief over Cas is this: instead of viewing it from Dean's perspective, we tend to analyze it as omniscient viewers who know Cas will come back, refusing see how miraculous Cas’s return truly was. We refuse to see Cas's death was different this time and appeared very permanent. There was no uncertainty like there was in season 7 or 8. His wings burned into the ground and his grace extinguished. Dean pleaded and prayed for Cas and Mary and Crowley's return to the only person who ever brought Cas back from certain death (via explosion in 5.01 and 5.22)—the person who told Dean in 11.23 he was leaving and Dean was on his own. Dean didn't hear back. The ONLY reason Cas comes back in 13.05 is that 1) Jack woke him him up unwittingly using powers no one knew he possessed and 2) Cas then annoyed a creature they didn't even know existed into letting him out of a place they 3) didn't even know existed and 4) Cas somehow came back with a body even though he had been burned to ash. All of this is completely miraculous. It was unforeseeable. It doesn’t even make complete sense as a viewer. In other words, Dean has ZERO reason to hope for Cas's return. There was ZERO reason to refuse to acknowledge that grief… but that's exactly what Sam does. He suggests Dean pray for Chuck to bring Cas back in 13.01. As soon as Sam knew Dean already tried that and Cas was DEAD dead, he treated Cas as something Dean needed to reframe and get over:

SAM: You thinking mom is gone and Cas is gone, and that Jack can’t be saved. Dean, after everything we’ve gone through… We just lost people we love, people who have been in our lives for a long time. Everything’s upside-down. I get it. But we’ve been down before. I mean, rock bottom. And we find a way. We fix it because that’s what we do.

This is the "Pull yourself up by your bootstraps" speech in 13.02—like a day after they burned Cas's body. Sam's wording here is cruel too—saying Dean is "thinking" Cas is gone as if he didn't die right in front of him? He refuses to acknowledge Cas's death as something Dean was actively and rightfully mourning. This becomes a major point of contention between the brothers at the end of 13.03.

DEAN: Look, I know you think that you can use [Jack] as some sort of an interdimensional can-opener and that’s fine, but don’t act like you care about him! Because you only care about what he can do for you! So if you want to pretend, that’s fine! But me? I can hardly look at the kid! Because when I do all I see is everybody we’ve lost! SAM: Mom chose to take that shot at Lucifer. That is not on Jack!

Sam will only name Mary—the one person whose death they can’t 100% confirm (the same thing happens in front of Mia in 13.04). The absence of Cas’s name here is pointed. So Dean says:

DEAN: And what about Cas?

And how does Sam respond?

SAM: What about Cas?

Uh... wow. That's what really sets Dean off to full on shouting:

DEAN: [Jack] manipulated him, he made him promises, said, ‘paradise on earth’ and Cas bought it and you know what that got him? It got him dead! Now you might be able to forget about that, but I can’t!

Sam's denial of what Dean literally SAW (Cas died) and how that hurts—his insistence that Dean also halt grieving to hope for the impossible—it's a major sticking point and very revealing of Sam's own coping mechanisms. Sam's chief response to grief is to disassociate himself from it. We see a textbook case in season 8 (see: 8.08), but in most of the series, what this actually looks like for Sam is to keep moving and hunting (ex: 1.02, 2.02, 2.10, 2.11, 2.18 3.11, 4.09, 9.01) which is also why he insists on bringing Dean and Jack on the hunt in 13.04. Sam tries not to think about what they've lost and focuses on what he CAN do. He focuses on hoping Mary can be saved because she's the one person he didn't SEE die.

The thing about Dean’s grief over Mary is this: he convinces himself Lucifer had to have killed her. She's the one person whose death Dean can't be certain of, but he absolutely cannot bear the thought of hoping she’s alive and it turning out he’s wrong. He knows he wouldn’t psychologically survive hoping in that and his beliefs being crushed. It would be like losing his mom all over again (a THIRD time). So he sticks to what is most likely: Lucifer killed her. He can't contend with the hope Sam is clinging to desperately, and that's what makes them such poor companions in grief. Sam feels off balance when Dean won't keep moving and hoping like him—when Dean can't keep up the pace Sam wants to run at in his own grief—and in doing so, Sam keeps pushing Dean to contend with hopes that open Dean up to a WORLD of pain Sam can psychologically convince himself not to feel. Grieving together just really just doesn't work for them because they're never on the same page and deal in such different ways—and this has been hurting them from as early as 2.02!!!

Now to bring Jack into this more fully: Jack represents Sam and Dean's different perspectives on grief and on Mary. Just like Dean despairs over Mary's demise, Dean despairs over the possibility of Jack being good. He can't bear the idea of hoping in that and being wrong. The psychologically safest option for him is to assume the worst and not hope or believe in anything turning out okay.

Sam, on the other hand, pretty much immediately sees a way to use Jack to get Mary back. This is clear when he and Jack get locked up together in the jail cell in 13.01. After establishing that Jack isn't hearing things and (probably) isn't going to murder him imminently, Sam immediately starts down a line of questioning establishing how well Jack understands his powers, and then asks him outright:

SAM: Jack, look, um... before you were born, you -- you opened up a door to another world. Do you remember that? JACK: Yes. SAM: Okay, um, could you do that again?

Shortly after, when Sam arrives, he tells Dean (who is convinced after everything that happened in 12.23 that 12.19 that Jack is evil or will turn evil):

We need him.

Sam repeats this sentiment multiple times with clear meaning, and later in 13.04, he admits to Jack that he wants to use him to open the portal. This doesn't mean he doesn't also grow to see himself in Jack quickly and genuinely believe in his capacity for good, but he isn't fully honest with Jack about his motives until 13.04 where he finally comes clean, and this poisons the well with Jack a little.

@shallowseeker has pointed out before that in 13.03, while trying to figure out how to get Jack's powers to work (and spying on Jack through cameras from another room) Sam is seen reading "The Drama Of The Gifted Child". I wish I could find the post because Shal probably brought it up too, but when I was rewatching this episode, I noticed the chapter Sam had just settled into read before being interrupted was titled,

"Depression and Grandiosity: Two Related Forms of Denial"

Given the accusations flying from Sam toward Dean then from Dean toward Sam about denial in the following episode (13.04), this feels amusingly pointed. Dean is depressed (and about to attempt suicide in 13.05), Sam is depressed and has "grandiose" ideas of using Jack to pop open a portal to another reality while hiding behind the guise of being the most rational person in the room when he... isn't necessarily? And it's easy to argue "Well, Sam turns out to be right even if he didn't ultimately have much of a reason to think he was" but the core problem here is how his beliefs effect how he treats other people's grief. He isn't honest with Jack about his motives (while Dean is somewhat brutally honest) and pushes and watches even while claiming he's giving Jack space (13.03), he refuses to give Dean space to grieve even the family member they know is dead, he inserts a therapist into the situation and criticizes Dean's grief when Dean won't play his game, and in 13.05, after Dean says that he can't believe in anything right now, Sam's clumsy attempts at help involve plying Dean with alcohol he says he doesn't even want and trying to send him off to strip clubs—believing that Dean performing being okay will somehow address his mental state because Sam's idea of coping himself is simply "going through the motions".

As for Jack, I don't think he's scared of Dean. I think he's scared of what Dean believes. He's scared that Dean is right. From 13.01-13.06, Jack is contending with the question of whether he's destined for evil or good, and in his depressed state, Dean believes Jack is destined for evil because hoping in anything is completely beyond him at that moment. Sam tells Jack that he can be good, but he hides ulterior motives as to why he's being nice, and when those ulterior motives are revealed, it leaves Jack thinking Sam is the kind of person who will lie to Jack and tell him he's good just to get what he wants. Meanwhile, Jack knows Dean is being completely honest with him about what he believes. 13.03 and 13.04 clearly demonstrate that Jack understands the difference between beliefs and facts: Dean could be right or he could be wrong. What Jack holds onto like an anchor is that he can trust Dean to tell him the truth about what he believes—even if it hurts.

It's also just so obvious that Jack immediately wants Dean—specifically—to like him (see: Jack mimicking Dean's mannerisms while eating in 13.02, and his clumsy attempts to earn his favor in 13.04). Sam also picks up on this, and encourages Jack to seek Dean's approval in 13.04 to try and change Dean's beliefs. Sam (and to some extent Jack) are thinking in 13.04, that if Jack can prove to Dean that he can be good, and if Dean tells him he did a good job (which Dean does in the end), Jack can believe that. Sam sees that Jack wants Dean's approval and the impression that Dean's beliefs have had on Jack and thinks by pushing them together as soon as possible (when neither of them want to go on the hunt) and treating them as a family and forcing Dean to accept Jack when Dean just isn't ready (including by paralleling Jack with himself in a way that becomes an accusation), he can "fix" Jack so he isn't scared of his powers anymore (13.03) and then he can teach Jack to use his powers and Jack can open a portal to save their mom.

Jack's attempts to earn Dean's favor in 13.04 are clumsy. His first attempt is directly ignoring Dean telling him to wait in the car and sneaking into the crime scene, potentially contaminating it. At Mia's office, Jack's outburst about losing a mother is what allows Sam to set up the whole family therapy trap to begin with, and because Dean knows Sam is going to use that to hurt him, he warns Jack not to make outbursts like that. Dean is not being nice. Point blank. And I do think his tone is a little different than with Cas which in the past felt more like exasperation. I also don’t think it makes him the devil. I think that's understandable when putting in even a tiny amount of effort and it's kind of laughable to me how few people seem to even try because they're so caught up in Sam's happy family narrative and the idea that someone wanting Dean's approval presents an obligation that Dean give it no matter how emotionally impossible—and in a situation where asking him to lie would actually destroy that much more of Jack's trust.

[justdrawlynn11]

MaSm au: Seeds

Premise: With Sunblock and Moonstone being bird esc origins, Sun discovers that he can eat seeds. They become something he likes to snack on and one day he offers Moon some. This will create an outcome neither of them expected…

In their little house on a hill because Sun can’t sleep at any lower of an elevation, Moon’s crafted and placed a few spare beds in case Foxford decided to join him and Sun up there, or for backups in case one got destroyed. They have yet to create separate bedrooms but at least have their own sections of the open house to sleep in.

Moon is currently crafting more things to expand the house, doors, planks, glass. Sun is observing from over Moon’s shoulder, snacking on something.

Moon: “Sun stop watching me over my shoulder while I craft”

Sun: “Mmm no I think I’m fine”

Sun starts eating more of his snacks. Moon notices that Sun isn’t eating a normal food item.

Moon: “Whaa-what are you even eating right now”

Sun: “OH- I discovered I can eat seeds!”

Moon: “Youcanwhatnow?-”

Sun: “I can eat seeds! They taste really good too! You wanna try some?”

Sun said this with a big smile on his face, Moon could’ve sworn Sun was grouchy just earlier today over him and Foxford’s antics.

Sun hands Moon some seeds. Moon looked at the seeds then back to Sun.

Moon: “Sun I don’t think-”

Sun: “Just tryyyy it! They taste great!”

As Sun continues to eat the seeds, Moon thinks he notices red heart shaped effects emitting from Sun. He must just be seeing things..

Moon: “Okayyyyy fineee.. but just a few!”

Sun, in a light and confident chuckle: “Alright alright-”

Moon eats a seed, his eyes widen as they’re not as bad as he thought. He continues to eat more.

Moon: “Huh, they ARE good!”

Sun: “See? I told you!”

He continues eating them until he runs out. He then turns towards Sun.

Moon: “Can I get some more Sun?”

Sun: “I thought you said ‘just a few’”

Moon: “Oh be quiet-”

Sun: “Alright, here you go Moon!”

