#allister's freezer

[himejoblr]

one day i'll build up enough courage and motivation to redraw this exact shot of tenchi raimei

[spectrumgarden]

No real point. Just thinking about how I went somewhere with my friend, and she had just asked me to "come along for the appointment" basically. And I said yes. We chat in the waiting area (me using AAC) and then she gets called in. At that point I just sort of sat there. I wasnt sure what to do? I never asked before. Does "come along for the appointment" mean come inside the room with you? Is it even allowed? What do I do? After a minute she walked back to me and was like hey, come with me! I totally thought you were walking behind me. (Nice tone) So I got up and joined her. But yeah I feel like, the difference between me and allistic people often is that, while they might also get confused by some things, more likely they will chose an action. Raise their voice and ask her if they are supposed to come along. Walk after her and ask. But to me when I'm confused, majority of the time I just dont do anything. I freeze.

In other contexts that usually looks like someone telling me to do something, etc, and I don't move. So my carer has to ask me "what is wrong?" So I say what I dont understand. And then maybe it can be explained and I know what to do.

Sometimes it's a bit easier, for example when pointing and / or one word questions can get my confusion across. Then I might try and use those to figure out what to do without having to be sort of prompted to even explain what I dont understand / am confused about. But yeah.

I know many autistic people attribute things lile these to trauma for asking and being treated negatively for it, but like. I've always just been like this. If it's not clear I will not do shit. It's not a choice. Usually I Want to Really Badly at least move, reach for help. But often it's not possible.

[babyspacebatclone]

I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this, and I only got on Tumblr after you were experiencing it worst.

I’m 43 years old, and 2020 convinced me I can’t cook at home.

I can’t keep food around in the off chance I’ll have the energy, unless it’s in the freezer.

Frozen lasagna from the oven is the highest class thing that happens for me.

Now, I’ll grab a Papa Murphy’s take and bake, and when the mood is right I’ll stop at the grocery store after work for some salad.

But 90% of the time, I’m eating out, ordering in, or throwing a frozen single serving meal in the microwave.

So I feel you. I am so sorry you weren’t able to get the “ordering in” option to work before.

But you are not alone.

Not being able to cook does not diminish your abilities to be a whole person.

Food stalls - ancient McDonald’s - have been excavated at Pompeii.

Anyone with money throughout history and throughout cultures have hired cooks and chefs to prepare food, never stepping into kitchens themselves.

Most lower class people would have a single person in the family dedicated to housework, including cooking and cleaning.

The idea that a modern person should be able to work a whole-ass job - and I include being a student in there for anyone that applies to - and then take on the responsibilities of the person that was hired specifically to do that.

I can’t read this entire article, but the opening is enough to expand on this point.

So, how to deal with the full-time job of Being Autistic and keeping yourself fed??

What I’ve done to preserve my own sanity:

List out your Safe Foods

Not just excluding foods you don’t eat, but the foods you can Go To when eating anything else is impossible. For me that’s Noodles &Co.; if I end work and I can’t convince myself to eat anything, I know I can grab a Pesto and Tortellini.

My second go-to is Rice Crispy Treats. If I need some calories I can grab a few wrapped bars from my 40 piece box and get those in. I have some in my locker at work, and sitting prominently in my kitchen.

List out the Rotation

What foods are you going to enjoy in regular days? How can you get them?

I know exactly which restaurants have what I want, and how to get them.

Is it a day where I want to sit down and be waited on? COVID proved this is a vital self-care for me, I respect that. Alternatively, can I order to-go through Door Dash to save some money? Or is this a full “the outside world is hell, I’m getting a no-contact delivery and unmasking now.”

What can you store Long Term?

Make these easy to prepare. Got the energy for frozen skillet stuff on the stove? Awesome. You can usually wait for the oven cooked frozen lasagna? Keep one in the freezer.

Do you like soup? I don’t, but you can stock up and prepare as you can handle.

I used to make Rice-a-roni and pour in frozen peas to make a meal before I lost that.

Need more protein? Do you like jerky or pepperoni sticks? Hey, you’re keeping something on hand you’ll eat.

Do you like chips? Keep a bag around for calories.

Surviving is more important than nutrition when everything sucks.

You are not alone in this.

Most Allistics can’t handle the demands of work and food.

You are not broken or lesser for suffering more than them when you were given less to work with from the start.

