#allistics violences

[unproduciblesmackdown]

being alive at the time i gleaned some general elements abt encanto but never actually heard we don't talk about bruno beyond awareness it existed popping off & i think i heard like the title recited off key off rhythm but in a way that indicates speak singing nonetheless lol so upon experiencing it it's like oh but it's the Verses? while the last refrain goes harder but prior to that it's comparatively underwhelming to said verses which feels appropriate like verses / pieces of a larger picture & that a "we don't talk about him" as a disappointing Lid on infinitely richer more characterful & dynamic "but: talking about him" instances. like well personally it'd be like um seven foot frame....anyway besides being able to firsthand go like oh damn Real (the kind of thing you know exists if alive at the time) it's like alright hang on lol. one thing when a core theme is yeah like "is it a refuge if 'especial' vulnerability ultimately gets pushed out rather than made safer" subset like the parties whose even observation of truths (problems) & drawing attention to them is seen as Ruining Things, like if you're painted as Making futures that aren't simply what's desired or reassuring rather than a guidance via just observing & sharing the truth. but then it's like whaddaya mean living in fear of bruno stuttering and stumbling you could always hear him sort of muttering and mumbling lmao like now that's just Association between the Truth Perceiving & Telling behavior & behavior that's just apparently distinctive of the same person. & like Not Accidentally when [what if people were magic] specifics are obviously primarily abt a metaphorical meaning & like, indeed it was made clear like oh this situation isn't Just b/c [boo we hate your prophecies] & that [an Ability that isn't directed towards what anyone Wants / is "weird" even by these magic standards] isn't Coincidentally given to someone who just so happens to already be "weird" in other ways & be set up to have a different perspective & be pushed away due to having the supposed "extra" vulnerability of unmet needs / insufficient support, same as someone who doesn't "correctly" have any kind of magic ability....like yeah banger and also like Oh Yeah Kind Of Devastating re: that metaphorical resonance allowing for like [set the metaphor aside] now hang on with this about this disabled family member lol. misinterpretation to The Ruinerrr / The Problemmm / The Maliciousss etc (i.e. the scapegoatinggg) despite their efforts likely entirely to the contrary. then despite like, efforts aside, Just Existing, always kind of muttering & mumbling like & what of it. & then like oh sorry weird pets. weird [auspicious for adaptable tenacious thriving surviving; either way simply creatures, existing] pets.

truly like As Is The Idea I'm Sure quickly becomes like hands behind back standing at the window Uh Oh Sisters musing on all the [disabled person] metaphorical & already literal elements there. blair witching it in contemplation like We've All Been There whether being so resented for the mere disruption of "existing in a group as the 'abnormal' odd one out" or like people talking shit abt anything associated w/you as soon as you've left the room, which is also made relevant like, this wasn't Only directed at this person when seemingly permanently gone, nor were they unaware / unaffected prior....pacing in the Musing parlor like things don't Have to be compared to billions but i only ever even see so many things & it's like billions sure is like "get scapegoated rword" & then said scapegoating is presented as only beneficial & we hate autists & even beyond that it's like, grabbing billions, Imagine If Things Meant To Be About Something Were About Something. quite a contrast when they are & furthermore like, deliberate thought & Care for [who gets scapegoated & why] & the truth of like, people getting pushed aside & out who have a key perspective & are primed / liable to come through for others similarly vulnerable & the supposedly Ruinous, Problems Generating disruptiveness is actually the strongest effort to make essential changes to a group. & come through with like, it'd be undermining thee point if it was "reassuring" us like oh haha people will be supportive b/c bruno will be more normal, so great that it Didn't like no, no Normality Reassurance(tm), presence of abnormalities(tm), Good, & everyone Can Deal b/c if you don't then it's pushing this person away, is exactly what happens, including even if they're still Around but are being mistreated b/c that is entirely part of that pushing away like anyone's victim blaming is ready to pounce at any time but if someone can't stand to stay / leaves b/c they can't see another option like that's not out of nowhere nor Regardless of what full support & flexibility they were getting lol. these Active Measures everyone loves so much, which are everywhere always & would include Staying & Trying To Make It Work & those efforts would be "disruptive" & resented & Bringing It On Oneself & etccc smh

that is to all say like. Woww when clearly basically the core thread was these beats of like, the crucial site of [thee scapegoated], & why that comes down on someone & how that plays out. endless ideas about how someone weird(tm) & disabled (&/or queer. but there's no Or here lol. & again like it's a Context like, to even be the one person without kids? likely not living up to "full" correct sexuality in that way alone; any oppression's logics of "inferiority" being logics of ableism, ready examples being that "inferior" race, gender, sexuality (& their experiences as people classed as inferior) all being pathologized as disordered) are seen & treated as someone Ruining Things & who cannot belong like whew. bracing. winding. which, i also recall like i was watching with headphones & during this one dialogue pause i was like "?? what's this Extra Sound i heard there" & had to go over it like twice before being hit upside the head like well it Was still the dialogue pause but it was also bruno Stuttering in a very quiet whisper for the duration of that pause before continuing like iiiiiiii x_x

[void-raven]

your 20s are for learning how to be you

[autisticadvocacy]

We are appalled, but unsurprised to see the House pass H.J. Res. 165.

If the resolution becomes law it would overturn the Department of Education’s Title IX Rule to strengthen protections against sex-based discrimination, harassment, and abuse in federally funded schools. This resolution is part of a continued pattern of attacks against LGBTQ+ people’s right to exist. The House has voted on 60+ anti-LGBTQ+ bills this session. The resolution is also an attack on survivors of sexual assault and harassment and pregnant and parenting students. Without this rule, federally funded schools can continue to turn a blind eye toward sex-based discrimination and sexual assault.

ASAN signed on to a letter of 110+ LGBTQ+, women’s, civil, and human rights organizations that urged members of Congress to vote against this resolution. The Title IX rule is very important to ASAN and the autistic community. Autistic people are more likely to be LGBTQ+ than allistic people and more likely to have our trans identity dismissed or disbelieved. Disabled LGBTQ+ students are also more likely to be bullied and harassed. Autistic people are also three times more likely than the general population to experience sexual violence. We are often denied access to quality sex education. The worst harassment and abuse is directed toward autistic people with intellectual disabilities.

We urge the Senate to oppose S.J. Res 96 which, if passed, would follow in the House’s footsteps. If this resolution became law, it would also prevent the Department of Education from producing any substantially similar regulations in the future. The White House has promised to veto the resolutions if either reach his desk. We urge the President to keep that promise. You can read more about this resolution in a statement from National Women's Law Center.

[mudaship39]

Native Intro For Social Media:

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Native intro or introduction for social media

Hello there

BYI or before you interact. For old and new followers and lurkers.

Check out my bio, links, and pinned post. In tumblr bluesky or threads. All mudaship39. For accessibility purposes and safety reasons. Esp as a disabled and queer trans native of color social media user and creative.

My main socials (other than my tumblr):

My native introduction is reposted as a singular post onto here on blogspot. For your mutuals who don’t have tumblr.

My threads:

My bluesky:

Threads (of instagram) and bluesky are the most up to date versions of my native introduction thread

My native introduction that is a singular pinned post here on tumblr is reposted onto my threads (of instagram) and bluesky as a bio pinned post and native introduction thread.

Not all of the info on this single native intro pinned post on tumblr is reposted into the native intro pinned intro thread on bluesky and threads though. Since there is a social media text block limit. As well as for privacy, safety, & security reasons.

FAQ or Frequently Asked Questions:

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This is a list of rules, guidelines, procedures, & boundaries. For those of you who are also bipoc, qtipoc, and disabled. For those of you who are white, cishet, allistic, neurotypical, abled bodied, & or non native. To make this a better, healthier, & safer social media experience for me.

This is how i am vetting people i want or don’t want following me. I’m trying to cultivate and curate the social media sphere I want here. To protect my social media space. Esp as a marginalized person.

I don’t do follow for follows. I don’t have the time or the energy to follow back every single person who follows me. Thats how we got twitter into x. I’m not doing that. I also don’t follow anyone without vetting them first as a lgbt and disabled social media user and creative. For safety, security, and privacy reasons.

Be sure to check out my bio links pinned post and or pinned post before interacting with me in any way if you are a new follower. You should be doing this for every social media anyway. I’m trying to not have the clusterfuck of Twitter happen here too.

Always recheck my bio links pinned post and or pinned thread before interacting if you are an old follower. I’m always updating this with up to date information. This tumblr pinned post btw is the most up to date native intro cuz of how easy it is to edit here.

Remember those symbols and that before you interact are in my bio and pinned post for a reason. Please respect my social media boundaries. Esp as marginalized social media user. I’m a visibly brown queer trans and disabled native of color.

If you don’t read my bio, links, pinned post, and or pinned thread and you interact with me. I’ll see this as you not respecting my social media space/sphere and boundaries as a marginalized person. I will mute unfollow and or block you. I’m taking extra steps to keep myself safe here as a marginalized person. If you can’t take the time to respect that. Then you’re not clearly someone I want in my social media space. Plain and simple.

