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alongside someone like you
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#i feel like i say this after every piece at this point but iam once again. SO TIRED#collapses dead#cries i did it again i ws up all last night finishing the first 1.....tht one took *counts* 8 hours...#got 3 hrs sleep n picked up where i left off on th second one at 8 in the morning#2nd one absolutely ruined me n made the third one feel like a herculean task . even tho its literally just them on a bed#rooms....KITCHENS......beloathed!!!! public enemy no1 kill on sight!!!!!!#hell is real and they make u render different rooms of houses from scratch no perspective tool no clue what ur doing#n they see how long it takes u to completely lose it#clipped yuujis bangs back tho n i thought tht was cute . silver linings#1ST ONE WAS SO FUN ALSO idk if its bc outdoor environments r forgiving or bc i had more energy n was fresh faced n hopeful or what#but it is by far my favourite. once again pulled out nearly every nature brush in my arsenal#third one meh simple safe soft w/e i was just so exhausted after th kitchen tht working on it was such a slog#oh ya i added a bunch of scars 2 yuuji's arms n lobbed off his ring finger sighs the yuuji injury list (tm) grows every minute#also HINA USE YELLOW CHALLENGE CLEAR golden hour in2 sunset my beloved <333 easy warm light + safe homey Peaceful vibes...bless#cries eternally thinking abt them let us have this let THEM have this pls thank u#ok i need to not look at these anymore take them enjoy my contribution 2 the domestic itfs pile
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university senior Binah who rides a motorcycle and is known for her cool demeanor and complex philosophical musings, gradually becoming smitten with you, another senior who's trying to balance your studies while also trying to support yourself with a part-time job. she meets you first at the cafe where you work, then in the halls at school, normally bored gaze almost instinctively drawn to you.
she starts visiting the cafe more often, hoping you'd be there, eventually striking up conversation and saying hello to you in the corridors. you're surprisingly insightful and always consider multiple perspectives, and Binah finds herself clutching the iron key to her locked heart.
it becomes ordinary routine soon, for her to drop in during your working hours and for you to immediately say "Black tea, hot", cracking a smile in the hopes that one day, she'll let you see the smile she gives back rather than hiding it behind a gloved hand.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#you also occasionally collapse from exhaustion so she takes care of you#and when either of you are stressed she takes you on a late night motorcycle ride#your classmates are shocked that the cold hardened Binah fell for you of all people#but somehow it doesn't surprise either of you at all
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Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc#oc art#isat#in stars and time#this one didn’t take nearly as long as the aris one but I think I suffered for it more from the clothes alone#siffrin made me forget I suck at drawing clothes rip#this was also harder because of how much trickier it was to try and adapt siers design to feel fitting enough for my standards#they have a very stylized design compared to most of the others#I kind of took the lazy route out by keeping most of their original shapes in tact but it’s fine#sier in this au would serve the needed role of emotionally intelligent bestie who is also too scared to cross boundaries to do much#but despite this I do think they’d actually get the suspicion quest in this au#mostly because mase is a furry artist not a nerd and sier would be more likely to look at aris and go bro. are you in a fucking timeloop.#it also differs in that aris doesn’t yell at sier abt it instead looping before they can finish because she can’t handle hearing them be#right on the money about this thing that she thought she was handling perfectly#she doesn’t want to fail them she doesn’t want them to realize she’s failed them she doesn’t want to be a burden she doesn’t want them to#‘realize’ they’re better off without her#aris is Incredibly resistant to accepting help on most serious issues because shes convinced that it’s her responsibility to deal with it#by herself and that if she can’t then she’s a failure and worse than useless#I mean in canon eternal gales she literally loses her eye and arm because of that#in this au she just lost them how sif lost his eye but she still has. complexes abt all that.#but yeah sier also differs wildly from isa in many Many other ways as does the rest of the cast from their assigned characters#for sier they rly aren’t the jock of the group at all instead being more of the guy who keeps the mood lighthearted at all times lest they#die of stress because the others haven’t said anything in a whole 30 seconds#aka they’re the self assigned peacekeeper who doesn’t actually need to constantly keep the peace because no one’s fighting but they still#feel like they need to so they dance and dance and dance for their friends until they collapse from exhaustion#metaphorically ofc#this is why they’re both terrified to confront aris when she starts acting a bit fucked up but also why they still do sometimes anyways#they talk abt this a lil bit in their friend quest as they talk abt how they want to change but are scared to
