#also bc i was talking about a faculty member and was like ‘everybody hates her’ and he was like
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god is everyone in my family allergic to fucking normal conversation?? what the fuck??
#i don’t need every conversation to be a lesson#i just wanted support?? or acknowledgement??#my dad: asks how my day went#me: tells him#him: has a full weird conversation about how tf should he know i’m using a hyperbole?? he takes everything at face value!#which is 1. not true in almost any other case#2. like?? god just say what you fucking mean???#also bc i was talking about a faculty member and was like ‘everybody hates her’ and he was like#‘well wow i’m just going to assume that’s entirely correct and you all despise her’ which is fair but then he was like#‘this one line is very important to your story methinks’ and made the whole thing about like mutual respect and also the use of language#when having a conversation#and he always fucking does this when i talk to him#he always goes like ‘think of how i might take that’ and i’m like ok but i am talking with you#and i fucking know how you take things i based my whole fucking survival around it for like 14 years#i don’t need a lesson in how to talk to people especially from someone who rarely leaves the fucking house and says shit like#‘well i hope all of kentucky drowns in their floods’#YOU do not get to tell ME ‘be more careful with your words’#i just fucking wanted him to say ‘wow that sounds shitty’ and move on#my parents stop trying to parent challenge#you didn’t do it for most of my life you do NOT get to start now#the ‘well i just want to get to know you better’ god fuck off i don’t want you to know me! i don’t trust you to know me!#either be the emotionally neglectful father you’ve always been or just pretend like nothing happened and pretend we all trust each other
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talk 2 me abt scream into nothingness!!
!!! okay!!
it's actually a v basic premise, i'd go as far as to say it's the most obvious choice for a photocheer fic, but there's just so little out there i'm gonna put it out there myself n_n
anyway, everybody lives/no upside down au, which means jonathan has no reason to leave hawkins and nancy has had no reason to break up with steve. but jonathan is still v infatuated w nancy - nothing canon happened, after all, so he's been the borderline creep/guy who doesn't think his actions have consequences for a While now. i am Decimating my poor boy in the name of character development
so they get paired together in a class for either a bog project or just as classmates + therefore work buddies throughout the year. at first jonathan skulks like "ik you don't want to be seen w me, i'm a creep i'm a weirdo [various other radiohead noises]" and just offers to do all the work bc that's usually how it goes. but chrissy cunningham doesn't shy from her work. she can do it all! he's just jon.
anyway she tries to get through to jonathan, to no avail. eventually twigs that he's into nancy. (this is where i stumble though tbh, bc i usually write high school content being senior year, which means steve won't be there. unless a) since this is AU he gets held back, or b) he stays as an assistant coach and jonathan resents him for "turning" nancy into the kind of person who sneaks away with a member of the faculty but i kinda hate those implications so idk)
chrissy offers to try and get between steve n nancy. if jonathan wants. (i can't stop the cheerscoops i'm sorry) jonathan gets ultra defensive and verbally attacks chrissy like ugh you girls are all the same 🙄 all you think people care about is romantic validation 🙄 and chrissy gets real upset by it and runs away. maybe isn't in class the next time. and jon starts to feel bad. he apologises to chrissy and she doesn't accept it but also she still sits next to him in class. and he tries to engage w her but she p much just sets her own tasks and jonathan his and they can just put their work together.
i'm also in two minds about whether jonathan starts to see the error of his ways as a result of just that, or whether to drag it out and have them lock horns back n forth a few times until finally they have EITHER (my brain is just neverending forks in the road lol, this is why i have anna to pick for me) one especially heated argument that just ~explodes into passion~, or they finally have a heart to heart and get it all out there.
#ask game#wip game#photocheer#basically i just want jonathan to come face to face w the fact that the way he treats people that a) aren't his relatives n b) he doesn't#fancy right off the bat isn't good enough + will cost him something real if he doesn't buck up his ideas real soon#bc he deserves to actually confront his shitty behaviours + unlearn them
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