Sun gives Moon more seeds, Moon accepts and eats them with rising joy. Sun seemed less annoying, more relaxed to Moon… Moon felt like all of his problems disappeared in an instant and all he needed to do was just hang out with Sun a little.

Later…

It was getting late, the sun was going to set in a few minutes, Moon heard a knock to the door and went to go answer it.

Moon: “Hey Foxy, what brings you here?-”

Foxford: “Hey you two, just wanted to remind you both that it’s getting late and… is- is something happening?-”

Foxford noticed something was different. Moon was relaxed and there were some effects floating around him.

Moon: “What do you mean?”

Foxford: “Ya look like you woke up from a nap with how relaxed you look and- uhh… What’s with those floating hearts around you?”

Moon: “Huh, yeah those are there. It doesn’t seem like anything’s wrong with them so I’m sure it’s fineeee-”

Moon: “Oh yeah- Sun figured out we could eat seeds and they taste GREAT! I’d offer you some but I don’t got any more on me-”

Foxford: “Not that I’d really want any anyway-”

Moon: “Wait… Why are you here again…?”

Foxford: “OH- Right- I just wanted to remind you two that we’re skipping the night tonight, so don’t forget to go to sleep when night comes here in a moment-”

Moon: “Ohhhhh… right-right- we won’t forget, we promise. Right Sun?”

Moon turns to Sun, who is lying in his bed and eating some seeds. He was obviously starting to get tired himself.

When Foxford looked over it seemed as though Sun ALSO had these weird hearts surrounding him, but Sun also looked relaxed in a way he wasn’t used to seeing.

Sun: “Oh heyyy Foxford…. yeah we promise…. I’m already… *yawn* …starting to get tired.. see you tomorrow...”

[1/3 players are resting]

Moon: “Andddd great he’s out-”

Foxford: “Yep-”

Moon: “Want to stay here for the night? We have a spare bed out in case you wanted to-”

Foxford: “Nonono- I’m fine, my house is just down the bottom of the hill anyways- I’ll make it.”

Moon: “Alright then Foxy, good night to you.”

Foxford: “Good night Moon!”

The door closed. Moon walked over to where Sun’s bed was. He felt relaxed looking at him. Sun looked… content and relaxed… he wished Sun would always be this calm around him…

Moon: “… good night Sun…”

Sun, half asleep and waiting for the other two to sleep: “g’night…. Moon…”

[2/3 players are resting]

Foxford must’ve gotten to bed by now.

Moon walked over to his own bed, across the room from Sun’s. He laid down and proceeded to start the night’s rest for the 3 of them.

[3/3 players are resting]

This is the start of something none of them expect.

The end. For now.

[livvyofthelake]

post season 2 lost character ranking let's goooo

jack clearly. nothing to say he's my favorite he's never getting knocked off the top spot. there is nothing he could do to make me love him less <3

sayid my close friend sayid! i love how he’s always right even when everyone is like woah category five sayid moment 🙄 literally believe him… he didn’t believe that man so he went out in the pouring rain to look for a hot air balloon and then dug up a grave to prove himself right all with the woman who shot his girlfriend like two weeks ago but he doesn’t blame her because he’s a) a feminist and b) knows who the Real Enemy is… that shit was crazy. they dug up a grave. in the pouring rain. and he was right.

ana lucia for the final time.... she was giving me everything in two for the road... ana lucia i would have kept you alive forever baby... when her and sayid went looking for that damn balloon that was like. one of the craziest things to happen all season. they could have become such a crazy good duo if she hadn’t been murdered. rest in peace forever babygirl i love youuuuuu 🩷

eko… literally when locke was obsessed with the button is was SO annoying but when eko was doing it i was like well let’s hear him out! and he WAS right. maybe the dynamite was a little extreme but well apparently that button needs to be pressed it would seem…

hurley <3 my buddy hurley! he’s just my buddy hurley!! and his girlfriend just died and hardly anyone gives a fuck…. he and sayid need to form a club.

kate.... girl you're flopping so crazy please come back to us... this is the highest i can put her right now it’s crazy how far she’s fallen. we need to stop the sawyer romance shit before i kill myself seriously.

claire! she’s claire!

charlie. getting a huge bump this time yay for charlie's redemption <3 things were very bleak there for a bit but i have faith he's coming back in a big way this season. um. for reasons i'm not supposed to know about but do

libby's also here for her final time rest in peace girl… my girl who did not ever get to do very much… but we loved her anyway rip to the libby backstory episode that never got to happen… love how she gave desmond a boat just because in the finale flashbacks she’s just so lovely and nice…

sun. imagine how this pregnancy storyline is about to go. i can’t even think about it. they’re gonna kill that thing aren’t they. like knock on wood hope that doesn’t happen to my friend sun it’s just. wow things are looking bleak. you know

desmond that freak! he crashed their plane! what the hell!!!!

alex is getting included this time because i am so interested by her... what's her deal.... cannot wait to find out!

locke kind of slaying lately. kinda dig his crisis of faith. i hope he starts getting haunted by the ghost of that gay man he let die. and i hope it's weird and fucked up

rose and bernard ranking low because well they do not do very much but rest assured i love them so dearly... they're always giving true love realness they're just lovely idk. we literally rank them as a pair it's beautiful...

danielle rousseau <3 literally her freak werido hermit hag realness. you wouldn't understand

jin. still giving your girl friend's shitty husband you wish she would leave but like he's better now i guess. but still.

ben. also known as henry. or that random new guy who’s name we don’t know. first of all how dare he be named ben that's a beloved book character to me. and also my cousin but that's not important if i liked every character with the same name as one of my damn cousins i'd hardly be allowed to hate anybody these bitches are irish catholic get serious. secondly i do think he's kind of a cunty antagonist... love how he's like the main guy of the others and sent himself in undercover to freak all these guys out. but well we also hate him obviously

sawyer in his classic spot at or near the bottom! classic! can always count on sawyer to be the worst huh...

michael. kill yourselfffffff oh my god. imagine getting ranked below SAWYER. that shit was DIABOLICAL work i’m never forgiving him i hope he suffers horribly

[1d1195]

brothers are a whole other thing LMAO they’re crazy. they will literally call you the stupidest person they’ve met in their life but then buy u ur favorite ice cream at 2AM.

i always tell my sister that i’m so grateful i had her to help me grow up and that i get so sad when i realize she never had an older sister. her response is always that she never thought of it like that but she thinks she was made to be an older sister. i swear you guys are built different, not everyone can handle being an older sister and i have SO much appreciation for u all !!!

i promise you that your mom is 100% right. she probably ADORES you but just doesn’t wanna admit it bc youngest sibling pride yk ?😭 i refuse to believe otherwise bc i sincerely feel like you’re PERFECT sister material. dependent, funny, mature, so sooo kind.

new songs on rotation !! i’ve rlly been enjoying What I Am by zayn and Tejano Blue by cigarettes after sex

i hope you know all i can think about is Ding part 3 :) like omg it’s just been on my mind 24/7 and i can’t wait to read whatever you have. idk if you have this planned out yet, or not, but how many parts do you see this series being ??

I DID SLEEP HAHA i’ve been feeling off these past few days and i woke up SICK today🙁 it’s not too bad just a sore throat and a runny nose but i do hope it goes away soon because i have a friend’s engagement party to attend on the weekend (but im literally drinking a cold diet dr. pepper rn so i have no clue how i expect to feel better lol)

have the best day ever sam !!!

~🎶

That's so sweet about brothers 😭 I could have used that too growing up!

My sister and I sound WAY less mushy than you and your sister (no shade, just different relationships obviously) but that's so sweet! I can totally see where she's coming from I don't think I could be a younger sister. The vibe would be so off and you'd be able to tell I was not meant to be a younger sister hahahahahaha YOU'RE SO SWEET 😭😭 my sister calls me every day (even when I don't want her to because I have been girl-rotting all week on my vacation and have nothing to report) so I get annoyed with her pretty easily but I do enjoy talking to her. I wish she would put a little more effort into idk taking care of our parents? I don't live at home anymore so I feel like I'm still doing all the grunt kind of work that she could just do because she's AT HOME? but idk. she's a Drama Queen™ or maybe I am and I'm just being bossy 😂

I am putting the final touches on Ding part 3 so it's ready to go for Monday hehehehe I'm really excited about it! I think it will be my favorite part honestly. At least right now. I have it outlined for 7 parts right now! (I think i told someone 8 at one point but I did it in roman numerals and I'm dumb and can't read). But 7 is what I have right now. However it could change because I think parts 4 and 5 could end up being one part. I'm really not sure. Part of my outline for part 5 literally says "filler episode" so it's meant to be a next to nothing update.

UGH! I'm not sure where you're from but I live in New England and it's starting to be spring around here and I usually get a allergy-attack-turned-cold around now and I'm dreading it because it's SO unfair to be sick during the warmer weather. Maybe mix in some water with your Dr. Pepper hahahah Also! I truly believe cranberry juice has medicinal values. OOH I haven't listened to too much Zayn, tragic on my own part. I've heard clips of his new song Alienated though and I'm loving it! I've never heard of Tejano Blue, I will give that a listen as well!

I just made my Spring 2024 playlist--it's a lot of old stuff I've listened to in the past (don't listen to the Stuck on the Floor song I have at the bottom--it's for sad-girl hours hahahaha)

Hope you feel better!

xoxo

[quainthebelle]

2-gether, we are 8.

Once upon a time… Nah, you’ll never get a fairy tale or anything like that from me because I can’t write a beautiful sentence. Please understand if I can only loving you right seven days a week, pft.

Anyway, meet again on the second 28th. Wow, it’s been 60 days, dear? It seems like a short time, but I’m so happy to have spent two months with you. At this time, I apologize profusely for only being able to give you this meager gift. It’s just a simple gift, but I hope you can accept it. Shall we start now, love? Okay, here we go.

How we —.

It’s only been 2-3 days since I entered RPW, and suddenly there’s someone who’s interested in me because I only reply to his tweets (I can’t find the tweet help). Idk how I can interpret our meeting. Was it a simple accident, or a divine blessing? There are too many coincidences that can’t be explained, to the point where I also can’t understand the atmosfer because you’ve acted so unreasonably.

Here I dropped a few conversations between us that left me extremely confused karena kamu nih bisaan banget bikin aku pusing 7 keliling mikirin mau pake adat apa, terus mau punya anak berapa?

Hello thinly.

Hello boldly.

What the Hello??

Every day, every hours, every minute, every second, you always make me bothered by your behavior, which is the behavior that can make my days surrounded by happiness and joy. Even though you are sometimes more annoying, but that’s where I find the other side of you. Mwah pukis pukis. /(^3^)/

My first confession.

As you can see, “Idiots in Love” itu punya arti khusus buat aku pribadi. Sebetulnya di saat kamu belum hadir, aku lagi ada difase ngerasa gak pantes dicintai. Jadi, aku berusaha keras ngebangun tembok raksasa supaya gak ada yang bisa nembus tameng aku (ceritanya). Tapi tiba-tiba, ini beneran di luar dugaanku banget parah. Aku harus ngadepin sikon di mana ada seorang cowok dengan lancangnya ngeruntuhin benteng kokoh yang udah aku bangun susah payah. Iya, siapa lagi kalo bukan kamu, Matteo Hadzan Dwardy, the main suspect!