The introduction is detailed and thorough for a reason. Past lateral violence and micro aggressions. I’m trying not to encounter that here. This shouldn’t need to be fucking said but apparently it does. Don’t be mad at a marginalized person for having a long intro. Remember rules guidelines and procedures. Be mad at bigots who made this all necessary in the fucking first place.

You don’t have to read the bio links pinned post and or pinned thread in one go also btw. Remember that I am a disabled writer artist and creator. It’s not meant to be read in one go. I’ve written it with the help of bipoc qtipoc and disabled mutuals. You can like it, pin it, bookmark it, whatever. Continue where you left off until you’re done reading it. 📌

With that out of the way. Thank you. Welcome to my social media sphere and space. 👋

Info about me and my WIPS art and projects as a as a disabled and queer/trans native of color writer artist and creator creative. Info about me as a disabled and lgbt native of color gamer/streamer/podcaster.

Preferred Names:

Hello. My Indigenous Pasifika preferred name is No’eau Aitonui Hoata/Heiani Mareva Hoata. If you are Indigenous or Indigenous Pasifika please refer to me by that name

My Vietnamese Kinh name is Ngoc Hien/Xuan Dinh Nguyen. If you are a non native person of color please refer to me by that name

Names on the left is when I’m kane/tane or masc. Names on the right is when I am vahine/wahine or femme.

I do have unisex names for when I am maohi raerae (think two spirit, mahu, or fakaleiti) or native third gender.

But I am not comfortable sharing it on social media. Only use these names if you are a fellow native or indigenous pasifika. Or if you are a non native person of color. Not if you are a non native yt settler.

Names have power. I don’t want certain people referring to me by my certain names for obvious reasons.

My English/French name is Christian Henry Nguyen/Charlotte Jeanne Nguyen. If you are a non native white person you can only refer to me by this name.

It’s alot more nuanced than this but this is based on our racial cultural and gender identities and their relationship to each other.

Preferred Pronouns:

Any and all pronouns. Including neopronouns and indigenous third gender pronons. He/him. She/her. They/them. Xer/xers. Zer/Zehir. Native third gender neutral oña. 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈⚧

For unisex or gender neutral names when I am they/them, xer/xers, or zer/zehir. Ask privately for the names.

I will also accept native masc femme and native third gender terms. As well as masc femme and genderfluid terms from other cultures of color. Be sure to clarify which ones are which first for me.

Don’t assume masc. That queer and trans symbol is in my bio for a reason. Esp as a third gender native of color. I really don’t want to be misgendered or deadnamed on here like Twitter. The only time you can ever refer to me by masc without asking me first is when we are irl for safety reasons.

General rule is ask for pronouns first. If I say he him. Refer to me by my names on the left. If I say she her. Refer to me by my names on the right. If I say they them, xer xers, zer zehir, etc. Ask privately for my unisex or third gender names.

Info about me:

Im a Southeast Asian Vietnamese or Kinh Indigenous, European French, East Asian Chinese Hoa, & Polynesian Tahitian Indigenous Pasifika. Poly or Polynesian Pasifika. 🇫🇷🇻🇳🇨🇳 🇵🇫 I’m an Asian Native Pasifika. 🐚 🌺 🏝️ 🪝 🌋

Virgo ♍ sun, Scorpio ♏ rising , Libra ♎ moon. Level 30 adventurer. September 7 🎂

Displaced state side diaspora on Chumash and Tongva occupied stolen land. 🗺️ Orange County/LA County Southern Cali. 📍 Land back. Indigenous 🪶 agency, sovereignty, and stewardship. All land back. Turtle Island Hawaii Samoa Guahan Papua Palestine Etc. End to all settler states.

Leftist and Progressive. Commie. Anarchist. Socialist. ✊🏾 ☭ Ⓐ

Im Buddhist ☸, I’m a reconnecting Polynesian Tahitian Indigenous Pasifika polytheistic pagan ⛦⃝, & I am a practitioner of the Kinh Indigenous spirituality of Vietnam of ancestral veneration

I’m a disabled native of color. I’m autistic, neurodivergent (add or attention deficit disorder, adhd or attention deficit hyperactive disorder, ocd or obsessive compulsive disorder), chronically ill (Crohn’s disease, epilepsy, eczema) spoonie disabled, & mentally ill (depression, anxiety disorder, bd or bipolar disorder, ptsd or post traumatic stress disorder) disabled. ♿️ ♾️ 🥄🌻

I play and stream PS3, PS4, & PS5 games. I play and stream Xbox 360, Xbox One games. I plan to play Xbox Series X games in the future. I plan to play Nintendo Switch One and Two games in the future. I plan to play PC games in the future. 🎮 🎧 🎙️ 📷 📺

I’m a QTIPOC or queer and trans Indigenous person of color. I’m nonbinary bigender or genderfluid. I’m bisexual pansexual or omnisexual. 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈⚧ I’m polyam or polyamorous. 💛♾️ I’m maohi/raerae in the middle indigenous native third gender.

DNI or Do Not Interact:

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Typical DNI

Not rehashing what should be common sense.

Especially:

Racism colorism antiblackness and anti native racism

Homophobes and transphobes

TERFs/radfems and swerfs

Ableism fatphobia and classism

Antisemitism, Islamaphobia and or anti Romani/Roma sentiments

Bots trolls bigots

Crypto ai nfts etc

Nazis fascists and Zionists

More Boundaries:

Let’s get this out of the way. If you’re planning to use this as a dating app. Remember that I’m 30+ I’m only interested in dating people 22+. Im not into problematic age gap relationships irl cuz of power imbalances.

Remember I’m also a disabled native of color. Remember that I’m a queer, trans, and polyam native of color. Remember that I’m a brown ass native of color. Those things are important to my lived experience.

If you are white cishet and or non native. I’m only interested in being friends or acquaintances. Full stop. This is self explanatory. I’m only interested in dating bipoc and or qtipoc partners. I’m not interested in being fetishized, dehumanized, or sexualized etc again by white non natives as an Asian native of color. I’m not exotic I’m exhausted. I’m not a race play fantasy for settler colonizers.

Info about my art:

Im a writer, creator, & artist. I’m a multidisciplinary creative. Im a literary artist and performance artist. Im a creative writing and fiction writer. I’m a nonfiction poet writer. Im an author, comic book writer, screenwriter, spoken word poet, & songwriter. I write SFF or sci fi fantasy futurism in fiction. ✏️ 🎬 📖 📜 🎶 I am also a variety, indie, and small gamer, streamer, & podcaster. 🎮 🎧 🎙️ 📷 📺

I’m a Indigenous language keeper, culture keeper, & storykeeper.

I will freelance write or write for commissions

I write about racial, sex, cultural identity, sexual orientation, & gender identity in music and poetry.

I write about Black, poc, Indigenous, disabled, and or lgbt characters in disabled, bipoc, and qtipoc futurism.

Im the writer and creator of the disabled, Bipoc, and qtipoc futurism anthology project. It’s a hybrid soft and hard science fiction and magical high fantasy. It’s precontact and post land back. It’s a comic books and graphic novels hybrid series called Chronicles of War.

Basic info is the pinned post of my tumblr. More information is on a google doc on my google drive. Needs email for google doc invite link.

Im the performing artist spoken word poet of the spoken word poetry anthology book Heart of Fire Dragon, Soul of Flame Pheonix, & Sea Fairy Ocean Blood that is about being a disabled native, an Asian Native, a displaced disconnected diaspora, & QTIPOC.

The cut and censored version of it was linked in the pinned tweet on my twitter mudaship39. Before musks bs made me delete the account. Uncut and uncensored version is on a google doc on my google drive. Also needs email for google doc invite link.

Im a disabled and lgbt native of color gamer/streamer/podcaster. I am a mobile, handheld, tablet, pc, & console gamer. I am an offline single player and an online multiplayer gamer. I am a small, indie, and variety Twitch Noise and YouTube gamer streamer podcaster. 🎮 🎧 🎙 📷 📺

Aspiring virtual indie gamer streamer and podcaster. There is a reason you can’t hear me or see me well when I game stream or podcast. Other than not having the equipment yet. For safety, security, & privacy reasons. Esp as a marginalized creator. That’s a lgbt and disabled native of color.

Art by:

Model by:

Rigging by:

Playlists as a native of color artist who’s a spoken word poet and songwriter:

Personal mixtape as a native of color. If you have any recommendations let me know.

Playlist of the bipoc qtipoc and disabled futurism anthology project. If you have any recommendations that would fit the soft and hard sci fi and modern and urban magical high fantasy anthology series let me know.

Gaming socials:

Info on gaming socials so people can follow me and or friend me on gaming socials. As a disabled and lgbt native of color gamer. As a native of color variety, indie, and small gamer streamer and podcaster. As a offline single player and online multiplayer gamer. As a mobile, handheld, tablet, pc, & console gamer.

My Playstation tag is warpdriveplanet3. My Ubisoft is Warpdriveplanet. My Xbox tag is Mudaship39. My Twitch is mudaship39. My steam is Mudaship39. My discord is mudaship3. My Battlenet tag is Mudaship39 #1878. My Nintendo is Mudaship39. My YouTube is christianaitonuingocnguyen3292.

Lurker friendly. Safe space. No backseat gaming unless specifically asked. No spoilers.