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my daily routine: i'm extremely anxious for about 90% of the day and i feel like i can't do this anymore and then i get like. 1 hour of clarity (post-finishing a task) and i'm like okay maybe i'll get through this somehow. and then the horrors start again
#currently at the i can't do this anymore stage#i'm scared the rest of my life will look like this etc.#it was great to take a week off but now i'm so behind with work and i want to cry all the time#and the uni assignments started so i don't have any free time in the evenings#i come back from work exhausted and start writing shit for uni#i haven't exercised in a month and my back hurts. i don't have time to cook so i eat whatever i find in the store on my way home#thank god i don't have classes this weekend because i would collapse#and i don't think i can do any volunteer work this week... i need to catch up on my studies because i'm already behind#so many assignments....#but i also need to rest 😭 i want to find a short drama to watch over the weekend so i can stop thinking abt work and uni for a moment sfjdf#k.txt
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i go back to school tomorrow everyone please pray that i dont literally die from stress 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
#i normally get super antsy over break bc i dont like feeling unproductive#but i have been savoring my 3 weeks of freedom seriously#all of last sem i was in a constant state of About To Collapse From Exhaustion i am not looking forward to it again#however these past 3 weeks have also been overwhelmingly eventful in terms of bad news for my family💀#bro cant catch a break
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yes yes very cool to see the video of chappel at lolla but seeing that crowd just made me think of the fact that I've been to lolla once and I highly doubt I will ever go back again lol. that is simply Too Many People
#some years back my Summer Hangout bought two tickets because she was an arctic monkeys superfan and wanted to see them headline#so I went for free! which was cool but we also camped out at that main stage all day#and my chief memory of the night was—since we were at the barricade I could see everything—watching security just pull person after person#over the barricades because they'd passed out or OD'd or otherwise collapsed#be it from heat or exhaustion or drinking or drugs#and it was just. so many people got pulled to the med tent#anyways I was like 😀 wow this is an experience! I will only do midsize venue shows after this! lol
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Shoutout to the member of my staff who tried to get me in trouble with my supervisor bc he saw me spending 2 minutes goofing around in the middle of 4 straight hours of paperwork while he was playing games with kids, quality teamwork there my man
#me: about to collapse from exhaustion#him: ‘mmmm but you took a moment of levity instead of working 24/7 so are you REALLY tired?’#god bless the fact that my boss was like ‘uh no stress relief is important actually’ in response#also tried to say I only follow tradition when it helps me and then cited something that has never been tradition here and#and made my life harder AND I did anyway bc I didn’t want to fuck over my staff#and it also explicitly gave him more free time and me less time to work in my office and again I STILL DID IT but I grumbled a bit#to be fair counselors’ jobs are hard work I’ve Been there but I don’t give them shit for some harmless goofing And Yet#he’s mad at me bc I told him nicely to stop yelling after all the kids went to bed and he did it again immediately and I was Less Nice#camp posting
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Anywaydhfnmhkff for @spinningbagel’s Zombie aunmdmssm it’s one am and I need to be up around like 6 am oopsjjdjjsjsj
#Mutant busters#mutant busters fanart#mutant busters sheriff#mutant busters au#mutant busters art#mutant busters za!au#Sheriff my beloved why the fuck did I get hit with motivation so randomly#ALSO I STRUGGLED ON THE PLAID FOR SOME REAOSN???#I forgor how plaid worked#polar’s art#my art <3#my art™️#I’m gonna collapse from exhaustion and then rb it in the morning#or smth like that#ngnnfjddsrejjkjg
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Failed escape attempts are great and all but you know what’s even better? Failed escape attempts that get civilians involved.