Mungkin kamu baru tau ini, tapi jujur aja, waktu kamu pertama kali berani (banget) ngetuk pintu hati aku, posisi aku nih lagi mode was-was, soalnya saat itu aku kepikiran kalau semisal aku ngerasain lagi rasa sakit yang entah bisa datang kapan aja, akunya udah sanggup belum, ya? Kayaknya kamu masih inget sekilas, jaman kita PDKT aku pernah minta hubungan kita jangan diresmiin cepet-cepet. Walaupun aku takut kamu berpaling karena buanyak buanget cewek yang ngantri jadi pacar kamu, tapi aku lebih takut kalo kedepannya aku gak bisa terus menerus ngasih kebahagiaan untuk kamu. Nyatanya, kamu selalu ngeyakinin aku setiap harinya, make sure keadaan dan perasaan aku tiap kita ngobrol. So, yah… what can I do? Your pelet are to powerfull. This idiot girl apparently fell in love again.

Yup, that’s the deal. Semoga kamu bisa ngerti kenapa aku butuh waktu untuk ngerapihin perasaan aku. Coba aja waktu kamu deketin aku terus kita langsung pacaran, kira-kira kamu seneng, gak? Eits, sayangnya gak semudah itu ngeluluhin aku. Emang cocoknya kamu aja yang bernafsu, aku mah kalem, cantik, body nya bagus (???) mana bisa srugal-srugul kayak kamu wleee, hahaha. But from the bottom of my heart, I’m glad we’ve come this far, and I appreciate your patience and willingness to break through the barriers I set up. You’ve shown me that love can be a beautiful and healing experience. Who knows, we might just turn this funny situation into something truly remarkable? Can’t wait to make another kamcagi stories with you! ♡

About the 28.

You once told me that you actually wanted to make our thing official on the 27th so there would be a song to match the occasion, but it didn’t works because you missed the chance. Hence, you stuck to the 28th. Funny enough, for me, that date is quite meaningful. In February, we can still enjoy that date, and I’ve been thinking about many things based on the number 28. Totally random, but it’s just so cute and amusing to me.

2-gether, we are 8.

Can you spell the sentence slowly, abi?

Aight, you’ve done? Then, what are you spelling? Together, we are eight? Eum, nope.

The correct one is Together, we are infinity. Okay, sorry if that sounds cringe bzzz suddenly the idea popped into my head, and I just remembered if 8 can be ∞. After realize, I was woah.. jinjja nomu daebak. <(*O*)> Is this a sign that if we are together, there will be no end aka forever? I love my positive mind (you either).

Iya iya, betul artinya itu. Keren banget gak sih aku, bisa kepikiran sampe situ? Aku aja kaget sama diriku sendiri? Menurut kamu gimana? Keren gak sloganku? Jangan lupa kasih aku cium setelah ini pokoknya. ㅠㅠ

Matteo Hadzan Dwardy + Ayouta Oci Raveena = ∞

I’ve entrusted all my wishes for our second monthiversary on the 28th to God, and that’s all there is to it. Whether you know the specifics or not, one thing is certain: my love for you will never wane, and I will continue loving you endlessly.

Happy 2nd monthiversary, Mahabi! ♥︎

From your honeypot, Ocibu.

[sapphosclosefriend]

- Lifelong commitments of love -

!This is set in a universe where all women can get each other pregnant!

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x fem! Reader

Genre: fluff, smut

Summary: after spending a nice and easy day chilling together, your girlfriend points out the possibilities for the future when she notices your fertility status at the moment.

Word count: 4062

Warnings: bottom! Reader, top! Natasha Romanoff, conversations about periods, cramps and pregnancy, making out, SMUT, oral (r receiving), tribbing, slight choking (r receiving), slight fingering (r receiving), mention of a strapon (r receiving) just nat wearing it and getting ready to use it without actual descriptions of the act, lastly, stupid lake worms, r being an excessively sleepy mf lol and Nat’s pb&j and beefy arms. Other than that just overall fluff.

A/N: First off, this story contains explicit smut, so anyone who isn’t 18+ CANNOT interact with this. I had this idea when I found out that my period tracking app tells me when my monthly fertility peak should approximately be, didn’t know that. I’ll probably write a couple one shots involving pregnancy because I’m going through a HEAVY baby fever and I can’t stop thinking about baby mama Nat. I don’t know we’ll see. Also, the explicit part is right at the end, so, if you don’t want to read it, you can stop at this line “You don’t say anything, but just kneel in front of her, cup her face and smack your lips on hers, silently thanking her for everything that she’s ever given you and that she’ll soon give you.” Likes, reblogs and comments are very very appreciated. Enjoy!! <3

Masterlist

It had been a quite relaxing day: after waking up fairly late for Nat’s standards, meaning that you were up by half past seven, you decided to utilise the calm day off to just soak in each other’s presence, deciding on what to do as the day went by.

After taking a quick shower to wash the tiredness off your body, you go back to your bedroom to pick out some clothes, only to be greeted by Nat bringing you a freshly made cup of coffee to start the day. After placing it on your bedside table, she sits down on your side of the bed and just admires you getting dressed, smiling a bit more every time you physically have to stop what you are doing to yawn and recalibrate your standing position in order not to fall. As soon as she is sure that you are done, she stops you from going in the bathroom to get ready for the day, knowing that if you don’t instantly drink your dose of caffeine she might find you sleeping on the floor.

“I told you we could sleep in for today, I don’t want to deprive you of your beauty sleep, baby” is what she tells you. “No no no, you can never sleep past 7 in the morning, I don’t want you to spend your day off in bed doing nothing while waiting for me to wake up” you tell her, to which she responds “Watching you sleep is one of the best things to do, it’s actually very calming. Plus, you are way too cute when you lightly snore in your sleep.”

“Creep” you say with fake shock “also, I don’t snore, you have to stop including me in your personal matters”

“And what would that mean?” She teasingly asks with a smirk on her face. “What I mean is that, since your girlboss moment in Russia, when you slammed your face on the table, you still snore a bit more than what you used to do. But don’t worry, babe, I will be honest and admit that, even though it is cute, it can be slightly annoying at times” to which she only reacts with a big laugh. You really are cute when you act all grumpy in the morning.

After chatting on the bed for a couple of minutes, while you drink your life serum, you both decide on spending the morning outside, going for a walk around the lake. You try to get up and go to the en suite to get ready but of course she stops you, pulls your wrist and turns you around, making you stand between her legs dangling from the bed. At this moment, looking at her, while she is still in bed only wearing her big t-shirt and her hair put up in an extremely messy bun, you believe that this must be heaven on earth. Seeing your starstruck expression she just softly smiles and lifts your shirt to kiss your belly before moving her hands on your backside and lightly squeezing your cheeks, appreciating the small yelp that you make at the sudden contact. You know that you need to get away from this woman as soon as you can, otherwise you would give in way too easily, so you turn around, feel her patting your ass and you sprint to the bathroom.

After getting ready you reach her by the entrance door, where she notices your outfit, checks you out and smiles before pecking your lips, literally taking your breath away. In your defence, it is also her outfit’s fault: come on, she’s literally wearing jeans and a tank top tucked in, casually displaying her perfect biceps, she looks way too beautiful! After desperately trying to pick your jaw up from the floor, you let her take your hand and pull you outside.

You spend a very nice morning, casually walking around and chatting from time to time. Her arm is often around your shoulder, which you believe is purely an excuse to occasionally stop walking to pull you in a hug and kiss you all over your face, making you scrunch your nose in that cute as hell way that she absolutely loves.

After some time, the noticeable grumbling of her stomach gets impossible to ignore, even though she reassures you that she is fine. The last thing you want is a grumpy, hungry Nat though, so you go back inside to get something to eat.

“Let me make something for the both of us, detka” she tells you. “I’m so sorry babe but I don’t really feel like having pb&j for lunch..”. She pauses for a bit, before asking you “…what do you mean?”

You try to put it the kindest way possible “What I mean is that most of the time you get very frustrated when you can’t cook something, which happens pretty often, and you always end up making what you can do best, pb&j! Don’t get me wrong, you are the best pb&j maker in the world, but you already made it last night for dinner. How about we have something different for lunch today?”

You fear to see hurt on her face, but when you turn around, you instead see her trying to stifle a laugh. “What?”, you ask expectantly. She is full on laughing now, while you just stand there like an idiot, waiting for her majesty to explain the situation, little shit. “Nothing, it’s just, you put it in a really nice way. I suspected that you were willing to eat that for the rest of your life, you never said anything hahahah”

Seeing that she has no intention in stopping laughing, a smile breaks out on your face before fully joining her.

After you two finish your laughing session, you settle on ordering take out and having a small picnic on the lake dock, even being able to fit a little make out session while waiting for the delivery. Of course she makes you go to the door to get it, making you show your panting, disheveled state to the poor, intimidated delivery guy. At seeing your childlike excitement when carrying the bags full of food, with your ruffled hair sticking in every direction and a hickey already starting to form on your neck, she feels like the luckiest woman to have ever existed. So, after gladly receiving the kiss you offer her, she follows you outside feeling pure love in her heart.

While eating you can’t help but notice the constant little glances that she throws at you, making you blush like a teenager getting attention from her school crush.

Of course, as soon as you two finish eating, you are out like a baby, desperately clinging to nat’s side and nuzzling your face as close to her neck as possible. It is only an hour or so later that you wake up alone, still lying on the blanket that you brought outside, Nat nowhere to be seen. You stretch and get up, looking around to try and find her, when you see her standing with her jeans cuffed high on her calves and her feet in the water, her hands resting on her hips and looking out at the beautiful view.

An idea pops in your mind and you try your absolute best to sneak up on her. Needless to say, she heard you as soon as you woke up, so you’re not even close to her when she turns around, tilts her head and smirks when seeing you stop in your tracks with widened eyes, before facing the water once again. You were hoping to be able to at least make it to the banks, so you just slump your shoulders and huff, making her softly laugh at your childish tantrum. Still smiling, she turns back around and gives out her hand, silently asking you to join her, so you take your shoes off and dip your feet in the water as well. When you reach her she instantly pulls you in a hug and kisses the top of your head, pulling you close and making you rest your head on her chest. Listening to her soft heartbeat, you hear her hum in satisfaction, making you feel the vibrations of her voice.

“Is it legal to be at a lake and not go skinny dipping? They do it all the time in movies” She suddenly asks. “First off, it’s daytime, you would get arrested for flashing” you say, making her laugh, even though you both know that you are in no public space and no one is around.

“Also, do you know what is the last thing I want? A fucking lake worm, or whatever, in an orifice, no ma’am”

“Ew, god that video you showed me still haunts me” she says grimacing

“Right?! I don’t wanna go to the hospital to get a freaking worm pulled out of my nose with tweezers, I’m sorry baby but we’ll have to pass!”

“Yeah you’re right..”

“I can’t stop thinking about it now, let’s get out of the water please” you tell her after a small pause.

After drying your feet as best as possible, you gather the remnants of your picnic and go back inside. As soon as you step into the kitchen to get you and Nat a drink to cool off you feel a slight cramp in your very lower stomach, making you let out a small wince at the sudden pain. Of course she instantly notices the way your back tenses right when you reach for the fridge handle and asks you “Detka, are you ok?”, hesitantly putting a hand on your lower back. When you feel the sting alleviating, you turn to the side to look at her with scrunched eyebrows “I think so, it was just very sudden, I don’t know..”

“Alright, please let me know if it keeps going and if there’s something I can do” she tells you with worried eyes.

“I’m fine for now, thank you” to which follows a pause where you just look into each other’s eyes and Nat rubs her hand on your back. You lean in until your noses touch and you lightly brush your lips together, slowly kissing while still standing next to one another. You turn around, pressing your back to the kitchen counter, and allowing Nat to press herself flush against your front, fully trapping you between her and the counter after she places her hands on either side of you, giving you the perfect opportunity to finally touch her amazing arms all you want.