Links so others can find me on other socials:

Expanded info about my wips art and projects:

Info about my wips art and projects as a multidisciplinary creative. Info about my wips art and projects as a small and variety gamer streamer and podcaster

Current Wips Art and Projects:

Spoken word poetry anthology book:

Do you want to read a spoken word poetry anthology book I wrote as an Asian native Pasifika artist who’s a songwriter and spoken word poet? Its called Heart of Fire Dragon Soul of Flame Phoenix and Sea Fairy Ocean Blood.

It’s about being a disabled native (autistic, neurodivergent, chronically ill, & mentally ill disabled), a displaced disconnected state side diaspora, being an Asian Native (as a Vietnamese Kinh, French, Chinese Hoa, & Polynesian Tahitian Indigenous Pasifika person of color), & about being a QTIPOC (queer and trans third gender Indigenous person of color).

I have been working on it for a long time as a storykeeper, language keeper, and culture keeper. I have been working on it for a long time as an artist who’s a poet and songwriter. Since seventh grade of junior high.

It includes a personal foreword and personal afterword to Indigenous people specifically Polynesian, Micronesian, and Melanesian audiences.

The old cut and censored version of it was linked in my pinned tweet of my Twitter mudaship39. Before I deleted my Twitter. Cuz of musk.

The new cut and censored version will be posted to tumblr threads or bluesky. If anyone is interested in reading something like this. The uncut and uncensored version of it is on a google doc on my google drive.

Need email for google doc invite link. Let me know which version you prefer to read if you're interested in reading something like this. Let me know an email on socials with messages. Be sure to like and reblog my pinned post to boost my art to other bipoc qtipoc and or disabled mutuals.

Cover art of the Spoken Word Poetry Book: Heart of Fire Dragon Soul of Flame Phoenix and Sea Fairy Ocean Blood:

Art By:

For the cut and censored version. Go to the pinned post.

Like and reblog the pinned post. This is to boost info about my wips art and project to your disabled, qtipoc, & or bipoc followers.

The cut and censored spoken word poetry book is linked in my pinned post thread.

Like reblog and quote any line of the cut and censored version of the spoken word poetry book. Quote tweet it with your thoughts.

Use any hashtags if you know any. This is so it gets out to others in the poc community and Indigenous community especially those indigenous to turtle island or Indigenous to Pasifika Oceania or Moana.

It’s also so I can find poc or Indigenous producers and publishers to actually make it into a spoken word poetry book.

For the uncut and uncensored version post comments into the google doc itself and leave a review at the end.

Let me know if you know anyone else interested in reading something like this.

Let me know if know any poc and Indigenous artists especially indigenous to turtle island or Indigenous to Pasifika Oceania or Moana who are willing to draw art for this poetry book.

Bipoc qtipoc and disabled futurism anthology project:

Im also a writer and creator who writes bipoc, disabled, and qtipoc futurism. I write magical high fantasy and science fiction books, comics, and graphic novels.

My bipoc, disabled, and qtipoc futurism anthology project called Chronicles of War. I have been working on it for a long time. Since freshman year of high school. It is a soft and hard science fiction and urban and modern magical high fantasy hybrid comic book or graphic novel series.

It is soft and hard Sci fi (bio punk, solar punk, ray punk, nano punk, & cyberpunk) in the near and far future. It is also a magical high fantasy (steampunk, Tesla punk, arcane punk, and dungeon punk) in modern and urban fantasy.

For the bipoc qtipoc and disabled futurism project there are several google docs. The main google docs. The character bio google docs of the main and supporting characters. The google doc of the character questionnaire for bipoc qtipoc and disabled character creation.

If you want to help with representation of these characters you share racial cultural and or gender identities with lmk. Use these google docs for them. For past current and upcoming characters of the bipoc qtipoc and disabled futurism anthology project.

If you want to help with art of the futurism anthology project and the bipoc qtipoc and disabled main and supporting characters let me know.

Art of Chronicles of War:

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It is a hybrid fusion that is bipoc qtipoc and disabled futurism with bipoc qtipoc and disabled main and supporting characters. It is precontact and post land back.

It’s a futurism anthology or collection of sci fi fantasy stories. That is about several disabled, bipoc (or Black Indigenous and or person of color) characters, and qtipoc (or queer and trans indigenous people of color) main characters.

One is mahu third gender Kana’i Akana/Ataahua Akana an Afro Asian pasifika/Afro Latine Native. He/she/they are a demigod metahuman and alien hybrid superhuman superhero. He/she/they are in a science fiction bio punk, solar punk, ray punk, nano punk, & cyberpunk world in the near and far future.

Art of Kanai Akana/Attaua Akana:

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The other is Kittsak/Kaeo Alin Pramoj an Afro Asian native third gender coded magical human with light and dark fae elvish, hobgoblin goblinoid, & giant kin ancestry. He/she/they are a multi class spellcaster, swordfighter, and gunslinger hero and adventurer. He/she/they live in a magical high fantasy steampunk, Tesla punk, arcanepunk/aetherpunk, and dungeon punk modern fantasy world.

Art of Kittsak/Kaeo Alin Pramoj:

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There are other disabled bipoc and or qtipoc main characters in other worlds pre contact and post land back.

Such as a Sami Indigenous and European Scandinavian coded third gender god/goddess Jotunn Loki. King/Queen Loki Laufeyson/Loki Farbautidottir of Jotunheim and Utgard. Child of Queen Laufey and Queen Farbauti born of Vanir and Jotunn magic. Living in the ancient past during the age of the gods.

Art of Loki Laufeyson/Loki Farbautidottir:

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Such as Lushanya Williams a two spirit third gender Afro Indigenous Chickasaw Native Freedman were lion and were leopard hybrid character. She is living in a town of Afro Indigenous Freedman and hybrid humanoid communities. In a modern and urban fantasy world.

Art of Lushanya Williams:

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Such as Eloxochitl Hueytletl a female Nahuatl Indigenous woman, Chiaquitinta Mallqui a male Quechua Indigenous man, Piatã Jucá a Tupi or Guarani Indigenous man, Malia Tsethlikai a Zuni Indigenous woman, & Zacal-Noh a female Maya Indigenous woman. They are Central and South American summoners of kaiju or titans based on Nahuatl, Quechua, and Maya and other Central and South Indigenous mythology. It’s a precontact story. As they use the kaiju to fight off the Spanish Empire.

Such as a female Asian Native superhero Zhou, Chen who lives in the near future and far future cyberpunk world and her alternate reality doppelgänger Zhao, Zhen a monk adventurer who lives in a silk punk martial arts world. She is a demigirl, a butch of color, and a lesbian of color. They are connected by minds, hearts, and souls after a traumatic experience as an adventurer and as a superhero. They are both Isekai into each other’s worlds.

Art of Zhao Zhen/Zhou Chen:

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Such as a Pirate Captain Meilani Taerea an Asian Pasifika native of color maohi raerae third gender Polynesian and Melanesian Indigenous Pasifika sea pirate living in the bronze, silver, & golden age of piracy in a modern fantasy world.

Art or Meilani Taerea:

Art By:

There are several bipoc qtipoc and or disabled supporting characters.

Such as Afro Asian half dragon (Chromatic European, Celestial Asian, gemstone, & metallic dragon) half human Chun Hei Kim a dragon mage and dragon fighter adventurer.

Art of Chun Hei Kim:

Art By:

Such as Afro European British and Afro South Asian Desi Hindu Amelia Himmat Mishra. Like her older siblings she is a champion and hero of the Hindu pantheon.

Art of Amelia Himmat Mishra:

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Such as Afro West Asian and Black African Muslim Maysa Nibala Uzun a lesbian Black femme of color. She is a power armor soldier and an ace mecha pilot.

Art of Maysa Nibala Uzun:

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Such as Latine Native Tsalagi Indigenous two spirit native third gender Valeria Nadia Torres Garcia or Tsistunagiska Colagnee. She is a hacker activist. She is a technopath who has power over electricity and technology.

Art of Valeria Nadia Torres Garcia or Tsistunagiska Colagne:

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Such as Madison Cao or Isabella Rodriguez an Asian Hispanic Native or Asian Latine Native mutant of color. She is a rookie superhero in training. She is one of the many bipoc qtipoc and disabled protégés of the Afro Asian Pasifika and Afro Latine Native superhero main character.

Art of Madison Cao or Isabella Rodriguez:

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The main and supporting characters are in monogamous or polygamous relationships. It has Black, Native, poc, queer, trans, & disabled representation. It has Indigenous and indigenous pasifika representation too actually. If that’s something you are into.

Need email for google doc invite link also if you are also into this. Let me know an email on socials with messages.

If you want to look up excerpt blog posts of my poetry book or futurism project. Be sure to search my blog with my tags of native, indigenous, trans, disabled, and or queer: artist, writer, representation, character, and or creator. Be sure to like and reblog to boost my art wips and projects to native of color, disabled, & or lgbt mutuals.

Don’t repost my art. Just tag and credit me on other socials.

Upcoming Wips Art and Projects:

Upcoming project once i find cast crew and a studio and network to green light it: Modern take movie about Medusa and her disabled blind lesbian love interest. With more diverse characters. Since it’s a modern take with disabled, qtipoc, and bipoc representation like my other wips and projects. If anyone wants me to re green light it let me know. We had cast and crew interested in the project from all over the world but we couldn’t figure out the logistics of it.