The whumpee nearly escaped and yes they will suffer for it but you know what else will happen? The whumper can kill whatever poor innocent soul was trying to help whumpee. And they can make the whumpee watch as they do it, making sure that they know that this wouldn’t have happened if not for them. That this person is only dead because the whumpee tried to escape and they tried to help them.
The whumpee then gets to spend some wonderful moments stirring in guilt and self loathing, along with anger at whumper.
Bonus points if the next time they have a chance to escape or alert someone they don’t. They stay silent and pliable as whumper guides them through a train station. They barely even need the threat of the knife in their back to comply, all too aware that whumper won’t hesitate to kill anyone who helps them. Or they go out of their way to assure the police officer that pulled them over that everything is fine, they haven’t seen anyone or anything suspicious. They’re just on a trip with their friends.
#the traveling with a family member or friend angle#could then maybe segue into some of those too intimate touches from whumper#a pat on the shoulder that is way to familiar and has whumpees skin bristling#running a hand through their hair as they say that yes it’s just a low grade fever but they are going to the doctor anyway#whump#whump tropes#I just love the idea of a defiant whumpee that gets punished through other peoples suffering as well as their own#there team sees security footage of them fighting whumper and being defiant#and then a few days later they get more security footage and this time whumpee is just silent and going along with what they’re told#looking resigned#and of course this makes their team worry even more because it would take a lot for whumpee to just go along quietly#what happened to them?#also then the whumpee ends up escaping alone for fear of getting others hurt#and is wary of strangers and refuses any help#until they collapse from exhaustion and pain and someone finds them and calls the hospital#and they wake up to their team sitting around then anxiously
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Curious if you have any headcanons for Leon after analyzing him for so long ?
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I mean. yeah. But they're all kinda boring and benign. Some of you kids out here fuckin wildin with your goddamn headcanons (god bless), and my old ass is over here like
look at my shitpost about Leon's 90s white boy music tastes!! lmao
I do have some more serious ones, like -- Leon's parents think that he died in Raccoon City, and there are a myriad of reasons why he's never reached back out to them, if even just to let them know he's alive (he thinks it's safer for them, kinder to them, all that stupid Leon hero bullshit that he does). And he's pretty sure (like 99.99% sure) that there's a headstone up for him in a cemetery somewhere dated 1977-1998, and he thinks about that way more often than he probably should.
A really dumb headcanon that I have just for fun is that Leon and Ashley have some kind of lingering, intuitive bond due to them having once been connected to the same hivemind via their plagas. Like, on nights when Leon's depression gets really fucking bad -- like, "have you ever had the urge to just jump" bad (+100 points to anyone who gets that reference) -- Ashley suddenly gets overwhelmed with anxiety out of nowhere, and she feels like she really needs to call him for some reason, and she's not sure why. There's absolutely no canonical basis for this at all whatsoever; I just think it's fun.
Probably my spiciest Leon headcanon is that remake!Leon was definitely still a virgin during RE2. Like, I did write that whole thing as a shitpost, but I have actually adopted it as a headcanon lmao
But I also think that, like... the usage of the word "headcanon" has changed slightly over the years?
Back in my day, headcanons were considered gap fillers. Little factoids about a character's life that weren't ever mentioned in canon, but still something that you might need to have/know for a fic or something. Like, where is this character from/where did they grow up? Things like that.
It seems like, these days, "headcanon" is more a shorthand for "the way I interpret a character might be/act/react in x specific situation." And I think of those things as just being part of the whole character analysis thing that I already do. So I never really know how to answer when someone asks me about my headcanons.
If there's some specific thing or situation any of y'all would like to hear my thoughts on, re: Leon, then pls feel free to ask that. But in terms of just, like. General headcanons. idk I'm too fuckin old for a question like that LMAO break it down and make it simpler for me.