After some time you can feel her trying to deepen the kiss, softly probing your lips with her tongue, which you gladly accept. With you two getting hungrier and hungrier for each other and Nat inching her knee closer to your centre, you start sucking her tongue and lightly pull the hair at the nape of her neck, making her groan and push your hips down on her thigh. Getting her clue, you start rolling your hips on her leg while one of her hands leaves your waist to get under your clothes and knead your breast, making you moan into the kiss. A

t this point you both are a panting mess and you have a hand on the counter behind you, desperately trying not to let your knees wobble, when all of a sudden you feel the stinging pain once again, much harder this time. When you suddenly break the kiss and cry out in pain, you see the slight panic going through Nat’s eyes, scared of having hurt you in some way. She soon catches on what it is though and holds you kissing your forehead until it stops. You once again strangely feel perfectly fine after it ends, which makes you think nothing of it, despite Nat protesting when you refuse to take something, make some tea or anything really.

“Really, don’t worry, I’m fine now. I promise you that if it keeps going I’ll take something. I don’t want to think about it now, though. Let’s do something here, inside?” You tell her while gently caressing her cheeks. You can see the wheels turning in her head and, soon enough, almost all the worry is wiped from her features, letting a cute little smile break out.

“Alright, would you like to watch a movie?”

“Of course! You choose which one and I make popcorn” you say before kissing her and watching her go in the living room with a smile on your face. You really love this woman, what would you do without her?

While preparing snacks and drinks you get another small cramp, but, considering that it is not nearly as painful as the other, you decide not to tell Nat for now.

When you both settle on the couch you can feel her constantly trying to study you in order to make sure everything is fine and, when you finally turn around, your gaze meeting hers, you feel your heart swell at the sight of her, looking out for you at any given chance. Her constant checking keeps going until you are about halfway through the movie, when you just decide to use her as your personal pillow and completely lay on top of her, once again laying your head on her chest. Her fingers dancing through your hair and her lulling heartbeat easily make you doze off until the end of the movie, when Nat waits a couple more minutes to wake you up, using the chance to lovingly look at your relaxed features.

When you finally wake up, after putting up a tantrum because you just want to lay on your Natty, you look up at her with doe-like eyes and ask her “Tasha, baby, would you make me some pb&j?”, and after letting out a chuckle she teasingly responds “I thought you were tired of eating it, that it was the only good thing I could make”

“Ok I never said that!”, you say shocked, “You just make the best pb&j, can you make me some, pretty pleeease” you whine, making her put on a fake pout, whisper an aw and slap your ass to tell you to let her get up. You sluggishly get off of her and wait laying on the couch until you peak red hair from behind the couch. Seeing her approaching you with pb&j for both of you, you excitedly sit up and make grabby hands to get your plate. As soon as she sits down next to you, she smugly watches as you dive in like you haven’t eaten in days and moan at the taste.

After you finish eating and watch some more tv, you decide it is time to move to the bedroom, so, while Nat cleans everything up, having offered you to do it, you go to your room to get ready for bed.

By the time you are going through your nighttime skin routine, you see Nat take a peak in the bathroom and step inside, already wearing her old t-shirt. While you finish taking care of your hair she goes to stand behind you, slips her arms around your waist and softly kisses your shoulder and then your neck, before looking directly in your eyes through the mirror, showing you her beautiful smirk. After turning your head to give her a quick kiss, you go back to the bedroom and get in bed.

Sitting with your back leaning against the bed frame, you feel Nat do the same and kiss your shoulder once again, trying to get a peak of what you are doing on your phone. When she notices that you are taking a look at your period tracking app she asks you “Is everything alright?”, to which you respond “For a second I thought it could have been my period coming but I was right, it is way too early. Must’ve been something else, at least I’m feeling fine now.”

She softly hums at your words, when her gaze falls upon a certain note automatically given by the app on “Today” saying “Fertility Peak of the month”. She can’t help but let a smirk slip at the thought that instantly goes through her mind, it being a really hot topic at this point in your relationship. You have already talked about eventually having children, both of you being very happy about it, but you still haven’t discussed about actually taking this step. She decides not to waste the opportunity to test the waters, not so discreetly, and casually makes you notice what she just spotted.

“Hm, fertility is apparently peaking, do you feel particularly fertile today?”, and, despite your initial confusion, when you take your eyes off her dimly lit face and look back at your phone, you soon catch on what she means. Being quite used to her constant teasing you think nothing of it, believing it is a mere attempt of her to get lucky for the night, so you softly chuckle and shake your head from side to side a little bit while making sure to check again the date of your next period. You can sense that something is different though, as, when you put your phone on your bedside table and look back at her, she is expectantly watching you with big uncertain eyes and lips slightly curled upwards. You then understand the seriousness of her remark when she tentatively takes your hand in hers, trying to be as cautious as possible, considering the gravity this conversation could have on your lives.

“Can we do this?”, you simply ask her. “I think we actually could..”, and you know that what she means doesn’t involve “simple” life conditions, considering that you are lucky enough to be in the right financial and working situation to potentially get through with it. She is obviously talking about something much deeper, something that you had spent hours and hours discussing together.

To be completely honest, in the last couple of months you couldn’t help but find yourself think about it more and more, imagining Nat as the great mother you are sure she would be, and now that you know that she feels the same, now that you know that she actually wants you to be the person to bear her children and spend the rest of your life raising and loving them, you feel a wave of pure love hit you. You don’t say anything, but just kneel in front of her, cup her face and smack your lips on hers, silently thanking her for everything that she’s ever given you and that she’ll soon give you.

When she feverishly kisses you back, you feel her smiling in the kiss, so you make her fully lie down to straddle her hips and spend some time in each other’s embrace. After kissing for a bit, as her hands travel down your back to at first hold your waist and then slowly travel lower, you start moving your lips down, lazily kissing her jaw and neck. As you start to bite her soft skin, she groans and takes a hold of your ass cheeks, massaging them, only making you desperately suck and run your tongue over the marks you are determined to leave over her neck.

The air soon changes and she suddenly swaps your positions, relishing in the whimpers you let out as she runs her hands under your shirt while towering over you. Not wanting to waste any more time, you undress each other while keeping your lips connected as much as possible, before she quickly starts pecking any part of your body she can reach while moving lower and lower.

As she lies down between your legs, taking a hold of your thighs and kissing and biting them, possessively leaving a couple marks behind, you hold yourself up on your elbows to look down at the woman you love with your whole heart and loudly moan while throwing your head back as she immediately dives in, not having the willpower to wait and tease you for tonight. She’s pleasing you so passionately that you cum shortly after, feeling her tighten her hold on your hips to keep for herself as much of your essence as possible.

You’re still shaking a little when she leans over you and desperately kisses you, making you moan when you taste yourself on her tongue while she starts grinding her hips into yours, groaning at the wetness she still feels on you. You don’t even realise what she’s doing, as you’re too drunk on her taste and still recovering from the orgasm she just made you reach, so you suddenly find yourself with your leg pressed hard against your front and Nat sitting on the other one.

When you feel her desperate need, you try to guide her hips higher and, as her center hovers above yours, you take a hold on her hair, pull her down and whisper in her ear “make me yours, please baby, I need you to fuck me so good”, making her loose all the control that she had.

As soon as she’s fully pressed against you, you let out a loud moan at the feeling of your wetness mixing and, when you see her hooded eyes take you in as she starts to move on top of you, you plead her to take you however she wants. As she moves faster and with more power, your boobs moving with your body, making her drool at the sight, she presses even harder on your leg with her hand, using it for leverage, and holds your waist so tight you know there will definitely be a bruise the next morning.

You suddenly realise that the woman you’re with, the woman you decided to commit to spending the rest of your life with, is on top of you, not just pleasing you, but getting pleasure out of you, a thought that just makes you all the more needy for her. You soon feel your second orgasm quickly approaching and, seeing you right on the edge, she leans down to lightly wrap her hand around your throat, smirking at the way you open your mouth in a silent moan, making her wetter and much closer to the edge as well.

When you start to mumble “m’cuming” over and over, she leans down and kisses you, swallowing the scream you let out when you get hit by one of the strongest waves of pleasure you’ve ever experienced. The aftershocks of your orgasm leave you limp on the bed, lovingly looking at Nat, who starts to move quicker and with more will, just to cum at the memory of you reaching your peak right before her, making her let out a loud groan in between her laboured breaths.

As she comes down from her high you lightly touch her thigh, making her look down at you looking like a full on goddess, with a thin layer of sweat on her skin, her slightly ruffled hair and her plump lips reddened from the past kisses. You love this woman so fucking much and right after pleading her to kiss you, you tell her.

“I love you so much, Tasha, I always will”, you say, making her heart melt and tell you the same. After laying there with Nat’s head on your chest, both of your breathing calming down, you feel her shift and leave the bed, making you whine at the lack of contact.

You see her laughing a bit at your reaction, but you soon change your attitude as you then see her approach the bed while wearing your favourite strapon, making her look like the hottest woman you’ve ever seen in your life.

Not wanting to waste any time, she just turns you around and lifts your ass in the air, before sucking two of her fingers to wet them and let some of her spit fall on the dildo attached to her hips.

After fingering you for a bit, getting you ready for her cock, which she’s been pumping in the mean time to thoroughly coat with slick, she leans down to whisper in your ear “get ready detka, you’re in for a long night”, before biting your earlobe and smacking your ass, as you get ready for whatever she’s about to give you.

[madnessformunson]

Double Daddy Part 4

Warnings: pregnancy, vomiting, mean girl shit, Eddie being an asshole, Robin is being the sweetest, fighting, angst

I didn’t have a a whole lot of Chrissy/Eddie/reader interaction in this one but don’t worry it’s coming 🫣

Part 5

You felt like there was no way you could finish the school day but you also know that going back home wasn’t the best option either. You decided to stick it out at school, stay low and then catch a ride home with Steve and Robin. The day was going by painfully slow. As you sat in Mrs. Click’s class, a class you unfortunately had with Eddie and Chrissy but thankfully Robin as well, you started getting a nauseous feeling in your belly. You tried focusing on your breathing but it wasn’t working. You knew it wasn’t long until you vomited. You raised your hand up and quietly cleared your throat so Mrs Click would stop rambling.

“Yes Miss Hopper? Is this important, I’m right in the middle of a lesson” Mrs Click stated as she turned to face the class instead of the chalkboard.

“Uh yeah I was hoping I could use the restroom” you said trying to force out a smile as you felt the stomach acid coming up into your throat.

“Only if you have any bathroom passes left in your notebook” she said with an annoying smile.

A bathroom pass? Really? We were all almost legal adults here.

“No I don’t but this really can’t-“ you started until Mrs. Click cut you off.

“Well unfortunately you will have to wait until the bell rings” she turned back towards the chalkboard as you heard some chuckles coming from where Chrissy was sitting. Your face got hot with anger, no way were you going to make it until the bell rang. As you continued to feel the bile from your stomach rise, you got up from your desk covering your mouth and you ran as fast as you could to the nearest bathroom. You could hear Mrs Click yelling your name as you ran out the classroom but you didn’t care, it was either get in trouble or vomit all over the floor in the room and you weren’t about to embarrass yourself any further today.

Robin came into the restroom a few moments later, your things with her as she knocked 3 times on the bathroom stall, “y/n/n? Are you there? I grabbed your stuff for you” you leaned forward, unlocking the stall door. Your face was blotchy with red and you could definitely tell you had been crying.

“Aww sweeties, it’s ok. I got your stuff and Mrs. Click said if you go to the nurse and get a note she will excuse this.” Robin said she rubbed the top of your back. Tears filled your eyes again and you sobbed to her “I told Eddie this morning that I was pregnant and he-he didn’t be-believe me”

“What? Why wouldn’t he believe you?”

