#alright im gonna keep having these lil diaries cuz i enjoy typing my thoughts out and this is the easiest way for me to do it
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#alright im gonna keep having these lil diaries cuz i enjoy typing my thoughts out and this is the easiest way for me to do it#feel free to ignore#im gonna tag them as#🖤.txt#so feel free to filter that tag#so en ee way#today was a good day#not to say i didnt have negative thoughts bc lemme tell you i had a lot of those#but i did my best to stop myself before i sorta started spiraling and it worked for the most part#i just feel like a lot of things are changing rn and a lot of things need to change in so many aspects of my life#and its tough and it takes a lot of emotional and mental energy#but im going to work through the best i can and thats all i can do#and i just keep reminding myself that no matter how tough or uncertain it is#ill make it through one way or another#so today i got to see my best friend for the first time since skool ended and it was lovely#i missed her a lot but we went to the art gallery and then back to her house to go swimming and it just felt so good#were at a rly comfortable point in our friendship and i just appreciate her so much and i can feel that she appreciates me#and its just a rly good dynamic#but i also had some negative intrusive(?) thoughts pop up throughout the day but i just wasnt in the mood to let them get to me#at least until i got home and then i sorta had minimini internal breakdown but i kept it pretty contained and only cried a little#im just feeling a lot of pressure right now and i just have to remind myself that its no use getting worked up over#like its important to cry when you need to cry but honestly i think it would have just worked me up more#we’ll see ig#the world and my life are always bigger than whatever problem i may be having#like thats true for everybody and everything and its rly important for me to put stuff in perspective like that#im excited for the concert 2morrow and im trying to just focus on that for now#goodniiiiiight im gonna go watch asmr now (:
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