Do what keeps you going.

I might throw up from crying and hunger but i also cannot actively do anything about it

Im so very “high functioning” and “low support needs” and stuff i love existing on my own in situations without my mom who already barely understands meltdowns as is but can at least give me food when getting up hurts

[timecanonlytell-blog]

Head cannons

But it’s only characters i know a lot about

Kabu

He hates being touched by people he doesn’t care about, if he cares about someone it’s ok.

When he was a kid people would talk over him, he hated it. He still hates it, but now he can do something about it.

I wanna say he’s bi and trans i think. Goes under the pronouns of he/him he came out as trans when he was 18-20 a couple years after surgery he moved to where he is now.

If he finds a lost or distrusted ( that’s how he met allister ) he’ll try his best to calm them down and help them .

One year the other gym leader gave him a ‘ best dad ever ‘ shirt that’s the first time they had ever seen him cry like ever.

Man’s knows what your thinking and before you can do anything stupid he’ll tell you to stop it

Bede

Like kabu he also hates touch, and they hates it even if you know him, in-fact he’s only ok with it if your dating them or have known him for many many years.

I wanna say Demisexual/gay and his also trans and goes under the pronouns of he/they.

He was horrible with dancing until opal taught him how to( he still stumbles a lot in it though )

I like to think he got his stuck up personality because he was in foster care, when he was 7-9 ( then rose picked him up ) because none of the homes wanted him because he was ‘ to traumatized for they’re likening’ so in a way of coping they start to act like that, he also came out as trans when he was 11 ( rose may be a bad man but he supported bede).

Theater kid

He’s nickname for people he cares about is idiot. Yes he shows affection through mean names

Listens to music that’s like the music sleeping at last makes

Probably have a squishmallow collection

Leon

I think that he’s a demi-boy ( trans ) he/they and he’s gay ( yes he has dated rahain )

Has a arua that can calm down any Pokémon or human

He stress draws, and he’s gotten good at drawing because he’s always stressed

Loves to put his head on peoples thighs if they’re ok with is, like it’s just a built in pillow for people

Other that kabu he happens to be one of the shortest mf’s you’ll ever find ( this is a joke )

Breedable

Probably also has a squishmallow collection

Bimbo

He’s gotten lost in a IKEA before, it was a challenge to find him

Play with his hair, he loves it

Leon has a undercut

Rahain

He’s pansexual ( i mean he already flirts with everyone he thinks is hot ) he goes by he/him

He’s a funny drunk, (yes that means blackmail )

Also likes to lay on peoples thighs( mostly Leon’s when he can get away with it )

The breeder

Has stolen Leon’s squishmallows before and will again

Peirs

He’s online friends with emmet

Hes reciprosexual and goes by he/him ( props to the people who know what that is )

He has so many chains in his closet he can and will strangle people with them, like an e-girl

Collects only the ‘scary’ squishmallows

He likes to fall asleep on his partners chest because he can hear they’re heart beat

Steals his partners clothes if they’re a size bigger than him because they’re comfortable unlike his

He has really pale skin right, but it wouldn’t burn he like, reflects all the like off him before it hits his skin

Hops

He’s gay ( has dated bede they ended it on goodish terms) and goes by he/him

He learned how to braid and put hair in a bun for leon, he still will and does Leon’s hair for him

Also has squishmallow but only because bede gave them to him as a birthday present

He can’t sleep alone for the life of him so his Pokémon all cuddle with him in his bed

Learned how to draw when he was younger so he could be like Leon ( not knowing leon did it only when he was stressed)

Marnie

Doesn’t really smile but when she does it’s only for family and loved ones

She’s bi. And goes by they/she

Is an absolute freezer and steals like all the blankets they can

She blacks out ( doesn’t know why still ) and it can cause her to faint

Has salt packets in they’re pockets don’t ask why ( black outs

Has a stuffy collection and a squishmallow collection

Ingo

He has adhd

I think that he’s gay and demisexual and his pronouns are he/him ( trans )

I can imagine ingo with one of those giant beer mugs so there’s that

He listens to peirs music because of emmet

He does little hand movements well talking

Has a overwhelming obsession on history more so, the Hisuian Sneasels

Has plushies of his Pokémon

Has dislexia has asked emmet to read stuff to him before

Emmet

He’s bi as F*** he’s pronouns are he/they ( trans )

They have adhd ( joliks being he’s main opposition’s)

He listens to peirs music, they’re online friends

He’s very touchy might come with being a joltik breeder thou Idk

Likes to sleep on his livers chest so he can here they’re heart beat, so he knows they haven’t disappeared to.