“He said I’m-I’m lying, Chrissy told him that I would lie about it to get the attention off of her” you choked out.

“Well I will go talk to Muson right now! This is ridiculous, he isn’t going to get away with this” Robin was clearly upset and making her way to exit the stall before you grabbed onto her arm “forget it, Robin, if he wants to act like this let him. I thought about all my options. Joyce is going to help me make a doctor's appointment but I think I’m going to have the baby and then place him or her for adoption. Joyce has a really nice younger sister who has been trying for years to get pregnant, I can still see the baby and everything…” you said with more tears coming down.

“Is this what you want y/n?” Robin question

“It’s what’s best. For everyone that’s involved.” You stated.

Robin helped you up and escorted you to the nurses office. The nurse let you lay down and sip some Ginger ale while you waited for your dad to pick up the phone. Robin headed back to her locker to get ready for the next class when Eddie approached her.

“Uh hey Robin…” Eddie said as he twisted up the bottom on his hellfire shirt.

“Go away Edward” Robin said full of sass, as she turned to leave.

“Hold on just one second, is y/n ok?” He said as he pulled on her forearm. She turned to face him, shaking off the grip he had on her.

“Of course not Dingus, she’s embarrassed and confused… she went to you for help and you made her feel even worse” Robin was pissed. She was trying to keep her voice down since you didn’t exactly want the whole school to know about your pregnancy.

“I’m just confused alright! We always were careful, and I know she was acting strange when I started hanging around Chrissy so I just figured she was trying to get back at me somehow” Eddie looked a little defeated as he spoke.

“All I know Eddie is that I was with y/n when she took the tests, so I know for a fact she isn’t lying. I’m not sure who can say the same thing about Chrissy” Robin said as she gathered her last few things and started walking down the hallway.

Eddie just stood there even more confused than before.

A girl on the cheer team said that Chrissy called her right after she found out, he didn’t suspect she was the one lying.

Your dad showed up in the doorway of the nurses office to get you. You were almost asleep on the hard pull out cushions when you heard him walk in.

“You ready to go y/n?”

“Yeah” you said as you got up slowly pulling your backpack on.

“Um Mr.Hopper, in order for your daughter to return to school tomorrow she will need a doctor's note, school protocol” the nurse said, not looking up from files.

“Um yeah I gue-“ Hopper started before you cut him off

“I'm pregnant Nurse Gwen, not sick so I’m fine”

“Um oh ok then I’ll just add that to your chart” the nurse looked very concerned. Your dad just stood there, staring blankly at you.

“Everyone’s going to find out at some point dad, it’s gonna be pretty hard to hide it. Come on I really want to go home” you said as you yanked on your dad's arm.

You both walk out to his truck and hop in. This is the longest you have gone without fighting for days now. The ride was silent for most of it until your dad cleared his throat, “you know y/n you can’t miss every single time you get sick, you are gonna have to stick it out. You will miss plenty of school once the baby is born” the thought of that made you cringe. Not that you didn’t love the baby or want the baby, but honestly you haven’t put much thought into the after pregnancy part.

“Yeah I know dad, I won’t miss anymore. I wouldn’t want to be a failure and drop out of high school” you said as you rolled your eyes almost immediately regretting the statement.

“I didn’t mean it like that y/n and you know that. You need to start thinking of a plan. Have you told the dad yet? Whatever you guys decide to do I think it’s a good idea we all meet up and have a conversation. Just so everyone’s on the same page”

You rolled your eyes “yeah I told him dad, he doesn’t want anything to do with it”

Hopper let out a big sigh. “What happened”

“Don’t want to talk about it”

Hopper decided to let it slide just to avoid another screaming battle between the two of you.

Robin told you about her conversation with Eddie and you were a little upset with her. You didn’t want him around you, still super upset with how he treated you when you first told him your pregnancy.

As you were at your locker, feeling nauseous as ever but trying to push past it you hear whispers coming from Chrissy and her friend Amy. They were pointing and laughing at you. You had enough. You slammed your locker shut and made your way over to where Chrissy stood.

“What the hell is your problem Chrissy?” You yelled out toward her, gaining the attention of the other students.

“What, me? Nothing except the fact that you are such a good liar. Still trying to convince Eddie that you are actually pregnant with his baby when you know I am”

“We both know you are the one making it up!” You yelled as you shoved her, she fell against the locker just as Eddie was walking up.

“What the hell is going on y/n? Are you crazy!” He yelled at you as he helped Chrissy stand up. She was cradling her flat stomach acting as if you really meant to hurt her or her possible baby.

“I-I didn’t mean too, she was just talking shit about me and-“

“Save it y/n!”

“Ed-Eddie, she tried to hurt our baby, she pushed me so hard” Chrissy started to cry to the best of her abilities.

Eddie was holding Chrissy closely, checking over her to make sure no harm was done.

“I’m so scared she’ll hurt our baby Ed, she needs to stay away from us!” Chrissy cried out as a teacher came out of the classroom.

“What is going on out here? Everyone to class now!”

“Y/n went crazy and pushed me Miss!” Chrissy sobbed out.

The teacher told Eddie to take Chrissy to the nurses office and she told you to head to the principal's office.

Eddie picked up Chrissy’s bag and headed to the nurses office with her and he never even bothered to look up at you in the process.

You didn’t get in too much trouble but the office did call your dad to let him know about the “fight” and they informed him you would need to be in Detention for the rest of the week as well as write an apology to Chrissy.

Your dad wasn’t too happy to receive that phone call at work.

A few days passed. Nothing major happened, Eddie still avoiding you and was glued to Chrissy’s side. Your dad scolded you for getting into trouble yet again. Robin helped you any way she could at school and when you weren’t at school you locked yourself away in your bedroom. Listening to The Beatles as loud as you possibly could.

“Come on y/n! Joyce and the boys brought dinner, come down and spend some time with everyone!” Your dad yelled from the bottom of the stairs.

“No thanks!” You yelled back down.

“Y/N!” He yelled back.

You knew you wouldn’t win so you gave up deciding to come down and eat something.

You slowly made your way down the stairs and Joyce came around the corner to embrace you. “Oh y/n I’ve missed you dear, what’s been going on? How are you feeling?”

“Like absolute shit, thanks.” You replied.

“Y/N!” Hopper yelled through his teeth, clearly not pleased with your response. You shrugged and Joyce gently hit Hopper's arm silently telling him to knock it off.

“So did Eddie-“ Hopper started to say only to get cut off by you screaming “you blabbed Jonathan! Jesus you are so dead!” As you leaped over the table to take him down.

El used her powers to hold you back, food flying everywhere.

Jonathan sat at the table with his hands up in defense “I swear y/n I didn’t say anything to anyone!” Hopper and Joyce sit in disbelief as they watch the horror show that is happening in front of them. Will continues to eat his dinner, enjoying the show.

“Y/N HOPPER WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!” Hopper finally yelled as he came to reality.

El stopped using her powers and pushing you down onto your chair with your arms crossed.

“I was asking if Eddie talked to his uncle about coming over to look at our Furnace yet!”

“Oh” you said as you sunk into your seat a bit. “Sorry”

“You nearly killed me and all you can say is SORRY?!” Jonathan yelled in your direction, his face was beet red.

“I’m so very sorry?” You said, it came out as more of a question as you started to fill your plate with whatever food was left in the serving plates.

“What a second” Hopper said as he finished processing what happened “Eddie is the father of your baby?”

You thought it was best to not reply.

“All the times he was over here and you said not to worry because there is no way you would do anything with him was a lie? YOU DIDN'T RESPECT MY 3 INCH RULE!”

Oh he was pissed. You were in for it now. You just continued to eat, not making any eye contact with anyone at the table.

“You are in big trouble young lady and I mean big trouble”

El and Will started to giggle, trying their best to hide it. You glared in their direction.

“I don’t know how I could get into anymore trouble dad, I’m grounded from everything including my bike, I have to come home as soon as school is over and uh oh yeah I’m pregnant” you were starting to match his energy and that was never good for either of you. Or anyone near you two.

“That’s it just, just go to your room. I can’t even be around you right now” he didn’t even scream. He just looked majorly disappointed in you.

You got up from your chair and started making your way to your room before turning back to get your plate. As you held your plate, you looked down, tears flowing out of your eyes. “I’m really really sorry everyone” you sniffle as you turn and make your way up to your room.

Joyce and Hopper start cleaning up the mess. Hopper has a confused look on his face the whole time.

“I just don’t get her Joyce, the yelling is normal for her but crying like that? I haven’t seen y/n cry in years…”

“She’s going through a lot Hop, she’s super emotional and fragile right now.”

The next morning you were getting ready for school. Hopper was already yelling at you to hurry up so you would have time to eat before school.

El started to approach the door to tell you to hurry up yet again after your guy's dad begged her to try to get you going faster. She could hear you mumbling on the other side of the door

“Stupid freaking pants why won’t you zip!” You sounded super out of breath.

“Hey y/n/n it’s El” she said as she pushed the door open. She saw you laying on your back on the bed trying to suck in to zip up your pants. All different types of clothes thrown around the room.

“Woah, do you need help?” El questioned.

“No just get out, tell dad 5 more minutes I can’t find any clothes to wear he must have strunk it all in the wash”

“Ok if you say so…” El said quickly closing the door behind her so you couldn’t make a comment back.

El raced down the steps to return to her pile of waffles.

“So? El is she coming down?” Hopper said in a whisper while taking a drink of his coffee.

“Uh she said 5 more minutes, she can’t find anything to wear. She said you strunk everything in the wash”

“Oh dear I’ll go check on her” Joyce said quickly running up the steps.

“Hey y/n/n, El said you might need some help, everything ok?” Joyce said as she knocked on the door.

You flew the door open as tears went down your face, “I can’t get any of these stupid pants to zip up!”

“Well sweetie, that is what happens. Here, look I got you a book so you can read about how the baby is changing every week and how your body will react to those changes, I figured it would help.” She says the book down on your desk and you rolled your eyes.

“Maybe try something with a stretchy waistband dear, you know since your dad shrunk all your clothes” she said as she winked and left the room.

You finally found a pair of pants that fit and a loose tee shirt. You made your way down the stairs to head out the door.

“There she is, ready to go y/n?” Jonthan said.

“Yeah I guess. Hey dad?” You said turning to face him and he looked up at you.

“Uh I’m like really bloated. Can you buy me some new pants?”

“Um aren’t you pregnant?” Will said joining in the conversation. You glared at his direction and he shrunk down in the seat.

“Honey if you want new pants you’ll have to use your own money, you have a job” Hopper said to try to get your attention off of Will’s comment.

“I am not spending my money on fat pants” you mumbled as you walked out the door.

Hopper and Joyce couldn’t help but chuckle a bit at the situation.

[buggxd]

RORY KEANER X GN! READER

The reader in the story is gender neutral soo yeah this is rly bad I wrote this when I was half asleep soo yeah :0 ALSO this was longer than expected ☠️☠️

I’m making this at 5 am and it’s ass I’m bored and can’t find anymore Rory fics on here or Wattpad or even ao3 soo yeah. Also kinda off topic but his hair is so cute in the movie🫶

Summary Ig: Rory has a crush you and gains enough courage to tell you how he feels with a letter.(THERE IS A TIME SKIP WITH HIS AGE BUT THIS IS A FLUFF!!)