Polynesian Micronesian and Melanesian sports anime or cartoon. Each season being about different Pasifika sports. Volleyball, football, ruby, surfing, rowing, canoeing, & sailing. Each season with different main characters. Characters from across the Polynesian, Micronesian, and Melanesian diaspora. Characters from past seasons returning in cameos. Bipoc qtipoc and or disabled main and supporting Pasifika characters.

Payment, Gifts, Wishlist, Donation, Reparations, & Mutual Aid:

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Payment for art as a disabled native of color writer artist and creator creative. How to support as a disabled native of color gamer/streamer/podcaster. How to help with mutual aid as a disabled and queer trans native of color:

If I ask for help with payment gifts wishlist donation and mutual aid. Refer to here. Please help out if you’re able to assist a low income poor native of color.

There is an ableist pay cap as a disabled writer artist and creator. There is also an ableist income inequality. There is an ableist marriage inequality.

If anyone wants to pay me for the spoken word poetry anthology book and or the bipoc qtipoc and disabled futurism project as a disabled multidisciplinary writer artist and creator. If anyone wants to support me as a small, indie, and variety disabled native of color gamer streamer and podcaster. To help out with items in my wishlist to support me as a disabled native of color writer, artist, creator. To help support me as a disabled native of color gamer, streamer, podcaster.

To help with mutual aid (food, water, clothes, medications, groceries, gas money, public transportation, laundry, bills, insurance, rent/mortgage, shelter, & housing) as a disabled native of color. To help with healthcare, insurance, hormones, medications, and other gender affirming care as a qtipoc. To help with moving out of the place I share with right wing conservative family members. To move into affordable, inclusive, and accessible housing and shelter with friends and partner(s) as a lgbt and disabled native of color.

To find someone or some people (who are also bipoc and qtipoc for obvious reasons) to provide in home care service for a disabled native of color.

Be sure to dm or pm me. There is a specific way to do so as a disabled writer artist and creator.

Help with these whenever and however you can. Especially on eastern Moon Lunar or Chinese new year (Our moon new years last for fifteen days from the new moon to to full moon following the lunar phases). My birthday on September 7th. For Colonizer/Invasion days (the fourth Kanada day or Australia Day). Esp for Indigenous peoples day. Esp for Indigenous day of mourning. For Yuletide winter solstice and Christmas. For western new years.

Wishlist as a disabled creative and as a disabled writer, artist, creative. Wishlist as an indie, small, & variety gamer, streamer, podcaster:

For pencils, pens, notebooks, etc, and other writing tools and supplies. For colored pencils, crayons, markers, paint, etc, and other art tools and supplies.

Other than being a writer I am also a reader. There are alot of books, e books, audio books, comics, graphic novels, & manga I would like to read and listen to that’s in my wishlist and add to my library.

I use an old windows 7 laptop for my writing and art. It’s gonna run out of support soon. Still trying to get a windows 10 or 11 laptop with an accessible wireless usb mouse and an accessible mousepad. As well as a new Samsung or iPad tablet with a tablet keyboard for accessibility for writing and creating art and projects.

I am a mobile, handheld, tablet, pc, & console gamer.

I play old, current, and next gen console games. I play PlayStation 3, 4, and 5 games. I play Xbox 360 and Xbox one games. Still need secondary controllers for my old and current Xbox and PS systems.

Still trying to get a gaming computer to play old, current, & upcoming pc games. With an accessible: gaming mouse, mousepad, and keyboard for gaming as a disabled pc gamer.

Still trying to get an Xbox series x for other current and next gen Xbox games. Still trying to get a Nintendo switch One and Two to play current and new Pokémon and other Nintendo games. Still trying to get wired and wireless controllers for these upcoming systems.

Games I am playing currently is in my Xbox and PlayStation account. Games I want to play but am waiting for as a disabled gamer, indigenous gamer, gamer of color, & gaymer is on my gaming wishlist on my PlayStation Nintendo and Xbox accounts.

You can also send me PlayStation store, Nintendo store, or Xbox store gift cards amount from 25 to 100 $.

So I can buy the old, current, & upcoming games I want to play and stream as a gamer of color, native gamer, gaymer, disabled gamer, & variety streamer.

So I can preorder the deluxe editions of upcoming games on my gaming wishlists on my gaming socials.

So I can subscribe to Nintendo switch online, PlayStation Plus, & Xbox Live Gold monthly and yearly to play multiplayer games on handheld and console games.

So I can play seasonal content of the multiplayer games I play. So I can play game packs, expansions, & dlcs of the offline single player and online multiplayer games I play.

Also still trying to get a microphone, camera, and headset for streaming, gaming, and podcasting.

As well as USB Drive extended storage portable hard drives. So I can play more games at a time from my game catalog. So I have more storage and memory. Without needing to reinstall games to do so. For Xbox One and Xbox series X. For PlayStation 4 and 5.

Wishlist for these is on my separate on my throne wishlist and Amazon accounts

Wishlist Socials:

Shipping Name and Shipping Address for payment gifts donation wishlist and or mutual aid:

People in the past have paid me by sending cash, money orders, or check to me to my address under my government name. Be sure to dm me or pm me for the shipping address and the name to send the payment, gifts, wishlist, donation, & mutual aid under.

Contact at:

Cellphone 📱 714 717 2482

Let me know a name to save it under and the social media I know you from

If you want to talk by call text or FaceTime

I don’t respond to people I don’t know as a disabled native of color

Contact At: 📧

Private emails:

Personal Email:

christian.nguyen1994@icloud.com

Work Email

christian.nguyen2868@gmail.com

Unpublished and Not Represented as a Disabled and Queer Trans Native of Color Creative:

Unsponsored as a Small Indie Variety Native of Color Gamer Streamer Podcaster:

Still looking for a agent, rep, publisher, and producer as a disabled and queer trans native of color creative

As well as a sponsor as a disabled native of color gamer streamer and podcaster. As a small and variety game streamer and podcaster shooting for partnered and affiliate on twitch youtube noise etc. So I can get good streaming equipment, gaming setup, and a game catalog to game, stream, & podcast to a bigger disabled, bipoc, and qtipoc audience.

I plan to perform my spoken word poetry anthology book at venues in Orange County and LA County Southern California. To bipoc qtipoc and disabled audiences. If you want to be a part of that let me know.

After I get artists, a publisher, and editors to help with the spoken word poetry anthology books about being an Asian native, a lgbt native, a disabled native, & displaced disconnected diaspora. Once I get the spoken word poetry book published. I plan to perform it to bipoc audiences across turtle island. I plan to go home to my Pasifika mainland of Tahiti and Bora Bora to connect and reconnect with my cultural identity. I plan to get traditional and modern Southeast and East Asian Vietnamese and Chinese and Polynesian Indigenous Pasifika Tahitian tattoos. On my face, neck, chest, back, arms, & legs. I plan to find Native Pasifika regalia and jewelry of necklaces, rings, bracelets, & anklets, etc. As well as perform it across Moana or Pasifika to Polynesian, Micronesian, & Melanesian audiences. I plan to perform it with Indigenous Pasifika translators, haka, percussion, dancers, & singers.

After I get a producer, studio, network to fund my bipoc, qtipoc, & disabled futurism project. I plan to turn it into a book, comic, manga, web comic, light novel, & graphic novel series for bipoc qtipoc and disabled readers. A cartoon, tv show, movie series, animated series, & anime for bipoc qtipoc and disabled viewers. A table top rpg game for disabled qtipoc and bipoc players. As well as a video game series for disabled qtipoc and bipoc gamers.

Be sure to also like comment and reblog my bio and pinned post to boost it to disabled bipoc and or qtipoc mutuals.

👍 💬 🔄

Be sure to like comment and reblog the bio pinned post and pinned thread (if you or mutuals are on bluesky and or threads) of my tumblr bluesky and threads. This lets me know if you read or haven’t read my intro before interacting with me. Use any hashtags you know. Such as bipoc qtipoc and disabled hashtags. Such as writer artist creative hashtags. Such as gaming streaming and podcast hashtags. Such as donation wishlist payment mutual aid hashtags. Likes and reblogs. To boost it to disabled bipoc and or qtipoc mutuals. Remember the social media algorithm. Just likes doesn’t help much in boosting a marginalized social media user and creative.

[coeuranxieux]

this is so goofy actually "oh noo ward room 305 miku is staring st you" FUCKING MIKU IM SO PISSED WHY CANT IT BE A NORMAL THREAT LIKE THE ONE GUY WHO THREATENED TO DOX AND CURBSTOMP ME WHEN I WAS 12 LIKE IT USED TO BE WHY IS KT HATSUNE MIKU

haunted by ward room 305 miku currently. hiding in bed. every sound in my house is tjat. also cant close my eyes. every light is on why did i do this to myself i couldnt sleep for days after the boiled one phenomena or whatever the fuck. sigh the lengths i go to so i can understand characters......