Has plushies of they’re pokemom

Emmets theme song is material girl by Madonna

Milo

I think that he’s pansexual ( mostly men ) and he’s a he/him

Has a mommy/breeding/pregnancy kink

Has adhd

Can talk on and on about wooloos and other grass type Pokémon for hours

He likes to pick up people well hugging them it’s just easier for him

He taught the wooloos how to Sence that someone’s going to have a panic attack

Has a squishmallow collection and plushies collection of his Pokémon

Hau

He is a demi-boy he/they and is pansexual ( he has dating gladion before )

Also has a squishmallow collection

He has a second bed set up at all times so gladion can sleep over

Can and will cuddle with his Pokémon

Gets nightmare easily

Does not like horror movies at all

He infact reads fanfics

Has his ears pierced

He knows how to draw

Gladion

He listens to peirs music

He is trans and gay and goes by he/him

Has gone to almost all peirs consorts

He gets panic attacks

He got bullied as a kid and now will beat the a** of anyone who’s bullying someone

He pierced hau’s ears for him

Has a squishmallow collection

Null is counting as his emotions support.. Pokémon? Idk

He knows how to draw

Has a strong fear of losing people close to him

Lillie

She’s bi/poly ( not sexual ) goes by she/her

Is dating mallow and lana

Collection squishmallows

Knows how to draw

Has a strong fear of people dear to her

She has tramau from a Pokémon attack, she can still touch them, she’s just slightly scared

Mallow

Lesbian/ poly ( not sexual ) they go by they/she )

Is dating Lillie and lana

Also collection squishmallows

Is a really good chef

Has a herb garden

Lana

They are neptunic/poly and go by they/them ( props to the people that know that )

Is dating mallow and Lillie

Is a really fast swimmer

Has adhd

Will and does collect little things from the shore and bottom of the sea, to give to they’re girlfriends

Professor kukui

Is a straight ally i mean his wife is bi so

Has adhd

Also has tramau from people leaving him

Has a fear of people leaving him

Has a breeding kink

Guzma

He is gay ( thought he liked kukui for a like just a hallway crush thou) and goes by he/they

Has adhd

Will collect little thinks he finds on the ground he gives to people he likes

If he finds another bug type trainer he will pick them up and leave with them

Likes cuddles

Likes to lay on his lovers chest so he can feel they’re heart beat

Allister

They are omnisexual and go by they/they ( non-binary )

Has a aura that attaches ghost types

Likes to write little stories

Has a squishmallow collection

Likes to draw

Does prank people with they’re Pokémon

Cuddles

Has really bad anxiety

Also has a peanut allergy ( they can use that to get away from annoying men)

Has adhd

He can tell who a person is based on they’re voice

Bea

They’re lesbian and go by they/she

She looks up to kabu a lot

Will ignore people she doesn’t like

Will fight anyone that hurts Allister

Has dislexia the only one to know about is it Allister

Gets migraines if they try to read to hard

N

I think they’re non-binary they/them don’t really mind if someone messes it up but if it’s on purpose they’ll kick you so hard you meet arceus, they’re also asexual

Has this arua around them that can calm down any Pokémon

Has adhd

Does little hand movements well they talk

Has ticks

They jump up and down and or shake they hands up and down when happy

Warden ingo

Still has adhd ( doesn’t know it )

He/him and pansexual ( it changed now you gotta have options)

He has a breeding kink

He has a over opposition on sneasels

Has dislexia still it’s just worse now

If he hates you he will forever hate you and ignore you

Has short term memory lose

I’ll add more later

[pokemonswshbutionlyplayedsword]

I remember reading one of your posts about Nessa's Drednaw acting like a spoiled child. But what about the other gym leaders? Do they also have pokemon who's personalities are hard to manage?

Milo’s pokemon are pretty easy to manage. They’re grass types that were raised on a farm, what do they have to be bratty about?

Kabu’s Arcanine is full of energy, but he means well. And Centiskorch doesn’t know what boundaries are.