Rory and you had been friends since grade school you’re both now in your sophomore year and he’s slowly been growing a crush on you for about a year or two now quite a while he honestly thought it would go away like every other crush he’s had but it hasn’t he really feels like he’s grown a connection with you.The two of you are really close you always hang out and cheer him up when Benny and Ethan don’t wanna hang with him or when he’s feeling down and he does the same with you, Your both always there for each other. He’s been feeling more attracted to you lately the way your hair bounces when you walk or your hand when it brushing against his fingers as you both walk to each of your classes or the way your leg touches his when you sit with him at lunch or the way you meet him every morning and smile or hug him tightly before taking the bus home or the way you call him late at night just to talk about the most random things he can go on forever thinking of all the things he absolutely loves about you and the things you do, He honestly feels as if he needs to tell you his feelings towards you. It was Sunday around 3:23pm and Rory was thinking of how he was gonna confess to you he thought of a couple different ways like texting you,telling you on the phone, telling you in person and meeting up before or after school or even on the weekend but he finally thought of something that would help him fully express himself using his words, he was gonna give you a note! He was gonna write how he felt about you and then get an envelope and draw hearts and stuff on it and then he could just get to school early and leave it in your locker. He got his school binder a blue pen and crayola markers he started to write down all the things he likes about you, or well most of the things and then he started to draw little random things on the bottom half where there was already 5 lines left he drew cats Hearts stars smiley faces and a ton of random things and then drew you and him as little stick figures holding hands once he finished he folded the paper and got a baby pink envelope and put the note inside and wrote “to:y/n from: Rory AKA R-dog!:)” He glued a paper heart the was a pretty red color to seal the envelope and neatly in one of his backpack pockets being careful not to crumble it at all after he zipped up his backpack and started to play some random video game to pass time until he eventually fell asleep. The next day he woke up extra early and made his way to school there were maybe four to 6 people roaming the halls he made his way to your locker which was conveniently next to yours he took the envelope and tried to slip it into your locker through the hole/slit (idk wut their called?? If they have a name) he looked around the halls making sure no one was in there and tried to get it in again he finally got it after struggling for quite a bit after he was done he went to go find Benny and Ethan to tell them his plan but waited a bit since he got to school a little too early After finding the two brunette boys and telling them his idea Benny and Ethan stayed quiet for a second and then they started to laugh Rory went from a smile to a slightly annoyed face “what?! Why are you guys laughing?!?” He asked half annoyed half embarrassed “she DEFINITELY doesn’t like you back man” Benny said “yeah her with you?! She probably like you like a brother type friend y’know?” Ethan said slightly out of breath “C’mon guys she DEFINITELY is into ME!!” Rory said sounding for embarrassed and sad this time “yeah sure ‘r-dog’” Benny said laughing a little and emphasizing on Rory’s nickname “forget it!” Rory said annoyed and walked to his locker and saw you already had opened the letter and we’re smiling ear to ear with the darkest shade of pink on your face while reading it he walked away slightly nervous to approach you he ended up walking into the bathroom. Soon the bell rang and you made your way to your 1st period class along with other students you walked in and saw Rory sitting in the spot next to your usual seat.

You smiled at him and sat down class was going by painfully slow your 1st period was math and you had a sub and the class working on a stupidly easy math packet for extra credit it had about 4pages and you finished mid way/almost the end of class you had seen Rory was struggling so you gave him you packet and he gladly copied once he was done you asked him to turn in both of the packets he did as you asked while he was turning them in you pulled out your notebook and a pink ballpoint pen and started to doodle random things onto the paper and when he came back at peeked over and complimented you’re mini doodles “hey y/n/n can I borrow a pen?” Rory asked you nodded with a slight smile as you reached into your bag and pulled out a blue,green and red ball point pen and placed them down on the desk you both drew on the paper and you had an idea you tore a little piece of a different paper and wrote ‘I like u 2 :)’ with your pink pen and drew you and Rory as stick figures holding hands and drew hearts around them you had leaned your head over the desk so your hair and shadow was blocking the pierce of paper once you finished you folded it and waited til the bell rang to hand it to him once you did he read it immediately and his face felt so warm and he felt all nice and fuzzy inside.

TIME SKIP TO LUNCH!!

Rory got his lunch and sat with you the two of you talked and ate your food and all of a sudden Rory said in a soft happy voice”sooo.. you like me?” You looked at him “yeah” there was some silence before the blond boy spoke again “wannagooutwithme” he said all in one breath “of course!!” You said a little too loud out of excitement he schooled closer and the two of you held hand and talked til lunch was over, Throughout the rest of the day the two of you were super close holding hands giggling and blushing and overall being one of those cheesy couples but neither of you cared.

I HATE THIS SM BUT IM RLY BORED AND THIS TOOK SUPER LONG AND IDEK HOW TO END A ONESHOT TBH OR FF OR ANYTHING☠️ ANYWAYS YEAH UM THIS PROBS SUCKS LIKE RLY BAD BIT WHATEVER IG ANYWAYS UM BYE IG ?!?!XP

[kalliyen]

Kas!Eddie Munson HCs

For my favorite girl @iconicsunny <3 hope you enjoy this babes

Pairing: Eddie Munson x GN!Reader

Genre: Fluff & Crack

Pronouns: Not specified

Warnings: Not much idk tell me if I missed any

Disclaimer: Only a work of fiction! I do not own Eddie Munson or Stranger Things.

Word Count: idk lmao to lazy too count

ꕤ Y/N Suspension level 💯%

• You we’re getting suspicious of your boyfriend, Eddie Munson, these days..

• Why? Oh I dunoo maybe because he’s getting distant? And refuses to smile around you?? Also because maybe he never wants you around anymore??????

• Eddie Munson? Nah, Eddie Munsussy

• AHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry that was really bad

• You were getting real nervous too because your friends said if ur bf is distant he wants to b word you

• Break-up guys I meant break-up

• You were NOT about to let go of your bf s u played investigator

ꕤ Y/N decides to get to the bottom of this! 🕵️‍♀️🕵️‍♀️

• Hmmm…how were you going to force answers out of your boyfriend…

• Oh yeah by literally kabedon-ing the guy in his own house yeah

• Great thinking Y/N such a big brain moment 🙄

• Anyways you corner him IN HIS ROOM and start flooding him with a bunch of questions. Calmly.

• “Eddie..” “Yes..?-“ “WHY HAVE YOU BEEN AVOIDING ME ALL WEEK? ARE YOU OKAY? ARE WE OKAY? ARE YOU HURT? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG ARE YOU MAD AT ME? PLEASE DON’T BE MAD AT ME WHATEVER I DID I’M SORRY JUST PELASE DON’”

• He shuts you up with a kiss

• Sly mf 😒

• Eddie knew he couldn’t avoid keeping the secret anymore so he just caved in and told you everything

ꕤ “Tell, me Eddie, the truth. What’s going on?”

• So yeah as I said he tells you everything

• You’re a bit in shock, no screw that, your in total shock

• Because how??? What??? When??? And why is he only telling you this now??

• HE ALSO DRANK BLOOD WHAT?!

• Eddie canibal era slay /j

• When he shows you his cute lil fangs all you confusion washes away tho

• “AWWW WAIT EDDIE THEY’RE SO ADORABLEEE”

• Gets all flustered and shit and goes “Y/N stoppp ur so embarrassing 😣👉👈”

• Bro secretly loves it tho don’t even try to act all annoyed and blushy Edward

• From then on you’ve bestowed upon him the nickname…

• Fang Boy

• He loves it don’t get him wrong but it’s kinda embarrassing when ur out on like a date or something and you call him shout “MY CUTE FANG BOY ❤️❤️” for the whole world to hear

• Yeah shout it louder Y/N maybe the damn Russians didn’t hear you yet

ꕤ Getting used to Kas!Eddie

• It wasn’t really hard to get used to Kas Eddie

• He was still ur bf 🤷‍♀️

• + All that Kas Pizazz

• One day you were curious and asked him “babe can you turn me into a vampire too”

• Looks at you like you’ve lost your mind and then morphs into one of mischief

• “MmmMmmMMM nah babe sorry I can’t”

• “Aw 😔☹️”

• “it’s alright babe..here let’s just cuddle yeah? Will that suffice?”

• maybe u guys cuddled the whole day but like pfftt who cares amiritie

Uhhh

That’s all ig hope y’all like this <33 this was really random LMAOOO so so sorry Eddie is too OOC or a bit off my deepest apologies <33

+ first stranger things fic yay

[mel0000]

My top BL-Series Of 2022

Hello my fellow Bl-fans. The girls/ gays and theys obviously won this year, so let’s look back on our blessings 😃

I’m not spoiling anything or I’m trying not to, let’s go 🚶🏻‍♀️

1. KinnPorsche

This doesn��t come surprising, does it? I remember how I lived week to week back then and the mafia topic was still kind of new and oh so exciting. Enough sexyness, earnestness and humour gave this series a well rounded outcome. There were still holes in the plot here and there but where weren‘t any this year? Let‘s move on. (Waiting for season 2)

2. Semantic Error

My god, these two held me by my throat in the beginning of this year, you couldn‘t help but immediately fall in love with them. It was a successful series and I hope Jaechan and Seoham will do another project in the future, but I don’t think so as of now.

3. Young Royals 2

Another Wilmon gold piece produced, which plot went smooth and showed progress over the episodes. It’s still very short for such an amazing piece and I miss Wilmon almost all of the time, but I‘ll gladly wait for season 3.

4. The Eclipse

The portraying of strong queers went WILD with this one. How Akk got weak in the knees because of Ayan had me gushing over them every week. The plot is lacking a little tho since some points weren’t finished/ worked on properly and Thua..no, just no. Neo looked so dann handsome in his role though and did such a good job with Louis!

5. Between Us

It‘s not finished yet and the plot seems to move too slow atm, but boy, Win is the consent king of this year and is doing the work for every bl character this year that couldn’t do the bare minimum. *COUGH*LITA*COUGH*

We also got a P‘Deeaan~ and the UWMA throwback is nice and so well done from this perspective.

6. Cutie Pie

Nunew and Zee feeding the sub bottom/ dom top fetish/ height difference fetish well 😂 I didn’t like the bff side couple that much and sometimes the corny plot was too much, but the acting was well done.

7. My School President

I can’t believe either that this is in my list already BUT IT IS MAKING ME FEEL THINGS THAT COME CLOSE TO THE THINGS I FELT WHILE WATCHING BAD BUDDY. It is super cute now, not like you think at the beginning and I can’t wait for a new episode. The fandom posts here on Tumblr are also 😘👌🏻

8. Never Let Me Go

This one is also here already. Can’t say much except for the acting that has improved for both Pond and especially Phuwin, my little guy grew up.

9. Blueming

One of the best k-bls this year, hands down. Story, aesthetics, just everything.

10. 180 Degrees Longitude Passes Through Us

"You ask me what I‘m thinking about, I tell you that I’m thinking about whatever you’re thinking about“ it’s DADDY ISSUES, everyone! We all needed a series like this. It was slow-paced and kind of clickbait, but the aesthetic shots made up for that. Nothing made up for the one of a hell annoying mother tho. I also didn’t know any of the actors before even though they seem quite famous.