[that-sunny-pup]

Hello! I'm the mod, you can call me Mod Duck! Please respect that this blog is both as canon as I can be, but mostly headcanons, so some stuff might not be accurate or in character! I only had a couple scenes to work off of, so cut me some slack here 🙏

DogDay is 14 years old, and big DogDay/Solar is like. 31

𖤓 WARNINGS:

This blog may contain cursing and heavy topics such as mental breakdowns, Violence, panic attacks, and stuff simular to that. Mod is a Minor, so sexual topics will be kept to a minimum 🫵

𖤓 Role-playing and symbols:

"This is the regular, small DogDay! Hiya friends!!!"

"And this is the big DogDay, AKA Solar! Hi."

[This is actions and/or thoughts!]

[and this is how I, the mod will speak most of the time! sometimes the tags tho]

𖤓 other SC blogs:

@the-cool-chicken

@the-crafty-unicorn

@bubba-bubbaphant

@picky-piggy

@hoppyhopscotch1

@acat-foryournap

@bobbybearhugs-blog

@bunny-go-hop-hop

@dogday-shines-bright

@bearhugs-from-bobby

@the-cat-that-naps

@bubbabubbaphant-blog

@baba-chops-emo-sheep

@simon-the-dragon

@rabie-baby-bat

GO FOLLOW THEM, THEY'RE ALL WONDERFUL!!! 🫵

Plus my other blogs:

@allister-the-procrastigator

@doctor-harleysawyer

@ask-kissymissy

𖤓 ART:

[all drawn by me!]

current status: Hi sorry my blogs died again its Sawyer day

headcanons under the cut:

Dogday has Autism and ADHD!

Because of his big ol ears, he has bad sensory issues with specific sounds, especially since he can hear so well. Because of that, he carries around headphones with him everywhere, so if you see him sitting somewhere with them on, he is overwhelmed, do not bother him!!

He glows in the dark like a nightlight, but his pendant glows constantly.

When he stims, he does so with tail wagging, hand flapping, and leg stomps/shakes.

he howls at the sun instead of the moon!

He is TERRIFIED of sunflowers. they stare back, he swears they do.

he finds pop rock candy very fascinating! it's his favorite candy.

he likes basking in the sun! and though he may be busy with something almost all the time, he always has an eye out, and is always keeping his friends safe, no matter what!

He 100% puts others before himself, no doubt.

he also has bad memory. not HORRIFICALLY bad, but its not very good either.

his body temperature is warmer than everybody elses, meaning he overheats easily. In contrast to what most would think, he likes cold weather more than summer weather.

[ask-bubbabubbaphant]

"I'm Bubba Bubbaphant! Hey! I remember you!"

"An elephant always remembers!"

[Mod here. This used to be a Mortality roleplay blog (Walten Files), but I decided to change into an ask blog for this silly elephant :33]

[Mod recommends that you don't read their old posts unless you wanna die from cringe-/hj]

Anyways...

💡Headcanons💡

- Bubba is obviously a nerd when it comes to math and other subjects.

- He loves teaching his friends new things! :D

- He sees Crafty as his sister :3 (my personal headcanon)

- Lemon tea enjoyer ✨

- He's Omnisexual.

- Hes dating Kickin'. ( @kickinchicken-thecoolkid )

- He's very kind and playful, but he's also very serious at the same time.

- Enjoys ear scratches :3

- Can be a bit protective over his friends :P

- Tolerates Hoppy and Kickin'.

- Hangs Crafty's drawings on his wall.

- His favorite snack is obviously peanuts ✨

💡Rules💡

- No nsfw or suggestive content.

- Please be respectful to me and other roleplayers.

- If you don't like my headcanons or don't like this blog at all, then you can just block and move on with your day. No need to send hate asks.

- Magic anons are allowed, just don't be a creep or weirdo.

⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️

This blog may include topics such as: Loss of sanity, mental breakdowns, self doubt, mental health issues, a small bit of violence, and blood and gore. Please look away if any of this triggers you.

💡Other Critters!💡

@dogday-shines-bright @that-sunny-pup @kickinchicken-thecoolkid @the-cool-chicken @catnaplovesnaptime @lil-miss-bearhug @hoppyhopscotch1 @the-crafty-unicorn

💡Nightmare Critters 💡

@baba-chops-emo-sheep @rabie-baby-bat @allister-the-procrastigator @simon-the-dragon @poe-the-crow @the-real-maggie-mako @ickylickywins

💡Others💡

@yarnaby-askblog @bouncingyarn @doeythedoughmanwhen @doctor-harleysawyer @ask-kissymissy

[allister-the-procrastigator]

Heyaa mod Duck here again 😼

This blog is almost COMPLETELY based on headcanons besides the info given on the official character card ☝️so please respect that I cannot be canon adjacent

Allister is liiike.. 15-16 I would say ☝️

Allister Gator is the slacker of the Nightmare Critters. He possesses a laid-back attitude and is often coerced by his friends to participate in activities, but he lacks drive and ambition. If given the chance, he would happily loaf off in a body of water and do nothing productive for a full 24 hours. He is a firm and devout believer of the philosophy: "Good things come to those who wait". The only time Allister puts effort into something is if his friends actively force him to.

WARNINGS:

This blog may contain cursing and heavy topics such as Violence, sensitive topics, and stuff simular to that. Mod is a Minor, so sexual topics will be kept to a minimum 🫵

Role-playing and symbols:

"This is Allister. Hi."

[This is actions and/or thoughts!]

and this is how I'll speak through text! though I mostly speak in the tags

other SC blogs:

@the-cool-chicken

@the-crafty-unicorn

@bubba-bubbaphant

@picky-piggy

@hoppyhopscotch1

@acat-foryournap

@bobbybearhugs-blog

@dogday-shines-bright

@bearhugs-from-bobby

@the-cat-that-naps

@bubbabubbaphant-blog

@baba-chops-emo-sheep

@simon-the-dragon

@rabie-baby-bat

@poe-the-crow

@chocosharksnack

GO FOLLOW THEM!!

Plus my other blogs: @that-sunny-pup @doctor-harleysawyer @ask-kissymissy

ART:

current status: Sawyer day

headcanons under the cut:

The other critters sometimes call him Alli as a nickname

His favorite cartoon show is the wildkratts,, he would 100% just float on his back in the water with an IPad and just binge all of it

I cannot imagine him with a girl so. gay🫵 Allister Gator? more like Allister Gaytor

very protective of his fellow nightmare critters. The smiling critters on the other hand, he couldn't give less a shit about.

Nature enjoyer

ADHD

Actually just a chill guy but he can be an asshole when he wants to be

He hoards random junk and throws it into his pond for enrichment

quite naturally strong (as a Gator character probably would be) he just doesn't show it off

He is narcoleptic, meaning he is constantly very tired throughout the day no matter how much rest he's gotten and may just fall asleep out of nowhere

The scent of sandalwood is used traditionally to relieve stress and anxiety, so I like to think the other nightmare critters like to hang out with him when they're stressed

New one !! I think he struggles to show emotions on his face

He does NOT know how to pose for pictures . He just stands there and does a thumbs-up, MAYBE an awkward smile

He cosplays!! he likes cosplaying!!! woo cosplay!!! If you give me characters to make him cosplay as I'll draw it

[list will be updated as I come up with more]

[catnaplovesnaptime]

Hihi!

This is a roleplay blog for CatNap from Poppy Playtime :3

I saw my s/o make a poppy playtime blog so why not?

🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙

Facts about my version of CatNap!

• He has autism

• He doesn't really talk much, unless he's around his friends

• He's Bisexual and Asexual

• He's Nonbinary

• He goes by He/Him and They/Them pronouns

• He's dating both Bobby Bearhug and DogDay

• He can be rather protective over his friends

• He likes to play with balls of yarn :3

• He sleeps for almost the entire day

• He likes to hide in places like in trees, or in high up places in the factory.

• He's ticklish

• He may or may not have trauma-

• Very stubborn, doesn't really want to open up to people cause he can't really explain how he feels sometimes.

Trigger warnings under the cut

This blog will sometimes contain things like depression, self doubt, mental breakdowns, panic attacks, violence, swearing, mental health issues, and other stuff. Please look away if any of this triggers you.

Some official Catnap art :)

That's everything! Thank you for visiting my blog! ^^

Other smiling critters blogs. Go check them out!

Bobby: @bobbybearhugs-blog and @bearhugs-from-bobby

Hoppy: @hoppyhopscotch1

DogDay: @that-sunny-pup (big and small), @dogday-shines-bright

Kickin': @the-cool-chicken @kickinchicken-thecoolkid

Bubba: @bubba-bubbaphant

Picky: @picky-and-corrupted-picky

Crafty: @the-crafty-unicorn

Peggysis: @peggysiswritingcorner (:O)

Bigger CatNap: @acat-foryournap

Nightmare Critters

@baba-chops-emo-sheep @rabie-baby-bat @allister-the-procrastigator @poe-the-crow @simon-the-dragon @poe-the-crow @the-real-maggie-mako

Others :3

@doeythedoughmanwhen @yarnaby-askblog @doctor-harleysawyer @cretaceous-composer @ask-littleskittle-and-funny-fox @ask-kissymissy

Okay bye :p

[werewolfetone]

My allistic friends whenever my special interest leads me to start talking in detail about eighteenth century sectarian violence

[the-crafty-unicorn]

"Hi...! I'm CraftyCorn! Wanna help me with my painting? :)"

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Last Edit: February 9th (Changed some favorite Crafty pictures to new official ones)

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[Hello there! I'm Mod Tune! Pleasure to meet you all! I'll be running this blog to go with the other Smiling Critters!! Just know, this character is not mine and belongs to the creators of Poppy Playtime!! All art comes from there, too, but I will be making my own as well as fanart and reaction images!!]