Bea’s pokemon are trained seriously. They’re professionals and they act like it. No nonsense here. That Bea can’t handle anyway.

Allister’s pokemon are only a scourge to everyone else. He doesn’t have any problems them himself.

Opal’s pokemon are, like her, very opinionated. But they’re too old to put up a fight with her.

Melony’s Eiscue likes to get water everywhere because she like to carry snow in from outside or get icecubes from the freezer and put them in Melony’s bed. Other than that, they’re very sweet.

Gordie’s Stonjourner can be very stubborn, so training can be difficult, but Gordie has methods of dealing with it.

Piers’ Obstagoon is very goofy and stubborn. He crawls into Piers’ bed even when he’s been told he’s not welcome, and he likes to get into mischief. Also, his Malamar is a jerk sometimes.

Raihan trains his pokemon a lot. They’re very well behaved. That being said, his Sandaconda and Torkoal are very lazy. 

Leon’s Haxorus has a huge temper and can get very aggressive over little things. Leon’s other pokemon are there to keep him in check during training, which sucks because Leon really would like to give him one on one training time.

[autisticventpage]

From a general perspective:

Ableist articles like this are really annoying and dangerous. Most of these "habits" are much more often genuine Neurodivergent social mishaps than red flags for toxic people. A few are legit red flags, but the rest aren't, at all.

I think this article conflates Neurodivergent behaviour (which some allistic people are unnerved by because they don't understand) with danger wrongly and inaccurately.

More reliable behaviours to watch out for could have easily been pulled and expanded upon by the writer from mainstream and easily accessible sources about actual abuse psychology, Narcissistic Personality Disorder research, etc.

This feels like an errant correlation that's both exclusionary in terms of Neurodiversity and pretty irresponsible on the authors part. The last thing neurodiverse people need is the general public being primed to notice differences in eye contact and assuming that they're liable to end up in that person's freezer on the basis of that. The last thing people in general need is incorrect information about how to identify early warning signs of toxic or dangerous behaviour and relying on that and staying vulnerable to toxic or abusive behaviour as a result.

From a personal perspective:

I’m an Autistic woman, and I was raised by my mother, who has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. So I know I have learned narcissistic behaviours that I am working to unlearn. So, as you could imagine, ableist assumptions like those in the article are particularly dangerous for me and other autistic people with narcissistic parents.

[freezburn-blog]

misc facts about my shouto

his villain name is “freezer burn”! he didn’t choose it himself necessarily, moreso as the public started calling him it when his actions as a villain became more publicized, and he just sort of went with it

he’s masc - aligned agender and uses both he and they pronouns. he typically prefers to be referred to as they/them by close friends

he’s a big ol gay. likes boys

shouto is !! autistic! he was diagnosed with asperger’s at three. it’s pretty obvious and he has no interest in trying to hide it or act allistic -- he fluctuates between low and high empathy, struggles with social interaction, has severe sensory issues, has special interests, is very very anxious, stims frequently, etc. 

he’s also schizophrenic, depressed, n has adhd and complex ptsd. no he does not cope

shouto is selectively mute and for a period of time, primarily in his early childhood, did not speak at all except occasionally to his mother or siblings in very quite whispers when his father was not present. while he’s more comfortable speaking out loud since running from home, his speech is still somewhat affected from it and he tends to mumble a lot and speak in stops and starts.

he loves cats obviously but he really just adores all animals. if you hurt your pet he will find you and he will kill you

when he’s nervous or deep in thought, he tends to pace or hum to himself, the latter behavior being something he picked up from his mom

[night-at-the-goobseum]

i hate my relationship with food i pick one food to eat every single day and then i never eat it ever again, blts, chicken tenders, and waffles were big ones i usually get flamed by allistics for only eating junk food but my last everyday food was stir fry i was eating vegetables and sauce for breakfast lunch and dinner and now it’s just sitting in my freezer bc idk??? i got sick of it?? luckily it’s frozen and not something like grilled cheese bc it’d be rotting so bad by now

[azikeos]

allistics: if you were really that hungry, you would eat fridge and freezer: *has like 12 hot pockets, ice cream, frozen pre-cooked chicken, a pizza* me, an autistic suicidal wreck: i would rather die than eat any of that but i'm so hungry that my stomach hurts and i am tempted to gnaw on myself