Very honorable mentions:

Plus And Minus (best Taiwanese bl, still not over the cameo)

Star In My Mind (the Joong-flavour)

My Only 12% (good worked out plot, good acting, angsty season)

Enchanté (the end omg 🤦🏻‍♀️, Force is one handsome dude)

Old Fashion Cupcake & Mr. Unlucky Has No Choice (best of Japan this year)

My Secret Love (preferred the second couple)

Cherry Magic The Movie (😍 I missed them and WEDDIIIIING)

Big Dragon (…they could improve the plot for season 2)

Love Mechanics (the kinda non-con at the end turned me off and it wasn’t my favourite story to begin with)

Eternal Yesterday (I should‘ve watched the trailer, I didn’t expect THAT 😂 but it was still good)

To My Star 2 (at first I thought we didn’t need the angst, but we kind of did)

Vice Versa (good story, mediocre acting, not my favorite couple except for the lesbians 😏)

Cupid’s Last Wish (…we didn’t need that, but EarthMix we did)

Kissable lips (I’m happy that the actors still work together, but it was mediocre)

About Youth (can’t remember anything, but it was good 😶)

My Tooth Your Love (cute and the couples slayed)

Magic Of Zero (🥹 EarthMix and MilkLove)

Secret Crush On You (super corny and mediocre acting, but the topics they handled and how they handled them!! Rare occasion)

The Tuxedo (pretty actors and an okay plot)

The Miracle Of Teddy Bear (not my cup of tea, but I’m happy it was kinda famous in Thailand)

Not so honorable mentions:

Minato’s Laundromat (did turn me off and also non-con)

A Man Who Defies The World Of BL 2 (it was probably decent, but I can’t remember one second of it 😫, I’m getting old)

Ocean Likes Me (cute and HOLLAND💓💓💓💓💗 but we didn’t need that)

Cherry Blossoms After Winter (the non-con destroyed it)

Our Days (I don’t know what the person ate that made the plot go this way)

Check Out (we all know why this is here, I can watch porn instead, thanks)

Close Friend 2 (oh we didn’t need that as well)

Love In The Air (kinda non-con and Mame can’t live without rape in a plot, sorry not sorry)

Oh!My Sunshine Night ( I started this series and stopped after two episodes since it was boring, sorry OhmFluke)

War Of Y (started off good, but went downhill pretty fast. Been skipping the last few weeks through the episodes)

Love Victor 3 (not sure where to put this honestly. I loved 1&2, but this was a back and forth, which is normal for teenagers, but I think this wasn’t it for me)

Mr. Cinderella (finally a Vietnamese bl, but not my cup of tea)

Heartstopper (kinda overhyped, plot didn’t get me, boring 😶)

Note at the end: Look how far we’ve come! It’s sad bl’s with lots of sex scenes get the most attention, I recommend everyone to just watch porn if you’re thinking a series/ movie is bad/ not enough because there is not enough bed sports displayed. If you’re an adult, you must know there are relationships that aren’t only in for the sex. (Since I’ve seen enough people saying you’re not a couple when you’re not having sex, BULLSHIT YOU F***ING CHILDREN)

Thanks for coming to my rant. Let’s hope for a better 2023!

[yoooespinosa]

could you please write a draco x reader fic, where the reader is hopelessly in love with draco, and she's not afraid to show it. but draco doesn't feel the same. and draco being draco, he rejects the reader with no remorse. then when the reader finally comes to the realization that she deserves better, she started seeing new people (not necessarily dating, but more like talking), then that's when draco feels a bit jealous now that the reader isn't all over him anymore. the rest is up to you, love! just something really angsty, you could end it in any way you'd like.

also, sidenote. you're an amazing writer and i love you!!

a/n: Thank you for your request! ily <3

To say you had a crush on Draco Malfoy, was an understatement.

You couldn't help it, you couldn't just stop the feelings you developed every time he came around.

When he walked into the room it was butterflies breaking out of their cage, palms growing sweaty and your heart racing so fast you were scared you'd be able to see its indentions.

It was scary at first, to have such feelings at only thirteen years old. So you did your best to ignore them. You did your best to stay out of his way.

That only worked for so long.

When you are friends with Draco and the people that surround him, it becomes very hard to stay out of his path.

So it was only inevitable that your crush on him would become so much more. Especially as the years went on.

He hadn't made it much easier. Sometimes you felt as if, maybe, he returned your feelings. How could you think otherwise? With the way he walked with you to class, carried your books at times and spent time with you. Just you. Alone.

How could you not fall in love with him.

With all that simmering in you, you finally let it out. You made your affections obvious, not afraid to show Draco how you felt for him. You had thought it was welcomed. You thought that the feelings would be returned.

It seemed as though he could only tolerate you for so long. Yes, that was the right word for it, the only thing he had for you was toleration.

Your shoes sounded on the stone under you, on your way to the Slytherin common room. You had just got out of detention with professor Snape. You suppose it was well deserved, you had seen Draco almost put the wrong ingredient in his potion, so you being you had wandered to his table and helped him, much to Snapes dismay.

Whispering the password, you made your way through the dim passage. Chattering of people from all years and faint laughter was heard all around.

You spotted your friends right away, seated by the green flamed fireplace, as usual.

"She just can't take a hint." You heard Draco grumble, you paused your steps, you didn't mean to eavesdrop but it seemed as if your feet had a mind of its own.

"Wait," Blaise closes the book he had in his hold. "who are we talking about again?"

Pansy sighs, seeming they had been on the topic for some time. "We're talking about y/n."

Your brows furrow. Going back to the first thing you heard Draco say, she just can't take a hint, what was that supposed to mean. What hint?

"Why can't you just tell her how you feel?" Theo adds, his voice is laced with annoyance, maybe this isn't the first time they've talked about this.

"I thought how I felt would be obvious enough, without having to say anything." He huffs.

"Well," Theo sighs. "apparently not."

You were becoming anxious. What were they talking about and what exactly was Draco feeling? There was streak of hope in you, maybe he'd confess right here that he felt the same.

"What do you suggest I say then, oh-wise-one?" Draco asks teasingly.

"Easy, just say exactly what you tell us." He clears his throat dramatically, adopting a mock version of his voice, "Y/n, you have to be one of the most annoying girls, I have ever had the dissatisfaction of meeting. Please, oh please take the hint and leave me alone because these attempts at getting at me are getting more pathetic each time." He finishes with a clumsy curtsy.

The other Slytherins try to stifle their laughs.

You hadn't even noticed the gasp that escaped your throat until four heads turned to your direction.

"Y/n, I didn't kn-" You cut of Theo's words and apologetic stare.

"Is that true?" You ask Draco, your voice low, laced with hurt. Your nose was stinging and your bottom lip hung heavy, but you refused to cry in front of them. You wouldn't give them another weakness to laugh about.

Draco managed to keep his face blank, no emotions shining through. He shrugged, "Pretty much summed it up."

You almost flinched. He didn't even care about the hurt those words brought you.

You left without a look back. Leaving behind your friends call of your name. They weren't the ones you wanted an apology from. They had known how much you felt for him and didn't even bother telling you that it was definitely not mutual. They even laughed, like it was a joke, like your heart was a comedic topic.

The cold air hit your face, freezing against the tear stain tracks. You sat on a lone stone bench in the court yard, letting those tears make a home on your cheeks.

It wasn't obvious--his dislike to you. If it was, you would have gave up long ago. But a part of you felt that there was hope and you had chased after that.

Why couldn't he have just told you when you first let your affections known, it seemed that he had encouraged it back then, with lingering touches and soft smiles.

Looking back now, you notice that those advantages had slowly disappeared. You had been too caught up in his silky hair, those gray eyes filled with mirth and mischief, his angular face with high bones that no one could compare to, that you hadn't notice everything was unrequited.

A sick part of you even felt honored to have your heart broken in the hold of his beautiful hands, the part that saw him do no wrong.

Maybe that was the first problem, you put him on a pedestal, so high up you weren't able to see anything negative of him. You weren't able to see his cruel reality of his feelings towards you.

And he didn't even seem sorry. He didn't even look bothered by the damage of his words.

You were so nice and considerate to him. You would support him at every quidditch game, cheer the loudest even when he lost. You bought him presents for every one of his birthdays and even Christmas, each one sentimental and thoughtful. You had comforted him when he got those letters, that he despised, from his father. You had voiced encouragements when he showed a little tell sign of his insecurities. You had been there for him.

And he treats you like this, like you can be so easily dismissed. You didn't deserve that, you didn't deserve to be called pathetic for having normal feelings and then being laughed at for it.

The longer you sat on that cold bench, the angrier you got. A bitter feeling growing in your stomach, melting away those knots.

You wasted all this time and effort on some guy who didn't even deserve it, some guy who didn't appreciate you. It wasn't fair.

"Hey, you okay?" A familiar voice sounded through your revelations.

You looked up and met green eyes framed with circular glasses.

"Yeah. I was just thinking." You mumbled, the bitter taste was stuck on your tongue, you wanted rid of it.

"Mind if I sit and think with you?" Harry asked, he was nervously scratching the back of his neck, smiling warmly at you.

You offered him a smile, welcoming his genuineness. "Go ahead."

He sat there with you for hours. Surrounded by the sound of wind. It was nice and comfortable. The bitter feeling leaving you completely. You were content now, even if you could still feel the ache in your arms from holding onto Draco for so long.

Weeks had passed. Weeks of no signs of you. The first week Draco hadn't been worried, a little curious, but that was all. The longer it went on though, he became a little more than curious. Not because he cared, cause he didn't, just that if something happened to you, it would be his fault. His rejection was the reason you ran off like a fool to who knows where.

Which is the only reason he went looking for you. He already got a lot of shit from the others, he didn't need more problems stacking up.

He checked all of your favorite places. Starting with that tree down by the black lake that you enjoyed to lean on and watch the sun go down, the sunset wasn't near so he should've known you would not have been there.

He then went to the gardens, there was a bench there that was next to a small pond. It was filled with odd creatures and was home to your favorite flowers, lotus's. You weren't there either.

Lastly, he went to a certain abandoned hall. You had to be there. You went there to be alone with your thoughts, you had taken him with you there a few times. There was a big window there with a thick ledge, streams of sunlight beamed through and tiny rainbows would reflect on the opposite wall due to the cracks on said window.

He heard you before he saw you. A soft laugh reverberating through the empty hall, a laugh he had always found annoying. Hearing it now though, just made him want to get closer to you.

So he did, walking with light footsteps. He froze, you were not alone. Sitting there in the space he once accompanied, was Harry fucking Potter. What kind of sick joke was this?

Why were you sitting with him? And does that mean you just laughed at something he said?

Your laugh sounded through again, once piercing now melodic. It was a bitter feeling, Potter shouldn't have the honor of dragging that sound out of you, he shouldn't even witness it.

Draco left the hall before either of you saw him, he needed to get himself in check.

More weeks passed. Weeks of you hanging out with Potter. You were doing things with him that you had done with Draco.

It was on purpose, you had to be doing it on purpose. You were simply trying to make him jealous and it was annoyingly working.

But how could you be doing that when you didn't even look back to see a reaction.

Draco didn't know what to think. He didn't even know what to feel, or more like let himself feel. Something had changed in the weeks you were away from him.

A revelation of sorts. He missed you. Missed what you would do for him. He regretted what he said and what he never had the chance to say. Because maybe deep down those feelings had been returned, but he was just too stubborn to show.

And now he's seeing you realizing that you deserve more than blurred lines and assumptions. And he's realizing maybe Potter is that more that you deserve.

Draco doesn't like that one bit, he can't even stomach the thought. So he promises to himself that he will do everything in his power to win you back. Even if that means saying that he was sorry and admitting that he was in the wrong, something he's never had to do before.

But if that makes you his again and gets you away from Potter, then its worth it.

Part 2

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hello scratch my angst request, i see you are as big of a Punz simp as i am so i am here to feed ur brain.