[This ask blog currently consists of both Craftycorn and Bigger Craftycorn, as well as BB Crafty's mini critters! So go ahead and shoot any of them some asks! Crafty has her own tags while both BB Crafty and the mini critters share some tags. All of my designs for the characters here are all underneath the cut at the end of the main things on this post, so check those out!]

[This blog will include topics such as depression, loss of sanity, swearing (mostly from mod), harmful thoughts, some acts of violence, and few other topics I cannot name at the time. Interact at your own risk, you have been warned]

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RULES OF THE BLOG!

1. No inappropriate asks! This is a PG-13 blog!

2. Some violent asks are okay, like basic acts to harm her, but please just do not go overboard with them. As in, do not graphically explain them or have it result in missing limbs. It hurts to read.

3. Ask me before involving me in anything! I've been having issues with this for a few days now, and I need to finally bring it up.

4. No forced roleplaying! Aka, don't narrate my characters for me! Please! I've had one or two asks/reblogs like this, and it really doesn't make me motivated to answer them! Roleplaying characters means I play my characters, and you play yours, don't decide what my characters do for me.

5. Don't spam my inbox/notes often. I have a life outside of this blog, so if I don't answer asks or reblogs, I need you to be patient with me.

6. Do not judge me for my headcanons, roleplay threads, or what friends I have here. It's a very cruel thing to judge, and I'd rather you not.

7. Please, don't steal/repost my art. It may not be much compared to other artists, but I'd like my art to stay my own. Please and thank you.

8. Magic anons are okay!! You're allowed to send them as long as I can understand them and they make sense for the Poppy Playtime universe

9. This is an extension of rule 5. I'm not obligated to answer every ask, so if I don't answer something, please don't repeatedly send things asking for me to answer. You can remind me of an ask, yes, but for most asks I don't answer, they either make me uncomfortable, are from someone/about someone I don't wish to associate myself with, or I can't figure out any type of response.

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"Normal speech"

Thinking!! Hmmm...

"YELLING!!!!"

"Shh... quiet..."

-Lights, camera, ACTION!-

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The other Smiling Critters!! [GO FOLLOW THE OTHER COOL PEOPLE 🫵]

Dogday (big & small) - @that-sunny-pup (both) & @dogday-shines-bright

Kickin' - @the-cool-chicken

Bubba - @bubba-bubbaphant & @bubbathe-bubbaphant

Hoppy - @hoppyhopscotch1 & @bunny-go-hop-hop

Bobby - @lil-miss-bearhug & @bearhugs-from-bobby

Picky - @picky-piggy

Catnap (big & small) - @acat-foryournap & @catnaplovesnaptime

[And here are the Nightmare Critters!!!]

Baba - @baba-chops-emo-sheep

Rabie - @rabie-baby-bat

Simon - @simon-the-dragon

Allister - @allister-the-procrastigator

Poe - @poe-the-crow

[Mod's HC design of the girl:]

[My bigger body Crafty design!]

[My mini critters' designs!!]

[My favorite Crafty art!]

[superectojazzmage]

Review for the first two episodes of Daredevil: Born Again, cuz I got a lot of thoughts about it holy fuck.

A very good but clearly iffy start. You can REALLY see the production restart with the first episode and how they’re basically trying to salvage what footage came from the scrapped first production before getting down to business. I feel like we’ll eventually be told which scenes were leftovers and which were newly shot and it’ll be unsurprising to hear which is which.

The good news is, once they get past that hump, they start cooking. The writing is clearly different from the original Netflix show, but not in a necessarily bad way. More just a “we’re not gonna pretend we’re the Netflix guys, but we’re gonna be as respectful as we can” way. They’re clearly going for a more slow-burn to intensity vibe compared to the Netflix series’ pacing and character work, and while it doesn’t always work great in the first episode (where the production troubles are most obvious), it definitely starts working good in the second. This is the first MCU project I’ve bothered with and been impressed by in any way for years now.

I’m gonna put most of my thoughts just jotted out because they’re a bit all over the place:

Having Charlie Cox and Vincent D’Onofrio back in these roles face-to-face is SO fucking good. Both of them slide right back into their characters perfectly and they kill it. Cox was born to play Daredevil and D’Onofrio always brings his A-Game. The rest of the returning cast were great too. Deborah Ann Wolf is a delight, Elden Hensen did what he could with the screen time he had, and Wilson Bethel seems to outright IMPROVED as Bullseye.

New cast is all doing decent so far too. Will have to see more before I have much to say about them.

So the big thing in the opening is Foggy dying. I honestly don’t know how to feel about it. It’s a brutal shocker to open on, for better or worse. Coming from the comics, killing Foggy just seems so WRONG to Daredevil as a series given his role as Matt’s rock through thick and thin. And throwing away Elden Hensen so early in the game seems a poor move, plus the scene could’ve been handled better. But… I don’t know. It’s marinating in me. I’ll have to see how the rest of the show handles it and if it turns out to be a fakeout before coming to a solid feeling on it. If nothing else, Matt and Karen’s grief about it is handled perfectly.

There’s definitely much more embracing of the comic books than the Netflix show was willing to do, which is a positive in my book. There’s not this air of thinking it’s too good to be based on a comic, they gladly welcome it and that earnestness is good. The characters actually talk and behave like stuff like superheroes and magic tiger amulets and a guy who kills people with paper clips are totally normal parts of life rather than smiling awkwardly at the audience about it in an irony-poisoned way, and they directly call things as they are instead of using “totally serious” euphemisms to avoid mentioning the superhero stuff.

They seem to be going for an addiction/junkie angle to Daredevil, depicting the identity (or at least, the darkness and violence of it) as a negative thing, a destructive drug that Matt got into to get through hard times that just made everything worse. He kicks it after the wake-up call of Foggy dying, gets his life back on track, but than one of his former junkie buddies (Fisk) comes back to town and Matt starts feeling the temptation to put that mask back on. The anger that seemed gone suddenly starts racing back to the surface and soon he’s a ticking bomb until the corrupt cops attack him and trigger the full relapse. Surprising but good that they went so full on with it.

The same is true of Kingpin, but with the brilliant addition of framing him as a neurodivergent person trying to pass as allistic. He’s trying to kick the supervillain habit and clean up at the cost of hiding away his true self, but his wife isn’t and doesn’t want to shun who they are, and it’s causing strain in their marriage. He’s trying to emulate what he thinks politicians and “normals” are supposed to be like without really understanding it, and ends up falling back into his old ways when he can’t force it. In some ways, it forms a twisted reversal of his arc in the Netflix show; he started as someone who was trying to pretend he was a philanthropist not a thug only to learn to embrace his monstrousness, now he’s become insecure and is trying to reverse course to become that “man of the people” he deluded himself into thinking he was years ago. Almost like a midlife crisis. It’s great.

The plot so far indicates they’re basically throwing the Bendis/Brubaker runs, Waid run, Soule run, and Zdarsky run into a blender in terms of adaptation. I kinda wish they had leaned more on the former two than the latter two, but hey, it seems to be working.

The fight scene in the first episode was rather wonky in many respects (especially bad because it’s also the prerequisite one-take hallway fight), but the second showed an immediate and shocking improvement. Matt going feral on the cops was jaw-dropping and if the fight scenes from here on match that energy, then there are no worries.

The cinematography… is not great. Very obviously TV show level.

The show is VERY good at smacking you full tilt with “holy fuck how do they go from here?” moments.

Bullseye hitting the fly with a paper clip and than fixing the lightbulb he slightly loosened with the shot was 10/10 understanding of the character. So extra in the best way.

BB Urich was a huge shock to see. The “citizens eye view” her news reports give is a good touch, and her as a kind of haunting reminder of what Wilson did to Ben and how he can’t deny the savagery hiding in him or the sinful things he’s done is cool.

I feel like Daniel Blake is supposed to be somebody from the comic, but I can’t tell who. A reimagined version of the Rose, maybe, since Wilson and Vanessa never got around to having Richard in the Netflix run? Whatever the case, he’s a totally pathetic suck-up and it’s kinda hilarious. Michael Gandolfini really sells that “trying way too hard” vibe.

Matt’s blindness is handled really well. All of Cox’s method acting for replicating it is still fully apparent.

Heather Glenn is a surprising pull. She seems to be more of a composite of Matt’s various non-Karen-or-Elektra-or-Mary love interests than an adaptation of comic Glenn specifically though. I can live with that, since an accurate adaptation of Heather’s whole arc in the comic - with Matt at one of his worsts and her own life collapsing leading to suicide - would’ve just been way too much on top of everything else they’re tackling. Conversely, Kristen McDuffie is pretty unmistakably herself.

That camera focus on the painting of Ivan the Terrible accidentally killing his son is totally foreshadowing something that’s gonna hit like a ton of bricks.