[himejoblr]

okay yeah speaking of the last reblog, i'm really upset that the fandom watered midorikawa (among many other characters) down to a "cute softie uwu child" who "needed protection" or something along the lines of that, but honestly, given the time period the games/animes were released (og and go games + animes 2008-2013, areori 2018), i'm not sure what else i expected from the fandom

[gaybuttfuckzone]

soygoku fotolog posting

JAJAJAAJ ACA CON BULMA Y TEN SHIN HAN EN EL REVENTON TEN SE ENCARO UNA PIBA LE TOCO EL CULO SALTO UN PATOVA SE ARMO ROSCA. LO CAGARON A PIÑAS MIENTRAS YO LE DABA A BOMBA A BULMA.

LA FOTO VA PARA LA HINCHADA DE DEPORTIVO ROSHI QUE SE COMIERON 2 ANOCHE CONTRA ATLETICO CAMBORIU. HIJODEPUTA COMO LA MUEVE EL PETISO LA PASA LA MUEVE LA BAILA. TODAS LAS MINAS.

TE DECIA EL REVENTON ALTA BAILANTA LAS MINAS LA CUMBIA LA PASO BAILANDO RELOCO FLASHEANDO. ME VINO A HABLAR UNA NEGRA Y ME DIJO KAME, YO LE DIJE KAME? HAME ME DICE, HAME ? DASDAS ME DICE , Y YO LE DIJE AH ? Y EL BOLICHE EXPLOTO A LA MIERDA NOS TOMAMOS EL PALO QUE GRANDE LA NUBE UN CAPO EL TROMPETA QUE ME LA PRESTA.

AHORA EN CASA LE ESTAMOS DANDO AL TERMIDOR CON FACTURAS NOS PONE DE LA CABEZA RE FANTASMA. ALTO ESCABIO LE DIGO A VEGETA: VEO TRIPLE. Y ME DICE: ES UN JORGITO ESO PELOTUDO. QUE JORGITO ES UN ALFAJOR ENFERMO. Y SE ARMO DE NUEVO. 5 VS 5 A LAS MANOS:

YO, PICOLO, KRILIN, MUFASA Y ALF

CONTRA VEGETA CELL FREEZER LOS CENTURIONES Y EN EL ARCO EL COLORADO MC ALLISTER

LOS CAGAMOS A PALOS.

TE DEJO ME VOY AL HOSPITAL A CELL SE LE REVENTO UN GRANO Y LE SALIO ASI COMO UN PODER QUE LE HACE DOLER EL OJO A YAMCHA

On May 28 2005

[eeee-lye]

Allistics. Fucking allistics.

Mum: I just want to--

Me: I can’t talk.

Mum: Did I do something--

Me, with hand flapping: I can’t talk.

*later*

Mum: I just want to have a word with you.

Me, stuttering very badly by this point: I, I, I...

(Literally. I couldn’t say anything more than this, because I did not want to talk, did not know how to talk, could not talk more than three words and had no idea how to handle someone in my doorway trying to force a verbal conversation.)

Mum: Just a quick word.

Me, almost crying: I. Can’t. Talk.

(I can’t soften this. I can’t explain why I can’t talk, on account of not being able to talk. It’s a miracle I’m even getting those three words out by this point.)

Mum: God! I just wanted to tell you that we’re having hamburgers for tea so you might want to get a meal out of the freezer! I’m not trying to talk to you! I’m trying to help you! *storms off in a huff*

Me, several hours later on a Tumblr post because I still can’t speak beyond three words and flapping: IF YOU WERE JUST GOING TO FUCKING TELL ME ABOUT FUCKING HAMBURGERS WHY DIDN’T YOU FUCKING LEAD WITH THAT?

Seriously, in what universe does I just want to have a word with you naturally lead to “FYI, hamburgers, you’re going to want to make something else” and not yet another round of Serious Family Conversation?

The worst thing, though?

I feel like the whole thing was a set up to justify her anger at me.

If she respected me, my space and my inability to communicate, she’d have just said “FYI, we’re having hamburgers for tea” and left without trying to have a conversation. She’d have told me what I needed to know and gotten out of my space after my having told her that I cannot talk. That would have been respectful, considerate and kind, and it might have even generated enough good will that I could relax and start talking.