#resident evil#resident evil 4#leon kennedy#i also maybe shouldn't have answered this damn near close to 5 in the morning after having worked all day (night)#i'm very tired#and the AC is broken in my apartment#and i live in las vegas#so i'm like one missed bottle of water away from collapsing of heat exhaustion#(which is why my longer meta analysis posts have all been on pause for now)#(my brain is actually melting)#(will resume regular meta once the AC is fixed)#but eh#it's probably fine
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You know what you all get to suffer another pointless post about reddit and what I call the Defensive Wave
Whenever a game has common critiques that a large share of players agree on (generally bearing discontent about the state of the game) places like reddit will undergo this amusing shift of dialogue where a post or posts will get some hype, usually looking like
This [content] isn't well done because of (reasons)
Instead of the people who disagree actually trying to prove their stance, within 24 hours another post (or posts) will arrive making counter arguments without actually making anything resembling a real defense. Instead, it'll just be:
Well I loved [content] and your opinion is just an opinion, it doesn't make it objectively bad!
This is happening on r/FFXIV right now and has been since 6.5 launched three days ago, with that exact post chain happening yet again. I'll save you the braincells and just tell you that none of the posts or comments are actually discussing the issues presented, nor are they even acknowledging them. Instead, it's a direct critique of the ones who complained for speaking, usually while engaging in sideways manipulations of reality to pretend they are simply mad because of x and y reasons.
Ex. The Cyberpunk subreddit claiming people are just mad that the game didn't hold up to the players lofty expectations, ignoring that the devs promised those exact things.
This will continue until something draws the discourse away, smothering any chance of the complaints to be taken seriously while also silencing those who wish to speak under the false positivity of...attacking people for not agreeing with you.
I've seen it happen dozens of times and it's at the point that I can predict the posts of a subreddit before they happen. This isn't difficult to do mind you, people aren't particularly bright and will readily waste a few minutes complaining about those mean people pointing out the issues! It's just human nature to be a fuckwit, I suppose.
If people were slightly more intelligent, they'd realize discourse and negative comments are important for the health of an ongoing game, but no no we gotta act like everyone loves this shit in case (Dev) is sad!
Of course repeated negative discourse cycles exist, but those are a separate matter.
#FFXIV#No no these patches are great except for all the largescale complaints people have!#Its just that a sizable chunk of the community is getting exhausted from the same content loops#that doesnt count!#Its just that the content is underbaked and largely threw away all of the narrative thrust for the writers personal blorbos!#That doesnt Count!#Its just that the PVP changes ultimately didnt fix Front lines being dogshit and 90% of players doing all of the grind within a week#That doesnt count!#Its just that island sanctuary is a spreadsheet tied to you gathering sticks in a field for hours!#Its just that Criterion dungeons are done and over within 9 hours and serve no valued purpose to any of their trash Ilevel loops?#Its just that the combat system is collapsing due to bad balance choices and earlier content being made easier and less complicated!#That doesn't count!#Its just that the game is fundementally old as dirt and needs a total engine overhaul!#No no all the complaints are because you're mad they didnt give you five raids six eurekas and a blowjob!#Idiots#Dawntrail is going to underperform and be critiqued as middle of the road unless they've got some refreshing new content#And lets be real here 90% of the content we get is just different versions of fighting guys in hallways and rooms#I say this as someone whose stockpiling hundreds of dyes for the new Dye channel changes and is more excited about that then anything else#Oh also the new jobs are Corsair and Green Mage I'm 99.9% sure#And Femhroth for 7.0 which are just Femroes but hairy with a slightly more meow meow face#Nothing they've yet shown or hinted at will change the exhaustion people feel having to do pointless quests and get exposited at#HEY I KNOW YOU'RE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON EVER BUT CAN YOU GO TALK TO X#you get to X and they say HEY MY BUTT HURTS CAN YOU GO TALK TO Y#you get to Y who tells you to go back to X then go back to the original NPC#Rinse and repeat fifteen times and throw in some combat cutscenes and 3-5 solo instances#THERES YA MSQ good job you stopped the chameleons civil war or whatever#Honestly they've got nowhere to go at this point they already committed to the fact that we are Almighty