Likewise, I’m calling it, the squirrelly guy at Heather’s book signing is Muse. I love that, just super casually dropping him in as an irrelevant but kinda weird spear carrier before the reveal.

All in all, this was a strong if imperfect opening. Maybe I’m just glad to finally get some quality Daredevil content outside the comics in a while, but I’m hooked and giving this a chance.

[chronicbitchsyndrome]

what was the Happening?

devon price did a twitter thread about how ~a study showed~ that allistic people are more, not less, likely to respond to autistic behaviors with kindness, sympathy, and social inclusion, if they're informed the person displaying them is autistic

the way he interpreted this study was that allistics find autistic behavior subconsciously threatening, but once given an explanation for it, that perceived threat vanishes because it is now "explained"

my main problem: this study was conducted via self-reporting, in an isolated context where they showed participants photos of strangers and prompted them to make judgements about those strangers. there is a social stigma against openly admitting you find autistics untrustworthy, disturbing, or creepy, even among people who are extremely ableist--the violence is typically carried out in much subtler ways, and justified via much subtler and more specific pieces of evidence, i.e. "he's just too sexual all the time, his hair is always greasy, he's too loud," etc. this evidence is often directly related to someone being autistic, but this is usually not acknowledged even if pointed out directly.

this is intertwined with the second prong of my criticism, which is that most social violence against autistics takes place in long-term relationships, and is rooted in deeply engrained disdain & prejudice for autistic patterns of behavior that are only evident in a long-term context. again: he doesn't wash his hair, he's loud and starts speaking when other people are talking all the time, he keeps talking about sex even though no-one makes eye contact with him when he does that, ergo, he must be a sexual predator. a conclusion i have seen many, many a social scene come to about the openly-disclosed autistic people within it, followed by depersoning and ostracizing the autistics & often going so far as to use violent tactics (following them to "warn" potential new social contacts about them, contacting employers to get them fired and "warning" potential employers, utilizing callout posts and pedojacketing, etc).

at best, the study could be used as evidence that "strangers who make snap judgements about autistic people can be convinced to back down from those judgements by diagnosis disclosure." however, he was using this as a piece of evidence to directly encourage people to unmask, because the worries about facing social violence for unmasking are apparently ~overblown~, which is why this particular thread stuck in my craw so much--you are massively misinterpreting a piece of data in a way that endangers people who don't understand what's going on under the surface, buddy. which a lot of autistic people don't because we are, famously, often not very good at reading between the lines of social interactions.

i know about this thread because i stumbled across it organically while browsing twitter a few weeks back and it really grated on me, i don't think it went Viral or anything, so i'm actually having trouble locating it again lol

[melanieph321]

Ruben Dias/Trent Alexander Arnold x Reader - Dark Rivarly Part 9/15

⚠️WARNING⚠️

*Violence

Part 10 and 11 are already out on my Patreon!

Reader is Trent Alexander Arnold's twin sister. The two have been inseparable since childbirth, more so now when Reader is fresh out of university looking for a job, crashing at her brother's place whilst doing so. One day Reader gets a job offer that she cannot refuse, however it would mean working for her brother's biggest rival in football, Ruben Dias.

Enjoy!

Man City vs Liverpool. It was a disaster bound to happen. Perhaps the exact reason why Jennifer begged to tag along as you and your family gathered for a spectacular afternoon at the Etihad Stadium. The atmosphere was unmatched, the crowd giddy for what's to come. You however, couldn't stop biting your nails in agony.

"Doesn't Ruben want you sitting near his bench, why are you on Liverpool's side of the stands?"

"Because..." You said, gritting your teeth for Jenny to keep her voice down. "Only you and grandma know I'm dating Ruben."

"You seriously haven't told your parents yet? Trent I understand, but don't you think the rest of your family would be more accepting?"

"No." Was your answer. Your grandma seemed to have come to terms with the situation, but only because she had seen first hand how much you cared about Ruben and he you. He would usually drop you off at the apartment after work and was not afraid to greet grandma at the door. He would greet her with a smile on his face and fondly ask about how her day went and if business at the shop was going good. It was not an act to win her over, grandma would've seen right through that. Ruben was just genuinely a polite person who was raised right by his parents. However, you strongly believed that despite how well raised he was, it would be hard for your parents to look past the fact that Ruben played for Manchester City, the team that had robbed them of so much joy.

"I dunno?" Jenny said, after hearing you out. "That altercation between your brother and Ruben was a long time ago, don't you think they're over it by now? If I were Trent I would be, how else is he gonna be able to focus on today's game if he still got his head wrapped around what's happened in past games?"

"Trust me." You said. "If there is something my brother can do, it's to hold a grudge."

You sat back in your seats as the Liverpool crowd, including your parents, started singing. The game was about to begin.

Despite having the majority of the crowd on their side, Man City struggled to control the game. Liverpool was fighting back with their supporters chanting them on.

"We are the Scousers

The cocks of the north!"

"We hate Man United

And City of course!"

"We only drink whiskey

And bottles of brown

The Liverpool boys

Are in town!"

"Na na na na na na na na!"

"What's wrong sweetheart, why aren't you singing along?" Your mother nudged your shoulder, seeing as you were biting your nails rather than singing along with the crowd.

"Yeah, Y/N why aren't you singing along?" Jenny smiled.

You threw her an evil glance. The lump in your stomach grew heavy as you turned your attention back to the game. Ruben looked furious. It was a bad game for him. Liverpool had managed to get two goals past his defense. The worst part was that one of those goals had been done by Trent, who was now getting cocky with the support from the crowd.

"Here he goes, here he goes!" Your dad alerted.

It was another corner shot from Liverpool, taken by Mac Allister. The ball flew past all the city players' heads, landing right on top of Virgil van Dijk's, who butted the ball to the ground for Trent's foot to tap it into the goal.

"3-0!"

The Liverpool crowd were on their feet, celebrating like maniacs. The game ended with the standing result as the referee blew his whistle.

"What a game! Let's celebrate." Your dad suggested, as your family followed the stream of people leaving the stadium.

"We have to wait for Trent." Your mother said.

"Don't worry bub, he'll meet us at the restaurant. Jenny, you said you knew a place?"

"Sure. I know a place not too far away from the shop."

"Great, let's go!"

Your family and Jenny walked ahead but you were hesitant to leave.

"Y/N, you coming?"

You shook your head. "I...I should stay. Wait for Trent. He might not know the way to the restaurant."

"Suit yourself." Your dad shrugged. "Just don't let him hold you up in the locker room, the guys might take a while."

"I'll be alright." You said,  ignoring the looks that Jenny and Grandma threw your way. You were left standing in the middle of the stadium parking lot, but not the public one, the one close to the gates where fans waited in hopes of spotting their favorite player.

"I'm outside." You texted, not Trent but Ruben. You felt a need to check on him after such a tough game.

"Be there in five." He replied.

And so you waited. And waited.

Fans scattered after having their jerseys signed by City players, they were the first people to leave the building.

"Hey."

There was a light tap on your shoulder. You turned around to see Ruben, looking defeated and exhausted from the game.

"Hey." You smiled. "Tough game?"

"Don't mock me."

You frowned.  "I'm not mocking you."

He sighed, and brought you in for a hug. "I bet your family enjoyed the game though."

"Ruben. " You pulled back to look at him.

"I'm just saying." He shrugged. "It's not like they were cheering for me."

"I was cheering for you."

"Were you?

"Yes Ruben. Believe it or not but I was."

He was grumpy, kicking something invisible on the ground. "Are you coming with me or are you headed somewhere?" He raised his head to look at you.

You sighed. "My family is celebrating at a bar in town."

He snorted. "Of course they are."

You rolled your eyes. "They're here for the weekend, Ruben, what am I supposed to do? And don't make me choose between you and my family because that would be incredibly unfair."

Ruben's shoulders withered, realizing what he was making you do. "I...I'm sorry." His gym bag dropped to the ground as he reached out his arms to you. You stumbled into his warm embrace and stayed there, letting Ruben sway you in his arms. "I never meant to make you choose between me and your family." He spoke against your temple. "Just having you like this is a privilege enough for me."

Your arms wrapped tighter around Ruben's waist. He was yours to keep.

"And you didn't hear this from me...but I guess your brother played a pretty good game."

You gasped, pulling out of the hug. "Was that....a compliment I heard?"

He rolled his eyes.

"Nah ah, don't be shy now Dias, I think you just compliment your fellow rival."

He wiggled out of your grip to hide his smile.

"Are you proving to be the bigger man, is that what this is?"

"The biggest." He nodded. "Bigger than any other man you've been with."

You laughed as he railed you in, attacking your neck with wet kisses.

"Stop it Ruben, it tickles."

He mumbled against your skin. "Not until you admit that I'm the biggest you've ever had."

"Never."

"No?"

"Aaaah, Ruben." You squealed as his arm went under your legs, swooping them up under you as he lifted you up in his arms, twirling you around, bridal style.

"Ruben, please"

"Admit it."

"No, hahahah."

"You fucking....get off her!"

Suddenly you were tackled to the ground,  with Ruben trying his best not to let you hit the concrete before him. Recovering from the initial fall you looked up to see Trent, towering over Ruben with a fuming look on his face.