But she began the whole conversation as though she was trying to have a conversation (which was ignoring my needs) and then got mad because I was trying to defend my right to not have a conversation I was (and still am) incapable of having. Now in her mind she was trying to be helpful and I was being angry at her for being helpful, so I’m unreasonable. And I’m never really going to be able to talk about this or the thing that upset me into not talking in the first place, because, funnily enough, stressful verbal conversations are really hard, and now this whole thing is just a mess.

Allistics.

I’m supposed to be the one with a fucking communication disability. I’m the one who’s supposed to not get social norms. I’m supposed to be the one lacking empathy. I’m the one who’s supposed to find communicating with others difficult.

(And now she’s sprayed her room with her perfume that literally makes me sick, something she damn well knows. Thanks, Mum. Thanks. Good to know that you only lay off the perfume when you’re happy with me and actively seek to punish me with it when you’re angry with me.)

[trans-shitty]

Some quick HCs for #omgcpwomenfest

(Okay, maybe not so quick. Curse you, inspiration!)

Alicia Zimmermann is autistic af. Samwell is one of her special interests. She flaps her hands when she gets excited.

George is also autistic af. You remember that “autistic otp aus” someone wrote a while ago? With the “you asked me to talk about my special interest and the longer i talked the more excited you got and now it’s your special interest too. yessssss” bullet point? Graduation. That’s all.

Lardo is autistic as well (lol this is practically canon lbr). Also, you know how Ngozi said none of Lardo, Nursey, and Parse were actually chill? The reason Lardo looks chill is because she her panic just … doesn’t actually show. Like, this one time she was in class painting and one of the other students accidentally dumped an entire can of Diet Pepsi on her canvas, and she just looked at it for about five seconds before working the brown splash into her painting … and everyone else was like “SHE IS A GOD” while Lardo was like “shit shit shit maYBE THIS WILL WORK SHIT SHIT” inside.

Prof. Alice Atley, Bitty’s advisor, is actually totally allistic. (C-c-c-combo breaker!) She’s also just this really warm, lovely person. Like if you are a trans lady waiting for a bathroom stall and lowkey panicking about someone looking at you and giving you a hard time? And Alice is in line behind you? She will strike up a conversation about the weather or something and you will just be like “why do I feel welcome and comfortable here is this supposed to be possible holy cow”. She might be magic.

Suzanne Bittle is incredibly kind, caring, loving, and also utterly badass when the moment calls for it? Like, she forced her high school to implement a comprehensive sex ed course when she was fourteen, in the face of half an entire church coming out supporting abstinence-only, by organizing the whole student body in support. Her yearbook caption said “Most Likely to Conquer World, And Then Bake It Pies”.

Caitlin Farmer is, like, seriously one of the best autistic pals you can have. Like, 90% of the time that everyone thinks that Chowder and Farmer have gone upstairs to have sex, they’re just escaping the overstimulating atmosphere.

(Caitlin is also super good at making people feel less anxious? Like, April was panicking once about losing her scholarship after she overpassed and gave up the game point after shanking two balls earlier, and Caitlin spent like an hour talking about how good her digs were until she calmed down.)

Speaking of April: she and March? Totally BPD buds. April didn’t actually know before she got to Samwell, but after a year of being March’s best friend and, like, reblogging Tumblr posts back and forth with Caitlin, she’s prrrrrretty sure of her self-diagnosis. They keep each other on a level keel, though.

And March totally knows that Holster has it bad for Ransom and they’re totally going to live together forever as soon as Ransom gets his head out of his ass, and it’s fine. Really. She and Ransom can just be a fling, it’ll be fine, and Holster really cares about the doof - they’ll be good for each other. And she already has a flavor of ice cream picked out and a pint of it in the freezer to split with April after she inevitably gets dumped.

(The day Ransom gets the three of them together to talk about maybe becoming a triad is officially the most confusing day of her LIFE. It’s two months after that before she’s convinced enough that their relationship will work to give the ice cream to Dex.)

Camilla Collins is actually the most pan ace person ever. She is constantly surrounded by gorgeous people she wants to touch but also not touch. It’s a serious problem.

[himejoblr]

WHY IS IT THE SAME PICTURE

[himejoblr]

i'll make the ina11 incorrect quotes sideblog tomorrow (when i get home from school i guess)

[himejoblr]

no i will NOT go back to being obsessed with bsd i swear i just have a love-hate relationship with these queer novelists