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sorry for no art lately i am trying to stay sane
#working towards this promotion is leaving me pretty exhausted and also so is just trying to move my things and dealing w#the grief of moving from the only place ive ever known because i am not safe here#girl i do NOT know how i havent collapsed from my work schedule yet#oh this is not even touching my diagnosis of ptsd adhd ocd gad and an undefined dissociative disorder 🙃#OH AND AUTISM?? MAYBE?? still unsure about that one but im fairly positive
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#i feel like im trapped in a nightmare rn. like ten min ago i was working on this application#so im summarizing information from an already established project design with no fucking idea if they is the way they want it#knowing im probably doing too much bc the guy was like yea just throw some of these ideas together. like what the fuck do u mean??? u just#gave me the project outline fuck u. and im listening to discordant dreamy vaporwave music and my boss is texting me like#did u reach out to ur last co author abt reading thru ur manuscript bc apparently i misunderstood when she said she last talked to him abt#when he could read it. its due on tuesday. which is also when im traveling home#so fucking i guess i have to hope he looks at it Monday so i cant actually edit in time to submit it that next morning or the night after#i land and get home and hope to god there arent any setbacks in submission#and it feels like a nightmare bc ive managed somehow push myself back to the brink of collapse. im exhausted despite sleeping like 10hrs#last night. at least its raining so i dont have to go sampling tomorrow#im just so tried. this application feels pointless and a waste of time bc i have these fucking manuscripts hanging around my neck. but i#said id apply so im fucking doing it. its close to done. ill finish it tonight but god at what cost#a little more than 48hrs and ill b home. assuming nothing terrible happens. home but not quite off the hook i guess#i just wanna lay on the floor for a while. lay on the floor and sleep for a while#my brain is too heavy for my head#unrelated
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no but thinking of that one back up story where bruce is EXHAUSTED and falling down on his own feet after such a long patrol but goes after a criminal who stole a blind man's camera... then personally fixing it when it got broken just to make sure he would be happy.... literally 8 pages of him looking pathetic and making me love him more
#brb gotta to transcribe something...#hes like an old dog. but its also the issue where he sat like an anime girl when he collapsed from exhaustion#that old man is breedable but more importantly its such a nice little insight to his character#<- will talk about that more on the actual post because ough bruce....
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I emailed my landlord to end my tenancy, which really means there's no going back now. I'm officially moving, so I officially need to get ready to move. Fuck
#my apartment is cleaner than it's ever been before#of course i couldn't keep it clean while i needed to live in it#nope. I'm just finally cleaning now when i have to leave#i need to clean. and donate shit. and throw away shit. and figure out what fits in my car#if you haven't been following the moving chronicles. i can't afford movers or a truck#so I'm fitting whatever i can into my car and tossing/selling/donating whatever is left#it's stressful. to have to go through all my shit and decide what's important enough to come with#especially since i love collecting things. now i have to say goodbye to a lot of it which is hard#and while I'm working on moving i also have to prepare for my summer camp job#I'm about to collapse from sheer exhaustion. the stress and the cleaning and all of it is taking a toll on me#why can't moving ever be a positive experience?#this is my third time moving in three years and I've never had a good experience moving#the end result is nice but the packing and the driving and the unpacking and the cleaning. all of it is bad#and this is my furthest move yet. I'm going across the damn country to a city I've never been to before#okay. i need to go do some more cleaning. at least if i start now I'm going to have less to worry about on the day of the move
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my day was going okay until I came home and my mother decided to ruin my day week month and semester
#where is my hell hell hell on earth post i need to reblog it 100 times#was having/ is having a mental breakdown over this#trying not to cry because is silly in the great scheme of things but also id love to not collapse from exhaustion after class every day
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