I’m not good with writing scenarios, but imagine Punz trying to give you soft love. Soft sex to show you that he cares a lot about you, to show how much he loves and adores you. But the reader, gender neutral if possible, can’t stand the thought of things being slow and steady when they’re in such a needy state of mind after being worked up all day long. So they spit the “stop holding back and fuck me already” or something along those lines. And yk. The rest is up to you. Or another scenario but I’m not quite sure how to word it other than the sentence “You’re still horny? Did I not fuck you hard enough last night?” -🩰

🩰 anon you always have the best ideas. this one is literally so hot & im punz brainrotting rn so perfect time. TY! (also I can still write your angst request if you want just let me know <3)

gentle.

(punz x reader)

(cw: smut, choking, unprotected sex, mdni.)

most of the time, punz was the gentlest boyfriend with nothing to offer, but soft touches and kind praises. he treated you as though you were made of glass— fearing if he moved too quickly you’d crumble between the cracks of his fingers.

today, like most others proved that true. punz laid you on his bed, quick to get your clothes off, in order to admire your plush body. he examined you with admiration.

he leaned down with slow movements, lips trailing from the bottom of your torso to the underside of you jaw. he fluttered small touches across your thighs, but you wanted nothing more than to be used.

you wished for him to grow needy and speed up his movements, to roughly grab your hips and slam himself into you at a ruthless pace, but alas he continued on as he was.

you didn’t mind the gentleness. in fact you preferred it, but your core was aching for relief after watching him all day. you’d worked yourself up for hours, listening to his small annoyed grunts as he streamed, watching his delicate hands flick over his keyboard. you wanted nothing more than those timid fingers around you neck.

his lips met yours in a needy, but slow kiss. your gaze flickered over his face, only to catch the view of his pinched eyebrows. your knees snapped together with a soft moan at the sight. his face was already riddled with pleasure, and you couldn’t take anymore waiting.

grabbing his jaw, you spoke urgently, your voice lightly shaking. “punz I need you inside me so bad— please just fuck me.”

you watched as his whole demeanor shifted. he was shocked, but of course he didn’t object. like the flip of a switch his touches became rough and demanding, almost as if embodying a different person.

he threw his own clothes off with speed, his hand immediately reaching for your throat, raising your back slightly off the mattress.

he didn’t bother with a condom, wanting to feel every part of you. punz was growing as needy as you were, desperate to feel you around him.

he let go of your neck, his hands now roughly clasped against your hips. his touch burned, but it’s exactly what you wanted as you felt him slam into you.

a small gasp left both of your lips in unison, the sound nearly causing you to buckle. he left to time for adjustment before rocking back into you at an unfathomable pace.

he bottomed out with each thrust, his hips meeting yours, second after second.

your mind was hazy and your whole body felt like mush, with the exception of your core. all you could focus on was the feeling of him inside you— able to make out each vein on his cock.

both of your moans grew louder, and despite you not thinking it was possible, his thrust sped up as he chased his release.

you felt yourself dancing over your own edge, begging between each breath to be allowed to cum, which of course he complied.

with gasps and murmured profanities both of you released onto one another, punz nearly collapsing on top of you.

he watched his cock twitch inside of you as he attempted to catch his own breath, the sight nearly rilling him up once more.

moments passed of the two of your trying to regain a sense of your surroundings, before he finally broke the silence.

“I didn’t hurt you did I?” you smiled gently to yourself, as it was possibly the most him question he could’ve asked.

“you did perfect.”

[gaysimpsstuff]

BNHA Characters + Their Biggest Kinks

PT 2 Here

PT 3 Here

Genre: smut, obviously

Warnings: NSFW themes, hard kinks, BDSM kinks, lots and lots and weird kinks

Other: felt horny, wrote this

NSFW Taglist: @smolchildfangirl @combat-wombatus @mandalorian-baby-bird @waffleareniceandfluffy

Characters: Hawks, Bakugou, Dabi, Shigaraki

Keigo Takami/ Hawks-

Authority Kink- mans has spent his entire life being bossed around, he needs you to submit to him completely and without question. Call him ‘sir’ and he’ll melt. When he’s in this mood, there’s no room for brattyness. Just bend over and let sir take his stress out on you.

Wing Kink- Pretty self-explanatory. The underside of a bird’s wings are very sensitive, and get them horny in no time. Same thing with his back, one when you were cuddling, you were playing with his wings and massaging his back, and you noticed he had his face hidden and he was breathing kind of heavily. It was an embarrassing situation to explain...

Breeding- This one comes more into play during Nesting Season, he just has you pinned down and just keeps going and going and going, trying to fill you up with his babies even if you want get pregnant. You’ll always be his little breeding slut. Even better if you have a bird or lizard quirk and you lay eggs (infertile usually). Even with a male reader he’d want to ‘breed.’

Pegging- He likes to bottom sometimes, so that he can whine and cry and beg and be a good boy for his y/n. Expect him to come home from work feeling more tired than stressed. Total pillow princess. He needs you to fuck him into the mattress so hard that he’s only flying tomorrow.

Praise/body Worship- This goes both ways. You’re his everything, and he wants to make sure you’re aware of how much he appreciates you, but he’s so insecurities that he needs it in return. Soft, teasing touches, whispered I love yous, doing so wells, my pretty baby, go a long way for this man.

Dirty Talk- he wants you to know just what he’s going to do to you, how he’s going to fill you up so good, make you need him and his cock, make you cry for him to keep going, beg for his cum. Even when he’s on bottom, he’s babbling and whining. You can’t get this man to shut the fuck up. It can get annoying at times.

Bath/shower sex- this plays more into his bird instincts. Bathing/ cleaning oneself usually gets birds horny. They usually preen prior to mating season so look out for that. There’s just something about ducking you in his bathtub (jacuzzi) that gets him going like nothing else.

Katsuki Bakugou/ Dynamight-

Switch- this man will present as a top, but he has absolutely nothing against getting manhandled and having the life fucked out of him. Just so long as he can do the same to you. Fuck him rough and good and then take his revenge tomorrow.

Rigger- after all he’s been through, he does not wanna be tied up at all. But he has no problem with handcuffing you or wrapping your pretty body up in Shibari and watching you struggle against them. Will totally tease you the whole time.

Gags- You’re still talking? You need to shut the fuck up. Or else you’ve got something keeping your mouth shut. Tape, underwear in mouth, his hand or fingers, or an actual gag. Loves your muffled sounds when he asks you a question. “Want me to keep going? You gotta say so. Aw I didn’t hear anything so I guess you want me to stop...”

Dirty Talk- Just like Hawks, he can’t keep his mouth shut. But this one is spilling the dirtiest filth you’ll ever hear. Plays into a minor corruption kink. Wants you to repeat it all back to him. On the flip side, gets so flustered when you talk dirty to him. Whining about how you’re a pervert, but just ignore him, he’s hard as shit right now.

Dacryphilia- All those years of Deku crying and you think he wouldn’t have a crying kink? Thinks your tears are so beautiful, might even lick them off your face. “Aww, look at you~ crying for my fuckin cock.” Don’t be weirded out if he licks them off your face. He also cries during sex, though. It’s just too fucking good and he hasn’t had a good cry in a while. Tease him about it and he’ll hide his face, but praise him for it and he’ll cry even harder.

Praise- This man shouts enough degradations outside the bedroom, he wants sex to be different from everything else. Gets a little embarrassed first time he praises you, but if you look at him with those shy eyes and a quivering lip, he’s just gonna keep loading it on. He also wants to be praised, both out of insecurities and superiority. When he’s bottoming just repeat how amazing he’s doing, how no one else is as pretty as him. When he’s on top, he still needs you to be praising him. Tell him how good his cock feels, how he’s gonna make you cum, how no one else fucks you as good as him.

Impact Play- mostly spanking. Uses his quirk. He loves it when your skin forms a light burn in the shape of his hand. Spanks you even if his handprints don’t show up on your skin. He needs it to, just keep smacking his stomach and thighs with a paddle until he’s sobbing.

Touya Todoroki/ Dabi-

Degradation/ Brat Taming- Starting off with the roughness with this guy. These two go hand in hand for Dabi, you need to know where you belong. Underneath him, begging and crying for his cock, his mercy, anything. You need to understand your only purpose is to service him, moan for him, and be his little personal cumdump.

Hard Dom- he won’t go easy on you, no matter what, you’re not getting it sweet or easy. It’s always going to be rough, fast, and difficult. Just try and complain.

Size kink- We all know this man is hung like a donkey, too big to handle. Loves it when you’re trying to suck him off and can’t even get down halfway. Even better when he’s pushing in, and can’t get further than six inches in. Just laughs at how “your cute little hole can’t take my fat cock can it, baby?”

Sadism- Pretty obvious, he likes hurting you. Knives? He’s got plenty. Fire? More relunctant but sure. Impact play? Yes sir. Loves seeing you cry and you babble about how much it hurts. His favorite thing is to write his name on your back with light burns that usually fade in a week or so. Always takes care of your injuries afterwords.

Bondage- Can’t have his little baby trying to touch themself can he? Can’t have his darling trying to escape from him, can he? No no, you’re better off tied to the bed, taking everything he gives you like a good little slut.

Sensory Deprivation- He wants you waiting, dreading maybe, anticipating, his next moves. You don’t know where he’ll touch you, what he’s saying, and you can’t do anything to stop it.

Corruption- He has a thing for people who seem innocent, and he wants to corrupt that innocence. To everyone else, you’re naive, doe-eyed, and probably can’t do anything for yourself. He’s going to change all of that. Bonus points if you’re actually fully capable and he morphs into a co-dependant mess. This man is all Yandere nothing else.

Teasing/ edging- Loves working you up to the grand finale, then pushing you back to the first scene. You’ll never forget his laughter as you beg him for your orgasms. You’ll be lucky if he lets you cum at all. He’ll humiliate the fuck out of you for your pitiful begging.

Tomura Shigaraki/ Symbol of Terror

Mommy/Daddy/Renny (Renny is the gender neutral term for Mommy/Daddy)- This man will call you whatever you want, but this is his go-to nickname for you. You’re taking care of him in and out of the bedroom, at least until he matures.

Switch- Up until he matures, your on top of him the whole time. Loves it when you’re in control, but after certain events in the manga and anime, he starts to gain an apprentice for being on top, although being so unused to it, he has a lot less kinks for being on top than on bottom.

Pegging- self-explanatory. He was always afraid of disintegrating his dick, and anal stimulation meant most of his fingers were pointed away from his body while only two or three were touching his skin. Safer. Now he’s got a huge appreciation for anal play, anytime you see him naked, he probably has a butt plug in.

Pet-Play- he’s your dumb little puppy, okay? Treat him like a bitchy little animal and he’ll do whatever you want. Feel free and drag him around on a leash or feed him food out of a bowl on the ground.

Feet- he doesn’t know why, but your feet are such a fucking turn on. Whether you’re wearing combat boots with spikes, fancy heels with a flower on them, or normal tennis shoes. Socks, thigh-highs and tights? Man is already begging. Just step on him and give him a foot job already! He’s begging, come on!

Water sports- kind of gross, skip this one if it’s gross for you (it is for me but for some reason I’m writing about it) but it’s something he appreciates more as a top than a bottom. Controlling when you go to the bathroom, giving you so many drinks, watching you squirm, begging and crying for him to let you relieve yourself, only to piss yourself. And when you do that, he’s on his knees in front of you, drinking it. Loves how embarrassed you get. Says “anything you make is always gonna be the best” while licking his lips.

CNC- something he enjoys as a top or a bottom. Skip this one if it’s weird or wrong to you, or a trigger. Always pre-planned with a safe word and everything, but he always pretends it’s real. Something about you or him not having a choice, being forced to take whatever the other gives them, begging for it all to stop but being betrayed by your body, it all just drives him crazy.

S&M- Doesnt care of he’s the S or M. He just loves pain. Crying when you spank or slap him, watching you scream as he cuts his name onto you.