"Have you lost your mind?" Ruben shouted. "She could have gotten hurt." He shot to his feet, pushing Trent back two steps.

"What are you doing, touching my sister?" Trent pushed back, but didn't have as much impact on Ruben who was bigger.

"Guys, stop it!" You got up from the ground trying to come between them. A big mistake, because as Ruben wrapped a hand around your waist, checking to see if you had hurt yourself from the fall, Trent saw red.

"Trent!"

You screamed as he swung at Ruben, the blow of his fist striking Ruben on the nose, making him bleed. You stepped back as Ruben rushed your brother,  tackling him to the ground, raising himself to tower over him as he delivered equally as bone crushing punches.

"Ruben stop!" Your voice broke, your desperate shouts alerting the people around you, players and staff from both teams, rushing to disrupt the fight.

"Hey, hey, hey!" Ruben's friend John was one of the first people on the scene,  grabbing a hold of Ruben, pulling him off of your brother. It was a horrific scene with medical staff from both teams rushing to check on Trent. It was heartbreaking for you to see him like that, bloody in the face and knocked out on the ground, all in the hands of....

"Y/N?"

You flinched as someone grasped your arm. It was Ruben, who looked terrified at the way you reacted when he touched you. "It's me, don't be..." He reached out again, your eyes darting at his bruised  knuckles. Luckily John was quicker. "Let her go, let her..." He looked at you, seeing the terror in your eyes. "I'll take him home. You stay with your brother."

You nodded. "Okay."

He escorted Ruben across the parking lot, the two of them driving away in the night. Whilst the medical staff alerted for the ambulance to come, you brought your phone to light, dialing Grandma's phone number with trembling hands. She picked up after the second tone.

"Y/N?"

"Grandma?" You sniffled, phone pressed to your ear. "It's all my fault....."

[lace-coffin]

For when your requests open soon kinda like the child breaking in how do you think the collector would rect to like teens using the hotell as a smoke spot or something also jow that im thinking about it he would just kill them since the start of thr collection it starts by saying he kills anyone and doesn’t discriminate personally i say dang but also i hsve no idea i might be making up everything im typing as i go along hoping your like oh wow this fella this extremely homosexual fella is so right!!!! #guess whos drunk game!!!!!£!

How would Asa Emory react to teens breaking into the hotel to smoke?

I absolutely love this request lmao, from one homo to another u r absolutely so right. I hope u had a good night pookie < 3

Tw for violence and gore

The acrid ashy smell was a dead giveaway before he’d even stepped into the hotel. Teenagers using his hotel as a smoke spot, hadn’t they seen literally any trashy slasher movie? This was a perfect setup to get murdered by a hulking masked man with an axe or whatever the kids were watching these days.

It’s not like he could completely blame them, him having been a teenager once and not above bumming a smoke off other students when the stress got the best off him.

Groaning and dragging a gloved hand down his face, Asa enters the building, pulling the door with more force than necessary and effectively slamming it into the wall in annoyance. It’s not like it was worth being stealthy, these little fucks will be dead soon enough, not like it’s going to matter in the end.

Two hounds sit either side of the collector at his monitor, Allister on the left and Aster on the right, waiting at attention for orders but mostly soaking up the absent minded pats Asa has been giving them whilst focused on the screen.

A group of teenagers, maybe about college age, sit slumped against the filthy walls of the abandoned hotel room smoking, what, he’s not sure, but that’s not relevant. smashed beer bottles litter the floor, glittering under the barley there fluorescent lights.

Disgusting, spilling all that shit over his floors, don’t they know he has art pieces in here that are priceless? Not like they would understand the work that goes behind his beautiful collection.

A pissed off groan escapes Asa’s gritted teeth, the dog’s ears perking at this, shifting to sit slightly more alert. Asa looks down to his pups, tilting his head in thought. He has a good view of the room from here, he may be able to put on a show for himself in the future before finishing them off. Setting the camera’s to ‘record’ he stands, scraping his chair backwards.

Pulling the mask taught by the strings and tying himself in he double checks his hunting knife is where he left it and sets off. Aster and Allister follow happily down the halls, just happy to be included and by their masters side.

The door is slammed open before any of the teens can react, dogs ordered to dispose of the intruders with a shout and hand signal, realistically no matter how well trained his pets are they wouldn’t be able to take down 4 teenagers by themselves. knowing this Asa pulls his knife from his belt, the teens paying no attention to him, solely focused in attempting to either kick the dogs snouts away and detach the muscle deep bite they have lodged into them off or trying to tear the hounds off their screaming and struggling friends.

Grabbing one of the men by the throat the collector slams the stranger against the wall, knife raised at his jugular with intend to slash.

“Y-you don’t have to do this man, we’ll leave ok? We’ll even clean up, fuck just..just let us go and we won’t say shit I promise”

the fear is evident all over this kids face, the desperation gives Asa a sick kick, feelings of superiority and giddiness bubbling up in his chest. the masked man adds more pressure to the knife, enough to break skin and allow a few dribbles of crimson to run down the knife, watching the panic increase ten fold.

Apart from letting out an undignified squeak the teen stops reacting, bracing for the end. How dull. Realising his toy has stopped performing he rips the blade across the soft flesh under him, making it messy and careless. The gasping body slumps against him, no longer able to hold himself through the agony. Asa’s lip curls in disgust, shoving the bleeding body away from himself to crumple to the ground.

Glancing back over it seems the dogs have fatally wounded at least two of the intruders, they aren’t dead yet but regardless they won’t be rushing anywhere in a hurry. The injured strangers flinch in terror as he approaches, before anything can be said Asa’s heavy leather boot is smashing the teens head against the dirty floor as hard as he can, skull making a sickening crunch under the weight of it and sending a wave of euphoria over the killer. He notes his boots will need cleaning later, viscera caught on the laces.

Something about the display must have awakened something primal in the least injured victim, taking off down the hall clumsily, usually he would send a dog to give chase or do it himself but he knows this hotel inside out, there’s a range of traps lining the walls of just that hall, let alone the entire building. Regardless if Asa bothers to follow or not he won’t be making it out alive. As if on cue a guttural scream then groan can be heard. He made it atleast two corridors down, better than most.

Attention now back in the room Asa looks over the last victim, curled up and bleeding into the ratty carpet. Shock probably. No point in making a show of this one, his mind has already checked out. He might make good food for the projects in the basement…you can never be too prepared. Sighing Asa slings the man’s half conscious body over his shoulder without care, whistling for the dogs to follow as he makes the trek to the basement.

[psychoticallytrans]

Being a disabled man results in specific problems because of the way that men are viewed in society.

For instance, we are commonly viewed as aggressive sex pests. A double edged approach of this is seen with autistic men, where awkward attempts to talk are often seen as creepy flirting (Notably, studies show a sharp communication gap when autistics and allistics interact), and where actual intrusive behavior far beyond awkward words is sometimes played off as "Well, maybe he's autistic?", further cementing the idea of autistic men as naturally sexually predatory.

This is a result of the presumed incompetence of being disabled melding with the idea that men and boys are naturally sexually aggressive. Disabled men are presumed to be less able to control themselves, and therefore are perceived as an amplified threat above that of abled men.

In reality, disabled men are estimated to experience extremely high rates of abuse, with about two thirds of the men in this sample experiencing domestic abuse. Men with disabilities are 4.2 times more likely to be forced to penetrate their rapist than abled men. Disabled men are vulnerable, but portrayed as threatening.

The perception of men as aggressive and disabled men as uncontrolled hits a particularly insidious note with the skewed gender ratio of diagnoses of ODD (Oppositional Defiant Disorder), a diagnosis that is notorious both for racial bias and for leading to incredibly poor treatment by doctors. Disabled Black men are statistically one of the groups most vulnerable to the violence of the justice system of the United States, with 55% of them being arrested at least once by age 28.

The idea that men have to be providers hits disabled men especially hard. Disabled men have an unemployment rate of 7.8%, and when that's coupled with the decrease in self esteem and increase in depression seen in unemployed men, it doesn't paint a happy picture for us. Being unemployed makes people view men as less of men, and men judge themselves the most harshly.

The fact that manhood is seen as a default or neutral state also has a huge impact on the availability of overtly gender-specific research. Compiling the sources in this posts took substantially longer that it took me to put together a similar presentation on women when I was in middle school and substantially less experienced with research.

There were several subjects here that I wanted to tackle due to personal knowledge of how systemic issues affect disabled men, but I was unable to come up with research that separated out men by gender, or less ideally sex, in the results. In particular, I wanted to find information on how likely disabled men are to go to the doctor when they have an issue, compared to abled men, and, if possible, their reasoning for why they did not. Interpersonally, I find that disabled men are often more hesitant to go to the doctor than abled ones, for reasons ranging from fear of medical abuse, to feeling like they can or should be able to tough it out, to simply not having the money.

I want to stress that the issue was not that research had found that men didn't have that problem, but that the specific literature about men did not exist, or, at least, not where I could find it. I consider it likely that the degendering of disabled people is also contributing to this issue. Disablity and manhood intersect in ways that create specific forms of harm for disabled men. Overlooking this overlooks a good deal of the harm that disabled men experience. We deserve better.